Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Son Jacob 6-18-03 - 6-26-03
Fallen Angel Heaven must have missed the Angel that Had fallen to earth Straight from the clouds into the arms of Your Mother God must have been looking for such A Precious Gift Because only one of God’s own could have Touched lives the way you did The Angels must have cried when you fell From the clouds For the pain they once had felt, we are Feeling now God must have believed you were too precious For our arms to hold For even we could not have protected you From a world so cold God must have had bigger plans for You His precious Fallen Angel dressed in Blue The Angels hearts must have cried For days For though you’ve been gone a year, We still feel the pain God must have missed his Angel so Small Because you were not here long before You answered Gods call Heaven must have missed the angel that Had fallen to earth Straight from the clouds into the arms of Your Mother -Written By A

My Son Jacob 6-18-03 - 6-26-03
Jacob Isaiah Your mommy asked me to Write you a poem But I can’t find the words to Express Our heart felt tears or tender Happiness You were only with us a few Short days But then the Lord took back The life he gave I hope, precious Angel, that God Will find a time To give you back to us, when The world is fine Until then you will watch us From above Looking down on us with your Own understanding and love So we dedicate your birthday in Honor of you We wont celebrate with pain or Tears But with joy and Laughter through The years In such a short life, you gave us So much A new understanding of patience, Laughter and Love So on this day we celebrate your life And not your death For you were an Angel and one of Gods very best -Written By Amber Rambo

My Sorrow
why is it that the emotions i feel are deemed a lie, and yet the actions I am forced to take are taken as truth? When did the change happen that turns life into a cess pool of confusion and misunderstandings? Are the desires I feel and the yearning that burn in me that unacceptable? i know i'm not alone in this, and yet i'm told "You're not real" If i'm not real, what am I? If this love isn't real, and this soul isn't true - what is? We all fuck up in life, that's a simple fact - but why do I do it so well? And why am i not able to rectify the disaster i've caused? I am so sorry for all that I am and feel and fuck up.

My 2004 Song...not Sure I Agree, Lol
She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!! Her ass is a spaceship I want to ride (Her ass) She's sexy!!" In 2004 you got your groove on - and had the best time ever. What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

My Son
This is for my son. He is just 19 and he will be leaving for Great Lakes to start Basic Training. When he finishes his A school he will be in AO he has done a lot of growing up in the past few months and this will help him a lot. I want to thank him for going in and serving his country as I did and his Grand and Greatgrand Parents did befor him. It is special to his family. This is my first Blog if this is not right let me know.

"my Song"... For Now
Sittin' alone and I hear rain fallin' on my windowsill Just wanna do what's right but I don't know if I ever will There's so many reasons, too many excuses And all these prescriptions, got too many uses And I'm so lonely It's kind of scary And this kind of lonely is making me weary I'm so lonesome I could die Sittin' alone and I am waitin' for the sun to shine Sometimes I kneel and pray hoping someday you'll be mine She's so many miles away So many things to say And all of the games we'd play don't matter anyway Cause I'm so lonely The sex is empty But this kind of lonely makes it easy to tempt me I'm so lonesome I could die I'm so lonesome I could die Sittin' alone and I am waitin' for somebody to call Think if I up and died wouldn't nobody notice at all Cause I'm so insecure and I feel so unsure Can't take it anymore, no It's never been like this before And I'm so lonely, feel like cryin' And this kinda lonely is worse than dyin'

My So Very Sad Song
my Days Get longer, I fear theyre harder...I find myself at times debating, why did u have go and do what you did, you twore my heart apart, you broke the family apart...I trusted you until end, and once again I look back in time to see im so alone, I cant fight this feeling til its gone...I shed that one single tear to see your fear knowing what I knew o so along what you've been keep from me all this years, I know now its alittle F**ked up, I've had it with all this fears, I begin to forward to see where I've gone and I gotta im tired of this hating, I just want you to go now and never come back, never show ur face again near here and maybe someday I may forgive for what you did.............. Hey everyone, its not what U think, its not about a girl I liked, its about a parent I had and how her decision in the end of it all made me so very untrusting to everyone... Sometimes like now she never calls and it bothers me the way she'll never own up to what she did and what she kept f

My Soulmate
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

My Son
i have great news.....mine and spikes son is now in the all clear from having over two tousand cancer cells and a tumor to having nothing in his body. we are so thankful. we just hope that he stays like this. we would like to thank all of those who prayed for us and him.

My Soul
i feel like i'm fallin i can hear the devil callin searchin for what he feels is his but this dude ain't givin him shit imma fight for what's mine i'll fight him to the grave no matter the time it may take, i'll fight the devil back when i get a repreave from the beast hit the sack and get off the leash come back and look the reaper in his teeth i'm satans archer man i made him quiver when i pointed my heart right to his liver unleashed every ounce of anger and emptied out the chamber he tried to take my soul and didn't succeed so if ya wanna fight back stand up behind me

~*~my Song For Today~*~
Don't.. don't you wish we tried Do you feel what I feel inside You know love is stronger than pride Don't.. no don't Let your anger grow Just tell me what you need me to know Please talk to me don't close the door Cause I wanna hear you.. wanna be near you Don't fight.. don't argue Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go Don't.. don't give up on trust Don't give up on me.. on us We could just hold on long enough We can do it.. we'll get through it Don't fight.. don't argue Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go Don't pretend that it's ok Things won't get better that way And don't do something you might regret someday Don't.. Don't give up on me We can do it.. we'll get through it Don't fight.. don't argue Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go D

My Song
Pledge Your Allegiance [Louiche Mayorga/Mike Muir] ST... ST... ST... ST... I never said I don't like religion, I just don't like TV You say I got a bad attitude, around you that comes naturally You say I need more compassion, I can forgive, I just can't forget You say control my temper, but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit Cause I was born to be-ST! And it'll always be-ST! Don't get down on me-ST! Cause I'm down OG-ST! Why can't I ask any questions of what you say is true Am I supposed to believe anything or just everything said by you? And how can you call me stupid when you don't understand what I say And how can you call me evil, have you spoken to God today; and what did He say? Cause I was born to be-ST! And it'll always be-ST! Don't get down on me-ST! Cause I'm down OG-ST! Not afraid to die-ST! Just you promise me-ST! You got to carry on-ST! You gotta carry on-ST! As long as your heart beats...pledge your allegiance! ST... ST..

My Son
It has been hard as hell on me knowing that I can do nothing to help little David. The worst had to be when he was laying there in that crib with all those leads hooked up to him. No I take that Back what was the worst was watching those darn nurses stick him with needle after needle and every time they did another vein would pop I am not sure how many times they stuck the poor little guy all I know is I had to leave the room on a few occasion cause I wanted to wring some ones necks after they keep apologizing every time they would pop another vein, I would gladly give JR. any of my veins. I know how I feel when I am sick and I can't stand to see my little boy sick and helpless, especially when they tell me there is nothing that they can do for Him. For those who don't know little David Had RSV and if you don't know what it is maybe you should look it up cause it is a serious illness that effects Premature infants and children under 2. Thank goodness that Jr. is getting better and hope

My Son
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My So Called Life
This is to all my friends those who know me and those who dont, Those who care and those who dont. I have never asked anything from anyone nor will I start now. This is just so I can take the time to rant and rave about my so called life. I apologize to all of you who i have not talked to latley and those of you who have even realized that I seem distant I aplaude you because I am. For those of you who know me in person you know that my life has been in shambles as of late. I just became a father in december and and the love of my life left me in the begining of November. Those of you who know the "TRUE" me know about our circumstances and the gravity of our love I vowed to her that I loved her from the moment that I met her I loved her people say that they dont believe in love at first sight to those people I say that you just havent met the right person. LOL I met her twice in one night and introduced myself twice, lol not because i was drunk or anything but because I was lost i

My Son's Birthday
Today is my oldest son's 27th birthday... yes, I have a 27 year old son. He is in the USAF and is stationed in California. I will be giving him a call later this evening and we will all be singing Happy Birthday to him. It is hard to believe that in 3 years he will be 30. Wow...I will be 48 then and my husband will be 60.

My Soul (wow, How Do These People Know So Much?)
You Are a Visionary Soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Son
Well today was the worse day of my life. Took my 16 yr old to court today...he was on probation for fighting last summer....he got in another fight at school. So they violated his probation..I think they worst thing a parent could see is their child being led outta court in handcuffs to serve 30 days in juvie for screwing up.

My Soul Is Gone
I broke down at work today, so bad that I cried with someone on the phone. This I can't do at this job so left. I still find myself torn in what was told to me today. My feelings just torn out of my heart and my head with thoughts of pain and suffering, and loneliness. I hate it. I hate the feelings I get and the way I act when I get them. I feel like screaming, screaming at the top of my lungs, screaming at the people I know and the people I care about. My feeling of my past are ghosts and they haunt me and wont leave me alone. Flying through my head screaming at me telling me I'm horrible that I'm nothing, that I didn't do what I needed to when I was married, or that I don't love my kids. I wish I could spend time with my kids, but this world cares nothing of our families. All it cares about is this bill is paid, that that bill is paid, that you're here to work , your not late, well you need to come in on your day off because we don't want to hire more people or keep p

My Southerness
1. What part of the South are you from? Alabama 2. When is the last time you were there? Now 3. Have you ever dated one of your cousins? Hell No 4. Have you ever visited neighbors barefoot? Yes 5. Do you know anyone in the Ku Klux Klan? I use to 6. Would you leave the South? Probably not... 7. Did you grow up in a trailer? No 8. Did you graduate High School? yes 9. Do you believe in God? yes he gets me thru each day 10. How old were you when you went fishing for the first time? maybe 5 or 6. i love to fish 11. Have you ever been hunting? Yes 12. How often do you drink sweet tea? not often, too much sugar 13. Do you own a confederate flag? No 14. Do you hangout in walmart for fun? No 15. Have you ever stolen a road sign? No 16. Have you ever milked a cow? Yes 17. Are you under 30 with 4 or more children? No 18. Have you ever killed an animal for dinner? No 19. Are you for the death penalty? yes 20. Do you own

My Soul
So, this is my first blog on cherry tap. I've written a couple on myspace and I suppose it was time to write one here. Just wanted to share alittle about me I guess. I've been feeling lately like a lost soul. I often find myself thinking that i'll never find the one that knocks me off my feet. I want to feel those butterflies. I want to be left breathless after a kiss. I want to lay next to someone and just feel completely at peace inside. I want to actually miss someone when they are not around me. I guess all this is too much to ask. I want to melt at the touch of his hand on my body. I want to breathe in deep and savor every inch of him. I guess i'm the hopeless romantic. Maybe i'm crazy or insane for thinking this actually exists out there. Why are men so scared to take their girl in his arms in public and just share a kiss? Why are they so scared to feel their soul on fire just by the touch of her lips across his hips, or the way her fingers move down his back? Why

My So Called Life Part 2
Not really ranting today just wanted to say that it was really cool Friday I got to spend 4hours with my son and my parents they havent gotten to see him in about 2 months thanks to "her" I talked to my father the other day on the phone and he had told me "that he did not want to get attached to "it" because he thought she was never going to let them see there grandchild and they didnt want to have their hearts broken" this pissed me off. I told him that he had just called my son an it 3 times during the course of our conversation and that his name was Aidan and regardless of whether or not he got to see him or not that he would always be hisgrandfather and he needed to realize that. he apologized, it still hurt to hear him say that god I hate my ex so much sometimes yet love her to I hate this state also I miss Florida I miss my friends down there. Grrrrrrrr why cant I find that special someone that is not pyscho, married, handfasted, spoken for, bi polar, clinically depressed, suic

My Social Dysfunction...
LMAO...this is pretty accurate. Your Social Dysfunction:Schizotypal You display social deficits and oddities of thinking. Your perception and communication are similar to those of a schizophrenic. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.

My Sons Wrestling Meet Last Night..
We won yes 76 to 25... But Travis suffered his first loss by pin.. Just as the bell rang, making round one OVER .. the official made the 3 count that left my son devasted! But as I told him when it was all over.. You can't win them all, You gave it your best and every now and then you need to suffer a loss ( suck though it may) to keep you humble and make you work harder. Next tuesday is this seasons last regular meet and then the big tournament on the Saturday following.. Please wish these young men the best of luck because they are so very deserving!! Thanks ~ Jackie

My Soul Mate
sitting here wishing you were here. would you wipe away my tears. you mean so much to me. i just wish you could see. are you just a figment of my imagination. i look forward to each of our conversations. you make me gleem. are you really what you seem. i believe you to be my soul mate. i'm looking forward to our first date. i can't wait to be in your arms. for i know you will always keep me out of harm. i love you. no matter what you do. i will never leave your side. because i as you have nothing to hide. you are the best thing to come into my life. i just can't wait to be called your wife. i love you more and more each day. this is just the least i have to say. you are the one i know it in my heart. that is why i know that we will never part. copywrighted by : Cassandra R. Nolasco

My Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

My Soul On Fire
My soul on fire The sun seem to be cold, Compared to your touch, Burning a path on my skin, Igniting the kindling of my Own desires. Your eyes rip through me, Like reading the pages Of an erotic Book Leaving me breathless, As the last chapter Is not written yet! Your soul enchant mine, Connecting like the links In a chain forged with magic iron Obtained ONLY through Opening my heart …In love and lust. The moon seem warm, Compared to the frosty Bite of not having you This close to my body To stir my soul into a Gripping fire!

My Sorry?
My sad is not because of you I got lost today in who I am I took my seeking out on you I questioned me Which led me to put it on you My error was that I didn’t know this until it was to late The words shot Like a bullet from a gun Without intention I was mean to you I can’t say I’m sorry Because it’s not enough I cry because my sad Hurt you And that makes me more sad The hole gets deeper I’ll climb out You don’t need to reach your hand I can do this on my own For you I will find My place in our US It will be quick I was there before I adore you so much It hurts to be apart The closer we get The more I want I hold myself back So I don’t get stuck When all I want Is to get stuck with you In a big house on the hill With you, me and Huey too! My sorry is from my heart It’s not enough But you know me My words are all I can give =P

My Soul
What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test

My Soldier
My Soldier Every night, I pray that you are safe. I treasure every last word you ever said. To my love, although far away, I see only you, and the things we shared. Come home safe and sound. I need for you to be around. I fell in love with a soldier, he has my heart in his hands, along with his gun. His letters keep me holdin on, clinging to what we have. How I miss his loving touch, and the warmth his kisses bring me. I fell in love with a soldier, and I await the day he comes home,to hold him close and never let go. I fell in love with a soldier.

My Soul Is Yours
There is but one person that has truly touched my soul. I know that things have been hard and not exactly the way we wanted it to be.. but know that I love you and adore you. You are the reason I get up and the reason I do not want to sleep. If I die today, I know that I have truly loved and been loved. I wish I could shout it to all.. but alas that would not do.. you know that i love you and i know you love me. Someday I will show you how very much. I will be at your side always. Watching over you and taking care of you. You are not meant to walk alone. I was sent here to walk with you for all eternity. I love you

My Son Starting To Be Happy Again..
This was my son in his glory last week..this is how much snow we still have..really good to see my son being happy again after his father died it was so hard for all of us but just look at him now ..I am so proud of him..he is only 8 and with my help and the help of others he will be the the only one on his dads side that will know the traditions and will be married traditionally..He hopes to go on his first hunt this fall..im so excited for him..in this picture he is doing winter camp..making winter fire and on dog sled team and then at one of the hotsprings we have here..I like Liards Hot Springs better haha..but what the hey..lmao Just about what traditionally married means to us my son will trade guns, horses, blankets and moose and sheep meat when he is older for his wife with honor, that is our dream for him as he is the only male left to bring that back for his family..his ndn name is maskwasis meaning lil bear , his other names he is named after a great warrior, he also take

My So Called Life Part 3
Hmmmmm were to begin? Well to start with you all know that i am going through issues with my ex and have seen my rants but hey life is starting to get a little better for me ok ok so I lie its getting alot better. I realized that I was letting my ex win I said screw this and went and filed papers for joint custody of my life, my son. I used to mope and feel sorry for myself and the way my life has been so I took charge and I realized as long as I sat back and was subserviant to my ex she had that hold over me and she always would. Since I filed the court papers I have reclaimed my life and realized that she cant take what I dont give her. With that said I have to meet with the consilitator of our case on april 4th. If I am granted joint custody of my boy that will be the best B-Day present anyone has ever givin me. By the way my B-Day is april 6th I expect lots of gifts lol just kidding. On to the next topic my love life........hmmmmm Thanks to a reader of my blogs and a friend I was

My Soul
I am submissive, You Dominant, Together we will become one, You will guide me on a journey, A voyage of discovery, These ropes you bind me with, Are attached to your heart, The very core of your being, You will not cause me pain, You will reside in my imagination, Together with our fantasies, You will make every nerve in my body scream pleasure, You will become master of my mind, My heart, My soul, My body

My Song
u think u see whats behind my eyes a broken heart so little size i talk to you bout things so deep but then find out tht you cant keep whats in my hearts a secret i tell you and hope u keep it lookin bak i see our past and hope to see what happens last wonderin y were not together best friends for ever bois they come n go but lookin back we never know who were with and what we did but knowin our secrets we tell our kids keep ur secrets hold em close tell someone u think u no but you dont so now u know about our past hope to see what happends last but u cant

My Soul
What kind of soul do you have? Cold SoulOften the most intelligent type of soul. Everyone thinks your weird, and you resent them for that. You don\'t keep friends very well but quite honestly that is your curse and your power. With your Cold soul you have a deep well of power at your disposal, use it wisely. Take this test

My Sons Farewell Words To Iraq
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 Brotherhood 1st off I want to start by saying as much as I hate this country I would come back any day of the week, not because I like war or the adrenaline rush of getting shot at and shooting back, but because of the brothers to my left and right and all the others, I would do anything for any for the guys I've grown to know and love and they would do the same in return, The secondary goal here besides the mission is to bring as many of your brothers back home safe to live another day with their loved one's. Despite the harsh facts that going to combat your gonna have casualties. It's just a fact we can't avoid no matter how good you are or how much high speed training you have somebody's gonna get hurt or worse, you just expect the worst and hope for the best, and pray every chance you get. Well I'm gonna end by saying thanks to all my brother's and the families and friends that have sacrificed so much through this whole ordeal. Want to t

My Son
I know sometimes my blog becomes a place for me to express my frustrations with life... and share the drama, the obstacles, the crossroads that I stand at trying to make decisions. So this time I will write about my son.. the happiest part of my life. David will be 12 on April 14th. Last time I measured he was 5'3", and that has been awhile. He has always been big for his age, being 23 1/2 inches long when born. He does great in school. All A's the first 2 marking periods. He plays violin and sax. Tomorrow he will be playing his violin in a District Orchestra. :) He sings in the choir as well. He plays soccer in the spring and fall. He isn't an athletic kid, but he tries and loves to be out playing with the other kids. Soccer season starts in a few weeks and then I will be seeing him every weekend. I know it means a lot to him that I go to the games, so I make the trip for every game, even scrimages. He prefers playing defense to offense. He is the type of kid th

My Son
My 1 year old already figured it out last night before i left for work he asked "Bad Daddy go Bye Bye ?" It broke my heart.How do i tell my 6 year old son his father isn't coming home? He worships his father. He will be as heartbroken as i am. How do i make this as easy on him as possible? My Poor boys.

My Son
OH LORD OH LORD! I REMEMBER THE DAY I GAVE BIRTH TO MY SON, I KNEW THEN THAT THERE WAS A HOPE FOR ME IN THIS WORLD. SO I RAISED HIM TO KNOW OF YOU AND YOUR LOVING FATHER; I TAUGHT HIM TO LOVE ALL, RESPECT LIFE, TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND PRAISE THY NAME. AND WITH THAT HE GREW IN YOUR EVERLASTING LIGHT AND ALL THE HATRED HE SAW HE DID NOT BOTHER! DON'T GET ME WRONG OH LORD! I KNOW HE WAS NOT A PERFECT SOUL, FOR YES HE HAD TIMES OF WEAKNESS, WHEN HE FELL INTO THAT HELLISH PIT; OH YES THE STREETS THAT ARE FILLED WITH DRUGS AND ENVY TRIED MANY OF TIMES TO CONSUME HIM, BUT I FEEL THAT YOU WERE THERE, BY HIS SIDE, TO SHOW HIM THE WAY OUT OF THE BLASPHEMOUS SODOM AND GOMORRAH. OH YES! YOU SHOWED HIM TO HIS PROPER PLACE, BACK WITH US, THE PLACE IN WHICH HE WOULD FIT! BUT TODAY OH LORD, I MUST GIVE HIM BACK TO YOU, FOR ANOTHER HAS STRUCK HIM DOWN, HE HAS TAKEN MY HOPES, PRAYS AND ALL THAT IS GOOD AND LOCKED THEM UP TO ROT;

Myson
OH LORD OH LORD! I REMEMBER THE DAY I GAVE BIRTH TO MY SON, I KNEW THEN THAT THERE WAS A HOPE FOR ME IN THIS WORLD. SO I RAISED HIM TO KNOW OF YOU AND YOUR LOVING FATHER; I TAUGHT HIM TO LOVE ALL, RESPECT LIFE, TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND PRAISE THY NAME. AND WITH THAT HE GREW IN YOUR EVERLASTING LIGHT AND ALL THE HATRED HE SAW HE DID NOT BOTHER! DON'T GET ME WRONG OH LORD! I KNOW HE WAS NOT A PERFECT SOUL, FOR YES HE HAD TIMES OF WEAKNESS, WHEN HE FELL INTO THAT HELLISH PIT; OH YES THE STREETS THAT ARE FILLED WITH DRUGS AND ENVY TRIED MANY OF TIMES TO CONSUME HIM, BUT I FEEL THAT YOU WERE THERE, BY HIS SIDE, TO SHOW HIM THE WAY OUT OF THE BLASPHEMOUS SODOM AND GOMORRAH. OH YES! YOU SHOWED HIM TO HIS PROPER PLACE, BACK WITH US, THE PLACE IN WHICH HE WOULD FIT! BUT TODAY OH LORD, I MUST GIVE HIM BACK TO YOU, FOR ANOTHER HAS STRUCK HIM DOWN, HE HAS TAKEN MY HOPES, PRAYS AND ALL THAT IS GOOD AND LOCKED THEM UP TO ROT;

My Song For No One
Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace Now that I'm strong I have figured out how this world turns cold in a place in my soul and I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok It's ok It's okayayay Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and Stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven 'cause you're my you're mine my true love my whole heart please don't throw that away 'cause I'm here for you please don't walk away and please tell me you'll stay yeah waohohaoh stay woaohoh waohohoh use me as you will pull

My Son
I love my son to the fullest and i would never trade him for the world,but i just wish it wasnt with the crazy woman the i made the mistake of gettin with.Whenever she hears ive moved on with my life which has been oh about 7 years now she starts trippin!!I dont believe in ever puttin my hands on a woman but if i ever did she would get the VIP pass.She cant hurt me any other way and i refuse to argue in front of jaylan,so i just ignore it and bounce out.Ok now that ive had my Dr PHIL time im all to the good.

