Fubar Blog Posts 2

My 1st Major Art Review
so i got my first major art review today. it' been kind of nagging me to see it in print. i mean, no biggy, really, i've been in papers before. a blurb here and there, a picture or 2, maybe some artwork, not like this guy. this guy writes u and god help u getting shown in a good gallery, a hip joint, or a happening spot. the guru of "cool." so while i was at the bottom, and not a whole lot was said, just my style, really, i had been referred to, in his eyes, as "a brave new artist with limitless potential." i like that :)

My Story
Well here is my story my life. I was a wild teenager unlike most. I ran away did drugs partied and never got caught, until one time. Well I guess it was worth it but I did stuff way to young. That was all before I was 17. When I was about 18 I found out I was pregnant with my first child. The father was my high school sweet heart and we were together for a few years. We got married and then just a little over a year we were divorced. He sis stuff that wasn't rite. Then I eventually met a man who I thought was great, a God even . He treated my son like crap and me too after we were married for 5 years I found out he was cheating on me and that ended that. I learned to settle down a lot and now I live in Ohio and love it. I am with a guy who I have known for years as a friend we have a son and he is now 8 months old. There have been a lot of hard ships. My son was born 3 months premature and has a lung disease from being on a ventilator so long about 2 weeks. He was premat

The Mystical Miss Tickle
The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out all your ticklish places with amazing skil

My State Of Mind The Past Few Days(yes She Has Fucked With My Head Yet Again)
Tell me what I'm supposed to do, With all these left over feelings of you; 'Cause I don't know And tell me how I'm supposed to feel, When all these nightmares become real; 'Cause I don't know And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you, And I don't know how we separate the lies here from the truth; And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew exactly what we're supposed to do. So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry; So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry. And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you; And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew exactly what we're supposed to do. So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry; So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry. 'Cause I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you, And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew e

My Star - A Beginning
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, my dog, my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a few days ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the good citizens on ea

Mystical
As the Unicorn's raise there heads, & The Ladies dress in red, Walking through Forests of Beauty, Stepping on grass off Green. Passing through on both sides, The Magic swirls in circles, Blue & Red, Purple & Yellow, Upon magic clouds of wonder. The carpet floats upon mystical dreams, Under starry heavens & Velvet sky's, Thank you all for your support, In time's of need. Blessings unto all of Fu, Kind regards to all, Before The Tiger Leave's, Thank you all!

My Storm
Storms Of Life I was out in the sea, being tossed to and fro The night was so black I had no where to go Storms all around me The waves raging so high My strength was all gone I was going to die I looked ahead saw a ship passing by I saw a man So much love in his eyes He reached out his hand Said, "Child take ahold Put your trust in me I'll bring peace to your soul If the storms in your life Seem more than you can bare Just reach out to Jesus He is the ONE who cares.

Mystical Fus Of The Week!
The Pegasus Project MYSTICAL FU'S OF THE WEEK Please show each Lady of our Mystical Family some Mystical Fu-Love!!! Just click their special tag below to go to their profile. ~Lucky~ and ~Tulsa's Angel~ This is a great way of showing some Fu-Love this week and making them feel special each day! Show love by commenting, rating, or gifts.... Whatever you chose let these great ladies know they mean alot to you! This bully brought to you by ~Team Four Leaders~ and ~Pegasus Project Homepage~ (repost of original by '~Firerose~PegasusProjectTeam4Leader~RR Crew~Manager@"WOT~' on '2009-01-11 19:49:58')

My Stuff's Gone
I had just recently moved in with a friend and it's not even been two weeks yet and somebody has already taken my shit!!! I don't know who or how, but i will guarantee that there will be an update on this. I will find out who took my stuff and they will not enjoy the hell that they have brought upon themselves

Mystery #6
What do I owe you for this? Saving the husband to make the wife My life for you, the ticket yours to pull An angel on my left, a demon on my right Nothing to hear says the left Everything to fear says the right Love everything or lose it all tonight Damn me for trusting what I am Call my number, pull the tab on me Make me, Take me, I'm yours Love me, Hurt me, Close the curtain Will I be set free or caged again? Love is life, Life is a dream worth the sleep Hate to lose, coming up short again All in all it'll come up roses in the end Roses have thorns

Mystical Fu's Of The Week
The Pegasus Project MYSTICAL FU'S OF THE WEEK Please show each Lady of our Mystical Family some Mystical Fu-Love!!! Just click their special tag below to go to their profile. ~Enigma~{The Pegasus Project}{Rating Revolution} and carolina yankee ~ The Pegasus Project ~ Shadow Leveler ~ This is a great way of showing some Fu-Love this week and making them feel special each day! Show love by commenting, rating, or gifts.... Whatever you chose let these great ladies know they mean alot to you! This bully brought to you by ~Team Four Leaders~ and ~Pegasus Project Homepage~ (repost of original by '†FÕяѕáķĕŋ βίτсђ†Team Cpt 4 CLUB FAR~' on '2009-01-27 17:32:45')

My Stories
I am a writer of ultra-short stories. I have almost 115 of them. You can say the genre is this: Stephen King, wearing a strap-on, while he stays at HOSTEL, and dining with Hannibal Lector. They might be gothic, many are vampire and most are erotic, with one or two just down right porn! I will begin posting them as I can!

Mystical Fu's Of The Week - Feb 4th
The Pegasus Project MYSTICAL FU'S OF THE WEEK Please show each Lady of our Mystical Family some Mystical Fu-Love!!! Just click their special tag below to go to their profile. Jinx - Pegasus Project Member and {devil doll}Fu Wifey to John~The Pegasus Project~ This is a great way of showing some Fu-Love this week and making them feel special each day! Show love by commenting, rating, or gifts.... Whatever you chose let these great ladies know they mean alot to you! This bully brought to you by ~Team Four Leaders~ and ~Pegasus Project Homepage~ (repost of original by '†FÕяѕáķĕŋ βίτсђ†Team Cpt 4 CLUB FAR~' on '2009-02-04 17:30:46')

My 1st Auto 11
Yeah You Read It Right... Starry Turned Me ON!!!!! Never In My Wildest Dreams Would I Have Considered Being Turned On By Another Woman! But She Asked... "Who Wants An Auto For Shits and Giggles?" And I Replied " Meeeeeeeeee" LOL According To Starry And Normally I Don't Devulge Such Private Things But She Mentioned It First In Her Status! "That This Was A Quickie For Her!" Sorry Starry I Got Too Excited! LOL Come Stop By My Page And Level Up On Me! This Will Be The First Time For Me & For You On Me! thank You Starry Loves ya girl!!!!! Jennifer, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar

Mystique
I love to watch the shadows When they're dancing on the wall From the candle's fragile flickering Summoning daemons from their hall They seem to be calling me To join them in their lair Some kind of secret palace Something's waiting for me there I close my eyes to darkness The monsters I will follow Into the lifeless deep here Beyond the devil's hollow Pain is wrenching in my throat As I force away a tear All these forces around me Create everything I fear There is a sense of power Hidden in this frightful place Essence of something greater Than I would wish to face I'm surrounded by the dampness A slight chill is in the air Cold breath upon my neck I turn but nothing's there The walls they seem to swell The crimson ceiling bowing down I hear the stirring echoes Nearly deafened by the sound Then, there it stands before me A spirit that has no soul No face to make resemblance But someone that I know The terror that has haunted me Is now i

The Mystery Of My Ranking
So this is my first blog post. I haven't quite decided what I want this to be about, but to start it off, I thought I would mention the fact that somehow, I'm ranked #852 today! Which is exciting, of course, but also slightly mystifying. Maybe this might not seem wierd to anyone else, but looking at the people I'm ranked around, it's hard to figure out. I'm the only one who doesn't have a VIP for one, haha. The person ranked under me has ten times as many fans, and lots more bling and stuff. So... why am I ranked up there? I can't figure it out, and it's bothering me, haha. If anyone has any ideas on the Great Ranking Mystery, let me know!

My 1st Auction !! Plz Come & Check It Out !! Ty Xoxoxo
HEY EVERYONE I AM IN MY FIRST AUCTION WHICH STARTS TONIGHT FEB 28/09 @ 6PM FUTIME & ENDS MARCH 14/09 ! 6PM FUTIME! PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO BID !! TY FOR ALL OF YOUR LOVE & SUPPORT!!!!! *KISSES&HUGS* XoXoXoXo

My 1st Auction...bid On Me!
Heres your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned fubar's very own PIMPSTRESS yet??? WELL? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. But, cash gifts outway fubuck offers. The Auction starts February 28, 2009 at 6pm est and ends March 14, 2009, 6pm est!! So hurry and get your bid in quick.

My Stylistics Of Poems
All of my poems rhyme and have lines which are of approximately same length. Some are written as acrostics. The styles I so far write in are: 1. kidsville , e.g.upgrades of fairy tales 2. spiritual alternatives, esp. mystical moments 3. Star Wars futuristic 4. romance 5. horny 6. mournful 7. humorous ditzy 8. relationships in general 9. about manic-depression issues

My 1st Ever Auction, Come Check It Out :)
HEY FU THIS IS MY 1ST AUCTION WHICH STARTS ON MARCH 7 AND ENDS ON MARCH 14 AT MIDNIGHT. COME CHECK IT OUT AND PLACE YOUR BID ♥ SHOW ME LOTS OF LOVE & SUPPORT. ♥ xoxoxoxo COME CHECK IT OUT! COME SHOW ME THE FU-LOVE PEOPLE!!

My St Paddy's Day Auction
Here ye Here ye... Gather 'round folks cus I've an Annoucement of Pu$$yCat Porportionz. We are at it once again.. Hosting an Auction thats bound to have you slipping down your own Rainbow and right in to a pot of GOLD... and we're calling this one: the Pu$$yCat Sexy St. Paddy Auction - - - AND WE ARE UP AND RUNNING SO COME GET YOUR BID ON So here's to all Family Members and Friends... Grab your sexy offers make haste ... See the Man behind the curtain Mr. Damien Darke himself to get you all set up because we are still accepting new auctionees until Monday Mar 9th... and just to keep this thing going along here are a few things to remember and consider: We are hosting this gala auction from March 7th to the 17th... so nows the time to get your best picture ready then you just drop a line to Damien Darke letting him know that you're ready to participate... the buy in will be a meager $40K in fubucks... tell all of your potential new

My Starsign Thingy
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general.You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take.Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com lmao

My Story
Tell me YOUR story Hi, my name is: John Never in my life have I been to: California I hate it when: people dont stop at stop signs The one person who can drive me nuts is: My Daughter When I'm nervous: I usually dont show it, but I usually am not nervous. It takes alot. The last song I listened to was: Superwoman If I were to get married right now my best man/ maid of honor would be: Chuck My hair is: very short...kinda spiked When I was 5: i was in 1st grade. Last Christmas: I was in Florida with my parents and my family I should be: Away from the computer. When I look down: I can see a flatter belly starting to emerge The happiest recent event was: My lasik surgery My current annoyance is: Not being able to kick my craving for ju

Mystidangerous 4 Spotlight
imikimi - Customize Your World! Mysty's Going For The For Fubar! And She Is Asking All Of You For Help, So She To Can Achieve Before She Makes God Mother! She Has Around 13 Million Fubux And She Needs Your Help To Reach 37 Million More

Mysterious Much?
So I sign into myspace..I have a message! This is huge as no one really uses myspace much these days..or atleast not as much as oh say 3 years ago. LOL So it says.. We haven't spoken in 7 months and 9 days. It is a friend request. The age is 29 the name is zzzzzzz and the location is AZ. I really cant for the life of me think of anyone that age in AZ i havent seen or talked to in 7 months and 9 days. So i reply Who R U ?? I get a response saying I wouldnt need three guesses but a hint is breakfast at a restaurant in Canton. :| What am I to do? hahaha I have no idea if I would want to have breakfast with someone I am not speaking to. Any how this is my huge dilemma today. p.s. make the rain go away!

My Story - Boredom
Survey about me My story - Finish the sentence: Hi, my name is: Kerry My eyes are: Green My status is: relationship status or my mood? I want to have kids: um...no more than the ones I have I wish I was: In NY already..I need a break...among other things Currently I am: Tired..fuck these stupid drugs they have me on I love:a very select few...I do not us the emotion or the words lightly. Never in my life have I been to: what? My favorite animal is: my kids My favorite color is: red My Pet Peeve: stupidity, liars, and Denver drivers Right now, I am listening to: my neighbors dogs barking...per usual. If your gonna talk smack about me: I highly doubt I give a fuck The one person who can drive me nuts: in a good way or a bad way? When I'm nervous: My stomach hurts The last song I listened to was: Dead Memories - Slipknot If you were to get married today your mai

My 1st Car Wreck(march 19th, 2009 About 3:00pm)
Went into town and dropped off some mail at the post office came back home, come up over the railroad tracks in town and hit a bump coming off of the tracks and went to brake as i was turning left but instead i didn't manage to get my foot on the brake and hit the accelerator and spun the tires and ran into a mailbox on the right side of the road and tried to recorrect the car and then over-corrected it as i came back onto the road and saw a truck coming about 300ft in front of me coming from the corner and over-corrected and rolled the vehical and landed back on my tires facing the opposite direction of the way i was coming. I'm fine, noone was hurt thankfully including myself, i walk away from it with a rash from the neck seatbeat and a bruise on my left side, and very shaken, but other then that i'm fine.

Mysterious Past
I can feel the mysterious past On my fingertips within my grasp I love the touch of those magic days That live to surround us for always I'd like you so to know it too Just let your senses taste the clues And find these places out of sight and Hear the faces of the night Do you feel the mysterious past? Don't you know it will always last? They call us from a time so vast While music plays along their path

Mysterious Angel
Mysterious Angel She walks by me a stranger. Her stare is a look of exotic danger. Who is this intoxicating stranger. A mysterious beauty who a smile that pierces threw me. Could it be she is a perfect dream, or more like a tantalizing fantasy here to tempt me. Who is she with an angelic face and heavenly frame. I'm captivated by the image of her, wishing i knew her name. A mystery that is also my fantasy, my heart is here for you to claim. From this dream i hope i never wake, as I watch each step she takes. Who was she, as i watch her silhouette disappear in the cities commotion. Who was she her presence touched my spirit and sparked unusual emotion. Who was that glorious angel, a mystery that has me so deeply entangled. Mysterious angel my hand is here for you. Mysterious angel where are you? by. Larry Young Jr.

My Stupidity
OK, here's the deal. Today while i was vacuuming my living room, the belt to my vacuum cleaner came off. This is not the first time for this to happen. I really need to replace the damn vacuum. Well, to fix this little problem, I have to take a fillips head screw driver and take off the plate on the bottom of the vacuum. Then I have to remove the roller that Is covered with bristles. The roller turns and the bristles brush the dirt and pet hair so the vacuum can clean more efficiently. I successfully removed the roller, and replaced the belt to where It would make the roller turn again. All was going according to plan, when apparently my right hand hit the switch that turns the vacuum on. BIG MISTAKE! I had just finished putting the plate back on, and was actually finished putting it back together. If you haven't noticed by now, I have some pretty long hair. Well, with the vacuum upside down and my hair hanging right in front of the damned thing, you can get a pretty good idea

My 1st Sale On Bully's Ty Crazed Maniac!!!
Plz help me Oracle!!!! A big thank you to all my Friends ,Family and All who helps in advance!!! Click on any pic to take U to My profile!!! This bullY brought 2 U by: ® ♕ Make me be good! ♕..Proudly Owned By Teddy Bear Beer Hunter & Crunchman8117@ fubar

My Story
after reading this many of you might ask why i live the lifestyle i do and there is only 3 words i can say SAFE SANE CONSENTUAL....the difference is even as a slave i ALWAYS have the power to stop a scene AT ANY TIME! as a battered wife the beatings didn't stop until he was good and ready..... My Story....this is all true Abuse. i was married at one time to a horrible man...Rick was never my master or anything...it was plain old vanilla but that is not what made him horrible....it was the abuse that he dished out almost daily....and it wasn't just physical, it was emotional and sexual also... i never reported him to the police...i was afraid to...he had threatened to kill me many times and he even held a hunting knife to my throat one day and told me that he could kill me and no one would give a shit...and then one night i was a few minutes late getting home from the grocery store and he met me at the top of the stairs with a loaded cocked gun and told me that i was late and i wo

My Story
My story - Finish the sentence:Hi, my name is.. DJ KAIJAW a.k.a. Christopher...last name should be WONDERFUL but thats another storyMy eyes are... BLUEMy status is... single and prowlinI want to have FUCKING FUN IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE WITH NO REGRETS but sad to say there will probably be some... I take it the ANY WAY I CAN GET IT CAUSE I'M A FLAT OUT SLUT, just kidding.....but i think GOING STEADY PACE WITH THE REST OF THE WORLD IS GOOD BUT GOING STOPPING TO SEE THE STARS SHINE AND THE SUNLIGHT BLAZE IS A GOOD THINGI wish I was... IN THE BED CUDDLED UP PROBABLY MAKING SHADOW PUPPETS WITH FRIENDS, i'm a kid at heart so suck me beautiful lol Currently I am... HAVING A CONFUSING DAY CAN'T THINK OF WHAT I WANT TO DO GO GET MUSIC EQUIPMENT OR SPEND IT ON BOOZE...I Love...MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND MY MUSIC EQUIPMENT AND THE FACT THAT I'M STILL HERE HAVING ANOTHER DAY ON THIS EARTHNever in my life have I been to..ANYWHERE ON THE WEST COAST HOPEFULLY I WILL GO SOON...My favorite animal is... al

My Story
I have been approached about 'my story'. Those who know me really and extremely well know what I mean. I have a few ideas on how to get it out there. I'm leaning more toward doing it in the form of artwork, with words...which was one of the idea's requested. I am having conflict with..WHY? Why should I? Is it REALLY that inspirational to have read someones story (or in my case, read AND viewed) knowing that whatever problem in life they may be having they can get through it if I can? I have been asked a lot lately by various people who know most of my story even by some who know only a little bit about me. I'm thinking that maybe doing an art piece of my story will be therepudic enough to just face some of the issues, I don't know. But for some reason people are really interested in wanting to know all the shit parts in my life. Weirdos!

My Stomach Hurts Now =]
Well I just had one of the best laughs I've had in quite a while. It felt great. Now I'm sure you all are probably wondering what in the world it could have been. Well, I'll tell you =] I was lying on my bed, MuMMing. My youngest son had decided that his bed just wasn't "comfortable", so he moved to mine. The way I seen it, I could just move him back to his when he fell back asleep. But damn, he wouldn't stop moving. My foot had already been asleep because I was talking to Van on the phone for over an hour, sitting on my foot. At that point, it was all tingly and he was rolling all over it. It hurt. He then tells me that he wants to lay back in his bed. He goes and things are fine. My foot is normal and I'm not having a child rolling all over my legs. Then I hear it..."Mommy, I need to go pee!". It's not just a normal tone, it's pure panic. Like he will NOT make it to the bathroom. So I tell him to go. He runs to the bedroom door and then comes back telling me he can't get the door

My 1st Auto 11
Hi first i want to thank Foxitoxi for buying my first auto 11. Thank you from the botton of my heart.this was the most exciting thing that has happened to me on fubar.all the new friends and fans omg.and of course the bombing lol.the responds to my auto 11 was over whelming. i would like to take this time to thank each and everyone one of you. much love. i will remember you always. and for my friends family and fans that did,t, well thats a different story, but still love you all.on the 3rd of the month i will buy my blings. will give them out to my heavy raters. agin thank you for making thisa memorable time. Muah!!!!

