I've been searching for a place to go. It sucks hardcore. I don't want to move out although I know that it is what is best for him and for me. I'm just going to miss seeing those dogs everyday... and miss hanging out with him before he leaves for work. I'm just really afraid that we're going to see less and less of each other. :(
I put up a thing on roommates.com. Looking for anything right now. A few matches came up. It'll just be weird living with a stranger, but I doubt I'll be doing much more than sleeping and eating there. I'll probably spend most of my time in the room. *sigh*
The people I sent e-mails to on roommates.com aren't asking for much more than what I'm already paying. Just hate this whole situation. I really don't want to leave and thinking about it makes me fucking cry.
I'm such a fuck up.
