Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Tattoo
So, today I want and saw the tattoo artist to have a consultation for the tattoo that I want to get. First off he was 15 minutes late, but as soon as he saw me he was like. Wow, long time no see! I'm like sorry, and he replied we were in junior and senior high together. Wow you look good. I was thinking this guy was full of shit then he rattled off both schools and even common teachers. I was getting good feelings from him right away. Then we talked about the work I wanted, I showed him all the little metals and stuff I had from the army and the air force and he was really into this. I told him I'm fairly conservative about what I want, but I want to do it justice I'm booked to get the work on the 27th of October because he said it'll take about half a day to do the work. Only trouble is I have to be at a wedding that day as the photographer. I'm really excited about this :) Sucks that I'll have to reschedule.

My Tattoo :)
Tomorrow I get my tattoo done! I just saw the guy and he has the drawing done. He had put in two snakes not one, and the sword tips were too short, but I told him what I wanted and he's all good with that. He said max three hours or less in the chair and he'll charge 100 an hour so that'll be good too :) I'll get it done tomorrow morning at 11 and I have to be at work by 3. I said I'd like black and grey shading and he said those look the best because colored ones can be somewhat cartoonish otherwise. I'm done to 23 hours til I get it done woohoo!

My Take On The Canes So Far This Season
Well looks like it's back to the same ol Canes as last year...Like last year,we started off 3-1 and then finished 6-6 on the year and sqeeked out a bowl win over Nevada...I can see losing to Oklahoma 2nd game of the season,and from watching Canes virtually destroy Texas A&M,and then struggle to beat Duke just like last year,and then turn around and lose to North Carolina today is just sad...I mean come on now,did Butch Davis intimidate us that bad that we allowed the tarheels to score 27 straight points ,for crying out loud what happened to our D,and is Kyle Wright trying to lose the starting job again,so he passed for 300 yrds and 2 TDs,but he had 4 INTS,GOOD GRIEF SHANNON,these are the cupcakes of the ACC,if we struggle to beat Duke and then lose to NC,then I can only imagine what's going to happen against GT AND FSU,and then the rest of our season,Shannon get it straightened out or you will be no better than the coach you replaced,atleast Coker had a 60-15 record,and your record is

My Tattoo
Happiness wanders seeking for that one adornment to bare Forever more As a rose adorns the garden with its hue’s so bright the morning glories, hide their faces with the coming night the sweet peas fills the air with their fragrance so light and the bee gathers its bounty during its hasty flight thus my heart has etched memories full of delight. Waiting patiently for the design to set elated to be decorated, illustrated by choice; one memory related in picture the story postdated my tattoo of the day we met. LSR 8 October 2007 2006 hours To Sinan Love Lori

My Tattoo.....man Am I An Unhappy Camper
Well this sucks big time bad! I was all excited about my new tattoo. Well, I ended up in the ER yesterday before coming to work because of it. I noticed it wasn't healing the same say my other tat did. When I got it done they told me to wash it 4 - 5 times a day (this is typical and I always do) and put something called Tat Wax on it. I was to leave the wax on for 10 minutes then dab it off with a clean paper towel..I did so. I'd never heard of Tat Wax and the ingredients looked ok. But my skin around the tat was getting red and the tat was painful...really painful. After 7 days I ditched the wax crap, as directed by Platinum Ink (where I had it done), and started using Lubriderm lotion. In the past that is all I ever used on my tatts. Well from day one if getting the ink done I noticed it looked red and it hurt. Well I chalked it up to me just being wimp and that it was normal. By day 7 the redness around the tatt was deep red and it still hurt like hell! That day I also noticed

My Tags
These are ones I have made for myself but they can be used for anyone. As with the others if you want one just send me a private message with which one you want, the information you want listed on it, and the picture you would like used.

My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarrot
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You? Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tab Was $830, What's Yours???
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your tota l fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got

My Take On This
Officially this is Christmas Day, and I suppose I should be more forgiving. I should be more generous too. The fact is, I'm not. Some of you hate me and once again, I don't care. Fact of the matter, I am going to change my display picture to a T-shirt I am wearing currently that really shows my attitude on you people who think I am nothing more than a spiteful or hateful person. I don't care! You have someone blow smoke up your ass, and turn around to back stab you and tell me that you would do this differently, I think now! You have no idea how much distrust I had to begin with. I had a choice. Let the kids go to Utah for thier visitation, let them stay in my house, or neither. Talk to me weeks before and the 'neither' option was that she not visit the children at all. I decided I will not take the responsibility on that. Therefore, the neither option is now that if she wants to visit the children, its up to her to get down her for her visitation. That wasn't my fau

My Tattoo
Just wanted to update all those who had voted on the dragon angel tattoo that i wanted on my back. Finally chose a great place on long island, Cliff's Tattoo's getting it started on sat. soon as i get pics i will post them and keep you all updated

My Tarot
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My Tarrot Card
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

My Tag
For the people who I've tagged, I want you to list ten things about you, goals, things you like, then add the people who youv'e tagged and tell me why you coose them... 1. I enjoy dancing every day, It somehow puts my mind in a beautiful world always, 2. I've had many accpomplishments, but none compares to my Beautiful child 3. I'm also very shy and not alot of people realizes this! 4. I'm still searching for the divine purpose of my life 5. I'm caught up in the Romance of noble deeds, unreachable goals and although this seem legitimate, I still say its of no regards to practicality.. 6. I've been challenged this year, and day by day as I go along the challenge has increase (can I reach my goal without doubts hmmm, lets see)... 7. Reading bible scrptures calms my soul 8. Romantic movies makes me cry lol 9. Pillow fight are great 10 I'm a hopeless romantic in every way!

My Tarot
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tattoo
It’s my tattoo, I didn’t do it for you Don’t go telling me it’s sexy That’s not what it’s about You weren’t even on my mind When I went out there to find My own identity It’s my tattoo and there’s nothing you can do You can wear me out emotionally Leave me crying in the dark Put me at the bottom of your list And expect me to be here when you return But you can’t have my body, not anymore You put me in a minivan honor roll bumper sticker on the back A pack of wet wipes in the glove box Ketchup fingerprints on the windows A pile of happy meal toys stuffed between the seats I’m done with all of that No more taking care of everyone but myself, I have a life to find, an identity to build And a brand new tattoo on my hip My tattoo isn’t sexy, I didn’t put it there for that It’s all about me, something you know nothing about About me being me finding my identity You’ve taken everything I have to give I’ve been a daughter, sister, wife and momma It’s

My Tag For Slippery When Wet
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My Take On Rev. Jeremiah Wright And Patriotism
The news is still abuzz over the spark and surprised remarks of Barack Obama’s former pastor, Rev. Jeremiah Wright. Now, granted I have never set foot in a United Church of Christ to hear a pastor like him speak, or in this case of delivering the "good news" for about 20 minutes plus on a Sunday. Now, this may shock some of you for reading this, but I’m going to say something that might say or raise eyebrows. I’m going to say it right now: It’s misunderstood. There I said it! Misunderstood from those who thinks he preaches hate. Even some of the pastors here in Milwaukee thinks that Rev. Wright’s comments are misunderstood. Read the article "Local Pastors Say Wright Is Misunderstood" from last week’s Journal Sentinel. First off, I never seen nor hear the comments or sermons of Rev. Wright in person, except on Youtube. Now I did caught some clips of the minister preaching about the problems that America had endured with blacks. Instead of asking "why he’s preaching hate", it should be

My Tarot Reading
how you feel about yourself now (Strength) You feel that despite the challenges you have been faced with in the past, present or future, you will find the strength and courage to succeed. Whether you are recovering from ill health, a broken marriage or relationship, or challenges at work, you will find the will power to come out on top. If you are looking to give up any bad habits, such as smoking or drinking for example, this is a good time to do it. what you most want at this moment (Death) The cards suggest Isle Girl, that what you most want at this time is absolute change, to end what you no longer want and start anew. You desire to transform your career or your love life, perhaps your whole lifestyle in general. However catastrophic such changes could be, embracing them will only make you grow in wisdom and experience. your fears (Judgement) You are afraid that the conclusions you’ve been wanting are delayed and fear any far-reaching changes ahead. Perhaps things ar

My Tattoo
had a tattoo done on my chest for my neice that passed away recently ,means alot to me so figure i would share it with my friends its in my neices folder named my neice rip abigale let me know what you think i love how it came out

My Taint Is Killing Me!
Ahhhhh! My TAINT is killing me! You know that spot that taint balls and it taint butthole? That's the spot! See, today, I really wanted to go for a bicycle ride. I've had my bike a whole month and haven't ridden it. I was at a loss, though, as to who would ride with me. A happy accident, I saw one of my pals come online and said howdy. Turns out her and a few other buddies were planning a ride. I jumped on that and invited myself along. Not really knowing what was in store. hehe We went to Lowell Riverside Park, unloaded our bikes and headed for Snohomish. It's been near onto 15-20 years since I did any serious riding... THAT'S why my taint is killin me! LOL Turned into a 14 mile ride. NICE! Anyway, I feel very accomplished and now, ice pack in my shorts, I'm retiring to an afternoon of video games. JJ

My Taylor Jay
"Here I am" mommy, I swear I heard her say The day she grew from just an egg Deep inside, not big enough to kick But she had a spirit, and I could feel it Tucked away, I hoped to keep my girl safe My second baby, and part of the love we made She had a heart, and maybe some fingers and toes I wonder what she would smile about, only God knows He gave me my Taylor Jay, once upon a time Then took her back before I could hold her hand in mine So young, she didnt even have a chanse to begin My young baby girl, cried deep from within Kayla kissed my tummy, every day, 2 years old, she wanted to be within your grace I dont know why God took you from me He must have had a good reason, and needed another angel to sing So heres to you, my young baby girl, who would now be 10 And I shed an extra tear for those others whose lives never get the chanse to begin

My Tale Of A Crazy Moth And How My Rice Krispies Tried To Take Over The World (pt 1)
Today began wonderfully. A little white moth was flitting by my head as I went into the kitchen to fix myself some breakfast. Now I did not register the meaning of the moth's presence until, half way through eating a bland bowl of rice krispies, that I noticed there was something a miss. Sometimes rice krispies have little burnt brown pieces of puffed rice floating around with all the other normal pieces of puffed rice. While chewing on a good sized mouthful, I noticed that one of the pieces of rice had wings and was trying to crawl out of my bowl. After blowing a good portion of my milk sopped cereal out of my nose I gleefully drownded the bastard young moth, before turning away from the table to see where the demon spawned mother had fled to. As my eyes scanned the room I began to sweat, the room felt hotter than a cuisinart full of toads. Poison. The bastards probably filled each piece of puffed rice with some kind of biological toxin i

My Tarrot Card
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

My Tarot Card
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Card Reading For 9/23/2008
The Five of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in a crossroads. I am not alone. I intend to let go of despair or nostalgia and I choose to make peace with loss or express mourning in order to move forward. I release the rut of regret and the fear of tomorrow to make way for forgiveness, pleasure, beauty, and hope. I am empowered by my conscience and my gift is forgiveness. Well yes I forgive. Right now I am so confused and hurt. I don't like hearing things 3rd party about someone I know and like. I would much rather hear it from that person. I can handle a lot more than people realize. I don't like the fact that I was told he wanted to meet me but then he met her already. WTF!!! I have met several nice people on here and I have grown fond of a lot of them. I talk to some more than others, but nonetheless, I have really had some great conversations on here. Well I do get a lot of you have nice boobs, you have a nice butt and that sort of thing. I like compliments, but I

My Task
Oh where to begin...i was assigned the task of expressing what it is like and how it feels to be pleased by Master. i find it very difficult to do so as most of my feelings and such are just that. not describable in words. The emotions run rampant in times like this. i am a mix of shudders, shivers, hot flashes and the overwhelming desire to scream out what i feel. Problem is there are no words to say it. Just as saying i love you isn't enough, digging my nails into Him isn't enough. What it is like can't be compared to anything i know. It's pleasure is harder. Maybe if you recall your very first Candy Apple at a fair. The pride, the delight, the savoring of it's flavor and then the sadness when it's gone. Then you are reminded that next Fair you might get the chance to have it again, To repeat all the steps...over and over. This is how, for me, it feels to be pleased, then wanting more, yet wishing to give as receive. i hope this explains it well enough for another to comprehend.

My Tarot Card
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tags
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"my Tarot Card"
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Talk With Me
She asked me to talk to him. So I did. I drove past the gate, parked in “employee only” section (my defiance still flares), signed in, wore a visitor badge, buzzed through two doors, carded through double sliding, got let in a enclosed courtyard cage and finally buzzed through the entrance: “Adolescent Unit” the sign said (nothing looked adolescent about it) and I talked to him. Most people saw the perfect child (“The Perfect Child or T.P.C. is what THEY used to call me) such a quiet and polite boy who keeps to himself and knows just what to say. Quiet and polite people who keep to themselves are in the news lately. Quiet and polite people who keep to themselves dress up as Santa Claus and kill people on Christmas Eve. Initially, I saw a quiet and polite boy who kept to himself and knew just what to say. I didn’t see any more than I had to probably because I didn’t want to look. I try not to go there anymore. Whatever the reason, I didn’t see what was staring right bac

My Tats
okay, here goes... My tattoo on my right ankle is my nickname "Angel" I got it because my mom use to call me her little angel, plus my husband calls me his angel, so it just kinda stuck. The tattoo on the back of my right shoulder is of a triquetra and it is blue. The meaning of this is Pride, Peace, Positive Energy, and because it is blue it is also for Protection. I also love the symbol and I love the color blue. My fave color is red though lol. Okay, the tattoo I just got the one on my lower back is a little complicated... It is my Gemini sign with balance symbols hanging from it at the top and pentacles hanging from it at the bottom, also in the middle the colums are black and white for a reason. Okay now to explain it... I am gemini, my husband is libra, Libra's symbol is balance, I also got the balance symbol because of now my life is in balance.The pentacles is a symbol of my religion. The black and white in the columns are for my past and present/future. My past was not such a

My Tarot Card Choice. The Empress.
Well here we are following instructions and at least I have not ended up bugged. I am surprised to be the Empress though because I always thought of myself as a moon person. Maybe I fibbed on one of the questions. I cannot remember where it came from but it was on a profile which I am too tired to think of at present so I will put it on later. I just did not want to lose this. I am bushed and as for the Rosa Regusa well it is pruned and naked. The sun has been shining here but it was cold and as I had put some ayervedic oil on my hair to promote hair growth I was forced to put my cap on. Rather than get a greasy cap I put a headscarf on then the cap and Biggles had nothing on me. I even had my Elton John 80's glasses on in order not to get my new ones scratched. I have just cleared up and am resting between courses if you like. I have to cook tea but don't feel like it so we can have the take-away from last night that was meant to be put in the freezer for a rainy day. I

My Tarot
http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/chinese/10.jpg">> You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take">http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot">Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarotcard Is :
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

My Taste
This list is random but enjoy reading my weird taste.★ Bandanas★ Polite★ Blonde hair (obviously IDC that much)★ SKINNYYY or muscular★ Outgoing (because I'm not)★ Loves to partyyy ★ Spiky hair ★ Good at sports★ & finally non smoker DUH!♥ Emily * Doll !

My Talents Are For Sale.
5,000 fubucks, naming your puppy/kitten 7,000 fubucks, naming your any other pets excluding reptiles 10,000 fubucks naming your reptile 15,000 send me a colour swatch and i'll tell you what colour it is 20,000 i'll secretly laugh at you 100,000 ill promise something non-sexual 1,250,000 ill abstain from abusing americans for the entire period it takes me to get enough funds to achieve spotlight 5,000,000 ill say i love america in every mumm in a 1 hour period (hour to be chosen at my convenience) 10,000,000 ill buy a stars and stripes pair of underpants and send pics to donator. (please allow time for me to find said article, underpants not anything else, i know where THAT is)

My Task **written Three Years Ago**
Nervously I wait Master said get them pierced Don't make a sound I look down at my 48 DDs -Shit this is going to hurt She comes out -Follow me I stand on shaky legs Whispering for my Master I do this I submit that he owns my body All of it She shows me the needles I about faint Fearful of needles all my life She draws on my nipples carefully They harden at the touch She smiles softly I lay back picking the right one first Breath deep Feel the needle enter one side Feel her push through Fight back moans of pain Immense pressure Pain soars through the nipple She pushes it through the other side I have my task half done I flip on the table So my head is on the other side Can I do this again I wonder? I tell her I'm ready Although I'm not really sure Master I think This is for Master Deep breath She pushes the needle through the left Same pain I fight to stay silent All done I sit up a little dizzy I look down There they are Oh so sexy I thin

My Tarot Card
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Every time I've taken this quiz, I always get the same result. Nice to be consistant.

My Tarot Card
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are ensla

My Tarot Card
You are The DevilMateriality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only beca

My Take On The Term Bbw
I know it's been a good 6 months since I threw up a blog on here, and I know it's a blog I have probably done on a previous account that I was banned on, or I just deleted, but here it is... My take on the term BBW...... I honestly feel that this is more of a syndrome than a bad label itself. I take a look at the women on the internet who label themselves as much, and honestly, they don't have much room to talk about themselves. It's an extremely shallow term, and these people fail to recognize that beauty doesn't come from one's physical appearance. In turn, it definitely comes from the person themself. BBW, is a term in which, insecure bigger women coin on themselves to give them a self esteem crutch. Seems to be this site is riddled with this issue. I see that on a profile, I tend to steer away QUICKLY as I see a ball of deep insecurity in themself, and an ugly wall around them. I mean c'mon, you don't see the thinner women sitting around the computer and coining themselves

My Talk With God
A Talk With God “I feel dizzy...” “You'll be okay.” “I can't walk...” “Then take a break.” “I feel lost...” “You'll find your way.” “My heart is gone...” “Just have faith.” “Faith in what? That she'll be back?” “Have faith in the love that you still have...” “Have faith in the promise that you both made, that your love for eachother will not fade...” “Have faith that she wll find a way to be with you again some day...”“It was not her choice, she had to leave, to protect you for the time being...” “She is strong and right now she hurts, just let her know you'll still be hers...” “That it's okay she did nothing wrong, her hand was forced but not for long...” “Let her know that you will wait, that you won't give up. You still have faith. Because your love will give her strength and help h

My Tears For You
My Tears For You There is so much that I want to say, So much that I want to do, I want to do everything for you. I want to tell you how much I love you, But whenever I try, it never seems to come out right. Every time I see you, I want to complete you, And make you the happiest man alive. To lose you... I would rather die. The love I have for you I can not explain, My love for you is not one that is plain. It is deeper than any other, It goes deeper than the love of a mother. This is not lust I must explain, My love for you is at a close range. I never want to leave your side, Wishing I could drag you along for all time, I want you to forever be mine. There is so much that I want to tell you, But I am afraid I do not have the words, I want to express my feeling with verse, But I am afraid there is no word as precious as you, Or the love I feel when you make each day new. I sit and wait for your return, As the passion burns, Longing for you to

My Tears For You
by LeeAnn Marie Withers There is so much that I want to say, So much that I want to do, I want to do everything for you. I want to tell you how much I love you, But whenever I try, it never seems to come out right. Every time I see you, I want to complete you, And make you the happiest man alive. To lose you... I would rather die. The love I have for you I can not explain, My love for you is not one that is plain. It is deeper than any other, It goes deeper than the love of a mother. This is not lust I must explain, My love for you is at a close range. I never want to leave your side, Wishing I could drag you along for all time, I want you to forever be mine. There is so much that I want to tell you, But I am afraid I do not have the words, I want to express my feeling with verse, But I am afraid there is no word as precious as you, Or the love I feel when you make each day new. I sit and wait for your return, As the passion burns, Longing for y

My Tease Quiz
You Are a Total Tease You're all about flirting and fun, but you often give guys the wrong idea Most men think they have a chance with you... but come on! You've got high standards, and most men you flirt with aren't going to make the grade And while your tease act will work for a while, every guy you know will eventually be the wiser Are You a Tease?

My Tears
Typing thru my blurred tears I just feel empty. I just hung up with my baby and tonight for some reason it's making me feel hollow and lonelier than ever. Sometimes I just feel like my heart could break in two when we have to say goodbye. Whoever came up with the saying "Love hurts" sure must have felt what I am feeling right now because my heart is breaking knowing I have to wait to be with him.......... to touch him....... to finally be able to hold him. Why does life have to be so damn complicated? I know I need to live alone for a while to get my life and my mind back together, but how am I truly supposed to handle that knowing we have to wait to be together? I know I have to make it thru, though it isn't going to be easy, but I would wait forever for him if that's what it takes. I can not even imagine being with anyone else ever again. He's where I have belonged all along. Why couldn't we have met years ago so that we could have had more of our life to share? Maybe we bot

My Test Results...yea !!!
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Testimony (relatively Long)
First, let me say that I'm not "talking down" to you. So, if I sound condascending, I certainly dont mean to. I dont know where to begin. First of all, I need to thank God for even being here today. I'll start off with the "bad" news. I was born with a birth defect (a slight case of cerebral palsy). My left arm is virtually useless and my left leg is really weak. Also, my left leg is about 1/2 longer than my right. Because of this, I walk with a limp. I also have epilepsy (under medication - Thank the Lord Jesus). When I was a child, some doctors examined me. According to them, I would be in my teens before I would learn to walk or talk. I may never learn how to read. And I would never learn how to ride a bicycle, or get a driver's licence. Now for the "good" news. I'm here to tell you they were wrong. Thanks to a Godly family who didn't mind praying for me, I have had a relatively normal life. I have been able to read, walk and talk for as long as I can remembe

My Ten Commandments To Detect A Real Mentor:
Dr. Turi's Words of Advice… Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your destiny. "Its All About Love and Light" "He is happy who having learned the scheme of his nativity and knowing his guardian angel, becomes liberated from Fate." - Porphyry BE PRACTICAL: Ask for proof of legitimacy; request tools, cards, tarot table, recording equipment. Take the time to read ALL printed material before spending your money. CHARGES: Cheap prices means cheap service but exorbitant prices are as bad and denote deception and abusers. With me you can be sure to get what you pay for. Your investigation and investment will bring you great rewards, solid direction, noteworthy rules and legitimate knowledge. SERVICE: Insist on a taped reading where a microphone must be used for quality sound. A true men

My Test ....
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||| 16% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50% Conflict see

My Terrot
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Teen's Letter To His Bro
Now, read this with a grain of salt. It's a post my son sent to the lead guitarist in his band who is Casey Jones'n it out in Cali...Even if his views may seem whack, the boy does know how to word things..lol..He writes music also. hey you fuck! your very existance is blasphamous...and thats why we all miss you so much...when will you arrive to tell us of your journeys in search of the american dream on the roads of a corrupted and dilluted land that was glorious before the coming of the "white man" and the hate he brings with him...i too have had time to ponder a great many things and have come to many meaningful desicions, at least in terms of what i intend to do with the hand that our twisted sadist of a creator has delt me in giving me lynn and seven for parents...but im finding more and more through thought that the old saying is true, "there is more than one way to skin a cat" and having said that there is more than one way to live a life. everyone cannot be happy or at p

My Technologically Challenged Self
So I got this new computer... but my new computer does not have my iTune library on it so when I plug my iPod in it starts syncing my iPod to my iTunes library. So my question is how do I reverse this and get the songs off my iPod and onto my library?