My 21st Bday :)
Soo my bday is comin up. I need some thoughts on what to do since it's my big 21!! I have a few in mind. Some of you are probably gonna think im crazy LOL but im goin all out b/c all my other birthdays have SUCKED so i want this one to leave me breathless :) So here's some of what im thinkin, n you have anything you wanna add on just leave a comment. I could use all the ideas i can get!! 1. first off, gotta make reservations at the hotel my friends and i are gonna stay at!! so, should i get a 2 bed balcony room that overlooks the french quarter in new orleans? or should i get a suite?! either way its gonna be at this hotel called The Inn on Bourbon Street :) Such a wonderful hotel! They have a beautiful bar and pool, hehe. 2. was gonna go to lunch with my mom and grandma (yes, family comes first!). 3. was gonna go to dinner with my family and friends at this restaurant called cuco's here (mexican mmm). Mainly b/c it has a bar n it's a nice place :) 4. my friends and I are gon

My Story
HELLS TRAITOR By Michael d. Futhey Jr. The time is 2:30 a.m. a night club on Washington street in down town St. Louis is closing a young girl comes out and stumbling around in a drunken state of mind decides to drive home the only problem is that her car is a few blocks away. In the drunken state that she is in she decides to take a shortcut through the alley. As she is walking down the alleyway all she sees is nothing but abandon building and spray paint that makes a gang symbol. She keeps walking and as she is walking the alley seems to get darker and darker. Till it gets so dark that she cant see her hand in front of her face. She rummages through her purse for a lighter or something to light the path in front of her. Need a light lady? a mysterious man voice says. With that headlights from a car turns on in front of her she starts to run the other way but another set of headlights from another car turn

My 1st Time
Since the weather was getting warmer my parents decided it was a good time for a barbecue. They invited the neighbours on both sides of us and a few others from across the street. One of our neighbours was an older man in his mid forties who is unmarried.As everyone came over, my dad started up the barbecue. I was running in and out of the house setting things up. I walked by our neighbour Bill and bent over to put a salad on the table. I knew I just gave him a good view of my butt and I knew he liked it.I continued to set things up and noticed that he didn't stop looking at me. Whether it was at my chest or at my butt. I was starting to feel very violated so I tried to stay away from him.As the night went on, we ate our food and the adults started to drink. They soon got drunk and very loud. I was left cleaning things up. As I walked by Bill to get into my house I felt him grab my butt. I looked at him and he just winked. When I finally got inside I shudder from the grope.I went back

My Story
Maybe some of you have wondered why I am depressed most of the time. I really hate talking about it, but this will be the only time I will tell my story. It all started May 10, 2008. I had finally sworn into the United States Navy, going in to be a Master at Arms. I had the highest of hopes for a promising future with my loving fiance Ashley. Initially, she was upset at the fact that I joined the military. I mean, it was understandable knowing I was going to be gone for some time. But she quickly became very supportive. Everyday, I tried to reassure her that this was for her, so I could provide a better future for her and for me. Days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months. And on September 10, 2008 I shipped out. The last I saw of my Ashley was when she dropped me off at my recruiter's office because my recruiter was taking me to the airport that day. It was slightly raining that early morning, still dark outside. Out in the parking lot, I can still remember her the longest hug

The Mystery Lover Appears
she sits at her vanity table getting ready for bed the door opens and she whirls from the mirror unable to restrain the startled gasp as a masked man enters her room. he says "do as i tell you and you will enjoy it emensly, do not fight me just enjoy the sensations and sucumb to your desires." he walks up behind her and cups her arms at the elbows lifting her off the dressor stool he draws her toward a long mirror where he positions himself behind her as she is facin her reflection. she does not fight him her excitment and overwhelming curiosity drive her to obey. he reaches up in front of her and cups her well endowed breasts, the palm of his hand rubbing her nipples till they harden under her silk gown. he rips the gown away from her exposing her shoulders and baring her breasts catching them in his hands as the fall free. then his hands push the gown further sliding it to her waist she gasps one soft protest as she stands fully naked before him vulnerable to him , one long finger

Mystic Moon Light
Truly our eyes reflect The unspoken words we keep In our heart as we look deep Into each others eyes our sweet kisses Holds the nights bliss of happiness Casting an intriging picture in the mystic moon light The unsaid emotions we feel In our heart as we touch A tight hug and squeeze Lying in each othere arms gazing at the shadows Cast by the mystic moon light Uniting our heart and body as one

My 21st Bday!!
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!*ώЇķЇĐ Łε††ε* I'M TURNING 21 AND AM LOOKING TO LEVEL, SO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE HELP I WOULD REALLY LOVE A BOMB, JUST CLICK THE BOMB PIC TO GET ME 1. THANK YOU Brought 2 You By: ✡ÐJ »TH©«

My Story Of Heartache!
My wife and I ( Terri) have been married for almost 4 years now. We have 2 kids together. Well about 2 months ago we were living in Houston, Texas and she said she wanted to move back to Waco because she was not happy in Houston. Thought being a good husband, I said O.k. So about 2 months ago we moved here and the second day we were here she told me in bed that she no longer wanted to be a wife or mother. She then left and abandoned the kids and I. Well, in 3 weeks time she got with a 20 yr old boy named Josh and got pregnant. Since then she has been with his brother, and cousin...which is a female. She has been with one of her friends babys daddy and his sister which Josh's brother held her down while she was passed out and directed my wife to go down on her while he fingered her ( I believe that is rape). She has also been with another friends sisters babys daddy, and some guy named Milky. She also one day in a fit of rage came at me with a knife saying she was going to kill me and s

My 41st Birthday 09-09-09
Yay will be a lucky day 09-09-09 (or 9/9/9) and here is my wish list for you to take in to consideration when thinking what to treat me to on here :) (1) HAPPY HOUR (if you really love me) (2) 1000 credit bling pack (3) AUto 11 (4) Bomb (5) VIP renewal (if required) (6) Keep me shit faced from the 8/9 to the 10/9 One or all of the above will be most appreciated - and of course levellation to Godfather will be iminant :) KISSES TO YOU ALL

My 1st Auction Needs Ur Bid Plzzzzz
PLEASE BID ON ME IN MY 1ST AUCTION....THX SOOO MUCH !!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU MAY HAVE TO COPY AND PASTE IF IT DOES NOT LET U CLICK ON IT ... SORRY http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=915274&albumid=1775512&i=3252570894&idx=4

My Star Sign
A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamored by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world.She sees it exactly as it is and says what she sees. At times, you may wish that she were not so honest. But then, she would be like any other girl, wouldn't she? In all probability, you will not like it. A Sagittarian female is very optimistic, but she is not irrational. She will judge the entire situation as per the facts, analyze its probable outcome and still believe that things will get better. Usually, she is very calm and composed. However, when you become rude to

My Star Chart
October 23 1986 8:30 AM Time Zone is EDT saginaw, MI Rising Sign is in 04 Degrees Scorpio You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism. Sun is in 29 Degrees Libra. Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others li

My Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person.let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any moremy father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she

My Star
My Star keeps me company and leads me through the night. My Star watches over me and fills my dreams with light. Some things change but some things shine forever as they are. In the sky, shining high.... My Star ...Little song I've always adored and hope to sing it to my little ones in the far future. Can you guess where it's from?

Mysteryquest: Devil's Island
MysteryQuest: Devil's Island This island in the middle of San Francisco Bay has a forbidding reputation. Native Americans believed it to be a place of evil spirits. When it became a federal prison in 1934, only the most violent and difficult prisoners in the U.S. were sent there. It was reputed to be escape proof; only three men have ever managed to get off the island. They left in 1962 and have never been found. MysteryQuest investigates to determine whether they could have survived the icy waters of San Francisco Bay. This is the show my friend Tommy who heads up the San Francisco Ghost Society is suppose to be on. It airs November 4th at 9:00 pm (CST) on the History Channel. If you're interested, please check it out. Thanks.

Mysteries
Do you ever wonder... Why the heart grows fond of certain things... Or why we make rejections... Why we grow old... Some alone... Some happy... Indifferently... Where your going... How were getting there... How long will it take... Whats the purpose... Will I ever find it... Does it even exist... But there is one thing I know for sure... I can not wait to find out.

My Strength
I've learned Just who I am, and what I'm made up of, Sure I have my flaws, Who doesnt, I'm Quick to Jump off the edge, I say too much sometimes, knowing pretty much I should keep my mouth closed. I'm to compulsive leaving myself to Question my intentions and actions after I've done what I've done.... I question everything,. and I dig and dig and study and search till I get the answers I need, Needless of what they are, I can over come anything because I know Fear is all in my head, I know I can take down a grown man, I know I can kill with words as well as overwelming Kindness, I know I am a great mother, My Kids come first before anything in this world, and I have taught them well to be Kind, Respectful, Honest, Loving, Polite, And I enjoy watching them be children, I am teaching them school is the most important thing in this world and to never stop questioning things or Searching when you run into a roadblock, There is always an answer out there,. I fight for what I love, Believ

My 1st Psycho Stalker On Fulbar, Lol @ "no Drama Queens Please"
so its my 1st day on fubar, 1st i want to thank everyone who was nice and chatted with me. i like talking and getting to know people.2nd, tip to some guys, don't ask for naked pictures after 5 minutes of talking.also to "no drama queens please" i just met u, we talked for like 10 minutes, stop bossing me around like we're married, stop commanding me to get on yahoo to talk to u, stop judging someone u don't know at all, stop being manipulative, stop being controlling, stop telling me what to do like u own me. we just f'ing met for like 5 min on fubar. stop whining like a little girl, grow some balls, grow up, learn to treat a girl with respect, learn to not rush things, learn to be nice and respectful.http://fubar.com/user/2458120@sshole.ps: for someone with no drama in ur name u sure are full of it. never seen anyone so clingy or rude in my life.

Mystery
i just don't care about the hurdles coming up against me whats meant to be will be, no matter if its good or bad for me honor the code of life, that not everything goes right i turn left, shoulda turned right, got hit by something outta sight out of sight out of mind doesn't always work out that way cus no matter how far out of sight it still comes to the light someday now some say, the grass is always greener on the other side they lied, i tried, hopped over the fence and flowers i had seen died listening to the whistling of the wind blow i caught a breeze finally but no longer feel at ease, wind blowing pieces of me away from me catch a few put em back in and on me like a puzzle till i regain some of my damn sanity i can't keep doing this my mind is to stuck on crazy peddle to the medal like a daredevil, but the gas tank just hit E question mark on the road got stranded in a town called mystery 2 paths to take one to be happy the other to be stuck in misery my past always follows me

Mystical
Maidens, Wizards, Dragons. They all exist whether most want to admit it or not. I see them as vividly as I see the sky on a warm winter's day. The day of sorcery is returning. The time has come to gather. To gather back to once we all came. Is it true you ask. Yes my friend it is. Come let me show you. Look upon the gray sky. Do you see that? The movement that is not of the clouds? Do you feel that brush of air amongst your skin when there is no wind? Do you feel the change of energy around you? That my friend is the time of magic. Of believing before you see. Of experience of the unknown. The tails of dragons whipping across the sky miles away. The darkness that comes when there is no storm rising. Come and take the hand of thou that will show you the way. One day all that you know will no longer exist. It will cease to be. There will be no electric. Nothing man made will work. Technology will no longer be. It is coming and you will see. When it happens will you then believe me and no

My Status
Just some of my status lines that people have gotten a kick out of.... Some say the glass is half full. Some say half empty. I say who cares, i need a refill!!! Life is like a peanut butter and jelly sammich. I don't know why, it just is ok! I'm not naughty, i'm angelically challenged! Pet my beaver I'M HERE. COMMENCE WITH THE ADORING. lol Slim fast shake and vodka. How's that for a liquid lunch! lol looks at YOU with my men who stare at goats sparkly eyes technique Your place or mine? Tell you what? Head at my place, tail at yours!

Mysterious
Mysterious night skies Tell me a story softly Bringing a tear to my eye. Clouds calling out Giving way to my life. A verse plays Flutes softly playing Drums beating Moon appears, slicing through dark clouds. Ray beams alive Twinkling of the night. I see and I'm not scared Silently aware my soul awakened here in this Mysterious night sky.

My 1st Contest
i reaally need to win itll help out lots just follow link an rate its easy PLEASE PASS THIS AN ME ALONG!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3922357&i=920676860&albumid=2086205" target=_blank>http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/75/32/3922357/tn_920676860.jpg" border=0> http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3922357&i=920676860&albumid=2086205" target=_blank>http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/75/32/3922357/tn_920676860.jpg" border=0>

Mysterious Ilife App? Is It Fubar?
The blogosphere is full of speculation about what new mysterious app might be included with the next version of iLife. I'm voting for a fancy mobile fubar client! Gizmodo link here

Mystery
i wish there was more light out at night because one night i was outside talking and the moon was high in the sky and it was lovely outside and i like it. As I look in the sky many times then I have before I wonder if there is something out there that I have yet to discover and then again maybe one day that special star or someone will find me and I will be happier then I was before and it also might not seem like the tuff decision I made it the pass wont be as hard as they have been threw out these past few years of pain and sorrow I have been threw. To yet see the days of happeniess and all good things come back to me and care me away and show me ways out there and signs that could change the outcome and things I have did in the pass to build and fix along the way. many times I have looked into the sky either its day or night and I cont to sit and think if there many signs or something in the sky that could be pointing me in the right direction or some way to show it or

The Mystery Of Love By Trisha Naidu
The mystery of love I sit a wonder how it is possible I always thought Life was so complicated Things always changed nothing stayed the same I understood the people grow and move away However, the pain that brewed after was not tolerable I locked my feelings inside and wanted to throw away the key You came into my life and turned everything around You made it sound so easy You took that pain and turned it to love You pushed me to be the best I can You changed my soul from worst to best They say there are angels, I never believed Today I believe you are my angel You never let me cry a single tear You chased away all my fears You have given me life again You made it magical You made me believe again

Mystery...
...of the dating world...That’s where I’m at now…. Gone from the dating world for the last 6 years. Although, I wasn’t very good at it in the first place so now I’m navigating…I’m too straight forward, aggressive, to the point and I don’t play the stupid “Playing hard to get game”. Which let’s face it…that’s just how guys work…even the ones who say they don’t. They find more appeal in the mystery with a hint of tease…then the real thing. It’s perhaps unattractive to them that a woman would like them “a lot” and be open about it?I’m thinking this is for a few reasons….One it puts a newfound pressure on them. Like “Oh crap…she really likes me…now what? I only like her just a little….or Do I have to show her affection back now? Then they mentally hyperventilate and start doing the ‘hint’.Secondly, if it’s not recip

My Story...
(This is an important true story of my life I wish to share with you.)..: I had met him around Sept 11th 2001- that should have been ominous enough. I was out dancing at my usual spot with my usual hommie- Nina. He was the first good looking white guy to ever dance with me- I usually get the dirty Mexican or the black guys all over me =( He was VERY good looking> tall, dirty blonde, clean cut. I wanted him. I kissed him! I hadn’t even known his name yet. WE exchanged numbers and went out on a date. Well...that date didn’t end up a one-night-stand. In December-of the same year- we moved in together. He was in the Army so the moving in and finances were easy. Month later I got pregnant....he was happy about it even though unexpected. I had a miscarriage in February. That’s when the darkness came. He as partier from the beginning...but nothing unusual for a just turned 21 year old. After the miscarriage he became an alcoholic. An abusive,violent,erratic drunk. I was the

The Mystery Of Penis Size...finally Uncovered.
I recently had a male friend of mine ask me, "Would you rather have sex with a guy who had a thick 9" penis, a guy with an average 6" penis, or a smaller 4" one and why?" To this, I replied that there wasn't enough information presented to formulate a real opinion. After an exasperated sigh on his end (which I seem to get regularly, due to my constant need for more information), I explained the entire mystery regarding what women think of penis size, and it's that knowledge I share today with you fine folks.First, size DOES matter, but only in terms of confidence, really. What a girl generally finds is that, those packing the "big guns" tend to be rather self aware, and their ego often allows them to overlook performance. Similarly, those with smaller than average packages fail to have much in the area of confidence, and this too may be related in the bedroom. Here's the reality:Big Boys: The Pros - In a way, penis size is a bit like breast size. While some like the appearance of somet

My Story ~~ October Is Pregnancy And Infant Loss Awareness Month, A Time To Remember Babies Who Died Too Soon.
~ My Story ~ October 20th 2010 Every Year as Baby Chance's Birthday Approaches I become Overwhelmed by Sadness and Grief that is Nearly Unbearable. I can't help but to think Of "What Might Have Been". For This Year Marks the 15th Year of His Birthday! Wow 15 Years! When All The Emotions and Memories Flood Back Just As They Do Every Year! I Don't Know How My Daughter Survives It. For On This Day, October 20th, 15 years ago My Daughter lay dying, bleeding to death trying to hold on to him Just a Little Longer, as the doctors and nurses kept telling us we had to convince her to let him Go, to let them Just Take him before it was too late. And Heather Would Die Too. As Tim and I watched and stood by her side, Watching the Very Life Drain from her as every day passed. We Could do nothing...She absolutely Refused To Let Him Go. She was not about to give up. We were More Terrified than you could Ever Imagine, Knowing he

My Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born

My 1st Full Astral Projection Exp. I Did On Purpose 4 Love!
Updated on November 4, 2009 About 2 years ago while staying at my relatives house and after reading about astral projection for a few years I finally managed to do it on purpose!I was on a couch sleeping (my head pointing North and my feet pointing South) and during my medieval armory recurring dream I remembered I've had this dream so many times before and that turned it into a full blown lucid dream. I remembered that I was going to wakeup in what feels like 60 seconds so I decided I'll try the "little jump technique" that I learned on a very cool astral projection website and although I was worried about smashing my head on the brick cealing I decided to squat and jump up as high as I could and visualize myself flying upwards. When I jumped I felt like I was a fish on a hook and line being pulled upwards and I remained perfectly calmed so I didn't disrupt the astral split and when I was being pulled upwards the dream was zooming downwards around me and it was black for

My Status ~
Sometimes you think you want to die but in reality you just want to be saved.. just because today is the most terrible day of your life doesn't mean tomorrow couldn't be the best.. Never be dependent to anyone in this world because even your shadow leaves you when you are in the dark. Never sacrifice who you are, just because someone has a problem with it.. The worst part about crossing a line is when you don't know you already have.. "i love the "dead end" signs..at least they have the decency to tell me im going nowhere.

My Stories
so i was thinking about it and i just might start posting some stories i wrote on here in a blog for those who enjoy reading if you have any type of story you like (horror,scifi,action, ect.) let me know i might just come up with something pretty fuckin fantastical :D

My Story
She had been home from the hospital for 2 weeks....but something was wrong. She couldn't wake up. Not fully anyway. She had to pee and in her half asleep fog, she tried to make it to the bathroom, but fell. I rushed to her and helped her get up and to the toilet. "WTF?" i was thinking...."she had been doing okay. What the fuck is going on?" For 2 days I'd been doing this. Sleepless nights, trying to go to work, but too afraid to leave her alone. "Okay" i thought too myself, "that's it." I called an ambulance, they came and got her & i followed. Once she was in the ER, her doctor, who just happened to be there, gave her a shot of something & within 15 minutes, my Tracey was back, wondering what the hell happened. I remember feeling relived...hugs & kisses were abound. Her doctor comes in and tells her: "If you go back home, you ll die there." She was admitted. The next week goes by, im dividing my time between work and the hospital, endless nights are many...life becomes a blur

My Story
Hi,My name is Colin and this is my very first blog. Where to begin...The beginning I suppose. I would like to relate to you a true story, it will sound unbelievable but every single word is true. It all started 21 years ago..I was just a normal guy,went to the pub five nights a week and clubbing all the weekend.Then I found myself deep in the brown stuff,I became an addicted gambler.I don`t know if you have ever been in this situation but it ain`t funny.I was putting all my wages in the one armed bandit in one day.It started off very well at first..I was winning,winning a lot.Then my luck ran out and I was putting in pound after pound in the machine.I didn`t realise I had spent all my wages until I was on my way home and just happened to look into my wallet and there was nothing there,no money for my keep and nothing for the rest of the week.I said to myself this would never happen again.How wrong I was every payday the same thing would occur until it got to the po

The Mystery Underground June Contest
From June 1-30, The Mystery Underground (http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78398) will be giving one lucky NEW member a G-d mode. To enter, you MUST be a NEW member of the lounge and be back at least five times as a participating member of the lounge and check in with myself or Ultimate Sin. Winner will be chosen by the staff on July 1.

My Stuff Ownership Is Ruthless
Ruthless. 100 Thing Challenge. This would be BEYOND a challenge for me. As I’m packing to move my daughter and I from a house of nearly 1,000 sq feet into a bedroom the size of my living room I am realizing that I think I own at least 100 things in my bathroom alone. Its insane. BUT, I KNOW I own more things that I really want to own, or need to own. While is nice to always be prepared - I’m tired of having to sort through millions of things knowing that “somewhere around here” I own that one tiny thing that you use maybe once in five years. What things do I own that I probably don’t really need? 17 types of hair spray, gel, mousse, etc… I can understand needing 1 gel, 1 mousse, 1 hairspray. If I can’t do my hair with those things, then I can work with just a simple ponytail. Honestly, even though I own all of those things, I use them maybe once a month. If that. If I pair down my bathroom to things I “need” I would have: Three

My Status....
In case you're wondering what it's about:: That guy posted a MuMM asking if it should be legal for women to go topless in public because men can. His MuMM was set for comment approval so I was sure that mine wouldn't be approved. What did I say??? "Why...so perverts like you can look for free? Use Google" He approved my comment, came to my profile and rated the salute I made for Suga Lips an 11. I went back to the MuMM to see what someone had said after me and went to reply back to PieDaDDY. Guess what??? I'm blocked. If I pissed him off that bad, why did he approve the comment and come rate a picture of mine? He is a pussy, plain and simple. Didn't even have enough balls to reply back to the approved comment. I'm going to bed now. Good night everyone!!!

My Status.....v2
In case you're wondering what it's about::That guy posted a MuMM asking if it should be legal for women to go topless in public because men can. His MuMM was set for comment approval so I was sure that mine wouldn't be approved. What did I say???"Why...so perverts like you can look for free? Use Google"He approved my comment, came to my profile and rated the salute I made for Suga Lips an 11. I went back to the MuMM to see what someone had said after me and went to reply back to PieDaDDY. Guess what???I'm blocked. If I pissed him off that bad, why did he approve the comment and come rate a picture of mine? He is a pussy, plain and simple. Didn't even have enough balls to reply back to the approved comment.I'm going to bed now. Good night everyone!!!

