So I came home for thanksgiving last night like i had planned to. I'm just not really looking forward to seeing my grandma in such bad shape but at least she's still here. I finally decided what I want to do. i'm going to go back to school to be an x ray tech full time and get a full time job as well just to keep myself busy and out of trouble. the guy i was seeing left me yesterday because i did something stupid and kinda deserved it but he made me realize that i'm NEVER going to find anyone who will love me doing absolutly nothing. i will only find people like him, and i deserve better then that so thank you steven!
