Fubar Blog Posts 2

Random Thoughts
Excuse the title since I couldn't come up with anything,lol! Anyways, life is good, I have had a longer vacation than others since I don't start college till the Spring term. Also I found who the girl is that my ex crush dumped me for: shes fat, ugly and only 16! Damn he missed out on having a decent looking 19 year old (me) for someone who is probably still going through puberty. I'm normally not this bitchy but it has to come out. I'm really hoping that I'm accepted into FIU and not Miami-Dade cause FIU is closer to my house and the guy I mentioned before goes to Miami-Dade and I don't want to be in the same college as him. I'm hoping that soon I can get my tattoo at Miami Ink but, it costs alot of money and I don't have that much. Hopefully I can get it and I can meet Chris Nuñez :) I'm waiting for some guy to sweep me off my feet but in order to do that I have to get out of my house and go to parties and such. Its hard because I live with my grandparents and they are very old fashi

Random Update...
Havent blogged anywhere in a few days...been too tired. Have a short update. 11/2/06 One Big Rig Amp and I'm not tired any more. In fact, I think I'm really really hyper and I still hate this keyboard. I was looking this morning and I didnt get all the black lipstick off from yesterday. That stuff dyes your lips, I swear! Yeah. I had a bit of fun with that costume yesterday...Transylvanian accent and gypsy costume and all that jazz. Thinking abouti t now, I should have read my part thing in that kind of accent. I was too tired though. Hmmm...BPA Installation was yesterday and we had our Halloween social. We got our 'professional dress' points for dressing in costume. A bunch of the second year students dressed up, so I didnt feel too out of place. And I was wearing nearly all black, so it was a lot of fun. Uhhhhhhhh...Sleepy....hyper....::pokes V:: 11/1/06 God Damn. I've gotten 30 hours of sleep in three days (about 10 hours each night) and I'm still incredibly exhausted. I tol

Random Verse
If I rip apart my life And smile this pretty smile Will you come back to me Would you walk those bitter miles If I laugh in your face Would you truly understand How you never face the problem How you can't seem to be a man You think you know it all But nothing's as you saw And now I'm alone once more Analizing every flaw I tear myself down again Wondering what went wrong But I can't find the problem Was it there all along I wish that I could understand So I could make it right Instead I bury myself in sorrow For yet another night

Random Slogan Generator!
A few random (and somewhat silly) slogans from http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi Terran Nytefyer Saves Your Soul. Step Into The Terran Nytefyer. (THIS one is just BAD!) . . . The Cream of Terran Nytefyer. And some Movie Quotes from the same place . . . Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce Terran Nytefyer. Aren't you? I'm going to make him a Terran Nytefyer he can't refuse. My mama always said life was like a box of Terran Nytefyer.

Random Rant 1
Want to know what REALLY bugs me? "Valley Girl" and "Valley Guy" speech. It's good for a laugh, if you're being humrous, but not if it's how you REALLY talk. "Like, yanno, like, when I, like, went to, like, the mall, and like, yanno, went, and like, yanno, bough,t like, shoes . . ." ::blinks:; WHAT did you just say? Please, for the love of GOD, SPEAK ENGLISH! If I'm trying to buy something from teh store, I don't want to wade through 101 "like"s and "yanno"s just to purchase CANDY, for Christ's Sake! NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE SAYING! Did you even GRADUATE from High School? How about college? Do you even know what ENGLISH is? Or is this a concept beyond your comprehension? If you like ON the beach, or are a beach bum, OR a TRUE Surfer, then fine, great, okay! But if you live in the Urban Jungle, why are you talking like someone who just learned how to speak English from watching "Clueless" too many times? Most people do not talk like that in real life, a

Random Rant 2
How to Sound Like an Idiot 101 I'm gonna get flamed hardcore for this, but you know what? I don't give a shit. Ebonics is one of the stupidest languages ever created. I don't care WHAT color you are; if you speak in Ebonics, you're a moron. Pure and simple. The fact that this so-called "language" is being taught in schools now, sickens and frightens me. This is what we've come down to now, eh, folks? Not only are we teaching children how to all think alike and be the same, we're teaching them how to sound like they belong in the Special Olympics? I have NO problem with the mentally handicapped. In fact, I have great respect for them. I tutored a few mentally handicapped kids while I was in high school. I DO, however, have a MAJOR problem with people sounding mentally retarded when they aren't. And I'm not referring to a speech impediment. EBONICS is NOT a speech impediment. Ebonics is a lazy fucking language, and whoever uses it to "communicate", is lazy.

99 Random Facts
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Alison Josephine Marie Hilmes 2. Nicknames: aj, bunnski, bunnicula, twig 3. Birthday: August 17 4. Place of Birth: Alamogordo 5. Zodiac Sign: Leo 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: Junior in college 8. School: SWIC 9. Occupation: street whore, jk 10. Residence: Highland 11. MSN Screen Name: boo boo bunny fukk __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: brown, was blonde 13. Hair Length: shoulder length 14. Eye colour: blue/green 15. Weight: 125 16. Height: 5' 11" 17. Braces? Nope 18. Glasses? Yes 19. Piercings: yes one in each ear 20. Tattoos: Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Rachel 23. First Award: perfect attendence 24. First Sport You Joined: indoor soccer 25. First pet: little puppy, named lady 26. First Real Vacation: went back to New Mexico 27. First Concert: havent gone to one yet 28. First Love: i dont want to say his name, so we will call him the ass ___ Favour

Random Drunken Thoughts
Ok while drunk and up very early in the morning watching Forrest Gump I had this realization. You all know the famous line, Life is Like a Box of Chocolate you never know what your going to get. Well I dont know about you all but every box of chocolates I have ever had usually have a little guide map printed either on the cover or a little card put inside. So what the hell Forrest Gump you know exactly what you're going to get unless you are too lazy to look it up.

Random Saturday Thoughts
So it's Nov. 4th and its already begining to look a lot like christmas..retailers have all their christmas merchidinse out on the shelves. ThE Santa Clause 3 is out at theaters Radio stations are a;ready getting their christmas music out of the mothballs christmas parties are being planned plane tickets being bought for family get togethers. perhaps working 8 straight christmas seasons in retail has made me a little bit cynical..but isnt it a bit too early to be getting ready for christmas...lol I mean we still have 52 more days!!!!

Random
You Made Me This Way You say that I'm cold-hearted and that I don't care But did u ever stop and think how I got there Lets take a trip down memory lane So I can introduce u to my best friend pain Think back to when I used to be sweet And with warm kisses is how I would greet I used to hold doors and keep champagne in ur cup But u know what bitch, u can wrap it up Now ur eyes are filled with tears of despair But u can cry me a river cuz I really don't care I'm immune to ur tears cuz its nothing new Don't u remember boy, Diamond's cry too And I've shed enuff tears to last me a lifetime This is my final answer and u don't have a lifeline So on those cold nights when ur feeling all alone Remember it was u that turned my heart to stone Cuz behind every heartless Diamond is the boy who ripped it out And u sweetheart are guilty beyond a reasonable doubt So save ur appologies cuz I don't care for sorrow I have no compassion for u bitch becuz u made me H

Random Thoughts
dont really know what this is going to say but hear gose i have been doin some thinkin lately i know i am gettin depressed again and i know y to im gettin depressed because i think that i need someone to tell me im beautiful and that im not worthless (wich is what i have been told all my life by my dad that i was worthless) i know i sould have better selfesteam but i dont know how to boost my confidince i do have friends on here and myspace that tell me good things about myself and i feel as tho i let them down when i get in my ruts and tell them all the reasons y i feel like this i have been workin way to much lately all i ever do is work i leave for my first job at 5:30 am to be there by 6 i work there till 11:30 most days then go home to rest till 1:30 and be at my second job by 2 and work till 8 pm i come home go to bed around 10 and do it all again the next day i do get a few hrs off now and then but there isnt a day when i have off of both jobs and it is just gettin tire

Random Information
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Leslie Tenille Y.Birthday:Dec 13Birthplace:Lexington, KYCurrent Location:Morehead Eye Color:Blue-GrayHair Color:Blondish-Brownish with a lil reddish Height:5'4Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Breathitt CountianThe Shoes You Wore Today:Nike Flip FlopsYour Weakness:being tickled, dimples, cute smilesYour Fears:heights, roaches (nasty vile creatures), turning left lolYour Perfect Pizza:pasquales thick crust with mushrooms and extra sauceGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:become healthy, give up caffeine (hey it could happen)Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol, lma

Random Thoughts
Why do people insist on sending chain emails to me? They should know by now that they will never get them back and I won't send them to anyone else. Same with stupid surveys of my favorite color and age and just plain stupid questions. If you know me well enough to have my email address you should know the answers to those questions anyway. Another thing that gets me is emails about God. If I wanted to get preached at I would go to church. Apperantly that's not on my list of fun things to do on a Sunday morning therefore it's not on my list of fun email to read. Not saying I don't believe in God I just don't like getting told how and where to believe. Another random thought. Why can't this part of the country put a decent football game on a network channel at any point on Sunday? Yesterday afternoon, I would have loved to be watching the Cowboys even though they lost they are more interesting than the crap that was on. I love football but only certain teams a deem worth watching. On

50 Random Questions...found This In A Bulletin!
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?Watching TV 2. Who are you in love with?No One! 3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?Maybe when I was three 4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Do my panties count? 5. When is the last time you went to the mall? May 6. Are you wearing socks right now? two pairs 7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?No 8. When was the last time you drove out of town? Ummmm....been a while.. 9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?Yes...I saw Saw 3 10. Are you hot?No..I'm Cold! 11. What was the last thing you had to drink?ginger ale 12. What are you wearing right now?sweatshirt and sweat pants...but they dont match lol 13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? When I had a car...I did it myself 14. Last food that you ate? Cheerios 15. Where were you last week at this time?Probably right where I'm at now... 16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?No! 17. When is the last time you ran? About 20 minutes ago, lol... 1

Random Thought #1
Since this is my first entry I guess I'll make it something about me..... For those of you who haven't gotten the chance to really get to know me here's a little info for ya. I'm 24, half Micronesian half white. I live in Portland Oregon, the wonderful state that rains 9+ months out of the year lol I can't stand the rain & yet I love it here! I'm currently in school taking classes to become an inurance billing & coding specialist, I should be working in the field by April. I enjoy many things, shopping & music being at the top of the list. I also enjoy reading, clubbing, drinking, chatting online, movies, etc. My son is my life, everything I do is for him! Everytime I see his face I can't help but smile, he's amazing! I love him to death! I guess this one is gonne be pretty short because I want to post a recipe before bed & it's getting late. - Maria

Random But Venting
whats goin on with my boys these days i think guys men boy what ever u want 2 call them need 2 step there game up in gneral i mean i see some of the shyt guys say 2 gurls and if i was a gurl after hearin that bullshyt come from a guys mouth i would turn lesbian lol.i think guys beed 2 step there game up all around stop hustlin backwards. know when a woman is being real and when she is fuckin wit ur head, know ur place whether it b as the dude on the side her main guy or the guy that pays 4 her hair and nails. and females do the.i dont want no nasty as replys either if ur on point u shouldnt even b tight. so 2 those who are doin ur thing keep it sexy those half ass backward hustlin muthas step ur game up!feel free 2 hate

Random Thought
In this world that is filled with so much pain How is it that people continue to hurt one another To pretend to care for someone only to get what they desire from you and once they have achieved their goal, kick you to the curb like yesterday's garbage They call on the phone to talk as if they have done no wrong Is it their failure to see the tears that burn in your eyes from the pain that they have inflicted Are people wrapped so tight in their own little world that they dont see the person they have hurt doesnt want anything to do with them?

Random Thoughts
So schools been going okay. It seems like lately we've been cramming everything.Like we have no time to really study or get to at least completely understand our stuff. I know that this is an excelertaed course and all, but if we dont have the actually time to learn the stuff how are we going to remember it when we go to our real jobs? I had a test yesterday that i'm not so sure i did good on it. If i'd had one more week it probably would have been better, but i'm not tripping cuz i still have half of a school year to make it up. It just makes me insane cuz we just had a test tuesday and not even a week later we are having another one on a different subject. Its seems like its not that hard, but where is the time to breath and relax at? I know schools not suppose to be easy, but its not suppose to be that hard either. I have alot of things that go on at home that need my attention, as do many other people in my class, but where is the time to study before they throw something else on y

Randomness
Nothing much going on today. I realized I hadn't written anything in a bit. Work is the same. Okay, maybe a little bit harder to deal with. I need to find another good first person shooter game. Perferrably one that has an option for cooperative play. And that's all for now. Nothing truly enlightening. Nickey and I are still giggling over one thing: "My cousin's in the next room..." (inside joke) We like beating that horse that never quite dies.

Random Poem For Me Today....
Its amazing what u go thru in life an in such a short time u feel so alone when u look in your past at the good times Its amazing that so many people come in to your life for a reason but leave with such a short notice an you sit there an think about them It amazing how many people touch your life an you cant tell them for one reason or another It amazing that in my life I can sit here an see who has touched my life with all the people I know an that have been there for me for one reason or another Its amazing how many peoples life’s you touch an wonder if there thank full for it or if it was just there intent Its amazing that some people will never know how they have touched your life or even how they have impacted you or your self today.

Random Things About Me
I don't mind the smell of skunk I hate feet I hate all cooked vegetables... I only like em raw LOL I use to be a model but not no more I want to become a makeup artist I love goth people I love cheese.. I have to have chesse on everything I eat LOL I am a Britney fan LOL *blushes* I'm a clean freak I worked in a strip club as a bartender I own 75 designer perfumes I have lotsa clothes I own so much makeup that my makeup case is worth more then my computer but I hardly wear it... Becoming a makeup artist you do need makeup LOL I love tatts... especially when someone is fully covered I had 7 piercings none visible .... more to come

Random Q&a
Q: 4th person on your missed calls? A: Richey Q: What did your last text message say? A: Yup, shud do! Cya soon x Q: Do you chew on your straws? A: oh yeah!! Q: Do you have curly hair? A: Nope Q: What is the next concert you're going to: A: Im not at the moment but we shall see Q: Who is the coolest person in your life? A: Dustin Q: What word do you say a lot? A: Awesome Q: What is the last thing you ate? A: Mini Mars Bar Q: What was the last thing you said to someone and who was it? A: actually spoken was "POKE! Hahaha!" To my mum Q: Do you watch TV? A: Occasionally Q: Most random thing you've heard in the past few months? A: ANAL BUM COVER!!! Q: Do you have work/school tomorrow? A: Nope Q: Ever been hunting? A: nope Q: Marriage in the future? A: oh yes to the right person Q: What should you be doing right now? A: Sleeping Q: Do you have a nickname? A: Crazy Eye Johnny Q: Do you believe in love at first sight? A: yes

Random Thoughts
I wonder what you're doing, random thoughts of you. To hear your voice, to see you smile, I simply can not wait. Dark night can you pass me by ... for I long to see the daylight ... Why do the minutes pass by so slowly? Butterflies ... they're growing ... I didn't think they would. Can you hear them? Fluttering ... faster. I wonder what you are doing ... am I in your random thoughts?

Random Thoughts For The 19th
Been doing lots of thinking, still trying to get a job. Going in monday to "forcefully but respectfully" get me a job at the bean company. Gonna try to get a savings account so I can save up cash and finally have my debt repaid although I have my doubts that'll actually happen until i go to cali. Finally made the male boxers design although its so large it may end up becoming more of a shirt. Working out the legal issues with it and when its finally done its gonna be pretty fucking entertaining. Been meaning to put up a recent pic but too lazy to take one, besides all I got is my shit vivicam. Not the best of quality images :P Been slowly forcing myself to work on my books. Figured out how to rig my speakers to my computer (not comp speakers, stereo speakers) however they're mostly blown so everything comes out either acoustic or instrumental. Yeah I know, I'm blathering on about a bunch of pointless shit that no one prolly cares about but I’m simple minded and this just happens to be

Random Info
Do you like the toilet paper to be over or under? Over... I'm a girl.. it's important Have you ever seen a baby pigeon? no If you had to draw a picture right now, what would it be? A stick figure Have you ever rear ended/bumped someone in a fast food drive through? And was it an accident? Nope Have you ever had diarrhea and vomited at the same time? No. (eww) Would you rather sit on a fire ant hill naked or eat a spider? Pass Do you like the smell of gasoline? No Have you ever spit on someone before? Not on purpose! Do you like shrimp or crab legs better? I hate seafood Could you live without sex? I have proven this over.. and Over and over again.. soooo Yes I can and do and have etc etc etc How many pillows do you sleep on at night? Alot If you could be on the show Survivor with a partner, who would you take? Ashlee! Do you call it "Kleenex" or &"tissue" Kleenex List one sexual fantasy. I dont even know what sex is Have you ever

Random Updates
Blood and Ramen Noodles-Horrible Blood and Chocolate Mild-Bad Blood and Mt. Dew-Tollerable Blood and Ice Cream-Good Blood and Chocolate Syrup-OMG!! I got a tooth pulled...the last baby tooth. Yeah. It sucks. Uhh...random update of my life since...whenever. 11-6-06 Dad got an espresso machine. Yummy!! I had one this morning. Twas much good. Uhhh...Ok...from Thursday. I got my hair cut after Tech on Thursday. Maybe I'll have some pictures up later. I dont know yet. I havent taken any, really. Well, aside from some Signs for some people on Gaia. Sarah had a dance to go to Thursday night. I took her and went to Jeanne's. We talked about a lot of stuff. I even got my palm read! When we got home, I got to play psychologist. It turns out, Sarah's having some of the same problems I did in Middle school: people talking about her, liking the same guy her friend does, and just being a young teen. Also, her English teacher died from Cancer. So I'm playing therapist for Sarah and a

Random Things That Make My Heart Skip A Beat!
These are random things that just brighten my day. 1. Running a squeegy across a wet window 2. The sound a vaccum makes when it picks up a penny 3. A rainbow (it makes me feel 6 years old again) 4. The huge paint splatter on the Infinity commercial 5. The old and musty smell of my grandmother's closet 6. Saying "See, I was right" 7. The soft kiss a wine bottle makes when opened correctly. 8. Static Cling 9. The smell of gasoline 10. Watching him smoke that first cigarette in the morning.

Random Act Of Kindness :)
This is for all the people that don't read bulletins...lol I want to share with everyone the experience that I just had. So, today was my day to shop for Thanksgiving dinner, I had money set aside for the occasion, all nestled away in the zipper pouch of my purse. Well, my hubby and I went to the store, got all the fixings for dinner..stood in line and finally got to the register to pay for our meal, when low and behold, the money was missing from my purse. I of course start freaking out, dumped my purse, searching for the money. The cashier offered to hold the cart of food to the side so I could go check the car, so of course I did and had my hubby stay inside with the food. I was so upset, that was all the money that I had for dinner and I had no clue what I was going to do..I tore apart the car looking to see if it fell out, by then I am crying and then I hear someone knocking on the window..My husband was standing there with the whole cart of food and he informs me that the la

100 Random Questions
1. Taken a picture naked? yup 2. Painted your room? yup 3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no 4. Drove a car? yup yup 5. Danced in front of your mirror? ROFL yes!! 6. Have a crush? many 7. Been dumped? yup 8. Stole money from friend? I'd never do that 9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? not that i remember 10. Been in a fist fight? yep 11. Snuck out of your house? yup 12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yup 13. Been arrested? nope 14. Made out with a stranger? erm...i think i did actually, i was very drunk 15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yup 16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yeh 17. Had a crush on your neighbor? yes actually but only for like a week and it was years ago! 18. Ditched school to do something more fun? nope im a proper geek 19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yup 20. Seen someone die? no 21. Been on a plane? yes 22. Kissed a picture? many times lol 23. Slept i

50 Random Things
1. So, what did you do all day? I got up and walked to college, it was very cold! Then listened to a presenataion about Tim Burton then watched "Ed Wood" which was quite good. Then I saw Glen in town and helped her with her shopping and buying a new mobile phone. Came home had dinner and here i am now. 2. What is the most expensive thing you've bought recently? My plane tickets to Chicago WOOT!! 3. Last concert (or show) you attended: AFI October 10th 4. Coolest thing you've gotten in the mail lately: V For Vendetta Mask 5. Describe your favorite artical of clothing: Black Avenged Sevenfold shirt that says "Love It Or Die" on it with stars and stripes behind the Deathbat. 6. Last video game played: Metal Gear Solid 7. How many CDs do you have by any ONE artist or group? I probably have the most for Good Charlotte! 4 albums and many singles!!! 8. What's for dinner?: Chinese takeaway 9. Do you have any collections?: Music, Movies 10. What was the l

50 Random Things (thanks Anna This Rocks!)
1. So, what did you do all day? Not too much. LOL 2. What is the most expensive thing you've bought recently? I'd have to say my zen micro, that isn't too recent though, it's almost been a year. cuz yeah i'm broke =( 3. Last concert (or show) you attended: Taking Back Sunday and Angels and Airwaves at the Q101 Block Party. (I'm going to see My Chemical Romance, Rise Against and The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus December 15th!! wooot! 4. Coolest thing you've gotten in the mail lately: LOL, no bills, that's a relief. hehe. 5. Describe your favorite artical of clothing: My Spongebob Squarepants pajama pants wo0t. 6. Last video game played: Silk Road Online =) 7. How many CDs do you have by any ONE artist or group? I'd have to say my Tori Amos CD collection is impressive, I have about 9 CD's of her. 8. What's for dinner?: Who knows? 9. Do you have any collections?: Music. 10. What was the last board game you played?: Oh ffs, I don't know. lol. 11. Who won?:

100 Random Things
1. Taken a picture naked? not that I know of 2. Painted your room? no but i would love to 3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no 4. Drove a car? yup yup 5. Danced in front of your mirror? HAHA yes.. 6. Had a crush? many 7. Been dumped? yup 8. Stole money from friend? never 9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? no 10. Been in a fist fight? yep 11. Snuck out of your house? yup 12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes 13. Been arrested? nope 14. Made out with a stranger? no, or not that I can remember 15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yup 16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yeh 17. Had a crush on your neighbor? yes, lol, but it went no where. :P 18. Ditched school to do something more fun? LOL once.. to go to slackers 19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? nope 20. Seen someone die? no 21. Been on a plane? no 22. Kissed a picture? lol yeah 23. Slept in until 3? yes 24. Love someone or

100 Random Things *the Quest Continues* Thanks Narco! Lol.
1. Taken a picture naked? yes 2. Painted your room? yes 3. Made out with a member of the same sex? yes 4. Drove a car? yes 5. Danced in front of your mirror? omg. yes. lol 6. Had a crush? yes 7. Been dumped? yes 8. Stole money from friend? hell no 9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes 10. Been in a fist fight? yep 11. Snuck out of your house? yup 12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes 13. Been arrested? nope 14. Made out with a stranger? once. 15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? duh 16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes 17. Had a crush on your neighbor? ew no. 18. Ditched school to do something more fun? all the time, is why i got my G.E.D. LOL 19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes 20. Seen someone die? yes 21. Been on a plane? no 22. Kissed a picture? no 23. Slept in until 3? yes 24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes 25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go b

50 Random Facts Woot
1. So, what did you do all day? not alot really 2. What is the most expensive thing you've bought recently? i can't think of anything really 3. Last concert (or show) you attended: never been to a concert :( 4. Coolest thing you've gotten in the mail lately: LOL, no bills, that's a relief. hehe. 5. Describe your favorite artical of clothing: i really don't have one lol I do like my 'zombie bunnies' t-shirt though lol 6. Last video game played: Socom combined assault woot 7. How many CDs do you have by any ONE artist or group? it's a tie between Breaking Benjamin and Godsmack right now.. have 3 of both of them 8. What's for dinner?: pfft what IS dinner? lol 9. Do you have any collections?: Music. 10. What was the last board game you played?: Clue DVD thing lol 11. Who won?: Allen :P 12. Do you subscribe to any magazines? No 13. Last movie you saw at a theater: Pirates of the Caribbean 2 woohooooooo 14. Last movie you watched at home:

Random
So I came home for thanksgiving last night like i had planned to. I'm just not really looking forward to seeing my grandma in such bad shape but at least she's still here. I finally decided what I want to do. i'm going to go back to school to be an x ray tech full time and get a full time job as well just to keep myself busy and out of trouble. the guy i was seeing left me yesterday because i did something stupid and kinda deserved it but he made me realize that i'm NEVER going to find anyone who will love me doing absolutly nothing. i will only find people like him, and i deserve better then that so thank you steven!

Random Boredom Induced Thought
With it being the whole holiday shopping season I had another one of my patented random thoughts at work yesterday. All these stores are having these sales and these huge deals and making you have a reason to wake up at 3 am to wait for hours in a parking lot for one little door lock to turn. Well almost everywhere that is. The one thing that comes to my mind is car dealerships. I mean sure they have these sales of 0% interest for a few years or a couple grand off or something along those lines. But you never ever see a car lot have a buy one get one free (or even half off) sale. Some radio and tv commercials talk about how the lots are overflowing and they need to be gotten rid of. Well why not a sale like that? Why is it just about every retail industry from fast food to specialty shops has a BOGO sale yet the most you can suck out of a car place is the above mentioned discounts and maybe free gas for six months, which mind you are good deals in themselves but still they are

Random Sleep Deprived Thought....
I'm thinking of becoming an archer at White Castle. I mean think about it all castles need archers. Like what if they were to be pillaged by barbarian hordes. The need defense. I'm submitting my app./resume tomorrow!

Random Ramblings
random...excuse the blabbering I don't really have a lot to update on. I will say that I start Phlebotomy clinicals tomorrow. I should be done in January sometime. I went for my meeting with the trainer yesterday and had a great time actually. I was kinda worried at first but it was cool. We got to stick twice too. I had fun with that. I kinda like this! Anywho, I'm just sitting here waiting on the kids to go to sleep so I can go shower and get to bed. I'm already sleep so it won't take much for me to go to sleep tonight. I was out in like 5 minutes last night when I got to bed. I think I was over tired from the weekend. It was pretty busy here. We had two dinners. One Thursday and one Friday. Then my lil man had his 3rd birthday party on Saturday. We went Christmas shopping Saturday night. Then on Sunday, I had my meeting. I'm still very tired. I'm kinda looking forward to the weekend coming up too. I want to take the kids to the park for the day on Saturday if it's pretty

Random... Just A Look Into My Day Today
Had clinicals last night. Just woke up to go to work. fun huh? Still kinda tired. Nothng like running around 7 floors of a hospital to make you want to just lay in bed. Hmm whats on todays agenda. Have to work til 6. Then going to go watch Morehead play Marshall in basketball. That should be fun- hopefully. Tomororw have a test... well know I have at least one. Prob have a quiz or two as well. Always seem to. Also have a class presentation to do... ummm but its an internet class... so guess I am just going to throw together a webpage, since the teacher said we could use anything but powerpoint to make our presentation. Also need to finish up a 7 page paper due by midnight tomorrow. Have two peer reviews to do. And upload some revisons on another paper. A care plan on a pt from clincals is due tomorrow as well. And I am sure there is more that I will remember as I do my homework. lol- guess i need to start spreading it out a big more.. but it always seems all of my ho

Random Quizzage
The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows by PB08What type of music do you like?Emo/Screamo/Goth/Metal/Punk and pop punkHow much money is in your pocket right now?nothing im in my pj'sYou like Italian food?I fucking love italian food, as well im part italianWhat type of Super powers would you like?to control fire, but be better then pyro at it lolYour best asset.....