Mystery Lady
Mystery Lady Sittin' there all alone smokin a cigarette such a sad sad sight, trying to remember while trying to forget what brought her there that night . Dressed in black and feeling blue I was wondering what I could do so I walked over and offered her a drink or two. I asked her what brought her here, in her eye's I saw a tear, she said "I'd tell you but my story's a little long. I said, " It's alright, I don't care, if it takes all night tell me, what brought you here." That was 10:00 o'clock now it's 2:00, and there was nothing I could do, I was captivated by

Mystery ( Who Is God? )
In eternal blackness, in the midst of the darkest nightProteins and minerals, exist within specks of lightSolids liquids and gases, and sparks of light withininfinite lengths and widths and depths and heightsNo beginning or ending, the seven dimensionsEnough space for more than a million words and inventionsTo travel through time within enough room to be the wombof the most high's great mind which he will soon make shineWith intelligent elements in sight that he will gatherIn the realms of relativity electricity struck matterEnergies explode he below to keep releasinAtoms by the millions, til the numbers increasinTil it was burnin he kept returnin itself to the sourceThe hotter his thoughts it gave the center more forceHe gave birth to the sun which would follow his lawsAll caused by his mental intercourse, who is God?He began to explain his craft, the master in the atticHe dealt with measurements his language, was mathematicsHis theoretical wisdom of the numerical systemThe complete n

My Story
Hi my name is Mary; I have been doing the Herbalife program since Feb. 8, 2011. I know the date well, because the day before I flipped my Van coming home from work. My back, ribs, and arm were hurt in the accident. I was in pain and scared. My mother brought me into the Nutrition Center in Dade City. At 1st I did not like the way the Aloe, tea, and Shake tasted. As I kept going I have learned to enjoy the flavors. I also used to have headaches every other day. I felt groggy and tired. I was stressed and always angry. I would eat unhealthy, and not care how I looked. On Herbalife I don’t get stressed and angry as often. Not to mention the weight and inches I have lost. I am down nearly 20 lbs, and 8 inches. I am committed to keep going. Now that I am doing it, I don’t get headaches like I used to, and I am not tired all the time. My back, ribs, and arm felt better within 2 weeks of being on Herbalife. I also like the support you get when you go there. Everyone is

My 1st Murder Mystery Dinner Train Adventure In Ft. Myers, Florida
I have experienced several "Murder Mystery" games in both homes and commercial settings but never on a real, working train. Wow, what a great time! Seminole Gulf Railway began operating freight trains in 1987 and in 1991 added a Dinner Train and daytime excursion trains. (www.semgulf.com) The train is based in Ft. Myers, Florida The Dinner Train began its first Murder Mystery Production, “Murder on the Seminole Express” and has had over 65 new murder mystery productions since. They also have a Christmas Rail/Boat Trip to Punta Gorda that has become an annual event for many guests. Over 1/2 million guests have enjoyed the MMT as the train seat up to 200 passengers in four reconditioned vintage railcars from the 1930’s to the 1950’s, “Sanibel”, “Marco”, “Gasparilla” and “Captiva”. All food is prepared fresh daily on board the train and the cuisine I dined was truly 5 star quality. The train trip begin

My 1st Videoshoot With A Master Rumologist In Florida
The 1st of my three videos with a Master Rumolgist Carl Grooms is here: www.coastlines-tanlines.com/tan-lines-pina-colada The video was shot on the Manatee River in Bradenton, Florida at the new Tarpon Pointe Grill & Tiki Bar. Please comment & let me know what you think. The other videos will be posted online and in my personal groups on Yahoo! and Flickr soon. :-)

My 1st Murder Mystery Train Adventure
My 1st Murder Mystery Dinner Train adventure in Ft. Myers, Florida I have experienced several "Murder Mystery" games in both homes and commercial settings but never on a real, working train. Wow, what a great time! Seminole Gulf Railway began operating freight trains in 1987 and in 1991 added a Dinner Train and daytime excursion trains. (www.semgulf.com) The train is based in Ft. Myers, Florida The Dinner Train began its first Murder Mystery Production, “Murder on the Seminole Express” and has had over 65 new murder mystery productions since. They also have a Christmas Rail/Boat Trip to Punta Gorda that has become an annual event for many guests. Over 1/2 million guests have enjoyed the MMT as the train seat up to 200 passengers in four reconditioned vintage railcars from the 1930’s to the 1950’s, “Sanibel”, “Marco”, “Gasparilla” and “Captiva”. All food is prepared fresh daily on board the train and the cuisine

My Status Updates
Ok, so many of you have noticed that my updates on my status have been pretty much about thing. Boobs! I mean no disrespect or anything. I am just a simple guy that likes Boobs or a good cleavage shot. I have collected a large amount of cleavage shots from a lot of lovely ladies over the last couple of years. I am by no means asking for any nudes ( Though over the last couple of years have collected my share of those as well, all freely given never/rarely asked). I am a gentleman when it comes to the ladies pictures. I think that just copy and pasting them is the wrong way of going about it. I like to ask permission before going ahead. Alot of the ladies that I have as friends on here and other sites can let you know that I do my best to stay true to being a gentleman and know that I am a good guy. If you or any of the others that read this have any issues or questions, please let me know and I will respond back. Some of you, like I have said, alread

My Star Wars Story (school Project From A Few Years Back)
An armored space station, with enough power to destroy an entire planet, Stopped on Jupiter’s rings at the one stop drop and shop, ate all the chili fries and drank all of their soda supplies, then jetted off at hyper speed towards earth. With a sly smirk darth vader rounded earth encasing the planet it a giant bubble with only one opening. He then parked the ship on top of the opening, opened the docking station and hollered “ let em’ rip”. Strong flatulent gases then proceeded to extract from the death star, the people of earth hacked, coughed and wheezed at the smell…… Who will save them now?

The Mystical Land Of Nepal And Its Natural Bounties
Nepal is a land of mountains. Out of ten highest summits, the country is blessed with eight highest peaks of the world. With the world highest mountain ranges and spectacular scenic beauty this small landlocked country is nestled on the foothills of Himalayas sandwiched in between the two giants China and India. The home of the towering Mount Everest, the highest point in the planet is worth a visit in a life time. Nepal Tourism offers a wide range of tourist attractions that you will never ever forget. Pay homage to the temples of Nepal, doing your beast and leaving the rest to God. Some of the historic temples of the nature blessed country are the Bodnath stupa- a holy site of Buddhists. The place is one of the World Heritage Site declared by the UNESCO. This place has an aura that brings you peace and tranquillity as you walk around the stupa spinning the prayer wheels that line the stupa. The atmosphere resonates with the calming sounds of the monks chanting prayers and the flu

My Story
So here's my storyI'm sitting here in a Tomb surrounded by dirt, cobwebs n spiders,There's a knock on the door,There He stand's in all His Gothic Masculine Splendor,He looks at Me with a smile that could warm a Vampire's heart *If they even had one*He sees Me sitting there on top of a really old school looking casket, Black and Gold with Brass trimmings.I'm wearing my hair up tight, Black fishnet top, Black and blood red corset, Hold up stockings and no knickersThigh high well heeled boots with chains wrapped around them.I stand up and walk over to Him. He's wearing a long sleeved Fishnet figure hugging shirt, Black baggy trousers, New Rock boots and a Floor length trench coat, He gives Me goose bumps.Long Blonde hair, Goatee, Slim but not overly muscular, Green/Blue Eyes and with the most devilish smile I have ever seen in my whole lifeYou can hear the wind rattling the shutters. It's cold but I cannot feel the temperature against My skin.He grabs Me by the throat, I can feel the stre

The Mystery Of Being "in" Christ
The Mystery of being “In” Christ It is simply wild to me how the mystery is even so great, as to what the “in” means in the terms “in Christ, in God or in the Holy Spirit”. But then I recall when it was just such a mystery to me too, and how hard it was to grasp anything truly as it pertained to God, His Son and the Holy Spirit. I’m going to break this down in a manner that I hope can be clearly understood by those who truly seek to have a closer relationship with God, Christ and the Holy Spirit. I say this because desire plays a paramount role as a motive. Without genuine desire, you will not accomplish genuine results. Also, God is not stupid. He loves all of His creation dearly, but seeks to have a ‘genuine’ relationship with them. God will not be played by His creation. In my study of God’s word I often came across the term “in Christ” and didn’t really get the meaning of how that term applied

The Mystery
The Mystery I am the wind that breathes upon the sea I am the wave of the ocean I am the murmur of the billows I am the ox of the seven combats I am the vulture upon the rocks I am a beam of the sun I am the fairest of plants I am a wild boar in valour I am a salmon in the water I am a lake in the plain I am a word of science I am the point of the lance of battle I am the God who created in the head the fire Who is it who throws light into the meeting on the mountain? Who announces the ages of the moon? Who teaches the place where couches the sun? (If not I?)

Mysterio, Indeed!
I posted a status last night (?) to say thanks to an annoymous giving of gifts in the form of a Rockstar and Auto-11's... it was so kind but the person left before I had a chance to thank them. Tonight, the same thing has happened, an annoymous person has sent me a Boomerang, Famplifier and 2 Blings. This is some serious moolah being spent on me, the persons profile was bare with the name "Mysterio", I was sending this message... "Before you disappear again.... thank you ever so much, your gifts are ridiculously generous and such a surprise each time you send them. I wanted to thank you yesterday but you deleted! But really, you need to stop now, crazy person!! Do I know you? I presume that I do!! TY again. X" But you guessed it, I was too slow and the person was out of here before I had the chance to send it across. Damnit. It is kinda' sweet that the gifts are being given without any real want for anything in return but I would just like to thank whoever was responsible a

My 3 Step Caramel Pie
2 cans sweetened condenced milk1 gramcracker crust pie shell 8 oz whip creamin deep stock pot put unopened can of milk covered in water bring to a rageing boil for 4 hours remove from heat when can is barely warm to the touch open an spoon the caramel into pie shell let kool then spread the whip cream on top an ur ready to serve keep addind water to pot as it will boil down every 30 minutes you want the cans covered

My Struggles With My Own Addiction
I started drinking at around 15. I had a friend that bought some cocaine and he told me that he did, I asked him if I could try it. He told me no that I would get hooked. So that pissed me off. I went out and found coke myself and off I went. I used cocaine and drank from 15 till I was 21. In 1989 when life began to really suck, I checked myself into rehab. While I was in rehab the counselor’s told me that if I am a drug addicted that I was most likely an alcoholic as well. So I bought into this idea. After leaving rehab, I stayed sober for 2.5 years. While I was sober I never heard them say work the 12 steps. And like I said they told me I was an alcoholic. Well my head started talking to me again, telling me that you aren’t an alcoholic you are just a drug addict all the while still going to meetings everyday. Well one day I made that decision to once again just drink. This was in 1992 I told my friend I want to party tonight. So I proceeded to go to the liquor store and purchase cas

My Stories
Some events in my stories have happened, some are just fantasy. Some are a combinarion of different things that have happened on separate occasions. I leave it for you, the reader to decide whats real and whats fantasy.

My Step Mom
So I haven't been up to making this post even though its been a month. Four days after I made my last blog, my step mom passed away. February 23, 2012. I still can not believe that she is gone. I was in denial about it until I went to her funeral and saw her name above the door. I broke down immediately. There were so many people at the funeral which just shows how amazingly loved she really was. All I keep telling myself is that she is not suffering which is the most important part. She did not deserve to suffer like she did, no one does. The worst part for me was when my step niece, she is three, came up to me the day after Nancy died, and goes "Where is my nana?" It was horrible, made my heart and stomach sink right into the ground. I looked at her holding back tears and told her that nana is in heaven, which is what her parents were telling her. I keep freezing up while I am writing this. I am not the best with expressing my emotions. I usually try to act like e

Mystery Man
Grown so troubled, was oh so humbled, time has changed this mighty mange, what is now so dark and groggy was once bright and jolly, use to enjoy the rain, now became the rain through a horrendous strain, brought upon a shining star, punched a hole and sent it a far, clasping double, not knowing of a tormenting bubble, wandering eyes go cold and weary of a man dark and dreary.....

My Statement For Everyone To Read And Share
FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW ME THAT WELL I HAVE CEREBRAL PALSY AND HAVE HAD IT SINCE I WAS TWO DAYS OLD ...THIS IS A STATEMENT ABOUT THE WAY MY LIFE HAS BEEN FOR THE PAST 45 YEARS AND WHAT KIND OF PERSON I HAD TO BECOME FROM ALL OF THE YEARS AND I WOULDL IKE TO SHARE YOU THIS STATEMENT.... WOW HERE I AM 45 YEARS LATER AND STILL KICKING As this Sunday coming up on my 45th birthday, It gives the time reflect on how life has been for me. As I look back through the years of triumph, challenges, the daily struggles, the exciting times, the heroic times, the heartaches, and the worst of times and the punishment that I have dealt with, I am just flabbergasted from it all on how this far that I have come. I have learned so much that I had thought that I knew but I was wrong and I had go in all different directions that I never been through before. I have fought from the beginning of time, where at times I just wanted to give up. But why give up? I wasn’t taught to give up; I was tau

Mysterious One
Ever since I seen you I had to know more.When I see you all thought becomes null.I smile the biggest smile, my heart beats a little faster.I shiver from the adrenaline running through my veins.I often wonder what is behind those soft kind eyes.How your voice would sound and what your real name is.Your beautiful tendrils of curls softly caressing your face.Makes me want to run my hands gently through them.And to exist in your place.You're oceans away, but to feel this way there's no price I wouldn't pay to be forever yours and never stray.I want to make you feel the happiness that I feel inside when being graced by your presence. There is no other pleasure that could ever measure.Who are you my stranger?I want to know you, if even for a moment.For that moment you've given my heart some long awaited happiness.

My Story
First i would like to thank God for giving me the chance to sit here and write this blog....my story is not to be taken as a pity one it is a great story of life and courage and fighting....when i was 27 i was told that i had stage 3 cervical cancer and then when i went in for surgery they found breast cancer but it was in the lymph noids and i would have to have chemo and radiation to fight this demon i was very scared and young and i had just got engaged to the man of my dreams....and to find all of this out this man stood next to my side and took care of me, but then another tragic hit 9-11 and he was shipped out to iraq to fight for our freedom and i was here fighting for my life not knowing if he was coming home or when he would but this demon was really taking a toll on my body and my soul and i was losing my long curls and he was going to come home to a bald wife we got to video chat a few times and talk on the phone and even though i didnt not have my hair he always called me h

My Sunday Night With The Man
So I have this friend who told me to be somewhere tonight to meet up. This friend happens to know how much I love Jason Mraz and his beautiful voice, for he shares that love. As I am in line for a warm beverage and thinking why the hell am I here, its a work night, you should be in bed, etc. I look up and it was like a heavenly glow of Jason Mraz standing face to face with me. I know this sounds scary fan esque. But believe me I'm too shy to be like that. My internal energy went through the roof however and my normally loud mouth, was silenced. What's crazy too was I was listening to his cd on the way to this place also. Turns out he was performing there that night by chance and I look at a new text message from that oh so awesome friend say "your welcome - forever in my book he is awesome. So I got to enjoy such an awesome show and was sop entranced by his voice that my legs actually fell asleep from sitting so long and not moving and being so into the music. But I digress and sound l

My Superhero Profile
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Sea Dancer Your Superpower is Distant Attack Your Weakness is Water Your Weapon is Your Web Hammer Your Mode of Transportation is KayakWhat's your Superhero Name?

My Suffocation!
My Suffocation! Current mood: cold Hard to breath..... Choking on words that won't find their way out. Weezing for air and still I can't even shout! A scream wells from deep within my very core, The magnificent pressure of years of agony and all the disturbing gore. Horrors so vivid, and so real that my head aches and my eyes want to bleed. Yet all I can seem to ask myself is , when will my screams be heard and my voice be freed? Still I Suffocate!

My Survey
> These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. > > 1. Anal or oral? Both, giving anal, give and recieve oral(love giving) > > 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream > > 3. Ice or feathers? Ice > > 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? Perfer mff, > > 5. Movie porn or live porn? live > > 6. What do you wear to bed ? nothing > > 7. Love making or hard fucking? depends on the person and the mood > > 8. Do you shave ? no > > 9. Spit or swallow? n/a > > 10. Do you masturbate ?yes > > 11. Whats your turn on ? beautiful women getting kinky( you'll have to ask for the rest) > > 12. Whats your favorite position ? Doggie style, woman on top > > 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends on situation > > 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? anywhere > > 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest)most of the time a couple of hours > > 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?depends on partner >

My Survey
These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. > > 1. Anal or oral? Both > > 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream > > 3. Ice or feathers? Ice > > 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? depends > > 5. Movie porn or live porn? live > > 6. What do you wear to bed ? t-shirt > > 7. Love making or hard fucking? both > > 8. Do you shave ? some > > 9. Spit or swallow? swallow > > 10. Do you masturbate ?yes > > 11. Whats your turn on ? sexy men > > 12. Whats your favorite position ? Doggie style > > 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? dont like the glove, but okay > > 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? anywhere > > 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) all night > > 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?depends > > 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? no > > 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ?yes > > 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? Yes > > 20. List on

My Surgery
im getting really nervous surgery is only 8 days away but im looking forward to it and i want to thank all my friends who are here for me and that are going to stick by me its going to be a hard journey at first but i know it will get easier but any way thanks again

My Submission Needs To Master
I need to feel safe. Before I can begin to open my submissive nature to You I need to feel safe and have reason to trust You. To let down my walls and give You control of my will may take time and testing before I feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after I've given myself to You fully, I need to be reminded I am safe with You. I may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but I need to be sure no matter how You stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, I will remain safe in Your care. I need to know You accept me for all I am. I will be many things to You as our relationship grows and I need to know You accept me as a person during each transition along the way. I need to know You accept me as a friend, lover, companion, and Your submissive but also accept me as parent, child, employee, community member or other roles I fill in my obligations to family or society. I n

My Summer Love Style....
Your Summer Love Style is Serious While others may be into a summer fling, you're about the real thing. And there's a good chance you're already serious with someone already. For you, the summer is about getting closer and more committed. Just don't get tempted by any of that hot weather eye candy! What's Your Summer Love Style?

My Submission
You know I love you since we have shared your darkness and I am still here; kneeling willing. I am not the kind of woman one would expect to be here the candles flickering and the row of neat hooks on the wall where you hang the toys I fear and long for. I cannot get the burn to dissipate. I cannot turn off your voice hidden in the shadows, the cleft of my soul. It is there, inherent, my submission. My wanting you like this, to be raised up a goddess and to dispel my fear through your control. Please. Please. Master. And that soft brush of the whip and the flood of sanctity. And always, my love, like a flower that blooms only in your darkness.

My Surgery Was Successful
Hi everyone, I wanted to let you all know that the surgery I needed to have done on my neck, due to the car crash in which I was involved last January, was successfully performed on Tuesday morning. Doc removed the herniated disc at C4-C5 that was pressing on my spinal cord, causing migraines and pain in my left hip and leg. He inserted a small piece of cadaver bone between C4 and C5 to fuse the two vertebrae. He also fixed the fusion from 2000 at C5-C6 that did not take - due to my cigarette habit, he says. He inserted a fresh piece of cadaver bone there as well, and finished it up with a small titanium plate that spans both fusion sites. Now I am home and on some pretty good meds - lol... with a small incision on the right side of my throat that should be hidden in a "neck crease" when it's all healed. I have to wear a soft neck brace when I'm vertical and I'm not able to do too much... throat is still a bit swollen from intubation and because they have to move all that stuff outt

My Sunday Blog
Well where to start. I meet a beautiful woman online a few months ago. And we feel in love'she has 4 unbeliveable kids who I just adore they are they mean the world to me. So I moved to texas to be with them. Unfortunatley for me she has an ex who just wont let go He pushed and pushed for another chance and she gave in to him even though she still loves me and has told him over and over again. So here I am on a sunday morning missing the hell out of them and really feeling down. It sucks to have to let go and let her make her own choices in life but its something I have to do.Like I said I love her and to try and force her to chose between us is out of the question. Because down the road I dont want either of us to have any regrets about our lives wheather we get back together or not. Like I said just need to write a little blog to let people get to know how I feel.

My Superhero Name
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Micro Squirrel Your Superpower is Technology Your Weakness is Peanut Butter Sticking to the Roof of Your Mouth Your Weapon is Your Gas Foam Your Mode of Transportation is Dinosaur What's your Superhero Name?