My Temperment
You Have a Choleric Temperament You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?

My Test Score
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~~my Telemarketer Friend And Yours~~
Mujibar was trying to get a job in India. The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it you cannot qualify for this job." Mujibar said, "I am ready." The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green." Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister Manager, I am ready." The Manager said, "Go ahead." Mujibar said, "The telephone goes Green, Green, and I Pink it up, and say, ‘Yellow, this is Mujibar.'" Mujibar now works as a technician at a call center for computer problems. No doubt you have spoken to him, I know I have.

My Tender Love
I walked into the room and saw a blur of a being. He was in a corner astonished. I wondered to myself what could it be? Was he someone like me? Someone who needed attention, affection, acception? I slowly made my way across the room just to see out of the corner of my eye his expression. I dare not stare for I do want him to stop meditating. The closer I drew to him, the more and more I felt his pain, his misery, his tenderness. I felt as though we were the only two people in the room. Without thinking, I placed my hand on his shoulder. "Why are you so down?" he replied, "Down? No. I'm not down. I was looking at this picture on the wall. It reminded me of a love I once knew. A love that is now lost." I lost my love tragically and she took my soul with her. I yearn for the opportunity again someday." "So why did you come here?" I said. He said, "I prayed before I came here. I asked God to send me an angel, to replace the one he had to call home." I was surprised by his response. Only

My Tears
MY TEARS FALL DOWN MY CHEEKS, WERE ARE YOU WHEN I WEEP? ARE YOU THERE WHEN I CRY? NO YOUR NOT, ALL YOU DO IS SYE. WHO'S THERE TO WIPE THOSE TEARS! ITS NOT YOU, WHEN I HAVE THOSE FEARS. PLEASE WIPE THESE TEARS FROM MY EYES, I WISH IT WAS YOU AND NOT ANY OTHER GUY. WIPING MY EYES AS THE TEARS FALL, I DON'T THINK YOU LOVE ME AT ALL.

My Teeth
hello friends and family and fans. today im having my wisdom teeth removed, and just wanted to let all of you know.so if you would drop by and let me know you have been thinking about me.my appointment is at 2:45 and im sure it will all go well.to all of my close friends i love you and hope your doing well.and have a good day! much love always! -Amy

My Tears
These tears fall because I have loved and been loved. My tears I try to fight back so that no one will see me cry. My tears regardless fall unwillingly down my face. I hold on to a thought of you, I hang on to that one moment of happiness beyond all things. Happiness is not forever and my tears shall fall for now. My heart is open, my heart is taken. My tears are uncontrolled and beyond being stopped.I dont want you to be sorry, I dont want you to apologize. I only want for you to hold me and wipe my tears away. I only want to stop them from falling and the hurt to stop that my heart feels. I only want to crawl into your arms and stay there forever.I understand, I have been there too, I have once been mistaken, I have once been misunderstood. My love my heart my tears are forever yours.

My Team Finally Won Again
ofcourse our opponents scored the first goal... lucky enough for me they scored in their own goal. it was a damn good one too. thanks. after that we scored by ourselfes, twice! cant get better then this. now!!! more beer more umm nuts? peanuts... wheres the boobs? hope i get officeduty again tomorrow cus im done with the enviroment stuff- cheers! wonder where my other blogthings are...

My Test Results
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Terry
Well anyone that has worked EMS for any length of time will tell you that they had one partner that was the one they "clicked" with, mine was Terry. Terry has been a medic for 10 more years than me. Bless his heart is is beyond burned out, he is charcoal. He may get up every 2 hours, during the nights that there actually is sleep, to smoke a cigarette and drink a cup of coffee, but I have never had a better partner. I called him my Terry and he called me his Taliah, the 2 sides of the same coin. We were total opposites and that worked for us. He is quiet, I am loud. He likes the easy calls (to and from nursing homes, simple falls) I am an adrenaline junkie (shootings, stabbings, bad wrecks). Terry, being the brilliant man he is, came up with our arrangement for riding calls, not all are the same. He rode the easy calls and I got the bad ones and if either of us got too far behind the other took the slack. He hated to drive and I am a control freak so I drove. He was my partner longer t

My Test Today
So I went to take my National Certification for Massage Therapy today thinking that I was not going to be able to pass this test but I finished it anyways... I got through the whole thing waiting for them to give me a denial and tell the routine" you have 90 days to repay for this test" and the first thing out of the womans mouth was CONGRATULATIONS, It didnt sink in and my reply was "what did you say?:" Then her reply was you passed lol my reply was "HOLY SHIT I DID?" so now I am unoffically officially a Licensed Massage Therapist time to break out the bottles and celebrate. Hope everyone has a great day

My Tears
i wonder as days pass if you see my tears do you wonder if im lonely dpressed or even bothered i will tell you im ok and everythings alright but deep down i am crying and feeling all alone i know that you are with me but yet its only physical i need to feel that warmth around me to protect me from my fears i am thankful for the moments we have too bad they are not everyday cuz it feels as if our love is fading slowly slipping away i stop and think each night as i go to sleep alone is this love forever or a game of modern lust i hope that it will come clear and feelings will be known

My,tears Too..
The road 17,000 Cherokee Indians plodded into exile more than 160 years ago winds 1,200 miles through the heartland of America from North Carolina to Oklahoma. Today it is a road of hope and promise, but in 1838 it was a road of misery and heartache, sickness, and death known today as “The Trail of Tears.” A proud nation, uprooted and dispossessed, traveled it for six long, bitter months in the winter of 1838-39. Sickness broke out at every mile. One person out of every four died on the forced march. The humiliation and suffering that the Cherokee experienced on this sorrowful march have no parallel in American history. To preserve the story of that experience, the Cherokee Historical Association in 1951 sent an expedition out over the old trail. Four Cherokee tribal leaders headed the group that made the trip through North Carolina, Tennessee, Kentucky, Illinois, Missouri, and Arkansas to Oklahoma.The story of that march into exile and its cause forms one of the darkest chapters in th

My Team
"While the team that beat them in the playoffs, New England, upgraded in the offseason, the Chargers already have what the Patriots will be trying to forge in training camp and the preseason: strong chemistry and the motivation of a team with everything to prove." - USA Today

My Test Folder
is really just that...it nothin special i just feel bad when i upload pics and u guys rate and comment them yet the pic didnt load up correctly and i have to delete it no one is missin out on ANYTHING promise night night peeps **HUGS**

My Tears
My tears are not of loss But of time too quickly gone. I miss our days together Even while they're going on. 1. I savor odd, sweet moments When you laugh or when you smile, Nostalgic for your presence Though you're with me all the while. Strange how fantasy Can wander in and out at will, Looking back from somewhere That is just beyond a hill. And so when once you leave You will not leave me alone, For I will have you with me Long, long after you are home.

My Tears
No sleep last night, To busy thinking of you. I was trying to figure out how I could fix things, But I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyways, So I guess i'll just have to stop loving you some how. And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. It hurt bad, I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. It's kind of to late to say that, I've already unleashed thousands, Because every thought I ever had, Was about you. And every dream I ever wished... Came true, When you entered my life. And now you're slowly disappering, So I didn't sleep last night. M.P 7-9-07

My Tero Card
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

My Terminal Illness
I know by Gods grace and only his grace I am alive today, the thing I was immediately struggling with was why was I saved? what is my purpose? By all medical standards and reasonings I shouldn't be alive, and when I did finally go to get a second opinion from a different hospital I was given 72 hours at most to live without surgery. I was in CHF, and had a severe bacterial endocarditis (they said it was a rare Methicillin Resistant Staphylococcus Aureus bacteria) that was ravishing my heart tissue, this wasn't all though I had an enlarged heart, a fistula which is an abnormal opening from the inside of my heart to the outside made by the bacteria eating it's way through, I also had the infection in my tricuspid and mitral valves, and a burst aortic aneurysm which the doctors at the first hospital I went to (where I was working when I started getting sick in September of 2004) told me that "it was in my head", that "I was 33 I couldn't be having chest pain or shortness of breath", they

My Teenage Daughter
Once again I find myself spilling my thoughts and emotions in this blog...My daughter Lee and I have been having communication problems and changes of adaptations such as "rules", "respect", and the "Locking of Horns" in so many other issues... She has this azzhole boyfriend whom I just can't stomach and I do not sugar coat when I talk about the azzhole... Anyways, she had been sneaking him into my "our" house and keeping him in her fuggin bedroom and so fourth when I am away at work... I have warned him twice now that if I catch him as far as fuggin stepping one foot on my property that first off I would shoot his azz... then call the Sheriff and have him apprehended on criminal trespassing issues... The dick anis calls my house multiple times and I mean multiple... too the point where I have been blocking numbers that I do not know out... and telling the daughter meanwhile how the ball is going to bounce down the court... Well... Saturday past, I was getting ready for work and the

My Tears For You
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek. I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me. with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek because it was for you.

My Teen Is Out Of Control!
I had a really good time this weekend with my friends at the family cabin. We went up Friday night, stopped for pizza on the way and got up there to a freezing cabin. Luckily we had power and Peter built a fire so it warmed up fast. The kids and guys rode the motorcycles and quads all day long. We ate, drank and played all weekend so it was a good time. Our friends loved it so much that they want to go up there often! My friend Lisa made me promise to go up when they do so I did and hopefully I keep my promise! The only thing that bothered me all weekend was my son Anthony. He didn't want to go to the cabin with all of those people up there and he was such a mess Thursday and gave us complete Hell Thursday night that Friday when it was time to go, he said he wanted to stay with his friend Jordan all weekend and we gave in. Not the smartest move we ever made. I was worried I was not going to have a house to come home to when we got back. We have no phone service whi

My Ten Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. hehehehehehehehehehe my ten things 1.people call me babylove all my life dont know y but thats been my name forevea. 2.i cant drink cause every time i drink i dont remember thing of what i did or how i dpent my money lolz! 3. i dont like turtles ima scared of them when i was a little girl my sister used to chased me around the house with one and boy how i used to run fast into the bathroom so she dont get me hehehehe. 4.i have a big birthmark on one of my brest lolzzzz! shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but dont tell anyone hehehehehehehe. 5.i am out going person and fun to b with but if u f***k with me im the devil.

My Team Of Hot Ladies
♥HOT Marina♥*Asst Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R Team Tulsa!♥@ fubar ☆PopSicle Gurl☆ {Hitched To Muh Toast} ||2nd Alarm Hottie|| ((FU-BOMBER))@ fubar DJ DeeliciousDee~DLS~ Rocks!~2nd Alarm Hottie~Real life wife of DJ Chris~DLS!@ fubar ~*~*DJ Xtasy*~*~.::*2nd Alarm Hottie*::.~*~Syn's Queen of Mush~*~::.@ fubar baby girl 28@ fubar Destny_Unknown **2nd Alarm Hotties** (Fu-Engaged to Pozie)@ fubar Vividly Wicked aka 'Vividly Wicked***2nd Alarm Hotties***@ fubar Maria aka 'DoOoOoOoMChic **2nd Alarm HOTTiES**@ fubar iam_sweetlikecandy,Sugar and spice and

My Team - Club Far Strike Force
TEAM STRIKEFORCE Captains : Addictive, MishNumber1 & Jennicense Greeters : SexyGranny1967 Promoter : Southern Stunna Addictive~CLUB FAR~@ fubar MishNumber1 ♥ Of BC FWC WISEUKF SUP Shadow Levelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain@ fubar Jennicense *Shadow Leveler* Club F.A.R. Strike Force Team Co-Capt.* Spanker* DSC Member*@ fubar SexyGranny1967 ♥ Shadow Leveler ♥ Club FAR ♥ S*U*P ♥ fu~owned by JONLEE74@ fubar Southern Stunna @ fubar Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~FU-ANGEL@ fubar Jackie{Asst chief promoter of fu luv bomb squad}[ClubFAR]~fu-owned by emt380~@ fubar Mickstatts- * WISEUKF* Club F.A.R.*

My Tears.....
Two long years,is what the calender will say.. yet my heart screams that it feels like yesterday, The tears dont come as often, But they still come just as hard, Ever sence July 7th,when God ripped you from my arms............ I go on each day with my mask firmly in place... So what you see is my laughter and smiles,, Not the tears that wet my face... But yet i go on... Because that's what your suppose to do... Knowing in my heart that each day that passes brings me closer to you... R.I.P. MY LOVE IN LIFE & DEATH { RHONDA } { BY RHONDA }

My Terrible Day....
UGHH JUST FIGURED ID INFORM EVERYONE OF MY TERRIBLE DAY... SO I TOOK MADISON AND JAYDEN TO THE ZOO TODAY. SINCE RJ WAS WORKING ALL DAY LONG IT WAS JUST ME MADISON JAYDEN MY COUSIN BRANDY AND A LIL 2 WEEK OLD BABY IN THE CAR... WELL TO GET TO THE ZOO YOU GOTTA GO THRU THE GHETTO.. I MEAN LIKE SUPER GHETTO OF ATLANTA. WELL WE GOT THERE OK AND HAD A GOOD TIME UNTILL IT STARTED STORMING AND WE GOT SOAKED WITH RAIN! AFTER WE LEAVE WE ARE DRIVING THRU AND I NOTICE MY CAR IS PULLING TO THE RIGHT AND THEN MY TIRE LIGHT COMES ON... IM LIKE FUCK! SO I PULL OVER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GHETTO LIKE RIGHT UP THE STREET FROM THE GEORGIA STATE PRISON LOL. WELL WAITED 45 MIN ON THE ROADSIDE ASSISTANCE TO COME CHANGE MY TIRE INTO A DONUT TIRE THAT IM NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE CUZ I ASKED FOR A FULLSIZE SPARE WHEN I BOUGHT THE CAR... HE TELLS ME NOT TO GO OVER 50 IN IT SO ON MY WAY HOME ON THE INTERSTATE THERE IS ROADWORK AND CARS ARE GOING LIKE 25 MPH IN THE SLOW LANE AND I NEEDED TO HURRY UP AND GET HOME SO I

My Text To The Kids 8-10-08
i dont think i ever say it enough, but, today i heard a song that made me think of yall....and i wanted both of you to know im proud of who yall are becoming and are right now...i know im grumpy alot but i am proud of you two....i love you....both of you so much....and everyday b4 i sleep i think of you and wish you a good night...praying that your days are always as happy as they have been since yall have come back down...so this is my loving reminder...that daddy is always thinking of how proud he is that you two will be my legacy..for right now you two are my life...my love for life...my everythings...i love you two...just wanted you to know...i love you

My Teacher
You appeared before me Like an angel from above With such I'd never have seen You've shown me there's hope for love A friendship began right then and there In my heart I'll forever cherish you For you taught me anything I can bare For this I swear, I'll forever be true

My Temperament
You Have a Melancholic Temperament Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

My Teddybear
THE OTHER GUY THAT WANTS TO HAVE YOU, IS THE WRONG KIND OF TEDDYBEAR, MY TEDDYBEAR IS THE ONE I LIKE TO HAVE LIKE TO HOLD, HELPS ME NOT TO BE ALONE WHEN NIGHTS ARE COLD, I TALK TO HIM TELL HIM SECRETS NEVER TOLD THE ONE WITH THE SMILE AND BLUE EYES THE ONE WHO MAKES A WISH COME TRUE UPONTHE NIGHT SKIES, THE ONE WHO IS THERE AND ALWAYS TRIES, HUGS,NEVER GOODBYES, THE ONE WHOIS FULL OF SURPRISE!!!! I LOVE MY TEDDYBEAR!!!

My Teacher!
He is my friend, He is my teacher, He makes me smile, when I don't want to, He makes me laugh, when I feel I can't, He brings out everything in me, He is the only one who is able to do that, He knows everything about me, my deepest darkest secrets, The way I feel, The things I want, The darkside of me, The good side of me, and he still cares, He makes me feel alive, there is no one like him, He is special to me, I love him in everyway, He is my heart and soul, He is my friend, He is my Teacher. by Linda Weaver to my teacher. I love you.

My Teaching Star
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, my dog, my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a few days ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the good citizens

My Teddy Bear Is All Kinds Of Awsomeness
my teddy bear aka anthony got my the most awsome gift i have ever gotten from anyone he got me a tat kit and a inuyasha doll i can sleep with but the bestest thing hes givin me is hope and friendship i love him so much i dont know what i would do with out him =]] i love you teddy bear

My Teacher And My Friend
In 1998 /1999 Krissy was learning all about psp and how to make some of the most awesome work she could. In 2001 Krissy opened a psp site on msn but she did not have whole lot of students. Then in 2002 she set up on yahoo and started her group. With her love of the Bees and the mystery that they have she called her students the New Bees. Because everyone coming into her group was a newbie so she wanted them all to be a newbee. Learning and growing into their wings so they could fly and make some very beautiful work. I started the group about one week after she opened that first yahoo group. I had psp7 and it took Krissy a month to convince me to try psp9 and if I did not like it she would rewrite everything for me in 7. Well I loved 9 and I was thrilled with all that I was learning. Krissy stayed on my butt and would pull some unbelievable work from me. Krissy just loved to go drive around and look at them damn trees and see how she would recreate them in psp. Krissy was educated in

My Tears
my tears fell like warm rain upon my hands you sat in the corner not saying a word my lip quivered too afraid to say how much i hurt silent was my pain as you looked at me the room was a mess broken chairs shrewn like a war hard fought by you i dare not move for fear of what you might do next glancing up only to see you clenching your fist swallowing back my fear i look at you with my tears flowing down across my battered face i ask you with barely a whisper why do you need to hurt me so when all i ever did was love you was there some magic potion in that bottle you drank from that changed you i ask you this now if yo

My Teenage Dark Years One Movie That Got Me Out Of That :)
i remember i used to date back in high school and he was like sid from sex pistols and he also loved his drugs and did alot of them to a point where he would be like a zombie and i was at that time drinking .now drinking i know my limits but back when i was a 16 year old teenager i would drink too a point where i would blackout and i'm soo greatful for my bff jenna who would make up lies to my parents so i could sleep it off and she is my best friend because of that and the boyfriend who i thought was the love of my life loved drugs more then me and i thought he loved me because i was so stupid at that age and i was doing things that could have cost me my life and my mom kind of knew what i was doing and my dad always knew but i was liveing a darklife and was hurting people close to me that still to this day i dont know why there are still my talking to me so one night .i was going to go out on a drinking binge but i did not feel like it so i stayed home and i happen to turn it to h

My Team
Ok so usually I dont get all goofy about sports (if I'm not playing them no need to get all goofy right?) but as of late my CINCINNATI REDS have been killing it. Now I know people blog all kinda things & for the most part they are things most people can relate to. I understand this, however, the thing is is that I'm STUPID XCITED!!! I mean a lot of you all have some favorite something or other that you are bound to go crazzy about no matter the circs so I can relate to that feeling & I wish to make a blog about it.

My Tears
There were tears upon my leathers, Tears upon her face Tears of anger and denial of shame And loss and disgrace. The lie in which I had caught her she knew would cost her dear. She knew what I now had to do The words even I could not bear to hear. The collar,worn around her neck She wore with joy so well She knew her neck would soon be bare by my eyes alone,could she tell. The begging and the pleading which I heard and believed before were answered with but my silence as I gestured towards the door. I loved her with a passion that yet defies my ability to say this woman who knelt in tears before me as I took her collar and turned away. For the D/S world be they carved in steel or written in dust The one above all that is most enshrined is but a simple word...Trust

Myt First Bully Made For Me
THE NEWEST DJ FOR BRUTAL (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:32:00') (repost of original by 'Trinity*Owner~Brutal Radio~*Mystic Angels Fiance*' on '2007-05-19 08:33:26') (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:34:13')

My 6 Things
ok airdude..here are my 6 (should have been 50) things 1.I can"t stand to see or hear anyone touch their teeth to a fork (spoon)or even do it myself.And anyone who eats with their mouth open, crunches or slurps risks death! 2.Colors! I have to have bright colors on my walls..extreme ones..greens ,oranges , yellows. And it has to be the right shade. The wrong shade will send me back to the paint store in tears to buy another one. 3. I have to have the tv on while im sleeping. Not just any thing will do, it has to be something im interested in watching even if i fall asleep in 3 minutes. Works wonders to drown out all the voices! 4. The toilet paper HAS to roll off from the top! Dishes HAVE to be rinsed 3 times. Every thing HAS to be in its place! Yes im a neat freak! 5. I'm a hermit. I hate leaving the house. If I had someone to do my shopping and stuff , I'd never leave. 6.I have "restaurant phobia" Unless its a place I'm used to..I'm not goin! Come to think of it wa

My Thoughts
I sit here looking out the window The dark sky is full of stars...so many to wish upon But even if I wish upon every one of them, my wish will never come true Each bright stars promises me what I have wanted for so long...love But to me, promises are always broken. I look at the moon, It looks sad to me...it feels my pain...sorry that it can't help me I feel a light breeze...warm at first but soon turns cold. The wind whispers to me "u can't have his love back" Tears run down my cheeks....knowing that fact. The wind blows faster after every tear. I slowly walk around. Everywhere I look, I see him...picking a flower for me, laughing. The places we have been together haunts me I still feel his presence around me His hands, warm and promising His eyes...dark, mysterious His touch, soft, smooth His voice, calm, deep He is perfect...too good for me I don't deserve him...nor will I ever Moving on is the hardest of all Forgetting him...Forgetting the past.

