ive tried to think of what to say about myself on here.ive been hurt, scarred, and cried a million tears. but down deep inside my soul. i just wanna be a normal human. thats loved, cared for, and maybe even admired. is that to much to ask? to not hurt, to not cry, to not bleed from a heart that doesnt have anymore blood to give. or is it my destiny to bleed out and die.