I am a mother, a daughter, a sister, a aunt, a granddaughter, a niece...I am so many things, all rolled into one. A joker, a bitch. A best friend, a worst enemy. I am the apple at the top of the tree, that you dare to climb to reach. I am strong willed with weak moments. I am the shy geek in the corner of the party with the wild girl dancing on the bar. To know me is to love me or hate me, there is no in between. You can judge me for yourself, but before you point fingers, please make sure your hands are clean, for there is only one judge that I need to worry about and I hope he has a sense of humor. Don't judge me on my pictures, don't judge me on my past, for my reputation is not who I am, it is what others think. My character is what you really need to take the time to see, for that is the real me. I AM ME!!!



***I am me!!! I am a mom of three beautiful girls. Breezy, Peanut, and Bear. They are my reason for living and breathing. I struggle with them a lot, since Bre and Bear both have ADHD, and Peanut has Tourette's and ADD, and all three of them have OCD. They are my greatest challenges in life. I know that I am a single mom, and that was MY choice. I do not want people to feel sorry for me, but admire me or learn from me, as I may not have known what I was doing or getting myself into, but I make the best of what God gives me. I am very happy with my situation, and I would not change it for the world, because that would mean I would lose my world. My girls are my everything, without them, I am nothing. I AM ME!!!









***I am a daughter to what I believe to be the best parents in the world. My mom is the most hard working and sweetest person you will ever meet, if you have that chance, consider yourself to be blessed, just ask anyone!!! My Mommy wore combat boots, I am very proud of her. She served this country along side men, being a single mom at that. She is and will always be my greatest hero. My dad, well, although he may not have been there at my conception, he is the reason I am here and who I am today. He took me in, raised me as one of his own, never treated me any different than his own blood. No one will ever tell me any different, he has been, is and will always be my Dad. My mom could not have picked a better dad for me. I AM ME!!!









***I am a sister. I have five wonderful sisters and three brother-in-laws, scattered all about the U.S. I don't get to see them much, one day maybe that will change. Until then I hope they know, they have my heart. I am an aunt, to ten wonderful nieces, and two handsome nephews even though I have not got to meet some of them, they are always on my mind and in my heart and prayers. I AM ME!!!


***I am patriotic. I come from a large military family. I grew up an ARMY brat, and I am proud of this country and even more proud of those that serve it. Those that serve this country, while it may seem there are many, those men and women walk among the elite. They risk their lives everyday, so we can sleep in peace each night. They are laying their lives down, so we as a country can live. If you don't support and stand behind our military, I am sure they would be glad to let you stand in front of them on the front line. May all of those that have lost their lives for our freedom rest in peace and may their families find the comfort and support needed to make it through, for you will be with them again, one day. May God be with them all.(Remember American Hero; Matt Maupin) I AM ME!!!


***I am a giver. I work with a local charity organization that helps sick children. The link is on my page under my heroes, because the whole family is in my eyes, HEROES. I met Aubrey and Nancy in Feb. of 1998, when I took Aubrey's' 3 month pictures, and I fell in love with her smile. I became close to the family, and even closer to Aubrey. She endured a lot of things in her short three years of life, probably more than any of us will endure in our lifetime, and yet...she smiled. Please take the time to read her story, help out if you can, and even if you can't then just keep them in your prayers. I AM ME!!!


***I am a joke and a talker. I love to laugh and make others laugh as well. There is nothing better in this world than to see someone smile. I have been told I never run out of things to say as long as you are willing to listen. I love to talk about my kids and all they have been through. I love giving advice, while I know I should follow my own advice sometimes, I will say I do give some good advice. I AM ME!!!


***I am a hard worker, like my mom, if we can't do it right, we don't do it at all!!! I don't give up easily, which is both good and bad. I want to know the job is done or in good hands. I AM ME!!!


***I am a lover. I love everyone, all of my friends, it doesn't take much for me to love someone, but falling in love is a whole nother ball game. I AM ME!!!


***I am not a girly-girl. I do not have to always be fixed up. I like my nails naturally long, but I don't go crazy over them. I don't really wear make-up. Mascara and chap stick works well on me. I do fix up nice when I want to or have to though...lol. I AM ME!!!


***I can be mean if I am pushed. I love to smile while making you mad. I can degrade someone with a friendly look on my face, so they can never truly know how I feel. But, don't cross me, you will see a side of me that few have seen. I am German and Irish, and I have the temper that goes with both. I will say though, it takes a lot to get me there. I AM ME!!!




***I am a dork, I do goofy stuff, be it on purpose, or not. I like playing on my computer, if I am not with my kids, I am on here, playing Guild Wars on PC, or Left 4 Dead on XBOX 360 or something of that nature. I guess now I will accept the title, I am a Girl Gamer...lol

***You wanna know some stuff about me, here are some interesting facts that may make you laugh and really know that I am a DORK.
I am addicted to lotion
I am addicted to chapstick
I can’t leave my house without taking medicine for hives
I still sleep with a monkey that I have had since I was 2, my Oma gave him to me. His name is MunChiChi
I am a SUCKER for uniforms. I grew up on bases all my life and have a thing for camo, especially.
I love Penguins and my Polydactyle Cats
I love Turtles
I'm addicted to WebkinZ
I love Frogs
Come to think about it, I tend to like things that walk funny...lol
I will add more soon
But, at the end of the day, I AM ME!!!***







***I am working on a new life, I had expressed interest in nursing, now that has changed. Due to the fact that I have realized that you can be bleeding to death in front of me and I have no problem helping you, but if you vomit, it's over...lol Guess I don't have the strongest stomach in the world. So, now I am expanding my views and open for options. Right now I am working for a security company, and it is going really well. We will see what happens, though. Just going to keep my options open and enjoy spending time with my girls.


***I guess finally for now, if you have read down this far, I guess I have managed to keep your attention, if you want to know more about me, read my blogs or ask.

My Girls Showing AMERICAN PRIDE!!!