My Surrender
Palette of my surrender Please don't bother me with contented pinks, placid yellows, or barren spotless whites. i want only Your densest, most visceral reds, thick sweltering purples, jagged, scorching oranges. i may just murder control tonight, lest i will myself, so please be my everything and don't waste my time with the delicate sachet of tumbling petals, or the sweet flutter of angel wings. Let the midnight iridescence of Your eyes blind mine to a subtle trance with the magnetic suction of a vampire, the engulfing odor of boiling sweat, the archetypal pounding of pterodactyl wings. Blackness will comfort the moment when the breathing slows, and the spotted muddy jungle in Your hips becomes the palette of my surrender. © Andi 2007

My Surgery
I have to go see a heart doctor on Monday. It seems that I have a 99% blockage on the right side of my neck. So before they can clear that out I need that doc to say my heart can take it. I'm really scared, but I'm working hard to come to peace with this a just let go and let God handle it all. I love my kids and grandbabies so much. I'm taking chantix to help me quit smoking. Ifyou've ever quit before then you know full well what I'm saying, if not then I beg of you, please never pick them up. I will keep everyone that cares to know whats going on posted in the blogs. And I would really love for you guys to add me to your prayer list. Thank you , NORMA JEAN

My Superman
Would be lying on the couch with me right now. AC on, candles lit, cuddling in front of the TV. He would be lightly running his fingers across my arm and giving me light kisses on my cheek. He'd just look at me and smile for no reason other than he's happy. He'd be happy to be awoken by a squealing 3 year old in the mornings and love to watch PB&J sandwiches fly across the living room. He'd look at me without me asking him to. He would go outside and run through the woods with me just for fun, finding pretty trees to take pictures in front of. He'd sit and play scrabble (lol) with me on a weekend night instead of going to the bar like every other weekend. He'd love me and tell me he did. He'd save me

My Super Mom
Alot of things have been going on lately. For example I just found out not that long ago that my mom has cancer. I am scared, but I have to be strong for her. It's hard, because I usually think of the bad even though I try not to. I lost my grandmother October 14, 2005 and I don't want to loose my mother too. Although my grandmother didn't die from cancer. It's still scary and heartbeaking. The people I love keep leaving and I don't know what I would do if my mother left me too. I guess only time will tell what will happen next. I just wish my mother could be better and not have all these problems she has now. If I could I would take all the problems she has and not let her suffer. Ever since she was 33 years old she has had MS and she has other problems along with that as well. I cant spell all of them, but I know they hurt her. My mom is a strong women and she fights her problems every day. My mom is definatley my HERO! She gives even though she may not have, she will help so

~my Submission~
"So I walk upon high and I step to the edge, to see my world below, I laugh at myself as the tears roll down, because its the world I know..." I am a mother, a friend, a lover, a sister and a daughter. I am also a submissive. Submissive is not all that I am, it is a PART of who I am. I have thoughts, feelings, wants, desires, and needs like anyone else. Being submissive does not mean I give up who I am. Moreso, it means I become MORE of who I am. How can this be so, if I allow another to rule my body and soul?? It IS and it CAN BE because of the trust I share with the one I will call "Master". I trust Him not to hurt me. I trust Him to know me, better than I know myself. It is easy to hide from myself and to say things aren't so, until I have to write them out for Him. Then it becomes real. I have to face the fears, the darkness, the light. In facing the fears, be they real or imagined......I find freedom. Freedom to be the best I can be, f

My Superman #2
He would accept me as I am. He would defend my name when I am not able to defend myself. He would defend my son no matter what. He would accept and enjoy my son as well as he would me. He would be happy with the fact that I don't like sex sessions longer than an hour. He would be ok with me making out and getting a little sexual with women when I drink, but he shall not join in unless I ask him to. He would drink with me a couple weekends a month. He would rescue me from my stress and help me control my life in a small way. He would take care of me as a real man would. Taking some of the stress off my shoulders when needed. He would take me out and show me off. Introduce me to new things. He would give me alone time on occasion. He would enjoy spending time with my friends and family just as I will enjoy spending time with his. He would do whatever it takes to make sure I am happy as I would for him. He would...love me.. and love my son. He would be my true superman.

My Survey Answers
You Are 100% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have? Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and

My Subconcious Mind
The issues on your subconscious mind are most affecting your: Love Life Whether you're in a committed partnership, you're casually dating, or you're single, your love life revolves around your romantic hopes and needs. Perhaps your conscious mind is aware that something is troubling you with regard to it or maybe you just have a vague sense that things don't feel quite right. However tuned in you are to your feelings about your love life, you most likely have deeper issues that affect how you are subconsciously viewing your circumstances. Some issues are isolated to one realm of life, but generally an issue affects several areas at once, and to varying degrees. Your subconscious mind could be preoccupied with your love life because of a wide variety of issues you aren't aware of. The following are some pretty common ones that people have around love. Do any resonate with you? Worrying that you aren't doing a good enough job in your love life. You might feel like yo

My Super I.q. Test
Your IQ score is 152. This means that you are smarter than 99.9% of all other Super IQ test takers. This number is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on the Tickle Super IQ Test. But there's more to intelligence than a single number, a single score, or a single label. Tickle uses 8 distinguishable dimensions of intelligence in the Super IQ Test. By analyzing your individual scores on those 8 scales, we are able to look beyond the raw IQ score into how you process information, and which intellectual strengths you're best at. Your test results indicate that the way you process information makes you a Complex Intellectual. You are highly intelligent and talented in two critical areas: math and language. While others may be skilled at one, you are exceptional at both. Your ability to understand theoretical or abstract information and your attention to detail only make your mathematical and linguistic skills stronger.

My Suicide
I TRIED TO COMMET SUICIDE YES MOTHER FUCKERS I KNOW I AM WEAK NO I WON'T SAY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH I HATE THAT LINE ITS SUCH A COP OUT MY LIFE WAS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL THATS ALL I WILL SAY I TOOK A RAZOR BLADE SLIDE ACROSS MY ARM BLOOD STARTED TO FLOW AS TEARS RAN FROM MY EYES I LEFT A LITTLE NOTE DEAR MOM & DAD MY SOUL MUST MOVE ON REMEMBER I LOVE Y'ALL DON'T FORGET THAT NO I DIDN'T DIE NO NOT THAT DAY MY ANGEL WAZ WATCHING OVER ME RIGHT AS I WAS FADING AWAY NO MY SOUL DIED TWICE ONCE ON A SUNNY DAY IN MAY THE OTHER A RAINY DAY IN JUNE LINDA, REV JOHN'S WIFE PASSED AWAY SHE GAVE ME MY NAME I'VE KEPT IT FOR A LONG TIME LINDA NAMED ME LiL DARK SOUL A NAME I'LL KEEP FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

My Subjects
Born in destruction Shelling from all angles Grown in torment A living hell with steep hills I climbed and escaped Only to become a soldier myself Causing the same destruction I claimed to not know I stand about looking at my war torn life Look at the holes in my heart And the shackles on my wrist And wonder where I went wrong Past mistakes not inventoried Nothing reconciled Nothing gained Just another ounce of pain I can’t hold much more Carrying this burden is getting me soar All I want is to get up off the floor Be strong and march forward with my head to the sky And not try to wonder why Just as the tide was turning I got hit and now I lay in my shadow If there is a god I need you now To hold me up and set me free So I can live again I follow your rules I don’t look for my old tools The ones that numb the pain The ones that hurt The ones that torture Instead I stay on course Living with all my remorse I am sorry for your pain And the torment th

My Surgery... Please Read.
I wanted to update all my CT friends who do not know yet. I am going into surgery for my ankle at 7:30 AM on Wednesday (June 3rd.) I have to stay at the hospital overnight, and I should be able to come home on Thursday morning. I am having this surgery because my ankle was shattered from a car accident that occurred last summer. Last summer, I was in a cast for a month, then in a splint for awhile, and eventually had to learn how to walk again. This summer, I get to go through all that again. I will be in a wheelchair for nearly two months, then I will be able to use crutches, and move up from there. I will have limited mobility after this surgery, but it is our only option. The healing period for this surgery can take up to nine months. :-( I'm pretty scared, okay, really really scared.. but I'm trying insanely hard to stay positive. I really appreciate all of my CT friends who have been so supportive through all this! Ya'll have listened to my whinin' these past few mo

My Summers
Okay, facts on my Illness for the curious. Current mood: bouncy Category: Life Common Variable Immunodeficiency (CVID) Most of us are no strangers to infections. Just about everybody has had colds and coughs and infected cuts, the flu or chicken pox. Some people have had first-hand experience with infections that are even more seriouspneumonia and meningitis. Usually, we expect to recover quickly from an infection. We count on our bodys immune defenses (sometimes with the help of antibiotics) to get rid of any germs that cause infection, and to protect us against new germs in the future. Some people, however, are born with an immune defense system that is faulty. They are missing some or, in the worst cases, almost all of the bodys immune defense weapons. Such people are said to have a primary immunodeficiency (PI). A PI disease results whenever one or more essential parts of the immune system is missing or not working properly at birth because of a genetic defe

My Submissive Heart
My submissive heart I gave to you And no one but you. I sit and wait for my Master, To return home each and every day. When you placed your collar around my neck You looked at me and said "Forever More". Your leather cuffs you placed around my wrists And said "Mine till the end". My Master I love you so You took me and made me whole. You said "Trust in me and I'll set you free" and, I'll make you into the woman you want to be" I submit to you freely because you love me and protect me simply said you complete me. Your whips and chains I welcome with pleasure And if I'm good you bind me too. With each strike upon my tender skin I know you give it with sheer delight. You command me to be silent and still For you say my body is your playground. Master loves me and adores me As I love and adore him. The day I met my Master was the day I found freedom in which he set me free. I will always kneel and proudly serve and obey him always forever m

My Submissive Heart~wrote By Me~
My submissive heart I gave to you And no one but you. I sit and wait for my Master, To return home each and every day. When you placed your collar around my neck You looked at me and said "Forever More". Your leather cuffs you placed around my wrists And said "Mine till the end". My Master I love you so You took me and made me whole. You said "Trust in me and I'll set you free" and, I'll make you into the woman you want to be" I submit to you freely because you love me and protect me simply said you complete me. Your whips and chains I welcome with pleasure And if I'm good you bind me too. With each strike upon my tender skin I know you give it with sheer delight. You command me to be silent and still For you say my body is your playground. Master loves me and adores me As I love and adore him. The day I met my Master was the day I found freedom in which he set me free. I will always kneel and proudly serve and obey him always forever mor

My Superhero
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Rainbow Demon Your Superpower is Demonic Your Weakness is Color Purple Your Weapon is Your Thunder Arrows Your Mode of Transportation is Cable What's your Superhero Name?

My Survery 100 Questions..lol
1.What time is it?: 11:00 Am Your name spelled backwards:TULS!!!!!!!! 2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate: Melissa Lyn 3. Nicknames: P. I. M. P. Sweet Melissa, Missy, Mel, Melly, Superflychick, Miss Missy, Messy Missy, Spoiled Brat,Crazy, Cool, Sexy, Heidi's Slut, Hoochie, Bitch, FREAK, # 1 Tease, Honey, Babe, Cutie, Sweetheart and Stupid Gurl 2 U 4. Parents' names: Robert and Karen 4.a Where were your parents born? Mom=Jerseyville,Il. Dad=Vandalia,Il. 5. Age: 32 6. Birthday: January, 4th 1972 7. What is your zodiac sign? Capricorn 8. Pets: Awww Sampson I miss you! = ( 9. Height: 5'4" 9a. Weight: 198 10. Eye color: baby blues 11. Hair color: brunette 12. Piercing: 2 holes in each ear 13. Tattoos: yes, brokenheart 14. Favorite color? pink! 15. Birthplace: Alton, Il. 16. Current residence: Granite City, Il. 17. Habits: Doing anything I'm told not to do 17a. Obsessions: Glowsticks & Speeding Tickets! = )~ 18. Been to Europe: I WISH

My Surgey
went well. the last thing i remember is beeing the room & next thing i know it was sat. & i was in ICU with a tube in my mouth & wanting my parents. I guess it took her 2 hours to do & one of them was more infected then the other & it bleed a lot so they kept me over night.

My Surgrey Update
had my 1 week check up after having surgrey last monday all test came back great im doing great still alittle tired but getting my to normal lost 7 pounds total 10 in the month now im going to spend a quite romantic nite with hubby if you know what i mean its been over a month with intimatcey so we r catching up with things lol hugs talk soon evis

My Surgery, Kinda Sick Just Warning
Ok so my surgery went better then i expected i suppose. They decided not to do the EP study, so I just got my chest sliced and my heart monitor taken out. Basically i went into the room, they gave me a IV. They got it in wrong in both hands, so then they switched it in my arm. So i was jabbed 3 times no fun! Lol. But then they stuck all these pad electrode things all over my body, which made me feel like robo woman. Then a nurse came in and said my cardiologist is out so i need to have someone else do it for me. I wasnt too happy about that but then he walked in. he had to be a older male maybe around mid 40s, but i have to admit, he had AMAZING eyes and hair and he was sooooo nice *dreamy look* lol hehe but anyways, so they stuck a akward thingy over my hair, so didnt match the gown that my ass was hanging out of but you know it worked :P So they took me into the operating room, freezing like normal it was really bad. But they stuck a blue tarp thing infront of my face and everything

My Suicide.....
My Suicide The bottle drops perfectly to the floor. it’s hollowness makes an aching noise as the last pill taunts me. I want to be numb. refuse to feel anything while my tears sting my face, forcing me to notice. but my wrists ache too much. everything slows down. the world dissolves. I see flashbacks like a movie. one scene at a time. .two years old. .five years old. .nine years old. and now. I just want to lay on the ground. I want to feel the coldness and emptiness engulf me. its all I know. im fading from a distance I could hear the vague echoes of a siren disturbing the night’s silence. I still had her picture pressed against my chest. its what kept me going all those other times. touching the paper face wishing I could bring her to life. heart beats settle into oblivion. I cant hear anything other than hospital noise and panic. her voice drowns out the world and it lingers in my ears “I L

My Summer
Well here it is August, and summer is almost over, I have to say that mine has been a great one. My son is doing great in baseball, things all around have been just awesome. I have a great job that I love and my son who is the best. Hope everyone has had a great summer. One that you will always remember. To all my friends you are the best. Luv and hugs *Little Lee*

My Surgery!
Well I had emergency surgery on Saturday night to repair what they thought was a hernia. It ended up being a triple hernia which was strangulating my bowels and killing them painfully and slowly. All went well and I'll be fine as long as I rest and relax for the next 4-6 weeks. I wont be on much cuz I cant tackle stairs. So I hope everyone has fun at the fubar till I return. HUGZ

My Superpower
Your Superpower Should Be Super Strength You're tough, stubborn, and strong in both mind and body. You are able to survive almost anything... And you don't come out worse for the wear. Your power is evident - and unsurprisingly, you're pretty intimidating! Why you would be a good superhero: No one could match you in hand to hand combat Your biggest problem as a superhero: Actually getting supervillains to show up to fight What Should Your Superpower Be?

My Summer
For my friends that dont have me on Myspace...I feel I need to explain my absence. I took a few days off work at the begining of August and I spent some time with my kids. We went out on long bike rides and had cookouts. I spent some time renting movies and hanging out with my kids b4 they started back to school. Saw some good movies. 300, Preminition, the Number 23, Ditribia, and a lot more....it was fun...and my son (who is now 11) watched alot of them with me...and we had a good time. I have been getting the kids ready for school. They started back this past week. I never realized that I hated shopping so much, but after the past week or so I realize that its not nearly so much fun when you dont get anything for yourself....LMAO. But the kids are getting back into a school routine and my nights will be mine again. YEAH! I have missed ya all...and I will talk to ya all soon....love and hugs Di

My Supportive Family
Just feeling the need to thank my family for the amazing amount of support they are showing me right now. Although my family has never agreed with same sex relationships, the amount of concern for me since the recent break-up with my cheating gf is phenominal. To think I'd spent most of my life not telling anyone that I liked women, as much as men, is a shame. I'd always thought that my family wouldn't love me if they knew, but I was wrong. They neither judge me, nor condem me for the lifestyle I have. More than anything, the outpouring of love and support while I'm going thru all these feelings, is what is keeping me sane. So, THANK YOU, to my wonderful family. I love All of you.

My Sunshine
you are my sun on a cloudy day the light at the end of my tunnel the one who makes me smile the one i could fall in love with my feelings for u are true i'm afraid to tell u u mean the world to me that each time we talk i fall a little deeper not wanting to push u away i keep things hidden my love is one thing that needs to be expressed but i hold my tongue

My Superhero Name
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Magna Racer Your Superpower is Divine intervention Your Weakness is Rain Your Weapon is Your Nuclear Catapult Your Mode of Transportation is Scooter

My Surgery Yesterday
Hi to everyone, I had my arm surgery yesterday and they had some complications. I only have use of one hand for about three weeks while my bad arm is casted and splinted. I want to thank everyone who has been bombing my contest picture. I appreciate it so much since I am not able to bomb it like I was before yesterday. I am still trying my best to bomb it but it is taking me so long just to leave one comment :( I really want to try and win this contest so I will be trying my best to keep bombing. Thanks to you guys I am catching back up a lil bit more. If you can continue to help me I would love it but I also know you guys have other things to do also. Just wanted to thank you for all the love you have shown me!! Take care and thank you again!! Kassidy xoxo

My Supposed Fiancee
since my fiancé is just "too busy" for me I guess I'll share my problems with everyone here! Well here goes. Mike and I got together last November after 2 years of talking online, got engaged then I got cold feet in April (this would be my 3rd marriage). But in August we got back together and re-engaged. But we are having ISSUES! Like this for instance; my son's birthday was the 15th and my oldest daughters' birthday was the 19th of September and their party is this weekend. He won't even allow his boys to miss one dang football game and he won't miss one game of theirs for my kids' birthday party! I mean shit the boys have 7 games a season my kids only have one birthday a year you know what I mean and heck last Christmas and Thanksgiving I ditched my whole family and hauled all "Santa's" gifts to Louisville and did Christmas there...never made it to Thanksgiving w/ my family and was 2 days late for Christmas....but he can't let his boys miss a damn football game? I mean seriou

My Sunshine
Everything thing that you are Is everything that's wonderful to me. Love is not blind Unless you are a fantasy You may be far away But in my thoughts Night and day Surround myself with your love He sent you to me from above Nothing left to hide Give you all the love Inside of me You will always and forever be Hold you for eternity Open your eyes and make you see The beauty I see Inside of you Your light is the beacon Keeps shining thru You make the bad days Not so blue You have made my heart come unglued No words good enough to Xplain How I feel about you You are my sunshine Thank god for you 1-29-07

My Survey Answers
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone? it's been awhile 2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do? How do I get rid of this hard on today 3. Have you ever crawled through a window? Yes 4. Where is your mom? Right down the street 5. Morning or night person? night 6. What was the last movie you watched? Happy Feet 7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now? infatuation 8. You have a difficulty doing..? having self confidence 9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first. smile 10. What do you do when no one is watching? cry a lot 11. Ever been in love? NO 12. What's something your friends make fun of you for? Easily Blush 13. What is your curfew? Are you kidding me? 14. Would you ever dye your hair red? I do 15. You + alcohol = Missing Clothes 16. What's your worst personality flaw? Easily Deceived 17. Which country would you like to visit? Australia 18. Do y

My Superhero Name Is....
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Professor Hillbilly Your Superpower is Solar Your Weakness is Salt Your Weapon is Your Dark Blade Your Mode of Transportation is Phone Booth What's your Superhero Name?

My Surgery
Is scheduled for Thursday, December 13th at 9am at Civista Hospital in LaPlata, MD. I anticipate being out of work for 2-3 weeks (hoping closer to only 2 as I have to use my vacation time). Just letting you all know. Joy, right before Christmas. I've already called mom and told her I need the family's wishlist in the next week as I'll have to complete my shopping & wrapping by the 12th. Dang it, I'm going to miss all the good sales. *sigh*. So that means ya'll will be seeing alot more of me on Fubar as I'll have nothing to do but lay around and surf the net while recooperating. lol

My Suffering
Why do I give my heart so freely, when I know I am only going to be hurt. Unconditional love is what I give, done it since the day of my birth. Feel as if I am sinking deeper, within this deep and dark hole. Wondering if there is anything I can do, to save me from your devouring soul. Try to hard to rid you of my dreams, and somehow return to my happy place. Everytime I close my weary eyes, all I see is your haunting faces. Cuts,bumps, bruises are all that I suffer, looking at the headlights through eyes that strain. Then I see the wreckage around me, and they become eyes of sorrow and pain. Now you know why I dont sleep at night, for my friends are all dead and gone. Somehow I wake up and face everyday, for I know their memory must live on. Pity, sympathy,empathy and your prayers, are what people always seem to give. They still dont answer my heartfelt question, why I should be the one you choose to live.

My Succubus
Rip and tear as I pull on you hair Your shirt falls As you starts playing with my balls You sink to you knees As you ask may I please You lips slide down my shaft But only can fit half Feeling you sexy body next mine Tasting your juices as we 69 Your head slides up and down as I grab your bum You grunt and moan, finally tasting your sweet cum

My Subconscious Overflow
Well, this is my first time, so if you're reading this be gentle.....LoL I just had some random thoughts, and figured I'd attempt to expunge them from my subconscious before bed so I could be less disturbed by pesky dreams......... LoL I have spent what seems like my entire life caring for other people. I guess you could say I am a maternal woman, albeit begrudgingly. I am often asked 2 questions...... 1) What type of guy are you into? & 2) Why don't you become a nurse or something, you're good at it. Well........ I hate answering the former.......... I will know it when I feel it, that's all I can say.Althooo I will say that it would be great to have someone take care of my overly-independent ass for a change...Lmao As for the second........ HELL NO!! LoL Just because I am good at something doesn't mean I would want to devote a career to it....

