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My Nyc Trip!!
Well I wrote this all out yesterday but I lost it so im writing it again hopefully I have time too before I go to hell (work). Well hope u have time to read its gonna be a long one lol... Monday, 9/25/06 9:01am We got on the train it was gonna be a 3 hour ride tried to take alil nap but just couldn't, was way too happy.. We go into NY around 12pm saw the bridge and some tall buildings.. Got to Penn Station walked outside and I was like "OMG WOW" lol. We found a taxi (I have never seen so many fucking yellow taxis in my life.. lol) and it took us to The Continental Hostel, which that's where we were staying. We got there and got to our room (now we had to share a bathroom with other people, and our room was just a room with a bed and a place to put our clothes that was it.. We were on a budget.. lol) we get unpacked and just relaxed alil bit. Then we left walked around alil bit to find a Subway and take it to where he had to go(he was auditioning for the "Who Wants To Be A Milli

My Nyc Christmas Letter To Friends
Many of you saw the pics of Bryan and I at the Bronx Zoo last night, and in NYC at Rockefeller Center, as well as my email of all the beautiful Christmas window displays. The holidays are a wonderful time of year. I'm not looking to change that, or bring anyone down, but I think it's also important to remember that there is another side to Christmas. A side, I saw last night as well, but didn't photograph for everyone to see. As I stood there in the city, having a blast, bundled up in my many layers and eating all the fun holiday foods from the street vendors.... I and many others walked by, what seems to have become an acceptable fixture in the city! As Bryan was buying his "rat on a stick", I watched an old woman stumble around on her cane, holding a cup out for spare change. I watched a man playing his instrument on a cold street corner, to make change. More importantly, I sat and watched a man, in ripped up sweat shorts, no shoes or socks, and a t-shirt,

My Oath To You
MY OATH TO YOU When you are sad........... I'll dry your tears. When you are scared...... I'll comfort your fears. When you are worried...... I'll give you hope. When you are confused....I'll help you cope. When you are lost......And can't see the light. I'll be your beacon......Shining ever so bright. This is my oath................I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?...... Because you're my friend.

My Oath
My Gentle Master Here is my oath to You. I shall always be faithful, never to stray. I shall aways be trustworthy and honest. I shall always be patient. I shall always be able to communicate my feelings with you. I shall always learn from my mistakes with you. I shall always need you to continue to grow on all levels. I shall always continue to feel safe. I shall always continue to need your approval. I shall always need your love and protection. I shall always need you to stand by my side. I shall always continue to love, honor and obey you. I shall always be proud to be in your ownership. This is my creed to You Sir.

My Oat To You Master
You are my Master. My place is by your side. Should you turn to me, I am always ready to listen. Should you lean on me, I am always ready to support you. My Lord, my place is at your feet. I am eager to learn your desires and wishes so I can help bring them alive. Look down upon me and lift my spirits with your love, caring, and guidance. Allow me to rest my head upon your knee so I may share your strength. I am your slave always. These chains, though invisible links, hold strong for they are fortified by respect, love, admiration, and pride I feel in being yours. These feelings were not freely given but easily earned by your personal integrity, honor, kindness, intelligence, creativity, and understanding. I am humbled. I am bound to serve you for my own needs. To please you is now in my blood. May my body serve to please your lust, your passion, your soul. May my mind serve to inspire you. May my soul and spirit share the energy they hold. Every part of me

Myoath To You> Poem : > By Some One Else >>also A Song>>read This> Its A Prayer To Be Hold>>
When your sad; Ill dry your tears; When your scared Ill comfort your fears; When your worried Ill give you hope When your confused Ill help you cope' When your lost And cant see the light I shALL BE YOUR BEACON Shining ever so bright This is my oath I pledge to the end Why you may ask Beacuse you are my friend. Thank you oh Lord thank you so ;Amen!

My Oath To You
"MY OATH TO YOU" Dear Friend, When you are sad, ...I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. When you are blue, ...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile, ...I'll know you finally got laid. When you are scared, ...I will rag you about it every chance I get. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. When you are confused, ...I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have. When you fall, ..I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath, ..I pledge 'till the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend! Send this poem to ten of your closest friends (or else you will have bad luck and go to hell) and get depressed because you realize you only have two friends, and one of them is not speaking to

My Oasis
MY OASISA friend like you,is hard to find.Smart, funny,gentle, and kind.Someone so special;I handle with care.The most valuable things,are the most rare.You are my oasis,that I see from afar.In the black of night,you're my bright shining star!My path ahead,leads straight to you.Your shining light,will help me through.When I reach you,Then I can rest.My search is over-I've found the best.copyright jas 2007

My Oath
If I could show her,That I am real,Would she open up,Could she begin to feel. I,like her,try to be myself,I accept her for who she is.I made an error in judgement,So I offer you this. I am a true friend,To those who are mine.I would give everything I have,To you anytime. Friends true are treasures indeed,And I hope I am one of yours.And if givin the chance to prove,In your eyes I'll shine like none before.

My Obsession
As I walk along the lonely shoreline, The waves invite me to stay awhile, To share my deepest feeling inside. The setting sun is beauty in itself, The cool, refreshing water stretches, For what seems like forever, It is as long and wide as the love I hold inside. This love is my obsession, It causes deep despair. This is the love I hate to fear, He is like a drug I can’t resist, So beautiful that I feel like I could fly. I stare into the dark night, Wondering where life is leading me. I’m not suppose to care, But it hurts the most to see you love someone else. Am I not as pretty as the one you talk about? You lead me down a promising path, Only to cause pain deep within my hoping heart. Don’t you see what we could be? Standing together forever only if you’d let your heart see. You say you’re scared to lose it all, How can you know it all? If you wont take a chance, where you could fall? I wish you could see how I love you, What I

My Obituary
Yes, I'm a quiz-takin' fool today. I want to thank you all for reading these (I do notice who does *hug* You guys rock!). I post them 'cuz they amuse me. :) This one especially. 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com OK, yes, it's broken right now 'cuz QuizGalaxy is broken right now. But hopefully it'll reappear later. And, um, it was funny! So... since QuizGalaxy's still broken (stupid site *pout*) guess I'm going to have to write my own obituary. (Unfortunately, I don't remember theirs.) So here goes: Tanya passed away sometime in the past couple weeks. Her body was discovered after they finally noticed she hadn't shown up for work for awhile (mostly because the candy supply hadn't been replenished, and engineers go nuts without a regular supply of chocolate). Her cats survived, despite her bad habit of always putting down the toilet lid, because Toby (inventive as always) figured out how to turn on the faucet. She is survived by her sister H

My Obituary (lyrics)
written 10-25-2oo6 READ ALL ABOUT IT DJK BITES THE DUST READ ALL ABOUT IT DJK FAILS TO LOVE AND LUST MY OBITUARY SPEAKS ON HOW I DIED MY BROKEN HEART SPEAKS ON HOW SHE LIED A LIFE GONE WRONG JUST WORDS IN A NEWSPAPER NOT JUST ANOTHER SONG ABOUT A FALLEN SAVIOR READ ALL ABOUT IT YOUR TIME IS HERE READ ALL ABOUT IT THE END IS CLOSER THAN THE NEAR MY OBITUARY SPEAKS ON HOW I DIED MY BROKEN HEART SPEAKS ON HOW SHE LIED DEATH IS THE BEGINNING OF LIFE YOU CAN'T BE WRONG WITHOUT THE RIGHT OUTRO READ ALL ABOUT IT READ ALL ABOUT IT READ ALL ABOUT IT READ ALL ABOUT IT copyright 2006 left 2 da write muzak all words by DJKRIS2FUR

My Obsession
For my first blog, I'm going to write about something that's become a bit of an obsession. I don't even really play video games, but I can't stop with guitar hero. I'm almost done with expert already. It's pathetic. I actually play guitar, making my obsession with the game even more sad, because it's come at the expense of me making actual music. Anyways, it's like Dance Dance revolution for white guys who can't dance. Everyone should play it all the time, and then we could settle disputes that way. Just kidding. Anyways, that was a boring blog that only interests me, but so what, isn't that what blogging is all about?

My Obsession
You are an obsession I cannot sleep I am a possession Unopened at your feet There is no balance No equality Be still I will not accept defeat I will have you Yes I will have you I will find a way and I will have you Like a butterfly A wild butterfly I will collect you and capture you You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me I feed you I drink you My day and my night I need you I need you By sun or candlelight You protest you want to leave Stay there's no alternative Your face appears again I see the beauty there But I see danger Stranger beware A circumstance in your naked dreams Your affection is not what it seems You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me

My Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With gusto, karen died while in the sack with their lover, George Clooney.karen will be terribly missed by Justin Timberlake. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Obsession
My heart beats with a burning desire. Flame caught my eyes, So blue With Passon of the bright red fire And I fell in love with you Give me a sign and Ill prove it to you How deep my love has grown. Do you love me too? You melted my heart that was made of icy chrome The warmth of your hugs Your smile, eyes and laughter My heart skips a beat yet, it beats five times faster Bleeding out my love. I start to get shy, I blush, and studder, want to hide. But give me a sign and Ill prove it to you Ill show you when I smile Ill show you in my kiss, While holding hands, Your all I ever miss. Hearing your voice so warm and sweet Your the words to my beat What have you done to me? Without even saying one word. Was it something left unsaid? All my thoughts spinning in my head. I love you so much it hurts I smile more when I hear your name or when I hear you speak, And when I see you walk by My knees then get

My Obituary...
A bit morbid, but I've been feelin a bit morbid lately... World-renowned Banker David died today in a hospital in Pittsburgh. Doctors are still unsure of what exactly caused the death, but believe it was due to complications after David drove too fast and suffered pains in his chest. He was 33 years old. David was a witty person, who enjoyed everything about life. He was known for his passion for pie, which he often ate 2 times a day. He loved to share pie with everyone, and would even offer pie to strangers. David also enjoyed traveling, especially to historical landmarks, and loved meeting people around the world. On his trip to Austin he even met the president (and yes, he offered him pie). After meeting him, David said the President was bald. David is survived by his partner Eliza, their 4 children, and their pet raccoon named creepy.

My Obsession
rain drops beating down apon her ashen face dreaming a dream that can never be no longer in control of what is to come wash away the blood so no others can see driving me crazy, put to the test i felt my heart breaking and my sanity lost i had to have you, to love you, to own you you had to be with me no matter the cost i lost my reason and slipped into nothing all this raging and voices i hear in my head i feel my grip slipping, i'm sinking, i'm drowning i find myself thinking i'd be better off dead as i stand in the darkness i look to tomorrow then i think, with a smile, of the love that you'd hide the fault is all mine not yours my obsession your love lost forever, the moment you died pain, rage, confusion, and a shattered heart led to this deed, which i have done as the police cars form in a circle around me a single tear falls in the new morning sun...

My Observation
so i've noticed, over the course of time - that we make friends.. and we lose them. sometimes, it's the people we never thought we'd fall away from, that shock us the most. there are days that i log on here, and visit the pages of certain "past friends" and wonder what the hell happened? but then i realize that this is just the way life is. we fall away from our school mates after graduation. we stop being so close to our siblings after we move out of the house. its a lot like the honeymoon period of a marriage, i suppose. so, can anyone shed some light on why it always sucks so much? cause i'm at a total loss... you'd think that we, as human beings would be totally used to this progression of things. thanks for any insight!

My Obsession With Ugg Boots
I had to admit that when I first noticed the Ugg Boot trend, I did not get the obsession with ugg boots. I have always been an admirer of more sleek classic lines in both footwear and clothing. I attended a charity event in New York City called the posh sale. If you are a New Yorker you are probably familiar with this fantastic sale. One of my purchases at this event was a pair of classic short Uggs pink. I was still not sold on the look of the uggs, but I was curious. My thinking at the time was "this charity is for a good cause and I can always just wear them to walk my dog." My attitude changed after slipping on these rather odd ice cream colored ugg boots. The merino sheepskin and supple suede were not only soft, but incredibly light weight. These were definitely the most comfortable shoes I had ever worn. I quickly found that I could walk the streets of New York for hours in complete comfort. No more hailing a taxi because my shoes were hurting my feet. Finally the world's o

My Obsession
my mind wanders and weaves like wind blowing thru leaves flowing over every topic under the sun some pleasant some not so fun the underlying topic is simply you cuz see, you're in everything i do every action every move some effortless some not so smooth but still.... there you are shining bright like my north star navigating the world with you as my direction my love, my life, my obsession

My Objective View Of Our Story's Turbulance :(
I really fuct up this time, as i have b4. This luv was fkn amazing. Truly. And i wasn't even looking, we just went ""firecracker-awsum-check-this-shyt- out!"" .. It lasted about 6mos, which was sum damn GOOD waiting on my part. So anyway,, just wanna say -- My big lesson learned: 6mos is too long for me. Ugh! Stoopid ass me broke it off last week instread askin' for a break --or trying to stfu & listen --or talk more about it, after very taumatic experiences that happened 2 BOTH of us in the SAME damn fukkin' stoopid SARC-panic-stricken week. Our plans got fuct up (on both sides) since idk, DEC?? JAN?? -- and we were supposed to be MAYBE POSSIBLY living 2gether,, either HERE or THERE, rougly SIX weeksss BEFORE i ended it. Kickin' my own ass, but really kinduva mutual fukk-up. Details on my "blog" (its more of a Journal), if any 1 wuld like to read my Shitty-Im-An-ASShole-Idiot Story. Hurts. Sux. I want THIS one, dammit. No more fish in the sea 4 me, not for a long time, my choice. I'v

My Observations, Experience & Advice Thus Far On Fubar.com June 19th 2013
Was Bored so, I thought I'd create a list of things that I've learned on Fubar in my time here. This isn't going to be a complete list, but, here's what I got for ya. ---NOTICE--- These are my personal experiences, and advice I'd offer having HAD these experiences, for anyone that wants it. Feel free to take it or leave it. Your Fubar experience may vary! If you find this helpful, thats great!! I'm glad I could help, you're welcome! If you find it not so helpful, but entertaining none the less, I'm glad I could give you a few chuckles. If you find this not helpful, and not entertaining, well, then I apologize in advance for wasting the time you took to read it. I do moderate my comments so if you read this and feel the need to be a douchecanoe, well, I suppose thats your perrogative but, I'll delete the comment. Enjoy my random ramblings! =) #1 - Salues. Are. Nessicary. Not JUST for the sake of leveling but, because, MOST veteran players, will AUTOMATICALLY assume, yo

My Ocd....
LOL Ok I just moved into a house with new light ass beige carpet, and light ass tiles.... I have a new vacuum cleaner that I got for Christmas, LOVE it! My kids say I have an OCD with cleaning the floors! I admit I do it like 2-3 times daily....lol Well with my luck which is almost always bad, my vacuum died after only 3 short months! :( So you can imagine how I am feeling right now, from sadness, to anxiety about stains on the rug etc.....as well as the house is gonna look like crap now, cause I'm too broke to fix it or get a new one. The receipt got thrown away by my mom who bought it for me...grrr...lol she is usually so responsible about things like that *sigh*. Well R.I.P My Maytag Legacy with Cyclonic Filtration for now................ And here's to hoping my luck will change for the good someday!lol I have more rants, but I'll save them for another time!lol Have a good day!;) Lisa~

My Ocean
A force growing ever constant as I draw near Penetrating my very being with what may come The Sounds, The Sight, The breath-taking beauty Though I have been here many times before The emotion if it's vast presence amazes me The ending stretch, the slow approach Grains pressed between my toes with every step taken Remnants of better times not so long ago Fusing with what good times recently passed The ascent unveils the open waters mirrored by my soul Hesitant to press on by it's every magnificent wonder I gaze at the reflection of the world above As though it were just beneath me Continuing in I feel my troubles fade away Left on the shores of reality awaiting my return Crashing of ominous curls sprays like caresses of the sweetest touch on my face Walking diligently into the cold-warmth of the blue Pressure pulling me back though I press on For this is my time and i will not be denied Bright rays cover me from behind the clouds Engulfing my body in a glori

My Ode To Lostcherry
We talk on this thang we call Lostcherry, During the day your words seem to carry. I check my home page everyday, I goto reply and I think of what to say. Hopeing you are repling I wait a while, I look at your picture and it makes me smile. I goto message you back to tell you a tale, After I'm done I click send and hope it doesn't Fail. Back and forth till up comes the sun, Who knew meeting new people could be so fun. Addicting it may seem to be, We are lucky we have Lostcherry and its free. You take the good and you take the bad, You take them both and there you have. My ode to Lostchery.

My Ode To 06
Well sitting here playing hooky from work (yeah not the best idea but it's one of those days), I just feel like writing, getting some things out. I've been thinking a lot for the last few days about the year that just passed, how very much my life has changed in so short a time and how very much I have learned. I had some of the best, most awesome experiences and some of the worst possible nightmarish experiences, ones that brought me to my knees. As some know, I graduated medical school in May 06. If one only knew my past, well let's just say it's quite an accomplishment and I am very proud of myself. *pats self on back* lol There were times I didn't think I'd make it (8+ hellish years of school) but it was one of the highlights of my life to walk up on that stage and hold that long awaited hard earned diploma in my hands. It's on my wall now, dusty as hell and getting smoke stained I am sure lol but it's still a beautiful piece of paper. I did my first 6 months of internship in 06

My Ode To A Bar Skank.....(bitter And Jaded.....the Sequel)
There is a certain kind of bitch out there, and she is a danger to dudes like me. Normally, ....I am a strong dude, because chix like her (from the past) have made me this way. Whether with my friends..... or alone,......most especially at night.........I feel like I'm going to be just fine. I dont need anyone........ I'll only rely on myself. I will never set myself up for disappointment again....... And the last bitch? ........Well clearly she missed out...........Her fucking loss......I was too good for her anyway.......But something about this girl takes that away........ Sure when she is not around (and not calling because she doesn't--unless she wants something),.......I will train myself to believe that I dont need her........ after all....."they're just bitches"....... And right then........when Im so close to being over it.........she shows up again looking all good to me........ Everyone else sees ......how she makes out with random dudes......the rockstar c

My Ode To Terrorists
My Ode To Terrorists How deep we were spurned That day we were shocked Our lives left in terror The world it was rocked We did`nt ask for war But it certainly comes We can`t condone the terror Or silence the drums Why! we ask does this happen to us What is gained from it all Innocence lost never to be found Everyone`s back to the wall Corner the people trust in their spirit Even to fight with bare hands All that is left is memories Those brave who made the stand After the dust settles The last bullet shot What do we see What have we got Peace on earth Goodwill towards men I fear not Cos it will never cease The mighty will push The weak will defend The innocent lose It will never end But Terror must never win No matter what it takes Evil must be stamped out Their wills we must break We must show them it`s wrong Teach them what`s right Show them their errors Make them understand The innocent have had enough T

My Ode To Crush
My Ode To Crush I love someone, It's so true, Is it the same for you? I think of him all day long, Even though I know it's wrong, For he is with another, How jealus I am of that other, She's my best friend, and I don't want our friendship to end I don't want it to end over a boy, Even though she can annoy, I try to think he's not worth it, but if I can't have him I'll have a fit, Sometimes I want to cry, Cause he can tell a good lie, Making me want to blush and die, But he can also lift me off my feet, Just to knock me down with a simple sound, A sound of a word, Such a heartbreaking word,

My Ode To Alcohol
"Here's to alcohol, the cause of—and solution to—all life's problems." - Homer J. Simpson Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work friend, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do

My Ode To Going Skyclad!
What the use of wearing panties Whalebone corsets of your Auntie's Boxer shorts and other scanties Best of all is nude There's such fun in going bra-less Now that it's no longer lawless 'Specially if your figure's flawless Best of all is nude - )O( - Nude is what you're born in Shirts are never torn in Underwear and lacy flimsies, garter belts and other whimsies Yards of itchy cloth to put your form in Ducks all do it, maidens rue it Even ancient Picts in Britain blue it Going naked's how to do it Best of all is nude! - )O( - If your garters aren't elastic Tie them up in knots fantastic (Panty hose is something drastic!) Best of all is nude! If you're tired of wearing clotheses Shed your garment 'mongst the roses Never mind the old bluenoses Best of all is nude! - )O( - Nude is best for ducking! Worst for horses bucking! Moonlit nights will see such sights that are very bes

My 50 Odd Things
1. Do you like blue cheese? Hate it 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? I would never even think of doing that 3. Do you own a gun? not for a few years now 4. Your favorite song of all time? Kashmir - Led Zeppelin 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? not much 6. What do you think of hot dogs? they suck 7. Favorite Christmas song? White Christmas 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee 9. Can you do push ups? sure 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My watch... only thing I wear for bling 12. Favorite hobby? Play pool 13. Secret weapon to get the opposite sex? Not sure 14. Do you have A.D.D.? uuuhhh What was the question 15. What one trait do you hate about yourself? My weight 16. Middle Name? Russell 17. Name 3 thoughts at this moment? 1.Sex 2.Sex 3.and Sex 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday. 1. Orange Juice 2. Eggs 3. Bread 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly d

My Ode To Strippers - Potentially Nsfw!
T’was the night after payday, When all throught the house The creatures were stirring, looking for mouse The pasties were hung from the titties with care, In hopes that big tippers soon would be there. The patrons were nestled all snug in their chairs, While visions of g-strings danced in their heads; Me in my leather, happy and cheer Had just settled down for a ten dollar beer, When out on the stage there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my chair to see what was the matter. Away to the stage I flew like a flash, Ripped open my wallet and pulled out some cash. The spotlight above illuminates below Show silicone objects for us to behold, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature limo, and eight shapely round rears, With a flashy old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be Pimp Nick. More rapid than eagles his dancers they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name; "Now, DONNA! now,

My Ode To No One.
My breath catches in my throat. Eyes burning from tears I am unable to cry. This life over before it had begun. With one last click. Another bottle of empty pills fall’s from my hand. I lay here staring at the ceiling. My last breath slowly creeps upon me. My damnation is true. My life it slips away moment by fleeting moment. Sleep…Now sleep forever I must. From this I will not be forgiven. As the blood seeps to the floor. A broken soul finally shattered. If this is my final words. Let them please be will you forgive me. What penance shall I pay? For the gift of life. I chose to throw away what was not mine. This lost chance. My ode to no one.

My Ode To Hummertime
In my HAND I begin to stroke. It's lookin like a mighty oak.Around the rim a teasing flick ~ Don't want you to come to quick.Lookin up at your eyes of blue ~ Seein you smile as i go down.Watching your cock FUCK my face ~Head bobbin at a steady pace.See it babe go down my throat ~ My mouth will be your gravy boat.Sucking you hard, deep and fast~ Sensing how long you will last.Your moans begin to fill the air ~ Knowing that your almost there.Your body has a sudden spasm~ My throat is now your only chasm.Hot, creamy tastyand thick~ steadily flowing from your dick.Catching overflow from my hand~ Licking it up just as i planned.Seeing a smile form on your lips~ As I suck up the last of your drips.I crawl up to you and rest my head on your shoulder as you lay in bed.Giving me your most passonate kiss ~ Every afternoon should be like this!