My Thots
this is a randm outburst but... stupid ppl (aka-fuckers) in this fuckin world get on my nervs. skool is a bitch and life is just somethin that happns to fill in a huge gap in time and the only thing anyone really does is become a pro at fucking up evry damm thing possible. the girly sluts in this world need to close their damm legs and take their litl prissy asses somewher else cuz they piss me off this next statement will make no sense but LIFE IS A WASTE OF MY LIFE no im not suicidal or anythin which mite be the way it seems i just feel really annoyed at ppl rite now...cuz of issues that come up... sometimes i wonder y ppl r all fake and y they act the same and shitt...then i finally realize its becuz theyr scared...scared that noone will like them if they act like themselves...wow...wat retards ppl r such faggs...(in my mind "fagg" means majorly stupid) maybe if...nvm o then ther r the stupidly ignorant, innocent ppl and they piss me off 2...y cant they just ge

My Thoughts
Happiness Thursday, July 21, 2005 Mood: I was sitting here thinking . Everyone has gone though alot in there life time. There is something that has been hurtful There has been good days .When you know in your heart your love,wanted, & needed. Some people just take for granted. They forget how important someone was. How they was there to give ya a helping hand. Maybe even support when things have fallen apart. Family should be there no matter who is right or wrong. I know everyone has skelton's in there closet. One thing is should make sure you don't throw the 1st stone..Sometimes it comes back to ya worse. Friends they except you for who you are. There is some that always want you to them selves. That just doesn't happen.. I'm so thank ful for my special friends. Country Rock Artist, Country Artist , DJ, Manager, & the list goes on..God bless all of you..Love is to be Loved ~hugs~ Joyce

Mythological Creature
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf75%Faerie75%Mermaid67%Angel67%Demon59%Dragon42%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My 4th Grade Teacher Is A Witch
My 4th Grade Teacher Is a Witch Last night I made a discovery A most horrifying one indeed My 4th grade teacher is a witch How could I have been deceived? There have always been clues lying about Like a black cat in the schoolroom Or last Friday the thirteenth When I swear saw her riding a broom I must confess that all the other students Had their suspicions about Miss Melancholy A few had even disappeared mysteriously Perhaps this knowledge was their biggest folly Were they boiled in her cauldron Along with some eye of newt Or turned into bloodsucking bats Perhaps this point is moot But, I now know the truth With my own two eyes, I saw her Dressed in all black with a pointy hat She is a witch, of that I am sure

My Third Week At Upliftcommunityhighschool
It's starting to get better and better and the work is also starting to get harder and harder. I'm starting to focus alot more in class and i'm paying alot of more of attention to what the teachers has to say. On my football grading sheet i got all 4's in every subject i had and for world history homework i had a 3 and for survey literature i had a 0 because i forgot to turn in my binder with my homework in it, yeah, oopsieeee, so the teacher said if i can get my survey literature binder and stack everything up in it from notes to classwork and homework then i can at least improve my grade to a 3. For football, today, i've got my first sack at practice. I get put on the defensive line hear and then and also on the reciever position hear and then. I'm starting to get alot of more respect from my coach and teammates. At lunch we have 3 houses to go to. House 1, 2, and 3. Since i belong in a certain area then i go to house 2. But first i can pick whatever lunch i want first in any house.

My Three Tattoos I Wanna Get
i think a tattoo should be something that represents u in some way ur mind, heart, soul 1. Barb wire web(back) the web represents life so many turns u can make but it leads to the middle of what u wanted in the first place the barbwire represents danger, so in other words the the barb web shows even though there is many ways to travel there is always danger one way or another. 2. A Rose with a barb wire stem (right arm) this represents two gurls that i thought were beautiful as a rose but deadly as barb wire thats where the stems comes in I want it to wrap around my arm(to show how they tangled me with pain) until it hits my shoulder where u see the rose, i know it sounds gay but i like the thought. it will always remind me that beauty is dangerous 3. My nickname in runes (left arm) its my trademark, my signature to show the world who I am and I am Spaz!!!!!!!!!! Tell me what u think peace

My Thoughts On Love...
In my years, it seems that a lot of my friends and acquaintances seek me out for advice or perspective. And recently, I have been approached on one topic a lot.....LOVE. When will I find love? When will I find the one? Why do I always end up with assholes? Well, first of all, if you want to find love, let me suggest one thing............STOP LOOKING!!! Honestly, you're just setting yourself up for failure. If you're "looking" for love, you're doing a few things that might hurt you in the long run. First, you're allowing yourself to be viewed as vulnerable, which means that predatory people will pick up on your "scent" and use you to get what they want, or you end up with someone who is also looking for love, which means that they are just as, or even more desperate than you. Now tell me, do you really want that? I think a lot of us "look" for love because of this saying..........."Love at first sight". Now this saying is ironic because true love has absolutely NOTHING TO DO WITH

My Thoughts On The Civil Rights Movement
This was something I wrote around last January, after Martin Luther King, Jr.'s birthday, but after some things that have gone on with me in the last few months I figured I'd post it here to get you guy's thoughts. Lemme know that yall think, did I hit the nail on the head or no? I just felt like posting a blog today about the stuff that has been going through my head over the last few weeks so it maybe a little long so bear with me yall First and foremost I wanna wish everybody a Happy New Year (Yeah I know I'm late but I been working...LMAO) We made it to another year yall, and man last year was one hell of a ride, and it's just gonna get better this year. We just had an important holiday (Martin Luther King Jr. Day) earlier this month, and I saw an episode of Boondocks (One of my favorite shows on TV yall gotta check it out sometime) and it brought back Dr. King for one night, and even though that episode might have offended some folk, it made me think a lot about the state

My Thoughts
The following is in my profile but not everyone reads profiles so this is for those that may have missed that vital part and needs to read it before they try to talk to me. --------------------------------------------- I can't stand all you spineless bitches that don't seem to care about anything but your own whiny asses. Just remember, without my friends and people like them YOUR ASS WOULD EITHER BE SPEAKING GERMAN, JAPANESE OR STILL TALKING WITH A FUCKING ENGLISH ACCENT. So don't come here complaining about what they do or try to talk shit about our military. My page has absolutely NOTHING to do with any type of political bullshit, it's all about our warriors, past and present, so go fuck yourselves. And get this I DON'T CARE about anything or anyone when it comes down to one of our men or women and their life...You wanna know what is wrong with America? You hypocritcal do-gooders that would be the first to run to one of our military and hide behind them, you don't even know t

My Thickness
Thick labels do not define me I am rich with this Swelling with promise Uncompromising and as strong as the thighs that guide my independence I am a diva Cloaked with possibility Empowered by my freedom to take pride in every part of me I am a warrior My heart is my shield and sword I am the light Breaking through the seams of night I am the lioness dogs find in the moon the stars highlight the coils of my mane I am a Goddess My skin has been kissed by the Son I am the Mother of Nurture The world is cradled in my hips I am thick with this

My Thought Last Night To Fall Asleep To….
My thought last night to fall asleep to…. I lay here thinking, trying to sleep. Taunted with wonder; “why would you want to seduce me”?............... Not being able, with the thought of you…… So laying there in wonder; a seductive hug, those pasting touches, or the way you taunt me with asking for that kiss, and definite to say that soft lick of my lips. With all this I’m a bit slightly aroused, I must say this thought has crossed my brow, the need of sleeping I needed so. So Laying and thinking of you as did …… I started to wrap myself with these warm deep sights. These thoughts of you then faded and turn; to a delightful thought of you laying here for me and you. Laying up against you, my left arm lays tucked under your neck as you lay facing the opposite direction; yet folded to grab firmly under you upper arm. My right arm laying, over your arm, to secure it by a firm grasp on your left shoulder and neck. Both arms cross slightly to confine your breasts. Your right leg bent

My Thoughts On Death
Death Yeah, death is a part of life Everyone knows that Every piece of little shit is even a part of life Something gotten worse in this society and life Homicide, suicide, and genocide "Killing is just thrilling" Shooting innocent people Destroying another life People taking there own lives Depressing, grieving, loathing, and mourning Killing me, killing you, we're all going to die Why not just end it all now? Bomb the World Bring back peace in death Religion tries to give a reason in life But I can't believe it at all Religion also causes these wars Through out history we had killing Just for God... Philosophical Theories Am I just typing bullshit down now? Surrender! Revenge! Kill!

Mythological Creature
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Mermaid50%Dragon50%Faerie50%WereWolf25%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Thoughts On The Day (1)
So Its 1:09 am and i just woked up a bit My fucking tummy hurts Ugh ! im repeating a Song in my head I love it Im on Mass Message on Yahoo Talking to like 6 people lol but yeah i have been Playing This Song on repeat for 20 Mins now i have to pick up my brother again in the Morning Im talking my friend eric who i havent talked to Ages i miss my best friend Allie Im also Sad Right now yea fucking sad ok Im still writing A Book About my life and thinking of another poem to write Well This is The lyrics to the song im listening to Peace out Love You Allie & Stacey Sarah McLachlan - Building A Mystery you come out at night that's when the energy comes and the dark side's light and the vampires roam you strut your rasta wear and your suicide poem and a cross from a faith that died before Jesus came you're building a mystery you live in a church where you sleep with voodoo dolls and you won't give up the search for the ghosts in the halls you wear sandals in the

My Thoughts
So this is the first time i've ever posted something on here about me. Lately I feel like I have no real friends. I mean I have people that I can talk to when im down about stuff but no one who actually has time to hang out and go out with. I know that we all have lives of our own, but what happened? I had a kid and that changed some things, like being able to go out at the drop of a dime. Sure now i have to plan outings a week in advance to make sure i have a babysitter. My phone use to ring off the hook with people calling me wanting to do something, but now nothing...The only people that call me everyday is my mother or my boyfriend. Im not even talking about going out cuz i sure as hell never have the money, but chilling at someones house drinking a couple of beers or just talking and acting crazy. It seems like when i have the actual time or the money no one has the time for me.And it sad that it seems like im losing touch with alot of the people that i use to consider close to me

My Thursday
So I've been up since like 5:30 am. Joe woke me up telling me that he had this horrible headach and that he felt sick and dizzy. So I'm not really knowing what to do cuz it sounded like a migrain, which he'd never had until today. We wind up going to the emergancy room and pretty much spending the morning there. On top of everything I had to finish his best man speech. Isn't he suppose to write that? Its sad when you have your girlfriend write your best man speech. I'm so tired right now. Lucky mom decided to take off once she found out that Joe went to the emergancy room. She came in picked Logan up from there which was a big help on my part. Putting up with a boyfriend whose not feeling good and a kid that just wants to get into everything is not my idea of a good day.Plus i have to go to school tonight, Which is going to be boring cuz all we are going to do is take notes. Thursdays are always a long day when it comes to school cuz we have a different teacher on that day. So tomorrow

My Thoughts On The Day (2)
Okay so its 3:47 am and i really am starting to get Pissed off I Keep getting Told I Look 16 or 17 When ive already been Told that 2737 Times its really Starting to piss me off Stop Fucking Tell me i Look Younger when i already Know Other Things That Piss Me off People Forgetting Me like Hello I just talked To You 15 Mins ago Then you ask where im from again What are you a dope or something? And if I leave You a comment You should Do The same And Stop Fucking Telling Me im Ugly K Thanks Thats My Fucking Rant for Now Peace The fuck out Allie Rocks Leave Her sum Love

My Thoughts
hi im aimee im am still alittle new to this i enjoy meeting new friends it doesnt matter male or female i really dont see why people on lc bitch and complain about their nude photos i guess there are some people leaving vulgar comments and scaring them away well all im saying is if you dont like being violated then you shouldnt have put certain pics on the site cause some guys or girls become friends with you just so they can view your adult pics well im not like that what you put in your pics is your business&privacy and nobody has the right to say any different thanks for being my friend take care.........Aimee

My Thoughts As Of Right Now
I would have thought that people would have changed for the good since 9/11. As I read articles in the newspapers or watch the news and see what is going on in the other states I notice that people are still hurting others. However, I understand that people just dont change over night, but I would have thought that people would have more common sense. I hope that one day people will get to the point where they aren't killing each other for stupid, pathetic, and childish reasons. Why are people hurting others? Why do they choose to end innocent peoples lives? I dont know as of right now, but maybe one day it will change.

My Thoughts
To tell u the truth i have never been the type of gurl that puts herself out there to guys. Even in relationships i have never given completely 100% me because 99.9% the time that u do that u end up broken-hearted and with the fear of this happening to me i had decided instead of being the one 2 be broken hearted i was the one who would be doing all the heart breaking. I have to admit it worked. This way i fell in love for the frst time and i came 2 the conclusion that this is the only way 2 find tru happiness. After being like that i found out that even though being that person didn't let my heart be shattered, doing all this heart-breaking finally got 2 me and i found out that i wanted something more. I wasn't truly happy. I decited to find tru happiness and take a risk @ being that person i had inside of me but never realy introduced 2 any guy. Dennis has been the lucky one and my 1st trial to this experiment, because to me life is like an experiment. Our

My Thought Process
why did people stop calling pussy cats .. pussy cats? did they become cats or kittens before or after the slang word was used to describe female genitals lol ... did they just drop it off because people are lazy and dont wanna use 2 words for definition of an animal and thought pussy was just descriptive and not necessary ... how did pussy become slang word for female genitals anyway .. i mean i'm thinking mine looks nothing like a cat or kitten lol ... pussy .. okay just wanted to say it again lol

Mythological Creature????
You Are a Chimera You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?

My Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Fight for Your Right by the Beastie Boys "Your mom busted in and said, "What's that noise?" Aw, mom you're just jealous - it's the Beastie Boys!" You love to party hard and cause a little trouble... And you're too busy getting wasted to move out of your parents' house! What's Your Theme Song?

Myth Character
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100%Faerie83%Mermaid75%Dragon50%WereWolf17%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Myth & Legend
As I gaze across a crowded room My eyes fall on a woman of myth and legend. A mane of shimmering coal and corn silk flows like a quiet river past elegant shoulders. Piercing eyes adorn the face of the goddess before me. Tearing through my very soul they hold the softest heart yet found. satin lips call to me for the kiss that captures gods. Can I, a mere man, withstand such a creature? when all I wish to do is give myself to her. Patrick Maxey Revised December 7, 2002

My Thoughts Part1
why is it when you walk around this crazy world you realize that people have become shallow and unkind to the women who are not barbie inc look alikes. god forbid a woman might have some meat to her bones. then she is considered FAT. god forbid she has any kind of scar that isnt hideable. then she is UGLY. to bad if she isnt perky in the tit area and have a perfect ass and/or thighs. then she is just plain flaby. when you turn your tv on all you see is skinny models with a perfect face and body with great hair and skin tone. but yet alot of women dont look like that and dont want to. they want to have something to them besides skin and bones and fake tits. they want a guy to notice them for who they are not what is completly on the outside. yes women want to be told they are beautiful in the eyes of the man they want to be with. but they also want a man who is willing to look on the inside not just the outside or what she can do for him in the sack. and why is it that most men want a g

My Thoughts...by Marsha J. E. Appleby
As I sit here, thinking of you, recalling the moments we’ve shared. Anticipating your touch, your look, the warmth of your hand inner twined in mine. I can hear your voice so deep – calming like the ocean blue, it's like a fantasy come true. We’ve only just met yet still I feel… Abundantly Blessed and truly loved. Encouraged in knowing we can conquer the world together and that I’m never alone. Content in knowing that if we keep God first, our love will continue throughout time. Adventurous, yearning to explore and enjoy everything with you. Although thoughts of you fill-up most of my days. I know we’re destined to love each other like we’ve never loved before. I’m ignited by your flirtation, your eroticness, your magnetism that takes my breath away only to have my heart beat faster. You captivate my thoughts by making me search my heart and soul. The long goodnights that I wish would never end -- just turn into good mornings. Longing and desiring to be the woman you’ve prayed

My Third Story "unexpected Influnces (part 2)"
Unexpected Influences (Part 2) By James White The next morning when Veronica awoke, she felt refreshed and excited. Her neck was a little sore. In addition, her pussy was all tingly and felt like it had been well stimulated. She lay in bed and smiled to herself. Looking up at the ceiling, she tried to remember the night. It was a good night, the visitor that surprised her last night, made for a very enjoyable evening. She looked around the room and the bed to see if there were any signs of her visitor last night. She saw nothing. Did she dream it, was it real. Either way she enjoyed the night. She then got up and went to go take her morning shower. She was still feeling all excited from last night, whether a dream or real, she was horny. As she went to brush her teeth, she looked in the mirror and saw that she had a bite mark on her neck; it was not deep and did not really show or hurt. This sight surprised Veronica, and she thought to herself that last night must have b

Myths About Suicide Wat Do U Think?
Myths About Suicide Myths about suicide can lead well-intentioned people to handle a suicide crisis improperly. Here are some of the most common ones: Myth: Asking suicidal people if they are thinking about committing suicide will put ideas in their heads. "If you suspect depression and/or suicidal thinking, the best thing to do is to ask the person directly," says Sandra Simz, LCSW, clinical consultant at Yolo County Suicide Prevention in California. "Suicide is dealt with most effectively when it is discussed openly and with emotional support." Myth: People who talk about suicide don't do it. All suicidal threats need to be taken seriously, even if you believe the other person is only saying it for a dramatic effect for example, a teenager breaking up with his girlfriend, or a young girl who is teased about her weight by kids at school. It's much better to err in favor of seriousness than to disregard the threat and later have to live with the consequences. Myth: Nobody can

Mythtaken
Mythtaken Current mood: jubilant Category: Writing and Poetry Bells toll for heart's lost singer Glorious words slice to bone For the day that love shall bring her From this place she lies alone Gallant knights pull forth their swords The sound of silence breaks Trumpets hit old familiar chords Sunbeams dance on love's lost lakes. Darkness weans and falls to light The tides of time abide The voices die before their plight Erasing days alone she cried. Breezes dance upon the leaves Herald harks her soul awakes Light sings and darkness grieves As night fades the mourning breaks Rusted chains begin to shed. Old memories die fall to past Sun golden fields lie ahead She floats upon love's stout mast

My Thoughts
I feel like i cant do anything right anymore, and every time that i do something right i fuck it up 1000 times worse. I never ment to hurt you, upset you, or even make u question my love for you. Your my everything and i cant imagine my future with out you, i have longed for what we have aqnd i neverwant it to end and i will do whatever it takes to have you as mine forever and to grow old with you sit on the front porch and tell are children of the wild past that we had together. From the day that i talked to you i knew you were the one for me and that we would grow old together. I have always longed for what you and i have and yes to me this is TRUE LOVE and i refuse to let it go without a fight, i will always fight for it with all of my heart. My father told me that i would know when i find that right person to spend my life with forever and your the one. You make me smile and bring a hole new meaning to love but, it seems like all i do is make you cry more tahn i make you smile

Myth And Truth... The American Stage And Politics
MYTH 1: The US was founded on Christian principles. TRUTH: This is incorrect. The Constitution never once mentions a deity, because the Founding Fathers wanted to keep their new country "religion-neutral." Our Founding Fathers were an eclectic collection of Atheists, Deists, Christians, Freemasons and Agnostics. George Washington, the Father of our country, and John Adams (Second President of the USA) CLEARLY stated in the 1796 Treaty of Tripoli: "The Government of the United States of America is not, in any sense, founded on the Christian Religion.” G.W. rarely attended church and instead followed a popular 18th century philosophy called Deism—a Star Wars-esque philosophy that believed in a cosmic energy or big-ass universal "Force." The dictionary says that Deism is "a system of thought advocating natural religion based on human reason rather than revelation," that had nothing to do with Christian principles. James Madison, original mastermind of our Constitutio

My Thought This Morning
Goodmorning A/all hope Y/you all slept well(if you slept lol) well this morning im a little down i had a text conversation yesterday with that girl who i said had lead me to beleave she wanted a serious thing and then cut me off like i was no body, well it seems she was "scared" that it was moving to fast, well like i have said before what is it with making people think that your going to day one thing when thats noit what you want, why cant people just !!!!!TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!! SAY WHAT YOUR REALLY FEELING AND DONT BULLSHIT PEOPLE! but im gonna give here another shot but i can tell you im not gonna trust her for a very long time and before i get to far into this shes gonna know if she messes up again she can just forget it. well thats about it for now. Love to A/all my F/friends stacy

My Theme Song What Is Yours
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 "Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments. And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?

My Theme Song..
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 "Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments. And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?

My 19th Was Like A Fuckin Movie!!!!!!
WOW! lol thas prolly one word to describe tonite...no fuckin lie! im serious it was all like a fuckin movie....it had sex,violence,comedy and everything it was fuckin nutz! lol my day started out kinda sour.....it was good i got to sleep till noon my mommy was der to wish me happy bday then i went to go get my lil sister Dori.....well i picked her up and went over to Lilly's for a bit to pass some time so i could go get some gas......then we went and picked xtina up from work and what not and went back to my house and kicked it for a bit while i got in the shower so i could b so fresh n so clean clean lol....well newayz then started tha runnin for my moms....i had to go to my gmas to see abut some damn heaters then take em to my uncles so i could pick up some money he owed my moms....well it all jus turned into a big ass fuckin "runn every1 everywhere" type thing which of course fucked it me cuz hell im tha muhfuckin birfday gurl ya know? lol so ppl should b doin shit for me. well i ge

My Thoughts About The Events....
Wednesday I went to the club, like usual, for karaoke. Only one of my friends was there with her aunt. It wasn't the same with everyone else not there. Alex was at home sick, 2 of my friends had to clean house, and I don't know about the others. For some reason, to me, my voice was off and I didn't do as well as I usually am. My friend, Lyz, kept telling me that I did great. Her and her aunt left about 11-11:30 so I was alone. A bunch of guys kept looking at me and trying to approach me, and I just didn't feel comfortable. I didn't dance at all like I usually do, either. After I sang my last song, "Bring Me to Life" by Evanescence, I decided to leave. On the way home I kept thinking about how I can't really sing or dance. At that moment I decided to never go to the club again. There's no point if I can't sing or dance, right? I have no talents....now I find myself back at square 1. I'm getting into Florida Virtual High School to take courses to get my last 3 credits I

Myths & True About Bisexuality
Bisexuality may be a difficult topic to comprehend. Many of us are taught to look at almost everything in the universe as a duality: male and female, light and dark, hot an cold, moral and immoral, etc. This is also seen in the area of human sexual orientation. Most view it as existing in two forms: heterosexuality and homosexuality. But human sexuality is a little more complex than that. One cannot squeeze the full range of human sexual feelings and behaviors into only two classifications. A minimum of three is really needed to represent human sexual attractions and activities: heterosexual, homosexual and bisexual. Depending upon who is writing or talking, "bisexuality" may be defined in many different ways. Five important ones are described below: Most people use the term "sexual orientation" to refer to sexual feelings. Heterosexual, homosexual and bisexual is a part of what people are. Thus, bisexuality is sexual orientation in which an individual has feelings

My Thoughts...
Peace is all I'm searching for, When will I find it, when will it come... I hope it comes soon, not sure how much longer I can feel so numb... I want to feel that someone loves me, Not that someone owns me... I want to feel that I am good enough for everyone, Not that I am not good enough for anyone... I need and want to feel positive, Not get negativity that makes me feel bad... I need to get out of this ivory tower, I want to live...

