So this is the first time i've ever posted something on here about me. Lately I feel like I have no real friends. I mean I have people that I can talk to when im down about stuff but no one who actually has time to hang out and go out with. I know that we all have lives of our own, but what happened? I had a kid and that changed some things, like being able to go out at the drop of a dime. Sure now i have to plan outings a week in advance to make sure i have a babysitter. My phone use to ring off the hook with people calling me wanting to do something, but now nothing...The only people that call me everyday is my mother or my boyfriend. Im not even talking about going out cuz i sure as hell never have the money, but chilling at someones house drinking a couple of beers or just talking and acting crazy. It seems like when i have the actual time or the money no one has the time for me.And it sad that it seems like im losing touch with alot of the people that i use to consider close to me, but i feel like im not included into some peoples lives anymore.I uderstand about work and new friends, but do we have to disregard our old ones? It just feels like all i have is my family, my boyfriend and my son and i'll i do is take care of my son during the day with no one else around to have an adult conversation with and sometimes i fell like im losing my mind and im clueless as what to do anymore.I guess i just miss the days when life wasnt so complicating and confusing. I know that having a baby is life changing, but do you have to lose all of your friends in the process? You wouldnt think so but it feels as if i have and i think thats what hurts the most is i really dont feel like i have anyone there for me anymore.