Random Thought 10003
sometimes- I contemplate beating my head on the keyboard just because my head wont shut up .. though I don't think that would help. But everynow and then I contemplate it :P hahaha it's like when I suddenly feel the need to write something i have 150 different ideas all at once and its hard to sort them out- it's like my muse doesnt just blow me an idea- she blows me with a damn hurricane- I know I should appreciate it - but errrgh. /sigh yeah.. I know .. I'm a little nuts :P yeah like this okay so not really quite THAT bad :P

Random Things About Me ( I Might Loose Some Friends Lol)
- i sleep with 7 pillows. try to take them away from me and we r gonna have problems. - i like when its real cold outside. i hate being hot. - i like pizza with hot sauce - i think im a real ugly person but once in a while ill call myself a hot sexy piece of ass LOL - i always have to have socks on i hate feet. - i sleep with a stuffed animal. a garfield one. - i like to change my hair a lott. - i love love love build a bear. - christmas time makes me sad because i have no bf. - ive never smoked before in my life - im a sucker for a sweet talker - whenever a boy breaks up with me for some reason they can never stop talking to me even if i tell them i never wanna talk to them again they still try to talk to me for months n years. - i think im a really stupid person. - i dont think im good enough to get into college - i write down my random thoughts sometimes and then i read them to my friends n they die laughing. - I LOVE SLIPPERS i have

Random Notes.
A small introduction may help. I'm not making these up as I go along. I'll add a few of my previous posts before I start writing new posts. The great thing about Hooah is that it's always positive, no matter how tired I am or how unsuccessful I feel. If it starts snaking into my brain that I'm not going to make it, I spit out a Hooah or two and I just hop to it. Well, maybe I don't hop, but I do manage to get it done. And that's Hooah! ------------------------------ So, life has been hitting fairly hard lately. Sometimes, I feel like a shadow of myself, not quite there, but not really gone... A strange sensation, to say the least. Instead of yielding to the urge to sit on the side of the road, I continue on my way. I start out walking, then I begin to jog. Next, I break into a run. When I can no longer run, I jog. When I can no longer jog, I walk. I remind myself that as long as I keep on stepping, regardless of pace, I will eventually arrive at my destination. And that is Hoo

Randomness. ♥
I miss having someone to make out with when drunk. Oh, lust. How you occasionally rule my life. When is it accepting someone for who they are, and when is it putting up with too much bullshit? I guess it would depend on the intent behind the actions. Which must be interpreted on an individual basis, to the best ability of the individuals directly involved. And, no one else.

Random Thought 10004
Isn't it funny how you can overdose on a food after basically living on that one food for a long period of time. Just the thought of eating that makes you ill. Then after a couple of years- suddenly - you can't get enough of it. It's like the craving for a drug- food- more specifically Cup O noodles- is my new drug rofl. I lived on the stuff in college I never woulda eatin anything were it not for them. When I stopped going to school I stopped eating the crap. I couldnt even eat top ramen for like 4 years- then suddenly out of the blue- here I am , eating a damned cup o noodles.

Random Thought 10005- People
So Ive come to the conclusion that overall- I really just don't like people very much. I mean in general. the general populace as it were. It's not anything that "the people" do really.. it's just mostly- I can live without them. It's a passive dislike really , not that I Hate people. hate is a strong word- I just generally don't really give a fuck. People tend to really just-bother me . lol. I mean- people make my eyebrows furrow- like they make me frown. I don't care for that. I don't like that the average person is blind to the world around them , and is typically only concerned for themselves or their own priorities. They don't generally give a thought to the cause and effect ideal of Karma or anything close to it. Thats really why I just - yeah I generally just don't like people. {lol}

Random Thought 10006- Useless Knowledge
During the 1600's, boys and girls in England wore dresses until they were about seven years old. Great Britain was the first country to issue postage stamps in 1840 Hitler was voted Time Magazine's man of the year in 1938. n 1836, Mexican General Santa Anna held an elaborate state funeral for his amputated leg. In 1926, a waiter in Budapest committed suicide. He left his suicide note in the form of a crossword and the police had to get help from the public to solve it. Pilgrims did not eat potatoes for Thanksgiving as they thought they were poisonous. Talc was used by cavemen 15,000 years ago as an ingredient added to make paint. The Hundred Years War lasted for 116 years. The average life span of a peasant during the medieval ages was 25 years. A chicken once had its head cut off and survived for over eighteen months, headless. Unlike a frog a toad cannot jump 7 out of 10 people believe in life after death. In New Mexico, over eleven thousand

Random Thoughts
so i had a fun weekend in Key Largo this past weekend, as you can see from the pics i've posted.. well monday i started a new job as service manager.. and now im sick.. i think its just a sinus infection or something like that.. but damn this sucks .. on a brighter note.. my fav NHL team the Panthers finaly won a game tonight.. they were on a 6 game losing streak the bastards k .. im slowly getting sleepy here .. gotta love nyquil .. hope your all doing good mike

Random Thoughts
1. If you are too openminded your brains will fall out. 2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church does not make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat. 5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It's easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11.

Random Complaints
I been on this site for a while now and theres alot of things that annoy the hell out of me first things first It annoys me how people come to ur pages yet dont rate them it only takes a couple extra seconds to click the rate button It ticks me off when stupid people belittle other people and call their art work bad things hey least they are making an effort so stop being little pansy ass morons and show some respect. It also annoys the liven hell out of me when people ask me some dumb stuff like lets cam and yadda yadda read the profile expecially when u visit it only takes another maybe 5 minutes if ur a slow reader gonna give a shout out to all of you great people you all know who you are and if u dont then i guess its not you then huh SEXETTE keep up the writing who cares what the haters say !!! and lastly the most improtant thing that annoys me is how people say hey im your friend yadda yadda yadda then they either want your man or are only your frined unti

40 Random Questions
Hah! Wasting time at work answering more useless surveys! I'm such a procrastinator! These are supposedly 40 questions no one would EVER think to ask. Answer them with what comes to mind first. 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said? "Uh, really need a shower." 2. When is the next time you will make out? I have no idea. *sob* 3. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"? OK, who doesn't say "fuck" here? Anyone? Anyone? 4. What's your favorite planet? Venus 'cuz it's purty. I wanted to say Earth but then I would have wanted to steal Ginn's cool Tick reference (that wasn't dorky! Tick references are never dorky!) 5. Who's the 4th person on your missed calls list? My friend Alisa from work. 6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone? I secretly replaced the ring tone for my favorite nerds with Weird Al's "White and Nerdy." Yes, Greg, I'm talkin' to you. Please call me so I can smirk some more. 7. What

Random What Nots
Well, it seems like we've done this before. Well, we have, but it's been a long time, so who really knows? So the holidays have come up on us faster than Michael Jackson at Childrens Hospital. Seriously. Am I the only one who is fed up with the family drama that usually surrounds these holiday events? I mean, last time I went to a holiday dinner my mom organized, she had the local Wal-Mart greeter guy standing by the door with a bucket, charging everyone for their meal as they left the house. After being accustomed this type of insanity for many years, I decided last year that I would be prepared. After all, if your own mother charges you for thanksgiving dinner, I can only imagine what what kind of debacle the IN-LAWS were going to pull. Looking back, I think someone should have had the decency to tell me the dinner was free. I mean, to make someone run out the front door with potato salad in his hand, pretending he's throwing up, is not what I call hospitality. So either way,

Random Thoughts
As this holiday season approaches i can only help but wonder............when is this shit over!!! traffic, rude people and just all around idiots seem to be taking over the earth!! The time for action is now!!!! National statistics say that 1 in 5 people is an idiot. Find 4 other people and figure out who the idiot is. If you cant figure it out then guess what...its you!! Now that i have my little babbling sound bite out there...............just chillin out and workin. Keep ya drama fo ya momma and remember this immortal saying............why cant we all just smoke a bong?

40 Random Questions ........
These are supposedly 40 questions no one would EVER think to ask. Answer them with what comes to mind first. 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said? "Omg ! i need to go to bed earler lol 2. When is the next time you will make out? I have no idea.... sob sob! 3. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"? Um er muck !! 4. What's your favorite planet? MARS ... I think its cos i love the colour lol 5. Who's the 4th person on your missed calls list? My sister in law 6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone? Don't know the name of it but it's a mellow instrumental tune, it's very relaxing lol 7. What shirt are you wearing right now? Light blue one, it's fleecy on the inside all warm and snuggly lol. "quote from Wimsey" AND NUMBER 8 WENT....? Apparently it's off in a dark room gettin' some nookie! ... again I ask "WHATS NOOKIE?!" I know what nookie means lol 9. Name the brand of shoes you're c

Random Questions And Answers
80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered Do you watch the Gilmore Girls? NO Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson? Yeah I like his music. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s? Just my daughter, but supposedly my theme sone is Oops I Did It Again. Are you a Lost fanatic? Love the show [[Be honest]] Still have pictures of your Ex? Yes on the computer but still lives under my roof Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library? No Queen? Yes Alannis Morsette? Yes Do you watch Family Guy regularly? NO King of the Hill? NO Do you read trashy romance novels often? No Do you really work out every day? Not every day, twice a week. Have you ever eaten an entire pint of ice cream by yourself? Over the course of a couple days Have you ever forgotten to give a present? Yes Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? LOL daughter says I have one of those American Idol reject voices Do you sing obnoxiously in th

Random Questions
who was your last? 1. Hungout with? Jade 2. Rode in a car with? mum 3. Went to the movies with? it was with either mum or dad and liz 4. Went shopping with? Jade 5. Commented? Dustin 6. Text Messaged? Jade 7. Hugged? Mum A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you like anyone? yeah 2. Sun or moon? moon 3. Winter or Fall? fall 4. left or right? right 5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends? 2 best friends 6. Sunny or rainy? rainy 7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- A B O U T . Y O U. 1. What time is it? 20.37 2. First Name? Anna 3. Where do you wanna live? anywhere thats closer to Dustin 4. How many kids do you want? 2 5. Do you want to get married? yeah but not for a while 7. Have you ever eaten spam? not that i remember but that doesn't mean i havent lol 8. Favorite ice cream? chocolate fudge brownie 9. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? 2 or 3 10. Do

Random Thoughts
I JUST LETTING EVERYONE KNOW. as one person i can only make one person happy per day... so if i pissed you off today looks like today is not your day. SUCKS to be you huh? (needed to vent sick of people thinking my life need to work around them)

27 Random Questions
27 random questions 1. Are any of your ex's on your top whatever? no 2. How much cash do you have on you? nothing 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?" floor 4. Favorite planet? venious 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? no idea 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? no idea 7. What shirt are you wearing? levi shirt 8. Do you "label" yourself? mr stamina 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? not wearing any 10. Bright or Dark Room? bright 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? no idea 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? on line 14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? goodnight 15. Where is your nearest 7-11? elmira you want a slerrpie 16. What's a word that you say a lot? not sure 17.Who told you he/she loved you last? no idea 18. Last furry thing you touched? lol zen yesterday 1

45 Random Things Aboiut Me:)
Here are 45 Randoms things about me.... 1) I have a thing about smells... if a hotel room, or a restaurant smells "funny"... I have to leave, or hold my breath. 2) Adding to my smell thing - I LOVE LOVE LOVE the way babies smell; their heads especially. My ex husband had always said that if you blindfolded me and put me in a room with 50 children, I could find all mine by head smell in about 5 seconds flat. 3) I love kids... love them... any age... any gender... I love to just sit back and LISTEN. It's amazing what you can learn by just listening to them talk. 4) I drink, smoke and curse like a sailor. My family taught me to hold my liquor well, and I've been known to drink grown men under the table. 5) My favorite season is summer. 6) I procrastinate... a lot... a LOT. 7) If I could, I'd live barefoot. 8) I love playing with hair. Cut, color, you name it. In a rut? Go wil

Random Fact Of The Day
If you do not recycle an aluminum can it take the equivalent of half of that can ful of gas to remanufacture the aluminum to create that can --> throwing away 21 cans is the same as throwing a gallon of gas down the sink.

Random Survey
1. whats your name spelled backwards?: Haraz 2. What did you do last night?: Talked to this HOT guy for a while!! :) 3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Porn!! HeHe 4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: Yes 5. Last time you swam in a pool?: A few months ago at my brothers house! 6. What are you wearing?: Tee and some undies! 7. How many cars have you owned?: Too dayum many! 8. Type of music you dislike most?: Rap 9. Are you registered to vote?: Yes 10. Do you have cable?: Yes 11. What kind of computer do you use?: My laptop, it's a HP Pavilion ze5300 12. Ever made a prank phone call?: Yeah 13. You like anyone right now?: Kinda 14 Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Already been skydiving! 15 Furthest place you ever traveled?: Syracuse NY 16 What's your favorite comic strip?: Don't read them! 17 Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: Yeah 18 Shower, morning or night?: Morning and Night 19 Best

Random Meets Specific
Since this project started I have had trouble being specific for what I wanted and needed, its just the way I am, I have always loved randomness and hoped it worked that way, anyway when I met Susan Forgie last week the ball started rolling. I met up with her again tonight and she is great at being specific and writing etc, also she is organising a meeting with the guy from Machinima which is way cool so cant wait for that. Anyway we discussed allsorts and she is going to help me develop this properly. And to top it off when I got in Mel who said he would help me find the funds for the posters had emailed me a phone number saying that Steve is going to sort me out with them, so tomorrow cant come fast enough. anyway plenty good things afoot and plotting and scheming continues, I am really excited now and i have no clue how I am going to get to sleep now

Random Survey Says!-
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Mel (Just Mel) Christine Anderson- Guthrie Birthday: Feb 24th Birthplace: Bremerton Wa. Current Location: Chicago IL Eye Color: Green Hair Color: umm this month/ irish red and black streaked Height: 5'4- ish Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidextrious- Righty primarily :P Your Heritage: Alaskan native norwegian italian romani irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Sketchers Your Weakness: Starbucks- a place right behind my ear :P Your Fears: Flying in big planes- Bridges, falling through street grates,elevators- fire ants Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Moving home to seattle Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol :p Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck (not in the good sense haha) Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes Your Bedtime: anytime in the wee hours of the morning Your Most Missed Memory: what? Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: neither Single or Group Dates: sing

Random Survey
Different QuestionsHow do you respond when someone greets you?:Yes often with a hug & a kiss on the cheek You can have gold jewelry or silver jewelry. Which do you choose?:silver always Can you realistically see yourself at age eighty-four?:no Do you scoff at the ignorance and impulsiveness of youth...:no I just see how different they are from when I was that age ...or do you hate it when people judge others just by their age?:yes What's the most impulsive, random, or craziest thing you've ever done?: What's your favourite colour of ink to write in?:black Ever thought you were in love?:yes i was deeply Ever said you hated someone? (Or thought it?):i did but then thought better of it... karma is a bad thing Do you scoff at the human race?:not often Which is better, in your opinion: summer or winter?:summer Ever solved a Rubik's cube? (Or tried?):nope tried Choose one: sticky notes or duct tape.:duct tape of course... Are you a morning person?:yes I am You can have any breakfast food

A Random Writing
Hope Fear Love Hate, O Why Is This My Fate? What Makes Us Live LIfe, And Take Up A Beautiful Wife? Is It Just A Human Habit, To Act A Fool And Fuck Like A Rabbit? I Do Not Know And Can Not Say, But We All Must Act Out The Scenes Of This Play. I See All The World Fly By, As I Wait For My Day To Die. I Try To Get Beyond Myself, But All I Do Is Deteriorate My Health. The Struggle Within Will Never End, What It Is All Worth Really Does Depend. On Who What Where When How And Why, But Then Again, It Wont Matter After I Die.

Random Tricycle Knowledge
How I learned what hitchhiking was. I was in kindergarten, and there was this patio where we rode trikes. I was just standing and discovering the joy of people watching when Sam, a classmate of mine, asked me if I was hitchhiking. I asked him what that was, so he said if I needed a ride to get on. You could stand around and if you needed a ride a friend would give one to you! I stood on the back of the tricycle for a few laps around the track. We were heading up the wall by school, and Sam told me he was losing control, so I jumped off the back. He picked up speed as he was able to peddle faster after dropping 20 to 30 pounds off his legs, and he slammed into the big wood toy crates they kept under the patio roof. He fell over, and the junior kindergarten teacher made me sit and her class and write about what I had done. Seems she had decided I was guilty for the accident, and now I had to be punished. She would have had to teach me how to make letters, and I knew I could just sit with

Random Facts
Did you know that…A teaspoon contains 120 drops of water Did you know that…The biggest pig in recorded history weighed almost one ton. Did you know that…Lemon wood is carved into chess pieces. Did you know that…A flea can jump 30,000 times without stopping. Did you know that…There is a town in South Dakota named "Tea." Did you know that…Googol is a number. Did you know that…A snail breathes through its foot. Did you know that…If you doubled one penny every day for 30 days, you would have $5,368,709.12. Did you know that…Pigeons have been trained by the US Coast Guard to spot people lost at sea. Did you know that…The first food eaten in space by a US astronaut was applesauce. Did you know that…A one-day weather forecast requires about 10 billion mathematical calculations. Did you know that… An ostrich's brain is smaller than its eye. Did you know that… William Shakespeare was born and died on the same day: April 23. Did you know that… The first T

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HELLO everyone nice to see you all ... listen i need some help i am new to this and need some comments and some freinds so please help me outall u can .... and if there anything u wannaask me go ahead i will answer any uestion love skitzyp

Random Facts
™2,500 lefties die each year using products designed for righties ™4,000 people are injured by teapots each year. ™40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals(go da happy meals) ™83% of people hit by lightning are men. ™A butterfly has 12,000 eyes. ™A giraffe can go without water longer than a camel. ™A hippopotamus can run faster than a man. ™A kangaroo can only jump if its tail is touching the ground. ™A mule won't sink in quicksand but a donkey will. ™A pencil will write in zero gravity, upside down and under water. ™There are 333 toilet paper squares on a toilet paper roll. ™The world's chickens lay around 400,000,000,000 eggs each year. ™A person usually chews a piece of gum 5,500 times before spitting it out. ™A six-pound sea hare can lay 40,000 eggs in a single minute. ™A toothpick is the object most often choked on by Americans ™A whale's penis is called a dork

Random Myspace Survey.. I Had Fun With It.
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? Single, and always will be ;D 2) Are you happy with where you are? Fuck no 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? Nope, when it comes to relationships girls are just dumb... It's always about the material shit the person has to offer and how big their cock is... Fuck women... Fuck them in their stupid assholes 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? A few times, live, learn and grow hatred. 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? In my perfect world, no... In todays society... Shit sooner or later the slut will cheat on you, and for that reason you can use the whole faithfull thing against her, unless the cumdumpster gave you an STD then I fully belive domestic violence is acceptable. 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? It's amazing how you can care so much about a person and let them fuck you over continuously, sleeping with other guys, treating you like shit,

Random Facts!
i stole this from tiffanys myspace! but its cool! so read! lol In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. --------------------------------------

Randomness From My Mind!
People live people die! But what u do in your life n how much of an impact on society and personalitys (Deturmines how long your rememberd or if you live on or are forgot) Destiny is some fucked up shit! So is fate too! Stuff happens for a reason! But why the fuck does shit contine to happen to me? I try to be peaceful n live my life mother fucking care free! LOL... yet Fakehater27 attracts so many problems! I dont want problems but It dosin't mean I dont get them! I love opinions wont u share them with me? Keep me busy! Im done with relationships n I dont bite! Im not like the other guys on here. I dont give a fuck about your naked pics (I want to see your eyes) Your soul! Tell me about your life (encourage me to wright I dont care lol) Whats your zodiac sign? What games do u play? (Make sure u check my mother fuckin stash too) LOL Tick tock the clock never stops! Time is constintly going (So cherish your happy memorys n the people u love) Take the time to see shit

Random
well my boyfriend leaves in 13 days and i dont know if we are going to stay together or not. right now it doesnt really matter to me, i mean yeah i want us to work but im not going to put myself through hell for six months to two years waiting if he doesnt know what he wants. plus there is the chance of me having someone else...right now neither of us know what is going to happen there but he is the man of my dreams and i would love to be with him. my boyfriend should be coming over either today or tomorrow so we can talk about us to figure out if we are staying together or not while he is gone. if he says he doesnt know what he wants then im ending it right there. i know how hard it is to wait on a soldier who knows what he wants, or at least thinks he does, forget trying to wait for one who doesnt know. i know it may sound harsh but if he doesnt know what he wants then whos to say he isnt going to decide he really doesnt wanna be with me after ive waited months for him. i mean

Random...while Bearing 7-niner-zero In Sector Alpha
there are three two many monkees in the dish pan...furballs multiply at a cataclysmically astounding rate if immersed for... hold your breath five..four...three...two... with attention spans the length of a four year old's it's no wonder the world is given in to "OOOOOOOO SHINY!!! I WANT IT FIRST!!!" but of course, it wasn't really shiny...just the latest jc penny or american eagle fashion statement with the added flair of a quarter falling out of the back pocket hole. and which is harder to believe? that the state of the world roughly equals the state of a black hole or that it roughly equals the dignity of the ever-amassing trash dumps and land fills? either way...if you give that chocolate you're munching to a dragon he'll take exactly forty-two nano-seconds longer to eat you.

Random Questions
1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?missi 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?i go comando 3. What are you listening to right now spongebob squarepants (hey i have kids) 4. Whats your favorite number? 6 or 13 5. What was the last thing you ate? PB&J 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?Black 7. How is the weather right now?chilly 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?My buddy 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?eyes 11. Do you drink? socially 12. Do you smoke? yes 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? yes 15. Eye Color?brown 16. Do you wear contacts?no 17. Favorite Holiday? winter solstice 18. Favorite Month? December 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? no 20. What was the last movie you watched? Lords of dogtown 21. Favorite Day of the Year? Dec 21 22. Are you to

Random Survey Lol
TOTALLY FREAKIN RANDOM!!When last did u eat peanut butter?:Years ago, dont like it Was it on white bread or brown bread?:I dont know probably white (lol BROWN!!) What's you're opinion on sun-block?:Does exactly what it says on the tin Do you wear socks often?:yes! If so, how often do you change them?:Daily What about you're underwear?:Lol obviously change it daily :F What colour are you wearing right now?:Red and black Have you ever owned a cat?:I own a cat right now Just answer with whatever pops into your head, don't think about your answePineapple?:Cheese Beer?:Vodka Money?:Yes please Toenails?:Toes Dandruff?:Head and Shoulders Paper?:Cut Diary?:Where?? Secret?:I'm listening Apple juice?:Ewww Floor?:Sleep When last did you...Floss?:Yesterday i think Shower?:Today Eat?:Few Hours ago Kiss someone?:Today, on the cheek talk on the phone?:Few hours ago Swear?:Few minutes ago Are you..Male?:No Female?:Yes Do you like...

Random Survey Woot
TOTALLY FREAKIN RANDOM!!When last did u eat peanut butter?:No idea Was it on white bread or brown bread?:white What's you're opinion on sun-block?:um, it works maybe? Do you wear socks often?:yeah i think If so, how often do you change them?:daily What about you're underwear?:i'm still wearing my sunday underwear *teehee* jk lol daily! What colour are you wearing right now?:blue boxers Have you ever owned a cat?:yes, a long time ago Just answer with whatever pops into your head, don't think about your answePineapple?:boo Beer?:whiskey! Money?:sure! Toenails?:mmmm toenails Dandruff?:snow? Paper?:kitty! Diary?:ooooo Secret?:hmmm? Apple juice?:apple cider! Floor?:sleep When last did you...Floss?:this morning i think.. Shower?:this morning Eat?:umm about an hour ago Kiss someone?:not in a long while talk on the phone?:yesterday Swear?:a few minutes ago i think.. i don't remember.. FUCK Are you..Male?:yes Female?:only on sundays Do you l

Randomness
My first blog ever.....I guess i'm annoyed and bewildered at the moment and this is my only way of taking a punch at myself and let those thoughts loose. I guess i am an exhibit of randomness and my thoughts don't follow an order whatsover. I think I am hurt by believing into friendship and then it crushes upon me. I wonder if i trust people too easily and I set up myself for failure. I have a really hard time reading people or maybe I read too much into people. I delve into the unknown believing and trusting and I guess I have to believe and trust in myself first in order to succeed in my voyage of nothingness. I am confusing myself by writing all this, but yet I have the urge to keep going. I don't know where this will take me but it's kinda working. It takes me away from the thought of the essence and into the thought of the unknown...the random comment in a blog that maybe later I will be able to subtract from randomness and fit it in to my current state of mind. However, I feel

Random Thoughts
I just wanna say something. I'm hoping it doesn't piss off anyone, and I'm pretty sure it won't. I've noticed a lotta groups, families, cliques and the like. Maybe you're a member of one. (or own one or something like that) I just wanna say I love everybody unless ya piss me off, regardless of race, religion, creed, family, clique, or other. I'm not a member of any clique, group, or family on this site. (and I don't plan to be) But I do got your back if you need it.

50 Random Questions
50 Random Questions1. Where were you 3 hours ago?In the bed2. Who are you in love with?Rayne3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?Yes4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?Yes5. When is the last time you went to the mall?2 months ago6. Are you wearing socks right now?Yes7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?No8. When was the last time you drove out of town?Last week9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?No10. Are you hot?Yes11. What was the last thing you had to drink?Coke12. What are you wearing right now?Tee & Jeans13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?Wash it14. Last food that you ate?Hersheys Kiss15. Where were you last week at this time?At Home16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?Yes17. When is the last time you ran?This Morning18. What's the last sporting event you watched?T Ball19. What is your favorite animal?

