Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Pleasure
I go into the bathroom and light 4 candles. Just enough light. I turn on the water and pour some vanilla bubble bath. I take off my shirt and jeans. I take my bra off, and last my panties. I stand there and look at myself in the mirror. Looking over my body, I start to think about you. I wait for the tub to fill. I turn off the water. I grab a towel and set it on the counter. I ease myself into the bath. The water is hot, not too hot but just right. I lay down till the water is at my neck and lay there for a minute. I close my eyes and think of you. I can see you standing there looking at me. You are naked. I am lying on the bed and waiting. Your cock is hard. I smile and lick my lips. You walk closer to me. I am wearing a black corset and black thongs with my boots. I have placed handcuffs on the night table. I start to rub my breasts. I take my nipples in my fingers and twist gently. I rub them. I sit up so that the water is not covering my breasts. The water runs down my chest. I g

My Place Is In The Stars
So very many nights I gaze at the sky above me. And it fills me with a peace that nothing else can give. I know that as long as I have my night sky, I will keep the little sanity I have left. So many nights I wish to be a star in the so peaceful night sky. To take me home where I know I belong. I always know that my place is in the stars. ~Jes

My Plead To Scrapper
I know ya get this all the time. I do have an issue. I have a antifan club that flags my mumms no matter what they are about. Lately it hasnt happened but my last mumm was definitly no NSFW it was a MUMM by definition and it was in no way controversial or offensive. Of course it got flagged and i lost my mumm privys. Ben The Komodo is one of my friends and frequents my mumms and will tell you very well that I do not cross the line with the mumms. Please allow me back on mumms im begging. Its my favorite thing to do on fu and I have been sending alot of invites out in my community. Smiling Bob is sad.

My Playground
My playground isnt the typical playground. Not in any sense of the word. My playground has blonde hair, and deep blue eyes, that can and does capture the soul. A girl can drown in those eyes. He has the body that a girl wants to caress. starting with his silky soft hair. she runs her fingers through the strands. loving the feel of them. A handsome face, that she cant stop staring at, lusious lips.. that beg for her kisses.. little bites here and there.. along the jaw.. she kisses him passionatly. Her tongue playing a sensual game with his. she deepens the kiss.. while unbuttoning each button his shirt.. slowl

My Plan For America
I think as a people and a Nation we need to have a voice. WE THE PEOPLE has been silence (or quiet for far too long. We are the ones down here in the trenches and we know better than anyone else what is going on in our 'neck of the woods'. You can read the paper, see it on the news... it's all the same line of shit that they have been trying to force feed us for generations now. I don't think I have all the answers or boast to have it all figured out but as an educated citizen I think that I have mulled some of the issues over quite a bit and come to some very simple solutions. First off I am sick and tired of hearing about our failing economy... what the hell did you expect - this has been coming on for years... WAR IS NOT THE ANSWER - I mean seriously...I think more than anything it was meant as a means of population control... which made no sense since are borders are weak and we are giving all of our jobs and industry over to foreign contractors... How dumb can we be? 1. CLOSE TH

My Pleasure...
I laid there…naked, with the cool breeze roaming across my flesh, thinking of, my lovers deep voice, his masculine hands, and the intoxicating feel of his lips against mine, and my body quivered with excitement. I slid my fingers between my legs and circled the outer lips of my pussy as my visions of him became more sensual, more passionate, more urgent. I thought of him flicking his tongue over, my now, hardening nipples. I spread my legs wider so I could gain better access and delve my fingers deeper into my quivering pussy. I imagined him running his fingers down my naked flesh in a slow and tantalizing torture as he outlined my trembling thighs. I slid my fingers more, earnestly, in and out of my pussy as each vision became more clear, more stimulating, more demanding, more arousing. I imagined myself hungrily licking and sucking his rock-hard cock. It was almost unbearable; my eyes rolled back in my head and my fingers sped up their pace as I envisioned him l

My Plans For The Next13months
The 1st 3months,im gonna get to know this real beautiful girl,find work and make sum money,save that money for new clothes and things for school. After 3months im leaving for orlando and go to UTI,I like cars so im gonna learn about working on them. and still get to know my fubabie,hope we find eachother compatible because I never had some1 so damn beautiful,gourges and hot and with a great sence of humer,lol I cant spell worth damn at times. While im in school,im gonna try and find a part time job and saave up the money. After school,I hope to move to another state and try sumwhere new to me. I know this might not seem like a blog but what is a blog these days??? Nothing but an online jernal where everyone can see it and when I say everyone,I mean every one that good with or knows how to use a computer,So watch what you post on the web,lol

My Plea
They say the eyes are the gateway, to the soul. Stories lie within them, yet to be told. But not everyone, cares to look. They only want, what can be took. To add to the pain, not to take it away. To gain from it, it pains me to say. That I have closed my eyes, due to the pain. I don't wanna play anymore, tired of the game. I hope and I reach only adding, to the tears. Bringing to life, my worst fears. That there is no good, left in this world. That this plague I'm corrupted with, can never be cured. How can I be strong, when I feel so damn weak. So here I am on bended knee, please hear me. For this is my plea. I'm begging you to prove me wrong, somebody.

My Players Suggest He Is Already A Champion
"Now I am a Milan fan, I wish Milan Champions League qualifiers through the test, and then played better in the league. Balotelli and Chaaraoui the envy of all the teams is another player, Pacini also excellent striker,Vancouver Canucks jerseyRobinho is being restored. give Chaaraoui suggestions? Allegri will, I want to give my players suggest he is already a champion player, and I believe he will play better and I bless Milan, a team can qualify group stage, traveling and working with them will be fantastic and I really hope to Allegri coach and train a team of a few good players. " "When this kind of racial discrimination on the pitch when Toronto Maple Leafs jersey the ugly things that we should not give condoned, the referee might not hear, I remember in Milan and Rome in the game, the referee Rocchi doing very well." "I'm a very good relationship with Allegri, we all love Milan and now everybody call me coach, but also good, I'm glad his position, but I still need to do more wor

My Plans
Sooooooooo here's my plan for those wanting to know... yes, I am trying to rank this week in order to level. NO I won't screw anyone over to get there... I am working hard at it and not just looking for handouts... I spend hours on here every day and make sure I rate/like/comment all my fam, top friends, another list I keep... thank peeps for bombings and return ALL comments. I've been told I'm CRAZY for doing all of that and that a lot of people don't put that time and effort into it. For me? I feel that if you took time to show me love, you deserve my time and love back... so call me crazy all you want ;) And for those that comment and DON'T like/rate in order to get love returned without REALLY giving any? Well, you win... I give it... and I can sleep with myself at night ;) Anywhooooo.... back to the topic... I would appreciate any help I can get from anyone running famps. Or PLZ let me know if you hear of a buy in if you don't see me in their fam...This is the ONLY week I wil

My Pmpout By Blue Eyed Brat :d
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My Poetry
i wrote dis about six months afta ma dad died & i wuz dealin wit lotsa shit from ma "friendz"!! but now i realize that most of us go thru this & there r only a few ppl that make life suk so bad sumtimes!!! im glad im surrounded by real ppl now!! mmfwcl4LYF Leave Me Alone Life is a bunch of shit. Live your own, NOT MINE. Death becomes me. Death is my friend, storing up all I care about. I’ll get it back when I’m gone, RIGHT??? Maybe not. What’s so fucking good about life? Love’s a pain in the ass. Time robs us of all we hold dear. Everyone wants to control Everyone. Who’s the fuckin’ boss??? I wanna kick his ass!!! Leave me the fuck alone, so I can leave you the fuck alone. Don’t fucking condemn me For what you do behind closed Doors! Maybe, just maybe, I’m not doing it! You judge yourself and say it’s me! FUCK

~*~my Poetry~*~
One of the most important things one could know about me is that i'ma writer. I love writing short stories, poetry, and music. Although the most important things I write about are kept sacredly in files and folders I have... I thought I would share some of the lighter things I have written. I Hope Ya'll Like Um'! ~*~Inside~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ Bottled up inside, Are words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies, Of the past I can’t replace. With memories that linger, Won’t seem to go away, Why can’t I be happier? Today’s a brand new day. Yesterdays are over, Even though the hurting is not, Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I’ve got. The hurt I’m feeling now, Won’t disappear overnight, But someway somehow, Everything will turn out right. ~*~No Matter What~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ No matter what I think of you.. You aren't going to h

My Poems
The reflection of you appears.in the mirror i saw nat only myself but the destruction i caused that night i dont recall maybe because as a flew through the windshield my mind took over one year to the presant awaking in past of the nightmare that comes true i touched my hand upon the cold dead dirt my my teares fall upon the blood running roses my sowrow tingout for the miss fortune i know nothing about you your lifei so carelessly i took the chance which was a stupid one the left was the wrong turn powering a life away from an hour of my pressure.

My Poemy Thingy
There was all these feelings I felt i had to hide I was scared to tell you, and how you would react, and when i opened up and spilled out my heart, you broke it in two, and never looked back. Do you even care? Do you think of me? Did you even feel for me? All this pain it fills inside cause i knew they where feelings i should hide, I've learnt my lesson well and true, So this goes out to the old me and you! by claire.

My Poems
Temperature Rises Eyes closed Lips pressed against mine Tongues twirling twisting turning into one Your hands explore every inch of my body Caressing me Legs wrap around your waist Arms held above lean up against the wall No where to go No need this is where the path and dream become one Soft lips sliding down my neck Hands cupping my breast squeezing ever so lightly Pinching and twisting nipples in your mouth As you slide into me, I moan softly in your ear Deeper yes that is what I have wanted all along Inside me giving me pleasure Nails running down your back You I nipple on your neck whispering take me want me need me Thrust harder and faster YES YES YES I am no longer whispering Heat pouring off our bodies, sweat dripping to the floor As we finish together I feel both of our bodies quivering shaking from ecstasy You lye me down on the bed As you lye down next to me you brush my hair with your fingers Look int

My Poem
Heavenly Father full of grace, Bless my boyfriends sexy face Bless his hair that sometimes curls Keep him safe from other girls Bless his hands that are so strong Make him keep them where they belong. Blesss his chest I love to clench, Bless his tongue I love to french, Bless my neck where he left his mark, Bless the room that was so dark, Blessed my breast he has sucked, Bless the bed where we have fucked Bless his dick that is so firm Bless the thickness of his sperm, Bless his child I hope to carry, Bless this one I hope to marry, If he shall read this prayer of mine, I really hope it blows his mind, But if my mom and dad should walk in Forgive me lord for I have sinned. Love, your only faithful child M'Lord

My Poor Wife Suffering 'eves'' Conquest.......by Sheryl
**the following is my observation of my wife, in the eyes of my wife...something that takes place every month lol...Donna, is somewhat oblivious to it..but then again she always has that..who gives a rats a## kind of attitude in life anyway!** Don't get me wrong, I love my wife, she is every beat of my heart, but this is too funny, not to share, and yes she does know I'm sharing this with you people... .............the shedding of uterine lining can create a sort of unintentional hatred for the rest of the human population..even friends that are a daily pleasure to conversate with seem to be simply put on this earth to annoy you into suicidal carnage.. maybe its just my uber bitch of the universe moodswings that make everything so mind numbingly annoying that I spend those 5 days of bleeding grinding my teeth because they itch from irritation..but I am sure the rest of the females reading this can identify with this..wait..*shrugs* ok even the men reading this knows that when th

My Poem For Lc...
Once upon a time I sat here to unwind stare blankly into the screen so lost in my own little dream I didn't know where to go What to do or who to know My days were long and hard My nights were dull and bored And then I found Lost Cherry SO gratefull and so merry Right there I found a gift That helped my spitits lift I met all sorts of friends And found that friendship never ends Don't matter if they're far or near I sit down and talk right here Comments help me hold my head Finally I don't feel that dead I take it then I give away To those that found the time of day So thanks all my friends On LC once again You guys are with me all the time And I'm so glad that your friends of mine. LUV KATHY

My Poem
Yes, my poem 'Thanatos' got nominated to be a semi-finalist in the International Amateur Poetry Contest. This exclusive contest has a Grand Prize of $1,000.00, and the winner will be interviewed for a feature article in the Poetry Today magazine. Here's my poem: Thanatos Staring into your eyes I can see your soul it's not much to look at flicker of light wisps of glitter tiny shots of adrenaline pulsating your irises then the dark emptiness the last look of pleading forever carved upon your face your blood warms me as it spreads across the floor. Here's my poetry site, if you wanna check out the rest of my poetry www.poetrypoem.com/realloveis4ever

My Poem I Wrote For My Mom After She Died
SHOULD YOU GO FIRST IN MEMORY OF MY MOM 1-11-1960 9-11-2002 Current mood: depressed Category: Writing and Poetry "SHOULD YOU GO FIRST" SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN TO WALK THE ROAD ALONE, I'LL LIVE IN MEMORY'S GARDEN, DEAR, WITH HAPPY DAYS WE'VE KNOWN. IN SPRING I'LL WATCH FOR ROSES RED WHEN FADES THE LILAC BLUE, IN EARLY FALL WHEN BROWN LEAVES CALL I'LL CATCH A GLIMPSE OF YOU. SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN FOR BATTLES TO BE FOUGHT, EACH THING YOU TOUCHED ALONG THE WAY WILL BE A HOLLOWED SPOT. I'LL HEAR YOUR VOICE, I'LL SEE YOU SMILE, THOUGH BLINDLY I MAY GROPE, THE MEMORY OF YOUR HELPING HAND WILL PUSH ME ON WITH HOPE. SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN TO FINISH WITH THE SCROLL, NO LENGTHENING SHADOWS SHALL CREEP IN TO MAKE THIS LIFE SEEM DROLL. WE'VE HAD OUR CUP OF JOY AND MEMORY IS ONE GIFT OF GOD, THAT DEATH CANNOT DESTROY. SHOULD YOU GO FIRST AND I REMAIN, ONE THING I'D HAVE YOU DO; WAL

My Poor Sister
why do people think that they can get away with almost anything and not get introuble for it. like that is so like my sister but i have to say that i do stick up for her. especaily that piece of shit boyfriend of hers. he makes her cry like there is no tomorrow. i love my sister to death but why does she put up with him. i know that she can do so much better. the only question that i always ask myself is why she with him. is it the money or does she truly love him. i just wish for one day were he can walk in her shoes so he can feel the pain that he puts her throw. alright now this is were you people help me out and give me some advice to help her out. just a few words of wisdom would be great. *huggs* to all

My Poor Nipples
I have had my ears pierced before, many times. I would go get another hole every time I got really pissed about something, somehow the pain made me feel better. I had my belly button pierced, and thought it was pretty. Today, being in a great mood, unusually, I decided to have my nipples pierced. First I called and played 20 questions with the guy that would be doing it, and then I played 20 questions with some of you here on LC. Well, I didn't chicken out, I made the 45 minute drive over there, pulled my black t-shirt back over my head and unsnapped my bra. The first one was my right one, it was the worst and seemed to take forever. I was trying to be tough and not make a peep. Prepared for the worst I clenched my fists for the left one, I just knew it would be the bad one because it is always so sensitive. This time I let out a little yelp but it didn't hurt nearly as bad and was done quickly. I am so happy I went through with it! I can't wait to take pictures for you all to see!!

My Poem
Nothing left to say Nothing left to do Things ended up the same Still playing games I need u just the same Cause I am dying Without your touch Dying without u here tonight Still I am calling Still I am falling Taking another breath today Hoping the truth will set me free Cause I am dying Without your touch Dying without u here tonight Come running to you again Get up from my knees These promises I will keep Cause I am dying Without your touch Dying without u tonight

My Poem!
IN MEMORY OF Donette Zella Leslie Sept.27th, 1961 â€“ Sept. 11th, 2006 D is for her Determination. O is for her personality that is very Outgoing. N is for her love of NASCAR. E is for her Enthusiasm. T is for her heart so honest & True. T is for her great love of Tattooâ€™s. E is for all of her lifeâ€™s Enjoyments. Z is for, she was very Zesty. E is for her everlasting Energy. L is for her unconditional Love. L is for her amazing Laughter. A is for her friendly positive Attitude. L is for her great joy of Life. E is for her presence of Elegance. S is for her eyes filled with Stars. L is for her pure Loyalty. I is for her Intelligence. E is for, she is as bright as an Emerald. Written By: Chastity AE Smith ( Chaz ) Goddaughter 09 â€“ 13 â€“ 2006

My Poetrt
Something wrong Current mood: artistic Something deep inside me stirs, a dark cursed word disturbs, my insides twist & curve. The dagger slices thru my veins & crosses over my my beaten soul. Again, my heart screams in terror, lost upon the wicked winds, that hold me within. the dankness has taken over once again, my freedom taken by the air thy breathe, forevermore, mistaken for a lost and lowly soul. friends pass by and soon forget that I ever survived. deeply disturbed deep inside when thy lover found thy other, and pushed me aside, like a dirty bride. Like dirt & thunder i rage within, and cry, that you said you'd be by my side. slashed in pieces, tattered and torn, I have been beaten. raged against, raped, bleeding to death. my ghost rages on........on............on.......on gory are the details of my life. horror of what i've found out. insulted in what i'm about. tired & tried & forgotten about time after time. does this crime ever stop? Place this broken hear

My Poor Little Man
I am being to think things that i shouldn't think or normally think. See I will do anything for my kids to make them happy and being a single mother and living in a military town there aren't to many jobs here because the military comes first. I don't want to work for $5.15 an hour because i can't live off of that. I had to give up alot of things that make me happy for my kids. Now my son will turn a year old on saturday and it kills me to know that i can't give him his first birthday party. I was kinda hoping on gettin some money from his father but we all know if u had read my previous blogs that he won't do shit. So after sometime and think about it hard i think i am gonna have to move somewhere where the money is good. I don't want to leave where i am because my family is here and they are the glue that holds me together. So i am thinking about a job at a bar as a waitress only thing is. I can't deal with drunken fools to much. i don't really drink and if i do it has to be a d

My Poem's
these are poems i wrote a while back i was bored they aint the best but i tried number 1 its called (THE VIBE I GET WHEN IM WITH YOU) UP AND DOWN THAT LONELY ROAD OF FAITH IVE BEEN THERE BUT NOW IM IN YOUR ARMS I FEEL FREE I FEEL LIKE I FLY INTO THE SKY AND BE FREE LIKE A BIRD FLOATING ON THE AIR WAVES F THE SKY NUMBER 2 THE HOLD AS YOU ME IN YOUR ARMS IT LETS ME KNOW THERE'S NOTHING IN THIS WORLD I CNT DO OR ACHIEVE AS LONG AS YU ARE BY MY SIDE ILL FIGHT FOR YOU ILL DIE FOR YOU ILL LOVE YOU UNTILL THE LAST BIT OF BREATH ESCAPES MY LUNGS NOTHING WILL STOP MY LOVE FROM REACHING YOUR HEAR AND SOUL NOW FEEL THE HOLD I HAVE ON YOUR HEART NOW THERE AITN THAT LOVE NUMBER 3 EACH OTHER once as i hold you i let you know how i feel about you by exspressing my feelings in the wau i hold you as you hold my hhand it shows you ill never leave your side when we look into each other's eyes we can tell what eah other is thinking we know when eachother is sad or shy we

My Poem
Take me to the place I know Where milk and honey flow To the depths of innocence we are then united With the inner-self we’ve kept hidden and spited And say “I welcome you friend to the world” Of once you thought were nightmares and rejections swirled Of incantations of wicked priests That denied your spirit the freedom of peace Pain is the lesson, but is not the life For those who do not learn, will continue to struggle in strife Be brave, take charge and make it real Hold your heart and make it feel Again..

My Poem
Angels Watching Us Angels to the North of us Angels to the South of us Angels to the East and West Angels please watch over our nation As we come to a rest. We have our heroes and Our children We remember what happen to us on 9-11 Some of us know how to love And some of us care and as you The angels are watching down over us The rest will learn as we share. Amen! Christine L. Rodriguez Copyright ©2006 Christine L. Rodriguez

My Poem's
STRAINED ON THE STREET AT THE TENDER AGE OF 7. HOW CAN I LEARN THE REAL MEANING OF HEAVEN. SURELY NOT BY A FAST TALKER BORN TO MOLEST A WOMENS MIND. SURLY NOT ON THE DANCE FLOOR OF SOMEBODIES ELSE'S IDEA OF A GOOD TIME. FATH THE ONLY MOTHER I EVER REALY KNOWN. GIVE ME THE COURAGE TH FACE THE THINGS YET UNSHOWEN.

My Poor Back!
So I friggin' screwed up my back once again. I can barely walk and I can't stand up straight. Ouchy...I prob pulled a muscle at the gym on Thursday and it's just now finally hurting all the way...F*CK am I in pain... :-( Somebody make me feel better...pllllleeeeaaassseee!!!

My Poem
hiding in the shadows, learking behind a wall, someone put it there- so how do i get it to come down? creeping around, searching for a depressed soul, all i want is a warm loving feeling- but how do i make that happen? slowly wondering what will happen, trusting is a big step in my life, that shadow might come down- but who do i trust and when? feeling alone and empty, someone please fill that hole, make me happy forever- who want to? by me...

My Poem (thank You)
The pain pours out my soul Like hot moltin dust Takes flight on the wind as it leaves me breathless Circles time and leaps beyond Waiting for that special person to find and understand this Transparent, Hopeless, Lost Flooded thoughts and dround emotions simplicity found least expected Wisdom is found strong in this battered broken heart Walk softly and you will find all that you need in me Subsided pain with the help of a love Deep slashes no longer bleed but heal shut New found glory ... THANK YOU

My Power Color
Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?" What's Your Power Color?