My Official Boyfriend Application
Application for Relationship with Lori__(Last name withheld). Date __/__/2006 1.) Have you ever committed a felony? _Yes or_No 2.) Have you ever been married? _Yes or _No If Yes, what was the reason? ____________________________________________ 3.) Are you on parole? _Yes or_ No If Yes, how long are you on parole and what was the reason?____________________________________________________________________________________________________ 4.) Are you employed? _Yes or _No If yes, how long have you worked at your current job? __Weeks __Months __Years If No, why are you unemployed? _____________________________________________________ 5.) Do you have any children? _Yes or _No If Yes, do they live with you? _Yes or _No If No, why do they not live with you?_________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________ 6.) Do you do drugs? _Yes or _No If Yes, which drug(s) and how often do you use them? ______________________________

My Official First Blog Here
So I have become addicted to blogging. I know I know who really is that interested in what a 37yr old mother of 5 boys has to say??? Well I don't think I am just ANY old mom, I first was born and called Deena before I was ever called MOM. And you know what she is still pretty much here, burried under the guise of MOM. But I am here with all the same dreams and wants I have had all my life. The things I want are simple things really, I want to write novels for a living FULL time, not part time.. that would mean giving up my day job as a hairstylist.. yes I create in hair too hehehe. I would love to adopt a daughter one day, one that needs a family. She doesn't have to be a baby, in fact I don't think I would want a baby. I have btdt 5 times and feel lucky I was able to experience that but I have a strong desire to adopt a little girl in need. Not for awhile though, I need my 4 youngests sons to GROW up a bit. Oh and convince my husband that adopting another child is a good idea HAHA. I

My Official B Day Song
An appropriate song for Steve's B day. "Ich Will" by RAMMSTEIN. The song I will use for my chainsaw escape in Toronto on Sept 22nd. English translation: "Ich Will" I want you to trust me I want you to believe me I want to feel your eyes I want to control every heartbeat I want to hear your voices I want to disturb the peace I want you to see me well I want you to understand me I want your fantasy I want your energy I want to see your hands I want to go down in applause Do you see me? Do you understand me? Do you feel me? Do you hear me? Can you hear me? We hear you Can you see me? We see you Can you feel me? We feel you I don't understand you I want We want you to trust us We want you to believe everything from us We want to see your hands We want to go down in applause - yeah Can you hear me? We hear you Can you see me? We see you Can you feel me? We feel you I don't understand you Can you hear us? We hear you Can you see

My Official Tool Review
So I begin my evening with Eddie and his friend Kyle who arrive at my house to come pick me up. We head on on HwY 90. Being that half of I-10 was closed off , so there was no possible way to go that route. We stopped in Houma to pick up my girl Dani who I invited with me because Eddie bought me 2 tickets. So anyway all is going awesome and fly. Driving to N.O about 120 mph. ahh. So we get into Nola. Trying to fallow these LAME map quest directions. I SWEAR to mother fuckin whatever is in existence that I will KILLL whatever operates map quest. Not only did it give us bullshit directions, the whole issue was that EVERYONE abd their fuckign grandmother was saying that it was at UNO. So when we get there there is NO ONE there. except some other cars fallowing us and doing the same thing. So finally we get on the internet on the phone and find out that its at New Orleans Arena, which is actually next to the super dome. So we head out that way and we stop at the service station for so

My Offshore Christmas
It was the night before Christmas, And everyone at work Was feeling kind of pissie Cause the boss man is a jerk. The people that I room with Were laying fast asleep, A snoring and a farting Like a fucking herd of sheep. The hard hats and steel toes Were outside in the halls Smelling like that stinky cheese You get beneath your balls. When suddenly I heard a sound That almost pierced my ears Followed by some footsteps That I thought might be reindeers So I opened up my door And what came running past A roustabout his first time out With rig dope in his ass I watched him in amazement As he staggered out of sight And I knew right from that moment This ain't no regular Christmas night So I crawled back into my rack And tried to do my best To lay there almost motionless And try to get some rest When once again I heard a noise That has to be Saint Nick Then a Cuban speaking galley hand Said 5 o'clock you prick So I tried to wash my eyes and then looked down A

My Offer
this is what im offering 200 11's during hh 3 personal salutes (sfw or nsfw) added to yahoo 2 personal phone calls rate all stash added to family owned by in your name for a month two cam sessions of your choosing

*my Official Bitch List*
* My official Bitch List* *My Official Bitch List* Any one who Calls them selves Leah or lynn!! A Sister of Mike's A Niece of Mikes Oh that's Right if your a Feemale Related bye blood of any sorts Related to Mike over the age of 12.. in other words his hole Female FAMILY!!!!! So you know who your are and just face it "YOUR A BITCH" Like i said before "if you could just admite your a bitch, i wouldent have to call you one!!!"

My Offering -
Offering from my hand in offering a piece of me a slice of spirit to touch unfold MyspaceSpells.com - Free MySpace Graphics from time to time from my heart, ~adagio... unveiled, exposed; i remember you a journey of motion poignant movement private, insatiable i twist, turn in your curves. C@pyrite KristinRD

My Offer For You
Hey all my old and new friends, this is now your chance to get me very easy! Its a easy game.... The person who is the last who rates me or does anyhing i get points to level up before i increase level 25 will be my fuownder for 3 Months,I will rate everything from u a lot of times, make you pictures (if I'm a VIP), Bling you if i got bling credit, have a Blog for you, have you very big on my page, etc... So now lets get the race started!!! Come and start rating me, comment me, bling me, VIP me, Blast me, HH me, whatever brings points do it to me, n i will do u real good....

My Offspring!!!!
Ok... Most of you know I have children! I need some honest up front opinions... I am a big girl I can take it! I took my 11 year old son to school today as I normally do. Coty is a sweet kid...but reactive immediately to any type of distraction. This is the last day of school for the school year...phew and he passed! Today, at around 8:30 am, I get a call from the school secretarty telling me I need to come to the school to pick up my child. She said he had "stabbed" another student in the leg with a pencil. SO,,,, I am flying like a bat out of hell to the school about 10 miles away...wondering what on earth has happened...whats going on..OMG!!!!! I was in a state of mind I have never been in before. I walk in to the building, there sets Coty and the other child and a pissed off mother...(lawyer, I might add). And I and my son go into the office. My Child has had problems all year with this boy, we have reported him more times than I can count. I asked the principal why they were n

My Official Rendition Of Taio Cruz's Dynamite. Done For Fubar!
I came to fap fap fap fap. I hit the lounge, and watch some cams cams cams cams. Got my computer in my rape van van van van. Give out some bling to get more fans fans fans fans. Yeh-yeh. Cuz it goes on and on and on. And it goes on and on and on. YEAH-AAAAAH I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, saying eh ohhh, where'd my life go? I wanna get more drinks and live online, saying eh ohhh, A/S/L ho! Cuz we gon' rock Fubar, we'll be on all night. We gon light it up, cuz we have no lives! Cuz I told you once, now I told you twice. We're on Fubar cuz we have no lives! I came for boobs boobs boobs boobs. I am a dude with giant moobs moobs moobs moobs. And in my lounge I am so cool cool cool cool. But in real life I am a douche douche douche douche. Yeh-yeh. Cuz it goes on and on and on. And it goes on and on and on. YEAH-AAAAAH I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, saying eh ohhh, where'd my fu-Wife go? I wanna get more drinks and live online, saying eh ohh

My Offering To Master
My offering to Master By gdgurl After some talks about whom and what W/we want in a slavegurl for me, I begin the search to find her. Master has agreed to allow me to pick her and feels that He can trust me with my decision, and knows I wouldn’t bring in someone He wasn’t pleased with. So talking to a few gurls and doing some face to face interviews with a few, I finally find the one whom I feel would be perfect for U/us. She is everything I want in a slavegurl and I know Master will find her very appealing. I set up His playroom and invite her over. He doesn’t know I have made my choice yet, as I want it to be a surprise for Him. She and I spend the afternoon making sure the house is spotless, dinner is ready and then I lead her into His playroom. I strip her naked, shackle her hands and feet, place a gag in her mouth, and position her onto the faux fur rug in the middle of the floor. I insert a small butt plug into her

My Offer
I am willing to listen to you as you talk about your day, and your problems. I will always have something ready for you to eat when you get home. I will wash the dishes as you watch your tv shows. I will clean the house as you are away. I will take out the trash, and I will clean up all of my messes. I will leave the toilet seat down for you, and put my clothes in the laundry basket. I will wash the clothes, and dry them so you don't have to worry about it. I will hold you when you cry, be there to comfort you, and be there to keep you warm. I will give you massages all the time to ease the aches in your body. I will kiss you passionately all the time, and I will even kiss you with my bedroom eyes. I will take care of the kids making sure they get to school on time with their lunches. I will take care of the pets so they can be happy. I will show you love, compassion, kindness, niceness, caring, and concern for you all the time. This is my offer to you for the rest of my l

My Oh My - Slade
My Oh Mywords and music by Noddy Holder and Jim Leaperformed by Slade I believe in woman, my oh my I believe in lovin', my oh my Don' a women need a man Try and catch one if you can I believe in woman, my oh my We all need someone to talk to my oh my We all need someone to talk to my oh my Ya need a shoulder to cry on Call me I'll be standing by We all need someone to talk to my oh my We all need a lot of lovin' my oh my Yeah, a whole lot of lovin' my oh my I can lend a helpin' hand if you ain't go nothing planned We all need some lovin' my oh oh So let's all swing together my oh my We can all swing together my oh my You've got troubles on your own No need to face them all alone We can all swing together my oh my So let's all pull together my oh my So let's all pull together my oh my We can ride the stormy weahter If we all get out and try So let's all pull together my oh my So let's all pull together my oh my

My Oh My!
MY OH MY! i can barely breath except to whisper "baby" with a heated urgency and i'm losing myself just a little bit more its like falling but instead of embracing emptiness i wrap tighter around you and the landing pillow soft like your lips tracing poetic silence across my flesh each unspoken word hiding behind gasps gutteral sounds masking operettas and your tattooing my soul MY OH MY! can we stay like this forever joined together flesh and bone but soul and spirit are racing to keep up and i think if your there to guide me i can handle it better maybe im not losing myself at all only gaining you in doses meted out a bit at a time to cure my ills MY OH MY the time has come again to stop thinking and simply to feel you and i becoming we finally you feel like possesion you taste like need and im turning inside out spiraling in delicious frenzy holding you closer becoming so aware of you and when its all over i can simply do nothing the only t

My Oiler Pray
My OILER prayer Our Oilers, Who art in Edmonton,Hallowed be thy TeamThy Ducks they come,Thy roast begun,Just like San Jose as well as Detroit.Give us this win,All Pucks Stopped by Roloson,And forgive us our crosschecks, As we punish those whocrosscheck against us, And lead us not into golf, As we've lead thosewho played against us.And now we have moved up, to THE STANLEY CUPIn the name of the Smyth, the Pisani, the Horcoff and the Stoll.Forever and Ever the MacTavish and the Lowe(Amen)

My Oldest Bro Is Home From Iraq
will about a week ago we got a call and its was my bro saying that he made it home from iraq safely wow that was a relife we all missed him so much and all he wont be here to visit until nov so a couple more weeks and he will be here we are all very proud of him and we are glad and the made it home safely we dont know if he has to go back to iraq or not we hope and pray but who knows one thing is that he is home safely now

My Old Friend
My old friend, I recall The times we had hanging on my wall I wouldn't trade them for gold Cause they laugh and they cry me Somehow sanctify me Their woven in the stories I have told And tell again My old friend, I apologize For the years that have passed Since the last time you and I Dusted off those memories But the running and the races The people and the places There's always somewhere else I had to be Time gets slim, my old friend Don't know why, don't know why Don't know why, don't know why My old friend, this song's for you Cause a few a few simple verses Was the least that I could do To tell the world that you were here Cause the love and the laughter Will live long after All of the sadness and the tears We'll meet again, my old friend Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, goodbye My old friend, my old friend Goodbye, goodbye

My Old Blog Is Gone
My old blog is gone, I gave it the swan song, Where eve' it belongs, Tiz not here with the girl and her thing. As often as I beef, Fight and Flight are no relief, people are decent is my belief, no matter what is my grief. Some thoughts be left hidden, Some ideas to caustic written, Hurt and pain ridden, Dark topics best forbidden. Gracefully into the night they go, Silently sliding into the abyss below. Let the night come as it may, Let the youth have the day.

My Old Ways
The never ending sarrow The never ending pain All I ever do is dissapoint you I can't do anything right My past is creeping up on me My old ways look so nice the furture doesn't look so bright why is all this shit going odwn Right here Right now It knows I'm weak It knows I can't take many blows Before I just cave in Cave into my old ways It's the only way I know To make things feel right To make my pain leave I just can't stand Knowing my old ways are my only way out

My Olivia.
She was born so small, yet so sweet and inocent. Her hair so fine and dark, she's my little angel,she's My Olivia. As the years go by, she grows so tall, yet so tiny At three years old, she was so smart, adding, subtracting, and reading, She's my little angel, she's My Olivia A few more years go by, and now she's turning seven years old, and another birthday I've missed, I don't get to hold her, hug her, or kiss her any more, she's my little angel, My Olivia.

My Old Friend
Hello misery my old friend. Why do you follow me everywhere I go? What did I ever do to deserve you? If you were really my friend you'd want me to be happy, but not you. Your like the house guest from hell who just wont leave. Just when I think I can be happy, you kick me right in the balls and laugh in my face. That's not very funny you little prick. I'm never alone, but I'm alone all the time. And I blame you for that. That's right misery, I'm talking to you. Because of you, I will probably never be able to let anyone get close. I'm sick of you, yet you've been with me since I can remember. I don't want you in life anymore,but if you leave what will take your place? It's the old devil you know thing, that you've got working for you. So I will continue to live my life never really knowing what it's like to love someone and let someone love me. And i gotta tell ya that really fucking sucks. Misery loves company huh? Well I'd rather be alone than keep company w

My Oldest Son's Visit To The Eye Doc
This was his first visit to an optomologist in I don't know how many years, and I've got to tell you it was amusing--for me, not him. First he's in one room doing a few tests with lights and such, then the assistant tells him to come over to this other machine, sit still and keep his eyes open. He got a burst of air into each eye, I swear I thought he was going to jump through the ceiling. I was laughing & the assistant gave me a dirty look....can I help it if I thought it was funny? Then he's taken into the exam room. Before the doc comes in he tells me "This stuff is really creeping me out." I started laughing again. The assistant comes in, and does the chart on the wall thing--where they dim the lights...she says "Can you see the fourth line from the top?" Being the smartass that he is, my son says "Yea, I can see it." (Now I'm biting my lip to keep from laughing.) She says, "I mean read it to me, what's it say?" He says "Those letters don't spell a word and I'm no

My Oldest Son
Well on 07/09/07 my oldest son will be leaving for his training. He joined the Army, and as long as all the testing that he hsd to do comes back as passing, he will be gone for about 25 weeks. As with all the men and women in the arm forces I wish him the best and hope for a safe return.

My Old Life
Tonight's tale is one that is more for explinations of later installments and to give you an idea of what happens when I am mad.We run alot of calls during the day and at night we pray for sleep, sometimes God takes pitty others well... This is the story of a bad night. This is from my early days before I became a medic and was a simple EMT. I was still new to the company and not many people knew how I would do because I still had a nice side, so they thought. We had a busy day and had been up most of the night. By the time we got to lay down it was 3 a.m. and we were beat. My partner, Blue, and I had been in bed long enough to relax and start to dift off into a much needed sleep when the spider line rang. Now the spider is a direct line from dispatch to the stations and the regular ringer doesn't work when you are dead on your feet, so they replaced the ringer with the period buzzer from a basketball scoreboard. That buzzer isn't bad in a gym but when you put it in a 8x10 room

My Oldest Daughter
oh my goodness not quite sure how to feel tomorrow i go to enroll my daughter in school i think i am more excited than she is, ready to let her go i gave her five awesome years of what i could on my own i am ready to set her off into the world of school kinda scared in a way but i'll know she'll like it she loves to learn my days at home will be different i love all my children but at times the curly blonde was my bestfriend and the person to keep me a float when times got rough for me as a single mom before i met phillip oh my i am crying i am just so proud of her and myself i hope if u read this blog u don't make fun but my life is my children and they are who i live for i am so going to miss her every day she goes but she has gotta grow and i hope she grows to ba a strong wowan inside and out like her mother

My Oldest Daughter
I wrote this for my oldest Daughter on her 18th Birthday I guess this journey started almost 18 years ago. Your mother and I knew we were going to have a little girl. I had no idea what to do or what kind of father I was going to be. The only thing I did know, that no matter what I did or didn't do, I would raise my little girl to be an independent, intelligent woman. That she would not have anyone sway her thinking, her beliefs and her values. That she would choose her friends for who they are, not for what they could do for her. You have matured into more then I could have ever wished. Through all that you have been put thru over the years, you have always handledthe situations put in front of you. As time has moved on, I find myself learning more from you then I think you have learned from me. You are not only my first born but one of my closest confidant and friends. I know you will succeed in any task you take on. I want you to know t

My Old Dog
you may think this is stuped or what over i dont really care to be honest but my old dog died this morning she fell down our back stairs and injured herself internally id greatly apreciate it if you could please drop in on her pictures you dont need to rate them a simple comment would do fine thank you very much for takin the time read this

My Oldest Son
ok so about 3 weeks ago i had to kick out my 15 year old son it was the hardest think for me to do bit i have three other boys that are younger than him and they are all disabled and he kept calling them names throwing things at them and hitting them and what nowell i just got feed up with it well he is now living with my husbands daughter and doing very good he comes to my house every other weekend but he happy and doing good the people he lives with are trying to help him well thank u for reading this il ttyl

My Old Friend
As i sit here in my room Images race through my mind Of that faithful november day Walking home from school I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon my friends limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14 yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel is all cause of me He was hurting why couldnt i see Changed me forever The way i think and feel In that split second He flipped my world Things that i thought would be Were just a mirage of smoke My vision has become a blur And my body numb Rage runs through my veins Were love was long ago My soul needs time to mend As i say goodbye to a dear friend

My Old Manager Aka Archnemesis Aka Douche Bag Aka Sexual Predator.
so i totally forgot about this until i just read fatheads bulletin. that dateline to catch a predator shit. wow. so this guy comes to work at my dominos pizza as a manager, an assistant manager. he's like 23 i think. i was 26 at the time. id worked there for like 5 years and was THE GUY, as gay as that is and sounds, anyone whos been in that position knows what im sayin, you dont take some punk ass faggot 'im gonna be a cop' douche fuck like this dude. i mean, every chance he got, he was on my case like he was gonna get me to change or somethin. see i ran that place. i did whatever i wanted, when i wanted, and how i wanted for the most part. i could go on and on about me and this dudes little squabbles, like how id refer to him as fag, faggot, queer, queerbait, douchebag, assfuck, toolbag etc etc etc all the time. he even wrote me up once under no authority whatsoever and told me i was going to be fired with this write up ASAP. LOL all because i showed him no respect. sorry pal, i dont

My Old Friend
Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life wasnt fair So these words i say here is to let you lmow i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind & you compassion These things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed ro have a friend like you i hope you feel th same way too So take these last words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight form the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here, proud to cal you my old friend

My Old Play List????
Yea...I put it up and it spit out 2 songs....well I'll get back on it....I think I wrote thate song ??? yea that was V N B days ..if you know me you know!!!But I will update the fuckin player....

My Old Best Friend-heartache
Staring at your drawn, place face Your bloodshot, swollen eyes Outside world thinks your happy Now I'm seeing through your disguise Salty tears streaming down Eyes narrowed in such hate Lips pursed in disappointment How has this become your fate? Anger coursing through veins Heart filled with deep regret To many mistakes to ever hide No possible way to forget Finally starting to accept this reality Know from heartache you'll never be free Because now I'm staring in this mirror With my reflection glaring back at me

My Oldest & Best Fubar Friends Ever!!!!!
THIS EVENING I WAS TALKING WITH AN OLD FRIEND HERE AND THE IDEA STRUCK ME TO CHECK ON MY OLDEST FRIENDS HERE, THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME THE LONGEST, THRU THICK & THIN. THOSE WHO I HAVE TALKED TO ON A PERSONAL NOTE & GUESS WHAT...THEY STILL LIKE ME, LOL. ALTHOUGH I HAVE QUITE A FEW FRIENDS PIMPED OUT ON MY PROFILE, I FEEL I OWE A SPECIAL TRIBUTE TO THOSE WHO ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME. PLEASE SHOW THESE PEOPLE LOVE AND ADD THEM TO YOUR LIST. IF YOU DO, I SWEAR YOU WON'T REGRET IT. THEY ARE SWEET CARING PEOPLE, ALL SPECIAL IN THEIR OWN RIGHT. ~~~My Fubar Hubby, Kenny~~~ Added January 3, 2007 kenny the concert man@ fubar ~~~FlaPlaya561~~~ Added January 10, 2007 FlaPlaya561@ fubar ~~~My favorite bouncer, Mr. Cuervo~~~ (Except when he hides with his status set to stepped away, LMAO) He helped me by showing me the ropes and how to avoid the "drama" Added January 16, 2007 MrCuervo ~~~Hammerhead, Jimmy Redman~~~ Added January 23, 2007 HAMMERHEAD@ fubar ~~~E

My Oldest Daughter's Dad
I GOT A PHONE CALL AT 1:00AM FROM BREANNA'S DAD'S MOM ASKING ME TO CALL THERE HOUSE ASAP! I CALLED THE HOUSE AT 6:45AM TALKED TO HIS DAD AND HE TOLD ME THAT BOBBY IS IN JEFFERSON HOSPITAL IN PA. HER DAD WENT TO VIRTUA IN MOUNT HOLLY AND THEY SAID HE NEEDED TO GO TO JEFFERSON BECAUSE THEY FOUND A TUMOR ON HIS BRAIN. HIS PARENTS ARE TRYING TO GET HELP FOR HIM WITH THE MEDICAL BILLS FROM THIS. THIS IS NO JOKE IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME HELP HIS FAMILY PLEASE HIT ME UP. I KNOW BREANNA WILL BE DEVISTATED IF ANYTHING WERE TO HAPPEN TO HER DAD.

My Old Kentucky Home Lyrics
1. The sun shines bright in the old Kentucky home, 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay, The corn top's ripe and the meadows in the bloom, While the birds make music all the day. The young folks roll on the little cabin floor, All merry, all happy and bright: By'n by Hard Times comes a knocking at the door, Then my old Kentucky Home, good night! CHORUS Weep no more, my lady, Oh! weep no more to-day! We will sing one song for the old Kentucky Home, For the old Kentucky Home far away. 2. They hunt no more for possum and the coon On the meadow, the hill, and the shore, They sing no more by the glimmer of the moon, On the bench by the old cabin door. The day goes by like a shadow o're the heart, With sorrow where all was delight: The time has come when the darkies have to part, Then my old Kentucky Home, good-night! (CHORUS) 3. The head must bow and the back will have to bend, Wherever the darkey may go: A few more days, and the trouble all will end In the f

My Old About Me Info
Where do I start, I am 32, been married for the last 11 years, I have three kids, 13F, 9M, 7F. People have asked me lately where I am from and I have to be honest it feels like nowhere. I was raised in New Orleans, La. went to high school across the lake from N.O. and then I left and joined the Military. I spent four years in the Air Force. I spent time in Portugal and traveling around the world. After my departure with the Air Force I moved to Delaware. And spent time on the East Coast where I vowed I would never live. My wife brought on the desire; we started our family there and stayed there up until three years ago. The company I worked for moved me to Idaho and the middle of nowhere and spent two years there, I have now moved to Nebraska. However I have not had a chance to live there due to traveling requirements. So as you can see I am not really from anywhere. But if asked I grew up in the south. I have learned in my years that family is the most important thing in this world.

