I saw the doctor today for this cold i've been dealing with and told her about my depression. She wrote me a prescription for an anti-depressant so hopefully that will help. She also said that she wanted to get me feeling better before she tried to help me give up the cigs. I did some shopping today while i waited for them to fill the script and bought some makeup and cds. I picked up Evanescence: Fallen, Korn: Unplugged, and Cheap Trick: The Greatest Hits. I'm not going to let this beat me! I also broke it off completely with my boyfriend and if I do date again, I'll be extremely picky.
