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Some of us dream in technicolor, seeing the things that we wish to see. Upon waking the reality begins to creep back in wringing the color from life like a dishrag. Sure there are things we can do to escape this reality. Put on rose colored glasses and deny the stark focus of pain. No matter how many times you close your eyes the truth will still be there staring you in the face. As if the pain of daily living is not enough, we chose to seek out one to be a witness to our trials. Mostly in the hopes of evening out the burdens we all carry. The choice we make to share our lives is also to opt to help relieve some of the others load as well. Sometimes colors flare like fireworks against a darkened sky. These bring a few precious moments of happiness and bliss. Eventually even these moments get ground against the wheel. Until the ashes of our euphoria ride along the breeze. Leaving us once again to face the loneliness and agony. The question then follows if the moments are so far apart that when one finally happens the last event has long since faded from our minds. Are the fleeting moments enough to sustain our yen for tranquility? I spend my life constantly questioning if I merit the dreams I have. Sometimes it feels as if my feet are moving and the path is moving along with them. No closer to the apex. No closer to serenity. The uphill battle weighs upon my soul. I find myself tiring, being dragged backward by the immense weight I have burdened myself with. Is this a demeaning thing that I do to myself?? Shall I live my existence in naivety? Never facing the truth, denying the agony? So the TRUE question is, do I continue the campaign or do I retreat back into the dark recesses of myself that have been my dwelling place for so long?
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