My Olympic Review: U.s. Swim Team And The Redeem Team
Now for the last couple of days, I've been paying attention to the Beijing Olympics. Really, I have. So far I've been impressed with the Men's Basketball Team beating China on Sunday. This is not "The Dream Team" from 1992, but Kobe Bryant and company have labeled themselves as "The Redeem Team". And so far, they are redeeming themselves from Athens four years ago. All I can say if they can keep up the tempo and momentum against the other countries and to get an advance to the finals, gold medal round mind you, I think USA Basketball would not be reveared as the team that lost badly, like Athens in 2004! No doubt the squad does have some quality players like Lebron, Dwayne Wade, Jason Kidd, and yes, Michael Redd. From my standpoint, they should have Michael Redd playing four years ago, but anyway he's playing now and help the squad getting the Gold Medal. Now, even though that the men's b-ball team are paid athletes, maybe they want to have that Olympic Experience, not just winning NBA

"my Old Wood Bed"
“My Old Wood Bed” My favorite piece of furniture, has got to be this bed Although it has no mattresses, or pillow for one’s head Made of oak,twelve feet in length, it seems a bit too long Perhaps at the beginning, but not when I am done Just touch the frame, it feels so fine, so well worn and so good And here and there there’s no stain left, clinging to the wood My guests have gone and worn it down, lying on it’s planks Sweat has a way of doing that when I turn these massive cranks Yes, it is well used and laid in, although no one on it sleeps They just beg and plead and utter moans, and sometimes high pitched shrieks It really is a thing to see, a truly pleasing sight And if you lay here I will guarantee, a most unpleasant night But my old wood bed it has my love, it truly holds my heart I love the way it creaks and groans when it pulls a soul apart Slow and steady, inch by inch, till they wish that they were dead When they’re stripped and stretched in agony up

My Old Kentucky Home
Not many people can go out and simply stare Rolling hills of Bluegrass, mist is in the air When the sun shines down on fields of flowers God has spoken, I can feel all his powers! ading through creeks, rocks beneath my feet Heavens gates open, my joyous soul I greet Walking through a misty country haze Horses in the distance gather for a graze Fruitful soil that's soft and gentle A farmers delight, harvest is plentiful When it's time for me to leave there is one thing before I roam Please play for me my song My Old Kentucky Home

My Old Friend Again
My Old Friend Again Health falters, Here we go, same old story, my hearts not strong. I won't allow another loss of daughters, this story is one I know, terrifying for me but otherwise boring, is my life worth just a song? I will not cross those waters, I'll stay and clear away the snow, I'll make your grave like floral flooring, But where you are I cannoy go! So dear sister, in the black halter, help me I don't know? Can you guarentee my mooring? Will this illness be seen as show? My old friend again, lets do our dance. It is just the nature, is it just our way? -Sandy Jackson Feb.7 2009

Myoldsoldier43hasaveryyoungmind!!whoooohooo
oldsoldier43 owned by MzBooti2Big sent you Edible Panties Here is what I have in mind! We are lying on the bed i have on a pair of silk boxer shorts and your are wearing a push up bra type thing but it exposes the front of you great breasts. you have on crotchless panty’s and thigh high nylons. we are drinking wine and kissing. our kisses become deeper and longer and our hands roam over each others body’s. i kiss and nibble on your ear and make my way slowly down to your breasts i push them together so i can lick and suck both nipples. rub and caress them for a long time and then kiss and lick my way down your stomach my tongue tickles your belly button lick my way lower and you spread your legs for me. i tease you with my tongue lightly licking with the tip of my tongue from your clit to your ass. you push into my face and my tongue dips deep into you your juices coat my face which is so deep in your pussy my nose is against your clit. i move up and suck hard on your c

My Old Hippie
imikimi - Customize Your World!" alt="" />WELL CARL ANOTHER FATHER"S DAY HAS COME AND I'm missing you so badly . i wish there was a real stairway to heaven. i"d run them step"s just to be able to hold you one more time. i love ya MAMAH

My Oldest Son Shane
I am a mom of a special needs son, he is 10 and his name is shane. Shane was born with a extremely rare genetic mutation called X-Linked Hydrocephalus which is basically spinal fluid in his brain that collects in the ventricals and makes them large and swollen, His mutation has never been documented before and has been the only case seen in the world so far. Along with the hydrocephalus he has Spina Bifida, Autisim, visual imparmant, and is mentally and physically challanged. Shane has had several surgeries, and 1 shunt revision for a shunt failure. A Shunt is the device placed in his brain to drain the fluid in to his stomache lining to help his body asorb it.

My Oldest Daughter Wrote This
What is your definition of a father? Well, mine is some one who is there for you whenever your in need. Some one who is there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on . Well my father is Robert. Rest In Peace Robert Alan Doss. Robert is the person who has made a big change in my life. Although he is not my real father, he always treated me and my sister as his own. He never called us his step children. He always said his two daughters. Before my mom got with Robert she was always down and never happy. Then she met Robert, after that it all changed. My mom was with him for over 2 years. They finally decided to get married so that Robert could adopt my sister and I. Which made me sooooo happy. I finally started seeing him as my father. He always made me happy and made me smile no matter how I felt before. We always sat at the computer and hung out or watched movies together when he was off work. I remember him always being happy. He never made anyone mad or hated anyone.

My Old Poem Done Bye My Dear Friend Firestar I Still Love It.
RainShe cries upon the world with her tears of pain and sorrow.A heart so full of love and compassion for all, ButLost to why all doesn’t see her or feel her hidden desire for love to belong within all.I stand under her tears like rain,I feel and know her pain, so I cry to her pain.Rain, oh sweet rain forgive me not caring enough.Let me show that life is truly can be free from all this death and destruction of reality.Let the sweet rain fall no more from your heavenly eyes.If rain must fall than Let it fall for joy and hope.Rain oh sweet rain forgive those, who can see.Touch them with your loving embrace with your sweet tears like rain.Guide them back to the path of reality.Sweet rain…Oh sweet rain,Please cry no more unless its for happiness and rejoice that love has a found a way.Rain upon me.Let me hold you close to my heart.Let me know that your tears embrace me with love and happiness.Rain falling from her heavenly eyes of sorrow,Please weep no more.Rain….Can yo

My Oldest Sister
Today is a VERY sad day for me. My oldest sister committed suicide,they think tuesday night,but just found her this morning. I woke this morning after weird,upsetting dreams that didn't make sence and didn't feel quite right.....like something was wrong but just couldn't put my finger on it.......guess that must have been it. We were very close,like a twin thing. She knew before I even told her when I was preggo with my first child. I even knew she took a drug overdose when I was 21 before we were even told,in fact I was pukin my guts out at exactly the same time she was,when her body was trying to get rid of the drugs. I even had to wrap myself around her body when I was only 17 to keep her from jumping off a bridge.There were many other times I saved her from killing herself. We all knew eventually she would succeed but it is still a shock and very heartbreaking. Got the news just a day before my lil girl turns one,so of course I'll never forget this day. My mom and my oldest sister

My Older Sis
Lately i been going through some stuff with my older sis. She is a heavy drug addict so she is very delusional. she has been accusing me of sleeping with her man when i'm over 200 miles away with no driving license. figure that one out . I've been letting it go since i know drug addicts make up stuff. but when me and hubby went down to see a house closer to my moms i got accused of still wanting my sisters bf. well i flipped and because of this my sis says she wants to kick my butt i dont mind knocking her down a peg or 2 but she would use her bipolar as a excuse of getting out of charges ,My luck i would be in jail for a druggie no thanks. but she went to my mom and told her this now she got my mom so scared to talk to me she wont even talk to me no more. i dont get how sticking up for myself is a crime? so im going to start pultting my wall up no more careing and loving sister and daughter. i will just be myself with the family i have here . atleast i got a hubby and kids that love

My Only Wish
As i lie here and think of you all night i wish i could be with you for the rest of my life i try not to think of you so much then again i want to feel your touch i have been in love with you for so long i know we'll never be together, i wish i was wrong all i can do is hope you love me how i feel about you, i wish i could get you to see.. I have given you my heart, i wish i had yours i dont think i could ever love anyone else

My Only Slavation
***Published Twice In 2005*** I've lived my life for oh, so many years Living with oh, so many fears Afraid to know Afraid to show I have nothing left to lose I've been to heaven and I've been to hell I've walked the streets of gold, and rung "Hell's Bells" If you wonder, "For Whom The Bell Tolls" Look into your soul And know it tolls for you I've seen the light and fought the good fight I've seen the devil and ran in fright I've felt the pain And wondered if I was "Insane" Only to realize "I Was Only Dreamin'" I set out on a "Journey of 1,000 years" Worse than the "Trail of Tears" Running blind Afraid to find My only salvation I hoped for perfection Only to receive confusion So many reasons And so many demons I'm being pulled apart In every direction I'm being pulled In every way I'm being fooled You say one thing, they say another Unable and unwilling to "Come Together" No one knows what to do I only hope and

My One True Love
My One True Love © Justin Throughout my short existence, I've found but one true love, Someone who fits me perfectly, Just like a rubber glove. This person is someone I trust, Someone who's always there, Someone who I can turn to, Through darkness and despair. I've known since I first met her, I love her oh so much, I long for her to love me, And to feel her gentle touch. She says that she still loves me, Yet just wants to be my friend, But I know that I'll still love her, Until the very end. I wish that I could have her, As my very own, But I guess I had my chance, And I guess that chance was blown. This girl I love so very much, Means more to me than ever, And I hope deep down inside, That one day we'll be together.

My One True Fear
Everyone has one thing that they fear more than anything else; and I have kept mine hidden from so many for so long that I have to let it out. Being as I will most likely never meet most any of you, and you have an unbiased opinion of me at this time, I feel safe telling all who read this here. I didn't grow up in an abusive home or anything, my dad was a baptist preacher for a while, but also an alcoholic. We had money, and dad's drinking would lose it all. Didn't have the father son projects most kids did with their dads, other than go get me a beer and get the fuck out of the house, what fun that was. It was because of the lack of a father figure that since a young age I dreamed f being a daddy, to be the father I never really had. My dream didn't become a fear until around the fourth grade when the talk was that the earth was going to blow up in the year 2000. I actually drew up a timeline for when I needed to meet someone, propose, get married, and concieve in order fo

My One And Only Complaint Ever!
OMG, I am sorry to do this, but I am tired of the whinning and crying on here. This is strictly my oppinion and if you agree you can repost, if you do not, then please ignore. When I started on cherry I was naive and thought that when I would go to someone's page and rated ALL their pictures, added them as a fan, a friend, and left all the cherry love I could, that the favor would be returned. However I quickly learned that not everyone did this. I even went as far as posting things as stupid as I am going to remove you from my friend list unless... God what a fool I was. Since then I have came to the conclusion that I am a good person and will continue to do what is right no matter if it is returned or not. That is just life. Even though I make tons of skins for everyone to rip in tons of different themes (most of which I have no interest in but I know others do) I honestly do not expect everyone to take even a quarter of the time it took me to make the skin to go thr

My One And Only
YOU'RE MY FIRST THOUGHT EVERY MORNING YOU FILL MY DREAMS AT NIGHT THE ONE I'D NEVER GIVE UP ON WON'T LET GO WITHOUT A FIGHT YOU FILL MY DAYS WITH SUNSHINE MAKE ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM SPECIAL LIFT MY SPIRITS WHEN I AM BLUE YOU'RE NOT ONLY MY BEST FRIEND BUT, MY LOVER AND SO MUCH MORE YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I CAN LEAN ON BABY, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I ADORE IF I COULD MAKE ONE WISH IT WOULD BE FOR TIME TO JUST STAND STILL THE MOMENT I FIRST TOUCH YOUR FACE THE MOMENT MY DREAM IS FULFILLED. © BY TAMMY REED

My One True Love
my one true love i know you're there i feel your thoughts when your not near you've touched my heart so deeply, it's true my soul belongs only to you my one true love can you read my thoughts can you sense my touch did you know, i love you so much our eyes lock your lips touch mine our bodies slowly intertwine my one true love you shine so bright like the night stars above giving me light in the dead of night i know we're meant to be just you and me written by: angel

My Online Store & More
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My Online Network =p
Check out http://toxic-pink.net. It is my online network! It has a myspace graphics site, my web and design portfolio and my photography portfolio. =P My personal site is not up, but it will be shortly. =P Oh and if you are one of my friends, feel free to add me on myspace Tainted Whisper. Anyways, sorry for all the blogs and posts today. I'm bored.

My One True Love
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The man of my dreams.

My One Nite Stand...*woot*
This was the best one nite plane, That was an excellent one nite stand, The way we met, the way your hand can travel, oh how ill never forget, the way it made me feel, we were both livin it ,very real, you said you had no strings attached, but my feeling for you somehow latched, they held me down like ropes on my skin, and i dont believe all it was was a one nite stand, you held me so close to your chest, your loving was the best, even tho you told me there was no love involved, my problems still arent solved, i wanted you then and i want you now, i want to get over you ,just show me how, look what a one nite became to be, lets see what one more could do to me

My Online Friend
Friends Are Like Gold! My Online Friend You are always there for me, Yet you know so little about me. You don't care about my looks. You only like my company, My friendships and my chats. You send me cute notes To cheer me when I am down. You send me jokes to make me laugh. You tell me your secrets, And I tell you mine. And we both know the secret is safe. You send me url's to cute pages, And I send you some back. You tell me funny stories about your life, And you share your sad times. You send me roses, hugs and smiles. I cherish every one. You send me thoughts to help me Get through another day. At the end of the day, You are still there to make the day Seem so much better. When I need someone to talk to, You are always there for me. Thank you for being my Friend!Dene

My One And Only Poem
so many thoughts haunting my mind how will this all unwind ? so many things i hope to see but i only wonder will you be with me never thought i would end up like this your thoughts are all i'm concerned with. hope i'll never be this lonely i hope you'll always love me, honey.

"my Only Love"
"My only Love" ----------------- -Mangled metal and twisted wreckage, Lasting images of an evening which is everlasting, Begging phone calls and desperate cries, Lasting thoughts of an evening which is everlasting. Loathing for insanity, Yearning for an answer, Everlasting cries of a desperate soul pollute my mind. Only, there's nothing I can do, Except listen and be so blind. Pushing mental limits, Sometimes going too far. There's moments where I wish, I wish, I were in that mangled car. Over and Over the cries repeat inside, Driving tears to flow through my sorrow filled eyes. Yet, the only thought that stampedes my mind, Is the life and well-being of my only child. Her beautiful smiles and innocent eyes, Why was I blessed with this gift of a child. With her life so pure, And her heart filled with so much love, She probly would've been better off still, Staying in our heavens above. With images of mangled metal, And the

My One And Only Blonde Joke!!
Two Blondes @ Habitat Carol & Donna, were doing some carpentry work on a Habitat for Humanity house. Carol, who was nailing down house siding, would reach into her nail pouch and pull out a nail & either toss it over her shoulder or nail it in. Donna, figuring this was worth looking into, asked, "Why are you throwing those nails away?" Carol explained, "When I pull a nail out of my pouch, about half of them have the head on the wrong end & I throw them away." Donna yelled, "You moron! Those nails aren't defective! They're for the other side of the house!

My Online Friends
I told someone just the other day That I had friends all over the place! They wondered how I could say I knew Someone I hadn't met face to face! We write little notes and send out sites. and a few write just to say "Hey". Then I have a few special ones that I talk to every single day! At times when I can't sleep at night, I will often go on-line. There I will find a friend or two that will help me pass the time!!! I think sometimes my on-line friends Know me more than my neighbors next door! And they don't care if my house is clean, Or what time I came in the night before. So no matter how far apart you are, if you're sincere in the love that you give, on-line friends can be as true and as real As your friends in the place where you live. Send this to all the people you love and don’t want to lose in 2007!

My One True Love { Karulvinth For Life }
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The man of my dreams.

My One And Only Contest
I am in Brown Eyed Girls "Most Seductive Male" contest which ends Tuesday. I would love any help I could get catching up. Even if you don;t normally bomb contests, doing it this once would be awesome. Like I said it is the only one I foresee being in.

My One And Only True Love
Are you out there???? I think you are. I am tired of this relationship I am in and I am looking to start a new one. If anyone reads this and feels the same way. Feel free to comment or not. Its up to you. And if you happen to be my one and only I will personally let you know. I have meet many people on here since I started. But there are only a select few that I have feelings for. And only two i have a real connection with. So if you think its you, feel free the send me a pm and i will let you know if you are right. ~ HUGS AND KISSES ~ AMANDA

My Only Friend
~*~The Moon Is My Only Friend~*~ My cries go unheard, in this lonely place longing for someone to kiss and embrace my only friend is the midnight moon we keep each other company here in this room I hide my pain careful to be discreet nobody knows my soul is weary and weak I put on a show for all to see never letting anyone in, to know the real me Sometimes it feels as if i cant't go on anymore My mind is dying, and my heart is sore I hear the screams of my painful past God tell me how much longer this misery will last

*~my One Love~*
“My One Love” The one thing I know now is, That you are and will always be… My One Love… From the moment we met I knew that our Friendship would develop into something Lasting and precious… Someday I hope to hold you rather than Just in my mind… I live for the day when our physical Separation will no longer be… By: Teresa Abeyta© January 2005

My Once Clean Rugs
I just wash my bathroom rugs (from the prevoius attack of the hair balls) I fluff the rug and place it down in the perfect spot. I just sit down and make my tushie comfy when I her that sound!!!!! Yup, the kitties had to go hairball up my bathroom rugs again....grrrrr

My Only Friend
Frigid to the core Pain my only friend Anger harbored deep inside Trust me i will let you down Allow you to fall Show you the world you dont want Take me in like poison I'll lick my lips Give you a kiss worth remembering Then steal your soul Course through your veins like a bad disease Wish to forget me Toxic blood pour from these wounds Enchanting eyes put you under a spell Naked inside Break me again Make me scream again Pain, my only friend

My Only
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

My One True Hero!
Roger Thomas Hearld. A truly gifted and unique film maker...killed in a car crash on the 710 freeway at 26 years old. Being an atypical guy, most of my best friends are women--most men only want to know what you've been doing, not feeling...Roger was an exception. He was/still is a brother and true friend to me. He took photos that would land me my first art show, shared his knowledge of film and passed on his love of the medium to me, he actually set boundaries for our friendship (most people don't do that), and he taught me that to be truly creative, you need to take chances...otherwise it's just static and noise.