My Soul
I’m standing on the edge Ready to fall at any time Trying to make it through once more While the mountain is getting harder to climb My smile is fading once again The pain is beginning to show Coming out from deep within Searching, wondering, not knowing where to go My tears are falling Slowly from my face Causing me to cut again Becoming the family disgrace I try to stand up And crawl out of the dark But the blood covers my face The needle leaves its mark Once again I find the needle And make another cut Easing the pain I hold deep within While once again, the door to my emotions I shut People tell me to smile But I’ve got nothing to smile about People tell me to stop the crying Or "I’ll give you something to cry about!" They say whatever they want Just to bring me down But I can’t say anything back, They hit me if I make a sound I deal with the pain alone With my back against the wall As the wall around my heart Rapidly be

My Solution To The Iraq Problem (cant Believe No One Has Figured This Out Yet)
Im sick to goddamn death of hearing about this Troop withdrawl debate concerning Iraq. Here's the solution: 1. The government has waged a war on Terrorism yet we cant kill them off because we cant fucking find them. The remedy to this problem is simple. The republicans are complaining that if we withdraw from Iraq it will start a civil war there. Alright. Let me see if I get this right. A civil war will undoubtedly involve ungodly amounts of terrorists as that is the environment in which they flourish. Now if you have two sets of militants and terrorists killing each other off (something our government has failed to do by the way) how is that a bad thing? It seems to me that if a high number of terrorists are going to be killed its an opportunity our current administration would leap at. But what about the Innocent people you ask. Easy the innocent bystanders are getting mutilated by car bombs on a daily fucking basis anyway. We have troops in Iraq and we cant stop it so us not being t

My So Called Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

My So Called Friends
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...

My Song
Anyone who has been on my list since the beginning knows this was my first CT song on my profile and the song is totally me. Mercy don't think she's pretty no more Staring at the stars through her back screen door She tries and tries to make it all work out No matter what she does She's left standin in the middle of doubt CHORUS In a lonely night And in the pourin rain You can count on me Sometimes she cries When shes alone at night Sometimes she weeps When she's feeling cold and weak Sometimes the pain It tears her up inside Sometimes she cries Ooh, I wonder why Mercy don't have a love no more Plays with her pillow Stares at the bedroom floor Used to have a million They've come and gone No matter what she does She can't figure out what she's doin' wrong CHORUS Living, loving, give it everything you've got After all the heartache Maybe give love just one more shot, yeah In a lonely night And in the pourin rain The only thing I really wanna k

My Soul
There is this place deep within my soul, That knows how love should feel. A place that has been closed and dark for so long, That I thought it would never see the light of day. Then one day as I sat reading the people in chat, Watching them talk and laugh. This Lady started talking to me, teasing me, A shower grope, little cute remarks, they sure made me smile. I thought to myself that she is so cute and funny, Then a link to a website was shared. I was struck by hers eyes how beautiful they are, They seemed to look right into my soul. A few days go by as we talk each day, Does she know that she has cracked the door I have shut on my soul? If she could only see the smile on my face when I see her logon, Could she know that she has entered my soul? That place I have kept locked and dark for so long, Has now seen some light, can it really be true? A phone number shared, long conversation in the night, This place in my soul, no longer seems so dark.

My Son's School
They're a charter school but it's obvious they don't give a good goddamn about their students. About 3 - 4 weeks ago, we call the Assistant Principal and tell her (Laura), that we need a student support meeting with our son and all his teachers. Laura said NOT A PROBLEM and would get right on it. Then Peggy and I had this trip to NYC to make and as you know we got home REALLY early this morning. I asked my son how it was coming for setting up the student support meeting because we hadn't heard anything. What happens next is indicative of ANY school and COMPLETELY pissed me the fuck off... He stated, and I quote... "Janel (my son's Advisor) said that it got too complicated because everyone's schedule is different so it's not going to happen (the support meeting)" I was fucking furious... Not at my son mind you but at his school. His Assistant Principal orders the Student Support Meeting, and his Advisor sees fit to just up and IGNORE HER?!? I can't wait until I wal

My Soul
You Are a Newborn Soul You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming SoulWhat Kind of Soul Are You?

My Son
I recieved a phone call from my son tonight.I have'nt talked to him in awhile,I was realy starting to get worried.He told me why I havent been able to get him on the phone and why he had'nt called in awhile.He tried to comment suicide,that scared the hell out of me.I ask him why his words were I DONT KNOW.Have you ever known anyone who commited suicide,I have I've always wondered what makes a person take their own life and maybe my son answered that question maybe they dont know,my son said he just felt he could'nt deal with things anymore,but I talked to me for an hour or longer and he was better.All he had to do was call me we are very close,he didnt want to worry me.Thats what Mothers are for and we worry reguardless.My children are my world I honestly dont think i could survive the lose of one of them.It makes you wonder what goes through their minds,because they never say why or what made them decide to do this.But he's ok and i made him promise to call me everyday and he has neve

My Son
Just to let you know my son did go and talk to someone they put him on antidepressants and he talked out some of what was bothing him,I talked to him earlier and although hes not well he did sound more himself and that makes me a very happy camper. We both know it will take awhile for him to get everything straightened out and back on track but at least hes heading in the right direction and thats what matters.Thanks Dave and bad grizz

My Son-in-law
Growing up in the Bible belt, I have heard all my life that God works in mysterious ways. The tragedy at Virginia Tech yesterday reminded me of this and how true it is... When my daughter, Shanda, and her then boyfriend David, graduated high school in 2003, David recieved a scholarship to Virginia Tech...We were all so proud of him and missed him while he was there...Come first semester reports, David lost his scholarship due to his GPA not holding up...He came back home, not thinking it right for his parents to pay for his college education... We haven't talked much about VT since then... David and Shanda continued to date and then married in August of last year. They are expecting a little girl May 20th a few days... My first thought, when I saw the breaking news, was, Now I know why David ended up home with us...I thanked the good Lord and said a prayer for all that were still there and their families and friends... I waited till this mornin', picked up the phone and

My Son Received His Pre-orders
Well here we go again.....My son received his pre-orders for deployment this last weekend. According to the pre-order the guys have been instructed to get all of their affairs in order, so that they can ship out sometime in June or July. I have already been through this once. Wasn't that enough for any mother's heart to endure? I just can't help but think that every time my son deploys, the odds are not in his favor statistic wise. As hard as it is for me to have my son deploy again, I think of all of the other mother's that were not as fortunate to have their children returned to them alive. Many times I have found myself thinking, "But for the grace of God, there go I." I live in a small rural area and we have had a large amount of casualties per capita in this area. So far all of the casualties have been from soldiers that were in Iraq and not Afghanistan. Unfortunately, when you live in an area this small, you always know the person or their family. This makes it exception

My Son
My son is so into wreastling it is funny. He likes to wrestle with his spongebob toy,and after he beats it up. We hold up his hand and say "The winner is Austin." He tells us "Tell us no He is Batista" He is so cute when he doses this. Last night we had do differant poses of wrestlers, and he could do most of them. We had to take pictures of him, and of course I had to post them.

My Son
My son graduared yesterday form Navel basic training and it was great to see him. I am so proud of him I think I told him a 100 times today alone. He ships out on Sunday Morning to go to school and he wont get any leave for 6 months will have to mak this last for a while.

My Son
I just want all my friends to keep my youngest son , Gordon in their thoughts and prayers! He has alot going on and I am keeping my fingers crossed that it all works out! If you want to know whats wrong...just ask! Thanks!

My Sons Deployment...
wow its been a long day and to finish it off i just found out my son is deploying to iraq april 30...i really dont know how to feel...i am very proud of him but very worried and sad at the same time... my boy is mad at me right now...over some very petty issues...mostly because i cry when i talk to him and ask him when he is coming home alot...havent seen him in a year and five months. I miss him so much and hate the fact that i wont get to see him before he leaves. please keep him in your prayers ... you know it is ironic how as parents we raise our kids watching them go through stages and always wishing they were old enough to do this or that...then before you know it they are gone...grown up it seems like overnight. and that is when we start wishing they were young again...lol...hard to understand being a parent...

My Soul By Dj ~ Belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Despair is all, All I seem to know. And no one can help, but you! You're my all, my everything. No one will ever know, Just what you mean to me. I'm dying inside without your arms around me. I slowly lose all will, All will to live. Why can't they just understand? Why do they fear me so? What will it take, to make them see? My soul can't take this, Being away from your touch, All I know is what I'm feeling, And this mask is letting it slip. This mask that gave me life is fading, And the truth is showing Give me your breath, give me your kiss, Don't let a third spit in our faces. Throw the worry away. Give into the feeling and let's go away, We'll go away, Leave them behind and start a life, (Go away, go away) But it's now just despair, Holding this blanket is hard, Knowing you should be there. Why do they see my soul as black? My soul can't take this, Being

My Son Passed Away
R¢¾I¢¾Peace¢¾ Lavone Current mood: sad Separate accidents claim lives Friday, April 13, 2007 by Kristina Grossheim Staff Writer ..> Lavone Lamoreaux, right, and his brother Javone. [Click to enlarge] ..> Child succumbs to lack of oxygen after pool accident Miranda Lamoreaux has made the toughest decision of her life - to have her child taken off of life support. ..> Kailey Burgess ..> Yet the Chapel Hill woman summoned inner strength on Wednesday to talk publicly about the chain of events that led to such a difficult decision on Tuesday afternoon. Miranda's twin 3-year-old boys, Javone and Lavone, were playing outside Friday afternoon as active youngsters will, but the silence was broken by Javone's cries to help his brother, she said. During the short time the boys were left alone, they managed to climb up the water pump to the above ground swimming pool in the backyard. "They had been sick for days with the flu and got better Friday," Mi

My Sons Poems
Her dad always came home With liquor on his breath Her mom didn’t love her And did crystal meth They beat her And yelled at her Every single day This made her life Pitiful in every way Thought of suicide Ran in her head She constantly thought She was better off dead She took out an old razor Her mom used for crack And she thought to herself There ain’t no turning back She took the razor And cuts deep into the vein She could think of nothing Except the pain She lays there motionless All covered in blood Her life was so messed up No one really understands

My Sons Poems
War Bombs explode And people die Screams fill The Smokey skies Bullets whizzing Past your head Sometimes you wish You were dead Suicide bombers Run the street And the earth trembles Beneath your feet As the bullet Pierces your skin You suddenly wish All this will end

My Son
### NEWS FLASH### The Grey Angel has been tied down =p hehehe My Girlfriend Gemma and i are expecting a son on the 22nd of sept this year, i have posted the scan pics form his first scan in my pic albums enjoy! Grey Angel

My Song.
I walk this trampled terrain like a soldier who has lost his footing a dreamer whom has lost her faith A seer who sadly see's no visions an actor whom has lost his face. Broken by the hand which guides me trampled by the words which lead I find that only I know truth and from the other lie's I'm freed. Head held high I walk among you stones thrown crooked do not bleed I stand strong with broken vision Within myself is all I need. I will not fall to grasping hands I will not fail what I find true and though without the other comforts my stolid steps shall lead to you. My passion burns my inner fire this darkness treads on enemy ground for my beliefs are truer, higher and this heart inside is sound. My way is long through harrowing path my feet weep blood, my marrow aches but home I see you calling me You are the one thing they can't take Though vision blurs and mind it tires If I need I'll crawl my pride and head held high, lit with this light I sh

My Soul
So cold, I am or so I say I wanna be. Why does this heart of mine still beat and yet not for me. So alone, I am or so I say thats they way it has to be. Leave me alone to my mesiry that is the only place for me. So tired, I am or so I say that is the only feeling left to me. Does this have no end?...... ***Ok be nice. I am stuck after this last line so I know it is imcomplete but I am working on it.***

My Son
My Son enlisted in the Army on Febuary 20th 2007. He is 26 years old and very well knew what he wanted. He is doing an 18 week bootcamp to be a Cavalry Scout @Ft. Knox In Kentucky, & graduates June 21st. He gets a break tomorrow until Sun so were headed out to go visit him early in the morning (5/4/07) Cavalry Scouts are the ones that go in ahead of their troops & scout out the area and make sure its safe for the rest of the troups to join them. Then He plans on continue his training to become Special Forces Im not a happy camper about his job choice but I love him and will stand behind his decsions.. I am also really excited to go see him :)) He has lived in Georgia for the past 6 years and I havent seen him, so u know im excited.. AND Proud :)) Fortunaty, he is only about 2 1/2 hours away from me now :)) When he finishes @ Ft Knox, hes headed to Ft. Hood, Tx for desert trainning Then off to iraq. Now I join the

My Son's Choice
My son is a junior in high school,and 18. He has decided to inlist in the ARMY. He will complete basic training this summer, then return home to complete his senior year. During his senior year he will be in the reserves, doing his one weekend a month. After graduation he has the choice of remaining in the reserves, or going into active duty. He knows how worried I am about that, so he tells me he's not sure what choice he will make. But moms know their child. I saw the look on his face and am 95% sur he is gonna choose active duty. I pray by that point we won't be in a war, but don't believe that. The unconditional love for my child would never hold him back from following a passion, or experiencing life. But the inate protector in me wants to keep him close and safe. I am not a very trusting person, so asking me to know trust a government I have no faith in, and ppl he or i neither one know, with my childs life is an unreal thought for me. I will miss him of coarse, but wil

My Son Is Having A Great Week.
My son is having a great week. To start out, he had TWO dates to prom. And since he doesn't have a job, he didnt pay for any of it, so that started it off pretty good. Tuesday, he had his Thespian banquet. These are pretty boring, but there is a pot luck dinner beforehand, and the food is awesome, so I like to go. The cheese ravs were incredible, totally made it worth it. We get to the part of the banquet where awards and inductions are being done. Dem got inducted into the Thespian club, so that was exciting in itself. They then started handing out awards. I didn't think that he would win forbest supporting male for the spring play. His role was small, and he made thelead actor laugh in one scene. But I did think he had a chance to win for best supporting male from the fall play. His role was juicy, and he did steal a few scenes. When they announced the winner, my wife and I turned to each other and said he was robbed. So when the award for Best Male Lead for the fall

My Son And Asperger's
Hello All I haven't said much about my son before in here or other sites other than to those that I got close to. I should step to the plate too and let my voice be heard when it comes to what he has. My son was first diagnosed with PDD NOS (Pervasive Developmental Disorder - Not Otherwise Specified) when he was 3... more specifically... Asperger's Syndrome also known or referred to as High Functioning Autism. (He Now Has A Firm Diagnosis Of Asperger's Since They Now Have A More Thorough Way Of Testing For This) The Beginning.... My son's first word was 'alright' at 6 months old lol Thought he was going to be an agreeable child.... well being male.. and MY child well that wasn't going to happen. lol. Yes, I admit I am stubborn, and determined... and my Scottish and German roots show strong in my genes... and my son's lol Anyway My son's vocabulary didn't seem to progress as well as we had thought. At almost 3 years old, he was still using 2 to 3 word sentence

My Son's Birthday
Yesterday was my son's 11th birthday. He is the most important person in the world on his birthday. His dad keeps him most of the time. I get him after school. I offered to serve cupcakes after supper but his dad seemed too busy. So the plan was to serve them tomorrow. He picked him up and my daughter and I were to wait to celebrate the day after. Then I get a call that something has come up and he wants my son to come back over. When I ask my son what dad had to do he said that Ellen's brother went in the hospital. This is his new girlfriend. Well we went to Taco Bell to eat and he didn't eat well. He also got a little testy there but not real bad. Then we went home to have his cupcakes, he is having a real birthday cake and party this weekend. He had home work and after the cupcakes, I asked him to get to work on his homework. He became very oppositional and put up a lot of fights with my daughter and I. I finally called his dad so he can talk to him and find out that he saw some of

My So Called Friends
ill be leaving tomorrow and i wont be back untill late friday night to early saturday morning so wish me good luck and if any of you care write me a comment or something so i know u care and ill take care of u when i get back anyways see ya

My Son
I have a son that was born 2 months early. He has been through so much in his little life time. He is not even two and has spend a total of 4 weeks in the hospital. He has been through so much testing and so many procedures. I took him to the doctor and he is still not where he is suppose to be with his height and weight so he will be seeing more specialist to see what they can do....They are thinking about hormome treatments. Please keep my son Dylan in your prays....

My Song For Now!
Tras De Mi" tengo un ticket sin regreso y un monton de sueños dentro de un veliz un adios para mis viejos, mucho miedo y muchas ganas de poder vivir abrir las alas para escapar sin ti para encontrar libertad lejos de aqui, lejos de aqui una guitarra y mi niñez la escuela y mi primera vez amigos q no he vuelto a ver se van quedando tras de mi un cigarrillo, una cancion las fotos de un primer amor recuerdos en mi habitacion se van quedando tras de mi oooo quedando tras de mi quedando atras de mi tras de miiii oo tengo un nudo en la garganta, tengo un mapa que me lleva a otro pais el intento de una carta una historia y muchas ganas de poder vivir abrir las alas para escapar sin ti para encontrar libertad lejos de aqui, lejos de aqui una guitarra y mi niñez la escuela y mi primera vez amigos q no he vuelto a ver se van quedando tras de mi un cigarrillo, una cancion las fotos de un primer amor recuerdos en mi habitaci

My Son
My Son A mother asked President GW Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" A mother asked President Clinton, "Why did my son have to die in Saudi Arabia ?" A mother asked President GHW Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Kuwait ?" Another mother asked President Johnson, "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam ?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea ? Another mother asked President FD Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die on Iwo Jima ?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on a battlefield on a field in France ?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?" And yet another mother asked President Washington, "Why did my son have to die on a frozen field near Valley Forge ?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked..."Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answer is the same -

My Soul Mate
You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. Something that I hadn't felt in a very long time. We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand. We don't even need to be together, we are never apart. You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration, my love.

My So Called Friends.....
Ok for those of you who know each person in this situation, PLEASE, keep your mouths shut to them.....so......... Ok so.....I have been told by Eric and David that I am crazy because I am not acting like myself. So who the fuck am I acting like?? I am still me, I have always been me. Yes I know that the first two weeks after the breakup I was a hateful bitch, but I had every right to be, the only thing unfair then was that I was taking my frustration out on my kids. Which thankfully my best friend brought to my attention and I stopped. So..my "best friend" says I am now a whore because I was talking with a guy he didn't like, which I have not spoken to since. I am now talking to a guy who is such a fantastic person and great to talk to. HE ACTUALLY LISTENS WHEN I TALK..OMG....HOW GREAT IS THAT!!?!? GUYS TAKE NOTE: girls like it when you listen and not the "uh huh..yeah...uh huh" shit....This guy REALLY listens to me....And for that I am so very lucky to have met him. But guess what.

My Son Is Here!!
One of my two best friends is here! The other is my daughter. He slept most of the day as he was up for 2 days! Woke up when his gf called! lol!! My tooth still hurts only when I eat something! Good to have him here!

My Southern Sign Is: Crawfish, What's Yours?
Some of us (especially Southerners) are pretty skeptial of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are "Southern" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in their right mind is going to marry, so don't worry about it. MOON

My Soul Laid Bare,.....
There was a line from Practical Magic, always rang true for me. "Sometimes I think if you put my heart up to your ear you could hear the ocean." So many times I looked upon the expanses of my heart as a desolate plane of nothingness. There has been an awakening, like the desert getting rain. Suddenly there are growing things and beauty popping up from sleepy tombs in unmarked graves. My spirit had been cast into an eternal winter shards of ice pierced the already bleeding wounds and scars left by past failures. So many parts of myself had been locked away. Hidden and unbidden for countless years on end. Hoping that someday the holder of the key would appear. Not that I held out much hope of having that happen. Time heals all wounds they say.... funny that is a cliche that doesn't hold water. It leaks like a jar that won't seal. Hurts and disappointments piled themselves in front of caves that led to the core of my true self. Echoes of who I used to be long ago in a time

My Soldier
They showed up at my door. The Sergeant and the Chaplain. I stood there in silence. I knew what it meant. Every wife, mother, father, brother, sister, we all knew what it meant for them to be at our door. He was MIA they said. His helicopter went down and they had not found any survivors yet. I still stood there in silence. They asked if there was anything they could do. DOâ€¦..YES THERE IS SOMETHING YOU COULD DOâ€¦..BRING HIM BACK TO ME. After they left I just stood in the living room surveying the boxes that still had to be unpacked. He had just been stationed here at this base when he was called up. He had no time to help me do anything. But I was use to this. I laughed at it sometimes thinking how he always managed to get out of the unpacking. But today was different. Today a cloud hung over me. But for some reason I could not feel that he was gone. I would know it if he was. My heart was telling me he was still alive. Or was my mind trying to play tricks on me.