90 Random Questions
What time is it now? 10:28 *LOOKS Hair.. Red, long Eye color.. Hazel Curly or straight hair? whatever i want it to be! How tall are you? about 5'4 Are you the tallest or shortest in your class?medium! Do you have your ears or anything else pierced? yes ears and my tongue Are you Tan? somewhat Interests do you play basketball? NO are you in any clubs NO Are you in softball or baseball? NO Are you in volleyball? NO are you in track or Crosscountry? i was Are you in soccer? NO Are you in any other sports? No, i was on the swim team Either or.. pepsi or Coca cola? Coca Cola 7up or sprite? Sprit Pepperoni or Sausage Pizza? Pepperoni Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate Chocolate or Strawberry milk Chocolate love or richess> LOVE American Dad or Family Guy? Family Guy Every Loves Ramon or According to Jim? NEITHER lace or Silk? SILK silver or Gold SILVER yogurt or fruit? FRUIT rock or rap? BOTH pink or Purple? BOTH Black or White

The Random Dumb Ass Questions I Get When Meeting Someone New
Every so often you get question after question about yourself and after explaining to so many different people I figured I would make it easy on myself and just put it all down in here. Q: What do you do for a living? A: Refinery and Chemical Plant Inspection. Q: What does that mean? A: I inspect the pressure vessels and piping and whatever else they ask me to look at inside a refinery or chemical plant. Q: How much does that pay? A: Enough, trust me. Q: What do you do for fun? A: Well, I like to play pool, when I get the opportunity I like to SCUBA dive, I like going to watch the Astros play baseball, I like to go hunting and camping and pretty much anything else outdoors. Q: Where do you live? A: Crosby, TX. Q: How old are you? A: 27 about to turn 28 in February, that would be February 24th, answered two questions in one on that one. Q: Do you have any kids? A: Look at the profile picture and answer that one yourself. Q: Have you ever been

Random
well just some thoughts n random things lol k i want a puppy lol... i think it would be sweet if someone was to give me a dosen roses 11 real one fake.. cuz i think it would be soo friggen sweet.. u know if they were to say ill love you till the last one dies. cuz it would be fake and wont die yea u get my point lol... but hmm im tired lol.. bored.. bout to take a shower.. clean some more... make a cd... idk what imma do lol.. blahhhh....

Random Thoughts
Windy, rainy, dreary day... not very conclusive for a good day... but very good for this hurting soul... to sit on the windowseat... arms wrapping around my legs in effort to keep the chill away and my forehead resting on the glass eyes closed just breath and let it all come back. A day to look back on my life... everything wasn't always so bad then i was happy for a long time when i thought i could have it all the man i adored... and to be his wife. it dawned on me that i could smile about those times and not feel so shattered at there loss... because that was early on in that part of my life.. i know i am stronger now some days not by much, but i am stronger because of my friends and family and some very special men in my life who don't tolerate anything else! so as i sat there this afternoon... with my child callin mommie, mommie! and my forehead against the glass i smiled.... beloved angel in my lap kissing mommies tears he nurtures me as much as i

Random Thought
Billie Holiday awakes from a long night of drug induced satisfaction with a hangover of stifled emotions. A train wreck smashing through the back secluded walls of your mind. Question life's choices and you have no hand in the matter. Things begin to suddenly come together to only have your heart ripped out through your mouth. A girl that was raped, sitting in the corner of a room with razors for thoughts. Just when all your romantic dreams come true the reality slaps you in the face and you wake up in the middle of a TV show about dysfunctional families. Betrayed by yourself to save the faith of your new born enemies that were once friends. Mistaken game of Russian Roulette turned on your close family. A soundtrack of evolution to your inner downfalls of revolution. Achievements & Failures. Happy now! Currently listening : Not Fucked Enough By The Reatards Release date: By 27 September, 2005

Random Rantings About Me...
Well i finally decided that i would start one of these things. I haven't really ever done one. Well i guess that kinda not true I had a few blog entries on myspace but nothing really just random stuff that i got from other people that i wanted to keep. Nothing original. Anyway i guess i will possibly get started here by talking a little about myself. I am Stephanie, proud mommy of an adorable 3 year old boy. (well he will b 3 in march) I am not very good with grammar and a lot of the time my fingers move faster than my brain so i tend to make typos hope you all will forgive me! Anyway I am 23 (it says i am 24 but it lies lol) I am divorced but still live with my ex who is my best friend in the world. I used to love sitting down and writing poetry but i havent done that in a very long time. I am attempting to get into school not really sure what i want to do or which classes i want to take but i am just going to go with the flow for now. Its gonna be very weird doing anythin

Random
Ok here it goes, 1. I love curling I don't know why but it's addictive watching damn u winter olympics for only coming around every four years!( was that just one huge run on sentence? teachers anywhere?) 2. I amuse myself because i have a 10 year old sense of humor,which in that case 10 year olds amuse me. 3. I love my video games i almost only play on-line,tiger woods ,madden,splinter cell,and socom-combined assault. I realize it's juvenile and I am an old man but i love it so blah. 4. I RULE

Random Quotes/sayings....
As silly as these may seem to some of you, I like them... :) Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to If You Love Me Like You Told Me, Please Be Careful With My Heart. You Can Take It Just Don't Break It Or My World Would Fall Apart. If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up, the only thing you think of when you're awake, and the last thing you think of before you go to bed, then she is really somebody special. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today. You never truly love a person until the mere thought of you hurting that loved one is enough to break your own heart. "Life may not be the party we hoped for... but while we are here we might as well dance!" Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no one's watching. A person will forget what you said, forget what you did, but will never forget how you made them feel. As we grow up,

Random Old Poem Of Mine
Thermal Enigmatic and pragmatic Skin so weathered Only way to have it And I know I've said this before but I still don't know So what's your reason? Leave this cheap disguise behind Make truth from the lies spoke Going for broke just to leave this war So go make your choice Go voice your voice Pick you place 'Cause im waiting, Holding breath and hating This feeling of kneeling to accept the noose around my neck.

Randomness
I just got my music list to pick a song at random to begin play. It sure beats hearing the same song every time I go to my page, so I'm sure all my friends and fans are sick of the same song too. Even tho I really like the 1st song on the playlist, it's good to hear some of the others too!

Random Rants And Things That Just Urk Me...
1. People that say on their pics and such..."Oh, I'm so beautiful...I'm so hot"...and stuff like that. Ummm...first of all...no you aren't. If you were, the rest of the world would tell you. You wouldn't need to toot your own little horn. So stop it. It just makes you look dumb and desperate. 2. The internet is a joke. If you have nothing better to do than sit on your ass all day and look at CT or MS or any other sites of that nature, then you seriously need to get a life! Nobody cares about you and they never will. The computer is not your friend, it is a piece of equipment. Go out and make real friends. Do something that requires getting off your ever expanding ass once in a while. 3. Why do people feel the need to rate every single person a ten? For one, you can't be retaliated against, because it doesn't tell you who did it. Second, who the hell cares if someone didn't like your pic or your opionion on your page? That is why it is your page. If you like it, then they can kiss

Random
1. What were you doing this morning at 8am? - Just got back from my run. 2. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? - getting dressed. 3. Are you any good at math? - nope... i like science and english more. 4. Do you have any famous relatives? - Well, I have tons of family in Korea and Georgia that I have never met... So who knows! 5. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? - Nope. 6. Do you know the words to your Lost Cherry song? - Don't have one. I know the words to my myspace one though. 7. Last thing received in the mail? - A dvd. 8. How many different beverages have you drank today? - Propel water 9. Do you ever leave messages on people's voice mails? - Depends. 10. First concert? - Rolling Stones and Dave Matthews band. 11. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? - Yes 12. Do you like the ocean? - love it. I want to be a marine biologist actually. 13. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 di

Random Things About Me....
So I am being asked these questions to answer now..So here they are... Name is.... Angelicia Breanna Christina Nicole..(last name withheld) Ya soo i work at fords and i love my job and i wont be doing that forever since i am going to become a vet in about 3 years now... Personal life? wow that one is hard for me...I am single by choice.. Why? because being cheated on sucks and i dont trust guys very much... Been in love? Yes once i have been and i thoought he was the one that i would be with forever...Havent been in love since, not true love.. Do i believe in true love? Yes i do and i do want that..But it is gonna take someone special that i can trust and be my friend first before i love him...And that hasnt happened yet... What is the sexiest thing on a man? His beliefs..ya that is what i find sexy, there are so many sexy things physically on men that are sexy but i like there mind...A man that can think and read and intrest me that way is one that i wil

Random
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? i dont really pay many but i hate paying for food...see its always about the food lol 2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? somewhere quiet, not too many people around. i tend to go quiet around alot of people 3. Last time you puked from drinking? never 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? dont remember doing that lol 5. Name of your first grade teacher? erm i guess that would be Mrs. Quirk 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? anything aslong as it was with a certain person 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? many things one was a dentist (ROFL) erm graphic designer, clothes designer and at one point an artist lol 8. How many colleges did you attend? only one 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? not worn it for ages, asy Hollywood on it :D woot! 10. GAS PRICES? suck 11. If you could move anywhere where would i

Random Quiz (snagged From Narco)
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? NONE that's the beauty of bankruptcy =) 2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? Picnic Dinner at the lake would be nice. 3. Last time you puked from drinking? Quite a few years ago. 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? hmm i danced on a couch and almost broke my neck fallin off lol. 5. Name of your first grade teacher? Mrs Colgan 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? I want to be out, i'm home on Friday night, LAME. 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? Fashion Designer or Writer. 8. How many colleges did you attend? 1 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? because it was the first thing i grabbed lol

Random Things Going On In My Head...
First and foremost, I feel compelled to put this out there - I'm ALWAYS late! All of my good friends know this about me for the most part, and it's not intentional, I just have no concept of time:) I'm pretty much a free spirited individual to the extreme, and that's how I intend to stay. I mean well, I promise. Carpe Diem. In a nutshell: MUSIC (without it we are deaf to one of the most beautiful art forms life has to offer)...FASHION DESIGN, InteriorDesign.Retail (this is not a trend for me, this is an ongoing obsession), FASHION in general, SEPHORA, shopping, going to shows/concerts, laughing, spending time with my family and friends, listening to ALL music. . . i like it all! The parties and the partiers!!! I know That for the most part what I described is applicable for almost every typical female my age, but I promise you, there is more to me than just what meets the eye. I'm not here to impress you, I'm honestly here JUST to keep in touch with my friends and network with

Random Thoughts
Grrrr...this didnt take the first time so now i have to retype everything..stupid computer...anyways...Why is everyone obsessed with walmart?I just dont get it.You guys dont work there, if you did you'd realize it aint that grand of a place to be,let alone be obsessed about. Second,why do people drag their children to walmart at 3am knowing that their kids should be home in bed sleeping?Why fuss at your kids when they scream and cry b/c they're tired?You brought them out at 3am,they didnt wanna go out.Regardless if 3am is the best time to go shopping at walmart,you choose to go out at that time,your children didnt.Leave the kids at home,come by yourself..To this I say you're all frikkin psychotic and in need of serious help.Kids have an option too whether you agree or not.Not that everyone with kids does this,but a good majority do. So,these are just random thoughts.Mine atleast..

Random Pensiveness
You can ask anyone if they've been happy. They'll probably break eye contact, pause, possibly even smile to themselves remembering. Possibly not. But you can only ask when someone's happy. Even if they're jumping around while a huge smile on their face exclaiming their sheer joy to you - but when it comes down to it, you can only say 'They seemed really happy!' But you can tell when someone's sad, right? You can recognise it easier, they're withdrawn, quiet, pensive, moping around the house all day even. You know that they're sad about something. You just know it. It's easier to pick up on, isn't it? Because we all recognise it so well, we've all been there, more than we've been happy we've been sad - So we notice it in our fellow man. But you'll be thinking, hey, we've all been happy too. Maybe not AS much as we've been sad but it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out if someone's in a 'good mood' does it? Let me ask you this first, how many people do you know that would want

Randomness
Random thoughts for the day: -- I need to go to the grocery store. I just thought that I should let everyone know that. Just in case I don't come back. In the event that occurs, I need to find a suitable photo that can be put on milk cartons. I think one with me looking a little disheveled and downtrodden would be best. A smiling, cheerful picture wouldn't do. Nobody wants to spend their days looking for someone that was happier than they are. -- My feet are cold and I am too lazy to find my slippers. Would any of my dear friends be so kind as to go find them for me? I think my roommate has them in her room. She is always trying to steal my things. I don't quite understand why, either. She can't wear most of them. I think, perhaps, she has a problem. -- I have 3 scripts to read. I don't want to read them. I started with the one that was marked as having the most potential. I couldn't get past the first act without having the urge to vomit. I fear the other two. -- Oh, to th

Random Opinions/thoughts/nothingness
So I was thinking........yes scary I know...... #1 I see all these posts/bulletins about how people get into "Drama" over the internet and that just boggles my mind. I mean come on it's the itnernet, if you are living by it that much then maybe need to recheck priorities but that's just my thought on that subject. #2 Naked Pictures!! They are everywhere on CT!! Chicks showing what God gave em and by no means am I complainng because hell I look also! Now I'm sure there are dudes out there doing it to but I ain't looking at that hahaha!! But was talking to a friend who is on CT and she says girls don't look at that stuff like guys do. Is she right? I dunno, maybe, I had pics of my ummmm "stuff" up for about 24 hours as a dare from a friend and not one person looked at them so maybe that is true!!!! That's not why I took em down though it's more because it felt weird to me, but hey I took the dare on it and won free beer so what the hell!!!! #3 Congratulations to the New

Random Crazyness
blahhhhhhhh here comes the boredom starts throwing ipods at people watch out they hurt catch them make sure they don't hit you... btw if you happen to get my ipod give it back please lol hehehe on the other note ITS REALLY COLD OUTSIDE AND RAINING

Random ....stuff About Me...what About You???
RANDOM THINGS YOU MIGHT LIKE TO KNOW... by alwayzhammertimeName? Nicknames?: sammiejo...sammie...samBirth date?: 3/29/85Do you have any siblings? Do you get along with them?: yes...yesWhat are you wearing right now?: tank...and...thong...of courseWho do you live with?: right now...myselfDo you have any pets?: noWhat's your favorite food?: strawberriesHey slacker, what's your G.P.A.?: over your head...lolWhat's your major?: retail merchandiser...danceIs your room messy or clean right now?: neverWhat's your favorite alcoholic drink?: tequillaWhat's your favorite non-alcoholic drink?: raspberry ice teaHow do you feel about cigarette smoking?: ++++If you don't recognize the number on your caller ID, do you answer?: yesHow many speeding tickets have you recieved?: 0What's your favorite clothing store?: h&mDo you sleep with a stuffed toy? What is it?: no...lolWhen was the last time you were on a diet?: nopeOnce you're finished with school, what will your profession be?: i

Random Thoughts...
My life is brilliant. My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw you face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, Fucking high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw you face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you

Random Thoughts Running Through My Head (nothing Really)
I Haven't written for awhile and really can't explain why. I just have a blank for words on to as what to write. I get like that sometimes. It's been raining all day here the last couple of days I will be glad when it stops and the new things grow seems how the old things are already washed away by the waters. Seen a Rainbow this afternoon that looked somewhat pretty. Along with all the puddles and the mud. If the kids would have not gotten sick I would have probably jumped in them with them. I am tired but yet I can't sleep. I toss and I turn and I just end up getting up again. Sometimes I get so sick of these restless nights. Other nights I don't mind it. No one ever tells you the truth about life how somedays it will seem like you won't be able to get through them and other days will be fine. Everyone wants to go on about there business like everything is alright but you know they are hurting deep down inside. You see people and you think to yourself that the

Randomness
1.Who are you? 2.How old are you? 3.Are we friends? 4.Are we lovers? 5.When and how did we meet? 6.Do you have a crush on me? 7.Would you kiss me? 8.Do you play sports? If so kind? 9.Give me a UNIQUE nickname and explain why you picked it. 10.What your fav. color? 11.What was your first impression? 12.Do you still think that way about me now?13.What reminds you of me? 14.Do you drink? 15.Do you smoke? 16.What stereotype am i most like? 17.Would you go ski diving w/ me? 18.If you could give me anything what would it be? 19.How well do you know me? 20.When's the last time you saw me? 21.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 22.Do you sing in underwear or naked? 23. Are you a virgin? If not where's the kraziest place you've had sex? 24. What's your biggest turn off? 25 What's you biggest turn on? 26.Are you random like these questions? 27.Are you going to post this in your blog and see what I say about you?

Random Q's About Me
1. Height?-- 5'6" 2. Have you ever smoked heroin?-- Fuck No 3. Do you own a gun?-- Wanna Find Out? 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appts?-- No 6. What do you think of hot dogs? - ewwwww 7. What's your favorite Christmas song?- Bah Humbug (no thats not a song) 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?-- Decaf. Green Tea 9. Can you do push ups?-- yes 10. Is your bathroom clean?-- Damn Skippy 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?-- My Medium Diamond Ring 12. Do you like painkillers?-- they do nothing for me 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?-- HaHaHa.... Flirty Eyes N Smile 14. Do you have A.D.D.?-- According to my mom I do, so Yep 16. Middle Name?-- Ann 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?-- A Hot Man, BDSM Sex, and a Cigarette 4 later 18. Name the last 3 things you have bought?-- Gas, Lunch and Cigarettes 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:-- Water, Green Tea and Vitamin Water 22. Current worry?-- Thats

Random Thing Ma Bob....
To have known love is to know heartache To have known heartache is to know love, To Know that these are the one and the same, To know that these are equal parts, Is to have loved and lost, Is allso to have gained knowledge, An Knowledge is power, As Pain equals pleaser, An Pleaser equals pain, There all the same, Just oppiste side of the coin.

Random Questions (please Answer)
1.Who are you? 2.How old are you? 3.Are we friends? 4.Are we lovers? 5.When and how did we meet? 6.Do you have a crush on me? 7.Would you kiss me? 8.Do you play sports? If so kind? 9.Give me a UNIQUE nickname and explain why you picked it. 10.What your fav. color? 11.What was your first impression? 12.Do you still think that way about me now?13.What reminds you of me? 14.Do you drink? 15.Do you smoke? 16.What stereotype am i most like? 17.Would you go ski diving w/ me? 18.If you could give me anything what would it be? 19.How well do you know me? 20.When's the last time you saw me? 21.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 22.Do you sing in underwear or naked? 23. Are you a virgin? If not where's the kraziest place you've had sex? 24. What's your biggest turn off? 25 What's you biggest turn on? 26.Are you random like these questions? 27.Are you going to post this in your blog and see what I say about you?

Random Bullshit
If men had breasts, would they be self contained? I mean, come on-it's the first thing noticed. And- if you show enough cleavage- they can't tell you the color of your eyes. Yep. I asked. Is Jared Leto sexy or what? Come on... fess up ladies... how many of you (like me) watched 'My So Called Life' and just couldn't WAIT for her to 'get him??? And... how many (like me) asked themselves why they didn't have guys that looked like that in THEIR high school? And, now he's a rock star. Come ladies!!!!! Just think on it a moment! Now, I'm totally straight... just the way it is, but how many of you ladies, even the straight ones- would 'do' some female? Just curious. I mean, I have two I'd do. Maybe three, have to have the other one take me out to dinner. Hmmm... enough for so far... Surely there are plenty typos...

Random Me
The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends.... Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Single or Taken: Married Happy about that: Undecided Eye Color: Green Shoe size: 7.5-9.5 Height: 5'6" What are you wearing right now? Betty Boop socks and penguin jammie pants Can you make a dollar in change right now? yes Best place to go for a date? Why do you have to go somewhere? Kind of pants: jeans Number: 3182006 Animal: Siberian Tiger Drink(non alcoholic): Diet Dr. Pepper Sport: Bedroom Month: December Juice: orange juice Favorite cartoon character: Taz HAVE YOU EVER Bungee Jumped?: First, id have to go up high, and fuck that noise, second, id have to fall.. Why in the fuck would i intentionally fall from a great height.. I don't have a death wish Made you

Random Survey
The Completely Random, and I do mean random, Survey!!!What did you have for breakfast?:Homemade donuts :) What type of soap do you use in the shower?:Victoria Secret Spa stuff.. its amazing Did you wear perfume today? What kind?:Yep yep, very sexy! Who was the last person that IMd you?:Neesha What did you talk about?:Things What channel is your tv on right now?:Its a DVD What was the last movie you watched?:Armageddon What did you have for lunch?:It's not lunch time yet What are you currently wearing?:Clothes :) What's your computer wallpaper?:black and white thingy with Conor Oberst How is your hair styled right now?:it's straightened and down When was the last time you had any alcohol?:two weeks ago Wha's the most expensive item you bought for yourself with your own money?:my coach purse What's the weather like outside?:cold Do you use face cream? What kind?:sometimes.. Clinique How about shampoo? Brand?:Paul Mitchell Who do you hate the most right now?:I don't hate anyone. What d

10 Random Things About Me
1. I love Pasta 2. I have to put my clothes on the same way every day 3. I hate clowns 4. Sunflowers are my fav flower 5. I look for the good in everyone, although I don't trust much of anyone 6. I hate things to be in my body that is not supposed to be there, lol I freak 7. I hate large amounts of water, shudder.... 8. I have some of the most kick ass friends here on CT 9. sick and twisted ppl make me smile.. 10. I take friendship seriously, so if you are not serious don't fuck with me.....

Random Thoughts
For the first entry in this, i have no idea what to title it cause it'll be about different things. lol. You know it's funny, I keep hearing woman say "there aren't many good men left out there, most of them or jerks or assholes" Well even though i do agree with that, i also think that it goes both ways. There isn't many good/decent women out there. Being single sucks, I'll be the first to say that. I miss having someone in my life i can talk to and hold and do things with. Last night (1/27/07) I was a LAN party with a few friends, it was great and fun, we played some good games, kicked ass, and had great laughs, the only downside to it for me is that one friend has had a girlfriend for 5+ years and the other one is married, they are both around the same age as me, and through out the night their gf / wife would come in and watch them play and cuddle them and nuzzle their necks and stuff, I wasn't that bad mainly cause I was focusing on the games. But after the games

Random
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Thrash Metalist. Thrash metalist, you like thrash as much as anything else.Thrash Metalist63%Heavy Metal/Old School58%Black Metalist50%Death Metalist38%Power Metalist33%Funeral Doom Metalist28%Non-Metal23%Progressive Metalist20%Which metal genre do you love the most? (Prepare for a long quiz!!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky

Random Quotes
YOU TELL ME TO GO TO HELL, BUT UNFORTUNATELY FOR YOU I OWN IT. I'LL SEE YOU UPON YOUR ARRIVAL, ENJOY YOUR TRIP, MOTHERFUCKER!!! -- VAMPIRESS IF LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS, MAKE LEMONADE AND FIND SOMEBODY WHO'S LIFE IS GIVING THEM VODKA AND HAVE A PARTY. -- RON WHITE WISDOM-MY BROTHER HAD 2 KIDNEY STONES BUT HE WISDOM BOTH OUT. -- JEFF FOXWORTHY LETTER CARRIER-IF SHE'S GONNA PACK ALL THAT STUFF, I SAY HELL LETTER CARRIER OWN LUGGAGE. -- JEFF FOXWORTHY ALL WE EVER DO IS TALK, WE LIKE TO RIDE BUT NEVER WALK, WE MAKE IT SO DAMN EASY, WE GET BORED, WHY CAN'T ANYBODY SEE, WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU IS BAD FOR ME, I CAN'T TAKE YOUR SILLYWORLD, I CAN'T TAKE YOUR SILLYWORLD NO MORE.(2ND CHORUS) -- STONE SOUR-SILLYWORLD

Random Thoughts
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day I'm walking away (I'm walking away) From the troubles in my life I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day I'm walking away Well, I'm so tired, baby Things you say, you're driving me away Whispers in the powder room, baby Don't listen to the games they play Girl, I thought you'd realise I'm not like them other guys Coz I saw them with my own eyes You should've been more wise, and Well, I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say, lady

Random Survey
1. Do you like chinese food? Not really.. Only a few things. 2. How big is your bed? Queen 3. Is your room clean? Yep 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? desktop 5. Favorite comedian? I love the old school comedians. Robin Williams when he was still coked out.. George Carlin when he was still a pot head.. 6. Do you smoke? I do 7. Does anyone like you? They all do 8. Which celeb do you crush on? Jessica Alba 9. Favorite cologne/perfume? I wear different scents.. Depending on my mood. Hypnotic poison, Miss dior, Happy.. On him I prefer clean scents. Kenneth Cole Reaction is one of my faves. 10. Sleep with or without clothes on? Naked as a Jay bird. 11. Who sleeps with you every night? Sean and our cats. 12. Do long distance relationships work? Not for me.. 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? Too many 14. Pancakes or French Toast? French toast 15. Do you like coffee? Iced only. 16. How do you like your eggs? Scrambled or a

Random Things.
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:Einifffit. What did you do last night?:Play in the snow. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:A picture I guess. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:No. Last time you swam in a pool?:This summer. What are you wearing?:PJs. How many cars have you owned?:None. Type of music you dislike most?:Country. Are you registered to vote?:No. Do you have cable?:No. What kind of computer do you use?:HP/Gateway. Ever made a prank phone call?:Yes. You like anyone right now?:Yes. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:I'd maybe go bungee jumping. Furthest place you ever traveled?:That'd probably have to be Wisconsin. What's your favorite comic strip?:There are so many, but I guess Cyanide and Hapiness or Orneryboy. Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:I think so. Shower, morning or night?:Both/either. Best movie you've seen in the past month?:Blood Diamond. Favorit

Random Things About Me-if You Care To Know
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I hate to wait 2. I wish I could wear pjs-all day 3. I worry way too much for my own good. 4. If I can't fall asleep, I watch Adult Swim or beat it again. 5. I'm happy that I found a career that I am passionate about. 6. I have 4 sibling I barely talk to and they all live with 50 miles. 7. I'm very strong, I can squat almost 300lbs. 8. I'm very shy when you first get to me, then I warm up, esp after alcohol. 9. I love my hair. 10. I cry when Im VERY pissed off. 9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART 1. Make me smile. 2. Don't make fun of me. 3. Give me hugs, good ones. 4. Take interest into what I have to say. 5. Give me chocolate from time to time. 6. Don't be two-faced or talk about me behind my back. 7. Send me text messages for no reason at all, I like them a lot. 8. Put up with my moodiness. 9. Tell me what you want, dont make me guess 8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY 1. My phone 2. Wallet 3. Keys 4. Chapstick-BurtsBees! 5. Underwear/

Random Thoughts
"I think a good novel would be where a bunch of men on a ship are looking for a whale. They look and look,but you know what they never find him. And you know why they never find him? It doesn't say. The book leaves it up to you,the reader to decide....Then at the very end, there's a page that you can lick and it tastes like Kool-aid."......If you ever catch on fire, try to avoid seeing yourself in the mirror, because i bet that's what Really throws you into a panic!

