Random Thought Of The Day
Have you ever had a moment where all of a sudden you realize that a few basic things about human behavior are always the same, and that everybody subconsciously tells you what they're not saying. And sometimes you ignore that for awhile, cause you don't like what they're really saying, but after analyzing the facts, you can't deny yourself what your instincts know. The whole world just goes *pop* and snaps into place, and all the bends of the curved mirror of perception smooth out. So the giants become midgets, and the smiling people extend their claws, as the demons sprout feathered wings. The darkness recedes and the landscape becomes visible, and finally you see the mountain for what it is, and you have to ask if you're still gonna climb this, or is it gonna kill you?

Random Thought Numero Um
So a lot of crap has been going in my life recently and at times I don't even know what to think about all of it.Hell a lot of crap has gone on in my life period lol.It sounds kind of emo but just when everything seems to be going good,something happens and it all goes to shit.But honestly I can't complain too much because I've learned a lot and I've met some really cool people because of it. And then an old friend from highschool invites me to this thing(thank you Brittney lol)and at first I thought it was a weird site but then I got hooked on it lol.It's pretty addicting trying to rank up and crap and then I also met some cool people on here too. I need more fu-bucks though and more friends lmao.Not really sure where I'm going with this but I guess that's the point of a random blog.I'm tired of typing now and this is turning into a novel so I'm going back to listening to music lol. Adeus e obrigado para ler.

Random Obviousness
this site is pretty cool I am cool coolness abounds at the moment that is all

Random Thoughts
I've decided to do a random thoughts blog. I can see my friend Beltane slapping her forehead now. LOL Oh what the hell ? I'm middle aged,and insane. What better time to blog ? I was actually inspired to do this by a poetry page that is an ongoing project of my friend Frogman. It is quite possible that Frogman, Beltane and myself are the most intellectually demented people on Fubar. My daughter "satanatemyshoes" is coming along nicely though, as is my son in law to be "verbottenwhat'shisfuck"...er..."verbottenhimmel". I expect my boyfriend "lostinwind" to go completely nuts once he's lived with me a couple more years. I would love beltane and frogman to get to know each other. Frogman is the king of the run-on-sentence...and beltane just hates that. hahaha She's probably already peturbed at me since my spelling, writing, grammar etc...have consistantly gone by the wayside with every blow to the head I've incurred. She loves me anyway and can usually make some kind of sense in what I

Random Thoughts 2
************** I am looking forward to my daughter visiting in October ! Unfortunately I will have to lay ground rules. My daughter's political stance is 180 of my boyfriend's political stance. I think they are both whacked...but I love them. No talking politics is rule number 1. My boyfriend isn't religious per se but does believe in the bible and God as most people think of God. This is a topic my daughter and I will have to avoid considering my recent re-translation of the bible. So no speaking of religious or spiritual matters while the boyfriend is home. Gee, I can't wait until I get my whole family here at the same time. It would be even more fun if my dad, uncle,and aunt were in the same room but unfortunately they are all dead. No I did'nt kill them talking politics and religion LOL I have a panic disorder so arguing...even heated debate are out of the question. My point is this. With 6.5 billion people on the planet, damn near all of them thinking they are rig

Random Happy Mail
OK, here's the deal... As adults, we rarely get mail that isn't someone telling us we owe them money, asking us to "donate" money or other such things. I would like to send random people (friends & strangers, alike) little gifts, notes, cards, etc in the mail. I've been doing this through another site, and would like to extend it beyond that little 'world'. SO, if you would like to receive something small to make you smile, please send me your name and mailing address, in a private message. You can make up a name, if you'd like (I know how some people are afraid of ID theft... and rightly so). I am merely trying to help make a few people smile, in my own way. Let it be known, I may not be able to send out very much, too often (financial crisis), but I know that I love to occasionally check the mail box to find something to make me smile. And I likely won't be sending anything right away... I rather send things at random intervals, so that it will be a surprise... If this

Random Thoughts
The cowboy has been portrayed as a lonesome soul, a tender of livestock, a mender of fences. well we are all of that, we are the last of a dieing breed, but not by choice.. It's by the world around us. The cities and towns have grown up where once there was miles and miles of grassland, where cattle got fat to feed our families and to pay for our debts. The cowboy is a lonesome soul, but not because we may be alone. Our hearts are naturally heavy, for everytime we look out a window and see another building, a little more weight we feel upon our very souls. We long for the love of a special woman just as our ancestors did 200 years ago. They say we are alone even with someone we love, well folks this is true but only to the point that we long for the old days , when folks always had a cup of coffee and a little news to tell and you never met someone that wasn't a friend. We long to top out on a rise on a warm summers day on a good horse and be able to see nothing but what the good lord

Random Thoughts 3
Now my friend Pirahnahead is encouraging me to write down my thoughts as twisted as they might be. My thoughts upon going to bed and waking are always the same. My love affair with darkness. I suppose my sociaphobic hermetic ways are responsible for this development. I only feel completely at peace in the dark. The darkness does not judge. You don't have to be beautiful or thin or witty...it just accepts you as you are. At night no bill collectors call, nobody wants anything from you, nobody can hurt you. Even a prowler would need a light in order to hurt you. He could'nt see you in pitch black. ( ok barring infratech) At night all the minds shut down and you can breathe and be who you are. If you live underground like I do you can get the same effect during the day simply by banning the light. ( electricity). turn off the phone,unplug the doorbell. Light, both sun and electricity, is the most intrusive, invasive force in the universe. For me, peace can only be found in the darkness

Random, Drunkin Times
written by my friend brenna as this is happening(she is basically narrating the evening): so im sitting at my friends house with a group of us, tiffany is very drunk. its the funniest thing i have seen in a long time. i have congradulated her on making me laugh so hard i peed myself. some of her words; what are those things with sticks that are sticks with pine needles on them... "a porcupine", heres a bobby pin oh bandaids! he looks like mr. mcgoo, pooning, spilling her sock, trying to dry it off by walking because it creates friction. and being taller and having smaller feet doesnt factfatically make sense. oh shit she found the piano. they have mexicans i wonder if they are out there protesting? i wanna change my pants cuz you havepants that are loose fitting and then you have sweats. you know? did you see them they were surrounding the house. when i think about surrounding i think they are like all around the house. i feel like im the only one standing up and i feel like everyon

Random Thought Because Im Bored
i feel like doing something today but dont know what to do...its kinda cold which limits me because of bailey. the fall fesival is going on, which could be fun and nauseating seeing as how i end up eating tons of greasy shit! but i dont want to run into the ex...he wanted to come see the baby today but after he blew her off the last 2 times i said no! which gets me to thinking...why do i pick men out of a trash dump? thats all i pick is crappy men, i dont really deserve one, i think i treat them good! eh...maybe i should be gay? it kinda makes me feel bad to know that my baby will have to be without a daddy (or at least not have one thats worth anything) because i made the choice to leave. there was no point in staying however, he was never there, wwe fought when he was, he was on pills, he never held her and complained when he did have to.i mean i dont understand why its hard to love something (being bailey) that is so perfect(at least in my mind she is)...something that loves

Random Thoughts
I'm so tired of fighting over the ex-factor. My ex & I spent a little over a year together (4 months of it fun, the rest, miserable). And it has taken since last October for me to be able to talk to him, without being filled with hate. And for me that's a rather big deal...but the best part is knowing that we were never right for each other, & that the past is irrelevant. This goes not only for my ex... but for others ex's as well. Some people need to be left in the past forever. While I understand some circumstances are different...Some things that people have done/said are unforgiveable, & should they ever be so lucky as to have my forgiveness, I will do my best to forget them & my best to never forget just how wrong they truly did me. I would honestly never wish bad things upon them, but I certainly will not wish them well. I recently just enrolled in a Medical Records/Coding course online. I think this is one of the best decisions I have made in regards to a career in a really

Random Thoughts 101008
They say life is stranger than any fiction and I think maybe there right. There are so many nuances about life it can leave anybody baffled questioning whether or not something's true. I'm not sure that any one man can truly understand it all but maybe were not suppose to, maybe that's god's lesson that we cannot achieve greatness as individuals but rather as a collective. I think we can progress in life if we truly act as one with an open heart to do so. It is our individualism, our greed, and lack of fortitude that keeps this world from moving forward. Everyone has something to prove to themselves, to others, to the world. We have to put down our childish motives and embrace each other with open hearts and love for one another. I quote from Jurassic Park "that humanity has to surpass technology and not the other way around before we can be truly successful". I think as a whole we preach the wrong message all in the hopes of proving something to someone whether it's more money, mo

Random
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searc

Random Thoughts
The cowboy has been portrayed as a lonesome soul, a tender of livestock, a mender of fences. well we are all of that, we are the last of a dieing breed, but not by choice.. It's by the world around us. The cities and towns have grown up where once there was miles and miles of grassland, where cattle got fat to feed our families and to pay for our debts. The cowboy is a lonesome soul, but not because we may be alone. Our hearts are naturally heavy, for everytime we look out a window and see another building, a little more weight we feel upon our very souls. We long for the love of a special woman just as our ancestors did 200 years ago. They say we are alone even with someone we love, well folks this is true but only to the point that we long for the old days , when folks always had a cup of coffee and a little news to tell and you never met someone that wasn't a friend. We long to top out on a rise on a warm summers day on a good horse and be able to see nothing but what the good lord

Random Thoughts Late At Night In The Inland Empire
i'm sitting here desperately trying to write something. i'm feeling creative yet everything that comes to my mind feels so redundant and whatnot. i was looking through the lyrics that myself and my former bandmates had written for our songs. i read some of them and still feel incredibly proud of what i wrote, or what i co-wrote with my bandmates. i actually put our CD on my stero for the first time in a few months the other day. i couldn't help but rock out. even before i joined the band(yeah i was the "new" guy) i fucking loved the music that Ketaset created. i was a fan first and for most. and i was honored and beyond proud that they wanted me to join them as their vocalist in the first place because i respected them as musicians and as family(my brother was the bass player) and friends. one i can say for Ketaset...they never comformed to any popular trend in metal or music in general. EVER. they/we wrote what we wanted to hear and i have yet to hear any band signe

30 Randoms
I absolutely love Christmas and my house looks like Hobby Lobby or Michaels vomited everywhere starting the day after Thanksgiving. I put up 4 trees and they each have a theme; Snowbabies, Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer, Colts, and a Blue/Silver/and crystal…am working on an Irish one… My favorite movie is Top Gun with A Knight's Tale as a close second. We own around 1200 DVDs…it's a sickness… As you can tell, I do not have hobbies, I have addictions… I used to have my nipples pierced… I have a trinity knot tattooed on the top of my left foot…I'm not pagan, I'm not catholic, and I'm not obsessed with the TV show "Charmed." but thanks for assuming! :-p I am obsessed with collecting make-up bags, purses, and make-up… When I have time to read, I'm always picking up something uplifting (insert sarcasm here) the Holocaust, prison systems, crime, slavery… it's all fascinating to me… I have a huge crush on Dwight Freeney of the Colts…yummy ;-) I played baseball/softball

Random Thoughts
ok, so a lil disclaimer... i do too much thinking when i spend 11 hours a day driving. so this is the result, a blog about me. this one is a little about me and it is a peek in my mind (a random hodge podge).. oh and spelling is not my strong point. I have to start by saying, I am really single. Been single since Jan. After the ex and I broke up after 6 years together. I will admit that I had a hand in it. I am not an easy man to get along with all the time. I also figured that if she called off the wedding a week before it was to happen but still wanted to be with me, something wasn't kosher. But that's all background info. No need in going into details. I am a truck driver. I primarily do the lower 48 states. I get all over the place. I love my job, I do not want to do anything else. I have had a variety of jobs in my life. And it was part of the cause of the break up. I had a couple of offers to work locally and as great as that sounds, its less rewarding. But, I digres

Random Songs
A couple crappy played quick songs on guitar

Random Facts
* I LOVE oldies * I LOVE peanut butter cup icecream * I LOVE cappuccino * I LOVE Michigan State Spartans * I LOVE my family * I LOVE sports * I LOVE friends * I LOVE staying up all night and sleeping in * I LOVE honesty * I LOVE my job * I DON'T view NSFW * I DON'T listen to Metal * I DON'T care if you like me * I DON'T forgive easily * I DON'T get close to ppl * I DON'T join groups * I DON'T like rude idiots * I ALWAYS say my opinion * I ALWAYS have a rubberband around my wrist * I ALWAYS wear my heart on my sleeve * I ALWAYS get my heartbroken * I ALWAYS have fun bored.. im sure there are a ton more but eh.. dont wanna finish... big game tomorrow GOOOO MSU~!

Random Important Thoughts
these are just some questions id like to share and if anyone has answers those would be appreciated also!! 1-is sex that important in a relationship? is it important to the point where if the sex was bad but u was really feelin that person somethin terrible u wouldnt fuck wit em nemore just for that reason alone? 2-why do ppl front or act brand new in front of their ex? i mean hell yall not 2getha and if u done moved on and feelin someone else why u gon act brand new wit that person in front of ya ex? 3-why do ppl claim they grown and dont have time for games yet they be the main mothafuckas actin like a child and be on some childish shyt? 4-why do ppl fuck up good things just to go back to the shitty ones? 5-why do ppl feel the need to lie and lead others on just to hurt them in the end? 6-are looks really that important? i mean what if someone is too cute but they have the most fucked up attitude? would u fuck wit em bc they cute in the face despite they attit

Random Shit!
yucky day.. cold.. rainy.. sleety.. and if you look real close. maybe even a little snow.. nothing else better to do.. let's make a blog! Yeah!!! (God I need a life!) Favorite things: Hmmmm.. let's see.. Homemade chocolate chip cookies, mmmmmm... Warm fuzzy blankets... the smell of fresh baked bread, hugs! Little kids laughter. Puppies!!!, Smiles, Friends, Family, warm towels from the dryer! Things to Ponder: What's that round thing at the top of a flag pole for? Why do they say.. Four corners of the world, when the world is round? How come your nose runs and your feet smells? Why is it, when you sneeze you say Achoo.. ? How did confuscious become so wise?? Ever wonder.. Who was the first person to take a bunch of leafs and smoke it? For what reason would they do this? How many licks does it really take to get to the center of a tootsie roll tootsie pop? If you had it to do all over again.. would you? How come they don't make handles for bag

Randy Pausch
Randy Pausch This is Professor Randy Pausch's inspirational speech based on the last lecture on Oprah's show. I found it to be very inspirational and I have learned lots from this one little video. Maybe you might too. To see the whole lecture that is over and hour long... copy and paste the link below into your browser. Have an awesome day! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo&feature=related

Random But Fun
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! Ok, so here's my 10 weird/random things/facts/or habits about me. (1) I love Country (2) Tattoos are a huge turn on (3) I am only 5'3 (4) I have ADHD and drink coffee to control it (5) I love to feel needed (6) I hate feet. (7) I am addicted to my acne medicine (8) I cant stand unibrows (9) I shave just about anything on my body (10) I really can be a bitch I am going to tag: 1-Dez 2-Kenney 3-Chris 4-Michele 5-Anthony

Random Stuff You Might Want To Know About Me (myspace Style)...
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: No, I honestly haven't! Ever been in a car wreck?: Yeah, a couple. I'm horribly phobic of them, though. Were you popular in high school?: I was the middle range. Sorta kinda! :P Have you ever been on a blind date?: Um...no. Are looks important?: They're never a bad thing, but they don't mean anything without an awesome personality! By what age would you like to be married?: Eh...I'm over that "married by (insert age here)" phase. Have you ever made a mistake?: Of course! I'd be a total liar if I said no! Are you a good tipper?: I try! I know it's hard tryin' to make that dollar! :D Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: Nope. Have you ever peed in public?: Erm...not that I recall! What song do you want played at your funeral?: I dunno! That's morbid! Would you tell your parents if you were gay?: Eesh...that's a hard one... What would your last meal be before getting executed?: Steak a

Random Nothingness
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes, I take another deep breath Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control.... Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Nothing changes? Days go by...

Random Poetry From Inside
having these mixed emotions. driving threw my mind. Wanted all the answer.. And never seeming to find. You walked threw my wall and released my chians I screamed out your name Only for me to die in vain You say you want to try this but i see the fear in your eyes Longing for the answers only wanting the truth But the lies they just keep spreading.. Threw the walls they will leak. The truth about you will spread fear The other female crys in the corner.. While you just smile nimbly Do you know the pain You caused her? Do you know the tears she sheds? Only answering yourself, to hold your wall up Trust me i do it to But is it fair to her I ask you only once Because i believe it will But dont lead me down the same trail as everyone else does So if your sincere about what you mean Grab my hand n lets leave.. from this Nightmare!

Random Thoughts
i often ponder the meanin of life my x confuzes me for once i would like a guy who doesnt beat around the bush im tired tv is borin im out of ciggys i need to run to the store i need sleep i need sumthin else but i wont say heh im not myself rite now i been feelin kinda weird since fri my REAL friendz rock im so bored outta my mind i cut my finger & have no idea how i did it well thats it for now updates will follow have kick @$$ week peeps DV out xoxo

Random Things About Me....
Ten Anonymous Things You Want To Say To Different People: 1. Thanks for being there no matter what and when no one else is 2. Why cant you love me like I love you 3. Let the past stay in the past and move on with your future 4. Dont stay if you dont really feel the love 5. I love and miss you so much 6. You are my best friend 7. Thanks for believeing in me and giving me the strength to believe in myself! 8. I hate you and wish I never would have met you 9. I love you, hang in there, life will get better, i promise! 10. I love you more than you know. Eight Ways To Win My Heart: 1. BE HONEST WITH ME 2. STAND BY MYSIDE NO MATTER WHAT COMES ALONG 3. SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT LOVE MEANS 4. REMIND ME EVERY DAY HOW MUCH I MEAN TO YOU 5. LISTEN TO MY WORDS AND THE MEANINGS BEHIND THEM 6. NOTICE ME WHEN I LOOK MY WORST AND MY BEST 7. HOLD ME WHEN I AM CRYING GOOD OR BAD T

Random Shit..lol
HAVING A BIG HEART AND NOT A BIG EGO..GOES A LONG WAY HEARTS CAN BE MENDED EGO'S STAY BROKEN FOREVER... DO NOT HESITATE TO TELL THE ONES YOU LOVE I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY LIFE IS SHORT AND IT FLYS BY WAYYYYYY TO QUICK...... BELIVING IN SOMETHING TO ME MEANS YOU MUST FIRST BELIVE IN YOUSELF SO START TRUSTING THOSE WHO BELIVE IN YOU YOURSELF..... WHEN YOUR SINGLE IT DOESNT MEAN YOUR ALONE IT JUST MEANS YOU HAVENT FOUND THE ONE WHO MAKES YOUR HEART SKIP A BEAT..... AND WHEN YOU DO TELL THAT PERSON EVERYDAY THAT THEY ARE YOURE WORLD AND HEART CAUSE WE ONLY GET ONE CHANCE AT THIS IN LIFE......... PEOPLE SAY BEING A HOPELESS ROMANTIC IS WELL JUST HOPELESS..(H

The Random And Possibly Deranged
My page used to be too long because of all the random information I tend to throw around. Therefore, this will be my new random area, and I'm sure will be changed updated and vented in often.... hehe Still new to fubar, don't understand or support fu-marriages, ownings, begging or any other useless bullshit I've seen on here so far. I ask any and all friends to please kick my ass then block me if I EVER get fu-anythinged. I have a cam, I don't dance around naked in front of it. Don't like that? Tough. I don't cyber and I'm not interested in phone sex. That's right folks, I'm a virtual prude. You want sex? Drive your ass to VT and then I'll see if I'm interested. I'm a single mom of a 9 yr old son. He's a good kid, but not a day goes by that he doesn't make me regret teaching him to speak. I also have a ferret. She steals. If you come to my house, watch your stuff. I am not responsible for any items stolen by the weasel. I have a bit of an ink fetish and 5 tattoos, but

Random Thoughts
Been doing a lot of thinking lately. Strange yes i know especially considering i do work two full time jobs. Got an email from an ex the other day. In it accusing me of being a lair and unfaithful. How is this possible when i have not had contact with this person in over two years. Yes you heard it two years. I kicked him out. We where only together about three months when i broke it off. I worked during this so called relationship about on average 16 hours a day, he on the other hand sat on his ass 24/7. Granted he did move down here to be with me but one would think he would get out and find a job. No instead he sat at the computer talking to other women, calling others, and not contributing to a relationship. A girl can only take so much. So honestly was i wrong in kicking him out. Granted the only reason i have contacted him in the past is he left some of his shit here and i want it gone. Guess i am stupid for storing it for him. So honestly guys if you read this tell me what you t

Random Thought Of The Day..
Here's a good and true thought on global warming... "..Germany, one of Europe's bigger economies has seen coal production increase 3.5% so far this year despite their attempts to put restrictions on it to cut down on greenhouse gases. The reason for the increase? It's too cold. Higher demand has equaled to more coal production and usage. So let's get this straight, it's too cold to fight all of that warming..." Right. There's your random thought of the day...Peace.

Random Prizes Fubucks & Drinks All Day Tuesday!
IT'S A NEW LOOK WITH SOME NEW STAFF HIRING ALL STAFF & DJ'S @ TEXAS MUSIC ROADHOUSE PULL UP A SEAT, KICK BACK HAVE A DRINK MIGHT WIN YOURSELF SOME FU-BUCKS & PRIZES WHILE GETTING SNOCKERED IN THE PROCESS! LISTEN SOME TUNES

Randomness
Fear the unknown. People have done that for eons and been quite alright with it. Guess that's why I said people and not we, I find myself repeatedly blissfully walking into the unknown with odd optimism and curiosity. What ever is unknown is change, it's different and from my vantage point a fresh change. So does that make me fearless. Not by a long shot. What I fear is the known, or more over what I know about me. The habits I have become accustomed to, I fear my own nature to a point. to a larger point I fear human nature. The vile repulsive thing that it is. don't get me wrong it had it's pluses, largest of which being that it will end. The jealousies, insecurities and desires cause a mass of confusion and suffering that only we have ever had the displeasure of experiencing. I know where most of my faults are I have been lucky enough not to dismiss them, or most of them. so that fear of the known is a healthy one. fear has it's uses .. it's purpose. it is the great moti

Random Thoughts
She sat alone in her little bathroom. Such a strange place for one to retreat to, but she did not care. It was her private place. Somewhere for her to be her true self without regret. On most occasions she held her ever faithful scissors in her hand, contemplating what to do. She could either ignore what she's feeling and continue wearing her mask of fake smiles and happiness. Or she could make it all go away, even for just awhile would be such a relief. Ignoring the fact that her inner sorrow will remain, she takes the second choice. Tears crept down her cheeks, because she knew this would only cause more trouble. But why should she care? No one truly cared for her and if they did, she couldn't believe them. How could she when she has been treated like shit for too long? ----------------------------- I'm tired of saying SORRY! Even when I did nothing wrong, I still say it. No matter how exhausted I am of the word, I continue to say it. Even to those who don't deserve it. It's ju

Randomness
Can you hones​tly say that thing​s are runni​ng smoot​hly for you? No they could be better What does you last text say? "good night suga bugg haha you can't txt me back" Do you regre​t your last kiss?​​​ no If you could​ move somew​here else would​ you? yeah i'm planning on it Are you bette​r at math or engli​sh?​​​ English Do you know anyon​e named​ Taylo​r?​​​ No How many peopl​e of the oppos​ite sex do you fully​ trust​?​​​ i don't really trust anyone of any sex, i have major issues and it kills my relationships with ppl Are you frien​ds with someo​ne who'​​​s older​ than you? Yep Does it bothe​r you when you text someb​ody and they take forev​er to text back?​​​ it depends In the past week have yo

Random
Everyone has a dark place in which they hide deep inside themselves. It is not very often when they decide to let it show up or let some light get to it. I can say that I am one of those people. Only my dark place has a catch to it (just like few others) and that catch is when mine comes out it sticks around for awhile. Depression, ain't got shit on the way I feel when that comes out. Anger, pain, frustration, denial, and horror are but just a few emotions that are present when it come out. But lets talk about how things are "gonna be better". Different people have different ways of pulling out of the black funk. Stay positive or start enjoying life, boy thats a hell of a lot easier said then done. You see the way that most people deal with it is to suppress it and let it fester. Let me tell you about that if you let it it will take you over and when it does look out, your life will spiral down faster than you can say it. I know I live like that everyday. It is not fun because you e

Random Thoughts
I wonder if all these people who exercise and eat right, dont smoke or drink,... do you think they feel stupid when they die for no reason?? I believe that you can think you know what you want, KNOW you know what you want, believe you know what you want... then you get it and you realized you have no idea what you really wanted or why you wanted THAT I believe the more things change, the more they stay the same I believe that if someone tells you they wont hurt you, you can guarentee they will... and probably sooner than you think I believe random ideas can be fun... and funny I believe change takes time, energy, and a strong will I believe that most people are stupid, annoying fucknuts that are only here cause its illegal to cut their heads off and shove them up their own asses I believe I might have anger issues I believe that if you think someone is worth it all, you will do anything you can to keep them in your life I believe in love at first sight I

Random Feelings.
You are the most beautiful thing to me. You brighten my day with your smile. You make me feel so special when I am around you. You know exactly what to do to make me in a better mood. You know that I love you. You know that I can?t stand not being around you. You are my everything. You are the one I love and the only one I love. You are my princess and I am your prince. You are who you are and that?s why I love you. That?s who you are to me.

Random Monday Thoughts
So, my oldest is outa school the whole week & that stupid holiday is Thursday. I don't like holidays since my mom died, i'd rather eat at Taco Bueno than be with family i can't stand. Riley's nana(which i adore & she was my mom's friend) told me to come see her, but she lives like 3 hours away & i hate driving, not sure if i'm gonna go or not. maybe i'll just sit on my couch and read some more. i read that Twilight book yesterday, the story is ok, but the writing is horrible. i'm hungry. anyway, that's about it. p.s. boobs

Randoms
Today, i want to know random things about everyone...at least 1 but hopefully more. Jenniy random # 1: The scar on my ass in my nsfw pics came from a kid hitting me with a bicycle when i was 11. It took 14 stitches, I think.

Random
sands of time slipping slowly away falling gently to the bottom of the glass while fate and destiny do battle for control of your soul in there cruel dance of life bringing uncertainty of what the future holds or tomorrow will bring happyness sadness whos to say all you can do is live for today never sure where you stand in this world never sure which way to turn

Randomness....thought Of While In The Shower..
I come home and the house is empty, you're gone home and I can't be with you. Work was a long dreary place with brief spots of sun when I got to talk to you...I peel my scrubs off as soon as I shut the door behind, I'll pick them up in the morning, all I want now is you...and a hot shower...but I'll have to settle for the shower... I turn on Nickleback...let my hair down as I adjust the water to just the right amount of hot and cold water and I step in and shiver as my feet touch the cold tile I let the water wash over me, from the top of my head the the bottom of my feet..steam starts to rise as I grab my wash cloth and smear a liberal amount of body wash on it. The scent of rose and white tea is bouyed on the steam as I begin to slowly wash myself in long lazy strokes...starting at my shoulders and working my way lower....over my breasts the swell of my stomach to my hips slipping inbetween to stroke at the cleft that begs for your attention.... I pause there briefly before

Random Sex
ok i am so0o0o0o0o0o0 sick of guys thinking that becasue i wont meet them to have sex then i DONT like sex.. or because if we went out on a date and at the end of the date i wouldnt have sex.. there again they think i dont like sex. NOT IT AT ALL guys... i am just not like that.. i love having sex ( would rather make love)with lots of feelings... with a guy i care for .just not out for sex.. hell i could find that anywhere just like all of us... but i want something that someone is willing to put the time in getting to know me .. and all that ,that gets u to that point...that is harder to find.WAAAAAAAAAAAAY harder to find. so i will take the harder road and thats cool with me.. and if someone doesnt like that.. well then they really arent for me... good luck to everyone on here..... we all have what we r looking for.. and just cause mine isnt the same as urs doesnt make me strange.. i just have no problem sticking to waht i believe in or what i want.... if u want to have sex wit

Random Shit
anyways i been working a hell of alot lately and i cant help but to say my boss is an absolute asshole.But,heres the funny shit i get wasted with him when we aint on the job.Its some crazy shit like two faced hahaha,na im kidding ... shit or am i i dunno.Another stupid thing is the fact my brother has his wife over and shit and she leaves her damn thongs and shit all over the living room floor,free ballin it is alright with me but damn at least put your shit up in a dresser.

