rain drops beating down apon her ashen face
dreaming a dream that can never be
no longer in control of what is to come
wash away the blood so no others can see
driving me crazy, put to the test
i felt my heart breaking and my sanity lost
i had to have you, to love you, to own you
you had to be with me no matter the cost
i lost my reason and slipped into nothing
all this raging and voices i hear in my head
i feel my grip slipping, i'm sinking, i'm drowning
i find myself thinking i'd be better off dead
as i stand in the darkness i look to tomorrow
then i think, with a smile, of the love that you'd hide
the fault is all mine not yours my obsession
your love lost forever, the moment you died
pain, rage, confusion, and a shattered heart
led to this deed, which i have done
as the police cars form in a circle around me
a single tear falls in the new morning sun...