My Online Friend's
~~~~ My Online Friends ~~~~ Maybe you don't look me right in the eye... Maybe you can't ever wipe my tears when I cry; Maybe we can't share some tea and honey... so sweet, Or walk together down a path... or up the street. But, we can still be good friends because, you see... We met on the internet, you and me. And when you have a "cyber" friend it matters not, How you look, what you wear, or what you've got. I don't care if your last name is Smith or Jones or if your size is perfect, plump, or skin and bones. You're there for me and I appreciate you. You've been a pal through thick and thin... You shared my glad times and in my sad times, you made me grin. So I have sent this greeting to you, dear friend so fine... To tell you, I'm So Glad you're a pal of mine. And here's a hug, though not with arms, For that can't be... But it's a "HUG" straight from my heart... To You From Me. Hugs, Trouble

My Ongoing Struggle With Depression
I saw the doctor today for this cold i've been dealing with and told her about my depression. She wrote me a prescription for an anti-depressant so hopefully that will help. She also said that she wanted to get me feeling better before she tried to help me give up the cigs. I did some shopping today while i waited for them to fill the script and bought some makeup and cds. I picked up Evanescence: Fallen, Korn: Unplugged, and Cheap Trick: The Greatest Hits. I'm not going to let this beat me! I also broke it off completely with my boyfriend and if I do date again, I'll be extremely picky.

My Only Love
I can't run anymore, I fall before you, Here I am, I have nothing left, Though I've tried to forget, You're all that I am, Take me home, I'm through fighting it, Broken, Lifeless, I give up, You're my only strength, Without you, I can't go on, Anymore, Ever again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. I can't run anymore, I give myself to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, In all my bitterness, I ignored, All that's real and true, All I need is you, When night falls on me, I'll not close my eyes, I'm too alive, And you're too strong, I can't lie anymore, I fall down before you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. Constantly

My Only Hope
my only hope for this life is to do something great. i dont know what ill do but i hope one day before im gone i get there. a good mommy, or a good daughter , or something that i just havent been.something little ? something big? ... something

My Only Weakness
I have no weakness, I have no fear. Except the moments you are near. Then I'm filled with chaotic bliss. You are my only weakness. I fell in love with you so much I'm swept away by just your touch. When I'm alone, it's you I miss. You are my only weakness. I hope you feel the same way too And love me as much as I love you. Forever will I need your kiss. For you are my only weakness.

My Only Sunshine
My Only Sunshine I'm sad again. I just finished watching Bruce Almighty. I know it sounds weird, but that movie is what really triggered my sadness. I miss being in love. Can you miss something that you're not even sure you actually felt? What is love anyways? I could write pages on my speculations about what constitutes love, but that would take longer than I am willing to spend and wouldn't really accomplish my goal with this blog in the first place. Frankly, I'm just here to whine. Maybe its not love that I miss but a sort of mutual wanting. I want to be wanted by someone I want too. But that's not completely true either. I guess I'd be happy just being wanted by someone I could see myself kissing. It has been quite a long time since I have wanted someone, but not so long since I have met the person described in the previous sentence. But all that is in the past now. No one I know fits that description any more. Why can't I just be happy by myself? I know people who are. I don't

My Only Son
For 3 years now, I have lived in misery. Misery from the lose of my 3 1/2 y/o son who died of cancer. Sometimes it is really hard to even get up in the mornings, knowing that he isn't here to say good morning or I love you. I have to keep telling myself, that one day, I will be with him, it's just taking time. I have tried to have another child, but I guess the "thing" just isn't there with me anymore. Now don't get me wrong, I love to have sex with my husband, but the urge to have another child is gone. Yes I would love to have another child, only if I knew deep down in my heart that he/she would live past 3 1/2 years of age. But I know that there would be no way for that. Cancer took one child of mine, I don't want to have another taken away like that. It would kill me. Hell losing the first almost did it, so I know that the 2nd one would deffy put me in my grave(or urn for that matter). 3 years ago today at 7:37 am in Las Vegas, my son took his last breath to cancer.

My One Last Cry
My One Last Cry Dedicated to my friends who stuck by me in my darkest hour Precious moments in Life's care Pass with the blink of an eye Hate, hope, love, dispare All diminish with one last cry Night stalks like a panther Hunting down her prey Consuming like a cancer No more to see the day An open wound to never heal No more pain to ever feel Nothing's left for them to steal No time to eat their one last meal An innocence forever lost the price we pay an injust cost As ships at sea we have been tossed Breathing in the poisoned exhaust So on this day I make my adieu And blow you a kiss good-bye If tears are really the song of the blue Then I sing my one last cry

My One True Love
Throughout my short existence, I've found but one true love, Someone who fits me perfectly, Just like a rubber glove. This person is someone I trust, Someone who's always there, Someone who I can turn to, Through darkness and despair. I've known since I first met her, I love her oh so much, I long for her to love me, And to feel her gentle touch. She says that she still loves me, Yet just wants to be my friend, But I know that I'll still love her, Until the very end. I wish that I could have her, As my very own, But I guess I had my chance, And I guess that chance was blown. This girl I love so very much, Means more to me than ever, And I hope deep down inside, That one day we'll be together.

My Only Solace...
Lift up a stone and you will find him, Cherish the beauty in the world around us Not in buildings or crosses made by man Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god, Your forked tongue prophecies, Carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak People like you should be crucified, Then maybe just maybe you would have an idea Of what you are talking about. My only solace is that one day, Judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns Raise up your head, unclasp your hands, Your weakness makes me tremble True strength comes from within And we were given this life to live, Not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by degrading others Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense For the people that you've hurt, and the being your dishonor, Your fall from grace, will finally justify my means Judge me and now you are me and what's worse You are now a traitor to your god Tell me Judas, how does it feel t

My One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you gives me the comfort of strength to forget about wealth, fame the moon and stars and all other things this wish could bestow upon me, for YOU bring me happiness and for this I use my one wish...

My Online Sweeheart
All I can see of her is a picture and I can't hear her voice I'm sure if I could it would be the most beautiful sound that I've ever heard I see her words on my screen night after night and somehow she manages to make me more crazy about her with every falling letter When our time each night is over and I try to fall asleep I just lay in bed and stare into the ceiling wondering if she's still thinking of me too I spend the next day at work wondering what the next conversation will bring and how she will find her way into my heart again that night I come to find that each and every conversation with her gets better than the one before and that I'd never had someone treat me the way that she does She is everything that I've ever wanted and the only thing more that I could ask is to hold her someday and to be everything that she's ever wanted She is my online sweetheart

My One Promise
I promise to give you all that's within me. And all that's beneath me is my heart, that's within you. My future is with you. You're universe is with me. And whenever you're with me, I'll promise to love you. My courage is around you. My soul will surround you. You're heart will fulfill me with feelings I'm bound to; Need when I'm with you. Feel when you're with me. And whenever you're with me, I'll forever protect you.

My Only Other Love
so close to me your voice rings true in my eyes i see the reflection of your beautiful face as you close your eyes deeply breathe in the air and smile sweetly at me i know you are my one my forever love my only ever love i know you feel the same as you tousle my hair and hold me in your warm deep embrace as you laugh at my idiosyncrasies and you never make fun when i pretend all day when i never pray you judge me not but praise me well you love me so as i do you so close to me your voice rings true

~my One~
~i belong to None, my future One...will know my needs, and what i crave.... how to call me out and make me behave, with Him, i love, i laugh, i live, submitting to Him all i have to give...~ ~my One~ He will step out of the crowd and beckoned me to His side, He will call me out, bringing me alive, His ways, new, and unknown, strength and tenderness shown, His hot, husky voice growling one word, *MINE*, His hand on my throat, and His eyes consuming all of me, i cross the line, from what i was...to even more, passions encited, hungers ignited, i'm all His, my eyes glow intense and hot with the fire only He can claim, my spirit, feisty and fiery and fierce, only He can tame, never before Him, collared, or owned, always only His from this day on.... submitted, committed, bound and collared, to Him, my Master, my One.....~

My Only Friend
He's quiet never saying anything. He's patient and knows just what to do when the time is right. He's clothed in black and always wears a cloak. He takes away my pain and shows me a new life, a new life of sorrow and misery, pain and torture. The few moments of peace, happiness, and love all vanish to soon. My friend is sitting in the corner shrouded in darkness he carries a Scythe and he uses it from time to time He gestures that its not your time but he still sits and waits.

My One Love
I never thought I would be with you. Now I cant wait until we say "I do" All my dreams finally becoming real. Thank you so much for letting me feel. The thought of you is constant in my head. From the time I wake until we return to bed. Your touch sends tingles down my spine. I cant believe that you're all mine. Our lives together we will be able to share All because the day you told me that you care. Everyone saying we won't make it anywhere, Why do they have to be so unfair? Then you look deep into my eyes I can't help but realize That no matter what they say or do. You'll always love me and I will always love you. Then we continue, our long growing strong. Thats when we know we will stand the fight all along. The only one that matter are just us two. It doesn't matter to us what they say or do.

My One True Regret
I rarely regret anything. I'm usually happy with decisions I've made in my life. Even the ones that turned out badly. You know why, it happened for a reason. What that reason is isn't always presented to me at first. I don't dwell on it. However, there is one decision... One I made a very long time ago. One that makes me cry to think about it to this very day. Even now as I type this, my eyes well up with tears of regret. The decision to stop dancing. I know it may sound stupid to some of you but to me, it changed my life. When I was dancing, it was the only time I was truly happy. I was free and able to express myself. I could slip away into another reality and my soul would be light and void of stress and worry. Not just any dance; ballet. The truly graceful, beautiful, painfully exquisite form of pointe. I was at the apprentice stage when I walked away. There are three stages: The beginning dance stage The middle dance stage The apprentice stage I can't help

My Only Love
The gold band you placed on my hand the day that we wed. Told me that you would love me and be my man. You swore you would stand by me death us do part. You kept that promise with, all of your heart. The hands of time change, and so must we. We both on this will have to agree. The years have flown like the wings of a dove. You still are and always be My only love by Sandy 2/27/08

My One And Only
Sorry about the title but i want you to pay attention to the following. During all the time i have been in here as a member i found that 1 specific person that i dare to call a true and worthy friend. yes he's even in my family because i adore and worship his friendship alot. just like the songs says i know i can always count on him * for sure* No matter what it is he's always there for his friends wether they are males or females. and i'm fully ashamed to know and like one of his friends said the other day in a pimp-out bulletin. *this is a very great guy but sadly doesn't get the credits he deserves* Probly alot of you are allready befriended with this awesom person and might recognize the story. If you are not then you are missing out very bad!!! go visit his page rate , fan and add this sweet man. buy him gifts We all can make this awesom person feel appreciated for all he does for others. LarryB@ fubar a short messages to the

My Only Perfection
My Only Perfection Ive plagued the world with search 4 the perfect melody but my hart could never let it ring. i could sing operaz 2 every mountain or play sonnets 2 every sea but without U it would all mean nothing. It leavez me in awe how u erase all the flaws and lead such a blind hart 2 see U take thingz that cant be sold and U turn them all 2 gold inside of me. My lifes mistakes now need no correction U are my paragon of fates U are my only .... my only perfection. ................................ in all the 6 dayz inwhich the world waz made, there were 6 dayz of work left undone... ...until u came along and set the right for whats wrong... Of all creationz youre the most beautiful one. U must be a diamond in the eye 2 nature'z most valued of pridez, You have all the angelz envy. Youre the pinnacle swan; youre the reazon 4 the dawn, inside of me. Im sure everyday god cant hesitate 2 say when looking down on your face "U are...

My Onyx, My Master, My Friend
Allow me to introduce to you a truly person! OnyxMoonStar HTML Generator He is always there for me when I need somebody to talk too. He always seems to have the good advice I need. So if you are looking for a REAL person he is the There is so much more I could say but I am gonna leave it at that and let you go befriend him for yourself! Öñ¥xMððñ§†år ~~ þrðµÐ ðwñêr ð£ ÐJ Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê@ fubar Trust me when I say you won't regret it! Brought to you by his close friend and proud slave... »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» §låvê †ð Öñ¥z, Èmåñðñ & Ðj þrï¢k@ fubar

[my On Again Off Again Love Affair...]
So... *scratches the side of his face nervously* I have 2 papers... due the 8th. And 2 finals. Will I pass and get my diploma anyway if I dropped academically dead right now? ... Yes. Yes I would. Today though, I was kinda sitting and evaluating something. The money I spent on my rather sweet Dell PC built and picked exclusively for gaming. (Yes... I built a dell for games and... about nothing else ...might need more ram to take some of the load off my gfx card) and I've been thinking, yet again, about the marvelous lovebox we call the PS3. This is going to be a LONG rant about gaming, you might wanna check out NOW if you don't care about how I feel about the gaming industry and flaws therein. In June there WILL be a package deal for the ONLY game I'm living for since... 1990. The conclusion to Solid Snake's epic tale of war, brotherhood, and sorrow. But... How do I justify spending $600 that I need to get the FUCK out of this city on a system I've genuinely

My Only Love
Just to say I LOVE YOU never seems enough I've said it so many times I am afraid you won't understand what i really meant when I said it How can so much feeling so much adoration possibly fit into three little words. But till I find some other way of saying what I feel the "I LOVE YOU" will have to do So no matter now many times i say it NEVER take it lightly for you are my life & My only love I love you now more Than ever before

My Online Neglect Is Working For Me!
I know I haven't been on much. I'm sorry but I have agoraphobia, and I am finally starting to over come it by getting out more. This keeps me very busy and tired. A great thing for me personally, but my online world is starting to suffer so I had to choose my real life. Sorry. I apologize to all my friends on here, my staff at Lilith's Lair, and other lounge owners who's lounges I have been neglecting. I check in often, but don't stay on long anymore. I'm sure things will be back to normal soon, but to be honest, I hope not. As for the fate of Lilith's Lair, I don't know yet. We'll have to see how that plays out. I'd be happy to keep it open if I knew you guys would come and enjoy it, but it seems if I'm not there, no one comes and stays to chat. That thought saddens me because I love that lounge, I'm very proud of it and it's my baby. I'd hate to see it go because of my unintentional neglect. Anyway, most of you who might read this already have my number, so call me sometime, or

My Only Auction
SO I DONT LIKE THE TYPICAL AUCTIONS SO I'M PUTTING MYSELF UP FOR AUCTION THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I'M GOING UP FOR AUCTION WHAT I'M OFFERING IS YOUR MIDGET ON MY PAGE PIMPED OUT IN BLOGS AND BULLY'S YOUR PICS IN YOUR OWN FOLDER ON MY PAGE 50 11'S A DAY FOR THE TIME OF OWNERSHIP GIFTS AND SHITFACED EVERYDAY SO JUST COMMENT BELOW WITH YOUR BID THIS WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK OR UNTIL ME OR A BIDDER DECIDES THEY WANT TO END IT THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER

My Only-goodnight Nurse
What happened to you and me? One moment changed everything It's done and there's no way to take it back Mistake gave me the pain I never had There is no way to justify it so Now i breathe in and let it go This is the end of everything Goodbye my only I hang my head and i give in Goodbye my only friend Part of me I'll never see Come visit me in my dreams I feel my actions are destroying me Deep down below the shallow life I lead The pain is mine to keep and call my own I'll carry it until i'm gone Chorus I can't fogrive myself that i let go My life is worth no more than yours i know

My One True Love
He’s like a cold In a way you want him But then again you don’t. He’s contagious, he grows on you And once you get him You don’t want to let him go. If you feel like letting him go He’s not ready to let you go. If he feels like letting you go You’re not ready to let him go. I need the love That only he can give me He was the only one that I’ve Ever loved in the way I love him. When we were together, I was too afraid to tell him That I loved him. I feared my heart would yet again get broken. Now, I realize, by saying it That it didn’t really matter Because it was inevitable, What happened had to happen. We broke up And still have our differences But I still love him Even if he doesn’t love me though he loves her. He doesn’t realize All the heartache he caused me And how crazy over him I still am. I realize we’re both high school seniors and we’re both friends but still I love him. Every time we talk I try and be nice to his new chick, But really I can

My Only Love..
I lay my head against your chest And hear the steady beat Only a month down the road- The sound is still as sweet You make me feel so safe And feel so loved A love like this Has to be from above You send shivers down my spine Spirals of joy in my heart All throughout life Loving you is the best part Tears come to my eyes Whenever your not here Feelings so desperate I want you always near My body becomes whole When I am joined with you No matter what you think There is no wrong you could do Your my life, my everything My breath, my completed goal My existence, my angel My only love, my soul!!!

My Online Friends
This is where this starts. Who are my friends? Well now.... I have no prejudices. I have all kinds of friends. I don't like anyone more or less than anyone else. I have friends. Some I know, some I don't. But they are my friends. I have friends who are near,I have friends who are 1/2 way around the world from me. But they are my friends. I have friends who are of all different walks of fe, and I have friends who are of all different lifestyles. But they are my friends. I have friends who are, Gay Lesbian Goth Redneck Highclass Welfare Male Female Both I have friends who are, My friends. I have 730 fu-friends. I had 730 fu-friends. But I down rated, and deleted the haters. Know how many friends I was left with? 729! Out of 2.5 million fubar users, I only "friended" 1 hate spewing mummer. And I'm sorry if I am wrong about her. But I deleted one person out of 730 because my time is too precious to spend it foolishly on someone who doesn't r

My One Year
so it has been a year and one a week or two but wow what a year its been...so a year ago i got rid of cancer and a few other things....it feels so weird to be writing one year cause one year ago when i went threw it i felt so lost and confused and hurt and upset and well with the help of ppl i got threw it but some of them arent around anymore and it makes me said gonna be there for life is what ppl say gotta love the fake ones but what matters to me is i made it and im still here..ok sorry about my rambling.

My One Wish: Courage...
“If you could have one wish come true anything you wanted, world peace, happiness, wealth for everyone in the world , what would it be?” I was asked this question by Jeremy, someone very inspirational and very dear to me. This is my repose. I Could make one with that I knew would come true I would wish for everyone to have an amazing amount of courage. Why courage you may ask. What can that do? It can change the world! If we all had courage it would solve all of our problems. We would not be afraid to learn new things, listen to knew ideas. We would not be afraid of the differences between us, be it race, religion, or wealth. We would have to courage to stand up for what we believe, even when we think no one will understand. We would have fear holding us back from being ourselves, because we wouldn’t care what people would think. There would be no lying because there would be no fear of truth, no fear of consequence. We would not be scared to stand up for someone,

My One Grate Fear
Child abuse is a subject i can not stand it pains me to speak of it and even to think of it,and many people ask me then why do it , well as a victim maybe ican stop some of it by speakinout maybe i can cleans my soul i realy dont know ,but many tell me that the paths you take as a child is the path that leads you to who you are and your parental figures are your instuctors of you life,well now my mom i have no problem withand my real fatherhe was grand,but the man my mother married and tryied to get me to call dad,he was a deamon from hell he fasioned my life alright he fashiond it into a wreatched soul of fear and not careing a selfish selfe centerd lump of clay that took doctors and psycotrise years to mold and repair, and a fear a fear so strong that it controls and manipulates every fear i have..... ......will i be like this man that made me like i am ,a child abuser ,and a women abuser,will i be the deamon that he was....well acording to my doctors the quakes the say 89+% of most

My Only Love
Deep in my soul Love so strong It takes control Now we both know The secrets bared The feelings show Driven far apart I'll make a wish On a shooting star There will come a day Some where far away In your arms I'll stay My only love Even though you're gone Love will still live on The feeling is so strong My only love My only love You've reached the deepest part of the secert in my heart I've known it from the start My only love My only love

My Only Dream
My Only Dream You are my worldI hope you knowYou make me believe in dreamsOne day you see my dreams will be only just a memoryAs you make them a reality See my dreams are for youto be the best that you canin everything you might doIt's the love in your heartA goodness in your soulWith the patience to go for it allI thank God eachdaythat he sent you to meMy dear son you see

My One....always And Forever...
Your eyes are the perfect shade of blue. When I look in them, I can see righ through. To your soul, your bleeding heart. I found myself there, not a glimmer of dark. So much light, and color portrayed. Now that I am there, it's where I'll remain. You had me from the very first word. Your voice is sweeter, than any I've heard. Your love surrounds me, fills me with hope. I have a death grip on you, that I'll never let go of. Just your name alone, puts a smile on my face. I can't wait to show you one of these days. Just how much joy, you have brought to my life. No more wondering, I'm just so alive. Alive and happy to have you with me. I don't have to wonder how life will be. Because it is already more, than it has ever been. It's all because of you, you pieced my heart back together again. These words aren't enough, to tell you how I feel. But I hope you feel that the emotion behind them is real. I've never been more sure about anything in my days. You amaze me

My One And Only Love!
" BABY, YOU'RE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A SATINY RED ROSE, MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A STARLIT SKY,MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A MAGENTA SUNSET,MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THE EARLY MORNING RAYS OF SUN,MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A HAUNTING ROMANTIC SONG...I LOVE NOTHING MORE THAN BEING WITH YOU...I'D RATHER BE WITH YOU THAN DO ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD...THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE SOOTHES SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE ME WHILE AT THE SAME TIME, IT STIRS A ROMANTIC PASSION THAT CAN MAKE ME FORGET EVERYTHING ELSE...YOUR SMILE MAKES MY HEART POUND WILDLY AND MY KNEES WEAK... I LOVE TO FANTASIZE ABOUT MAKING LOVE TO YOU...I CAN PICTURE US ENTWINED IN A GARDEN OF RED... I WOULD STARE INTO YOUR EYES, ENTHRALLED BY ALL THAT YOU ARE... BY BEAUTY THAT'S INCOMPARABLE... THERE'S NO ONE LIKE YOU, AND YOU'RE MY ONLY ONE...

My One And Only
My One and Onlyby eddie feemster You'll always be my one and only, the one I'll never forget. The times we share are always special, memories, I won't ever regret. I care for you deeply and give to you my heart. I always knew you could be the one for me, I fell in love with you, right from the start. All I want to do is hold you close and never let you go. Tell me you'll stay here with me, please, don't tell me, 'No'. Your love comforts me at night, it never leaves me lonely. You're all I'll ever need in life, you are truly my one and only.

My Only Armor...
Perhaps to her I was a knight in shining armor who couldn't fail to win the day. I know that I am less capable and less noble than the Knights of folklore and fairy tales. My only armor is my belief that life does have some kind of meaning to it. That when my last sun has set and last moon has risen, when the dawn comes that marks the moment when I am born with the dead, there will be mercy. If her thinking me a Knight nourished her hope and dreams, I might count myself a success for having done this and nothing more. She has survived by not by forgetting but by remembering. I see in her a diligent and obsessive accountant who records every offense in a mental ledger. When the day comes to settle accounts and past dues, she will know exactly what the payment must be. Although she is still young and fragile, she will do whatever it takes to extract from him the full balance that he owes.

My Only Exception
I told myself I’d never let love in, to stand on guard and not give in.I told myself I’d find a wayto be alone and keep it that way.But you came along and changed everythingwith a smile on your faceand your breath full of song...And you are the only exception.You are the only exception.You are the only exception, my only exception.When days faded into sweet nights full of lullabyI told myself to let you go, to simply say goodbye.I thought it would be easier to leave and move on.But I turned on the radio, your song was heard upon...And you are the only exception.You are the only exception.You are the only exception, my only exception.You make it easier, oh so much easierto live this life and realizeI don’t want to do this without you by my sidebecauseYou are the only exception.You are the only exception.You are the only exception, my only exception.And you are [But you came along ] the only exception.You are [and changed everything] the only exception.You are [with a s

My Ooo My