Random
Looking for some snowtires for my Blazer I ran across a consumer report that said the Goodyear Fortera Silent Armour was the #1 rated all season suv and light truck tire. I have that tire, It sucks on snow. Imust not be a consumer :(. I'm really moody today, sorry.

A Random From ♥ Crystal ♥
What's a song that you're ashamed to say you like?: Blame It On the Rain - Milli Vanilli (please don't tell anybody!) Ever had sex in a public place?: Yes Do you do something about it when your stomach hurts, or just let it be?: Take some pepto Which is worse: Stale chips or flat soda?: Flat soda. Ugh. It is a proven historial fact that Hitler started WW2 by invading Poland because they sent him flat soda as a gag gift. Are there any CD's that you enjoy listening to all the way through?: Hundreds. I don't care for the CD's that only have 1 or 2 good songs. Do you ever have binges that last for hours, watching YouTube videos?: No What is your favorite fast food restaurant?: Taco Bell.. or Popeyes.. What is the color of your bra/boxers?: Had to go check but its hard so see. I think they are black or dark blue Do you believe sex should be mandatory in an ongoing dating relationship?: Sex should be mechanical and repetitive. Have you ever recorded

Randolph Sanders Is My Best Firend And Michelle Brown Was A Great Friend R.i.p Shelly
MICHIGAN CITY - After suffering a severe head injury in a shooting incident Monday at Normandy Village, Michelle Brown, 28, was in terminal condition at St. Anthony Memorial on Tuesday, said her sister, Elizabeth Brown. A warrant has been issued for the arrest of Randolph Sanders, 401 Pearl St., on a murder charge, following a probable cause hearing on Tuesday morning, Michigan City Police Chief Ben Neitzel said. He said Sanders had gunshot wounds in the head and the buttocks, and is expected to be in St. Anthony Memorial indefinitely. Elizabeth Brown said her sister, a designated organ donor, is being kept alive until organ recipients can be identified. Her father, Robert Brown, was at Normandy Village when the incident occurred, she said. Michigan City Police Lt. Sue Harrison, commander of the Detective Bureau, issued a statement Tuesday morning stating two officers were dispatched to 2207 Normandy Drive at 5:19 p.m. for a possible shooting. She said a handgun was recovered

Random
well if you just wanna chat or hook up i love women big boobies lol??? seriously though if just wanna know me add me or post everyone

Randy (aka) The Game
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/bsF Motörhead The Game Lyrics: It's time to play the game... Time to play the game! It's all about the game and how you play it It's all about control and if you can take it It's all about your debt and if you can pay it It's all about pain and who's going to make it I am the game, you don't want to play me I am control, no way you can change me I am heavy debt, no way you can pay me I am the pain and I know you can't take me Look over your shoulder, ready to run Like a good little bitch from a smoking gun I am the game and I make the rules So move on out here and die like a fool Try to figure out what my mood's going to be Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me? Don't you forget that the price you can pay [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/bsF ] 'Cause I am the game and I want to play.... It's time to play the game... Time to play the game! It's all about the game and how you play it It's a

Random Facts About Nicole Marie
-I love reading! Just for pure enjoyment. -I cannot sleep with socks on. It drives me fucking nuts. -When I was in 1st grade, I had tubes put in my ears. -I am still good friends with a lot of the people I grew up with. -I love learning! History was my favorite school subject. -I HATE MATH!!!! -My favorite color is orange. -My parents were alcoholics. -I hate heights and snakes. -I am a tomboy! -I love Nascar. -I was the only girl on my Little League All-Stars team, and the only one to hit a homer :) -I love making people happy! -I thrive off of music. -I hate drama and bullshit. -I have a nasty temper, don't cross me. That will be all for now. There will be more to come!

Random Thoughts
The strength of a friendship/relationship is not shown until faced with adversity. Challenges and roadblocks are not always bad, for not only do they make one stronger, but they show the depth and truth of many things around us. It is better to have one true and loyal friend, than many who call you friend. Actions, not words will show which ones are true. Sometimes it is better to stop at a crossroad in life and wait. A decision made in haste, anger, or when hurt, is often made wrong. Patience will often bring clarity. The best gifts are those whose value cannot be measured by money - a smile, a hug, a call.

Randomness
Last beverage → coffee Last phone call → mom Last song you listened to → Christmas music Last time you cried → it's been awhile Last text message - Kel HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice → yes Been cheated on → yes Kissed someone & regretted it → Yeah. Lost someone special → Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS → Purple, Black, Pink IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU: Made a new friend → Yeah. Fallen in love → No. Laughed until you cried → Yeah. Met someone who changed your life → Nope. Found out who your true friends were → Yeah. Found out someone was talking about you → Yeah but it was no surprised cause the two bitches are know as gossiping shit talkers RANDOM: How many kids do you want to have→ two Do you have any pets → Yep, 3 dogs Do you want to change your name &

Random Poem(means Nothing)
Looking throu the little pieces of what used to be, I see nothing but memeries of what used to be uless thoughts of nothing more then a silly game a mere picture puzzle that you and i made. Siffting throu thoughts in my head i find nothing of a time long since dead. Nothing left to remind me of what used to be nothing left of proof of you and me no one we used to know comes around anymore prolly because I blocked them out the minute you walked out that door Loosing my mind I hear the echos of your vioce Yet all I hear is the hurt in your words All the times I've let you down all th things I've said to bring you down the things I would change if I could wishing I could undo it all start life anew can't go on living my life as if I never knew you time passes it gets no better Waking up today wishing I could wash all the shame away hard to want to keep going But I keep living hoping wishing that someday somehow I'll find a away to make you mine Keep you by m

100 Random Things About Me
1.Born and raised in Kentucky 2.I actually like living here... 3.My middle name is Dawn 4.Its plain and I hate it 5.SO not a morning person 6.I hate to be called "goth" 7.Call me "emo" and I'll bite your fucking nose off! 8.I bite my nails till they bleed 9.Have recently tried to stop, ha 10.I dislike the idea of marriage 11.I always drink too much 12.I'm a pothead (go figure!) 13.Green peas make me wanna hurl!!! 14.Suck my toes and I'll be your slave for life 15.I have 3 pets snakes ( Diva, Jack, and Lucius) 16.I have 1 dog (Brandy) 17.Graveyards are my home away from home 18.I love creepy crawlies 19.I'm not afraid of anything 20. ...ok, I still think monsters are out to get me 21.I love feet! 22. Policemen make me really nervous... 23. ...I have a thing for policemen 24.I wanna be a Park Ranger when I grow up! 25.I love the outdoors 26.Science turns me on 27.ignorance turns me off 28.I have a dried owls foot in my jewelry box (its cool) 29.My favorite col

Random Stuff About Me
DISCLAIMER: Nothing I say or do is to taken seriously. I do write the truth from my own personal life experiences. That being said please enjoy laugh and learn. My Nicknames past and present Blanch, Blanch-Vegas, B Vegas, Vegas, B The Colonel, Colonel Killa’ J Big J Tank Saw Things I hate My first name Maryland drivers Ghettoites Sea Food Morbidly obese people Sales tax War protesters Organized religion Stuff that pisses me off When you say “How’s it going?” to a person and they don’t respond When you say “How’s it going?” to a customer and they give you there name or order information People who use the left turn signal to turn right and vice versa When people try to call you on every statement you make People without any form of patience Things I say a lot Good n’ you (only in response to some one who hasn’t answered my how are you question) Fuck you with a big black rubber cock That’s gayer than two dicks in one ass (Why don’t you) Go drink a bi

Random Thought
may we each find ours in timeless space without warning or expectance as on baited breathe we give and take a step closer to chronos' final page when the doors are locked and the last chair is cleared and only death remains

Randoim Thoughts
Laying in my bed thinking of you, knowing you're not thinking of me. I wonder if anyone is going through what Im going through. The days we had together went by so fast. I know you don't love me anymore but I still love you. I want you to hold me close and kiss me through the night again. You don't realize what you have done. I am going through so much- not to have you by my side. You are my world, life and true love. You don't know what I am going through. I love you so much. I never knew what love was until I found you. When you told me it was over, I cried myself to sleep and I still do. My heart aches every day knowing were not together anymore. All those times you said you loved me, I wish they'd come back. I gave all I could to keep you but I guess it wasn't enough. I can't find the words to make you understand how much I love you. When the days got darker my heart began to ache even more. The day you left me was the worst day in my

Random Thoughts.
Here we go... I hate it when it's freezing freakin cold! Right now, temperatures are so cold, we didnt even come close to 25 today. It was 3 this morning. Brrrr. I just wonder sometimes, why is it that we know what we should be doing, but yet we don't? That makes no sense to me. Seriously, we know we should take care of the people close to us, but yet we do the total opposite. Never understood that. I love you Tiff and Ariel. Just sayin'... I guess, no white Christmas here this year. :( Well, can't have it all I guess. But it would still be nice to see at least a bit of snow, instead of 50 degree weather. For pete's sake, it was 65 DEGREES on Friday! A Friday...IN DECEMBER! My family is coming from all over on Thursday for Christmas. And I mean all over. Hope Terry stays sober. I am looking forward to next Monday. I'm doing a co-hosting stint with my bro DJ K-I-D, during his Babydolls shift. My pipes will hold up, I know...It's my body I sometimes worry about ;) T

Random Quiz
Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test... The DruidNinja, Monkey, Punk, Cowboy Druids are filled with a dramatic sense of wonder, viewing the world through rose-colored glasses as they watch everything come to life, from flora and fauna to mundane objects. They see the good in almost everyone and everything, yet struggle with the idea of ethical perfection (or lack thereof). They tend to turn away from the world and toward essence and ideal, and while they are concerned with all people and creatures, those things are valued only in that they are part of a greater whole; in this, they often struggle to find their place in things, and need to feel a part of whatever they are involved with. Fluent with language, they are keen to pick out patterns in people and things, although their somewhat otherworldly focus on the larger picture can lead them to seem somewhat absentminded. Nevertheless, they have a knack for explaining complex things quite simply.

Random Cute Fu Men
Link a random male profile if you think he is cute Note: He is not someone from your friend/family list.

Random Thoughts...
random thoughts When she had touched all that I knew I wrote her a poem, something new to touch. The cup is half empty. She most likely thinks I'm a slob and an ass The cup is half full. She calls me a poet and drinks pink champagne in the bubble bath I made her I have not written by the promise of a letter to a one-night stand.

4 Random Cracker Facts
- I talk to and threaten inanimate objects. (I'll call a spoon a worthless motherfucker in a heartbeat if it falls on the floor) - I throw up every 7 years. I've been on this schedule since 1993. I'm due again in 2014 I think. - I can measure 1 teaspoon in the palm of my hand accurately every time (I think I learned it from Justin Wilson). - I can make my eyes "vibrate". It really creeps people out to see it! But it gives me a terrible headache so I don't do it often.

Randomness
My mom came home and told me about these Hershey kisses she had at work today. They were mint and had little hard candies in them. While we were out shopping we found them, so we bought a bag. They are candycane kisses. OMG they are so good! You can't eat just one. I already have a bag of the cheesecake kisses, but these are so much better. I have terrible sinus and allergy stuff going on. I absolutely hate being sick. It makes my crabby to people. I have a short fuse and blow up at people. I'm sorry if I was rude to you at all today. I didn't mean to. I got some severe allergy and sinus headache meds tonight and they seem to be helping. I don't want to be sick for New Years. Boo! Thanks so much to everyone who has donated thus far to the Get Amy in the Spotlight Fund! I've still got a longgg way to go. So any more help would be great. Send your friends here, I promise I won't bite...too hard. I was tying to think of ways to raise funds. One thing I thought of was auctioning o

Randomness
If you ain't feelin Bomber, you deaf dumb blind like Helen/ rare lyricist who doesn't double as a felon/ last dude was 'Em like me sellin/ call me Dr. Scholls, me && the beat just gellin/ I dip on sets, you could say I'm Hell Rellin/ fly as an airplane propellin/ && ya'll stuck on stand by/ you a sham guy/ all ya words are damn lies/ sayin I'm a wanna be bro/ lemme think, that haveta be no/ what that is, don't even know/ just rubberbandin this doe/ like T.I. && Young Dro/ get like you, naw get like me/ cuz I'm where you wanna be//

Random Ish
Where I come from there's no exit signs/ && you can take what you want, unless it's mine/ I've been blessed with time/ && Bronx Bomber's a name you'll always remember/ hot as a Las Vegas September/ && I don't mean the weather/ with rhymes so cold, you'll need 2 sweaters/ ya'lls lame lines are Fabolous, they make me better/ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Some days'll never be the same/ bitches playin the same ol games/ 5 foot 7 inch frame/ LV, DW is the click I claim/ Bronx Bomber be the name/ take you out & swoop ya dame/ That's crazy insane/ or insane crazy/ don't smoke but my life's all hazy/ fucked from that 2 Pac & Jay-Z/ today's rappers are all lazy/ lookalike but nothing like shady/ was a real good 80s baby/ actually knew my family, no broken home/ growing up, had to bust some domes/ always protected myself, never with the chrome/

Random Stuff...
- Why do people ask for your opinion when they don't listen to you or want to hear what you honestly have to say? Seriously, stop wasting my fucking time! I am going to have to drop down the sign "The Doctor is NOT in" - Girls, just because I rate/comment/talk to your boyfriend/husband does NOT mean I am interested in them. Get the hell over yourselves! If you are that insecure in your relationship I think its about time you set down and talk to your man. -Men, just because I rate/comment/check out your profile. Does by no means mean I am even slightly interested in what you have lurking in those nsfw folders. -I want to know what the big picture is. I want to know what life has in store for me. Where will all these twist and turns lead me?

Random Stuff That You Have To Know..
The Media:: Music, TV, and more. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls? Never seem thoe show Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson? Don't know him Do you listen to christian rock? If Creed counts as Christian Rock, then yes, otherwise no. Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.? Never seen it Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.? No but there is one here, one of my kids bought it but none will admit it now. Do you regularly watch the news? Yes Which radio stations are your favorites? 96 Rock Are you a Lost fanatic? I don't know what that means Be honest: Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library? I have like 30 of his plus like 30 Black Sabbath with Ozzy and after Ozzy. Queen? Yeah greatest hits Alanis Morissette? Yes Do you watch Family Guy regularly? Yes The Simpsons? Yes King of the Hill? No Admit it: Do you read trashy romance novels often? Never Do you really work out every day? No (imagine that, BORN with this body!) Have yo

25 Random Things About Me!
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you. 1. I love Dr Pepper 2. I have been to 3 different colleges 3. I love football and I love watchin it with a certain *someone* 4. I have to have a lot of pillows when I sleep or I don't sleep 5. I actually am just now learning to drink Beer.....normally I'm liquor only! 6. I have finally realized bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. 7. I have to keep some type of chapstick wit me at all times or I go crazy. 8. I hate to ride in a car unless I am driving....most people scare me when they drive. 9. Most country music depresses me so I try not to listen to it! 10. However....I do like some country music.......like . . . Scott Miller and the Commonwealth, Cross Canadian Ragweed, and

Randomness
Did you ever play MASH when you were little? No but we played Hogans Hero's If you were getting married, who would be your maid of honor? I think you mispronounced "best man" it came out sounding like "maid of honor". Have you ever slept in the bed, with someone you liked? YES!! But OMG please don't tell on me. Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for? Yes Where are you right now? Sitting at work.. ignoring my screen.. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yes What were you doing at 9:30 last night? Playing on the computer. Are you listening to music right now? Nope, all I hear is the clickity click of keyboards. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? None for me thanks. lol If your ex said they hate you, you say: "well you got some fucking nerve!" Do you curse in front of your parents? In front of my dad, yes, like a sailor. In front of my mom, no. What is your

Random Thought 1
I know many of us out there are will be or even are thinking of having kids. Well my thought is why do we have laws to make our kids safer but we send them off to schools everyday( or weekdays) into a giant steel an fiberglass 17 ton plus machine built by to lowest bidder an the only person that wears a seat build is some almighty im the boss of the little people cause i can eat enough twinkies to feed a village in a 3rd world country bus driver. I got a better idea we start spending some real cash on seat beats for the kiddies an let the driver worry about his/her safety so they will drive that much betteran them maybe ill feel better about wanting to put my kids on a bus to go off an hope they get a better education then myself. Later Days

Random Thoughts 011309
My brain needs these moments of iteration to cleanse my mind of thought that lay dormant. To get my feeling out on paper and at the same time exercise my brain to focus just on my thoughts as if nothing else exists. To continue at all cost even when my mind has nothing to grasp. To expand my consciousness and my ability to understand and express myself. I have an urge to fulfill the emptiness that sits inside of me. The hole that needs filled from time to time. That is why I write or continue to learn so I can stumble upon the solution of filling the void in my soul that drives me to be the best person I can be. To be great in my own right, to feel accomplished in my own mind, to feel lifted in my world. So that I can continue to smile about who I am and what my life represents. I want to experiment and experience life with my mind and my heart. To comprehend life’s challenges, to take them in stride, to not fear my life or anyone in my life. That requires me to dig deep to my core sel

Random Schtufff
random thoughts at 30,000ft..... Whoever the asshat was that said "Live with no regrets." was a fuggin idiot. If I ever meet that person I will stab them in the jaw. You're a douche. A person can't live without regret, regret is what makes a person say "yes" instead of "no" like the last time, or vice versa, duh.... If you're missin an appendage because you wanted to "Live without regret", I bet you're regrettin that shit now.... I've never heard anyone ever say "Man, I regret not goin skinny dippin with the sharks...." Cornbread, ain't nothin wrong with that.... OK, this ones really geared toward the asshats of FuBar, ladies, you'll love this.... Fellas, listen, just one tid bit of advice, be a gentlemen if you're going to engage the ladies in a Fu-Conversation. "Hey, nice tits, can I jack off to you on cam?" is not really a good way to start off, I'm just sayin.... Personally, if she says "yes" you can have her.... I prefer a lady with a freak streak myself, not a who

Random Thoughts...or Are They?
Cold , Dark, Alone..... All are feelings we've felt They are just words..... The reality is much much worse I've tasted the bitter edge of the dark Felt the cold stone floor of loneliness against my face I know what it is to be insane To have no control over your own mind and body Pray now dear readers that you never know these pains My fate was sealed the second I was born Possibly I was born to be alone, but I doubt it He is a part of me, I know this... I can't subvert him unless he allowes it He refuses to be removed He swears I will never be happy I don't know what to do... Help Me...

Random Pt. Ii
Scream to burn the Witch You'll bleed to raise your Saints Pray Heaven hears your pain Know Hell seeks your tears You can't burn me again Immortality is mine Together we will live forever We are eternal...

Random Facts: The Sequel
-listening to the audiobok of "fear and loathing in las vegas" helps me fall asleep ( so far i havent finished it) -i´m not a very social person. i usually prefer a good book or a movie over a party -i love cheese -i get distracted rather easil... oh look a bird! - i try to distract people from the fact that i´m a pretty insecure guy wih lame jokes -i´m not baptised but i do believe in a higher power -i´m very picky about a girls voice. if i want to date a girl i have to be able to listen to her talking without wanting to stab my ears with a rusty screwdriver -my right foot is a little bigger than my left one -i call my mom fartface -why do people like harry potter? -after 5 years of being single i seriously doubt my ability to have a relationship -i almost never get angry about anything. exception: sports. cause i´m very competitive to be continued...

Random Facts: The Trilogy
-i dont like crossing bridges cause i always think they will collapse as soon as i cross them -my ultimate goal is to make enough money to quit working and travel the world -i used to have an orange allergy -i hate talking on the phone -i´m very close to my family and i´m really grateful for having such an amazing family -i wish i had a pet monkey -i recently started jogging and its starting to become a kind of active meditation for me. i never thought i could enjoy it as much as i do -why do jelly beans have to be so expensive over here? -thank god for my metabolism. cause i'm pretty sure getting fat wouldnt stop me from stuffing my face with lots of unhealthy food. -i find it hard to believe that girls would consider dating me cuase i dont think i have much to offer. no wait there´s one thing... my awesome red beard -i almost drowned in a whirlpool once. - a couple of friends and i once visited a friend in berlin. and as we´re standing inside of

25 Random Things, Facts, Habits, Or Goals About You
Once you've been tagged you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to "notes" under the tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app). Then click publish.) 1. I am a mother of 2 2. I love to ride horses..they are my passion 3. I have never lived outside of jersey for longer then 5 months 4. I smoke way too much and always say im quitting 5. Being a parent is definately the harder job, I've ever had. 6. I love to be with close friends i feel safe 7. i am divorced 8. I miss my mom as the person she use to be! 9. I always feel like i disappointed my dad! 10. I once fell into a well but got myself out..i still have no idea how i did it 11

Random Thoughts
You kiss my lips and bite my tongue I'd like to fight but I know I'd be wrong You are everything I've ever wanted But you are still nothing that I need I'd like to hate you for breaking my heart But I am not that strong You run your fingers through my hair You stick in my brain like glue I don't have words to describe the pain I see you standing there And my heart skips a beat Because I want you that much You think that you want me I find myself asking why not You have nothing better to do Why not since I mean nothing to you Why not if you won't fall for me With just one night in your arms You turned my world inside out I've got to believe in something It might as well be you I want to forget what you do to me But you always remind me My heart and soul are your slave

Randomness [oh Joy]
So I'm just sitting here messing around on Fubar, checking my emails and stupid crap like that. Oh the joys of being bored. I guess I could update my limewire, since it's telling me every single song I'm trying to download is corrupted...but I got a little pissed at it earlier and I don't want to see that program. Anyway, 2 things that I seen on here that sparked this blog. Mind you they are both rather stupid..I just can't help but wonder about them. 1. Charging people for coding a bulletin - I really don't get this one. Maybe it's because I know enough HTML to actually make one or switch up images and songs in one that someone else made. Either way I think the whole concept of charging someone to code a bulletin for you is quite stupid. Anyone can act like they are going to repost it and then just steal the coding and edit it. It's not hard. If a person is that desperate for fu-Bucks, I'll send them the damn things. 2. Calling a woman's boobs "titties" - I know guys ca

Random Song Lyrics...not For Anyone Special
The First day Lyrics: Remember the first day when I saw your face remember the first day you smiled at me you stepped to me and then you said to me I was the women you dreamed about remember the first day when you called my house remember the first day when you took me out we had butterflies although we tried to hide it and we both had a beatiful night the way we held each others hands the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to find true love I knew right then and there you were the one ohhh I know that he loves me cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show when he stares at me you see he cares for me you see how he's so deep in love I know that he loves me cause it's obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts and he's missin me if he's not kissin me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul remember the first day, the first day we kissed remember the first day we had an arguement we apologized a

Random Original Poetry
Travels of a mystic are strange indeed, and stranger still is his creed: To gain all knowledge that he can, and not to share it with his fellow man. So, that leaves the lady he calls his wife, who will ever and always share his life, the chance to break the boundaries of time and learn how to perfectly squeeze a lime.

Random Thoughts While Giving Head
Stopping right before the money shot, I had this undeniable urge to stop and say "so now you know how it feels to get head from a man."

25 Random Facts
i stole this from Facebook. haha so enjoy! 1. I love my friends and family. They're pretty much amazing. 2. Only one of my best friends lives in the same state as me. 3. I'm a pirate, super hero's sidekick, and a band whore. 4. I've been to more concerts than i can count. 5. I've met most of my heroes. 6. I cried when I met Justin Pierre. true story.. well it wasn't til afterwards. 7. I have 11 tattoos. My first one was for Adam's band. 9. I spoil my brother to no end. 10. When me and Joe go on road trips together two rules apply: I. every song that comes on the radio that we know we listen to, regardless if we like it or not. II.) by default, if we don't know the artist of a song, its Phil Collins 11. I'm good friends with 3 of my 5 favorite bands. 12. I love reading. 13. I love my job and MOST of the people i work with. 14. I wouldn't make it through the day with out my cell phone. 15. My favorite movie is National Treasure. 16. I got

25 Random Things
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you or because I thought you'd say something entertaining. (To do this, go to “NOTES” under tabs on your "PROFILE" page (you may have to add the tab by clicking on the + sign), click on "Compose New Message" and paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. I know for a fact that I didn't tag 25 people, but that's ok....tag as many as you want. ....as long as I am one of them. 1. I'm allergic to latex. 2. I like to eat cottage cheese with peaches. 3. I feel insecure in crowds. 4. I don't like using my first name. 5. I used to want to be a Navy pilot. 6. I enlisted in the Air Force once. 7. I don't like to go to

A Random Update.
i'm getting tired of fubar. but then i just haven't had the time or energy to do anything with it lately. my laptop is fucked at the time being and i rarely get a chance to get online nowadays. plus i start work next week. i'll have even less time. but other than that, i'm feeling pretty good about things. shit's finally starting to look up and that's nice....for a change. i still feel stressed out about things but it's slowly waining and hopefully i'll be feeling more relieved in the coming weeks. after months of continuous patience, and stubborness, things are finally beginning to go my way. thank god too, my patience was beginning to wain and i was starting to lose my positive outlook on everything. suffering and pain does give birth to something beautiful and positive.

