i wish i felt as happy as i let everyone think i am i wish i didn't hurt i wish he still didn't matter but no matter how much i tell my self that he doesn't it doesn't go away i'm afraid that i will always feel this way that a part of me will always belong to him and it kills me a little bit more each day i'm tiredof feeling this way until now i never realized i was capable of feeling so much pain though i think if i didn't love him as much as i still it might not be as bad but i guess that happens there are times when i wish i hated him but i don't and it hurts i wish it would all go away i wish i could drink it all away or smoke it all away but i know it won't work i tried it all it did was numb it until the next day when soberiety kicked in i don't know any more
Broken"
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