My Surgery
Hey everyone, I had my surgery yesterday. I'm not supposed to be up or on my foot at all..so I just thought I would post this blog to let everyone know that I'm going to be off of here for awhile :( The lump that was on the bottom of my foot was the size of a golf ball, which was a lot bigger then the doctor thought. He sent it away to be tested..I'll try to be on as soon as I can, but until then I want to send luv to all my friends, family and fans!

My Surprise From Master
I came home from work and Master greeted me at the door and says he has a surprise for me, he said I have someone here I’d like you to meet. As I walked into the polar I saw this most beautiful woman. Her hair red as fire her lips full and soft her breast were so beautifully full I wanted to lay my tired head on them. Master introduced us to each other and we sat and chatted for some time. She was very friendly kept touching me as she talked. I was getting a little turned on by that and felt my mind and body start to wonder off thinking of what I’d like this woman to do to me. Just then Master suggested we all get more comfortable, and I must have had a puzzled look on my face because he then said strip NOW slave. I did as I was ordered and at the same time so did Liz. I couldn’t take my eyes off her beautiful full body she had, my pussy was throbbing already. I was longing for her to touch me. Wow. Soon I found myself on the sofa with Liz caressing her breasts and kissing her softly

My Surprise Pregnancy
As I Write This I Am Aware Of Feelings Deep Of How Much I Care You Grow Inside Me Little Heart Beating Strong Though I Had My Doubts I Now Know It's Not Wrong You Weren't Planned But Now I Know How Much You Are Wanted As Each Day You Grow You Aren't An Accident You're Not A Mistake You're The Best Of Surprises Two People Could Make! I'm waiting so impatiently To see your sweet face It seems to be taking forever Before my life, you Grace My arms long to hold you To touch your soft skin How much longer now Before I see your tiny chin. I pray that God will safely guide you on your journey tonight, and I ask Him for the strength to be your mommy and your daddy And to help you all that I can.

My Support To Our Troops
This is for all the men and women who are proudly serving our country overseas on all fronts and to those who are still stationed here at home...... You all have my thanks, love, and support for a job that has turned horrible. I served for 8 years as a member of the Washington Army National Guard as a tank driver and I know it is hard to be away from family and friends but you have the bravery to do it for us all. For that I thank you. HOORAH!!!!!!!!!

My Sunny Day
TONIGHT I LOOK AT THE SKY SO BLACK AND WONDER HOW I GOT TO THIS POINT. ALL THIS NOTHINGNESS THAT SURROUNDS ME BIDDING ME TO BE NOTHING, TO FEEL NOTHING. TO LET ALL THE LIGHT GO. I TRY TO REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE TRUELY HAPPY, LIKE WATCHING THE SUN GLOWING OFF UR FACE AND DANCING IN UR HAIR. OR THE FEEL OF UR KISS, YOU WORDS OF LOVE THAT FLOWED FREELY FROM UR LIPS OF VELVET. THEN REALITY SETS IN WITH A FURY IN MY MIND, I AM ALONE. U R GONE LIKE THE BREEZE LOVE AND HEART SHATTERED WITH THE DREAMS OF HAPPINESS. WAITING, HOPING, PRAYING THAT THE LIGHT WILL COME BACK AND I WILL AGAIN HAVE MY SUNNY DAY.....

My Suggestion To This Pesky Gov't Thing
Okay, here it is, my suggestion to everyone that has seen all the Michael Moore movies and believes that our government is doing us wrong. I say we shut down the government for a month or two and see how much better things are. And I mean, the entire government, federal, state, local. Why not? Things could only get better, right? Eventually, all businesses will shut down because people will refuse to pay for services, and loot them constantly. Child rappers will walk out of prisons around the country and any one with a grudge against you will be able to bash your skull in with a stolen claw hammer from the local hardware store. Our pretty girl from my last blog will be raped 2 or 3 times daily and won’t have anyone to run to that will protect her. Michael Moore will be beaten 7, 8, 9 times a week but since no one feels they have to pay for their previous emergency room services, hospitals and doctors will close their doors so he will not be able to get the care he needs to survive. And

My Superhero Power
Your Superpower Should Be Invisibility You are stealth, complex, and creative. You never face problems head on. Instead, you rely on your craftiness to get your way. A mystery to others, you thrive on being a little misunderstood. You happily work behind the scenes... because there's nothing better than a sneak attack! Why you would be a good superhero: You're so sly, no one would notice... not even your best friends Your biggest problem as a superhero: Missing out on all of the glory that visible superheroes get What Should Your Superpower Be?

My Suposed Color Ora! But I Love Green!
Diana, your relationship color is Red This means that you tend to be a passionate partner who isn't at all shy about communicating what you're thinking and feeling to the one you love. It can be very important to you that your partner both hears your perspectives and understands where you're coming from. As a result, in your mind it's often best to talk about problems immediately, even if that talk leads to a heated discussion. That's the fiery Red in you. Your convictions are important to you and you're willing to defend them fervently if need be. People with compatible relationship colors tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is harmonious. But if you're with someone whose relationship color clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most. Get your complete relationship color assessment, plus your personalized Compatibility Color Wheel that will point you to the relationship colors perfectly suited to yours, in your

My Sundown
I see it around me, I see it in everything. I could be so much more than this. I said my goodbye's this is my sundown. I'm gonna be so much more than this. With one hand high, you'll show them your progress. You'll take your time, but no one cares. No one cares. I need you to show me the way from crazy. I wanna be so much more than this. With one hand high, you'll show them your progress. You'll take your time, but no one cares. With one hand high, you'll show them your progress. You'll take your time, but no one cares. No one cares. I could be so much more than this. No one cares. I wanna be so much more than this. No one cares. I could be so much more than this. No one cares. I wanna be so much more than this. No one cares. I wanna be so much more than this. No one cares. I wanna be so much more than this. Good goodbye lovely time. Good goodbye tin sunshine. Good goodbye I'll be fine. Good goodbye, good goodnight.

My Sunshine
my sunshine, my sunshine is someone like you, who is there at night, who is there in the morning, my sunshine is someone like you, who puts thier feelings aside, to make other poeple smile, My sunshine is someone like you, who makes work happy, who makes life happy, My sunshine is someone like you, its not the sun shinning bright, its your smile on a cloudy day, My sunshine is someone like you, someone worth living for, someone i care for, My sunshine is someone like you. by bedrock

My Surgery.....
As some may know I'm having foot surgery in the morning. Not many on here know "Why". Maybe after the surgery i'll feel more comfortable about explaining it. Just know that as of in the morning i'll be losing a "Toe". All I ask is that "Everyone" keep me in your thoughts & Prayers if you believe in praying. I'll "Try" to log on tomorrow if I can make it to my PC. If not it'll be Thursday before I give an update. Hope all is well with "You" and "Yours". Til Then....Stay Safe......

My Sun...
Az ne1 knowz who knowz me at all,Alice in Chains iz holy 2 me,they r the soundtrack 2 my life along with Mad Season-and this iz becuz of THE MAN,MY MAN,Layne Staley.Therefore,nething 2 do with them/him iz holy ground with me... My current avatar iz the AIC sun,and i have had ppl downrating it and i just want to take this opportunity 2 say that if u do that then basically u suck.Every1 has their fave whatever;if im ratin ur pix and ur a dallas cowboy fan and have their pix up i give u a 10! Im a 49er fan-but im not a small-minded asshole and im not out to hurt ne1 so no matter what u post ill give u a 10 or 11-and if i ever run across nething that i hate that much ill just not rate it at all b4 i downrate it-but,thatz just me...my parentz raised a classy kid! Peace out peepz...xox

My Superhero Name
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Dark Monkey Your Superpower is Vampirism Your Weakness is Toilet Paper Your Weapon is Your Star Belt Your Mode of Transportation is Rainbow What's your Superhero Name?

My Sudden Death
My hate hides inside, my cold thoughts are bold, In my world of loneliness i stand.. it feels like i cant breathe hold my hand. Feels like my life is worthless and i am a broken angel,My mind traveling in different angles.Every thought every dream, I hear you cutting yourself with terrified screams.Every thought every breath, People can't wait until my sudden death.At night i cant rest, oh dear Lord why am I depressed? My sudden death ends with a knife I just want people to know about my life.I cant breathe no more air feels like my walls are closing in no despair.All the blood from my cuts are ruby red, i wish this was all in my head.Every thought every breath that's my sudden death....

My Survey
I'm FUCKIN BORED< THERE On Your Toes SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey What is your -MIDDLE- Name? Grigorievna (meaning belongs to Greg in Russian) How old do you feel? 12 Where would you like to live? Scotland Cats or Dogs? Cats Vacation Atmosphere? Rainy day in Scottish highlands Baths or Showers? showers What is the sickest thing youve ever found in your food? a pube What movie moment really makes you squirm? blah blah blah Describe your mother. an assexual crazy scientist nerd with a PhD that picks mushrooms Describe your father. an engineering genius pimp Siblings? nope, step sister Tell me an interesting story from your past. I was chased by mafia peoples If anyone could kill you...who would you want it to be? my vagina Forget how you want to die, how do you want to live? my vagina You spot a spider beginning to spin its web....what do you do? leave it alone How do you feel about bats? like em Speaking of bats...ever been in a cave? yes Pick a noise y

My Surprise For You...
I tell you that I have a surprise for you…We make our way into the hotel and find our room. We have several drinks as we make small-talk. I tell you to stand up and remove all your clothes. I my surprise and for my enjoyment you do a short strip-tease and you get undressed. Once you are completely naked I have you sit on the bed..then I pull out a pair of handcuffs and 3 silk scarves and tell you to lay back… You lay there, on the bed, that sexy body completely bared. A silk scarf around your eyes as a blindfold. Arms stretched over your head, a set of handcuffs securing your wrists to the brass head rail. Your legs spread wide, matching scarves to the one covering your eyes around your ankles, likewise securing them to the bedposts. Your body shivering a little, nervous, making your stomach quiver and those sweet, incredible, raspberry-sized nipples stand so hard and taut. You feel my lips on yours, then your cheek, finally your ear. "Relax and enjoy baby," I whisper. You fee

My Surgery
As many know i had surgery back on the 12th *yay me right?* so anyway im doing well and recovering i desided to come sit on fubar for a few just to see how long i can sit at the computer without hurting i learned not very long lol ive been sitting here for about about 45 mins and my leg is swollen like woo so im gonna get off here and go put itup im not wanting to push myself but i do wanna get back on my feet asap so you all have fun out there and all that jazz! Oh ya my bday is 20th and i'll be down and out yay me again lol oh well my bday has never been a good thing since i turned 13 so maybe this is a good thing oh well im gone now for real have fun yall!

My Surgery Today..
Hey all... This really is not much of a blog more or less just letting everyone know how I was doing... For those of you who didn't know I had left knee surgery today... Things went well just a little sore more than anything.. They had to go in and clean up the lining under my knee cap and push my knee cap back into place, so I am in a knee immobilizer. Hope everyone is having a good summer so far.. If ya need me text me on my cell since my laptop internet is still messed up.. I will me in Mt. Juliet at my parents house until Wednesday and then I will be going to Greg's house until Sunday. Thanks to you guys have already sent me messages and a BIG thanks to my wonderful boyfriend Greg, who took me and stayed with me most of the day and I love you for that...... Greg.. Hope you didn't have too much trouble being around all the Latex.. Guess I better go lay back down for a while, been up moving for several hours now... Love ya, Erin

My Sunday
Sunday the park is full of people enjoying the sun what a gift it is to enjoy the sun's warmth on sunday. I stroll along the way to the lake thinking of the painting "Sunday at the park" by George Seuret the dots that make up people the colors that make up life. I see the heart specialist talking on the mobile phone while his wife helps a child with a bike, and another runs around another child will end up on his shoulders as soon as he has finished telling a patient what to take for the heart ache or perhaps he is telling someone where to meet them but no, they are happy on their own a family life without too many complications no need for a transplant they are complete as they are undisturbed by the waves of change they carry on like a heart ticking constantly . I know i should not look at other people's lives i know i should just appreciate the dots just look at the light

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My Summer
I figured I would add my first blog to fubar! My summer is going by quickly between work and car shows! Man, we are in August already! Went to FL to see parents that was kewl. Check out my pics and by all means RATE THEM PLEASE! I have two MUMM's too! Go check them out! Thanks for reading my blog!

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My Summer
so my summer is basically ending...or at least windoing down to the end. my friends are all going to orientation so everyday until the 30th is gonna be lonely and depressing. i'm gonna miss them, especially after last year. last year whenever i came home i would have to wait the couple of weeks until they were free from school's torturous hours to hang out and have fun just relaxing. i also had to end my breaks alone while they were at school, gettin thru their last year of high school. but the main thing was that they were all in the same place: HERE. now we are all spread out. i go to gettysburg, alison is going to boston, rachel to chicago and i forget where precious is going. we are gonna be growing apart now and become wrapped up in our own lives and majors and love life dramas. the only good thing is that we will hopefully still be coming back to DC for breaks and have time for each other. this year, i'm not in a dorm. i opted for a theme house with friends i met in

My Support
Just met up with my mom and neice. I love them they are so great. My mom has always been there when i needed her. Yup she has met alot of ladys that i have been with in the past. Some she didnt like some she was okay with. LoL some that where too young she thought. She kind of told me that i might have too take care of her someday. I said mom dont worry about it, you know i will.My dad we never got along very well when i was younger but i tell you i love the guy now.They have bolth been good parents.

My Surreal Life.
I have been married to BKS for 29+ years. There seems to be no end to the surrealism. My youngest daughter (21) Jess works in the deli at a Super Wally World. She has been trying to fix me up with a woman named Lois at her store. I found this out about 3 weeks ago when Jess's friend Em (who hangs out with BKS nearly 24/7) wanted to take my pic with her cameraphone. So Em shows Lois the pic. Lois says she wants to "rock his world". I asked Jess about this at our family picnic. She just said that Lois was really cool. Em says Lois is really nice. Of course BKS is not real happy about this. Even though BKS admits (sometimes) about having sex with other guys. Em hints that BKS has had an STD. Whatever. I really could care less. I wish she'd find some one to move in with. Anyway, BKS went with a co-worker from Dot's down to Super Wally World last week and talked to Lois. Said she went there to make up with Em. (Which she did) I hear that Lois said that BKS was no competition. BKS pointed ou

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My Survey
Your Colors Say You Are Caring When you are at peace, you are: Deeply stable When you are moved to act, you are: Giving and warm When you are inspired, you are: Spontaneous and adventurous When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To live a passionate life The Ultimate Color Test

My Suicide Note
Well, this is it. I'm sorry to everyone this disappoints, I'm sorry to anyone who's heart it may break, as I thought I did an alright job of being a good man. I dont have the heart to call my parents before doing this so anyone that could, please let them know that I'm sorry but that I do love them and I love Janice....... :( And please let them know that I'll miss them all and anyone who may have thought of me as a friend and I wasnt aware of them thinking of me as that. To my cousin Vic, you tried to be there for me during hard times over the years and I appreciated that. And Max, I love Max and he's always been like a best friend but the problem is that when the best friend you feel that youve had....... is a dog. Janice, I'm sorry I hurt you those times before but I'm gonna slash my neck and I can promise you that I have felt the hurt too from being without you and I loved you MORE THAN LIFE but I guess that wasnt enough. Know that wherever you are as you read this, as I'm sure

My Suicide Girl Status
I have turned in the pics for my hopeful set to the Suicide Girls already but they have a long line in the que so the won't be up on the site until March 9 at 4:29 am. In the meantime I am trying to get to know as many people as possible on the site. I am also in the process of working on a new set that I will probably shoot in about a month. I have a location and a theme just working out a little until then and trying to get everything together. I have some artwork that I will need to do for the set and still have to order my lingerie :D That's the fun part! Well that's about it for updates right now but once again, if you are into girls with tats and piercings you should def check out www.suicidegirls.com ! tons of sexy nude chicks for $4 a month....doesn't get a whole lot better than that!

My Superman
The innocent bond between a child and her parents is taken for granted. Knowing that your parent(s) are to always be there. Always making sure to include the infamous, "no matter what, I will always love you". Hoping to shelter the child from the harsh reality that one day, they as parents will no longer be there. There comes a day when the small delicate soul will grow into an adult generally reflecting the teachings, love, etc the parents instilled. When this time comes, roles are usually reversed. It is now the parent's time to confide in the child for support through those hard times. It's now the child's turn to hold her parent(s) hand up the stairs, through the living room, to the car. Truly inevitable that at some point we as children must take care of our parents. Thinking about this is definitely hard. But it's a reality I live every day. When I was a little girl sitting on my daddy's lap, time stood still. Not a single thing was ever able to come between the bond of father

My Suicide Note
dear cupcakes... i have come to the realization that *cough cough*... you dont bling me enough... dani doesnt put out the way she used to.. and bobbi only gives it up @ night *wheeze* thereforez i am going to take a toaster bath.... dont try to stop me.. *HACK* its too late.... i am tiredz of the abuse u all putz meh through and im done.. guh BYE cruel world.. i'll make another account i mean no.... no... i wont... im done........... i have 7 yims u can reach me @ and dani has my cell #.. ignore the fact that when her answering machine picks up it says its dani's phone.. its a lie... *cough* *snort* .........i die now........... .........if u buyz me a HH i might stay........... *HACK* no... i diez.......... this isnt me its my zombie sprink......... guh bye.............

My Sunday Night
"Pioneering Australian ensemble Circa has redefined circus, embracing the innovative use of music, multimedia, interaction and artistic collaborations. The Space Between is no exception. Set to a blend of Jacques Brel songs, and contemporary sounds by DJ Shadow, the show has dazzled audiences and wowed critics the world over. Three performers explore love, loss and desire on a journey of explosive acrobatic encounters, lyrical duets and supple physical contortions. Prepare to be entranced." These three people did a thing in a tent, where they jumped about and balanced on each other and fell over and that, and it was good and we all clapped lots. I liked the bit where the man and the lady stood on the other man's shoulders and he walked about.

My Submission
I have longed so long to let go give over all control have no fear to show just hand over my soul I want to be yours to mold I am yours with complete submission your domination untold I will serve you with ambition

My Submmissive Side
first off to Aany reading this.......... if Yyou do not know what submissive means i can assure NO it doesn't mean doormat nor does it mean kinky for Aany and Eeveryone............ so here goes i kneel quietly waiting for Him i am His gift and His alone my heart, body, and soul shall one day belong to Him i thought Wwe had found Eeach Oother but alas no Wwe remain friends Wwe are close, if that poses a problem, so be Wwe are Ffamily and Yyou dont walk away from Ffamily i kneel, head lowered, my eyes waiting to shine for Him when He finds me i will know my body will tighten, my hearrt will beat to His, and my flame will finally catch my gift to Him is not one given lightly my gift to Him will also be one of true deep love,trust, respect and submission for Him alone can understand this precious gift of His He will be the One to handle my mind and tongue that doesn't shutup i will be His partner and He will respect my opinions and give guidance as needed if Yyou dont

My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-

My Suburbia
A blue tiger in a cage,been harnessed for his rage,a rattle on the floor at five to six.Fevered howling from afar,tyres screeching – death by car.A finger on the dead still beat of night.To let the beast run rife,with her little switchblade knife,then pass out at the door upon the mat.Raise your glasses by daylight,live in fear not by flight,Get out, this is my suburbia.

My Survey Answers...
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?months ago2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?ONE thing?3. Have you ever crawled through a window?yes4. Where is your mom?at her house5. Morning or night person?night owl all the way6. What was the last movie you watched?Definately, maybe7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?yes8. You have a difficulty doing..?trusting anyone anymore9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.eyes10. What do you do when no one is watching?private things...hehehe11. Ever been in love?yes12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?hairy13. What is your curfew?whenthehellever i come in14. Would you ever dye your hair red? never again15. You + alcohol =trouble16. What's your worst personality flaw?too trusting17. Which country would you like to visit?italy...scotland...ireland18. Do you want a well paying job or a job you enjoy?both if theres such a thing19. Do you wish to have the same best friends wh

My Supper Tonight :d
GRANDMA BALTON'S LITHUANIAN KUGELIS(POTATO PUDDING) 5 lbs. peeled potatoes1 lg. onion4 eggsSalt and pepper to taste2 tbsp. Bisquick2 tbsp. flour2 c. milk, scalded2 sticks melted butter Grate potatoes and onion; drain off liquid. Pour scalded milk over potatoes. Add flour, Bisquick, melted butter, eggs, salt and pepper, mixing well. Pour into 9x13 inch baking pan. Place in 400 degree oven for 15 minutes. Lower heat to 375 degrees and bake for 45 minutes or until done.

My Supporters And Friends....
ok....so here it goes...without you fuckers...I wouldn't have made it this far... no shit..no lie...I'm fucking serious! Anyway, I just wanted to remind you that some people do notice and that you're appreciated and loved and stuff. *hugs* Things are going very well...thanks to my mumming and research I believe I've figured out my complete marketing stratogy ;) Thanks to boops...my site is free of gramical errors and spelling errors Thanks to a few of you other fuckers for checking it out to make sure it looks ok n stuffs... I have two clients about to secure their estimates and I'm stoked...and I just got off the phone with another potential client that I'm placing a bid for on Thrusday... So, thanks everyone! YOU ROCKITH! happy 420 now....LET'S DANCE!!!

