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Happy
So some little updates I work at Walmart now and ya know what I actually enjoy my job. I work with some very interesting people. Thats all I will say about them. But this store I think I actually found a shift with no high school bull. But then again I have been keeping to myself. I take all my breaks and lunches by myself because right now I am trying to figure things out and trying to get a place of my own. As for me and my special someone well lets put it this way. I care for him and I dont care who knows it. I feel so safe and like nothing can go wrong when he is around me. I cant believe it that after basically losing my heart to someone who couldnt be trusted here I am falling for someone yet again. I just cant believe it. Okay well I guess thats it for now. I will write more later. Much loves to all and mostly to him.

This Is Freaky
The Secret behind the number 11 Pretty Chilling - read to the bottom. Try it out. If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it all first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters. (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6 + 5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. Sheer coincidence..? Rea

For All The Single Parents Out There!
Life gets tough especially when you are a single mother (or father for those out there) of kids. I respect all single mothers and fathers out there for trying to raise their kids on their own with or without the other parent present. I am a single mother of two beautiful children. Even though I do have a wonderful fiance, I don't expect him to help me raise my daughters at all. After all they are my responsiblity, not his. My children both love their biological dad. My youngest has recently started calling my fiance daddy and it is hard to try to explain to a two year old that he is not her daddy that some one else is. Now don't get me wrong, my two year old does know who her dad is. She has gone with him on several diffrent occasions. and I think maybe just how my fiance is the one around the most might be the real reason why she is calling him daddy. I am sure several of you single parents out there has probably come accross something simular. I mean who hasn't right!. Anyhow, for al

How It Is
you wont be his first, his last or his only. He's loved before,he will love again, But if he loves you NOW,what else matters? He is not PERFECT, and neither are you. The two of you will never be PERFECT,but if he makes you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being HUMAN and making MISTAKES.... Hold on to him and give him all you got. He is not going to quote poetry, hes not going to be thinking about you every moment,but he will give you apart of him that he know's you can break. Don't hurt him,Don't change him, Don't expect too much from him. Smile when he makes you happy, Cry when he makes you sad and miss him when he's not there. ~annoyomous~ ~~*~~

Thank You Everyone
Hey all, I just want to take time and thank those out there that have given me good ratings, became a fan of mine, Became a friend, and that I became a fan of... My first couple of days on here has been really enjoyable and I am glad that I am making some new friends out there in the world...

The Ballad Of Ron Paul
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Karma
Walking through a forest of doubt Trying so hard to figure out What to make of everything Because nothing is ever as it seems People lie and live to fool Deception and secrecy, their number one tools Is it that hard to be real To express yourself and say how you feel You don't think of who you hurt It's amazing what the truth could be worth A life, a friend, or even a love Worst case scenario would be all of the above It's best to think before you act Karma will always be there to get you back What goes around comes around like JT says We'll all fall victims to it one of these days

To My Friends
I Just wanted to say thank you so much to all of my friends and fans on here for the wonderful warm birthday greetings!!!! For the few jerks on here the rest of you amazing people make up for it 100 times over. Thank you so much.....XOXOXOXOXOXO!!!!! Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Life Lessons
For those of you who really know me, you know I'm not one to say something profound too often. But in light of a lot of recent events, I've come to find myself contemplating the direction in which my life is heading. So many things come to mind when I'm trying to map out my future. A lot of changes are going on around me but I feel like I'm the only one standing still. Searching for a job, still living with parents, this isn't where I thought I was going to be at 22. At times I find myself wishing that I could just start over, make everything just disappear, begin a new life, and not make the mistakes i made. I don't regret much but I do have regrets. But I've always been told that we make mistakes to learn. I've learned a great deal from the many mistakes I've made. Granted, I find myself making the same mistakes more often than not, but that's a flaw I'm actively trying to correct. People tell me the only way to progress towards the future is to let go of the past. It's hard goin

Story About My Back
About 5 years ago now around the 4th of July I was at a friends when i decided to help him fix something on his barn. So we got a ladder set up and I climbed the ladder to get up on the roof after a night of rain. I checked the roof it was dry so i started climbing up a very steep inclination. Well I got maybe 3 feet away from the ladder when I started slipping and couldn't stop myself. So I found myself slipping underneath the ladder and onto the ground where I landed on a brick that was covered by dirt and grass from the weather.. I got up, and figured I was fine cause ofcourse there would be pain i just fell 20ft, well the pain started getting worse over a 6 month period. But me being the stubborn jackass that I am. I did not seek medical attention until that 6th month i found the pain unbearable. Well come to find out I fractured 2 disks in my back, and did alot of extensive nerve damage in my neck that cannot be repaired. Why you may ask because I was an idiot and did not seek med

