For the first entry in this, i have no idea what to title it cause it'll be about different things. lol.
You know it's funny, I keep hearing woman say "there aren't many good men left out there, most of them or jerks or assholes" Well even though i do agree with that, i also think that it goes both ways. There isn't many good/decent women out there.
Being single sucks, I'll be the first to say that. I miss having someone in my life i can talk to and hold and do things with. Last night (1/27/07) I was a LAN party with a few friends, it was great and fun, we played some good games, kicked ass, and had great laughs, the only downside to it for me is that one friend has had a girlfriend for 5+ years and the other one is married, they are both around the same age as me, and through out the night their gf / wife would come in and watch them play and cuddle them and nuzzle their necks and stuff, I wasn't that bad mainly cause I was focusing on the games.
But after the games were over and we had the computers packed up there were all snuggled up on the couch and such, not much i could do to zone that out and it just reminded me of how it is being alone. I know most people say "well it will happen" and "there is someone out there" but that is usually said by people who have someone, or who is just blowing smoke to try and make the other person feel better. I know the feeling of lonliness will pass but some days are harder then others.
Well this concludes my first random thoughts, I can't think of anything else to say. If you are reading this, then thank you for your time, and leave any comments if you want, or none at all. Have a good day.