My Poetry
To all those who are concerned ... my poetry does not express my true feelings. I use it as a means to rid myself of emotions that I could not otherwise handle. I would not, and DO not do the things that I write (Kinda like Eminem) but I write them to cope. Yes, I may have issues, but if you don't like it, don't read it. If you do like it, and think I support the actions I write about -- get over yourselves cause that is sick (well sometimes ... see "Happy Evening" if you wonder what I mean) As for everyone who understands what I am doing, I thank you, and hope that you enjoy the darker side. I don't live there, I just visit because the words have the power to heal me, and make me a better person. Have a wonderful day, and don't forget to smile -- it is good for your health :-) ----Dave

My Poems.
I AM I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. I WONDER WHY YOU DID WHAT YOU DID TO ME. I HEAR YOUR HEART BEATING FULL OF OVE AND HATE. I SEE YOUR FACE IN MY MINE. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU DID IT. I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. I PRETEND YOUR NOT THERE. I FEEL YOUR BREATH ON MY NECK. I THOUCH YOUR FACE AND BODY. I WORRY THAT YOU WILL COME BACK. I CRY BECOUSE OF THE PAIN THAT I AM IN. I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. I WANT TO UNDERSTAND THE TRUTH. I SAY TO MY SELF IT DIDNT HAPPEN. I DREAM OF A LIFE WITH OUT YOU IN IT. I HOPE ONE DAY IT WILL BE ALL OK. I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. SOME SHORT POEMS "LOVE IS FOREVER LOST IN PAIN." "I'M A VAMP NEVER TO BE SEEN, BY ANY ONE, BUT BY THE WHO TRULY LOVES AND CARES FOR ME." "I'M A RED ROSE OF LOVE, THAT IS SLOWLY DIEING, OF A BROKEN HAERT, NOW I'M A BLACK ROES OF DEATH." "relly i half to die. but i told you i love you. i thougth you loved me too. i gusse it does matter any more. befor you kill me. i just have o

My Pool Experience
My Pool Experience by ddsfantacy © It was a nice warm sunny day. Everyone was off doing his or her own thing and I was alone in the house. I decided to go out by the pool and lay in the sun naked. No one was around and I knew they would not be home for sometime so I felt very safe in doing this. Well I got my towel and the sunscreen and went out back to the pool. I sat in the lounge chair and put on my sunscreen, squeezing it out of the bottle all over my body. Rubbing it in my arms, legs, belly, tits, and even on my hairless pussy so it would not get sun burnt. I lay there for quite a while just enjoying the warm rays of the sun. For some reason I had this feeling I was being watched but every time I opened my eyes and looked around there was no one there. I looked at the neighbor's house, where the two college guys lived but there did not seem to be anyone home. Everything was quiet . I looked over at the wooded area on the other side but could see nothing so I settled back in

My Poetry
Hey to all who view this blog! I have been writing poetry for sometime now, and just published them in the internet, the links are below if you want to read them, please tell me what u think!!!!! "For You, Please Read" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P8218279&BN=999&PN=1 "Suicide With a Pen" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P8218279&BN=999&PN=2 "Because of You" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=3 "Fire" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=4 "Greed" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=1 "Somewhere I Belong" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=2 thanx in advance for reading my poetry!!!!

My Poem
I would love to close my eyes and become like peter pan and we could hold hands and sit on top of the world on the clouds and watch the sun go down and fly over the ocean waves we never grow old and we can live in a dream

My Poems! Tell Me What Ya Think Please :-)
COMMENT PLEASE! I WANNA KNOW ANYTHING THAT COULD MAKE THESE BETTER! :-) Yesterdays Mile As i Lay here on the silky green layer, I embrace the magic of love deprived of me, hold me tight, seeing through my lonely amber eyes reflecting the pinnaple sunsets that ripple throut my face, The desired power over comes the erotic sin that only reflects yestersdays mile Loves Pathway love has no name, all just one big game, just another unforgetable stab, you look back at and sob, when you come to find it was all a joke the insanity takes all control, despite all my efforts, i plead to god to heal my shattered soul, please take these holes out of my heart, as if i am the moon, crated and incomplete, sufficated by the abysmal clouds i seek my way through just to find another path on the otherside Through My Eyes Deticated To: Ron-my boyfriend these ters grow stale beneathe my eyes as my desrie for life quietly dies, my heart grows

My Poem
This is a poem of mine that i did back in January of 2004. I hope you like it feel free to leave comments. Also i have new pics up if you want to go ahead and view and comment those. No More Tears Looking into the sky I cannot think of all the reasons why You left me here to do whatever But it doesn't matter, you thought you were clever You told me it was over and said goodbye But without you its not like I'm going to die I'll just find someone new Someone that turns my skies back to blue And to let you know I think I've found the one He makes me smile big enough to look like the shining sun He says to me "where have you been all my life?" To tell you the truth i cannot wait to be his wife He is so awesome and yet wonderful to me He's just the one and that I see Someday I'll be with him forever And to love you again I will....never You hurt me and I hope you know To you, the best side of me I always seemed to show You lied to me and told me things that were not

My Poems And Statements
EVERYTHING THAT YOU WILL BE READING ALL CAME FROM MY HEAD... THIS MAY GIVE YOU THE VEIWER SOME IDEA ABOUT ME. YOU WILL LAUGH AND YOU MAY CRY. BUT I HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY READING THEM AS MUCH AS I DID WRITING THEM. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME....

My Poetry
SOULS LAST SCREAM From the darkened skies the ancient ons come down in a tide of blood and lost sentiment emotions all turn to fear distant eyes stare at no where souls that cry down the seraph song the angels cry the demons sing the demons choir made of every souls last scream the ancient prophecy of chaos and dread raining blood in our dreams minds forever tortured by guilt of conscious in this reign of terror all Hans their heads and await their doom when the world is gone forever the angels cry the demons sing the demons choir made of your last scream.... THE TALES OF A SERIAL KILLER What they found was quiet appalling the corpse was gutted and blood was falling from fingertips grazing the ground it took two weeks before the body was found hung by the feet inverted like the cross carved in her flesh could not erase the site from memory it was too hard the inverted cross was his calling card the second victim was much more severe severed head and blood ever

My Poems
true wealth is not meausred in dollars and cents nor is it found in punds and in pents it can not be found uro and yen its the special moments we share with the ones that we love tenderst moments of peace and of love the feeling of conpltetion and frofilment in life is what i would say if i was asked do you consitter yourself lucky in wealth and in life. Steven Edward Keith Bloomfield..........

My Poem To My Baby
I love my baby so very much My only wish is to kiss and touch But since i live so far away Ill have to wait for a better day When I see her beautiful face I feel nothing but love, bliss, and a since of grace She is my light when in the dark She cheers me up and fills my heart When we met we were blind To what was with held in our minds We both had problems in our life In which we are now trying to rewrite You helped me and I helped you And within that our love grew We talked all nite and into the day Carrying on in playful ways We met for a reason this is true Cause you love me and I love you Our hearts were broken but now are whole For we are eachothers baby's heart's and soul's

My Poetry
Pull Me From The Rain In the rain with his head hung down tears begin to fall down. As they blur his eyes it cause him to stumble cause he is now left all alone; done by his own demises the woman that loved him and married him is now gone, so as he walks in the rain soaked and with his head hung down all he wants is her to pull him from the rain. Copyright@2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

My Poems I Write
WHO AM I who am i am i me and if not who should i be i stuggle to become what others want me to be each one looks like me but never never could it be for i am myself i am me written by Tina L.Dawson WHY NOT ME i walk down the street and see lover walking hand in hand each one has that special glow of love and i wonder why not me i have a heart so full of love i truste others with my heart i can't believe how easy i can be decieved all i ever wanted was someone to love me for me someone i could care for and care for me i'm not a bad person i help people when i can so why not me will it ever happen to me will i ever be able to set my love free i guess sometimes life is not fair to all so i sat and look at the lovers passing me by wondering why not me when will i set my love and my broken heart free written by Tina L Dawson a slow healing radio heart you take a woman who will used men and hurt them get what they want and they get all the men b

My Poor Kittie
got attacked by a tom cat cause he doesnt realize that the other cats out there pick on small cats and hes really little, the other cats took a chunk out of the skin between his ear and head, its horrible, they also laid into his leg and im helpless here my bitch ass x boss fired me because of something that happened when i was a 3 month old baby which obviously i had no part in and this town has no jobs, now my kittie is hurt and i cant take him to the vet fucking shit whats next

My Poetry
Little by litle she slipped away,but you weren't there to give her any reason to stay. Always there as she said she would be waiting for you,but you never came thru.Her feelings were honest and true but obviously it wasn't enough for you.You showed her time and again that she wasn't good enough and that she didn't matter to you.All you did was break her heart in two.Now she doesn't believe in love or happy ever afters.The fairy tale has ended those days are gone and she is all alone. written by: Bubbles

My Post Office Story - Or Why You Should Be Careful What You Teach Your Children
Several years ago while at the post office, I found myself in waiting in a very long line. The line wasn't moving and Edain, who was several months old, began fussing. I began to sing quietly to her hoping to soothe. Her favorite song at the time was the Talking Heads' "Up All Night" and I used to sing it to her all the time. A heavily made up and excessively groomed blond woman (I'll call her Muffy) behind me looked at her friend and said, "That song is horrible. Why is she singing that to her baby? " Her friend asked, "Why? I think it's a cute song." Muffy: "Well, they say, "pee pee" in the song." "So? What do you think they should say then?" Muffy: "You should teach your children the proper terms for body parts." Muffy's young son (about 3 or 4), listening to this exchange, looks up at his mom and says, "Penis, mama. Right? It's called a pee-nis!" Muffy, looking a bit askance, put her fingers to her lips and says, "Shhhh... not here!" "But Mama, I've got a pe

My Power
My power today lies in opportunity. I lay it on the line, take a chance, and look for signs of positive encouragement. I am open to new worlds and am actively patient in expanding my connection, increasing my standing, or waiting for my "ship to come in," but "if I can't get to the party, I will bring the party to me." I am empowered by a sense of responsibility and a readiness to believe and receive and I transform through creative resourcefulness.

My Poems
~I Know An Angel~ I know a little angel with a halo all aglow Fragile little wings that take her where she goes She follows my every foot step Keeps me always in her sight Whenever I need a little blessing she makes everything all right She tips her tiny halo And blows me a kiss, or two, or three A little wink and then she's off again To show the world to me Things that go unnoticed she quickly points them out She tells me of God's secrets as she flutters all about I feel the brush of tiny angel wings As she gives an unexpected kiss To have a pair of angel wings is my greatest wish Her halo gets a little crooked as she gives a hug so sweet And I just have to giggle when that tiny halo slips and rolls away But she is always quick to find it and puts it back in place I can always count on my angel to fill my heart with love And remind me that life can be easy if I learn to lighten up Let's pet the pretty kitties and eat ice-cream just becaus

My Poor Mom
My mom had to put her cat down today. Georgie was almost 15. She got him from the neighbor when I was in my senior year of high school. Until then, we'd had everything BUT cats and I was decidedly not a cat person. But damn, this cat looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooved my mom. While I am sad that Georgie died, I'm even more upset because my mom is upset. I hate when she's upset. Part of the reason she's upset is because she feels that she keeps having to have things put to sleep. 3 years ago, she had no choice but to turn my dad's machines off in the hospital and let him go. Now she had to put the cat, who was essentially her son, to sleep. It doesn't much matter that these things were necessary, that the suffering would have been worse otherwise. She knows this. But it's still sad. And if Mama ain't happy, ain't no one happy.

My Pointer Finger Is Starting To Hurt.
I believe I've just spent the past two hours uploading, rating, and commenting on photos and profiles, and my finger is sore. Not much else of significance to report, besides I've been on here so much lately my finger is starting to hurt. Perhpas Cherry tap should come with a warning label "Warning: Addictive, can result in sore pointer fingers and slaps in the face from mistakenly rating people you meet in the street."

My Poem: Waundering Vampyre Angel
through the night I waunder my heart yerning for love my eyes blank and souless as I waunder the town I search and search for my true love wanting to hold her in my arms to cradle and caress and call her my own my heart and my soul feel hallow what am I what am I to you am I something to hold onto to love or leave I am just a mere Vampyre a Fallen Angel my wings have lost their true color fallen from God's grace to waunder alone for eternity will you help me reach out to me? love me? hold me in your arms what ever you do dont leave me alone.

My Poem Of Lacie
Before you I was never happy Before you I felt like i didnt really have a place in the world Before you I never smiled as big as i do now Before you I didn't have anything to look forward to Before you I felt like I had no one that cared for me Just doing the same thing everyday was putting a strain on my heart But now I have you My World, My Soul Baby Girl I will Love You Till Death Do Us Part My Life With You Means Everything Love You Baby Girl

My Point Of View
What is the true meaning of love? Many people fear love and many people do not know what love is. This poem expresses my true meaning of love from my own experience: You make such a tremendous difference in my life. My days have so much more meaning when their spent with you. I am so much happier when I am with you because of the love you show me. My love and joy for you reborn each day when I realize that I have you by my side. It is wonderful to know that we feel the same for each other. Our life is one happy dream. You taught me what the true meaning of love is Not only my love for you, but also the importance to give to others I yearn for you all the time You have a heart filled with gold. I belong to you. All my love, my soul is yours and only yours.

My Poem About Matt
i just felt the shock of almost taking a break and i thought i would be able to handle it but the instant you said you wanted a break i never thought one person could break my heart as much as you did it wasn't even a break up it was just a break because of school a peity thing to wail over but after you kept promising that you would never break up with me or ever want a break that broke my heart more than anybody has ever broken my heart before and knowing that you kept begging me to stay this weekend just so we could be together without me having to go to my dads or anything and our anniversary being that weekend also i never thought that i would actually let myself to believe in the promises you've made it is going to take me awhile to believe you will never leave me i still can't believe i actually thought you would come through with your promise i was going to see if we could get online married with a fake priest and everything but i guess you wouldn't want to no

My Power Color Is...
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?" What's Your Power Color?

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"What's Your Power Color?

My Poetry!!
The Vows I give To Thee On this day I give to you, A ring and these vows that I hope will do. To show you my love and warm your heart, I promise to love you like I have from the start. You've inspired me to hope and believe, And you've given me air when I couldn't breathe. You helped me open my eyes, so I could see. You've done all these things and so much more, And I'll keep on praying forevermore. To Keep, To Cherish, To Love, To Hold, To Be Together, And Grow Old. You and Me... Do you think of me when I think of you? Do you see me when I see you? Do you love me when I love you? Do you kiss me when I kiss you? Do you touch me when I touch you? Do you dream of me when I dream of you? Do you notice me when I notice you? Do you want me when I want you? Do you care for me when I care for you? Do you promise to be there for me when I promise to be there for you? Do you picture your life with me when I picture my life with you? T

My Position On Women's Underwear
All right, so this is my position on women's underwear in relation to men. Before you read the next few lines and just freak out, let me assure you that once you read the full deal, you'll understand and more than likely agree. First and foremost, women's underwear is phenomenal and great, for men that is. What? Yeah that's right, I said for men! They have all the benefits of both boxers and briefs, and none of the faults. I really wish I could wear women's underwear as the daily thing but well, society doesn't think it to be "right." Why do I say this? Well I want to tell you a little story. One summer, of 2001, some friends of mine and I were bored, sitting around as little freshmen in high school in the blazing heat. It was very hot that summer, so we decided to play truth or dare, as lame as it was it deemed to be a very fun game. We played truth or dare and I picked dare. My dare was, of course, to wear a set of women's panties and a bra, and go outside. So hey what's

My Posse
I ain't been outside of Hillywood fer five years. People can come in and visit but I cannot go out. I am a prisoner inside my own home. But I ain't bitchin' about it. I have two acres to run around on. I have a cook named Cooky. He prepares my food and cleans the joint. My parents pay him a salary. He is my butler, too. And my bodyguard. Cooky is six foot, six and weighs 320 pounds. Solid like a rock! Cooky has his own part of the cabin. He is right here if I need him. But he ain't gonna allow me to escape. My parents pay his salary. But I like ole Cooky. He is a deaf mute. Cooky keeps to himself and goes out after the food. The weekends he is away relaxing and doing whatever he does. I get carryout food delivered. Or, Cuzzin Willy goes to town and gets it. Willy stays with me on weekends. Cuzzin Willy Moon is my first cuzzin. He brings me booze, cigars and women when ever I want. Willy also is on salary to my parents. But Willy and me are like brothers. We grew up together and are

My Porn Star Name...lol
My score on The Porn Star Name Test: Lil Miss Spread-em(Congratulations! You scored 21!)You know what's good for you...a whole lot of fucking...and you know how to spread 'em...LIKE BUTTA!You like to get freaky, but just with the right people. You have a good sense of what others want and know how to give it to them. Bur, you don't just settle for that. You LOVE receiving just as much! IT takes alot for you to deny sexual desires, but you have the willpower in certain circumstances...unlike Lil Miss Fuckanything! Link: The Porn Star Name Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

My Podcast: Abc 9 Iso Egg: The Passion Of Matt
So.. the following is a reposting of our podcast show notes... written by your's truly.. Ok, so first off, I understand that many of you don't know what a podcast is.. or if you do you might very well be in the "kinda not sure" camp.. and even the people who do.. often don't quite know.. Well podcasts are basically like "internet radio," the difference between it and real radio.. is that with podcasting anyone can be a podcaster. Why is this exciting? Well not everyone can make Radio, TV, Film / our culture.. and because not everyone gets to speak through the normal cultural channels, like TV, Film, Radio.. it doesn't depict a truly democratic view of the world, life, etc.. And this.. of course, is what is at the heart of the new "social media revolution" If you want a voice you can get it.. and basically.. developing that voice, is what my podcast is all about, got it? So how do you listen to podcasts? Well first you need a thing called a "pod catcher." which is piece o

My Political Persuasion
You Are a Liberal Republican When you tell people that you're Republican, they rarely believe you. That's because you're socially liberal - likely pro-choice and pro-gay rights. You're also not so afraid of big goverment, as long as it benefits people and not politicians. You are the most likely of any Republican type to swing over to the Democrat side sometimes. What's Your Political Persuasion?

My Poem---pain
Pain pain is constant inside and out it’s like lost In the silence lost in doubt though pain cannot be mistaken and never replaced it cannot be helped because it never leaves a trace in fatality it leaves in our final moments when all we wish to cry about it’s the broken shards we’ve left behind life is meaningless with pain because there’s nothing left to fell with no feeling of life nothing can be real

My Poem---revenge Of A Black Rose
Revenge of a black rose (a boys story untold) until the darkness cease to end all that begins shall end again.... In a solemn line they now stand morning the death of a once life filled man but yet none of them neither friend nor foes will never know the truth that his grave beholds within this coffin lies the truth of beat, of rape, and harmful abuse and this one young boy he just wanted to fit in but never again never again... Here in the rain outside his window I’ll wait but never again shall I see his sweet face because of a step father who simply didn’t care and a blood father who promised he would always be there and in his final moments we all heard him call out his plea for life but the boy never said a word and it all ended that night... I’ll never forget you my friend you never deserved for it to end so early so I place a single black rose on your grave I promise to you your revenge I will keep save me a place in heaven, because we

My Poetry...
I haven't had any inspiration to write poetry since I wrote my last poem in 1995. What I thought was gone and lost has resurfaced after 11 years. It was bizarre to reach for the pen and paper and spill my heart out in a poem after such a long dry spell. These are poems that I wrote and I ask that they don't leave this blog. Poetry comes from the heart...and this is expressions from MY heart. Please respect my wishes! This is the last poem I wrote in 1995. The time rolls bye, As the clock hands go around. The house is cold and lonely, Her heartbeat is the only sound. Her mind plays tricks on her, Never letting his memory rest. She's lost the guy she loves, She prays it's for the best. She has no desire to leave her dungeon, As day by day passes bye. She knows she has to move on, But feels no need to try. She's afraid to leave the house, For fear she may run into him. The memories of them would all come back, She can't take all that pain again. So tonight

My Pops
After having a brush with death, my father seems to have punched the cloaked guy in the throat and kept his scythe as a souvenir. The doctors, either sick of my dad or believing he's well enough to function at home, sent him away. Dakota simultaneously spit me out, and now I'm back home. I'm swamped with work, as always, and so I'm putting it all off to the last minute. Typical Sugar behaviour. Oh, and I'm going to quit smoking, which is probably the least-harmful of my destructive behaviours.

My Poetry
I wrote this poem out of pure love ^_^ Even though im 21 now and i am still a vergin my friends tease me about it all the time but im proud to be one! im not one of those guys who go around sleeping with girls just for the fun of it... anyway heres my poem i hope everyone who reads it likes it ^_^ True Love You’re so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you. You’re the only one who could make me feel like this, Scared to be away for only one second; Scared you’ll cease to care. Your smile lights up your face and I’d die to put it there And kill anyone who tries to take it away. No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved. Not while I’m here to hold you. There could never be another to come close to what you are; So completely perfect in your imperfections. I swear I’ll never try to change you. And you swear you’ll never change. You’ll be there when I’m at the bottom. Though “misery loves company” he’ll have to look somewhere

My Poetry
She sparkles like moonlight dancing on the water her eyes remind me of looking into the darkness, catching a glimmer of light the scent is of day old cut flowers, now in full bloom my strength seems to dissapear, or more vulnerable, it seems when she comes near my heart flutters faster, like when I'm flying in a dream I stumble for the words, my lips seem tight my thoughts go racing, would she go home with me this night? fantasy it seems, keeps me intrigued Nervous tension courses through my body as she looks at me with her piercing eyes she reminds me of a fairey with tattered wings and a mischevious smile with all the excitement she brings I want to taste her sweetness, feel her damp skin pressed against mine, to hold her face in my hands breathing her in.....

My Poem
? I Believe? I believe in Love not Lust I believe that two equals us. I believe two hearts become one. I believe all families make alot of fun. I believe we were always ment to be. I believe everyone will have there fights. I believe when something is wrong to make it right. I believe in you, you believe on me. When you believe ,we believe, Thats how we'll believe this is what brought us together. I believe we will grow with one another.... Because... I Believe..

My Poem
To wake up next to you every morning would be pure bliss, to feel your hand all over my body and your warm sensual kiss. To be able to see you smile and look into your eyes every day, would be like the sun shining brightly and chasing all the clouds away. To be there when you've had a hard day at work, to be able to sooth your body and take away all the hurt. To explore eachothers bodies, and travel to realms never known, instead of picking up the phone and hearing the dial tone. To be with you every day. winter, spring, and fall, to do more then just daydream while looking at your picturs on the wall. This is only the beginning of what I want for me and you, can you make these things a reality or will they never come true?

My Poetry(please Read)
Never I get so close but yet so far to being truly happy And then I speak to you Then I go back to my old self you make me so crazy I am almost 20 years old you make me feel like I am two I don't want to be near you anymore I wish I could hate you But no matter what I will still love you nothing you can do will change that But sometimes you make me want to die Sometimes I feel worthless when I am with you I don't feel good about my self around you It's like being in a bubble of negativity But I can't break the bubble The friends that I love are slowly breaking it But you make it come back never am I going to be happy when I am with you Jessica L. Harper

My Poem
THE GIFT OF LOVE ...................Ever hopeful, filled with dreams, bright new,brand new,hopeful schemes, pastel shades and wedgewood skies, first light of loving in your eyes, soon to dim and then you flee, leaving me alone with me,the things i fear, the things you said burning rivers in my head, bereft of all we shared, my soul so old,.so young, so bare,afraid of you, of me, of life, of men ... until the bright new dreams begin again, the landscape never quite the same, eventually a different game, aware at last of what i know, and think, and am, and feel, the gift of love at long last real.....