My Son.
Easton Everett McPherson died yesterday afternoon. he was my unborn son. he died of natural causes, i am told, and i must believe that. i dare not think of the other possibility. i miss him already. and i never got to meet him, face to face. go in peace, my son. your grandmother awaits you.

My So Called Job Just Fucked Me Over
Well many people dont know that i work human resources with the coveted title of Human Resources Coordinator. Nice and shiny job position right? Wrong. What they failed to inform me is that my position was a temporary position that would be avalible from Jan to June only and after that I would be downgraded to a cashier. I did not apply for a cashier at all. I i will not be a cashier. I hate the positon. The customers treat us like shit because they expect us to know it all, get mad when they grab something that they are supposed to get the item number on before comming to the check out and bitch us out when we have to call for someone to get it and slow their day. I will not stand to be shoved around at work. I was lied to about my position! So if they do it i wont work there anymore,at all. Ever. Period. End of sentence. If they want to pull this shit where they go "we are going to train you as a cashier because it's just the easiest thing to get you started." instead it was really

My Soul
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Song
This circus is falling down on its knees The big top is crumbling down It's raining in baltimore fifty miles east Where you should be, no one's around I need a phone call I need a raincoat I need a big love I need a phone call These train conversations are passing me by And i don't have nothing to say You get what you pay for But i just had no intention of living this way I need a phone call I need a plane ride I need a sunburn I need a raincoat And i get no answers And i don't get no change It's raining in baltimore, baby But everything else is the same There's things i remember and things i forget I miss you i guess that i should Three thousand five hundred miles away But what would you change if you could? I need a phone call maybe i should buy a new car I can always hear a freight train if i listen real hard And i wish it was a small world Because i'm lonely for the big towns I'd like to hear a little guitar I think it's time to put the top down I need

My Soul... These Are Funny.
You Are a Bright Star Soul Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My So Called Ct Friends
yes its time again to deleat somemore "friends" from my listiam beginning to realize that this is a place to go just to see how popular you can get so i am only keeping the one's on my list i talk to or have taked to the ones that just added me and never said anything to me will be deleted.

My Song
i wrote this not too long ago ... im working on a melody but if anyone has a tip or suggestion to fix the lyrics i'd appreciate the feedback(besides gramatical errors ... i noe theyre there im just to lazy to fix them) Were you ever so high, that you thought you could fly? Yeah, I know that sounds so cliché. But you know what I’m sayin, never thought you’d be payin, For something that feels so good. But then you fall to the ground, You look all around, And theres nobody there, That will love you and care. Is no one home? Are you all alone? You’re surrounded by people, But they can’t see you The tears flood your eyes and you start to crumble, Cause there’s no one to settle the score. Longing not to be invisible. Not getting what you got before. Everyone sees you as dead, but you know that deep in your head, You’re more alive than you’ve ever been. Swallow the lump in your throat, soon you can jump off the boat, Before the hawk swoops in for the kill .

My Son
when we have children , we never know what they are goin to be in life , when my son joined the army in march 07 it broke my heart , worse thing was signin over my parentalship to the army but they never took my heart an respect for him he joined up to become a driver for the royal lagistic corps , we never saw eye to eye when he was at home we had personality clash goin on so as you can imagine now im feelin so guilty , im right behind him on anythin he does in his life may not like it but im strong for his sake ,he came home on his fourth week for 4 days lemme say them 4 days were so precious to me tym just went so fast an hed changed so much i was stunned at how much someone can change in so little weeks but hes a strong lad i have so much respect an faith in him hes my angel as my other son jenson is the brothers had missed each other so much it was nice to be together again , as we took him the train station to go back to his barracks i had to hold the tears in as i didnt want hi

My Son's Teacup Rat Terrier
Why is it when you tell people they can't touch something that is the very thing they do? My mentally ill husband was told do not touch the puppies because they had to be born c-section and he did now we have lost two of the three puppies. Just like any child he thought he could hold the puppies and not cause it any problem well it has now the third ones breathing is getting shallow I don't know if he will make it through the night. Well the last one has died all because the puppies were touched after being delivered by c-section when they weren't to be handled a lot because of the risk from a c-section.

My Son Is Going To Camp
will tomorrow i wont be around my son is going to his camp that he loves and who does alot for him a speech and hearing camp hes gone for 6 weeks its going to be the longest six weeks of my life i should be use to it but i dont want him to leave me but i know it will help him mmore then the school. so off to bed i go soon 3 hours of driving to do tomorrow to get there and 3 hours to come home. but its all good i think this is the best camp there ever was. lions camp badgers here we come are u ready for my son lol. later all talk to you all when i get bk going to say night to my son for the last time until he gets bk home

My Son Is Coming Home...!
well they still have not turned off my internet..when they will i do not know but it will take some days before it is back on and i am not looking forward to not having net access. anyway my son is coming home on july 27th...him, my daughter-n-law and two grandbabies will be home for about 16 days. it has been a year and a half since i last saw my boy and being away from him has been the hardest thing ever. I am soooo excited to see my son and family but i am also having some anxiety about it. my daughter-n-law had wrote some letters to me about some things and i dont know how i feel about it still. and i am having doubts and insecurities about them coming home to what they left. all things change and i know my son has went through the last year becomming a man..i just dont want him to be embarrassed of me. i dont have alot of money and material things are not really that important to me. but i know at 20 years old they are important to him. i just hope the man that is coming home is s

My Son..
As of June 6, 2007 at 8:27AM.. I became the proud mommy of a little boy. Xavier Joe.. He weighed in at 7lbs 10oz.. and was 21 1/4 inches long.. Currently Im just a stay at home mommy.. Looking for possible some legit at home work! If anyone knows of any!! please let me know... Looking for other mommy's to talk to.. If you wanna chat let me know..

My Sorry Ass Life
My phones will be turned off today, I went to make my payment last week and it accidently went through my moms account instead of mine so now my step dad is pissed and turning off the phones because i can not make the payment, so yeah happy bday to me, life fucking sucks. Heather

My Son
If you don't mind, I am asking those of you who do pray. To pray for my youngest son. He was involved in a hit and run. He was walking home from picking his girl up from work since she worked late, they have no car. A car came swirving up on side walk and hit him, barely missed her. The driver took off, didnt stop or slow down. He ended up in hospital. Please say a Prayer for Him and hope they find the driver. Thank You.Thank You For All Your Prayers! Donna

My Son Is In The Hospital
My son Anthony, was admitted to Children's Hospital today..He has had a high fever, chills, etc for over two weeks..They are doing a battery of tests on him. It is pretty serious..To say the the least, I am scared. I will let you know more when I know more. But prayers right now for me and my family right now would be good...Thanks

My Solution To The War In Iraq And Overcrowding Prisons
How..you ask? You know that you've thought about it the same way I do everyday of my existence. It's on everyone's mind...but noone wants to speak up. Well I hope whoever reads this reports it to their local congressman ASAP!!! The solution is relatively simple...but in the eyes of many, would be considered un-ethical. We have more troops here in the states than any military organization on the planet...the problem is they are part of our correctional system...yes that's right...inmates, prisoners, felons, and the like. Many of these murderers, rapists, pedophiles, drug dealers, and violent offenders are already literally trained to fight and kill. Yet they continue to be fed 3 squares, are housed, clothed, and bathed like big babies; some even paroled, all the while the future men and women of our country are fighting a meaningless war overseas with no restrooms, no facilities, no food sometimes, and no peace. I do support out troops, but not the cause, for the record. I'll

My Soul Belongs To You.
My eyes filled with sorrow, my heart an empty place, your touch, smile and beauty, can only fill that space, sometimes I think there’s no reason, to carry another day, then I think of you and my children, and it leaves that thought a stray, then in my mind you linger, and again I'm feeling sad, I never had a clue, being apart could hurt so bad, my soul is already taken, and you know it belongs to you, your my life, your my love, my heart belongs to you

My Soul's Expedition
The deathly heat of this debate is burning in my soul, I thought it would be cathartic but instead it eats me whole. I swing with frantic energy throughout this dim, dark universe, but no matter which blank door I choose I'm still cloaked with this hungry curse. Minute specks of consciousness slowly antagonize my energy, and without your help it's obvious that this pain was meant to be. So without a declaration of solitude I close down my prodigal dreams, and you will witness with dismay that all... is exactly, as it seems.

My Son
well i have always tried to be the best mom i can b to him because his dad left me when he found out i was pregnant.i was 18 years old and scared to death.but i did it, graduated from high school, got a job, actually 2 just so we could get by. now he is 15 years old and acts as if he hates me and it tears me to pieces, i love him so much. sometimes i wonder if he blames me for his dads sorry ass leavin but that was his choice we got along gr8 back then. he has not once in 15 years seen my son nor tried supporting him so i think i did a pretty good job myself. if my parents did not help me through all of this i dont know what would have hapened. but i never had any regrets. he is my baby and always will b!

My Son Left Today...
With a huge hug that lasted forever and tears streaming down our faces, I said goodbye to my son today. He is heading back to florida where he will be until Jan. 08 when he deploys. Its been a very emotional visit for all of us, but for my boy and me it has been, just like everything for us...a struggle. The time went fast and emotions ran high, we have an unusual relationship and I guess we always will have. My dad says it is a boy trying to make the transition into manhood and the hardest part of this transition is letting go of his mom. Power struggle and control..wanting to be a man but still holding on like a little boy then anger when he realizes that he hasn't let go all the way. 6'0 and 215lbs..he held onto me like he did when he was just a little guy..those big brown eyes looking at me...the tears started and he whispered to me..."I love you mom"...my heart is breaking and letting go is the hardest thing I have ever had to do...my heart is with him, he is in every thought behi

My Soulmate
My soulmate You're like an angel, you are so good to me, and your comforting ways always set me free. Your loving ways shine so brightly and comforts me during dark hours. You light up the darkest valleys and sweeten the air like flowers. Thank you sweetheart for caring the way you do. I am so very grateful If only how much you knew. I just want to let you know I'm thinking of you and I care. Anytime you need someone, know that I'll be there. When you are sad I m sad too and all I want is to comfort you, I always know that you are there for me, and for you that’s where I want to be. Days without you are so very dull. I miss you so much day and night and I love u so. I love the way you love me. You have made me who I am and you gave me something for why I should live. I love the way you gave me your heart. I love the way you always make me smile with everything you can and always make it worth my while. You are always there, you always

My Soulmate
My Soul Mate I never thought that I would fall in love again with someone as wonderful as you not a day goes by that I don't think about you being in my arms holding me close and never letting go... I always dreamed of having someone forever and ever now that I have you I am not letting go of what I have and feel for you... you make me feel like a queen i a castle happ to have found her perfect King after searching to long and wide in the shadows of the night... You complete me always my heart will never die but beat next to yours for eternity I knew from the first time I met you.. You were my soulmate I knew I wanted to share my life and grow old with and take care of you like no one else has ever... I want to be with you forever and ever and never leave your side I want us to share our lives as one to the day we go to heaven How did I ever get so lucky to be with the man I have searched my whole life for? I can't wait to say I do in real life so that i can we

My Son Travis Was Hurt
he is 18 and he was with his gf emily last night...he got jumped by 3 guys and they knocked him out and broke his nose really bad...he is going to have to have surgery...he was defending his gf honour...what cowards to do this to him...he already has a cast on for a broken hand...they knocked him out in the middle of the street by kicking him in the head...then dragged him knocked out off the road...I spent most of the night in the hospital..thank God he is going to be okay..he could have been killed...what cowards to do this to my son. it scared the hell out of me...the police showed up at my door and said your son has been the victim of an assault...and that I need to get to the hospital.

My Sons Birthday
As most of you know my son on oct,19th lost his life in a downing accident, he was 2 years and 2 months old, tomorrow is his birthday, a birthday is a day of celebrating ones life the day of their birth,I'm sure I don't have to tell you all this, but on this day I will remember my little best friend who is no longer with me, by lighting a candle and maybe buying a matchbox car. looking at old photos and holding his memory very close ON THIS DAY I WILL NOT BE HERE MENTALLY although I might be on line it will be for a very short time to maybe upload a photo or blog. For someone that has lost a child,the memory of their life is held up to a higher standard, it is a day for me that I stop everything I am doing and thank god for the blessing he had brought to my life and will continue to do so until I am ready to join him, please understand if I am distant if I don't respond take no offense . Peace to all my friends & family. http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3077631

My So-called Friends
yep I'm still here, sorry for not keepin up with shit but I'm trying. I've been really busy this summer. Thanks to John and Lillith who leave me comments on a daily basis. Show them love for me please: lillith. my fubar fiancee is dark prince@ fubar Dark Prince..My Fubar Fiancee is Lovely Lillith@ fubar and don't forget my sweetest friend of all: @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-I only fan if you deserve it and unfan you too not here for points@};-@ fubar

My Son And I Lol
Ok so I was sittin here and my son was ignoring me so i decided to mess around with my webcam and wouldn't you know it then he wants to join in lol, so here is me singing badly and laughin with my little boy!

My Soul Wants A Do Over.
I still can't get to sleep. The days and nights have become one. My body is weary. And I can't seem to pin-point why. There are reasons I wish for. Reasons I dread. I might not make sense here. At least not to you. My loneliness is consuming me. Creating a cold, dark, empty void. I do have love in my life. But it isn't complete. My heart is open, wanting, longing. Beating a song. Can't you hear the music? It is so loud on my end. I can't take the din. I need the quietness of another heart. I was made to love deeply. Yet, I'm being denied. God I need to sleep. But when I wake up, the music will still be there. I hope it will be a new song.

My Son's More Successful Than Yours.
Four men got together to play golf one sunny morning. As they were heading out to the course, one of them was detained by a phone call. The other three were discussing their children while walking to the first tee. "My son," said one proudly, "has made quite a name for himself in the home building industry. He began as a carpenter, but now owns his own design and construction firm. He's so successful, in fact in the last year he was able to give a good friend a brand new home as a gift." The second man, not to be outdone, boasts how his son began his career as a car salesman, but now owns a multi-line dealership. "He's so successful, in fact, in the last six months he gave a friend two brand new cars as a gift." The third man brags that his son has worked his way up through a stock brokerage firm, and has become so successful that in the last few weeks has given a good friend a large stock portfolio as a gift. As the fourth man arrives at the tee box, the three smugly te

My So Called Life
Being single really sucks. I'm so tied of dating. I don't understand why I can't find someone on my level. I keep meeting the wrong guys. Where are all the guys who WANT a relationship? I guess there are none left. I feel like i'm not good enough for anyone. Sometimes I wish when I go to sleep, I never wake up. I know that's messed up but it's the way I feel. I guess i'm just tired of acting happy arround my friends and family when I am actually so hurt inside. I'm so tired of being single. All I want is to find someone to love me for who I am and I want to find someone to love and grow old with. I guess that's too much to ask in this world. If there is a hell, i'm living in it. Thanks for reading my blog/vent. Sue

My Son
Well anyways, yesterday he had asked if I could take em to K-MART to return somethings in which we bought fer school and well hubby an I took all of the little ones, JJ my oldest had asked if I'd buy him a set of earrings so he could get his ear done...lol... Well needless to say he got it. I myself could not punch a hole in his ear, so hubby did it an I really thought JJ was gonna flip out in which he didn't... I just thought that was awesome.....SMILES

My Son Is The Shit
so we woke up this morning and went to sit on the couch together and wake up (morning ritual) and apparently i fell asleep while 'waking up' well any way i woke up 2 hours later to my 2 year old son putting an old tea cup in my face and the tea bag in ma ear. then he thought it would be fun to show me all the things he did while i was asleep.... marker murials on the wall, he cleaned the kitchen floor w/ all the diaper wipes we have in the house, and he took all the cigarrettes, lighters, & phones from around the house and put them on the computer table.... but he insisted on holding my hand and showing me everything that he did and pointing to it and saying "uh-oh!!!" it was cute and horrifying at the same time.... never falling asleep again.

My Song I Do Like Is ?by John Michael Montgomery
I Can Love you Like that.. .. i like this song it is about Cinderella ; I Awlays wanted to live out a Cinderella story but; never had the chance ; My life was always a bad situation . but Its all great now. .. hugs diana.... May be my luck will change soo.. hugs all. You have to walk in faith , hope love and and Do give charity to all. ........Diana

My Son
Well it is driving me nuts that I was called a misfit mother the other day by a drunk women, so I thought I would jot it down for yall. I spend ALL my time and energy on my son and he is extremely happy and healthy and my own MOM got drunk, called the cops on me and threatened to take my son away from me. ! I can't get the thought out of my head!

My So Called Friends
I know I have more than 3 people on my friends list. And I know people hate loosing frineds on there lists. Well here is the deal I need help in this contest and if everyone on my friends list would put just one comment I could have a good chance at winning. Comments only count so leave one or many. Ya don't want to help me then just say so, I won't help you in the future. If you want to help click the pic.

My So Called Life, So Far
Well it's about damn time, I'M A WORKING GIRL NOW! I finally found a freakin job, not my cup-o-tea, but it's a hell of a lot easier to find a job with a job than no job. so Ill stick with it till then.. OH and IM GOING TO CANCUN! WOOT! I just booked my trip and everything.. Im staying my ass on the BEACH the whole fucking time and drinking the UNLIMITED Margaritas! Im so excited! unfortunatley Jimmie isnt able to be my wedding date as we wanted, his check are still being screwed with. but oh well, no I have a passport and ill be able to go anywhere for longer. I've never been out of the country, and NO i dont count growing up in HAWAI'I as being out of the country.. ITS A FRIGGEN STATE DAMNIT! okay so no I'm at Ericas house, Miss Morbid in my family, and drinking cause its FRIDAY. I cant drink too much because I have a bachelorette party to go to tomorrow. just thought I would catch all of you up for those who take their time to read up on me, and I LOVE YOU FOR IT! THANKS!

My Sons!
The day I found out was the best day of my life I could not wait for you to be born There was so many complications all I could do is pray for no harm I got sick and very big but you came out healthy and very beautiful we went through your surgeries scared and nervous you can guaranty but strong and there I had to be Then Your brother came another happy moment for me I have no regrets and wouldnt change a thing You to are my world and happy and healthy I will bring I pray to do my best and strength to carry you two for my love for you my sons will now and forever be pure,

My Son's Homwork
Because I've been cut off from submitting any more Mumm's, I'll have to blog instead, so my son has a homework assignment for which he has to poll a group of people to ask their favorite season of the year. Send me a comment telling me yours and help my lil man out. Pete

My Son's 9th Birthday
As you can see there is a picture of a boy as my primary photo. That is my son Lee. Today my little giant turns 9 years old. It's hard to believe he is 9!! It seems like only yesterday I was in the OR delivering and telling my now ex husband HA! HA! your mom didn't get her wish! She had been pestering me that I should have the doctor to wait til the 13th for the baby to be born on a relative of her hubby's bday. I told her the baby will be born when the doctor says! Lee was born on September 12, 1998 at 11:14 PM ; 46 minutes shy of what she wanted LOL!! Man it did me some good to get a laugh!! NOONE is gonna dictate shit to me on this and that except the baby being born and the doctor. In a way today is also bittersweet. A childhood friend of mine would have celebrated his 40th birthday today. Unfortunately Danny drowned on June 1, 1997 3 months and 11 days shy of his 30th Birthday. I hope his soul found peace. He had a troubled life and was trying to straighten things

My Son Is My Heart...
I have my heart... Each day I wake to find perfection, those smiles, those eyes, You manage to make me so complete, my son, my heart, At a time when life had lacked direction, of where's, and why's, I finally found that lost connection, for life, to start, I never knew I could feel this much, now I'm overcome, I never knew I could love so much, now I'm overcome, You gave me life in giving you life, such love, such joy, Turned a husband and wife into family, our house, a home, Whatever the day brings, will always suffice, with you, my boy, My life has clear meaning finally, I cease, to roam, I never knew I could feel this much, now I'm overcome, I never knew I could love so much, now I'm overcome, I have my heart. Lucy~

My Son
My son, OMG what a bright, beautiful piece of work God Created when he put Kevin together. I cannot at times believe that he is really mine. He is so much more to me than my son or a little boy. Since his daddy left, he has at times been my rock, my foundation, my only sunshine, my leaning post, my encourager, my prod, my hero and my biggest fan. He has been the mature one, the strong one, the most level headed, the most logical. His dad has been gone 9 months and still refuses to have anything to do with his little boy. Kevin told me one time. "I may not have a daddy, but i have the most beautiful mom in the world" awww, my heart just breaks for him. Maybe I am wrong and he really is fine. I could only hope. I would love to know that the tears I shed were for not. Bamby bye for now

My Soul
Though loves grows deep within my soul, a loneliness still roams, a pounding in my chest I feel, makes my busy mind weep as it groans, desire to hold, desire too cold, a hand to touch, but none shall unfold.