My Thoughts
Days Since I Was Here Its been hard to be here missing the laughter the smiles Slowly I feel im getting better the less I am here the more alive I become. But still I see you and hear you I know your still here looking as I have been. Feeling that lost empitiness. Oh how I remember the Love we shared I hope it wont be as long when I return again .... I will still have that Love in my heart No matter

My Thoughts On The Name Change.....
Ok so the decision was made to change the name. I had nothing to do with it, so I have no control over it. But as an American, I need to say something. I think I speak for a lot of people when I say one of the main reasons we are HERE and not at myshit.com is because the site is more interactive for us. YES ADULTS!!!!! The site has a veryclear disclaimer that this is an 18 or older site. Lost Cherry was the PERFECT name. Parents will pass past a name called "CherryTap", but show me a parent that would pass up a name like "LostCherry" showing on thier child's computer. Why should the name of the site be changed because some irresponsable parents don't monitor what thier kids say. As for other adults "Raising Thier Eyebrows" at the sites name: THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT TO DO!!!!! Controversial names hide some of the best sites. It keeps the "Holier-than-thou" people out. Now I understand this is not a "Porn Site," but DAMMIT, there are no sites out there that are for adult

Mythological Creature
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Faerie75%Mermaid58%Dragon50%WereWolf25%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Theory
What you see is what you get out of life live it to the fullest with no regrets. Have fun,enjoy,find that sepcial person and live the life that is what it is intended for. So party hard, party long and just do what you half to do.

My Thought Of The Day.....
Be more of an asshole. That is what I feel like doing today. Call it waking up on the wrong side of the bed..... Call it not getting enough sleep.... Call it just being fed up with people in general and thier generalized bullshit. Let's just say that today I am in a truely foul mood, even though there is no reason for it. Hey..... They can't ALL be good days.

My Thoughts
Thinking about how much I've grown since High School I wasn't too sure what I wanted to do when I was out. I believe that moving into Edmonton was probrably the best thing that I could have done. Having to leave people that you have lived with and loved sure is a life changer. Was it worth the losses of friends and close ties with family, Definetly. At the age of 20 I have a lot of life ahead of me but I think a good start on a good career is sending me in the right direction. In the past 3 years I have loved, lost, loved again, lost, but have suceeded in many other things. It was around this time last year that I had to start letting go of a dear loved one, though I was in pretty rough shape at the beginning I have finally come to realize that I am better off now then I would have been on the path that I had chosen. This past year I was finally able to come up with a very good and reasonable plan for the next 10-15 years. A plan that will be another sucess in life as long as I go in t

9/11 Myth And Reality
The 9/11 Disaster The Myth and Reality by Brian Desborough THE SOUTH TOWER’S COLLAPSING! The startled exclamation of the television news anchor was echoed by hundreds of awed onlookers, as they fled for their lives from the vicinity of New York’s World Trade Center Site. In the aftermath of the disaster, the global economic collapse was accelerated, rescue workers contracted a mysterious illness (probably radiation sickness) and millions of well-meaning, but incredibly illinformed American citizens displayed the Stars and Stripes as a gesture of patriotic solidarity. The claim made by the United states Government and the corrupt mainstream newsmedia, that the disaster was perpetrated by the bin Laden terrorist group, is provably false. The four Boeing 757 and 767 aircraft that were involved in the 9/11 disasters, possessed fly-by wire control systems. In the infancy of aviation, aircraft control surfaces, e.g. ailerons, rudders and elevators, were connected to the pilot’s c

Mythical Creature
You scored as Demon. Oh no, you are the maximum of evil of demons. You hate everyone and everything and curse them for making you life the way it currently is. You love to see pain, for it shows how much you suffer as well. Don't worry, Life will improve soon and you'll have no more worries!Angel90%Demon90%Elf80%Dwarf70%Gnome60%Orc30%Fairy30%Halfling20%What mythical creature or race are you?created with QuizFarm.com

My Thoughts 11-16-06
Every sat there .. thinking .. random thoughts ? No direction in mind, Just letting the mind rest to drift as it will ... you know like all units /measures of time .. I have come to realize that there is not a beginning or end,... seconds into minutes.. minutes in hours.. hours into days.. days to weeks, weeks to months, months to years... each and every one a unit ... but part of whole, each having an individuality, yet a part of a greater thing ... spring into summer, into autumn and then winter.. again starting over .. a circle a unit, no end .. we accept this as an absolute... because we are "taught" it is so ... yet in the driftings of my thoughts as i fell asleep i questioned it deeper, i guess .. in a way ... tho it had to start somewhere, i know it must eventually end .. Yet if every second becomes a moment then.. where .. who are we to decided what is natures ways of doing things.. Absolute or not, accepted or not .. We walk in

My Thoughts On Music
Music is a healing force. It separates us from our soma, and washes our souls clean, paints pictures from the past on a canvass in our hearts, and sheds sweet light on the hope of a new day. Hyoshi, childs clap, rhythm. It is in all things. A benevolent force which cannot be denied. The stars and the tides are the back beat to this complex human drama as we beep our way into the circling unknown, riding this little galaxie at a steady 4/4. I hear there is a bridge coming soon, and when we cross over that flaming crescendo we will descend in arpeggio into a familiar new. The sun will go on singing siren songs to the night as the moon chases her across the sky, The tides will endure, lapping at the feet of lovers, and the morose sounds from a bourbon soaked piano will still draw the saltwater truth from the eyes of one who has lost. Music, melody and rhythm amalgamate into manna that feeds the body and soul. Music, a conduit through which we communicate with our maker. Music, the true fo

My Thoughts
i have never relly read anyones blogs on here but ive been avoiding something. i know i was suppossed to go home for thanksgiving tonight but put it off. i have lost two family members in my life and never once did i have time to think about it. i lost two uncles. i had literally five minutes notification between his heart attack and detah and not too much time to think about it. my second uncle i had justy recieved a call and didnt attend his funeral because i was too scared to get on a plane and still regret it. it's not really them im concerned about though. they have to be in a better place but,my grandma has been slipping away day by day and minute by minute for months now and i dont know how to deal with it except tipping back my bottle of vodka which is why there are probably a lot of typos and this is confusing. my bad but here's to you grandma, i pray for you to enjoy the rest of what you have left which i know isnt much because i can see the pain in your eyes whether

My 20th Birthday
Alright!!! Yup, today I turned 20, congradulations Entice. It's actually more excitting for me to turn 20 then 21. Why? Well where I come from you're 20th Birthday is way excitting. You party for a week straight. Starting with the night before. What did I do last night?! I got crunk, haha, seriously I was crazy drunk from Tequila, which is a girls best friend. Tonight i'm going to get even more drunk. BUT, Tonight I get to take pictures. Can't wait to show off the love.

My Thoughts
Ive had a lot of people tell me that I shouldnt date anyone with kids. To me thats a bunch of crap! theres only one thing to say to that WHO cares ! Its all in how you feel!!! There is a lot of changes you will have to take in your life and if you really care for them you will take your chances and do the best you can and try to give 110 % for i believe there is for without of doubt the best feeling in the world to have someone care for u and love you for who you are,And for you to do the same in return! I know a few single mothers that work really hard to keep everything going and to keep the family close and to have the support from there kids! I see it and I am glad that a lot of them respects there mothers for that! To know there mother is working really hard to support them Thats what Love is all about one day I hope to be blessed with a family with my own or with someone already blessed with kids!!!!

Myths
We have many myths about Dic sizes, when we compare ourselves 2 thosestories sum men come up short but not me ;).Any of these images selects part of tha truth & highlights it, creatin a myth that might be worthwhile if we dont take it too literally. Livin real life never feels as serene as fantasies, not me I cant be nothin but feal. A myth lifts sum ppl up, carries them away 2 other possibilities, but 4 those that r not of great size ta please yr woman take it wit a grain of salt. Myths r meant as inspirations, not as measurements of our lives. :D

My Thoughts Upon Waking Up.....25th Saturday...
I am petrified of alcohol... i want nothing to do with death and i am scared and weak....i dont want to be involved in anything bad anymore... please let me know if your here for me and ill always be there for you...

My Thoughts
I know that there has been alot of crap going on between my friends and some ppl that used to call themselves freinds. Well enough is enough. Ash you asked my husband why he deleted you well let me tell you why, because you are bitter and consumed by hatred and he has no time for that kind of crap. You talk nothing but trash and blame other people for your mistakes. The grown up thing to do would be to admit your wrong and that you had a place in it to and leave it at that. This cannot continue and i will not be party to it anymore. I have enough things to worry about without all your rantings and bitching. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH IT IS TIME TO END THIS AND BEHAVE LIKE WE ARE MATURE ADULTS. Cora you need to stop putting my stuff on your blogs I will report you for it and have your accout deleted.

My Thoughts
Good night my love. I'am thinking of you your laugh,your charm, and the wonderful things you do.Your lips,your smile,and your brown sweet eyes. Our funny times together and our bittersweet goodbyes. I want to tuck you in but we are so far apart miles away at the most but there is one thing i can do,I can hold you. OH so near,into yur ear i can whisper Good Night my love gently in ur ear..... Written by,lisa~sissy~

My Thanksgiving Horoscope?
Thanksgiving Horoscope for Aries You're the sign most likely to host Thanksgiving in your home - and invite a huge crowd! Your signature dish: Any and all! Your signature dessert: Any and all! This holiday: Hit the mall super early for the sales - you have the energy What's Your Thanksgiving Horoscope? Amazing!!! That's just what happened too.....LOL

My Thoughts Of You
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of her voice? How can you feel her hands on you, when she has never touched you? How can you feel her lips kiss yours when she has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny

My Thoughts
how's come right around christmas every year my life turns to shit? i mean seriously... this year, i lost my job, and my head is just all fucked up. i'm stepping back from everything and reevaluating my life, and i'm coming up short. i swear i wish there was a bin laden type cave around here, i'd go to ground and never appear again! i just want to hide forever..... i don't know why i feel this way but i do, and i don't know how to change it. i get horribly depressed, and tinge on suicidal... every year it seems, but as each year passes my obsession with the darker side of life, and the opposite of life itself deepens, becomes stronger, and the these feelings seem to last longer each and every year. plus as i look around me i see all these happy couples and that depresses me because my bf is 2000 miles away, and i've never met him. i love him, we talk on the phone, on messenger, on skype, etc, but i've never held him and snuggled with him and i've never held his hand, gone out,

My Thoughts On The Day (9)
Current Mood sick currently doing Playing My Ps2 so as Everyone Knows I havent been on Lc In awhile the reason why is about a week ago I Got sick I still am sick and getting worse I Might have to be admitted to The Hosptial so Ive been praying and trying to get better i wasnt able to eat dinner yesturday and My head hurts ive been getting really dizzy and My stomach hurts I cant seem to hold anything down anymore Im trying my best to eat lil bits of stuff but its not working so I just wanted to tell everyone where ive been so Peace out and have a Great christmas

My 1996 Theme Song
Your 1996 Theme Song Is: California Love by Tupac and Dre Let me serenade the streets of L.A. From Oakland to Sacktown The Bay Area and back down Cali is where they put they mack down Give me love! What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

My "theme Song" (this Made Me Laugh!)
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!What's Your Theme Song?

My Thoughts About Those Special 3 Words
** I LOVE YOU ** LOVE ALWAYS HURTS AND LOVE NEVER END IN HAPPYNESS .... ALL U GET IS UR HEART BROKE EVEN U GET WISER EVERYTIME WHEN THAT HAPPEN U CAN FEEL URSELF GETTING MORE COLD AND SCARED TO SAY THOSE 3 WORDS EVER AGAIN ... CAUSE WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE WITH ALL UR HEART THAT PERSON WILL NEVER LEAVE UR HEART AND EVERYTIME WHEN U THINK AND FEEL THE PAIN U KNOW WHO WAS GIVING IT TO U ... BUT THE LOVE IS STRONGER AND U CANT WIPE THAT PERSON OUT OF UR LIFE AND HEART ... PEOPLE GETTING SO COLD THEY CANT EVEN CRY ANYMORE PEOPLE SAY TO CRY ABOUT THE LOVE U LOST MAKE U FEEL BETTER BUT THATS NOT TRUE CAUSE I CANT CRY ANYMORE I WASTE TO MANY TEARS IN MY WHOLE LIFE ABOUT THE PAIN I WAS GETTING FROM OTHER PEOPLE ... SO WHY DOES THOSE 3 WORDS EXCIST IN THIS WORLD ????

My Thoughts Of You
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

My Theme For Today
So sick, so sick of being tired. And oh so tired of being sick. We’re both such magnifacent liars. So crush me baby, I’m all ears. So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious. I’ll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about "cleaning up my act..." We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. So sick, so sick of being tired. And oh so tired of being sick. Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about. So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious. So good at setting bad examples. Listen, chic, I’ve had all I can handle. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. Think of all the fun you had. The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time. Think of all the days you spent alone with just your t

My Thought And I
Lost to my own thought last night I looked up and sought out your name I asked with my heart that if, what i am doing is wrong, or is known as a sin as everyone tells thee then show me a path, to where i may forget what i can not give up to take my hand, as i have always felt and lead me to where i may not feel this agonizing pain that is ripping my heart torturing me. as I was looking at the picture I felt a kind of joy in my heart or perhaps i feigned it all up to please thy own self but I felt his presence and knew that i was not alone just as my eyes would not leave and my heart would not give up hope I wondered if I am losing my mind i know not what kind of madness has taken over me that I can not forget his name that nothing else pleases me more than hearing him I ask thy self if its only me if it only me thats feels this vacancy within me that in every object i set my eyes upon i seek his face in every word said or written by him, i pursue for wh

My Theme Song...
Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf "I like smoke and lightning Heavy metal thunder Racin' with the wind And the feelin' that I'm under" A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in. You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom. What's Your Theme Song?

My Theme Song!!
With all the fakes, all the haters, and all the bullshitters I have run into in my life and on here, I thought the song I have on my profile now was perfect. Anybody who deals with too much bullshit from too many bullshitters, check it out and dance along!!! :)

My Thoughtz Bout Luv...
okay so here it is ima wonderful match maker, ima wonderful homegirl ya ya i do tha ryde or die chikk thing but i have a heart too hahaha n it sux n now i relized it b4 but i alwayz played it off like naw i dun got 1 nomore, naw fuk men n bitches i dun need em n-e-more, when tha homies bitches cheated on em or hurt them id laugh n be like thats what yooh get for luvin sum1..... but now thats all changed...i had this thing for this guy (ya ya shut up yall i kno ima fear this 1) but chea i fell n i kinda fell hard he was amazing, amazing in bed, n life, n just out right amazing hahaha i had a smile like permenently stuk on ma face but then it came what i alwayz wait for kuz i kno its gonna happen n sumtimez even fear he still in luv with his x hahaha i hate that shit i hate it!!!!!!! FRIENDS IF YOOH R READING THIS...... please if yooh still luv ur x's or luv n-e-1 for that matter please do not go after n-e-1 else, well atleast until yooh realize that, thats over n done with or

My Thoughts About The Shows My Kid Makes Me Watch...
I don't have much to write about, but I feel the need to write something because I'm about to go out of my mind. I'm ssssooooooo tired. I tried to take a nap before the kid woke up, but I got maybe 20 minutes of a cat nap in, and then she woke me. I got everything up and out of the way that she could hurt herself on, locked the doors, made her breakfast, got out a bunch of toys for her to play with, and tried to doze a little. I was thinkin' I'd doze on the couch, wake up every half hour or so, check her over, love on her, give hersomething else to drink (every once in a while, when I'm extremely tired, I do this.) But it's a no go. She insists on coming over and feeding me her fake food she got for Christmas. So I've made a pot of coffee and I'm up. And now I got a bitchin' head ache because of her trains. See, yesterday I took down the rails and all that because she just kept wrecking it and I figured that she's just not ready for it like we thought. So, I put all the rails up, b

The Mythologies Of The Old World A Recollection Of Atlantis
CHAPTER I. TRADITIONS OF ATLANTIS WE find allusions to the Atlanteans in the most ancient traditions of many different races. The great antediluvian king of the Mussulman was Shedd-Ad-Ben-Ad, or Shed-Ad, the son of Ad, or Atlantis. Among the Arabians the first inhabitants of that country are known as the Adites, from their progenitor, who is called Ad, the grandson of Ham. These Adites were probably the people of Atlantis or Ad-lantis. "They are personified by a monarch to whom everything is ascribed, and to whom is assigned several centuries of life." ("Ancient History of the East," Lenormant and Chevallier, vol. ii., p. 295.), Ad came from the northeast. "He married a thousand wives, had four thousand sons, and lived twelve hundred years. His descendants multiplied considerably. After his death his sons Shadid and Shedad reigned in succession over the Adites. In the time of the latter the people of Ad were a thousand tribes, each composed of several thousands of men. Great co

My Thoughts Of You
Current mood: Mellow Category: Writing and Poetry How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you, when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary Nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To

My Thought Of The Day
Here is my thought of the day, It seems to me That if you are the type to put your heart on the line it getts ran over like a mack truck. So it comes to figure that to find true love and pleasure of the soul the soul has to be hurt becuase it is opened up to it.Well the best i can say about true love is it requires a good friendship is thefundation and a partnership of love is not an easy thing to find, you cant earn it, it comes with time .So on that thought I had true love and i think i found it again. So ct smile keep loving eachother

My Thoughts
well here goes my thoughts in my fucked up head read it if u want but no one really has too..............through out life we get the things we dont want and we cant get the things we want which really suck but coming on ct has giving me a chance to meet some great people...april great girl but shes no angel....dev another sweet gril very nice id do anything for these 2 they were nice to me first time on here,angela a good friend who gave me this site..ive ran into people that have been either mean or jus plain nice to me and those who were nice i thank with all my heart if there was ever a time where i could help i would....i find myself addicted to this place talking to these people everyday make my day alot brighter....also dj chelle u know who u are dammit baught me a keg lol i would of voted for her and i dont want gifts u guys id vote for u bc ur my friends ok no bridding for votes for a ring pics or nothing im not that type of guy to vote for pics or a gift i did it bc of a frien

My Thoughts
I may never see tomorrow There's no guarantee And things that happen yesterday Belong to history. I cannot predict the future I cannot change the past I have just the present moment I must treat it as my last. I must use the moment wisely For it soon will pass away And be lost to me forever As part of yesterday. I must exercise compassion Help the fallen to their feet Be a friend to the friendless Make an empty life complete. The unkind things I do today May never be undone Any friendships that I fail to win May nevermore be won. I may not have another chance On bended knee to pray And I thank GOD with humble heart For giving me the day. Just to let you all know that this is how we all should feel. I got these in an e-mail from my aunt and I tried to send them here but can't figure out how to do that. Any ways~~ everyone could learn a little something from the things we read (weather it be from e-mails or whateve

My Thought On Drinkers
People get stupid when they drink and also think that they can get away with a lot of stuff but to tell the truth when it comes time for them to get what they deserve they will get it or they will get their payback. Why do people get drunk and also why do they think get drunk is cool or good? People act like mmorons and don't realize that people who are sober can be in a right mind and etc. I guess that people don't realize that when they are buzzing or drunk that they do thing that they know are wrong and also can get them in trouble. People think that drink is good but it's good when you know how much you can handle before becoming stupid or make an ass out of yourself.

My Thoughts
As I see it today women like one type a guy... Those that honestly can't seem to get it togather... Me well I had my fun when I was younger yes I've been bad arrested about to be off probation.. Yes I've been on for five yrs. and come March i'm off...$12,000 in fines all paid.. But thats my thoughts on women....

My Thoughts
Just for today my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life without the use of drugs. Just for today I will have faith in someone in NA who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. Just for today I will have a program. I will try to follow it to the best of my ability. Just for today through NA, I will try to get a better perspective on my life. Just for today I will be unafraid, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. So long as I follow that way, I have nothing to fear.

My Thoughts
I wish I could tell you how I feel. Let you know that I think that what we have is real. Worried that you will not talk to me anymore if you find out. But when I see you all I want to do is shout. Tell you all these feelings I have inside. All the fears and worries I try to hide. Hoping you cant see it in my face. All I want is you and your sweet embrace. I tried to move on and go along as if everything was fine. Tried to stay away from crossing that line so hard to define. It seems that this is not so easy for me. I can only sit back and hope that one day you will see.

My Thoughts On A.n.s.
AIGHT SO SHE DIED, BIG FUCKING DEAL!!! DID SHE CHANGE YOUR LIFE? OR INFLUENCE YOU IN ANYWAY???? SHE WAS A DRUGGED OUT PILL POPPING WHORE WHO MANAGED TO FUCK OVER EVERYONE AND ANYTHING SHE TOUCHED. NO TEARS SHOULD BE SHED FOR THE RETARD. HAVE ANY OF YOU PAID ATTENTION TO HER IN THE LAST I DUNNO 10 YEARS?? SHE HASN'T BEEN ANYTHING TO LOOK UP SINCE NAKED GUN 2 AND 1/2 OR WAS IT 33 1/3RD CAN'T REMEMBER BUT FUCK. BETWEEN TV SPOTS, THE DRUGS, FUCKING AN 86 YEAR OLD MAN, AND TRYING TO MILK HIS MONEY, AND ALL IN ALL JUST BEING A FUCKING ATTENTION WHORING COW, YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF THE FACT THAT YOUR GIVING HER WORTHLESS ASS EVEN A SECOND THOUGHT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND RAVING MAD.