Random Blings
I will not buy my own auto but will random bling those who rate my photos

Randomness
Ok so here it is... my first blog. I really don't know what the heck to write about. This Fubar experience has been very interesting so far. I've met some really cool people(you know who you are). I've even reconnected with people from back in my AOL chatroom days. Now a lil info about myself in case you're wondering. I can't believe I am turning 37 next month... yup 37! Don't look it though. As the saying goes... Black don't crack, lol. I stand 5'6" and I am a big girl. If extra padding scares you away, I am not for you, lol. I am dark skinned. It took me a long time to love the skin I am in. It was rough(and still is) being a chocolate sista. If I hear the phrase "You're pretty to be so dark", I'll scream. That is a straight up insult. There are beautiful cocoa sistas out there... India.Arie, Serena and Venus, Phyllis Yvonne Stickney and the list goes on. I now realize that I am a beautiful person not only inside, but outside as well. My likes... well I love to fish. I know, I do

Randomness
Fun/interesting/stupid facts about yours truly. I'm a book worm. I read a lot & I read quickly. I've never seen Jerry Maguire, The Goonies, Top Gun, any Rocky or Rambo movie, any of the Die Hard movies (except for the last one.) I like watching men make out. Yep, I'm a freak & weird. Nope, I don't care what you think. I don't have many female friends. I will stop doing almost anything if a guy stops to talk to me. (It's rather annoying, I admit. I block out everything except for what they're saying.) I don't forget. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, I'm slashing your tires. First impressions mean A LOT to me. Don't make a shitty one; remember: I don't forget. Don't pull out in front of me & then drive slowly. I will tailgate you. I sing to every song I hear. "Free credit report dot com baby." I'm an awesome chair dancer. I'm popular, but I feel like an outsider. I carry dental floss everywhere. I like the smell of marijuana, but I do

Random Things About Me...
Thought I would share some random things about who I am for those who may care.... I have loved unconditionally .... and had that love shattered into a million small pieces left for me to pick up and put back together .... I have put those pieces back together and learned how to move forward I have stood in the rain just to feel a small piece of God and know that even though I am insignificant to most I am important to Him I have had plenty of money in my pocket and thought nothing of it ... I have given a complete stranger my last dollar because I knew they needed it more than I did I have had all I needed and more and not appreciated any of it ... I have stared into empty cabinets and looked into the face of my child who was hungry and felt more appreciation for the small things I have than ever before I have been hurt and have hurt others .... I have learned to forgive those that hurt me, but also to forgive myself I have awakened from a good nights rest and went t

Randomness
Not sure what to write here as this is my first ever blog...Woohoo I feel like on of the cool kids now. Ok so I guess i'll tell a little about myself and where i'm at. I am in the Army National Guard in PA. I am currently serving in Iraq. I am in the infantry and my current jod is as the squad leader for the PSD (personal security detail) of an MiTT which stands for Military Transition Team. They help train the Iraqi Army. Any time this team goes outside the wire, my team must go along to provide security/protection for them. Let me say a BIG thank you to any Fubar members who have been here before. It is a different place than when some of you were here and I can't imagine what you may have witnessed. Thanks!! Uh oh---gotta go for now but will add more to this later. Bye and thanks for stopping in : )

Randomness
K : You're wild and crazy. R : You are good in Bed I : You Are Great in bed. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. I : You Are Great in bed. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. Want Yours? Here's the code...scar y part is it's kinda right on. A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink E : Easy to fall in love with. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : You are good in Bed S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you

Random Love Poem
You are my love Holding onto your hand Keeping you close to me Let me show you how much I love you For you mean the world to me You are my baby I love you dearly I never want to let you go I love you with all of my heart I want to make you happy I will do anything to make you smile Make you laugh when you’re down Let me kiss that spot on your neck Feel you shiver against me as I do Whisper my love into your ear You mean so very much to me I love you I never want to leave you I will take you to a quiet place Take you in the rain Anywhere you want to go I will take you I will do anything for you I love you that much I love you for who you are My baby… I love you

Random Facts
1. I've seen more horror movies than you have. 2. I can write over 2000 kanji; it took me about a year to learn them all. 3. I've been on the Internet since it was the ARPAnet. One of my first quasi-professional programming jobs was writing message-handling code for an IMP running on a PDP-8 at New York University. 4. I'm on a very short list of people who have argued with Steve Jobs, not lost, precisely, and managed to keep their badges anyway. 5. I have a growing collection of pre-paid subway cards of the world, including a "Charlie Card" (Boston), a "Metro Card" (New York), a "SUICA Card" (Tokyo), a "T-MONEY Card" (Seoul), and an "Oyster Card" (London). 6. My car spent more time in the San Francisco International Airport parking structure last year than it did in my driveway. 7. I met Billy Joel at 4:00 am in the Astor Street subway station while he was shooting the cover for the album "Turnstiles". 8. I have the largest hands of anyone I've ever met. 9. Tokyo natives have t

Randoms
I'm bored, let's see what I can come up with here. 1. I wear dress shirts most every day, even with jeans. (see two newest photos) 2. I capitalize things when I type, even if no one will ever see it. 3. I recently broke the habit of saying Yah instead of Yeah. 4. I think silver stuff looks better than gold stuff. 5. I eat breakfast foods as desert. (Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Poptarts: Brown Sugar Cinnamon. Notice a trend.) 6. I hate cinnamon gum, go figure. 7. I just recently discovered it pisses me off when people assume it's "mom" who cares for the kids. I changed more than my share of diapers, blown on scrapped knees, and kissed lots of things to make them feel better. Damn you, give psuedo-dads credit too. 8. I'm socially awkward, and I'm ok with that. 9. It bugs me when my money doesn't face the same way, and I hate for it to wrinkle. 10. I wear a watch, but don't ever use it to tell time. 11. I like ice in my milk. 12. I've bought more food for my friend's hous

Random Bits
My boss can be such a woman sometimes: "I want you to do exactly what I want, but I don't want to tell you what it is I want you to do" I have a quarter, a nickle, and two pennies in my pocket and I don't know how they got there. Pretty women are out in force today, everywhere I have been so far there has been one there. I capitulate! You win, I have no power against you. I need to pick up a copy of the Watchmen before the movie comes out. I found out yesterday that VIP's can find out who has them in their family. At the time, I was like who cares, but now curiosity has been eating at me. Its been a while since I have made graphics on a large scale, I should design something up. You can say "Wa" outloud, and while people will look, they really wont say anything. The same goes for saying "China." If you say them both at the same time, you get many odd looks.

10 Random Things...
1. Last night Doomascus played a battle of the bands. I don't know who the judges were, but they were so harsh it was overly harsh. It was like they were all that Simon dude from American Idol. However, it was a lot of fun. Those dudes are some of the best people I have ever met. It was great hanging with Chris, Justin (and their ladies), Corey/Master/C & B Maximus, and even that Mike fellow who seemed pretty cool and funny. We did meet some nice people in West Virginia, and we also met quite a few unfriendly bands. Apparently our pants were not tight enough for some of them. We love all bands, regardless of pant tightness...but no hard feelings I suppose. 2. I just lost a very important person to me. They didn't die, but to me did something unforgivable...at least for now. She probably doesn't even realize what she is losing, and may not even care. It has been tearing me up this last week...and thanks to new friends like Jessi, and old friends...like the other Jessi from Dayton...I

10 Random Facts
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a coffee fanatic. 2. I want two more tattoos. 3. I sometimes play Bingo!!! 4. I bite my nails, when I am nervous. 5. I love all animals, but especially cats. 6. I listen to really loud music in the car, and sing along.. and i think I'm pretty good lol 7. When the phone rings at work, and I answer it, I am so not listening!! haha..sometimes, i have to say can you repeat that!! 8. It might be because I hate my job!! 9. I hope to go back to school soon for criminal Justice. 10. I seriously cant think of anything else, If you can, plaese let me know lol!!

10 Random Facts About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I think money used wisely is the most likely potential path to happiness (hence materialistic). 2. Despite the above, I'm an idealist. I have a strong sense of justice. 3. I have a cholesterol addiction. 4. My favourite colour is green. 5. I like old school 2D video games like Streetfighter 2, etc. 6. My favourite drink is Coke. 7. I have never drank alcohol and never intend to. 8. I would like to travel if I get the chance. 9. I know more bizarre trivia than most people I talk to. 10. Despite being on this site, I'm actually a graduate of one of the top universities in the world.

10 Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I can do my own car maintainance 2. I never do my homework, and still ace all my classes 3. i can count on 1 hand the number of guys ive let sleep in my bed. 4. i leave everything til the last minute. everything. 5. ive stayed awake for a week straight 6. i can cook just about anything you might want, but id rather eat pb&j. or tacos. 7. i have this fact of the day calender, the one where you tear off a page everyday. i tend to cheat and flip ahead to read all the facts for the week. 8. i have this overwhelming fear of bridges and tunnels. and im petrified of covered bridges. 9. i've never been on a

10 Random Things
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i'm irish , blackfoot indian and jamaican. 2. i'm a highly analytical person. something i'm just a lil o.c.d about. 3. i'm drunk as hell right now and can't believe i'm doing this right now. 4.i have a son. 7 yrs old. 5. a cheese steak is the best food even invented. period. 6.i fell asleep on the toilet on sunday after church when i was extremely young. my mother took a pic. 7, i'm big on mutual respect and respect in public. disrespect me in public and you'll know the half in private. 8.i'm better rememvering faces rather than names. take tonight for example... 9i'm really an extroverted person who likes to go

10 Random Things Bout Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. OK FIRST OFF IM THE MOST LOVING CARING PERSON BUT IF U DO ME WRONG I WILL FUK UR WHOLE MF WORLD UP YEA THATS ME DEAL WIT IT 2. I SUCK AT SPELLING LOL 3. I DONT DO DRUGS N I HAVENT EVER 4. I SING ALOT 5. IM VERY INDEPENDENT 6. I HATE FAKE PPL 7. IM OUT GOING BUT CAN BE SHY IF AROUND TOO MANY PPL I DONT KNOW 8. I FUKIN HATE MF DRAMA 9. I LOVE POEMS N QUOTES 10. I LOVE THE LIL THINGS THEY MAKE ME HAPPIER THEN ANYTHING ELSE TAGGED 1. SMASH & DASH 2. PREFRS 3. TLL 4. TAD 5. HAZEL

Random Weirdness
D'OH I got tagged by HockeyBratt. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I work for Citadel Communications as a radio announcer, producer & engineer. 2 I love camping (real camping, outdoors in a tent) 3 I have a beagle/boston terrier mix named Boggle 4 I am easily grossed out by bad oral hygiene 5 I love the show The Office 6 I miss Austin 7 I use to live in Malibu, CA 8 I HATE lima beans 9 I am a hopeless romantic 10 I was the lead singer for a western swing band for several years.

Random Bling - Ninja Style
Here is one of my best friends ever... Kjer. If you have checked out my albums, you probably have seen his pics. But that is only a small part of who he is. Please check out one of these videos - he seriously is just amazing. He has tons and tons of video's on his youtube. Please click through this link to check them out. And don't forget to subscribe. http://www.youtube.com/KJER I will randomly bling people who have subscribed and leave a comment on his main page saying H2H sent you. Thank you so much. I hope you are having an amazing day! Michele :) Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar

Random Battles #1
-"Space Oddity" vs. "Life on Mars" Winner: A slight edge goes to "Life on Mars", but only because it was part of "The Life Aquatic" which is a particularly rad movie. -Bacon vs. Tofu Winner: Bacon CRUSHES Tofu. No contest -Geeks vs. Nerds Winner: As a self proclaimed nerd i'm sorry to say that geeks win this one on account of nerd-status being more introverted.

10 Random Things
Here's 10 random things you may not have known about me. only thing is once you read it you must make a list. 1) 1)I spend way too much time here! 2)I love the color pink! 3)I smoke marlboro's! 4)I only drink mountain dew or ice coffee! 5)I raced motocross! 6)I won a championship my first year! 7)My favorite dog is American bulldog! 8)So many people have asked me questions on how to do stuff on Fubar,I checked my page to see if the was a ask me comment some wheres! 9)I'd rather live on a shack on a beach then a mansion in the hill!! 10)I'm addicted to Bling packs!

Random Shit
Ever wonder what it would be like to have all the answers? To be able to say I know, never say I think, never assume, Never be in doubt. I’ve wished for that feeling, I’ve sought answers. But with every answer comes another question, greater than the last. I’m starting to realize, just now in fact, the answers aren’t really what I am hoping to find. It’s the questions that keep me going, a certain beauty in not knowing. To know it all might be a bore, no mystery, nothing to explore. I think though perhaps, I’ve found my question, the one I’ve sought. Without knowing, while looking for answers, it has come to me. A mystery so great, filled with intrigue, wonderment I want to dive in I want to explore, I want to work on this mystery forever. Never finding all the answers Hoping to never come to an end

Random Thoughts..
Sometimes I truly do wonder.This is gonna be a ramble so don't expect art, lol.This..is I dunno what it is.An old man venting, I guess.I'm in questioning mode, ya see.Questioning everything.Like, why be somewhere I'm not happy?Why do things I don't truly want to?Drawing a paycheck's one thing, it's the free time I must use, and use wisely.Frankly..I'm kinda tired of making everyone happy and being unable to BE happy.Kinda feel shafted.Meh, that's life, right?

Random I Know...sad But True
So...I know this is really random...but I am a random person, so it's okay...But I got to thinking today, I have NEVER been taken on an actual date. Like the guy picking me up, bringing me flowers, taking me out to a nice dinner...the whole 9 yards...Is that really sad? Don't say it's cause I dated assholes, I already know that lol... Okay there is my random thought for the day.

Random Thoughts
why does a smile look so out of place is it the touch of gray in the hair on my face meditations take me to the stars in the skies never as high as her smile or the twinkle in her eyes

Randomness About Me
Here are your strongest and most obvious personality traits. The delineation below describes who you are and how you appear to others, at least on the surface. In Aztec astrology this part of is your horoscope is your Tonalli, or Day-Sign, the form bestowed upon you by the Sun. Flower: You are a person motivated by your ideals. You have a beautiful vision of what life, and most importantly life with another, can be. In many cases, your obsession with the future and perfection leads to illusions, unrealistic expectations and, ultimately, disappointments. In your effort to create a more perfect world, you try to be as "nice" as possible to others. The world of art and beauty holds your interest. You could be a successful artist, or more usually, craftsperson -- a producer of decorative or aesthetically pleasing products. You may have a particular liking for jewelry. While you appreciate man-made things, you also appreciate the perfection of nature. The more intellectual Flower person

Random Vids4
just posting for the song not the vid

Random
You are as beautifully illuminating as the suns first fantastic light of the morning. Stars fade away dimly dancing from sight for far far off in the distance the sun rises to end the night bringing a flawlessly fluid flowing flood of the brightest light. The soothing sound of springs singing birds breaks the silently sleeping spell. Stopping the soundlessness of sound night had harbored as a favor for the slowly coming day. That would make the night become ever again remembered as the time that never was when the souls of civilization slept slumbering in the song of an intensely satisfying dream world. As all of time continues to remain in the constant present time of now, you remain as deeply dear to me as ever you always were, and are, once you see yourself as you want yourself to be, you can be that. The realization of self comes with confidence of self, the sound security of survival, the wisdom of the elderly, and the steady support of knowing some one believes in

Random
So this is what happened after I took my Paxil: (for social anxiety disorder): I stepped out of the house in newly dyed red hair, my new leather boots, and my "Mrs.Voorhees" shirt and ventured to Walmart to get some snacks and cat food, and I actually got a compliment on my shirt and all eyes were on me. THIS is what happens when you leave a "wanting to socialize" Aries in a closed room for 2 weeks!! I just HAD to get out. So the plan for tonight is lay low, chill out, play some games, snack and maybe tomorrow call my work to see if I can come back, and if not, well I think it's about time to start using my CMA title. That's it for now.. I am Still bored and antsy but I'll just put some duct tape over my mouth and make myself pass out so I don't piss anyone off!! Lol I'm like a hyper little kid. "Won't you be my friend"? I dont wanna creep anyone out so I'll just play with my imaginary friends on World of Warcraft lol =(

Random Bling
For today only I will be randomly giving away 5 shamrock blings to people who rate all my albums. Have fun and see if you get one.

Randomness
so.. i am sewing some medieval clothes right now for hubby and myself... My sewing machine bit my finger (the little screw you use to tighten the needle in slammed into my thumb) and then when i was using a hand needle to close a seam.. it shoved into my cuticle cause of my dog jumping on the bed... cat starts trying to play with the fabric.. and he bites it then pulls.. which in turn rakes needles across my leg sewing is a dangerous job! oh.. and btw.. I have lost a total of 13.5 pounds since january... JOY!

Random Shit I Found On Http://www.fmylife.com
Today, my dad surprised me by moving my bed (involving disassembling and reassembling it) in my new room, because I couldn't find how I wanted to set it up. He also took care of putting back my vibrator between the mattress and the base, where it was hidden. FML http://www.fmylife.com ^^^FUNNY SHIT ^^^

A Random Thought
Why is it that the ppl who always work the hardest get shyt on the most in life? Some of my friends and I are far from being at the top of the food chain and we are by no means rollin in cash, but we are bearly survivin and can never get ahead it seems. We try and try and it is not like we are bad ppl but ..... one thing I do know, we may not be rich in material wealth but most of us that are friends are more like family and are far wealthier than ne millionare will ever be!

Random Thoughts
Two very diff'rent people Too scared to get along 'Til two hearts beat together Underneath one sun One very special moment Can turn a destiny And what some would say could never change Has changed for you and me 'Cause it's all It's all in the way you look through your eyes And when all is said and done All of the fear and all of the lies Are not hard to overcome It's all in the way you look at it That makes you strong We were two Now we are one We are two very diff'rent people So much to overcome So why care for one another When there's so much to be done? 'Cause sometimes it's necessary Just look how far we've come You could say, my friend, that it's the end Or a new tale has begun And one moment in time Is all the time we need Just to make a difference To make it better For you and for me If you just believe

Random Feelings
today has been an emotional rollercoaster. i just wish i could be happy right now. i feel like crap and i don't know why. i'm unhappy with my job and certain parts of my life. i wish there were better jobs around here. i wish i wasn't bipolar.

Random Shit
Did I get where I was going, or should I be on my way Too much waiting for tomorrow Not enough living for the day So much has passed me by So much have I left behind So much is gone forever Leaving just my twisted mind Reaching out for the here Diving into the now Until it no longer wants me Then graciously I’ll take a bow, get back on my path to nowhere It’s always felt like home somehow

Random Curiousity
so what would you do if we were dating and i asked you to take me as if i were only on the earth for one day? or what would we do if we were locked in a room for 24 hrs with no way out??? (REPOST ON YOUR PAGE AND SEE WHAT TYPE OF ANSWERS YOU GET BACK)

Random
“Conscience is but a word that cowards use Devised at first to keep the strong In awe!!!

Random Things
My daughter asked today if she could go with myself and her brother to Texas next month. I told her she can't and she'd be bored silly. Well she informed me "Mom, I promise I won't fall off the plane if you take me!" I'm on a dating site, and I'm pretty sure some gangbanger who keeps messaging me on there is using a mugshot. I'd post it, but I kinda fear for my life. Today is my last day to live it up with food. My Wii Fit will arrive via UPS shortly and I'm going to make radical changes in my diet and exercise routine. I no longer can bitch about not having the time because frankly, I have nothing but time anymore. For my final meal I decided to go w/ McDonalds. I got the 10 piece nugget meal w/ my diet coke of course. I ate 4 fries and only 6 of the nuggets. I feel like I failed my last meal

Randomness
Just when I think I can't be surprised by people It goes and happens again!Since when did being a nice person become a bad thing?I Rated a random profile just because I like to help people out and the next thing I know this guy is in my shout box asking me to cam.When i said sorry no thanks,he proceeded to let loose with the most vulgar names I have ever heard.I asked him why he was being so hostile and rude and he told me I was ugly F....up C... and I should be grateful a man actually wanted to look at me on cam. I was in a fairly good mood today the sun finally came out and I was smiling thinking of the possibility warmth and sunshiny day's. I don't know why I let that one creep ruin my day but I guess it's just human nature to get offended and hurt when someone talks that way to you. Do me a favour if you read this blabbering through please don't leave a nasty comment Even if this is fantasy land there are real people on the other side of the key board

Random And Useless
Mom and I went to a concert tonight and I was thinking about all the bands I've seen live... figure I make up a list for myself. The Beach Boys Brooks & Dunn (twice) Trace Adkins Savage Garden Kid Rock (twice, and a half he came onstage at another concert) Gretchen Wilson (twice) Kenny Chesney Ozzy Osbourne Black Label Society Rob Zombie Soil Foo Fighters Coldplay Blly Idol Good Charlotte Social Distortion New York Dolls Garbage Echo & The Bunnymen They Might Be Giants Louis XIV Goo Goo Dolls Bon Jovi (twice) Hinder Black Stone Cherry Finger 11 Red 3 Doors Down Aerosmith Run DMC Def Leppard Linkin Park Jay Z Black Eyed Peas Dave Matthews Band Will Smith w/ DJ Jazzy Jeff Rob Thomas Keith Urban Toby Keith Big & Rich The Warren Brothers Green Day My Chemical Romance (ug!didn't like them as a small band- still didn't like them as a big one... their stage show sucks ass) I'm sure there are more also but its late and I can't think. To be fair

Random Thoughts
havent blogged in forever here. Just sleep would be nice anyone have a cure for not sleeping let me know.

Randomly Good Idea
So, I'm trying to make bombing folders for my god-blessed HH, but it's harder than you think. SO... I had the idea suggested to me that I should get you guys to post a picture here that reminds you of me to put in a folder. I love you fawkers, blah blah etc

Randomosity
True genius is insanity without restriction, but with the ability to focus on a given stream of thought and create as we were inteded...

Random Blog #3
Sry, haven't been around Fubar lately and seem to have lost stuff on here. OK maybe I'm not sry but hey, I gotta lyfe... wait, do I? (can't remember) So... leave a comment given me something to answer or somethin. Otherwise, I'm left up to my own insane li'l crazytown upstairs, and I don't say anything. Cept, don't ask my bra size or anything, I'm a dude. (points at goofy pic)

Random Sex Acts Performed By My Top Friends And Family For Bling Packs For Me!
Yes, you read it right - Random sex acts performed by my Top friends and family for bling packs for ME! That means, you have your choice of whom you want to boink in my friends list. Prices vary. Minumum is 65 bling pack to me and up. No, none of my friends are aware of this. Think of it like surprise Buttsecks, we all like that, now don't we! Shhhh, please don't let my friends in on this. Listen - It's cheaper than paying a whore and less problems, ya feel me? NSFW's provided with enough sucking of my ass. Start the sharin' NOW! There will be NO refunds, if you can't get it up, that's your problem. Hey - they're legalizing Rape in Afganistan as long as you're married, women have to ask for PERMISSION to leave their homes there...this isn't nuthin'! **WARNING** PLEASE wear condoms, don't multiple any more. Thank you and good night!

Randomness
Ohhh the blog format thing is neato now! Onto why I'm writing this. What the heck is this about? What's up with all the bagheads checking me out? I got to thinking, I know what I've gone through and put up with this past week. I really want to know how the top members put up with it all the time. The hundreds of messages, photo comments, private messages, etc. It's ridiculous and hard has hell to keep up. Why is the world would anyone want to put up with that hassle week in and week out? It hardly seems worth it. By the way, I'm top chick of the week #10! WOOHOO! I love my friends and family on here so much! You guys have no idea how much you all mean to me. I'll be making some sort of a tribute to the everyone who helped me get spotlight this weekend. Since the sabotage and all the catching up of this week, I'm running a little behind on that and I apologize. Enough rambling, sorry. I just like this new blog format! *hugs*

Random Thoughts
its 1030pm putting the books down, still have alot to do before lab at 1030am, just need a break. why is it that the older one gets the more emotional they become? I guess its what has made us what we are,and where we have been. sometimes I hear a song like true colors (cyndi lopper). and hopes,dreams all the regrets of time come back to mind. although I strongly beleave all things happen for a reason, its up to us to determine the good. My life has been full of many things good and bad much like everyone else on the planet but I wouldn't change a thing.  sleep well my friend.

Randomthoughts That Had To Come Out Before Bed
Played, Played out, Plagued with Doubt, Questions unasked Left un answered Seeking knowledge Becoming a cancer Eating away Healthy flesh Riddled with decay Emotionless is easy If you can deal Chemicals shrouding what you feel Clouded thoughts of What was real Where were you when I cried myself blind Where were you when I felt you at my side Why were you a stranger in the night Where were you ,why were you Do you not know that my thoughts are about you Do you not know that my heart remains the same Do you not know I never played a game Do you not know, why don’t you know          

Randomness
Often I find my thoughts are not contained and concise. My stream of conciousness is more a raging river, rather than a winding a easy flowing stream. Why must there be so much struggle to simply clarify a thought? Such random behavior certainly fosters a high likely of self doubt. For those of you who think I am some cocky, self righteous, conceited bitch - you could not be farther from the truth. In all reality,  I am flawed beyond belief and fail at every turn. The self loathing could not be more crushing. I am my own defeat, the sole responsible party to my lacking. There is often great disparity between what we present publicly and true self. So when you see me in the mumms, judging harshly, it is merely frustration. There is far more to me than some chick that writes outlandish things for shock value. Uncontrolable and consuming to this I resign my fate, being misunderstood is all too common.

Random Shit. I Know It's Hard To Read.
Lost Truths © So, I'm sure people expected me to make an actual blog post fucking ages ago, well, oh well.  I've never been much into talking about myself, obviously. YES I KNOW THIS SHIT IS HARD TO READ. ''tries to read it'' Fuzzyness.   Anyway. I've been gone for a while, so, most of you probably won't care, anyhow.  But, fuck you too

Random
ok so i got tagged by 2 fuckers that think their the shit... ok so your supposed to write 10 things randomnly..anyways.. things.. weird things about or facts about yourself.. pretty much shit that u dont like or cant stand or on the other hand... things that u absolutely love.. here goes...     1. One thing that I cannot stand in any way is the mexican mamacitas at the walmart supercenter that take their goddamn cart and just outta nowhere hit u in the back of the heel with it...  u stop what ur doin and ur like. wtf was that... u turn around to see what dumbass has just hit you.. well ya should have known.. damn beaner bitches! She mumbles off something that u have no idea what she just said bc guess what? U havent spoken a lick of spanish in your entire life... so u politely say.. oh, thats ok. But its really not...so before I get to 2..Im gonna tell you what to do after you have said oh, thats ok.. you start goin down the aisle, turn the corner, go up the next aisle, then turn th

Random Questions
Because I am bored and really have nothing better to do!   When was the last time someone called you late at night?last nightDo you know where your siblings are?I have no idea but I am sure they are all at their own homes... Do you ever just lay in bed at night to think?too oftenWhen was the last time you chewed gum?today Does your house have a fireplace? I wish I had a house that could have a fireplace...Do you talk to your best friend's parents, or do you avoid them?of course i talk to themHas anyone ever assumed you were dating someone when you weren't?yesWhat are two things you are excited to do in the near future?have a week to me....clear my head and start over Have you ever seen the movie A Walk to Remember?I haveAre you one of those people who like to spell out numbers?yesIs there an animal in the room with you right now?no...unless you count Ariana as an animal. Name one lyric from the song you're listening to/the last one you listenend to?I know that I've got issues b

25 Random Things About Me!
I would like ot see 25 random things about you :) please let me know if you plan to post  25 yourself .... 1. half my friends dont even know my real hair color2. Im a gamer ( yeah i know call me a dork already)3. Ithink my dogs are the coolest things in the world4. I dislike human beings in general5. I own 6 Cujo jerseys but never met the man in person :)6. I scare random males for being able to carry on a conversation about hockey 7. I find #6 hilarious as hell and do it often8.When I grow up I wanna be sane9. it'll never happen ( youve met my family you understand)10.im allergic to morphine11.my cellphone goes EVERYWHERE with me 12.I have a weakness for impossible men (hence #11)13. Iwrite (not well mind you but hey)14.I am so not a morning person15. I hate the color orange & im not sure why16.There is no less than 12 different *flavors* of lotion sitting on my dresser17. i *drink like a guy* ( according t o my boss) LOL18. my family says I have a type (see #12)19. Id rather read th

25 Random Things About Me
1. values ar loyalty honor and respect 2. love my bikes 3. love the chopper the best i built it. 4. i hate the color green. dont care why i just do. bad for an Irishman lol. 5. i am a ass hole 6. i care about people even when i am being a ass hole 7. i hate being the boss at work 8. i am not good at balance 9. if things are good in life i will fuck it up. just to amuse myself (i may be a little sick LOL) 10. i have won trophys for every bike i built 11. i dont care about spelling or gramer 12. i have a hard time with talking about me 13. i think i am beter than some people 14. sometimes i have a low opinion of me 15. i dont think i am atractive 16. realy i dont find any GUY atractive lol 17. i am a verry average person 18. i think the best thing i have ever done is raise my kids 19. i say what i think even if it is hurtfull 20. i refuse to lie about small things that way i dont get in the habit of lying 21. my fav color is blood red 22. i am streaching to find thin

25 Random Things About Me
1.I'll defend almost any woman or child that is being scolded or threatened by any man, bottom line! 2.I don't care for drunk drivers especially after my head on car wreck in 1995 where I ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks and then months of rehab too! 3.I hate the word retard with a passion!!!! Say it in my presence and I'll blow my top! Say to one of my friends or to my friends kids and I'll be over you verbally like a lit dynamite stick! 4.I don't like going to church, been there, done that, all I do is fall asleep in church. 5.I don't like smoke from cigarettes or campfires, definitely allergic since my eyes water like a faucet here. 6. I only drink alcohol, namely beer socially, I don't drink to get drunk, never have and never will. 7. I don't care for illegal drugs, you offer me that and you'll get told off or worse, guaranteed! 8. I'm physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy, blind in my left eye and deaf in my left ear but that don't mean I can't do things, it just mea

Random Crap
  this made me giggle......HARD.   hehehe

Random
Saturday, June 10, 2006  random Current mood:  bored Trails twisted into darkness Paths lit by millions of pin pricks As it shoots out befor us With unseen ventures ahead And eyes upon the canopy That never guides but spys Lost on the road We can always hope But knowing ensures Believe and all works out that is the original post date

Randomness?
i dare not attempt to choose or tempt my fate, but merely choose the path i take cold and dark as day, or warm and bright as night, i cannot say for the path is not paved or foreseeable. one foot pass the other, till they no longer move, then i still refuse to rest unless the view entices me to stay a bit. when feet fail me, my heart will move my hands and knees till they become battered, bruised and bloodied. rest not on cozy bed, but a crooked rock, so as to remind me to not get comfortable. eat not until childrens bellies are full and rest well. someday they too may see such hard times, but not be while i still have breath. although i may not be able to step in front of all stones cast before them, i will take as many as i can. once i call you friend, it shall always be. even in a fit of rage you may turn your back on me, and make false accusations, yet, all i hope for is that you see what is real and true and that it hurt you not, but you gain the wisdom that such an event h

~*~random Thoughts~*~
Alright, this is just some random stuff that has gone through my mind... and I'm just now feeling comfortable enough to share it... so enjoy... laugh... cry... whatever.  I'm sure that I'm not the only one that's ever felt this way...  but it's when I was all about finding love... so ENJOY anyway!     ~*~Amanda~*~ Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to move mountains... steadily pushing but getting nowhere.  I know what I want in life... but no matter how far I reach... I'm not getting closer... winning at a losing game in my peak.  I never thought it would be like this.  I always pictured a silver-screen story book ending.  Instead, I'm constantly wondering "what if".  I want that stability that everyone talks about.  I know that people argue... problems will arise to which there is no solution... but the point is that even though you may argue with someone and run into a problem that's nearly impossible to solve... it's nice to have someone that's willing to try... someone that's willin

Random Thoughts
here i sit in the darkness afraid ta live and wanting to die. the only thing that keeps me going is my one family member that i claim the rest have been disowned by me. my heart is sad that it has come to this with them i sit here tears running down my face. i feel trapped by life but i know i cant die. i sit here knife in my hand. i look at the knife and will myself to end it but i wont cause i love my bro so here i sit alone and afraid but  yet  comforted by the fact the no matter what my bro has my back. as strange as it seems my brother keeps me going and keeps me sane ty bro.        