ok, why is it when you think you found the perfect man someone or something ALWAYS happens....I mean please people...this is odd.I come across a man whom i am very attracted to and he is everything one could ask for.YET i am finding many things i DO NOT like and yet i want to commit to him.He loves me & my kids so he says and wants to spend all his time with me & them YET..there seems to be a BLACK CLOUD following & i hate it..how do i confront him on theses issues (other women he talks to ect)..or do i leave it alone..I am NOT a jealous person, YET..what is mine is NOT to be shared...PLEASE help..what do i do? I just dont think he needs to be in contact with them if we are together, NOR be on any web sites...UNLESS we are in in together as a couple...dont you all agree...or am i living in a dream land???

My Opinion
Love is a powerful thing, you dont know what you have till you have let it get away from you.Hold on to what you have that is dear to you , because you will realize that it will be all that will matter to you in the long run or when it is too late.Make sure you make the decisions in your life that you wont hurt you in the long run.Be true to yourself and others and you will have wonderful life with the one you love.

My Opinion
I accept a person for who that person it. I don't stop being a person friend because another friend doesn't like you. I like that is all that matters. I didn't control no anyone. You are fine the way you are crazy, psycho, or gothic. A person is my friend and I am his or her because I choice to be. I don't stop being a friend because another friend no longer likes you. I like you that all that matters. If I view your photos I comment on the one's like. If I view it, something about the photo caught my eye. I see beauty in all photos that I view. A person's photo are apart of who they are. I don't care what religion you practice that is apart of you and I accept a person for who they are. good or evil doesn't matter. There is good and evil in everyone. Psycho, crazy, gothic, Satanic, christian or athelist that fine with me because I accept you for the person you are and I don't want you to change. I love playing with fire because I see beautiful images an

My Opinion
I HAD A PIC OF MY CHEST AS MY PRIMARY PIC BUT MY HANDS WERE COVING THE NIPPLES....I THOUGHT THAT WAS APPROPIATE COMPAIRED TO MANY OF THE PRIMARY PICS I HAVE SEEN ON HERE RECENTLY...I HAVE SEEN WOMEN BEING EAT OUT AS THEIR PRIMARY PICS AND SO ON.....SOMEONE FLAGGED MY PIC AS ADULT CONTENT AND I WAS FORCED TO CHANGE IT....I FEEL IT WAS SOMEONE JELOUS OR SOMETHING AND WAS UNCALLED FOR....IF U AGREE LET ME KNOW.... ALSO I HAVE A BULLITON ON THE SUBJECT I APPRECIATE IF U ALL COULD REPOST IT FOR ME AND SPREAD THE WORD....TY

My Opinion On Talladega!!
I am very upset over the race at Talladega yest. Two very good racers were put out of a race buy a very wrong move. Yes I am a huge Jr. fan and I am not going to lie I was so hoping that he would win yest. Not just because I am a fan. I also wanted him to win because he really needed a win for the points and it was Talladega! I was on the edge of my seat with the phone in my hand ready to call my mom and my friends and celebrate a long over due win for him. I was dancing all over the living room floor with my kids looking at me like I was a nut!! Then with less than a lap to go...POW here comes Brian Vickers!!! OMG!!! I could understand him doing what he did if he was running for a championship tittle!! But he wasn't. I am in now way a Jimmie Johnson fan but I feel really bad for him. He had a really good run on Jr. and was took out by his own team mate. That is so wrong!! It is a very good thing he went straight to Victory Lane and didnt do a lap!! He would have felt ju

My Opinion Or U
theis is a letter to all those who lust. to all thses who yern undescribably. to the helpless minions of flesh and fury. let not the words swarming around your vacint head guide you into he septic tank of social empaction. A festering pile of preprogramed wants and needs emplansted desires for all these goods and one track oddities. it seems we have become cattle, strung up on soiled hooks on display at this twisted meat market. Everone trying to get a piece. Hypocratic dievient immoral vermine!! And we lovewhat we grown into. Free to love and love, lust and die. Take in your alchole do your drus and sell yourself for a little more. Whores. I do not meat to discourage you from your earthly deeds, I encourage them at the fullest. I myself would love to give your the needle to inject. We be mearly the animals in control trampeding into oblivion. Enjoy.

My Opinion ( Importnant)
ok i just got a message telling me that im racist , well i am not, if i was racist y would i be hitting on african amercan gals , for those who know me i am a person of many likes, yes i like colored women, i dont know what it is about the color black but any black skined gal walks by me my mouth drops and i cant stop stareing, its hard for to go to work because i work with a colored gal and she know i like colred women, so she teases me all the time, so the next person who says im racist is gona hear about it, oh and yeah if i add you its not because uve got naughty photos, its because u caught my eye and u sound intersting , yes i may not be on here that much and talk , its because i work and im trying to raise a family, i dont care about having millions of friends,i just care about knowing people for who they are as a person, feel free to comment i want ur opinion on it

My Opinion!mabe The Site Will Agree! (salute Pics)
I WAS JUST THINKING!THE TOP CHERRIES HAVE RED NAMES,THE TOP PREMOTERS HAVE PURPLE NAMES,THE VICS HAVE BLUE NAMES,THE BOUNCERS HAVE ORANGE! IT WOULD BE GREAT IF EVERYONE WHO HAD A SALUTE PHOTO WOULD GET THIER OWN COLOR TOO!THIS WOULD PREMOTE PEOPLE INTO WANTING TO DO A SALUTE TO PROVE THIER REAL!TO ALL CHERRY TAP STAFF>IT WOULD MAKE IT BETTER FOR SALUTED PEOPLE TO HAVE A COLOR ALSO SO EVERYONE KNOWS WHOS WHO!

My Opinion On Relationships
i have been on the net talking to men for a long time, i have met some good guys and i have met some bad guys. 9 out of 10 guys tell u a bunch of shit to make you fall for them with NO intention of ever meeting you or taking it to the next level and getting up off the phone. i have fallen for someone on the net, or on the phone and have never met them...well not right away..so i can never bash anyone when it comes to "i fell in love with someone i never met"...but i can also say that if a man does not meet you within 6 months then his ass never will. if he can tell you and promise you over and over again that he is coming, that he has to wait until his money is right or he has some time off to make the trip, he full of shit. if he truly felt the same way that you did then he would make that compromise and come see your ass. he would make a SUGGESTION on how you gonna meet up. he gonna be the bigger one and knowing that you have kids and cant come see you..he gonna step up and be the "m

My Open Sky: A Rip In Time
(I wrote this a while back when i found it was fun to write from sayings you find in magazines, it's kind of a fun game to try. To see what you can make of it.) My Open Sky: A Rip In Time Flying over and open sky I'm Soaring It's not hard to admit it's a pleasure Like a daring Houdini escape. It's the fire of an affair under the stars For those obsessed Here's to one more good reason As to why the last time paradise was relocated to the sky It's my day to look back and my day to look forward How has life evaded you? Did you sprout wings and soar? Or did they break and make you fall? Every feather is my worry in the world Did you have a day with a pro? Where the romans and country men lent you their ears for an enlightening speech to prove the idocy that you are? Or did their changed world become a dungeon dank like your memories? When your motion of unemotion weighed down on you like a lid. Yet the prison bars wore down to a thin still unescapeable.

My Opinion On So Called Best Friends!!!1
Best Friends Current mood: depressed Wanna hear a joke? Here it is...best friends. Yeah that's the joke, and the punch line. Yeah, the person that you share everything with...even your underwear. Til' one thing goes wrong, either she tries to sleep with the guy you are totally in love with, or maybe even a money matter comes into play. Then it's down hill from there. They screw you....hard. If you told any secrets that you don't want anyone to know but yourself and her, you might as well kiss that secret goodbye. Post it in the local paper, because they will use it against you. And forget getting any money that the person owes you. Once the friendship has ended, all ties are severed. Then that awkward moment when you bump into that person. Being that it was your best friend, those feelings of 'I miss her" come up, but you won't show those feelings, it's more like..."I don't know you". So why have a best friend? Don't. If you need to tell secrets, write 'em in a journal and hid

My Opening!!!
Search BlogTalkRadio OUR BIG OPENING!! Hello all! My new show starts on the 19th of January and I think you will find it very interesting! I am having John Whelton on for the first radio interview. He is an up and comer that will soon be the name matched with all the Grammy's. His music is informative, thought provoking and wonderful to the senses. We will be discussing his life along with listening to his music and then opening up the forum where he will stay on as my guest host and we will take questions about him or about life in general and give out funny yet pertinent views on YOUR life. Just so you know, he is a musician and I am a talkshow host, which in no way constitutes that either of us are professional therapists. Therefore, if you are calling because you have a serious, chronic issue that needs professional help, SEEK IT! I will help the best I can. Look forward to speaking with you and I think we are going to have one helluva good time that Friday

My Open-mindness Is Getting Me In Trouble
It has come to my attention that being open-minded, gives you doors to just walk right into and be lax. Buut, the draw back is that some people haven't realized that opening those doors is fitting yet and get upset or confused. I have friends on here that understand me better than most and can get that I'm very open to all things and I won't get upset easly. Being open-minded means you'll have to handle all sorts of answers, questions, and responses. It's risky, but that's who I am. Sometimes when that person gets upset, I have to make sure they acknowledge it's fine and they should be comfortable with me. Talking is my passion, but affecting someone's mood is not. Sarcasm is my passion too, but unleashing unruley is not.

My Opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So the new thing with the pictures got me thinking. Yeah I know thats an achievement all its own (har har har!)But anyways, It got me to realize - Maybe what we should all do is get back to what LostCherry/CherryTap is all about. Meeting people and making friends - Meaning stopping this drama - and actually leave messages on peoples pages. That was what truly amazed me when I joined this site in September. It was that people openly left comments. Not because they HAD to, but because they wanted to. And it was fun trying to find neat little graphics for your friends pages. Even if you don't send graphics - Friendly conversation never hurt anyone. Did It? I mean as long as it isn't some bullshit drama...Its fun. After I talked to a few people in shouts, I wanted to add a few more thoughts of mine.I wanted to add that - Even with all the changes - some good, some not so good..I'm still as addicted to this site as I was from the first day I joined. I have made some amazing friends fr

My Opinion
I AM NOT TRYING TO CAUSE MORE DRAMA JUST VOICING MY OWN OPINION! BULLITIN POSTED EARLIER TODAY I don't want none of ****** ******* bar trash at my ********* ****** *** u will be banned he's just pissed that I got better ideas then he can come up with so any informates will be banned also. We are a full blown Bikers clubhouse and we don't want the pukes in there (I BLANKED THE NAME OF THE LOUNGES AND OWNERS NAME OUT SO I AM NOT NAMING ANYONES NAME OR LOUNGE IN PARTICULAR) THIS BULLITIN WAS POSTED BY SOMEONE ON MY LIST SO I REPOSTED IT THEN I WAS TOLD TO GO DELETE MY BULLITIN BY A CT BOUNCER I THINK ITS WRONG NOT TO ALLOW US OR OTHERS THIER OPINIONS WHEN SOMEONE IS CAUSING A PROBLEM THIS IS THE SAME LOUNGE OWNER THAT HAS BEEN CAUSING OUR BAR PROBLEMS WE DID NOTHING TO THIS PERSON BUT OPEN OUR OWN LOUNGE BUT HE HAS BEEN CAUSING PROBLEMS AND MAKING THREATS TO US AND OUR MEMBERS AND EVEN SOME OF HIS STAFF THAT HAVE SINCE QUIT HIS LOUNGE T

My Opinion (1 Of Many)
95% of American men are dickheads, thinkin' w/ their balls, not their brains. EVERY SINGLE WOMAN IN THE FUCKIN" WORLD is beautiful in some way, shape, or form. That's the way it is. Just because a woman may not be "all that" physically attractive, they more oftan than not make up for it with a beautifully deep and complex personality, shot full of compassion and understanding. THAT (regardless of "popular" opinion) is the MOST attractive thing about a woman.

My Opinion...
this blog could be taken offensively to some ppl but ya know what if u don't like it get the fuck off my page! i personally just wanna say i'm sick of all the ppl on here bitching about the changes to this site. they sit there and claim that some of the stuff babyj does is childish but stop and take a look at who's throwing the tantrums. this is an adult site and we all need to start acting like it. this site isn't about contests or comment bombing its about meeting new ppl. so if u don't like the changes than go find a new site! quit sittin here bitching bout something thats never gonna change and go away. xoxo valerie

My Opinion
I can go forever on this but I'll make this short for the interest of keeping peoples attention. There is the way that lots of people seem to do most often, and that is of course judging people by their looks. You hear so often people saying things like how hot someone is. Obviously because of their looks. YOu know the saying "Don't judge a book by a cover"? I have seen people like that. They have looks but when it comes up to brains, they are usually lacking in that department. Now the way that I personally like and that people should actually look for is by personality. You get to know them more that way and see what interests you have in common. Or don't have if that is the case. I have seen and heard lots of examples of when somebody has gone for looks other then personallity. A larger percentage of the ones that are due to personality are the ones that last. -talk2animals

My Opinion On Cocks
My opinion on cocks is....When God was finished making a man.. He had some left over elbow skin he hadn't a clue what to do with.. so he sat around thinking..pondering.. wondering..then he thought.. "I will form up a cock" and SHAZAM!!!Man had a cock! (Let's face it.. cocks aren't attractive to look at, they are good for sucking and fucking and a friend of mine said, "they are a good tool to write your name in the snow with, lol..other than that.. ICK!!...)

My Opinion On Music... (rap-hiphop) [. I Support Hip Hop && Rap .]
Yanno, i sit here.. and i watch people.. and their music, and their opinions on things.. and it always seems to get under my skin when people wanna "diss" rap-hip hop... And in all reality, what the fuck does your opinion matter to these rappers anyways? I mean, seriously think about it... the more you hate on something, the more it seems to come up, right? Right. Kinda like the ex you want to go away, and jus when you think they are gone.. BOOM! they are back. I listen to a lot of music.. Rap, Hip hop, Underground hip hop/rap, country, pop, teeny bopper music, to oldies. Its all the matter of a mood. Depends on what sounds "good" to my ears. Never once am I gonna be the one to say "Oh that sucks" cause i dont like the "type" of music it is. I'll listen, if i like it, i do. If i dont.. Oh well. At least i tried it myself.. If most people would LOOK OUTSIDE of the box.. Maybe there wouldnt be SOO much hatred in our lives, huh? Now - Jeezy put it in a good way in his song with

My Operation
it went well all though we are waiting on cat scans to come back to know for sure we got the cancer out ,i hate doctors they take to long for things like this lol,but its all in good hands and hopefully soon ill feel better .im so board in this room lol not use to laying down lot but thats life. ill keep posted when i find out my results from the scan. right now im feeling kind of bluuu to day so i am sorry if i dont get to u quick enough. have a good day everybody.

My Opinions...
I read a blog a few days ago that I thought was kind of a lil over rated...I am trying to figure out why it is that people give there views on things that the really dont't know about...For instance I can't give advice on "LOVE" cause I can't make my own love life work so why give advice on it to everyone else...If you want to voice your opinion on something that is one thing but to use your own life to give advice is really kinda retorical cause you may do something that someone else would not do...I know that I have found myself from time to time trying to give advice cause someone ask for it and I use myself as example, but that is reallly not going to help that person because they might seeit in my views, but I guess that we all like to help people with things cause that is what we do as friends...I thought that I would voice my opinion about it casue I just thought for someone to give advice based on there own life was pointless cause most people are there own person so thet will

My Opinion On Internet Relationships
It is total Bullshit! 1st if ur married or have a significant other it is sad you are even online looking for others. Obviously your relationship sucks sooo bad you have to find thrills outside the relationship. Get out of it & move on, it is pathetic to be with someone u r unhappy with. To those that think ur going to find the love of your life in a virtual world....U don't know the person behind the keyboard, u most likely have never seen them face to face, felt their touch, or looked into their eyes. It's bullshit to say you love a fantasy and face it ppl. that is exactly what it is. Find someone that is real you deserve it. DO NOT give ur number to someone on here regardless of how long u have been talking to them, the reward you get is phone calls every hour from them leaving voicemails of how much they love u, and u hurt them because you do not partake in their little fantasy. It is sooo freak'en annoying. Your Friend Lynne

My Opinion Of Nsfw Pics(please Read)
Ok, I just need to vent something here...Im getting totally disgusted by people whom i've never talked to asking to see nude pics. If you have read my profile you wouldn't even ask in the first place. You will NEVER see an NSFW pic of me, it's not who I am. If you're that hard up, search the smut on the net, rent a porno or a hooker for all that matters. I don't have anything against people who do post NSFW's, that's them, this is me. Oh and while I'm at it, DO NOT ask me to rate your cock shots, if you seen one, you've seen them all. If I did rate them, you would all be pissed when I gave you 1,2 or 3. Again, if you had read my profile you would know this to. Thank you for listening!

My Opinion.. Kids Pics..
Okay.. I have met the most awesome people on here.. But a few guys, out the dozens that have talked to me..were tremendously creepy.. (if you are my friend, I do not place you in that catagory.. and if I do.. it is a good creepy :D ..lol.. like me) My kids are grown, but I do not feel comfortable putting pics of them on here. I know that everyone has a varying opinion on this. I just worry alot. Watch your babies guys.. this is a scary world, even on fubar. :( Making those pics private, for family or friends only might be a good idea.. Mommy speech over.. hope you are all having an awesome day!

My Opinion On Ignorance
I had an interesting conversation today. Someone whom I have chatted with, and talked with and who has been trying to get into my pants for quite some time decided I was a whore because I have cleavage showing on my profile. Yeah, its a shirt and I have NO nudity showing. He got really pissy when I made a PERSONAL observation about how I thought that it was tacky for him to post a closeup shot of his cock. I'm sorry but yes I jumped back,it's how I was raised, and I don't apologize for it. Well I got JUMPED ON big time for that,I guess he can say shit and I am not to be heard. I was told that I was basically a bitch, and that I thought I was better than everyone and that I needed to be quiet. Guess he is from the "women should be seen and not heard" school. Last I checked, I was in America and had the RIGHT to voice my opinion. I don't expect anyone to agree but I still have that right. Another friend of mine was in there and he happened to agree with me and this man jumped al

My Opinions......
well, my first blog, so please be kind. my spelling is not always correct, and i have a nasty habit of saying WHATEVER comes into my head, so it doesn't always make sense. oh well. you always have the option of clicking the mouse, and making me go away. which leads me to the point of this. here goes.... i have found hours of great entertainment in the mumms. I have become a regular, and have had some great fun in there, as well as great conversations. But, as of late, some folks have taken it upon themselves to inform me that i possess an overabundance of stupidity, and I am apparently very closed-minded. I wish to inform everyone that this is DEFINATELY not the case! Quite the contrary. I used to be very liberal ( I AM an artist, for Pete's sake! ), and participate in the whole " protest the establishment" thing. I believed that everyone is equal, and should be treated equally. I wanted to save the planet, and i joined and/or helped create organizations to further the causes that i

My Opinion On Love
I represent kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates! You cannot love everyone, it is ridiculous to think you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural powers of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning. Therefore, I believe you should love strongly and completely those who deserve your love, but never turn the other cheek to your enemy.

My Opinion About Iraq
Ok. So far I have been nice about things but now I have some one who wants to post crap on my page claiming to know more about what I do than I do and more about me. Well I hate to tell him but he is a moron. As my profile states I am 34 yrs old and am currently on my 2nd tour in Iraq. This tour will be ending here very shortly. I have been here for 15 months this time and have lost several friends to include 2 from my platoon. As my pictures show I am a mechanic and wrecker operator. Yes I have seen Iraq with my own eyes. I have more recovery missions than I remember. Yes I have pictures of most of them and no I do not share them. The pictures in my Fallen Heroes folder are the members of my unit that have given the ultimate sacrifice that people can speak their minds. I have been asked several times how I feel about the war so here is my answer to that. I am glad to be fighting here it saves us from fighting in our own country. For those who have forgotten yes Iraq has i

My Opinion
you know what gets me why is there a lack of BBW's on here with a little self respect i search threw profile's for something out of the ordinary rather then people in various intimate positions showing off what they think they got and dont get me started on the pathetic excuses for people that think they are all that but really are nothing more than emotionally insecure people totally bent on there own personal over inflated opinion of themselfs if you want me to notice you be creative step out of the box go a different direction and be truely origional then and onelly then will you get my attention but you will be commended on it

My Opionon
ok 1st i posted a a photo of ppl picketing with signs about deads and thank god for dead soldgers i thank those ppl are idiots and it is wrong to say thank god dead soldgers thay r the ones who give us our freedom nobody else we all should be greatful to them 4 it . so to all of you who have thougt your self so smart by chowing my ass next time no what the hell your talking about before you speak . and for the ones who never learn that lesson fu if you don't know by now how i stand on this subject delete me and kiss my ass . thanks for listening ann

My Opinion
The definition of Integrity that we all know is, "doing what's right even when nobody is looking.Integrity is based on each of our own established values and principles, or lives, make decisions, react to situations and how we deal with or have dealt with hard times which in return establishes these values and principles. So I would have to leave on this note. "It is easier to cope with a bad conscience than with a bad reputation."

My Opinions
i think the president should be shot i hate the government i believe in fate not religion if i were to walk into a 7/11 id be shot rock music has gone down hill thanks to bands like My Chemical Romance 9 times out of 10 I've Got More Of A Fucked Up Life Than You

My Opinions....
heres a post from the indianapolis star newspaper... Obama defends his 'small town' remarks... TERRE HAUTE, Ind. -- Under attack by Republicans and the campaign of Hillary Rodham Clinton, Barack Obama tried Friday night to defuse a controversy over remarks he made earlier this week. The issue erupted Friday when the Illinois senator's comments during a fundraiser in San Francisco became public -- words that described small-town Americans as clinging to religion, guns and other issues out of bitterness over their economic straits. Firing back at critics from both parties who suggested he's an out-of-touch elite, a fired-up Obama said it's they who are out of touch. "I'm in touch. I know exactly what's going on. I know what's going on in Pennsylvania. I know what's going on in Indiana. I know what's going on in Illinois," Obama thundered to a crowd of about 2,600 at North Vigo High School. "People are fed up. They're angry and they're frustrated and they're bitter,

My Opinion, Take It As You Will
Every now and then you look at your life and wonder, "how the hell did I get here." You hate your job, yet you go to work everyday. You work long hours for the chance at a "better" life that you cant be a part of cause you work long hours. Everyone wants your 100%, all the time. Work, Family, Friends, all want 100%.When you cant give it because your tired, sick or maybe, just maybe, its just not a good day, you have failed them.Well for that I say, FUCK THAT. We are expected to be perfect all the time, but what is perfection? What you EXPECT me to be. Your not perfect, so why should I be. For example, Men. Now they will say, they love you for who you are. But dont do your hair, makeup, and wear the sweats and a baggy shirt the next time he wants to hang out with his friends and see if he still want to hold your hand. They expect perfection, cute, blonde, thin, young. Well guess what, I cant turn back time. So if you cant love me for who I am, Leave me the fuck alone. Ya, I could grow

My Opinions
the difference between: Rice Cars with huge spoilers Huge exhaust cans, over sized like more then 3 inches, Huge 18+ (pending) wheels Air bags Body kits Extreme car color :::Note::: Some people don't realize that Stock spoilers are NOT RICE, Like mine STOCK. as far as clear lends and head lights. You can find ero's on new cars. I don't consider that rice. :::Not rice::: Ero's "certain ones" 17- rims.(pending) {every one wants a nice looking wheel/rim} no body kit Clean looking stock appearance. :::::::Rap and crap::::::: {Rap} Remember these are my opinions I believe that rap is a story. Something that explains what they have seen or a story of something that happen, or feelings about something that every one has to deal with "police, government, ect" {crap} This is something i don't like to listen to.Because i find it useless. The n** word being thrown around and talking about how I smoked that blunt and touched her pussy. Come one peopl

My Opinion
Any boyfriend/girlfriend or spouse cheating on their significant other while they are deployed to Iraqe or some other God forsaken country fighting for us deserves a fate far worse that death. That goes for my sorry ass cousin Megan too as her hubby is in Iraqe she’s fuckin around on him. Such a piece of shit.

My Opinion
Ever heard the saying "that's the pot calling the kettle black"? Well that is what many people on Fubar are doing now. You get on here and you rant and rave about how you rate people over and over again and you never get anything in return. Let me ask you a question. Are you doing any different yourself? Some of you are not and I know this from a first hand experience. I have spent hours rating your pics and stash when you have and when you don't have auto 11s. And what do I get in return? Not one damned thing!!!! Some of you people call yourself my friends. What do I now call you? Greedy users just like half the other people on Fubar. Last week I took the time to delete the people on my friend's list that I thought were the users, but I can see now that some of what I thought were my friends should have been deleted too. So now it's back to the delete button. Some of you will be surprised. But I have no time for drama or users in my life. I had my last auto 1