My Soul Mate
We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? With what I felt, emotions vast, I must have lo

My Sorry Poem
im sorry i couldnt be there for you and that you dont feel the way that i do im sorry i cant be what you need but know that inside it makes me bleed im sorry that i cant be enough inside im just not that tough im sorry that my love is all i have to give because i need everything else just to live im sorry i came to you broken and for the words that were never spoken im sorry that i cant be everything and that my eyes arent worth seeing im sorry that i am always wrong that is where im just not strong im sorry that i dont know how to fly and that i cant take you someplace high im sorry that you cannot see that your the only one for me im sorry that i work my hands to the bone but mostly im sorry to leave you all alone

My Soul Mate
My Soul Mate We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? With what I felt, emotions v

My Sons Choice
Okay here it is My son is 19 and just got sworn into the Navy yesterday he is going under the delayed program so he is leaving for basic training in Feb 2008 right before his birthday. He has chosen medical as his field of training I have faith in him in this point of life when he could be out commiting all sorts of mayhem and me dealing with a divorce and custody battle for his little brother. He's doing this so he doesn't feel like a burden to me and he can travel somewhat.

My Soul Mate
I have found you now I will not let you go You are my heart's desire My soul's mate You are the one I think of The one I dream of When you are gone I miss you When you stay gone I worry With you I want to share my wants With you I want to share my dreams My mind and thoughts are yours to read My life an open book Questions you ask will be answered I will hide from you nothing Most of my life I have searched For someone such as you My definition of perfect you fit My hopes and dreams answered

My Son
SORRY FOR SUCH A MUSHY BLOG BUT AFTER THE HUGE ARGUMENT WITH MY SON I NEED TO VENT. Current mood: sad Category: Life My Dear Son You are my Heart, My Soul, My Reason for breathing. I know at times you feel that I am hard on you or that I ask alot of you, and for this I am sorry. But I want you to know that I Love You so much and just want whats best for you and for you to be happy. Something that every Mom wants for her children. I may have played a roll in some things that have happened in your life that you mightnot be happy about but for this I am sorry. But I just want you and everyone else to know that you are my Life. And lately I just feel like I am losing you. I know you are 18 now well 19 in 9 days so you are a man now, but to me you will always be my baby and I want to protect you from all the hardship and things life might throw your way. Some people say let you live your life, let you make mistakes you will learn from them and as true as this maybe, it's just

My Son's "nuts" :(
Wow, I am so not happy with my son's school. I have had issues with his principal in the past. She tends to be a hypocrite! I have had issues with teacher's in the past. But I have had it now! This is the last year at this school and I am so happy about that. My daughter started kindergarten there. It was a great school back then. All 3 of my kids have gone there. Over the years though, the school has gone down hill. A lot of the good teacher's left and the wonderful principal we had left a few years back. I was tempted to move him to a different school but it isn't so easy and there has to be an opening and it has to be during open enrollment time! I decided to keep him there for the remaining years so he could stay with his friends. I had gone to so many different schools when I was young. I went to 7 different schools from K-6th! So making friends and keeping them was quite difficult and believe it or not, I used to be very shy. No, we were not military either.

My Sonnet To 21st Century Love
Love, a fickle and demanding Master, Takes from your heart and soul, Making you surrender all control, And more often then not ends in disaster. It demands and perverts the mind, Making one enamored with 'the one,' Blinds to their faults as if they're the sun, Making promised to each other that bind. Then life and love dawns to reality, And they become their true self And love turned into a fatality, With sad little to do for help. When love is at the wheel Your only hope is just to feel

My Song...
This runaway train of love keeps going off track I've ridden these rails before but, I'm never going back I keep writing these letters of love tied in ribbons and bows Momma told me you were no damn good and now everybody knows But before you go...baby there is something you should know I won't cry for you I won't lie for you I won't waste another day, Wonderin' how to make you stay I've been a fool 'til now but now I'm through Baby I won't cry for you Your hurricane heart won't quit, it keeps pounding on me I tried to ride out that storm but I had to break free I keep writing these letters of love tied in ribbons and bows Daddy told me you would do me wrong and now everybody knows But before you go...baby there is something you should know I won't cry for you I won't lie for you I won't waste another year, Like I've wasted all these tears I've been a fool 'til now but now I'm through Baby I won't cry for you And it's a long way down the bend But this bro

My Soubrette
You can do what you want - I will never forget you You can do what you want - I will always beget you - again You can do what you want - I will never forget my soubrette You can do what you want - I will never forget you Time to put your love back in your hands Time to give your love a second chance You can be what you want - I will never ignore you You can be what you want - I will always adore you - again You can be what you want - I will never ignore my sweet whore You can be what you want - I will never ignore you Time to put your love back in your hands Time to give your love a fucking sense You give me reason to live You give me reason to realize You give me reason to live You give me reason to realize You can say what you want - I will never forget you You can say what you want - I will always beset you - again You can say what you want - I was fucking upset - your kismet You can say what you want - I will never forget you Time to put your love ba

My Son
my son is weird, he is walking around with a hairbrush sticking out of his mouth, yesterday her tried to see how much stuff he could shove under the seat of his dad's chair. also he does this super cute and funny happy dance

My Son, Me And My Father
today while eating lunch,my son ever so sweetly climbs on the couch to cuddle with me, he sits next to me gives me a sweet smile, than leans over and steals my frech fries, this is my child. he has his own but he wants mommies. i guess tis is revenge for my father, because when i was young i would only eat things off his plate. well to be honest i am 23 and i still think food taste best when it is off my dads plate

My Sons Wonderfull News !!!!!!!!!!
Well I have never been as happy ,since my son blessed me with is presence, as I am today . Though I have seen this Red headed , STRONG willed boy through alot of obstacles (2 years of which I couldn't help ). Today was an appointment for a NeuroPsychological Evaluation .We found his NEWEST and IMPROVED IQ is FAR above the score when tested in 05,coming to 70 where it had been 59 which puts him only one small point from having overcome the MR range ! Even better, THERE ARE NO FURTHER INDICATIONS that would in fact keep him "LABELED" in the Autism spectrum . His Occupational and physical therapies are paying off well, cause his motor skills have improved GREATLY !. It is known at this time, that his cognitive delays are due to the infractions sustained by the stokes before and after birth that contribute to his developmental delay 's. He has made SO MANY improvments in the last year ! My amazement is beyond words. I always Knew that Patience meant standing byh

My Soulmate
Tell you what, I really did not ever believe in the whole "Soulnate" thing. I was married for 17 years to an unfaithful and lieing wife. Yes I knew all this but I stayed because of the children. Then about 3 years ago I had had all I could take and left. I grabbed the first thing I could, eye candy, and started a new life. I thought I was "in love". I had no idea!! It didnt take long before it was over and I was alone once more. One day a friend talked me into getting on this sight and meeting people. Had not been here long when I came across the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. I knew she had tobe taken but I wanted to just talk to her. So I did and the more we talked the more I had to talk to her. It got to where I was online all the time talking to her, till I got her to call me. Then things really heated up. I was feeling things I had not ever felt before, about anyone! We talked for about 4 to 5 months before we decided to meet. I saw her at the airport, it was like som

My Soul
You ask me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness, and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else.

My Soul Weeps
My soul weeps for the tears I can not cry. The things I said to you are but a shadow of another time. I do not know why we share this connection that is so strong. When you are sad, I hurt. When you are alone, I am lonely. When you want to fade away, I start to disappear. Is this just an addiction, like so many times before. An empty space is there, with no where left to go. I do not what to hurt again inside my little world, feeling only feelings that are never mine.

My Song For The Moment
To really love a woman, to understand her, You've got to know her deep inside Hear every thought, see every dream, And give her wings when she wants to fly Then when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms, You know you really love a woman When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really...really, really ever loved a woman To really love a woman, let her hold you, Till you know how she needs to be touched You've got to breathe her, really taste her Till you can feel her in your blood And when you see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one She needs somebody, to tell her that you'll always be together So tell me have you ever really...really, really ever loved

My Son
My lil boys 14 mths old and been running a temperature of 102 I called dr. they say its probably a viral infection . No other symptoms he hasnt ate much hes usually a lil pig so keep him in your prayers too please.

My So Called Meeting For 10-17-07
Yeah, first let me apologize for not posting sooner. Well I had been told by my mom over 2 weeks ago that I had an appointment at immigration for today Wednesday, Oct 17th, 2007. Well the lawyer told this to my wife and my mother over the phone. Telling them that I was going to be receiving a letter in the mail about my appointment. Well I had no news on that letter and my wife finally called the lawyer a on Friday. Well the lawyer said he wasn't sure, he said I had the appointment because he supposed it was time. So nothing was confirmed, he said that without being sure himself. So I have been telling all my family here that I had an appointment. All my friends back home were all excited. So I sit here still waiting to get news of my appointment. I don't even feel like being upset. I have been here 15 months today what is another little bit. I love my twins and family. I can't wait to get back and address that problem with the wife. We all deserve to be happy even if it means separati

My Soul
shivering as you enter my soul, i descend into a world so full of wonder and mystery that it overwhelms my being into violent, orgasmic shudders. how do you do these things to me? how can you make me want you and then deny me your sweet nectar which i crave like water for i am parched; parched from whispering your name; parched from kissing you, licking you, biting you, sucking you in my dreams. where is my promised reward? when do i get to feel your sweet liquid flow into me and overpower my pulsating need, dripping down my thighs? when will you answer my moans with sighs of your own? how long do i have to imagine your tongue gliding across my teeth, your hand supporting and pushing into my back as i arch it in tingling pleasure? when do my hands, my fingers become your hands, your fingers, your tongue... your teeth? thinking about you is such an indescribable combination of pain and pleasure; imagining your lips brushing against mine and knowing it will be so long until i can

My Son's Guardian
MY SON'S GUARDIAN This story is lengthy but the details are necessary for you to understand what happened to me. I have only related what happened to a select few family members but after recently stumbling onto this website (thank goodness) and reading about other people's unexplained events, I've decided to share what happened to me with people who know the difference between what some would say is "imagination" or "dreams" and what is real. I didn't "imagine" any of what transpired. I am a sensible, logical and "down to earth" person...and I don't lie. It was late autumn, 1978, we (my husband and two- year old son-"Daniel") had been living in Colorado as my husband was stationed there in the Army. After much discussion about whether to stay in the army (and make it a career as his father had done) or try something else, I finally convinced him to take us back "home" to Maine-he had served four years. I am the eldest of six children and my entire family was back in Maine. I

My Son And His Marching Band Season
My son's high school marching band is doing really great this year. They have scored 1st place in all catagories, in all the competetions they have been in this year.. I am extremely proud of them. This weekend is their last competetion and they will be going to Atlanta Dome. This will be the biggest competetion that his school has been in for 10 years! I am so excited for them. I know they will do great! I can't wait for the fireworks for their performance!

My Son And His Marching Band Season
My son's high school marching band has been doing great this yr. They have scored 1st place in 95% of the catagories. This wkend will be their last competetion and their most important one. They will be traveling to the Atlanta dome to march. I aqsk all my fubars friends and family to say a little pray that their luck holds up and they score superior. I have confedence in them, it's just they will be going up against some really great bands. And a pray never hurts.

My Son That Is Away
For all of you that know me, some know about my son being away and some do not. I do not talk about it all the time.The end of last year he was taken out of the home for a incident that was made bigger then it was really. The natural of the incident is sexual and he is in a special home and getting therapy for it. He is also on probation for the act. I talk to him everyday and I miss him terribly. He does know that what he did was wrong but does not really understand why. He still blames others for the act also. I get to see him every week and I treasure every moment of those precious 2 hours with him. I wish it was longer but after he is in phase 2 of his therapy then he can come home to visit for the weekends. I am looking forward to this time.

My Son Is Talented: First Poem
Your Day To Be Queen I'm seventeen now, I'm getting older, that doesn't mean I can't cry on your shoulder, You're still my mother, there is no other, I'll always remember how hard you tried, to make me grow up with dignity and pride. You'll mever know how grateful I am, that you tried to help when I was in a jam. If you don't know how much you mean to me, from now until I die, in my heart is where you'll be. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, LOVE THURMAN

My Soul Mate
PROFILEFANTASY.COM Dear Soul mate, My eyes are mesmerized by the roll of the salty ocean waves crashing against the shoreAs I sit on this craggy overlook and dream of you….as I wait for you. Even though, I have never seen your face, I will recognize it when you come to me. I have waited for so long for you and sometimes I am impatient for I am eager to begin our destiny. I imagine so many things that we will share and at times they seem so real to me and I feel every sensation that my thoughts provoke. I want to welcome you home with sweet kisses at the end of your stressful day and offer my touch as your comfort. I want to laugh with you as I prepare your favorite meals,for food has much more flavor when shared with someone you love. I want to hold you in our bed at night and share our dreams of our future with eachother, and make sweet slow love as we melt together in our passionI want to laugh with you as we fight over the bathroom sink as

My Son Update
As alot of you know my son needs a kidney...We are looking for a live donor...If you are not already aware of this please read my blogs about my son...We got word today from the doctors that the next time my son is in need of treatment that we are not to stop at are hometown hospital but to take him directly to San Fransisco...They want him to go to emergency which will be waiting on him and they will admit and send him to the nerphrology (KIDNEY)Doctors that will then take him to surgery and shut his kidneys down so they can remove them...He will then go on dialisis as he can wait no longer he is getting to weak and his heart is becoming a problem...We had hopes of finding a match befor so they could just take his out and replace with new kidney but looks as if this will not be the case...We still need a kidney so if you know of anyone that would concider please contact the hospital that is listed in my blogs and on my profile page...We are also asking for prayer as this is our bigges

My Son ..
MY SON This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day! The ending will surprise you Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The youn

My Son
This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day! The ending will surprise you Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm no

My Socal Sweetie (jenna)
Her name is jenna shes always on my mind shes nice shes smart shes cool plus shes hella fine shes my socal sweetie, shes my southern love when i talk to her she makes me rise above i can make her smile and i can make her laugh plus shes super awesome cuz she likes to read my raps i talk to her on msn i really like this girl shes my socal sweetie shes my precious pearl it seems her family likes me even her mean sister shes got my whole mind spinnin like a twister i always think about her i love this girl to death i hope she likes me too, that im not wastin my breath i cant wait to get home just so we can talk so i can read this to her to show how much she rocks Dustin B. Unrath

My Soldier Friend
My friend in Iraq was injured. I have supported and encouraged him for months. His pictures are in my pictures at the very bottom. I am posting some links and please go and support him. http://www.fubar.com/user/940475 http://dailystrength.org/index.php?option=com_comprofiler&task=userProfile&Itemid=47&user=51712 Thanks everyone

My Son
YOU ARE MY WORLD THERE ARE NO WORD TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL FOR YOU YOU MAKE THE WORLD GO AWAY WITH THE SMILES YOU GIVE... SO PEACEFUL, ASLEEP IN MY ARMS LATE AT NIGHT YOUR WORLD SO NEW I NEVER THOGUHT THAT WHAT YOU LEARN WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME THIS WONDERIOUS WORLD YOU HAVE TO LIVE SEAN YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME MADE BY SHANTELLE THRAILKILL 11/ 27/2007

My Son's Love Of Boogers...
So I was walking into the living room just recently and saw my son sitting on the floor in front of the recliner. I see his finger move quickly from his face as he turns his back and hides his hand. So I immediately asked him if he was just picking his nose and he just smiles at me. And so I said, "I know you're not about to wipe a booger on my chair." He smiled again. So I said, "You weren't going eat a booger were you??" And he smiled again and said, "Well I was going to eat it until you saw me." And I said to him, "Son that's really disgusting. You really should not eat boogers because they are very dirty and gross. Eating a booger would be like licking a dogs butt. You wouldn't lick a dog's butt, would you?" And he looked me dead in the eye and said matter of factly, "I would lick a dog's butt if it tasted like a booger."

My Son Had Surgery
i just got back i have been out for 2 weeks and im sorry to my friends and family that i havent been able to help yall out:( but my son had head surgery and he needs alot of attention so i'll help when i can thanks for understanding!!

My Son
My son, DJ, is 5 years old and in Kindergarten. He knows his ABC's and 123's and general things but I haven't been teaching him how to read yet. Of course I know they are doing some of that in school but I experienced a wonderful thing tonight. My son came home with 2 little books that they made in school. Each page consisted of 3 word sentences. I was cooking dinner and I happened to look over at him as he was at the table with his bookbag with his brother and his 2 cousins. He was showing them the books he had. I went back to cooking and heard him talking. I looked back over and my baby was READING the sentences to the other kids! Now I know that many wouldn't call this an accomplishment but I do because they labeled him developmentally delayed because he was tongue tied at birth and was speech delayed and still is kind of, so this is a moment in my history that I'm proud to acknowledge! I know it was only 3 word sentences but I didn't think he would be able to read until next year.

My Son
I am at home again because my son is still sick. I took him to the doctor earlier this week and have spent a fortune on medicine and time. I either need to leave Kentucky or just this apartment. Something is making him ill. What is it?

My Sorrow
WHEN DID ME DOING SOMETHING THAT I LOVE BECOME A CRIME? WHY IS MY HAPPINESS YOUR SORROW? CAN I NOT DO ANYTHING RIGHT IN YOUR EYES? AM I NO GOOD? WHY DO YOU PUT ME THROUGH THIS MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT AND IM WORTHLESS? I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE SLOWLY KILLING ME INSIDE MAKING ME COLD AND ANGRY. DO YOU REALLY HATE ME THAT MUCH TO DO THAT TO ME?

My Sons First
today was my girlfriends sons first school christmas concert. i've been with her for about two years and have grown to love her to kids. so now i'm at the point where they are mine too. i love them more then anything in the world and would do anything for them. so you can only imagine the joy that i felt when i saw him on that stage, knowing that i helped get that boy to where he is today. shelly has a daughter to and both of them call me dad. there father does'nt do like a father should. he doesn't try to see them everyday and he doesn't try to help support them. i would be surprised if he gets them something for christmas. and i jaust don't respect someone like that. where it ends with me is that him and shelly made to beautiful children, and i love having the oppertunity to take care of them for him. the boy did a great job and i can't wait for the next one. i love feeling like a father. hillbilly

My Sons Surgery
Well they have moved my sons surgery to Dec 28th.And thats good cuz the sooner they can do it the better.I just want him to be better,poor lil guy.the 2 weeks after the surgery are going to be the hardest part.And I wonder what there going to give him for pain.What do you give a 5 yr old? Speaking of that,Dylans birthday is the 23rd so I have been trying to get ready for it.I think im going to make spongbob cupcakes this yr.Well anyway thats the update.

My Son.........................
For those of you who do not already know my son Wee Alan aged 5, He is the apple of my eye and such a funny little boy, Who can make me laugh just by the way he looks at me, He has a condition called Cystic Fibrosis , to which at the moment there is no cure, He has been picked to play the part of Joseph in this years school Nativity play next Friday.......I just had to share the news with all my freinds on Fubar, I am so very proud of him he is such a wonderful little boy......

My Son . . The Miracle . . . The Passing Of My Beloved
My son was a miracle to me . . . I was a miracle that he was conceived. You see, I had a serious case of the mumps, when I was a child, that left me sterile (not completely, according to the doctors I have a 13% chance of conceiving a child.) I was sceptical at first whether he was mine, because of me working long hours and my beloved was home alone. You never know. (He is mine -I requested testing prior to his birth and I opened the results six months ago.) He was born on June 10, 2002 - 17 inches tall - 11.2 lbs. He was perfect. . . . but my beloved had problems . . . doctors said that she will be fine with natural childbirth . . . so we went for vaginal delivery. She had third degree lacerations in the birth canal and the vaginal opening . . . she lost a tremendous amount of blood and had to received several blood transfusion. One top of that she got pneumonia and further complications. I admitted my son to the nursery in the hospital and stayed with my beloved until her p

My So-called Life
About an hour ago I was told my grandmother was put in a group home and that it would be pointless sending a christmas card, or anything for for that matter to her because she has no idea who i am....still I put the card with the others to be sent out today. It is almost impossible imagining her without memories of me...even at the age of 92. I am so angry with my family for allowing my grandma to go...to be taken...from her home for over 50 years...not to live with other family members (what family does...) fuck no, let strangers take care of her in a strange place...i am so ashamed of my family. When she passes, I will have no reason or interest to ever speak to them again. I wasnt told till now because the family always hated me because i was my grandpa and grandma favorite grandchild. I am the last Francisco, but truth be told i was the favorite because i was all they had left of their only son....who was their favorite child. He died at the age of 23. I know just a baby. My grand

~*~ My Soulmate ~*~
The blue sparkling sea reflects in her eyes Her lips are like a new summer rosebud Her hair is like the jet black coat of a panther Her skin feels like the finest velvet And is the colour of fresh cream Her cheeks are tinged with rose And she is my soulmate When I look at her I think I'm with an angel Her love surrounds me like a golden aura It will never leave It warms every inch of me It makes me whole Because she is my soulmate When we touch The golden fires of love bond us When we kiss The red fires of passion engulf us I want her Always Every day I wish to be one with her And I will be one day For she is my soulmate She strips me of the barriers I build up She strips me of the clothes that hide the real me And in our naked beauty we will join together God and goddess let it be She is my soulmate

My So Called Life
i did something on friday i got drunk and did something stupid i should of never got drunk and should of never trusted another guy. i am afraid to get close to ppl after my ex put me threw he was abusie and controling i am 25 and made some mistakes in my life i just wish i could go erase them but i cant i learned not to trust ppl in chat rooms who says they care bout u all they are after is sex or money. never trust someone who use for money all the time and my so called friends from my town are getitng on my last neve love trudy

My Solitary Night's Mind Shaped By The Thought Of A Broken Heart
My first blog was inspired by one of the best days in my life. I try not to fool myself into believing that this is a world where we can all be happy, but for one night I let my skepticism go, and enjoyed a beautiful summer night with someone that has the potential to steal my heart. For the first time in a long time I felt that there was someone that had my back, the way that I so readily do for my loved ones. How do you let love go? I asked myself that for a long time, but I finally realized that if you love someone, but they choose to keep you outside their hearts... that is not love. The body, soul , and mind work in weird ways, in that emotions are based on a one way perspective that can be very deceptive in situations of love. Or maybe its because Im young, and unaware of the signs indicating deception. Either way emotions can be invoked even when there is no "genuine love in the air." Sometime you are deceived, sometimes you deceive, and sometimes you deceive yourself. Reality e

My Son
Thank Jesus my son was able to sign out of the hospital for Christmas Dinner...Knowing he would have to return the next day...He is now back in his hospital bed or his other home as we refer to it...His doctor came in this morning and told him he is dieing...She said that they can not wait any longer to remove his kidneys as they are doing more bad then good for him...Arrangements are now being made to transfer him from Fresno To San Fransisco....They will first start his dialisis and then shut down his kidneys and remove them....We are asking all to pray that Jesus guide the doctors and hold my son as to keep him safe....Please sticky this 4 me....KNIGHTSKITTY

My Sons
“My Sons” Two wonderful sons I couldn’t ask for more Precious God’s gifts the two things I adore Daddy gone but I am with you in Spirit Why I am away I know you don’t get it Forgive me for leaving you fatherless That don’t mean you should love me any less Joy and completion I have found in you There is nothing in the world I wouldn’t do To see my loved ones really pull through Remember me and forget me not If I could I’d be your shade when it’s hot Stay true cause nothing could break the bond between us I love you soon I’ll be there to put you on the bus I’ll never give up cause the job of a father is never done To you I send all the love that resides in me “My Sons” A.I.R. 8/9/03

My Son Is Better
Christopher was running a high fever all the way up to 103.6 last night and thank God above he is down to 98.3 and even though he is coughing still - he is eating and feeling much better....I will continue to watch him and keep him from school this week so to make sure he is 100 percent before he goes back..

