is he telling the truth...do i stick around and listen to his lies because i like wat he is saying OR do i run for shelter before the shit blows up in my face??? i just dont know GRAWR
am i really losing him or has he already gone??? maybe he is still here for the ride or maybe just wating for a good time?
god damn it my back hurts WAHHH stupid tail bone
holly shit i am HELLA bored
am i pushing them away because i want them close OR do i really not care
god why wont he call!!! i want to talk to him DAMN IT TO HELL why cant i stop thinking about him am i really that crazy?
WOOHOO i get to go to my sisters this weekend GO ME!!! my niece and nephew and sister all weekend with nothing i mean NOTHING to do but sit on my fat ass with my sister and watch TV and cry like the emo loser i am YEHAW!!!
i wish i knew wat was bothering me and y so i could talk myself out of it! or try anyways
why am i thinking about so much shit, why does it feel like my heart is splitting in two, why does it hurts so bad, why cant he be here with me DOES HE EVEN KNOW THE REALY ME? why cant i get over this its not like he is really gone...is he?
damn my alarm on my phone keeps going off and every time it does i get excited because i think it is him GOD I AM A LOSER!!!