Randomness
Why do old people feel the need to tell the same story over and over?   Drumsticks are amazing!

Random
Time valuable or something just to kill Does it move to quickly or just stand still People who want some of yours do they belong Or are they the ones are who waste yours like a really bad song  

-random Words On Paper-
I used to thinkThere was no one for meThat I would be lonelyFor eternityMy nights were sleeplessMy days were grayThen I met you And the clouds went awayYou picked me upWhen I was downYou made my head Spin round and roundYou turn me onIn so many waysI'm walking aroundIn a dazeAwake or asleepAt work or at playMy thoughts are of youAll night and all dayYou're in my soulYou're in my heartI go crazyWhen we are apartYou mean more to me Than mere words can sayIf you wanted to leave me I'd beg you to stayWhen we walk down the streetI feel so proudI want to climb up a treeAnd shout out loud....

Random Questions
1.) What is your name? Corrin 2.) Do you find it annoying when surveys ask for your name? fuck yes 3.) What do you plan to buy in the future? who knows what the future holds 4.) Where did you get the underwear you are currently wearing? target 5.) How many pairs of Converse do you own? 0 6.) Who is your favorite “That ’70s Show” character? the dumb one 7.) There is a mummy standing behind you. What do you do? kick it 8.) What do you think of Miley Cyrus? shes a kid 9.) Do you tend to think that you are always right? i'll admit it, yes 10.) Top Five Favorite Songs: at the moment: "please dont leave me~pink, "bleeding" five finger death punch, "drones" rise against, "photograph" 12 stones, "dont trust me" 3oh!3 11.) What was your favorite toy as a child? barbie 12.) Have you thought more about your funeral, or your wedding? weddings are dreams that few actually have the nerve to make a reality. nobody will cry at my funeral 13.) Dinosaurs or Unicorns? unicor

Randomness
I've often been the "It's complicated" status. It's usually not a good thing. I have this problem all the time, fortunately I trained it in classical music. I think this speaks for itself. And that should do it for now. :P

Random Blog 5-1-09
Random thoughts for 5-1-09   - I see a problem with Cleveland sports fans. They will back the Browns and the Indians (who have not won anything of any note for 40 plus years) but they have a team on the verge of a Championship and it is met with a yawn. I see this team kicking ass in the playoffs and I see very view Cavs hats, or T-shirts. In fact the other day as I was sitting with my boss at a restaurant manager ask me if I worked for the Cavs because I was wearing my Cavs hat (also the waitress ask my boss if he was a "janitor" because of his keys). I want the Browns to be good, great even, I really don't care about the Indians who now play in "Epic Failure Field" or something. I would love to see a Cleveland team win something, which is why I where a Cavs hat in support. It does not seam like Cleveland's mainstream sports fans care though. Hmmmmmmmm.   - As a haunted house actor, I wish some people in the group I act with would just look at the big picture. Member standing in t

Randomness
finally i have decided to make a myspace so i could add more pictures and that so if you have it and wanna add me please feel free to -   www.myspace.com/paintmeneon     =D   THANKS .

Random Thoughts
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriouslywhat DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is theone who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone thinkyou're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going asthough nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how muchbetter off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder howthey are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever"become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" becomesomething that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is justtossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something peoplesay to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure thatmost people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on aperson's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life ofpain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but whathappens to that person when the one they thought would love them

Random
So I'm sitting up doing nothing at midnight and for some reason I'm having fun doing it. Everyone I know is sleeping but I'm not tired. I work night shift so I don't usually get tired untill like 3 am. It sucks but oh well. I'll write more tomorrow.

Randomness V2
I was looking at the happy hour and the first thing that popped in my head was.... "She's old...there is NO way her body looks like that" You'd think with as much money as she spends on here, she'd have enough friends. She wouldn't have to have someone edit her face on another person's body. Another thing....she's fuMarried, to her "R/L" boyfriend....this makes no sense to me at all. He's half her age. I mean it does kind of make sense. He's using her. My status isn't working out for me. I haven't gotten one offer, lol. That's fine though. I wouldn't pay the $50 bucks to be "married" to me either. I'm sending my laptop back tomorrow. I'll be gone, at the least, a week. Knowing Dell, it will be a month and a half. Maybe my Mom will let me on her computer some. I doubt it. I honestly think they think I have no clue what I'm doing with computers. Just try not to miss me too much, lol.

Random Thought
Before my head started spinning. I knowI had a begining. I see sanity melting down the walls of the brain inside my head. Yes I am sick thats what the doctors have said. What happen to the pretty colors in the light prisim that once danced in my dream. Oh wait I think the Gnomes tossed them into a ocean or stream.. You may think I have just lost my mind. Hell I told you fucks it was only a matter of time. What the hell did you think I was superwoman or something. Penguins are stealing my chicken soup as we speak. them assholes they like to sneek. Sometimes the voices tell me Its ok to repeat the things they say to me, but a dumb dead bitch is what I would be. counting 1.2.3.4 everything must be even or my brain has a problem computing. A fear of odd numbers is where that comes from     Ok I'm not really like this I am just bored out of my mind thanks for reading though

Random Thoughts
Beyonce, stick to singing. My name ain't shawty, bay, baby, bae, boo, or baby. If you're in prison, serve your time and get your ass off of the internet. Ladies and Gentlemen, if you have a BMW (body made wrong), stop posting pics of it. Nuvo tastes like blue St. Ides If you're gonna take a picture in the mirror...clean that mufugga. Fellas, pictures of just your lips, is kinda GAY. If you're going to take a picture and post it, clean up behind you first. Fellas, pictures of your nasty "grizzly" pubes is not cute. Pictures of money....ahhh tax season Pics of your shoes....extra retarded. Is Inspector Gadget Jewish? Where do baby Care Bears come from? Do you think that Tender Heart actually had sex? Why does Sandy, a squirrel, live under water? Can animals be gay? I was just informed that there are documented cases of male/male animal copulation. Under 29? I can't do anything for you, except, teach you how to ride a bike.

Random Thought's
So many thing's to think about.So many thing's to say.I wonder how  I'll make it through the day.

Random Blurb
So now, I have a blog to set the world afire, how shall I use it? Who knows. Some use it as a journal, others as a site to show people things they do, what I will use it for has eluded me to the point of not making one till now. But I now have one and will try filling it up with random ramblings and showing you what I do.   I do however have to first and foremost thank my family at Gods Forsaken Radio, you guys kick so much ass it makes my brain explode. And I do thank the extra special people who I have been there for, and vice versa I'm glad to have you all as friends and family members. :)

Random Chaos.
Imagine one thing, if you canJust close your eyes and seeThat in a wasteland meadowThere lies a little seedAnd in this parched grasslandWhere nothing pleasant can growThis little seed burrowsTil it finds fertile soil belowNow where did the seed come from?If this land is so forsaken?It is actually a pieceFrom a dying tree shakenBecause that tree was strickenTaken for granted and left for deadIt made one last effortAnd so the seed was shedThen days go by and byAnd slowly turn into weeksThe storm rages in the skyAnd soon a thunder head leaksThe blessed rain caressesThe tortured and parched landIt gently stirs to wakenAnd thus gives the seed a chanceMore days go by, then weeksAnd slowly but surely, trueThat little tiny seed seeksThe sunlight poking throughWhen the tree had diedA bit of knowledge it did impartThat seed knew what lied ahead,For that tree it was a heartAnd now the drought was overThe rains came and fellSunny skies now prevailedThe seed began to swellIt rose up from the ashen

Random
I'm home alone this weekend...completely alone...not even any dogs to yell at.  I've had about 18 diet cokes today. I think I may die of a caffeine overdose and I'm sure I won't sleep til Sunday now.     Can anyone get the spell checker on the blogs to work?   Does anyone actually have anything worthwhile to talk about?   Anybody want any Starburst jellybeans before I eat them all?

Random Stuff Pleases Jan
If you have 3 quarters, 4 dimes, and 4 pennies, you have $1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar. The numbers '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. $5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial. President Kennedy was the fastest random speaker in the world with upwards of 350 words per minute. In the average lifetime, a person will walk the equivalent of 5 times around the equator. Odontophobia is the fear of teeth. The 57 on Heinz ketchup bottles represents the number of varieties of pickles the company once had. In the early days of the telephone, operators would pick up a call and use the phrase, "Well, are you there?". It wasn't until 1895 that someone suggested answering the phone with the phrase "number please?" The surface area of an average-sized brick is 79 cm squared. According to suicide statistics, Monday is the favored day for self-destruction. Cats sleep 16 to 18 hou

Random Crap
1. MIDDLE NAME? Eric ...Thats all u get to know for now lol 2. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?  N.J.3. FAV. PIZZA? Pepperoni,onions,gr.peppers,blk. olives  4. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No not yet 5. DREAM JOB? Nascar driver...... Hell since i drive like one lol 6. DO YOU USE SARCASM? UMMMM AHHHHHH lol 7. MARRIED? No not yet 8. LAST BROKEN BONE YOU HAD? My nose was shattered 9. COKE OR PEPSI? Diet coke 10. IF YOU ANSWERED NO TO #4 BOY OR GIRL FIRST? Girl always wanted a daughter11. PLACES YOU WANT TO VIST OUT OF THE U.S.A.? Greece, Italy and Brasil12. WHAT YOU DOING RIGHT NOW? Are you kidding me? Answering this thing lol 13. FAVORITE DRINK? Coffee drink way to much 14. DREAM CAR? 69 firebird 15. Where you ever truely been in love? Yes once16. FAV. FAST FOOD? If i have to Burger King 17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Family members that have past 18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My cuz19. Fav. Football team? Da Raiders baby 20. Wawa or 7-11? Wawa of course  21. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU

Random
So it's about 8am and I'm running on about 3 hours of sleep. Was up too late talking about things that needed to be said. I know, sounds like a weird combo. Anyway, I have completely forgotten the password to my online checking. Been trying to remember it since I sent my computer back, no luck. I called this morning to get my balance and I have more than I thought. Yay for me! Thing is I'm now stuck in what I should do with said money, lol. Do I take a small trip this weekend, buy a bling pack and trade autos with someone, or find a point whore to Fu-Marry? Also, nothing like finding texts sent the night before telling you how worthless you are. Really? I don't want to go to work this morning. I'm sure we are going to be busy and I just don't have the enough energy to deal with the stupid people I work with and the customers. I can only hope that  my boss isn't too much of a bitch today. I'm also thinking about what I could do for my birthday. I have a few weeks left, that leaves

Random Question.. With A Purpose
So there's 12 people whom I'd like to answer this question.. take time, ponder it and mail me :) Dale, Steve, Doug, Steff, Rick, Hope, Alan, Ken, Alicia, Lori, Jeff, Mike You can leave comments but I'd rather you 12 do NOT leave your answers here. I have a purpose behind this that'll be explained later on.   (if you're stuck between 2 just tell me the two) Thank you!!! If given the opportunity would you rather have...   a. a huge bling b. a blast c. a VIP d. a cherry bomb e. auto11's f. lots of lil blings at once g. bling pack

Random Thoughts
There have always been a few things that I think about, mostly when I am driving, sitting in a quiet room; fine doing just about anything. Nothing real thought provoking just thoughts to pass the time of everyday life. Like when we get to be grandparents, are we going to tell the stories of, when I was your age we only had 800 channels or back in my day I had to drive 3 miles to get something to eat? Will I be the old guy sitting on my porch telling kids to get off my god damn yard?See nothing to serious, of course I am not a real serious person. Need proof? Just look at the shit that bugs me on my page.Here are a few more things to chew on. Ok stay with me on this one, this tends to confuse the hell out of people. I honestly think they are just too slow to keep up. Please don't be one of those people.Lets assume for the sake of this thought that there is a default set of colors. Blue, green, orange, yellow, red, etc.Now lets we are looking at 3 shirts; one red, one green and one blue.

Random Facts About Chuck Norris
    Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands.Some kids piss their name in the snow. Chuck Norris can piss his name into concrete.Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.Chuck Norris can speak braille.Chuck Norris once won a game of Connect Four in 3 moves.Chuck Norris can slam revolving doors.Chuck Norris can make a snow angel in a brick wall.Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.Chuck Norris is the only person on the planet that can kick you in the back of the face.Chuck Norris eats the core of an apple first.Chuck Norris once punched a man in the soul.The only time Chuck Norris was wrong was when he thought he had made a mistake.Brett Favre can throw a football over 50 yards. Chuck Norris can throw Brett Favre even further.Chuck Norris can tie his shoes with his feet.Chuck Norris does not know where you live, but he knows where you will die.Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding

Random Spouts Part 2
I just want to scream, rip my hair out. you ask me whats wrong when its you who sits there with a chip on your shoulder..God  i hate you when you get like this. it drives me to peices with a shiver down my spine. like if i turn my back youll kill me not thinking its a crime. If i had an issue i would just spit it out but you never listen but to what you want to hear.. So what if we were to end does that mean you will hate me? thats fine do so.. but i cant keep listening to your rants Ive told you id leave n ive tried. Ive told you Im fine.. when im lying inside. Ive told you Your nothing more then a security blanket.. You said i could go but you also said you would leave. Fine but what bout the 4 eyes that creep? I spout out random acts of violence  i scream that im not well in the head but everyone sits there and just shrugs like oh well thats just jessa. DOnt you see me Crying out for help? doesnt mean i want you just means i know i have a problem Everyone expects me to be perfect

Random Spouts Part 3
Ok so i spout again.. this time more happier if you dont know what a random spout is .. well you will now, its away for me to just type the exact thoughts on my brain. without heistation *disclaimer- they usually arent in a complete thought process due to adhd * Ok. I keep smiling and i cant stop i just want to explode in laughter passion heartfelt loving but i dont want to come off as a lunitic so i just try to be cool n smile you scare me. not in a bad way but in a way where i never knew i could be this happy it almost feels stolen never in my life have i thought  i could obtain let alone be fesiable of showing love like this i long for your touch, your voice to be able to complete your sentances again I want to be able to keep this smile forever I scare myself when im happy because i know im a distructive person i usually enjoy small happy spirts then i chop em up to feel what im used to alone n misunderstood your like a drug thats more intoxicating and additcing then the

Random Factoids
about me   1) I dont like being touched 2) I hate being called Natalie 3) I have a phobia of worms 4) I am obsessed with Moomin Trolls (its a Russian thing) 5) I can drink a gallon of sauerkraut juice 6) I dont care for guys with 6packs 7) I have paranoia 8) I have a hot step sister who is Russian/Panaman 9) I bite my nails once in a while 10) I am a nerd 11) I LOVE British series like Poirot, Jeeves and Wooster, Ms Maple, Keeping Up Appearances, etc.    

Random Stuff #2
I love it when old friends/co-workers call me out of the blue to tell me they miss me and wish I still worked with them.  It's also nice to hear how my old charges are doing. I miss being a nurse aide.  I don't miss the dirty parts of the job, but that's only a tiny fraction of what you really do.  I miss the interaction.  I miss listening to stories of wise old men and women.  I miss learning about their experiences and incorporating their knowledge with my own.  I miss the smiles I could put on their faces by simply walking in and saying "Hiya, Sunshine, what can I do for ya?".  I miss helping them go through physical therapy after heart attacks and strokes, and watching them defeat the odds to get better again.  I miss all the little trinkets they'd give--little beaded bracelets, pins made of glued-together popsicle sticks and paint, beanies that they worked so hard knitting for me.  I keep everything and cherish it.  The sentimental value makes such simple little trinkets priceles

Random Stuff I Think Lol
hey all!! im really bored....so hmmm what to talk about? hmm i guess i could talk about my GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE!!! well most of my friends i talk to are on Angels and Demons lounge and they are so GREAT!! they make me feel like i belong there and they are just so cool!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL AND DEMON FRIENDS!!! :D......hmm what to talk about now??... well i guess i could talk about how much fubar is so cool but i dont think ppl wanna hear that lol :D ya im being sorta random right now cuz i just wanted to write a blog lol...soo umm i guess thats it for my first blog!! well i hope i made ur day or whatever!! lol idk LOVE YOU ALL!!

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RECIFE, Brazil – Search crews recovered the vertical stabilizer from the tail section of an Air France jetliner that went down in the Atlantic, Brazil's air force said Monday — a key item in finding the cause of the crash. Eight more bodies also were found, bringing the total recovered to 24 since Air France Flight 447 disappeared with 228 people on board, according to Air Force Col. Henry Munhoz. The discoveries of debris and the bodies are all helping searchers narrow their search for the jet's black boxes, perhaps investigators best hope of learning what happened to the flight. Brazilian military officials have refused to detail the large pieces of the plane they have found. But a video on the Brazilian air force Web site entitled "Vertical Stabilizer Found" shows video of the piece — which keeps the plane's nose from swinging from side to side — being located and tethered to a ship. The part had Air France's blue-and-red stripes, retained its triangular sh

Random Thoughts
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure. Trust me I don't need it anymore. I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcacm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite. Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasnt an intentional action. So anybody who needs this procedure lets start a spupport group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?) My son said it best; "I know it in my head.  it gets messed up on the way to my mouth."                                                   -Brillant and simple statement

Random Thoughts
Now for some randomness. I love big breasts that are not full of additives. I love women with hips and ass as well. I dont even mind a little tummy on them. I love speed/thrash/death/grind music. Fuck all that radio/mtv shit. Its worthless and just geared to make money. I mean come on, Britney cant sing a fuckin note. Its all digital, and when she performs live, she fuckin lip synchs. I hate all religions. Seriously, every fucking one of them. If it works for you, thats cool, keep it away from me. I actually talk to people on my friends and family list, even if i doubt they will respond. Im a lot better at it if you pm or sb me first

Random Crap About Me
1 I wear shorts to the beach, no bikinis 2 My last name means "worldly" in old Russian 3 I am very lazy 4 I always look behind me when I'm walking by myself 5 I dont take myself seriously 6 I am kinda hateful in RL 7 I dont like big cities 8 My picture is in the dictionary under "underachiever" 9 Travel is my goal in life 10 I can make my stomach look like I'm 7 months pregnant  

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) Is there anyone on your friends list you would have sex with?OMFG, YES(2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?OH RIGHT AT SUNSET WITH THE WINDOWS SHDES ARE OPEN AT THE LAST SUNLIGHT SEEPING IN OVER US!!(3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?OMG YES, LATE NIGHT EARLY MORNING PARTYS!!(4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?NO COMMENT!!! (5) Shower or bath while having sex?OMFG YES!! LOVE IT!(6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bedBOTH, WANT SOMEONE THAT LIKES TOO BE IN CONTROL AND NOT AFRID TO GIVE UP THE CONTROL!(7) Do you love someone in your friends list?YES!!!!!(8) Love or Money?love!(9) Credit cards or cash?CASH!(10) Have you ever wanted a best friend?WORKING ON THE BEST FRIEND PART, THEN WE WILL SEE!!!(11) Camping or a 5 star hotel?CAMPING!! (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?CITY HALL STEPS MIDDLE OF THE DAY ON A FRIDAY AT THAT (13) Would you shave your entire body (including your head)?IF SHE IS WORTH IT (

Random Thoughts Of You
Alone in a roomIts just me and youI feel so lostcause I dont know what to doNow what if choose the wrong thing to doIm so afraid, afraid of disappointing you

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I have been doin some thinkin.. and i know how people will set their settings so only friends can view their profile. whats the point in that? oh people randomly stalk me.. get over it, it happens its still easy to tune out, you can turn your shout box off, which is fine, or even better don't reply to the idiots. If someone is that determined, they will find a way anyways. blocking specific people would be the best remedy imo, but I don't make the rules and even that isn't full proof     i think some people think they are something special. I got news for you, you are nothing special, you are just some person who thinks they are hot shit.  big deal if you have 100000 fans or 100000 friends, or 1000000000 points, or can ge some schmuck to buy you random shit. doesn't impress me anymore, then the earwig that runs around with his pinchers open. I'm well aware that it's part of the game, but does that mean you have to be a numbnutz about it? In the end we are all people and hey you never

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dogs of war its 3 am and has been for daysas the same damn thoughts they flood my brainit starts we are dog the dogs of warwe are cast aside have a home no morewe fight for peacea peace of mindwe fight peace we'll never findthe same damn thoughts they flood my mindit 3 am and has been for daysthe picture of you its starting to fadefirst your eyesthen your smileI'm left with a taste on my lipsone i cant defineits 3 am please don't leaveif only for the night i need you to stayplease don't go your all that keep me saneits 4 am and somethings wrongi feel a bit offI'm left and that's not righti try not to thinkits going to be a long nightits 4 am I'm alone in the darkdog of warwith no voice to barkI a dog a dog of warI bow my headI say no more

Randomness
my name full name is roger harold, blain, hannah, boswell. i actually got an account on this website for one person.. but most of the people i meet on here are cool too. i play the bass guitar, and people SAY i can sing pretty good (i dont see it) and im just now learning to play guitar..sorry to say, i'm actually 16 years old. as much as nobody believes it. i live in nortch texas... blah blah blah.. i once jumped off a stage (attempting) a stage dive... broke both my wrist and cracked a rib... lol. whata a loser right. i guess thats all i have for now

Random Thoughts 1
I don't know where to begin with this.  SOOO much has gone on since the last time I blogged...so this will be random and in no particular order. I went to the Oregon State Fair again this year.  I was joined by Adam, Andrea and her family.  I had my first deep friend twinkie.  It was like a twinkie corn dog.  That was ok....but the funnel cake with choclate and bavarian creme.  Holy crap!  AWESOME!  I was sad that there weren't as many vendors as the years previous...but we still left with some sort of salsa maker thing.  It isn't a state fair if Beth doesn't leave with anything.  Once again there was a wide spectrum of unique individuals...but NO DEMOLITION DERBY!!!??  WTF??  I will be sending letters of complaint. I had the opportunity to babysit Greg Oden's dog...Charles Barkley McLovin.  He's such a great dog!  Although he chewed up one of Beth's flip flops, he was very lovey with me and refused to go to sleep unless my hand was on him and he was laying with me.  He's welcome at

Random Thoughts 2
Ahhhh....the Wednesday before a long holiday weekend.  It's like hearing the ice cream truck on the next block over.  You know the end of the day is coming...but it isn't quite here yet cause that fat bastard Rudy Johnson is trying to figure out which 3 ice cream treats his fat ass needs before the middle eastern guy in the beat up van can move on to your street.  Yeah...just like that. Rudy Fernandez is a Blazer as of yesterday.  Ole'!  I hope he is better then Sergio who had a lot of YouTube hype as well but just hasn't panned out.  I have a conference call in 21 minutes so I will keep this short.  Washington passed a law that says no more talking on your cell phone while driving unless you have a hands free device.  How many accidents involving the geltle sex do you think that will eliminate?  I am guess about 40%.  If you have ever been ambushed by the soccer mom in the minivan changing lanes without looking, smoke in one hand and phone in the other...you know what i am talking

Random Thoughts 3
So...my friend Heather and I headed out to Edgefield for Billy Idol.  I knew going in that we would be wading into a sea of mullets and the best aging rocker crowd that Portland had to offer.  Thankfully I was not to be dissapointed.  But first...the concert.  Billy came out blasting with Cradle of Love followed by Flesh for Fantasy, White Wedding (started acoustic and went electric) then hit To Be a Lover before breaking out the new stuff like John Wayne.  At the "solo break" the best LIVING guitarist out there Steve Stevens put on a F'ing SHOW.  He played a spanish solo that gave me the shivers and then busted into Led Zeppelin's Over The Hills and Far Away.  Of course once he hit Rebel Yell the crowd went nuts.  He encored with Hot in the City and Mony Mony.  My ONLY complaint about the concert was that he blazed though the concert...not as much crowd interaction as I would have liked.  But I will say this now and hear me clear....there is no better guitarist out there then Steve St

Random Thoughts 4 - May 2008
Speaking of Hat Tricks...F YOU DETROIT and your team of dirty russians.  The Avalanche didn't deserve that.  Jose Theodore needs to retire.  BRING BACK ROY!! Why the F does everyone find it necessary to look at your sammich when you are ordering at Subway?  Then look at you like.."Ham on white?  don't you know how much sodium is in that?"  Yeah I know mother F'er and I like it.  OK?  You want some of this?  Huh?  I'll bust you in yout tuna on honey oat ass! Did I mention I want to see Iron Man bad?  I was a Marvel comic kid growing up....I even had a homemade Captain America costume for a while...so seeing all these movies coming out is awesome.  But NOT as awesome as the new Narnia, Prince Caspian.  I cannot wait!!!  And F you for laughing. Liv Tyler is single again.  I think she needs to select me for a weekend of tickle fights.  Or at least let me hang out with her dad. If baseball players and basketball players can all smack each other on the ass as a way of saying good job...w

Random Thoughts May 2008
Wow...where do I begin. Today I read a story about a man in New Jersey that used to be a cop...he got busted for having sex with a cow.  Not regular sex mind you...but he was getting oral love from a cow.  Digest that for a moment.  How EXACTLY do you convince a cow to give you a hummer?  Do you sprinkle sugar on your wang and hope the cow thinks it's a sugar lick?  Last time I checked cows don't have the best oral hygene AND snaggle teeth...reminds me of this girl....nevermind.  So anyways...this didn't just happen once...oh no....that cow lovin was SO good he went back FOUR times.  I can't even comprehend. I am now on week 5 of not really eating fast food anymore.  Gone are the days of double quarter pounders and french fries.  Sometimes people here at work bring it in and I smell it.  It's amazing my body's reaction to the smell.  I want to punch out whoever is eating it and drag the meat into a corner and eat it like a beast. I got busted Tuesday for thong watching at the gym. 