My Thoughts For Tonight
hi everyone this is one of those if you care you care if you dont care you dont care blogs. but 3 weeks ago i had the joy of meeting a wonderful 12yr old that was a guest speaker at a meeting i ran. here is a little history about me so you understand why i had to run the meeting where the 12yr old was speaking.i am a member of the Kinsmen club of Preston which is a service club like the lions and kiwanis or Optimist. which is only found in Canada. last year in june i took on the role of Cystic Fibrosis service director for the 2006-2007 year. and my job was to help raise money and awareness of CF which May is CF month. so on January 23rd me and my kinette counterpart ran a CF Night which was a formal night and a catered meal and a guest speaker.it took me months just to plan for the night. and on that night we had our district 1 governor there with his wife as well as the CF directors from district 1 and the zone A CF reps as well and of course 12yr old Amber Shewfelt who has CF and he

Mythical Creature/race
You scored as Angel. Congratz! You are an angel. The world looks to you for advice and comfort. You\\\'re very protective of the ones you love and help anyone that you may pass on the street. You will fight if you absolutely have to, but you WILL NOT kill. You treat everyone, even your enemies, with mercy. While you help everyone, you still feel a hint of sadness... for not everyone would truly accept you, if they truly knew you, so you usually keep to yourself.Angel100%Fairy80%Elf50%Dwarf50%Halfling40%Gnome20%Demon20%Orc0%What mythical creature or race are you?created with QuizFarm.com

My Thoughts For The Day
today is my wedding anniversary....and i found out that after my husband's leave is up he'll be given some extra training then sent off to some part of the world i cant pronounce. fantastic. ::sigh:: tomorrow is valentine's day too. its like a double reminder that he's not here right now. the nights are hard on me and my only comfort is that he'll be with me for awhile. but i know what leave means...it means that eventually it'll end and i have to watch him walk away again...and that is what hurts the most. but i'll be strong and i'll smile for him...even though it kills me inside. well guys i just thought id share that with you...drop me a comment or something if you get the chance... kisses ya'll

My Thought
i sat today and thought out all my feelings for u. it just seems that now a days that is all that i can do. i dont have u here the way that i need and it is driving me insane. hayati please come and take away all this pain. and make my life a better one for both of us to share. and take my hand and lead me in song and in our prayer pick me up off of the floor and make my life complete. because i love u baby, my heart feels that in every beat. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

My Thought's Not The Thought's Of Anyone Affiliated With Me.
My Thought's not the Thought's of anyone affiliated with me. I feel that The United States people are starting to be so closed minded. They are not standing up for there rights. Is it because they are scared of the Government ? Are they scared of President Bush? Bush has pushed his luck to far! He has brought The United States to the brink of global war. He has lied about Iraq and hasn't gone after Bin Laden. At no time in his state of the union he didn't talk about the people of New Orleans and Katrina. He wants to open a part of the border so people want walk over anytime. His reason behind this is if we open a part of the border so anyone can come over easier they will not sneak over. If you didn't know Bush had a cocaine problem. There is a man who went to college with Bush who said " He has direct knowledge of young Bush selling cocaine in his college years". The Yale man adamantly refused to go on the record, on the grounds that he had no desire to authenticate a story that

Mythical Stash Update !!
Morning all Happy monday !! Hope you all have a great week. I've added some new pictures to my stash - a mythical flavour so to speak. Stop by and show some love. Thanks all. Love Lin xx

My Thoughts For Today
****Sometimes a longing is all it takes to open the floodgates of the soul. So true as well as Tears shed are the Mirrors of the Heart......***** My thoughts are like, the pouring rain they just keep flowing, driving me insane. Looking for peace and quite, in a raging storm trying to find a place, to stay safe and warm. Going thru the whirl winds, thoughts are tossed about looking for that place to land, so I may sort them out. But the wind keeps blowing, howling loud in my mind so that just one thought, I cannot hope to find. All I hear is thunder, with the wind and the rain and my thoughts flashing like lightning, driving me insane!

My Theme Song
Delicious Surprise Written by Beth Hart, Glen Burtnik Lead vocals by Beth Hart If I won me the lottery I'd dance naked in the street With a top hat full of money & you'd wanna get to know me If I won me the lottery & if I was a movie star I'd sip honey from a pickle jar In the back of my limousine & they'd call me an icon & I'd be lookin' back at you From the cover of the People magazine I guess it's all for the takin' I guess it's all yours and mine My sister says I got to see it & believe it & I believe I believe it But I'm just an outsider Livin' in a trailer with my black & white TV set If only I was President You know I'd paint the White House pink & never have to pay the rent If only I was President I guess it's all there for the takin' I think it's all yours & mine My preacher says I got to see it to believe it & l believe Won't sleep till i've had enough I believe won't sip my wine from no paper cup I believe won't

My Thoughts
do you ever fee that sometimes its point less.that no matter what you do you will never have or be with anyone .no matter how you help or how much you care maybe its not ment for everyone to find what there really after.everyone is so hang up on the out side that you cant see what the inside is all about .looks fade it time but a good person with a kind heart is allways there .

My Thoughts For Tonight
WELL LETS SEE, LAST WEEK AND THIS PAST WEEKEND I WAS SICK WITH THE FLU/NEUMONIA, AND OVER THE WEEKEND HAD TO MAKE A 340 MILE ROUND TRIP TO GO GET A PICKUP OF MINE THAT IVE NOT SEEN SINCE JUNE 06, I DID TAKE A PIC OF IT AND POSTED IT. I LET THE DAMN DODGE GO BACK SO I CAN KEEP THIS I HAVE , I LOVE CHEVY'S BETTER, I AM STILL WORKEN 2 JOBS SO I CAN STAY BUSY, AND HERE IN ABOUT 3 WEEKS I'M GOING TO BE BUSY EVERY SAT NITE HELPING MY SON RACE AND WHO KNOWS I MIGHT EVEN GET ME A RACE CAR AND RE-START RACING MYSELF, I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT LEAVING CT CAUSE FOR ONE I JUST DONT HAVE TIME NOW BUT I HAVE MADE A BUNCH OF NEW FRIENDS ON HERE AND I DONT WANT TO LOOSE ANY OF YOU BUT IF I DO DECIDE TO LEAVE I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR SURE AND ONLY IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH ME SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYEN SO AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY CELL # , DURING THE DAY I CAN TALK FOR SURE CAUSE I WEAR MY BLUE/TOOTH BUT AT NIGHT IM TOO BUSY UNTILL I GET OFF, I HAVE REALIZE

My Thoughts On So Called Amazing Facts!!
Amazing Fact Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Amazing Fact Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Amazing Fact The names Lincoln and Kennedy each contain seven letters. Amazing Fact Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Amazing Fact Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Amazing Fact Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Amazing Fact Both Presidents were shot in the head. Amazing Fact Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln. Amazing Fact Both were assassinated by Southerners. Amazing Fact Both were succeeded by Southerners. Amazing Fact Both successors were named Johnson. Amazing Fact Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. Amazing Fact John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born i

My Thoughts...
So ... I'm sitting here thinking, by myself knowing now i am to do this single thing.. Not sure how i am going to honestly manage it. Though within the last 3 days i've had about 5 offers.. I suppose i should be satisfied with such things. It seems everyone around me is breaking up even the closest of friends as of late.. Can a heart love while still in pieces? i wonder if it is possible...perhaps it is and perhaps it is not. To love a person? or to not love at all, to care for one or more people, *sighs* it seems i am destined for some kind of drama... it seems to never end , it never is finished. The need to move on but the wanting to love, the need to mourn but yet praying for the pain to subside..

My Throat Is Inflamed
It turns out my throat is inflamed. Its pretty much closing up on me. I havent been able to eat or drink it hurts sooo bad. Yesturday i had a glass of gingerale and some chicken noodle soup but thats it. I am sooo hungry though. Captain Crunch sounds good. Same with stuffed crust pizza from pizza hut. lol. I should probably stop, I'm making myself hungry. But yeah, I'm kinda debating on whether to eat right now.

My Thoughts
Just Love Me Tonight by Mike Hernandez I want to melt in your arms, As you hold me close and tight. Make all my dreams come true, I want all of you tonight. I want to feel your touch, As I lay here next to you. Feel my passion rise and rise, As you do the things you do. So lay here beside me, It's been way to long. Lets turn out the lights, And turn each other on. I want to cuddle with you, Lay in your arm just right. You're all I'll ever need. Darling, just love me tonight.

Mythical Creature
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.WereWolf75%Demon75%Dragon50%Mermaid25%Faerie25%Angel25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Thoughts Tonite
My heart has been touched today by friends in pain of one kind or another...physical pain...pain of the heart....If i were but an angel...for just one day....it would be a day spent easing the pain of those I have come to love. Love is Friendship...Caught On Fire...dont know who said that but its very true. You can have Love without friendship....but never friendship without Love. A true friend is one who will celebrate with you when you are happy...hold u when you cry...encourage you when youre down and things seem impossible...and one who will share the weight of the world with you when you feel like youre carrying it on your shoulders. A true friend loves you unconditionally...without expecting anything in return. Cherish true friends...for they are rare. dream the dream of the angels and i will see you there....

My Thirst
My Thirst As I lay in bed, trying to sleep She sneaks into bed with me, with nary a peep She never tries touching me but her intentions are clear It's to whisper to me about whiskey, wine, vodka, and beer " Wake up my love it's already 4:20." " I'm running on empty and you have slept plenty." " I have a surprise for you, if you even care." " I invited all your friends over, they're waiting downstairs." I followed her warily, cause something's not right Why would my friends be here in the middle of the night? As we walk into the kitchen I let out a cry " You were telling the truth! You did not lie!" Sitting on the table were 24 brothers They were having a party, a party like no other " Where da fuck you been nigga?!?!" Bud One tried to scold " We've been sitting here for hours, we're no longer cold!" I didn't even reply for there was really no need I just cracked open his skull, consuming his soul with greed

My Thinking
HANDY LITTLE CHART - GOD CHART God has a positive answer: YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19) You say: "I'm afra

My Thundercunt Sister!!
Thursday, March 08, 2007 Subject : Me or my sister?? Category: Parties and Nightlife I swear each day my sister gets touchier and bitchier!! I am fucking sick of her treating me like shit and not listening to a god damn word I say! I help her w/ her homework and point soem errors out and she trips out! It seems not matter what I ask her to do or say to her she fucking flipps her wig! Seh is going to make me loose my mind faster than anything. I hope I get a job soon so I see her LESS!!! My mental health is going to be SHOT if she screams at me anymore! I give her suggestions hell i try and talk to her and she acts liek ive just got done cussing her out! She has got to be starting soon! AHHHHH its next saturday!! St. Pattys day!! oh well Ill be gone that night so its all good!! the comment left from my moms myspace: this is your little sis . Why would you talk abot me on myspace in frount of your friends when you can go up to me and talk me about . I just want my old

My Thoughts
Well some things have come to my attention about this site.. that well kinda annoy me... first off: why is every one begging to be added as a fan, i dont really understand the concept behind the whole fan thing on this site... i dont know about most people on here but i would much rather have FRIENDS then Fans... soo im not looking for fans just FRIENDS! i see all these people that say Fan me befor u add me or whatever, thers way too many people desprate for attention on this site... and the sad part is most of them are alot older then i am. Secondlly: i know its not just this site there are many other sites like it but im getting really annoyed with every profile site turning in to a rating contest, who ever has the most fans friends or points wins....pritty stupid and childish if u ask me, i dont ask to be rated nor do i even care to be.. Thrid: i dont get the whole cherry blast thing, why would u waist your hard earned money just to gain attention to a Free profile you

My Thoughts On Relationships
Relationships are hard. They take time, effort, and energy. Honestly, trust and faith are essential in making them work. In order for them to succeed no outside involvement should occur. Within the last few weeks, I have encountered different couples who are going through some troubled times. And being there myself, I see a common thread that needs to be noticed. A couple is two… not three or more, nor one. You enter a relationship with someone that you can see yourself being with forever…if not a long period of time. If that isn't your intention then you are just dating and no plans are made; and no plans should be made. When you make a commitment with someone, it is for better or worse, to stand by one another through good times and bad. So why do so many of us turn to some one else when the going gets rough. I know of a couple who have been married for over ten years and together for fifteen, with children. Things lately have been hard and now the husband has been

My Thoughts On Love
Many people are touched bye love every day times are hard and you may fight but deep down inside they care.It may work it may not.All you do is have to look in your heart to find the answer love is not based on sex even though everybody seems to think it is. Its based on the fact that the person is there for you and shows they love you.Anyone can have sex it takes more then that to show you love someone and want to be with them when times are hard look at your self and say im a strong beutiful person and i deserve to be happy this person really cares about me. Never let a spouse get you down or think bad about your self cause you are you and that is what makes you special. Yes love is hard and it hurts when its gone. So cheerish it cause you may never be able to get the person you love back. Love can be a good thing with lots of hugs and kisses and meaning full words but we all get scared when we get to close it causes us to be afraid that we will get hurt if we have already b

My Thoughts
My thoughts are my writing, spewing forth at sporadic bursts, the randomness is what makes them work. Notebooks filled my room, therapy it was called, put it all down, it lets it all out they said, well it never left, it just keeps growing, spreading through my mind these thoughts. Some last for years, some for seconds, I write them down, so others,can see a side of me I keep quiet to those around. Then it doesn't disturb them.

Mythical Creature
very wierd considering that I am in fact a sagittarus and that is the sign for them You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Mythical/magical Photo Update !!
Happy Saturday!! I have updated my photo's with some lovely fantasy pics. Please stop by and check out my mythical/magical photo album and show some luv ! Thanks and ((((big hugs)))) Have a great day ! Lin xx

My Thoughts
Ever think about life? I used to but not anymore. Life is what you choose it to be.. your choices...your dreams...your way of life.. I used to hide behind walls..close myself out. I learned that as i got older it doesnt pay to do that.I guess what i'm trying to say is don't sit on the sidelines of life...dance every dance.. sing every song. I have a clearer look out on my life so yes I'm dancing every dance and singing every song.. So hold life by the hand and walk with it.

Mythological Creature
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Angel84%Demon83%Mermaid75%Faerie75%WereWolf67%Dragon67%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Thoughts Turn To You!!
This is something that came out of me. First thing I want to say is this has nothing to do with Weasle or Phoenix,I love you both and I'm truely happy that You guys have each other. Second this Is mainly for four people who have touched me in ways I never thought I could be touched. Third and last I will not answer any ? about this blog ,take it as it is meant to be taken,my way of leting my feelings out for the people who have keep me from slipping into the darkness with their light. Thats all I got to say about this blog. Here it is my time . Once again my thoughts turn to you. I find myself thinking of the talks we've had. The feelings that we shared. My thoughts turn to you. I wonder what your laugh sounds like. I wonder what your skin feels like. I wonder what your kisses taste like. My thoughts turn to you. I wonder how your body feels. I wonder how your heart races. I wonder how your bites feel. My thoughts turn to you. Your thought

My Thoughts
Ah -you thought I'd be the type You could forget And that praying and sobbing I'd throw myself Under the hooves of a bay Or I would beg from the witches Some kind of root in charmed water And send you a terrible gift-- My intimate, scented handkerchief Dammed if I will neither by glance nor groan Will I touch your cursed soul But I vow to you by the garden of angels By the miraculous icon I vow And by the fiery passion of our nights-- I will never return to you

Myths And Facts About Autism
The myths: Environmental factors such as stress cause autism. Autism is the result of bad parenting. Autism is a mental illness caused by psychological factors such as early-life trauma. The facts: While no single specific cause of autism is known, current research links autism to biological or neurological differences in the brain. Some studies of individuals with autism have shown abnormalities in several regions of the brain, including the cerebellum, amygdala, and hippocampus.

My Thoughts....
If He Only Knew.... If he only knew how much he means to me. If he only knew how much I care about him. If he only knew how greatfull I am to of met him. If he only knew how wonderfull it feels to be held by him. If he only knew how I long for his kiss everytime I see him. If he only knew how I get lost when I look in his deep hazel eyes. If he only knew how much it means to me that my daughter really does like him. If he only knew how greatfull I am that he does not mind that I am a single mom. If he only knew how he me makes me feel just to hear his voice. If he only knew how his touch sends shivers up and down my spine. If he only knew....well I hope he knows now. This may seem corny but it was something that just came from my heart.

Myth Of Love
We are but dust bourne on the wind. By chance, we land in the same place at the same moment in time. And by chance still, the years and elements blend us together in perfect unity...if wind, wave, and creature does not first tear us asunder. How is it then that two so similar...two so opposite...should chance upon one another and, with the force of a hurricane, fall? Is love not a myth whispered to children in dark hours in the chance that it gives them the mere glimmer of hope they need to carry onward through ever darkening times? Ahh...but we have found that love as we know it means the world. And that love as we know it is not complete myth.

My Things R Gone
i just got back from my old house, to get my shoes ima wear for my nephew christening tommorow, but when i went there i didnt see no shoes anywhere, im thinkn where the hell is it. and then i went to my bedroom and my closet is empty only thing left os hangers in 1 long sleeve shirt on the hanger still. all the closets are empty, my coats and jackets are gone too. my dad things and moms things also. i dont kno about my brothers things i didnt go in his room, but dont you think thats weird how everything is gone? so now the only have the shoes i have in this house which is only 1 sneaker, 1 sandel, 1 monkey slipper. this sucks, i not jes lost my mom from da accident but my clothes and shoes and other things, its like i gotta start over. it jes thos things mean alot cuz my mom gave me alot of things i have or i mean had. n now dat thos things r gone n shes gone, i dnt really have anything left 2 hold on to now. i kno apart of moving on is to let go of the pass but somethings we want to h

My 9/11 Thoughts
(Originally Posted on September 11, 2006)Today, if you haven't noticed, is 9/11/06, five years after the terrorist attacks on the WTC. There's tons of blog entries and other things mentioning this anniversary.I decided to come at this from a slightly different angle.Hanging on my wall is a 2001 Far Side calendar. I have written over the days so the correct date falls under the correct day. I see that 9/11/2001 was a Tuesday.On my desk is a 2002 Darwin Awards page-a-day desk calendar I got for a Christmas present at the end of 2001. (I haven't used it before this year because I didn't have a desk job where the desk was MY desk instead of being shared since then.) The day it is showing is Wednesday. The "article" for the day in it is a comic of a couple having sex in a car that the man is driving, much like the scene in The Pursuit of D. B. Cooper.While I expected to see nothing about the attack on the 2001 calendar, I would have figured there'd've been something in the 2002 Darwin

My Thoughts
Here's something I have been thinking about for a while......KARMA Is there really such a thing....?? Think about it. some people go through life being mean,selfish,inconsiderate and intentionally hurting people.....but they always seem to be on top of the world. Does the nice guy always come last????, or does life really give you what you put out?? As Justin Timberlake sings "what goes around comes around", I sometimes wonder if that is true?? One thing I am learning is that we have no control when it comes to Time....Because I am at the stage in life where no matter what has been done to make your life difficult or what a person has done to impact your life negatively.....LET IT GO!!! Because KARMA can strike at any time or point in life! Do you ever find yourself second guessing yourself before you do something.....?? One thing for sure is every decision we make in life causes a reaction. So I will say I am trying to live my life with the moto "Do on to others as you would do o

Mythical Creature Quiz
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel83%Demon67%WereWolf50%Faerie50%Dragon34%Mermaid33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Thoughts For The Day
Break ups and broken hearts are just a part of lifeand the trials that we have to go through . But I'm a survivor. I've done it before so I can do it again . Do I still want him back? The answer to that question is yes, No matter how many others come and go throughout the months and over the years. I will always want him. Will we get back together ? Or am I doomed forever to be only a friend ? When at one point in time I was his everything . How can I be thinking about starting new with someone else when I'm not even over him? But then again, will I ever be truely over him ? It makes me wonder if true love really exists . You know, the kind that lasts forever . The kind you read about in all those romance books . Because in my experience forever only lasts until the find someone else . Everyone tells me that I'm young and have my whole life ahead of me to find a love like that. But what they don't see is I had it once and I want it back . Then they say if you love someone set them

My Thoughts #1
There is not one second i don;t think about the women of my dreams by girlfriend. She makes everything amazing she is the kinda of women that walks into a room and makes it brighter. Her smile is something of a angel. She makes me melt everytime i see her or talk to her. I just wanted to tell everyone that. Love is the greatest thing people that don;t think so cause of a few bad relationships will never live life to the fulliest cause you only live once. thank you for reading this. Damian

My Thoughts This Week On Some Things That Have Happened
today i was just doing alot of thinking on things in life and other stuff while at work. yes i actually do think about things while building atm componants lol. no in all seriousness its been an interesting april. on monday the students at Virginia Tech were shaken up byy the murders of 32 people by one mentally unstable person. two of the 32 dead were teachers 1 from Isreal and 1 from Canada and students from around the US and the world. first off i am offering my sincerest condolences to the students, families, and teachers of Virginia Tech. you are all thought about up here in Canada as well. did the 32 people deserve to die no they didnt. if we had a time machine i am sure we would like to turn back time if we could to prevent the loss of these innocent lives. up here in canada we have been affected by school shootings. MONTREAL, TORONTO, AND IN ALBERTA. so we stand hand in hand with the people of VT to mourn the loss but we should also take in comfort that they did have a good li

My Thoughts #2
Every day of my life i thankgod for showing me life can only get better the day i met the women of my life (krysten). I truly beleive that life is a spectalur thing. I have so many goals in life and they are starting to come together. That is truly amazing that i can now breath life clearer, Knowing i have a great start to a life that will be so amazing.