My Son[r.i.p] 7-14-07 This Was Written
For those who dont know and there not many that does except for some close family i had a son.He was born Aug.22,1998 and he was named after me and that made me very proud and to be a father made me very happy.I can remember holding him and watching him smile.watching him move his little arms and feet i couldnt help but to smile and thank god for what he gave me.It was best feeling in world to look at someone and know they a part of you.But my life changed on Dec.11,1998.I got a phone call from a woman at the hospital it was about 7 am in the morning and she said i need to come to hospital and i keep asking her whats wrong is my son hurt and i keep asking for like 10 min. but she would never say,but i know in my heart they was something very wrong so i went to hospital and thats when my life changed in so many ways.I walked in to room and i seen about 20 other people one his mother and mostly nurses and all was screaming and crying.And then i seen his mother holding him saying to him w

My Soul
My Soul love of the Soul Passion from within look deep into self feel Passions know self touching closed eyes wanting to see love afraid to taste Desires within Naughty Joy is this right feel the way pain excites Pleasure hold tight fear the unseen & unexplored touch You, Trust fear my own Desires fears face to face unlock hearts desire to fulfil Satisfaction

My Soulmate
The green sparkling sea reflects in his eyes His lips are like a new summer rosebud His hair is like the jet black coat of a panther His skin feels like the finest velvet And is the colour of fresh cream His cheeks are tinged with rose And he is my soulmate When I look at him I think I'm with an angel His love surrounds me like a golden aura It will never leave It warms every inch of me It makes me whole Because he is my soulmate When we touch The golden fires of love bond us When we kiss The red fires of passion engulf us I want him Always Every day I wish to be one with him And I will be one day For he is my soulmate He strips me of the barriers I build up He strips me of the clothes that hide the real me And in our naked beauty we will join togther God and goddess let it be He is my soulmate

My Son's Health :(
My son had surgery yesterday and is taking a turn for the worst. Please keep him in your Prayers and Thoughts he is only 7 Thanks to all my friends that read this bulletin I hope to be on later with updates Love Ya, Gerian

My Son Is Finally Coming Home
About 6,000 sailors and marines will be home within the next two weeks as USS Kearsarge Expeditionary Strike Group and 22 Marine Expeditionary Unit return home from six months of duty. The Norfolk-based guided missile destroyer USS Porter and guided missile cruiser USS Carr (FFG 52), along with the Mayport, FL-based guidedd missile cruiser USS Vicksburg, will arrive home Friday. The amphibious transport dock ship USS Ponce and the dock landing ship USS Gunston Hall will pull into their piers on January 29. The amphibious assault ship USS Kearsarge will return February 1. During the deployment, Kearsarge visited Haifa, Israel, a port that has not been visited since before Sept. 11, 2001. Additionally, Ponce became the first Navy warship to visit the port of Ash Shuaybah, Kuwait when it arrived to deliver needed gear and supplies to the Marines of the 22 MEU. Porter visited Mombasa, Kenya, becoming the first U.S. Navy ship to visit the port since 2005. Porter was also

My Song
If there has ever been a song that best describes me I have to say that this is it! "I'm Still A Guy" ~ Brad Paisley When you see a deer you see Bambi And I see antlers up on the wall When you see a lake you think picnics And I see a large mouth up under that log You're probably thinking that you're gonna change me In some ways well maybe you might Scrub me down, dress me up aww but no matter what Remember, I'm still a guy When you see a priceless French painting I see a drunk, naked girl You think that ridin' a wild bull sounds crazy And I'd like to give it a whirl Well love makes a man do some things he ain't proud of And in a weak moment I might walk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall But remember, I'm still a guy And I'll pour out my heart Hold your hand in the car Write a love song that makes you cry Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground 'Cause he copped a feel as you walked by I can hear you now talkin' to your friends

My Son
When you were born, it was all I could do to contain my joy when I found you were a healthy boy. Your eyes sparkled like the stars in the sky, the feeling I had in my heart, I swore I could fly. Five little fingers, five little toes, a handsome face, and a cute button nose. When I held you next to me my soul filled with overwhelming glee. Now you are a big boy, I see you've grown so much right before my eyes. Soon you will be a man, don't worry you've got time, there is so much more in this life, the day will come and you'll find. That no matter how old you get, you'll always and forever be mine.... MY SON.

My Son
In this journey all roads winding We see the path ahead Simple words reward the day of work A hug from a child Acceptance Devotion Do anything to make you proud Crawl in my bed rest your sweet little head Your my pride and joy Teach you the right way Have fun Grow up when your ready Be yourself Guided into the life you deserve Nothing to hinder you My promise to you We love you

My Soul
So many times I have sat here and tried, To put into words how I feel inside, Since meeting you I have been so lost in love, My heart feels it’s floating with clouds up above. I can’t wait to see you with my own two eyes, Rush into your arms with great kisses and sighs, To feel your lips upon mine at last, Feel safety in knowing our destiny’s cast. To lie with you at night in your arms so sure, That this is perfection as close to and more, To wake in the morning and find that you’re near, A moment I think of and now shed a tear. To lie in the sunshine the sun on our face, Side by side together in our own little space, To look into your eyes without saying a thing, You’ll know without asking how you make my heart sing. With you I want to share all that I am, And everything else that I possibly can, All of my past and all of my pain, Have led me to you and I breathe again. For you are the missing part of me, That I knew was lost but just couldn’t see, And

My Song
Just something fun I wrote (Talking) Cover your children’s ears this is no kid song. (A women breathing) OOH YEAH! (Music starts) I run my fingers threw your hair, how far it goes I don’t care Forget what you’ve known, I’m hear to make you moan and groan OOOO! !In an out, in an out! !You and me is all we need! OO the heat begins to rise. I see the passion, burning in your eyes. Our tangled legs in a heap, I can feel your heart beat! OOOO! !In an out, in an out! !You and me is all we need! Your nails running down my spine. O how I’ll make you mine. There is no stopping us, it’s a never ending lust. OOOO! !In an out, in an out, in an out! OO BABY! (Guitar solo) (Music dies down with the sound of a couple panting) HAHAHA “sigh”

My Son Has Passed Away!!!
This is Layla's friend Carla, she found out Sunday her oldest son passed away Sunday morning!! Please pray for her and her family in their time of need! Thank you all, may God Bless you and keep you safe. Witchy Woman imikimi - Customize Your World

My Soul Mag Inteview...
I'm famous in Greece LOL!!! Check out my interview in SOUL Magazine out of Greece. My buddy Antonis interviewed me for them, and it was alot of fun! I'm sharing pages with celebs like Jude Law and Alicia Keys-who would've thought LOL!!! So check it out and tell me what you think :-)

My Son
I have four children, and I worry about all of them, but none as much as my eldest son. He is 18, has the sweetest soul and has so many dreams, but no motivation. He still lives at home, which I am happy about, I don't want any of my kids to leave- empty nest syndrome and all. He started working last year, and in Nov lost his job. He hasn't worked since. He hasn't tried to work since. He spends his time either watching tv or playing WOW or for awhile there was playing Halo on xbox live- before his brother took it with him when he moved out. I have talked to him, gave him phone #'s of places that are hiring, taken him job hunting, yelled, threatened and still, he sits in his room, doing nothing. I talked to friends and family, they all tell me to give him an ultimatum. So I did. I told him if he did not have a job by March 31st that he would have to move out. Period, end of story, no exceptions. Everyday, he says something about how worried he is that the 31st is g

My Soulmate
Moon, We met be chance..6+months ago. From the moment we started talking a connection was formed. As we shared with each other our lives, and hopes and dreams, a funny thing happened. I fell in love. Through all the drama that has swirled around us (caused by me, you have stuck by my side like glue. You have become my best friend. As we progressed, we started to feel each others touch and emotions. This is a new experience for me, and confirmed in my heart that you are my soulmate. When we finally met, we fit together like pieces of a puzzle. I have fallen hard for you, and all I want is your happiness. I know this is a rambling thought, but I am not much of a writer. I am not sure what hand life is going to deal us, but I do know that you will always be my best and closest friend, and I will ALWAYS be here for you. I love you unconditionally, and am grateful for the love you give in return. Thank you for answering me on that 1st day, and letting me into your circle of friends. You

My Son Ashton
Well, I just have to share this because it is so funny... My kids have been on spring break this week and my mother in law came and picked up my son Ashton, who is four years old and very hyper... he stayed the night and the next day she took him to the movies... while they were in the movies he ended up getting stuck in his seat... they were unable to get him out so the fire department was called and two big firetrucks with a total of seven men came in the movie theatre to take the seat apart and free my screaming son... during all of this everyone had to leave and recieved free passes to return to the movies... My mohter in law called and explained it all and said she was bringing him home then... she was exhausted, mentally and physically... I can just picture all the commotion going on at the movies and it is so funny now that it is over... Just had to share... :)

My Son
i want everyone to know i need a lawyer to get custody of my son. so if anyone knows of a good one cheap or of any father groups that help to support the fathers please let me know i haven't seen my son close to half his life he is only 16 months old. so any help is good his pictures is in my profile thanks for any help you all can do thanks

My Son Can
MY SON CAN My son can stand tall with his leg braces and someone to support him so he won't fall My son can sit if you help him and hold him tight My son can speak with his eyes, his smiles, and his mystique My son can love and believe me that is a gift from above My son can be your friend all he needs is a helping hand There are so many things my son can do if you believe in him, as I do Because without belief and hope and understanding We would all fail And what a shame to not have even tried Because, in trying, we can say I truly did my best And what more can anyone ask?

My Son
OKAY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME, KNOW ABOUT MY 10 MONTH OLD BABY'S HEALTH ISSUES. I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL TODAY FROM OUR GENETICS DOCTOR WITH SOME ANSWERS..... MY SON IS 1 IN 3 IN THE WORLD WHO HAS THIS CONDITION.... I CANT PRONOUNCE OR EVEN BEGIN TO SPELL WHAT IT IS!!!!! WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS THIS, HE IS MISSING 1 OF HIS CHROMOSOMES # 20. THE OTHER TWO REPORTED CASES HAVE HAD LEARNING DISABILITIES, SEIZURES, SLOWED DEVELOPMENT, SPEECH PROBLEMS, AND HEARING PROBLEMS. ONE OF THEM DIED AT AGE 7!!! AARON HAS SIEZURES AND IS ABOUT THREE MONTHS BEHIND IN HIS DEVELOPMENT. A SOCIAL WORKER IS GOING TO COME OUT AND EVALUATE HIM TO TRY AND TRY TO SET US UP WITH HOME VISITS TO HELP!!!! HIS FATHER AND I NEED TO BE TESTED TO THEY CANNOT GIVE US ANY REAL ANSWERS AS TO WHAT TO DO OR WHAT TO EXPECT THEY DO WANT TO DO ALOT OF TESTING AND EXPERIMENTING AND I'M OT SURE ABOUT THAT. I DONT WANT HIM TO BE A FREAK SHOW. BUT ANYWAYS THERE IS NOTHING WITH THIS DISORDER THAT LINKS TO HI

My Soul Is Wild(poem)
My soul is wild, It cannot rest, It takes me where it wants to go, My wild soul wants to rest, In the arms of a friend, My wild soul is looking for a place to be, It is not here, But somewhere else, My soul is wild, Who will tame it?

My Son
I HAVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF TIME WITH MY SON TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME THAT I LOST IN HIS YOUNGER YEARS BECAUSE OF MY MOVING AROUND AND DRIFTING BUT NOW HAVE HIM ALOT AND TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME BUT NEVER CHANGE THE PAST JUST LOOK FOR A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SON IN THE FUTURE

My Songs Let Me Know What You Think
It's been this many years It's been that many years And still have to ask the same question Why? Why don't it feel like it felt on the first night When you and me would kiss at night Remember what we tripped like Why don't it feel like felt on the first night Now it's so hard to find two words to say Funny me, funny you Don't have nothing lft in common You wanted me to have your heart Now you want it back What about the promise you made to me That you wouldn't trade the key in for no damn reason And suddenly we're flying high Now it's Mayday we're falling fast You're trying to get lost I'm trying to pull up And damn I can't say You said you didn't need me I really didn't think that you would leave me Why don't it feel like it felt on the first night When you and me would kiss at night Remember what we tripped like Why don't it feel like felt on the first night Now it's so hard to find two words to say Why don't it feel like it felt on the first night

My Song
My breath----this is what I call my song, for it is just as necessary to me to sing as it is to me to breathe. I will sing this song, a song that is strong... Songs are thoughts, sung out with the breath when people are moved by great forces and ordinary speech no longer suffices. I am moved just like the ice flow sailing here and there out in the current. My thoughts are driven by a flowing force when I feel joy, when I feel sorrow. Thoughts can wash over me like a flood, making my blood come in gasps, then it will happen that I, who always think I am small, will feel still smaller. And I will fear to use words. But it will happen that the words I need will come of themselves. When the words I want to use shoot up of themselves---I get a new song.

My Son...
I was called by a CPS worker today...my son Tristan is FINALLY BEING TAKEN TO THE DOCTORS....SOMETHING THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE 2 FREAKING WEEKS AGO...NOW TELL ME THAT IS NOT FUCKED UP?????..TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN..I AM NOT SAYING ANYMORE...HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE CLAIM TO BE SOOOOOOOOO SMART BE SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING STUPID???....LOL.....IF THESE PEOPLE WERE THAT CONCERNED ABOUT MY SON HE SHOULD HAVE SEEN A DOCTOR 2 WEEKS AGO WHEN THE WHOLE CRAP WAS STARTED...I MEAN COME ON PEOPLE...WISE AND WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!

My Son The Soldier
MY HEART GOES OUT 2,THE MOTHERS AND FATHERS, WHO'S CHILD IS OVER SEAS IN THIS WAR. MY YOUNGEST SON IS OVER THERE WITH THEM. I PRAY THAT HE AND ALL THE OTHERS MAKE IT BACK SAFELY. PRAY WITH ME AND SUPPORT THEM. GOD WILL SEND OUR BABIES BACK 2 US SAFELY.

My Son
MY SON IS LEAVING FOR BOOT CAMP MAY 12,2008 AND THE TIME IS CLOSING IN ON ME....ALTHOUGH I AM EXTREAMLYYYY PROUD OF HIM...AS A MOM I AM LOOSING MY BABY!! HE'S OFF TO START HIS LIFE AND I CANT HELP BUT SELFISH BECAUSE I AM SAD AND DONT WANT HIM TO GO!! THIS IS MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IS WAS GOING TO BE!! :-( MY HEART IS BREAKING.....

My Son
imikimi - Customize Your World Let's not forget his Brothers and Sisters that are still In Iraq that need to come home also . Please Keep them kids in your thoughts each and every day. Prey they get to come home to there familys as soon as possable . Thank you all for your support Ocean :)

My Sons Surgery. Please Read.
For those of you who know me, you know my son has had two surgeries in the past year. Well, tomorrow [Tuesday, April 29th] he will have the biggest surgery of them all. He was born with cleft lip & palate. His lip is currently fixed; however, his palate needs a ton of work. This is one of four surgeries for his palate. We will be in the hospital overnight, and he will be recovering for about ten days. I will NOT be on a whole lot. And, not at all Tuesday and Wednesday. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. ♥ Before his lip was ever fixed: Hospital the morning of surgery: 7 hours after surgery: After his lip was fixed for the second time: This surgery has me scared to death. Please keep him in your thoughts. If you have my number, like a few of you do, youre more than welcome to call. I will have my phone on me the entire time. As well as AIM. I forward me im’s to there. So, if you’d like my AIM name, please just ask. :] Thanks so much!

My Soulmate
If you could read my mind There you would find The two of us intertwined The image of you I have memorized I remember enough to fantasize I close my eyes and there you are In my mind, so you\'re never far. I caress your lips, your face, your hair And hold you close, so I can feel you there. Our hands all over one another Roaming in places meant only for lovers. My heart, it yearns for you. My soul, it reaches out for you. In my every waking thought I know you too have not forgot The love we made The passion, the bliss I could never forget the way you kiss. And though the ocean separates us, I know again, I will feel your sweet touch. You were sent to me from up above To stay with me, forever in love. Within my heart I know it\'s true. Dominique my soul mate,I have found you

My Son Has Discovered His....
Well...my son is 3...will be 4 in November. Since being fully potty-trained he has discovered the source of which his urine is emptied from his bladder and always seems to be holding it or touching it with his hand inside his pants. The other morning, I went to wake him up so we could go run some errands. He was sound asleep, hand in pants....holding himself. He's starting to look like Bud Bundy from Married With Children...lol. Well...this morning I woke up him (he managed to find his way to my bed last night....slept in my back all night long...needless to say I didn't sleep well after that but this is beside the "point") and his hand went immediately inside his pants. I was playfully trying to get him to wake up so I could get him dressed for Mother's Day Out (MDO) and so I told him, "you better get your hands out of your pants." He said, "why?" I instinctively told him, "because you're going to make it fall off," to which he replied, "well, I need get a brand new one,

My Son
My son I hope you know that I will always love you, no matter what. I cant stop but ask myself why, to say goodbye to close the door I cant take no more. The pain is so deep, I cannot sleep. The tears fall like rain, I cant hear you call, or pick you up when you fall. What kind of mom would walk away. I promised that i would always be there for you, now my skies are grey. My son, I can only dream of the way it used to be. It tears me apart to think of it will never be. My son I love you. I wish i could hear you call my name one more time, then maybe i would be fine. I miss you son, but will never forget you. I can only cry, and walk away with a sigh. I want to die, and now i walk away. I fall to my knees, look over the empty sea. Where you use to be, but now I cant see. you are so far away, just like the stars. my son I love you and miss you. I hope that you think about me every now and then. My son.

My So Called Man Is A Fake Wtf???????
Well... to make a long story short... my Tassi that I have been in love with.. that I met on here... almost two years ago.... I found out this am from his daughter.. .who I THOUGHT was his sister... called me from Australia.. and the REAL Tassi ... is actually CUTE SEXY AUSSIE one of my best friends on here..... I am devastated... I was going to meet him at the end of this month... so needless to say now that will never happen cause all he did was lie about everything.. his identity .. his family.. he told me his mother had a stroke a while back and come to find out his mother has been dead for three years... sooooo.... as I always say.. welcome to my Jerry Springer life.. LOL One thing I have learned I will no longer accept any friends that don't have a salute pic.. my advice to yall.. don't trust ANYONE on here... I trusted this man with everything... I gave him my heart... my mind.. my soul... and he betrayed me and violated me... violated my life... if I'm not here much I hope

My Son Richard
My Son Richard He is 14 years old and I love him with all my heart. I always thought that he had ADHD for a long time maybe 10 years and I just found out that he has Autism poor baby we didn't know and things are changing and I feel sooooooo bad because I thought he was misbehaving because he wanted to :( well there are times he does but there are things he does that is out of hand. I remember when he was a few month old (The time where they can stand up) well he always wanted to watch The Lion King and if it wasn't on he will cry and cry until I turned it out and when it was on he would laugh and cry when mofesta died he cried. I thought it was cute and I always told that story to everyone and I still tease him for that but I make him understand that I am joking :). IF I knew it was Autism (which the doctor that talked to me said he read stuff from the beginning he knew it was not ADHD it was autism. We could have did stuff differently. Right now he is scared to go to hig

My Son
Just wanted to let my friends know that my 5 yr old David is going to be having surgery on monday. He has scoliosis and will be having growth rods attached to his spine. I will let everyone know how he's doing as soon as I can

My Sonshine
I will never forget the moment that I realised I was pregnant with my son. I had missed a few periods, but I never for a moment suspected that I was pregnant. I had the golden "I'm an invincible teenager" halo about me doncha know. or so I thought. The father and I had already broken up and after a morning of gasping and turning green, but never puking. After a third trip to the local market for caramel to pool over my ice cream my Dad kiddingly said "You act like your pregnant." He laughed and walked away. I followed him. My eyes wide. Shock settling deep. "Dad." "What?" He turned "I think I am." He stared at me for a second then lightly punched my arm. "You. dinky-dou are funny." My father and I have never ever felt comfortable around each other. Even while I was young. "Shit." I whispered to myself as I closed the door to my room. I plopped on my bed and started to cry. I have never felt so panicked. So scared. So completely alone. "What the f

My Soulmate
WE SMELL THE FLOWERS IN DIFFERENT PLACES, WE SMILE THE SAME BUT ON DIFFERENT FACES. WE BLEED, WE HURT, WE CRY JUST THE SAME, THE ONLY THING DIFFERENT IS IN OUR NAME. MILES MAY SEPERATE OUR PHYSICAL BEING IT MATTERS NOT FOR IN OUR HEARTS WE DO OUR SEEING. OTHERS TOUCH BUT NEVER FEEL. THE KIND OF FRIENDSHIP THAT IS TRULY REAL. SOULMATES WE SHALL ALWAYS BE. YOUR THE KNOW THE WORST AND THE BEST OF ME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES LAUGHTER AND TEARS. OURS IS A FRIENDSHIP THAT WILL GROW THROUGHOUT THE YEARS. THOUGH I MAY NOT SAY IT , I HOPE U KNOW IT IS TRUE. YOUR ARE MY SOULMATE FOREVER AND I TRULY LOVE YOU.