Random Thoughts Dec 2007
A list of today's random thoughts. Kanye West is a punk bitch.  There.  I said it.  Sorry about your mom and all...but I swear if he comes out with a tribute album because him mom died having PLASTIC SURGERY...well just think 50 Cent.."been hit with a few slugs now I walk with a limp" The Trail Blazers are going for 12 in a row tonight.  I won't say it's a lock...because no game is...but the Timberwolves suck and we SHOULD win.  My F.U. goes out to ESPN who still won't show good highlights from our games because of the East Coast bias and that freaking TOOL on TNT who keeps calling Travis Outlaw Bo.  Bo Outlaw played 12 years ago...get over it tool shed. My child is talking more then ever...sadly some of her new words include "no" and "I don't want to" or she just pretends not to hear me at all.  It was cute at first...but now I need to figure out a way to outsmart her.  She's too cagey for her own good...like the female Stewie...I am sure she is plotting something that doesn't bode

Random Thoughts 7 - Dec 07
So I am sick as hell.  And I am sitting here at home (ed note...I didn't finish this yesterday when I was home sick...so I am posting this morning...) thinking...what's my favorite song.  I decided that today it's Buckcherry's Crazy Bitch.  Why you ask?  Well...not since "Closer" from NIN has there been a song that just lays it out there like this.  With Closer...you got "I want to f**k you like an animal"  well grrrrr baby grrrr.  Talk about just calling it right out.  Do you think he meant a cougar?  Or maybe a racoon?  I like to think he meant a really horny chimpanzee.  I like the Christmas Jesus best, and I'm sayin grace. When you say grace, you can say it to grown up Jesus, or teenage Jesus, or bearded Jesus, or whoever you want.  (sorry...I know it doesn't fit...but I LOVE that movie)  Anyways...like Trent Reznor, Josh Todd who is the lead singer of Buckcherry decided to call America out and let us know about a unique segment of the female population and his fascination with the

Random Thoughts 06
Bitch Stole My Fish.  You have seen it because it's my picture on here.  Why you ask?  Why would I have a picture of that poor little boy looking like he wants to unleash what HAS to be a strong pimp hand on the young lady holding his fish?  What does that say about society?  Well I'll tell you. Bitch stole my fish says "Hey Mr. Government...we won't pay $3.09 for gas anymore.  Go kick some ass in the middle east and get the price down or YOU will get the pimp hand." Bitch Stole My Fish says "Hey you criminals..no more time at the Washington State facility for educating and reforming our wayward adults.  No no...Bitch Stole My Fish says...you do the crime...you'll do the time but you'll do it in a small cell with no cable, no books and your days will consist of making big rocks little rocks.  Only when criminals fear our correctional system like they fear the Strong Pimp Hand will the balance be restored." Bitch Stole My Fish says "Hey...all you women (and mens) who think you are be

Random Thoughts 09
OK...so...there I was at Washington Square Mall the other day and as I was strolling through the mall...I noticed quite a few boobs on display.  Women of all shapes and sizes had tank tops, tight shirts and plunging necklines on.  It wasn't that I sat out to oogle boobs, oh no....I was there to power shop but obviously I became distracted.  Now there was one young lady in particular...probably in her mid-to-late 20's with a nice set of cannon balls on display walking right at me.  The neckline on her shirt was just above her belly button...so to say I could see cleavage would be an understatement.  And again...she was probably a 36D or possibly a DD so they were REALLY out there...so I decided to go ahead and appreciate them.  Yeah...I looked right at them.  I didn't do it in a creepy "I wanna motorboat those things" kinda way...no...just a 1001, 1002, 1003 kinda look...and she had the NERVE to say "hope you got a good look" as we passed by. Yes...Yes I did get a good look at those fu

Random Thoughts 07
So there I am at the Oregon State Fair.  Just like every year.  I go for the hand dipped corn dogs, the demolition derby (more on this in a minute) and for the people watching.  Since it's Oregon I don't feel as bad making fun of the people there.  It's like a train wreck.  For instance, yesterday I saw a woman that must have gone 300 lbs.  Not a big deal.  UNTIL.  You put that woman in a tube top with tight spandex shorts.  Smoking.  Pushing 2 kids in a stroller with one in tow.  And her 130lb boyfriend with the jailhouse tattoos and crooked hat.  It was awesome.  Every manner of hillbilly and mountain folk were there.  It was a joy to experience. Now, no one else in my family shares my love of demolition derbies.  I don't understand it.  Cars...crash into each other on purpose.  It's like the Mall parking lot at Christmas with all women drivers.  Ha ha ha ha.  But seriously...it just doesn't get any better.  Men with dirty clothes and as many teeth as their cars have wheels run int

Random Thoughts
So when I first saw the new levels I thought, wow, this is going to be even more annoying than before. But actually, I've been getting a ton of profile rates from point whores who are now gunning for level 31 and it's kind of become amusing. It's like a fu race to see who levels first.  Side note, Nick Swardson is fucking hilarious. I'm excited to go out tonight with my bff. Should be good times. I hope for lots of drunken debauchary and whoriness as this will be my last drunk night in Plattsburgh...but then this town sucks so bad that I'm sure it will be lame.

Randomly Jotted Down
I see the spark maybe its muted to some but in my head and my heart its shines incandesent lost in the tribulations dysphoria lost but not gone hidden well disguised to all select few allowed behind the facade but i see i see illumination vehemence benevolence fervor inumerable things to behold veiled to most but i see.........  the radiance    

Random Musings Of A Disturbed Mind...
   here i sit on this muggy blasphemous sunday morning, the air is so thick you can gargle it. the communist weatherman is calling for thunderstorms. i haven`t mowed my lawn in a week and a half and it`s dense enough to be considered a protected wildlife preservation area... SO WHERE`S MY TAX EXEMPTION?! my coffe has grown cold and vulgar to my sences but it`s too early to drink. i never could abide by consuming alcohol this early in the day, not to mention the fact that my wife will be home from church soon. myself with beer on my breath and my wife have never been a good combination. much like mixing buttermilk with southern comfort and pretending that it`s palletable, hmmmHA!    in a totally wretched state my house is! the detritis of the weekend littering every corner. FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! THERE IS A CAT TIED TO THE CEILING FAN BY IT`S TALE!!! THIS IS NOT NORMAL! NOT EVEN BY MY ECCENTRIC STANDARDS! i`m begining to rethink my "no a.m. drinking" rule... i need a good binge to bri

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yay my birthday is soon. july fourth ill be twenty im so excited Rawr

Random Poem
I wish you were in my arms as I lay, as I slept I wish I could feel your breath, to feel the beat from your heart steady in peace. I feel this empty space left by you now you're gone, each time you leave it's more pain then you know, I know you're out there searching for me, when we meet again that first kiss will stop my heart. I will know I am home.   **by A.J.David

Randomness
You are amazing. I miss you. Do you think of me? I hope you're happy. I'm glad you've moved on. I wish we still talked. Things would be different if I could make them that way. You're really not as great as you think you are. I love you, far more than you could possiblly imagine.

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some days i sit and think "what the hell happened to me?"...when i was 18 and just graduated from high school i knew i wanted to be either a history/PE teacher or continue my culinary arts education...i was accepted into the art institute of seattle culinary arts program on a full scholarship but i gave it up to move to missouri to help out my aunt rebuild her house after hers was burned by arsonists. al though i didnt expect to be thanked it still would have been nice to hear or at least say they appreciated the fact i gave up a career to bust my ass and get degrated because i wasnt an ass kisser.   i moved home and met my daughters mom which i consider the worst decision i have made...but i love my daughter more than anything and nothing will ever change that.   i have made mistakes in my past but i was young and stupid and yes i spent a lil bit in jail but i wish people would learn to leave that stuff in the past and realize that i am not that same person i once was...i want peo

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my daughter was born in september of 2000...in august of 2001 my gf gave birth to a son ethan scott. when he was 8 months old he was killed by a drunk drivedr in a car accident...my parents did not know about ethan because of the bullshit i was going through with aly at the time...macy and ethan were coming to the beach so that my parents could meet him for the first time...i never to this day have told them the truth.   macy blamed me for his death because before she left she had called me to tell me they were heading down and wanted to get ahead of weekend traffic...i told her to talk to me a lil longer because i was just about off work and so we talked a lil longer then she said she had to go and that she would call me on the road.   she said if i had let her go then ethan would still be alive and threatened to call the police if i spoke to her again...she had him cremated and took his ashes somewhere to the midwest with her.   to this day i cannot cry over anything sad....i h

Random Thoughts By Jack Handey
apparentely hes a real guy and that was actually him that read the quotes on SNL back in the day     It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man. One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said. "Disneyland burned down." He cried and cried, but I think that deep down, he thought it was a pretty good joke. I started to drive over to the real Disneyland, but it was getting pretty late. Dad always thought laughter was the best medicine, which I guess is why several of us died of tuberculosis. Maybe in order to understand mankind, we have to look at the word itself: "Mankind". Basically, it's made up of two separate words - "mank" and "ind". What do these words mean ? It's a mystery, and that's why so is mankind. The face of a child can say it all, especially the mouth part of the face. If you define cowardice as running aw

10 Random Facts About Trini...
TAG!!! 10 Random Facts About Trini... Current mood:  relaxed Category: Friends 1. I had gastric bypass surgery Oct. 26 th 2001(the day before my birthday). It was the best thing that I've ever done for myself... 2. I was in an abusive relationship with my sons father for 12 yrs on and off and shortly after my surgery I got the fuck out cuz I deserve better!!! 3. I crave a beautiful, loving, passionate relationship with the right man...I deserve that to!!! 4. I was an Art major in school and considered going to makeup artist school for horror movie makeup...when I was younger I always wanted to be a veternarian... 5. I am actually a pretty shy person... 6. I never even kissed a guy till I was 21...They never looked at me like that and besides when I was younger I pretty much just threw myself into the horses and ranch life. 7. I don't dance 8. I've never been to Vegas 9. I won an art design contest when I was in college. 10. When I was in 5th grade one of my moms horses re

Random Crap
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drool in my sleep and when I am awake 2. I like getting new stickers for my fookin helmet 3. I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) 4.I have to have a half of a vicodin with my coffee in the morning 5. I like to sing to my computer 6. I like to gossip about people I dislike 7. I hate blogs and blogging and people that make me do blogs for their cheap ass entertainment value :) 8. Clean Sheet day is my favorite day! 9. My memory sucks ass! I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) Ok I am tagging these people Shababs Dragons4you~ Bigbuck632 Sparklyballs MzCaBIB

Randomness
I've been thinking.... And here is what I have came up with... **Should have known better **Too soon **Too far **Jealousy hurts not just others, but yourself. **Life is too short.... Just BLAH... WTF?! Tink Emo night? :| Mixed emotions are running wild, and idk how the hell to contain them.. at all.. And.. of course... nobody to talk to about it :| Go fuckin' figure!!!

Randon Bableing
Ok you see I am a verry nice guy and lately I feel as if nothing is going the right way . It seems as if evry girl I wind up dateing is eather married or in some sort of relationship just my luck . It would not be so bad I guess if I knew what I was getting into a head of time . I mean honestly thow how does a female keep something like that from a guy weeks at time and then suddenly just say o by the way I have a man . What Is that crap all about ? I mean why can't they just be honest right from the begining . Atleast then if I got involved then it would be my choice .Not that it would be right but atleast I would know what I was getting into and not be setting my self up for failure right from the begining. I mean honestly if I was looking for a one night stand I could just bring some random girl home from the bar and know thet thats all it was . Not that would make me a good person but hey we all have needs at time we are only human. I know I am not perfect but hell atleast I am hon

Random Thoughts
I find sites like this and others interesting and diffinately not boring. Many interestings walks of life cross our paths via the internet. Due to taking a few risks in the past it's difficult to allow myself to step out to far and trust just anyone. How can one figure out who to trust on here and whom not to? There is a guy on here that has made his way across the country and back making ladies believe he's some big cowboy, owning and working .. riding pbr etc. He actually gets ladies to bail him out and send him money. Are there ladies doing the same thing to gents? Are their people just looking for sugar momma's and sugar daddy's? How do you figure out who if for real and who isn't. If flirting is just flirting or who is really interested in knowing more ... do you just forget all that and have fun?

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today i happened to take a nap and had a really weird dream about my dad. we were sitting at the dinner table at the house i grew up in just him and i. we ech had a cup of coffee sitting in from of us and i noticed that it was still early morning. all i can remember of our "conversation" was i kept telling him that i was sorry i wasnt who i was supposed to be. that i was sorry for all the mistakes i had made in my life. i told him i was sorry that i couldnt make him proud of me before he died. he just sat there and looked at me and said "time for you to wake up" and thats when i woke up

Random Megan Facts
Your name:Megan Marie TrustyOldest/youngest/or middle sibling:youngest middle childYour dad's name:John David Trusty-HaskettWhat kind of phone do you have?verizonFavorite type of music:Country and Melodic Death MetalHow many pillows do you sleep with?as man as I can get my paws on, but usually just two.What do you find most of in your room?mismatched socks or wires...How many piercings do you have?3 *ears are guaged to 1/4 inch, then my tongue*Who is your neighbor across the street?Rena and DavidDo you dye your hair?never have Own a pair of skinny jeans?um, ew, now lolHow many cell phones have you owned?2What were you doing this morning at 8am?taking the dogs outsideWhat are you wearing?wifebeater, bra, jammie pants, and socksAre you mad at anyone right now?kinda...Last person to send you a text?JeannineHow many different drinks have you had today?water, tea, milk, and ummmmm...... pink raspberry lemonade Do you draw your name in the sand while your at the beach?not mine noWhat are y

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woo hoo i'm bored as shit watchin my nephew waiting till he leaves to go home well i was planning to type more but i'm not gonna so l8er pplz peace

Random Thoughts
A tear forms in the corner of my eye.From a pain no longer held inside.It slips and slides its way down my skin.From across my lips to the bottom of my chin. Then into the wind on a cold Winter day.To rest in the snow and dig its own grave.The Spring melts the snow and that tear insidePrepares itself for one more ride. As a river, a lake, or even an oceanThat tear becomes an emotion in motion'Til the emptiest cloud drinks its fill of pain.And cries to the world in the form of rain. Frantic people all run for cover.But not myself, I was born to suffer.And there I stand seeking death's embrace.And that tear finds its way back onto my face.

Random, Pointless Facts...
1) Scotch + Kahlua = delicious 2) I actually hate it when people compliment me on my eyes 3) I eat more pizza rolls than anyone on the planet 4) I dont believe when people tell me they love me 5) I like drinking in dive bars with older people so I dont have to deal with all the BS that comes along with drinking with people my age 6)  I have surprisingly low selfesteem 7) I crank Frank Sinatra when no one is around 8) I have one ex I still talk to, even hang out with, and there have been no awkward moments between us I would tag people, but Im too lazy to do that. Besides, these things go around so often anyways

Random Questions Posed To Me...
Am bored so figured I would do a random blog about me, yea im arrogant like that. Hm random thinks I am either doing right now or am doing now in my life…  As well as things friend have asked of me…Watching:Saw IVListening:My I-Tunes is playing random musicInterested In:WritingPhotographyCinematographyFlaws:Overanalyzing: I tend to over  analyze a lot, especially the written and spoken words of people, and look for every thing that possibly could mean, and even judging by the way they wording things may read into some things they probably didn’t mean but the way they worded Perfectionist: Yea I tend to need things to be a certain way, I blame it on my OCD [obsessive compulsive disorder] in which things have to be in a certain way or my mind tends to wander very easily. The same with my creative nature when writing if I do not thing it is good enough I will not show any one, and when taking photos I do like to have the creative control and final say. Favorite Drink:

8 Random Facts
1. i love boobs any size 2. ive never had a relationship last more than 2 yrs 3. im too nice and it bites me in the ass 4. i dont know and maybe annoy the holy living shit out of me 5. i cant make a turd without having something to read 6. i still love watching cartoons 7. ive been to jail twice 8. i once double dipped in the same day(had sex with 2 different girls) 30 minutes apart...i showered inbetween tho

Random Sayings And Quotes
 ~ It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.~   ~I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..~     ~Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...... ~    are there real men out there like that????  My money is on NO WAY ~People a

Random Thoughts Inside My Head!!!
I have been thinking about my life alot lately. I have realized that I'm not as happy as I thought I was. I sit and wonder where my life is going. I also wonder how much more I have to go through before I'm allowed to be happy again. People say that its up to me to make myself  happy. I don't think thats possible, because no matter how hard I try I'm never happy. I wonder why God wants me to hurt for so long. Crying myself to sleep has become a every night thing. Its to the point now where I don't know how to be happy. I have been so sad, depressed, and pissed off  for so long I don't know how to feel different then that. I wish I could just snap my fingers and my pain and hurt would go away. No one seems to understand how I feel or what I'm going through. They just keep telling me things will get better with time. I wonder how long that is. They always tell me that they are here for me. Its good to know that they are, but sometimes I need more then they can give me. I don't unde

Random
I haven't blogged in a while....haven't had anything to bitch about...is this a sign of the apocalypse? If so, ya'all better find a bunker! Anyways, what to write?? Hmmmm....Um....well...Shit...I'm all blogged out....Anyone have anything interesting to say? Maybe I should post a funny picture? lol    

Random Poem
even if you say you hate me, i will always love you... even if you push me off a cliff, i will come back just to say i love you... even if you tell me to burn in hell, my heart will burn eternally just for you... no matter what, i will always love you!

Random...
not really sure what i want to say yet, just had a long dayyy. and need to get some stuff off my chest i miss you more than you will ever know. im sick of being second guessed by you, i bust my ass and i get your shit for it. i need a new fucking job cant wait to move back to college you are my best friend at this moment in time, im glad i finally have someone around that is there for me, and i can be there for in return.. you get where im coming from. the last few days have been amazing, i just wish you could say the same.. when i see you bumming around it rips my heart out because i cant fix it.. youre going to perform this week, i saw that.. really wish you had done that with me and not him.. you are making a huge mistake and i wish i could tell you not to move. but that is your decision to make. its so hard for me these days it feels as though you never were, and i hate that with every inch of my person. i love you both. its hotttt. i so wish i had a

Random Repeatable Acts
here i go again writing you off. i just want you to go away leave it alone, drop me off of this trip your on. what sence is it to want to be tied down to a moving car? i cant think i cant care, i cant give a damn anymore. two years of wanting, living up to your needs i forgot my own. and you want me back? give me hell for the life you put me in. give me hell for the pain you force me to try and avoid. all i can do is walk away, and you wonder why. your such a great person to yourself i wonder why the wold hates you so much.your such an infalable creature i wonder why god doesnt make you a saint. preach to your flock of all your innocent ways whyile you fuck them all. they will tell you the same as me in two years;  "make up your mind, keep one path. and above all, leave us alone"you say im perfect and that i dont see it. i say your flawed and you dont see it. you say its chemistry i say its its just as good as the sex i give you. your alowed all the imprefect days your perfect self can

Random Thoughts Of The Day
Did you ever want something so bad in your life but you don't how to approach it to just let yourself have it. well I am the one the knows this better then anyone . I sit every sit wondering on how I can be who he wants me to be or what I should do just to let him see that it can be real. You don't have to sit back and wonder so much on how you wished life didn't turn out you wanted or how much you longed for someone and never did anything about it. For months I have wondered that and every time I tryed to hard to let that person see there is just no interest there or feeling of hope or anything . so i just ask myself is he worth the wait should i just be patient and everything will fall into place but until that day I still will be sitten here wondering what I can do or say to make him realize he is the one that was meant for me.

Random Thoughts From The Brain Of Lippy...
 I know, kinda scary, me thinking :P Happy Lippy is back! :) I am grateful for my friends and those that I call my sisters. Even if I don't talk to all of you everyday, I want you to know that I do care.  I got warm fuzzies just knowing who cared.  I am gonna keep ya'all in my pocket for safe keeping. I have redone my family and will start removing dead weight 'friends' soon. I have learned quite a bit about myself this week.  I really don't like to be cunty but I am good at it.  Some of you helped me and you didnt even know it.  Thank you. Monday should have been a really shitty day for me and it wasnt.  For those of you that kept me busy Sunday and Monday talking on here, yahoo and with texts, thank you.  I truly cant say thank you enough.  It made going to visit my dads grave a little easier for me. For the one that kept me up one nite, for the whole nite this past week, words can never express my gratitude.  I didnt spend the day dwelling on painful things. Btw, the new Ir

Random Thoughts
You tell me tomorrow, is where I'll find my dreams..... But every today that passes me by,         leaves me empty. Inside this shell my soul lies sleeping, Another day passes and still....        my heart is weeping.   I've journey'd across rugged mountains With violence gushing from my veins....       But that has made me older then I should be,       And now I'm tired, So tired.   You tell me tomorrow, I'll find peace on the oppisate shore... Well why can't it be where I'm standing now!!!!! I've searched long and hard....      And now I'm tired, So tired I bathe myself in a crystalized stream.. Of lonely, unshed tears, I cry for the world and Yes!!,                    I cry for me.  I've seen love drenched, in crimson blood, And I've seen hate         cold,hard hate... Immerssed in the brightness of holy innocense. I've felt the outcome of these battles i my heart......                          And now I'm tired...So damn tired.       (written before my da

Random Thoughts Of The Day
Rec'd these at work...omg laughin my azz off ! Random Thoughts of the Day:     I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.   More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me.   Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.   I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter?   Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yours

Random Thoughts
 Random Thoughts of the Day:  *         I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.*         More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all Ican think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tellmy own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me.*         Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.*         I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need todrink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter?*         Have you ever been walking down the street and realized thatyou're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area

Random Thoughts
is he telling the truth...do i stick around and listen to his lies because i like wat he is saying OR do i run for shelter before the shit blows up in my face??? i just dont know GRAWR am i really losing him or has he already gone??? maybe he is still here for the ride or maybe just wating for a good time? god damn it my back hurts WAHHH stupid tail bone holly shit i am HELLA bored am i pushing them away because i want them close OR do i really not care god why wont he call!!! i want to talk to him DAMN IT TO HELL why cant i stop thinking about him am i really that crazy? WOOHOO i get to go to my sisters this weekend GO ME!!! my niece and nephew and sister all weekend with nothing i mean NOTHING to do but sit on my fat ass with my sister and watch TV and cry like the emo loser i am YEHAW!!! i wish i knew wat was bothering me and y so i could talk myself out of it! or try anyways why am i thinking about so much shit, why does it feel like my heart is splitting in two, why does i

Random Musings From The City Of Flowers
So almsot one month down in this fucking place.  So, because there are four of us living in the house/effin mansion here, we can afford to split the cost for a cook.  Ghazi, our cook , is the absolute bomb.  Amazing cook, who should have his own restaurant in the States.  The guy is a riot.  Absolutely hilarious, and a rare thing here, a Christian.  So he is as pissed as one might imagine about these Taliban assholes running around our neigbhborhood.  He has two great little kids, who he never lets play outside, because he is too afraid.  If he takes his family out shopping, he splits them up, so they won't all be killed if something happens.  His 6 y/o begs him to be safe every day, because she is terrified.  If this isn't heartwrenching, I don't know what is.  I have been to some equally fucked up places, and i am consistently shocked at how many awesome people I meet in Pakistan.  I am making great friends here.  Sadly, the 5% of the population who are asshole Islamist pricks are te

Randomness
1. i dunno why but i have a thing with 4's and 16's everything has to be in sets of them 2. facial piercings tend to annoy me...at no time have i ever thought a 10 penny nail would look good shoved in my face...usually people go to the hospital for that stuff 3. some smells no matter how disgusting they are sometimes smell good to me 4. my ultimate goal is to see the boobs of everyone on my friends list but i know that wont ever happen 5. when i was a volunteer FF i never got queasy no matter how horrendous the call 6. i have commited insurance fraud 7. you should give me fubux for my spotlight 8. very few people if any knows who the real me is 9. i hate cats but i adore kittens 10. most of you motherfuckers annoy me but i still like you

Random
Roses are red, nuts are brown, skirts are up, pants are down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's running, lets begin.

Randomness V2
1. I sing all the time. Truth is though, very few of you will actually hear me. Why? I sing horrible.   2. The only way I'll eat a bologna sandwich is with mustard only. Maybe I'm weird, I dunno.   3. Speaking of bologna, everytime I type it..I sing the Oscar Mayer song in my head. And yes, I really do know how to spell it without the help of the song.   4. I really should charge my phone every night. I let the thing get so low I end up having people think I ignore them.   5. Every time I go to Subway I get the same thing. I never change. I'm way too predictable.   6. There is a team on my bowling league that I really can't stand. The women are so loud it's crazy. I want to ram a bowling pin down their throat.   7. I swear, I'm really not evil.

1987_ Random Facts Of The Year I Was Born
Ronald Reagan is president of the USWall Street crashes sending the Dow Jones Industrial average down 22.6%President Reagan and Soviet Leader Gorbachev sign an unprecedented missile reduction agreementTelevangelist Jim Bakker resigns amid accusations of sexual infidelity and financial improprietyWall Street financier Ivan Boesky is sentenced to three years in prison in an insider trading scandalGary Hart withdraws from the 1988 presidential campaign under accusations of infidelityThe Food and Drug Administration approves anti-AIDS drug AZTProzac makes its debut in the USBow Wow, Joss Stone, and Hilary Duff are bornMinnesota Twins win the World SeriesNew York Giants win Superbowl XXIEdmonton Oilers win the Stanley CupThree Men and a Baby is the top grossing film"Walk Like An Egyptian" by The Bangles spends the most time at the top of the US chartsFull House, Married with Children, and Star Trek: The Next Generation premiere

Random Thoughts
RANDOM THOUGHTS OF A MAD MAN I WALKED THAT WALK INTO THE LIGHT. AND I DID FIND ALL IT HAD TO OFFER. HAPPINESS , LOVE ,JOY.BUT THEN AGAIN IT WAS ALL TAKEN AWAY WITH NO REASON OR CAUSE. I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT MY PLACE IS IN THE DARK. THE DARK IS WHERE I FEEL NO PAIN OR HURT OR UNHAPPINESS. YET I ALSO FEEL NO LOVE OR JOY. BUT I GIVE UP ALL THE FEELINGS TO FEEL NOTHING WHY BECAUSE NOTHING CAN NOT HURT AS BAD AS ALL THE OTHER FEELINGS HAVE CAN IT?LET ME ASK YOU A QUESTION? HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH YOUR PAIN AND HURT. DO YOU DO LIKE ME AND BOTTLE IT UP, HIDE IT NOT ONLY FROM  THE WORLD BUT FROM YOURSELF ALSO? HAVE YOU EVER SAT IN THE DARK AND FELT NO PAIN NO HURT NO DISTRUST? WELL UNTIL YOU DO WHY LOOK DOWN ON ME  OR FEEL SAD FOR ME FOR IT . I SAY TRY IT . NEXT TIME YOU HURT OR ARE IN THAT BLACK CLOUD OF NOT KNOWING . COME TO THE DARK SIT HERE  A FEW AND TELL ME HOW IT TREATED YOU. YOU NEVER KNOW YOU MAY LIKE IT . SOME ASKED ME HOW DO I FEEL TODAY AND MY RESPONSE WAS HOLLOW . YES HOL

Random And Syn Wedding
  You are invited to a wedding!!! Please join DJ Random Chaos and Synful Chaos as they bind their love in Fu-marriage! Where: Dirty Deeds Radio Whene: Fri, Sept 11 10pm Est/7pm pacific

50 Random Things About Me!
1.) I'm allergic to cigarettes... literally. Just holding a pack my throat starts to tighten up and I start to have trouble breathing. 2.) I close my eyes when I walk around in the dark.... idk why! Guess it's not dark enough lol 3.) I don't like cats because I was biten by one as a child and almost lost two fingers from the infection that resulted. 4.) I have four dogs and if I could afford to I'd get more! 5.) I have asthma 6.) If I flirt I'm all talk... I scare easily and delete a lot of ppl cause of it 7.) I'm pretty reserved.... but when I fall for someone I wear my heart on my sleeve 8.) I've been married and divorced... TWICE 9.) I've had 3 kids 10.) I have horses even though the smell of their sweat triggers my asthma. 11.) I have an obsession with icecream sandwiches 12.) Caffeine gives me a migraine... Haven't had it other than in chocolate in over 12 years. 13.) I hate sleeping alone, that's why I have a body pillow. 14.) I have very sensitive skin. 15.) I lov

Random Survey Thingy
First Name: Alicia Nicknames: Cisa, Ici Are you named after anyone?: There's a few Alicias on my biological dad's side of the family yeah. Age: 18 Eye color: Dark brown Zodiac sign: Libra Tattoos: 2, one of my thigh, the other on my chest. Wanting to get another on my lower leg Height: 5'1/5"2... I am short yes....     *Favorites* Food: I actually love different salads, and dry cereal lol. Drink:Um...tea or Moutain Dew? Color: I LOVE red lol, but I also love cammo and tye-dye...if that counts. Type of weather: Sunny but a little on the cool side. TV show: I Love Lucy and Corner Gas (a Canadian show). Movie: The Rocky Horror Picture Show and The Crow and Across the Universe are all up there. Book: Something Rotten by Jasper Fforde, tied with.... The BFG by Roald Dahl lol. No making fun of me!