My Opinion
ON SEPT. 12, 2001, the United States received messages of support and condolence from around the globe as this nation struggled to comprehend the previous day’s terrorist attacks. At home, we vowed to set aside our petty differences and unite as Americans. Today I struggle to comprehend how this nation squandered the near universal good will expressed then. I wonder how the same population that vowed unity then has become so bitterly divided. The disastrously planned invasion of Iraq earned us the enmity of much of the world and has divided us at home. The war on terror has scarred this country’s human rights record. Three years ago, the world watched helplessly as an inept federal government stumbled while thousands of people struggled to survive Hurricane Katrina’s wrath in New Orleans. Like an exclamation point at the end of the Bush administration, the economy now teeters on the brink of collapse. I believe this country needs healing internally to end the cl

My Opinions On Fubar And The People On It
I have been on fubar for a few months now and all I continue to see are women with NSFW pics asking that men spend actual cash on them to see thier pics. Since when did fubar become an escort service? I am so tired of the so called "hotties" on here asking or begging for cash to be spent on them just so you might get to see them naked. I for one WILL NOT spend real cash on any woman on this site. I believe that if you put naked pics up then you should figure that men will want to see them and should at least make it to where they can get a view if they want. I am not saying that everyone should be able to view them but damn, at least be realistic when it comes to the price you ask for. You should have a figure in fubucks to see if guys don't want to spend real cash considering the economy of the country right now. I know I will catch flack over this blog but I don't give a damn, its my opinion and I am entitled to it. If you are on my friends list and this offends you then GTFO my list

My Opinion
Octomom is just a mess and ought to have her head examined. Who in their right mind has 6 kids already that they can't afford and thinks it's a good idea to add to the group. If you want to be around a bunch of kids, and aren't independantly wealthy, then work at a daycare. I feel sorry for the kids and wish there was some way they could get help and that wouldn't benefit their psycho of a mom

My Opinion With Facts And Pic!
My younger brother Matthew A. Kestner is brilliant he has a great aspect on things when I was young about the age of 7 or 8 I saw my younger brother age 5 or 6 at the time grabbing dictionaries from our library in the back of the house where I was surprised when I needed one for school he had it in his room reading an would mark it. If you want to know about who David Jordan is in terms of what he says to Matt just email Matthew at: quietsilentfree@yahoo.com quietsilentfree@hotmail.com he will respond to any questions you have. In my opinion the guy isn't that great he dropped out of College to be a Missionary. I know I shouldn't judge but the facts I have read on their conversation proves that he isn't to smart on the area's that were mentioned in the conversation.

My Opinion!
Ok i just need to say that if someone is going to buy me gifts, drinks, rate my pics, fu-own me or make something for me does NOT mean that i am or goin to fall head over heals for them or vise versa, nor does it mean that i'm going to be upset with anyone if they were to do the same thing for someone else! It just simply means that when i do receive something i am going to do the same for them in return no matter what because that is who i am!! It's called being respectful & i feel that there is just ABSOLUTELY NO REASON why anyone should get excited or upset in anyway!! FUBAR is an online game/chat site to meet & talk to new people & most importantly to have fun!!

My Opinion Of The New Avatar Policy
This is a rant, and is not intended to be disrespectful or offensive. Do you think this new policy might be a little overboard? I live in the desert and RARELY wear anything that isn't tank-top like. Do I have to wear an oversized tent in order to get an avatar approved? My previous avatar showed nothing sexual. No boob, no nipple. Some cleavage, shoulder, and HAIR. Do I need to shave my head for an avatar to be approved? This policy really seems to send a double message. An adult site, for consenting adults. I can understand no tits or dick being in an avatar...but seriously? What about skirts? Are you going to ban skirts in avatar's too? Or feet? Some people get off on feet. The same goes for lips, there IS a lip fetish. There is also a hand fetish, an arm hair fetish, an eye fetish. If you're trying to make this policy to prevent sexual arousal over an avatar, then it has already failed. As for the people with kids running around while they're surfing Fubar; perh

My Opinion Of People On Fubar
How perfetic can some of you people be you go on someones broadcst to get them to show you what you want then you call them a ho and a whore i mean or fuck sake grow a fucking pair of balls and click the red cross. if a woman wants to show let her your opinions are perfetic she does what she wants if you don't ike it no one is telling you to stay. let those who want to see enjoy it if you don't want to your insults are just gonna get you blocked if you want to be blocked so bad ask them to block you. or block them it's that simple so learn to grow up the way it's seeming guys are happ to go on cam and jack off but if a woman wants to masterbate or show her tits it's not allowed, i don't gree if guys are allowed then women should be ble too aswell so stop being childish stop being perfetic and grow set of balls you obviously weren't born with and stop insulting those who want to waatch and those who want to show and go wtch someone elses broacdast there are many women who don't.

My Opinion Of People On Fubar Pt2
FU-OWNERS I like the idea of fu-owning people but what i don't understand is why do people find it a compotision. it';s like oh someone has been baught off of me i'm gonna buy them back. why? it's a game all fubar is, is a chat room mixed with a game to stop you from being bored the person who you own sometimes don't care who they're owned by they see it s well atleast i'm being owned by someone. the thing that annoys me though is if your gonna own me aatleast talk to me it would be nice you've taken the time to buy me why not tke the time to talk to me i'll have a normal convosation with you i wont ignore you the way i see it if you've been nice enough to buy me i'll be nice enough to talk to you so plese if you won me or hope to won me talk to me afterwords i mean come on. to own me you have to be my friend so it would be nice to be talked to aswell BLING whaats to fasination with having loads of bling, yeah it brightens up your profile thats great but think about us who arn't

My Opinion On A Few Things To Do With Fubar
fu-owned i personaly think fu-owned is a very good idea i think it's fun, interesting and a great way to get fubucks and points but i say some people take this game a little too far. for example "oh no someone just bought the person i just bought off of me we'll se about this i'm gonna make sure no one else can aford them" that eliminates the whole point fo the game it's no called fu-owned-by-the-same-person now it it the point of the game is to have fun and stop taking it too far or you spoil it for everyone and just because your bought by someone you don't like dosn't mean you have to beg some one to buy you off of them all it is is someone bought you they don't control you, you havn't got to talk to them tbh for the whole time they own you they might not even say one word to you so chill out a little bit and just enjoy the game for the reason it was originally made newbies it's great you chose to come join fubar but start showing people who were here before you a little respe

My Opinion On Other Sites & You Need To Respect The Site Your On Or Walk Away
Frankly ive been here 7 years on fubar. I have seen people Cheat, hack, use progams, get attacked, bashed, banned and more.. there are rules that arent allowed on the site because some feel they are a threat. People need to remember something... Freedom of speech is a phrase that is a joke. You see every race (except White people) in the USA allowed to use racial slurs, make private clubs exclusively for singles colored races but if white people do it they are punished, called racist and thrown in jail. Deal with it, move on the world is not a fair place. As to the other site cool another place to check out. Ive probably already been invited to it but have been too busy with (gasp) my own site, its a site for gaming, mainly Diablo has my radio station from my lounge here, chat and a forum and forum gold for those that post or buy n sell virtual items and so on. Fubar, Lost Cherry, Cherry tap has been here fore nearly 8 years i think It will not die unless they choose to let it, Its got

My Opinion
My Freedom Of Speech First of all, I'm not writing this to offend any of my current friends. This is a good way to express how I feel about things. I think that our world has gone to crap. Used to our parents could just send us out to play and not have to worry about anything but nowadays kids are not safe outside alone. I'm not prejudice but this world has turned into a mixed race world which is wrong. The jobs used to be alot better and we really had no worries about how bills were getting paid or how the kids would be raised but now that all the illegal ones have came here, we have less jobs and its harder to raise kids. All the ones that come here from other places get food stamps, tenn care, social security, and still have jobs, not to mention free housing and no taxes. All the people that belong here have crappy jobs and if u have a job, u can't get food stamps or tenn care. There are people who are on disability that don't even need it and the ones who do need it or have kids th

My Orchid
My Orchid My orchid dews with musky cream for thoughts of you and distant dreams Its center swells with heat engorged its need unquelled awaiting more Petaled lips, those lingually teased passionate moans in ecstasy seized

My Order
Two eggs, over medium, hash brows, English muffin with mixed fruit jelly and butter, tomato juice, and coffee, black, with a side of turkey sausage, and I think I will go with French toast this morning. Just send it to my room. Thanks!

My Origins That Make Me So Proud To Be A Romanian! This Is Glory~ Honor ~power
Dacia, in ancient geography was the land of the Daci. It was named by the ancient Hellenes "Getae". Dacia was a large district of South Eastern Europe, bounded on the north by the Carpathians, on the south by the Danube, on the west by the Tisia or Tisa, on the east by the Tyras or Nistru, now in eastern Moldova. It thus corresponds in the main to modern Romania and Moldova, as well as parts of Hungary, Bulgaria and Ukraine. The capital of Dacia was Sarmizegetusa. The inhabitants of this district are generally considered as belonging to the Thracian nations. [edit] Name The Dacians were known as Geton (plural Getae) in Greek writings, and as Dacus (plural Daci) and Getae in Roman documents; also as Dagae and Gaete—see the late Roman map Tabula Peutingeriana. Strabo tells that the original name of the Dacians was "daoi", which could be explained with a possible Phrygian cognate "daos", meaning "wolf". This assumption is enforced by the fact that the Dacian standard, the Dacian Draco

My Orgasm
My nipples are erect, as i slowly rub them between my finger and thumb, i moan slightly, i can feel the warmth spreading already. I slowly take the vibrator and place it between my legs,iplace it beside my already swollen clit, i turn it on. Slowly i rub it up and down against my clit, the juices are flowing, i'm wet and hot. I moan as the vibrator sends waves of pleasure through me. Faster and faster i rub it against my clit, i'm getting wetter and wetter, i feel the pleasure building, i moan louder and gyrate my hips , finally the preasure builds to it's climax, i lift my hips, arch my bck, i scream as the orgasm builds, juice's flow, the sreams are louder, finaly i lay back, satisfied. I smile as a sigh escapes from me. With a slight giggle, i turn over and go to sleep.

My Orgasm
Now I am sure you are all familar with the many different ways that a woman can cum. A woman can have a vaginal orgasm, she can have a clitoral orgasm and/or she can both. Some woman can just cum with straight on fucking, while as others need to either have a clitoral orgasm or have their clit stimulated inorder to have a vaginal orgasm. Some women whimper, some scream, and some women are silent. Women are all different and the only was to fully know how to please your woman is with proper communication. Well do you want to know how I cum? Okay here is how its done….Yes I am one of those difficult women who need to have both vaginal and cliteral stimulation for me to cum. I like to start by rubbing my clit softly. I always start with clitoral stimulation. I have an abnormaly tight pussy and it actually hurts me to have any sort of penetration if my pussy isn’t wet, eagerly anticipating my vibrator, a finger or my lovers tongue to give her pleasure. Si

My Original "about Me"
I stand defiantly in the tempest, I laugh and dare it to do it's worst. When it strikes me down I simply rise again. And I will continue to do so until the storm blows itself out and I am left with blues skies and singing birds. I need someone that can stand at my side through it all. Someone who knows that they can be battered by life, but never broken... that pain and hardship passes if you push through it... and who would never succumb to the temptation to surrender. I need someone that can run with me, dance through life with me. And someone that can kick pain in the teeth and say to it "I am not yours!" Can you do that? Can you fling caution to the wind and step forward with zest and enthusiasm? Life is here to be LIVED, the game of life is here to be PLAYED. Are you ready for it? And can you have fun while doing it? I am sure you have an idea of the "perfect guy for you.” I am not what you were thinking of. That does not mean, however, that I would not turn out to be the

My Original About Me - If You Are Interested
I stand defiantly in the tempest, I laugh and dare it to do it's worst. When it strikes me down I simply rise again. And I will continue to do so until the storm blows itself out and I am left with blues skies and singing birds. I need someone that can stand at my side through it all. Someone who knows that they can be battered by life, but never broken... that pain and hardship passes if you push through it... and who would never succumb to the temptation to surrender. I need someone that can run with me, dance through life with me. And someone that can kick pain in the teeth and say to it "I am not yours!" Can you do that? Can you fling caution to the wind and step forward with zest and enthusiasm? Life is here to be LIVED; the game of life is here to be PLAYED. Are you ready for it? And can you have fun while doing it? I am sure you have an idea of the "perfect guy for you." I am not what you were thinking of. That does not mean, however, that I would not turn out to be the

My Organs And I Go On A First Date By Casey Freeman Part 1
FAVS (The scene opens in KC's Luxury Pee Slope Apartment. He's giving a pep talk to his organs.) KC: Okay gang, I've got a date with this really hot chick. Can you please, please behave for me tonight? I don't need another, "Um, I forgot your name but can I get a high five and could you pay for my beer?" date night like last time. Dig it? EVERYBODY: Whatever. EYES: Oh, do they have TV there! I love TV! And maybe waitress butts? Those are the best.JUNK: Don't worry, I'm almost getting hard. KC: Seriously, no boners now. JUNK: After all I do for you, now you don't want it? I'll remember this. KC: Look Boner, this is all a ploy to get somebody else to play with you for a change. Hands are getting tired, right? HANDS: Yeah, we're getting hairy. EYES: I'm going blind. (KC exits Apartment and walks to Fancy Restaurant) BRAIN: I wonder how you're going to screw up this time. KC: Shut up, I'm trying to think. BRAIN: Balls. Mega Man II. Farts. Ninjas. Balls.

My Organs And I Go On A First Date, Part 2 By Casey Freeman
(Our hero KC and his organs are on their first date with Zee. They are seated at an uber-fancy restaurant making small talk.) KC (to Zee): Don't you think they should have a course in the philosophy school called "How to be a waiter?" Oh, you minored in Eastern Modern Dance Philosophy? Well, whatever, I studied English, which basically means I'm well-read and completely unemployable. KC (to Zee): And then I told my intern, "Next time you check your horoscope on the job, hopefully it says, ‘Get a new fucking job, Slacker.'" KC (to organs): You see, I can do this on my own. BUTT: I'm itchy and I need to fart. BLADDER: I need to pee. GUT: I'm still hungry. KC: Damn it guys, I'm on a roll here. BUTT: I can just blow it here. KC (to Zee): I'm going to hit the little boys room. (KC enters the bathroom) JUNK: Ahh, finally. (Chants) As hard as diamond, as thick as rock, beware me ladies, I am the... KC: Stop! This is a peeing trip. Butt and Bladder, do your

My Oracle Day!
this was such a magical day! i had even more fun than when i Godfathered, and that was a blast, as some of y'all will remember. everything went perfectly. better than perfectly, cuz of my friends. thank you for the tickers, gifts, blasts, drinks, bling packs, bling, bombings, rates, and most importantly.... the camaraderie and genuine love! from the invention of the Cao Club, to Caralina in my shoutbox counting down my points during my final bomb, to Ruben who *bought* me my final bomb, from Eagleshelp cluelessly helping me, not really quite knowing what he was doing, to Caralina and JoJo and Perrrty and Nuff and Silveroak who advertised me in their statuses, to Chipper who was my very first pimpout of the day (i was still asleep!), and everyone else. several of you *cough*Audiogasm4one*cough*DavePInFlorida*cough* have deigned to pm me, apologizing for missing the actual leveling, or for having something they had to do that day. the mere fact that y'all pm'd me about it = you were the

My Other Half Applicationn!!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. on the hand.... 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20.would u cheat on me? 21.would u hug me? 22.would u kiss me? 23.would u cuddle with me? 24.would u f*u*c*k me? would you make LOVE to me....? 25.would u lie to me? 26.would u take my

My Other Half
IF ASKED WHY I LOVE HER I WOULD SAY IT'S THE SWAY IN THE HER HIPS THE THICKNESS IN HER THIGHS IT'S THE LUST IN HER LIPS THE LOVE IN HER EYES IT'S THE SOFTNESS OF HER SKIN THE SILK IN HER HAIR IT'S THE TWIST IN HER WALK IT'S THE SWEETNESS IN HER TALK IT'S THE WAYSHE LOVES ME THAT MAKES ME LOVE HER EACH DAY THAT IS WHAT I WOULD SAY

My Other Job
Son I have to leave for my other job So I won't be comming home tonite But it's not that weekend Dad And my game is tomorrow nite I'm sorry son but I have to go Score some points for me I know you'll play your best This is how it has to be I'm gonna miss your birthday Gonna miss Christmas too Every minute that I'm gone I'll be thinking of you

My Other Family
I got a Brother who always keeps it real his names "Guilt"; Lets me know I cant stand how ever it is I feel. I got a Cousin named "Pride", Nigga acts like a lawyer . Got a Sister named "Karma", I be tryin to avoid her. Got a X that's bitter, who wants me to be her nigga. My Girl "Self-pitty", I am always wit her, but Biz beff is valid (why?) she dont like shorty cause she used me; one time she seen her verbally abuse me. My Uncle "High-sight", he wears real thick glasses, he reminds me of where I been and how shit gets drastic. Got a Aunt name "Humility" she speaks so mumbled; dont care that I am sexy she keeps me so humbled. In my head I debated. Out loud I'll never say it. I am sure it's a pretty good reason why we all related

My Other Blog Sites . . .
I have several blog sites already in existence. They are: www.popeeatscookies.blogspot.com which have over 650,000 hits in a little over a year. It is my blog for my ranting, views and jokes. www.misscynthiasboudoir.blogspot.com which is my erotic writing website. This is where I post all of my erotic stories. It has around 85,000 hits since February. www.smokinggurl.blogspot.com This is the a smokers' rights website that is mostly local for the Allegheny County, Pennsylvania (Pittsburgh)area, but it also has a lot of general information. Hope you visit them! Oh, and like I tll everyone, there is no advertising, pop ups or anything on them, so you don't have to worry about the whole spyware thing!

My Other Car Is A Big Honking Gas Guzzler
At a press conference in April on soaring gas prices, House Speaker Dennis Hastert drove off in a hydrogen-fueled car to promote the use of alternative energy. But as soon as he thought he was away from the cameras, Hastert ditched the clean car and climbed into his SUV- for the ride back to the Capitol, a few blocks away.

My Other Blog Entries On 360
THE SORCERESS I FEEL YOU STANDING THERE IN THE SHADOWS YOUR KEEN SENSES BROUGHT YOU TO ME, WHY? WHY ARE YOU SO INTRESTED IN ME? I AM NOT A CREATURE LIKE YOU,I AM MERELY MORTAL DOES IT BOTHER YOU THAT I SENSE YOUR NEARNESS? MY LACK OF FEAR CONFUSE YOU? WHY SHOULD I FEAR YOU, YOU DO NOT WISH ME HARM. I SENSE THAT YOU WISH TO FEED MORE THAN ONE HUNGER FROM ME WICH IS MORE POWERFUL, THE DARK HUNGER OR THE HUNGER OF YOUR COOL FLESH? I SMELL THE MUSK OF YOUR PASSION, FEEL THE HEAT OF YOUR DESIRES. WONT YOU COME TO ME, LET ME SEE YOU, LET ME STAUNCH YOUR HUNGERS. CAN YOU SMELL MY DESIRE? WOULD YOU SHY FROM MY TOUCH? I SHOULD FEAR YOU SHOULD I NOT? I DON'T ALL I WANT IS TO TASTE YOUR FLESH,SAMPLE YOUR KISS. LET ME FEED MY RAVENOUS APPETITE UPON YOU, I WILL LET YOU TAST OF MY ESSENCE. MY LIFE ENERGY IS YOURS SHOULD YOU FIND THE COURAGE ONLY TO ASK. TOUCH ME DARK PRINCE, LET ME SHARE THE SUNLIGHT WITH YOU THROUGH MY SWEET YOUNG FLESH.

My Other Work
I am sure I will scare off a few friends with this. For many years, I have been doing shibari and bondage work. I have been trying to get much better at my ropework. IT takes many years to get good at it. What started as a hobby.. became something interesting. I have always been into photography, since I was 12. I am critical of my work, and like many artists, I am always afraid to show it to outsiders. In the past, I have had websites set up to show some work. I have helped some friends in the adult business with their work. I have always stayed away from that, as I want to show it as art. Someday I will show more.

My Other Show On New Artist Radio
Well, after 3 months, i finally updated my Raven Interviews Eggs & Kegs Show on New Artist Radio. You can listen to it either from: www.newartistradio.net OR here..lol. Great stations there also :) IF YOU'RE ON DIAL UP, CLICK THE BANNER BELOW AND CHOOSE DIAL UP OPTION FROM THE NEW ARTIST RADIO PAGE.

My Other Fav Country Rose, Katie Eltink
Please give a listen to my other favorite Rose of Country New Country Star Female Vocalist of March , The Beautiful Katie Eltink inside info she's recording two of my songs i've co written, Thats her singing my favorite song on my player, I will dedicate it to all the Singing Cowboys in my life, " My Cowboy " Click on her banner, buy her music request it on NIXA , tell i sent you.

My Other Side
a few weeks ago I wrote about one side of me that is a very kinky and sexual side. that is not all there is to me, as some of you can attest too. I am a very loving, caring and compassionate person when I become friends with you there will come a point where it may seem that I have fallen for you, in effect I have fallen for you. But there is one person on here who knows how I feel about her and knows I will always be there for her and be more than willing to help her anyway I can. As I will all of you but this person is very special to me and I will always care for her no matter what the costs. If you do become friends with me you will get all my heart and all my soul I will spare no expense in telling you how I feel or what is on my mind that very moment. If you make me angry your best bet is to just leave me alone till I calm down and see if our friendship is worth salvaging if I dont think it is please dont come crawling back to me in hopes of trying to get my frienship back. if I

My Other Favorites
Here are a few other of my favorite things: Color: Dark Green Food: Breakfast Items TV Shows: Star Trek, Colbert Report, South Park, Justice League Unlimited, Superfriends, The Batman, Superman and the Legion Of Superheroes, My Family, Footballers Wives, MI-5 and Fox News Channel's Various Business and Political News Shows Movies: Star Trek series, Star Wars series, Kill Bill series, Harry Potter series, Godfather series, Gone With The Wind and the Saw series Video Games: Castlevania series, Super Mario series, Tetris, Bejeweled and the Doom series. Subjects In School/College: Higher math, History, Political Science, Sociology, and the Supernatural Broadway Musicals: Wicked, Evita, Sound Of Music and The Who's Tommy Websites: LiveJournal.Com, Hotmail.Com, Fubar.Com, StarWars.Com and MyCokeRewards.Com

My Other Blog
I have bee receiving alot of flack about my blog. People that have never spoken to me, accuse me of being a user and a bad guy because i post about good guys. Personally I couldn't care less what other people think of me, but judging me without even talking to me?? I'm sorry but that is going a bit too far. My friends know who and what I am, that is enough for me.

My Other Daughter
She has been on Fubar a little while but not very actively. Go show her some luvin so she can see what shes missing by not hanging out more and maybe she will start. Looking for New Friends````PLZ RATE```FAN```ADD ME```Will return the LOVE```@ fubar

My Other Life...
I'm a 34 year old Submissive bisexual woman that loves submitting herself to others for their personal or shared entertainment and exploitation. I'm very comfortable being a sexual playtoy and welcome blindfolds and bonds when desired by those I serve. Dress me as your slut or just show me off in the nude if you wish. Being naked even if I'm the only one that way is something i'm use to being presented to others I'm limitless and expect the same from those I give myself to. I'm not looking for your respect ( I get that in my job), I want you to make sure I have your full attention at all times either in private or out in the publics eye. Feel free to contact me to know or see more of me through AIM ( mygeespot3 ) On my knees serving you... DD

My Other Sister
Hey guys.. my other sister is about 31,000 from Rockstar!!! Can we please go and show her some love?????????? She will return all the love she gets!!! why_be_normal ~ RL GF / FU Engaged to Dj John ~@ fubar

My Other Family
My Other Family I have another family as diverse and interesting as can be They all have different personalities and they mean the world to me Whenever I am feeling blue I know just what to do I walk over to my computer and talk to my wonderful family Yes some of you may think I am strange for most of the I have never actually met but their smiling faces have made my life a whole lot better my family on the net Joanne Anderson Beaty © May 11, 2008

My Other Accounts
MYYEARBOOK View my profile at MyYearbook here: http://www.myyearbook.com/realm_of_sarah To join, click here: http://www.myyearbook.com/join.php?ref=1060752369 MYSPACE View my profile here: http://www.myspace.com/realm_of_sarah

My Other Half
My kindred spirit, Do you doubt we’ll share, A love transcendent, And truly rare? Our souls dominion; Will give us no choice. Time will stand still, When I hear your voice. If fate has its way Your eyes will meet mine, Lost in forever We’ll travel past time. Then, long awaited Our hands will touch; Mine, fragile, soft, Yours warm and rough. No thoughts will break, Or suspend our dance. When our souls meet, We’ll be left to chance. A force of nature, Destiny shall ordain. Our will cast aside, Released from the pain. To each other's center, We will be led, Seduction upon us, Our hungers fed. My heart, for you only, My flesh will surrender, Respond to your warmth, To your touch, so tender. A coveted encounter, Fulfilled at long last, We’ll know from then on, If this will just pass. The danger for us, Will be revealed then - What might be our future, Are we lovers or friends?

My Other Fu-owner, And Sweetheart.
I'm very lucky to be Fu-owned by this wonderful lady, who just happens to have my heart. Go show her lots of Fu lovin's, she's awesome! I love you baby! ¢¾Sassy68 Fu Owner of Mark . ¢¾ . Supporting our Men And women in Uniform ..@ fubar

My Other Mama
Debra : " I work with an amazing young woman who has a heart of gold and deserves nothing but the best. I pray every day that she knows this...how incredible she is and that I would never trade her friendship for anything. She is a wonderful Mom of 1 and a half children and she just beams when she talks about them. Jessica, you are like a daughter to me and I love ya! I am here for you ALWAYS!!" ****i just had to post this after she posted it on facebook. Love her to death. Shes like another mom to me.*****...