"i Once Met A Girl"
~I Once Met a Girl~ I once met a girl out on the street, her mind was insane, but her pussy was sweet! I gave her my heart and I took her in- I gave her a home and she gave me her skin. I come home from work, see her nude on the phone finger blastin' her chrome while sucked on a bone. The TV was on, she was "watching" The Pope, but when I walked in the can I found me some dope! You wouldn't believe all the things that I saw I found me a razor, I found me a straw. I wished it was all just a terrible lie for I NEVER knew that it could snow in July. I exploded in rage, such a junkie supreme I pulled on her snatch and she let out a scream. Then I packed up her bags and I told her to go, but she pulled down my pants and I couldn't say no. Yeah, she blew me all night and then gave me a rose, but when she was through, there was blood on her nose. Then she started to cry and I told her to hush, but my words couldn't stop such a horrible gush! Why, the VERY next day I

Screw You!
Two lawyers are stranded on a desert island for several months. The only thing on the island was a tall coconut tree, which provided them their only food. Each day one of the lawyers would climb to the top to see if he could spot a rescue boat coming. One day, one of the lawyers yelled down from the tree,"WOW, I just can't believe my eyes, there is a woman out there floating in our direction." The lawyer on the ground was most sceptical and said "You're hallucinating; you've finally lost your mind." But within a few minutes, up to the beach floated a stunning redhead, face up, totally naked and unconscious. The two lawyers went down to the water, dragged her up on the beach and discovered, yes, indeed she was alive, warm and breathing, but sunburned and needing immediate care and nursing. One said to the other (as a typical male would), "You know, we've been on this God forsaken island for months now without a woman. It's been such a long,long time. Do you think we s

In The Dark
alone i stand looking to the stars untill the clouds cover them all ...... in the dark i hear your voice, in the dark i feel your touch wating for the time i feel the warm feeling of you standing behind me your breath on my neck your arms around my waist holding me close ..... the the clouds move letting me see the stars once again and the feelings gone:( but wait what is this i feel your there within me all the time saying the words i long to hear but how can this be your so far away ? why do i stand alone in the dark yet feel so close ?in the light of the stars i turn catch the image of you before me and thats what ill hold untill your there for real .... in the dark yet making it feel like day .... Made by a real Angel for me....luv ya :)

More Funny Stories From Teachers
A neighbor is a primary school principal. They started school on Thursday. Friday morning a little, bitty girl strolls into the main office. "I don't know where to go or who my teacher is," she announces. The principal tells her everything will be okay, and asks what grade Little Miss Muffet is in. "First," the mite replies confidently. "And do you know your name, darling?" "Oh yes, and my telephone too." Her eyes start to tear up. The principal reassures her they have a powerful computer which will reveal all. They type in the child's name. "Honey, you are in Kindergarten, not First." "Oh no. I already came yesterday." I lovvvvve this accelerated program, don't you? Gail Beck ~ Augusta, ME I was walking down the hall with a student when she asked me if I had a boyfriend. I told her "No", and I asked why she wanted to know. She said, "Because I want you to go on a date with my Dad". The funny part of all this is that her parents are married and her Mom was

What Card Are You??
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

R.i.p. Kelsey
I lost a Dear Friend TodaY her name was KELSEY she was only 15yrs Old, She has an older brother & two yonger sisters Who she was So Precious to because they lost there mother 2yrs Ago So Please keep this family In Ur Prayers..... Thank You

Tangled
my mind is as tangled as a spider web caught in a harsh wind. the silken strands are crossed and recrossed, mangled into a misshapen and confused mass of snarls - no longer capable of creating or maintaining coherent thought... Emotion bombards me from too many directions, burying me beneath an enormous heap of twisted thoughts, cloaking me in confusion... I'm afraid I might drown in a sea of my own thoughts and feelings...

