I lay awake at night wondering how things might have been. If i had gone down a different road would i be here in this place now.I wander through my dreams and see what i should have done things now that i look back i wish i had done. i turned my back on everyone that ever cared for me and i pushed away ppl that i loved but now its to late to change the past so my dreams float on by each night as i lay awake thinking tring so hard to figure out were to go next what to do after and then above all what i can change to make it all right . i walked away from someone that loved me and walked into a world that would have been better without me and the only thing i can say is Im sorry please forgive me love me guide me and teach me . all this i think of each night as i lay awke in my bed .