Random Thinking
I have had alot of free time on my hands here lately, and have had alot of time to think.  Which for me has not always been a good thing :) I think of my life prior military, and miss the perks of homelife. But would not change  my decision for anything in the world. I am doing what I want to do, and what I believe in. If I had one thing I miss more than anything besides my family, would be the ocean. It was always my happy place, the place I found comfort and understanding. I have walked many nights on the beach, with the sounds of the waves in the distance as I gazed at the moon above me. Right there on that beach only a few steps from my house, I have experienced life, love and understanding. All experiences were not so great, yet they all played a part in who I am today. Some have their safe places, well that was and will be mine. Just a small bit into my life. Rather ironic I am here with plenty of sand but no water! lol

10 Random Shitz About Me
I was born in Russia I watch Spongebob I have a sweet tooth I have peed in bed once...when I was 23 I am married; to a person I dont feel I deserve I only fap to lesbos; penises do nothing for me I am lazy I love animals I was almost killed by mafia at 14 I am not racist, but I do have prejudices     ask away, i'm so bored, fuckk      

Random Thoughts.
....and sometimes you sit here and wonderwhy is the world the place that it is. everything seems so obsolete, and everything seems so assbackwards. you start to wonder why its good vs evil optamistic vs pessimisticreality vs fantasy. you start to wonder why bipolarisim is starting to devour everybodies lives.you start to wonder why people become sadistic.... manic.... suicidal....and become institutionalized only because their on a real bad acid trip, or just need to be fucking held for once in their lives.... and it makes you wonder if there really is a GREAT institution out there that can help people instead of feeding more and more bullshit into their minds that they really dont need to know........but its all a factor of life.... //laughs.... it seems like its in the atmosphere. that its becoming fashionable and logical for people to attempt to lock themselves inside a dark closet and bang their wrists against walls. it seems like people are in the right for having not one hope for

Random Thoughts...
I painted the entire 300 sf room with vaulted ceilings by myself yesterday because J is a lazy asshole   I am a hurtin bitch today I want to blow up the comcast bulding...one of their assholes rang my doorbell at 7:15 am this moring wanting to get in my back yard wtf   I made over 700 in tips for working Oktoberfest that goes to the squadron xmas party...it better be fucking nice is all I have to say   I wanna go back to bed but the kids are outta school today it is sleeting and cold and yucky here  

Random Thoughts I Guess.
This is a little more than just some random thoughts now that i think about it. Okay so it's a little something like this. I work at tattoo dreams in bridge city texas. No i don't tattoo or pierce as of yet but you have to start somwhere. Now more recent things going on with me. I just recently started talking with a friend that i had went to school with through school i sorta liked her but when i had someone she didn't and when she had someone i din't always a nice fuck up for plans huh. So now due to a most uncool event between her her now ex fiance she and i have began talking. Im glad things went bad with her and the ex because he is a liar and cheater. This worked out for her bennefit and mine. We are just taking things slow and seeing where this goes but I have a good feeling about this. She and I both want a relationship but im glad she wants to take it slow. I have to show her that not all of us men are lying , cheating pieces of sh*t. Time to show someone what it's like to b

Randomly Stuck In My Head
I really hate being a soldier. It seems like the biggest waste of potential I can imagine. It is training to die. Training to react violently to anything you can't easily identify. Training to hate.  They put it in pretty little powerpoint slides, and tell you it's okay, because "they" decided you were attacking the "enemy." They tell you that all you need is them, and they will take care of you. THEY are full of shit.  They are the hopelessly lost little boys an girls who never had to fit into the real world. They are the terrified of anything new and different. They are the cancer eating at the back of my every waking moment.  I am hated by many people. I am hated by those we are fighting, a good portion of those we fight for, and by nearly all of those who refuse to fight at all. I am criticized as a statistic. I am judged as a nameless face in a vast crowd. And I am tired beyond measuring. I have lost so much. And I will never get any of it back. I have lost three years with a

Randomness V3
[sigh] I really don't have much to say. 1. I'm going to quit smoking, again. I don't really know why I stared again. I'd quit for almost 2 months. 2. I'm going on a diet. Just going to have to find time to exercise.  That will be hard between work and playing with the boys. 3. I wish my Mom and Step-dad would apologize to me. They are still having problems. Remember...I was the cause of that, that's why I got "kicked out". 4. I still love my friends =]

Random Thoughts Of The Day
I wish Google Maps had an, "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can thinkabout is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my ownstory that's not only better, but also more directly involves me.Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realizeyou're wrong.I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I wasyounger.The letters T and G are very close to each other on a keyboard. Thisrecently became all too apparent to me and consequently I will never beending a work email with the phrase "Regards" again.Do you remember when you were a kid, playing Nintendo and it wouldn'twork? You take the cartridge out, blow in it and that would magicallyfix the problem. Every kid in America did that, but how did we all knowhow to fix the problem? There was no internet or message boards orFAQ's. We just figured it out. Today's kids are soft.There is a great need for sarcasm font.I thi

Random
1. I am told I have sad eyes but I think I smile too much     2. I can't live without my cell phone. I check to see if it's on my person at least a million times a day. Whether I stick it in my pocket or bra.     3. I try to always look on the brighter things in life and hate when I feel down.       4. I would be lost without my two sisters. They are complete opposites from each other and different from me. But they help me work problems out in my head     5. I am happier with the person I am now then the person I was 10 years ago. I am proud of what I have done. Though I miss sharing it with someone.     6. I have more fun sober then I have ever had drunk.       7. I hate pity party throwers. I have more respect for people who deal with their problems then look for people to fix them for them.     8. I am addicted to cream cheese. I love it. I can just eat it on crackers. or bread. or pita chips. or plain. It's a sickness.     9. I sometimes stand outside my

Randomest Phone Conversation Ever.
So the other day I had a missed call on my phone, I think I was in a lesson at college or something so I didn't answer...anyways I rang back to find out who it was. So it went riiiiiing riiiiiiiiing....and then someone picked up the phone and answered in Chinese. So I was all like 'Hmmm I must know this person'. So I had the following conversation with him.... (Bear in mind that this is in Chinese) Me: Who is this? Man: No who are you? Me: Well you rang me so I assume you must know me. Man: Did I? Me: Yea you did! Man: Oh...what's your Chinese surname? Me: Ng Man: Who's you dad? Me: (I told him) Man: Hmm...I don't know him. Me: Ohhh ok. Maybe you rang the wrong number? Man: Yea probably. Me: Oh ok then! Bye! Man: Bye! We hang up. The most random thing is that he dialled the wrong number to a Chinese person! :o What are the chances!  

Random Survey Stolen From Mistress Of Wolves!
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?Date no, fuck yesWhen's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?no ideaWould you smile at a stranger?do it all the time Is there someone mad, because you're talking to the person you are?aint talkin to no one so no.What exactly are you wearing now?tshirt and sweats How often do you listen to music?everydayWhere is your cell phone?right hereDo you wear jeans or sweats more?shortsDo you think your life will change dramatically before 2010?no unfortunately it will be the same ole bullshit Are you a social or antisocial person?social I guessHave you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an A?YesWhat about a K?YesWhat about D?YesWhat about M?yes Have you ever told someone you loved them besides your friends or family and really actually meant it?I did at the timeIf you could change your eye color would you?thats what contacts are for Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Depends upon what they

Random/weird Facts About Mz. Iowa!
I was really bored....lol1. I cannot eat a waffle without peanut butter. Period. Pancakes I like peanut butter on too, but I don't need peanut butter. Waffles, there's just no go without it. Yes, I put syrup on them too, and yes, they're amazing. Don't scrunch your nose at me until you've tried it. And don't pick a goofy kind of waffles like chocolate chip or blueberry. Then yeah, that sounds gross lol2. One of my favorite snack foods that I don't eat very often, I call my "swimmer food." When I was in high school, I hung out with the swim team pretty often because I was a swimmer most of my life, and I was dating a guy on the swim team. My best friend and I used to stay after school in the pool area doing homework and watch our boyfriends practice. And we'd get a bag of cheetos and peanut butter M&Ms and mix them together like chex mix, and get a Mountain Dew. I rarely eat it, once in a while it creeps up on me, but I always ate it during swim season, thus why I call it my "swimmer fo

Random Thoughts
you cry out why in agony. you scream to god your blasphemies. deep in you dreams i can hear your screams its a horrifying reality. when i look in your eyes, i see pieces of you die,as you cry those tears of demise. as the tears pour out in pain, like hurricanes of acid rain. it leaves a blood red stain. and the world can feel your shame.    

Random
I laugh the hardest when it's most inappropriate.The little things tell me more about you than you ever could.My mere presence brings out the inner-asshole in everyone.I don't do mornings, feet, patience, people, decisions, or bugs.I bite my tongue for no one.I'd rather be asleep.Pick it up, try it, get tired of it... rewind.

Random Poetry 10.22.09
{{For now its a separate goodnight. But only until our eyes close are we apart for you are the base of my dreams as of late. Ill be here missing you as I know your there missing me. Goodnight my darlings}}

Random Thoughts
If you already knew........The creation of my life, a war that's always raged.In and out of peaceful times, a bird that's always caged.Those moments that are freedom, the mind becomes engaged.Dreams begin to happen, reality is lost.Steps away from the crowd, I float here in pure silence.Knowing all the answers, when asked themBut never saying them aloud.For the answers that you ask for,for wordsThey're too proud.The purpose of all this, is what you want to knowYou look to see, but your eyes fall far below.So sorry sirYour looking right, but the answersLie much higher then your view.And you wouldn't be looking at all,If you already knew......

Random Thoughts About Guests To Bars And Nightclubs (long But I Guarantee You Will Laugh)
i wrote this a few years ago when i was managing a large nightclub in my area. i had a terrible night and went home and just vented. this is a MUST read... especially if you have ever worked in a bar or nightclub a message to you, the club head, from me, your doorman: those things on your feet, are made by puma. that makes them sneakers. fyi fucker. and retro jordans? i know they cost alot. so do throwback jerseys, but we dont want you wearing those either. stop bein a pain in the ass and dress right. next year youre gonna look at those and be like, i cant believe i used to wear those. (reference your closet full of von dutch and ed hardy wanna be poser wear) put on some fuckin dress shoes. dont drop names. if you have to drop one, they didnt like you enough to put you on the list with everyone else. now you are gonna inconvenience me to track down your friend so they feel guilty and say "yeah, let em in" just so you can save 10 bucks. thanks for contributing to the excitement of my

Randomness 101
The Mad Hatter, Asmodeus, Big Poppa...All these things i have been called, But never any less, Nor ironiclly any more. There ofcourse, Are people within my life, That mean very much to me. My Love, My brother, and several more, But I am an agent of Chaos, Thus This shall be a venture, within the mind, Of a truely and faithfully, MadMan. Have you taken the brief moment today, to view the magic taking place all around you, or have you passed it by, ignorant as ever. Have you taken the time, To thank, Your children, Husbands and wives, fathers and mothers, For being with you all this time, Faithfully, and completly? Have you taken notice, of the magic, of life? There are things within this realm of existance, people take for granted, to be there, day after day. Never Questioning why it is the way it is. Instances such as not taking a few moments of the day, to view that one perfect sunset, or taking the time, to watch the hummingbird, sip of the nectar, of a singular rose. Ofcourse, Peopl

Random
I havent done one of these things in a really long time. Just thought i would sit down and write one for the hell of it. I been having a lot going on in the past few years .Im just ready for my life to settle down and be happy for a change. In the last 7 years i have been through two marriages and 2 divorces. It seems just dont have much luck. I know im a good person and my day will come to be happy though. But for now I just have my friends and they are the best friends anyone could ask for. There is only a handful of people that can cheer me up and i thank them for that. For the first time in 11 years im putting myself first not above my children of course but over men. Doing stuff that will make me happy. I know what i want out of life and i dont want to settle for anything less. Im sorry if this was boring or anything of the sort, but afterall its my blog and its for me by me.

Random Thoughts By Deacon
well since this site has been getting slower lately and all... i got to thinking.... the days of buying a couple outos for the weekends and doing the whole "get leveled" thing arent going to yeild 5 million points any more...but even if they did, at 23,200,000 points from oracle @ 5 million points for 2 week ends every other month...it would take my self quite a few months to even get close...   so im wondering if i should quit my job and start on this right away... maybe i can mold my peen and start selling it on the internet as the pocket buddy...   and what the hell is up with the lack of mumms...   i made margaritas last night with my new blender...and the kids had orange juice snow balls...( aka icees)   lately ive lost about 40 people on my friends list and i only know who the people i deleted were...people are deleting accounts a lot...   my facebook friends list is looking more like my fubar friends list   at sun set last night the temerature dropped about 20 degre

Random. Obvious. And Flat-out Amusing.
This is exactly what you get when you have a handful of nut-cases on energy drinks in the same room.And out of our madness, we gave birth to this:Silence: is deadly. [To one whom thrives on sound.] Spoons: are lethal weapons. [When in the right hands.]Pocket Sand: is free. [Just flip your pockets inside out.]Razors: are shiny. [When the light hits them.]Light: burns the eyes. [When stared directly into.]Paper-cuts: are amusing. [To whatch people react to.]Fire: is beautiful. [And yet, such a destructive tool.]Flamable Ice: is even prettier. [However, we are not sure it exists.] Lmao.

Random Thought Again
I finally stopped putting off my laundry. I have washed lads of underwear and shirts or whatever i needed for a few days, but i decided to wash everything today. like you are supposed to..right?l ol so any ways im trying to figure why i have so many pairs of boxers and socks. I used to just pick up packs at walmart here and there, and ive discovered i must have 40 or 50 pairs of socks and the same for my boxers.   any ways ive got 4 loads of wash total or so, and no i am not out of cloths to wear...   i am bored   anywho, i think im getting sick, hope its not the swine flu.   my kids brought home a flyer that they are giving the H1N1 shot at their school on friday. I havent signed the permission slip, because im still not wanting them to get it. ive been watching my ex wifes daughter, and shes 3...i had enough of the mouth yesterday when i told her to get in the house, and she barely finished the "i dont have to" before i swatted her on the behind! she listens much better t

Ran(dom)t
Vizzini: I can't compete with you physically, and you're no match for my brains. Man in Black: You're that smart? Vizzini: Let me put it this way. Have you ever heard of Plato, Aristotle, Socrates? Man in Black: Yes. Vizzini: Morons.   This is one of my favorite movie quotes of all time.  It is from The Princess Bride.  So much of what I read on here, in comments, more so in certain blogs, and especially in the mums reminds me of the hubris evident in this quote. For my taste, too many people are their own biggest fan on here and not at all shy about letting everyone know how great they are.  It is tiresome.    Yes I know that this exaggerated haughtiness is likely the result of deep rooted insecurities but I don’t really care. Just some thoughts I wanted to put into words.  I am not sure if I am any better off, happier, etc. for having done so. Hopefully remembering the quote makes some of you smile as it does to me.

Random Thoughts
(1) went to college in NYC for one year then changed schools and complete direction in my life (2) lived in Japan for a few years growing up and I speak the language (3)family is the most important thing to me (4)going dancing is my favorite thing to do. I can dance all night (5) I used to be a belly dancer (6) I made love in a laundramat . next time I went to that laundromat with my BF at the time, the mangar told us we were no longer aloud in. My BF said "why not?" the mangar just pointed to the camera (7) I have never smoked anything in my life and never will (8) my favorite movie is GREASE (9)my brothers sudden death had the biggest impact on my life in many ways.effected  who I dated, what I look for in a guy and even my direction in school (10) doing this told me how lame that I am! LMAO

Random Things About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I really am not a Bitch unless I feel I need to be 2)I love my family to death....Even Tater regardless of him forcing me to do this. 3)I am a skinny girl trapped in a fat girls body, and I really don't like it 4)I am turning 31 in about a month....and hate the fact that I am getting old 5)My son is my life 6)I have no patience for stupidity 7)I work way too much, and play way too little 8) I love the fact that PK drives Tater crazy in my absence 9)Im a big flirt.....but guard my heart...too much sometimes 10) I am totally addicted to Fubar The 5 people that are gonna hate me ar

Randomness
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My real name is not Dj Lost Soul LOL!!! 2. I am deathly allergic to bee stings. 3. I honestly hate strip clubs. To me they are a waste of money for seeing something i can see for free by a woman i can actually touch or at the very least see for free on the internet. lol Either way not paying money for that shit plus the booze is over charged. 4. I am the type of person that would do absolutely anything for my friends but I DO NOT give second chances. Done that too much just to get burned again in the past. 5. I am a Star Wars geek at heart. 6. I do enjoy a good chick flick with the right woman. 7. I am a complete romantic. 8. I use to have really long hair in high school... was even told I looked like A

Randomness
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I'm a borderline hypochondriac2. I am deathly afraid of dolls and robots3. I don't like when people use ain't 4. I love Twilight5. Yes I am 6'2"6. I am a vampire freak.7. I am addicted to games on fubar.8. I have OCD and anxiety. Yes I have crazy meds! I don't like to clean my house for this reason or else it will be an all day task. Yes I even scrub the walls.9. I don't like it when people don't speak proper english. 10. I am scared to death of fires and tornados.I am going to tag: Lowell, AJ, BOOBS, Hunter, and Disturbed One

10 Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1. I have a made in Canada tattoo on my a$$   ;)   2. I have a secret passion for vampire books and movies, including Twilight!   3. My confident exterior hides a shy center.   4.  I donate blood regularly.  Don't mind the 2 by 4 in the vien but the finger prick hurts like hell!   5. I love getting in a car and just driving, no destination in mind.   6. I still believe in white knights and prince charmings even though facts point to non-existance.   7. I love ice cubes in my milk but hate ice cubes in anything else!   8. When I was a kid I played Dungeons and Dragons (yep, Paladin here)   9. I kick ass at pool an

Random Questions
Do you like to cuddle?I like to push Jarrod out of bed.  Aggressive cuddling.Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?Nobody because I won't give that kind of control to anyone. Do you cry easily?No.  I'm heartless. Has the last person you kissed ever made you cry?Yes. Ever cried while you were on the phone with that person?Not that I remember, but probablyAre you excited for anything?NoHow are you feeling right now?Exhausted What are you doing right now?Watching TVWhat should you be doing right now?Sleeping Are you worried about anything right now?Yes. How do you think this day will be?It was lazy. Ever gotten in a car accident?3, and none were my fault. Do you hate the last person you kissed?No Have you ever been used?Yes.Cheated on?Yes Who did you last ride in a car with?Probably Ian.  I'm by myself most of the time so I don't know What will your next piercing be?Haven't thought about it Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell?JarrodDo you have any drugs in you

Random Questions
Do you like to cuddle?Oh hell yeah!!!Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?Believe it or not, my kids!!!Do you cry easily?Oh yes! Has the last person you kissed ever made you cry?Yes. Ever cried while you were on the phone with that person?Yes, I haveAre you excited for anything?Yes, our lil girls 6th birthday, and Christmas!!How are you feeling right now?Exhausted What are you doing right now?doing this Random ? thing.What should you be doing right now?Sleeping Are you worried about anything right now?Yes. How do you think this day will be?almost over thank God!! Ever gotten in a car accident?2 years ago though... no harm done!! Do you hate the last person you kissed?No Have you ever been used?Yes, quite often too!!Cheated on?No, I can't say I have. Who did you last ride in a car with?My Lil Lindsey Lou!! What will your next piercing be?I am dying to pierce my nipples!!! LOLWho was the last person you spoke to on your cell?DudDo you have any drugs in your bedroom?Not in

Random Thingies
Shit gets personal, are you ready?Depends on the circumstances.Cocaine, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, ecstasy, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium... How many have you done?3Does anyone not like you at the moment?Definately..I'd fart on them.When was the last time you got complimented, and what did they say?Just a few minutes ago..and nunyaHas anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?Yeah a fewDo you hate being home alone?I love it just not for prolonged periods.Plan on getting drunk or high tonight?I hate alcohol.Can you last in a relationship for 3 months?Been at it for a lot more than that.Do you hate it when people smoke around you?SometimesWould you be more likely to fail Science or Math?Math Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 09?on the lips?Has anyone ever told you they liked you in a really sweet way?No not really..never actually.Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?CoffeeDo you REALLY love ALL your family?Not at all.Are you one of those people who

Random Old Stuff...
So I can not seem to find sleep, so I am going to start a blog on here.. I mean why not...   The things that are going to be posted in this first one are things I have written in the past. They express how I felt at that place and time... Some are poetic others just random thoughts, but all were written down to help clear my head.   This was written on a day where I had waited all day to talk to that special some one and things just did not work out that way:    I waited for what seemed like days to talk to you again, and then when i finally get the chance you are to fucking out of it to really even give a shit. I felt great almost all day... even took a bunch of pics because i thought i looked adorable... and all i wanted to do was finish my night off showing them to you and talking to you like we used to do... why was i so stupid to think that the small things that make me incredibly happy would actually matter to you. time to pop another sleeping pill, i dont want to cry anymo

Random Useless Information About Me
69 Confession Questions These are my confessions... 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? Whoever I've been waiting for 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Always 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both 4. Do you take compliments well? Yes 5. Do you play Sudoku? I have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES!! 8. Did you ever go camping as a kid? A lot 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Jacks 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? Hell NO 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? Yes 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? Yes 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Whatever 14. Use three words to describe yourself? Loving, indepedent, worrying 15. Do any songs make you cry? So

Random Thoughts In My Head
It's funny how life always messes with my head how you made me think that you'd always be there Crazy how even as I miss you now I have do wonder, do you even care? Was I stupid to think it was real,  every time you said you loved me How could it be the truth when you change your mind? Why did you even hold me? It's not like I lied or played with your heart I never left your side, I didn't split us apart. I can't just sit here and cry while your out there,  I have to act like it doesn't hurt, and that I don't care. Fuck your sympathy, and your lies,  just shut your mouth and open your eyes. Could you honestly say I didn't care, when I have always been there? Damn your selfishness, and your way... this is the real world, not some fucking play. Why would I have been there beside you if it didn't matter to me what you do? Not moving on and not standing still...

Random Thoughts (part 1)
I should be posting the 2nd part of this either the day after my birthday or the day before new years. Everytime I plan something nothing goes right. all my plans are usually derailed by something. So I stopped planning Turning 33 I thought I would have my life in order. With unemployment at 10% (so the news says) I am deciding to focus on the LSAT and go into law school. This decade has been pure hell for me and I am hoping something goes right for me before Dec 31, 2009

Random Attacks
You will never prevent a random attack, but you can limit them. Don't keep money on you. Keep money in the bank and try to keep your income to a minimum. Most people attack for the money!

Randomness....ugh Ye
So I think about alot of things that I won't post here :P Sorry you'll have to use your imagination. If you know me that shouldn't be difficult :P   Holiday shopping *ugh* ye I still need to do some of that..no idea what to get some of the people on my list. Open for ideas though..please be creative if you suggest anything!   Last week was rather interesting I must say :) Woke up this morn from a really great dream wish I could go back to sleep and let it continue..   This week is going to be dull until the kids open pressies .. Fuck 2 weeks without school!! I'm so gonna be bored off my ass   So like how are you fu fu's today?

Random Thing About Me!
My favorite words are indubitably, unique, and lovely. My biggest turn off is stupidity. The most orgasmic thing in the world is rinsing shampoo from your hair on ecstasy. My favorite scents are vanilla and cotton candy. I've been let down more than you can imagine, but I just can't stop giving away all my trust. I regret one thing and one thing only. I'm the biggest hypocrite you'll ever meet. I love having my hips/waist touched. The most attractive part of anyone is their eyes. I love to write. I love sunrises. I love sarcasm. I love life. I hate lying. The first time I fell in love, it was with a girl. A girl who happened to be my best friend. Who had a boyfriend. Who was straight. I love being tickled.

Random Bit
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed?Ex's placeHow do you feel right now?Blah. Just lazyWhen was the last time you were upset?about 36 hours ago.Will you talk to the person you like tonight?I don't like no one atm.What was the first thing you did this morning?woke up, had to recall the dream I was just having and said outloud "christ, vampires. again?!"What is the song you are listening to?I'm not listening to music atm.Do you have plans for tonight?um, as usual. it'll be centered around nothing alongside with trolling online and a hour or two of playing WoWWho are you most likely to be frustrated with?My brother.Do you like reading?Yes. Do I do it often? Not so much. I've not found a interesting read lately. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Nope. Neva. Usually 6. 7 tops. Is there anything stressing you out currently?um, life. money. etc. But, gotta remember, according to others.. faith will take care of it all if we'll leave it alone. pft. faith aint bout

Random Surveh
What were you doing at 11 last night?Passed out in bed.  Yes, I lead an exciting life.Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?Absolutely.What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?Cheeseburgers and mashed potatoes.What's the craziest thing you've done?I've done quite a few crazy things.Someone knocks on your window at 5am, what do you say?My parents: If you're at a 2nd story window WTFAt my husband's: It's Jerry looking for beer.At my best friends: It's Jamesbro.Funniest thing that happened in the last 24 hours?Making fun of Steve at work.Do you have any plans for the weekend?Working.  Joy.Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?Would be the hubby!Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?I do!Do you find drinking unattractive?Nopers.When was the last time something bothered you?TodayDo you know how to work a computer well?YesTo who did you last give the finger to?My brotherIs it more common for you to f

Random Thoughts
One of my resolutions this year is to learn to be a bit more open again. I kinda went from throwing it all out there, to being completely closed. Fubar might not be the best place to do that, but I've found it's just easier to talk to strangers most of the time than people you know in real life or you're close with. They usually can't judge you on things that others you're close with can because they know you. Sometimes it's good to get an "outside" perspective of things. Another one of my resolutions is to be a bit wilder/crazier this year, or at least try some new things that are exciting, outgoing, crazy, whatever. I miss that side of me. I've really toned down in recent years and there are moments I wish I was that girl again. I just need to find a balance. I was out with my brother today and we passed over some main railroad tracks in town, and there's two of them, both on it's own little mini hill. I remember in high school FLYING over that shit in my car, usually bottoming out

Random Thoughts And The Slow Burning Ash~by Jd
Cold winter days, Wasting away time just another saturday drone, Nothing good to do so im counting the tiles on the ceiling for hours to come. Light me up the next ciggarette, The sand in the hour glass flows fluid i like to call it " liquid time", Hurrying up just to wait even longer, Somehow this day seems pointless this is what its like to feel alone.   Entrapping myself in music to escape the endless thoughts of reason, The laughter of children in the background brings a soft smile to my serious face. The fire on the back of my lungs flows silent and deadly into the atmosphere, Such a deadly habit, But such a beautiful addiction and right now i love the fucking taste.   I could stare out the window and dream of things to come, Yet i would just hate this more, Walking in circles and trying to find ways to be productive, Bet it would be fun to slam my head into the door. I feel somewhat animated, Bet if i tried hard enough i could make myself fly and leave colored trails,

Random. Not Complete.
Glossy eyes and starry skies, do you even know what I'm saying? I gave you so many chances to prove yourself, yet all you brought was pain. The look on your face tells me right away that you've smoked yourself dumb and when you were off getting high, forgetting about our problems, I was at home feeling numb. Why is your escape so easy? Why do you get the quick release? I'm all alone, sitting by myself. No word from you. Are you alive or are you deceased? Your habits, your choices, and your patterns, they all point to the latter. I can see the problems you are having even when you say nothing is the matter.

