Over 16,529,657 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?
....and sometimes you sit here and wonder
why is the world the place that it is.
everything seems so obsolete, and everything seems so assbackwards.
you start to wonder why its good vs evil
optamistic vs pessimistic
reality vs fantasy.
you start to wonder why bipolarisim is starting to devour everybodies lives.
you start to wonder why people become sadistic.... manic.... suicidal....
and become institutionalized only because their on a real bad acid trip, or just need to be fucking held for once in their lives....
and it makes you wonder if there really is a GREAT institution out there that can help people instead of feeding more and more bullshit into their minds that they really dont need to know
........but its all a factor of life....
//laughs....
it seems like its in the atmosphere.
that its becoming fashionable and logical for people to attempt to lock themselves inside a dark closet and bang their wrists against walls.
it seems like people are in the right for having not one hope for themselves and seeing the negative in everything....
and it seems like 35% of relationships are totally fucking perfect when a girl is getting hit by some guy, getting her money stolen by him, walks into him screwing her best friend, or him smoking meth.....
...........however, everything gets better. somewhat better..............
-(insert intense mind blank here due to herb smokage.)-
Maybe ill finish this rant later.
~Elisa M.W.