Random Thoughts On Turtles Fucking
ok. this is completely random, even for me. I saw a picture of 2 turtles fucking yesterday and it reminded me of a guy i was...well, fucking, until recently. I know that sounds crass, but even with all his "I love you"'s and other bullshit, we never were in a relationship. Anyway, it surprised me for several reasons. 1. i've never seen turtles fucking before. 2. i wanted to copy the pic and email it to him because it was funny and reminded me of him. 3. that is not normal behavior for me. After we stopped...seeing eachother, i spent a few days royally pissed off @ him. A few more royally pissed off @ myself for believing his bullshit. Then i got over it. I deleted his phone numbers, pictures, emails, email address...yadda yadda yadda. I can honestly say i have no desire to see him again, no desire to speak to him (not even to tell him off, and that surprised even ME), and certainly no desire to have him cross my mind ever again. Yet, here i was, laughing my ass off and thinking

Random
Random Survey! When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? HEAT IT UP FIRSTDo you read the labels on your shampoo bottle?YESDo you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?NOT THAT I KNOW OFHave you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?NOHave you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?YESHave you ever dropped your soap on your foot?YESHow old do you look?DUNNOHow old do you act?4What's the last song you sang?GALLERYHave you recently become a member of anything?YES BLOGGER.COM

Random Thoughts
So I am sitting here thinking of the world and all that is happening. You got people saying get us out of Iraq. You got prople saying send more. You got Generals saying one thing and Congress saing another. The best part about being enlisted is that who cares about what they say. Just do as your told and that is the simple life. I will never trade in my striped for a set of Officer bars. There was only one great Officer! Chesty this ones for you. SEMPER FI

Randomness
So... yeah... life is crazy, skool is hectic! I finished homework.. can you believe it? Joey one comment about that and I karate chop you! But yeah... life is good tho, just busy with skool.. I'm in like with a very sweet man... get my baby boy this wkend, and spending my birthday with him and my brother and his family! w00tness! well its almost 2am i should go to sleep.. tell Johnny to let me go to bed! hahaha nite ya'll

Random Things About Me
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I love helping people 2. I had straight hair til I was in junior high, then it got really curly, now I have it chemically straightened 3. I'm really good at offering advice 4. I almost went to school in New Orleans 5. I applied to go to Harvard 6. I play guitar 7. I have a younger brother, and he's a metrosexual 8. My favorite show growing up was Thomas the Tank Engine 9. I am told I have "the softest bed ever" 10. I am told I make "the greatest margaritas ever" 9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART 1. Laugh at my jokes 2. Be willing to have deep talks 3. Be honest 4. Smile, a lot 5. Put up with me when I'm a dork 6. Don't get jealous, trust me, I don't cheat 7. Tell me if something I do upsets you 8. Compliment me 9. Be worthy of respect 8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY 1. Wallet 2. Phone 3. iPod 4. Contacts / Glasses 5. Watch 6. Cologne 7. Keys 8. Underwear? 7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME 1. LYING! 2. Drama 3. Crying over nothing 4. Cou

Random Musings
Three random thoughts to end the working day: 1) When I left the house to go to work this morning, I saw that someone had built a tiny snowman on the bonnet of my car. I tried to drive so it didn't fall off, but it didn't last long. Made smile though. 2)Just listened to Lynard Skynard on my playlist, but my work computer plays things too fast. Ronnie Van Zant sounded like someone had cut his balls off. 3) Even the ugliest place looks good covered in snow. Until you have to go out in it and freeze your balls off. (Two lots of 'balls off' above. Almost sounds Russian) And a random question: When was the last time that you told someone that you love that you love them and gave them a hug? I just spoke to my mum. I always get a bit homesick. My tattoo is all scabby. Still no crush.

Random Ramblings 1
What is fate? Some people believe that your path is predetermined from conception, that everything you are, and everything you do is set before you can even open your eyes. The obstacles you face and your reaction to them are beyond your control. I disagree, truthfully. I find the very idea of destiny to be laughable. Surely there are gods above and yes, they control events, but they can't control your reactions. We all have a choice. Before me lies two paths, shrouded in darkness. I choose which path to step onto but I have no control on where that path will lead. The control I hold over what is to happen next is an illusion, for once I make that choice, I am but a raft, being pulled along with the rivers current until another fork appears, bringing with it yet another decision. Is this what life was meant to be? A series of decisions with miles of uncertainty between them? "Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I

Random Acts Of Kindness Week
Random Acts of Kindness Week. Yes, it's more than a slogan on a bumper sticker. It doesn't really matter what you do; kindness comes in all shapes and sizes. Maybe you can help an old lady cross the street, bring in your neighbor's trash cans, or help a stranger change a tire. If you have trouble thinking of something, here's a list that may spark some kind ideas. Leave a calling card, or just let it be a mystery. However you spread kindness this week, have fun and smile.

Random 41
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone? October 4th, 2006 2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do? Check out how big my package is! 3. Have you ever crawled through a window? No 4. Where is your mom? Sitting on my bed talking to me. *yapyapyapyap* 5. Morning or night person? Night! 6. What was the last movie you watched? In the theater? Pursuit of Happyness (THUMBS DOWN) 7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now? Yes, yes I do! 8. Any cool scars? Yup, nice one on my knee, 4 inches long and then I have drain scare on the side of my knee. 9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first? Eyes and smile. 10. What do you do when no one is watching? I don't know, no one is watching me so they can't tell me what I am doing. 11. Ever been in love? Yup, sucks ass! 12. What's something your friends make fun of you for? My taste in men? 13. What is your curfew? Umm, I'm 29. I haven't had a curfew in l

Random Thoughts Of Mine.
My unit will be heading to the sand box again here in the near future and I will not be joining them. Some might say good, but I am sad. Last time I was over there I took the bus from my part of the base to the chow hall. And that bus driver was an Iraqi man. I remember being the only one on the bus and just tring to hold a conversation with that man. One day he took me around the bus showing me everything. I think that he was tring to work on his english some and I was tring to work on my arabic a little. I believe that everyone looks down upon these people because just me tring to comunicate with this man made him jump with joy. It was like no one even tried. I have had the pleasure to go to third world countries in this world and I will tell you what. The United States is the BEST! If you ever think you have it bad, trust me you don't! It made me step back and wow, even on a shitty day I got it great! I saw a family of 5, yes 5 on a dirt bike! Familys of 10 living in a

Random Shit About Me...
addictions: chap stick chinese people i mean uhh food video games sex mary jane attention sushi gay people the internet shopping tattoos piercings sexy partys anime music dislikes: players drama most females 2 faced people religion (its man made like everything else) the color yellow being left unsatisfied weather it be sex or not hardcore kids in mosh pits...what ever happened to the pogo? cutters (listen to all the bright eyes u want) guys named paul sluts guys that try to dance w/ u and your firends old men in general baldness being alone

27 Random Questions
27 random questions 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? Gah I still have make up on! 2. How much cash do you have on you? About 2 dollars, who needs cash nowadays. 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?" Whore 4. Favorite planet? Venus 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Don't know, I deleted my call lists so I would lose a number. 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? Unforgiven, Metallica 7. What shirt are you wearing? A white south pole shirt, that costs way too much 8. Do you "label" yourself? No, others do that for me 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? They don't have a brand 10. Bright or Dark Room? Dark 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Ummm yea 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Talking on the internet with Billy, Trent, and Josh 14. What did your

Random Thoughts
When I smell you, it makes me melt. When u kiss me, it makes me cry. I love you, but I hate you! Wish you would call me right now. The feel of your hands on my body, the sensation of your lips on mine. The notion of your body on mine......... you dont love me, I atleast think I love you, we'll never see what we would become. Two worlds, two lives,four people, and a silent gap between us. Sure we think a FWB relationship would last. Only til, one person mainly the female lets her guard down. Do I wish I was the one laying next to you, resting my head on your chest. Running my hands through your hair, grabbing your.... to see if I can arouse you. You have no idea, what you are leaving behind. One who would trust you, only cuz I thought I knew you. One who enjoyed what we had together, one who never spoke of anything else. I miss you, I hate you for showing up on my door. I hoped we were over, but your need to not feel alone brought u back to me. Get your shit in gear then come knocki

Random Writing When You Can't Fall Asleep. (possible Updates)
She gazed at his picture longingly, placing in down on the cherry wood desk once more. Her chest twisted in knots, an empty, lonely, cold feeling wrapping its self around her heart. How long since she stared deep in his, mesmerizing eyes, a week, a month, a year? Time seemed as though it had stood still. She brushed her long auburn hair away from her eyes as her pale, slender face looked up to the window. Rain beat rhythmically against the glass of her 3rd floor apartment window; only offering a momentary distraction. Her eyes fell to his picture again. Her eyes locked with his, a staring contest she would never win. He left and took a piece of her with him. She sighed and tucked his picture back inside the drawer. The blinking cursor caught her attention; she needed to work on her column. She didn’t think a broken heart would qualify as an excuse for not finishing her work. A half-hearted chuckle escaped her lips; she could just hear her editor Morgan now; telling her men are not

Randomishness I Wrote...
She didn't even wait for the cars to pull away, or for the bullet to stop raining down. She couldn't smell the burned rubber or the blood pouring onto the ground. All she saw was teh look on his face as he slowly went down. The only thing she heard was her heartbeat racing, then suddenly, stop. Her legs were racing foward before her brain sent the message. She hit her knees horrifyed. Her expression as grave as his own. There was only silence as she held him in her arms. Her tongue found what to say to reassure them both. "It's okay, you'll be fine. Everything will be alright! Please!?" The word had found it's way there by mistake. At first his cold hand grasped hers tightly with agony. Then softly he'd carrass her face with one last grin as she felt the tears slip down. She stroaked his dark hair from his now paled face and watched the light slowly fade from his brown eyes, unblinking. She forced the hand to hold her face again, but it went limp. Fear was replaced wi

Random Thoughts!
My mind is working overtime these days! I'm journaling so much I need a new notebook already, lol! Trying to make order out of the chaos that is my mind, at times. What is it with these commercials about covering gray hair?! A man is wondering, as he strokes some gray that I can't even SEE, whether people will see the REAL him - if he doesn't cover the gray! WTF!? THAT IS THE REAL PERSON! Will others look deeper, to who he really is inside? That has nothing to do with the gray hair and lots to do with the quality of the people who approach him. Personally, if someone doesn't have the time or the inclination to know the REAL me, I don't want to know them!! On to more random thoughts, Amen! I had the pleasure this morning of being referred to as a wild woman by a friend, lmao! I think that made my day! Thank you, Serene!! I would like to encourage all the women, young and old, out there to aspire to be referred to as a "wild woman" at the age of almost 60. Hell, I want to be referr

Random Sunrise Thinking
Well it`s time for a new one of these… Blogs that is.. I should give a lil more info ya know where I`m tryin to go. I like the night… it just feels right I wake up… the sun goes down… Or is it… the other way around Anyway about the time that I come around. I`m not just nocturnal I`m a bit tropical as well this snow is killing me…. & it killed my car as well .. It`s half my fault & I made me make it worse … it`s not that bad it`s not like I`m in ..(L0L) ,,, the back of a hearse It`s like sometimes $H!T goes bad…let`s choose when we get cursed If my ride don`t wanna run… then isn`t runnin` it worse? Leave it parked there … with the snow on the hood I`ll still get to work… I`ll kick it on hoof Peeps be lookin at me like I`m some kinda goof Anyway that`s me I`m me I`m a fool Ask anyone I never claim that I`m cool Need a lotta polish To make me like a jewel Bling ain`t no thing That`s my general rule You on the high horse With your head a twirl Think of t

Random Thoughts
sitting here thinking of you, wondering if this is real, what we feel. afrad its not, afraid its all a dream. what am i going ot do if it is? how willi cope. all alone again, no one there.who will want me, who will need me. Wanting to be with you, and not knowing how that will happen. lost. bored.scared.i guess ill find out soon enough......

Random Thank You
So, I wasn't the only one out there spending valentines day by themselves, I'm sure. I've come to the conclusion that the holiday really sucks when you don't have anyone special to spend it with. However, thanks to some really good friends....you know who you are :) .... valentines day wasn't that bad. A random text message here and there, some comments on good ol' ct, etc and it was rather pleasant. So thanks guys. :) I owe you one lol.

Random Thought
from behind i have been grabbed by a set of claws marking the end of hands driving me to the ground from where i stand digging into my neck-tendons and muscle-strands on my knees, it's a good place to be i just need to have you infront of me but you stay right there behind me one hand tip-toes to my chest and pulls me close the other hand holds me by the jaw and thrusts my head beneath your breasts a massage of talons digging into flesh my blood rushes i swell as you release the excess bending over my shoulder you put your mouth to my distress as you feed your face is dressed in the mess i fall lower on my knees wrap my arms around you and make you sink with me until we are chest to chest painting you with my flowing caress play with THAT mess my beautiful monstress

Random Facts
9 lasts 1. cigarette: smoking it now 2. beverage: coffee 3. kiss: 4. hug: 10 minutes ago 5. movie seen: the ring 2 6. cd played: JoDee Messina 7. song listened to: stunning by 8 mm 8. bubble bath: a long long time ago 9. time you cried: yesterday 8 have you evers 1. dated one of your best friends: yes 2. skinny dipped: yes 3. kissed somebody and regretted it: yes 4. fallen in love: yes 5. lost someone you loved: yes 6. been depressed: yes 7. been drunk and threw up: yes 8. ran away: yes 7 states you've been to' California, Oregon, Washington, Idaho, Texas, Alabama and Wyoming 6 things you've done today 1. cooked panckaes 2. chased kids 3. cleaned house 4. noticed this list didnt have a number 4 5. played on CT 6. smoked ciggs. 5 favorite things in no order 1. my kids 2. the color purple 3. butterflies 4. Clifornia 5. Vodka 4 people you last talked to 1. Frank 2. Hunter 3. Kitty 4. Domino 3 wishes 1. Go back to Ca

Random Facts About Me..
100 truths about yourself 001. real name ¨ WHy I am Angela 002. nickname ¨ The most obvious are angie and ang..oh yes and midget. WhooT you can call me whatever you wat 003. single or taken ¨ Now does that matter, if you want to be a friend you will if you only want to get in my pants then you won't talk to me. 004. zodiac sign¨ Saggitarius 005. male or female ¨ Female the last time I check..unless I some how grew a penis and balls over night.. 008. cell phone ¨ Meh. I hate phones. 009. best friend¨ I talk to people here and there but meh 010. hair color ¨ I dye it blue black but it is fading so it looks black 011. long or short ¨ Long I love long hair 015. are you health freak ¨ ha ha ha no but I do obesse over my stomach and chest. 016. height ¨ 4' 11 and 3/4" 017. do you have a crush on someone ¨ Meep. 018. do you like yourself ¨ eh sometimes 019. piercings ¨ 11want to count them?? A majority of them are in my ears, I also have my tongue pierced, and b

Random Words Well Placed.
Lips of molten steel, yet soft as feathery down. Memorable moments with a stranger, whom I have known so well. Teeth scrape on skin; claws mar flesh. Good and evil wrapped up in one. Memorable even as I try to forget truth that cannot be denied. Territory marked. Sealed with a kiss. Beaten into submission and made to feel weak. When strength is all you have, the weakness defeats the purpose. Some battles cry out to be fought. Cry HAVOC and let loose the dogs of war. The only option left. The touch is filled with lying intentions. But in the end, it's the only truth. Take my hand and I'll lead you past the briers and the barbs through the garden of discontent that has become a battlefield, littered with the bones of those who came before you... those without the strength... to fight the good fight and win the war. Battlescarred armor and shattered chainmail, bloodridden blades dripping with defeat. Push them aside and move on. If you stumble, I'l

Randoms About Me
1.How old will you be in five years? 34..scary 2.Do you think you'll be married then? who knows 3. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks ? Warmer weather! 4. Where do you most want to travel to? Somewhere where its warm and with a beach 5. Who was the last to call you? steve 6. Do you prefer to call or text? call..but like to text too 7. Do you have any pets? yes..tyson, suli and the two fish morty and festus 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? asleep 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Divorced 10. When is the last time you talked to your mom? Today 11. How many states have you lived in? 5 15. What was the last thing you ate? cherry popsicle 16. What is your favorite restaurant? Kobe..ewly discovered 17. What is your favorite type of food? seafood or japanese/sushi 18. Do you like coffee? Not really 19. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average. 6 20. What do you drink i

Random Thoughts
Yet another day I sit in front of this screen. Porn? Masturbation? You? I chose you! As you come up behind me and run your nails down my back, my hair begins to stand! Your reach around with your lips to mine is what I have been needing. As your press your body against mine I get more and more hot. You know i want you, i know you want me, we meet in the middle. The middle being my bedroom.....again. As I take off your shirt, I give gentle kisses to your pierced nipples. I tell you how good you smell, as all I can think about is your wet clit. I kiss ure tummy, your push my head down between your legs. Your pussy is so wet and taste so good, as I bury my tongue deep in your pussy you let out a very sexy moan. MMMMMM your pussy tastes like sugar.

Random Hatred Of Mankind-venting
its bad enough that mywife left,but i swear to god the next motherfucker to tell me they will be my kids new dad-lets just sayi didnt invent my rep,ive earned every scar and walked every street in my town,and i have friends everywhere that are down motherfuckers,so go fuck with some sissy,cuz you start fucking with me and ill bring hell to your doorstep.my children are all i have to live for,and ill be goddamned ifsome little cherry bitch thinks theyre safe hiding behind insults and a pc.some people never learn,but ill never stop teaching.so step up and get brought down-lvt-violent boys,colonia-oxnard-all my homies west to east got my back,so when you punks want to take it beyond hollow words,you know where to find me,and if you dont,ask and ill invite you to my house in the swamp where we can discuss this like men,or better,bringsome noise so i can shut your fucking mouths properly.thanks and love to those that love,and a hex onthose who hate

Random Poetry
Maybe you will know how it feels to be all alone. Walls closing in on you in your own home. Just you and your thoughts everywhere you roam. to sleep in a bed with sheets as cold as stone. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone. All alone in a crowded room, impending thoughts of doom Something you cant shake, too much pressure nothing left to do but break Cant take it, wont take it, make it stop before i snap. enduring this isnt living life, its more like a trap Fighting these thoughts away Giving everything you got just to keep them at bay. will you give in when it all comes tumbling down. Even with the walls crashing, you wont hear a sound Its deafened by your world falling apart. im sorry to say, you were fucked from the start. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone.

Random Thoughts
I am not here for a cheap thrill. I am not here for games. I am not here for sexual favors. I am defintly not here to get emotionally hurt I am here to make friends and support our troops. Latley I been taking down that road to sadness..I have been hurt and it defintly not fun.I didnt know friends are suppose to hurt you..Why do people get satisfaction knowing they hurt someone. Do they know what really happens when they hurt someone..I wish some would cus this pain kills..

Random Verses
In fits and spurts Our love is dying. Yes it hurts, But I am done crying. -- You have no idea Just what I feel You have no idea How much is real -- Yes it aches, More than you know Whatever it takes, Ill never let it show. -- I do not want this This wasnt in the cards What once was his Now broken into shards. -- You can walk I will not follow We cannot talk Youre far too shallow. -- Tell me you want me Before you go away. Tell me you love me Before you go stray. -- I love you I miss you But I do not Need you. Best of wishes With all your bitches From the bottom of my Remarkably intact Beating heart.

Random
yes I' m the Swamp Fox 5050 aka Dave kind of new here to this site so bear with me I have my space , tagged, tag world,Yahoo's 360. and others to keeep up on not to mention my account at SLS that's an adult site that I can get in touch with other couples with the same interest as I have. there I did it went and off and said too much for the general public to really know about me and my lovely wife

Random Ideas
I tried once to cleanse my soul, but my red shirt got into the wash and now my soul is pink. In the mall, everyone can hear you scream. However, in the mall everyone is usually on the phone so you will still be totally ignored

Random Stuff
When was the last time you ran? properly ran? erm i believe it was when i went to see fallen friend Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? yes but unintentional ones What are you dreading right now? my operation Do you celebrate 4/20? ...no... Favorite country singer? Fuck Ass?? When was your last doctor's visit? I cant remember i tend to avoid going How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? including waking up its about an hour, i hate mornings Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? No they can all fuck off If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would you be wearing? jeans, t shirt and hoodie so pretty much normal Do you own a pair of Converse? 2, American Flag ones and Graffiti ones Do you eat the cookie dough? nope Have you ever kicked a vending machine? yes!! Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs? yes! Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it

Random Thought...
Sitting at work, bored as hell. Wish there was something I could do. I feel like I'm going thru a midlife crisis at the age of 25... lol... So many of my views have changed. And the biggist one is my sexual desires. But I am so afraid to tell the man about them, cuz I don't think he would understand. He is so used to me being so soft and sweet, I don't think he would take well to me telling him "I want you to bang the shit out of me till I scream" or "I want you to take control of me, and use me." I am so ready for new things, and so confused as to why. I look at my bondage pics, and I wanna try some of this stuff. It turns me on, and its wierd to me. This was never me. I should not even post this damn blog. But if I don't say this to someone, I really think I am gonna scream. I'm so angry at myself for not telling him these things. Why am I so embaressed by this? Why am I able to tell a complete stranger these things, but not the person I've known for 8 years? I know he doesn't like t

Randomness
Nothing much going on today. Spent most of the morning thinking... one of the most dangerous things for me to do. Stuffing my face at the momment with ribs left over from last night. I do love ribs :). I guess I am having trouble finding anything do say today. Been kind of that way not just with this blog.. but in shouts... IM's.. E-mails. Why any of you talk to me when I am like this I don't know..lol. Maybe someone was right when they said these blogs showed I was unstable (I know ya don't think that now..lol). I think maybe its time to take a break from rambling for a few days.

Random
90% of teens say "oh shit" right before they wreck. the other 10% are from colorado (like yours truly) and they say " hold my beer" and "watch this shit". lol. Valentines Day: Flowers: $20 Dinner and a Movie: $60 Hotel Room: $120 The look on her face when you stick it in her butt... Priceless yes I know that I spend WAY too much time with the guys lol

Random Intuitive Rationalities
It always seems that when the night starts to reach in I have thought about my world and have come up with yet another thought or two to share. Maybe my mind wasnt so numb after all. To stand with a team or maybe just one other is to be strong with courage. To stand alone is to be a coward with too much pride. Make numbers in feilds. You can not give what you dont have, if you seek your sould through money you will only find your empty grave. Walk past a situation unnoticed and you will miss the lesson. Pick up 5 articles of happiness and lessons will have never been so clear. It has been said that true happiness is like a butterfly. The more you prusue it the more it will elude you, but if you are still it will come and land softly on your shoulders. I think thats a crock of shit!....Everything that has ever made me happy in my life has been recieved by working hard, putting in time, blood sweat and tears. Giving up dignity with sacrifices beyond what most people can under

Random Crap
It is a noble truth in life that if you know a nice guy, that they will make an awesome friend. You can't be the nice guy friend because we're NICE! lol. Feeling down on life or yourself, talk to a nice guy we take pleasure in lifting friends and loved ones up. Need a hand, ask a nice guy as long as we're not busy there is a fair chance we'll help. In general the female population of the world sees nice guys as amazing friends and it's true and it's a damned curse I tell ya. Here's my deal, follow me at your risk. We've established a first truth for this, I'm going to add a few more to it, they're not hard n fast, but they are valid. Secondly I'll say that most women will not risk a good friendship for the sake of a relationship. Sadly I cannot even poke a hole in this one. What happens at the end of a relationship? Often bad blood awkwardness, negativity. What is to be treasured in life? Your friends, don't risk em, they're an amazing life value. Now, I said there would

A Random Thought
**Before you begin this note that this was just a random thought as I sat here at the computer one night** The thought was that of these two men being here with me. There aren't many things that I fantasize about anymore, most of it has been done ya know. This wasn't quite a fantasy either really . . . I guess because it's possible that it could happen. I shouldn't go into details . . . I really shouldn't. How bad does it make me sound that I am sitting on my couch at 3:30 in the morning thinking about having sex with two men? Ok, well if it didn't before it does now huh? Fuck it like I really care that much . . . Guy number 1 is sitting on the loveseat looking across the room at me and guy number 2 on the couch. Guy number 1 is much better at turning me on, with the chills and all so I walk over to him and sit next to him for a minute. He leans over and bites my neck in just the right places causing me to shake and moan right away. After this guy works me up I go back over to g

Random! Xd
ok so i proved my klutziness once again LoL i was shaking a bottle of juice ((a glass bottle)) and it slipped and fell on the floor and of course it BROKE. so there was fruit punch and glass all over the floor ~_~ last night while i was at work i was tidying up some of the lower shelves and i stepped on the ribbon i have on my pants, and my pants nearly fell down, no lies it seriously almost happened and everyone woulda saw my emily underoos! i gotta steal the scanner in a bit to scan and clean up the second draft of darrell's tattoo design it's lookin pretty slick i must say, especially for the second time i've ever drawn a snake LoL i'm proud of it i don't wanna work tonight they have me workin 6/1030 but i'm gonna leave at 10 because i have to work tomorrow morning at 8. i'm gonna be dead tired, like in zombie mode i tells ya! i want some pie... ps picture comments! XD LoL i put new ones up a couple days ago!

Random Rants... ( A Few Of Them )
**Being Goth** *I'm a Goth, which means I like to wear a lot of dark gothic clothes, go to gothic clubs, and hang around in the gothic scene. I really love it except for the fact that being a Goth has become so trendy these days. It's like people who are so un-goth are just doing it because they think its the in thing to do. For me being a Goth is a way of life, a philosophy, a statement about the meaninglessness of life. Black isn't a color, it's a lack of color, and that's the essence of being a Goth. Our lives lack purpose and meaning because we have realized that death negates everything we accomplish in life, so why bother. Our society is all about accomplishing things and making believe that you can live forever. It's all a big lie. We all end up in the ground for all eternity. All that running around trying to do something worthwhile is just a waste of time. **Death** *Death is the absolute end. There's no heaven, no god, and no afterlife. Face it.