My Thoughts...
I get blown away every day by what I'm learning about myself. I know I'm not perfect, and I fall into the same traps of bad thinking processes, but try to quickly fix those bumps and get on the right track again. Another weekend spent on my growth, and finding ways to take another step towards being the best me I can. Someone replied to one of my blogs saying I sounded lonely. In a way I do get that way, but mostly I'm grateful that I have this time to find out what I need exactly for me. No relationship to fog up my thinking. No one to please or displease but me. Another told me that men are men and that I shouldn't expect more than a sexual come-on from them. That I should appreciate the compliments for what they are... Well, some may be compliments, and don't get me wrong, if they were I'm more than happy to accept them. But I see them for what they are after about five minutes talking to them. If they were giving me a genuine compliment, I'd be flattered that someone wanted to get

My Thoughts On Hubby's Job!
Hi all, I hope you are all having a good evening. Darryl left for his delivery on Sunday, he left here on Sunday at 12 pm. Well he gets down to the yard in time to pick up his load on time, well the company loading the trailors made a mistake on one, so the driver had to come back, and get his trailor reloaded. Well that pushed Darryl's truck back, so after him getting there on time he didn't get loaded until after 3 pm, which pushed him back for the deliver time, but he got there and he was the first to get there so that's cool. Well when he got reloaded for the back haul, they loaded him over the limit, so he pushed back his tandems and all, still over the weight limit, so he got an over weight ticket!!! He gets back to the yard and his bosses has all kinds of choice words to say to him. That he needs to be careful, and watch how they load the trailor......... yet he did all that and it's still his fault that he got the ticket!! WTF is that. They paid for the ticket, and now he h

Myths
My Interpretatons by luna Once you start you will want more and engage in increasingly risky play. The truth is that when one starts out in BDSM they will want more and more. However, it's not like a fall off a cliff, you don't keep progressing farther and farther. I like to think of it more like climbing a mountain with a lot of plateaus on it. It's a long way to that first plateau as you learn who you are and what you want, what you need in a relationship and in play. Then when you get to that plateau, most will stay there for awhile, dabbling in what they have learned and are supremely happy there. Still others will stay there awhile, but yet find more they would like to try and then climb once more to another plateau. Within the BDSM scene there are all sorts of people on this mountain, and none of them are on the same plateau. They extend the length of the mountain, happy with where they have landed, or planning on moving up the mountain yet again. It's all about the jour

My Thanks To Him.......
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings. Thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf. Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible. Thank you, Lord, that I can see. Many are blind. Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Thank you, Lord, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden. Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned and tempers are shot, my children are so loud. Thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely. Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced. Thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry. Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous. Thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job. Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstan

My Three Mistakes
MY THREE MISTAKES Your once hazel eyes are now so god damned transparent.. Your true intentions have now become so fucking apparant. Look me right in the eye you piece of shit and lie to me.. Ill look right back at your sorry ass and pretend to believe. In a place where the butterflies once fluttered inside... Has been replaced with feelings of disgust that I chose not to hide. Im tired ...This game to me has now grown old... That once warm feeling has now turned so fucking cold. The day I laid eyes upon you I knew it was a fucking mistake.. But against all odds I chanced it..The FIRST mistake I would make. The words you spewed to me all of which were untrue... I ate them right up..stupid me. MISTAKE NUMBER TWO This dissidence is too much for me to take.. Deep down I knew you were just a big fucking fake.. I hope you fucking read this and take a glimpse into my soul... Then figure out how a heart so full of love can turn black as coa

Mythoughts But Word By Dan Reed And After Them More From Me
Can you hear me here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me (i hope she can) all i do is close my eyes and try so hard to dream shes mine i feel it in my heart i hope she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world desire raging in our hearts slowly close the miles we are apart i feel it in my soul i know she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world with every beat of my heart i hope she is dreaming of me for every moment apart we will spend a lifetime in ecstasy theres got to be a girl waiting somewhere in this world here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world can you hear me!!! can you hear me ??? ok my thoughts now if you

My Three
This one was published in 1994 at my college. It was printed up in book called, "First Leaves". This book is published just once a year and has some awesome writing in it. I am very proud to be in the same book as such distinguished writers! When I wrote this my son was three years old. So, I dedicated it to him. But, the truth is that my daughter now, 24 years old, started the poem when she was three years old. They both chased their own butterflies, and each stirred similar feelings in me. She made more pillow forts than he did. They are both beautiful and deserving of all the love in the world. My Three (c) June 6, 1994/ Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Look at you, my son... watching that beautiful butterfly... chase it all around the yard, sit down and watch it land. On the flowers, the butterfly gets its sustenance... Its wings continue to beat in slow rhythm... It's always ready to move again. Look at it, my son, one of God’s many wonderful creatu

My Thoughts
Simple Moments... I am a woman, who in the past, has always wondered how my future was going to turn out. I just wanted people to see that I had worth, I wanted to be loved, and respected. To be financially set, looking towards that future, and always wondering if I would ever reach those goals. I began to realize that it isn't the future I need to worry about, it is the moments, and when it comes to the moments in my life, I have been truly blessed. I have had my really good ones, the really bad ones and the in between ones, and it makes me realize that there would be no future without these moments. The moments that makes me smile and laugh, the moments with good friends, who love me and only want the best for me. The bad moments, where lessons had to be learned, even if it hurt and wounded, it was a lesson that needed to be taught. The in between moments where I am never quite sure what is going to happen, and those are the times of self doubt, and wonder. Moments of anxiety, p

The Mythical Lover
My love for you has driven me insane I wander aimlessly the ruins of my life my old self a stranger to me Because of your love I have broken with my past My longing for you keeps me in this moment My passion gives me courage I look for you in my innermost being I used to read the myths of love Now I have become the mythical lover

My Thoughts
ok i have asked a few ppl how i could join this coven. my friend turd put in the word for me. i thank him very much. i have wanted to be here for a long time but was scared to ask. i guess i learned that i never know till i ask and never assume your not good enough. all the ppl in the family have welcomed me with open arms and made me feel much love. i am now trying to rate and their pics and stash so please give me time i will get to you. your all great.and this has been my outpouring of cheesiness.

7 Myths About Autism
1) Autistic People Are All Alike Myth: If I’ve met an autistic person (or seen the movie Rain Man), I have a good idea of what all autistic people are like. Fact: Autistic people are as different from one another as they could be. The only elements that ALL autistic people seem to have in common are unusual difficulty with social communication. 2) Autistic People Don't Have Feelings Myth: Autistic people cannot feel or express love or empathy. Fact: Many -- in fact, most -- autistic people are extremely capable of feeling and expressing love, though sometimes in idiosyncratic ways! What's more, many autistic people are far more empathetic than the average person, though they may express their empathy in unusual ways. 3) Autistic People Don't Build Relationships Myth: Autistic people cannot build solid relationships with others. Fact: While it’s unlikely that an autistic child will be a cheerleader, it is very likely that they will have solid relationships with, at the very

My Theory On Love At Times!
HOW IS IT THAT, WHEN SOME ONE HAS A TRUE LOVING HEART ASKS FOR LOVE; THEY NEVER REALLY GET IT, BUT WHEN SOME ONE THAT DOES NOT HAVE A LOVING HEART; THEY GET LOVE FROM EVERY WHICH WAY AND ALL THEY WANT TO DO IS ABUSE OTHERS HEARTS!!! HOW IS IT FAR THAT THE GOOD SUFFER, WHILE THE BAD GETS AWAY WITH ANYTHING!!!! I JUST DON'T GET IT, HOW SO MANY ABUSE WHAT THEY DO NOT WANT TO USE! I THINK THAT MAYBE WE NEED TO HAVE A STRIKE OR SOMETHING IN ORDER TO GET OTHERS TO REALIZE WHAT THE HELL THEY ARE DOING IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! MAYBE THEN, JUST MAYBE WE WILL HAVE MORE LOVE REACHED OUT INTO THE WORLD.

The Myth Of Miscarriage Grief
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t

My Thoughts
I wrote the below for someone special i got the expected response but wanted to know how others thought about it. The writing is original and strictly from me, none of it has been copied from anywhere. I would greatly appreciate any feedbeck given. "I want to caress your skin, kiss your lips ever so lightly, our tongues touch as the passion grows, and then we begin to undress each other. Our bodies are touching as we stand naked kissing, I need you; I have to be inside you right at that moment. I sit on the bed and you get on top of me as our bodies become one at that moment. I ask you not to move to just let me stay inside you my love is throbbing inside of you, aching for you to begin our love dance but I just want to be inside of you. We cannot take it any more you begin to massage me with your inner muscles, our hips begins to rock back and forth, rotating and grinding until we reach that point, the point were we want to stop but it feels so good that we have to contin

My Thoughts (2)
I still dont have this life thing figured out,but what I've learned is that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.At the end of the day the only people who can judge me are myself and god. .... I've learned that making a" living " is not the same thing as "making a life". I realize everyday that you shouldnt go through life with a catchers mitt on both hands, you need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that when ever I decide something with an open heart I usually make the right decision. I'm a hopeless romantic and believe in TRUE LOVE and will stop at nothing to keep those I care about close to my heart. I dont settle.... with anything ever! I'm an all or nothing kinda gal. I've learned that people will forget what you said people and will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Life is funny, so I laugh at it.When it's rough,I just get through it. The darker the night.... The

My Thought
While I was working last night I was thinking to myself how blessed I have been to meet such kick ass ppl on CT. Every single one of my friends and fans....ppl I have spoken to in lounges even the ppl that I have yet to meet...have made my day just a little better just knowing that at anytime they can pop in and say hey how are you? Or Just popping in to say hi...just makes a day a little more fun...give you something to look forward too

My Thoughts
ok so i stayed up all night again and this time not bc of stress. I thought everything i have been through since the start of this year, all the good and the bad. I thought about the past and about how it had come back to haunt me. I thought about all the people i have met and why i met them. I guess this is my thoughts on it all. Please bear with me as i try to put it all into words. I guess that in a way this is my way to express my true feelings on some of the people who have touched my life so deeply and those who helped to catch my fault. I have met alot of people and had alot of experiences so im not sure if i will tell it all. I guess i realized tonight that sometimes things happen and we dont understand them bc we arent supposed to know why they happen. Tonight there are some special people close to my heart that i miss dearly bc they have passed on. I think about micheal who was a great friend and who i miss dearly. I think about my grandma and my grandpa who i miss so much

~myth Or Hopeless Wonder~
Myth or Hopeless Wonder Just when you are ready to give up, It happens, that someone special walks into your life With no warning, no time to prepare You are over taken with so much emotion. With one simple kiss, You melt like snow, being a puddle on the floor. Your lost in their hug, their embrace Making you feel so weak, yet so strong and safe. As you look into each others eyes, You can see the connection, the unblievable wonder You can not explain the depth of how you feel So you hold on tight and look forward to the next time you are their arms. What will tomorrow bring, Where will this lead, Is it a myth or just a hopeless thought Can this really be happening? ~Jaynie

My Thoughts On What Is Important
This will be randomly written. See I got fired from Hardee's where i worked from age 16 until age 18 or 19. i'm not complaining, but it wasn't fair especially since i worked my ass off for them to outdo mcdonalds. but while i worked there i bought food for the place i live at now, had the place stocked to the rims with food. and now it's barely any food because most of the money goes to my stepdad's obsession with beer and bingo. i have no job so i have no say in what they buy right? but shouldn't a household have enough food in it to make 3 meals a day? i only eat one meal a day because i'm afraid that if i eat 3 meals a day that the food will be gone before the next day my mom gets paid. and sometimes i have to go ask neighbors for stuff which i know they get tired of supporting us when we should have enough money to get the things we ask for. what do ya'll think?

My Thoughts, Not Yours
I hate this world so much sometimes. One minute the world is absolutely perfect, then the next minute everything around you crumbles to pieces. You find someone or something you want, but you can not have. This seems to be the story of my life and I'm begining to get sick of it. Another thing I'm getting sick of is the bullshit and the drama. People need to grow up and get on with their lives. It was one thing when we were in high school, but come on! I Grew up a long time ago, you should too. Let shit go, cuz in the end none of it will matter. The only thing that matters is youself and the ones you love. So live each day to the fullest, with no regrets. I've learned that life is too short, the truth is you dont know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guarunteed. Screw the people who dont like you, their opinions of you don't matter. Always tell the people around you how much you love and care about them. You never know if it will be the last tim

My Thoughts Written Down.
Ok first off I just wanna say this is my opinion about things. If you wanna comment go right ahead, but I'm NOT going to argue about anything. I just wanna get some stuff off my chest. First off Gas Prices... What the hell is going on here? Why are the gas prices so damn high, did someone at OPEC sneeze or what? I understand that there are things going on in this world that effect the prices but come on... We have oil companies making RECORD profits every year!!! Why can't they take some of that record profits and build more refineries, or lower their prices a few cents? That just seems absolutely ridiculous. I am on the fence about gas prices, I think the oil companies are ripping the American people off but I also look at this way, If you don't like the gas prices buy a bike. I do ALOT of biking now(which I need to day anyways :P) if I need to run to the store to grab some bread or somthing small I jump on my bike ride my fat ass to go get it.

My Thoughts & Words
DIG ALITTLE DEEPER WHY DON'T YOU NOW ~ FOR ALL YOU HAVE LEAREDIN THE PAST IS IRRELEVANT ~ FORGET THE RULES ~ THE NEW RULE IS EVERYTHING GOES ~ FORGET WHAT SOCIETY HAS TOLD YOU IS CLEAN ~ ALL THAT WAS DIRTY IS NOW DEEMED CLEAN ~ DIG A LITTLE DEEEPER AND SET YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES FREE ~ FEEL NO SHAME ~ EVERYTHING IS NOT AS IT SEEMS ~ LET GO F YOUR FEARS ~ CRAVE ONLY WHAT YOU DESIRE ~ SEARCH DEEP AND BRING BACK ALL THAT YOU WHERE FORCED TO PUSH AWAY ~ DON'T GET CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME ~ IS BECAUSE IT'S JUST THAT ~ A GAME ~ AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LIFE

My Theme Song !!!!!!!!
Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me, now You're probably on your flight back to your hometown I need some shelter of my own protection baby Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've gotta get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry The path that I'm walking, I must go alone I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket [Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

My Thoughts
I'M A FIRM BELEAVER IN "GOD" AND EVERYTHING HE IS, WHAT HE STANDS FOR, WHY HIS SON WALKED THIS UGLY WORLD!! WHAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IS THOSE CERTIN FEW WHO WALKED THIS PLACE, SOME RIGHT BESIDE HIM, CAN EVEN TRY TO AND AND TELL ME WHAT IS SO CALLED RIGHT, OR WRONG, I BELEIVE THEY CALL THEMSELVES THE MORAL MAJORITY! HERE I SIT ALMOST 49 YEARS OLD, AND THESE PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT, AND WHERE I CAN SAY THINGS THAT I WANT TO SO SAY OR WHAT I WANT TO LOOK AT OR READ! I'M TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP MY ANGER OUT OF THIS! WHAT GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CAN'T SAY! THESES SO CALLED WORDS, PICS, SAYINGS, HAVE PROBUBALLY BEEN AROUND JUST AS LONG AS J.C. HIMSELF! BUT NO BECAUSE THESES SO CALLED MORAL MOJORITY HAS DECIDED FOR ME THAT THESE THINGS ARE NOT SIUTTABLE FOR THE PUBLIC, THEIR NOT TO BE, MIND YOU I AM LEAVEING THE CHILDREN OUT OF THIS BECAUSE IT IS COMPLETELLY WRONG FOR THEM, IT'S THEIR CHOICE WHEN THEY ARE OLD ENOUGH AND GROWN UP ENOUGH TO MAKE THAT CALL THEMSEL

My Thoughts For Today
hey fellow cherrytappers hope you are all having a great memorial day long weekend. well its time for one of those thoughts that come to me. first off posting comments on peoples profiles is a great thing but when people start posting comments that are demeaning to people like the one about the cat killing a retard to some it may be funny, but to alot of people that have kids or know of people with down syndrone its not funny then. that i have a problem with if people think its funny. to me everyone is created equal whether they are disabled or have special needs. they are much of a person as we are. they are no different from you and i. and should be loved and treated the same. use your heads people. what if i were to send a comment say to people saying that killing newborns is okay which is not right period you would all up in arms against me for that. not that i am saying i will its just a figure of speech. me personally i have known alot of people with CF, people that are specia

My Theme Song!!!!
FERGIE LYRICS "Big Girls Don't Cry" Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I

My Thoughts Of My 2 Ladys I Love You Both
Dream Of Me "Dream of me", she said as she hung up the phone "Dream only of me my love, and me alone" And later that night, when his body hit the bed, Visions of her beauty danced through his head her first dream of her was in Paris, along the Champs Elyesses Dancing with the night, playing hide-and-seek with the day The beauty of her face reflected in his eyes Never before had she felt so happy, never before had she felt so alive she next dream of her was paradise, it looked like Belize There they drank Pina Coladas and lived a life of ease The beauty of her body reflected in the sun It was then that she knew in her heart that she was the only one her last dream of her was the best of the three It was a vision of the one thing that her hoped someday would be The warmth of her body next to her, reflected in candlelight she longed for it to be like this, each and every night she rose from her dream in the middle of the night Stretching out her arms and rubb

My Thirst
The night deadly quiet.. Your heart beat all i hear The sound enticing me As i get closer i see the moon light gleaming off your bare neck and chest The pulse pounding in your neck calling to me I lean in slowly feeling your warmth One sweet bite and you'll be mine..... Your deep moan as i sink my teeth into your flesh excites me The taste so sweet as i feed my deep hunger.... I pull away slowly...... Allowing the the beautiful deep crimson blood to flow down your chest, As i softly whisper make love to me for your forever mine

My Thoughts
My thoughts are cloudy , things used to be so clear. My life has become so complicated, it used to be so easy. There were no worries. Not having to think weather or not I will have enough to pay my bills each month. How did it get this way? Where did I go wrong? Did i make a mistake with the route's I took? I don't know what to do. I want the life for my daughter to be good. I want her to have what I didn't have. I want to be Happy and in Love with someone. But who will that be? Will it ever happen? How can I expect someone to find me beautiful and irresistible if I don't think I am beautiful and irresistible? Will it be someone i am attracted to? Will I have to settle for less? Why can't the O.N.E. I Love, love me in return? For who I am and not what I look like? I know I have a good personality. Why can't that be enough? Life is hard right now. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. The one thing that keeps me going is Alicia. She is my love, my life. First and foremost my ALL

My Thoughts To My Baby
Here I am 7 wks and 3 days along. I can't wait to see you and know how you are doing. I made up my mind today for you, no more smoking. Not even after you are here. I love you so much and I don't want to cause you any harm. You are my baby and no one can take you from me. KISSES AND HUGS EVERYDAY. Love Always, Mommy

Myth Of The Full-body Orgasm
Why is everybody hyped up on this "full body orgasm" crap? I'm serious, you see it everywhere, all the magazines in the checkout line at grocery stores "Find ALL his pleasure spots" or "Stay in bed all day and enjoy it!" I do, it's called sleep. Might not start till 8 o'clock in the morning, but I can garauntee it'll last till 6 pm. But honestly, it's not hard to have a full body orgasm. Not hard... and not fun. Because the full body orgasm does not originate in the genital region. I'm sorry ladies, it's just not there. No, the full body orgasm is when you get that spasm where you burp, sneeze, hiccup, cough, fart, laugh and crap your pants all that same time. It's like "HIccUrpchooGAahchUAgppfftTThaHAHaoops...uhoh" Now all of a sudden you're rolling on the ground, foaming at the mouth because a warhead just went off in your chest cavity. It's like mini-marines are doing a shock'n'awe from your testicles, (or what have you), through your diaphragm and up into your brain

My Thoughts
Hi this is my first blog or attempt at a blog so bare with me. Just a few thoughts as I sat here and think about the profiles I have seen and read on CherryTAP I got this link at a friends site and she is a remarkable person, should visit her page and have a look at what a strong woman can do.Alex@ CherryTAP But as I said theses are my thoughts about CherryTAP and the intersting people you find there. If you have a look at my site then you will understand that I look for and find things or people that I think are intersting or have some thing that I might use in my life, but if you should see or heard of any body that would meet these requirements send me a shout or a message telling me about them or where I can find them and then I will look them up. Also I check the NSFW check box because if I have said or wrote any thing that might offend someone then I have done what I call CYOA which stands for Cover Your Own Ass as nobody else will and it may safe me from getting into trouble

My 40th Birthday
Ok, a few inquiring minds wanted to know how the big 40th b-day celebration went down. The original last-minute plan was my friend Ken was going to pick me up in L.A., take me to the airporter and we'd fly to Vegas Friday morning. However, I had a court hearing that morning to get the decision on a trial I did about three weeks before, so I had to do that first. I was a little nervous about the decision. It's a hugely important case for my client and although most of the trial seemed to be going well for us, the Judge asked some questions near the end that made me a little nervous. In any event, I felt good about it but I was worried that if I lost the case, it would set a negative tone for my whole birthday weekend. It turns out the Judge must have known my 40th birthday was coming up because I won the case on all issues. My client was happy (although the fucker forgot my birthday present), it made me happy and continues my undefeated trial record so I was definitely r

My Thoughts And Poems
Life Is A Prison life is a prison, oh God let me out! no one to listen, to hear when i shout! climb the walls of insanity, ride the waves of despair if you fall it don't matter, there's no one to care i used to wish for a window to see birds, trees and sky, but you're better without one stops you aiming too high watching freedom is painful, for those locked away seeing joy, love and happiness, another price that you pay strong is good, weak is bad be it false, be it true your mind makes the choice, and enforces it too cell walls built by society, with rules to adhere if you breach the acceptable, you had better beware hide the pain, carry on, routine is the key don't let on that you're not, what you're pretending to be lock it all up inside you, how badly that bodes look out for that one day, when it all just explodes! leaving naught but a shell, base functionality too but killing all else, that was uniquely you so how do you

My Thought
Sometimes life isn't fare and things happen to you and your not sure why. Everything happens for a reason rather or not we understand it is the biggest questions. I just know that each highway i go on leads me to new things and new faces and at the end of all things i hope the ones who have crossed my path know that they will not be forgotten. To the ones that have not met me yet know that they will be remembered and that i cared and just wanted to make them smile.