My Poem
To find a true love is so hard to do. It takes so much time and energy to put into. With the love from another your world can come true. Just trust in yourself and they will come to you. You sit there and wonder if you will ever find one, just to find out that the person is wrong. they can lie, and decieve you, or love and be faithfull to you. So no matter what comes your way just remember to be careful and watch every move they make as well as you. For sooner or later your one true love will appear right before your eyes and you wont even know it. But if you feel like your legs grow weak, and your heart skips a beat, and your hands get all clammy, and you cant speak, you have more than likely found your mate. Take the time to get to know him and take it real slow, for your sure to find that special someone in him and will last a life time. For this will make your love for each other grow, and grow!!!!!

My Poem Called To Say
To Say L@@k I want you to see the motive of my heart and why, it's so vitally important to give you everything from the start... Honestly I want to show you all my intention and hold up for them now.What will it hurt!,it'll even give you heart the strenght and support that its been seeking... Being able to think about you everyday comsume me with good feelings that are deep in the heart,mind,and soul.. When I dream of the day when you and I eventually meet and have a chance to share.. Everything will fall into place an our need to search will be over for each other... Upon my request!, you must read down the side and tell me what it has to say... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated Feb. 2000

My Poem
My Poem Now I lay me down to sleep, I feel the need to weep. Success seems to grow all around me, Just outside my grasp it always seems to be. A new day shall break at dawn, And I shall find I'm still life's little pawn. To be played at someone elses will, When will the day come when I've had my fill? I just seem to go on and on, As another day shall turn back into dawn. Written by Paulette ~4-9-98

My Poem From The Heart
Dear to… Dear to my heart, dear to my mind Dear to the love left behind Dear to my soul, dear to me I thought it would be Dear to my face, dear to her Dear to the love, she claims hers Dear to my body, dear to my love Dear to the one, I’m thinking of Dear to her body, dear to her life Dear to her body, dear to her life Dear to the one, I will call wife Dear to her hands, dear to her touch Dear to her love, I miss too much Dear to my sadness, dear to my heart Dear to the pieces, which fell apart Dear to my tears, dear to them not Dear because I have not felt a drop Dear to my pain, dear to her name Dear to the love, which will stay Always stay the same Dear to my baby, dear to her bad Dear to the one, I cannot have Dedicated to those who miss what they Had once it’s really gone…

My Poor Babies :(
First my boy came down with the stomach bug and that lasted for 2 days.. and now since hes ready and able to go to school my little girl wakes up with it *sighs*.. I just had 2 days off at work and I'm hopeing I really dont get it.. cuz I really cant afford to miss work.. I can handle going to work sick and what not.. but not with a stomach bug. Hate it when my babies are sick :(

My Poem
you where the one to show me kindness you where the one to show me honesty you where there when i needed you you where around just to talk i can't see us ever being apart your my heart your my soul baby please don't let this go i'm yours mind body and soul i care more then you'll ever really know

My Poem "trust" Has Been Selected..
My poem called "trust" has been selected and certified as a "semi-finalist" in an International Open Poetry Contest. Not only that..but they want to publish the poem in a book called "Immortal Verses" on its very own page with a Bio about me. ... Never thought that writing might open doors for me but it looks like that is a possibility!

My Poems
One more time Is a lost love just subposed to be from long ago? Does it have to have a dark and sorid past to know or can it be one from yesterday? Or maybe the girl who didn't stay? Who has the answers to these. Is a million miles the best misery Or decades of tears Does any one have answers to my fears? So if its either time to short or long or a heart thats unstrong or miles of dirt keeping us apart do you wish for a start Love just one more time Or is old love a crime? I Found You today There was once this girl I did love with my all For her now i await the call cuz i promise u i'll be here Cuz she easies my fear She always made me believe in divinity She makes me believe in serenity From the doors of my past she steps out And now I want to shout "It's her yes it is" At me she is a wiz No one knows me more And me she never bores I could talk with her every day But then why didn't she stay Must have been my fault Cuz shes perfect, an angelic vault

My Poetry & Music Featured On Wan Magazine
I am honoured to have my poem published amongst real poets..If feels like the much needed hug that I desire..but this is close enoughyou can see if hereMonique Dupree's poem in WANMy band's music is also featured here and can be seen by going to this linkNegro Childe's music

My Poetry
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens, Peace and tranquility among us... No words spoken, no words needed, just a glance or a touch... Two souls collide, becoming as one, they reach the ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barriers, there is no judgement. For what is felt, is pure from the heart. Like rain on a misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on a roof. Two heart's beat as one....

My Poem Rosez
Not every rose is as beautiful as it seems, Not even with the happiness it supposedly brings, No matter how hard you try not to you still stare, Because special is a gift so unbelievable rare, The inside bursts with life and energy, Indeed glamorous and pretty, But inside it wilts away, More and more with each passing day, Although beautiful it too will someday die, So for a reason such as that make sure to love for what's inside, Look past the exterior to find the soul, That should be the ultimate goal, A moral lesson taught to you since you were born, Because even the most excuisite rose has at least one thorn.

My Poetry.
Another's Love To throw one's self into the everlasting void of lonliness Never to be touched Never wanted to be understood Never to have their heart filled with love and clarity Always waiting at the edge Ready to throw your body off the edge Ready to die in an instant Longing for true love And yet wandering away from the kindness The warmth of another's touch Another's kind words And waiting Wanting Needing to be needed by the one person who could fulfill every gasping fantasy or joy Every whim of desire in your soul And yet you stay away Never leaning towards the truth Always at tilt Never cross the boundaries of another's trust Anothers love Defiled and bewildered Unsure and yet knowing that someday Somewhere Somehow Someone Anyone could reach into your heart Steal your soul Your flesh and bones would become whole again And once again the melody would make sense And sound a familiar sound Yet have the same scarred face The same gentle shimmering

My Point Of View
You think you have it tough? Look into this from another side You have a great life, compared to most You take a lot for granted, that you didn’t know You have a roof over your head, a bed to sleep on and probably a lot of clothes. You have parents that love you, cars, tvs, and a bunch of stuff you probably don’t know. What if you didn’t have any of this? You would make it just like they do! I guess now you see what I was getting at, my point of view. Many look down on them, don’t join the crowd There are kids out there that have to fight for everything they got and they are proud The are less fortunate and you just forgot You wish you could help them , but there are too many Some of them can’t help that they have no food to eat! So when you complain of what you got Just know that you’re better off Why can’t you just act like them and be proud? They wish they had what you do, for crying out loud.

My Poems
My poems are all about you, and us. they are the same all the time. they say the same thing over and over again. and I need to stop for a while. maybe the 12 days of Rachel will inspire me to create new things to say about you besides how happy you make me, and how wonderful you are to me. I have asshole moments and you saw one last night, but my asshole moments always allow deep reflection, and usually end in a long ass letter of why I am who I am. So my darling, I am going to take a few days off to contomplate why I can't think of anything else to say to you or about you in these poems of mine.

My Poem
The Desert Love A gentle breeze wakes me. A divine numbing caresses my mind. I'm the eagle atop this withered tree. The kindred have left me behind. I look upon miles...In a desolate stillness. My weary ghost (as soft rain) comforts my mind. It is the warmth of love...I miss. Gravitational touch of fidelity is as a holy kiss. Sacred ground, Is not this? When love has passed you by, feel free to fly. The will to love, ( as the will to live ) will never die. Somewhere out there another tear falls, from a lonely cry. Magically, the desert gives yield to flourishing life. Such as the most hopeless, a heart will find the fuel to reconcile. Miles separate you, with bitter strife. Prevailing love waits, as it’s' fruits become ripe. Billy Joe Black Copyright ©2007 Billy Joe Black

My Poem
I SOMETIMES GET MAD AND WANT TO GO AND HIDE.MY DOCTOR CALLS IT DEPRESSION, MY FAMILY SAYS ITS JUST WHO I AM. SOME SAY I'M CRAZY, SOME SAY I'M WEIRD, AND SOME ARE JUST SCARED. SCARED TO BE AROUND ME, SCARED MY MOOD WILL CHANGE AND I WILL SNAP. SOMETIMES I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE. AS I'M SITTING ALONE IN MY ROOM CUTTING MYSELF, WATCHING THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY BODY. WHEN THE BLOOD STARTS TO DRY, I SEE THE SCARS, THE SCARS I MADE FROM THE DIRTY RAZOR BLADE. I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SEE MY WOUNDS. TELLING MYSELF WHY DIDNT I CUT DEEPER, WHY AM I STILL ALIVE. I FAILED, I COULDNT DO IT. NOW I FEEL MORE ANGRY, ANGRY AT MYSELF CUZ I COULDNT TAKE MY OWN LIFE. BUT WHY I'M NOT AFRAID TO DIE, OR AM I. I CANT BELIEVE I FAILED MY OWN SUICIDE. AS THE DAYS PASS NOW IM ALL ALONE IN THIS PADDED ROOM, HATING MYSELF MORE EACH DAY, AS I LOOK AROUND THE ROOM, I SEE SOMEONE STANDING THERE LOOKING AT ME, I SAY TO MYSELF, ITS ALL IN MY HEAD THERES NO ONE THERE. THEN I SEE IT, LONG,HARD,COLD METAL POINTED AT MY HE

My Poetry
I have searched and I have tried, All the while I slowly died, Inside my heart was crying out, But no one even heard when I would shout. All you people turn your backs, And now the old me is back, Raven touched my heart and soul, He IS my soul and has control. You all wanted me to be cold, Now its time I finally told, All the people who think of me, As nothing but a monster that what I'll be. You all who hurt me turned away, Were all nothing but fake, Up to this day, You all aimed for my heart to break. Now it has you've all won, This is what you all wanted done, For me to turn to hate and rage, Only thing is you forgot my cage. You all screwed up in making me hurt, For now my heart lies in the dirt, I will become all that you fear, I no longer hold ANY one dear. None of you thought about how I felt, You only wanted another heart under your belt, Here is the deal when it came to my heart, Only one person held enough to break it all apart. I lea

My Poetry
Friday, April 20, 2007 I AM NOTHING Current mood: relieved I AM NOTHING NOT EVEN A PIECE OF DIRT ON UR SHOE I AM NOTHING DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? I AM NOTHING THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER I AM NOTHING THEN YOU LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER I AM NOTHING THE PAIN I FEEL INSIDE I AM NOTHING CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY? I AM NOTHING EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE YOUR FACE I AM NOTHING THE TIMES WE SHARED IN THIS PLACE I AM NOTHING YOU ARE EMBEDDED IN MY MIND I AM NOTHING YOU LEFT ME LIKE I WAS A CRIME I AM NOTHING WHAT WE WERE IS NOW A THING OF THE PAST I AM NOTHINGMY MIND IS FREE AT LAST I AM NOTHING WHEN I THINK OF WHAT WE HAD I AM NOTHING ALL THE GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD I AM NOTHING JUST REMEMBER YOU WERE NEVER HATED I AM NOTHING OUR TIME TOGETHER WAS NEVER WASTED I AM NOTHING THIS IS MY LETTER GOODBYE I AM NOTHING HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE LIFE 7:25 PM - 5 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, February 11, 2007

My Poetry
The Darkness Within Me i feel it creeping in my mind it calls calls to my deepest thoughts the thoughts that i try to hide pulling them out revealing the darkness insde my anger floods out spreading to the world around me drowning the happiness filling it with hate the world turns gloomy greeting the darkness inside they try to stay cheerful despite the evil around me they focus on the love not corrupted by the gloominess they battle on to fight stopping the darkness inside they cannot win failure is in their future the evil has taken over love will cease to exist hate and anger is in my destiny i become the darkness inside

My Poetry
Memories Memories shatter and fall, failing their purpose of good hope. A miniature figure sits amongst the tears and shattered dreams. Motionless, he stares out a broken window. A window that used to represent happiness. Now destroyed by pain and anguish. As a tear is shed by the shadow fallen figure. Time is Crucified, and all sense of reality is lost. Reaching for a shard of glass that lay amongst the bloodstained carpet. The figure waits in silence, staring off into complete darkness. A time will come when Suffering’s reign will come to an end.......

My Poetry
Infernality - When I walked through the gates of infernal hell, I saw the dead turn from humans to demons, demons of hellful beings of nocturnal darkness. Immortal beings of the un-living vengefulness hate. Will or will they not become immortal to the living life of heaven. From the towering red inferno above me to the warm flowing of the blue clouds of trusting angels. This blasphemy has got to stop, for that the abolishment of evil humans will soon be brought to the gates of hell and will meet the prince of darkness. He broke the Hiatus of the rules of himself while that the lacuna will soon open for the beings to fall and live in Infernality. The Armageddon will soon come for that the livings of beings will be in vengeance. Forever darkness, Forever death, Forever will the beings of demons will live in the lust of torture and will feed off the undesirable hate of the sinners. The tyrants will come; the sinners will be fed to the hungry devils in the darkness of hell Dest

My Poetry
Dying to Be Let Out Lying in the corner of some dirty cell, Wishing for the end to come. Blood matted to my head, This is what I have become. I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. Scratching the walls with broken nails, Screaming for a way out. Come to me, Child of Darkness. Open up my eyes to this world- Outside my cell. Pour unto my soul- The reason for living So I might die in peace! I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. Scratching the wall with broken nails, Screaming for a way out. Dying and bleeding, Torturous needing. I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE!!! I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. The dirt covers my wounds, Atleast the ones you can see. On the inside, I'm as dark and twisted as this cell i"m in. Please come save me.

My Poetry
When I close My Eyes I am breathing in the essence of a moonlit dream I touched the sky felt the burn and heard you scream I'm leaving behind anything and everything I watched you die And listened to the siren sing Pull me away from this world Burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness When I close my eyes My lifes meaning nothing As the sunlight fades away When you live forever it's hard to believe they can hear you pray to be pulled out of the darkness into the remains of the day To feel anything right now would put an end to this dismay Pull me away from this world burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness when I close my eyes

My Poem
GOOD-BYE Nana By: Jenifer Good-bye nana I know I might not see you again I know you are going to a better place Wish you wouldn't go so soon But God will take you when he wants to I don't want you to go But I know your time is soon to come Wish it wasn't so soon But the time has come Don't want to say good-bye But I know I need to I want to say it But I can't get up the heart to say it I don't want you to leave me behind But I know you have to I want to go with you But I know I can't When my time comes I know you will be waiting for me So I must say Good-bye my sweet nana I will miss you

My Poetry
THE GATE BY:SPENCE sitting here trapped in this bubble seems like my every breath is trouble i try to escape this feeling and be free but all my fears dreams come crashing down on top of me like heavy walls of hate did these feelings i help to create is it all my fault all my feelings and dreams locked away in a vault why do i keep running from all these things i need why do i let my heart cry and bleed my soul it cries it needs to be free from this prison i been in living this life i call a lie in sin not hearing u calling me from within LORD u always been calling but instead of running to u im steady falling deeper in the net i have became my own worse threat heart pounding fast with regret the things u have done for every 1 ur life for me on that tree i been so selfish i was blind to see thinking i could handle everything on my own ur wisdom i have always known i hope its not to late i hope i havnt missed my chance to go through the gate

My Poem
by: Edward James Millar The Woman I want a Dance with... Makes me smile... The Woman I want a Dance With Makes my Heart sing everytime we Talk... It Gives me Hope When the Woman I want A dance With Says She cares... And Yes thats Right... Your the woman I want a dance with...

My Point Of View On The Media
DO ME A FAVOR GET YOUR FACE OFF THE FUCKING TV QUIT BELIEVING EVERYTHING YOU HEAR.. IF YOU GOTTA PROBLEM WITH ME BECAUSE I SAW GREATNESS IN A MURDER GOOD IM GLAD BUT MY OPINION WONT CHANGE BECAUSE SOMETHING THEY SAY ON TV

My Political Views
And Justice For All... It's hard to believe that nearly two and a half centuries of enduring liberty and prosperity can be nearly bled dry and on its knees at the hands of a man who doesnt even have the intellect to pronounce the word "nuclear" correctly. The images above are my own artistic expression of frustration at the administrations demeanor and actions. These two men, of nearly unscrutiable power, have violated the oaths of their office and deserve the fates I have portrayed in the photo's above. It is Constitutional Mandate that any representative, senator, executive or justice be removed from their office upon violating the soelmn oaths to uphold, defend and preserve the Constitution of these United States of America, and they must be removed by the enacting of the articles of impeachment. As in all epics revolving around a time of diplomatic unrest, this country is falling ever more into the arena of the bureaucrats, whom in turn will fall to the true rulers of this n

My Poem Of Me
The pain I have inside me, awakins every sad moment I had. Nothing for me to see, but everything that made me mad. Darkest hour of the day, when I draw closer to hurt and pain. A voice inside faint, but I hear what it has to say, cutting for me is the only thing sain. Blood drips from my skin, while I sit and cry. Wondering how life could have been, if only I was to die. A tear awakes me from this place, to see what my life turned out to be. Looking at the pain on my face, I know who I am, just me.

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Magenta At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?" What's Your Power Color?

My Poem
even though we are far apart you will always be in my heart,your smile makes me want to go that extra mile,every day i dream of walking on the beach hand in hand and bare foot in the sand,feeling the breeze going through my hair,love me if you dare,keep it real and feel the rush going through your head,the closenessof our hearts trying to beat as one for now lets have fun

My Pos Tenants Lol
we live in Phillipsburg, NJ. and we have the worst tenants ever. They are drunks. and in this town there is a bar on every corner, so mind you my tenants go to each one every night. ok so they pay $4.50 for a beer each time and they drink til they cant stand, so you figure they spend $45 every night at the bar. now for $6 they can get a case of the beer they like and drink at home. but nooooooo. what a bunch of losers. im actually just venting, bc it pisses me off, why anyone who has a job and makes over $550 a week would waste their money at the bar instead of buying the liquor and drink at home. and then when its time to pay the rent they dont have the money. i think these are the only ppl weve had here that we make pay their rent weekly. bc otherwise theyd think they can live here free. and yea before u leave a comment saying to take them to court and evict them. we have and this is how our town works, and its the only city in NJ that does this. if and when u do end up in court for

My Poor Mother
I just heard word that another one of my uncles is dien, this will be the 3rd one within 2 years, she's very upset an I dunno what to say and or do because I'm unable to be there to hold her an say that everything will be alright, but I guess words can not say enough to ease the pain of losing ones brother, just saddens me to know theres nothing I can do....

My Poem
Lilac Fields Take a deep breath, Inhale the beauty of me. Trace me along your flesh and feel my softness. Close your eyes forget all else . . . lay down. Let the soft breeze tickle your skin. Let the sun warm your heart, let my scent and touch soothe your soul. Breathe deeply, lose yourself in the soft scented moment. I will put a smile to your lips and leave you with a memory you shall never forget. Lisa Maria

My Poor Husband :(
THIS IS A BULLETIN ON MYSPACE FROM JULY 19TH..THOUGHT I'D SHARE WITH THE ONES WHO DONT GO THERE MUCH OR I DONT HAVE YOU ON MYSPACE... Fuck where do I start.... O.K. first off I've only Been on My 2 month Vacation since Sunday afternoon...Bud and My 1 year Anniversary is this Sunday..My Mom and Family are throwing Us a Party Sunday afternoon..... Monday we went Fishing...Caught some Fish then it rained....Tuesday we did nothing and it was Sunny....WEDNESDAY WAS JUST A HORRIBLE DAY!! We got up @ 5ish to go fishing (We like to Fish..lol) We get there..Its all nice and sunny and peaceful...I catch my first one then Bud catches his first one...A Catfish..Tryin to swallow his hook...Its stuck! We fuck around with it, disconect the hook from the spindle thingy, the fish decides to litterally jump out of Buds hands and Flop around on the shore..Bud catches him..Gets the hook out after the fish flops around a little and puts the hook in Buds pinky finger, well it must not of been in

My Poem
IM SEXY N SINGLE. READY 2 MINGLE. U AINT HERD OF ME BE-4. CAUSE IVE BEEN TRAPED UNDER A ROCK,ON THA SEAS FLOOR. CHOSEN IS MY NAME. MUSIC IS MY GAME. IM AFTER RICHES N FAME. CAN'T STOP,WON'T STOP,UNTILL IM LIVIN IN MY GRAVE. THA GIRLS THAT IVE BEEN WITH. DIDN'T UNDERSTAND IT. THAT IMA REAL MAN. SO THEY TOOK ME 4-GRANTED. IM SO DOWN 2 EARTH. N THEY WERE LIVIN ON ANOTHER PLANET. SEE IMA KING. WAITIN 4 MY QUEEN. 2 PLAY ON THA SAME TEAM. LIVIN OUT R DREAMS. THREW THICK N THIN. IMA B THERE 4 U. NO MATTER IF WE LOSE OR WIN. LIKE A REAL MAN SHOULD DO. CALL U MY BOO. LET MY MAN HOOD LACE U. REPLACE THAT OTHER DUDE. CAUSE IM THA 1 U SHOULD CHOOSE. I GOT THA LATEST NEWS. CAN'T NOBODY FILL MY SHOES. IM MAKIN SUM NEW RULES CAUSE OF WHAT IVE BEEN THREW.

My Poem
~LOVE~ LOVE IS EVA LASTIN. IT'S SO PASSIONATE. LOVE IS LIKE MAGIC. SO U KNOW I GOTTA HAVE IT. WHEN IT COME'S YO WAY. U BETTA GRAB IT. HOLD ON 2 IT 4 DEAR LIFE. BECAUSE IT'S QUICKLY PASSIN. LOVE IS NEVA ENDIN. WITH LOVE YOU'LL BE WINNIN. LOVE WILL KEEP U 4ROM SINNIN. IT'S BEEN HERE SINCE DA BEGINI. LOVE WILL TEACH U. NEVA DECIEVE U. LOVE CAN BE TRUE. IT CAN EVEN HEAL U. LOVE IS WHAT WE NEED. DO AWAY WITH ALL YO GREED. LOVE CAN BRING U PEACE. IT CAN SET YO MIND AT EASE. LOVE CAN SET U FREE. AND MAKE YO LIFE COMPLETE. LOVE IS WHAT WE NEED. 4ROM AMERICA 2 DA MID EAST. YA BOI "CHOSEN" 2/14/07

My Poem
DOWN BUT NOT OUT U CAN'T KEEP, A GOOD MAN LIKE ME DOWN. THA KIND THAT SPORTZ A CROWN. THA KIND THAT'Z HEAVEN BOUND. THA 1 THAT'Z NEVER ON THA PROWL, FAITHFULL WHEN HE'Z OUTTA TOWN. FAITHFULL WHEN HE'Z IN TOWN. HARDLY EVER'Z WEAR A FROWN. PICK U UP , WHEN UR DOWN AND OUT. WOULD NEVER LET U DROWN. THA KIND THAT KEEPZ HIZ EYEZ ON THA PRIZE. AND NEVER WALKZ WITH HIZ HEAD DOWN. I DON'T THINK YOU REALIZE. THAT IMA BLESSIN IN DESQUIZE. SWEEP U OFF YO FEET. CAUSE UR THA APPLE OF MY EYEZ. I FEEL LIKE I WON THA LOTTERY BABY. AND YOUR MY PRIZE. UR WORTH EVERY DIME. AND YO LOVE CAN'T BE DENIDE. SEE BABY IM DOWN 2 RIDE. NO MATTER IF IT'Z DAY OR NITE. SEE OTHER BUSTERZ RUN AND HIDE. ACTIN ALL SCARY INSIDE. SO, JUS GIVE ME A CHANCE. IM TRIN 2 BE YO MAN. I WANT YOU 2 UNDERSTAND. THAT IMA, 1 WOMAN MAN. I AINT GOT TIME 4 SILLY GAMEZ. CAUSE LIFE IZ GROWIN 2 FAST. IM SICK OF STEPPIN IN TRAPZ. TRIN 2 BRIDGE GAPZ. DONE MET SUM WIMON THAT'Z PIMPIN. TRIN 2 GET THA CA$H.