My Suicide (march 2007)
here comes another one. it's short but to the point My Suicide I can't take myself no more I feel like such a whore Running blindly I see my soul disintegrate Can you help me to escape my fate So much pain I just want to shout I need to find myself a way out [Chorus] This is my suicide note The simple things I wrote They seem to help me to cope With what I'm about to do I guess I missed my chance At finding true happiness I'm crying can't sleep I need to be alone So numb, so cold I'm in this hole So many tears I think I'm going blind I wish I wasn't dying inside (chorus) Please don't cry for me I'm finally happy In hell all alone I think I've found my home This is my suicide note The simple things I wrote They seem to help me to cope With what I'm about to.......... Do

My Sunglasses Speak..
Your Sunglasses Say You're a Free Spirit You are spontaneous, open minded, and optimistic. You are very youthful and free wheeling, no matter what your age happens to be. You need to be shaded from the darker, more depressing aspects of life. You feel sunniest when everyone around you is up for a good time. The Sunglasses Test Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

My Submissive Test... Lol
You are 76% Submissive! Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so.If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You are 34% dominant! Dominance is a personality trait that all of us have to some degree. Some people are just happier when they are the ones in control and they enjoy knowing people are following their lead.Others enjoy being guided, and enjoy letting others take charge. In a sexual/relationship context Dominants love the power they get from having a partner trust them enough to submit t

My Suit Is Being Made.
I ended up going with a 75% Wool 25% Cashmere suit in Charcoal grey, with a brown and green lining (to bring out my eyes). 2 shirts (oxford of course) with French cut cuffs (because cuff links ROCK) I'm gonna look PIMP in Vegas next month. Pics as soon as it's finished! -R

My Sunshine
Just being her friend is an honor , and she brightens each and every day. I ramble, babble and sometimes make no sense,she just listens and has kind words to say.We got to know each other really quick,and we have shared things we both have been through. Sometimes I just have to question why ?, God has graced me with a friend so true .I tell her how her smile lightens up a room,she says thanks trying not to be coy.We both share a love for animals and nature,cant help but to think of her as a tomboy .Tries the best she can to be there for me,in these trying times and when I am in need.I stay up late sometimes just so we can talk,for a sweetheart to me she is indeed .We talk as if we have known each other forever,a friend to her is what I try to be. Finding it a little hard to write it all down,just how much she really means to me. I am truly grateful to have her in my life ,giving out compliments and sharing out time.So this one my dear is only for you,in my eyes you are a "ray of sunshi

My Super A Short Story I'm Working On
This man don't have super powers or magic powers,but his power comes from his heart.His name is John Michaels a man who served The Army and The Navy with great honor serve his country.In the late 70's he was called service leaving a wife and daughter behind thinking about him everyday and missing him with deep hearts.While John was out at sea got see far away places and each place he got see his little girl was on his mind thinking of storys tell her when she got older.While out on the ship he earned two battle EE medal and some many others while at sea.3 years and 3 months later he comes home to his wife and little girl waiting for him with open arms and smiles on there face.2 years later the super hero's daughter gets sick and the doctor don't know why she so sick and this when Michael felt helpless cause he didn't know help his little girl.Months later the doctors tells Michael and his wife want is wrong with there little girl.She diagnosed with growth hormone deficien

My Subject First Post :)
hello Im from poland. webdesigner - projektant stron internetowych. Tworzę moje strony internetowe w oparciu o swoją własną stylistykę. Zawsze z tą samą precyzją i dokładnością - gwarantuję satysfakcję i zadowolenie. Od nowego roku zacząłem już prace jako webdesigner na full etat. Efekty prac będzie mozna zobaczyć wkrótce na mojej stronie. Choć pomimo iż jestem z Krakowa - obsługuję klientów z calej polski. I prefer to work at office - where I do the best I can graphic webdesign.

My Sweetheart ♥
Seth went to the hospital on Friday (September 16th) afternoon. I took him in to E.R. at about 2:30 because he was having trouble with his breathing. They checked his oxygen level and it was at 84% right when we got there and I have given him three or four breathing treatments prior to the hospital visit. So they gave him three more breathing treatments and a dose of prednisolone (a steroid) and checked his oxygen level again and it was only at 89%... It's supposed to be up to 96%. So they kept him! They just put him on oxygen to help boost it up, but he ended up staying over-night at the hospital and the doctor said it was a good thing he was there because he got worse through the night. His oxygen level dropped to 88% WITH the oxygen. He was still on oxygen on Saturday and was keeping his level steady between 95 and 98%, but they kept him over-night again on Saturday. His oxygen got turned off Sunday morning FINALLY and he maintained an oxygen level between 95 and 97% on his

My Sweet Valentine
when i think of my sweet valentine ------------------------- when i think of my sweet valentine theirs only one person that comes to mind when i think of my sweet valentine love comes right on time when i think of my sweet valentine i'll bring the candles and you bring the wine when i think of my sweet valentine i think of a wedding yours and mines when i think of my sweet valentine i think of sunshine and no rain when i think of my sweet valentine i think of love without any pain when i think of my sweet valentine sometimes i think iam going insane when i think of mysweet valentine i think of all the love we made out in the rain when i think of my sweet valentine Written By: Blossom- Rose

My Sweet Desire: (explict)
WRITTEN BY ONE DARK ANGEL::??? ( HOTT) Current mood: horny Category: Romance and Relationships WRITTEN BY A GIRLFRIEND OF:THE PRINCE OF DARKNESS YOUR BODYS THE CANDLE WHICH HOLDS MY FIRE MY FLAME MY LUST MY DEEP DESIRES AND LIKE HOT WAX THAT FLOWS THEN DRIPS ILL MELT YOU WITH MY FINGER TIPS THEN HOLD ME FIRMLY BY MY HIPS AND SLIDE INSIDE MY LUSCIOUS LIPS ILL SCRATCH YOUR NECK AND PULL YOUR HAIR AND LET MY FEET FLY IN THE AIR UNWIND AND GRIND UPON YOUR FACE JUST KNOWING HOW YOU LOVE MY TASTE THEN WITH MY MOUTH ILL TAKE YOU IN CARESS YOUR FLESH AND SUCK YOUR SKIN ILL TAKE YOU AS DEEP AS I CAN GO LONG AND STRONG AND SWEET AND SLOW AND IF IM FEELING BOLD AND FRISKY WITH YOU THERE IS NO MOVE TO RISKY JUST MAKE ME YOURS DONT BE ASHAMED I LOVE IT WHEN YOU MOAN MY NAME THEN WHEN YOU CUM I WONT QUIT THEN JUST KISS YOU TILL YOUR HARD AGAIN THEN CLIMB ON TOP YOUR THROBBING COCK SWEET UP AND DOWN MY HIPS WILL ROCK WORK MY MAGIC UP AND DOWN FROM SIDE TO SIDE

My Sweet Children
My Children My love for my children Mean more to me then life it self I don't no where they are Or if their happy or sad My heart aches for them I need them home so could go on I'm lost,and sad,and all mixed up I really wish I could see them Hear them laughand even cry No one can have my children I'll never let them go So just give them back to me I will be fore ever grateful My love for my children Means more to me then life it self Patricia Lynn Keller

My Sweet Venus
My sweet venus in white lace bound tight to the warm earth by the silken cords of desire burning passion's chains bind her wrapped round her racing heart My goddess and slave of love she wakes the hungery beast that by her touch may tame she bends it's will to her needs she softly calls out my name warm as a summer breeze she beckons me come closer an invitation to worship deep her flawless alabaster temple in that secret perfumed grotto heaven nestled safe between those smooth and graceful twin pillars of her supple thighs to drink my fill of ambrosia made drunk by that spring flowing so pure for me alone

My Sweetness
my sweetness is so sweet. he's so kind. he's so funny. he's so honest. he's so HOT. he's so generous. he's my everything. he's my best friend. he's my love. he's my smiles in the morning. he's my smiles at night. he's my rock. he's my inspiration. i so love you!! you make me so very happy. you make me grin so much everyday no matter what my mood is. even if i have 5 minutes with you. i still smile. you make me so very happy.

My Sweet Revenge, Will Be Yours, For The Taking...
Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Choking with a link, Killing with a stink Just your mother's HO Bleeding in a sink, Poisoning a drink Burning up My sweet Clementine Trampling a shrink, Bleeding in a sink Hallelujah wink , Getting on the brink Just your mother's HO Hallelujah wink, Murdering a shrink Burning up On my sweet revenge Will be yours for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaaahhh My sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaaahhh Killing with a stink, Bleeding in a sink Poisoning a drink, Getting on the brink Just your mother's HO Bleeding in a sink, Trampling a shrink Burning up My sweet Clementine Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Choking with a link, Killing with a stink Just your mother's HO Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Burning up On my sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaahhh My sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the

My Switch
In my mind, there is this unassuming looking little switch, like you would see in a fuse box. It is labeled 'done with you'. When it gets flipped by someone, for what ever reason, I am Done With Them. I.E. I'll more than likely never talk to them again. I won't say bad things about them or anything (that just isn't my nature) but I will never deal with them again if I have any choice in the matter. It is weird. As I look back at my life the switch has always been there, I just haven't really noticed it until recently. Maybe because it has a much larger hair trigger than it used to. But man, I am a lot more willing to completely cut someone out of my world then I used to be. Maybe it is because I have less time.

My Sweet Prince
You light the way on a moonless night, You're my shelter when it rains. When you're around, all the wrong's made right. You've all the glory without the pains. My knight and shinning armor; an angel sent to me from above. Always I'll cherrish and honor... Forever I will LOVE. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne feburary 11, 1999

My Sweet Thing
Sweet Thing (Vs.1) I will love you anyway even if you can not stay I think you are the one for me here is where you want to be I just want to satisfy 'ya you're not mine and I can't deny it don't you hear me talkin' baby love me now or I'll go crazy (Chorus) Whoa, Sweet thang don't 'ya know you're my everythang Whoa, Sweet thang don't 'ya know you're my everythang Yes you are (Vs.2) I wish you were my lover but 'ya act so undercover Love 'ya child my whole life long is be right or be wrong I'm only what 'ya make me, baby don't walk away, don't be so shady don't want your mind, don't want your money These words I say, they may sound funny but... (Chorus) (Bridge) You are my heat, you are my fire you make me weak with soft desire Love 'ya child my whole life long is be right or be wrong I just want to satisfy 'ya 'cause you're not mine, I can't deny it Don't 'ya hear me talking baby Love me now or I'll go crazy (You're my heat, you are m

My Sweet Revenge
Well, it goes like this. I gave you my love, my life, my heart and soul. I gave you my everything,my every being. I guess that was not good enough for you. You left me, cold, bitter, and at a loss. No explanation, no apology, not even a real reason. We never went out, you were to tired. We never just hung out, you always wanted to go to bed. I do not know what I did wrong. Last night I was walking down the little side road by the park, and I spotted your car. In pure hurt, I went to see where you were, you use to never be out this late. There you were, sitting in this restaurant that you use to claim was too expensive, a waste of money. You were not alone, across the table was MY BEST FRIEND.The one you use to forbid me to talk to, she was trash. You despised her!! now you are laughing, touching and together? Oh the hurt, the betrayal. What could I do but feel sick to my stomache? The pain I felt is purely undescribable. Why were you doing this to me? Why can't I let you go? You and h

My Sweets,please
My sweets, I Love You... My sweets, I Want You... My sweets, I Need You... My sweets, I Will have You... My sweets, I want to Taste You inside and out... My sweets, You had me the day we meet... My sweets, Please Please don't let me go.... My sweets, Please believe me when I tell you, I Love You and I Miss You.... My sweets, There isn't a day that goes, where i don't think of you... My sweets, I Wish These Walls Could Talk...... My sweets, They would say" I want you more".... My sweets, I LOVE YOU SO... I don't want to lose you.....

My Sweetheart
So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

My Sweet Boy
My Sweet Boy written by, Lioness/Chrissy copyright© This morning was cold as the day you were laid into the ground I walked towards your grave, but from the snow it could not be found I kicked the snow repeatively and the ice was too hard to break I wanted to visit you badly. Could you feel my heart began to ache? There are so many things I want to share with you.Can you hear my thoughts? Did you see the new friend I brought with me, I truly love him alot. Your sister is doing well she had left the house to be on her own. Your brother Sean is still here. I don't think he'll ever leave home There has been many changes since the day you left. Maybe you already know. Are you running, playing, laughing and having lots of fun where you are? Are you napping on the clouds or possibly skipping across the stars? I wanted to ask how was your party today , did they put 17 candles on a cake? I can't believe how time has past, the last

*~my Sweet Angel~*
My sweet angel Maybe he will realize that hes the only one The only one that truly matters Ive come to realize that hes the only one I cant live without Half the time its hard to say whats on my mind I love you more than you could ever imagine I just hope we dont drift apart Our hearts are destined to one another Why is it that I can get lost in your arms? I wont let go, my heart has plans of its own No matter what, all I know is I want you by my side Your sweet voice running through my mind All I want to do is reach out and grab your hand So blinded by love, not wanting to let go of what I have I only love you for everything you are How could I walk away from the only person, That has my heart completely? Reaching out for you, in hopes you reach back Only to not deceive me Waking up holding you, In your arms is the only place I want to be I stayed up late, wondering if you would always be there When you said I love you

My Sweet Delicious "apple"
You have enslaved me with your lovely body; You have placed me within a kind of prison. Since the day we parted, I have found nothing that is like your beauty. So I comfort myself with a ripe apple-- Its fragrance reminds me of the myrrh of your breath, Its shape of your breasts, its color Of the color that used to rise to your cheeks.

My Sweetness
bend me break me rip me tear me break me down to the floor rape me take me you can't make me do it do it do it you know you want to take my sweetness crush the very thing you loved and cherished cherished now there's a joke i laugh so hard i just might choke hurt me you know you want to break me you know you will take it all i don't want it anymore bend me break me rip me tear me break me down to the floor rape me take me you can't make me do it do it do it you know you want to © Andi 2007

My Sweet Oblivion
I am spread out before you body and eyes screaming how I adore you Stained pink in places with a rosy flush only us breathing all else is hushed You kneel before me your tongue slides deep a treasured sword I long to keep I quiver violently your mark is set upon my soul does it lightly rest Deeper you delve into my woman's heart your heat taking over tearing me apart Only to bring me alive once more more color, more sight, more sound and I stop running enough to see that I am not lost...but found © Andi 2007

My Sweetheart
My sweetheart by Sheena I love you with all my heart no one will ever take that away not even me the way u look at me melts my heart and your touch brings me to heaven ive been with u for a whole ten months but it seems so much longer and this will never end

My Sweet Baby Girl And I Need Ya'lls Help
Well she isn't a baby anymore but always be my baby.She is 3 but the contest owner mistakenly put her n the age 4 to 8 group.let her know but haven't heard back but if she moves her every vote comment better count Anyway plz vote and bomb away would love to see my lil girl win click this link thank you!

My Sweet Prince
Hey Everyone whats up i have a boyfriend his name is john and i am madly in love with him i love him with all of my heart and he is my world i am so happy with him he is making me very happy so i am so lucky to have him i thank god everynight that i have him he's the greatest i'm so glad to have him in my life i wanna marry him someday and when i do i will be so happy cause he is my everything he makes me feel special he is my world and he will never ever lose me I love you John well bye for now thanks for reading peace

My Sweet Cleo...
My poor Cleo passed away at 8:30 AM on Friday Morning, May 25th, 2007. She was the greatest dog there ever was and will be missed forever and always... This was the very first picture I ever took of Cleo... And this was the very Last picture I ever took of her... :(

My Sweet Prince...lol...
lol....check this out, today's horoscope: Did that idea really come out of your brain? And what's more, are you seriously promoting it as the answer to the crisis in question? Well, as they say in a lot of bad movies, 'It's so crazy it just might work!' Now does that fit or not?,,lol

My Swaztika Greeting Cards
I think that this conversation with this CT person should be shown because it explains the postcards and how I feel about it. Dude: wats with the nazi shit Me: Nazi shit? What are you talking about? I have nothing racist in my profile or pics. Dude: you have two postcards with swatztikas Me: Must you be so uninformed! They where printed way before Hitler. Im an Asatruar and the swazticas are a sign for good luck, victory and the sun. Please do your research before you get all offended. Me: If you dont believe me ask any Odinist or Asatruar and they will tell you. Search the web if you must. Dude: ok sweety let me explain it this way. We goths get enough shit as it is...those may not be nazi...but no one knows that so instead they see a little goth girl with nazi shit. Me: Little girl?! Dude Im freaking 30! Do the research and get informed. And I thought goths where open minded Dude: well thank you for setting our subculture back another ten years. Me: Ive b

My Sweet Sweet Love Nsfw
My Sweet Sweet Love (adult Only please) come here to me and I will show you step by step the path to your seriously wicked sinfully wrought most beautiful ADDICTION at this my mind does begin to reel the look of mine eyes deep within his begins the slow burn of a desperate feel at the base of my thighs where my flower resides I know the dampening of a stream a flow slowly he peels his gaze from mine as my eyes follow the line in the curve of his lips as attentively they wander me down nipping the skin between us two making it known I am his queen his lips so firm and erotically moist around the curves to cling to my breasts suckling there til I shiver within and yet the real story has yet to begin yes I think I now understand the light in his eyes guiding me through the wink that tells me let it all go pull back the curtain and invite you all in to this my ever ADDI

My Sweet Little Angel
To my sweet little angel,way up above I send you lots and lots of love God visited us a little while ago He took you away and left me so With a broken heart I now live And for that ~ I just cannot forgive So empty inside, yet so full of pain What ~ did he expect to gain? I shouldn't be angry with ~ him "above" And I'll try not to be for you my love I'm sure he's taking good care of you With his Angels in heaven too It hurts so much to know you are gone I think of you all day long I know that you are in spirit somewhere And you'll continue to grow with care I want you back but I know it cant be So for now , in my dreams I shall see Your precious face ~ how beautiful you are Your spirit so close ~ yet feels so far My sweet little angel way up above You have a place in my heart so full of love I wish you were still ~right~ here within my soul ~ I know you are near

My Sweet Dreams Of You
My Sweet Dreams of You I drift to sweet dreams of you. I imagine the taste of your lips, the feel of your hands in mine, and the softness of your hair brushing against my cheek... and suddenly I'm strong yet weak from my need for you. And when you hold me close, and look into my eyes as you whisper how much you love me, I'm carried gently to the clouds. Your love makes me feel so alive and proud of the person I am when I'm with you. Yet when the stars fade as dawn breaks, you kiss me goodbye at the door, and I awake needing you even more than I did the day before. I'm missing you badly, and I wish you were here. But though you're far away, in my heart you'll stay. I'll never quit wishing that you were here beside me, but until that day, I've only to dream about you, and I escape to that place in my heart, where we're never apart.