Funny Stories From Teachers
I was a middle school teacher before retirement. One day I had students at the board working problems. One of the young ladies was an exceptional student who happened to be a blonde. For some reason I told her that she was using a piece of left handed chalk. Without turning around or saying anything she put the chalk in the tray, picked up another piece of chalk, and continued with her problem. David Gurley I work as a secretary at an elementary school. During the second week of school a student in Mrs. Maemura's first grade class was sent to the office after having a bathroom accident. Number 2. I bent down and softly asked her if she had diarrhea. She looked up at me and said "No. I have Mrs. Maemura." At Math time, I told the kids that we were going to talk about Even and Odd. One boy yelled out- "I know that story. It's in the Bible! " After I quit laughing, I said- "I think you mean Adam and Eve. " Chris Minch ~ Stuart, FL As an introduction to a new book, I w

Vulnerable...
If I give you my heart will you cherish it and protect it? Will you hold it close so that nothing but your love will ever touch it? Will you keep it safe from harm? Will you promise to stand beside me, to support me in hard times and to rejoice with me in times of celebration? Will you share with me all of your tomorrows? Will you lie down beside me every night and wake in my arms? Will you love me with every breath you take and miss me when I am not close enough for you to hear my heartbeat? Will you be only mine forever?

Pieces Of A Girl..
its like bein exposed to gamma rays, i get lost for days in the kiss, of this mysteriousness, let the boys go out an play, im just lookin forward to what the day may, bring a thing or two from me to you, to make you say hooray and take yer worries away, its the least i can do, throw in a check 1,2....cuz if it wasnt for you, who knows what i would do?.....

The World Wants To...
I found this on a webpage.. and thought it was cute. Yes its one big run-on sentence. good luck sorting it out. Have something you wanna do? add it in a comment The world wants to... Use a menstrual cup, inspire, buy a car, become a millionaire, get a tattoo on my back, Morgaine will not fear her destiny, wants to Learn electric guitar, be more open, Watch Episodes of South Of Nowhere online for free, To live instead of exist, preorder a playstation 3, help others, take more photographs, be a singer in a rock band, go to more concerts, Learn to surf, learn how to dance in high heels, Visit mexico ,make realistic models of people and animals out of polymer clay, ming_jnc wants to Quit Smoking, Make ends meet stop homophobia, fall in love and stay in love, Schmickle wants to Start my own business, Get my navel pierced, be a dancer, learn to dance, start a tradition, learn to cook. Really cook.

"sole"
~Sole~ Slowly walking, stalking, soaking it all inside. Pondering, wondering...thundering thoughts collide. Hazy, crazy, racing, tasting everything she hides- Maybe one day, some way, white rays will arise. -Eyes of ice, a cruel surprise...these demonized tormented flies, oh how they fly right by my sight, why deep inside I'm terrorized and mesmerized but I will fight and exorcize the teeth of lies that pry into her mind- Waking, aching, breaking...caked in dreams that never stride Pacing, grazing, facing her amazing brittle sky. Hazy, crazy, racing, tracing every sin she guides- Baby I pray one day my intrusion brings you light. ~Maybe one day~

Freaky
So my husband thinks I am a fruit loop. Before bed, I was making my side because my daughter made a mess of it when a dice (game dice, only one though) came flying out onto the floor. I didn't pick it up because it was late and I didn't feel like it. Around 1 am I hear the dice bouncing on the floor, no one is there. A little while later, I hear the dresser drawer slam shut, once again no one is there, my husband is asleep beside me and our daughter is asleep in her room. I rolled over about half an hour later and I hear the dice bouncing and rolling on the floor. Mind you, we don't have any animals. By now I am freaking out. I am in such shock, I can't even move. One more time it bounces on the floor. I ended up hiding under the pillows as my arm goes really cold. When my husband woke up this morning he couldn't stop laughing at me, meanwhile I am almost in tears cause I was so scared and had to pee really bad and refused to get out of bed. I did make hi

Where We Go From Here?
1. Who has your heart lately & how are they treating it? he wants to be with me.. but he's been too busy... :( 2. When was the last time you went out? yesterday ... i worked 3. What was the last movie you saw? Good Luck Chuck 4. The last places you went? wendys lol 5. Miss someone? YES definately missing ppl .... *tear* 6. What made you smile today? haven't really smiled yet today 7. Are you scared to fall in love? No i want to badly 9. Ever thought you were in love? never had the true feeling until now... and its not working out the way I would like it to 10. What is your status right now? Single but my Heart is taken. :( 11. Did you dream last night? nope 12. What were you doing this morning at 1a.m.? was on the net talking to peeps 14. What were you doing this morning at 4 a.m.? Sleeping 15. Name a place you want to visit? i wanna be with the people i MISS!!!! *tears* {Who lost 16, 17, 18, and 19? Or did I do that?}