My Poem
I face the sea and taste the dawn As the wind goes blowing on It stirs the leaves and stalks of grass But I stand tall and strong Apollo rising from the deep Leading the Sun, whose rays I keep Locked in my eyes and in my heart As off the ledge I leap Into the windswept waves I dive Into the cold, ferocious tide I swim toward the horizon Through the chaotic sea, I glide With every breath I find my purpose With every stroke I cut the surface Against the fiercesome force around me My will, my mind shall not prove worthless I struggle on all through that noon Until the dull, forboding moon Bore to my eyes a silver stillness My soul's aspiring to be fulfilled soon From out the thrashing sea I rise Surrounded by the gleaming skies From lilac, to silver, to gold I find the sun where glory lies.

My Poor Pan
Yes this is what has happened to my pan. My hubbie decided to make himself an omelet tonight. Well in doing soo, after he cooked.. he never shut the stove off.. sooo you can imagine what happened then. I still have smoke in this fracken apartment! UGH! And he is a wonderful cook. We both like to cook and bake. It was just a blonde moment for him! My poor pan.. you wouldn't of known.. it was silver color.... RIP dear pan

My Poem To My Daughter
Baby bear everytime you cut yerself I bleed inside for all the hurt you feel you are my flesh my love and my heart without you I would perish. the love I have for you is never ending and your eyes just bring me happiness When you smile you light up a room and all is good with the world When you from it's like an angel lost it's wings so for me always smile for it lightens up my day and makes me feel greatful that I have you!

My Poems
CUTTER Sitting in my room alone again My inner demons that caused the sin People see me for what I'm not the cut is small and will start to clot The pain is real I feel it now and confirms the rage and all self dought Self mutalation is the only way I express my fellings my lips can't say I do it to see if I still feel Its the only thing that they can't steal My arms I use for personal attack So I make up what my life lacks The floor is red in puddles of life The evidence is shown and all the strife As blood runs free my problems subside And all my hopes that I've finally died I get off the floor and cover my arms And hope that no one will see the scars. C/W '07 By Jimmy

My Poem
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

My Poems
Life is too hard Remember those days? You know the ones where you hang out with friends, and drink till the sun come up. Life is to hard the same song they always play You know we all would do what we could, to get back those days We all had that friend that dreamed really big Or the one who was bragging about all the women beds he has been in Or the one who could make you laugh, while you were down in your tears Oh yeah, them were the good years. So Mr. DJ! Put that Life is to hard Song back on Got to get my life back on track Show these young ones, how its done So, life got you down? Like I know it can! Then close those eyes, and think of those long lost friends Sit on the porch and poor your self a drink And sway your head to that Life is to hard song you know the beat Make me the person Make me the person the one that people will always love When I walk down the street, they know my name Hey man! Can I borrow some money? They will always ask. Ill

My Poem
I just want to die, when i hear your name.. I feel like me loving you, i should feel shame. it was only you through all those years, all the laughter,the pain,and the tears.. I just want to die, when i hear your name.. You started to move on, im trying to do the same...

My Poem
My love for him is so strong How long can my heart hold on For him to be with me would mean the world to me right now But he wont listen any how Just one look one glance my way Is all I ask for on this day. As I look in to the future I pray for only one man at my side for him to be my prince charming and me to be his bride as we go off in to the sunlight as husband and wife on a carrage ride. Please make my dream come true for I will never lie to you or stray cause you will always be my man each and every day intil I die. Please end the heart break and the tears that I cry show me that you can be that guy.

4 My Popz & Dude
And God Said I Said, "God, I Hurt." And God Said, "I Know." I Said, God," I Cry A Lot." And God Said, That Is Why I Gave You Tears." I Said, God," I'm So Depressed." And God Said, "That Is Why I Gave You Sun Light." I Said, God, " Life Is So Hard." And God Said, " That Is Why I Gave You luv Ones." I Said, " God, My Luv Ones Died." And God Said, " So Did Mine." I Said, "God It Is Such A loss." And God Said, "I Saw Mine Nailed To A Cross." I Said, " God, But Your Loved Ones Lived." And God Said, " So Does Yours." I Said, God, Where Are They Now." And God Said, " Mine Is On My Right And Yours Is In The Light." I said, "God, It Hurts" And God Said, " I Know." Written By Topnotch FrkyPhkkr

My Pomes:
Fly Time: Its Time For Me To Fly. I must hold my head up high. I must not cry. For I am loved by you. You help me to be strong. You tell me you love me for the person I am. I have to fly one more time into your strong loveing arms. Your my every strength and joy. Fitting In: Sometimes you fell like you dont fit in. Sometimes you just want to scream why Me. You fight and Fight at being something just to fit in. You fight until you cant fight anymore and finally when you do fit in You dont like what you done to your self. You see a diffrent Person when you look in the Mirror. And you say to Your Self that Person in the Mirror is A Stranger and relaize your your own Person and not trying to fit in anymore.Is the New you. Pain: I cant take this anymore. Why must I fell Pain and Suffering. Is it because I wasent Perfect enough for you Why did you pretend everything was once right with us when it wasent. Was all the time we spent together nothing. And I am Nothing m

My Point!!!
I would like to thank all that have read my past few blogs...stepped on the scale a little sooner than I should, I have now lost about 8 pounds!!! I can't wait!!! 32 more left to go!!! With the girls, Bre is doing better now, the insurance company of the pharmacy is supposed to be getting in touch with me now. It seems that they don't want this to go public, since it is a huge chain, I would say not. We will see what happens there. Peanut is doing good, tics are at a minimum right now. Her fathers side of the family is refusing to believe that, even now with the doctor diagnosing her, she has Tourettes. That's ok though, I think it gives her an added touch of personality. I have a video of her, that Jamie uploaded for me and the doctor, it is in my stash. If you would like to see it!!! Finally, for those that have read about my boyfriend and I breaking up. He is not a bad person, I never meant for it to sound that way. He is a great guy, and he brought it to my atten

My Polluted ♥
A virus stronger than anything else has polluted my heart. It was an unexpected plague that I couldn't control. Why would you deliberately infect me with this disease? –This is a rhetorical question- I must say, before you start listing your excuses. This pollution has shrunk my heart and has dried it into a fragment. It's rotting away slowly, as the insects have their way at it. You led me into believing something I had never wanted to believe it, but then you proved me right. I was handing you everything and you didn't let me know that it was just a far a way fantasy. You took it all without a thought about how it might end, but I did. I knew it from the beginning, but I still I stood aside and watched you poison me. I cannot tell you why, I let you damage my untouched heart. I can only say that I was blinded by your toxic kiss. I suppose that I was relying faithfully on my false hope. Yes, there is my answer. I tried everything to get rid of the ache. I tried throwing up m

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Lime Green At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?"What's Your Power Color?

My Poems
Far, far into the distant horizon let's ride forgotten on wings in the wind. Sometime we will surely meet as the charming future Beckons us on. Let's start the journey To a new world, and open the door to a memorable legend

My Poems
In your dreams, magical thoughts… All things are real, unless you dream there not. In your dreams, love is the plot Carried on wings of hope. Each of our souls intertwine when we do. Instantly we see it the time to grow and be it When everything is pinned on a hope. Let rise the dreams of your heart, that innocent youth Careless and kind. Free to roam the breeze in love, only when two brilliantly shine as one.

My Poems
Like an angel without a sense of mercy, rise young one to the heavens as a star. Cold winds, as blue as the sea, tear open the door to your heart. but unknowing you see, just staring at me standing there smiling serenly. Desperate for something to touch, a moment of kindness like that in a dream. Your innocent eyes as yet have no idea of the path your destiny will follow. But someday you'll become aware of everything you've got behind you. Your wings are for seeking out a new future that only you can search for. The cruel angel's thesis bleeds through a portal like your pulsing blood. If ever you should betray the chapel of your memories, the cruel angel will enter the window of your soul. So, young one, stand tall and embrace the fire of legend. Embrace the world like a blazing star.

My Poem
What lies beyond these days of sorrow? A voice cries out, Awakening the soul of this cold world. Shedding the lonliness of yesterday, i rise once again to face the dawning of a new Era, what is there left for me to believe in now?... as the cries of my soul destroy the darkness, i gase upon a ray of light, guiding the world, and clinging to a dream that will never die.

My 9/11 Posting
Forgive me today if I don't post a picture of the twin towers... I was going to, and to write a little something in regards to what happened... but I can't.... while I still feel for the families, and I still mourn the events of that day, I still remember just where I was and how I felt I have a difficult time still focusing on that. Not when I have friends calling me or emailing me, or IM me telling me to call thier wife or gf because they got hitby an IED and can't get through or just to talk about what happened because it's so heavey on their minds and no one else will listen because they're too scared, or it will make them worry too much.... my tribute today will be one to a few of the soldiers lost and wounded the other day.... and to all the ones still fighting... God Bless you, you are constantly in my prayers. God Bless their families who are affected everyday that they are gone, and everyday that they won't come home. You may not agree with the war, you may not agree with the

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From the heart. The Inner Me................Aug.7, 2007 I am the person who sits thinking of you, But you do not know me. I am the thought in your head, yet you’re confused. I am the the feeling you get when your lonely, yet you don't feel my comfort. I am the image in your head when you’re angry, yet you choose to bottle it up. I am but one thing I am your imagination, and inner fears. I want to be the person you need when you’re sad, all you have to do is close your eyes and feel me hold you. I want to be your shoulder to cry on, all you have to do is reach. I want to be the person that makes you laugh; all you have to do is listen. I am to you nothing yet, unless you let me in. It is my inner spirit I give to you, because for now I’m not found. I will watch over you and protect you, watch over you in your dreams. Because for one day it wont be my spirit, or your imagination. It w

My Poor Mother
i celebrated my birthday tonight wiht my mother and aunt and uncle who is a loser tonight. they took me to a mexican restrant for my favorite fahetas and casedeaz and margaritas. My mother did not know what to order so she ordered something and my uncle choked one time which was funny to me. all i can say is i am glad they drove.

My Poem
You and I were the greatest thing Laughter and smiles is what we would bring We would talk on the phone, until it was time for bed Even then I would see you, in my dreams, inside my head Every time I saw you, I would always smile You could see a glow in my eyes from miles and miles Man, I wish I was still holding onto you But you gotta guy now, so what can I do? Now when I see you, there's always a frown Won't you please turn that sad frown upside down? If you're not happy with this person, then just say goodbye Because seeing you depressed, brings tears to my eyes Today I approached you, but you didn't say a word I still have feelings for you, haven't you heard? I miss seeing you smile and laugh Won't you please remember the fun we had? Holding hands coming from lunch Wow! I miss you a whole bunch Just ask my family, you were all I talked about Now all I do is walk around the house and pout I love hearing your voice; it brings a smile to my face

My Point Of View
I'm not sure how many of the ladies out there have noticed this, but I wanted to share a bit of something that I myself have realized recently. I've been meeting people online for a couple of years now, some I've met in person, while others prefer to just 'visit' online. Which is the reason for my blog. For centuries there has been an issue with men calling women "cock teases" when the woman doesn't "put out" at the specified time that the man thinks it is appropriate for the woman to do so. And I say, time to take your turn at the plate boys, because from where I'm standing, the roles are definitely reversed. I've met several men online, big and tall, short and fat, young and older, and they all feel that they have something special for the ladies. Promises are made, and assurances are given, yet nothing comes to fruition. There are emails, and texts, instant messages and phone calls, all about the same thing, wanting the same thing, assurances that only "they" can give you w

My Poor Heart
Running, running I cannot stop I'm running away from you High, high On a mountaintop I climb to try and reach you Push, push You push me down I'm afraid to climb again My heart, poor heart Crumbles at the sound Of your name through the wind Whisper, whisper I whisper your name Through the trees it is heard Running, running No more blame Give me wings like a bird Running, running To a place Where pain is never known Away, away I can't see your face Your eyes, through daggers are thrown My life, my life Is over now The days grow dark and grim Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye to you now My love and my friend.

My Poetry
thus the river din is passage for the swimmers but do we release them unto torture once again i say this harken my followers do unto me follow the river lined with bones theriver din lessen the swim free the blood entrenched swimmers burdened down from sin do unto me follow me home

My Poetry--soulmates
"SOULMATES" Two Souls connected as one in Heaven. To be dis-connected on Earth, To find each others place in Life, to become as a whole. If not found on Earth. To be re-connected as one in Heaven.

My Poetry--"death"
"Death" Death as I see myself letting go. Watching as I drift above. Not knowing where I am, or how I got there. Feelings of Loneliness, I try to overcome. The presence of Love, Start to drift in. As I begin to recognize, the shadows I have loved. I start to understand, what's happening to me. For the Angel of Death, sheds her wings; To bring in light, for me to see. As I go through, I look behind. Relizing I led, a good full life. But now that Death is at my side. I PONDER............then I go through.

My Poetry--"life-time Memories"
Life-Time Memories" Christmas is here, for the first time, Not being able to say my Goodbye's. I cherish the memories, we shared together. The good ones and the bad ones. Realizing I made my last memory, the day that you died. Message on the answering machine, wishing me a Happy Birthday. Then realizing as I wait for your Birthday to come around, To hear the dreaded sound that you have passed away. I still celebrated your Birthday; even though, it wasn't the same. I felt your presence all around me, letting me know everything will be ok. Knowing your last words you breathed were "Tell Marly I Love Her." So, that's the last memory of you and me. I Love You Dad. Christmas is here, for the first time. Not being able to say my Goodbyes.

My Poetry--"fairyland"
"Fairy-Land" Your words of Wisdom, Makes Shakespeare sound unsure. Your touch of freedom, Makes Romeo shiver with fear. Your strength of character, Makes Jack proceed to stare. For their love story, Was only but a legend. For when they heard of us. They knew we were sent, from Heaven. For our Dreams came true, Since fate brought us together.

My Poetry--"guy In My Dreams"
To The Guy in my Dreams. At a Resort, Spending time with my Mom. Over-Whelmed by the Beauty. Looking down at the pool. I see him, he sees me. Our eyes meet. Shivers running down me, looking away, I catch my breath. I look back, he's no-where to be found. Out of my life, before it began. Swimming in the Pool, looking all around. "Strange", "Theirs gates all around the resort. But not around the Pool!" Sliding glass doors, one slides open. I hear someone, it's him. I need to get out, to freshen up, before we meet. Walking up stairs, making a right, more stairs. My body's going limp. I'm almost there, so close. I feel his arm swing me around until we face. We kiss: Ka-Boom: Fireworks blast all around us. I knew then, he is my Soulmate. Will we become one,and not just a fantasy out of a dream.

My Poerty--"my Hero"
To My Mom "My Hero" You Raised me with Compassion. Pay Attention: For giving good advise. Being Faithful: For the friends that I trust. Sympathy: For showing people forgiveness. Humanity: For being there for others. You Raised me with Wisdom. Knowledge: By knowing what's right and wrong. Intelligence: By learning from my mistakes. Good Judgement: By treating everyone as equals. Understanding: By not letting life's downs get to me. You Raised me with Courage. Fearless: To stand up for what I believe in. Boldness: To forgive those who have wronged me. Nerve: To go after what I want. Daring: To overcome the past. You Raised me with Strength. Willpower: From not giving up on life's challenges. Endurance: From living life to the fullest. Support: From having confidence in myself

My Poor Baby Girl
I have been at the hostpital for the last two days with my baby girl. She is in so much pain and they said that the tip of her appendix was swollen but not considered appendicitis yet so no surgery until her pediatrician alows it. She is once again up in pain and I tell you they need to do something. I know it is not considered infection yet but damn! How much more pain can this girl take and they gave her morphine yesterday!

My Poems Are >>>a Reflection Of My Love And My Faith And Praise To Our Lord In Some Way...hugs All...
my poems seem to me to be praises to my God. I use to could write poems with out mentioning God in them . Lately he is in my heart ,ever strong and always on my mind too. When I type , I just seem to acknowledge this and the words come as Im typing them . God is great . hugs all.Diana I want to share , I want all to know our Lord in some way on some level.. But im not trying to make anyone change their beliefs , I am just so happy and overwhelmed of my Lords Gifts and love . Some how I think Love could change the world for better . All all dont see my views as I do > we are all people with different views and opions. We all make up this world , good or bad . So I understand and wont push anyone to my beliefs . Im just wanting to share if someone wants to read the poems . hugs all.IF I could id climb the highest mountain and yell his name Jesus Oh Jesus >.. DIANA

My Poetry
DETERMINATION BROUGHT ON BY MY CONFUSION Written for Larry By Rebecca Corral Hopelessly I run then walk Through the complicated maze within my own head Surrounded by the swirling darkness of utter confusion I stop to wipe my face where tears have bled Mines is a heart not yet broken by you But yet it is broken all the same Searching deep within to find my smile And bear it proudly thru the pain I have tried many times to capture the moments Those meaningful glints I see in your eyes Wanting more than anything to be your happy thought Without a moment of despise I am a roller coaster of emotions Extreme highs with very few lows I can’t bare the thought of losing you But I will, eventually, I know Driven on by unrelenting passion Yet driven away by undiluted fear You are my heart of hearts desire No matter what I will always be here

My Poem
Lost in a way i can't seem to see what all this is what's happening to me? I sit here going through my thought's wondering if i am still lost in this madness How will You ever accept me if i can not see this person you say is inside of me Is she real or fantasy can i become your one ? Time and time i see things done i hope for all things to become a Reality still sit with all this knowledge you given me. thinking please through it all let me breath this is so new these feeling i have inside are they real? i see the passion in my own eye's then i turn to you are these all lye's? Can i Trust You enough to give me just a little faith and believe in me this subspace what is it will i need to see through or can i just focus on pain and hurt what will it all do? I see it all rushing through me saying to myself just focus till the time comes your inside me can you see all this i am feeling ? How can i do it without you? Is this my own reactions through seeking rea

My Poem
ok i was looking through some old things of mine and this is what i found, that i guess i wrote a long time ago. i thought it was sad. Day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, I still think of you. It has almost been 5 years since th last time i have talked to you. Since that day you were taken away from me, my heart could never mend. And as each passing day goes on, my very thought of you fades. I remember when you used to play with me, the times as a young child when you would read to me. All the things you taught me, I will always remember. And even though I don't see you right now, I know one day we will meet again. And ever since3 yuo were taken away from me I have always had a little part of me missing. I love you so much, and I await the day that we will be reunited once again.

My Poem I Wrote For Dennis
Ok now don't laugh everyone....this is the first poem I have written in years. And I was doing this while I was very busy at work. So it's not that great....but it's how I feel. But anyways here goes..... When I touch you The whole world around me stops When I kiss you It sends chills all over my body Honey I love you with all of my heart And even being away from you for 12 hrs. breaks my heart I know that I love you And I hope you do too I don't know what I would do without you And just the thought crushes me I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you And I'm hoping that you feel the same way too Dennis, if you read this....I just want you to know how much I really, and truly love you. Sometimes I feel like I don't say it enough and then at other times I feel like I say it too much. I know sometimes I get ill and take it out on you but I honestly don't mean too. And I hope you know that. I love you so much? Ok please don't make fun of me....

My Poeam ( Only The Best Go First)
IN MEMORY OF DORA MOZELL WALL He saw she was suffering so he took her in his arms he quietly wispered come with me with a heart full of pain we watched her fade away even though we loved her so we could not keep her here a great heart stopped beating hard working hands lay still he tore our hearts apart to show he only takes the best Amie Copyright ©2007 Amie

My Poetry
Love from My Lips feeling you... enduring the longing... lingers in the exhausting breath that escapes my heart the exhale... is the scent of crimson rose to taste it on my tongue, pure pleasure.. exist in my mouth. my heart joins my hand as the sweet song flows from my lips.

My Poor Girlfriend
Man, some peole just need to back up a few steps. My girlfriend has to deal with soem amjor shit from her ex, and I think it's just sad. Dude runs around telling people how rotten she is, and her husband, files false charges on her husband, which after 5 or so weeks was prooven to be false, tries to break up her marraige, and has made every effort to destory her life , and he just dosen't seem to want to back the hell off. What's funny is he tells people shit to make himself look good while he's playing women like cheap fucking instruments. He's got a girlfriend online, and asking one of his ex-wife's best friends to sleep with him. I met her, he actually just asked her again a few weeks ago. I wish I could be a fly on the wall when Karma catches up with his ass, between the damage he's doing to his ex, the damage he's done to his own daugther, and the damage he's doing to women who don't even know he's playing them, it should be damn good.

My Poem
Heres a link to the site to rate this poem: Rate my poem, Go here Untitled by: Paul Raymond Martin As I lie in my bunk I feel so all alone, it is as if the light's are on, but inside nobody's at home. It's only through the parting of cloud's that I can access all the damage that I have done, the people in my life have become all to judgemental; my life has become all but fun. So as I sit here and wonder when I will breathe my last, death has become the only real answer for me, to help shut the door on the past. A life filled with expectation's has turned into a lesson for all, don't follow my lead, don't end up like Paul.