My Sweet Horoscope Sept. 7,07
~*Cancer*~ Getting down to basics will be vital in order to deal with the pile of practical and important details needing to be checked. You may feel as though you're spreading yourself too thin, so you'll be writing out lists and checking off items as you go. Try not to waste time on people who don't deserve your attention. Luckily, there will be time to heart to heart chats at home, giving you a chance to catch up with loved ones. SORRY GUYS JUST THOUGHT TO BLOG MY HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY. YOU DON'T HAVE TO RATE THEM :D SmIlE :D

My Sweetest Revenge...(update To My Last Blog)
As most of you may have read in my last blog I was a victim of identity theft by my ex-g/f, she walked away with valuable information, as well as 300 dollars cash that i lent her...well i find out that she did indeed try to get a loan worth about 3 grand, but i was able to track down the loaning office before the loan was processed, i was able to halt it in time. After my meeting with the loan office, i went to her job and found out she hadn't been to work in almost a week, i spoke with her boss and he informed me that she wrote her an email telling him that she's been going through some personal issues and she should be back in work the following week....this is after numerous of my phone calls were unanswered, i went to her place, no one answers, i did everything i could to try to keep the situation as civil as possible, but she chose to do the opposite. I find out she gets back with her ex, but tries to hide form me, i dont know why, if thats what she wants, im not gonna stop her. I

My Swagga
my swgaa iz like whoaa none other have a swag like i do my swagga iz incredible its strong and tuff any other try and take my swagga they would they of the pain and pressure it brings none other could touch my swagga my swaaga iz felt with bling money business and love its drugz but who the blame my swagga iz unique even hataz liers fakes and hoez want my they kant get it kuz my swagga iz real honest and loyal my swagga

My Sweet Loretta Part I
I never realized that my studio could be so dark until that night. The walnut stained paneling combined with the thick brown shag carpet reflected very little of the dying fire that rested in the brick fireplace. The crumbling embers were all that were left of the once blazing multiple log fire. It seemed that the room was even more eerie with the long shadows and haunting glow than if the fire had died a quick death. Outside of my studio window, a violent storm offered very little assistance. The large thunderstorm clouds filled the sky. Whatever light might have shone from the moon or stars had been totally blocked allowing only the blackest of night to shine into the window. The devilish howling wind added no light, but added to the atmosphere by whipping a tree limb dangerously close to the studio window. My safe and warm studio that I often retreated was no longer comfortable. Sittings in my large leather recliner, I could barely make out the black outline of the end table a

My Sweet Loretta Part Ii
"Now, get real guy. I don't believe in ghosts. And if you expect me to write a ghost story, then you have lost your mind." In a moment, the room dropped at least ten degrees. Out of the shadows, a image of a horrifying face that was scarred and twisted with anger exploded across the room. The fog like face filled the ten foot room and stood nose to nose with me. It was a ugly face with horrible breath and stained teeth. At the same time, images appeared in my mind. Vivid images of my body being shoved onto a huge spit and roasted across a huge fire. The image was so real that I felt the fire lapping up to my body and the sensation of my skin being burned off of my body. It was as real as if it was happening. My mind cried in the pain. In an instant, the image changed. Suddenly, my abdomen was being ripped open by a wild wolf. Its teeth tearing the skin and ripping out my intestines. I screamed from the pain," "What would you like for me to do to convince you that I am not aliv

My Sweet Mistress...
Wistful driftings, Mind never at ease, Constant confusion, Depression undending. So many that say they care, So many that throw the "L" word around, They only love when they get something in return. THey only care when it benefits them. Pain is my only true companion, Misery is my only true friend, A knife to cut out the lonliness, A rope to strangle out the rage. Never listening, just saying their own thing. Never caring about the pain I'm in. Giving up on everything, Giving up is the only thing. The only thing left to do, to keep me from coming totally unglued. Death, the sweet release, death my mistress in white, Come to me now my mistress and take me away. (c.)(11/21/07) by KC Zimmerman

My Sweetie
Isn’t it amazing how things just happen? I’m sure we all know things don’t just happen but that is the way it seems. Just when I thought that finding the ever elusive love of my life was all but impossible he strolls through the door. It’s as though all roads led to him and this moment in my life. It is so overwhelming. It brings tears to my eyes when I think of how awesome he is and how much he loves me. He is sweet and attentive and loving. (Did I say VERY HANDSOME?) I am not jumping up and down or giddy or bouncing off the walls. I am so calm and peaceful. It is as though this is exactly where God meant for me to be. It is as though this is the man God meant for me to be with. He put him right in my face. I am so thankful. I would move Heaven and earth for him so moving to Orlando is such a small gesture. Wish me luck! (with the move)

My Sweet Heart
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.

My Sweetheart
My Sweetheart So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

My Sweetheart.. *written By A Good Friend*
So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

My Sweetheart
Matters of the heart cannot be described with words from the mind. To truly understand love one must see with the eyes of their soul.For my human eyes have decieved me many many times.To truly embrace love one must forfeit all worldly things , for love is the most unworldly feeling . I know because I feel it now . To hold love in your hands you must drop everything else . You must realize love is the future.Fate is an ignorant word some people blame for their lonliness and misery.Love only seeks those who seek love. I seek it within you. I love you

My Sweetest Memory
The black woman is kneeling by her window, completely naked. Her body is the very definition of voluptiousness: Her ass and breasts proudly stick out from the rest of her thick body. Her legs are long and thick, they would have to be to support the testament to female sexuality that resides above them. Her skin is so dark that the parts of her body that stick out the most (From my view at this moment, her shoulder blades, ass, and calves)have pools of light resting upon them, like irredecent ponds in a very dark forest. She is staring out the window, as she often does. At least this time she is kneeling down, so that any passerby can only see her head and the arm it is resting on. Maybe she has finally learned her lesson? But it is too late. She must pay for her past transgressions. A heart-felt sigh escapes her. I don't know what she's thinking about, and I don't care. I can't wait anymore. I blurt out, "Hey, you!", alerting her to my presense. Her whole body flinches in surpris

My Sweet Fiancee
I love you so much My sweet fiancee You are the love of my life We haven't been together long But we know we belong to each other People might say we're moving too fast But we know we're not We feel it in our hearts And the feeling keeps growing Soon we will be married And I will never let you go

My Sweetheart!
i met a great gal name ashley 3 months ago on another website. she's the love of my life. we might meet soon. she's talking about coming up to fond du lac, wi where i live to see me with her cousin. it would be great if she did. she's the best thing that's happened to me. i don't want to lose her. she's great. i love her so much.

My Sweet Passion
Laying in my bed, thinking of you. My mind starts to wonder, of all the things we'll do. You close your eyes, in sweetened bliss. Surrendering to the tempt, of my sweet kiss. My passion flares, as you touch me there. Causing me to tremble, with your sweet care. Touch of your hand, upon my face. I surrender to you, with a heated pace. As passion rises, it burns like fire. Creating inside us, a wildly fierce desire.

My Sweet Owner
¢¾I'm His Slave & I'm Loving It!¢¾ ¢¾Love Up On My Sweet Sexy Owner ¢¾ jeff_dahl2000@ fubar ¢¾He Has Already Spoiled Me So Much¢¾ ¢¾Spoil Him Too!¢¾ Pimp Out Done With Slave Love By: *Pink0828*~*~Please Help and Donate*~*~*Owned By Tendercop & jeff_dahl2000~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar Stop By and F/A/R/ me too. (repost of original by '*Pink0828*~*~Owned By Tendercop & jeff_dahl2000~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*' on '2008-05-14 14:25:07') (repost of

My Sweet Addiction
My Sweet Addiction I am sitting here in the quiet of night, Yet my mind is alive as if it is the middle of the day, Enthralled by the pressence of someone, Captured in the notion of being with that someone, My mind is inprisoned to this person's whim, Eager to spend time with this person, Afraid it would turn out like the rest, Not knowing what to do, What to say, A sweet addiction has caputred me this day. I find myself thinking about her arms wrapped around me, The warmth of her embrace, The comfort of her company, The smile on her face, I find myself thinking why is this one different, What seperates her from the rest? Wondering what is so special about her, My sweet addiction has left me intoxicated today. I am not sure this real, I find it hard to believe she is real, But yet there she is right infront of my face, My heart might explode at this frantic pace, Sit here wondering if I can win or keep up with the race, Have no clue what to do next, Not w

My Sweet Vampire Lover
The night calling to you As you call to me, My sweet Vampire Come to me in the dead of night Hear the sweet temptation in my worlds As I wait for you Come sink those teeth in to my neck Drink from me Take what is your Come to me my sweet vampire My sweet Vampire Your eyes reveal way too much My sweet vampire lover I need your lips against my skin, Your teeth deep in me As you slowly slide in and out Taking me to new heights of pleasure My sweet vampire lover Drink from me Forever live with the tasty of me in your mouth Vampire lover of mine Please donâ??t stop Please make me moan your name Please take my life as your prolong yours Sweet Vampire of the night Sweet vampire son of evil Sweet vampire lover make me stop loving you Sweet Vampire lover, My Sweet Drew! Come to me in the night Make our your dreams come true Cause mine never will My Vampire Drew, My lover by night, friend by day Take my soul, you already have my heart

My Sweet Juliet
here's to my juliet i feel no regret for all the times we spent in this abyys called the world ---- and here's to my father jesus christ don't even bother to apologize for all of the atrocities to me and mine... ----- so with the happy dagger lodged within her perfect breast the poison in my little vial will put my feelings to the test ------ and so i raise my head up high and i let out my tortured battle cry your romeo will not survive here's to my sweet suicide ------ hello my friend adeu again i murder myself tonight so with your blade held high salute this twisted lullaby ----------

My Sweetest Angel And Inspiration
My darling girl showstopper supermodel queen alpha bitch best friend confidante You've been gone one year. I long to touch that gorgeous coat you were so proud to wear. One year I've survived without you despite my urge to check out. I do survive, because you would want me to. You are my inspiration, my spirit within. I've done more than survive this year, I've lived it. I miss you so much, I carry you with me everywhere I go. I live in the moment as much as possible. I don't worry about what will come tomorrow because I have today to celebrate the way you always did with that grinning smile and shining eyes. And when the storms come sweeping in stealing away late afternoons and early evenings, I remember how nothing can hurt us. Not lightning, not thunder, not Lyme disease, not high triglycerides, not cancer, not death. We are too pure for that and we dance on the energy of love where we will be until we reach the circle's end and you come back to

My Sweet Poet
tonight i await thee yet who are you? i have drank the sweet red wine and think of your lips brushing lightly against mine, i peeled silently each petal from a dozen red roses and laid them on my bed who are you? will you come? I call with a whisper I need you I want you to taste you to feel you to be with you to be in you to feel your sweat falling on my face your hair slapping, caressing your teeth slightly pulling the tenderness of my skin as we laugh the silliness of the moment yet hunger screams aloud your name yet I do not hear, who are you who are you... I want to know poet

My Sweet Poet 2
The Look It is hard to Describe, yet Each time I See it the Softness and warmth, The quiet Countenance, takes my Heart to a place of Peaceful remembrance Of youth spent Chasing the blossom Of a first kiss, The shudder of The first caress The salty taste Of sweat stained bodies In tender embrace It is the look in your eyes Whenever we meet And the fading of it When we depart Your eyes, The look poet

My Sweetest Surrender
Before you kneel to the slave of your heart where your desire never will part Before you kneel to the slave of your soul where her submission never grows old Before you kneel to the slave of your dreams Her soft creamy skin her eyes like moon beams Before you kneel to your eternal flame where she holds true love and never shame Before you kneel to her just know You are her Sweetest Surrender deep in her soul

My Sweet Friend Lacey
I just wanted to show my special thanks to such a sweet sweet Friend of mine....LACEY! She did soooo much to help me level to Godfather and I want everyone to know how special she made me feel! Check out the Bulletin she made! WooHooo Bronx has Auto 11 on and he is almost GodFather He is such a sweety and always returns the love So why not help him and help yourself while you are at it Lets Help Bronx GodFather before the night is over You all know the drill Click the pic and lets get to rating BRONX59@ fubar OOOO I did tell you AUTO 11S What are you still reading this for? GO GO GO THANK YOU

My Sweet Shadow By In Flames
I'm selling heavenly sketches A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity to fill the holes inside An ever moving stream with glowing rays of light Emotions tied to pass lies and I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of a brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to

My Sweet Love
Right now i miss you the most Me without you is like the moon without light Or the stars with no night Only you hold the key to my locked away heart The biggest part of my soul, for you, I've kept apart You are the air in which I breathe You are the flesh that makes me be In short, you are my everything You and I are destined to become one One body, one mind, and one spirit You, to me, are my fair Juliet And i so much wish to be your Romeo And to capture your heart theres no distance I won't go There's no one alive that compares to you To have you heart, there's no limit i won't go to Now I'll bid you these words that are oh so true Forever and ever, My Love, I'll always love you!

My Sweet Friends Here
I just want you all to know--my true sweet friends--that at times when others bash me and make me feel like leaving(which I came close to few times)-I need to remember my true friends and not let them ppl chase me off here--I care a great deal for my friends even tho we can never meet--I still have a HEART for you and care a great deal!! Some ppl say 'its just the internet"--but to me , its not--I care about you all!! I really do and wil do whatever I can to make you happy(within my power)--there are some that will always stay in my family , thats cause you have been very close in my heart!!. At times I wanna leave this place cause of mean ppl--but its the ppl close to me that keeps me here. I cant leave you!!! You are the one that keeps me here, makes me feel warm and wanted--why have some stranger throw you away from ppl that really care about you? Face it-youre stuck with me--now, who needs a beer???-LOL

My Sweet Little Angel
My Sweet Little Angel By Ashlae Reborn with the eyes of a child Shed the darkness Embrace the light Hang on tight Because destiny is a bumpy ride. Crazy days Sleepless nights. Confusion may cloud judgement Anger may cause regret. Silence may triumph. And tears may shed stress. Conquer your fears And let your fears conquer you. Don't sweat the little things, And don't ignore the big. Don't worry my sweet little angel Take my advice if you wish Let me guid yoiu in this life I gave yoiu. This life will bring you many adventures. For the good and the bad. Lests rejoice when you're happy. Let me hold you tight when you're sad. I will protect you, when you Need protection from others And even from yourself, If I have too. I'll let you make your own mistakes Cause that's the only way to learn. Don't worry my sweet little angel. For I will always be here. Even when I'm gone I'll be in your heart. Watching from heaven above Knowing that I did right. fo

My Sweet Valentine --
Dear Sweet Theaza, I see your face, I hear your voice... O was earth placed beneath our weary feet just for you and I to meet, touch, and sculpt love complete! Your dancing eyes, your singing heart... I feel as if I have no choice, but to hug and kiss you... This being my only ambition and sole purpose in life-- to always be by your side, to always hold and cherish you, to always turn your frowns into smiles, to always be guided by the light of our love throughout the brightest and the darkest miles... I love you always, Steven

My Sweet Sister In Need Of Fu Luv
This is for one of the sweetiest woman on fubar I know. My sister & everyones friend indeed. She just had major surgury last week & the reason for her surgury is in her blog. Asking everyone to take the time to stop by her page & show her some welcome back luv & show her how much we luv her. She's almost to lvl 28 & makeing it will add sunshine to her life. Rallying gifts of luv so much would add & make a big difference. Rates & Blings & sorts & so on. What ever we can do to brighten her life in her time of pain suffering. to the people that know her. ~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥ ♥

My Sweetest Friend Wicked
i just want to thank her for showing me the light buring our little contest i have learned how good it makes me feel to say something nice to someone instead of being the mean sarcastic person i was. i feel as if the clouds have parted and i can finally see the sunshine she is amazing isn`t she? being non perverted ? i am finding that a bit harder pixie oh yeah i`m in radioX`s auction if you want to bid

My Sweet Witch
I had a very close friend on here. From the moment we met we instantly bonded. She was a great writer, among other things. Since she has passed, I still often visit her site, as she always promised me she would never delete it. It is increasingly harder this year for some reason for me to go to her profile, but I still do and always will. She was such a dynamic force in my life. I just thought I'd share with you all since I do have many connotations to her on my profile in different places. Her name here is Amawitch, her real name is Christa. I love her. I miss the days when people here, her included, used to blog a lot, and she was one who used to ask me to critique her work and edit it grammatically for her. She wrote a book, which I was blessed enough to be involved with. She suffered horribly with afflictions physical while on this earth. From her spirit, you would NEVER know. She is my kind of people, and one of the reasons I hang on here at this site. I just want to publicly th

My Sweet Dreams
My Sweet Dreams "MY SWEET DREAMS FORE THEY INCLUDE YOU; FIGURE IF I HAVE THEM ENOUGH ONE DAY THEY'LL COME TRUE; SOMETHING ELSE; MORE THAN ONCE I'VE BEEN CALLED; AND WHAT THEY WERE I COULDN'T LIST THEM ALL; LOL; BUT HEARING SUCH FROM YOU IS NOT THE SAME; I FEEL HONORED RATHER THAN ASHAMED; LOL; MAKE YOU SMILE I'M SO HAPPY I COULD; AND DREAM SWEET I HOPE THAT YOU TOO WOULD; THEN EVEN MORE I PRAY THEY COME TRUE; NOTHING BETTER THAT I'D WISH FOR YOU"

My Swan Song
My SWAN Song MY SWAN SONG Can anybody hear me?Is anybody there?Will anybody listen?Will just one person care?Can anybody see me?I’m starving my life away.Will anybody reach me?And ask me to live today?Can anybody touch me?Feel the pain I have inside?Will anybody dareLook in this place I hide?Can anybody love meImperfect though I am?Will anybody save me?I’m a frightened little lamb!Can anyone imagineHow much I want to live?Has anybody noticedI’ve run out of things to give?And will anyone take noticeOf what this disorder does?And will anyone rememberThe me that I once was? By ChinaSwan © 2009 ChinaSwan (All rights reserved)

My Sweet Friends
I have some of the best friends ever. So this guy that I know called today and told me he found the biggest dildo with a suction cup on one end that he has ever seen. The funny thing is that he also said it reminded him of me. I asked if that was becasue, in reality, I'm a big dildo. He said no. He wants to watch me use it. So I guess he's going to buy it for me. The next time I see him, I will bring my camera and he will take pics of me and my new toy! I have the best friends ever! They are always thinkin of me!

My Sweet Fallen Angel
She walks in light , waiting to be saved. No one hears her screams but me. But I am unable to save her. Her screams of sorrow tare out my very soul. I tried to save so long ago but my hands where bound. I never meant harm to come to my love. Watching her fall , like a nightmare that will never stop. Begging her to forgive me for my misdeeds. I allowed her to be judged unfairly , and my loneliness is the price. That I will forever pay. If I could change what was done I would to save my fallen angel. My sweet salvation I wish that I could have saved you from you fall from grace.

My Sweetest Sin
Impossible relationships my sweetest sin. Seeking out the hardest ones to satisfy my mind. These are also the ones who posses enough mental stimulation for me. But always in the end turn. My complex mind seeks something so much more tangiable. Something with more substance. Yet Inside I am still a woman. Who seeks the one who can be compassionate. Who can be understanding. Who will remember where I stand with them. Beside them not behind not in front. The one who will be by their side, no matter what. Yet my sweetest sin of impossible relationships always leads me to the men who are unable to be that. and yet I crave them like no other. Lust over takes my heart. Fantasy over takes my mind. And Im left in a daze of mazes unable to find my way out. You speak of feelings you speak of desires, wants, needs only to find they have fallen on deaf ears. So many see yet so few listen. Just listen to the words that are spoken. Impossible relationships. My sweetest sin.

My Sweet Release
my sweet death my sweet release take me by my hand and lead me to the rivers of red take me in take in my blood as i lick my lips in excitement to your sweet touch o how i long for it o how i long for my sweet release let me go to the other side let me go to my spot in hell were i am destined to be o how i long for thee o how i dream of the moment you come for me my sweet release take me to the great beyond release me from my sarrows release me from my fears release me from my emotions and release me from this world it was never mine and the angel the world has taken it and raped it and left my angel to die as i look in the eyes of the sky with pain on my face i ask for my sweet release

My Sweet Little One Year Old!
It's crazy how time flies. I just got to celebrate my son's first birthday and it made me think of all that had happened in a year. He learned to sit up, crawl, stand, gained a tooth. He is so smart for a baby and I can't believe I was gifted with this amazing child. Of everything I went through with his biological father, and how badly he treated me, to finding his father now that is going to adopt him. I can't believe I have this amazing family.

My Sweet Love
My dear to me are everything I dreamed of, everything you've been waiting all these years of my life in solitude, are world known and unknown, are the sun that lights up my life from the moment when I found you I did. Must be well, be bad, that I would not know but I think the distance that separates us united us even more, I could never say before how much I love you but I'm telling you here through these rows, or may not have the courage to do it but in my soul, my heart, I just love to give you a gift to yourself, love what I wear is just for you, just next to you as you can give this love, the next you know, I'll get yours forever full of pure love and light. I love you my darling, do not ever forget that, even when you are angry I still love you. If you look closer you recognize sadness in my eyes from her suffering and wish you recognize what is in it, be careful and watch, looks like a story a story with pain and anguish for a child. A child ment st

My S@x Sign!
Your Sex Sign is... You ooze sensuality and lust! You're down for anything, as long as it celebrates the natural body. You're a master at giving head - and as long as it feels good, you'll do it. Even your lover's nastiest fantasy! Taurus, you draw your intense sexuality from the earth. You are strongly built - like a Greek or Roman nude. Your sign is ruled by the planet Venus - giving you a lusty appetite for sex. Sexually, you favor the strong, silent type - someone as comfortable in the rugged outdoors as you are. Intellectual, geeky types don't appeal to you at all. Your home and surroundings are very imporant to you - it's always your place, not their's. While you'd never do a hotel fling, you'll have sex outdoors (beach, grass, whatever) - as long as there is some privacy. You are very oral - a master at oral sex. You love your lover to climax in your mouth. You love any and every kind of foreplay... and you'll do anything as long as it feels

My Symbol
You scored as Ankh. The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh100%Biohazard94%Skull75%Swastika56%Cross6%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

My Symbol 2
What's your symbol? Reversed PentagramAntichrist much? You are the Reversed Pentagram. You should get it tattoed between your shoulder blades like Matt Zane.....(go to google images and type in Matt Zane, the first picture shows it well.)Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Syth
When i feel i got the urge to kill As if for real i draw a blank and then i reachin for steel The sharpest razor blades that made my first rate Hands of full believers full of murder and hate Used by many souls, many years on the crops Slicin through dicing thought wheat and corn spots But when i grab it something happens that hears all of my confessions Takin' control of my emotions like a demon possession No remorse in my heart for the things it made me do All the blood that was shead like it wasnt even true Wake up in cold sweat sheets covered in red Then the flashbacks hit me of all the sould that we bled Was it true? Did i do all these things in my brain? Was the slingblade curse or was i going insane? I ran out the front door and just looked all around 100 headless corprses' laying all over the ground

My Symbol Of Eternal Love
My Symbol of Eternal Love As I came across this silver rose, I thought I should give it to you! Only because this rose is the symbol of my eternal love for you. A fresh red rose will lose its scent and the soft petals that you'll feel, a plastic rose is an imitation; like infatuation, it's not real. But, this silver rose will always depict a love my heart holds true, for only when the last petal falls is the day I'll stop loving you.

