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posted on 11/17/2006&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:11&nbs-08:00;am

My thoughts 11-16-06
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Every sat there ..
thinking ..
random thoughts ?

No direction in mind, Just letting the mind rest to drift as it will ...

you know like all units /measures of time .. I have come to realize
that there is not a beginning or end,...
seconds into minutes..
minutes in hours..
hours into days..
days to weeks,
weeks to months,
months to years...
each and every one a unit ...
but part of whole,
each having an individuality, yet a part of a greater thing ...
spring into summer, into autumn and then winter..
again starting over .. a circle a unit, no end ..
we accept this as an absolute...
because we are "taught" it is so ...

yet in the driftings of my thoughts as i fell asleep
i questioned it deeper, i guess ..
in a way ... tho it had to start somewhere, i know it must eventually end ..
Yet if every second becomes a moment then.. where ..
who are we to decided what is natures ways of doing things..
Absolute or not, accepted or not ..
We walk into a space in time
and never realize that just our thought,
or actions will leave a scar so deep
an imprint so strong that we effect every unit of time to come ....

wow ... think about it now ..
In that one nanosecond ..
Your very thought is permanantly
imprinted for the course every tomorrow to come,
like a pebble dropped in the middle of the sea,
causes ripples to form ...
and tho we only see the surface ripple for a short time ..
those ripples continue to spread until it hits something to "bounce" off of ..
we may see a calm sea..
yet that pebble dropped in the beginning of time still ripples the water ..

Our actions are those ripples, our thoughts determine tomorrows outcomes...

Wanna know why you are as you are? ...
Look back to Your beginning,
go back into what You feel was Your start? ...
I tried .. tho i can go back into my "physical" memory
and see the actions of others that have "influenced" me even today ..
I found that I was and am still influenced
by things that happened Centuries ago....
Actions and thoughts of another ..
Centuries ago ...
imprinted ....
wow .. think about it now ..

Do Your actions and thoughts seem un noticeable and un important now?
Do you see or can you feel the scope
of such intensity that knowing Your every action and
thought leaves such an impression that centuries into the future ....
You will have an influence on others, events, or things.....

Knowing this...

feeling this .....

Can You honestly say that our time means nothing ? ...
that no one will "notice" or that no one will "care" ...
Can you really truthfully say that in this nanosecond of time..
" I have left an imprint worthy to be remembered " .....

Just like we all have different likes and dislikes,
our actions and thoughts tho ours will influence everyones tomorrows ..
One person may sit here reading this and it mean nothing to them, a bunch of words on a screen ....
But then one comes by and reads it ..
Sees, feels what is being expressed in such a way that it impacts their thoughts ..
(i hope in a better way) to make them consciously think ...
Do I want to be remembered as a giver or a taker? ...
Do I want to be a positive influence in all the tomorrows to come,
or will my actions and thoughts have a negative reaction further down the road..? ....
Yet another will read all this and think I have just lost the last of my marbles,
never realizing that that lil voice inside them is trying to get them to pay mind to something...
but its ignored, and set aside, because WE ARE TO BUSY ..
or TO DETERMINED to do what we WANT instead of what tomorrow NEEDS ...

I dont know where all this is going .. thats why its just thoughts ...

Hope you have a wonderfully Thoughtful Day My Friends ....

~*~ Pixie~*~