My Outline
I guess what I have left right now as far as my future goes is this. I'm trying to think of what I really need to take as far as classes go. There is so much that I need to think about, but at least I do have some options. But thing is, how much is it gonna cost me? Right now I have no job and some money to still save up for tuition. *Sighs* what to do from here? I guess I may never know until I get my schedule book sometime within the next week or so. But I'm not letting my guard down for even a second. So in short, gotta take care of business right?

4 My Outlaw You're A Wanted Back Here
Or Sheriff Kay Is gonna BE tracking you down and putting A new tatoo on your outlaw sexy butt from my boot , so come back to us :) Shes not one of your former outlaw girls the ones that rode off in search of wanna be's , she's true blue and stands by you among several others that miss you !! FOR U OUTLAW Cher - Just Like Jessie James Add to My Profile | More Videos

My Outlook On Life
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlighted about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people the permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fears, our presence automatically liberates others.

My Out Look On Life
tonight while watching the secret for the 4th time i decided to blog it so i did. i am 27 years young and although i have my bad days just like we all do, i still try to remain positive. i do agree with it fully. i do agree that i am in charge of my own destiny. to think is to create. if i want positive results i need to think positive results. if i think negative i will receive negative results. the law of attraction is a very powerful~ what ever i want i can get i just need to visualize it and it will happen. i get what ever i want not because i am spoiled but because i make things happen. i know who i am and remember where i came from but i also know that i am in charge of my future. i live my life to it's fullest potential and live each day like it is my last. *if it's to be it's up to me** **to think is to create** these are my favorite quotes and they are so true i love my family and friends so very much but i love myself too :D although love my j

My Out Come..... (please) Read!
I went to the cancer Specialist today, and well from what's going on is that he thought we'd get by with the surgery however said that I have a 89% cure rate with that so instead I'm gonna be going through RADIATION daily M-F for 5 1/2 to 6 weeks with Thursdays Chemo 6-7 hours X 6 cycles treatment as they call it which has the same cure rate as the surgery but 30% more complications than the one he picked for me, then followed by that I have to have 3 brachtheropy implants one every week, which I don't know what the hell that is? Anyways I just thought that I would update you all on what is going to happen with me. Just glad that it hasn't spearded to other parts of my body which is a good thing. I believe with all your prayers I'm going to be o.k. an make it through all this... Thank you all so much for everything you've done... Much love always from your friend Jaime!

My Own Poetry
Darkness is here and I don't understand, What will come of the world at hand? Death and destruction seems to be the plan For what can a mortal do to stave off deaths hand The gods have abandond their children to the abyss To drown in the fire of hopelessness and fear.

My Own Shit
I never wanted the fame, never cared for publicity/ but these niggas is all up in my face with negativity/ question my authenticy, mentally they my enemy/ physically I'm the energy, shit'n on niggas lyrically/ looks niggas give'n me, see'm in my periphery/ If they try'n to scare me, them niggas is fail' miserably/ My masculinity nigga you can see visibly/ And I smell pussy anywhere in you vicinity/ Get in my proximity and lose yo identity/ If you niggas foul I'm a hit you with a penalty/ you feel'n me cuz you niggas ain't live'n realistically/ Nickel dime niggas always talk'n bout ten-a-key/ You kill'n me literally, I'm only here metaphysically/ and all the hoes love me cuz I still believe in chivalry/

My Own Shit
I really hate niggas who turn bitch in an instant/ those the type of niggas I try to keep at a distance/ For instance, I know a nigga who hail from flint/ Owed money, couldn't pay, got slapped like a bitch/ Turned around, took off in a full on sprint/ Niggas like him I can't be seen with/ Cuz I'm the type of nigga whose nuts is all brass/ Pass on the gossip, but knuckle up fast/ Never ran from beef, I love meat/ Fry it up and serve it with a side of heat/ Pride is deep so its hard to back down/ If I do count to ten, and I'll be back round/ with a glock in my fist and some extra rounds/ mug tow up ready to straight det you clowns/ See, I need niggas like that to roll with/ I'm on parole shit so the heat you hold it/ no problem, matta fact, gimme back the revolva/ I gotta keep strap'd up, the streets is call'n/ No gat then I'm brawl'n, the last one fall'n/ Big balls, texas hold'em and I'm all in/ But you niggas try to ease on back/ Stay out the spotlight cuz the G's

My Own Shit
Days is long, nights is an eternity/ Thats why I smoke dro til the roaches be burn'n me/ Cops, they be learn'n my moves earn'n me felonies/ Seven on my sheet, parole officer be tail'n me/ But never will I ever be scared to do me/ They say,"Tone you conceited", nah, who me/ Naw not me, thats Stuup/ He the grimy nigga, conive'n and throw'n niggas for loops/ But we are one in the same, we had the same judge/ When he sentenced us to 3 years, neither one of us budged/ So yeah, I guess I am kind of arrogant/ Real niggas do what they want, you do what you can, you a manaquin/ Niggas like,"Aww, here he go with that again/ Damn right, you lucky I don't hit you with the heat and leave ya brains like gelatin/ But I don't wanna speak heat right now/ I wanna speak truth of what I see right now/ The industry is soft, kind of sweet right now/ Even though niggas front'n like they street right now/ Yall niggas funny, see me laugh'n and shit/ Cuz I see you in ya video dance'n and shit

My Own Shit
I gave you everything I had though it never was much/ All I needed was a ten spot to get me a dutch/ Couldn't find a good job, my color's my luck/ Didn't want to spend yo money so I stuck niggas up/ Ran up in niggas cribs, grip'n those thangs/ And you really didn't care cuz I was do'n my thang/ Long as I came home at night and boned you right/ Or at my niggas crib and I phoned at night/ I gave it to you good, sex wasn't an issue/ And even though we fought a couple times, I never hit you/ How many times did I try to break-up/ How many times did I say fuck it, came home to make up/ Cuz you would always cry and I couldn't stand to see it/ Made me out to be a bad man, I coulnd't be it/ Everytime you said please, I came back/ I'm the same cat just a little more laid back/ I gave you my heart and it feels like you used it/ I loved you..............but whats love got to do with it/

My Own Shit
Alot of niggas thugs over tracks/ But when beef pop off, you niggas rather run than attack/ While the real niggas hug'n their gats/ Ride'n 22 in Detroit with the snub on their lap/ Long range scope got you plug'd from the back/ Got you see'n red like the blood from yo scalp/ Bitch niggas run, real niggas fight to the death/ We don't give a fuck if niggas wear a vest/ We don't aim for the chest, those maybe shots/ Maybe I'll kill'm, maybe not, we aim for the top/ Sick wit it, twist like a blunt and split wit it/ While you niggas stand'n mouths open take'n dicks wit it/ We load up the 3-5-7, 6 in it, no clips in it/ You finished nigga, it ain't no tricks in it/ Stop act'n bitch wit it/ Yo life ain't priceless, you iceless nigga get a job and stick wit it/

My Own Orders (a Poem)
THIS WAS A POEM I FOUND ON THE NET FROM AN ARMY WIFE TO HER HUSBAND...HER NAME WAS NOT ON IT SO I CAN NOT GIVE HER CREDIT FOR THIS BUT HERE GOES: I stand right next to you everyday in the store, but everywhere I go I have a sense of pride you can't even begin to understand. For everywhere I go, I carry with me the pride he stands for. I may not be on the frontline with him but yet I am his unseen 'battle' buddy I feel the same pains he feels, when he hurts..I hurt as well. When he smiles I feel a sense of peace. I have my OWN set of orders to follow not because I'm ordered to but because I choose to. I commit myself to that man who passes you wearing his uniform. That man who is willing to die for yours, The same man who just weeks ago was tenderly holding me. My orders are clearly that of supporting him Proudly representing what it is he stands for and to be here waiting on him the day he comes home. I am committed to the military not by signing papers but be

My Own Shit
Let a nigga be free sometimes/ Why can't I just rhyme and be me sometimes/ Stereotypes, got me do'n time in jail/ Brought up to raise hell, had me do'n 3 in a cell/ Believe me when I tell niggaz my life was ruff/ And the only way I escaped was write'n stuff/ Rather it was schoolwork, raps, or write'n books/ Had to make it out, fuck how much time it took/ But the line from citizen to crook, I done crossed it/ My mind, I done lost it/ One chance from the time of nine, I done tossed it/ Damn I'm exhausted, deal'n with these skeletons thats locked in the closet/ the gameplan I had designed, it imploded/ Life gave me a chance and turned around and stole it/ I asked for it back, it turned around and sold it/ Now I'm blazed out, black, burnt, and scolded/ Hold it, I'm not thru wit you yet/ I'm not thru fuck'n move'n units wit my crew yet/ Keep'n my cool, calm and collect/ See me zoned out when I bomb ya set/ Then I blast the tech, I'm a bastard yes/ "Haven't I learned my

My Own House?
i may be getting a small one room house next month depending on how work goes and my paycheck and such. it's one of my aunt's it used to belong to my aunt lynn and she rented it out but sold it to my aunt don who i don't really know and she hasn't found renters for it yet and can't really afford to pay for it. it'd be 475 a month which will be a crunch if my hours get cut a little at work but i can manage. if i get a bad month the problem would be money for food and utilities. food wise if need be i know i can ask to eat with derek and doreen a few days if my check is low, in the worse of times ill still be able to pay for my car and rent anyways, just need to hope they have decided to keep me around for a while at work. so im hoping now more then ever one of the sites i use to make money writing articles online pays me. ill find out in the next 7 days if it works or not. if it does then i can manage with rent and such with out too much worry. cuz i can get an extra hundred or so on

My Own Shit
So now a nigga single, free to go and mingle/ You broke my heart down to a hundred thousand pieces/ You fucked it up for the next girl/ you was the earth to my people, you was my whole world/ But fuck it, It's time to pack up and move on/ I'm too strong, to be down too long/ you knew I had a talent to rhyme, you said I did/ Said you wanted to be with me when I made it big/ But when I release my single, I'm single and I'm solo/ And don't come runnin back to me cuz thats gone be a no-no/ You hit me wit a low-blow, wait til I'm in need/ To say it wasn't work'n out and you gotta leave/ But I believe, out of sight, out of mind is whats wrong/ Soon as you see me, you runnin back to my arms/ But my arms is closed, no warm reception/ Ain't no come'n back this time, get to step'n/ My heart is my weapon, you broke it and you knew it/ you blew it, love..........what the fuck that got to do wit it/

My Own Eroticies
Looking down at my hands as I rub them all over my body. One hand massaging my tit through my corset, the other caressing my stomach.........my theighs.......my pussy. Feeling my juices through my thong. Untying my corset and sliding it off my back. Wearing only my black lace thongs, theigh highs, and heels. Laying on my back squeezing my breasts and pinching my nipples. Taking off my thongs, running them off my hips, down my theighs as they are thrown to the floor. Kneeling on the bed sucking my finger then massaging my clit, still playing with my hard , erect nipples. Running my hands all over my body as it is squirming with pleasure. Laying on my back thrusting my fingers into my pussy. Pushing and moving them around to feel my wet pussy walls tighten around them. Sucking hard again on my fingers knowing how good I taste. Pushing my hips forward to feel the whole finger inside. My extended, spread legs quivering with desire. Taking my dildo, licking and sucking it, rub

My Own Shit
This time I won't hold back/ Take off my shirt and my jewelry nigga,hold that/ Na step back, cuz it's about to get ugly like Bubba/ I might have to kill this muthafucka/ No names will be said/ Cuz if somebody end up dead, they gone bring in the Feds/ See him with that red beam....on his head/ If I pull the trigga he gone end up dead/ Ain't no more life to live there after/ Close the book, thats the end of his chapter/ Na he felt the wrath fa act'n like an actor/ Even though I rap, I'm a fulltime scrappa/ Cheese stacka, part-time bitch slappa/ And fa these hoe ass niggas, I turn gun clappa/ You want war, I'll strap up, load the mack up/ Automatics and semi's is packed up/ Run up yo crib, now yo bitch ass is jacked up/ Bullets hit yo body with the force of a mack truck/ And now I need dues/ Searched ya crib fa dope like I was look'n fa Blues Clues/

My Own Shit
I blaze from the three point range like Reggie Miller/ You got nuts nigga then blaze at the gorilla/ I blaze like Carrie when I burn the spot/ Call me Nick Punisher when I blaze the glock/ Call me BK when I blaze for real/ Flame broil niggas when I blaze them in their grill/ Niggas like, "Stuup, why you blaze so much"/ If my gun talk, I aint gotta say so much/ Play too much and I'm a blaze you up/ Set yo girl on fire when I blaze that slut/ Pussy couldn't save that slut, I raped the slut/ Then I blazed her with a razor cut/ Who the fuck wanna blaze with Stuup, let's roll/ Burn yo flesh off and blaze yo skull/ I love blaze'n, especially blunts/ And when I fuck a bitch I blaze up that cunt/ And when I stunt, I blaze the chain/ Still blaze'n niggas with the glare from the sun rays/ Sundays, I blaze in a zoot suit/ Wave'n at females, amaze'n and too cute/ I'm used to, everyday blaze'n/ Burnt like Freddy, model'd by Wes Craven/ Save'n private Stuup, let's go/ I blaze

My Own Shit
Things just ain't the same for Mizfit/ niggas quick to jump on niggas dicks and diss quick/ But Mizfit flip like hotcakes from Bisquik/ Get the grip and kiss niggas red like lipstick/ Sip shit and watch me get pissed off/ Niggas talk'n shit, I'm bout to clip ya lips off/ I'm a big dog in the land of the mini's/ Toy poodles wit cap guns, I gotta semi/ Bottle of Remy mixed wit Henny and Hypnotic/ Bitches gotta taste for niggas wyle'n wit big dollas/ Impala on spreewells so bitch holla/ Oh you want some cash, betta take back them bottles/ I'm pop'n my colla off that double stack'd X/ Double that bet for anotha black check/ Trouble thats next cuz a brotha got flex/ Gimme a fat sac and a bubble eyed Lex/ And I'm cool, no need for the tech/ Got niggas scream'n, "PIMP IN DISTRESS"/ No need to impress, all I want is sex/ So Roxanne, you ain't gotta put on that red dress/ Jump on the bed next, I'm a tear yo back out/ And wax that ass like a candle in a blackout/

My Own Party
My Own Party by sophistikat © Suddenly there were hands all over her. They were pulling off her clothes, pleasuring her in every way. Then a kiss full on her lips, but it was dark and she couldn't see who was doing it. Crash! Lisa woke up. She couldn't tell if she really heard a noise or not. The night was silent and cold, yet she felt flush and warm from her dream. She sat up to hear better, but the silence was only interrupted by the drip from her sink. She put her head back on the pillow. "Wow what a dream!" she thought to herself still feeling the effects of the hormones rushing through her body. Crash! Lisa sat up straight. It sounded like it came from outside. She slid out of bed feeling vulnerable in only her nightshirt and panties. She crept over to the window staying low to the ground, more for comfort than effect. She looked out the window. The neighbor's house was lit up. They had told her they were having a party tonight. She had even been invited, but had o

My Own Pain!!!
My Own Pain I have so much pain to go through I wonder everyday why this is happening to me How could god do this to me? My only answer for that is it is meant to be this way My heart can't take to much more I am breaking everyday Only God knows how much I can handle Why do people have to lie? I can't answer that only they can Why do people hurt the ones they Love? I can't answer that only they can Why is my Heart feeling so much Pain? Only I can answer That. Why is it that things run in our heads each night before we sleep? I don't have the answer for that either All I know is I have My Own Pain In Time I hope it goes away I don't like being angry I don't like not trusting I don't like being unhappy when I don't know what they want I don't like secrets I am open, honest, caring, loving, love my family I believe things happen for reasons and I am here for a reason and that Is to Be Married and raise o

My Own Pain
My Own Pain ! ! ! My Own Pain I have so much pain to go through I wonder everyday why this is happening to me How could god do this to me? My only answer for that is it is meant to be this way My heart can't take to much more I am breaking everyday Only God knows how much I can handle Why do people have to lie? I can't answer that only they can Why do people hurt the ones they Love? I can't answer that only they can Why is my Heart feeling so much Pain? Only I can answer That. Why is it that things run in our heads each night before we sleep? I don't have the answer for that either All I know is I have My Own Pain In Time I hope it goes away I don't like being angry I don't like not trusting I don't like being unhappy when I don't know what they want I don't like secrets I am open, honest, caring, loving, love my family I believe things happen for reasons and I am here for a reason and that Is to

My Own Fucking Revolation
All she ever wanted Was the one that would love her All she ever got were The ones that loved to want her She became their secret fantasy Their midnight snacking call Craving to hear her scream moans As their name echoed down her hall "Come for me my darling" Are the words that she would say Little pawns across the board The only game she knew how to play It was not the role she auditioned for The leading act, star nymphomaniac But she played the part so well A natural, aphrodisiac Like a siren on the rocks Singing to her prey She lured her victims in With songs of their dismay She licks her fingers victoriously Tasting her latest bedpost notch As the remains of their sanity Drip from her swollen crotch She didnt intend to be this way Planning and plotting her next ploy But every time she opened her nitestand drawer She changed the name of her toy She gives them what they want But takes away so much more Evolving from her impressioned person

My Own Responce To Those Who Hate Me
I have noticed that I have somehow attracted the attention of white power skinheads on cherry tap. Well, if they want to go with the God hates fags statements they should study the bible and not just the king James version but the original Hebrew and Greek manuscripts from which the English or king James version was derived. First of all you will notice that images or icons are strictly forbidden in the 10 commandments and many times thereafter, So those pictures of white Jesus are a big no no! Also His name was not Jesus but Joshua "pronounced Ya Shoo Ah" Jesus is a Latin name for his title Not his name. study further and you will learn that all law (in Jesus' own words) hinges on two laws love God first, And love others. Any fool can take any thing said in the bible and turn it for wicked use, In fact this is part of the design of the bible to choose evil or good. The whole purpose being that we lived before in spiritual body and there was rebellion by some so we all wi

My Own Personal Original
What Are Good Friends? friends are good true friends are hard to find these friends will rip out your spine find one to keep it may be worth the leap but also be true for the pays will come due now tell me what you think tell me how you feel once their done you may need a shrink make sure the bargain you make is worth the deal come be my friend and it shall be to the bitter end for what i see i do not like and what you feel may be my spike is this the way for it to be? sure, you mean nothing to me thought it was love guess i was wrong all i got was a shove that's ok, not for long you said i was a sister to me, you are nothing on my hand but a blister tell me what you can tell me what i am for to me you are nothing but a scam and for you, into my frying pan ( the person this was written for has since departed my life, but it has brought several other people closer as friends,the could read and feel the meaning in it. I hope you all can too).

My Own Quotes
Throughout life you will encounter trouble, may it be health wealth or people. The stronger person will be able to see these troubles for what they are worth, stepping stones to a better life and move up and on.

My Own Quiz.. How The Hell Did I Get Submissive On Top? >.>
You scored as Submissive. Your a submissive, might make a good slave. Go offer yourself to some abusive jerk and let them turn your life to hell ^.^Submissive100%Spicy100%Furry/Scalie93%Dominant86%Curious61%Vanilla4%Innocent0%What kind of Kink are you?created with QuizFarm.com

My Own Video Of The Norway....
I was wishing I knew how to make a video of my own memories of the s/s Norway and to dedicate it to her crew, the ones who died in the explosion on May 25,2003. So I learned how. And I did. :) Dedicated to the crew members who died in her service, these are the memories I have of the S/S Norway, one of the world's greatest maritime treasures, set to the music of Annie Lennox and Howard Shore, "Into the West" from the LOTR Soundtrack. Resquiat in Pace. In nomine Patris, et Filii, + et Spiritus Sancti. Amen. With all my love, to crew past and PRESENT... Enjoy... Always, Suzanne aka Siobhan O'Niall

My Own Poem
WHY WORRY Why worry, there is only 2 things in life you have to worry about. Weather you are happy or weather you are sad. If you are happy you have nothin to worry about. If you are sad then there is only 2 things you've gotta worry about Weather you are ill or weather you are well. If you are well there is nothing to worry about. If you are ill there is only 2 things you've got to worry about. Weather you are gonna live or weather you are gonna die. If you are gonna live there is nothing to worry about. If you are gonna die there is only two things you gotta worry about. Weather you are gonna go to heaven or weather you are gonna go to hell. If you are gonna go to heaven there is nothing to worry about. If you are gonna go to hell then your gonna meet up with all your old pals anyway so why worry.

"my Own Band"
I met this man who made me smile, But it only lasted a short while. Then I opened up my eyes, And saw through all of his lies. There are no words to describe my pain, And for a moment I thought I'd go insane. The pain will fade away with time, And one day I know I'll find One who will be Honest and True One who will love ONLY me through and through. I have made a choice in my life, I refuse to be ruled by pain and strife. I dont need a man to define me Or to control my love nor to guide me. I'm not bitter by any means And I don't hate men like it seems. InFact - I love the way they smell and taste, And mmmm the V shpe on their waiste. Their muscles make me go insane, Especialy the way they glisten in the rain. I love their rough hands on my body And the sweet pain when they're deep inside me. So as you can see - I don't hate them at all ( I especially like the ones that are tall ) I just decided to take a stand,

My Own Private Iraq
I'VE NEVER WRITTEN A POEM OR WHATEVER THIS SHIT IS BEFORE SO I'M NOT ENTIRELY SURE QUITE WHERE THIS HAS COME FROM. NEEDLESS TO SAY YOUR COMMENTS GOOD/BAD WILL BE APPRECIATED. CHEERS JAY OUTSIDE...... THATS WHERE ITS COLD THATS WHERE FEAR LIVES LOVE.....LIFE WAR.....LIFE WORK.....LIFE PAIN.....LIFE YOU.....DEATH EVERY SECOND, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY HOUR, EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE... OUT THERE ALWAYS OUT THERE INSIDE..... THATS WHERE ITS WARM THATS WHERE FEAR DIES LOVE....ME PEACE.....ME REST.....ME HEAL.....ME HELP.....ME LIFE.....ME.....I EVERY BEAT, EVERY PULSE, EVERY BREATH EVERY TWITCH, EVERY THOUGHT IN HERE ALWAYS IN ME INSIDE-OUT..... THATS WHERE ITS HOT THATS WHERE FEAR IS BORN LOVE.....HATE LIFE......LIFE ?? WORK.....TOIL PAI

My Own Prison
By trusting in others, I've created a wall, can't be broke through, it will never fall, I thought friends were forever, I was a true friend to you, you hurt lied and betrayed me, I should have knew, I'll live in my prison , safe and alone, a warm dark place where I can be alone, A room with no windows, no need for bars, I will never forgive you, I'll never want out, it's all gone to far, Just stay in your world , with your fake friends and fake dreams, don't act like you care, when chips came down, you where never there, I Created my prison, sweet home to me, no warden no gaurds, no more make believe.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

"my Own Prison" Creed
"My Own Prison" A court is in session, a verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn (And I said oh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And I said oh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time (And I said o

My Own Company
Hey ya'll I know it's been a while, and I'm sorry about that just been really stressed out about alot of things! So let me get you up to speed on whats going on in my life...Me and John are doing great the kids are well there kids....Anyways One night John and I were up late watching tv and I saw a add for SMC so yeah it got to me so I thought I would look into it, got my info package and talked to john about it he told me if I wanted to then we can give it a try *never hurts to try* so the first time I tryed to Join my bank card would not go *yes there is money in the bank*, Okay thats fine maybe the website is having problems, Second time I tryed Nope not going *Okay fine maybe it's not for me*, but hell why not give it one more Try and IT DID IT! okay so thats done with they said I should get my kit soon so I waited and waited and waited guess what no kit as of sunday so sunday night I sent them a e-mail letting them know I did not get my kit yet blah blah blah, Monday UPS truck pul

My Own Mutual Of Omaha's Wild Kingdom
(Originally Posted on May 30, 2006)(Okay, I went back to the QWERTY keyboard. While I still want to learn to type type, I can't spend the time right now to do it.)So anyway, this morning wen I got up, I found a small possum in the laundry room. Using a box, a pair of jeans, and a wooden spoon, my wife and I managed to get it outside. Unfortunately, I don't know where our camera is, so I couldn't take a picture of it first. tag: animals

My Own Relection
Are people really there when you need them the most? Or do people just pretend? Is there real meaning in this world? Or just caoust? Is there really soul mates? Or just partners? Wonders Wonders In my heart the darkness touches trying to fill every inch of my heart. I sit and wonder what it will take to make the darkness reseed. I wonder where I will get the strength to continue my fight. Whom will still be standing by my side. Will there ever be that someone that can take me, as I am And forever keep me. Help me to lock away the darkness that holds tight. That someone just to lean on. Share everything thought, every feeling. I wonder how alone one person can feel? Does every heart ever heal? If it does heal is it perfact back together.... Or like a broken mirror mended, back together But forever distorted? Always to feel pain n fear. Never allowing ones self to trust, completly. To live everyday to its fullest. T

My Own...
Well I know what Month and day my wedding will be on but as to the actual part... Dunno just yet. Ben and I held a yard sale yesterday we made 50$ which was pretty good. It was a small sale is all. His Ex...I don't understand at all though. I tried being nice to her I really did... But she accuses me of cheating with him while they were together... I was in a different relationship while they were going out.. Honestly wtf.. She's afraid is all I think... That I'll be nice to her and possibly genuinely want to be friends with her.. I didn't lie when I said I'd like to met her face to face and talk and possibly become friends. I'm not a cold hearted person at all... I can be a bit testy but everyone can be. I also like her poetry I think it's cool and you know...I don't know why I try sometimes, I'm not one to give up but I'll keep trying. Then again I can't force anyone to like me. If you do then you do if Not oh well at least I tried. You can't change how the moon and stars are in t

My Own Worst Enemy....
