I would like to thank all that have read my past few blogs...stepped on the scale a little sooner than I should, I have now lost about 8 pounds!!! I can't wait!!! 32 more left to go!!!
With the girls, Bre is doing better now, the insurance company of the pharmacy is supposed to be getting in touch with me now. It seems that they don't want this to go public, since it is a huge chain, I would say not. We will see what happens there. Peanut is doing good, tics are at a minimum right now. Her fathers side of the family is refusing to believe that, even now with the doctor diagnosing her, she has Tourettes. That's ok though, I think it gives her an added touch of personality. I have a video of her, that Jamie uploaded for me and the doctor, it is in my stash. If you would like to see it!!!
Finally, for those that have read about my boyfriend and I breaking up. He is not a bad person, I never meant for it to sound that way. He is a great guy, and he brought it to my attention that it seemed that I was in a way attacking him. I am very sorry that I made him feel that way. He is not a mean person, he just believes that maybe we need some time apart and see how we feel about each other then. I know that it does appear that I am single, in my eyes I am not. Please don't ask me to hook up with you, or anything of the sort. I don't want a one night stand or to be in a relationship. I want to have friends, and only friends. I still love Jamie, and when I know that it is totally over, and I can get over him, I will move on. Til then, he still has my heart, and I love him dearly.
ps the main on my profile looks as though it is dirested toward Jamie, while it does have to do with him, my heart is broken from all of the things that have happened to me recently. My kids, the loss of my uncle and the loss of my love. When I can make it 48 hours without crying , I will know then, that I am accepting it.
~Echo