My Poems
By Jimmy c/w '07 I want to comment sucide, but I don't want to die It don't make since don't even try I see myself as others don't I find myself inside my cult I stay up all night I'm high all day These fucken pills won't let me stay If I go before my time Don't try to search you'll never find The truth because I've never told another person another soul I drowned myself in guilt and fear all I need is one more beer another sip another pill I need one more so I won't feel the truth is that It's all my fault I'll never find what I have sought my goal to high my esteem to low Thats all I'll tell you before I go. "I want to comment sucide but I don't want to die" By Jimmy c/w '07

My Poetry
Take It Or Leave It A fancy or a feeling, an illusion so appealing Afulfilling desire, that puts your world on fire God's lovely creation, or from troubles our deviation Your world's shine, or amere name for acceptance of time Soothes pain in the three magic words, or all it brings is pain and hurt In one way lifts you off the ground, in another responsibilities to you it bounds If in trobles helps you along, then why in eyes of others is it so wrong If you say love lasts forever, then why the separtion when two were together About love, we all have doubts, yet its something we can't live without Answers to these no one knows, take it or leave it, it slowly grows. By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

My Poetry
Missing You The way you smile puts me in denile Picturing your face makes my heart race Catching your smell puts me through hell Remembering our memory's together either lookin at a picture or somthing you gave me from old navy You left with a blink of an eye for that made me cry Thinkin about your fears as im whipping my tears As the bright sun is glissing baby your the one im missing. By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

My Poetry
Im Sorry Im sorry I made you mad when u were already sad Im sorry I made u upset before sunset Im sorry I cried when i should of stayed by your side Im sorry I let u down when i should've stuck around Im sorry I thought maybe but now i just wish i could still call u baby Im sorry I spent the money for our trip to sammone but i thought instead i would buy your gravity colonge Im sorry I say sorry so much so please don't let that be the last touch By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

My Poetry
Being In Love The feeling can be so revealing The touch can seem so much but to you not enough The look in your eyes is so mezmorized your skin glows as the fresh wind blows It can get you day dreaming an not even knowin the meaning Thinkin about them delicious kisses because thats what she misses hearing her sweet voice makes me moist love works in mysterious ways its like a mystical maze The desire is so great hope to find my mate The first date could be fate How can you tell i'll just let it dwell for thats being inlove By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

My Poetry
10 things I love about you I love the way you think your tough, Even when you wanna play rough. I love the way you do your hair, Even if were just going to the fair. I love the way you smile, Even after we've been scrumping for a while. I love to look into your eyes, It's like looking at the stars in the sky. I love to hear you laugh, Even when your takeing a bubble bath. I love your lil' attiude, Even when your not trying to be rude. I love the way you look in your reds, Even if you do eat all the bread. I love the way you kiss, That's something I wouldn't want to miss. I love the way your body looks, Even when your feeling blue. I love you for you By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

My Poems
My Poem By me My heart bleeds out ink, Which my hand smears onto paper. Drip by drip comes Word by word. Every poem is trying to heal the wound That makes my heart bleed. My tears form as words. These dry cheeks, Still haven’t felt that salty tear drop And still I can feel that tear build up behind my eyes. So my hand works extra hard To try and cover this page, With words I turn into poems. My Blood and Tears Are words and Sentences Which I give out to all to share And to feel that little bit less alone In this world. My heart bleeds out ink……….. Mrrcp2007

My Poor Old Heart
* Don't expect too much from my poor old heart You can blame me unforgiven for my scars You might just be the best that I can find But I can't seem to forget the tears I've cried I don't know that I will ever trust again It's a price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt And my heart may be lost never to be found Once upon a time I did believe In my true love that swept me off my feet Then the wind of change swept him away And left me drowning in my pain I don't know that I will ever love again It's a price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt And my heart may be lost never to be found ~~~ I don't know that I will ever love again It's a price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt I don't know that I will ever trust again It's the price that I must pay for all my sins Time has changed me and left me full of doubt And my heart

My Poems
When walking past hell, When walking past hell in your life don't close your eyes, keep your head up straight and your smiles high. Even when you ache so bad that it even hurts to breath just remember this one thing theres always someone with you. Even when your world is in turmoil like mine always seems to be, I always know this one little thing there someone out there for me.I don't know how and I don't know when but I will meet him one day a person close enough like me and we will sail away. Past the hell of years I have know to a better life on day.Some day soon this hell will end and it will be brighter days.Prettyp© ©2003-2007 MySpace.com. All Rights Reserved. Id do it for you. If i could make your every day shine, I would do it for you. If I could make bad days go away I would do it for you. If I could stop all your pain and make it rain I would do it for you. If i could turn your life around and make it bright and new, Guess what Id do it for you. Prettyp© ©2003-2007 My

My Poem
LOve ND SEX You do it for money not love No don't kiss meLove That isn't' part of the deal Sex is sex, love is love Don't talk, don't touch, don't feel Working girls just work Its' the money, not the sex Definitely not for love Its' the money, your money Sex is sex, love is love Drugs are bought with money You have money I give sex Sex and drugs are had with a deal Love is an arrangement Between two similar minded people Sex is sex Love is love

My Poem
I lay asleep one night I dream of all that fight I see the wars of all time, World War Two, Korea, and 'Nam, The soldiers dead stand before me, and put me on the judgement stand. They ask why, and i ask why about what, They part and i see, people buring the colors of the free. Then again they ask why, I say I am not a judge of them, I am a soldier just like you. I put my life before theirs, and I judge their actions not. Again they ask why and again i have no answer. Then their tears fall, and their words flow, to me they explain the colors true. They say in unison with love and devotion, THE WHITE STANDS FOR USE THAT WILL FIGHT, THE BLUE IS FOR FREEDOM WE SERVE TRUE, THE RED IS FOR THE BLOOD WE ALL HAVE SHED. And again they ask why, Now with tears in my eyes, I understand and say, I can judge them not. They don't know, they don't relize. Then I say forgive them, and ask me not to judge for i see it as you. Because I now serve as you did, they bow to me and ask f

My Points & Fubucks Got Reset To Zero :o((
hi everyone, on january 6th 2008, i had my points and fubucks reset to zero :o(((( i had 4 people from out of a chatroom join here via my email invite link then out of the blue, i went to freshmeat, no points or fubucks, then i leveled back upto level 26, Disciple. not fake accounts, not accounts found by a running script so no cheating etc, but real people out of a chatroom so have different IP addresses to me :o/ these screen shots shows how many points and fubucks i had but have lost and where i was in the points table :o(((( the pics are clickable to so feel free to rate them ;o) i'm running a giveaway for fubucks so i need them to give them to my entries. i feel bad asking but i don't know what else to do. i know its a big ask but if you could spare any fubucks, rates, blasts or even happy hours to help me gain some points back, i'd really appreciate it. i now need 23,924,483 points to level lol what a great challenge thats gonna be lol this is what bothers

My Poetry Page
I am a contemporary poet and i have my own poetry page the web site is www.poetrypoem.com/cc578544 just copy that line and paste it in your address bar on ur browser if u are interested in seeing my poems. the site will be updated guite often and there will be more poems added when they are typed and put up there thank you and please enjoy.

My Poem
Words Of Love ~Diane T. (Me)~ From the vastness of the heavens To the ground beneath my feet Through all eternity Words of love for you I speak They sail across the oceans They fly across the lands Like time within an infinite hourglass They fall with each grain of sand They light the fires of passion in my soul My heart then takes to flight Like the rising of the full moon That lights the darkest night They move through all the seasons Weathered every storm Flourished with all your kindness Withstood your harshest scorn I put these words to paper Though your eyes may never see They hold a great importance For you are everything to me

My Point Exactly
An 86-year-old man went to his doctor for his quarterly check-up... The doctor asked him how he was feeling, and the 86-year-old said , "Things are great and I've never felt better. I now have a 25 year-old bride who is pregnant with my child. So what do you think about that Doc?" The doctor considered his question for a minute and then began to tell a story. "I have an older friend , much like you, who is an avid hunter and never misses a season. One day he was setting off to go hunting. In a bit of a hurry, he accidentally picked up his walking cane instead of his gun. As he neared a lake, he came across a very large male beaver sitting at the water's edge. He realized he'd left his gun at home and so he couldn't shoot the magnificent creature. Out of habit he raised his cane, aimed it at the animal as if it were his favorite hunting rifle and went 'bang, bang'. Miraculously, two shots rang out and the beaver fell ov

My Poor Car!!
Well...I need to rant so here it goes. Saturday night/sunday morning 1am...some 18 yr old kid got drunk/high, then got into a fight with his girlfriend...When his mom came to take him home, he got angry walked across the street, up my driveway and punched my windshield TWICE! Is it just me or is there a problem with the young adults with no respect for other peoples property?? My husband woke me up and I had to deal with the police, the mom, watch the K9 unit come it to find this kid, cause he booked it when my husband called the police at the mother's request. I was and still am very angry about the whole thing...Apparently your vehicle is not even safe in your own yard...Oh Well...I'm done ranting...Thank you for listening(reading).

My Postings For Marine Wives...
THESE ARE DEDICATED TO MY DAUGHTER AND ALL THE OTHER WIVES OUT THERE ... I THOUGHT OF CHANGING THEM TO MARINE SPOUSE...BEING I WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS COIN FOR A FEW YEARS.. BUT IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIER VALUE... AS THEY WERE WRITTEN... THANK YOU FOR READING THESE...

My Poetry-unrequited
If I could escape you i would if i could forget...each breath breathing of memory...whispering into my ear the look in your eyes the feel of you inside... If i could forget life with love this simple word binding something infinitely complex if only i could forget and go back to my cold comfort strangers and liars giving into these comfortless desires i dont want to share it with anyone anymore i dont want to care, or feel helpless stuck in this skin all life lost its sinful and delicate appeal I have witnessed this secret which most everyone has known and it closed my heart to everything else and it touches and reverberates within my soul and it reflects back to me in your eyes now im yours bound for always and i cant help it for it continued, and remains

My Poem. The Rose
The rose is a soft delicate beauty. The smell of a rose is like no other smell. The color of a rose is a bright and beautiful color. To receive a rose means nothing to myself, but to others it means so much. Why does the rose symbolize such a power of this love from the deep in our hearts. For the rose is only a rose. Nothing more nothing less.

My Poetry
Just was in the mood to express some of my poetry..... A Love To Call My Own I knew from the beginning you were just a flirt, but i fell in love with you knowing I'd be hurt. I thought I could tie you down and make you love just one, but how could I do something no one else has ever done. I know you'll never love me and I'm trying not to cry, but I must find the strengh somehow to kiss your lips goodbye. When you ask for me again you'll find I won't be there, I want a love to call my own not one I have to share. Just Wondering As the lips that once told me they loved me claimed to love me no more, I wondered how to stop the tears that flowed so freely to the floor. As the eyes that once held a look so warm could no longer hold my stare, I wondered if there was a time when those eyes really did care. As the arms that once held me and comforted me now just push me away, I wondered why my time was threw and why I could not stay. Waterfall The wate

My Poem That Got Published!!
Single Black Rose moonlit walk, alone by the lake clear out the thoughts of what happened that day "Never come back, you're nothing but trouble." these words from her parents chased her best friend away see the debris from earlier that night tears slowly falling, from her pale face remembering the good times all the laughs they had together "Time goes by and I don't see your smile." turn to look up at the sky etching his face, in her memory look down once more and release the flower a single black rose on the roadside symbolizes part of the pain she feels "Always remember, I'll be there for you, forever." last words he said swim in her head "Please come back, my friend." forced to say goodbye forever

My Poem Obsure Wrote It For English When I Was 16
Have you ever felt obscure Like as if your never really sure Feeling as if your about to burst Sometimes wondering if it could get any worse Sometimes Just wanting to run and hide Wishing something could just wash your worries away like the ebb of a tide Feeling left out like you really don't belong Reaching deep down inside for something that's strong Thoughts running though your mind like a freight train Just wanting to release all your pain Feeling as if your in a cage Wishing it was a book and you could just turn the page Living in a world of hate Why do people have to discriminate We are all the same But our hatred burns like a wild flame In this world of shame

My Poem = ~~ I Was Loved ~~
~~ I was Loved ~~ I never got to tell you the most important thing I never got to try a dimond ring You never told me I was cared and thats why now i am even scared My parent told me never to drink and i made the right choice, I think I really want to tell you, in my wildest dreams I never imagened though it seems I lie here in the road in my large pool of blood Never to know that you were true In my last seconds while you Hold me in my blood I want to tell you I Love You And you finally tell me that I WAS LOVED

My Porn Name
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My Poems
So you think your living But the light is shining so bright here Ever think of forgiving Yourself for your fear It's not your fault The dark is not for everyone No need to halt Production on your makeshift sun People ask me Why don't we live in the dark? Should be asking Why doesn't somebody start? Living outside The lives we are given In the unknown That is truly living Where are the borders I forgot them so long ago The lights corners Remind me of ones and zeroes For those who live there Live without any risk While those who are here Are what they call virus People ask me Why don't we live in the dark? Should be asking Why doesn't somebody start? Living outside The lives we are given In the unknown That is truly living So don't spit out another word Unless it is to save the world We had the plan to live here first But you may join unless you're cursed People ask me Why don't we live in the dark? Should be asking Why doesn't somebody st

My Poetry
I promise to you my love forever Would I hurt you, no I could never I promise you my heart, it’s not a curse I will love you forever for better or worse I promise to hold you, your kiss I would cherish Until the end of time, the earth would perish I promise to protect you, with help up above All I want to do is give you my love.

My Poems
A Day With You By:Me A day is born with the sunrise Waking up shining on me Giving me energy To face the day ahead Getting out of bed Smiling with the thought of you Thinking what lies ahead Wondering is it going to be good? Sipping my flavored coffee Makes me feel good too Nibbling my bread You’re in my head Working my way Through this crazy day Sometimes it’s bad But I’m trying hard Each day a surprise But none we do forget Keeping the memories For me to cherish A day is born And dies with a sunset In between there is sun Rains and rainbows As night falls My body sores Heading for a shower Helps me feel better Longing for bed Sleep is what I need But not after I see your smile That makes my heart melts As I close my eyes I put on a sweet smiles Hoping someday To wake up beside you baby.

My Point Of View
-I don't care if you talk to other guys. -I don't care if you're friends with other guys. -But when you're sitting next to me, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses me off. -It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that I'm still there. -I don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning I do get a little concerned. -Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait Till the morning. -Also, when I tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/stunning, I fuckin mean it. -Don't tell me I'm wrong. I'll stop trying to convince you. -The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. -Don't be mad when I hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. -If you dont have any cash, let me pay! Don't "feel bad" I enjoy doing it. Smile and Say "thank you." -Kiss me wh

My Poetry
My Poetry This is my place of darkness. Where there is nothing but silence through-out the room. I love the smell of the room it smells like a crypt of black clouds through-out the room. It maybe creepy or scary yet blurry because of all the smoke. It's so cold like a basement cellar I hear faded darkside music of gothic realms of mysterious force of darkness. Where I see outside the dark tinted window where I see falling rose petals over a grave. Which could be kind of spooky at times but once you get use to it your doing just fine. Where I see this go on and on again you'll see the smoke once again. And you will feel like your tripping my friend. Don't get scared trust your doing fine. I cant believe what I am seeing a ghost raising from the grave. So let the haunting begin. So off I go to see this ghost and I didn't even get close so back inside I go again and I dont even know how this story began? By: William Allen

My Poem
"Sex reminds me of the change of seasons" Sex reminds me of the winter breeze sending a cold chill down my spine Sex reminds me of the first blooming flower in the sping Sex reminds me of the summer rays beating down on my face Sex reminds me of the crinkle sounds of autum leaves in the fall

My Poetic Writing
Her spirit moves me, and I sigh I sing loves songs to make her cry Tears of joy wash away my sin Completely whole outside and within Made anew in the bonds held deep One in every way forever to keep Two of one soul , heart and mind Dream that my soul longed to find Now held in arms and the loving gaze She is my life till the end of our days One in all things and her heart beats true I thank god for the love my soul always knew By R Thomas Dinsmore written about my wife

My Poem
Day By Day by: d.p I live by the way of my CHI finding the right beat to maintain my sanity cant stop rainy days from fallowing me my heart is right but mind is wrong listen to the wind with just the right ears you will see that breeze does sing a song my worries and fears haven't manifested in years so many times I've tried only to be denied when times get hard thats when i show my true scars and pried never been beat to the punch but it always seems to end with good luck my soul to be set free only to come back with divinity when walking on the wrong path just remember that you can always walk back realize that these eyes never cry even if out of trees to get high my way of living is to tough for most hate those people who always boast with the lord by my side i have never been afraid to die knowing that JAH will provide mother earth please don't cry she has been beaten and sucked dry to kill this cancer men have to subside their pried politics use hyp

My Poetry/my Depression
*The Night* By: Danielle F.A. McDade The moon glows brightly In the darkened sky Dark like me All alone in the vast universe Alone like me It’s a curse People know it’s there They know I’m here They pass it by As they pass me by It silently weeps As tears flow down my cheeks The dark is its refuge It finds comfort in the night I am a shadow You wont find me in the light As the sun rises The moon despises All the glory And praise it gets It has to go through Another day of torture And waiting For the night to come So it can glow brightly again *Rage* By:Danielle F.A. McDade Windows, clear blue skies. Bright shining stars. Wishing – Hoping – Praying. He’s the one. Don’t compromise. Don’t settle for second best. Chaos. Crazy. Rage! Peacefulness – Meditation. Trying to do the right thing. Not succeeding. Saying yes. Wanting to say no. Feelings and emotions. Happiness and sadness. Hurting so much. Crying dry tears. Wanting – Alone. Rage!! Social misfit

My Poem
Ok I use to write poems and this one is my fav. poem so if you like it plz comment if ya dont then dont comment ok. Life ____ Where there is Life There is Death Where there is Death There is sandness Where there is sadness There is Hope Where there us Hope There is ME!

My Poem( Do Not Ripp This @ All)
I have hiden my heart,from the tidings of the world.I have closed my eyes to shield them from evilness,that surrounds me.I have closed my self to all that good and evil,and away from love as well.Love me for who I am,and not for who you try to make me out to be.You'll only be hurting in the end.I'll shed my tears of remorse,and of hate,but I can never cry over you.

My Poor Niece.
So here is the story...My sister married a man who has two kids. Both of them from different women. My niece lives part time with my sister and her idiot. and the rest of the time she lives with her grandparents. They are VERY lazy people and do not feed her good food, or get her out exercising. My niece is 10 and weighs 175lbs! I have been telling my sister to get her exercising and eating right. She has been doing her best, but as soon as she goes back to Grandma and Grandpa's house, all bets are off. Does anybody have any suggestions? Please I need some advice to give to my sister. She is at her wits end, and is worried she will have to bury her stepdaughter soon. Do I call in for an intervention or do I let my sister deal with this on her own?

My Poetry
True perfection is what i seek Be it flatter abs or pearly white teeth Gain a pound? I barely eat for a week Are my eyes too close? My nose too wide? What should i do, run and hide? Perfection to me is a waste of time Cause nobodys perfect in everyones eyes Vixxen

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My Poem
I really thought that you did love me That day you clocked me in da face. You said my fried up chili chitlins Turned out to be a pure disgrace I thought you were, like, all romantic When you unloaded in my hair. You've left me feeling sad and frantic, Your crusted jizz is still in there. I really loved the way you touched me With your size 13 army boot, The way we shared together needles Was just so ultimately cute I thought you were the one and only, You even had my email addy I want you livin in my trailer And be my 16th baby daddy But now my life is done and over You've turned it into livin hell The day you told me that youve knocked up That ugly skank from Taco Bell

My Poems
My poems are deep My poems are sorrow My poems will make you feel happy And others will make u feel sorrow But if u feel what i feel You know that my poems are real So if you like my poems Then my poems likes u too And you know that my poems Will always be here For me and you Comment on this if u like my poems plz so i know how u feel about my poems thank you

My Poetic Fairy Tale (once Upon A Time) Chapter 1
*Awhile back I wrote a poetic fairytale. So over the next few days, I will be reposting the chapters of that fairytale. Don't worry, there will be more original pieces inbetween.* Once upon a time there was a man Who lived his life taking a stand Went about his day being a knight in shining armor Saving damsels in distress from uncertain horrors Never asking for anything return Not even a thank you or an encouraging word Always hearing about men and thier evil ways Refused to be like them until his dying day At the risk of sounding selfish, he began to wonder Why do all the damsels always run to another Still he carried on his self imposed duties And continued to rescue damsels and wonder at thier beauty But every now and then his mind would run astray Often wondered if he had the strength to carry on this way See this knight dreamt of being a king The only piece that was missing was his queen And to this day he wonders if fate wi

My Poetic Fairy Tale (chapter 2)
Our dear knight has spotted a maiden Her smile has become a safe haven Of her beauty she is unaware The sparkle in her eye and and long flowing hair It is hard for him to not notice As he tries to maintain pure motives It takes effort to not cross certain lines As his heart begs for freedom to fly But he knows she is worth the waiting So for now he will suffer these cravings All for this beautiful maiden

My Poetic Fairytale Chapter 4
The fair maiden is a true damsel in distress But in this knight she seems to have found rest Some how he has gotten past her defences He appears to be genuine with out false pretenses Still she has her reservations She isnt sure they have the same destination Her head and heart are a jumbled mess She truly is a damsel in distress

My Poem
I'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW I'M OFFERING YOU AN ENDLESS DREAM UNDER SKIES OF BLUE WHERE EVERY MOMENT IS MAJESTIC MAGICAL IN A SENSE WHERE NEVER WILL YOU BE ALONE AND THE LOVE YOU'LL FEEL IS ENDLESS SO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND DRIFT AWAY ABOVE WHITE CLOUDS OF VELVET INTO THE STARS ABOVE THE MOON BUT DON'T YOU EVER DOUBT IT RIDE WITH ME INTO THE NIGHT ON THE WINGS OF ANGELS BUT NEVER CAN YOU FORGET THE FLIGHT WHERE LOVE AND LUST ENTANGLED SAIL WITH ME UPON THE SEAS OF DANGER AND DESPAIR AND LET ME HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND SMELL YOUR WIND TOSSED HAIR FLOAT WITH ME UP TO THE SUN TO DANCE UPON THE FLAMES TO FEEL THE HEAT TO FEEL THE PASSION AND NEVER BE THE SAME GLIDE WITH ME INTO THE BREEZE OF ROMANTIC WIND AND FALL WITH ME TO THE BEACH TO MAKE LOVE IN THE SAND LIVE WITH ME IN PARADISE ENJOYING SUNSETS ME AND YOU I'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW

My Poetic Fairytale Chapter 5
What she doesn't know Is that his heart breaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Is all the things he can't seem to tell her

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 6
He is from here, she is from there But when they are together, they don't care They share the same earth, they share the same sky None of it seems to matter when they look into the others eyes When he takes her to where she's going, will he go back to where he's been Will they have to go thier seperate ways just start all over again Do they live for the moment, and wait for the answers to come unfurled Or do they break it to thier hearts that they come from different worlds

My Poetic Fairytale Part 7
The knight has done his duties, he has brought her safely home He bids her fairwell, and he turns to leave alone Fighting back tears, as to not look like less a man But before he can take a step, she takes him by the hand "Please don't leave my knight , stay if would" "But I dont know I can, or even if I should" "But there is something you should know, knight, something you should hear" "In you I have found my strength to fight and chase away my fears" "But, my fair maiden, you had the strength all along" "It's there every time you smile, or dance to a birds song" "Dear knight, just honor this one last request" "Promise you will return for me, before your dying breathe" He takes her in his arms, for an eternity it seems A weight has lifted from his soul, his heart is finally free "I shall return for you, I just dont know when" "There are many miles between us and they seem to never end" "I must return home to tend to matters there" The

My Poetry
breathe Can't breathe catching strong meditation Understands that it makes my truth crystal clear, that I’m unable 2maintain on day 2 day calculations I’m adding up and subtracting down and fractioning myself in a box I let the mic freeze, frosting other mc's 2hold down a spot 2familiar 4my my nerves 2catch wreck Humble, meaning Meek or Modest, Meek showing patience, submissive, passive, Yea that’s me Dispelling the negative and drowning deep in something unknown, some say I’m speaking of Love, ha-ha I lack the proper ingredients 2mix a proportion 2talk about a situation I cant explain anymore Some whispering they know I’m feeling on a level pple just dnt anymore and feel my soul glow, as he's answering questions b4 I say the words trying tempting me 2be intellectually interested in a story so stardom that my boredom shows So I take refugee in the cabin of my mind, and close what feelings I have left in my heart, and raise the son that I begot, to be th

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 8
There is no other He would cross the miles for There is no other Who makes his heart soar There is no other Who instills such passion There is no other Who brings this joy beyond comprehension There is no other For whom he would traverse time and demensions There is no other Who is worth more to him than the Heavens There is no other And he will be with her even if it takes forever For there is no other

My Poor Thumb
Last night at work sucked for me.It was very,very,very busy.At the end of the night,I cut my thumb.I won't go into the details,but it's not pretty.Oh well,practicing guitar is on hold so now I'll have to start on one of the three books I bought recently. A pic of my thumb and part of the healing process.