Random
Well One thing about being a paranormal invetagator is the unusual things you see.Most of the time you can't hear it with out a recorder but my fav.Part is when the supernatural gets involved then things get intence.Questions flood me a wonder of how in the hell is that even possable????But my mind is open but closed as well.I have been searching for the unnorm since I could see them or hear them but I feel them as well.I did how ever run in to a SkinWalker and I will talk about him in another time.I have gotten close to a werewolf real close and ill post about that as well.But I think i am on to something That maybe there are immortals out there.Have I found One????? Well thats a good question.And as of yet no but along my way I have understood that the soul is immortal can can possess the body.All religions talk about it.Have I found and Imortal spirit possession??????Yes and I have been in an on line communication with him.I would like to take it to a more personal level to record h

6 Random Things About Me
I love pockets. The more of them, the better. The deeper they are, the better. I suppose it’s because I see myself as a somewhat more practical Harpo Marx, and I like the idea of being able to carry anything someone might need. Also, if I decide to engage in petty theft and steal someone’s silverware, I want a coat that will hold every last utensil, with room left over for the coffee pot. When playing poker, I always prefer a series of raises to a player going “All-In”. To me, raises are the really fun aspect of the game. Raising and re-raising build tension and excitement, kicking in the adrenalin rush and heightening the suspense. Once you go “All-In”, that’s it. It’s all over. Cooking is fun. The toaster oven is as close as I like to come to a short-cut. I don’t like micro-waved foods. No micro-waved bacon, and especially no micro-wave popcorn. I especially enjoy frying bacon in a skillet, saving the grease, and using that grease to pop popcorn in later. It’s g

Random Quotes I Like
"whoever said nothing is impossible, never tried slamming a revolving door...." "When you lose someone, you realize just how much that person means to you, So maybe its a good thing they're gone. So you can see just how much that person means to you." -Anonymous. Guys are like port-o-potties. All the good ones are taken and all the bad ones are full of crap! -Anonymous You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted and used against you I'm in no condition to drive...wait! I shouldn't listen to myself, I'm drunk!" -Homer J. Simpson On top of a pickle relish jar: I relish the thought of meeting your buns. There is a light at the end of every tunnel....just pray it's not a train!. life isnt a garden ........ so stop being a hoe. when ya got em' by the balls...their hearts and minds will follow. Don't think of yourself as an ugly person, just a beautiful monkey. "The most powerful position is on your knees." reality is an illusion

Randomness
WOW did y'all know it was possible to choke to death on a McDs sausage biscuit, it is b/c I just about did it DAYUM. It was a close call. Anywho tomorrow is my big big test so by tonight I will be in a corner, curled into a fetal position, sucking my thumb, blubbering and soiling myself, I'm actually almost to that point now. And the really horrible part of it all is, something in the universe is against me drinking, I have to freakin' work this weekend, WTF is up with that. Ok back to my corner, later

Random
Fun and Crazy Things To Do In An Elevator...if you are brave enough, haha... When there is only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you. Push a button, pretend it gave you a shock. Smile and go back for more. Ask the others in the elevator which floor they're going to, but push the wrong buttons. Call the Psychic Hotline and ask them if they know which floor you're on. Hold the doors open as if you're waiting for a friend, but then let it close. Say to nobody, "Hey, Wally, how's it been?" Drop a pen, wait for someone to pick it up and then yell, "That's mine!" Put a cardboard box in the corner; when someone gets on ask them if they can hear ticking. When the doors close, announce, "Don't worry, they'll open again soon." Enforce a group hug. Open your purse slightly and say, "Do you have enough air in there?" Tell one of the other passengers that you're sorry, but you're going to have to let him go.

2 Random Thoughts And 3 Favorite Quotes
Random thought #1... Has anyone ever noticed that when you listen to 60's/70's hippie bands like Crosby, Stills and Nash or The Grateful Dead, almost all of their songs are written so that you can pretty much sing any note at any time and it still blends in and sounds right. Even if it's totally off key! I think it's so stoned people can sing along. Random thought #2... Never hold the handrail on an elevator. Very often, when a person is going to an important business meeting or a job interview or something, the short time that they are on the elevator might be the last chance they have at privacy. Therefore, they might take that opportunity to pick their nose. They will then need a place to deposit what they harvest, and the back side of the elevator handrail suits this need perfectly. Or just go ahead and grab it and see for yourself if I'm right. Quotes... "As God is my witness, I swear I thought turkeys could fly!!!" Arthur Carlson WKRP in Cinncinati

Random Musings
So, here I sit, on another one of my rediculous breaks. I just bought "The Hardcore Diaries" By: Mick Foley, and on that, I'll just say I'm not disappointed. Sometimes, you look forward to things so much that they wind up being a let down; not in Foleys case. As always, he provides an amazing piece of writing. So, thank you Mick. Also: Isn't it wonderful when you have someone that can brighten your day just by hearing their voice? When you know a person well enough to see exactly how their face is while they're talking to you on the phone? I'm real glad that I'm marrying this girl. She's all manner of fantastic.

Random Questions
1. Where did your last kiss take place? I was in the shower and Sean kissed me goodbye this morning. 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? I have no secrets. lol. My life is pretty much an open book to anyone who takes the time to get to know me. 3. Three words to explain why you last threw up? Gross video online 4. Have you ever burned yourself? not on purpose 5. What's crazy to you? Manson.. But he's crazy in a "This is normal to me" kind of way. 6. Favorite cuss word? Fuck 7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Pshh Who cares.. 8. Who is your hero? Our military, firefighters, police officers and paramedics who continually put their lives on the line to ensure that my children and I are safe and continue to have the freedoms we enjoy so much. 9. Would you ever want to be a model? Why? Hell ya I'd be a plus sized model fo sho. If only I were like 5 inches taller. lol 10. Who is the most experimental person you know? tha

10 Random Things About Me
1...i do actualy sleep lol 2...i love that dizzy feeling when your drunk like the worlds spinning round and your stood still ( same feeling you get when you spin round fast except when your drunk last longer lol 3...i got married online haha (didnt even need there permision 4...1 have stalkerish tendancies haha( see 3 lol) 5...i love sacasam, randomness, play on word riddles(tho im rubish i like the cleverness lol) 6...there used to be a lot i didnt like about me now i think im fantastic lol 7...i hate toe nails, mens feet,..think cider taste like puke and i hate people who act like there cleverer than every one else n look down there noses at peops like if it wernt for stupid people they wouldnt be clever at all tut 8... i can chat for england but believe it or not im actualy really shy 9... i have a stutter when im talking to strangers on the phone lol 10... i have 5 kids and there the reason im crazy ...honest lol

Random
The sunlight enters your eye in soft, mute whispers and laughter fills your life. In pursuit of giving A passive whirlwind breaks in crashes apon eddies near the breakwall. Fists of rolled silk beat invisible curtains beyond a distant sunset. The crack is perceptible to the naked eye, But you can see your voice, and melody relates to song. Perceptive ears will hear drifting upwards into expectation a message few can hear. The given clap their hands in rythem to the heart's beat anticipating triumph it's a body ringing late.

Random Thoughts
1. Peace of mind is hard to find untill you stop looking for it. 2.Broken homes contribute greatly to the breakdown of society. 3.The ability to adapt is a trait of survival. To conform is giving in and following a trend that is breed on fear. 4.The need for man to have a answear for all creation and an explanation for all actions is just his insecurity that quite possibly we really are alone in this world. 5.I have found that as you become older the amount of time that you have been friends with someone begins to have great value to you, more than ever before. No matter what past or present circumstances the friendship has had. 6.Karma isn't without a sense of humor. Becarefull what you ask for. 7.Racism is a waste of hate. When it comes right down to it the only color people care about is green. 8.To truely be yourself there must be a point in your young adult life when you challenge everything you have been taught by your parents and form your own belief syste

Random Tv Show Theme Song
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale, A tale of a fateful trip That started from this tropic port Aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty sailing man, The skipper brave and sure. Five passengers set sail that day For a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, The tiny ship was tossed, If not for the courage of the fearless crew The Minnow would be lost, the Minnow would be lost. The ship set ground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle With Gilligan The Skipper too, The millionaire and his wife, The movie star The professor and Mary Ann, Here on Gilligans Isle. So this is the talel of the castways, They're here for a long, long time, They'll have to make the best of things, It's an uphill climb. The first mate and the Skipper too, Will do their very best, To make the others comfortable, In the tropic island nest. No phone, no lights no motor cars, Not a single luxury, L

Random Questions? Myspace Much?
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? in the morning... when i am awakened... in the afternoon... while forced up against a wall... at night... when i have caught my breath. 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? if i am facing the bed... i want the left. 3. Who was the last person you slept with? the boy 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? i haven't thrown up since i was twelve or so... 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? leftage 6. Candles or Incense? if it smells like fruit... either one. i am allergic to just about everything else... 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? mostly to 80s music 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? wait... some people didn't? 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? i worked at a strip club... i was a waitress... but this one time... during superbowl... four hundred dollars... five minutes... and i still had a bra and boy short un

Random Thought
A little girl on Daddy's lap Hidin' her disease with a baseball cap you can turn the channel Most people do But what if you were sittin' in her Daddy's shoes What if she's an angel sent here from Heaven And she's makin' certain that you're doin' your best To take the time to help one another Brother, are you gonna pass that test You can go on with your day to day Tryin' to forget what you saw in her face Knowin' deep down you could have been her savin' grace What if she's an angel....

Random Facts
i got this in a bulletin and found some of these things interesting, except the daddy long legs things is a wives tale... 1. The nursery rhyme "Ring around the Rosy" is a rhyme about the plague. Infected people with the plague would get red circular sores ("Ring around the rosy..." these, sores would smell very bad, so common folks would put flowers on their bodies somewhere (inconspicuously) so that they would cover the smell of the sores ("...a pocket full of posies..."). People who died from the plague would be burned so as to reduce the possible spread of the disease ("...ashes, ashes, we all fall down!"). 2. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printers all have in common?. All invented by women. 3. What trivia fact about Mel Blanc (voice of Bugs Bunny) is the most ironic? He was allergic to carrots. 4. In English pubs, ale is ordered by pints and quarts. So in old England, when customers got unruly, the bartender would yell at them mi

Random Shit But It's Fun
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.what dose it say? graham continued to wirht massage untill his daeth in the late 20s 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? my tv 3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? ummm thats so raven with harmony 4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 2:30am 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 2:31am 6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? my fan 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? about 2 hrs ago to smoke some ......... things 8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? my inbox 9. What are you wearing? slipnot shirt and blue jeans 10. Did you dream last night? nope 11. When did you last laugh? about 4 hrs ago and it was at my nice and harmony 12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? all my psters and pics of my babys johnny and harmony 13. Seen anything weird lately? ya my f

Random Thoughts For Today
I am just blah right now. I should be in a better mood. I have 2 kids at school. One watching sesame street and hubby asleep so the computer is all mine for awhile longer. I think it's just that I am super tired. My neck is killing me. The damn doctors can't do shit for my herniated disks. Some days are ok and I forget my neck is jacked up. Other days, like today, this shit hurts. I want to be whole again. I don't want surgery but it is starting to look like that will be my permanent fix to this problem. I hate doctors. Have I mentioned that yet?

Random Altered Lyric Children's Song
If you're stupid and you know it Poke yourself in the eye.... ***poke*** OWWW!!!! If you're stupid and you know it Poke yourself in the eye.... ***poke*** OWWWWWW!!! If you're stupid and you know it Then you'll do this and you'll show it If you're stupid and you know it Poke yourself in the eye... ***poke*** OWWWWWW!!!! DAMMIT!!!!

Random Thoughts On People
Totally random thoughts, ever wonder where all the people are when you are looking for someone to be with those people are no where to be found and once you have decided that there is a special person in your life that you really want to be with the person who may be your soul mate, the other people seem to come out of the woodwork trying to get your attention and be with you. Is Destiny playing with one’s emotions or is it that things just happen for a reason?

Random Info On Me
Enjoy... [ ] I am shorter than 5'4 [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 2 piercings. [x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ]My biological parents are together. [ ]I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [x] I've lost a child. School/Work [ ] I'm in school. [ ] I have a job. [ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [ ] I almost always do my hom

Random Thought.
It's been discussed a lot on here. But I have to say, I am SOOO tired of people asking in my SB to see my nsfw pics. I mean, seriously. So you think it's ok that your nsfw is out in the open with no tags that says it is, doesn't give you the right to ask for mine. I understand I put the folder there, but for people I trust, which is why I put them for FAMILY onlu. If you are horny, there are porno videos ALL over the web, or even go out and buy one. Believe me, if you are put in my family, that means I like you a lot and trust you enough to show you. I don't put it out in the open for people to comment bomb them. Or the people who do have the for private usage, but add me to their family and insist that I add them to mine so they could see. See now, when that happens I don't bother looking at them. If you put me there because you talk to me and trust me as a friend, then I will. But just because you think your gonna have me add you to mine because you added me to yours, it WON'T happen

Randomness
Ok so this isn't gonna be no fancy blog type of thing I just get a lot of random thoughts in my head sometimes and i have to let them out. I mean there is sometimes that i can't keep them all in my head so that is what this will be

Random
As I sit here somewhere between the realms of sheer exhaustion and dark lucidity, I find myself being taken to place I rarely like to visit. Why does my mind take me to these dark places in the presence of exhaustion. Is it beacuse in the deep caverns of my mind I know it is only in the face of exhaustion that I let down all defenses and willing go? Or is it because my mind knows that the darkness that lives deep in my soul needs a outlet from time to time? Why do these dark things fascinate and attract me so? Why do i torture myself with futile feelings like embarrassment for these thoughts? It is somewhere in this darkness I find light. A light that illuminates my soul like lightening on a pale midnight sky. I fear this darkness will be a part of me forever but what i fear most is that this darkness will someday go away. Torn between darkness and light I find myself forever spinning and praying for there to be something there to catch me when i fall. Perhaps someday i will dwell dee

Random Questions
1 What you listening to now? Frog's water filter. 2 What you wearing? White tube dress. 3 Fav food? Mexican. 4 Fav Jack Nicholson movie? Anger management, a few good men. 5 Fav sexual position? reverse cowgirl or missionary. 6 Short hair or long hair on your girlfriend or boyfriend? short 7 Can you do the Macarena? Only when drunk while at weddings. 8 Fav tv show? ANTM, Heroes, Dexter 9 do you shower everyday? yes 10 would you pierce your nipples? If I had a reduction first, my boobs are too huge for that. 11 Do you find Conan Obrien attractive? Nope 12 fav topping on a pizza? Pepperoni and mushrooms. 13 do you have pets? A whole zoo. 14 stewie or bart simpson? stewie of course:) 15 Bra size? 38 G/H 16 shaved or natural? shaved 17can you whistle? Only sucking in! lol 18 fav singer? Christina Aguilera at the moment. 19 what are you thinking about now? Court tomorrow. 20 are you into BDSM? As long as there's no "real" pain, I'm do

Random
The porno of Hailey's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Hailey will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hailey -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Random Thots
Have you ever asked yourself why ppl are so cruel? or what someone has crossed ur path an left a trail of destruction behind for you to tread on? or why is it that With certain ppl you get along so well with right off the bat? The world so vast an unpredictable are we the product of recycling? our past lives actually true? if so how could you deny the fact you meet the oddest ppl over the internet yet Befriend them faster then anyone else you've met? is it cause your attitudes clicked? an he/she understood you? What ive come to undstand is the human race is a devious being capable of lies an pain but why? is it because there is nothing left to feel but pain? is what happened in the past that strong? that one must continue the cycle unto others?... As for those legitable friends that you can trust were those few created from the same mold if so it would explain why we get along with certain ppl a small similiarity a common trait a problem an event a trauma something in the pas

Random Things
* Sticks and stones may break my bones but chains and whips excite me so throw me down and tie me up and show me that you want me* * Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the "lord" my soul to keep and if I die before I wake, I thank the "lord" that I was BAKED*

Random Sexual Experience
Many years ago I was in the military and swapped overnight guard duty with a buddy so he could go on a date. Lots of walking, lots of smoking, lots of killing time. Around 1am off in the distance I saw a couple of flashes of red. Brake lights. For whatever reason, teenagers had taken to going parking on the road that ran behind the base. Not a weekend went by that you didnt have to run off a couple of hot and sweaty teenagers in a fogged up camaro. I supposed tonight would be no different. I didnt like running them off honestly. I knew how difficult it could be to find a decent and safe place to bang like bunnies when you were a teenager, but rules were rules and they had to go. When you do this sort of thing you manage to perfect the ability to build up speed, shut off the engine and lights and coast up behind the car without them ever knowing you were there. TAP! TAP! TAP! of a flashlight on a window and the mad scramble for clothing would ensue! It was a riot and I alway

Random
Longest film title - Night of the Day of the Dawn of the Son of the Bride of the Return of the Revenge of the Terror of the Attack of the Evil, Mutant, Alien, Flesh Eating, Hellbound, Zombified Living Dead Part 2: In Shocking 2-D

Random Thoughts....
maybe but im not sure, possibly yet i might, it could be good right? hmm.... i dont know....its nice but im scared alone in my world drawn in by fear pain and the sad reality of broken dreams....does it seem too far to reach....is it just a temporary thing? are these even questions that can be answered? who really knows what it'd be like, not me not you not us combined....what could be so wrong with trying? broken hearts crushed souls constant crying....maybe not maybe so....does it matter could it matter would it matter? why does this irritate me so....to not know to never want to go with the flow....confussed on instant revising the situation no conclussion ending in pure frustration....quiting being the first thought but continuing could mean something i deeply want....do i know what i want? to know your wants without experiencing the reward....is it even worth working for? wanting....having....trashing....rejecting? and what for? consequences someones gotta pay for it....for what?

Random Pieces Of Poems, Some I Wrote Or Changed Words
You looked into my soul and captured me you got into my mind and controlled me you took a hold of my heart and loved me you took my body and pleasured me You will always be a part of me Your love and guidence has set me free. For a year i wished, even for one night, I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight. that dream came true, and the night became real and i will always cherish the way you make me feel. When you put me in that state of mind where I am no longer myself but belong totally to you makes my being secure This poem i found back when i first got into the BDSM Lifestyle in Feb of last year My heart mind body and soul belong to him. To do with what he wishes. I know he will never hurt me and only has my best interest. For he is my lover, friend, protector and most of all my Master. My heart he holds and gives me the love i need to feel complete in life. My mind is his to fill with what he wishes and what he feels i need to know. My body

Random Thoughts....
Ugh, the first of the month and a full moon bring out every crackpot and crackhead on this side of the Maumee River....the disgust set in after the 4th junkie came in to buy their syringes; I guess we're supposed to look at it from the point of view that they're using clean needles and not spreading disease. I don't give a damn, let them use dirty needles and die...one less junkie on the streets. By selling known junkies syringes, isn't that enabling? On top of the fact that what they are doing with them is illegal??? Wouldn't it be like buying a recovering alcoholic a bottle of booze? Plus I get tired of people bitching about paying 1 or 2 dollars for prescriptions....I know that money could go towards more important things, like cigarettes, booze, and weed. I had someone get really irrate because she had to pay $2 for a $370 medication...boo-fucking-hoo. At least my tax dollars are going for a good cause...yeah, right. Oh yeah, when we ask you what time you will be picki

Random Thoughts....
1. A day without sunshine ....... is like night. 2. On the other hand........ you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics ....... are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers ..... give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know ...........are below average. 6. He who laughs last........... thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely ..............anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm......... but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria.......... They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is ...............usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable.............. except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares............ try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? ........ Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed ..................of dark? 15. When everything is comin

Random Questions
1. Do you know anyone in Prison? Yes, but haven’t heard anything about him in years. 2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crushes myspace? No 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? Several months ago… but it sounds good… 4. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? LOL… no… it should be illegal for me to be naked 5. Name someone you miss... A certain 6’3” friend, the bane of my existence, my “wives”, my grandma… 6. Are you named after a grandparent? Nope 7. Who loves you? o.O? 8. Do you throw up gang signs? Heck no 9. Have you ever broken a rib? 5 or 7 10. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? I like being a girl… to the point that I am… but being a guy would be interesting…. 11. Who is the most spoiled person you know? o.O…. IDK… one of my aunts I guess 12. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love? Love 13. Have you ever had sex in church? No… heck… I think I’d burst into flames for being i

75 Random Questions
75 Random Questions Do you have any pets? yes - one cat What color shirt are you wearing? grey Name three things that are physically close to you: a book, a coffee mug, a telephone What is the last book you read? "Gates Of Fire" by Steven Pressfield Are you or were you a good student? not really What's your favorite sport? bowling Do you enjoy sleeping late? yes What's the weather like right now? its snowing (in April!! Global warming, my ass) Who tells the best jokes? Lewis Black What was the last thing you dreamed about? Can't recall but it left me feeling vaguely disturbed when I woke up Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? no Do you believe in karma? no Do you believe in luck? no Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? scrambled Do you collect anything? If so, what? movies & books Are you proud of yourself? yes Are you reliable? yes Have you ever given money to a bum? yes What's your fav

Random, Meaningless, Shit
It's 1:45 a.m. and once again, I am wide awake. This is what, the third night in a row? I think maybe it was the two cups of coffee today... I've been home all week. Suze has been outta town. The only grown-ups I've seen all week were my sister, my mom, and Joe. I was so ready to go out tonight. Had a blast. I sang several new songs. How you remind me, Nickelback, Wicked Game by... what the hell is his name? I also did Time of your life by Greenday. Everybody loved that one especially.

Random Rants Of A Madman
Sometimes you just go off on rants and are not sure why. This being my first time blogging(I prefer to see how people react to my random insanities) we shall see how it goes. Unfortunately it's too late to rant to any people and I can not sleep. As you can see what we get. Now to start with I had someone today tell me that we have no right to have our troops in Iraq (no arguments everyone is entitled to their own opinion). However then this individual proceeded to tell me about how much worse off the world is because of the soldiers over there currently. Now needless to say I was at work so had to control my temper (thank god for helping me with that, 9 months ago I would have been out a job). Again I am not one to say anything derogatory about someone's opinion but this quite disturbed me. I mean it makes you wonder how many more people out there believe this? Agreed we are the world's policemen and I agree that Saddam technically was no worse than Stalin(whom for those of you that do

Random Thoughts And My Life
ALONE I share my life with you. I live alone. You stand right next to me. I stand alone. I give my heart to you. I love alone. Your mind is closed to me. I think alone. I lay in bed with you. I lie alone. You don't touch me. I cry alone. I reach for you. I feel alone. You turn you back to me. I am alone. Lilia Roberts

Randomness
I was the one that mended you heart, When no one else was there, I gave you the consolement that you needed, So that you wouldn't fall apart. I cried endless nights, Wondering.... Thinking... Hoping... If you would be alright. I remember countless nights when I would pray, Asking God to watch over you, To keep you safe, And out of harms way. I feel like I have failed you, By telling you one thing, Doing another, and not being true to you. I don't want you to hurt anymore, I don't want to see or hear you cry, Feel my hand in your hand, And let me wipe the tears from your eyes.

Random
Zanex Alone Avoided Us against the world Angel sent away Blessed Coming back with the truest of love Empty "I hurt myself today to see if I still feel" Those I thought my friends I feel like a burrdon Alone Dealing Sleep

Random Funnies
Arthritis A drunk man who smelled like beer sat down on a subway next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, and a half empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading. After a few minutes the man turned to the priest and asked, "Say, Father, do you know what causes arthritis?" The priest replied, "My Son, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol, contempt for your fellow man, sleeping around with prostitutes and lack of a bath." The drunk muttered in response, "Well, I'll be damned." Then returned to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, nudged the man and apologized. "I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?" The drunk answered, "I don't have it, Father. I was just reading here that the Pope does." -----------------------------------------

Random Fun Stuff :)
A woman's guide to understanding men... 1. A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usually have jobs and bathe. 2. All men hate to hear, "We need to talk about our relation- ship." These seven words strike fear in the heart of even retired General Schwartzkopf. 3. Men like phones with lots of buttons. It makes them feel important. 4. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. 5. Most men hate to shop. That's why the men's department is usually on the first floor of a department store, two inches from the door. 6. Men forget everything; women remember everything. Think about it! How many women's sports use something called an "instant replay?" 7. Men are self-confident because they grow up identifying with super-heroes. Women have bad self-images because they grow up identifying with Barbie. 8. No man is charming all of the time. Even Cary Grant is on record saying he wished h

Random Thoughts
What I thought was just another random site has become one of my top sites that I've ever been on. I have made more friends in the last week since i've been on CT than i could ever imagine and i just want to thank everyone who has rated me and fanned me...but not because of that....i want to thank you for becoming my friend ;-) MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY CHERRIES ON CT *MWAAAAAAAAAAH*

Random Facts...
*When I was 3 I wanted to be a vet, till I learned at age 13 I had to be good in science. *I'm horrible in science. *I used to bring stray animals home till I could find their homes. *When I was 14 I was obsessed with Magick and read everything I could find in the school library about it. (who'd of thunk it? hehe) *When I was 7 I gave my brother a haircut, he couldn't go to school for 2 days till my mom took him to get it fixed. *By the time I was 8 I'd saved the lives of 2 baby kittens. *When I was 14 I was a mime for 2 years, face paint and all. *My first "love" was the preachers son. *When I was 11 I lost my Grandfather, a year later my Uncle. A small part of me died those days as well. *I often wonder what my life would be like if I had ran away from home like I wanted to when I was 7. *I have a huge family, but I don't know over half of them. *I hate diamonds, and gold. *I only watch TV at work. *I've always loved to read, and would stay up a

Random Sexual Experience 2
It just wasn't my night at the poker table. I was down 200 bucks easily and my cards were junk all night long. About midnight it dawned on me that this was the first time I had ever played with a woman at the table. I'm not superstitious and I don't believe in the luck, so the old adage about never playing cards with a woman didn't apply. I was just getting raggedy hands. What I did realize though was that I was concentrating on her more than my cards. I reassessed my game and got my head on straight and for the rest of the night... she could have as easily had a cock dangling from her forehead and I wouldn't have noticed. My game improved and I decided that I wanted back every red cent she had charmed me out of so I went to work whittling her down and finally breaking her that round. We hadn't ever met and when we took a break I went over to apologize for busting her with a vengeance. "Bad stretch there... sorry bout that. You had me on that last hand." I feigned. "You are a

Random Thoughts.
Today has not really been a good day. Weekend was good but today has seen me thinking over a few things. Why oh why can some say im sweet, caring, heart of gold, trustworthy, honest, lovable when no one seems to want or need me. Just feel like cutting off ties to everyone, going somewhere remote and just living there for a couple of days and dieing. For the most part i have no one else, hence why im online. Even that doesn't seem to be helping the loneliness, which is almost constant right now.