My Soldier Comes Home
It all started innocently enough. Tim had just been deployed to Iraq. He needed that person to talk to back home and to keep is mind straight. His friend gave him Jessica’s email and told him they would get a long great. They were both pretty young with him being 20 and her being 19 and both from the hill country of Texas. Over the first six months he was stationed in Iraq they emailed nearly everyday they could. He would send her pictures of the war and she would send him pictures of things he missed most about Texas. Things like the bluebonnets in the spring, the colorful sunsets that closed out each day, the green hillsides around Austin, and his parent’s cattle ranch he worked on for so many years before leaving to join the Army. Jessica began to feel herself falling for the man she had never really met. They shared their thoughts and beliefs on everything it seemed. Everything except the war. In the beginning Tim asked Jessica not to ask much about it. Talking to her

My So Called Life
look at me and what i was planning to be what happened to this? why does everything turn to shit? i think im going somewhere but end up in nowhere why does life suck? and everything ends up being fucked why is everyone being imposters? when on the inside they're are monsters i used to listen to teachers and even the preachers i was making big strides going towards what i wanted to be but look at me!

My Son
hi yall my son and I have to go to the doctors today and get his test results. We had an appointment at the end of the month but want us to come in today to go over the results whitch cant be good so just keep us in ur thoughts and prayers when I come home from the doctors I will update anyone that cares please pray around 3oclock

My Song...
"Each person is sent into this world with a special message to deliver, with a special song to sing to others, with a special act of love to bestow. No one else can speak your message or sing your song or offer your act of love."

My Soapbox Today
ok i had a friend who was burnt to a cinder then i got out the marshmellows is this comedy or tragedy ? that question i put to an aussie he stated that american comedy is dark or rather he said very dark is it my prospective ? i see it from another culture but i live among it, an american culture the greeks had comedy and tragedy seems most is just the same the human condition i mean all has been said before in many different ways as i write someone else has thought the same and put it together differently. but i discuss this with this aussie i remember he has told me about rape gangs and mothers who dont care about their children but what am i to say about mothers i talk about my mother as in this metaphor that she greets me with a kiss with a dagger behind her back talk again about the american condition we may talk about racism does it exist most assured it does how many knew about slavery ? what do you know about it i see it eve

My Son Is Having Surgery
Just a Quick note to all my friends out there, My Youngest son Korben is having surgery this Wensday july 2nd. It is an outpastient surgery for a hernia but still scary to me being a parent i still worry about it. This is the first surgery any of my children have went thru so its weighing heavy on my mind. Please just keep him in your thoughts and prayers for me i would greatly appreciate it. Thank you all, Sean

My So Call Life.
Sorry I've not been on a whole lot lately.I've been bummed out lately over my life.So I've been staying busy so I don't think a whole lot.I've not forsaken all of my friends on here or the the other websites I'm on too.Just a whole lot of crap going on In my life right now,and I'm trying to sort through It all to see where I stand with my life.And where It's going,just as soon as I figured out my life I'll be back on here on a more constant pace.But for now I must focus on the future,and tried to figured It out.I just wanted to let everyone know so they wouldn't worried about me,because I've got some mail from friends asking me what was up.I can't really goto Into details on my life.But tyvm for all who have written me mail on here to checked up on me.Makes me feel good to know that I do have friends who are keeping tabs on me to make sure I'm ok.

My Son
Lastnight my son went to crew fest with his uncle and aunt well i got a fone call at 930pm that he was rushed to the er because he had stop breathin and passed out i just got home it is still unknown why he done this they done all kinds of test and is due back at the doctor on monday so i ask that u all keep Douglas my 6 year old in your prays as i will keep u updated.....Thanks to all my friends

My Sons Mother
Couple allegedly takes nude pics of teenager June 13th, 2008 · No Comments MEDINA — A husband and wife from Brunswick are accused of taking and receiving naked pictures of a 13-year-old girl earlier this year. Christopher Brock, 36, and Nicole Brock, 35, of 1550 S. Carpenter Road, were indicted by a grand jury late last month on nine counts of illegal use of a minor in nudity-oriented material and one count of child endangering, all second-degree felonies. Nicole Brock allegedly took the pictures and sent them to Christopher Brock over the Internet between January and April, county Prosecutor Dean Holman said. They were arrested Tuesday and remain in the Medina County Jail. Christopher Brock’s bond is set at $100,000 and Nicole Brock’s is $50,000. Nicole Brock will be arraigned on the charges today before Common Pleas Judge Christopher J. Collier. This is what is keeping me busy and why I am not online that much I am getting custody because of this bitch but this is a bles

My Song
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Im begging of you please dont take my man Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Please dont take him just because you can Your beauty is beyond compare With flaming locks of auburn hair With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green Your smile is like a breath of spring Your voice is soft like summer rain And I cannot compete with you, jolene He talks about you in his sleep Theres nothing I can do to keep From crying when he calls your name, jolene And I can easily understand How you could easily take my man But you dont know what he means to me, jolene Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Im begging of you please dont take my man Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Please dont take him just because you can You could have your choice of men But I could never love again Hes the only one for me, jolene I had to have this talk with you My happiness depends on you And whatever you decide to do, jolene Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Im begging

My Sorry Life
my life is just like the video made by slipknot called left behind. it explain my life to a T. I still keep moving on even if the people in my life hate my guts. i need to find a women who can change my sorry life around and tell me how to treat a women right and the way she wants to be treated. i also need to stop asking women to just sleep with me and quit be a little kid who just want to fuck the titty off a female. but my life is so fucked up i work a sluaghter house here in wapak ohio and make below mim wage doing it lol!!!!!!!!! so if some think they can help me please give me a call at 419 296 9183. but is true friend even think he can too better if he just buts his mind too it!!!!!!!!

My Son Christopher
hey all sooo i received some awesome news yesterday!!!!! for those of you who dont know 2 years ago n july 28th 2006 my son was diognsed with ALL lekumia..... it was a huge shock to say the least. these last 2 years have been an emotional rollercoaster. many admissions in the hospital.... we lived there bascially for about 6 months on and off. But they were able 2 catch it early and he was in remission in 4 weeks. Well as of yesterday he has 2 cycle's of chemo left!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooot wooooooooooooooot we are at the end thank god!!!!! and once we hit 5 yrs there is no chance of relapse..... so i am def very happy!!!!!! So my son finished chemo last september and is doing wonderful!!! He is gettin soooo big... but its tuff with him also bein special needs but he has made me soooo much stronger and i feel like i can def deal with nething life throws at me.

My Son Is Called Joshua Too
Shoutbox conversation with that clever cunt in the MuMM's - reads bottom to top... Clever cunt: I apologize for my abrasion on your mood. ->Clever cunt: now fuck off ->Clever cunt: the only thing I am learing from you is that you thing you are a clever cunt and know everything, if you truly are also learnig from interaction then you should decease from putting yourself above others Clever cunt: This is no different than you thinking that it is okay to do so. It is just that we are communicating. When we share like this we can both learn. ->Clever cunt: is fine as I also choose not to show who she or I are so that fact that I have made a joke about it will never affect her nor me as this is online and not the real world, I see that you take this shit way too serious now fuck off and go bullshit some more - I gave you some advice - take it or leave - I don't care! Clever cunt: YOU have communicated that you openly criticize her activities. This is your doing. My opinion

My Son
My life for years has been solely involved with my son, since i got custody of him. we have hunted and fished and shared lifes ups and downs together.tonight i find myself all alone here missing him . tomrrow he leaves for boot camp tomorrow and i was worried bout him but he seems to have it under control. me on the other hand . am having problems dealin with it. i feel as if my life is walkin away from me and then i feel the pride that he has givin me for doin so well with this he is turning into a fine young man, to my amazement he surprises me with how smart he is on what he going in for. i feel alone and happy its a torn emotion. i am proud of him and i love him and support his decision .. and god will watch over us and guide each of us as our lives grow apart.

My South And Then Some
This was written by Robert St. John, executive chef and owner of the Purple Parrot Cafe, Crescent City Grill and Mahogany Bar of Hattiesburg , MS. Thirty years ago I visited my first cousin in Virginia . While hanging out with his friend, the discussion turned to popular movies of the day. When I offered my two-cents on the authenticity and social relevance of the movie Billy Jack, one of the boys asked, in all seriousness; 'Do you guys have movie theaters down there?' To which I replied, 'Yep. We wear shoes too.' Just three years ago, my wife and I were attending a food and wine seminar in Aspen , Colo. We were seated with two couples from Las Vegas . One of the Glitter Gulch gals was amused and downright rude when I described our restaurant as a fine-dining restaurant. ' Mississippi doesn't have fine-dining restaurants!' she insisted and nudged her companion. I fought back the strong desire to mention that she lived in the land that invented the 99-cent

My Son
Just wanted to let my friends know that my Son Airman First Class Matt has been deployed to Iraq. He left this past Friday so I havent been on much. The closer it got to the date of his departure the sadder I got. Turn up your volume too theres a song! You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go

My Son
OK THIS IS SOME FUCKING BULLSHIT. I HATE THE FACT THAT MY SON LIVES 600+ MILES AWAY . AN I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL HAVE IN MY ARMS ASAP AN THIS IS NOT JUST A BITCH STATEMENT ALOT HAS GONE ON IF ANYONE IS WONDERING WHY IM NOT ANSWERING MY PHONE i lost the son of a bitch so dont text me or call me i wont answer!!!!!! OH IN OTHER NEWS IVE DESCIDED THAT ME MYSELF AN I ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYONE RIGHT NOW I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY MUSIC MY SON AN MY LIFE AS I PLAN IT TO BE I WORK ALMOST 50+ HOURS A WEEK AN PAY MY BILLS AN DONT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH TO SEND MY SON AN ITS PISSING ME OFF OK WELL LOVE YOU ALL FUCK YOU ALL AN *KISSES* p.s we miss you soooo much aunt barbara you well always be in our hearts 1923 - 2008 -*CYLO*-

My Son
8 yrs ago today at 1:49 pm My son arrived in this world. He was immediately taken to N.I.C.U. where he remained for 19 days. We were told he would never leave the hospital. Of course he proved them wrong. Throughout the first year of his life I heard nothing but bad news about his prognosis for life. He would never walk, he would never talk, He would never function normally. 8 yrs later here we are. He would never talk, You cant keep the boy quiet now. He would never walk, You come try and help me keep up with him. He would never function normally, I have the sweetest, happiest and most loving little boy in the world. Physically he is a giant kid. Much taller than most of his classmates. Mentally he is closer to a 5 yr old, but as I said earlier you wont meet a happier kid. He has brought so much pure joy to my life as well as given me so many qualities I lacked previously. I write this not to ask for birthday wishes for my son but to encourage you to hold your own

My Song On Repeat For The Day
The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice The Blowers Daughter - Damien Rice And so it is Just like you said it would be Life goes easy on me Most of the time And so it is The shorter story No love, no glory No hero in her skies I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes... And so it is Just like you said it should be We'll both forget the breeze Most of the time And so it is The colder water The blower's daughter The pupil in denial I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes... Did I say that I loathe you? Did I say that I want to Leave it all behind? I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off you... I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off yo

My Son, My Soldier Im So Proud
WELL GOT A LETTER AGAIN YESTERDAY TELLING ME ABOUT HOW HE MADE IT THROUGH THE 8.5 MILE RUCK MARCH WITH CHAEFFING AND BLISTERS THE SIZE OF HIS ARSE! ALSO TO TELL ME HE MADE EXPERT IN THROWING HAND GERNADES. HE MIGHT GET A PIN HES NOT SURE BUT HOPEFULL. SO AM I. BEING TAPPED ON THE SHOULDER HE WAS TOLD TO STAND UP. THE SGT WAS LAUGHING HIS ASS OFF SAYS, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT YOUR THROWING EXCEPT FOR 1 THING, THAT GERNADE HAD MORE HANG TIME ON IT THEN THE MONA LISA DOES. LMAO! GOTTA LOVE IT. CONGRADULATIONS MY SON, MY SOLDIER, MY HERO!

My Soul Mate..
I lost my husband on 03.19.08 he took his own life without even a word to anyone. I have lost my soulmate I dont know how me and his children are supposed to make it through this.. people tell me it will come with time.. I dont know if I have enough time to ever heal.. I loved him no matter what he was my life, my soul, and my reason for happiness.. I want to thank all the people who have supported me in this time of need and have tried to help the hurt in any way possible. I will always love you Eric and will miss you to the point no one can understand unless you have been there.. love you always .. your wife Tania I wrote this weeks after his death and it still rings true..

My Soulmate
I believe that every person in life you meet has the potential to be a soulmate. I believe a soulmate is a person who may teach you something you needed to learn, someone who heals a pain you had in your life, who fills a hole left behind in your heart, mind or soul. So, you see, anyone can have more then one soulmate... However, I also believe that there is ONE TRUE SOULMATE for each person... This person does it all... They teach you something new everyday. whether it be about life, about them, or most importantly about yourself, they will always be the greatest teacher you will ever have in your life. They are the only one who can heal ANY pain yopu feel. whether it is physical, mental, emotional or spiritual. They make all of it disappear and keep the pain from coming back. They are the only ones, besides your children, who can fill the emptiness you may feel in heart, mind or soul. they are the foundation on which you stand. The reason foor you to strive to be and do your absolute

My Son Is A Dork
Or I am a cool as hell Mom. :P I am sound asleep this morning and my phone rings. I rush to get it. I hear loud music and my son yelling........... "Mom, they're backkkkkkkk!!!!!!!" He had just picked up the new Metallica album! He didn't call his best friend, or his fave cousin. He called me. *Big smile* I haz teh happy.

My So Called "friend"
K so i was dating this guy im totally in love with him and we get in a fight.. i tell my "best friend" some things *out of anger mind you* and the next day after everything is fine she goes and tells him everything i said! Then we fight again and he breaks up with me... im totally heart broken over the whole thing anyway! Its been about a month ago now and we get in a huge fight today because i wasnt there when she needed me! *i called to find out where she was so i could go get her and she freaked on me and told me im the bitch and hung up on me* thus causing a huge fight! then she tells me that im not the same since we broke up and she wants her best friend back! I tell her that her "best friend" would never have gone away if she hadnt fucked things up with him and ruined everything we had! Then im a bitch for bringing up the past! and i need to let it go or let her go... am i right to be pissed that she ruined shit with me and him? I love him and would still do anything for him even

My Sons Broken Arm :(
Christopher’s broken arm ( 10/02/08 ) I got a call from the school Thursday, they said Chris ( my son ) fell and probably broke his arm, they told me that I had to come pick him up right away...well I called John and his mom Sharon and before they could even get here the school called back and said it was severely broken and he had to go to the ER in an ambulance...so I had to meet Chris at Memorial hospital ER in Belleville...when I got there his arm looked BAD he broke both bones in his forearm between his wrist and elbow ( the radius and the ulna )..and the bone came through the skin... they had him on morphine, he wasn't feeling a thing tho it looked horrible!! If you have ever seen the show SCARRED on MTV it looked like something you would see on there! Then they sent him from Memorial in another ambulance to Cardinal Glennon where they set his arm..put it in a splint..made him stay overnight...then they put it in a cast the next afternoon..we finally got to come home last ni

My Son Is Signing His Papers
My son this Wednesday is goito Little Rock, Ark. to sign his paperwork for the Marines. He is finally doing it. He graduates this year and then he is off to basics. He does his testing this week, But his Recruiter said he will pass with flying colors due to his pre test, he scored off the charts. I am so Proud of my Son for doing this. He is making a Career out of this. I just wanted to share this with my friends on how Proud I am of him. I will be a Marine Mom now Semper Fi

My Son
My 16 year old son has been missing for 5 days. Though he is not terminally ill, his health is not very well. I have been through all of his friends and no luck. His 19 yr old gf is pregnant and denies seeing my son during this time. I'm sure she knows where he is because she refuses to work with me to find him (which tells me she's not worried cuz she knows). I'm asking everyone to please keep my son in your thoughts and prayers that he comes home safe and SOON! thank You all for your support....

My Soul Type
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

My Son
This divorce is obviously taking its toll! I received an email from my Step son last night telling me that I would not be allowed to see the baby, & to never contact his wife or him ever again. This news devestated me as I have raised this child since he was 4 yrs old. (He is now 29) The damage is done & I will not try to undo it as I am too hurt at this point... Unfortunately it all stems from mis -informatiom regarding the divorce between his father & I but he has chosen to believe what he hears from others without even asking me first, and since the truth does not matter to him I do not wish to fight on this one.. what I really want to know is how ppl can be so cruel in destroying the lives of others for their own personal gain? I had to get this off my chest.....sorry if I sound angry, its just getting past the pain

My Son, My Hero
My Son, My Hero I am one proud mama tonight! My son did something at work today that impressed me, but did not surprise me. Andrew is a 17 year old Junior Volunteer Firefighter who has been trained in Fundamentals of Firefighting, first aid, CPR, hazmat awareness, and Incident Command, etc. He takes his position in the fire department very seriously. Andrew worked today from 4pm to 10pm. At around 6:30pm, his friend Steve's minitor went off. They heard the call for a vehicle into a structure at McDonald's, which is right across the street from where Andrew works. They looked over and saw that a car had crashed into the side of the McDonald's. Andrew's friend bluelighted it to the fire station, while Andrew's co-workers told Andrew to go. He grabbed a pair of gloves and ran over to the McDonalds. When he arrived on scene, he approached the police officer and fire chief (from a different department) and told them he was trained in first aid and CPR. Andrew asked

My Song To You
if I could walk next to you talk with you on the phone if I could hold you close and call you my own how happy would I be how free would I feel how happy would I be if I had you loving me if I could be your everything would I still feel this pain would I be saved if I could love you the way I want to oh can you catch me when I fall can I be your all oh will hold me close oh and never let me go how happy can I be how free can I feel how happy would I be if your love for me was real I'll catch you when you fall you know Ill give my all Oh how happy can we be If I loved you and you loved me

My Son Is Missing And I Am Looking For Him Please Read (from The Bulletin Board)
MY 27 YEAR OLD SON IS MISSING AFTER YOU READ THIS PLEASE REPOST IT SO MAYBE SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HIM OR ANYTHING ABOUT HIM CAN CONTACT ME. MY PLEA Billy please if you can call anyone of us in your family let us know that you are alright. We miss you very much and want to make sure that you are ok. Just call someone and let us know that things are ok with you and nothing bad has happened. anyone who knows the whereabouts of my son or any information on him please contact me. stormwoman~ Wolves of Wiccan Leveler~owned by anna@ fubar THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AND BLESS YOU ALL

My Son
While trying to get my son to go to sleep I told him that if I could choose any little boy in the world to be mine I would choose him. He looked at me and told me "mom I chose you." I am still completely moved and in awe of my 7 year old. Never have I felt more loved.

My Solitude Is My Friend.
I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude. --Henry David Thoreau One of the greatest gifts of our lives is the ability to enjoy solitude. Many of us are unable to enjoy this gift. We are too busy - busy with work, with friends, with entertainment. When we slow down, we find out we can feel peaceful when we are alone. For most of us, solitude is ordinary - we each find our private place and take up our favorite activities: fishing, sewing, writing, building models, and making pictures. These simple activities are so much fun it's hard to figure out why it took us so long to calm down and enjoy them. Our dreams may be quite ordinary. We can learn how to find them. What ordinary activities have I been putting off because I think I'm too busy?

