okay so here it is ima wonderful match maker, ima wonderful homegirl ya ya i do tha ryde or die chikk thing but i have a heart too hahaha n it sux n now i relized it b4 but i alwayz played it off like naw i dun got 1 nomore, naw fuk men n bitches i dun need em n-e-more, when tha homies bitches cheated on em or hurt them id laugh n be like thats what yooh get for luvin sum1.....
but now thats all changed...i had this thing for this guy (ya ya shut up yall i kno ima fear this 1) but chea i fell n i kinda fell hard he was amazing, amazing in bed, n life, n just out right amazing hahaha i had a smile like permenently stuk on ma face but then it came what i alwayz wait for kuz i kno its gonna happen n sumtimez even fear he still in luv with his x hahaha i hate that shit i hate it!!!!!!!
FRIENDS IF YOOH R READING THIS......
please if yooh still luv ur x's or luv n-e-1 for that matter please do not go after n-e-1 else, well atleast until yooh realize that, thats over n done with or once yooh get enuff balls to tell that person ur in luv, kuz until yooh let go or say it yooh will not find that other 1 or ur next 1 or whateva yooh wanna call em n yooh will end up hurtin alotta peepz in tha meanwhile... see what most dont relize is when sum1 has ur heart they own yooh n thats it.... yooh will never b free until yooh either let them go or yooh let em kno tha only problem with luvin sum1 like that is yooh miss alot things including ur next, which in actually that next 1 yooh just past up coulda been ur wife or even husband for that matter trust me on that 1 kuz I do it all tha time infact i keep doin it hahaha and tha funny thing is i know it, n i can stop it, but i wont kuz everytime i do i get hurt just like this time n im sik of bein hurt hahaha ima leave on this note too all that r in love n they love yooh bakk whateva yooh do dont leave tha 1 yooh love for tha 1 yooh like kuz tha 1 yooh luv is tha 1 for yooh n if yooh leave sum1 will scoop em up marry em n luv em 4 yooh n the 1 yooh like will leave yooh n then yooh will just b stuk lookin like damn. to tha 1s who r like mee n ur searchin take a step bakk n look at all tha peepz in ur life kuz while yooh may b lookin, searchin n goin nutz to find luv... kuz ur 1 tru love has probably been there right n front of ur face yooh r just too blinded by tha past to relize it!!! see i told yall i can see it im just not ready to accept it...