Random
She hates me I can see it in her eyes Agony so deep I can't bear it I can't express enough How much I love her Will she ever believe in me? I don't think so If only the arguments would end Things would be wonderful Wishful thinking, I know My life has led me to a dead end Nowhere to run No place to hide Facing my worst fear Will never work The fear of losing her forever Yet I know it will arrive I should have gotten out when I could But my love for her is so strong I have dedicated my whole life to her She is my sweetness My everything I don't know what to do anymore

Rand0m
SUBJECT ONE- THE OUTSIDE What's your name? TRACILYN How tall are you? 5'10" What color are your eyes? Blue What color is your hair? Brown Are you Male or Female? Female What is your best physical feature? Eyes & TaTas Glasses, yes or no? No Did you ever have braces? No On a typical day you are wearing? Scrubs When you go to bed you're wearing? tshirt & pjpants How often do you exercize? walk everynight SUBJECT TWO- MUSIC Name two of your favorite bands. Eli Young Band Breaking Benjiman Name two songs you currently love. Daughtry-Life After You Eli Young Band-Always The Love Songs What are the preset stations in your car? Kase 101-100.7 KVET-98.1 What's the last CD you bought? I don't buy cds Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix? Mix Name one band you're embarrassed to like but do? I'm not embarrassed by any that I like If you could only attend 1 concert ever again, it would be? Merle Haggard

30 Random Things About Me ...
Yes, its a list blog.  Amy is emo today.  Amy is my owner.  Amy paid outlandish monies to get me fake drunk.  Amy requested a blog.  So this it the output of that request.   Why 30 things?  I dunno' ... I had more to say than 10 things but couldn't think of 50.  So without further ado, here are 30 random things about me -    1. My favorite meal is a good, medium-rare steak and a glass of Pinot Noir.2. I can spin nearly any size / shape pillow on my finger for hours but I can’t spin a basketball.3. I love Smarties and Sweet Tarts perhaps more than any other person, ever. Give me one roll of Smarties and I’m apt to consume an entire, Halloween sized bag.4. Overall, I like who I am on the inside. I acknowledge I am full of flaws, but the good stuff outweighs the bad.5. It bothers me that I’m never the “good looking one” in my group of friends.6. It bothers me that I’m not rich.7. Yes, I can be that shallow.8. If I was rich, I would give you half bec

Random
Ok..fubar point sluts.. haha...I can careless about your silly useless points ...All I want is your useless  penis and your useless vagina Is all I want and all I ask for.... Now do you mind ? Please kindly bug off with " Please rate ..fan.add.crush me "crap... haha.....Just leave your penis and vagina at  the door thank you!!  hah Ok Emanon...For  you.So  you can play in  hahah

Random Q And A
Facebook or Myspace?FACEBOOKWho do you consider your best friend?BREEZYAre you wearing glasses or contacts?NIETHER What does your last text message say?SWEET DREAMS XOXOHave you talked to your most recent ex lately? When?YES... TODAYAre you an honest person?YESLast thing you put in your mouth?GUMMY BEARSIf you could have one thing right now, what would it be?HIMDo you have a tan?YESAre you dating anyone?KINDA SORTA Did you do something mean to someone today?NOPEAre you addicted to cigarettes?YUCKY NODo you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?IDKCuddle with anyone lately?NOT THIS WEEKLast person you hugged?ADAMIs there anyone who dislikes your relationship status?DONT CARELast persons house you were at?ADAMSLast person to ride in a vehicle with?MY BROTHERWhat color is your camera?SILVERHave you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?YEPWho did you watch the ball drop with?NO ONEDid you kiss anyone?NODoes anyone hate you?DONT THINK SOWhere are your

Random Thoughts
First of all I want to mark this NSFW cuz I tend to say Fuck, a lot. :)   I've done a lot of soul searching this past week. I know a lot of people say that but It's true, I have. I've been down on myself a lot. Pretty much thinking I'm a loser and not worthy of anything and that's why I'm living the way I am. Those of you who know me closely, know exactly what's going on and those of you who don't well, I'm sorry. I don't know what my future holds a year from now or monday. What I do know is that I'm a good guy. Good guys get shit on though and made to feel worthless. There are a few instances where the good guy has gotten his just rewards in life but for the majority, the good guy's life is spent making the assholes feel better about themselves. This goes for girls as well. Good girls never get treated the way they should. If you're caring and compassionate in this world of ours, it's open season for douches to take advantage. You should know what I'm talking about if you're a good

Random Sh!t About Me
Name: Mindy but everyone calls me Snow or Snowie.... yes... even offline... I answer better to it than my real nameBirthdate: January 19Birthplace: Aspen, ColoradoCurrent Location: Breckenridge, ColoradoEye Color: hazel, green, brown, blue.... they're weird.... if you don't believe me look at the pics of them... they change, My ex hubby still swears to this day I have brown eyes...I don'tHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'2"Weight: 110lb.Piercings: 2 in one ear, 3 in the other and my navalTatoos: none yet... still want snowflakes down my body though (there's a pic of the tattoo I want in my snowisms folder)Overused Phraze: "just sayin'"FAVORITESFood: TacosCandy: CaramelloNumber: 7Color: PinkAnimal: Polar BearsDrink: 7-UpAlcohol Drink: Smirnoff IceBagel: plain.... with cream cheese and raspberry jellyLetter: SBody Part on Opposite sex: the V on the lower tummy.... This or ThatPepsi or Coke: neighter.. I can't have caffiene, it makes me sickMcDonalds or BurgerKing: BKStrawberry or Watermelon: ..

Random Misty Stuffs
Random stuff about me :D Who really cares huh? I'm bored tho so whatever :P1. I'm addicted to make up. I buy wayy more than I will ever need or use.2.  I say random numbers while I sleep.3. I broke the same toe three times.4. My fingers are double jointed.5. I used to have my hand pierced(it was ugly).6. I got kicked in the head and a broken toe in a mosh pit at a Mars Volta/SoaD concert. Good times!7. I hate The Simpsons.8. I make earrings and other beaded jewelry.9. Makeup is my art. 10. I used to be a writer(graffiti) when I was younger.11. I dont brush my hair often. 12. I love knitting.13. Cooking is my favorite thing to do.14. I'm a little obsessed with Alice in Wonderland.14 is a good number so I will leave it at that :D

Random Band Lyrics
"Blood" I will forgive but I won't forget And I hope you know you've lost my respect You better watch out If you don't know whats going on around you You better think twice Before you fly off the handle and lose it You better join us Before you get lost in the shuffle You better rise against The demons that are gonna try and hold you down Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your fucking game I've got dignity and a dream that I want to achieve The pressure, your troubled and you let me down I'm not deaf and all I hear are your empty promises Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Yes it runs in your blood to

Random Band Lyrics2
"To Be Loved" Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna

Random Thoughts And Ponderings
1.  Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 2.  I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 3.  There is great need for a sarcasm font. 4.  How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 5.  Was learning cursive really necessary? 6.  Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5.  I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 7.  Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 8.  I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 9.  Bad decisions make good stories. 10. You never know when  it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the  rest of the day. 11. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection again. 12.  I'm  always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks  me

Randomness
how does someone forget about 3 children? how does someone go one creating a new life forgetting the life they left behind? the mind is amazing but the soul knows........... how does one not hurt for the pain and absense their children feel? how does one pay for this? how does one quell murderous rage?   ........................................................................................................................

Randomness Of My Day
i just wanna say that i dont think i have ever felt this way in my whole life. How can u fall in love with someone with one chat session? i mean is it possible? i feel that it is because i have never met neone soo passionate and soo perfect for me that is. Yes we both have a past but we can sit and cuddle and talk for hour bout sad and happy times. I also never met a guy so passionate bout their kid or kids. It makes me tear everytime i think bout it.. hes such a good father and i wish i knew wat to do for him most of the time. I want to make all his dreams come true and fullfilled. I also wanna say that im in love with him soo deeply that im scared but im not running away from this one i cant i care and love him wayyy too much. well love you baby if you do read this.

Random Crap..
Do you take any medicine when you as gassy?Nope I just wait for the fartWhich is better: Tums or Pepto Bismol?PeptoWhen was the last time you picked your boogers?Just a few minutes agoEver wake up early on Saturdays to go Garage Sale shopping?I'm not that old yet LOL!!What was your best Garage Sale find?My patio setWhen did you last go to the Flea Market?When I was a kidWhen was the last time you got a nose bleed?Shit long time..I don't rememberWhat was the last sporting event you attended?Cage fightsDo you have a Facebook account?YeppersIf attending a pot luck dinner, what dish would you bring?Bacon wrapped pineappleWhat brand of bottled water do you prefer?FijiWhat was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?Beer Tangerine wheat, And Jager bombsWhat toppings do you like on your pizza?pineapple, canadian bacon, and bacon w/ light sauceWhat do you order at McDonald's?Absolutely nothing..that shit is nasty!!Do you clip coupons from the Sunday paper?Haha noWhen did you la

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Random Thoughts
The only thing I ever wanted to be in life was a mother. I was given that chance 9 years ago. Then I was given two  more chances at that. I tried my best with what I was given. Which wasn't much. I gave love, uncondtionally.  Looking at those little faces and seeing reflections of loved ones pasted, and reflections of my self, gave me such joy. To hold them, watch them grow, everyday they became my world. I wanted to give them the world. A happy home, and memories that they could look back on and laugh about later in life. Those three boys hold my heart, and everything that I am. I couldn't be more proud of them. But I have failed them. I am not  the mom who can wipe tears away, I am the mom that causes those tears because I am not there to hold them. I am not the mom who kisses the boo boos away, or brushes them off when they fall. I am not the mom who is  able to cook them dinner, kiss them good night or sing that song with them. Everything that I wanted to be, I failed at.

Random Things About Me
birthday : April 6, 1990 birthday place : anywhere it happens current location : Bayview, ID eye color : blue and brown hair color : brown height : 5'11" right hand or lefy handed : right your heritage : German, Sioux, Cherokee the shoes you wore today : my boots your weakness : gorgeous eyes, nice butt your fears : clowns, ants, shelfish... your favorit pizza : hawaaiin

Random Thought
What do you think horror is? It should make you squirm in your skin. You're mind should go mad at thought of what could be.  Not this stupid slasher shit. "OMG drive even though the bad guy running on foot is faster than a car." Idiots. The mind is much more interesting place to play with than a humans gag reflex at the site of mangled bodies. The imagination is much more powerful than we give credit. 

Random
hello hello everyone. I havnt written in a while and i cant sleep SO i figured why the hell not.... Things in 2010 arent going as well as i planned, found the most amazing man ever and he dumped me the day after my birthday because i told him i loved him...Whateverrrrr im over it. Iv decided im going back to college but im going to go to college out of state. i want out of this state so bad. Still living at home with my mom and dad... not where i want to be BUT i cant really do anything about it. its either be here or be homeless. I lost my job back in december because i got swine flu and was out of work for 2 weeks. They labled me as a "liablity". again...WHATEVER. I lost a bunch of weight. if you havnt been able to tell i went from a size 20 down to a size 13. and still losing more! Im so proud of myself for accomplishing something i have been working so hard to do for a long time. I may look different on the outside BUT i am the same me on the inside. And that will never change. i

10 Random Questions A Strangr Sent To Me..
1 .Where is the strangest place you've ever fallen asleep? Since I rarely sleep this one took me awhile.  I went to a UB40 concert at Merriwether Post, sat on the lawn and smoked a lot of grass.  My girlfriend and I got under a blanket and she got on top of me.  Next thing I know it's 2 hours later and she's telling me it's time to go. 2.Who is the last person you spoke to on the phone? One of my clients setting up a meeting at The Capitol Building tomorrow at 2 pm 3. What are your summer plans? The kids and I will hit all the musuems and the Zoo.  I might take a trip to Savannah to see my sister. 4. Where is your favorite place to eat on campus? Since I never went to college I will say my favorite place to eat is any local diner at 2 am. 5. What was your first pet? An Irish Setter named Jenny.  She was black and white and was the best dog I ever had.   6. What was your first Halloween costume? I was a clown.  My mom got a super cheap costume at KMart and satey pinned it so

Random Thoughts
here we go again...darkness is taking over! and what ironic...im conflicted about it! i dont really like feeling like im dark it doesnt feel like me but yet in the darkness my mind comes alive. so even though i hate these points in my life i thrive in them What is darkness....every loved ones face i contort into something ugly. colors dim. sounds drive me insane, skin crawls cant stand to be touched, looked upon, or thought of and my darkest/ favored thought.....that cold steel. why do i always go back to those thoughts. can anything help? yes just one thing...one person! one unending gesture! push, breakdownwalls. why does everyone give up?  im dying inside...i feel it everyday how can no one see and if they do see why is no one reaching out? i cant pull myself back! im drowning and im locked in here. why is everyone still just sitting there...do i really mean nothing

Random Acts Of Mindlessness
Well not really. Just random things about me. I feel like typing stuff, Im sorry. here goes: i was born in patterson, la where my great Uncle jimmy is still the mayor. i can eat sunflower seeds all day long and not get tired of them. i swallowed a quarter in 2nd grade when i lived down by houston and it got stuck in my chest and i had to have surgery. if i could find the xrays id show you. from the side i look like i have a coin slot haha. [when the quarter was there, not anymore] i like to hibernate every so often. i can sleep ALOT. if im having a bad day i like to get a haircut or buy new eyeshadow. i prefer lakes & rivers to the ocean & swimming pools. this whole wisdom teeth surgery im having today terrifies me. i have a thing about teeth stuff. remember that old horror movie The Dentist? yeah, i still have nightmares. i dont know why but my voice raises several octaves when i talk to people from other countries. i really wish i was musica

Random Facts About..........me!!
ok, just thought I would share some "facts" about me that I dont think anyone knows,  well maybe they do, cant remember lol..anyways,  here they are....... 1****** I love to wear mens cologne on occasions, it makes me feel SEXY, BEAUTIFUL....so if anyone has a certain one they wear, tell me and I might wear it, heheheh... 2******Im NOT scared of bugs....I usually dont kill them either, just take them outside and set them free lol 3******Does not believe in ghost, UFOs....unless you can SHOW me in person, then I might change my mind lol 4******doesnt believe in "true" love or love at first glance, give me a break... 5******loves CHINESE food,  sooo freakin yummy, I can eat it 24/7;} 6******wants to rule the world, come on, who doesnt.... 7******Im the only one on my block who has a  NHRA drag racing tire as their tree swing......I got it from NHRA Nationals in Joliet, IL.. 8******Loves watching Scooby Doo cartoons;} 9******my handwriting type is Hippo writing...   Hippo writi

Random Thoughts
Why is it people describe bad things as "XXXX sucks dick."? IE: This road sucks dick, there's so many potholes.   I personally LIKE things that suck dick. Preferably MY dick.

Random Facts Because Witchie Said Pretty Please With Sugar On Top
Random Facts (I'm only doing this because my under the cover lesbian Witchie said pretty please with sugar on top) 1. My depression meds have killed my sex drive 2. I once went two weeks and couldn't make myself cum :( 3. I have no contact with my mother and father, although they live only 15 minutes away. 4. I was my best friend's first lesbian experience and she tells any guy she is with now I can give head better then him. 5. If I had more cash, I would be a drug addict. 6. Curve cologne makes my mouth water and my thighs tingle. 7. I have sent topless pictures to Jonathon Davis and Fieldy from Korn and talked with them on the phone after a show. 8. I am slightly obsessed with tattooed guitar players 9. I love and trust people to easily 10. I love Reese's Cups

Random
I might not be that beautiful or the sexiest...Nor have the perfect body...I might not be anyones first choice....But I am a GREAT choice...I dont pretend to be someone else....Cause I am too good at being ME...I might not be proud of some of the things I've done ....but I am proud of who I am today. Take me as I am or don't take me at all.

Random Questions
why is it we love the one that hurts us most in life why is up not down why the heck is there so many time zones in one country why do dryers eat one sock out of a load of laundry and where does it go just some random thoughts i would love some insight to

Random Songs To Describe My Life
  2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.   3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.       HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF 4 my town -birdman, drake , lil wayne,   WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? mount sims - falling up   HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Crossroads -Miss May I -  tides.   WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? New found glory - Love and pain   IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY Lady Gaga - monster   WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? If you want it to be good girl, get yourself a bad boy - the backstreet boys (haha ironic.)   WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? New found glory - something i'd like to call personality.   WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?  Mindliess Self Indulgence - hail satan!   WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT? Mindless Self Indulgence - Stupid motherfucker.   WHAT IS 2 + 2? Gucci Mane - a lot   WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? the littlest man band - happened again.   WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY

Random
debating on getting my tongue pierced after i have my baby girl...what does everyone think?

Random Dopey Thought
I would love to meet the cat who would turn down the $1 donation when confronted with this while buying fast food. Fast Food Worker: Would you like to donate $1 to feed starving children? Customer: One dollar? Nope! FFW: But sir, you could help feed a child. Customer: Can I please have my Kids Meals before MY kids become the charity? FFW: What about the starving children of the world? Customer: Fuck' em!!!! Just a thought.

Randomness
I felt your love rush across me like so many waves; I lay motionless.I recognized the absence of your thoughts, I knew I was lost and late.I could've kept going, but coursing through me was fear.Fake. False. Flash flood. Front runner. Cracks, crevices, calm before the storm. Hold me whil I lay here and die.

Random I Guess...
12:33am So i've been talking to this one guy for a while right.  We're so into each other.  I thought I made it clear to some people that I am not interested in meeting or hanging out or whatever. So, I got this random text out of nowhere right? From some dude I hadn't spoken to years ago.  He wanted to catch up and say hey, and just wanted to know what I was up to.  When I told him I was seeing someone, he somehow flipped b/c he thought he could just appear out of nowhere and sweep me off my feet.  I stopped talking to him b/c he was a bit too possessive.  I mean a little bit is fine as long as it's in all fun and games, but c'mon now, too much is too much. He still hasn't done much to better himself.  I am a young woman who knows what she likes and what she wants. :D anywho, he tries to spit out stupid one liners hoping they'd make me laugh, which only got me irritated.  I finally told him to leave me alone, why text out of nowhere and expect for me to wanna hang out after like se

Random Sunday Evening Meanderings
I think the fact that a gift looks kinda like an art project from the 'special' kindergarten makes it more endearing, right? RIGHT?   Fuckit.   Why do some women put make up on like they're drag queens?   I don't wanna work tomorrow...wankersssssssssssss...I better get some good dutyfree, 'sall I'm saying.   I don't like people feeling obligated...I hate feeling obligated myself. STOP FEELING OBLIGATED.   People do not seem to understand that I might just do stuff for my own amusement...they seem to think I have Machiavellian tendencies...I don't have the attention span for that kinda shit...I CAN'T EVEN OPERATE A FUCKING SELLOTAPE DISPENSER!!   I still haven't done the stupid pome.   Do you know how many times I lost the sellotape today? Neither do I.   My balcony's starting to look like a lil wading pool...if the ducks land I'm leaving.   Fubar is very quiet this time of the night...*watches tumbleweeds go by*   My "lucky bamboo" seems to be dying - is that a port

Random Poem That Came To Mind.
just started this at random.. I'll add to it. well it might be done.. I dunno.. we will see BTW if you like it leave some love.. L8er daze     Fantasy By: ard 6/19/10 The look of her pale skin Brings to mind the sweetest sin So entranced by her lovely eyes I'd give the world to see her smile In a daze losing my mind I know in my heart she'd never be mine A man is allowed to dream Please don't take away my fantasy I'm all alone with secrets to keep Just let me hold her while I sleep She is a wonder with long flowing hair All I want is to be with her there Does she know, can she see Or does she not even notice me A man is allowed to dream Please don't take away my fantasy      

Random Caps.
WhAt Do YoU ThInK oF TyPiNg LiKe ThIs?  I tHiNk It Is AnNoYiNg aS hElL!

Random Facts About..........me!! Updated:}
1****** I love to wear mens cologne on occasions, it makes me feel SEXY, BEAUTIFUL....so if anyone has a certain one they wear, tell me and I might wear it, heheheh...   2******Im NOT scared of bugs....I usually dont kill them either, just take them outside and set them free lol   3******Does not believe in ghost, UFOs....unless you can SHOW me in person, then I might change my mind lol   4******doesnt believe in "true" love or love at first glance, give me a break...   5******loves CHINESE food,  sooo freakin yummy, I can eat it 24/7;}   6******wants to rule the world, come on, who doesnt....   7******Im the only one on my block who has a  NHRA drag racing tire as their tree swing......I got it from NHRA Nationals in Joliet, IL..   8******Loves watching Scooby Doo cartoons;}   9******my handwriting type is Hippo writing...       Hippo writing is round and large. The round, large middle zone shows self-interest and often a disregard for the comfort of

Randomness
I closed my eyes and dreamed of you like many nights before except you stopped and looked at me it knocked me to the floor I saw the look upon your face a silent, empty stare it sent a shiver down my spine that cold and hardened glare I could not breathe, I could not move felt stranded in my skin I could not run, I could not hide you found your way in I tried to scream, I tried to shout instead there came no sound save me from this beastly dream where I am strictly bound  

Random Thoughts ....
You never really know what someone else has on their mind.   I want to know the real person not the one you wish everyone to see. The one who lives deep inside you. The one holding all your darkest secrets. The one you are afraid to love. The one I wish to know and love. I wonder just how many are brave enough to share that person with me.   Sometimes you have to know when to say enough is enough   I am a better person because of you.   It’s okay to love freely without losing yourself in that love. There are so many different kinds of love in this world… Love is a crazy thing and you can love someone with all you are and still grow into who you are meant to be.   Faith may sometimes falter, but it is never truly gone.   Some thoughts are not meant to be shared…   Maybe I take life too seriously.   How many of us really do listen to our souls?   I learned a lesson a several years ago that if you do not believe in

Random Snippet. "the Meeting"
The moon hung low that evening and the stars gleamed in proud glory against the darkness of the sky.  While most people lingered on the edge of sleep and shops were shut down for the night, a single tavern stood out in sleepy town, bustling with life.  Lady Wolf stood quietly at the end of a dusty road.  Golden orbs reflecting the soft hue of yellow that creeped onto the ground outside of a large window which looked into the tavern.  The whites of her eyes were reddened, and her cheeks were stained of tears.  A deep sigh hissed softly between her deep cherry lips and she began to walk toward the front door of the tavern.  At the entry way she noted a rugged sign which bore the words "The Green Dragon Inn" scrawled, old, almost ancient writing.  The door itself was fairly new, standing proudly and with a welcome presence.  A gloved hand slipped from beneath a deep red cloak and pressed against the door.  She pushed, the hinges groaning loudly in protest as she slowly opened the door.  A

Randomvbitching
   I sometimes feel like I'm stuck in a foreign film and can't see the subtitles.... I have a lot of natural talent I'm a self taught Artist and musician... I'm thankful for those outlets because they have gotten me through some very tough times but still can't figure out why I have them....Only been painting for two years and everyone who's seen my first painting thinks I've been doing it all my life.. Now I',m doing murals in new houses custom...  But don't feel like I was supposed to have these gifts.. Accost from the random paychecks they create I'm not taking it anywhere... I'm a bit of a fucking loner.. I play in a band but asides from rehearsal's and shows .. Oh the occasional job I can come by.. I stay home and to myself..... I feel pretty down on myself lately. Have a lot of time just to think being stranded in the mid-west.. I'm happy for my family their all doing well but I know that I'm the black sheep.. I don't want to be I'd give up music and art for the exciting life of

Random
Hey it's been one of those weeks were no matter how hard yoou try you just can't seem to break ahead. I have been trying to find steady work for eight months but nothinig is out thier. Trying to make a living as a free lance artist sucks.. No ine thinks about the time and effort put into making their piece, and like just anyone can do this.. I'd love to see some one pick up a brush and see what comes out.. just sick and tiered of main stream america thinking any one can be an artist.. it's not easy takes years of practice and finding out your own style and you will never stop learning no matter how good you get.. Sorry for the random rant but hell I feel a little better

Random,
   I have just stated to work on a portait of my grandfather and his siblings. Some of witch were gone befor I was born.. Only ones left are my two uncles out of 7.. plan to give them prints when I finish...I was very closse to my grandfather and am close to his brothers .. I've done many porteaits befor but this one is personal and I feel intimidated by it.. But I havr faith in my abilitys and hope I can pull my head out of my ass to finish this '

Random Poetry
I love you dearly and with all of me,more than the eye can ever seemore than words can ever saygrowing more with every day...I love your smiles and sweet caressall the things you do, I confessmore than sunshine, or fields of snowmore than the moonlights gentle glowi love you without words, none can compareI love you so deeply, with every memory we sharemore than diamonds, pearls and goldmore than the stars the skies can holdEvery day, much more than the lastyou are my present, my future and pasta lifetime and more I'll love only youthis love is so perfect, so beautiful and true ---------------------------------------------- I love you, can you feel it?In each rush of wind, can you hear it?In the twinkle of starlight, can you see it?The destiny of my life in you......Be mine always,Be mine forever,Be mine eternallyAnd always until the end of time. ----------------------------------------------  I'll hold you in my heart, safely tucked awayand wrap you in my arms, each and every daya

Random Poems And Ish That I Write.
Three passions govern my life:The longings for love, the search for knowledge,And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.I thought I knew what love was, but now I see the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of people.I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,But always pity brought me back to earth;Cries of pain reverberated in my heartOf children in famine, of victims torturedAnd of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,And I too suffer.This is my life; I find it worth living.

Random Bits Of Saturday Happenings And Stuffz...
Ahh yes another fun week of happenings. Please don't forget to click the "follow' link on top puh-leeez and thank you.... There's just soooo much right??? Anyways, between site crashes and all of the fun stuff, just a couple of randoms to throw your way this happy weekend Sat.. Remember the last blog about the Jack Carson disaster? Well, it turns out that once again my friends, the truth came out in the end. It usually does. So despite the horrific amount of backpedaling, sidestepping and credibility killing things for the involved that happend with this over the past week, at the end of the day, the girl was a fake (probably the real girl from the cell phone pic anyways) and has since deleted. The real girl's profile was found on myspace, some German chick as shown below..I won't even get into the drama and the lies and all that, just the facts and results please. I sure did learn alot about some of the people involved though with this mess, that's for sure...anyways, here's the ch

Random Thoughts
Somethings make you laugh other things make you angry. Somethings make happy other things make you sad. While some people you can trust the others you can't. Sometimes life's all fun and games til someone gets hurt. When your going though some hard times someone else is having a even tougher time. When you think God is picking on you think about what has been done and the outcome is always good. I was taught to trust no one but love everybody that I come in contact with. When you in love it takes the distraction of the world and confind them into a piece of pain that you can't feel but when your heart is broken then all that pain is release onto the unexpected world. Sex is not another way to show your love with someone its a way to show your love to someone. My heart always pure but sometimes is tainted by the unpureness of people and there feelings. Sometimes I wonder who out really cares about me and loves me. I know a lot of people say it but do they really mean it. How often do yo

Random Random
1. Im a nail biter 2. I always feel like I have to be "on" 3. I LOVE the cold. I rarely wear a jacket during the winter, and constantly have the air on in my car year round... when I actually HAVE a car that is 4. Im not at all the same person online as I am in person. Im more shy and quiet 5. Ive become more of a shut in the past few months even though Im meeting more people 6. Im extremely charismatic, and hate it at times 7. Im proud to admit Im a hypocrite  8.  I have a fear of sock puppets, and NO, I dont want to explain why 9. I havent had any caffeine in almost 2wks, and havent snapped on anyone... surprisingly 10. I can never think of ten things to fill these lists up with...