My Song
The Continuing Song Voice, intonation, query, Verses in a song. I have listened to your song today, And have learned much about you. Friendship, love, caring, joy, Are among the many messages I have heard. I am spending my day in reflection, The question poised. Can the infinitely small, and The infinitely large be nearly the same. Can a life be a song? Can we divide an infinite line in half, and Have the remains be infinitely long? Can we capture who, and What we are in a once written song? A never ending song? Do we need a relationship To last an eternity? A father divorces, dies, leaving a child, Does he ever really leave? Can he? Memories that sing? The answer depends on the observer, and Their knowledge of the past love being reflected on. Joy at the turn of a phrase, Has an infinite pleasure, When one knows the origin. Or is there ever an origin? Or an end? Or is there just an instance in time, Experienced in all t

My Sophia
EVERYTHING Category: Life OK i was just catching up on my blogs and i am really glad to read them from everyone. Some are really good and some are not. I also read my "about Sofia blogs" and it hurts so much to see or hear about her being in so much pain. Why does this happen to the little ones or the good ones. She is 19 mths old now and is in the hospital again. I don't know any adults as stong as she is. And it breaks my heart for her. 19 months old blind from cancer ( still has it) had a feeding tube in her stomach (just removed) and everything else. My god it hurts just to write it. And she is still generally happy baby. And i am writing and only a few will know how much it hurts me to see this happen to my best friends baby. My heart goes out to her and her mom. I wish I had a magic wand to fix everthing for her. I am going to go cry now .

My Song Of The Moment - Julia Nunes - Maybe I Will (live)
Lyrics to Maybe I Will: This bed is so hot I can not get the covers off they stick to me like leather seats in cars at 80,000 degrees did you leave something behind it looked like nothing at the time now you fear that it's too late They just can't believe that there is nothing between you and me I'd rather plead the 5th than talk about the girl you're still in love with did you leave something behind it looked like nothing at the time now you fear that it's too late But I don't know what I was expecting to find Am I losing my mind or just biding my time Maybe I wont Maybe I will Maybe I wont Maybe I will did you leave something behind it looked like nothing at the time now you fear that it's too late But I don't know what I was expecting to find Am I losing my mind or just biding my time

My Son Just Joined Fubar!!!
MY SON JUST JOINED FUBAR AND I WOULD APPRICIATE ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE IN FUBAR THAT HAVENT ALREADY, PLZZZZ...SHOW HIM SOME MAD FU-LOVE..... Frodo@ fubar THANK-YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FOR THE ONES THAT HAVE AND THE ONES WHO WILL!!! XOOXOXOXO *proud mom and fu-wife*

My Son
My Son My Life Has Just Begun My Love Has Been Focused To One All Day And All Night I Live For My Son To Him I Wish I Could Run When Were Together We Always Have Fun Id Take On The World Carry A Weight Of Ton All For The Love Of My Son Ive Cherished Him Always From Day One All These Things In My Life For Him Ive Done The Day Were Togethers The Day Ive Won This I Write To You My Son. Copyright ©2008 Brent Andrew Farland

My So-called "friends" On Fubar
You can all kiss my ass dont any one of you EVER fuckin EVER ask me for shit again dont beg for a bling dont ask for a blast youre all fuckin selfish, greedy begging bastards i hope half of you fuckin delete me but i know most of you wont even read this so everyone in my friends list, except Kweenbitch, cuz she helped me out the rest of you, fuckin goto hell this all stems from the auction i was in i blogged, i posted stauts, i shouted some of you, i visited most of your pages and i got 3 fuckin bids 2 of which werent from my friends i sold for 400k fubucks if i could take away the blasts ive bought, or the bling ive sent i would cuz you all fuckin suck may icicles be shoved up your asses for christmas FUCK OFF

My Son
Monday my son josh and i went into the hospital because of his pneumonia in his right lung. But because of that he was not eating and drinking properly. So him and I have been in the hospital since Monday, got home early today. Just trying to get back into the routines that me and my children are use to. That and since it is Christmas Eve I have a lot to do. I have to get the tree decorated and the living room picked up and get my kids to bed early. So much to do and so little time. I wish that there were more time in the day than what there is. If there were more time in the day I would have everything done already. But right now my son and I are just trying to relax and everything. So yeah I will be on and off for the next few days.

My So-called Fubar "friends"
You can all kiss my ass dont any one of you EVER fuckin EVER ask me for shit again dont beg for a bling dont ask for a blast youre all fuckin selfish, greedy begging bastards i hope half of you fuckin delete me but i know most of you wont even read this so everyone in my friends list, except Kweenbitch, cuz she helped me out the rest of you, fuckin goto hell this all stems from the auction i was in i blogged, i posted stauts, i shouted some of you, i visited most of your pages and i got 3 fuckin bids 2 of which werent from my friends i sold for 400k fubucks if i could take away the blasts ive bought, or the bling ive sent i would cuz you all fuckin suck may icicles be shoved up your asses for christmas FUCK OFF

My Song To Those In The Csi
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht Your hat strategically dipped below one eye Your scarf it was apricot You had one eye on the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte And all the girls dreamed that theyd be your partner Theyd be your partner, and... Youre so vain, you probably think this song is about you Youre so vain, Ill bet you think this song is about you Dont you? dont you? You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive Well you said that we made such a pretty pair And that you would never leave But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... Well I hear you went up to saratoga and your horse naturally won Then you flew your lear jet up to nova scotia To see the total eclipse of the sun Well youre where you should be all the time And when youre not you

My Soul # Is 8--what's Yours?
Soul Urge #8 Your soul urge is to "go forth and multiply" especially when it comes to family dynasties and aggregating wealth. The highest expression of your soul urge number is when you are in power and improving the lives of those that work for you or love you. You support anything that brings beauty, meaning and profit to the world. The challenge of this number is to realize that "money isn't everything."

My Soul
Aren't thy souls so very dark? Or is it for mine own I see no shadow? Does the light make yours so good? If it is so does that mean I am bad? I think not for mine is dark, because I'm alone, tormented, and so very sad! To be loved or liked or walk by the one that makes me whole, To gaze into her eyes, see my reflection, feel loved. I lay my head in my hands as I cry and once again see mine own shadow. She wraps her arms around me and comforts me as I cry, She can feel my pain, my torment, as she feels my tears bleeding down her sides. I fall on my hands and knees as I feel like I'm about to die. I have just enough strength to give her that last kiss goodbye. I look up into the sky, and I ask the gods, please give me my one and only wish, Oh please, I'm begging, Pleading, let me at least spend eternity with the girl that I need! The one that felt my pain and comforted me, My one and only......my very own fantasy.

My Song Of The Day
ok thought i would share with you my stuff.....i love music....always have it on..its just a part of me..always have....so thought i would share either my mood that day in a song..or a song that reminded me of a memory or something along those lines lol.. today Pink - Sober for my mood today and i just love this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPhBiddzWjc lyrics I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning 'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Aahh the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oohh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like protection But how do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we

My Son
Ok, so I'm not good at the blog thing work with me LOL! This is for my friends that know me mostly but read away hehe. My son Brandon who is 11 yrs old was entereted in an art contest back in December...they had 700 entries from local kids from schools here in town, out of that they chose 100 to be on an art disply at the college, ok out of those they c ONE to be Best of Show...who do you think that was??? Thats right...MY BOY!!! He won $250 which he used to get him a Nintendo DS & some games. He was honored at a big fancy dinner yesterday and they auctioned his painting off & it got $250! Everyone has asked him if he drew this from looking at a picture & he didn't...he just thought it up & did it lol. We've never been on or around a farm so hes got great imagination & they said it was all the details that won it for him! I'm so proud of him! Anyway, stupid I guess but I just wanted to share with those of you that know me or him or care lol. I will be putting up pictures late

My Son Nemo In The Doghouse
Before the five of us (Martha, Mary, Sarah, Jeffrey, and me) left to watch the late afternoon showing of “Hotel for Dogs” Jeffrey was up with me at our home computer after Sarah had “checked her email” by standing there on a chair with me. Sarah and Jeffrey had already had their afternoon naps after we’d eaten lunch at McDonald’s and they’d played by climbing in the McDonald’s Playplace after seeing their mom and their aunt Margaret at work. It was fun watching the kids interact with others their own age, especially when Jeffrey turns on the charm … one of the little girls he’d met even rushed to give me a hug before she left with her family! And Sarah even had a boy not much older than her following; I did advise him that if he wanted to ask her out he’d need references! Jeffrey saw a book at home with a rendering of Nemo (from the Disney/Pixar movie “Finding Nemo”) on the cover – right now he identifies any fish as Nemo, such as the fish Martha and Mary’s parents Robert and Sha

My Soul
my soul lies in purgatory a gate way between heaven and hell roaming the waste land searching for a way to heaven looking for a way to find redemption reflectin on life past wishing i done things differently hiding from the demons of hell to keep my soul from going to hell written by BLUE EYEZ

My Son
Ok bare with me, I am not one to post mumms or blogs to often,,, But I am at my wits end and am not sure what to do,, Not to many on here are aware of this, But my lil man, Has a severe heart defect, and although he went through 4 major heart surgeries, A cure has not been found, Only temp. Fixes. With this comes the knowledge that my lil man may not make it past childhood. I try not to dwell on that, or even let myself remember the words from the dr. But it lives with me every day. I do my best as a single parent to give my lil man the best life possible, To let him live as other children would, Normal,,, But with letting him live normal comes a massive fear everyday. I have been having a lot of problems with kids bullying him in school, and for you to understand what I am about to write, you need to know that my lil man doesnt really have the cartlidge to protect his heart as we do. Ok after going to the school many many times, Nothing has been done about these kids, Well today I

My Son Is A Idiot
Im amazed seriously I am at the imaturity of my oldest son. I have been married over 30 years and as every one knows couples fight. Would be strange if we didnt. We cant agree on every thing and stress and financial hardship plays a role in it to. Any how.....hubby and I got into a knock out drag out fight over mis communication. We sorted it out like we always do. Any how my idiot son decides like nothing new to put it all on my shoulders and decided he is gonna hold a grudge against me and not talk. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh K then .....I thought about not making his lunch for work or starting his coffee for when he wakes up and helping him tie back his hair. As protest to his behaviour but nahhhhh I am the better person and he can as my dad would say.."Scratch his ass and get pleased again"

My Song
Полная луна вышла из за туч На лицо твоё набросила свой луч Белой кожи мрамор светом освещал Обо мне ты не подозревал Сон твой не хочу нарушать сейчас, Не свожу я взгляд

My Son's Writing... Beautiful.
Auto-bio poem Deon Generous, loving, honest, authority Brother of Daunte and Madison Lover of the first rain of the spring, the smell of fresh cut grass, Bright sunny days Who feels joy when playing sports, scared the first day of school, happy when school is out Who needs sports to live, weekends off, and variety in my life Who gives help when asked, loving when needed, encouragement when someone is down Who fears spiders, needles and snakes Who would like to see peace in the world, less gangs in the world and less war Who lives in a 4 complex on froom crescent with my mom and brother

4 My Soulmate
I am the girl that will always love you 'till you can't breathe no more the one who will not break your heart the one you should adore I am the girl who'll always stay right here close by your side sharing all the goods and bads and all the wrongs and rights I am the girl you can trust in the one to make you smile to laugh with you, to cry with you where you feel it is worthwhile I am the girl you should wake up to and sleep next to every night when you look closely, deep into my eyes you'll see that I am right I am the girl you should hold closely and firmly in your heart 'cause I'm the one to never leave and we should never be apart I am the girl who'll always be faithful and will always love just you the one to deserve your heart and hugs and kisses too I am the girl that's proud of you and supports you all the way the one to never give up on you no matter what you do or say I am the girl, the one for you but clearly you dont see that all this time, you don't realize that gir

My Soul On P Aper
I am not your normal gushy girl....I don;t get too attatched to men and I certainly don't let my guard down. This past week a man I truely and completely love with all my heart walked away...and took my soul with him. I haven't known him that long, but I believe I called for him. You see...I'm a witch. I cast a spell to call for my true love and two days later I met Tony. We share a child together although due to a very painful miscarriage I will not meet her until my next life. You see...Tony gave me something nobody else had been able to before. He gave me confidence in myself. I have never been the girl to turn heads when I walk into a room...but to Tony I was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen...or so he said. I've never experienced sex so passionate or kisses so sweet...never had someone look me in my eyes and tell me they love me...never had someone not just tell me I'm beautiful, but make me believe it. He even gave me a diamond "friendship" ring. (Should have been my fir

My So Called Life
look at me and what i was planning to be what happened to this? why does everything turn to sh*t? i think im going somewhere but end up in nowhere why does life suck and everything ends up bein f*cked why is everyone imposters when on the inside they're monsters i used to listen to teachers and even the preachers i was making big strides and going towards what i wanted to ne but look at me

My Son
A GiftAn earthquake rattles my heart to the core. A tiny hand was placed in mind. I knew forever my life would never be the same. Those innocent fingers wrap around mine. My heart has finally discovered love in all it’s intricacies. A fragile body lies before me. Big blue eyes look up to me. Almost every breath he takes is depending on my love for him.There’s a moment as the tears fall down my face, hitting the leg of this precious life when you realize that nothing will ever separate me from the love of my child.With my love and nurturing heart he begins to crawl, begins to walk, begins to talk. With a joyful heart I cheer him on, letting him know just how magical every step and every word truly is.My heart soars to heaven as the word da da comes out of those tiny lips. But another word was spoken, not by him, but by friends, family and doctors. I felt the rumbles of the earthquake off in the distance. A warning of what was to come. I overlooked the ocean, aski

My Son's First Ep Cd
My son's band Altered Perception. Has just produced their very first EP Album. So come on all my Fubar friends Go check them out at www.myspace.com/alteredperceptionaus There are only 2 song's from the album there at the moment. More to come including a video very soon. Not to mention some up and comming Gig's. Am I a Proud Mum or what LOL

My Son Turned 11 Yrs Old Yesterday...................
i cant believe my son turned 11 yrs old on friday i feel really old and to thynk my daughter will be 3 yrs old next month where does the time go someone please tell me

My Son's Band..
LIVE IN TEXAS!!!My son and his band Dead Rebellion will be in central Texas for two nights only!!! The first show is a free acoustic show in Ballinger Texas at the Ballinger Park on Tuesday the 23rd of June. Their next show will be in San Angelo Texas at the Bill Aylor Sr. Memorial RiverStage which is located on the banks of Concho River at 16 E. Avenue A. Tickets are $6.50. Doors open at 7:00 p.m. show starts at 8:00 p.m. If your in the area please go!!! -Heather

My Son
In just a few days my son will be back home with me. I technically have 100% percent physical custody of my son but he has been finishing up school in San diego...I didn't want to uproot him. I am so excited to have him back..

My Son
all ya out there i want to thank ya all for ya love and support and to my dear friensa al ya others show the love donate on behalf of my son and help keep his memory alive to the beaten and battered womens centersin yalocal neighbor hood CARL DENNIS BANGHART is my sons name thank you rember thavoilence MUST stop!!! show ya love NOW!!

My Soulmate
My Soulmate It’s been years, since we first met. Since we started our lovers duet. Your heart was captivated, never mine. You weren’t sure of any of my signs. I fell in love with you the very first night, You weren’t sure if it was right. Slowly you started to fall for me. Little, by little, like a growing tree. Your feelings started to grow, Our love; to flow. Before we knew it, you had fallen in love. Wild and free, like a beautiful dove. Your hair in my fingers, your eyes looking into mine. I am so happy to be alive. To be yours forever And ever more My soul mate - it is you I adore.

My Son
As most of you know, I lost my son last month in an ATV accident. My life since then has been a nightmare of tears and pain. My family and I have been taking some comfort in the fact that Dixon was able to donate his organs and tissues to others. I am very proud that he was my son and I miss him so very much. My family and I have decided to start a scholarship in Dixon's name. He should have graduated with the class of 2010. We have started raising funds so that we can give the first scholarship to his classmates. If anyone would like to donate to this fund, we would greatly appreciate it. We will be doing several fundraisers throughout the year. If you would like to contribute to this cause, please send your donation to Tara Hamilton Dixon's Scholarship Fund PO Box 56 Wakefield, MI 49968 Thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers in this terrible time. I miss my son so very much. He was such a special young man. I will never be the same and I will do everything that I can

My Son
THERE WAS A TIME IN MY LIFE I NEEDED SOMEONE TO LOVE,AND GOD GAVE ME A SON THAT THE NURSE CALLED "PEANUT".SO SMALL AND TINY; THEY PUT HIM IN MY ARMS,AND I FELT THE COMFORT OF LOVE FROM HIS LITTLE CHARM.HE WEIGHED FIVE POUNDS AND FOUR AND ONE-HALF OUNCES, BUT HE WAS MINE!AND HE GREW UP TO BE SIX FOOT TWO IN 19 YEARS OF HIS LIFETIME.THROUGH OUR YEARS WITH FOOTBALL, BASKETBALL, BASEBALL, AND TRACK, WE DROVE A LOTOF MILES FOR SPORTS HE ENJOYED SO MUCH,AND HE GAVE HIS BEST WITH HIS GOD-GIVEN TOUCH.NOW HE'S IN HEAVEN WITH ROBERT, KEITH, AND HIS SPECIAL FRIEND BRAD,AND I'M BLESSED WITH THE MEMORIES THAT GOD GAVE ME FOR THE TIMES THAT I HAD.I'LL MISS YOU SON DEARLY; HE'LL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART,BUT THANK YOU LORD FOR GIVING ME A SON THAT SHOWED HIS LOVE FROM THE VERY START.DUSTIN WAYNE PLYER, BORN OCTOBER 23, 1984 AND WALKED INTO HEAVEN'S GATE WITH A LOVE FOR GOD FOREVERMORE.WRITTEN BY HIS MOTHER:GENA BRISTO

My Son Nevin
So today, my son Nevin, 11 years old, calls me and says he's going bike riding and needs some money to get something to snack on while he's out for the day. 5 minutes later, my oldest son Ian calls me, and says he needs 15 bucks to take his girlfriend to dinner tonight. I told Nevin to ride his bike up to where I work, and I would give him 20 bucks. 5 for him, and 15 to give to his brother, Ian. Nev shows up with 3 of his buddies, and I give him the 20. I go home for lunch, and ask Ian if Nev gave him 15 bucks. Ian replied, "No, he only gave me 10 bucks." Nev calls me later, to let me know where he is at and what he is doing. (Apparently they have some secret clubhouse in the woods). I asked him what happened to the 10 bucks I gave him. He replied: "Dad, I went to McDonalds, and they totally screwed my order up. I ordered two orders of fries, and two Cokes, for me and Tanner. And they ended up giving us THREE fries and THREE Cokes, and we didn' realized they messed up until afte

My Son's
I have like 3 sons. Two of which are still at home. One is Derek whos 27 and my youngest Gideon whos 18. My youngest suffers from autisum sorry if I missed spelled that word. Never professed to be great at spelling and personally dont give a bleap. Any how, since my oldest started work last year and was bring home a fare size cheque, he has been helping us keep our home from going down the drain financially. And was laid off this year and is still hopping to get back to work. Any how, now my youngest got his disability cheque and gives me rent money and money for food . And is gonna help out with the odd bill. They have been fighting with each other since I dont know when and it really plays on my nerves. They feel now they must compete against each other for petty stupid shit. See who can out do one another. This is so lame and they are tweeking my last nerve on this and I have tried ohhhhhhhhhhhhh I h ave tried to set them straight and it would be better to bat my he

My Son
So today my son went to se his PT for his Torticollis...what that is,is a tight tendints on the left side of his neck and while there i come to find out that he might a a few develpmental problems he's 6 month's and he's at a 4 month old stage so he's going for more test's to see if he's autistic please keep him in your thoughts and prayer's he need's them thank you so much

My Softer Side...
well the day is here ac/dc is playing here in Vancouver tonight is been soldout for awhile but the other day i got a couple of tickets and was so happy i was going untill.......yesterday my sister was over and told me about a co worker at work age (39) who is dying of cancer and is a ac/dc fan my sisters asked if i could get here a t-shirt. well during the night i thought i can do better i'm giving her my two tickets to the show. might be her last .and i can always see another..so see i do have a soft side...have a great weekend everyone

My Soul
Will you guide my restless soulThrough the fire and the stormLead me to a place that I can call my ownHere I'd lost my innocenceWhat I feel is heaven sentSomething to believe that I can call my ownThis place I foundIt relieves my soulThe sun will riseTo guide me thereLeave your demons in the pastThere's a lot of things I want to lastCherish every moment that you haven't learnAway from all that's brokenListen when your heart is spokenYou'll have faith in me I'll show you howThis place I foundIt relieves my soulThe sun will riseTo guide me thereThe voice of an angel to carry me home

My Son Christian
I have 3 sons, to whom I adore even thou they tweek my nerves sometimes. Any how, my middle son chris, has been in my thought alot lately and I think back to the day he told me he was moving out. He was 16 years old and one of his buddies talked him into moving in with his family. You see, he hated were we lived, hell so did we but we couldnt afford to live any were else at the time. We didnt have nice furniture etc. And come christmas time me and the hubby would do with out so the boys would have some nice stuff. I tried to always put good food on the table. But being were we lived, was the main reason I guess. It was like a little getto I guess. Drugs, guns, violence, horrible place. I was always comming to my son's rescue, due to neighbour hood bullies. As he got older, he wanted what his friends had, and I cant blame him, I wanted a better life for my family to. It broke my heart and I cried for days, I felt like a failure and I still do to this day. And he reminds

My Son And I
So following the full fubar series of events I have leveled up, been bought and posted a mumm. I guess now is the time to post a blog. So when I was younger like before school I used to watch Hee Haw( I don't know) and hated all 'City Music' . My mother allowed this for some horrible reason. At 5 or 6 years old I walked up to my mum and told her that I had found an awesome new band that I absolutely loved. When asked what band it was I said the Beatles. This was in 82-83, Lennon had been dead for a couple of years. So decades later and I have a kid and he never really shows an interest in music besides listening to whatever is on. So we walk into a thrift store or something one day and he's looking at hats and tells me he has to have this hat because its his favorite band. I bought my son a Beatles hat at the age of 7. Present day, me and the son are watching a little TV and see that they are releasing all of the Beatles albums again in original tracks but digitally remaste

My Soulmate
I sit here in the darkness waiting for the light knowing patience is the only option wishing we were together again oh to feel your arms wrapped around me the taste of your sweet kiss how i wish i could gaze into your eyes once again how i wish your heart still belonged to me the choice is forever yours do you want me to stay and be with you or do you want me to leave forever never to darken your doorstep again never to have that light back in my life the pressure builds inside butterflies turn my stomach in knots hoping you will make the choice that i want to hear with the distance that keeps us apart realizations come tumbling in at this moment in time i know we are meant to be you are my soulmate, my one and only if not you, then i want no other no one else will be able to fill the void in my heart only your sweet words of kindness and love can return the spark back into a flame that i know is hidden deep down for in my heart i know we are meant to be so with these final words i let

My Song For You...
I can't take the painknowing that you are leaving me for another manPlease don't go out that doorsit with me, let's talk this overtake my handI know we've had some good timesI know you still love me toIt's in your eyesLove is always enough, if you just tryGive me a shot to make lt betterunderneath heavenly skysChoose me, love melet me be the one you count onchoose me, love meI can not take life alonechoose me, love mewithout you my hearts beats like a stoneI keep dreamingabout our loveI know you think of me tootime will seeI'll never leave you, or hurt youI'll always be there for youI'll always beNobody can love you the way i doI devote myself to you and allthat you arePlease don't leave, stay and talk with meI know you feel it, the distance between our hearts is never farChoose me, love metake me for you know it's truechoose me, love mecare for me as I for youchoose me, love mechoose true love for you tooPlease baby..... Please babychoose me, love melet me be the one you count onchoos

My Son Gideon
These are the times, I wish I had comforting words to give my 18 year old son who has autisum. He trys so hard to fit in with the teenagers at his school but un fortunetly lacks in the social skills. He thinks by dressing like them it will make a difference. All he wants is a good friend to hang with and when someone does pay attention it never last for long and he feels he messed up and is down for weeks. I try hard to explain to him hes young yet and has all the time in the world, just have fun hang with his friends at school soon those days will be gone. I understand fully hes need to be accepted by others, and being in a class for develpmentaly chanlleged is hard, hes not as bad as some. He just needs that extra help in understanding. I wish I could do something that would make it easyier for hiim but I cant . All I can do is be there when he needs to talk.