My Thoughts On D/s
Fantasy vs. Reality Daily, I encounter what I consider to be misconceptions about what Domination/submission (D/s) is and what dominants and submissives are. I see it in literature and the media, online and in real-life acquaintances. For most, I suppose, Bondage/discipline Domination/submission Sadism/Masochism (BDSM) is something which is fairly confined to the bedroom. For them, it is about sex. A way to spice up otherwise dull relationships. I often hear references to "playing" and "players." They are convenient terms used to describe activities and others in the Scene, but, to me, these words are telling. In my life, D/s isn't a game at which I play. It is something I am. My dominant nature pervades every aspect of my life and it exists within me every moment of every day. It's intensity may wax and wane with my and my partner's mood and needs, but it is always there. I am what some refer to as a "natural dominant." I've always felt most comfortable in control, both in everyda

My Thoughts At 5 In The Morning
I dont see the point in allowing anyone into my heart anymore when all it seems to end in is heartbreak. I cant stand the feeling of my heartbreaking because of someone that I love or have loved. All it does is make me have extremely bad thoughts that is best left unsaid. My name says crazy one and there is a reason for that. I am crazy just ask anyone that really knows me. So from now on no one is allowed to get into my heart anymore. So if you talk to me thinking you will find love here you are wrong. There is no love here anymore for anyone. I am tired of playing stupid games with people that lie and cheat and build you up just to let you fall again. I know how low someone can get and worse I have been there. I will not be taken back to that place again I have gotten out and not going back ever. My craziness is deeper than anyone knows even the people that think they knows me dont really know anything. They dont understand how I see no point anymore in anything. The only reason I do

My Thoughts On Love.
MY FOREVER.MY EVERYTHING..MY ALWAYS..MY LOVE.. I GAVE UP ON LOVE THEN OUT OF THE CLEAR YOU CAME ALONG AND BEFORE I KNEW IT MY HEART WAS BEATING TO A NEW SONG! IT WAS A MELODY OF SWEET LOVE THAT I HAVE FOUND IN YOU AND NOW THAT I FOUND YOU ALL MY DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE. I ONCE BELIEVED I COULDNT LOVE FOR FEAR OF REJECTION AND NOW YOU HAVE SHOWED ME THEIR ARE RULES TO THE EXCEPTION FOREVER IN MY HEART WILL YOU BE AND WITHIN MY SOUL DWELLS YOUR PERFECTION. MY COLORS HAD FADED TO A DULL GREY AND NOW WITH YOU LOVE THEY SHINE LIKE RAYS NEVER WILL I TAKE OUR LOVE FOR GRANTED I SHALL LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE AND FOREVER EVEN AFTER DEATH WHEN WE RISE..YOU ARE THE BRIGHTNESS OF THE STARS I WISH UPON EVERY NIGHT THE GLOW OF THE MOON THATS SHINES SO BRIGHT.AND THE RAINDROPS THAT FALL FROM THE SKY ARE MERELY MY TEARS I SHED FOR YOU WHEN I SAY GOODBYE. THIS IS WHAT TRUE LOVE IS TO ME FINDING MY ONCE IN MY LIFETIME LOVE! WRITTEN FOR YOU BY ME ON JUNE 19 2007

My 6th Lesson In Driving
Tomorrow is my last driving lesson. I also improved on what i did wrong the other day. i am doing better. I just need to slow down at the corners and inch close enough to see around. If nothing is coming turn...look once then twice then again and go. I have to do this in a state of silence. No instruction. So tomorrow I hope she will talk less and not put her hand on the wheel. I will become accustomed to her not being there. So i have to pretend like her voice is in my head but that voice is my own (or some otehr voice i use to be her voice....perhaps James Earl Jones hehe smile ) So tomorrow I do my lesson and Saturday I get my license. I probably won't go anywhere until the week after next week...in any case I will be ready to leave the city and meet people. For now...a snack...but first I must go to thte store to get pickles (kosher...perhaps NY Kosher Dill)

My Thoughts On Paper
I am just finishing up in the shower when you come in...I don't know your there...but you heard me as I was playing with the shower spray...You immediately got excited...when I turned off the shower you panicked and ran to my room...when you hear me coming you climbed in my closet....I come into my room with just a small towel wrapped around me...I go over to my dresser and turn on the radio...You relax a little knowing I wont hear you in there...now i have my back to the closet and take off my towel...you admiring my body begin to feel your cock begin to stiffen...you have a great view of my naked wet body...I bend over and flip my long red hair forward to dry it off...now you have a fantastic site...my ass and my pussy in direct view beckoning for you to massage them...you can see everything jiggling as i work the towel through my hair....You unzip your pants and pull out your stiff swollen cock...this is something you have dreamed of for a long time...to see me naked...I stand up s

My Thoughts
...**** This is my diary screaming out loud, but im just afraid that i wont get it all out. its all in side of me and there are more things here, in heaven and earth then u have ever dreamt of in ur philosophies. don’t ever tell a person that u love them and dont. Tell me something for ne reason. Blankets curled up with only one lonesome sole between them. i think i am waiting for that one, waiting for the unlucky to be undone. Capture a feeling of stars and shine give ur self up but never go blind. Because seeing is believing and only when u catch them do u believe they’re cheating. why don’t we just take another’s advise. y is it that we need our clues to be certified and precise. hard evidence to show things are more believable hard evidence to see the unmistaken inevitable. stupid most would say but until ur in the situation u will never know the meaning of the word "betrayed." i sit here thinking everyday, analyzing every fuking word that u say. i want to steel ur attention like a

My Thank You To Everyone
I'm greatful for all the love that each and everyone has given to me. You all have went above and beyond what I ever even dreamed of. I hope to be able to return all the love in the near future to you. Thank you to all my new friends for Fanning, Adding, and rating me. I'm returning the love as quickly as I can. To my Family and Friends thank you for continuing to always show love.You all are awesome!!!! Thank you to everyone for reposting bulletins to help me. I love Cherry Tap and there are a lot of wonderful people on here. Have a great weekend..Much Love and Respect to all...BooBoo:) Special Thanks to I Love Sporks for my pimpout. Please stop by and show her some love. href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=158234&friend=158234" target=_blank>I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend- @ CherryTAP

My 19th Bday I Want
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My Thought's On Friend's....
i want to start off by saying that, i am one truely honest person....i like u as a friend and only a friend unless i tell you otherwise!! if you are here just to try to make more than that, you might as well move on...unless you are like really really hott...like my crush...lol. but anyway's i just want to meet new people and have REAL conversation's!! please don't shout at me with some crazy shit like...do you like your toes sucked...come on now!! shit like that will make me want to block ya!! i don't get personal as i am a very personal person. i am a REAL PERSON....don't try to get your rock's off with me... cuz it won't happen!! if you can't accept that...then you need not add me!!

My Thoughts For Today And This Weekend.
What can go wrong next? well im sure if anything goes wrong it will happen tonight..or maybe my weekend from heck will carry on to the week. Wouldnt surprise me at all.Everything seems to be going wrong for me the last few days. Why is it when you need someone the most, they're never there for you. But always need you there for them. or want you to tell them everything you want..and then never want to tell you anything..i tell ya..that gets on my nerves. If things dont start to get better.. I swear i will scream..well either scream cry or tear my hair out..lol whatever feeling comes over me at the time. Well thanks for letting me vent..could be more tomorrow ..depending on if something else happens to me or my family.

My Thoughts Of Suicide
Here I sit and write this poem Thinking of all I love and all I hate Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate I think of all the times I used to laugh And now I wish I'd just die How did so much misery come in to my life And now all I have are thoughts of suicide Crying every night is not the way to live Heck I'm still a kid I should be out hanging with all my friends But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head Will they care when I am gone When nothings left expect my thoughts And this small poem telling everyone I will be no more in about an hour Don't try to save me Just save your tears Nothing can stop me Because i have thoughts of suicide Heres to the end my dear friend I hope you live life through This is the end to this girls life And all her thoughts to boot Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide

My Thoughts On Chris Benoit
I've been reading all the media and postings on Chris Benoit's death and i would like to say a few things. First, I admit it was wrong for him to kill his wife and son but enough is enough. There are a lot of issues that we the public do not know about regarding Chris' personal life. No one knew what was going through his mind to cause him to do these criminal things. Ever since the WWE was in court over the steriods abuse each WWE superstar has to take a physical several times a year to ensure that they are not abusing themselves internally. If the meds found in the house were prescribed are WE the public going to punish the doctor(s) who gave Chris the meds? I think not. They prescribed the meds to him but did not tell him to take more than necessary. Second, at first when it was announced that all three were dead what was the first thing done by the WWE?? They canceled the original program and dedicated the 3hr show to the memory of the Benoit's. One day later after the poli

My Thoughts
My mind is always on the go My thoughts are constant and never slow They're logical, jumbled, intense and deep They stay with me thru wake and sleep I've slept well, not these past few years My thoughts bring worry, tears and fears I would be content if down they eased Allowed peaceful rest, I would be Appeased A power switch would be divine To shut down awhile these thoughts Of mine.

My Thoughts On This The 4th Of July
I know that most people on this day are feeling prideful and patriotic but as for me im thinking of how different my life is sence last yr and the year before. To the person who 2 yrs ago i watched fireworks with....to the person that we made our own fireworks last year... I love you Cathy. I wanted to say that even thou you are not here with me on this 4th that my thoughts are of you and I pray that by the next 4th you are back with me in my arms again. Your Loving Man Stacy

My Thoughts...
Honestly, fakeness comes in many forms and sometimes it may take a long time for you to realize how fake one person can be. Fakeness can come in the form of fake pictures, pictures of someone who isnt them. Fakeness can be people who pretend to be your friend because it benefits them. Personally I think all of us have been burned a couple times, hell I had a friend over 3 years on the net turn out to be the biggest fake Ive ever known.. Sad really. how do you learn to find trust in people again... sadly its not always taht easy ... alot of good people may lose out on a chance to know you cause some twisted fuck decided to fuck with ya head...

My 19th Birthday
Today was my 19th birthday. It was a odd birthday... but truth be told... I liked how it all happened.... Frist of all i woke up and had to wake the 3 best kids i know and then, we all went to a family bar-a-Q. Eveyone in are family was there and i had a blast and TONIGHT i am going to get smashed but the thing is that it dose not take much for me to gert smashed. My friends call me a cheap date but that is a other blog for a other day. Peace...I AM GOING CRAZY

My Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

My Thought Right Now Like Or Hate
I slowly learn that life is too short as is thing are not always what they seem. every day you can grow and can or say the same. today like always I want to learn and grow. I want to see how you see the world though your eyes. I like the line dance with the devil the devil doesn't change he changes you. In a lot of ways it true but you can change for the best too. I really love myself to day and have deep understand of who I am the older I get I lear something new about myself and people. I like the one one with person over a crowed room. I was have really bad bout with depressionthe other and it made me see more and more that I want love, life and to be happy but no one is happy all the time and if are you your lier. NO one can be happy content maybe but not happy cause things goes wrong for everyone at one point in time or another.

My Theme Songs (tesla)
Love Song" as recorded by Tesla So you think that it's over Say your love has finally reached the end Anytime you call Night or day I'll be right there for you If you need a friend CHORUS: Yeah Love is all around you Love is knocking outside the door Waitin' for you Is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again I know you'll find love again It's gonna take a little time Time is sure to mend your broken heart Don't you even worry Pretty darlin' I know you'll find love again [ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ] CHORUS: SOLO Love will find a way Darlin' Love is gonna find a way Find it's way back to you Love will find a way So look around Open your eyes Love is gonna find a way Love is gonna Love is gonna find a way Love will find a way Love's gonna find a way Back to you Yeah I know I know I know I know ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE WAY IT IS Doesn't matter who gets the best of who

My Thoughts
Robin Williams has a plan for the war. I have one for the immigration problem. Me personally I think we should put an Ellis Island type of thing on the border. Make them come though this country like my relatives did, like your relatives did. Make them get jobs, all twenty of them living in the house down the street. Make them pay taxes. You want to live in this country learn the damn language. My relatives had to, so every did everybody else who came over here. Why are they given an exception? If we went to Mexico tomorrow to live. We would be expected to speak Spanish. No translator is going to be provided to us. Better question, when our relatives came though Ellis Island were they given a translator? Did this country in anyway coddle them with somebody who spoke their language? Did they have to learn not only to communicate, but read and write in this language? I say we give them, I’ll be nice, two year, to learn to speak read, and write in English. What you do

My Thoughts On Being Single
ok 1st off lets state the facts 1. I am as single as a dollar bill in an empty parking lot 2. I am a flirt. 3. I am genuine Ok just to set things out in the air. I am not with anyone in any way shape or form havent been since January and feel good bout it. I am single as a dollar bill in empty parking lot with tumble weed blowing. I enjoy the single life. I am not in anyway trying to lead anyone on play games or get mixed up in a world of hurt and feelings that my heart is not ready to handle or accept. I have many feelings for certain people and maybe will see where it goes over time but does not keep me from talking or seeing/flirting with others. DO I FLIRT....yeah who doesn't, DO I HAVE CRUSHES, yes I DO. I adore some people tremendously. If this causes problems then quit talking to me because I'm not gonna deal with the drama. If I am somewhere, where ever the place may be and I am talking to someone else or flirting why do people get mad. I AM SINGLE. that should be all

My Thoughts On Life
im aware that some of the topics i talk about in my blog my offend some ppl. that is not my intention. the views expressed in this r mine and mine alone. yes, there is pian in my life. if u judge me based on what i say in this blog, then ur not worth my time even getting to know u. i try to make friends everywhere i go. im more of a watcher than a talker. i observe ppl in everyday life, and ill be honest some of the things i observe r disturbing, frightening, and things that make me ashamed of the human race at times. for instance cheatingon ur girlfriend/boyfriend or husbands/wives. what is the point. i mean honestly, if ur not happy with what goes on in the relationship either try to reconcile it or go ur seperate ways. i know in the case of splitting up there's issue and other things to consider, but in the end, if u do everything u possibly can to fix it, then splitting is best for all parties involved. so please ppl do urselves and the ppl u care for a favor, be hone

My Thoughts Of You
WHEN THINGS SEEM SO LONELY AND OFTEN SEEM SO BLUE I TURN MY THOUGHTS TOO NO ONE BUT YOU I DREAM AND DREAM OF THAT SPECIAL DAY WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER IN OUR OWN LITTLE WAY I SIT AND THINK OF YOU SO MUCH IT DRIVES ME CRAZY I NEED YOUR TOUCH I WANT YOU TO KNOW DEEP DOWN IN YOUR HEART MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER DEPART BUT FOR NOW TILL THAT SPECIAL DAY IM SENDING YOU A KISS IN MY OWN SPECIAL WAY

Mythological Creatures
You scored as Faerie, Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie100% Mermaid75% Angel50% Dragon42% WereWolf33% Demon0% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Thought's Took A Long Time To See Them
You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became closer friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step with one anoth

My Thoughts
everytime i sit here thinking i wonder why life has chosen the way i am for me i wish just once i could feel normal and i hope one day normal will come to me i feel like the whole world is crashing down on me and i feel like my life is in the shitter but yet i keep going you feel like your hurt will never go away and the fun times just arent enough anymore this is called life

My Thoughts At The Moment!
If love is like a seed growing and takes work, how come nothing is growing even though I'm working my butt off? I feel Ignored, Pushed away, Uncared for, Not good Enough, Played . &hearts JEN-

Mythology
You scored as vampire, You are a vampire! You hate the light and love the nightlife. You hate the weak and have nothing but contempt for them. You care about nothing but yourself, and often entertain yourself at the cost of others. You feel no guilt or remorse and belong to the eternity of the night.vampire90% fallen angel90% faerie60% angel50% mermaid30% Which mythological creature is most like you?created with QuizFarm.com

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My Thoughts....
Ok, so it's Friday morning, and I woke up thinking about this. We have all gone through so much in our lives, and we like to believe that we have become better people out of these situations, but are we? I know that personally I am starting to wonder about my own self. I have dealt with so much crap in my life time that I am starting to wonder if I have became some crazy nut instead. Yeah, I try to keep it together, and no I never tried to kill myself to stop all the drama, but I have become one mean, cold woman if you ask some people. To others, they think I am one of the strongest people they know. They sit and look at me with admiration, and wonder how I ever got through it. And I think "why?". Do I really deserve for people to think that about me? Do I really have it together like they think I do? I wonder sometimes. There are times when I feel like my life is finally coming together, and I can finally let my guard down and be me again. Then some dumb idiot or some dumb situation c

My Thoughts
My Thoughts All of my toughts, I keep locked inside Not wanting to hurt you Seeming not to notice, Your thoughts flow freely to my ears My heart breaks a little more with each sentance Wondering ,when I lost myself, Unable to speak truths back to you I try to seperate from my feelings, letting your words roll off of my shoulders Not showing the cracks in the Dam of my emotions While a waterfall of pain flows from my heart Not knowing how to repair a hurt that is untold I scan your face for a glimps of the sunshine that brightened my day Only seeing shadows of what had been With each harsh word the brightness fades Sending me into a darkness I can not escape Longing to feel the arms that have kept me safe They hang to your sides uninviting I have nothing to grasp The love I have for you is deeper than the ocean Keeping me silent in my pain Trying not to dissapoint you I struggle to hold my head above the surface Not wanting yo

My Thoughts As Of Right Now!!!
Sinking fading fast... Tortured souls clashing and colliding... Drowning in a sea of twisted broken dreams... Ripped apart tearing out my heart... It lies bleeding in your hand where I left it... Throw it away, crush it to the ground... I will never need it again... I have turned black, cold as ice... I will never feel again... I will become everything you say I am... Only to make you fulfill your fantasy of me... I live only to please... In what ever way you may need... I will become your worst nightmare... If that is what you really want of me... I will be your heaven, I will be your hell... I am an angel on my knees... It is for you that I bleed.. Punish me if you must... If it makes you feel like a man... But cherish me always... For I am only what you created... Nothing more nothing less... Do you like what you have made of me???

My Thoughts
My thoughts run freely about anything and everything. When I think of my lover my body betrays me in so many ways. My eyes voluntarily close. A soft deep throated moan escapes through my lips as I picture him naked before me. Sitting there with his legs spread inviting me to play. My nipples harden at the thought of his voice. Strong and masculine calling to me to taste his muscles. To taste him in every way. My mouth begins to water at the thought of his thick manhood inside of it. My tongue tingles with the remembered thoughts of how his manhood feels like velvet. My lower region grows warm and thickens at the thought of him entering me. The slow thrusts. The deep strokes that would make my juices flow feverishly. My thoughts race at the thought of his arms around me or the feeling of his big string hands caressing me. My thoughts rampage within me. My thoughts become like sexual demons. I touch myself as I picture my lover touching me. His tongue every whe

My Thoughts
I want to be a soft, sweet scented oasis And my lips part to offer only you The tenderness of my love I want to quiver at your touch Let me wrap you up in comfort Thrill you with kisses Intoxicate you with my body Let me satisfy your desires.

My Thoughts
I often think about If their was a god,and a devil,and if i was religious .lol. That God is one sick mother fucker,He kills kids,Lets kids get raped,lets and laughs when people shoot themselves,He rallies all his nuts together and they pray on him and do weird shit,Anyone who is overly religious is fucking nuts.You have to think,If there was a god,and these people love him so much,that they are willing to sacrifice for him in any way ,Why is god punishing them,and making them nuts.I think its cause god was real ,hes the evil one...And some where between the years people started praying on the wrong person.I was reading antons books ,He wrote the devils note book and the satanic bible,and Hes brilliant ,Well most of the things he says ,About worshiping a so called devil and that people automatically think you are evil and want evil things down to others and shit,And in all reality The people who dont worship god are usually very smart,and are lost in a world of people who pray on a

7 Myths Of Autism
1. Autistic People Are All Alike Myth: If I’ve met an autistic person (or seen the movie Rain Man), I have a good idea of what all autistic people are like. Fact: Autistic people are as different from one another as they could be. The only elements that ALL autistic people seem to have in common are unusual difficulty with social communication. 2. Autistic People Don't Have Feelings Myth: Autistic people cannot feel or express love or empathy. Fact: Many -- in fact, most -- autistic people are extremely capable of feeling and expressing love, though sometimes in idiosyncratic ways! What's more, many autistic people are far more empathetic than the average person, though they may express their empathy in unusual ways. 3. Autistic People Don't Build Relationships Myth: Autistic people cannot build solid relationships with others. Fact: While it’s unlikely that an autistic child will be a cheerleader, it is very likely that they will have solid relationships with, at t

My 15th Anniversary
Yes 15 years ago today I said I do! Never thought I'd see the day, however I've made it. I'm so proud of myself/husband, hopefully we'll have another 15 if not more or at least till the day I die or him... Smiles

My Thoughts
Well as I sit here I think so people have said that I think to much for my own good.. I know nothing and especially life makes no sense what so ever. Try to be a nice caring person and we get shit on. I know been there many a time. I do understand. The boy's Mother was a maniac depressive so I have been through it all worse in person then just emails. I have been through the mill. I lost my Mother and I lost a child and have been used by a few women. Now all I want to do is find a friend with benefits. LOL I learned that term in 2005 when I was down in Louisiana for hurricane duty. I doubt I will get married again. I think I might move in with someone but marry no not again I think. But I haven’t met any friends with benefits either lol. Sorry I guess I'm just being an idiot tired of being alone and having no sex life or cuddling or someone to go to the movies with me or to hold hands with, etc. I try then feel like not trying because no one else seems to want to try. Maybe I do think

Mythical Phoenix Bird
In ancient Egyptian mythology and in myths derived from it, the phoenix is a mythical sacred firebird. Said to live for 500, 1461 or for 12594 years (depending on the source), the phoenix is a male bird with beautiful gold and red plumage. At the end of its life-cycle the phoenix builds itself a nest of cinnamon twigs that it then ignites; both nest and bird burn fiercely and are reduced to ashes, from which a new, young phoenix arises. The new phoenix embalms the ashes of the old phoenix in an egg made of myrrh and deposits it in Heliopolis ("the city of the sun" in Greek), located in Egypt. The bird was also said to regenerate when hurt or wounded by a foe, thus being almost immortal and invincible - a symbol of fire and divinity. Although descriptions (and life-span) vary, the phoenix became popular in early Christian art and literature as a symbol of the resurrection, of immortality, and of life-after-death. Originally, the phoenix was identified by the Egyptians as a stork or hero

My Thoughts Of Me , Life N Fubar
I just wanted to finally create my 1st blog, and say thank you to all my friends and family at fubar,for everything i luv u all!, ya know life gets me down sumtimes, not only because of my different situations; as in disability, life in general, n love as well, but i come here and everyone makes me smile laugh, and feel loved. So to you all thanks again! Special thanks to Bassmaniac, for bringin me to Fubar, and Lujak, for makin some cool pics for me.Keep the love flowin and the drinks comin cold!