Film
Help me decide on the title for my suspense short. I've talked to my creative consultant, and we've narrowed it down to two names. Follow the link and pick the name you think sounds the best. It's still my final decision, but I would like input.SynopsisA gossip reporter for the UNM college is captured. He awakes in a room and finds himself stuck inside. He has one hour to escape before the slow acting poison flowing through his blood stream kills him. Remember that while you're voting.Take the poll

Walikn Very New Paths
HERE I GO AGAIN No I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday And I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time Though I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh Lord I pray you give me strength to carry on 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone But I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time Just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity And I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone And I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time But here I go again Here I go again He

If I Knew... Miss Ya Honey :(
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each act ion and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say 'I love you,' instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say 'I love you,' And certainly there's another chance to say

Samhain Ritual - 2007
Samhain Ritual - Ancestor Night, Celtic New Year, October 31st Tools: In addition to your magickal tools, you will need: An Orange Alter Cloth Cauldron 1 Black Taper Goddess Candle 1 Black Taper God Candle 2 Carved Turnip Candle Holders 1 Black Votive Candle 1 White Pillar Candle 1 Apple A Bolline A Plate of Fruit Vegetables and Breads Pictures or Mementos of Departed Loved Ones Samhain Incense (Mint, Nutmeg, Apple) Preparation: Sweep area, moving in a deosil manner. Outline your circle with a black cord fresh turned earth, or salt. Place the black taper Goddess Candle to the top left on altar. Place the black taper God candle to the top right on altar. Place the black votive candle in the cauldron, positioned on floor in front of the altar. Plate of Fruit, Vegetables, and Breads should be put in-between Goddess and God candles at top center of altar. Apple and Bolline should be placed in center of altar, on a Pentacle if possible. Arrange the rest of your tools and props accordin

Afterlife
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT : The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that

Missin Him
well my baby left to go to alaska early in the morning its hard to work with this it doesnt feel right with him not by side i miss him i cant wait for a week to fly so when he calls me and tells me his comein to see him i am goin to run out that door and run down the stairs and down the ditch and just jump on him and say baby dont ever me again i missed you i couldnt stop thinkin about u and i just dont know what to do now since i cant have the love of my life beside me when i go places i dont know what to do to stop thinkin about where he is and just think of somethin else but i cant stop its hard. I MISS U BABY I LOVE U BE SAFE

Remembering The Dead -- Herbal Ritual
Materials: Juniper Bay Yew Alyssum Parsley Basil Rose Rosemary Cast your circle using rose petals and rosemary sprigs to define it. Say Before the altar: "The wheel of life turns, The cycle of rebirth continues. Those beyond life, You are remembered today. Gifts of love and hope, Are offered whole heartedly, To those we remember To those we do not, To all of those we have lost. Dark Lady and Dark Lord, In your gentle embrace, Our dead you have taken. All thread of life are cut, All threads are woven anew. May the wheel turn, And begin the cycle again. We give freely Juniper for love Yew for rebirth Bay for strength Parsley for cleansing Alyssum for happiness Basil for peace. May our blessings be received. You are remembered." This ritual can be done when a loved one passes. It celebrates rebirth and passing from one phase of life to the next.

I Do Those Parties!!!
Passion Parties is a well respected company. I do in home parties educating women about sex and sexuality. Everyone will find something within the catalogs that appeal to and enhance your sexual nature. As your passion consultant, it is my job to find out what those products are. I am located at Fort Gordon, Georgia. I am willing to travel to anyone who is wanting to host a party within reason. There are 2 catologs that come out annually: "Love is in the Air" . This catolog contains the exclusive Romanatherapy line, enriched bath products, body products, edibles, and sexual enhancements. The "Let’s Play" catalog is full of fun and adventure and is for mature adults (18+). In here, you’ll find more daring passion products, such as vibrators and other adult toys, accessories and revealing lingerie. Interested in hosting a FREE party? You (the hostess) will receive 10% off your party's total in free product, 20% off your most expensive item (excluding the love swing / lin

Assembling An Herbal First Aid Kit
I've always been fascinated by first aid kits. As a child I loved going to sporting goods stores where I would run to the camping department and would (clandestinely) open the first aid kits. I was always amazed at what was inside, and what wasn't inside. Always, the kits had Band-Aids, surgical tape, bandages, and an ointment. Some kits had a razor blade and suction cup for snake bite (I never met anyone who had used this). Some kits had aspirin. First aid seemed to mean cuts and scrapes and possible snake bite. I'm still fascinated by first aid kits, but have changed my question from "what's inside?" to "what do I need to be prepared?" Things I needed to be prepared for have included: - Cuts and scrapes - Burns - Bug bites - Contact rashes - Upset stomach - Diarrhea - Muscle aches - Bleeding and Bruises - Poison Ivy and Poison Oak rash - Sore throat, colds, upper respiratory problems - (So far, no snake bites) A great