Random Little Excerpt
Little lily floats away, subject to a watery sway. Amid others demands she stay some will find she is quite fae   Gentle features torn in pain, her heart and soul, slain. She quickly foound her earthly bane, and too easily, it pulled her in twain.   Bitter sweet behind her mask, she gives herself many a task. For her tears, she'll make you ask, before drowning herself in a flask.   No goodbyes, no tomorrows, to ease the constant sorrows, a pen knife she borrows.

Random Stupidity...
Two stupid things I recently have done. While talking on my cell phone, I got in the car, and used my right hand to pull the door closed.  The door slammed on my left elbow, with my left hand holding my cell to my face and I effectively punched myself in the mouth. I did an hour and a half on the treadmill, the friction of my shirt wore against my nipples.  After a shower and a change to head to the pool, I sprayed some sunscreen on, which turns out is mostly alcohol based in spray cans, and omg the pain. Thank you, carry on. 

Random Thoughts
Ever wonder how guys have a fuk it switch and girls are consumed by emotions?Ever wonder if one day it will all be okay? Ever wonder what the purpose in life is?Ever wonder how long our lifetime will last? People have a million random thoughts... No one person can answer every question....

Random Lyrics Of Twitchy's Life
This blog is just gonna be loaded with different lyrics that I feel has meaning to myself or just things that make me think.All I ever wanted wasI don't wanna lieAll I ever wanted wasA shot that I never gotAll I ever neededNo one ever caredAll I ever wanted wasSomeone take me outta here        (Twiztid "All I ever wanted")I'm differentI'm not like youI'm differentI like fuckin' with voodooI'm differentI come from the darksideI'm differentI've seen the dead come alive   (Twiztid "Different")No mommy, don't do it againDon't do it againI'll be a good boyI'll be a good boy, I promiseNo mommy don't hit meWhy did you have to hit me like that, mommy?Don't do it, you're hurting meWhy did you have to be such a bitchWhy don't you,Why don't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just leave here and dieNever stick your hand in my face again bitchFUCK YOUI don't need this shitYou stupid sadistic abusive fucking whoreHow would you like to see how it feels mommyHere

Random
It seems there are people on here that just hate for no reason. When I scroll half the women don't go to my page they go to my favorite blinger's page. How insane fu is this petty are you not adults ? Even better when they jump in the sb of somebody that blings you and basically tells them how they should spend their money... As if you have a right to tell someone how to spend bling! I paid for my bling I do not get gifts or put on cam shows for my bling I have punched a time clock for every single bling I have given. Do I really care about bling to tell ya the truth its a picture gift. I would never want a fu pony given to me its a waste of money to me. If someone wanted to buy me something that special it should be real and come from their heart. And given to me face to face. I do not beg for bling I never ask for bling and will never ask for bling. When I get a bling I think I should automatically give it back I hate to owe anybody anything, that prideful lion in me. When I give a g

Random
roses are red and violets are blue i like fire how bout you and if you think that we could be  go ahead and pm me

Random (very) Short Story....may Come In More Parts Soon ...
i think you'll find that i have come to take your soul. ''but why?!?!'' i don't like the way you use it. i gave you warning, now you will know how heartless feels. end of. hurts, doesn't it? *evil laugh* i love the way bad blood runs when its spilt.....

Random Gift Day!
Tom and I have been doing a Random Gift Day for over a year now. I've been slacking on it and I'm not too sure about him. At any rate, I think it's time for some changes with it. Don't worry, since Tom says "rules suck", they won't be  hard and there won't be a lot of them. [See Tom, I do think of you, lol] 1. The only thing NOT random about Random Gift Day is the date. It will always be the 23rd of every month. Why the 23? Well that's the random part of it. 2. You can send gifts to your friends, but you also have to send gifts to RANDOM people. Yep. People you know nothing about. 3. The gifts you send have to mean NOTHING. Don't be sending the guy/girl you like something all cute and loving. Send them a birthday card or something, lol 4. If you get a gift, send one back. Just make sure it's just as random as the one they sent you. 5. Make sure when you send a gift, you let the people know it's for Random Gift Day.     That's all I think, lol.

Random Laughs Around Fubar
So i thought to myself why not post the random fun stuff i find on Fubar here.. Ill keep you updated when i find new stuff that amuses me, which for me is alot..     Status: I was told to ask for a Buzzkill. I need to get down to 50%. so... for every minute that I'm above 50% buzz, I'm going to beat a kitten to death with a baby. I love that status.. Its funny, in a funny sense of humor. Now for those out there Im not saying that beating kittens or babies is funny , i would never do that and im sure that this person who posted that wouldn't either. So before u leave a comment like that DONT BOTHER,,

Random Ramblings Of A Crazy Person
I can't sleep and I have writers block. :( So I'm going to ramble about the things that are bothering me and maybe that will lift the block I hope.  My dad is sick. Like dying sick most who read this didn't know that.  I don't talk about it because no one wants to hear me cry like a bitch all the time.  I hate that he's sick.  I hate that I had to move here to help my mom with him.  I hate that by being here it reminds me that I'm not like the rest of my family.  I hate watching my dad come home from dialysis and not be able to walk up stairs or talk because he's too tired.  I hate that my kids will have no memories of him before he was sick.  Most of all I hate that I have to be the strong one through all of this because it's not fair  for my mom to have to be strong while she sits and watches the love of her life die.  I don't think I've cried over him being sick in front of her since we found out seven years ago.  Maybe all I need is a good cry but I can't do it because I'm afraid i

Randy Cooper Of Texas Hippie Coalition Was Deleted From Face Book
A GREAT INJUSTICE HAS HAPPENED RANDY COOPER'S FACE BOOK PROFILE BEEN DELETED   RANDY COOPER OF TEXAS HIPPIE COALITION WAS VIOLATED!  FACE BOOK DELETED HIS ACCOUNT BECAUSE OF 1 PERSON REPORTING HIS PROFILE AS OFFENSIVE. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO MY KNOWLEDGE:  RANDY POSTED A VIDEO OF A COMEDIAN SINGING ABOUT BOOBS ON HIS WALL.  A FEMALE IN THE CROWD STOOD UP AND FLASHED HER BOOBS AND THEN A GUY IN THE CROWD FOLLOWED SUIT.  IT WAS BRIEF.  SO AFTER RANDY POSTED THIS VID A FEMALE VISITED HIS PROFILE, WATCHED IT AND TOLD HIM SHE WAS OFFENDED BY THE FEMALE IN THE VID SHOWING HER BOOBS, SO RANDY REPLIED "WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT ATTEND ANY MORE THC SHOWS BECAUSE THE PUPPIES TEND TO FLY OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE.  OK HERE IS THE KICKER....THIS FEMALE THAT REPORTED RANDY'S PROFILE AS OFFENSIVE WENT TO SCHOOL WITH RANDY...HAS ATTENDED THC SHOWS...ANNNNNNNND HAS FLASHED AT THESE SHOWS HER SELF.  SHE REPORTED RANDY AND FACEBOOK DELETED HIS PROFILE.   I HAVE CREATED A PETITION TO GET RANDY'S ACCO

Random Sh*t That Annoys Me...version 1.1
The city doing road construction on all THREE bridges between town, I mean really who thought this shit through in the planning phases? These boys that wear their pants around their knees. Why wear pants? Take em the fuck off. But if I really wanted to see mens underwear I would just straight up say so. It should be voluntary not mandatory to see that shit. Getting accosted by the same lesbian in 3 different gas stations. Not that I have anything against lesbians but I can't punch a girl like a punch a guy when she grabs my shit. It doesn't feel right. The blatant lack of respect in the world. Goes along with out everyone perceives themselves. Hun, You aren't any better then me and I'm no better then you so how about you show some respect to get some respect. Jack asses up in my SB being well jackasses. I'm ready to shut it down. The important ones for the most part know how to get a hold of me and if not, there's alwayz pm.  Humidity...I mean really...I look like a damned poodle

*random Clutter
My thoughts race I can't think straight All this hate has to release Quickly for me to make peace The yelling has ceased And I've gotten a piece Of happiness..it's over I try and relax But these knives in my back Keep getting deeper This hill that I climb Gets steeper and steeper Too much pressure and stress Push on my chest And this test that I fail I try to exhale But the air is too stale This home becomes my jail So hammer the last nail And watch me be hung higher As the air in me expires Enraged by fire Engulfed by the flame You're screaming my name When I can't win this game And I am too lame To get off of my ass And support my family I must be insane Or crazy..just maybe Too bad I can't see All these fucking losers in front of me I can't grasp what I want When all you do is talk But you've got nothing to say YOU'RE WASTING AWAY I sit and moan As I'm left alone I've got to find home My cause is unknown I sit and I cry I later asked why Why I had to die Why my soul is still ost Wh

Random Rant 1
re-evaluating my life, if you cant be by my side in bad times, dont call me when YOU need something, Im not a puppet,im not here for your justification or to make you feel whole, im not here to be the person that everyone that hurt you wasnt, just for once, love ME and accept ME for me or just let me alone and let me be my true self, fuck all the games and bs, i'm too good for you

Random Thought....
Random thought after seeing Dickory's status:   I wonder how many babies are born on Labor Day?   Love you all!!

Randomness
Damn it's been a year since I last made a blog, the fuck!?!?! Anyhoo nothing really important, just thought I should make a blog. Granted after week of annoying as people and stupid shit I'll have something interesting for people to either read and make fun of me or ignore since i don't think many people will read it.

Randomnicity Prt.1
I often post some status updates just for sake of argument or thought. But, I recently find that not a lot of people get me. So, here's a blog to those who want to or even get bored and wonder what the hell randomnicity even means. To start randomnicity is not a word by Webster's definition. I however have a firm belief that it should be. If you don't like it, that's fair "justswallowthepill". If I had a mantra this word be it! Not swallowing the pill, Randomnicity. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to understand crazy. I know what you're thinking, what is a place like me doing in a girl like this? I'm random, I practice it daily. I prefer not to be understood it makes the voices in my head feel just a little bit more special. I'm not a drug addicted alcoholic or some sort of crazy person that mutilates cats or suffocates dogs (I apologize to PITA just trying to make a point) I'm very well educated but, I know how to have fun and shut off the little part of me that says maybe you sho

Random Totally Stupid Cooking Idea
My mind works in mysterious ways. Today's random thought:  Turtles!   Take two pancakes, place one on the bottom of the plate lay two strips of bacon X style cross ways make a mound of scrambled eggs in the middle, but leave a small circle around the edge of the pancake put a link sausage in the middle of the eggs so it splits the X like so X- Place the other pancake on top   With the edges of the top pancake curled down, it should resemble a turtle in the shell with the bacon for the legs and the sausage as the head.   Enjoy!  

Random Info
200. My name is: Nadia Marie 199. I was born on: October 2, 1986198. I am a: Female197. My hair color is: Dark/light brown, sometimes with highlights... 196. My eye color is: Light brown, but change colors to, hazel, yellow, green, violet, dark brown, violen brown...195. My shoe size is: 7.5194. My ring size is: 6 193. My pant size is: 9192. My height is: 5' 6"191. I am allergic to: everything...pennicillin, amoxicillin, everything that  a person can possibly be allergic to in nature, bees, bug bites, and avocados *which i still eat*190. I live in: Highland, with my mom. 189. The last book I read: Let Me In by John Ajvide Lindqvist188. My bed is: comfty and right behind me187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: is that they can be just as difficult and touchy as girls 186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I can get things for free, and change the mood of the opposite sex just by smilin at them. 185. My favorite color is: blue, black, red, and pink184. My Best frien

Random Lyric Crazy Attack Go!
Yeah, I know, I really need to get around to writing blogs with actual content. But I'm lazy. In lieu of real content, here are random lyrics from songs that I'm listening to today! I was going to post these in my status, but then I realized that's annoying. They're in no particular order, and are pretty much just whatever lines happen to jump out at me. If you can guess them all without using the Googles, you get a cookie. "She'll tell you she's an orphan, after you meet her family." "In the land of a thousand guilts and poured cement." "Don't want to end up a cartoon in a cartoon graveyard." "I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch." "What will change us, or will we mess up our only chance to connect with a dream?" "But all I ever learned from love is how to shoot at someone who outdrew you." (Same song as a previous one, but different artist(s).) "Flags and mental jewelry's all I know." "Pretty girls digging prettier women." "Minding the gap since 1996." "He's just

Random No Reason
I am not the hero of the story, I am the narrator. I’m the voice that people follow and are drawn to while actually caring more for the others involved. I can make you follow but I never lead. I can tell you amazing lies and you’ll believe them because my reasons for existing are just for your entertainment. My emotional input doesn’t matter, my presence conflicts your fantasy, my voice interrupts the perfect life your watching. If I never told you the plot, you would still watch the people act. My great purpose is to build up for someone elses resolve, And my great motive is to have you climax with the dramatics of others.

Random
  Love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to you when they realize what they have lost. You can't express every feeling that you have every moment that you have them. Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable...Susan: A real woman could stop you from drinking. Arthur: It'd have to be a real BIG woman!When you first entered the restaurant, I thought you were handsome... and then, of course, you spoke...Some gifts are big, others are small. Gifts from the heart are the best gifts of all. Some cry:: ‘Love me!!’ Others:: ‘Don’t love me!!’ But a certain genus, the worst and most unhappy, cries:: ‘Don’t love me and be faithful to me!!’ L'amour vient de l'aveuglement, l'amitie de la connaissance. ,,(Love comes from blindness, friendship from knowledge.) We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh.France is the only place where you can make love in the afternoon without peopl

Random Again
Behind every bitch theres a man that made her that way! Someone asked if i knew you, it was sad cause all i could say was " I used to" I'm starting to learn from relationships in the past, lifes a bunch of bull SHIT and promises never last!   “Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar.” “You hate someone whom you really wish to love, but whom you cannot love. Perhaps he himself prevents you. That is a disguised form of love.” “A woman either loves or hates; she knows no medium.” “Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.” “Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”

Random Flash Effect Creation
random flash effect creation I did.

3 Randoms
I took this idea from Ninja; feel free to post your own.     1)I want to see as many penises as I can. Even the small ones, then I can laugh. :) 2) I have to look at the clock before I fall asleep. It's usually so I can count how many precious hours I can sleep before that horrible alarm wakes me. 3) I have never been truly happy with myself.

3 Randoms
You can share 3 things if you like.Just a silly game. 1) I'm basically a nice guy, but I DO have a MEAN streak... 2) I like pretty women, but minds turn me on more than beauty. 3) I have the attention span of a squirrel on coff-

Random Ramblings
   You can have her,or him for that matter,because i refuse to change      Dont call me your friend if youre talking shit to the person next to you,about me.      The people on my friends list are well my friends...If you dont like it, tough cookies       Yes its true i dont drive and no its not because i have had too many DWI's.      My ideas are my ideas,thats it.Im not trying to convery anyone...Leave that to someone else.      Do i look like i have phoneswitch operator tattoeed on my forehead?How about messnger bitch?I didnt think so.     If i was friends with your boyfriend and you broke up,and hes talking shit...Please assume im no longer talking to him,cause im not....     I cry....alot.     I have an awful habit of waiting by the phone when i think someone is gonna call,and lo and behold they usually dont.     I really like to do my blogs,and no im not gonna mention names,becuse if someone was reading this and got an awful feeling at the pit of their stomach,it jus

Random Crap
 Here I am... bored out of my gourd.  I've been told that I ought to create a blog. So, here is a blog...  Blog. Such a weird word. As I sit here sipping on my Miller High Life (the champagne of beers)... stoned out of my head on my pain meds and muscle relaxers... I ponder. What the hell do I blog about?  Maybe, I could tell the world a bit about myself. But, being as how I'm bored and seem to be living such a boring existence, what's the point? I've been feeling under the weather here lately. Just thought y'all should know that. Whoever "y'all" is. Really... Who actually reads these things?  Maybe I could go on a rant about my belief in ancient alien visitation. I actually created a discussion group on this topic in a competitive social site. It is my belief that we humans are the product of an alien genetic experiment. Everyone wonders where the missing link is. You know, the link between chimpanzees and humans? Well, look to the skies. The Holy Bible and various other ancient te

Random Sb Messages
  4:39pm reply cutie sexy...: you should swing by and visit us tonight at sexys loungewww.fubar.com... 4:44pm more To cutie sexy...: do I know you? 4:44pm reply cutie sexy...: you dont lol 4:47pm more To cutie sexy...: do I know anyone in your lounge? 4:47pm reply cutie sexy...: i dont know you should come look and find out 4:51pm more To cutie sexy...: are you on cam naked? 4:51pm reply cutie sexy...: no 4:52pm more To cutie sexy...: So I don't know anyone in your lounge and there is no nekkid cams, am I understanding this correctly? 4:52pm reply cutie sexy...: lol i think so 4:53pm more

Random Facts About A M0ni... In No Particular Order.
Fun facts about lil o'm0ni [edition numero uno]   Please save all your questions til the end of this impossibly long ramble about nothing really. Thanks.     #33 - Has never seen Rocky (any), Starwars, Star Trek, any of the God Father movies, nor Scarface. I don't really care to change this anytime in the near future. #59 - Doesn't believe in underwear on Fridays... OR when it's just not really necessary. #84 - Still wishes on stars, like a child. #276 - Only likes scalding hot soup. Doesn't like chowder. OR fuggin' pancakes. That had no relevance, I just felt like it needed to be said. #117 - Was a victim. #118 - Is now a survivor. #209 - Pees in the shower sometimes. Everyone does, even grandma. I'm just ballsy enough to admit it. # Whatever number I'm on - Sings, "I'm blue. Da ba de da bah dah x2." In the grocery store. #6 - Still sucks her thumb and rolls her fingers through her blanky, on occasion when trying to fall asleep. #82 - Dreamed of living in the town of "T

Random Thought For The Week
It never ever faails to amaze me no matter how much i upgrade my pc, there is alwasy one more thing that i want to do to it.  This thing is like eating potato chips.  for all the upgrades i get and install on this thing, i could have bought 4 more. With that kinda thinking maybe I should be running for public office.  LOL      

Random Musings On Life And Fu
I'm sick of being back burner around here.  I know a lot of people have things going on right now, but it's been going on for more than a few weeks. It's not just me that this is happening with, several friends and acquaintances are noticing and/or becoming part of these stats; leaving, ignoring, overall just not being friends. I should be more vocal about my opinions and feelings on this, but it's just not in my nature to..well...talk. There again what does complaining really do? Maybe I'm just irritated that everything in my life seems to be changing but falling apart at the same time, though not to the catastrophic level at least. The situation around this place doesn't help any; I originally came here to have fun and meet people, and while I have met some really great people, there so many crappy ones here now it's getting harder and harder to come back.  I'm down to trying to talk to one or two and then "playing" secret admirer, though that holds no benefits other than killing t

Random Bullshit
feeling so sick,so desperate paper or plastic? no more as i sit and procrastinate,i masturbate

Random
There are only three things you need to let go of: judging, controlling, and being right. Release these three and you will have the whole mind and twinkly heart of a child.~Hugh Prather

Random Thoughts
I have noticed some small things in life for example if you really truly love somebody you would do anything like fight tooth and nail to get them back even if they are far away and wouldn't hurt anyone to let them go. Also I am noticing i might have an old injury that it is in my right shoulder I might have done while as a kid and now its getting to me its like I know when the weather is going to change and or its about to rain, I might need to see a doctor about it. Also if you love the person you wouldn't go see an ex and screw around with them even you say your done which doesn't make a god damn sense.

Random Riddle
A random riddle: A man finds himself trapped inside a room,  no windows, no doors.  There is only a mirror and a table . How does he get out ? The answer: He looks in the mirror , he see's what he saw.  He takes the saw, cuts the table in half. Two half's make a hole. ~ He Exits

Randomness
Just some stuff going around in my head....The State of the Union Address: Why during prime time ? You're fucking up my television schedule. And why so long ? All he really has to say is "Shits fucked up and I'm gonna try and fix it"....people will clap, and I can get back to some fine television viewing. Anteaters and aardvarks. Why is there both ? They're basically the same damn animal. Does the world really need both ? Cleavage. Ladies, if you're going to put it out there, we will look. Just a fact of life. WAR. What is it good for ? Well let me tell ya. It keeps me employed and getting a paycheck. Boredom. I am suffering it from it right now and thats why I'm doing this. I'm not doing it because I think anybody is interested in what I have to say right now. If you are reading this, are you bored too ? Well that's all for now.

Random Shit
1. What is your best friends name? Jenn Foooooo! 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?...commando homies... 3. What are you listening to right now? True Lies is on TV! 4. Whats your favorite number? 11 5. What was the last thing you ate? i had a blueberry yogurt yayyyyy 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? black teehee...its the most used! rawr 7. How is the weather right now? its snowin bitch! no schoool! 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? my friend from on here lol 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? the frontal buldge...if its not be enough looking im out lol 10. Do you have a significant other?.........nope. 11. Favorite TV show? VIVA LA BAMMMM, Rob and Big, Robs Fantasy FActory... 12. Siblings? one older sister...two older half brothers...who dont talk to me...douchebags... 13. Height?5'7ish 14. Hair color? dark dark dark dark brown...off black for the retards 15. Eye Color? brown 16. Do you wear contacts? yessu

Random Facts...things I Like/annoy Me
Complains against men...                       1. YOU DONT GET LAID BY BEGGING FOR IT                       2. NO I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR PENIS ON CAM...oh its so big, are you happy now?(oh and stop video chatting me)                       3. at least friggin attempt a converstation before you ask me how big my boobs are                       4. stop fuckin trying to add me to your collection of females...i want a guy who is all about me                       5. i dont share...ever...(i.e. no threesomes)                       6. im a jealous person...(meaning i dont like it when my guy flirts with other girls internet or not)                       7. call me when you say you are...if you cant do something so small how are you gonna do anything else? be   dependable                       8. just because im with you/interested in you...doesnt mean you have me...so dont get too cocky                       9. dont wreck a sweet cuddle moment by trying to have sex with me...if i want

Random Thoughts Jan 15th....
What ever happened to Stained?  That Aaron guy had SO much angst...you would have thought he was in a Twilight movie.  Frozen dinners, after almost 50 years of product development, still taste just as ass as they did when I was 8 and my mom tried to get me to eat them.  WTF?  Really?  You still haven't found a way to make the pasta taste even SORTA like something? I like/dislike American Idol contestant tryouts.  You get some great stories...and I love seeing the douchebags wilt and cry after getting rejected...but I don't need to see the costumes and such.  Can't we get over that part now?  We have REAL judges...let's not waste their valuable time with William Hungs... Insomnia is a horrible thing to have.  Almost as bad as vertigo.  I actually felt really sorry for Tyler Hansbrough tonight when I had yet ANOTHER vertigo attack.  I can't imagine how frustrating that would be for an NBA player to out of nowhere have to lay down, close your eyes and possibly vomit because your brain

Random Info Questionaire
Welcome to the 2011 edition of getting to know your friends. Change allthe answers so they apply to you, and then send this to your friendsincluding the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you willlearn a lot of little things about your friends that you might not haveknown!Just press the 'forward' button then you can erase my answers and addyours.1. What time did you get up this morning?   10   2. Watches or Rings:   Rings   3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema:   Resident Evil Afterlife 4. What is your favorite TV show?  Glenn Beck   5. What do you usually have for breakfast:   Egg Sandwich 6. What is your nick name?   Zach, Snake Charmer, Jorge, Kal 7. What food do you dislike?   Asparagus 8. What is your favorite CD at the moment?  Infant Sorrow 9. Favorite Pastime:   Reading 10. Favorite sandwich?   Roast Beef 11. Favorite item of clothing?  Comfy Pants 12. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?    Anywhere thats not MN 13

Random Act
I've decided that I am going to try and fill my blog with random nonsense when I can. It's been way too long. Surveys are always a great way to start. -Stolen from Ick R Us-   1. First thing you wash in the shower? Face. 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? Black. I always wear black. :S 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Probably. 4.Do you plan outfits? No. Then again. It always helps when your wardrobe consists of Jeans, black slacks, shirts with the variety of color....meaning black, gray, blue, red, and boots or chucks. Hah... 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?Sore... 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? My shirt. 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? Aim. But I do say "Lawl" Sorry, Ick...I say Wow. :( 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? ...I don't remember my dreams very often. If I do...I forget them after a day or so. 9. Did you meet anybody new today? Nope. 10. What are you craving right now? A Mello Yello. 11. Do you floss? Wh

Random Vent
so my landlord came over today and was pretty much bashing my boyfriend because he heard one of our big fights and he thinks he has the right to asume that he doesnt do anything to contribute well he does he's great with my kids and he loves me. so we fight big fucking deal who doesnt fight  i mean ours would get physical but nothin i cant handle. im a very tough chica. i dont  want my boyfriend working if he doesnt have too cause it means i dont have to put the kids in daycare and i get to see him when im not working. the guy just assumes he has the right to tel me he wont change i realy could care less if he did i love him the way he is

Random
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life.  But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid.  At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.  This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness.  Happiness is the way.  So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination... ~souza   I was sitting in the airport in Phoenix in January and found this quote on a card that was blank inside.  As I read this, it seemed to me that it was the perfect way to describe the way I should be living my life.  It is so true that happiness is the journey and to always make the most of the time you have with your family and friends and those close to you.  The ones that you know treasure with the same equal power as you do them.  When walking your path in life, try to keep in

Random X
Random X is an occasionally used science to predict the future. X times random = random x ; history repeats itself that way. Some gambling addicts use similar equations to predict state lottery numbers, but it only increases the odds to an extent. The science is maddening. I know from personal experience. You can drive yourself crazy trying to get ahead of time, or you can live in the here and now. At this point in my life, I feel more like an observer of society, than an actual part of society. I'm starting to become known as the hermit in the middle of town, and it's probably not a good thing. Don't misunderstand. I still do what most people do. I go to work, the store, and laundrymat, etc. I stay home and write and record music, work on animations for a series of music videos that normally takes a team of animators to get done in a reasonable time frame. AND I socialize here in fubarland, YIM, FaceBook, etc. I'm only doing things differently to keep my history from repeating itse

Random Thought.
I gave you a little taste of heaven. Now it's time for you to go to hell ...

Random Sh*t
  I would like to ask you a question...unfortunately i have forgotten that question... so instead i shall tell you a story...    Once upon a time, there was this dude... i mean he was cool too... he was like "fuck wid it!" and he had this dog... and HE was like "sup bitchez!" ... im not really sure which way i was goin with this but i thought you should know... Man if i had a quarter for every time i heard a girl tell me i was awesome... idk i might have enough for a pack of gum by now! i smoke... someone once told me i should quit... it was my old boss... im not sure he really thought that through. for the ppl who dont think as fast as other ppl i"ll give you a sec. to get that last joke.... ok you get it... see its funny huh?... yeah i cant hear you though, i thought i should let you know that on account of the fact that your slow and would take forever to understand that on your own... anywa... huh? whats that? OH! un- der-stand... its a word... oh forget it, where was i?... blood

Random Ass Rhyme...prolly Put It In The Wrong Spot....but Fuckit :-??
these words are weapons and im like a sniper on this beat these words are weapons and im hotter than satan bringin da heat these words are weapons you prolly sick of hearin this line these words are weapons cuz im crazy out my mind these words are weapons to slaughter ur ego and vanity these words are weapons to shatter ur chances at sanity these words are weapons that can cut you to ur soul these words are weapons to leave ur mind shattered and ur body whole these words are weapons ......... (to be continued?????)