My Symbol
You scored as Biohazard. The biohazard is a representation of craziness, dissorder, and a number of other things. (This I am sure connects to you as well, after all you scored it) You are inspired by your own personal creativity, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Biohazard100%Ankh94%Swastika63%Cross56%Skull56%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

My Symbol
You scored as Ankh. The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh100%Biohazard81%Cross50%Skull44%Swastika31%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

My Symbol
You scored as Ankh. The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh88%Biohazard75%Cross69%Skull31%Swastika19%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

My Sybil Moment
I often wonder to myself how many people get into their own heads, realize what goes on in there, and say the same thing I do. Holy fuck, that's it, reserve me a padded room!! Strange place to be, my head that is. it amazes me sometimes the speed at which it moves. The versatility of thought, and how quickly I can bounce from one thing to another. I get lost there sometimes. What a mistake that is. Makes me feel like my skin is a size to small. Like someone is squeezing the air right out of me. I want to run away from myself alot. Wouldn't that be a neat trick? LOL I wonder if 'normal' people dwell on the same kinds of things I do. And if so, do they twist it and overanalyze it until their dizzy?? I've been told by a good friend of mine that I drive him nuts with my tendencies to overanalyze. But what do ya do, I don't know how else to think. Some of the things on my mind right now??? Why is it people can't accept responsibility for their own actions??? All the crim

My Sympathetic Side.....
So...i was talking to some random person on here....and for some reason i keep attracting the weirdest people...like...really fuckin weird. But anywho....it seems like theres alot of whiney ass people out there .....now i can understand the whole "poor me" spouts if they were drunk but im pretty sure this guy was sober.....So we're talkin.....about what i dont exactly remember...and then he starts saying how much his life sucks and how he trys so hard to get woman to sleep with him and it just dont happen....and small his penis is and how his momma didnt hug him hard enough(or too hard..apparently)..So yeah it was just one big Bitch-fest....and i was kinda drunk so all my fingers could manage to type was" uh huh"....and "damn dude that sux"....I really am shocked there are people in the world in their late 30's and still act like theyre on their mom's tit still...Its really really sad, and a waste of a good ballsack and what little testosterone he had left....i hope this dude either

My Sypnosis On Life. This Is Prolly One Of The Best Thing I Ever Came Up With.imo
So here it is my sypnosis on life. I believe that we are put here to experience certain things and no matter who you are in some form or fashion you will experience them. These things being love, and you best believe that before you leave God's blessed Earth you will experience pain. I believe that people are made to be loved, and that things are made to be used. Somehow in this twisted world we get the two confused. We love things and use people. Jesus taught us saying that "... a man's life consist not of the things which he posses..." Now if this is true, then LIFE, which many time we equivalate to HAPPINESS is not our car or our home is not even our mate. Now some may believe that this is happiness, while others perceive happiness to be some euphoric state of mind. I've come to learn that each man (and woman) must find there own source of happiness. Happiness is the external results of internal peace. When a person is at peace within themselves then and only then can

My Tastes
I have put up some new... & more... videos in my profile. It's shows the different tastes of music I have. I do like most kinds of rock & such. I am still a lil' bit in shock (and excited) that I have found an old vid of marilyn manson. Go check 'em out... lemme know what y'all think!! Juiles

My Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Taste In Music
Your Taste in Music: Classic Rock: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: High Influence 90's Hip Hop: High Influence 90's Rock: High Influence 80's Alternative: Medium Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

My Talent
Your Hidden Talent Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements. What's Your Hidden Talent?

My Take On Life
OMG!!! Rate me this, rate me that. Look over and over I've stated that I rate 7-9 and 10's are reserved for specific pics that I deem "perfect". Pages get 10's if they impress the hell out of me or are at least better than my own simple page (doesn't take much). I'm sorry if you are offended, upset or just not in that "mood" when I rate your page or ask you to add me. If you know me you love me, if you don't....your loss (and a big one at that-just ask my friends who know me in reality not cyberspace). I love my "real" friends and true friends, the rest can get to know me or get in line to say or do what they must to relieve their own conscience. Keep smiling and luv to my friends. Always Sharky As of March 2007...I realize that the whole point system is just a way to pass on rewards and show some luv. I drop 10's on everyone and I'm in the process of updating all my ratings on people. If I haven't gotten to you let me know and I'll do what I can about everything. Aside f

My Tarot Card..
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Card
You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes. The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Card
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarrot Card
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

My Tarot Card
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Card
got this from eric so thought i would do mine You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to

My Tarot Card
face="Verdana">Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. You are The Wheel of Fortune

*my Tarot Card*
You Are The Hermit You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon. What Tarot Card Are You?

My Tarot Card
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

My Tara
You are the essence of comfort and acceptance Forever encouraging and loving me For who I am and who I wish to be Radiating your love like the warmth of a favorite blanket I am wrapped within your heart. You are like the ocean's tide Constant and beautiful, yet forever changing I watch in wonder at your many hues Like that of a glorious sunset The colors of you are infinite. You are the one I need to seek When I experience a newness in life I want to share it with you and only you Like a sturdy oak I lean on your strength When I feel like a Weeping Willow. You are eternal You are woven into my soul forever Etched into my life. You are My Love

My Tarot, The World
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Card
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tattoo
You are burned into my skin Burned into my mind No matter where I go You are always there to remind I can’t get away from you You are always there I made one mistake and I am scarred It isn’t fair I realize now that I was wrong I realize now I made a mistake But I am stuck with you now It is too late I cannot rid myself of you Without causing myself more pain I cannot cover you up You always leave a stain I realize now That I am stuck with you You are the biggest mistake That I can never undo You are marked to me permanently Like a tattoo I cannot get away from you No matter what I do or say I will have to stare at you Each and everyday I cannot find the strength To wish you gone forever Til the day I die We will always be together You are burned into my heart Burned into my skin No matter what I do You always seem to win I hate you but I love you I need you but you cause me hurt And every moment around you Makes my life even worse Like poison You

*my Tarot Card*
You Are The High Priestess You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed. You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light. You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two. Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets. Your fortune: Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward. You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination. And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end. You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open! What Tarot Card Are You?

My Take On Dating Fat Gurls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF YOU'VE NEVER FUCKED A BIG GIRL If you've never fucked a big girl I suggest you go out and try it Pussy so plump would have you out boycotting every diet Fuck slim fast, fuck Atkins As a matter of fact they've all got me laughing See because it's more than baby fat But I'll take it just like that Hips so wide you grab them and them mother fuckers grab you right back With every stroke you feel like you're in Cali Riding a killer wave And to have a big girl sit on your face Your either really strong, naïve or mother fucking brave And see this is where me and my crew will have to agree to disagree Because I know someone in here is bound to disagree with me But physically we weren't made to do every and anything This is not Barnum and Bailey And no my last name is not ring ling So let's skip the circus act and fuck the acrobatics Just insert and start blasting away like a semi automatic And no you will not hurt me These big bones will not break So go ahead and dow

My Tanning Experiance
Well i finally did it! Yes i went to a tanning place. some of my friends told me to go,because i am allergic to my belt buckle and it gives me a rash type deal.They said it should out my spot on my stomache.Well it did and i got some great color.but i also got a little burned! check this out if u dare " target="_self">" target="_self">

My Tattoos
I have: Perfectly(right wrist) Flawed(left wrist) celtic knot(upper right shoulder) sun, star, moon(upper left shoulder) broken heart half black(left breast) 3 leaf clover(below belly button Redneck Girl(below belt line) Japanese dragon w/skull & flames(right calf) Devils hand giving thumbs up w/evil carved on the knuckles and smoke curling out(left thigh) Chinese demon(lower left calf) Egyptian Ankh w/tribal(upper left calf) Arch angel micheal holding an angel and someother things meaning no matter how many times I fall there will be someone to catch me(back) Chinese characters sisters of living death for an old friend long gone, meaning no matter how bad things get I will never be alone(lower back) A few crappy ones too. Will be adding to this I am sure

My Taro Card
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

My Tat Ideads
Hey Guess what..one day after my 21st birthday or like a few days after it, I'm gonna get a tattoo. I'm going to try and get it done by Kat Von D or Ami James off of Miami Ink cause Kat can do a kick a** portrait and that is what i'm going to get. I'm going to get nita's picture and her name and her b-day and death day and then grandaddy's pic. and his name and birtday and death date on my right sholder blade. I can't wait, I told mom and she didn't like it at first cause i said i have a idea for a tattoo and she was like no and then i told her what the idea was and she was like ok. Then i'm going to get a skull on my right wrist and that will represnt Chris cause of all the love he has given me and the fact tat he was my first. He drew that one up for me, its awesome then i'm gong to have my 3 stars on my left wrist casue i want it to go in order small for the past med. for the present and big for the future then i'm going to have a barbwire and rose on my lower back be

My Tap, My Home, My Fun, My Life
You know I visit the tap to make friends, visit pages and read blogs for my own enjoyment. And for 90% of everyone that happens, I thank you all for your kind thoughts and words and I appreciate you sharing your world with me. Of course for the other 10%, well we will just leave it at that... of course I find amusement from them also. Our little Naval friend hasn't realized that his injuries has left him more than just immobilized, I think Stupidity has set in also. Why I add you guys to my friends list.. Because there is something I see that I like in one form or another. Of course to all of my local friends, you are more than welcome to visit when our schedules allow.. To those not so local, perhaps the time will come in our various travels. I'm glad that I can fit the Tap in when I can during my daily schedule. Its nice to take a break from projects for clients and other fun that makes me my money.. I am very honored that I have the ability to excel in my fiel

My Taste In Music...
Your Taste in Music: 80's Rock: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: Highest Influence 90's Pop: Highest Influence 90's R&B: Highest Influence 90's Rock: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

My Tarot
You scored as The Magician. The Magician is about creative genius and talent. He is the master of communciation either through speech or literary means. Being different and an individual means alot to him.The Magician100%The Hermit85%Judgement80%The Fool70%The Moon65%Justice60%The Devil55%The Hierophant55%The Empress and The Emperor50%The Hanged Man50%The Lovers45%

My Tattoo Shop Promotion
Feed My Addiction PromotionAdd to My Profile | More Videos So if you come in and get the logo tattooed on ya get another tattoo of equal or lesser value. Also showing off the video I made ;)

My Tattoo Contest I Need Your Help!!!!!
> Sweetest Tat Wins A YACHT > > Contest starts on February 26th at 9 p.m. Est time > Contest ends on March 7th at 9 p.m. Est time > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! > They are worth one point a piece. > > 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u want to rate you! > > 3) No harassment of any other contestant is allowed if this happens then you will be taken out of the race. This is for fun so lets try and be nice to one another. > > 4) I know that it is hard to get pictures or salutes up so You must have more than one picture of yourself to be in the contest. > > 5) All pix

My Tainted Soul In Words (cause Of U)
Justin Timberlake ... All I have is a massive hole in my soul where u once stood The one love of my life is adding darkness and anger to the void Where u were. Where part of u will always be In me Like I was in u In a way I supose my life force courses threw u Use the power u have to look out for yourself Cause Im gone and will never be the same again or probably near u... To many lies To many mind games To much control To much to much eveything but equal and love back Funny shit I see That people might actually belive u after all my old hacked spaces words Im done with dictators and control If I wanted a dictator Id vote. Soon we will all be free. Im fighting with my soul to keep my anger and hate out of reality. Im losing I thought u were my everything but now I see the things that I continue to lose My soul/My mind/My patience/My ability to love So many things..Im broken Im sure if we ended for good on ok terms and u left like I a

My Tarot Card
You Are The Sun You represent the best of life - vitality, success, and and truth. You tend to have a strong, centered, balanced personality. Inspiration and discovery are your fortes. You are very mentally strong. A talented mind, you tend to excel at math, philosophy, and music. Your fortune: As well as you have done in the past, the future is going to be filled with more success. A new creative project is coming your way. Feed it, and it will grow into something huge. Great riches, recognition, prosperity, or happiness is coming your way. And it's possible that a fantastic vacation, or a new baby, is coming sooner than you think. What Tarot Card Are You?

My Take On It All
Real or Not? Here is my thoughts on virtual vs. real love for what it's worth. You may agree you may not, but who has yet really put into thought anything about this thing we call love on the internet? I havent seen anything out there involving chatters and their experiences on this subject, but I have seen a lot of people (yes, real people not your computer) hurt, happy, sad, bitten, smitten, etc. etc. ad nausim. My only proposition is that it is happening to thousands. We see boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands and wives all online playing the love me game. We know many have issues and use the net as an escape from the realities of life in so many different directions that we cant count the ways. So here we go, let's love "let me count the ways." Loyalty is one of the biggest issues. Funny, in real life this one bites as bad or worse than online. Players, mind gamers, intimidators, all have one thing in common ... they are self-centered-egotistical-selfish-assholes (did I say THA

My Tarot Card!! Love It!!
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Readings 1
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others You are a natural diplomat, reasonable, tolerant, fair, always willing to listen to varying viewpoints, and ready to see the other side of an issue. Even if you strongly disagree with someone, you will try to find points of similarity and agreement rather than emphasizing the differences. You often avoid taking an extreme or one-sided stance on anything. You have a strong desire for harmonious and pleasant relationships, and express a spirit of cooperation, compromise, friendship, and fairness. You very much want to be liked and because of your need for approval and acceptance, you are easily influenced by others' opinions, especially when young. You so much want to please that often you will suppress your own intense or unpleasant feelings in order not to offend others. Sometimes your politeness is interpreted as phoniness or wishy-washiness The Inner You: Your Real Motivation You are a gambler and an adventu

My Take On The Vt Massacre
Okay here is my new blog yeah i know i haven't written in like a really long time. Any how the latest thing is this Viginia Tech Massacre; The real story is about a guy who comes to this country from south korea spends 3 years here in the united states while he is attending he get's picked on religiously by the 4th reich Drunken and,Debaucherous Christian Fundie yuppie assholes who are on campus. He not only gets picked on by his classmates but, by his teachers; The school finds out from his highschool transcripts and, records that he has some psychological problems via his classroom behaviour; However, the attempts that the school makes to help this guy are not really serious attempts but, when later interviewed they say that they were serious attempts. After this guy can take the Extreme Bullying no longer he decides to plan a Massacre and, plans it down to the finest details over a 8month period; He gets himself guns, clips, ammunition he even puts together a adeq

My Tattoo!
Here I go again lol!! (with a few changes)I WANT ANOTHER TATTOO!BUT...I dont know which oneI just cant decide!! :(SO...I'd like you all to help me decide.This one?Or this one?Or at the suggestion of some of my rocking cherries..This One?I love them both, and the third one is growing on me, but I can only get one..lol So, Im asking for help.. I'm going to give it a month and the one with the most votes will be the one I get. Just click the link and leave me your honest opinion =)For the Artists out there, If you want to design one for me that you think would look better SEND ME A PICPS. this isnt a contest, This is me asking my cherry friends to help me with a skin altering decision..LOLI want to thank All who have commented already and who have given me their suggestions! ya'll rock!♥ brat ♥@ CherryTAP

My Tattoo
OK I am stoned right now. I got a new tattoo today. Its my new favorite And I got it done by Derrek at Device. The staff at Device was courteous and professional,except for that old dude he was kinda rude not to me to the dude. But I like my new tattoo I just thought you should know that. And its my birthday so FUCK ALL OF YOU HA! HA! HA!

My Tarot Card
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Reading
Merritt, you selected the following three cards, in this order, that represent your past, present and future: Your present Your past Your future The Major Arcana History of the Tarot For More Reading While we often think we are aware of all that is happening in our lives, sometimes the card we choose regarding the Present provides deeper insight than we are able to tap into on our own. Carefully consider the Tarot's following assessment of your present, and see what the cards are trying to teach you about situations occurring in your life right now. The Fool Approximately 90% people who pick The Fool in the second position say that it accurately matches what's happening at the present time. The Fool represents the primary influence on the current state of your life. Right now, in your present, you have the opportunity to make a fresh start in some area of your life. It's up to you to choose how you would li

My Tatoo
I got a tattoo today. I don't know why, but I have been thinking about it for 6yrs. I can be spontaneous about some things. But not this. I thought long and hard about what I would get. Lots of things came to mind. Lots of thinks were ruled out. I had a necklace the was in shape of the Maiden Mother and Crone knot. It has also been called the Irish symbol for luck. I was always drawn to the symbol even when included in an intricate design. When ever I thought of what I wanted it always popped up in my mind first. Simple, clean, and important to me. Well as you can see, I finally chose. Now I have to convince my friends that this is the only one. I have already been asked what will I get next. Geeze!! This one is still raw. Let me get over this one first. It took me 6yrs for this one. It will be a lot longer before I even consider another one. I did it for me, not anyone else and not for show. And it is placed so no one will see it unless I choose. Oh boy I can just he

My Taste And Influences.
I grew up listening to alot of 70's music. YES,Alan Parsons Project,ELO and such. As well as alot of R&B,Soul and Funk and Country. During the 80's and 90's I still listened to pretty much the same music,but added in the ole 80's metal. Well,lets just jup to today. Everything...I listen to everything. I look at music as colors. If you limit yourself,your only seeing in black and white.

My Tail Or Is It Tale?
Remember when bidding you can get creative, Fu-Bucks or real cash gifts (Blasts, VIP etc)are not the only way you can win me. Offer me custom graphics or morphs, personal salutes, rates, comments, pimp outs, The options are limitless

My Tattoo's And Piercings
As most of you have already seen I have two tattoo's. I am soon to get another..my son's name on the back of my neck. In any other case I would never get someones name tattooed on my body but children are yours always so...there ya go. I often have heard that tattoos soon get addicting after the first one..I am a firm believer in that ..now. I wouldnt say im going to be covered in tattoos but i plan on a few more..I am doing the Rosie the Riveter on my back..I know for sure and then who knows. As far as piercings...Ive had several..nosee,eyebrow,tongue and still currently mutiple ear. I am thinking of getting my tongue redone though...seriously considering that one. I am also contemplating nipples. My man says go for it so ...who knows one day i may post and say guess what I did. I know they have some kick ass jewelry for nipples. Well Im off for the night ...who know what tomorrow will be...you know me...! Kisses

My Tarot Card
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

My Take On Buttpaste
ok in all seriousness havent you ever wondered how a product called "buttpaste" could be so popular, i guess if you can use it on babys for diaper rash then turn around and use it on chapped lips, its a one of a kind product... Hey its Kid tested Oprah approved you can buy it in a 1 oz, or a 16 ounce size. How would you go door to do with that product... "Hello ma'am or Sir i am So and so selling Buttpaste today door to door, are you familar with my product... Noo ok good allow me to demonstrate how the product works, see i have a very severe rash on my butt, as you can see right here.. after several applications see its gone right. still not interested, well here it works great as Chap stick. and if you order now you get free shipping 365 days of the year, so what do you say champ are you ready to wipe out rashes and chapped lips. LOL OK that was lame and im incredibly tired.. i will do better next product i discover :)

My Tasteful Treasures Party
All you ladies out there in the Fredericksburg area or surrounding counties, I am having a Tasteful Treasures Party Saturday August 18th at 5p.m. This is an all girls party but there will be a guy/girl after party to follow. If you are interested PLEASE LET ME KNOW so I can give you directions and if you are interested in purchasing something but cannot make it you can go to www.tastefultreasures.com and purchase something from there I think it gives me the credit for your purchases!!!!!!! Please support our sex toy industry,lol!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Tarot Card
You are The Emperor Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person. The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence too. The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Card
You Are Strength You represent both fiery energy and steadfast will. You are innocent and naive - yet unafraid and undaunted. Perhaps you don't have the most powerful physical strength... But your mental powers make up for any amount of muscle. Your fortune: Lately, you have been a pillar of ethics and moral strength. And while things may be difficult, your faith in yourself will come through. You may need to conquer the animalistic nature of yourself or others, with gentle force. Although this may seem like the darkest hour for you, victory is near. What Tarot Card Are You?

My Tatot Card
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?

My Tattoo
I just wanted to post this to give a shout to the guy who has put all the ink on me thus far. His name is Brian and his studio is in Endicott NY. We still have about 4 hours left to finish the sleeve then it will be onto the chest piece and the top of the shoulder. I will keep a photo journal of the process as it gets completed, eventually I will have full body probably by the time I am 60 years old. My opinion toward getting Ink'd is make sure it is something you want, make sure the work is by somebody who knows what they are doing, has a sanitary environment and that that you have checked there work and you like it. Look through their portfolio if they have one. Another thing to keep in mind is that the more original the work is the better it looks, if you can come up with ideas and put them on paper for the Tattooist or even give a rough sketch a little something for the artist to work with. these are just my opinions and its how I went about getting my tattoo's

My Take On Brit's Performance On The Vma's
Ok please someone explain to me what in the blue hell was that about??? I mean this was her FIRST live show ,,, you know to prove she can rebound from ALL of her HORRIBLE mistakes and KFED,,,nuff said,, and what does she do??? she lip sync's to a stupid song that basically repeated itself,,, WTF?? this was her chance,,,,, this was her moment to shine and all she did was freaking bomb.... well at least her hair weave looked somewhat real.... somewhat. OK off to watch the rest of the show