My Thoughts Upon Waking...
With thoughts of you I start my day, before i dress even before i pray. I think of you, you're on my mind, my thought right now: "SHE'S ONE OF A KIND!" Your eyes... your smile... your loving face, thoughts like these?..A warm embrace. You fill my heart, you caress my soul... YOU are the half that makes ME whole. To hear your laugh or to feel your touch, Such small things would mean so much. Because you see... I'd gladly give a day for each minute spent w/you, always standing by your side Bcuz my love is true. And so it is as your man I give you my life, and make it my plan... to make you my wife. For not only my Love, you are also my Best friend, So when comes my last breath, I want U at the end. But wait! What's this?!?!? A new though now is in my head, as i lay here in my bed. I ask a question, I whisper your name... Please tell me _______, "Do you feel the same?" Now my thoughts...they turn to worry! I wonder why my vision is blurry!

My Three Ring Circus
Sometimes I feel like the ring master of a 3 ring circus...I have been sitting here listening to my kids run around this house yelling and screaming, crying and complaining, and all out fighting for the last few hours...Of course every time there is an uprising I have to go and send them to their respective corners...I think the summer has lasted too long and it is high time they go back to school! My oldest son (15) just scared the life out of my youngest daughter (10)...He was outside waiting for the eclipse and she was in her room playing until he tapped on the window and gave her a heart attack....It is 1am and my b/f type person is sound asleep...I hope he stays that way...Anyway, the fun never ends at my house...I swear if it ever calmed down I would think the world had ended...I can't complain too much though, it is the end of summer and they have to get all of this out of their systems before they start their daily routine again... My oldest daughter (17) is trying to "stay i

My Thoughts
Hey Dawn. Its Gothic Soldier. I hope you return to us the same loving and sweet person you have been to us all. I work with alot of soldiers but none of them are more of a soldier than you are and have a heart like one. The lounge and fubar wont be the same without you.Take care and God Bless the beautiful women that we have all come to love. In heart and mind i will be there walking your journey with you. Love Ya Sis. To all this is a special person to alot of us. so please pray for her safe return to us all. She has helped and toke us in to her heart as part of her family. She deserves respect as the respect she gives each one of us. If anyone deserves to be called a soldier it is her. B/c she is strong and good hearted like a soldier in a war. So to her the special women. Life here is waiting for you. The walk maybe long and hard but your friends will continue to walk and be strong for you. Your songs Ozzy- Crazy Train and Changes will remind us of you always.

My Thoughts On Life
A person's life is like a tree. In the summer the sun shines, the rain is warm, and birds sing among the braches. But summer can't last forever, winter will come. When winter comes the tree doesn't die but it will loose some leaves and a few braches. The tree retreats back to its roots, down into the earth where it will wait out the harsh season. No winter lasts forever. Summer will come, the sun will return, along with the birds and they will sing. The tougher the winter, the tighter the grain, the stronger the tree. Like that of a person. Me.

My Thoughts
This Blog is thanks to the most wonderful man i know. He has opened my eyes to so many things and one of those things is putting in writting things we remember about life, lessons we have learned, and things we notice about everyday life. Thank you!! This will be an ongoing blog about those things. I hope you enjoy them and find some kind of humor, or knowledge in all that i will write. _________________________________________________ August 30, 2007 The key to happiness is not having everyones else's American dream it is making your own. If anyone tells you that they know who they are then they have lied to you...you will never know who you are as long as you continue to grow and learn from life experiences. Some things that i am coming to realize about myself....1. I am not grateful enough for the ones who care about me.2.I am not super woman(who would have thought that one?)3.It's ok to ask for help when you need it and not feel guilty about asking.4. I am scared to

My Thoughts About Wwe Raw
if your a wrestling fan then you will proberly understand this blog lmao... I AM SICK OF JOHN CENA AS THE WWE CHAMPION!!!!! i am a cena fan dont get me wrong but i would like to see someone new hold the title for a while like Randy Orton or Mr. Kennedy for that matter... as for william regal as the general manager of raw that was a big mistake i could of thought of a lot of more protential GMs than him like Mick Foley or heck i'll take back Eric Bischoff... and on a final note: CRYME TIME THE NEW WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPS!!!! peace!

The Myth Of Al Qaeda Is Now Almost Totally Exposed
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 06 Sep 2007, 11:49 http://www..rmationliberation.com/?id=23370.. Sunday August 12th, 2007 informationliberation.com The Myth of Al Qaeda is Now Almost Totally Exposed (Damian Lataan)The label 'Al Qaeda' has been used, or rather abused, ever since 11 September 2001 when the finger of blame for that terrifying day was pointed at bin Laden and his 'al Qaeda' organisation. Indeed, according to George Tenet in his book, At the center of the storm: My years at the CIA, bin Laden was blamed for the attacks by at least three-thirty in the afternoon of 11 September 2001. [1]Ever since 11 September 2001 bin Laden and/or al Qaeda have been used as an excuse for nigh on every attack that the US and the Israelis have made on Islamic peoples and their nations. An alleged relationship between Saddam Hussein and 'al Qaeda' was used as the casus belli for the US and its allies to invade Iraq.

My Thoughts For Jennifer (babydoll1976)
Does the smile when I whisper mean you are not offended by my words of lust? Fingertip caresses explore as I breath my desire into your open smile. Sit with me a while. Share a drink with me and let us talk of decadence openly. Thoughts that might take all night to ponder deeply with the time we have to share. moments spent in minutes or hours perhaps days of lust. Sin with me a while.

My Thoughts
So here I am a year older and what have I learned? I have learned that even the best laid plans can blow up in your face only to have better things fall in your lap. I've learned that no matter how much you are there for your "friends" some of them will only be there for you when it is beneficial for them. I now know that no matter how many times they ditch me or undermine me for their own agenda I have a terrible habit of still being there for them. I have learned that luck is the product of YOUR OWN labor. Not that of anyone else or the will of the fates. The only way we fail is to give up. People have hurt me this year. I have been abandoned in my hour of need, and sold out by those I counted on most only to be asked to be there for them in theirs. I have listened to people talk of stress and the difficulty of their lives when in all reality they have more going for them than most of society could ever dream of. I have listened to people discuss the unfairness of life and the fa

My Thoughts
Hey everybody, I have chased guys away and said i was going to marry other guys and such, but i realized i don't know what i want or where i might end up. I want to be happy, is that such a bad thing? I was wrong in my last relationship in a lot of places. I shall always miss him and I always think about him..... maybe, i am stupid, but why do guys play us women so????

Myth
mythbusters was in my community airport back in may shoting a segment of taxi drove to close to a jet engine so in that myth the flimed tests of size of vehicles drivein behind a jet engine to see the effects of it types of vehicles car, school bus, and a small airplain its suppose to air sept 25 on the discovery channel

My Thirst
Lets go baby and I can make a mountain where a boy once was and I can teach you the secrets of what is what was. I can grow you up and lay you down the secrets lie in me, beneathe this gown of frail femininity, this almost dying fearful wide eyes are smiling at you because they know you have a special gift for them. The raging sea of passion is licking up the insides of my tantric loving embraces over breasts that would feed children if not for their wild unsuspecting nature. i am a heart beating, throbbing surviving on all and anything you will give me. and i am dying when you use me to much or fill me so much that i burst. you are no angel and no demon but a man real flesh and blood. ripping tissue for tissue. life is for the living, but if you cannot feel alive then whats the reason? I can make your mouth drip with the knowing fire of desire, i can quench your thirst lover, i can take apart your hurts between my thighs and create a new civilizations of peace and laughte

"my Theme Song"!!!!
"When I'm gone" Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's ro

My Thought On Love
The wonder of that which you cannot see,only feel. themagic of that which you cannot explain,only discover. The warmth of that which you cannot locate,only capture.The one gift which can have endless recipients at any given moment in time and space, is the gift of love. It is the greatest inheritance any being can procure on any level, and affords the fortunate addressee the only pure expression of joy this life can offer. Many have attempted to explain this magical fervor, yet no one can pinpoint how or at exactly what moment love comes into being amoung souls. As the old may say that life is fleeting, such can be love. Fear not, love. Relishing in its source embracing all that love calls to the heart, seeds fruit within the soul that is everlasting. Love unbrellas the spirit with supernatural animation whereby increasing one,s capacity to recieve, share and give love back. The verses found within this mind mirrors the souls that love has touched in varying degrees, during varying con

My Thougts Today
i wish the crabby woman across the street would get laid because she need it. Why is Mcdonalds only serve breakfast until 10? There are too many comershals on TV and who pays? You and me thats who does!

My Thoughts
Fubar baby dont be crazy....im just lookin for a lil luvs... Just a friendship thing.. not crazy or fake... wanna them good things from up above... Now u might be my 4-eva..only GOD knows that 1.... so for now lets be true friends and have sum fun... You might be just a friend or even a passer by thats fake,..either way you touched my life... good or bad i had ta take... so watch out world...cause your in the category you chose...Move it round, change up a bit,till u can get it right...Cause baby aint nuthin like a real brutha...true ta the game 4-eva... Yea lifes game...its a matter how u play you , good or bad,,, You can make it what ya make it.... JUST BE TRUE...

My Thoughts For The Day
Today i saw a lotus in bloom This Oriental Blossom so full of passion My spirit was taken by its fragrance So Fragile the petals so strong the symbol would you be my lotus? so saith the bear in accordance with the prophecy.

My Thoughts And Feelings.
Hey everyone, What's up? Not much here. This will be my first really serious blog for Fubar. I have done many on myspace. But most have been music here. First off, would like to start off by seeing how all of you are?! I hope well, safe and happy. Anything new with all of you? Anyway I can help whether it be just listening or whatever please let me know. Ok now for I guess the randomality of this blog. Some might think it's pointless but just my time to put my thoughts into writing. I appreciate all the friends I really do. So don't think I don't. I am always up for getting to know new people and make new friends. I appreciate each and everyone of you all. I know fubar is all about whose more popular and all sorts of things. But I am not all about that. There are some great people here who I have been lucky enough to start getting to know. But here is my thing. If I ever get to godfather I don't care. It's not about popularity or points to me. It's about meeting new, genuine peo

My 100th Blog!!
Well I have it my 100th blog here on Fubar. As you can tell I am filling my blog area with various movie reviews today. And if you really pay attention, you might be picking up on how my review style has changed over time. I am also trying to keep movie series grouped together. Hope you are enjoying them.

The Mythical Man Month
There is an essay about software engineering called the mythical man month. It basically states that putting more programmers on a project does not always make a project get completed faster. Sometimes it makes it take longer. Along that same line, working more hours in a week does not always mean you will get more work done. Sometimes you do such a lousy job by being so tired that you have to spend more time fixing stupid mistakes than if you have worked less more rested and had done it right the first time. I think the Army needs to learn some of these lessons. I have too many soldiers assigned to a specific task, and I am required to keep them working longer than they need to with hardly any days off. Good times...

My Theater Homework
my theater class script somehow i am a literary genius. the theater nerds in my "intro to acting and directing" class treat me like the second coming of jesus, after reading this script out loud. now they want me to write and submit scenes to the dramatic society, seriously. the point of this exercise was to write and then direct a scene, given a set dialogue. so basically i had free reign to make up whatever i wanted, as long as i used the 20 lines of dialogue. also, due to formatting weirdness between word and fubar, the dialogue action is first, then the motivation is in the following line. -------------------------------------------------- Character Background Dave, 27 A promising Northeastern football player, until allegations of gambling sidelined his scholarship and career at 20; nowadays he makes his way as a blackjack dealer at the Golden Nugget, a lowbrow casino 25 minutes from Vegas on the 15. He deludes himself into thinking he's on the cusp

My Thoughts Into Poems
I lay awake at night wondering how things might have been. If i had gone down a different road would i be here in this place now.I wander through my dreams and see what i should have done things now that i look back i wish i had done. i turned my back on everyone that ever cared for me and i pushed away ppl that i loved but now its to late to change the past so my dreams float on by each night as i lay awake thinking tring so hard to figure out were to go next what to do after and then above all what i can change to make it all right . i walked away from someone that loved me and walked into a world that would have been better without me and the only thing i can say is Im sorry please forgive me love me guide me and teach me . all this i think of each night as i lay awke in my bed .

My Thoughts On Private Albums,
I just want to say that I love fubar. I personally enjoy more than myspace and the people I meet on here are usually pretty cool. I just think that some people are on here to meet people and make friends, while others are here to just harass others. Personally, I can understand now why most people have private "family only" albums. I just want to say that I understand people. But, I think that if someone has the courtesy to come straight out and ask you to see them rather then act smooth and con you, you should give them a shot. Just my though on the matter. Ciao!

My Thyroid
well as for right now i go in for surgery December 10th unless i can find another surgeon that can get me in sooner. i'll be on and off here but hopefully only more than i've been in the last two months. I had to quit my job but am going to try working part time until after the first of the year so i won't be having vip's or anything just don't forget about me cuz i'm not pink LoL

Mythical Phoenix, And It's True Hystory...
Modern cartoon image of Asian PhoenixIn Japan, as earlier in China, the mythical Phoenix was adopted as a symbol of the imperial household, particularly the empress. This mythical bird represents fire, the sun, justice, obedience, and fidelity. According to legend (mostly from China), the Ho-oo appears very rarely, and only to mark the beginning of a new era -- the birth of a virtuous ruler, for example. In other traditions, the Ho-oo appears only in peaceful and prosperous times (nesting, it is said, in paulownia trees), and hides itself when there is trouble. As the herald of a new age, the Ho-Oo descents from heaven to earth to do good deeds, and then it returns to its celestial abode to await a new era. It is both a symbol of peace (when it appears) and a symbol of disharmony (when it disappears). In China, early artifacts show the Phoenix (female) as intimately associated with the Dragon (male) -- the two are portrayed either as mortal enemies or as blissful lovers. When shown

My Thanks To My Fire And Ice Family
Thankyou for helping me level up. It was a nice suprise to wake up and log on and find that you wonderfull people had rated my pics and stash. My thanks also to Sunsetbeauty for allowing me to join a group of wonderfull people and I look forward to the friendships to be made with these people.

My Thoughts
What is it about someone that attracts us to them? Is it chemistry? Is it mere lonliness? Is it that they represent a desire and adventure that we have never experienced before? Or is it merely boredom? I am ruled mainly by my emotions. It is how I make decisions in my everyday life. A lot of impulse not a lot of thought. Spontaneity is exciting and sexy and dangerous. And very very foolish. All of my life I have been hidden by this guard around my life and my heart. Never letting anyone too close to my heart but yet allowing them to have my physically. And even now I find that I am ok with that. Sometimes I find that I am a cover to a book that everyone thinks that they have already read. A knowledge of what I am about, what I desire, what I need. They think I'm an open book. But what they fail to realize is that image they see, that cover, is an illusion. Not the real girl. Not even close. Yes the face is real, the body is real. But the emotions are not. It i

The Myth Of Persephone
Persephone is the goddess of the underworld in Greek mythology. She is the daughter of Zeus and Demeter, goddess of the harvest. Persephone was such a beautiful young woman that everyone loved her, even Hades wanted her for himself. One day, when she was collecting flowers on the plain of Enna, the earth suddenly opened and Hades rose up from the gap and abducted her. None but Zeus, and the all-seeing sun, Helios, had noticed it. Broken-hearted, Demeter wandered the earth, looking for her daughter until Helios revealed what had happened. Demeter was so angry that she withdrew herself in loneliness, and the earth ceased to be fertile. Knowing this could not continue much longer, Zeus sent Hermes down to Hades to make him release Persephone. Hades grudgingly agreed, but before she went back he gave Persephone a pomegranate (or the seeds of a pomegranate, according to some sources). When she later ate of it, it bound her to underworld forever and she had to stay there one-third of the yea

My Thought On Nfsw!!!
Ok, listen up here, cause I ain't gonna repeat myself. This site is all about having fun, meeting people, starting up conversation, and of course, expressing yourself. Listen people if you are gonna be posting NSFW pics, don't be an ass and call the folder "Just For Me", or "My Eyes Only", or "Just Nothing", etc. Listen, if you want people to rate & comment your pics, then you gotta rate & comment theirs too. This is a community people, not your personal dick fest. And BTW, never rate people 1 or start flagging their pics. Thats what turn this place into Myspace. Always rate 10 (11 if you can), always leave comments, good ones. And always be courteous to people. We have the right to express ourselves anyways we want to on this site. So don't go out and start abusing that right. Thats why we have bouncers, thats why we have rules. Because people have been abusing this system. You wanna be an ass, go and start a myspace! Otherwise, show some respect to people on here!!!!

My Thoughts And Thanks
First and foremost I want to thank each and every veteran past and those serving today for their service. Today My hubby and I attend a ceremony at FT Indiantown Gap National Cemetery, in honor of Veterans day. When we first arrived Bubba and I took time to first place flowers on two graves of Veterans. No we did not know them, just a small token of our appreciation. Its the least I could do. The program started at 2:00 pm with invocation, massing of colors, Pledge of Allegiance, Singing of the National Anthem, the Veterans Day Address, a Wreath presentation, the Artillery Salute, the playing of Taps, the singing of God Bless America, and the Retiring of Colors. What a moving and emotional service. Yes I put out the tears.... Im so thankful for each and every man and woman who gave such sacrifice for the freedoms I enjoy today. Again Thank You!

My Thoughts A-z
A-Abandoned B-Broke C-Crybaby D-Depressed E-Effortless F-Frustrated G-Genourious H-Hurt I-Idiot J-Jerk K-Killjoy L-Lonely M-Messy N-Naive O-Outsider P-Pain Q-Queer R-Rat S-Stressed T-Tacky U-Uneasy V-Vain W-Wonderer X-Xero Y-YoYo Z-Zealous

Myths
Fat is always bad for you Actually, the problem is not fat it’s the type of fat a person eats. You actually need some fat in your diet. Omega-3 and Omega-6 Fatty Acids for example greatly help brain and heart function. The problem fats are the solid and semi-solid fats found in meat, called saturated fat. These fats are laden with LDL (“bad”) cholesterol. The good fats are generally clear, liquid called mono-unsaturated fats found in plants, nuts and seafood. These contain HDL (“good”) cholesterol. Fats slow down the digestion of carbohydrates which keeps blood sugar levels more stable. Dietary changes will make me lose weight There is no guarantee dietary changes will cause you to lose weight. The whole issue of weight loss is using more calories in daily activity than you consume in meals and snacks. A good test for this is when you get up in the morning. Do you feel hungry right away or do you feel you could skip breakfast? If you can skip breakfast, you had a surplus of ca

My Thoughts
I'm going to start this blog out with a hey and hope everyone is doing well. Lately i've had these feelings of heartbreak for some reason and i've got no girlfriend soo i'm not understanding it at all?! I've been single for a while now and its been cool so far, i've got support from friends and family, specially about zacky. there have been times where i feel like i just want to just give up but i know i cant for the sake of zack, cause he needs his daddy, he's my world and nothing will change that. i just hope my life from here on out gets better which is a big thing for me, i do want to say thanks to everyone who has help me out and been there, even though certain one give me crap lol, but i know they do it out of love. good news (at least for me) i found out that they are FINALLY making a Ghostbusters game! i cant wait for it to come out!!!!!! right now im listening to armor for sleep walking at night, alone (thanks keena lol) good song btw ;) my dating situation is still the same b

My 3 Things Today
my 3 things today Current mood: contemplative 3 things for me to be grateful for today 1.I have a husband who is very supportive and there for me when I need him to be 2. I managed to do a kick ass workout even though I was really tired this morning 3.My family is happy and healthy As for my day,it's going ok.I am still doing laundry,spending some time with Daniel since he had to work today and has been doing 12 hour shifts.I am looking forward to next week.Not sure whether we are spending the holidays with my family.It will be my last chance to see my brother,sister in law and my nephew,who I haven't seen yet,before they PCS

My Thoughts For The Night
I shall wake up with a song of gratitude in my heart. I will thank the angels for the miraculous process of life that I notice vibrating all around me. I am glad to be alive, I feel blessed by the angels each day. and i feel blessed to have all of you as my friends may you all have a life time of happness (((((HUGGS))))) to all HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL FROM THE WORMTH OF MY HOME TO YOURS BLESSED BE TO ALL

My Thanksgiving!
Hi all I hope your Thanksgiving was a good and safe one! We had a great day! We ended up having it here at my house. I made turkey, stuffing, gravy, rolls, sweet potatoes and mashed potatoes, and my mom brought pecan, and pumpkin pie, and my brother brought steamed broccoli. We had a good time chatting and eating good food. My older brother and his wife came by and spent some time with everyone. It was nice to see them even for a little bit. They are going to be adopting a baby very, very soon! They are adopting a baby from a young mother who has a baby of 1 year old, and is pregnant again. The last time they talked she had gone to the hospital 3 times due to pain. She is having false labor pains and is dilated to a 2! So it could be any day!!!! She isn't due til Dec. 18th, but hopefully it will be sooner. I will keep you posted! I have gotten the boys in S.A.C. which is an after school care program, like daycare but through the school, until 6pm so that means that I can get a job outs

My Thanksgiving
Well my Thanksgiving was great this year! I started out Wednesday at my Grandfathers he is doing fine. Then on Thanksgiving day I went to my mom's house for dinner. I left to meet up with SuzyQ for Thanksgiving drove 5 hours to just to meet her. Got there and almost passed out when I saw her.She is one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen..her pictures do her no justice. She is smart,beautiful and very funny..and OMG sexy as hell. I would do anything and almost did anything for her. I meet her family they are really wacky but they are also some really good people. I felt really comfortable around them. Her sister made the most awesome rum cake it was so damn good it gave me the worst hangover I have ever had....lol. I can't wait her sister is going to email me the recipe for the that awesome rum cake. All in all I loved her family they are a really a great bunch of people. Then Suzy and I spent about 24 hours in my room drinking beer. I would not trade my time with her for anyt