Still Need A Ranch...
Texas gentleman asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an attractive woman. The waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, 'This is from the gentleman seated over there,' indicating the sender. She regarded the wine coolly for a second, not looking at the man, and decided to send a reply note to the man. The waiter, who was lingering for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: 'For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank, and 7 inches in your pants.' After reading the note, the Texan decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to return this to the woman. It read: 'For your information, I have a Ferrari Maranello, a BMW Z8, a Mercedes CL600, a Porsche Turbo, Toyota Prius and Matrix, in my garage, beautiful homes in Aspen , Colorado and Miami and a 10,000 acre ranch in Texas . Th

You A Dj? You Play Only Rock And Heavy Metal Music?then We Want You Apply Within!!!!!!!!!!!
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In Class
meh , i am stuck in class bored as ever, because it is the first day of school, also once again i got this teacher that i can not stand. she is stuck up and she never teaches the class which really pisses me off. i mean why pay all this money to go to school so i can waste it on a teacher who has nothing to teach me!!! well i got to go and start reading this chapter out of this huge facken book

As One
In a bed do they lie. Secured in each others arms. No light, nor sound, nor sense of time Extracts them from their Eden They sleep... Recovering from a night of ecstasy. No facade to hide their love. No perfectionists world to weaken their faith. In blissful slumber they remain. Forever in a peaceful lovers limbo. Connected now by heart and mind... Even after they awake.

Hahahaha Thats A Good One
Do me a favor people.. Dont ask me to buy you a blast, vip, happy hour, or ticker message. If I had the money to buy any of that I would but I dont. You havent seen my face up in the blast area in at least two months because thats how long its been since ive had one myself. I live on very little a week with myself and my two kids. I am a full time student too. Dont try to resort to bribery saying youll give me 11s if I buy you a 3 day blast. 10 or 11s they all give you the same amount of points. I appericate any help I get dont get me wrong and if I could I would buy blasts for people all the time. But im NOT in the postion that i can even buy a 1 day blast for myself.. That should tell you something. Any blasts i have ever had have been bought by wonderful and genarus people for me

What Is Love
Love is a strange and beautiful thing, It spans time and space, distance is no object to love. You will wait forever for the one you love, Travel wherever you need to be with them. When you are in the arms of the one you love, That love can make a moment last a lifetime, Yet make a lifetime seem no more than a moment. When love is distant it grows strong, When it returns it flowers. People crave it, strive for it, fight for it, and die for it, And when they find it, they know they are complete. For in the arms of the one we love is wholeness, Belief, completeness, passion, and security. The one we love is someone for whom we would do anything, And never ask for anything in return. It produces a love of all that person is and will ever be, Regardless of what that may mean to me. Love knows that when you are away, That you are still loved, cherished, thought after, and missed By the one you love, And they know that you love them back. That is Love.

Someone Special
You’ve done so much more than I could imagine; I never dreamed of this in the tiniest of fraction. This is what I have been waiting for, Someone to finally open the door; The door with the missing key. I had no idea as to where it could be, But you found it without much trouble at all. And in a spiraling circle, I started to fall. I picture you smiling and I smile too. Always on my mind, it has to be you. Love Me was my solitary request, Give this sorrow-filled heart a well-needed rest. You, my friend, were a welcomed distraction; Who would’ve thought it would lead to attraction. Never again did I think I could feel like this. My head spinning in sweet innocent bliss; I never thought that it would be my curse, But unrequited feelings seem to be in every verse. Please, don’t go! Stay here for awhile. I think that I’ve fallen for your imagined smile. I don’t care at all on about your looks; Nor how smart you are in the knowledge of books. It’s your personality that

Hot Tattoo Contest Updated!
Hot Tattoo Contest! I need men and women with tattoos for this contest! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is....... with 111 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/13 thur 10/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Could Use Some Help Here Before The 29th
If anyone is bored and would like to help me out some, I would greatly appreciate it. Give ya some 11's for helping me. I need to reach 14500 comments before the 29th to win a VIP. Thanks for the help if you can......muah Also if you can help Silly win her contest that also ends on the 29th i would give you all some really good love. Lets help this wonderful lady win her contest. She is always right there whenever we download new pics or stash and rates them for us. She is such a sweetheart I want her to win. Please help if you can.....MUAHZ