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 9
What it's like without him Like having legs and she can't walk What it's like without him Like having a mouth yet she can't talk What it's like without him Like having arms yet she has no one to hold What it's like without him Like having skin but she can't feel heat or cold What it's like without him Like having lungs and she can't breathe What it's like without him Like having eyes and she can't see Day and day again This is what it's like without him

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 10
She has caught his eye This devil in disguise He will have his trophy She is easy prey, since she is lonely He will decieve with evil cunning She won't even see it coming He will bait her with gifts and sweet hollow words Like culling the weak from the herd Possessor of wealth and master of lies She better beware this devil in disgiuse

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 11
As the knight stairs up at the moonlit sky And gazes upon the stars so bright He points to one to let it serve as a reminder Of all the things he loves about her "This one is for her adoring smile" "And this one is for her endearing style" "This one reminds me of her eyes" "As round as the moon and as big as the sky" "This star is for her amazing laugh" " This one is for her peace that calms my wrath" "There are not enough stars in the heavens above" "To count all the wonderous facets of this maiden I love"

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 12
Its all about perception For The King of Deception What she doesn't know won't hurt her It won't hurt him either for that matter She speaks so fondly of this "knight" But this is my land and he won't dare put up a fight Even if he does I will dispose of him in short order And erase him from her world forever And not a soul will be around to give a confession I proudly wear the crown of The King of Deception

My Poetry-title-one Day
Once said you loved me You once said you cared Now all you do is hurt me And keep me torn inside For everyday is a new torture With demons I cant seem to Expel, you hurt me more and More each day all because I don't love you, would you rather Me have spent my life lying and Pretending I did? Im sorry that I could no longer live a lie for All of my days would you have Rather it continued for years to Pass and then me walk away? Or live my life with out my sanity and Continue to pretend everything was ok I would rather we both go our separate ways So that maybe someday we both can find Our own happiness if not with one another Alone or with someone else, I will hold my head high And proud knowing I have done what was right instead Of living a lie you can think you will continue to hurt Me but I am putting up my shield and walking away So no more will you hurt me and lead my life astray I hope You find peace and

My-poetry-title-confusion
Sometimes in life you can get confused And set on the wrongs tracks in life And trust ones you shouldn't Believe ones who only mean you Harm when you shouldn't believe them Or trust them at all and you lose sight Of what is important and true and always There for you, the truth that things You have done in your life have Not always been right and probably Never will be but you can try to make The wrongs you have made right And ask for forgiveness and GOD Will be there on the other end of those words When you speak of your mouth and ask He will forgive you and maybe just by chance Others will too, you never know how things Will go you just have to be willing and not be to scared And take that chance and ask for the forgiveness if You get it you do if you don't then that's the mistake You made and you will have to live with that Mistake for the rest of your days but Someday wrongs do turn into rights if you take the Right direction and path when they are given to y

My Poetry-title-mask
Can you hide behind the smiles forever? Can you push down and hide what you know and feel With every breathe in your body every beat of your heart Deep down within your heart and soul? How long can You wear the mask? Hide the pain? Can you wear the mask and hide the anguish and the tears? Smile and say everything is ok when you have many fears. Having the love you know you have inside can you wear This mask and hide all the love care and concern that you Think of nothing more than this love each and every day? If you decide to wear the mask and hide how long can you Hold the pain the hurt the anger the love all the emotions you know You have inside? Years, months, days, weeks, minutes, hours? Be true to yourself and wear the mask none and instead ask God to Be your guide to lead you in the right direction be your friend and be by Your side that is all you can do is ask him for wisdom an strength To help you when the roads get narrow an yo

My Poem To The World
I'm trying to live in a world full of mistakes, things from my mind that which cannot be erased. I seem to find the things that would make the most miserable in life, always the things that make me shed me a tear or two. Broken hearted with a secret life. When you see me I'm smiling but inside I'm drowning. I'm dying slowly and the pain hurts less and less, as I give up more and more. Each day I'm put to the test. Every time I think that the black hole as an end, I'm caught up in the world pool once again. I've given up all hope to find the happiness I long to hold, I've given up on the thing I use to want most because all there is... Are unfaithful truths to behold. I've tried so hard that I'm sick of trying; I'm mentally exhausted and physically dyeing. I've given up on the hope that I'll be happy one day... Just one quick slice... Please make the pain go away. I long to have the thing I've given up on and I long to never think about it again. I wish that for once... I could win. Eit

My Poem For My Broken Heart!
I am trying to find a way to make the pain go away, But everyday it's seems it is always gonna stay. I dont know why I cant be loved, I dont know why my love always gets shoved. I walk this earth searching for a truth, and every time it seems I end up blue. I give all my heart and soul to the one I love , and they throw it away like some old worn out glove. What is wrong with me what is it about me,Why do I get left why do I get told Im not good enough to be their best. I always thought beauty was inside not the outside of what you see, But for some reason my outside is all they ever see. I am not rich and proubly never will be, but I have a good heart even with all the bad stuff that happens to me. I keep searching for the one who keeps his word the one who will love me till his last day on earth, Will I ever find him I am not sure. Can I be brave and open my heart to another knowing there is a good chance He will just be like the others I dont know wh

My Pome
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the

My Poems
how much i love you how much i love you my love is like the first morning due on a blood red rose red like my blush as your soft lips are caressing me from head to toe, I will love you all my life and when I die I will still love you through eternity and beyond until the end of time and even then i will still love u, If I die before you then my love will linger forever around you. And when you change your mind, and wish to be with me, I will greet you at heaven's gates with the same love and the same loving arms we knew in life Your heart and mine are forever one i hope that is true because if no i will be missing you what You left me What you left me was it a kiss on the air for you were not there, would I not shed a tear for you were always there and very dear, What you left me was it a wisper by my ear for I could not hear for all was in fear of missing you. Love is like your first kiss pure and sweet Love is a flood of emotion that you do not want to defeat Love w

My Poems
Stolen Soul if i had a heart i would hold your heart next to mine if i had a soul i would lock it behind my heart so that no one steals it ever again a stolen heart can be returned as a stolen soul can never return.. *************************************** Bound and Broken Love broken is bound as bound is always broken burned with scars so deep that no one could ever see scars burned by death life and as always love.. the purest of love can never exist as life has tainted it.... all love has scars even if you dont realize life is cruel as is love is the cruelest of all.... regardless if your love is right in front of you or miles apart it is always better to have loved than to never to have loved at all........ ****************************************** Together Again a picture can say so many things never did i expect to look at your picture and be able to see your heart your soul i could be forever

My Poem About My Life Last Summer...
Sometimes I make choices, without thinking them through. Then I get scared and feel that I am not thinking clear. I keep to myself and look for an answer of what to do. I don't try to hurt anyone, it is true, I swear!!!!! I know that I have hurt people in my life, When I sit and think about it, I am sad. I think of myself as a good person, But looking at what I have done, I feel bad. It is hard to explain what goes on in my head. The thoughts that take control and make me think. I want to make the right choices in life, I am surprised that I don't go out and drink. I have my girls to think about first and foremost. I have neglected them in my thoughts in the past. I am trying to put them first, like they should be. I am sorry that I have chosen to put some friends in last. I am not a mean and hurtful person, I really, truly am a good friend. I am sorry for the pain that I have caused anyone in my life. I am staying by myself and getting things better for us.

My Poems That I Turn In To My Songs
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

My Poems.
All my poems or newer poems will bi In the dunno section In my stash,I'm back to writing but my poems are all dark for now.I found out something that made me very emotional today.That has really hurt me,so when I'm hurt my poems are dark In nature.My poetry takes on a writing style of how I'm feeling when I'm writing them.But I know that there are some of my friends that like the dark poems so you can read them If you want to do so.

My Poem
Do not put me on a Pedestal for I may fall Do not adore me with Gold somethings tarnish Dimond are just a STONE Furnish me with UNDERSTANDING and LOVE a KIND WORD,FLOWERS from a FIELD a TOUCh for no REASON a KISS for NOTHING and I will do the SAME Come SHARE your LIFE with me Take my HAND and I will FOlLOW For the FURTURE is but a DREAM still to COME

My Poem Box
I keep all my poems In a heart-shaped box It's blue and pink It sits on my shelf or under my chair I worship that little box of poems They are my life My good times and my bad All stored in one little heart-shaped box.

My Poems
I have been writing poetry for well over 8 years now. Although I do not have as many as I would like there have been bumps in the road that throw the creative frosty beer mug from the bar to the ground. So, I hope that you all like what I write and if you dont please feel free to comment. I am always up for a little constructive criticism. ~Kaylin

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My Poem
“My Forever Love” I have looked for “my forever love”, all of my life. Thought several times that I had found that special “certain” man and didn’t. I have to thank God now, for allowing me to go through all the heart aches I have endured in my life, without you. Because, it has only made me realize what a rarity you are. I get up every morning with you on my mind. Hoping and praying that my phone will ring and that it will be your sweet voice I hear on the other end. I go to bed at the end of each day, with the thought of you engraved in my mind. I lay in my bed alone, thinking of you longing to hold you, smell your sweet aroma, wanting so badly just to be with you and hold you. My love for you is deeply implanted in my heart. I know, I love you and I cannot nor will I ever let you go. You are the man that God created for me, like Eve for Adam. I have looked for”my forever love” a long time; you my darling are my final stop on this heartbreak train, my final destination. Love isn

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My Poem
do you love me ,or do you not, you told me once but i forgot. so tell me now and tell me true so i can say i love you to ,and if you dont before i die i will go to heaven and wait .if your not there by judgement day i'll know you went the other way. i will give the angels back their wings and risk the cost of everything, and just to prove my love is true i'll go to hell to be with you.

My Poem I Have Published
True Love just found a brand new meaning From me to you its a wonderful feeling My heart beats fast when you touch my face True love has set its pace We can rest with comfort and continue to grow Our relationship can be wrapped with a bow Each time its opened we can always say God blessed us with a love that will stay Your words are gentle- you always seem to say Something sweet that makes me feel loved all day This love we're building is unbreakable and strong With you I found the place my heart belongs Time can test and years can go by Love will be heard in every sigh Sighs of tenderness, sweetness, and love Our hearts are being caressed by an angel from above Copyright ©2008 Amanda ****** ******

My Poem
These nights grow colder The world, it grows dark My life grows older And my mind wants to park Yet I've got a dream An indestructible flame That keeps me alive And away from pure shame. And I've got a future And however unclear I know my demise Is far, not near. And I now know That a true anchor is love And someone out there Keeps me from floating above. I wish I could thank him Yet he's too far away My ultimate dream,of course, is Meeting my love someday.

My Poetry
I look into your eyes i see your soul, dark, mysterious, hateful and loving, scratching and clawing your way to sanity only to be shot down by stupidity and ignorance, jokes and sarcasm, Love is it real, or something we say to feel better about ourselves, Love its a word, not to be used lightly, but is all the time.

My Poetry2
In the darkest depths of my soul, i find you, spinning your web, making me more your slave, making me want to serve you and be yours to do what you will, i submit to you as i have from the first sight of your eyes, mysterious, dark, and full of fire, controling, demanding you never say a word, you dont have to.

My Poems...
poems copyright poems written in may 1998 by michelle R. coffee/calano poems copyrighted and you dont have permission to use them or copy them,etc! Enjoy reading them! I was blue I had to choose one snoozed he had to lose I loved another I still do The trust was there but now it's gone if only 2 knew 1 was already gone I told 1 he was gone I could tell 2 till I turn blue and he still wouldn't believe it's true ------------------ I look upon a man a heart of gold willing to help a girl in need on her way home A week before an accident accurd out on the airwaves a man's voice said "Don't be afriad it'll be okay" months passed they didn't go fast talk of marriage a baby in the carriage a voice again say it again "Don't be afriad it'll be okay!" ------------------------------------ Ayear has past it hasn't been fast a baby was raped not old enough to escape her life put on hold

My Poem
My Poem By me My heart bleeds out ink, Which my hand smears onto paper. Drip by drip comes Word by word. Every poem is trying to heal the wound That makes my heart bleed. My tears form as words. These dry cheeks Still haven’t felt that salty tear drop And still I can feel that tear build up behind my eyes. So my hand works extra hard To try and cover this page, With words I turn into poems. My Blood and Tears Are words and Sentences Which I give out to all to share And to feel that little bit less alone In this world. My heart bleeds out ink……….. Mrrcp2007

My Poems
Promises in the Dark promises made in the dark never believe if you do, you will just greive promises made in the dark dont come from within they are made in a hurry from lust and sin promises made in the dark have no real meaning if you think they are real you are just dreaming promises made in the dark can make you delirious they are to get something so please dont take them serious promises made in the dark can never be real by the one who makes them love they dont feel promises made in the dark are nothing but lies made by a lot of people women sometimes, but mostly guys promises made in the dark can never come true you mind, your body, your life they want to screw promises made in the dark i did believe sadly now i just grieve

My Poetry
The Love Of My Life I was alone for so long just me and my girls being a single mom was such a hard life.But I did it one day at a time.My heart had been broken so many times was afraid to let love back inside. I had built a wall up around my heart so thick that no one could get in. 12 long lonely years i spent with just me and my girls. Doing my best to raise them right.I hoped and prayed for so long,that God would send someone special to love me. Long lonely nights of crying and hurting, being so scared to let anyone inside my heart again. Then the day came when you walked through my front door.My heart started to flutter and i had butterflies in my stomach.I was to scared to let on how i felt.It was love at first site.We became friends and for a year thats all we were.Then the day came when I could not let my self be scared any longer. The fear of losing you was far t

My Poetry
Tears of Pain The tears fall softly down my cheeks like a never ending river flowing so free.The pain unbearable not knowing what to do.My love for you is so deep. The hurt inside my heart from what you have done to me.All these jumbled thoughts running through my head.I'am trying to talk to you but you won't listen,more tears are falling making a puddle on my shirt. Please help me to ease the pain in my heart so that i can be whole again and stop The Tears Of Pain.......

My Poetry
A Mothers Love From the moment i felt you enter my womb My heart filled with the wondrous joy of A mothers love.the very first time i felt you move inside my belly i felt the excitement of A mothers love. The very first time i felt your first kick inside my stomach my face lit up with the joy of A mothers love.The wonders of you growing inside me not knowing weather you were going to be a Beautiful baby girl or a Bouncing baby boy.Praying daily for a happy healthy baby. The moment i felt my water break and i cried with the excitement of knowing it was time for my beautiful baby, my miracle from God to appear in this wonderous world.I felt all the excitement and the joy of knowing my heart was running over With the joy of A Mothers Love For her Beautiful Baby Girl........

My Poetry
A Snowy Winter Dream An Imaculate Snowy Winter Day little children all out to Play Building there snowmen Laying in the snow making beautifull snow angels Running inside to drink hot chocolate eating fresh baked christmas cookies Warming there hands and feet by the fire setting quietly with eyes full of wonder as Grandpa tells them stories of his childhood days and christmases past sleepy little children go off to bed tucked in by mommy and daddy and kisses goodnight to dream of there next Snowy Winter Dream........

My Poetry
A Childs Christmas Wish Mommy and Daddy Can we please have some cookies and milk,don't forget to set some out for Santa and his reindeer. A Childs Christmas Wish All snuggled in bed tucked in by mommy and daddy please read me a story before i fall to sleep Daddy reads The Night Before Christmas while his children listen quietly as there eyes slowly close they drift off to dreamland with toys and candy dancing through there little heads.Mommy and Daddy quietly slip out of the room. A Childs Christmas Wish Amy wishes for a new baby doll,that she can hold and hug CJ wishes for a new dump truck that he can fill with dirt and push through the winter snow Misti wishes for a box of CD's that she can listen to all day Tiffany wishes for a new purse to carry all her precious stuff around in Jessica wishes for a new video tape of her favorite shows

My Poetry
In A Childs Eyes The World Is Wonderful In A Child's Eyes A Big Place To Run And Play Laughing,Singing,Dancing Around Chase The butterflies around the yard pick some flowers for mommy The World Is Big In A Child's Eyes Come on Daddy let's go outside and play let's go fishing on a hot summer day picnic at the beach and swim all day The World Is Wonderful In A Child's Eyes

My Poem... To Describe My Life..
Can you tell I'm in love By the way that I smile By the way that I say That the pain was worthwhile Can you tell I feel happy By the way that I write No more poetry smeared with tears No more crying at night Can you tell life is finally Becoming better All because He and I are together Can you tell that I dont want him to go away That I dont want him to leave my side Can you tell that because of him Everything is finally alright!!

My Poems
Just Remember When it all goes crazy and the thrill is gone, The days get rainy and the nights get long, When you get the feeling you were born to lose, Staring at your ceiling thing of your blues, When there's so much trouble you want to cry; The world has crumbled and you don't know why, When your hopes are fading and can't be found, Dreams have left you waiting, Friends have let you down. Just rember I Love You; More than words can say. Maybe then your blues will fade, When you need a lover and you're down so low, You start to wonder but you never know why, When it feels lik sorrow is your only friend, Knowing that tomorrow you'll feel this way again, When the blues come calling at the break of dawn, Rain keeps falling but the rainbows gone, When you feel like crying but the tears won't come, When your dreas are dying and your down and out, Just Remember I Love You Cassie Felton Copyright ©2008 Cassie Felton

My Poems
Our Love When first we meet, My heart flew high, On wings so light through a cloudless sky. People told me this love would die. Said it was built upon a lie. They told me the feeling would fade; Passions would cease and foes would be made. To this i said, "why are you so blind, can you not put our pasts behind?" True love can change your life; or pierce the stongest heart. True love can turn sadness into joy; or tame the wildest ways. Quite sometime has past since then, people no longer criticize, For now they see the truth, Where once there might have been only lies, My feelings are the same same today; As they were the very first day, For when we touch, My heart still flies. Cassie Felton Copyright ©2008 Cassie Felton

My Poetry
#1-A picture sketched into my mind adn soul, A picture seared into my heart, A love that you would never know, before we could even start.. #2-To walk this line and never stray, A state of mind to live the day balanced on the line of life and death. #3-Why is it that memory will always keep us apart even though my love never changes, Im glad you moved on but my heart forever pains. #4-To continue on with my memory of you, Your glowing light will pull me through, My soul will forever carry on with bounding strength... #5-A life of torturous gazes, A life of painful truths, A life that seems to never end... #6-One man to walk alone, To be solo in what is known not a care in the world for what you think, all of you pricks can suck my dick....... #7-It is alot to ask of someone hurt, I know Im seen lower than dirt, All i ask is one more plee, Please, Please, forgive me??????????????? #8-The greatest part of my life gone for life, An empty void of sacri

My Poems
YOUR EYES Your eyes. Are hypnotic. Put my in a trance like state. Are you my destiny. Can it be . Your my soulmate. Your eyes. A pretty. Sexy. Blue Flavor. Ready to kiss. Your lips. Sothe taste. I'll savor. Ready to touch. You. Squeeze you. Feel your thighs. Most of all I can't wait. To look in to your eyes. P.S. I LOVE YOU P.s. I love you. Heart felt between the twoof us. These words I speak with honest and trust. Let me whisper in your ear. My lover, My wife, The one I hold dear. P.s. I love you genuinely, sincerely, spokenstraight from my heart. To have and to hold til death do us part. TEAR DROP Tear drop. Fall like. Rain from the sky. Like water in a puddle. I can feel it buildin in my eye. A tear drop. Like a pain. So deep in my heart. I'm hurt, sad, want to cry. Where do I start? Please help me. Can you make it stop. My life is in a bubble. Better yet a tear drop. TIMES WE SHARE Some good some ba

My Poem
Please Hear What I'm not saying Don't be fooled by the face I ware. For I ware a thousand masks, and none of them are me Don't be fooled; for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that confidence is my name and coolness is my game. And that I need no one. But don't believe me. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in aloneness, in fear. That's why I create a mask to hide behind, to shield me, From the glance that know, But such a glance is precisely my salvation. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from my own self-built Prison walls. I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing and that I'm no good, And that you will reject me. And so begins the parade of masks. I idly chatter to you. I tell you everything that's really nothing and Nothing of what's everything, of what's crying with in me. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying.