My Songs
On my Youtube site I have 4 clips with me singing in the background. They all have copywright concerns but what the heck I'm never going to make any money with my voice. lol Here is the link to the page http://www.youtube.com/user/MobyDick725 What'll I do....... Always On My Mind........... The Superman Love Theme...........................This one Warner Bros won't let me put an external link to it but it lets me have it on youtube Younger Than Springtime. ............ The other clips I made or they are of my daughter singing and dancing at dance school or when she was in the play Annie playing Molly.

My Sons
I AM HERE TO SHARE WHATS BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE. AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, i HAVE A SON, CHRISTOPHER, THAT HAS A GENETIC BLOOD DISORDER THAT IS FATAL. WE HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH IT FOR A LONG TIME. HE IS MOVING BACK TO WVA SO HE CAN BE CLOSE TO FAMILY. WELL NOW MY OTHER SON, SHAUN, WAS IN 2 ROADSIDE BOMBS IN IRAQ. EVIDENTALLY, THE BOMBS JARRED HIS BRAIN LOSE, AND HE HAS MAJOR DIFFICULTIES. WHEN YOU SEE BOTH OF YOUR KIDS ILL, AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO, ALL YOU FEEL IS HELPLESS. BUT GOD HAS A REASON FOR ALL THAT HAPPENS.AND I HOLD ON TO MY FAITH AS HARD AS I CAN. I AM BLESSED WITH MANY INTERNET FRIENDS, THAT HAVE STOOD BY ME FOR YEARS, NEVER WAVERING IN THEIR SUPPORT OR LOVE. TY GUYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME...

My Song I Wrote What You Think
its going to have a rap/rock mix with techno back beat and my voice overs along with band and rapper Im like cocaine I make u high ,I bring u to da ground on ur knees beggin baby plz but..... FCUK DAT GET BACK, FCUK DAT I HAD DAT..Im like coccaine i made u high but now im just to mother fcuking fly so....... fuck dat get back you fcuked up what u hadIm like coccaine im nice and slick but the drama u lay is way to thick , So lay a line let me blow ur mind To bad baby Im lein u behind Im Like cociane You fend me but why cant you just let me be ... You say you loe me more then ill ever know , I say baby its time to let go I say.... Fuck dat get back Fuck dat dont come backIm like cocaine You cant give me up bow down baby ur queen has had enough You tell me all the thing that i wanna hear but i wanna make this clear whispsers fuck dat get back fuck that leave datNow Im like cociane ill bring you down ,so step back baby i dont need you around Im done with ur trickz,cause the games u play ju

My Soft Side:d
As DARK AS A MATTER of FACT:: Buzz! Buzz! went my chainsaw as if ripped through your flesh SCREAM! SCREAM! from your mouth as i laughed maniaclly outloud I'm foreshadowing this scenerio but life will sooner than later imitate ART, and you my lovely, you will imitate a rock, MOTIONLESS. I find comfort in your death and the implication accompanying the words, its' a soothing concept. So smile and act like you are enjoying yourself, it will only hurt for the resst of your life and that won't be very long.

My Son Visited For The Weekend
My son finally came for his first home visit in two and a half years. I have had to endure many terrible emotions since he was take but through it all I have waited patiently and hopeful for his return. Well he has not came home for good but he did get a weekend visit. It did us all a world of good and I still can not believe that I got to see my baby boy. His older brother that is usually very depressed and secluded, actually smiled and had a good time. I never saw him so happy, not since before his brother was taken and put in a group home. My youngest visiting son helped me clean, wash clothes, played cards, made his room his own and even cooked me sunday breakfast. Although I slept in and so he ate it instead, lol. We did not get to do as much as what we planned to do but we did bond a lot. We did not want to say farewell today and I almost cried so hard but I have to hope for more time in the future. This will be a step in getting my son home for good and try to patch up our broke

~ My So Called Life~
My life has been so hectic almost crazy like. Their has been drama, pain and strugging. I'm trying to get my life together. There have been good things going on course. right now Im just so indifferent feelings so much left up int he air and unsaid. Alot of emotional stuff and bs has been going on... I don't knwo what to think nymore about things and people expecially certain ppl... I feel like I am on my own most of the time and everyone who was close to me is falling away and becoming so distant for me. Ppls advice is confusing my life is confusing and relationships are very weird/odd with people... I realy hope that things will get better for me soon and that things will get sorted and figure out cuz Im just tired offeeling the way I have been feeling, so indifferent, confused and left with things all whatever up it the air... My life is what is though and I can only control so much of certain aspects of it and the rest is left to "fate" I suppose annd whatever things will be they w

My Son
This past Saturday my son had extreme abdominal pain, then 2 days later pain in his thighs that he described as bad enough to make him puke. Both times he went to the ER, both times told it was nothing more than muscle cramps. My son is 24yrs. old and has always been an athlete. He still holds his High School's indoor High Jump Record and is 4th overall on most recieving yards in a season for their football team, so we're not talking a lazy whiny kid. I post this as a warning... My son may die or have permanent kidney damage or require a transplant due to LEGAL sports drinks and Muscle Mass powders... I don't know how to embed a video in the blog, so there's a video in the comments... pray for him pls. DP

My Social Network
well it has do with independent musicand people who love it so it can be for every body who respects itiplan onhaving alot independent music.right now igot video hat with voice.i plan on doing live feeds for this sie as wellbut if u like check it out meet me @ alteregos dot ning dot com i had spell the address fubar wont let me spell out the whole adress so i hope u can figure out the adress ( dot= .)

My Sorrow For You
My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where I bleed for you where my sorrowing heart bleeds and crys for you to come and save me from this mess and take me away.. My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where i lay awake waiting for your kiss to set me free from my sleeping pain that burns deep to the core, My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you as I lay awake in a sleep for your kiss to break my spell of hell this is My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you just wish i could take your pain away because my heart only beats for you

My Son The Football Team
Sunday afternoon after my nephew Patrick graduated Minot High School with nearly four hundred other people and the two senior speakers announced their ceremony FBO or FaceBook Official. The night before, my wife Martha finally buckled and joined the social networking site herself. It made me a proud papa to watch her find friends from high school and college and dart toward them with her mouse to click “add as friend”. I chuckled, for it was Saturday night (and I expect my blushing bride will read this and accuse me of being even more squirrelly than I am) and the following day we’re reverted at Bethany Lutheran to one Sunday morning service for the summer. Family and friends came in and out of Patrick’s post-graduation party all day long. I got tired enough at one point I went in the house and napped in the living room for a half-hour to get out of having to find a conversation topic or pretend to be nice or indulgent – please, sometimes it’

My Son's Just Dont Listen Worth Shit
For some time now I have made it as clear as any one can to my family about the budget. Hubby and I had to go see a bankruptcy guy to see if he could help us get out of the mess we were in. I thought for sure we would have to go bankrupt but!!! phewwwwwwwwwww thank gawd we didnt. He put us on a consummer dept proposal payment plan to our creditors. This way they would get half their money instead of non. As he looked at our situation he said you know your not that bad just you dont have enough funds comming in to cover this mess. So any how, we sign the papers come tuesday and that is that , then he is gonna show us how to budget and get back on track. I already know how to, but maybe he can show me a better way. Anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy howwwwwwwwwwwwwww As far back as I can remember I have always told the family they cant keep eatting and eatting and eatting for the sake of just eatting. Because when they do that I run out of the things I need to prepare the meals. Butttt

My Son Is Gay...(sent To Me By A Co-worker)
Or he’s not. I don’t care. He is still my son. And he is 5. And I am his mother. And if you have a problem with anything mentioned above, I don’t want to know you. I have gone back and forth on whether I wanted to post something more in-depth about my sweet boy and his choice of Halloween costume. Or more specifically, the reactions to it. I figure if I’m still irked by it a few days later, I may as well go ahead and post my thoughts. Here are the facts that lead up to my rant: My son is 5 and goes to a church preschool. He has loved Scooby Doo since developing the ability and attention span to sit still long enough to watch it. Halloween is a holiday and its main focus is wearing a costume. My son’s school had the kids dress up, do a little parade, and then change out of costumes for the rest of the party. Boo’s best friend is a little girl Boo has an older sister Boo spends most of his time with me. I am a woman. I am Boo’s mothe

My Son
My son just left for Basic training for the Army October 6th . His dad received a letter today from my son there was 246 of the guys and only 26 of them passed. My son was one of them that passed :). And my son said hes in the white now he gets to learn how to sleep with his gun now. Im proud of him making it but the thought of him sleeping with a gun makes me sad :(

My Song To Nookie!! This I Promise You With All My Heart!!!
I've been waiting for this moment for so longAn answered prayer, I know you are the oneI give to you my heart and soulWith a love that will never grow oldIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meYou'll be there to catch me if I fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allI thank God for the gift He has given meA love that's strong for all of eternityI give to you all of my daysWith a love for all of your waysIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allIn the days that we grow oldThe times may change but our love will remainAs we look back on this day nowWe stood the test of timeLiving the promise of our vowIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my all...

My Sons Dad
My sons dad can not keep a girl friend maybe that is because he can not pay his child support or even have the money to see his child and no this isn't his only child,He has 2 other children too.His 4 year old he doesnt has rights to anymore.His oldest son his is pride and joy fuck his other 2 kids.I wish I had a differnet baby daddy.one that will step up and be dad

~my Soul~
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

My Son My Heart
A LITTLE BACKGROUND ON THIS POEM I WROTE IT BACK IN DEC OF 08 I HAD NO MONEY FOR HIS BDAY OR CHRISTMAS GIFT SO i WROTE THIS PRINTED IT AND FRAMED IT WRAPPED AND PUT IT UNDER THE TREE AT THE TIME HE WAS JUST TURNING 15 HE SAYS IT WAS THE BEST GIFT HE RECIEVED I ALWAYS TELL HIM THE DAY HE WAS BORN WAS THE BEST GIFT HE HAS EVER GIVEN ME My Son My Heart My son is my life The joy in my heart The love that he shows Never goes without We have survived on our own The best we ever could We depended on each other Thru the good and the bad I can never imagine My life without him

My Son
MY SON WHEN YOU WERE BORNTHE ANGELS SANGA SONG OF LOVE AND PEACEI CHERISH THAT DAY MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOWCAUSE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WHETHER WE ARE FAR OR CLOSE THE DISTANCE WILL NEVER MATTERMY LOVE FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS SURROUND YOU 7/06/09

My Son :will I Ever See Him Again
I used to love to watch the little one, So busily at play,climbing trees or in the snow he was an imagitive little booger, his faces so expressive, As his thoughts he convey. he run and shout delightedly, And chase brightly colored balls, And whimper only briefly, If his toddling body falls. for he had a walking impairmen but still he knew now bound,and the world was his a playground for his entertaimen. he would yell from the swings, To go even higher still, For these forays skyward, Are a great childhood thrill; for him yes he was my little deardivel who knew no leaps or bounds, never knowing no fear he would listen enraptured, To books with verse in rhyme, Laughing at Dr. Seuss, Time after time.yet always looking for the answers to his question that only he would know ,no he was not dum but very smart for he had to know everything he played with other quite well, Oblivious of race he knew no prejudicies, Enjoying camaraderie,for you see this st

My Soldier
You probably don't know his story Most will never speak his name You won't see him in your dreams tonight But you owe him just the same Since that awful day in September He's proudly stood to fight To serve his grieving nation He needed to do what was right He'd never admit to being a hero That's not was heroes do Instead of basking in the limelight He's fighting for the red, white, and blue Every moment he misses his family Every day brings another fight But, it's a small price to pay for freedom To let his son sleep safe at night He never asked to leave his family He didn't ask to go to war

My Soul Mate
Sometimes we take for grantedthe people in our livesthat mean the most to us.I want to tell you how muchthat you being in my lifedoes for me every day in so many ways.Is there a way to put all the feelings I have about us in one small poem,or can I only hope to intimate the role that our friendship Has played in my life?I never imagined when we first met,that someday you would be such an important part of my life.That in my life full of uncertainties,I could count on knowingwith unfailing certainty,That you really are the person who knows me better than anyone else,including all my faults and foibles,and still loves me the way I am.You understand more aboutHow I feelHow I thinkHow I reactHow I handle the things in my life,You just knowEven when I don't give you much to go onSTILL YOU KNOWYou are one of the only people I can trustto let see those secret places in my soul,that most people will never see or even realize are there.You know the difference betweenwhen I am just blue and feel

My Soul
Feel my pain Deep inside The depths of my heart From which I cannot hide. I cry out Late at night Wanting and needing you To cure my fright. The darkness encompasses My body and mind Taste my blood Together we shall bind. The marks you have left On the human called me Forever are etched Throughout my soul, you see. Bitten with pain Bliss over and over You are my protector My souls only lover.

My Son Survey
All about my SonCreated by mar18 and taken 45 times on Bzoink About The Little Man His Full Name: Ethan Anderson Brunetti When He was born: 08-26-2010 Weight & Height: 6lbs 8oz/ 18in Hair Color & Eye color at birth: brown/blue Who did he look most like?: dad How old is he now?: 14months

My Southern-charms(haydee Rodriguez)
Hello,And thanks for taking the time to stop by my blog, hopefully just the 1st of many to come.I'd like to discuss my Great experiences on Southern-Charms.So far it's been quite fun. Lots of great people running the site. It's like a large family.The uodates keep coming, even through the blood , sweat and tears.....just joking about the blood and tears....but plenty of sweat involved in taking pix of yourself. HahaI'll go into more details next blof about more of my exeriences on SC.But for now SC is the ONLY place to get fresh content of your's truely ...Haydee Rodriguez.So please check it out and become a member today.http://www.southern-charms.com/haydeerodriguez/main.htm

My Soul
they went away as they came, hurting my soul or making it smile and i am still here, still in love with the rain... in this cold snow of our first winter i could almost swear you were a fallen angel, so i begged you: come with your death, come and kill me with those stones...unfortunately there will never be enough stones to throw into my soul and cure me!

My Son Works Lot Of Hrs, So He Try`s To Get Me To Do This, But They Always Want To Talk To Him" So Car Insurance Company`s In Salem County
beckyleu Becky Leuallen so CAR INSURANCE COMPANY`S IN SALEM COUNTY NJ OR THAT WILL FOR THIS AREA, CALL SON WITH CHEEP`EST QUOTE # ----------------- 9 minutes ago beckyleu Becky Leuallen my son works lot of hrs, so he try`s to get me to do this, but they always want to talk to him" so CAR INSURANCE COMPANY`S IN SALEM COUNTY

My Soul Mourns
Her words so hollow. Cut deeply in my ears. like a knife so sharp. Brining on the flow of tears. Her speech so cold. From a heart made of stone. i watched mine fall shattered to the ground. Where she left it all alone. Tears bleed from its pieces. Life from it forever gone. As my soul mourns the day. She ever came along.

My Soul
I have called you beautiful. I have cheered you up. I have listened to you talk. I have taken the pain from you everyday. I have been there for you when you needed it the most. I have prayed for you to get better. I have shown you my love I have for you always. I have opened up my heart to you telling you my secrets. I have let you see into my soul.

My Soulmate
Soul Mates Happen At The Perfect Time.When you are finding your perfect partner or your soul mate you don’t carry a list and keep ticking off qualities like items on a shopping list. When you actually meet your soul mate you will be completely mesmerized and you will forget all qualities you were actually looking for. Meeting your soul mate is just magical and it just happens at the right time of your life because your first meeting with your soul mate is a story written by God’s own hands. No matter in which part of the world you are there comes a time when your destiny brings you together with your soul mate and unites you in a timeless bond .

My Soul
And my soul was born anewYou walked lightly into my lifeNow my heart knows who you areAnd with every breathAnd every stepI take down lonely roads,Your hand is my staffYour voice is my guideYour strength my shelterYou’re passion my awakening.

My Soul
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...Yet finds no direction.My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...Yet it somehow eludes me.My eyes seek out visions in times of want.They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...Yet they cannot see the light.My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.It poses intense questions that demand answers ...Yet there are none to be found

My Special
You wait your entire life for that special love. Then it is unreachable. Perhaps because of fear, perhaps because of circumstances or perhaps because of love itself. A special love that leaves an emptiness within you if you cannot hear the other person's voice. But that makes you feel whole again with one gentle hello A special love of longing night after night for just the sight of them. or just the feeling of knowing that they may care too. A love that you know in this lifetime you will never feel again. Nor would ever want to feel again, if it brings you this much pain not to have it. Oh, my special love please come to me My special one please hold me and tell me this is not all for nothing. That deep within your soul your love is the same as mine. We belong together. We need each other to make our lives complete. My only one My treasured one My special love.

Myspace Battle Rap Lol
A battle i got into on my friend kitty's page.... lemme know who you thought won, my favorite is in bold print jeremy: stop hit the road i be takn' you for surprise a bitter sweet love straight up on a rise showing my gat and throwing up my sign representing for the west side across this line knowing you aint nothing but the lesser man i jump to your face and swat at you with my hand ya hit the ground and roll caught like a 2 dollar ho answering my questions of life right before you go cause i be sendn yo ass 6 feet below ya wont be able to dodge this bullet so dont even get low so now ya bitch ass cryn weeping and beggn for ya life when it was already gone without any strife givn up like a toddler tryn to ride a bike cause ya silly ass tricked out like a dyke now your final words and you quick to shut up pull'd da trigger and hear the smut blood trickln down ya face thicker than mud your such a disgrace hit the ground straight splat on my splif caught a nigga

Myspace Has A New Hall Monitor...?
Originally posted Tuesday, April 18, 2006 I subscribe to a few web design and development e-zines, including one called SecurityProNews. On Thursday: 04.13.06, they sent the following article by David Utter, which I though would be of interest to most of [MySpace members]. It is reposted by kind permission: Former Microsoft child-safe computing director and federal prosecutor Hemanshu (Hemu) Nigam joined Fox Interactive Media as chief security officer for MySpace. Cleaning up the wilder and sometimes more dangerous side of MySpace has received as much attention as the site itself in recent months. The website booted off some 200,000 profiles it deemed too risqu for continued viewing. Keeping tabs on the growing site became a full-time job, and Ross Levinsohn at Fox Interactive Media must have decided to treat it like that, especially if MySpace is to become the advertising magnet Fox desires. That leads to the announcement out of Fox Interactive Media that they have

Myspace Vs. Lost Cherry
10 things people hate about myspace but I could never figure out why: 10. "It's sooo slow." It's not as slow as everyone thinks...sometimes I can access myspace better than I can access lost cherry. 9. "12 photos? Please!" This limits bandwidth so that other items and things can be successfully added to profiles. Nothing wrong with that. This is the reason that lost cherry is slow, simply becuase they think they have unlimited bandwidth...they don't. Nobody does. 8. "Online (undercover) cops everywhere" How do you know they are not on here too? 7. "It is hard to access myspace sometimes" Well, that's with every site on the net...no site is perfect. 6. "Celebs on myspace are not real" Yes, this might be true, but how do you know that certain ones actually have myspace accounts? A more accurate way to put this is "You don't know which celebs are real and which ones are fakes" 5. "People are a lot friendlier here"....(yes, I have heard this one) truth be known that peopl