well in my last blog i was mad ,hurt, and few other emotions ill leave out of this one. today tho i feel like the loneliest person in the world. its like the world done past me by. my friends have lives. my enemy have even stopped bothering me. lol. damn this sucks. im so alone. tears stain my pillows, and sadness awaits me every morning. makes me wander wtf am i getting up for. to just sit and stare at the damn walls all day. man just once id like a dropbye, a call just to say hi, a i love u, or anything, im so alone, why? what have i done so wrong that god looks down and says here jer, take a little more u can handle it. but to tell u the truth i dont know if i can. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. im so alone. well im out. like anyone cares noone will read it anyway.