Can we forget about the things I said When I was drunk I didn't mean to call you that I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me Please tell me, please tell me Why My car is in the front yard, And I'm Sleeping with my clothes on Came in through the window last night And your gone Gone It's no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy 'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me The smoke alarm is going off, And there's a cigarette Still burning, Please tell me why my car is in the front yard And I'm sleeping with my clothes on Came in through the window last night and your gone Gone please tell me why my car is in the front yard And I'm sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night It's no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy 'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me Can we forget about the things I said When I was drunk I didn't mean to call you that

My Own Prison
stuck in a prison..no windows..no door...no air..suffocating in my own private hell looking for the light...the way out..clawing at the walls..crying from the pain...release me from my prison doesnt anyone have the key..let me out its dark and cold in here...the ceiling is dripping its loneliness on my head...please free my from myself...lyin on the floor in a puddle of my own blood i realize no one will come..i wont let them..my demons keep them at bay...the demons scream at me from inside my head...they warn me the price ill pay for freedom...crawling to the corner i lay my head against the wall and cry for my own personal sickness in my head....and for the one that will never come.

My Own Bed Of Roses
To lie in a bed of roses, To feel the silkiness against my skin, The fragrance How it comforts me, Though feeling so alone, Once again. There was a time When skies weren't cloudy, And it seldom ever rained, But as the clouds begin to rumble, Once again there's so much pain. So I'll lie in my bed of roses, And wait till the storm subsides, And use the petals from my bed, To wipe away the tears I've cried.

My Own Poem
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

My Own Prison
A court is in session A verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn Chorus (And i said ohh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And i said ohh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time Should

My Own Opinion!!
I posted a bulletin earlier about 6 of my pics getting flagged nsfw. The pics that were flagged were NOT, in my opinion, nsfw. They showed only my belly button or my CLOTHED ass. NO nudity. Well, I got a shout from Razor saying that if I didn't delete that bulletin, I would get turned in to Support staff. When I asked why, he told me that "~_RaZoR_~: WE DON'T NEED THIS DRAMA ON CT...." WTF????!!! Have they read the fucking bulletins or MUMM's lately??!!! It is FULL of unnecessary drama. Mine was but a drop in the bucket in comparison!! This was mine and his response(read from bottom up): ~_RaZoR_~: WELL FOR ONE THING SHE DID NOT HIT YOUR PICS A BOUNCER DID......... ->~_RaZoR_~: omg!! I just said I would and I did!! ~_RaZoR_~: OK IF YOUR NOTING GOING TO DELETE THIS BULLETIN IM GOING TO SEND IT IN TO SUPPORT WITH YOUR PAGE........... ->~_RaZoR_~: omg! that is funny!! I will, but I can't believe Sin Derella can get away with it JUST cuz she ranks higher. Thanks for the non su

My Own Place
sup floks, it been a while, all last week and this week i have been moving into my apartment, i have been a week on my own with my gf ashely, so far things are going really good, we have been getting along better then i expected. today she met my family on my moms side, my grandma, and my half brother. so yeah things are only going to get better from here.

My Own Show
ok i'm sure everyone knows the show MXC yea i wanna have my own show kinda like that but an american better version, with special quest..i think it would b awesome what do you think and feel free to drop some idea's.

My Own Personal View ...a Person By Law !
~A Person By Law ~ OCT/ 29th/ 2002 ( before we fully decided to get off our peace keeping asses and aid in the war on terrorisim ) A Person By Law ----------------- Today I decided to start caring, to stop changing the channel and to stop hiding from the world. I will no longer be hiding from myself nor will I be hiding myself from others. I just finished watching a program by Amnesty International and have come to the conclusion that.. my life is not so bad..and that my world sucks, Funny how those 2 things that I as a close minded person considerd one in the same, are in all actuality completly different. I have also come to the realization that money is something I just dont have to offer.. I do however have an abundance of time and oppertunity... How can any person with even half a heart.. Regardless of the outward hardening of that heart.. Sit and watch a 16 yr old girl lay in a filthy, understaffed, under equipped hospital, dying slowly, suffering from hea

My Own Opinion
Shame. I'm going through these blogs and have noticed how petty EVERYONE is being about things. Not getting rated greater than a 1 by noobs..I mean come on maybe they don't know that you HAVE to rate anyone you see a 10. Actually this is not in the Fubar rules. And if it is I didn't read it. I mean if a person sees you as a 2 that is their opinion. We cannot force others to see things our way. I don't take offense of these damn ratings. I see myself as a 12 everyday of the week. We've got more nudity on here than some of the dating sights I've been on and yes I'm going to say it, we also have some who make us women look really bad. Hell we know what the men want to see, but hey if you can't get ahead without showing your ass then getting ahead shouldn't be important. I don't see as many men on here showing their goodies..to get points or rank around here. So why do we get online to a virtual social network bar and fight and act like children? We go all day in this worl

My Own Flame
There's this emotion deep inside of me The tears are racing down my face I can't tell you Can't do more than Whisper your name Brokenly. I weep for the day I had you here I ache for the moment that I had the ball in my court... Slide off those clothes You wear to be another man And lift the hair Off your neck and let me taste What you really are Without the pretenses And forgone conclusions. I can see it in your eyes You're at the same place I am Not quite sure of which road to take Or where the flame is To light the way. I'm working on a map I'm tracing my plans here on your skin Slide off these clothes These rumours of what I am supposed to be The way I should laugh Smile and eat What I should say When I should sleep. Ah, We're trying Lost ina jumble Of mumbled conversations And jumbled up lines Well I- I'm not sure. I know that pressed here aginst you The journey doesn't seem so far Nor does the end Have a possibility O

My Own Worst Enemy
I am hurt and I did it to myself I am hurt because I am weak I have hurt because I took it out on those who didn't deserve Maybe it's better that I am alone again I am not a good friend to keep If only I had seen what I was doing but I didn't and don't know why I am my own worst enemy I guess it's my own fault I'm left alone to cry

My Own Demise
Cramps, headaches, nightmares,and Screams haunt me when I sleep! That is why I prefer to be awake and aware. She gets all my worries, but I keep all my doubts. I give her my love, but I keep all my hate. Split down the middle is where I am at. She gets my all my good and light. I keep my bad and my darkness. My sarcasm has become hostile, meant to lash out in pain. Sorrow is what I offer to you, for right now thats all I know. Suffering with my wounds, and hate being in my own skin. SCARS from so many years ago that I continue to carry as a burden ! Willing to make a change , but why should I! For all I have ever had was nothingness and pain. Begging on my knees for an end to my misery. I cant end it myself, for I am a heartless coward. If there is a GOD above , why cant he hear me? PRAY FOR DEATH !!!

My Own Thoughts Of The Laws Of Making Love To That Special Person............
Murphy's Law of Sex 09-07-07.....3:31AM. Body: Murphy's Law of Sex Body: Nothing improves with age. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. Sex has no calories. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. No sex with anyone in the same office. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. A man in the house is worth two in the street. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. Virginity can be cured. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are usually the sam

My Own
September 7, 2007 - Friday A FOOL A WISE MAN Current mood: contemplative I PROFESS YEA ITS TRUE THE LOVE I HOLD FOR YOU ! THE WALKS THE TALKS THE LAUGHTER THE TEARS LOOKING FORWARD TO FOREVER YEARS I WOULD GLADLY REAP AS I SOE? FOR I BELIEVE IN A TWO A DESTINY IF YOU WILL LOVE THAT IS TRUE ME AND YOU, I BELIEVE IN BREAKFAST IN BED I BELIEVE IN APPETITES FED I BELIEVE A KISS AFTER DARK LONG WALKS IN THE PARK, HOLDING HANDS YES I STILL BELIEVE IN THE VERY FIRST KISS THE TOTAL PROMISE OF BLISS OF LOVE OF YOU ? YES I BELIEVE THE SHOWERS TOGETHER A STOLEN KISS A SLOW DANCE,A LAP DANCE A TEASE ALL IN LAUGHTER ALL TO PLEASE OH! YES I BELIEVE ! I BELIEVE IN THAT TOUCH IN THE MORN THAT SAYS IM STILL HERE THAT TOUCH THAT SAYS IM ALIVE I HAVE ARRIVED ! THAT TOUCH THAT BELONGS TO YOU THAT TOUCH TO STIR MY HEART OH.......I DO BELIEVE THE ROMANCE,THE LOVE THE GIFT OF TWO ! I DO BELIEVE IN MUCH ,,,..... JUST NO LONGER IN YOU .................

My Own Tribute 2 Those Of 9/11 N My Friend Rip
This Day Every day saddens me because that day was a nightmare n made us all suffer when we saw this tragedy on tv, in person or got phone calls from family members that were there or were supposed 2 be there. My older sister Melissa was there n was pregnant on the train when it happened n I thank god he spared them n saved them. My cousins worked in building one but thank god made it to work late n as they were going in the buildings were collapsing so they saved sum ppl n made it out but were injured. Unfortunately my friend Philip was in the top floors n was hurt in there n never made it out so this is a tribute to him n all the ppl who lost their lives that day EL ULTIMO ADIOSAdd to My Profile | More Videos All Star Tribute - What's Going OnAdd to My Profile | More Videos LOVE ALWAYS TESS MAY THEY ALL BE REMEMBERED NOW N FOREVER

My Own Misery
An ache Rip me open and pour me out I want to scream and shout It was all in a dream I want to shout and scream It is what it seems Limitless....boundless....timeless Im waiting....anticipating Everyday in everyway For a glimpse of you...sad but true I already know you An ache...a lack of you....a deficiency....unsatisfactory....sitting in my own misery Rip me open and pour me out Had to let it all out

My Own Prison
CREED LYRICS "My Own Prison" A court is in session, a verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn (And I said oh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And I said oh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time

My Own Prison
I lie alone in silence, and stare up at the sky; just waiting for the moment, as the time keeps passing by. Waiting for a miracle, hoping for a dream come true; unaware of the future, not knowing what to do. I'm alone in my own prison, waiting to be set free; a door so tightly locked, in my heart lies the only key. Too afreaid of what is out there dont want to hurt again; I show no sign of emotion, however, I'm dieing inside my skin. I cannot let you see me, I wont let you know I care; you cannot know I'm lonely, you cannot be aware. That would make me weak, too weak to hold my own. You would have me in a trap so I walk this path alone. I don't need your guidance I can live all by myself. Even though Im cold and lonely, I will hide those feelings on a shelf. Hidden from all the predators who want to steal a soul; mine is in my prison, and only one key can fit the hole. No longer can you hurt me, no longer shall I cry; I am free to live my life now, till time no longer p

My Own Private Prison
I'll fill you up with a new kind of glamour I'll make you frown with a true kind of tremor I'll lift you up 'cause my God's just arisen I'll take you down to my own private prison I'll fill you up with the breath of the rotten I'll bring you down to the lost and forgotten I'll wrap you up in the sweetest apparel I'll make you frown with a view down the barrel I'll take you up to my own cemetery I'll drag you down girl - I'm too solitary I'll lift you up 'cause you're my only treasure I'll make you frown for my own private pleasure Nothing can tear us apart Nothing can tear us apart You won't save me from love that hurts me You won't spare me from life that kills me I'll fill you up with a new kind of glamour I'll make you frown with a true kind of tremor I'll lift you up 'cause my God's just arisen I'll take you down to my own private prison Nothing can tear us apart Nothing can tear us apart You won't save me from love that hurts me You won't spare

My Own Little World..
Have you ever went off to your own little world and not been able to get back to the real one. Well I always do that. Think of happy things. Its crazy I think like nothing can go wrong. I love my world. Its just me in it and thats all I need. I mean I cant entertain myself. So maybe geting lost in my own world is good. But I guess if some hot guys want to join thay can. One thing I dont wear clothes in my world. hehe

My Own Mistress
I am my own Mistress Never to be ruled by Or another's to have I guide myself with a stern hand But also with a loving Heart Knowing that compassion is the way to live My eyes are hard from years of hardships My skin is cracked and broken in places But my Heart and Spirit are still whole to this day Knowing my own Limitations Yet pushing myself past them To become the stronger person Treating others with respect and compassion As I would also wish to be treated For that is the way to Ones Heart Yet I am my own Mistress No one else's ever And never to be ruled over For I am My Own Mistress Wrote on 10~18~2007 Wrote by: Raven Darkwood

My Own World
I close my eyes and drift away To my very own personal hideaway It's a place of refuge for my mind Where comfort abouds and there are no words unkind I see the meadow's grass as a dream Beautiful maidens clothed in splendor dance as the breeze blows softly by the stream our meeting there is not one of chance I sit perched upon the cobblestone wall neath the willow that sways to a song unheard I wait patiently watching and waiting for your call then with a start you call to me just one word Arm in arm we two walk along the dirt road In this land of my creation where I reign supreme You take heed and listen with hunger to my every word as time marches I wish to never leave this dream Alas as with all things this too must end So slowly we return to the place where we met As I watch you turn and walk away and wave to me at the road's bend I sit and wallow deep in regret I close my eyes to my secret world

My Own Stupidity, Or My Desire 2 B Loved..idk Which
WELL BOYS AND GIRLS IT SEEMS I'VE DONE IT AGAIN, ALLOWED MY HEART TO OVER RIDE MY BRAIN AND AS A RESULT ITS NOT PRETTY, SO THE NEXT QUESTION IS THIS DO I GIVE UP ON LOVE ENITRELY AND SAVE MYSELF FROM THE HURT OR NOT? GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONS! THANKS GUYS FOR LOOKIN OUT 4 ME

My Own Writting
I am a prisnor of my own mistakes living to find only a darkness that I will never ever forget longing and seaching deep within my soul It's tired of hurting and feeling out of control Wishing to be set free longing to find Sererenity Exactully what one needs to be able to set my soul free

Myownaddictions
myownaddictions is in his first contest. I'm hoping my friends can stop by rate his photo and throw some comments his way. He's a great guy and i'd love to see him win! My friends are the best and I know you'll all help him out as much as you can! Thanks and much love to ya all! Let's get er done! Brought to you by: IRISH SWEETHEART~*DIRTY SOUTH CREW*~CLUB F.A.R.~@ fubar

My Own Hell
The night closes around me and I am finding it harder to breathe. Lost in confusion the stars no longer light my way and I am left with only one cloud in the sky. I make my way towards what is unknown. My past, my present, and my future flash images through my head, of what I have been, and what I may become. I am no longer just walking with myself in mind, but with those close around me. I am not sure how much longer I can pull this weight behind me. My battles become clearer and more apparent, but this hill I walk keeps getting steeper. I have so many hands reaching for me and yet I can not reach back. One by one their faces flash in and out of my mind and I’m spinning out of control. I wish someone would guide me, but they look at me like I should know my way. Dark images fill my head of the days I spilled my own blood, and the urge re-emerges. If I could just feel the cool blade against my skin again, I would feel alive, and I could live. I would feel the breath I’ve been waiting t

My Own Hell
The sky is dark, the moon blood red and the demons haven't been fed on my soul they will feed tourturing me and watching me bleed hearing the monsters hellish screams praying to GOD this is just a dream evil beings gaurding so I cannot escape burning my skin, and my mind they rape teeth and claws grind against my bones I hear a voice I am not alone A voice tells me to look deep within me this hell i have created I can be set free I need to forgive myself for all I have done I need to accept who I have become i have crawled on my hands & knees, searching for who i truely am I have pulled from depths within me all I can I am inlove with misery it is apart of me and it has left me burn in this fiery sea this is a fear I have never known to be left behind, to be left alone I hold out my hand and he pulls me near He tells me "I love you, please do not fear For me to be patient he will show me the way" He will guide and pertect me every day I say to myself "evil is

My Own Life
I know dear friend, that you mean the best, But now is the time to give it a rest, Your judgment sometimes can cut like a knife, I know who I am and this is My Own Life. It is up to me to decide what to do, My choices are for me and not up to you, I know that you think that you do know best, But I will choose on life, love and all the rest. I know sometimes you think I could do better, But truly friend your opinion doesn't matter, And yes, I know mistakes I am likely to make, But those are the chances I am willing to take. So if you are really and truly my friend, You will stand with me through thick and thin, Through all my choices keep your opinion to yourself, For this is My Own Life and I will live it myself. DQA

My Own Vanity Part 1 (discovery)
growing up i always lacked confidence with vanity with my looks. i had confidence in other areas. sports and intelligence. i could outthink and outplay most ppl. but when it came to my looks i always lacked confidence. alot of that came from being poor and having an alcoholic parent i was ashamed of. i was ever a chubby boy and that created issues with my wardrobe. i had to wear sweats or shorts most of the time because we couldnt afford the price of the jeans that would fit me. my thighs and calves have always been jynormus. (now i have so many options w relaxed fitting jeans). and in order to take a girl out on a date i would have had to have my mom drive us. i just chose not to do that. it was just easier. now living in a fairly small town, i decided early on that i wanted to move away as soon as i was allowed. so in my junior year i enlisted into the Navy through the Delayed Entry Program (DEP). well one of the requirements in order to get in was that i had to lose a certain a

My Own Trip Down The Yellow Brick Road...
There is no judgement of me here. This blog is about me, my mind and the sanctions within it. I share because I choose to and here is a little story of my own personal crusade over the last year to maintain life. November 8th marked the 1 year anniversary of my fathers death. November 8th, 2006 is the day that I began losing myself. I had become so cognitively crippled that.....well......here it is: I walked into work in my Franco Sarto hot pink 4" heels, my DKNY black V-neck short sleeve capped with hot pink fabric at the collar and sleeves and a great pair of black slacks. I was especially confident because I had a lucrative appointment that would be there by 3pm. I sat in my office when the phone rang about 2pm. I picked it up "Thank you for calling ------------, This is Cynthia" and on the other end of the phone was a vibrating bellow that sounded almost like a premonition that I had held from days earlier. "Sister.......*pause* Dad died. GET HERE NOW!" and I thought she w

My Owners Up For Auction
My sweet Owner is up for Auction. He is a wonderful man and just look what he will give you if you win..... 5. sexymedic4u Up for offer: Add to family for 1 month Special photo album created for the winner Salute pic "Owned by" in name for 1 month 11's during happy rate/fan/add the person if I haven't done so personal phone call **If the bid includes a Vip, blasts, or other cash prize Over $50** all of thee above for 3 months... 5 salute pics (winner's choice SFW or NSFW).... multiple personal phone calls and my phone number **If the bid includes a HH** all of thee above for 6 months plus a personalized video

My Own World
I live in my own world sometimes I invite others in sometimes I lock to door I've been called; detached aloof cold unemotional Thats when I'm off in my head debating, analyzing, contemplating It's nothing to do with you I have to wander, if only in my thoughts I'll come back, in time and be the same fun loving & outgoing woman again Just don't try to come, uninvited my world doesn't like that and I may say something I can't take back Just be patient

My Owner
OK WELL SKULLCRUSHED HAS GOT ME ONCE AGAIN. SO NOW HE HAS ME FOR THE NEXT 2 MONTHS. HE HAS BEEN A FRIEND TO ME THROUGH PRETTY MUCH EVERY CONTEST IVE BEEN IN. I HAVE ASKED HIM TO HELP ME WITH MY FRIENDS AND HE HAS . SHOW THIS WONDERFUL GUY SOME OF THE WONDERFUL FU LOVE THAT YOU GUYS HAVE SHOWN ME. skullcrushed **fu owned by "null" and "the lonely heart"@ fubar

My Owners Happy Hour!!!
JOIN DOMKING123 WEDNESDAY @ 5 PM FU TIME! SAVE YOUR 11's! If anybody deserves lots of fu love and attention it's Domking123! Domking123 Fu Owned By Onesxybrat & Pita Bunny . ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubar Be sure to rate all stash, rate pics, and go level as many friends or newbies as possible! Look forward to seeing ya there! Brought to you by: ~PebblesinAZ~ OwN3d by Domking123~@ fubar

My Own Bed Of Roses
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

My Own Worst Enemy.
There's a place in my heart A place I know I really shouldn't go But I'm easily led I seem to have a problem saying no And to think it's a front So it doesn't really matter all that much A publicity stunt A fabricated tendency to self destruct I seem to have a problem saying no And you turn a blind eye Cause it's just another phase I'm going through These things have a habit of wanting you I just can't seem to trust myself for anyone else I'm my own worst enemy But you ain't seen the end of me I just can't seem to trust myself for anyone else

My Owner Perfectly Imperfect
What can I say about my owner? Shucks, where should I start? Well, to start she is one of the most beautiful mummers in Fubar. We have known each other for about a year now and have grown to be great friends. She is actually one of the coolest women I have ever met. She has a heart of gold, great sense of humor and actually understands mine, LOL. We talk almost everyday and tell each other shit we wouldn't tell anyone else. She is one of my few friends that I really trust, that says a lot. She is also one of the people on Fubar that I would love to meet in real life. I'm sure someday we will meet. I could go on and on, because she truly is a great person, but I will save her the embarrassment. She knows how I feel, I can't tell you people everything :P [[Per]] Owned by Philemon@ fubar

My Own Offical List Of People I Can Do Without
My Own Official List of People i can do without yes its from a george carlin joke, but this is MY OWN official list of people i can do with out! Note: i do make a few acceptions to this list, those people know who they are. 1. People who feel the need to pay exact change for EVERYTHING. 2. People who put costumes on there pets. 4. People who talk on there cell phones in the check out line, or while driving. 5. People who think Slipknot, Linkin Park or HIM is metal. 6. people who own dogs that are smaller then rats. (those are not real dogs there fucking living hairballs with legs) 7. People who put leashes on there kids, especilly in public places. 8. ICP ( evil clown rappers, how patehtic can u get!) 9. People who feel the need to post a blog about EVERYTHING. 10. Girls who think that being a slut or whore is a good thing. 11. Girls who wear 15 pounds of make up. 12. girls that are way too skinny and complain they are fat. Shut up u st

My Owner, My Ownee, And My Sugar Daddy
FIRST OFF, I AM OWNED BY THIS MAN! If you're in need of some fu-bux he's paying for rates! @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar SECOND, I OWN THIS MAN He's a shadow leveler and just a wonderful person! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~@ fubar Last, but not least. Iceman bought me VIP this time around so go love all over his smexie azz! Iceman"Chill your Grill"™@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar

My Own Music (indulge & Feedback Pls)
I love composing, and I love to get inspired, anything can inspire enough to produce sound waves that infiltrate through the senses. How I love that language. My style of composing varies but to put them somehow into categories then: 1- Metal in an atmospheric epic romantic and sorrowful sensations, most tempo is slow 2- Scores for movies, mostly of epic nature and depends on the visuals, it moves with a scene side by side. 3- Darkwave Electro and Goth, it represents a darker sensual sexual side, influenced by vampirism and also known bands such as Type O Negative, London after midnight , The 69 eyes, Nick Cave, Zeromancer\'s music etc... for now I have for you a link to (style 1) please make sure after you listen to it to share your opinionfeelings rather negative or positive, by posting a comment or sending a message over myspace. http://www.myspace.com/sherobeem enjoy

My Owned Fubarians 3/23
As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love. The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar One Bad Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Some sweet Sunshine ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar Sky’s the limit Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The sexy B ♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar Here name says it all ~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar I like it Pink *Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar

My Owner Needs You For A Few
MY OWNER TERESA NEEDS SOME HELP AND QUICK! SHE NEEDS 50K TO GET A VIP AND SHE HAS 21,4XX TO GO. GO AND SHOW HER SOME MAJOR LOVE AND COMMENT THE HECK OUT OF HER PLEASE! SHE WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!

My Own
I loved you from afar, and wish u near, now i sit wishing on each shootin star, Prayin that my hearts call u'd hear. My love for you is strong, my doubts of u are behind me, With you I feel I cant go wrong, And Im glad that you found and love thee!

My Own Version Of A Love Letter
I want to give myself until I have nothing left to give...... and I want you to want to do the same. I have so MUCH to give!! I have honesty, trust, respect, support, and many more things none so important as love to give to you. I want to see you throw yourself into me as I throw myself into you. You are amazing and wonderful and you deserve the whole world. I want to be the one to give you everything you want and need forever. I put you in front of everything in my life. I would do for you before I do for me. I need you. I know I fall short of the woman in your dreams. I want to become the woman you dream of. I want to know every little thing you need so I can give it to you. I want you to show me you..... every bit of you..... everything inside. I want us to spend forever learning each other! While yes I do have so much to give, I have needs and desires too. I need you to always be honest with me. I need you to trust my integrity. I need you to respect my feeli

My Owner Master Chris
THANKS FOR STOPPING BY. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLEASE TAKE A MOMMENT TO ADD FAN & RATE MY OWNER AND FRIEND MASTER CHRIS HE ROCKS. ~~MASTER~~OWNED BY LYNNE OWNER OF LYNNE & SWEET&INNOCENT~SHADOW LEVELER~~@ fubar

My Own Family List
My Family list Since FuBar does not give you more then 50 Boricua God~Daddy * Owner & Founder of Club F.A.R.@ fubar Club F.A.R. Official Home Page@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R TEAM CAPTAIN*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar Big151ClubF.A.R.**Count Chocula **C.B.C.@ fubar MZ. Scandalouz AkA MZ NOVACAINE@ fubar ♥ŠhAnNoN♥Club F.A.R. Don't Get it Twizted!!!Trells BodyGuard!@ fubar .::Sweet T::.@ fubar ⌘TRINA⌘@ fubar KEITH-CLUB FAR-SIN WAGON DRIVER FUBAR WORLD CRUISE@ fubar Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club