My Poodle Is A Noodle
My Poodle is a Noodle My poodle is a noodle He died just last fall My poodle is a noodle He got hit by a car My poodle is a noodle He was at the mall My poodle is a noodle Sittin’ in a bar My poodle is a noodle He was completely tanked My poodle is a noodle He stepped into the street My poodle is a noodle The car tried to stop My poodle is a noodle Now he’s just chewy meat

My Poem
Dress me up in leather, and tie me to the bed. Have a seat up on my face, and let me give you head. Now crawl down between my legs and make me want to scream. Make your tongue flick wildly until I start to cream. That takes care of forplay, so let's get right down to it. Just thrust your dick into my cunt, and basicly just screw it.

My Poems!!
My Love Your skin glows like the cherry, blossoms slowly as the lilly in the purest hope of spring. My heart follows your chimes voice and leaps like a spider at the whisper of your name. The evening floats in on a great blue jay wing. I am comforted by your eyes that I carry into the twilight of lipsbeams and hold next to my heart. I am filled with hope that I may dry your tears of water. As my eyes falls from my thought, it reminds me of your bedroom. In the quiet, I listen for the last beat of the day. My heated hands leaps to my bra. I wait in the moonlight for your secret shimmer so that we may fight as one, hands to hands, in search of the magnificent black and mystical glow of love What do u define as a friend the person you laugh with the person you cry with the emotions of a friendship filling inside me you may have a friend but are they real real enough you can tell them anything i am surrounded by lies i may think my friends may be

My Possibilities
My love as I lay upon my pillow and gaze into the light. I wonder how it will be when we first meet for the first time, Will you still love me and want to keep me close to your heart? I wonder how it will be to hold you in my arms, Will you accept me as I am and tell me that you don’t ever want to part? I wonder how it will be to kiss your soft lips, Will you in return kiss me and tell me how you want a brand new start? I wonder how it feels to touch your silky skin, Will you let me and feel the warmth deep within? I wonder how it will be to caress your beautiful face, Will you gaze into my eyes and tell me that I have filled that empty space? All I want is to see you, embrace you, kiss you and if you let me . . . make love to you at a slow pace.

My Poem
I Dream Of You As i close my eyes at night ready to go to sleep my dreams of you begin and i know your mine to keep My thoughts make me smile cause i know you love me You are all i ever dreamed of you are my fantasy I feel so safe from any harm When you hold me so close in your loving arms i love to feel you oh so close I want you to know that its you i need the most. i dream of you and i love you! Robin C Kempson Copyright ©2008 Robin C Kempson

My Poem That I Wrote
Darkness sets in when fear come to embark lonlyness sets in when its dark cloudy days approch when love ones are gone but garenteed it wont be long. As we journey across this world full of hurt and pain there are tempations that cause us to stray.We have to stick together and fight or this world will kill us with all of its might one single slay by one single blade. Journey along the pathways of fate by sticking together we can kill the hate Love is a flower blooming in the middle of a dry desert wonder why it shines so bright no water just its delight growing without knowing why how can it be its not strong but indeed its alone. So why we hurt when loved ones die or fear when the time is near someday we will grow in our own desert the pathways will finally end. Somtimes everything turns gray as long you have a loved one everything will be ok holding hand and hand thru the test of time. As long as happyness fill your heart you will never apart you might fill lost but soon you will be

My Poem It Sucks
I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Closed my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I had for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in the future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all, To hear you say the words I so needed to hear, The word that would heal my broken heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I would give all I have in l

My Poems From 1985 In Boot Camp
Thief Your voice on the phone is like A thief in the night You steal my love and your No where in sight Your letters so cool yet as Hot as hells light I love you more now even Though you’re out of my sight By mike bell 11-01-1985 Blues and Love The boot camp blues just evolves Around you You’re left, your right You’re Loves out of sight Step it up tight You’re left, your right I want to love you and Hold you tight tonight By mike bell 11-01-1985 Written while in US Naval Boot Camp

My Poem
I could have been a brother He could have been a friend We could have known each other But we'd never comprehend the death in this war that rages on The faces keep growing younger as time continues to age on and only feeding those soldiers of hungar the lives which make our enemy so strong which are wasted in this war that rages on Weve been fighting along time and fighting alone im lost, a prisoner in my own mind and all i can remember is home away from this war that rages on He has finally acheieved long awaited peace under the silence of my gun my guilty bullet was his release for his soul drifting in the sun and his body lay lifeless, in this war that rages on.

My Portune!
I went to a chinese buffet with my BFF today and my portune says: "Nothing happines unless first a dream." I copied that letter for letter from the slip of paper in my portune cookie. Can somebody please tell me what the fuck that means? P.S. my lucky numbers are 5, 17, 34, 30, 9, and 10

My Poems
my poems are more like inspirations that i have had and i have not sat down to write any new ones yet. i hope to write another one soon. there is someone that i care about dearly and i want him to know how much. i just have to let my body flow and then i can write one that he will appreciate. until then i can slowly write in my old ones if you all like my peoms let me know.

My Poems ;)
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My Poetry
ok im gonna say this nicely for you haters i will delete comments noone asked you to read this in fact the only reason your here is to say mean things whatever im not doing this for you and i am willing to take constructive critisimn anything to make what i do better.howevveri write my way dont like it close your eyes or get the fuck off my blog haters will be deleted and constructive critasimn read and noted... so without further ado here we go

My Poem
I had a dream You were there A soft breeze Filled the quiet air There we were You and I Fireflies fill The moonlit sky You take my hand Look at me Gaze into my eyes and cock your head, gently to the side I gaze back Lift my hand to gently stroke your hair And you, you do not shun away We continue to gaze Our fingers still locked You smile at me, sweetly, and letting go I fall into your grasp There you sway me left and right so slowly and so calm Your hand resting on my back My head rests softly softly on your chest Tears fill my eyes I realize, that it's you I love You wipe away the tears they disapear You smile just so sweetly and I continue to stay near Your hand travels from my back to the bottom of my chin You prop up my head and gaze into my eyes once again You lean down slightly Kiss me softly on the lips Your free arm wraps around my waist We're now in everlasting bliss

My Poem 2
Hold me close for right now I'm passing through a time when i need it most Let me see into your eyes Baby, Come to me and light up my nights sky Let me feel the touch from inside your heart Leave an everlasting imprint on my life Let me see love in the seemingly everlasting darkness of your absence Come kiss me and open up the path to my soul Let me take in everything that you are And have your smile heal the pain of our time apart

My Poem3
Life was so peaceful,with no thoughts to worry, Happiness was everywhere,with no regrets to carry. My heart is a child,thats what i saw in me, Forever it will remain,thats what i thought it to be. Until one morning,i saw you, hairs dancing with the wind,to show. i looked into Ur eyes,i knew it was true, my heart never lies,i was in love with u. Dreams that were empty once,was filled, Nights that were so warm,was also chilled. My eyes began to gaze into the open sky, I love u,thats what i want to say,so i try. I wanted to be with u,day after day, i loved u more than words could ever say. Someday u might leave me,that was my fear, whenever i thought that,my eyes would let tears. On that fateful day,u did leave me, The pain in my heart u failed to see, U smiled at me and went on Ur way, But in my heart,u will forever stay. Now,my days r long when Ur not here, My nights r cold and filled with tears everywhere, My love for u will never die, This may be the e

My Poem4
It’s still the beginning, we’re still at the start But these feelings I feel, so real in my heart, When I see you I know it, I feel it so strong I know that it’s true, me and you, we belong. It’s true we met just the other day And I thought just friends is what we would stay, I didn’t expect it to happen this way And I didn’t think “I love you,” I’d ever say. It started out I was just holding your hand But it seemed like were in never, never land, Then it happened, the first time we kissed It fixed everything that I ever missed. I fell in love with you last night And I know only together every things right, I knew it for sure when I said goodbye I could tell it from what I saw in your eyes. Now all I think about is being with you It feels like a dream finally coming true It’s hard to explain all the things you make me feel, This is what love feels like when its incredibly real. I hope that me and you are always together, And I promise that I will love you

My Poem5
I see you across the golden plates of my heart I see you move I see you breath. Then we touch excitement enters. Suddenly I feel lost in a world of confusion and love. I gave it all to you in your hands lyes my sanity, my love, my heart. Know you have all of me know I see I would give the world just so we could be!

My Poem6
My Love For You Will Stay Strong No Matter Where You Are You Will Hear My Song It Will Be Soft At First For Only You To Hear Just To Let You Know I Am Near Where-ever You Are What Ever You May Be In Life Just Know One Thing I Am Your Wife...

My Poem7
You are the One In all of my dreams Walking together or Wading through streams Life really blessed Me When it gave me You I always used to think That our life together could be True But still here you are Right by my Side Holding my hand with every stride Walking through life,my love To you,always be true And I'm so Happy god gave me to you So I end this love thought line To say I hope you as happy as I am to spend the rest of my breathing Days with you and....oh ya, I LOVE YOU!

My Poem8
What happened when i said,"I love you"? Did you feel anything inside? Why do you believe I'm untrue? You know there's nothing i can hide. I only want you, for the rest of my life. So, I'm hoping one day for you to be my wife. But we have to get past your unbelief baby girl you have to believe in me. i love you.

My Poem9
Slide into my arms and Make me feel alright Let me hug and kiss you Long into the night Let my anger slide and fade Tomorrows just another day Slide into my thoughts and Go and read my mind You’re the one I want to be with I think that you’ll soon find Let my love glow long and bright Stay with me throughout the night Slide onto my body and Let us be as one Stay with me forever and Let me be your sun Let my heart rule over mind Let mine be yours Let yours be mine.

My Poem9
I have a dream and it tells a story. but something is wrong when will i hear a sorry. something about me being happy an free well it could never be. i see my life going good and other times bad so that's what gets me mad. i can't see how you feel you hide it like your afraid and all your dreams fade i see a star in the sky there is even one in your eye. you keep me safe in your arms that's how i know by your charms. and I'm with you now all i can say is like WOW. your in my mind so i can't simply leave you behind. your my baby and it's driving me crazy. silly of me i try to keep you to myself your like a teddy bear but i have to put you back on the shelf. it drives me wild when i first seen you, you smiled. your the lost key to my heart trying to find you from the start and from this we'll never be apart.

My Poem10
The day i fell in love with you, It was all i ever dreamed. You took me in your arms, And promised me everything. Everything in the world seemed different, Yet the same. The only difference was, I had you to heal the pain. You made me happy, Sometimes made me cry. I no longer had a reason, To cry every night. The day i fell in love with you, I was happy, No one else seemed to matter. The only thing i worried about, Was you and my past would come together. No worries for that now, b/c now i really know. Your the only one for me, i knew this, That day i fell in love with you.

My Poem 11
My Love Is Alway Real Never To You Fake. My Love Is Alway Going To Be Truthful To You. My Love Will Never Play You Out. My Love Will Love You For Who U Are Not For How You Look. My Love Will Still Alive For You It will never Die For You. My Love Will Never Be Something That Come Out Of My Mouth But What Come Out Of My Heart Is True. That's My Love

My Poem12
The way you kiss me is so tender and sweet, I know without your love I would not be me, My sun rises and sets with only you on my mind, I have never met a man so loving, caring, and kind, You are the bounce in my step the sparkle in my eye, You make my body hot and my temperature rise, I have never been so happy like the way I am with you, I love you with all my heart I promise to always be true.

My Poem13
Do you have a best friend, someone who's always there? I have a friend just like that, and he lets me know he cares. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he wipes my tears away. He makes the sun shine in my heart on a cold and cloudy day. He's the one who makes me happy, he's the one I need. No one can ask for a truer friend; he's a friend indeed. When and if I need him, he's right here by my side. Whenever I think of him, my heart fills up with pride. My best friend is Michael, and this you can be sure. A love that starts as friendship will be a love that's pure. Michael is my world, my lover, and my best friend. This friendship is the one that I hope will never end.

My Poem 14
How can i live without you, u mean so much to me,u never know, u neither make me to live nor die, All u do is make me to cry. Days seems to be like years, Night seems to be full of fears, plz come back,my heart says, and let us not part in different ways. Y do u want to c me hurt, think abt my feelings for u,and turn back, and give it a second thought b'coz happiness is the one this heart lack... U sleep peacefully in my tears, and have taken away all my smile, but i still keep u in my heart very near, even though i haven't seen u for a while... My love is like a ocean, u can't see the start or the end, Someday if u say me to die, i will do it happily for u, even if it was a lie....

My Poem 15
Time was so short for the both of us… We were never given a chance to know each other better Maybe we shouldn't made our decision that fast We should have taken our time I don't have any regrets of loving you In that short span of time I learned the true essence of love I learned how to love unconditionally No demands and no questions asked Loving you was not that easy Thinking that we will last forever But maybe we're really 2 different people Having different views in life Enjoying one's life apart You have your own life there I have mine here too Maybe you're not aware that you have left me here... Still loving you so much You left me with no promises No assurance at all But all the words you've said I can still here in my heart We seldom talk to each other Wishing that someday… You'll find time to be with me And grow old together Maybe this is not yet the right time for both of us But I'm still hoping that someday We'll be given a chance to be t

My Poem 16
I want to let go, I dont want to show that i still care. I know you're still there. I crave you. I need you. I want you. I need the love of another, To fulfill my childish hunger. I can't be without you, My one true love. A gift from above. Sent for me to care for, And never need more. It's like a sickness, You and I. No matter how much we cry, Or how many times we die. We can never get enough of the pain. It's like a game, Back and forth. On and off everyday. It's like they say, "Let go, there are other fish in the sea." But you are the only fish for me.

My Poem17
I can't get you out my mind, I keep thinking how much I enjoy talking with you, How great you look when you smile, and how much i like your laugh. I daydream about you off and on all day, Replaying pieces of our conversation... Laughing again about funny things you said or did, I've memorized your face and the way you look at me... It melts my heart every time I think about it. And I catch myself smiling When I imagine what will happen the next time we are together. You must be something special, because I can't remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone. Even though neither of us knows what the future holds, I know one thing for sure... You're one of the very best things thats happened to me in a longtime

My Poem18
My love for you is never ending. As I gaze into your eyes, I am in Heaven. When I watch you pass me each day, I just want to drop and say, I love you with all my heart, And I do not think we are just friends anymore. I believe what we have will soon start. So please love me now, and you shall see, How much we can truly turn out to be. As I lay here and pray, That you, my love, will come my way. I lay here and dream That you, my dear, will know what I mean. As I pray I say, Please Father, Please help him find the way. Help him find the one he will stay. No running off from girl to girl, Help him find the right one in the world. Now Dear, listen to me. We were suppose to be. To be one, To be one until the world is done. Together forever, Forever we will stay Each and every day to day.

My Poem19
I often lie awake and Think... I think of how dark my life would have been without you in it The sky would have been grey and the clouds would always of been low The trees would not have leaves and no rose would blossom The sun would have faded and the moon would not shine My world would come to an end and my air would be taken away All this because you are my world and the only man for me

My Poem20
I finally found the one... The one who makes me smile... I finally found the one.... Who makes me laugh... I finally found the one.... To last my whole life through... I finally found the one... Who treats me like a lady... I fianlly found the one.... The one to see me through... I finally found the one... To make my dreams come true... I finally found the one... I love you !

My Poem21
With time,everything in life fades, what remains with us are just the shades Of the people we cared to love and loved to care, but one person whom i loved and cared is just unaware... As night falls and everyone goes into silence, My heart just wakes up and finds itself within a fence... It doesn't try to get out and get free, because as u went by for the last time,u made it to freeze... In the end,i c u at a mile saying goodbye, Not caring abt my heart and making it to cry... I looked into ur eyes,which said everything is over I then asked my heart and it said ur love is forever...

My Poem22
YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A FOREVER SONG, A SONG THAT DOESN'T END. YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A HEART, IT NEVER STOPS GIVING. YOU ARE MY TWIN,A PART OF ME THAT KNOW ONE COULD EVER UNDERSTAND. IF YOU COULD EVER LEAVE ME,I WOULD DIE.DIE OF THE FEELING OF A PART OF ME BEING LOST. IF I COULD COUNT THE TIMES YOU MADE ME FEEL SO GOOD I COULD LIVE FOREVER. YOUR LOVE IS WONDERFUL YOUR LOVE IS MORE WONDERFUL THAN IS POEM.

My Poem23
I loved feeling your skin. I loved holding you close to me, I cried when it came to an end. If God made love, and made it true. Then why does he allow heartbreak, and make us feel blue. I see you everyday, with your beautiful face. I try to smile and play it off, but I die standing their in my place. I remember when I held you close, so close I could feel you breathing. But now I cant hold you close, and my heart is torn out, bleeding. My life is nothing, nothing without you. All of our memories, is all I hold onto.

My Poem24
I've often think of the question you've asked me. Why do I love you?…here goes sweetie. It's the beauty of your smile, it's everything that you do. For I see happiness when I look at you. The way you dance, your silly wink, The way you laugh, or simply how you blink. The love I feel when you hold me tight. A love to keep me warm through the coldest of nights. How you make me feel, how you open up my heart. All the hopes that you bring right from the start. How your tender kisses can put me in a daze. I love you baby in each and every way. How you lift me up, how you gave me flight, Forever is what I see when I look into your eyes. My heart beats to a new rhythm, a rhythm of love. All because of you my angel sent from above. You're my ray of light on those dark, gloomy days. You are the answer to all of my prayers. I can continue with my reasons, my list is endless. For I love you more and more as each day progresses. So why do I love you?…let me tell you why.. Beca

My Poem25
I sensed that from that moment, I knew you were the one, It was just a simple coincidence, But see what it has done. You filled my heart with love, And love is what I can return, Love is all I have, I have too much it burns. At night when the moon comes out And the stars start to shine I bring my thoughts out, And think of what is mine. I am very lucky just to be alive And you gave me much more, I know you’re all I need, That’s for sure. When others tried to get the key to my heart I always managed to keep them out, And all of a sudden you came along, And you’re what love is all about. I never noticed you in the beginning, But then I saw your handsome face, And you know how hard it is To find a guy like you these days. Not that there’s more guys like you, Cause you’re one of a kind, And no one else will ever be like you You with your special bind. Now since I’ve got what I needed I don’t want anything else Except in a few years later, I’d wa

My Poem27
You tell me you love me, Then you take it back, What the hell is up with that, What's all this suppose to mean, Wasnt it all it was suppose to be, Did I piss you off and make you mad, Im so confused you got my whole life off track, Everyday I think about what I did wrong, Yesterday I heard our song, How it talks about love so true, Baby~I miss you~Boo, I want you back so bad, I miss the love we use to have, I miss the way you Hold me in your arms, The way you'd keep me safe from any harm, You use to say I was the only one I wanted in your life, I can't deal with all this pain, This strife I am waiting for you to come back and wipe my tears away, To come back and tell me your here to stay!

My Poem28
Come a little closer, so i could hear your heart beat why are you sweating? i don't bite just relax and take a seat tell me about your problems i'm all ears for you first i'll listen then i'll think and finally we'll talk it through now you're all done and we've figuered it all out just surrender to me... let's live with out doubt do you want to know how i knew that my time would come soon? when i first dreamt about love and you i was laying under the moon i swear it was as if an angel has touched me because suddenly you were there i drowned into your eyes as you noticed my stare then i smelled the scent of you as the wind blew you stood up and walked towards me and asked:can i help you? i asked you: could you give me love? you answered:yes maam,infinate love i asked you: could you show me passion? you answered: i will caress you tenderly i asked you: will you handle me with care? you answered:you are of delicate creation i asked you: wil

My Poem 29
How much I love you? More than the birds in the sky, More than the fishes in the sea. I Just love you, No matter what you do, No matter whats going to happen. I just love you, I just love the way when smile, it makes me feel so weak I just love the way you look at me, It makes me feel so warm. I just love you I just need you, Its not a matter for me to walk through my tough road if i have you. I need you, I Love you. I just love you

My Potato
Somebody stole my potato. This makes me sad. It was a happy slice off of the end of a regular spud. I noticed, right before i was chopping into it "Hey! that looks like a happy face!" I immediately called Shane's attention to it, and then Dustin's. "What do you see when you look at this potato? I queried "A Happy face." Shane replied. Dustin nodded. "Wicked coooool!" I hummed with glee. I had decided that it was my lucky spud. I considered framing it in a shadow box and praying before it each day...I could see myself years down the line, blessed with umpteen good Karma (Thanks to my Lucky spud of course) and Getting it's smiling happy face tattooed on my left shoulder blade. It made me happy to think of Dustin staring into it's beady eyes when we humped sometimes... But alas. That was just a quick peek into a future not to be. I soon discovered that when you turned the potatoe piece upside down, it glared at me. With a frown and pursed lips. I sq

My Poem
MY POEM....... Babies Breath by: Cheryl Ann Lampton When I was young As all young girls do, I wished the perfect dream To one day come true, But as I aged some more That wish, That dream Was washed ashore Though i tried And wanted and waited My lifelong dream, Why am I so hated?, First it was one Then soon grew to ten, Will I get the chance To have that feeling again?, The warmth, the life growing inside When it was gone,I too, inside died The sound, The pleasure Will I never Hear, The pitter the patter A sound oh so dear, My life will never be complete Without the sound of another heartbeat The tiny fingers The little toes The curious eyes, And the rosey red nose, The cries in the night, The one most parents fear, That sweet little cry Would be music to my ears, That pain that burns So deep in my chest, That wish, That dream For one beautiful babies breath! Copyright ©2009 Cheryl Ann Lampton

My Poetry
Vengence Did you think i wouldn't find him,Wouldn't catch you in a lie? Did you assume that I am stupid,And forget that I would try to unearth your secretsusing the clues from our past? And now i've got your little whore and It's the end at last. He's ugly and he's broken now I've finally got my way. Can you hear him screaming now? What is there left to say? be glad I haven't found you yet Your fate would be the same a painful death in the hands of a lover And only you are to blame. See this river that flows from him? It cleanses him of his sin. And with his last shuddering breath My plans for you begin. First, I think, I'll take your eyes You cannot covet if you can't see. After that will come your fingers that led to your atrocity. A slice here, a tear there Your skin, a monument to my pain. Everything you've lied about starts to flood your brain. Next I take your prized organ,Which caused your flesh to stray And slowly then, so you can feel it,I'll take all future pleasure awa

My Poetry
NightMare Furiously do i record these horrid events I must make haste, for it can smell my fear...and yes.. i am afraid for my life...This beast... it can taste my weakness on the wind...Hark, i can hear it, snarling in the darkness...an icy cold penetrates my flesh, and wrenching shivers chase along my erect spine A black void envelops all life in this hell a panting fills my ears, There shall be no escape for me...How such a creature came to me, i will never know...Its razorblade claws grip my fragile body,In an instant, it begins to tear me limb from limb...agonizing pain permeates this prison of flesh I howl with the immense torture it causes memy hot blood pours forth from the numerous, gruesome wounds...Its jowls drip with my crimson life as It shreds my organsI am helpless, caught in this creature's vengance...Its eyes are filled with a passionate hatred for the livingIt lowers its head to mine, grinning wickedly, i can see Death in its gaze... Blackness... Only blackness

My Poem
All of the times when When your lips touch my own, so soft and sweet, and your tounge would gently glide across mine. When you would carress my body, so softly indeed, and I would hold your heart and keep it in line. When I would feel your love so deep and true, and you would love me until the end of days, When my love would wrap around only you, and heal your pain in so many ways. When my heart starts beating to the rythym of yours, and you just want to fall into my loving arms. When passion breaks through loves open doors, and you finaly give into my tender charms. When these tender words are all that you hear, and a new life is just about to begin. When my eyes have not shed a single tear, I will start to wonder about, all of the times when. Written by: Matthew 12/06/2008

My Point
I'm not on here looking to meet that special person to "spend the rest of my life with". I'm not looking for a husband or a "baby's daddy". My 2 teenagers have a daddy. I'm on here to look for friends and friends only from all walks of life. I don't look down on someone for what they don't have. So if you have anything negative you wanna say, go to someone elses page and leave them your drama.