Random Acts Of Random.
1. What is your name? BILL 2. How old are you? 26 3. What are you doing right now? WATCHING NINJA WARRIOR BIOTCH!!! 4. What is to your right? THE MURPHY. 5. Do you hold the door open for the person behind you? SOMETIMES. 6. Where were you an hour ago? SHOWERING. 7. Where will you be a year from now? IN YOUR FACE!! 8.How many bedrooms in your house? 6 9. Ever built anything with your hands? DO JENGA TOWERS COUNT?? 10. What kind of car do you own? 1996 FORD EXPLORER CURRENTLY. 11. Where is your favorite place to go? I LIKE TO DIVE INTO THE GYPSY. 12.What's the deal with your haircut? HIGH AND TIGHT, WITH WICKED SIDEBURNS. 13. What is to your left? FIRE PLACE SHIT. 14. Who was your last text message from? THE SMACK MADAME. 15. Are you in school? SCHOOL OF LIFE.....LAME I KNOW. 16. loudest thing you hear right now? NINJA WARRIOR!!!!!! 17. last road you were on? WETHERILL, NOT WEATHER HILL!!!! 18. On any medication? INSULI

Random Things About Me
im blond, green eyes, 5'11, and im a bit over weight. im currently in training to lose a good amount of weight then gain some of it back with weight training. i currently hold a brown belt in karate, but i havent practiced in a long time. karate is one thing i plan on getting back into soon. also maybe judo/jujitsu. im a cook for now til i find a better career. i have some things in mind such as truck driving, army, coast guard. just to name a few. i grew up in florida and was moved to ohio when i was sixteen. i had my reason to stay here when i reached 19. but now i just try to live one day at a time.

Random Happenings
It's amazing how random things can be in life. Great one minute, terrible the next. Those who read my blog know I have an up and down life, partly due to depression and partly bad luck. Things for me seem to be going well. I'll be attending college this fall for the first time. It's been somewhat stressful for me preparing for it, but I am managing so far thanks to some help from an incredible friend. Speaking of which... I met someone, a great person. We are just friends for the time being, which is for the best. I want to take things slow and easy this time around. Don't want to give her the wrong idea or for me to get in over my head. I'd like to think something will come from this, but if it doesn't and we just stay friends, that's fine too. She's a great person all around. Now on to the bad. *sigh* My grandpa's altzhiemers struck again this week. Yesterday morning, while I was still in bed, he snuck into the rear gate of my horse lot, put halters on my horses a

Random Rant
I love looking at people's profiles, but when I have to scroll through 5,900 pictures of sexy angels, blood soaked deamons, cats, glittery hellos and whatnot, it gets annoying. Seriously, can you say what you have to say in less than 500000000 lines? Dear GAWD!!!!

Random Things
I'm gonna talk about random things today. First subject: Jealousy Jealousy is a controlled emotion. We can choose to be jealous or not. I choose not to. No one in the their entire life is meant to experence everything or be with someone 24/7. I see all these girls get jealous that their boyfriend, fiance, husband, or whatever hugs someone else. Like OMG... Hugging someone else outside of the family doesn't mean that they are screwing each other when you turn your back. COME ON! The only reason anyone gets jealous is an insecurity with themself. All they need to do is take a deep breath and let it all float away. If that doesn't work, seek therapy. Of course, if you see your man or woman screwing someone else...that's different. Second subject: Whoreizm (if that is even a word) A majority of the people I work with are single moms. I love them all to death. I admire them too because they work to feed their kids and put clothes on their back. I'm not gon

Random Thoughts
ok I havent gotten any sleep in almost about 40 hours and I cant seem to pass out. So all that is running in my head right now is a mixiture of whose a ho and Super heros. It is coming out like this: If I could be a super ho I would be sha na na, Telling the world of my hooker prices and all of the lives they distroy. LOL WOW! ok did I mention random and prolly wont make any sense at all. And for all of those HATERS out there NO I am not drunk, I am not stoned, I am not even geeked ok. *that was last night you missed it* now I am dealing with the repocussions of no sleep and not being able to sleep but feeling like a pile of shyt.On the up side had a great convo with my Ex fiancee in cuba he is as safe as a marine deployed in cuba could be and he said he will be back in July and that we are going to totally hang out and that makes me happy. Even though we have both moved on he was my friend for 2 years before we dated and before we were engaged. Oh Teddy sorry for no lobster pics, I wa

Random Lyrics To Spell My Life (poem)
random lyrics to spell my life 2007 do you think I’m a nasty girl? I’ll let you whip me when I misbehave so what if you can see the darker side of me this is who I really am inside I’m in over my head I fell to temptation I’ve got a jet black heart I just want to feel that high you don’t know me I tried to be someone else I feel like myself again I can’t change who I am, not this time I think it’d be nice just to lose control, just once I finally found myself no one will ever tame this animal I have become I like it rough I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all the love we share seems to go nowhere once I ran to you, now I run from you all I wanted was you this could be our sick love song I just want to be loved I’m stronger than you’ll ever know I’m always here for you you hate everything about me why do you love me? look in my eyes, you’re killing me I can’t escape this hell I can’t change who I am, not this time I am just what you see you can’t st

Random Ramblings
Ok so does everyone like my recent contributuions to CT? I try to be as creative as possible, but sometimes I think I go a bit over board. Just want to make sure that everyone who visits my corner of the cherry (it's round, no corners) has a good time. BTW, the song that is playing on my profile page is the theme from "land of the Lost". A TV show in the 70s. It was real cool, and awesome for it's time! You should look it up. I know I saw someone on here with a sleestack as a profile icon......

Randomness Rant.
Well, I see it's been awhile since I posted my last blog, so I figured I'd get on here and rant abit about numerous things that bother me. Though you find me ranting too much about politics because it's all just a scam. I won't rant about religion because it raises too many questions and pisses people off too quickly. I guess there's really not much more to rant about, but anyways. Yeah. Have you ever gotten so bored that you would rather stick a red hot poker through your eyes than anything else, because you've seen everything and your tired of looking at the same things over and over again? Well, I get that bored on a daily basis. It gets really old too, I've watched the same dvds over and over again and I've watched the same music videos on youtube over and over again. There is nothing new to do anymore. Why is the internet so assessable but yet there seems to be nothing to do on there anymore? I will never understand that. I have many sites that I go on but every time I'm there,

Random Thoughts Of A Lost Soul
Lost in a place that I cant escape My mind, its thoughts like a spider web Woven and intertwining Yet ripped apart still standing full of holes The questions they swirl not knowing what to think or say Afraid to ask for the answers Afraid to upset them Things are confusing enough Unable to tell you Unable to ask Feelings of insecurity Something I’ve never felt before An earth shattering fear comes over me Why does it mean so much this time What does it all mean Would it be different if it wasn’t me I don’t want anything out of pity, guilt, or “well I have to” I’m lost in a see of confusion Still in a state of shock, Saddened to the bone you weren’t there Terrified by the feeling I get I’m alone and sad I need a hug, to hear it will be ok For it to be honest and not a facade

Random
YEAH I'M NOT NORMALLY AN ANGER GUY, BUT I'M SICK OF GETTING FRIENDS ON HERE AND THEN HAVING A GROUP AND NOBODY FUCKING READS OR DOES ANYTHING WHEN THEY JOIN MY GROUP. THE MAIN PEOPLE THAT HELPED ME LEVEL BACK UP WERE ME, AND MY TWO FRIENDS THAT LIVE NEAR ME. I THINK IT'S BULLSHIT THAT ALL THE GROUPS ON HERE WANT YOUR ATTENTION 24 FUCKING 7. WORD OF THE DAY FOR ME IS FUCK BY THE WAY.

Random Writing
As the tears fall from my eyes I sit here in silence Longing to know these things will i ever see his face will he ever know what he means to me Will all these bottled up fantasys be enough I cant go on like this forever I long for him to know,for him to see exactly what it means I think of him more then i know i should is it that its a forbidden feeling that excites me or is it truely a burning in my heart that i want so. Its a burning down inside me that yells out his name These feelings arent pure but I feel the real pain The hole deep inside that nothing can replace the longing to touch his skin & feel his warm embrace The yearning to tell him, are these feelings real or is it another scripted fantasy..

.randomocity.update.
a three day migraine. yes. not so much fun. its ebbed for the moment. we're going day trippin again this weekend which will prolly turn into another over-niter. i have to switch cell phone carriers when we move up n ima prolly get stuck with verizon. but if i snag an unlimited all kinds of text plan...it'll be feasible. the other carriers dun have service up there...or if they do its in constant roaming and feck that. *shrug* at least i get to keep mah number right? got a message at my moms yesterday or whatever from some chick i assumed was from the child support office...but then i called my worker and uhm nope. so i have no idea who the woman was...and if you're too stupid to leave a message in which people can a) understand you and b) actually hear your phone number than you dont deserve a call back. *nod* people who text me with 'u awake' at 8:30 at nite...and then wont tell me who the eff they are should go kill themselves. and asses who dont answer texts which

Random Thought
just a few thoughts , I believe that if we took all our troops out of all these other foriegn countries and put them on the us borders of mexico and canada , not only would our troops be safer, we would have less illegal immigration, and all the money that our guys and girls spend overseas would be spent here in the states making a better economy, I think that we as a country donate to much money to other countries that usually never pay it back,, it's time that we take care of our own, and keep it here at home, there is so much we could do to take care of our own, and yet our troops and our tax dollars go elsewhere

Random Going Ons
sitting at a diner. laughing at my friends. letting you all know that i am totally fine. i am living with my crazy friends and going to the beach almost everyday. working to maybe get a brandnew ninja! what does everyone think? just a thought. well lots of aloha friends!

Random Insanity
I'd like to start by saying ........ FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's been a day from hell , or was it heaven sent retribution? my mind and thoughts have been from 1 extreme to the next , no middle , no begining and definitly no end. i woke up today filled with frustration that quickly became self loathing & personal hatred. i avoided looking at mirrors as a defence against putting my fist through it in an effort to destroy the face looking back. then in the next instant feeling pity for the lost soul that tries to exsist in me. why? ......... thats the question that i keep asking. not why did or why can't ... even why didn't. just why. is it fear? frustration? hate? maybe disgust? the answer is right there but i can't see it , feel it or comprehend it. lost in my own mind .......... all i know is ...... here there be dragons , demons and evil trapped , held safe inside through pure will power. i know im lo

Random Thoughtlessness....
I PONDER THOUGHTS OF TODAY'S WORLD. AND DEEP DOWN I KNOW THAT IT'S ALL GOING TO COME TO AN END. DO YOU CARE? DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYDAY LIFE IS KILLING THIS LIFE TIME? DO YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU SAY AND DO TO SOMEONE, CAN CHANGE THEIR ENTIRE WORLD? DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO KNOW? IS THIS ONE OF LIFE'S TRAGEDIES? ONE OF LIFE'S DESTRUCTIONS? WILL THIS VICIOUS CIRCLE EVER END? ARE YOU DESTINED TO KEEP RELIVING THESE THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN? WHO DECIDES WHEN AND WHERE IT STOPS? DO YOU HAVE ENOUGH CONTROL OF YOUR OWN LIFE TO MAKE THESE CHANGES? DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO MAKE THESE CHANGES... I SIT AND WATCH THE WORLD AROUND ME... I WATCH THE DESTRUCTION OF ONE'S LIFE CONTINUED ON TO THE NEXT... HOW IS IT THAT YOU SIT AND SAY HOW SPECIAL AND PRECIOUS A LIFE IS? AND THEN DESTROY IT... I'VE TAKEN TIME TO THINK ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS AND MY LIFE BEING PRECIOUS. ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE I HOLD CLOSE TO MY HEART. AND HOW PRECIOUS THEY ARE TO ME. THAT'S SOMETHING I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET!! IT'S TIME EV

Random Blogthings Results
You Are 24% Nerdy You're a little nerdy, but no one would ever call you a nerd. You sometimes get into nerdy things, but only after they've become a part of mainstream culture. How Nerdy Are You? Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song? Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Col

Random Thoughts And Questions..
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while

Random Little Blurts
tears of blood streak my face for i have fallen far from grace darkness seeks what it can find shadows and darkness obscure my mind wolf and snake hunt for what darkens my already broken heart footsteps fall with a steady pace..... sorry... just had to get the randomness out....

Random Survey
1 - Brownies - with our without nuts? With out! I buy the cosmic brownies!! 2 - Do you currently have a $10.00 in your possession? Yep, with a little extra! 3 - If you could eat anything at all right now, what would it be? i'm kinda craving Hot Dog Dhopp 4 - What are you listening to right now? I tried, by bone thugs 5 - The closest thing to you that is black...Jingles my dog 6 - Your favorite cologne/perfume to wear... body mists 7 - Prefer your water in a bottle or out of the tap? My tap has a purifier on it, so I like that the best!! 8 - Last concert you saw? I can not remember!! 9 - Least favorite thing in the world - Spiders and Asshole MEN!! 10 - Are you addicted to Myspace? just a bit, but I am more addicted to Cherry Tap! 11 - What are your plans for the near future (like tomorrow)? To wake up!! 12 - Would you consider yourself a flirt? When I want to be! 13 - Are you good at it (see #12)? I think so! 14 - What song is your guilty p

Random Babble Nad Lyrics
i can't make it out alive, i see all the walls falling, for the end is all i know to be true, when this day comes and everything is still there, and in the end, do i find the sound to always find the reasons to see past the doubt and push forth and rise tonight, to find out if i make it out alive. Speechless days, but the message oh so clear, the words float as if in the clouds, its so hard, and now i see whats wrong, life seems to be laughing along, isn't any wonder why i am tired, i feel left behind, is it any wonder i don't know whats write, but somtimesz i get this feeling its stands, keeps the butterflies going, isn't any wonder that i am tired, when i fall, when i see the world threw the eyes of pain, nothing seems to see the lonely is right, but we all try to make it right, isn't any wonder i can't make it out alive. isn't any wonder i feel so betrayed. life is good, bad, and inbetween. more ramble. when the world is here to spark the flame, but i remember the

41- Random Babble
The thought of you hanging up in tears Brought to my mind all my fears If I were lost forever not to speak to you again I had to find a way to pick you up from the grey Couldn't care less what the world can't know Leave them gasping for air in the kindness I show Only for you will I open these places Giving you access to the intimate spaces Can't you see what how you effect my days Won't you believe me when I tell you, you amaze me Lose my thoughts when you are talking to me I have trouble believing the time you give freely Talking to you for hours never seems enough Counting seconds between the next time we talk Venting on pages of electric light Empty my heart just to sleep through tonight I don't expect you to understand this babble You make me better just having met you my .....

Random Thought - Adult-
I just resolved today, in this very second that men are the worst invention to sex. I mean really... I just spent like 10 hours trying to hint to this guy that all i wanted was to use him and really.. even sp-elled out he didnt get it , then when push came to shove I had to give him fucking gas money to give me a goddamn ride home.. hello.. Is there any real men in the world? I dont get it !@!@! lol Seriously if anything turns me gay it will me a man himself. Thinking of that .. anyone have any hot gf's I can borrow? ;) haha Im just kidding.. slightly, Im so sick of guys who talk alot of shit but NEVER have the anything to back it up. It's ridiculous, Im about to go drink the rest of my beer have fun all by myself with Janine Laudemaulder and morn the loss of my pack of smokes I shared with that cute little shmuck with the harley I tryed all night to get laid by. haha okay drunken confession 101 over. Do not hold this confession against me because by all means I just

Random Thoughts
UNSOLVED MYSTERIES! Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you

Random Things That I Love....
Random things that I love.... I love thin scratchy cheap hotel towels. I do not like thick fluffy towels. they feel wierd to my fake nails and they make me teeth itch. The thinner and smaller the better. I love aprocot scrub. Even the generic. I have used this since i was 12 years old. I use it on my face and my arms. It smells good and soften my skin like nothing else. I love the first sip of a cup of fresh coffeee. My cheeks puff out to blow blow blow. Then sip. My left eye squints and after the hot swallow I always "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh" and as I do my breath is hot against my lips. I love kisses that suck your lips. It means that they are not quite ready to let them go. I love my cell phone. I love the ring it makes when I have new picture mail. I get so excited sometimes I drop my purse. I love stick pretzels. I like to break em in half and suck off the salt. I rarely ever eat them...i just suck em off. I love the smell of a movie theater. Fresh popcorn a

Random Ranting
*the musical went amazingly, considering we had only one full run-through the night before we officially opened. friday night was def the best cuz we were on key and singing nicely ^_^ yay us! and now the musical is over so 5th period (the musical class) is basically us not doing anything. *lacrosse should be over by now!!! but noooo...we lost the semi-finals so our season should've ended, but we went 2 more weeks for this 3 team tournament (us, mclean and queen anne) to take place. so we go out to mclean to play two 30 minute halves (each half against a different team). so far, we've rocked out. we go back tomorrow. *my friend sophie and i really really wanna do the emo thing. it was raining on saturday night during our last musical performance (we lost power halfway thru the show so the techies had to do the lighting cues manually) so during intermission, sophie and i went running down to the locker rooms, the cermaics room and the photo lab so we could see the rain. we

Random Thoughts
I’m looking for someone that can help me for I have something that is broke I need help fixing it for it has been a lone for a long time I need to be strong but when you are around I’m weak my knees are shaking my heart is pounding my hands are sweating and floor is dropping I fill that life has stopped and will not start back until your hand is in mine and when the sun sets I will be yours for the time has came for me to give my heart to you As the sun rises I wonder if this day will come to an end and be there no more do we have to stop or can we share the day that is upon us as we did the last day an I hold your hand and kiss your lips may I share your breath can we become one as the night retunes can I make love to you as I would like would you do any thing my heart fills like the time has come for us to be will we be as one in two parts or will the things go back to the way they were or may I hold you tonight as one

Random Questions Of My Mind.
As I sit here and look at the countless hits and ratings that I get on my page I wonder, how many people really give a shit about the person behind the profile. As I stated these are my ramblings so don't mind me. So I guess what I am wondering is when somebody stops by and rates your page or photo or whatever do you ever get that spark of wonder about what they saw in you to make them wanna stop? Or am I just being shallow and egotistical thinking they just saw a cute pic and threw a rating at it? Ah hell thats what I get for lookin at this shit in the middle of the night instead of bein in bed where I should be!

Random Questions Whom Most People Believe There Are No Answers, But There Are...
- Can you cry under water? - If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? - Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? - Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? - Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? - If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? - If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? - Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? - How come we choose from just two people for President and fifty for Miss America??? - Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. - If a 911 operator has a heart attack, whom does he/she call? - Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet soup? - Why is there a light in the fridge and not

Random Nothingness
this is my first CherryTap blog...not really anything to say just thought I would ramble and put various words together to form sentences, coherant or not. lol. How'd I do? hahahhahah Check ya later Fan or Friend me if you want to. Always happy to meet new people

Random Words
Somethings in this world, in a way make no sence to me. Emotions are one of these things that can drive someone to insanity. Most times emotions are easily dealt with, however what happens when there is a cross of two emotions. Unsure how to act, not knowing what to say, and feeling that each time you talk, you push away what you seek the most. LOL, its interesting. Dont ask why I'm writing this, maybe its just the rain that pours outside the window. Just thoughts from an insane mind.

Random Mess
Random Mess by dani0039Name: DaniMiddle name: EliseName you wished you had: EmmaWould you lick your own genitals if it were possible: no lolHow tall are you: 5'6Do you have a criminal record: yeahWhat is your worst memory: too many to listDo you lie to your partner: can doHow old is too old: 35 What is your favorite eye colour: green or blueDo you enjoy anal sex: noHow did you loose your virginity: under a cloud of alcohol Can you lick your own nose: noDo you beleive in god: I beleive in the plural - many godsDoes McDonnals meat disgust you: yesWhat is your occupation: student & care workerWhat is your dream: buy a houseWhat does your breath smell like right now: apple juiceCan you love more than once: not sureWill you die by your own hand some day: hope soAre you a stereotype: I try not to beDo you wax or shave: shaveCan you swim back stroke: I suck but yesEver broken more than one bone: nahCna yuo raed tihs. Yuor vrey samrt: yes lolAre you an organ donor: ye

Randomness
Well, this is obviously my very first blog post. I am starting to get the hang of this site. Thank you Danielle for inviting me here! I am meeting some very interesting people so far. Just to share in some of my success..I have been working HARD on my body and appearance. Believe it or not, I used to be 215 LBS!!! I have lost a shit load of weight and am not done yet. Having children has caused some scarring to my body, but that doesn't mean I am not still sexy. I am loving how I look now. I used to absolutely HATE myself for the longest time, but I am finally coming outta my shell. The more you get to know me, the more you will learn about my disturbing past. I guess the first couple of blogs will be more of describing my life and who I really am. Sometimes there'll be two different type of people. There's the one that suffers deep inside my mind. That one is the insecure one and worries oh so much about what others are thinking about her. Then there are times that

Random Signs Of Stupid!
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the

Random Thoughts Or Songs In The Head
Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black fucking broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife

Random
My Computer My computer is on its last legs. I'm fairly certain that any day now, it will spontaneously burst into flames as I'm illegally downloading episodes of Lost, sending pieces of computer shrapnel into my face and setting my place on fire. I'm convinced that if my computer were a person, it would have physical capabilities comparable to those of Stephen Hawking. Yes, he is alive, and yes, he can probably explain Euclidean quantum gravity, but at the same time, he can only communicate by blinking or using an electronic voice synthesizer. Like Stephen Hawking, my computer is old and diseased. It's slow, it freezes every other time I use it, and it probably hosts more viruses than a crackhouse in Harlem. One of its most irritating defects is a broken keyboard; the "G", "H", and "Delete" keys periodically get stuck, often causing me to unknowingly write cryptic emails to my friends that say, "ey, you douceba. ow's life?" This gets especially irritating when I have to ty

Random Thought
"Black then white are, all i see in my infancy. Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me." Without you the colors pause and are to dark to see. Someone needs to hit play, or the image will be burned into the screen.

Randomness Rocks Lmfao
pass this shit on lol THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so ty for being my friend....i love you!!!

Random Thoughts
Love something then let it go and tell me if it comes back will ya. Hate someone and then fall head over heals in love with them. Try something new and fall on your face. Make goals only to purposly sabotage them. Have sex with someone and then tell me how badly it sucked. I have you in my grasps and and yet i feel nothing. I give and you take but you dont give so i have nothing to take. Kill me with your poison word but nothing is spoken. Take me to heaven but tell me its hell. Toutch me with your hands softly but it hurts when you do. I want you to go away but please stay. Well if this has confused anyone im sorry. Im having some issues and this is how they want to come out.. I dont care what you think of me anymore. Take me as i am or leave me all the same

Random
I feel as though I am somewhat of a rational person but life often places me in situations where I become irrational. I usually contradict myself and at times have been known to have murderous fits of self loathing. I am a creature of emotions and tend to allow them to carry me off into treacherous journeys of lunacy. I love to write but my mechanics are rudimentary at best. I have a habit of going on tangents at great length that usually end in nothing but mere verbose rhetoric. I offer no apologies in regards to this. 99.3% of the time my head is in the clouds. You may say that I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one. The past two days I have realized I might be in love. I hope he feels the same way

Random Thoughts.....
i tend to dwell on tomorrow for the sorrows today, finding myself is the hardest thing to do...needle in a haystack doesnt even begin to decribe the search- i am me, they all love me today and hate me tomorrow although most just want to be like me i drown myself in thoughts of what is to come...my bullet proof vest serves no purpose in this fight- bullets pierce that so called heart of mine, leaving me to wonder why it even beats at all anymore....i can not and will not ever be able to fix a heart with puncture wounds- part of me is forever gone, being replaced is not an option i step put of the dark chamber into another...although this one is colder and darker than before....someone is breathing down my neck- to scared to turn around- i walk further into the darkness...no light at the end of the tunnel for me, no more trying, no more giving in, no more compromise, no more sacrifice where is this dark chamber leading me?

Random Thought No.1
Diamond Engagement Right - $140,000 No expense Wedding - $1,600,000 Honeymoon - $1,000,000 Divorce when you realise it was not the best idea? Not worth thinking about.. The best things in life are free!! Is it any wonder celebrities have a high divorce rate?

Randomness. It Works.
I don't play here very often. I have other playgrounds. Most people on here are far too concerned about their "points" and "levels". Seriously. I've denied loads of friend requests, cos I don't know them. Why would I want to be your friend if I don't know you? Try talking to me, instead of just saying "rate me, comment me..etc, etc..." Yup. I'm not very good at these blog things. I just tend to ramble on. About anything. Mostly I try to make sense, but usually I fail. Some might say i'm a bit silly. Perhaps even odd. But silly works. Everyone should be a bit silly sometimes. Laugh and smile and stuffs. Be happy. Happiness makes the world go 'round. Don'tcha know? This song makes me dance. I don't dance very well. But I like to do in my underwears. Heh. I'm hungry for pancakes.

