CG's blog: "My thoughts"

sitting here thinking of you, wondering if this is real, what we feel. afrad its not, afraid its all a dream. what am i going ot do if it is? how willi cope. all alone again, no one there.who will want me, who will need me. Wanting to be with you, and not knowing how that will happen. lost. bored.scared.i guess ill find out soon enough......