My Porn
"The young woman had been attacked in full view of a New York City subway clerk, then dragged down the steps onto a deserted platform where she was raped and raped again, the assailant not stopping even when a subway train pulled into the station. Now, after nearly four years of constant nightmares, bouts of depression and anxiety, the woman has been told by a judge that two transit workers who saw her being attacked had no obligation to do anything to help her other than to signal their superiors that police were needed at the station." maybe he just wanted to tape it, then upload to youporn.com for ppl like me to watch. /does search

My Poem From Edward I Love You Baby
"This feeling overwhelms me A swelling of the heart I never truly thought I would be This happy at the start. You take me by the hand And lead me by the heart Over a beach of sand Through the grasses that we part. With you I let go Of intuition and sound of mind My feelings I cannot help but show To a person who is so kind. You kiss my lips so tender Embrace me through the night To you I have surrendered Myself so hold on tight. So strongly you hold my hand Whisper softly in my ear I really feel that you understand Everything you here. I lose myself in you This close I have never been These feelings are so new To have a lover who is my friend."

My Political Views
TWO THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER DISCUSS....POLITICS AND RELIGION, BUT AS AN AMERICAN I HAVE THAT ONE CHOICE, FREEDOM OF SPEACH. THESE ARE MY VIEWS AND OPINIONS, I KNOW SOME OF YOU WILL COMPLETELY DISAGREE,SOME WILL AGREE WITH SOME ,AND OTHERS WILL AGREE TOTALLY. THAT IS GREAT,CAUSE MOST DONT SAY WHAT THEY WANT AND THATS ONE OF OUR PROBLEMS AS A SOCIETY. IF AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE VOICE THIER OPINION THATS GOOD CAUSE ITS MORE THAN 1 GREATER THAN 5 AND ON A SCALE, PERFECT! I AM NOT A LIBERAL, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICIAN AS A WHOLE,BUT I DO KNOW HOW POLITICS ARE PLAYED. IT ALL COMES DOWN TO POWER AND WHO HAS THE MOST CASH!I HAVE DIFFERENT FELINGS ON EVERYTHING DEPENDS ON THE TOPIC. ONE PROBLEM I HAVE IS ABOUT PUTTING A LEADER IN AN AMERICAN POWER HOUSE WITH AN ISLOMIC NAME......IM SORRY, DIDNT WE JUST HAVE A WAR WITH IRAQ! I FEELTHAT WAS A STAB IN THE BACK BY OUR OWN GOVERNMENT. THEY SAY OH HES HALF BLACK ....HOW COME HIS NAME ISNT BROWN THEN, AND ITS NAME NOT HIS COLOR THAT MADE ME FEEL BETRADED.

My Poem About Juggalo's
Brush Strokes The mirror looks back at me again I hear it’s laughter so clear I close my eyes as I break inside I need my mask to cover the tears I take up my brush now Each stroke of paint another brick in my wall As I shut out myself again I turn a deaf ear to my call I put on an extra coat of paint To protect me from the cruel world Behind the paint I grow a spine No longer a scared broken little girl

My Poem Wept Soul
Wept Soul The sun driped heartache on my shoes today.The clouds covered my vision,I heard the thunder.Where is the rain?It is in my heart, pierced by the thorn you left,with your black wilted roses and the promises you never kept.I feel the pain of no tomorrow, the sun faded and color is gone.Hope left the room,as you sored to your deathThe wind began to blow what was to be a disaster.Acid tears hit my cheek heavy with fear.I'm left with your ashes in the urn of sorrow.The son you left behind,weeps for the father he wish he knew.When your soul was in flight and sored to the pavement,what was the last thought you had? You selfish Tormented Soul.The memory your son will have is a picture of you and nothing more. Copyright ©2009 Stacey Adams

My Poems
If you see a hill of foamIt is my poetry that you see:My poetry is a mountainAnd is also a feather fan. My poems are like a daggerSprouting flowers from the hilt;My poetry is like a fountainSprinkling streams of coral water. My poems are light greenAnd flaming red;My poetry is a wounded deerLooking for the forest's sanctuary. My poems please the brave:My poems, short and sincere,Have the force of steelWhich forges swords. By Jose Marti

My Pop
My Pop is my grandfather. HE has lived a long a fruitful life. he grew up in hard times during the Great Depression. He could always make me laugh at the things he did as a child of that era. He would talk about how hard the times where, how he would help feed the family by hunting with his brothers. He would talk about how if he missed his shot and wasted a bullet he would get a spanking cause the money for ammo wasnt there, and back then you had to make every shot count. He fought i World War 2 in the Philipines, a Sergent in the Army Infantry. he fought on the front lines, and defended his country like most of the American men of that era. Returning home and soon after meeting and marrying my grand mother. He Worked his whole life. Some of the Jobs i knew he held, Sheriff deputy, Oil Refinery worker, Mechanic, Used car salesman, Verterains rep at the unemployment office, ASVAB administrator, Security guard. He had a lot of hard times in his life. He was on top of an oil

"my Poem To My Wife" Titled Just Because...
Just Because Many men have tried to define love, the emotions entailed, the mindset involved and to determine why they love. I have thought and thought and we have talked and talked and pondered and pondered, drawn to curiosity of why I love you…I have no reason that I love you, but I have found that my only reason is, just because. I love you just because. I like your beautiful personality, but I love you just because, I like your amazing intellect, but I love you just because. Your compassionate heart, but I love you just because. Your astounding beauty that has the ability to move me, but I still love you for you. My heart won’t allow me to label the reasons why I love, you, because there aren’t great reasons, but “I love you for you”.-I love you just because. Ivory Smith

My Poetry
Walk a mile in my path and smell the danger of my wrath , come upon me as i say forever gotten i shall stay/ Once she was young and had a weak heart but now all all grown up and ready to start. come upon me as the wavs clash breath behind me and my wrath... forever gotten i have gone down the path on nowhere beyond... sticks and stones under my feet but really boys you are in for a treat. my heart so cold my feel so warm but underneath i am torn.

My Poems
Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.All I need is my one star in the sky, to wish you a good day everyday. God must have known there would be timeswe'd need a word of cheerSomeone to praise a triumphor brush away a tear.He must have known we'd need to sharethe joy of "little things"In order to appreciatethe happiness life brings.I think he knew our troubled heartswould sometimes throb with painAt trials and misfortunesor some goals we can't attain.He knew we'd need the comfortof an understanding heartTo give us strength and courageto make a fresh, new start.He knew we'd need companionshipunselfish...lasting...true,And so God answered the heart's great needwith a Cherised Friend....like you.As we walk our path of life,We meet people everyday.Most are simply met by chance.But, some are sent our way.These become special friendsWhose bond we can't explain;The

My Poem
If i could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you.. And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If i could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If i could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all of these things i'm finding Are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what i know best, A friend who is always there....

My Poetry
I want to be the oneYou see in your dreams,The one that won’t make everythingRip open at the seams.I want to be the oneThat makes you happy inside,The one you run toWhen the world makes you wanna hide.I want to be the first one you look forWhen you walk in a crowd,The one you missWhen Im not around.I want to be the oneYou show off to your friends,The one you won’t,m9.8nu9 leave standing aloneWith no one to cry to in the end.I want to be the oneWho picks you up when you fall,The one you want to talk to,The first one you’ll call.I want to be the one you look atAnd says she’s the one

My Poetry ..
A creative outlet for feelings when I'm down..... ------------------------ Black Rose @%~~ When rainfall comesAnd nourishes needed lifeWhy am I left alone?Within this meadow of unseen light..For I wish to feel nourishment too,But I have not touched the beauty,That bliss.. Earth has bestowed upon you..For each new day which dawnsI watch the sun, slowly fading away,Leaving over horizon, Hope is goneThe promise of tommorrow, left todayGone with all the light;memories once cherished a timeNow that I wither in shadows of despair;I am exiled of all the feelings,I cannot find.. ------------------ Withered (Black Rose II...) Into another sunset,I watched harmony fade with a dayAnd just when I thought;Light of a suns salvation would touch me..That dream too, has all but withered awayOf desolate darkness,Seemingly all I have ever known..Though with hope still awaiting sunlightTo free from the foundation of sorrowStemming from roots of a pain I've sownAnd yet beauty once beheld me,

My Poem- "this Time Of Season"
Peering out, through a frosty window. Watching the snow slowly fall, to the ground. A sea of whiteness, is all that appears to be. Just sitting here thinking, where you are now. Remembering the days, when you and I spent in the snow. Building forts and snow men, chasing each other around in the snow. Laughing and smiling, having a great time. But now I sit here, all alone thinking about those days. When we were going to be, a loving family. Your son is here, a beautiful little boy. Two years of age, with your amazing blue eyes. Now why is it every year, I sit and think about you. This year is the last, you left us, and don't even want us. I have the best of you, and he is sitting right here. I have new, brighter memories to cover yours. My son and I, playing in the snow. So today I'm finally, letting you go. Forever this time, no need dwelling on the past. Me and you are done, and its about time i get on with my life. ( new poem i just re

My Poems
SOMETHING MORE!I walk in the clouds of heaven and dance in a field of flowersIt's your love that moves meyour butterfly kisses are the bestSweet and sensationalYou are the bestfriend i have ever hadI want more than what we haveA strange and wonderful feelingmoves through melike hot flowing lava that movescontinuesly through a valcanoWhen it rains i dont feel gloomBecause with you in my life The sun always hits me in my faceThis love and friendship is deffinately something moreA place worth exploringbeyond the galaziesto a place we cant explainalong with the moonshinea beautiful place shinesfilled with hope love and trustits like we are the only two theiras the new leaves turn and dance in the windits like the breeze that you can feel but cant seewhich explains the love i have for you and you have for meI just want you to know that I'm glad we met.Since you entered my life,you've brought me much sunshine and happiness,and you've inspired the most romantic dreams imaginable.I look forwar

My Poem, Called "contemplating Thoughts"
Disclaimer: Wrote this poem today at the library, had to get a lot off of my head. Your mind fills up with your delusions And your body aches with painful contusions I attempt sincerely to tell you the truth For it is your belligerent manner I try to soothe I long to stare into your vampiric eyes For they have me physically tantalized It is said that the eyes are the windows to the soul Gazing into yours makes me feel whole I cannot deny the lustful feelings I have towards you But it serves me no purpose when you don't feel them, too When it feels that my love is not reciprocated My heavy heart feels completely annihilated So many thoughts, a total juxtaposition When you say you feel the same, I blame inebriation I know how much alcohol is swishing in your veins I want to slow you down, but I can't find the reins I have dreamt of this one moment for so long But now that it's here, it feels completely wrong You must know my feelings, deep inside These are the feeling

My Points Are Up For Auction!
My Points for 12 Hours Are Up For Auction Place Your Bid(s) below As A Comment! Highest bidder wins and the points will be given on Saturday Feb 27th @ 12:00 pm (payment must be payed before you received my points)

My Poem ... Lol
As I sit and watch u sleep, I almost wish that i could weep. My eyes might puff, I'm sure they'd swell, It's fine with me! I'm tired as hell! I still want only, a few small things, The tube of lube and the joy it brings. It might b the key to unite body with head, And maybe then i could go to bed... No need for the puffy or swollen eyes, As long as i get good work for my thighs!

My Poems
world crashes down the world comes crashing down it crashes hard. you feel alone but dont know why. you want love and happenness but these two are hard to come by. your heaart cant take much more. when the world crashes keep a look out. because it might be the one you love might be next. written by kimberly jean

My Poetry
Locked Away In a castle dark and grim Lies my body cold and prim; In a trance will my spirit soar To Lay in in that spot forevermore. In a tower dark and dreary Lies my body weak and weary; On cold sheets of white My blood flows crimson and bright. In this room dark and cold My spirit soars free and bold; For eternity's slumber will I stay Here in this bed where I lay. Through the window I will leave My body will my spirit heave; Into the night my soul will flee To live with other in harmony.

Mypornprofie
As you know there are several places to build profiles on the Internet. I have a few up but http://mypornprofile.com/blog is my favorite website for a porn profile. This site does so much for promoting and has many abilities to upload videos and pictures. It is linked with Twitter. You can link to most of all the sites you are on as well. Right now they are doing a poll for profiles and I am asking all of you to go to the site and please vote for me Cindi Cammer!!Sweet wet kisses, Cindi

My Poem
What Is Love?..... being happy for the other person when they are happy; being sad for the other person when they are sad; being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is source of strength. What Is Love?...... being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times; telling, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality. What Is Love?...... an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are part of the other person; accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else; Love is the source of unity. What Is Love?...... the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person; the growth of one individual alongside of, and together with the growth of another individual; Love is the source of success. What Is Love?..... the excitement of planning things together; the excitement of doing th

My Poems
dusty old stone i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone crying ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes geting older geting older is noting to fear geting older is not geting old just wiser it happens to all of us evry year evry day age is just a number

My Poetry
MY ONE A wild heart beats in my breast, Longing to be tamed. Waiting for One strong enough. Waiting to be claimed. A lonely wind blows through my soul. I feel so incomplete. The empty place within my heart, Echoes with it's plea. It yearns for One who's strong and bold, Yet loving as can be. One who'll take me to my heights, And then set me free. Free to feel his loving arms, Catch me when i fall. Free to answer with a smile, To his gentle call. One who'll whisper his command, Sweetly in my ear. One who's words caress my soul, "Would you kneel for me, Dear?" One who's hand is strong and firm, Yet willing to caress. What other answer could I give, But a softly whispered, "YES" W/B Ylva

My Poetry
Love is what I feel when I'm around you.Love is what I saw when I found you.Love is how I feel when I'm near you.Love is what I heard when I hear you.Love is all I ever want in my life.Love is feeling sick cause I want to be with you.Love is wanting nothing more than be seen with youLove is how I feel when i hold you.Love is what I felt when i first told you.Love is what i felt when our lips first met.Loving you is one thing i will never forget.He who loves holds knowledge and power.Makes himself think he can climb the highest towerand in the end True Love never goes sourBY MICHAEL KELLEY

My Poem From Middle School Lol
i'm like my mom i keep everything i have from middle school and highschool what i wrote i took all the papers from my moms house and put them at my house so i can look at them so i came a across a poem that i wrote in high school that almost got me expelled so the teacher was asking us students to wrote about movies i wanted to write about horror movies so i wrote a poem about if i was a vampire or werewolf what would i write . so the next day after i wrote it i'm thinking fuck yayy i'm going to get a A+ but as i was reading it the teacher stop me and told me to sit outside and this bitch took me to the principle and told him that i was writeing about killing people and i had to sit there for a hour to explain to him what it really meant and he believed me and made the bitch tell the whole class she was sorry haha but i was proud of my self for standing up to someone that does not fucking listen i'm sure thats how it is in school's today here is the poem i'm sorry if it dont

My Poor Widdle Car
*Sigh* So my dad just rang me and said that once my car is 'fixed' he's going to have to sell it. I've barely even driven that car! And I've invested 3500+ GBP into it, including the car itself, insurance and MOT and Road Tax! Yea well ok not ME, but it's still a waste of money considering I've only had it for a short while. I guess it's kinda good timing as I'll be at Student Halls in Uni for my first year and there's no parking anyway and my dad said he'll use the money when it's sold to get me another one (oooh maybe I'll finally get the Yaris I wanted). But this is going to bite me in the ass in the form of my Step mother, she bitched and moaned at my dad cos he paid 1800 for my first car when my step sister's first car was 600, my step bro's was 400 and my bro's was about 400 too I think. And their cars are like Squeaky clean (well they don't have the same cars anymore). She whined that I didn't look after my car blah blah blah, but yea it IS kinda true but hell...it's my

My Poem
My hallowed sanctum has now been tainted by the kiss of death that lurked last night leaving me hopeless my heart froze quickly engulfing all my great courage with fright. Death struck last night with perfect precision draining the entire life from what I hold within my heart was drenched with the taste of sorrow send ghostly chills all over my frozen skin. I was hopelessly left without a soul or a heart to face all my fears with my own naked essence aching with hurt I face the end with no shoulder gazing into the eyes of evils very own presence. I truly fear that my time has now come to pass lost in the chambers of pure lifeless sorrow the realms of darkness now hold my soul lifeless forever as it will not see tomorrow. My heart is now dead but my soul lives on in the chambers of darkness where evil hides yet shackled eternally my soul will cry forth for I am in hell where pure sin resides.

My Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt,

My Poem To You!!
Before I met you,I wasnt happy with life or myselfbut I had never knownthe rich contentment deep satisfaction,and total fulfillmentyou brought to me by loving meWhen you came into my life the rays of the sun shined into my soul and took away the darkness.Before I met you,I felt a lot of things but nothing as good as our love for each other.Real true happiness I had never experiencedthe indescribably intensefeelings I have for you.Before I met you,I thought I knew myself,and I did as how others wanted me to be but not the person I longed and wanted to be.But you looked deep inside meand found fresh new thingsfor us to share and the love I never felt before.Before I met you,I thought I knew about love,but I didn’t, I was just a puppet on strings waitin for the next guy to pull me apart in every which direction, making me do what they wanted me to do, losing myself in the process.But when I met you the strings were cut and I was free to find myself again, after 39 years you are allo

My Poem To Michelle
DANCING IN THE RAIN HOLDING YOU TIGHT WISHING THIS DAY WILL NEVER END. KISSING YOU KNOWING ILL NEVER LET GO. ITS YOUR LOVE THAT KEEPS ME GOING. DANCING IN THE SHADOWS. MORE AND MORE HAPPY KNOWING I CANT GO A DAY WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING WHEN I SAY YOUR SWEET NAME AND MELT INTO MY HEART. IF YOU EVER BEGIN TO DOUBT THAT I LOVE YOU. JUST KNOW NOONE HAS EVER MADE ME FEEL AS GOOD AS YOU HAVE MADE ME FEEL. I LOVE YOU MICHELLE.

My Polly And Me
Home, solace, comfort, and Familiarity. .Dont worry, your safe here...They dont dare come in here...... What is going on here, she asks, she says other things, but lost in my thoughts I cannot hear her....Oh my God!!! The bag is moving!!!....For a moment I am stunned and visibly shakin, Dont use that word around here! I call out to her, and try to get my bearings, the bag is shakin violently now, another minute and he will be out. I reach for my knife and my hand passes through it. Id hide if i were you....I tell her....and realize she cant hear me..Her face, is drawn and pale, her frame rigid, and in her hands is....I can barely see...The young vampire is between us now, I cant help..i moan....a sound loud and familiar rings out, followed by the passing of fragments harmlessly through my shadow of a form. The young man goes past me as well, flung by the projectiles impact, in slow motion it seems. Turning towards her I see that she grabbed my shotgun from my coat. She wa

My Poem!
~*BROKEN HEART*~ THE LOVE I SEEK IS SO HARD TO FIND,IT MAKES YOU SMILE AND EASES YOUR MIND. IT TWO HANDS HOLDING OR EVEN A SMILE,OR A WALK THROUGH THE PARK AND TALKING A WHILE. I THOUGHT I FOUND IT 3 YRS AGO, BUT ALL IM FEELING IS MISERY AND WOA.I CANT KEEP GOING ON LIVING A LIE,I HAVE TO SPEAK UP OR LET MYSELF DIE. I WANT THE ROMANCE LIKE WHEN WE WERE YOUNG,I HAVE THE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS BUT NOTHING IS DONE.EACH DAY I WAKE WONDERING IF IT WILL CHANGE,AND AS THE DAY GOES ON IT ALL REMAINS THE SAME. IM NOT THE BEST LOOKING BUT I HAVE A HEART,ITS TORN AND BROKEN AND FALLING APART.IF I CANT FIND LOVE THEN I AM AFRAID, I WILL TAKE ALL THIS PAIN WITH ME TO THE GRAVE. IT'S NOT A GOOD THING TO FEEL ALL ALONE,

My Poem
You are my inspiration to not give up.You are my strength to face anything.You are my courage to fight my battles.you are my wisdom to make my de scions.You are my sight to see things in a different light.You are my touch to feel things better...You are my breath so I can live. . \ You are my laugh to enjoy life. You are my heart so I can feel love You are my Everything.

My Poem By Kendra Bush
Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away ♥ Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say ♥♥ I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be ♥♥♥ I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me ♥♥♥♥ I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love ♥♥♥♥♥ I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above ♥♥♥♥♥♥ So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong ♥&

My Poetry
I sit upon a bed of pillows, underneath the weeping willows, I stare into the starlit sky, Where clouds cascade the moon up high, I think of things that matter most to me, As the lids upon my eyes begin to grow heavy, I close my eyes and slowly drift to sleep, As I lay in my somber slumber I begin to weep, When I begin to dream of things yet to come, I see birds soaring through the sky, They have no cares or reasons why, Within my dreams there is a place, Where we can be free in wide open space, I see a hill that blocks my view, From all life's dreams that I pursue, I begin to climb over the hill, To recapture this feeling, with all my will, All of a sudden I fall to my life's end, Where my dreams begin again. Written By: Leah

My Poetry Part 1
hey for anyone interested in reading this ill just give you a run down.. i have been writing poetry since i was sixteen this one ive shared with you so far was written by me at 16 using all the songs up to the finish of it that prince has written..the prince songs are in purple.. i was asked by a wonderful friend that i should share so i will feel free to read and comment or leave cuz it is really bloody long :P so i hope you like it :) We head down to erotic city where we can funk alright Round and round I drive my love machine cuz money don’t matter 2nite, We cream 2 the cross down alphabet street 2 the glam slam All night we dance on doing the housequake and the funk n jam