Random Thoughts.....
Well..Today i got a message from someone asking why i am so and so's friend...Well heres a lil insight from me...I am friends with whom i choose to be friends with...I will not be pushed to take whoever off my list because she/he has offended someone on here...Come on people this is the INTERNET...Sorry but i dont do drama...I am old enough to pick and choose my own friends and none has offended me at all...This isnt kindergarden to where hey he said something about your friend so i dont want them as my friend...I am drama free...I dont enter contests...I dont do anything on here that is going to create any kinda notice to me...When i get a gift blast i DO NOT ask for rates/fans/friends...I say come by and say hello...I could care less if i was #10 or number 899...There are so many people on here that i adore...I have a best friend on here that has known me for years and he is the sweetest man...I have a new friend Charles that i adore as well..Sweet, kind, awesome...I have Eric who i

Random Stuff
You Are A Lily You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize. What Flower Are You? Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman "I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?" What Famous Movie Kiss Are You? You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Your Love Quote A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

Random Songs
staind ~ right here Staind/Right HereAdd to My Profile | More Videos outside live Staind & Limp Bizkit - Outside (live)Add to My Profile | More Videos gotta love this one ~ I DONT WANT YOU BACKAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Random Ramblings
Some of us dream in technicolor, seeing the things that we wish to see. Upon waking the reality begins to creep back in wringing the color from life like a dishrag. Sure there are things we can do to escape this reality. Put on rose colored glasses and deny the stark focus of pain. No matter how many times you close your eyes the truth will still be there staring you in the face. As if the pain of daily living is not enough, we chose to seek out one to be a witness to our trials. Mostly in the hopes of evening out the burdens we all carry. The choice we make to share our lives is also to opt to help relieve some of the others load as well. Sometimes colors flare like fireworks against a darkened sky. These bring a few precious moments of happiness and bliss. Eventually even these moments get ground against the wheel. Until the ashes of our euphoria ride along the breeze. Leaving us once again to face the loneliness and agony. The question then follows if the moments are

Random Thoughts And Perhaps Some Venting
I LIKE THE SHOUTBOX CONTRARY IT SEEMS TO MANY PEOPLE. THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE WHO THINK THEIR POO DON'T STINK! IF YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE AND THEY DO SOMETHING TO PISS YOU OFF~~ PLEASE AT LEAST TELL THEM WHAT THEY DID! THAT IS THE CLASSY THING TO DO! UNFORTUNATELY THIS DID HAPPEN TO ME, A WOMAN WHO I REALLY LIKED HERE ON CT NOT LIKE WE TALKED EVERY DAY OR EVEN EVERY WEEK, BUT I REALLY LIKED HER. I WROTE HER A NOTE THAT I MISSES HER AND WAS SHE OK?? AFTER A FEW MORE CRYPTIC EMAILS SHE SAID IT WAS ALL GOOD. SO I TRIED TO ASK HER WHAT WAS BUGGING HER~~ NO RESPONSE I APOLOGIZED IF I HAD DONE SOMETHING INADVERTENTLY TO FFEND HER I WAS SORRY. THEN ALL THE SUDDEN I WAS BLOCKED. SO THAT IS MY SAD STORY AND IT REALLY HAS BOTHERED ME. 'CAUSE I REALLY LIKED THIS WOMAN. AND WOULD NOT EVER INTENTIONALLY OFFEND ANYONE. BUT IF I OR A PERSON DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY DID HOW CAN THEY RECTIFY IT. SO PLEASE EXPLAIN TO PPL WHY YOU BLOCK THEM. I EVEN EXPLAIN TO THE 1

Random Acts Of Kindness
Hey dis dude was mean to me when I come on cherry tap but i do random acts of kindness even though he is kind of mean to newbies please help him out everyone is welcome to comment bomb WILDMAN55 HEAD SECURITY OFFICER OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~INDEPENDENT~BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP

Random Shit
well in my last blog i was mad ,hurt, and few other emotions ill leave out of this one. today tho i feel like the loneliest person in the world. its like the world done past me by. my friends have lives. my enemy have even stopped bothering me. lol. damn this sucks. im so alone. tears stain my pillows, and sadness awaits me every morning. makes me wander wtf am i getting up for. to just sit and stare at the damn walls all day. man just once id like a dropbye, a call just to say hi, a i love u, or anything, im so alone, why? what have i done so wrong that god looks down and says here jer, take a little more u can handle it. but to tell u the truth i dont know if i can. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. im so alone. well im out. like anyone cares noone will read it anyway.

Random Medical Insanity
As if havin kids wasn't enuff to make you lose your insanity....the doctors in this town have pushed me to my limits with their ignorance and greed. Apparently there is NOTHING wrong with me....according to the "doctors" and yet....why am I in the state medically that I am? If nothing was wrong then why do I keep blacking out? If nothing was wrong then why am I not able to eat? If nothing was wrong then why am I totally exhausted and either sleep all the time or don't sleep at all?...hmmm SEEMS TO ME SOMETHIN JUST MIGHT BE WRONG but what do I know....Im just a chick ;) So yea they've now decided to remove their head from their asses and send me to a different doctor...hum bet i get told the same thing....you know what? DOCTORS SUCK

Randomness...
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND SEE YOUR PASSION. I WANT TO LAY BESIDE YOU, WITH MY EAR TO YOUR CHEST, TO LISTEN TO YOUR HEART BEAT. I WANT TO BE NEAR YOU, JUST TO BE ABLE TO SMELL YOUR SWEET SCENT. I WANT TO WAKE UP WITH YOU AT MY SIDE EVERY MORNING. I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND, WHILE WE WALK THROUGH THE STREETS. I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE, WHILE YOUR LOOKING AT ME. I WANT TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING. I WANT YOU TO BE MY EVERYTHING.... I'LL WAIT FOREVER, JUST TO BE WITH YOU... I'LL HOLD MY BREATH, JUST TO SEE YOU. I CAN BE YOUR EVERYTHING... IF YOU LET ME. I WANT YOU TOO LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SEE INTO MY SOUL... I WANT YOU TO LOOK PAST A BROKEN HEART THAT'S BEEN MENDED A MILLION TIMES... AND SEE THE REAL ME... IF I CAN ONLY BE WITH YOU IN MY DREAMS, NEVER LET ME WAKE UP. WITH YOU AT MY SIDE, WE CAN REACH THE SKY AND GO ANYWHERE AND BE ANYTHING. WITH YOU AT MY SIDE, WE CAN ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING. "BABY... I'LL WAIT FOR YOU. I REALLY NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE TO DO, I'LL WAIT FOR Y

Random Ramblings
I don't normally blog. Most of my thoughts don't make any sense to anyone else who reads them, so I keep a private journal at home, one in which I can write and feel my hand glide across the paper, letting thought and thoughtlessness flow freely and unchecked. I have been thinking about words, and what they represent. Most of the time they are merely a way to express inaudible thought, a form of verbalizing an idea. But lately, I have been paying more attention to the way words are spoken, how they are phrased, contemplating why this words was used instead of that word. I have to say that this adds an interesting aspect to any conversation. It tells secrets about the speaker. Paying attention to both form and content tells you more about a personality than just decribing it ever could. This isn't some mind blowing epiphany or anything, just an older concept re-employed by one who is truly fascinted by people and the way in which humans interact. I did take me this long to ap

Random Ramblings
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ALONE?? DID KNOW KNOW THAT YOU CAN BE IN A ROOM FULL OF FRIENDS..AND FEEL ALONE? THAT NOW MATTER HOW MUCH SEX YOU HAVE...OR HOW MANY PEOPLE WANT YOU...YOU CAN STILL BE ALONE.... I KNOW THIS...LEARNED IT THE HARD WAY.... I KNOW IT MAY BE WEIRD FOR A MAN TO SAY...BUT I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED...FOR WHO I AM... NOT WHAT I LOOK LIKE...OR WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF.. JUST FOR ME... I WANT TO LOOK IN SOMEONE'S EYES...AND KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF THEM..IT'S GONNA BE OK... IF YOU HAVE FOUND THAT...I ENVY YOU... IF YOU HAVEN'T..THEN I SYMPATHIZE...

Random Thoughts...
I am in constant pain now. I take some pills that dull the pain for a short time...not long enough for me to feel "normal" again. The pain has moved up from my ankle to the small of my back, so sitting calmly, with out someone asking " are you ok?" is a long, distant memory. The stress of a still pending divorce and life has caused this body to reek havoc and yell anarchy at itself....people wonder why I am short tempered at times, you try walking around and playing nice when every movement causes you pain. I know there is a billion people out there that have it a billion times worse than I do...and I respect the strength they have in dealing with their pain. I forgot where this was going....(laughs quietly to self)....oh well, time to go and smile and play "Mickey fucking Mouse" for these people again...remember, if it feels wrong, try it again. You might have done it wrong the first time.....

Random Thoughts.
I feel like I have been looking for something. I have felt that way since middle school. Looking for something that I cannot quite put my finger on, but looking nontheless. It could be a person, a time, a place, an object, who the hell knows... even a thought. I want to understand things. I try. Listening, watching, waiting. For something, anything. Then again, if I understand, what will I do with the rest of my life? Of course, not knowing when our time will expire, would it not be better to know sooner rather than later? I do believe that I am one of few on this never ending search for... something. In our capitalist society we are so absorbed with what we have, and in fact we are more absorbed in what we don't have. This selfishness leads to thoughts only of money and notoriety, and shows of pride and envy, all of which I hate, which leads me to my main topic. Ever since I could remember I have believed that people are naturally good, that left alone to their own devi

Random Thoughts
ATTITUDE DETERMINES OUTCOME I WOKE UP EARLY TODAY EXCITED OVER ALL I HAVE TO DO BEFORE THE CLOCK STRIKES MIDNIGHT. I HAVE RESPONCIBILITIES TO FULLFILL TODAY. I AM IMPORTANT! MY JOB IS TO CHOOSE WHAT KIND OF DAY I WILL HAVE. TODAY I COULD COMPLAIN BECAUSE THE WEATHER IS RAINY OR I CAN BE THANKFULL THAT THE GRASS IS GETTING WATERED FOR FREE.I CAN FEEL SAD THAT I DONT HAVE MORE MONEY OR I CAN BE GLAD THAT MY FINANCES ENCOURAGE ME TO PLAN MY PURCHASES WISELY AND GUIDE ME AWAY FROM WASTE. I COULD ALWAYS GRUMBLE ABOUT MY HEALTHOR I CAN REJOICE THAT IM ALIVE! TODAY I CAN LAMENT OVER ALL THAT MY PARENTS DIDNT GIVE ME WHEN I WAS GROWING UP, OT I CAN BE GRATEFUL THAT THEY ALLOWED ME TO EVEN BE BORN. TODAY I CAN CRY BECAUSE ROSES HAVE THORNS OR CELEBRATE THAT THORNS HAVE ROSES. TODAY I CAN MOURN MY LACK OF FRIENDS OR I CAN EXCITEDLY EMBARK UPON THE QUEST TO DISCOVER NEW RELATIONSHIPS. TODAY I COULD WHINE BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO TO WORK OR I CAN SHOUT FOR JOY, BECAUSE I HAVE A JOB TO DO! I C

Random Thoughts
WEE HOURS WHEN I GOT HOME, WEE HOURS OF DAWN. I THOUGHT OF YOU THEN WENT ON.I NEVER FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE.BUT NOW YOU GOT ME WANTING MORE.I WANT TO LEARN, TO LEARN FROM YOU.SOME ONE ELSE, JUST WONT DO! YOU CAN TEACH ME THINGS I NEED TO KNOW, HELP ME LEARN, HELP ME GROW. THE RAIN HAS STOPPED, HE LIGHTS ARE DIM, I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT OF HIM. I WAKE WITH DAWN, AND FIND HIM THERE, I SNUGGLE UP CLOSE, JUST THANKFUL TO HAVE HIM NEAR. THE UPS ARE SO MANY, THE DOWNS ARE SO FEW, I NOW FELT THE LOVE ONLY OTHER PEOPLE KNEW!

Random Thoughts
well i've been thinking a lot and i just need help to find something to ease the feeling of abandonment. i just feel like everyone i once held dear or close is no longer there what do you do when you don't trust your close friends and your family? it's confusing and scary to feel like you are the only one out there... i don't know maybe i'm just feeling lost again or just over thinking but i don't feel as though i have a goal or a reason to even try but just exist blah

Randomness
So...nine months out of the year...I really kinda hate my job...not every day, but close enough...the three months of summer that we have, however, kinda make up for it. I have like no meetings...no students to deal with....I don't have to be concerned about drinking at the bar during lunch at all...I don't have a ton of work to do...it's just like good times. Whoo Hoo!!! I spend my days just kinda hanging out for the most part. I mean, I have work to do...it's just very, very chill...it makes me YaY. Friday during the day I have a retreat kinda thing for work...Friday night...I'm going to see Roger Waters. Woot Woot!!! I am extremely excited!! After the retreat, I'm dying parts of my hair blue. Whoo Hoo! Very excited. Yes, I am. I just got off the phone with my dad...and I get to see him...and my mom very soon...I am quite happy about that. I had to warn my dad about the blue hair...hahaha...he's less than thrilled, but happy to have the warning. I get to NY on the 21st

Random Emotional Outbursts
well, i think with exception of the random emotional outbursts, im doing ok dealing with my loss. i guess you really dont know the impact of something in your life untill its gone. this is especially hard on my daughter. shes not old enough to really have lost anything yet. with 12 animals in the house, this will most certainly happen again. so im hoping this will pave the way for her to handle loss in he future. although i know from my own losses, it really doesnt get any easier. id like to thank all of you for supporting me. without all my friends and family, i dont think i would have recovered as quickly as i have. your prayers and support have been wonderful. ill be on and off for a few days, work is not really being kind to me, but ill be around. hugs and kisses keith

Random Thoughts
Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve written a blog… and while many of you could care less, the time has come once again to set my thoughts down in a blog. Wrestling is going well. I’m still working regularly for WVPW. The SWF is starting to run shows again after a long hiatus… and I’m glad to be working for them again. I will be working for NWA – All Star in the coming months in Virginia, so things are looking up in that regard. I may not be the hardest working ref in WV anymore, but I’m definitely keeping my hand in. Besides, at 45 years of age, I can’t do as much as I could five years ago…. And man, I hated to admit that. I’m staying active in my church, which has proven to be a real blessing to me. I do what I can to help out our pastor, and trust me… he keeps me busy. But that’s OK. I have no problem with that. There have been many rewards that have come about from my service, one of which occurred last month. I had the honor and the privilege of helping my pasto

Random Thoughts
At a glance, I know I may possibly give the impression that I may seem different to the a small amount of people that really know me. The reason this may seem to be, is that several things in my life may go right, but then something constantly brings me down, letting me think that I can, by no means get ahead. The explanation for this is that, as a few may know I was saving up to fix my car (blown engine). The week I had an adequate amount of money to buy me another engine, it was towed (the police officer said it couldn't sit more then three days in one spot), but here is the amusing part, he gave me a ticket the day he towed it. Needless to say I sent the money on other things I needed (not wanted), I want another car but will have to wait. But on the brighter side some guy offered to buy my car from me, including paying to get it out, so I might walk away with a little money from this after all. Maybe enough to go vacation, as if I would know somewhere to go, I'm always up for comme

Random Thinking
What in the hell do you do when the one you really want to be with doesnt want to be with you, or does but ignores that factor cause they think it will make them happier, Where does the emotion go, an what happens to the one that is siting there waiting for that opportunity but never takes it again, an if they do they prepare themselves for dissapointment, they prepare for the inevitable failure that is life or relationship, but then what is a relationship, is it just two people being together an saying they love each other, then the question is posed, what is love what is it suppose to me an represent, an why does it matter in a relationship, all these questions get posed all at one time but people never see them till they least expect it, a relationship is being with someone you truly think you can be with, and love is just a word untill it is spoken in most cases, when used at the right time then it becomes a feeling of pure emotion an caring for another being, it is when u open up

Random Facts About Me
more random crazy thoughts that go through my head!!!!!! Current mood: crazy Seven random facts about me..... 1.My biggest fear is having everything I want,but ending up alone. 2.Whenever I am doing something,pouring coffee, waiting for someone to answer the phone, or even looking for mushrooms in the woods, I am always counting numbers in my head until I finish what it is that I started. What am I doing? And also trying to guess how long it will take me before I accomplish my task, this is really frustrating for me because I can't stop doing it! 3.Sometimes I wish I could stay in my dreams, or maybe it has allready happened...but this too has become a nightmare lately. 4.I am too impulsive, I sometimes live like there's no tomorrow, and then pay the price later,but I can't seem to help mysself, Damn it I want it now! 5.I trive on perfection and success, and am climbing back into the seat again, this time, I won't slow down, it's alll or nothing, and I would

Randy Raft
EROTIC INSTRUCTIONS: Climb onto a well-inflated raft in shallow water, and lie on your stomach with your butt and legs dangling over the edge. Your man should grab on to your thighs, as if he were pushing a wheelbarrow, then enter you. He can then pull you incredibly close for the deepest possible penetration. WHY YOU'LL LOVE IT: The Randy Raft delivers a double whammy. First, your guy can move your legs up and down to vary the angle of penetration, creating alternating sensations for you. Plus, since you can't see him, you aren't able to anticipate his next move, which is surprisingly thrilling. As your man gets close to climaxing, have him lean forward so his chest is pressed against your back for an intimate skin-to-skin finale.

Random Pointless Shit
I'm sorry you hurt me, I'm sorry you made me cry. I'm sorry I cared, Well no actually I'm not, But I am sorry I trusted. That wasn't well thought. I'm sorry I stayed up over this, I'm damn sorry I cried. But what hurts worse is I still freaking care about you.

Random Thoughts And Thanks
Yesterday about 500 new grey hairs popped into my head. Jessica was traveling and had some difficulties. It was all I could do to hold it together when she called me to tell me her car had broken down. Naturally, I put fuel in mine and went to go rescue her. I prayed the whole way for God to keep her safe. It's hard to drive 80 plus and hold a cell phone. giggles! I had to know she was ok until I could get to her. I talked with my sister yesterday and yet again she made one comment that just hit my brain. Sometimes in this life, I catch myself praying for something then later on simply forgetting about it before it comes to pass. It's like I give up on the verge of a breakthrough. This time I'm taking a different approach. I have prayed long hours, days, long nights, and months for certain things. I have stood still and stood my ground when God led me to do so. I've sat back and watched His hand move. That which I have prayed for will come to pass. I believe it just as much as I

Random Crap
Eh I really don't like father's day anymore. I guess cuz I have no real reason to be kinda happy about this day anymore since my dad has passed. Just a day to bring up stupid emotions...But ne wayz I haven't posed in awhile. I went to the Zoo yesterday it rocked. I'm going back friday LoL I'm such a kid at heart I tell ya. I think I'm ready to get back out there in the "dating world"...I kinda miss having a man even though the last one was a low-life douche bag. I don't even know why I spent 4 horrid months with that cock sucker. School is good and I'm actually doing good. Yay go me!!! I hate the heat it totally sucks. I wanna go play in the fountian but it's no fun alone. Nicholas is getting so big I can't even believe it. He's my little man. Honestly I don't know what I'd ever do without him. I think I might be getting sick which really blows. I hate being sick. Hmmm I don't think I have anything else to say....and this blog made no sence just random crap put together.... Gotta Love

Random
Random Body: This may just be the most random survey you've ever taken!! 1. What is your best friend's Dad's name? Lon 2. What body part do you hate? ummm hmm can't really say..i'm pretty pleased..maybe my eyes, they're always lookin tired 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? blah i can't remember his name..but he was pretty hot lol 4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater? yesum 5. What body part do you wash first? shampoo first 6. Do you have any piercings? tongue belly button and ears..used to have nose..want to get labret but jay won't let me lol 7. Do you have any tattoos? one big one 8. Is your driveway steep? naw not so much...just long 9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles? sour cream and onion, chilli cheese or pizza ^_^ 10. Have you ever been tied up? umm yes actually.. 11. Whats the weirdest thing you've been grounded for? lol i spent my entire adolesence being grounded..nothing wierd really..i got grounded for sn

Randomness
let's not have anyone freak out this time .... I am not feeling bad, it's just a poem... thanks The heartbreak i feel is so unexpected nobody likes to feel their rejected i didn't expect to fall so far so fast with something, with someone i knew wouldn't last the web isnt real nor the people in it and my hearts not a prize nobody's in it to win it Im a friend to many and loved by few I know that you love me, and i love you to love is a hard word for me to trust i think that is why i prefer the word lust that word i think is easier to believe at least with that one sex is the release but what do you do when you fall so hard so fast i guess you just fall and bruise your ass but you get back up and dust yourself off repair the tears and mend the walls and everything goes back to being the same where you wish they would stay because you hate dealing with change

Random Thought
While some people are asking "what the fuck", I consistently find myself asking "why the fuck". Like, why the fuck don't stupid people stay home instead of taking up the road? Or better yet, are all their friends stupid as well for letting them drive knowing they cant drive? Or why the fuck do people whine about shit they can't change? Things like stopping their significant other cheating on them. Look, if their going to cheat, you have two choices, either get over it and deal with it, or move the fuck on. Thats all there is. There is no, buts about it. There is no "I love them, I just want them to stop". Guess what, they cheat. Maybe not just on you, maybe they do it in every relationship, maybe they just do it to you. Who the fuck knows? Either way, deal with it,or move on, just shut the hell up about it. Oooo, how about why the fuck do people whine about their past? Hey, its your fucking past. It happened. You cant change it. You cant fix it. You cant do anything a

Randomnessssss
You won't be his first, his last or his only. He's loved before, he will love again, but if he loves you now, what else matters? He's not perfect, and neither are you, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he makes you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes.... Hold on to him, and give him all you've got. He's not going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him, that he know's you can break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, don't expect too much from him, Smile when hmakes you happy, cry when he makes you sad, and miss him when he's not there.

Random Quotes
"Of all the things God created, I am often most grateful He created laughter." Charles Swindoll "A clown may be the first in the kingdom of heaven, if he or she has helped lessen the sadness of human life." Rabbi Baroka "It is not death that we should fear, but we should fear never beginning to live." Marcus Aurelius "God asks no person whether he or she will accept life.That is not the choice.You must take it.The only choice is how." Henry Ward Beecher "Courage is the first of human qualities because it is the quality which guarantees all the others." Winston Churchill "To have a good friend is one of the highest delights of life; to be a good friend is one of the noblest and most difficult undertakings." Anon "I'm fed up to the ears with old men dreaming up wars for young men to die in." George McGovern "You know the real meaning of PEACE only if you have been through the war." Kosovar "Anyone, who truly wants to go to war, has truly n

Random Quotes
Well, I'm bored... Thus I felt the need to go through google and find quotes... They were either picked because I found them amusing or they had some deeper meaning to me which I fancied... therefore.. THey aren't for your entertainment and I don't much care if you like them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 'Evil men have no songs.' How is it that the Russians have songs? Friedrich Nietzsche It is good to express a thing twice right at the outset and so to give it a right foot and also a left one. Truth can surely stand on one leg, but with two it will be able to walk and get around. Friedrich Nietzsche Nothing is beautiful, only man: on this piece of naivete rests all aesthetics, it is the first truth of aesthetics. Let us immediately add its second: nothing is ugly but degenerate man - the domain of aesthetic judgment is therewith defined. Friedrich Nietzsche And, after all, what is a lie? 'Tis but the truth in a masquerade. Alexander Pope

Random Thoughts
Baby let me see the way your eyes meet mine Let me read your lips so well defined The way you make my eyes swell with desire I know your reading me Touching me tasting me Stretching out your hands to me aren't you baby My heart is starting to flutter Wildly baby I wonder what you're feeling Are you feeling me too? Man I think I'm beginning to cave into you My heart wants you my mind says no Should i stay or should i go Allow me to find a way to your heart Sometimes I'm unsure of the beauty i possess I'm scared that I'm going to fade away Shrivel like a prune and wither away Your heart is so sweet and so pure Do you care about me as much as you say you do? Do you read me, can you follow my fury? Do you see the emotions running through my head? Sometimes I think I forget to breathe when I'm around you I feel like this whirlpool is surrounding me Cuddling me Feeding me Touching me Tasting me Allowing so much energy to run through me I can feel y

Random Thoughts
The beginning of anything is great, you learn how to incorporate something new into your way of life. We have all kings of beginnings in our lives, home, family, career, even death is a beginning. The most intrigueing of beginnings is a budding romance, this can be the most wonderful high a person can have. Think about it, your blood rushes, your heart pounds, your mind absolutely goes blank and all you can do is just look at them or listen to their voice. Sounds confusing, well it can be, but, isn't it a fabulous place to be. It's great and I'm lovin it and I thank the Powers that Be for putting me here.

Random Poerty
Aphrodite’s Kiss Your silhouette flickering in the candle light With our luscious lips quivering Like they have never been kissed before. Your body yearns for attention Begging to be touched by a soft hand As you call out my name like never before. Tension is building up About to burst – Temptations are not forgiving Do we give in? Closer and closer to the moment and I put my hand on the small of your back Pulling you in closer With the light flickering out. We lean closer to Make this picture perfect moment Our first kiss together Last an eternity. Attack Siegfried Sassoon, The Old Huntsman, 1918 At dawn the ridge emerges massed and dun In the wild purple of the glow'ring sun, Smouldering through spouts of drifting smoke that shroud The menacing scarred slope; and, one by one, Tanks creep and topple forward to the wire. The barrage roars and lifts. Then, clumsily bowed With bombs and guns and shovels and battle-gear, Men jostle and climb

100 Random Line Items About Nothing.
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? nope...not a chick... 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 7 years or so? 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? another day... 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? who hasn't? 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? today 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? everything 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? burrito - beef and bean, i think... 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? depends on if they're coming or going.... 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? symphonie fantastique by berlioz... hehehee 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? in a house 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: PWSHS 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: Nextel...err...or is that Sprint now? 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: What's a mall? i hate them places... 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: USMC about 14 years 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?: you mean the fuxxy rear view mirror ones? no... 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: not lately 17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED?: adrian's... 18.

Random Thoughts
" how many slices with a lotto ticket will it take to get to the center of this idiots throat " was my thought after checking my 1000'th losing lotto ticked yesterday, people suck lol have a good day = cashiers way of saying " i hope you get hit buy a truck, you rat bastard "

Random Sh*t
Friends FAKE FRIENDZ VS REAL FRIENZ FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAl FRIENDS: Cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAl FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: W

Random Childhood Memories - Rabbit
I was looking at this guy. I was reminded of a rabbit that I used to have. He looked more like this. This is how he saw himself People that my sister used to babysit for had him. They had him in a small cage and never let him out. Consequently, he was mean as hell. More on that later. My sister felt bad for the rabbit and asked if she could have it. They were more than happy to get rid of the beast. Like many of our pets everyone had a different name for the rabbit. Mine was Stu and it eventually caught on. Stu was mean. He was very bitter over being in a cage so small that he could barely turn around in it. My older brother did not believe that a rabbit could be vicious. In typical fashion he plunged in head first to prove himself right. Out onto the inside porch Ed went. He beat a quick retreat when Stu jumped up off the ground and bit him on the hand. But that is not what is noteworthy about Stu. Among the menagerie of other animals there was Mu

Randomness
1. How's your heart lately? good 2. When was the last time you went out? monday evening 3. What was the latest movie you saw? ocean's 13 with greg 4. The last place you went? movie theater 5. Miss someone? yes 6 What made you smile today? greg 7. Are you scared to fall in love? no 8. wtf? O.o 9. Ever thought you were in love? Yep... i am right now 10. What is your status right now? happily taken 11. Did you dream last night? yeah 12. What were you doing this morning at 7 am? sleeping 13. What were you doing this morning at 10 am? snuggling with greg 14. What were you doing this afternoon at 12 p.m.? messin' around on CT 15. Name a country you want to visit? scotland 16. How many piercings do you have? 10 17. Do you have a tattoo? Yep, i have 3... 18. What was the last thing you ate? cereal 19. What was the last thing you drank? orange juice 20. What are you gonna to do today? not a clue lol. 21. Do y

Random Thoughts
WHY do we go after that which we know we cant have? I do because I like a challenge, and I insist on torturing myself. Good things come to those who wait, but i am so very tired of waiting. You dont choose who you fall in love with, it just happens! Should you fight for someone you love, or do you wait and let that someone come to you? All I ask is for you to love me now and remember me when I am gone. Because all good things come to an end and nothing lasts forever !

