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Andi's blog: "Poems"

created on 11/25/2006  |  http://fubar.com/poems/b28207
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I WANNA KNOW ANYTHING THAT COULD MAKE THESE BETTER! :-) Yesterdays Mile As i Lay here on the silky green layer, I embrace the magic of love deprived of me, hold me tight, seeing through my lonely amber eyes reflecting the pinnaple sunsets that ripple throut my face, The desired power over comes the erotic sin that only reflects yestersdays mile Loves Pathway love has no name, all just one big game, just another unforgetable stab, you look back at and sob, when you come to find it was all a joke the insanity takes all control, despite all my efforts, i plead to god to heal my shattered soul, please take these holes out of my heart, as if i am the moon, crated and incomplete, sufficated by the abysmal clouds i seek my way through just to find another path on the otherside Through My Eyes Deticated To: Ron-my boyfriend these ters grow stale beneathe my eyes as my desrie for life quietly dies, my heart grows weary of the loss of you i have not yet thought of what i should do, so please come to and let the truth be told, don't be scared, try to be bold my feelings have no meaning for they have ceased to be and i have come to find nothing deepp inside of me i wish that someday you will come to realize how perfect you are when seen through my eyes Wish this wish is my only is there just one day i could cherish for forever will each dredful day bring death all i see around me is pain and regret all the days come and go and through each day i wish i could catch just 1 glimse of happiness to carry me through, hoplessness and unworthyness takes control everyone takes what they have for granted be happy wit what you have live life likes theres no tomorow cause you never know tomorrow could be gone for you... Love Love is just a game It has no real name Its all the same You try to hide The pain but inside You go insane Its like a trian the drags You from one Relationship to another Every time they say its over the insanity takes control Suicide Hurts to much to Say a thing... Cant take the pain... Start to bleed... Tears fall from my cheek... Into the rusty red puddle... Everything is blurry... Blade falls to the ground, Along with me... An empty heaven I am miserable Knowing you arent mine I am miserable Knowing things arent fien Falling back into my bed I plead to god To make me dead I will give my life To have you back And to recom pense For all I lack My tears fall down For I cannot tell That this angels soul Has slipped to hell I look up in vain And begin to see That this heaven is empty Just like me Are angels screaming in Terror and fear? Can I not fell them? Can I not hear them? Make them audible Make me feel Make me know That this is real The bellowing of god Can only mean That heaven is empty Just like me Your Reflection Bolts of lighting Split the sky Like your reflection Inside my eye For you are all That I see now And your reflection Has made a vow To never leave My line of sight To always stand Beneathe the light To love me still When I have passed To make this love Forever last To always linger For betteror worse To drive away Hatreds curse My love for you Will never die Like your reflection Inside my eye As rain falls I cannot come to do it So I dont even try To look at you face to face And speak to you a lie For now my thoughts Have come alive And linger here To alwasy strive Upon the love That I recive So please stay here And never leave When I think of you I begin to cry And the tears fall down Like rain from the sky For I cannot see Through this gray cloud As I search for you And call aloud to bring you back To make it through this abysmal black I cannot make it out And I begin to cry As the tears falll down Like rain from the sky Love still lingers Do I have what it takes To end my own life Do I have what it takes To pick up that knife To take verything and Throw it away To beg and plead For you to stay Please dont leave me All alone, for I cannot Find my way home I think about it everyday Yet, love still lingers To hold my sway Ashes to ashes Furious fires Adaze in my mind Yet still these fires Remain confined Melting mt thoughts And burning my head Spilling this blood That shalll be shed Disponing my eyes Little by little Feeling my vision Slowly belittled As my teeth explode And I speakout fire Only attempting To speak my desire Yet when I die I will try to smile And I will try to think My life worth while For over and over In my head will repeat This phase I think Will sub due this heart Engraved on my stone Six feet risen From my enternal prison Ashes to ashes Dust to dust Do not think Of life unjust Inside burn bright Do not oppose Yet let them iqnite And if you should burn Then burn you must Ahses to ashes Dust to dust Sorrows dreaduful lane Sorrow has come To consume my mind I look in vain For I cannot find The love we had Inside my heart And the reason We have falen apart For the enssence of us Has now slipped awsy And my once red heart Has now tured empty and black As it beats no more And I lay here to die My feelings turn brittle As my heart bleeds dry Everyone looks on As I do now disintergrate All of them do nothing Yet they all anticipate The ending of my life The rid of my pain To finally read the end Of sorrows dreadful lane For now I smile as I die With my hands atop my chest And all of them are eased at soul For they know I have been blessed By the love of a man Who knows not what he does To my heart and soul And what I once was I am content with my death And cannot come to explain For I have finally reached The end of sorrows dreadful lane True love The first time I laid eyes on you I knew that our love was true Hearing you whisper in my ear Made me let go of all my fears You truly are the love of my life Your all I have been waiting for All these amazing feelings in my Heart are just too big to ignore I dont know what id do Without you, you really are my Wish come true Our parents may think this will Not last but I could never put You in the past, you mean the World to me, you make me happy Cant you see? I could never live this life without You, its just something I could not do My true love Starts shining in the sky Bright and glimmery Like the crystal in your eye Clouds in the sky soft as pillows Silky and smooth like your Body next to me Sunsets glowing a cherry red Like the lips on your perfect Face The ocean so deep and full Like the love I have grown for you...... Tears Countless times I have wanted To kiss you These countless times I couldnt Countless times I wanted to Touch you, and countless Times I shouldnt For you are not In my arms Despite my efforts And all my charms To have you back Until death do us part To see my dreams Inside your heart The tears in my eyes Are all but gone And multiply Each suns dawn Make the pain disapper With the speaking of the words I long to hear Who I use to be Just open your eyes And this you will see..... All By: Andrea Sena I THOUGHT OF THESE! THESE ARE ALL MINE!1 I THOUGHT OF THEM SO PLEASE DON'T COPY MY SHIT!!! THATS LAME! THANKS!
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