.random.moments.
two year olds dancing in your lap during a moment of rest are highly amusing. finding an entire kitchen cabinet filled with shit ya already thought ya packed? not so amusing. running low on boxes n having bags n bags of trash? well...that at least screams 'accomplishment' having intense body pain while moving book boxes into a more feasible area? sucketh. being told by a non significant other person that you should stay celibate? well thats just an eyebrow raiser prolly best left alone...or Drea-tised. im going to sit here for a few moments. drink some water. have a smoke. listen to some tunes. cuz...i can. so fuck you :D

Random Thoughts I Guess
So I was sitting here last night, and I realized that I absolutely despise alot of people and things that are going on. I hate the fact that I'm being punished for things that I had no control over, I am being excluded from things because I'm leaving, so in my mind, they just dont give a shit. I hate that I am so "Popular" with all these guys now, but hardly any of them even realize that I am a person, and I wont just jump into bed with them, and that I am and will be a bitch if you're an idiot. I just wont deal with stupidity and drama anymore. You wanna put yourself down? Fine, go right ahead, but dont do it near me. You wanna talk shit about others? Thats fine too, and again, do it near me and I'll talk shit about you right to you're fucking face. You wanna sit there and shove you're views down someones throat? I'll point out how contradictory you are and prove to you that your a hypocrit. I just dont want to deal with people. no one. and for the people that think i am just

Randy Rhodes Vs. Yngwie Malmsteen(axe Fight Ii) Results
The votes are in! It was'nt even close and to be honest, if it was a real fight, they would have stopped it! AXE FIGHT II(Randy Rhodes VS. Yngwie Malmsteen) Randy Rhodes-40 Votes Yngwie Malmsteen-7 And still champion-Randy Rhodes! Thank you for all your comments, rates and most importantly, the great friends I have made on here. See ya next time for AXE FIGHT III!

Randomness
You scored as Light, light! You may seem empty and emotionless, because you like to meditate. You may not be emotionless, but nobody except you would know, because you dont show any emotion for you have mastered yourself above such things. Light50% Darkness50% Fire33% Wind33% Earth33% What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Random Ranting.
why do people think i automatically want sex whenever i talk to them on the internet? you get my screenname and bam! you're in. god i hate people. people are so goddamn cocky and some have no reason to be at all. but what kills me is people thinking that i'll "cam with them" or "swap pictures." that's why i think it's funny when people ask. and i think it's kinda desperate, too. you do whatcha gotta do, but damn - leave me out of it!

Random Survey Questions
ARE YOU: 1. obsessed with sex? Well I really really like it. I don't know that I'd call it obsessed. 2. Are you tall?: Nope, snack sized.. 5'2 1/2'' 4. In your pajamas?: I'm wearing a t-shirt. 5. Left handed?: no LAST: 1. Friend you saw: Sean is next to me... Tiffy last night. 2. Talked to on the phone: Not sure. 3. Person to IM you: I don't IM. 4. Was today better than yesterday: Yesterday was a blast at Marie's! Boobies and booze.. Can't go wrong with that. FAVORITE: 1. Number: blah 2. Season: Summer! QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up A: Went pee. Q: Do you have anything bothering you?: A: Not being able to get ahold of my children't father. Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters and who'd you watch it with?: A; Who knows... Movie theaters are so overpriced. Q: Where is the last place you went?: A: Marie's yesterday. Q: Do you smile often?: A: All the time. Q: Do you wish upon stars?

Random Stuff
i dont do anything unless i can do it too much the people who you love hurt you the most. one day i will use the word idiocyncronies in a sentence - knowing what it means , how to actually spell it, and how it could be applied to how ridiculous my life and the people in it are your born and you start to die, everyone is dieing, our rotting bodies we call beautifull or ugly falling apart twisting with age and wear

Randomness
1. Is anyone mad at you? If not then my entire life has been pointless hasn’t it? 2. Who's the last person you kissed? There was a no name agreement between us so no one could feel guilty later 3. Who's the first person you'd call if you won the lottery? Well I’ have to call the lotto people so I could make sure that I actually won something 4. Do you have a fishtank in your house? Nope not enough oxygen flows through afraid the boy will suffocate so I stick with cages 5. What's your ring tone? Who is calling me? 6. Do you delete people from your friends list when you're mad at them? Are we adults here folks? 7. What colour is your pillowcase? Do you mean before the blood? 8. Nearest green object to you? Hehehe, my neighbor 9. What colour shirt are you wearing? Well now who say sI am even wearing a shirt, wait is that you at my window? 10. Who do you trust the most? Who has the gun? 11. What colour is your phone? What ever color you want it to b

70 Randoms
70 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered 1. Have you chewed gum after someone else already has? Sean and I have taken eachothers' gum. 2. What song describes your relationship status? "All of the good ones are taken" Ian Hunter. 3. How much does your dog weigh? I don't have a dog.. But my Frog weighs about 65 lbs. 4. Who are you thinking about right now? Ambyr, I wish she'd call me already!! 5. Ever been skinny dipping? Actually no... Topless yes, but I had bottoms on. 6. Earrings or necklace? I always have my earrings on that Sean bought me. Some days I wear a necklace. 7. Who have you texted the most lately? I don't text. 10. Color of your shirt? I'm topless.. Notice a trend? 11. How many years have you taken a language? I lived in Lawrence, Ma for 8 years.. I learned a lot of Spanish. 12. Who's on speed dial 2? . No one, I don't speed dial. 13. What color is your background on your computer mainscreen? It's a pic of Miss Frog. 14

Random, Very Random
1. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? No don’t think so 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed before the last? yep, just this morning! 3. Have you ever punched a tree? No don’t think so 4. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? In certain situations yes 5. Do you watch a lot of tv? sometimes 6. Have you tried ecstacy? never 7. Have you ever snuck out of your house? yes 8. Kill or Be killed? Definitely kill 9. Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken? Unfortunately break someone elses heart, gotta look out for mine 10. Never sleep or never eat? Never sleep 11. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? You know who you are. 12. Would you ever get a tattoo? Got 3, want lots more 13. Who was the last person you had a dream about? Some of my old classmates. That’s what happens when you look a

Random
this is the most interesting website i've ever been 2. but in a weird way i like it. it's different from all others. but i still perfer myspace over anyother website. even though its overated. watever i don't care. it's such a beautiful day here in cali i wanna go and even out but too tired to do anyting. even though i have alot to do.

Random Thoughts And Quotes On Makeing Love
Eating Mexican food is not the cause of gonorrhea. There is no need for dice in role-playing. Intercourse doesn't happen on a highway. If you engage in oral sex first, it's not called a head start. If she says she's into "bondage," don't show her your financial portfolio. You can lie down during a one-night stand. When a woman talks about waiting for the "right time," she's not referring to a commercial break. Only sleep with someone you love or can say you love without smirking. Making out doesn't mean getting your money's worth. A condominium is NOT the smallest size they make. If your wife tells you sex is a 'pain in the ass', turn her over. A porn shop will not give you money for your used stuff, that's a pawn shop. Doing the missionary position does not mean you have sex in a church. If she says "doggy style," Do NOT whip on down to the local ASPCA center. Kama Sutra is

100 Random Things About Me (in No Order Whatsoever)
1. I'm 75% Irish, 25% British (well, technically, Welsh). 2. I often wish I was full-blooded Irish (or at least full-blooded something). 3. I am a Scorpio and exhibit almost all behavioral tendencies (good & bad) the sign is supposedly known for. 4. I am left handed (in doing most things, anyway), which I believe is still less than 15% the world's population. 5. I was severely underweight for much of my childhood. 6. I'm a frustrated Philly sports fan who's losing more interest in all of it every day. (actually, I barely pay attention to the absurdity of it anymore) 7. I've become more political as I've gotten older. 8. I often use humor as a defense mechanism in serious situations, or sometimes just 'cause it's fun. 9. I'm generally very opinionated but pride myself on listening to others' viewpoints. 10. I have no time for people who don't respect others' beliefs. 11. I believe that a woman's body is her own f**king business, and not beholden to any

Random Survey
For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Y

25 Random Things About Me
25 random things about Me 1.) I like to sew…. Until it feel like work 2.) I love good food… You can usually tell how someone is going to be in bed, just by the way they eat. 3.) I can’t stand a lier or a thief … I would give someone the shirt off My back if I felt they needed it more than I did 4.) I love to write… Until it feels like work. 5.) I love to paint… It’s good therapy. 6.) I am sadistic… I get giddy when I get to cause pain 7.) I am mouthy… I refuse to bite My tongue… I don’t believe it is healthy 8.) I am stubborn to a fault… I won’t budge if I think I am right. 9.) I am a brat…. What’s Mine… is Mine… 10.) I love babies… They are our hope. 11.) I don’t like to drive… Other drivers scare the hell out of Me. 12.) I don’t like malls…just way too many people. 13.) I am a blogging fool … I love the feed back. 14.) The only way I know how to love is… Unconditionally 15.) Respect is a big thing to Me… To earn respect you must respect yourself 16.) I can work on

Random Ramblings
> A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A set of screwdrivers, > a cordless drill, and > a black lace bra.. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > One friend who > Always makes her Laugh... > And one > Who lets her cry... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A good piece of furniture > not previously owned by > Anyone else in her family... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE > Eight matching plates, > Wine glasses with stems, > And a recipe for a meal that will > Make her guests feel honored. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > A feeling of control over > Her destiny... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to fall in love > Without losing herself... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to quit a Job > > Break up with a lover > > and confront a friend without ruining the friendship > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > When to try harder... and > WHEN TO WALK AWAY. > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > That she can't change > The length of her calves, > The width of her hips, or

Random Bitching
I recently told someone to basically fuck off. He recently had a bad break up with his girlfriend and has been messaging me like crazy. I tried to be patient and do what I could to get his mind off of it, but he didn't listen or take any advice I had given him. I understand that he's depressed and hurting, but it was getting to the point where all I would hear from him was how lonely he was. He asked me to go look at her myspace page and see if she had written anything. I told him that she was my friend too and I'm not going to play spy. Etc Etc... I kind of feel bad, but at the same time, maybe its what he needed. Someone to finally say enough is enough. This guy... I've known him for 7 years. I dated this guy and went through a lot of fucked up shit because of him. Anytime we argued and I wanted to leave, he would hold me down and wouldn't let me leave. He kicked a dent into my car door. He broke my palm pilot. He took advantage of me and the things I did. I'm don

Random Weekend Giggles
AN ATHEIST IN THE WOODS An atheist was walking through the woods and said to himself, "What majestic trees!" "What powerful rivers!" "What beautiful animals!" As he walked alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look and saw a 7-foot grizzly charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder and saw that the bear was closing in on him. He looked over his shoulder again, and the bear was even closer. He tripped and fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw and raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant, the Atheist cried out, "Oh God!" Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. "You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist, and even credit creation to cosmic

Random Questions
Do you have any pets? 3 dogs i miss having a cat What color shirt are you wearing? black Name three things that are physically close to you: Dvds, Digital camera and *looks at the toybag*...lamp What is the last book you read? Doctor Who Human Nature I haven't had much time to read much need recommendations need something interesting Are you or were you a good student? I was good student during college and High School . What's your favorite sport? Football Least baseball and golf(both are somewhat retarded) Do you enjoy sleeping late? always! Cant though What's the weather like right now? Freaking HOT and sunny....*turns up air conditioning* Who tells the best jokes? ...I think some of you are better then me lol And you know it lol What was the last thing you dreamed about? .. Well it was very dirty d/s dream and you really have to be over 21 lol Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? yes I drive, And bad drivers from out of state crash

Random Thoughts
Not a lot of random thoughts today.. supposed to get up to about 95 today here.. sounds like a day at the in laws pool and eating leftover crabs. I know, such a hard life.. LOL. Nice Nascar Race last night.. helluva finish. Not a Kyle Fan, but would have been cool to see him win two races on the same track in the same day. I wish I had something profound to say.. but my brain cell is slackin' on that count.. maybe this can be nominated for "most boring blogger" lol

Random Bitching
so yea i got fairly tipsy earlier tonight. so as i drove home in a drunken stuper i start to think once again. i got to thinking about something i said to someone about a month ago. what i said was i would rather have my integrity then be living a lie. yes, i would rather live a harder life then having to sell my soul and do something for a living that i hate. yes, i know im worth more and can do better then anything you can and will be. i will be a happy person living my life then living a lie and doing what you say is a normal life. so i say to you FUCK YOU!!!! this is directed to all those people that say i should be doing something other then what i want. when i had said i am happier to live freely then live a lie to my friend at the time he didnt quite understand it and thought i was being a dick. to a degree yes i was being a dick. i was mostly telling him that you are living a lie and im willing to stand up and do whatever i want and have the freedom to do shit and do

Randomness
Light the night with fire A shady baptismal of heat and turmoil To recreate and become new again Churn it and mix it until the darkness and the light become one Emminent and threatening but with ferver and love Peace comes after destruction When the old is torn down and the chance for rebirth arises And there in the midst is you Whomever you are, you stand there staring! As if out of the gloom and fog stood a pillar of nothingness And something altogther And I understand The darkness, the light They combine to make you. You stand there waiting for me Waiting the baptism and the chaos and flames To depart Or perhaps you are the light And I the darkness Together we disperse the differences and unite No, because the light is in your eyes The goodness and mirth behind your smile Shy and kind, melting my heart like the fire I gladly walk through the flames To be consumed by you

Random Surverys Im Bored As Hell
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name?kade How big is your bed?its a double whammy What are you listening to right now?rammstein - mein tiel What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?2766 What was the last thing you ate?um.. count chocula Last person you hugged?ooooooo i dunno i was drunk How is the weather right now?muggy and hot as crap Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?jimmy What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?eyes and ass Favorite type of Food.tacos! Do you want children?noooooo not right now Do you drink?every day Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?not the entire night Hair color?brownish Eye colour?greenish Do you wear contacts/glasses?no no no my eyes do the job themselves Favorite holiday?new years Favorite Season?the summer time perfect sk8 weather Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?i wept

Random Thought
If you don't like it change it. If you can't change it because your scared then there is no one left to blame. You have only to look into the mirror to see what it is that you are so frightened of....

Random Thoughts.
Wandering around, it seems so random. Who you meet and how. Where and when. Any change in one would change everything, or would it. Who you chose to bring close and who to push away. Who do you forget and who do you remember.

Random Thoughts
Ahhhhh Ok so it's been almost 3 years since Evanescance was here, so I'm due for another fix. Val, Amanda & I had pit tickets last time, but i think i'll have just as fun with Ryan and friends, this go around. KiKKi, we miss you ur soul will live on(val have you anything to say about this). But back to my band, hey i love the music and i love concerts it's ok that Amy Lee's voice is computer generated maybe they gave her singing lessons. But i don't care b/c i love the music. Well till then folks, Oh remind me to tell of you about Beer Collage.

Random Thoughts
Every little thing you do, may have astounding consequences. A random comment to get points may introduce you to your new best friend, or find you with a stalker who will not let you be. If you hadn't taken that one moment to put yourself out there what would you have missed? Or is it just meant to be.

Random Observation Of The Day...
Who knew? I had one leftover Swedish pancake from breakfast this morning. It was actually a rather burn-up sort of pancake, a result of inattention to it due to an unrelated amazon.com fiasco (another long story, don't ask). In any case, by the time breakfast was over, the pancake was...crunchy. So I crumbled it up into smaller pieces on the patio table outside on my deck. I just glanced over there a second ago, and a female cardinal was sitting on the table helping herself to the pancake! So cardinals like Swedish pancakes--- who knew?!

Random Rant
So why bother posting anything that asks for the advice and opinions of others if you're just going to delete anything that doesn't perfectly fall in-line with what YOU want? Why ask in the first place if you're only seeking ONE-sided replies? Lame. Don't waste our time bitching, whining, posting, begging, and asking for replies if what we have to say gets ignored or deleted. Get back on your short bus and take a long ride off a short pier. Asshats. Thankyouthatisall

Random Sexual Thoughts.......
Okay so I was sitting here wondering when it's my time... My time to have this again.... So I hope you all enjoy... I'm in kind of a writing mood so there may be more to come..........~~~~~ ~~I can't wait for the time to feel your hands all over me discovering the curves of my body.... The anticipation of your kiss on my lips to look into your eyes as you move slowly closer to me.........to close my eyes and feel your breath on my neck slowly moving down my body... as you slowly enter me as I tilt my head back and gasp from the sensation of feeling you inside of me.... my hands on your back.... gripping you tigher with each thrust.... then the feeling of our bodies becoming one.... moving simultaniously in motion... as we reach euphoric bliss...~~

A Random Pimpout
SMILE PAUL CAUSE ALOT OF PEOPLE LOVE YOU:) I don't normally pimpout because my list would go on forever..Tonight Im just asking all my friends to go show him some love. Paul is one hell of a nice guy and a good friend. Paul@ fubar

Randoms From Faith
Random Do you have any pets? Yes a zoo full! What color shirt are you wearing? No shirt, white sundress Name three things that are physically close to you: Sean, Frog, my fat cat. What is the last book you read? Tommyknockers Are you or were you a good student? I got bored easily... But if it was a subject I was interested in I was. I love to learn new things. What's your favorite sport? Ice skating, skiing. Do you enjoy sleeping late? Yes What's the weather like right now? mid 80's blue skies Who tells the best jokes? Me! What was the last thing you dreamed about? That our house was on some fault line and it got sucked into the ground. I went to Richard at La Chiquita and asked him for a job and a place to live. I actually told Richard about that dream and he said damn right! He would hope I knew that I could come to him for whatever I need. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I do drive, and yes I've been in several accidents. None o

Randomness
If you could see into my heart through my very soul, You'd find a world of emptiness and pain I can't control. This anguish could you possibly mend and pacify my fears; My unknown love, my hope, my wish, who will dry away my tears. I could love you, though we've never met I'm not sure if we even will; I dream of you both night and day, I long feel your touch; At times this foreign longing can often be too much. Thoughts of you can bring me joy, But equally great pain; While a thought may pass by fleetingly, The loneliness remains. I want a partner to stand by me As both our lives we share; I want to know that I am loved, I need to feel secure. I'll share your joys and triumphs, Rejoice when you are glad; And I want to be the shoulder That you lean on when you're sad. I want to know you through and through, I want you to know me; And though we're worlds apart; Step out of my dreams into my arms, Relieve my aching heart

Random Probing Questions
More quizzys from BiancaVagina's page. Have you ever gotten into an accident with you parents' car? Yup, a couple of times. Nothing major though, just scratches. Ever thought of just picking up and moving far away? I used to have this fantasy often. Even did when things were really bad a few years ago. But haven't had that impulse in quite some time. What's the wallpaper on your computer? I am at work, so just a purple flower. What is the last thing/person you took a picture of? Why of myself, of course. You can't be a self loathing narcissist without staring at yourself constantly. What was the most difficult decision you've ever had to make? To not institutionalize my father, when I knew he was going to commit suicide. Name a band/artist you like that isn't that popular. Dirty Sanchez What is the first vehicle you recall your parents/guardians owning? An AMC Rambler. Mid 60s model. You only have $5 for the whole week; What do you buy

Random
When you see a "Goth" walking down the street the first image that pops into your head shouldn't be Easter Bunny. WFT! Just because you have no color to your skin doesn't mean you can pull off GOTH! I hate the representation that she is giving to the world! I can still be goth without the eyeliner (though do I want to be... no)but Miss Mary Sunshine... Yuck!

Random Ramblings
Here I set, thinking over the years I have spent, waiting for true love to come my way. It's hard for me to understand how the world has gotten to where it is today that love is thrown around like a ball. where has the real meaning of love gone? When a wonman looks at a man and says I love you so much that I do not want to go the rest of my life with out you as my leading man in it. I belive a lot of the disapointments that couples go thru they could over come if they would committe to one another. A real committment is when someone is willing to lay their life down for their friend, and is willing to give life a chance, put away the past the hurts and move on with life and belive that things can change. Life is taking chances. Life is giving of yourself, even if at times it may hurt. I want a woman in my life that I know loves me as much as I love her. One who will let me be the husband, and partner that God created me to be. I will love Pray and Play with the one I love.

Randomness
work sucks! my feet hurt. i went tanning in a tanning bed for the first time ever today. it was nice. the heat felt good on my back muscles. i tan good outside but a friend offered to pay and i was like ah what the hell ill give it a try. i have to work again tomorrow. but thats it again til sunday! woot! thursday im buying the new harry potter book. i cannot wait! its late, im tired. bye!

Random Writings
My thoughts hardly provoke smiles...more often sadness, because I honestly must confess that when I look at my life I realize I've made a mess. Constantly fighting the demons in my head, they want to leave me for dead. Rather than allow me to see the beauty of this world...ending up a lonely little girl. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to be loved like I was once long ago. To be held and caressed. Once again Know the kind of love that makes you feel blessed. But the guys these days come and go without a care, because all they really want is to see my body bare. They don't want to open my heart with a key, just a quick romp and gone for me to never again see. June 2007 NYBella

Random
I have most definitely not been spending as much time here as I used to. I haven't quite decided if this is a good thing or not as of yet. When I do, I'll be sure to inform you. Yogurt is quite disgusting looking, yet delicious. Ice cubes are not best melted on the floor. Walking thru spider webs is quite sticky, at least there was not a spider entangled in my hair as well. That would have been less than pleasant. Ciao

Random =]
Don't blow my sunshine... I want the effing HARSH truth, not some pretty lie. And if you're going to message me saying some bull I don't particuarly care about, you're going to receive a few choice words from me. And eventualy be blocked. You're a waste of space on Gods green earth if you're going to judge me from this. I say, grow a brain big enough to comprhend me. Use this context to figure what's going on with my mind... Try to surprise me. Don't try to bring me down. I'll just label you as a loser with nothing better to do than take someone down with you. I don't believe it's lonely at the top. It's lonely at the bottom. There's a reason people are there. I talk way too much for my own good. Off with my head ! I don't believe you can fall in love once. There is no 'one great love' (if you're religious perhaps your love for God) I'm not high maintenance like most people think. I'd rather earn something myself than have it handed to me, expecially by a man. I like to know I

Random 2 =]
I want to change the world with my writing... I want to open a few eyes so people will see beyond themselves and their little problems. But it is ok to put yourself first every once in a while. Just remember, there are people out there who need you more than you do. "Don't let anyone, even your parents break you. Find good people who care about you and surround yourself with just them. If you can't find them at first, find good music and fall into it, let it hold you until they come." -Davey Havok Personallity: I want a guy whos not afraid to be himself, I'm not here to crack open any shells. I love when a guy can make me feel like a girl. So, I like when he's not clean and doesn't know a damn thing about shopping. It's cute to me. I like to shop for them

Random
Random Facts. In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only... Ladies Forbidden"... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. It is impossible to lick your elbow. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king in history: Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs - Alexander, the Great Diamonds - Julius Caesar 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321 Question: If you were to spell out numbers, how far would you have to go until you would find the letter "A"? Answer: One thousand In Shakespeare's time, mattresses were secured on bed frames by ropes. When you pulled on the ropes the mattress tighten

Random Thoughts
random thoughts r great till u have to much time to really sit an think some of em though right now i am just wishing i was in bed and it was nap time ... but i think my kids r allergic to sleep lol

Random/anger/donuts
things at random make u think that i am mad mad that u never thought u could say them like me not being free just being myself pretty man dont feel pretty today sorta ugly? we fill our words like donuts sweet and hidden what about truth? not trying 2 stay up all night 2 make the donuts just how i'm feeling should make it alright

Random Stuff
My mother had her surgery yesterday, and even though I had to wait close to 12 hours to see her, she is doing well and resting comfortably, with a morphine drip in her arm, lucky her! In other news, I've been summonsed to serve on a Grand Jury on September 4th. Work should just LOVE that new development. Oh well, whadaya gonna do?? My back is killing me today, probably from sitting in those damn chairs at the hospital. I feel like my back is ready to give out on me or something. I have to work today. After two days off, it's really gonna blow, but I get paid today, so that's a bonus. I'm going to attempt to buy a blast, but I can't guarentee it. My mother is pretty good about lending me her credit card though, as long as I pay her back, which I always do. All right, I guess that's all for now. I'm really not in the blogging mood.

Random Musings Of A Confused Individual
Some things that I think are attributing to my moods of sadness are: pain, frustration, and fear • Pain: I'm in constant pain of one sort or another. If it’s not my back it’s my scar from the c-section, or one of my knees (though this is becoming rarer and rarer). I am currently in physical therapy for my back and the scar stuff, but I get frustrated because every time I go in I see a different therapist and they add more exercises/stretches to my list, and I am having a hard enough time finding the time to do the ones I had before. It also feels like every time I do the stretches and exercises I just wind up more stiff and in more pain. The last few nights I have gone to bed in pain and had to just lay there as my back spasm out due to the pain and being so tired I could not move. • Frustration: I feel like I should be doing more. More cleaning, more artwork, more visiting friends, just more… but I don’t feel like I have the time, energy, or ability to do so. • Fear: that I

Random Quotes
Reality is an illusion, albeit a perisistent one. Anon. ============= Time gives all and takes all away; everything changes but nothing perishes. Girodano Bruno ========================= A wretched soul, bruised with adversity, We bid be quiet when we hear it cry; But were we burdened with like weight of pain, As much or more we should ourselves complain. William Shakespeare ============================ A friend is a second self. Aristotle All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire. Aristotle Wretched, ephemeral race, children of chance and tribulation, why do you force me to tell you the very thing which it would be most profitable for you not to hear? The very best thing is utterly beyond your reach: not to have been born, not to be, to be nothing