Our Canadian Military: An Impressive Historical Look Back
Our Canadian Military: An Impressive Historical Look Back If you think our armed forces need some beefing up now, you have have seen them back in 1939 just before the outbreak of World War 2. In those days our three armed services together had a grand total of 10,200 personnel, 29 machine guns, 23 anti-tank rifles, and 5 three-inch mortars. But by 1945, the army had swelled to 700,000 men and had fought so well in northwest Europe and Italy that military experts rated it one of the best in the world. The navy, with its 480 vessels and 100,000 sailors, became the third largest in the world. During those perilous years when Britain stood alone against the Hun, our navy escorted 180 million tons of supplies across the Atlantic to keep her in business. The air force ballooned from 4000 men to 250,000, and they trained 130,000 other Commonwealth air crew - four out of five. We had 48 bomber and fighter squadrons based in England and - get this - 25% of flight crew i t

Quotes
The degree and nature of man's sensuality extends to the highest altitudes of his spirit. Beyond Good and Evil - Friedrich Nietzche What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection is it all you want to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself afraid to see? Then Old Age and Experience, hand in hand, Lead him to death, and make him understand, After a search so painful and so long, That all his life he has been in the wrong. A Satire Against Mankind - John Wilmot, Earl of Rochester Confucius and you are both dreams, and I who say you are dreams am a dream myself. This is a paradox. Tomarrow a wise man may explain it; that tomarrow may not be for ten thousand generations. Chuang Tse: II This is called irony, when you most need to get up you've got no energy. Song lyrics- I don't know the name of th

How Do You Know???
HOW DO YOU KNOW IF THE TIME IS RIGHT HOW DO YOU KNOW IF THE OTHER PERSON FEELS THE SAME HOW DO YOU KNOW IF IT WILL LEAD TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS HOW DO YOU KNOW IF IT REALLY MATTER TO THE OTHER PERSON IF YOU CAN ANSWER THESE QUESTION LET ME KNOW

Lets Do Another!..:)
Ok..skip that last blog..I have no clue how to do fancy ones so here you go..:P The last contest I ran got fubarred, and I want to do another...:) I want to see your smiling faces, so let me see your grill and enter to win! I need only pics that I can rip please, that way if I have to contact you I can more easily..:) Contest will last 7 days and will start when I have at least 10 people or more! No drama of course. Rules are simple. Most comments wins! Leave me a comment if you are intersted. You gotta play nice...:) Prizes: 1st Place 7 Day Blast 2nd Place 3 Day Blast 3rd Place 1 Day Ticker 4th Place Big Pimping Gift! Let Me See Your Grill!!!...:) Hugs and kisses

Your Blindness
You cut the branch we stand on Your ignorance begets death We fall in your betrayal Upon the bloodied heath The air we breathe is poisoned Your greed condemns us all A dollar sign upon the woods How long till the trees fall? A barren stone you leave for us Destruction to you and me I want off your grisly boat Let the Goddess set me free You kill yourselves for power And build yourselves a tower To protect you from the flowers Whose blossoms of change you fear The cold wind blows so softly Touches your palsied skin Tears apart your thin facade Stirs fears deep within Oh fear the stark reality where evil fears to tread and let us dance the rhythm of hope Before our world is dead © Paganii 2000

Drag Racing !!!!!!
OMG! This past week-end I got to go out to Ennis to watch the Drag Races. I have always watched them on TV and enjoyed it .... BUT I swear watching it in person is orgasmic. I am so stuck and in LUV. I can't wait to go back. I had never been to see live racing and I am hooked for life now. The sounds are wonderful, the smell is so awesome, and the feel as the cars go by gives you goose bumps and makes you shiver. We stood at the fence for the 2nd part of the races. It was even better - you can feel the heat from the cars & the ground move, and the smell hits you sooner ... AWESOME. Like I said in LUV !!!!! The season is over at the end of the month so I'll have to wait till Feb 08 to go again .... that sucks. For anyone that likes to feel speed & power you will totally understand this -- if you don't then you have NO IDEA what you are missing. The best way to descibe it is it's a sexual experience. If you have never been you REALLY need to go, If you have been then you get it co

Happy Holloween..lmao
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going

Sea Priestess
Sea Priestess , come with me Down to the shore We shall sing the ancient rites Forever more Sea Priestess, sing your chants Beneath the shining moon Silver light caress your body Singing ancient runes And by the waves we shall sing our praises Crying in the blessed night Luna Goddess dancing with us Filling us with sacred light Sea Priestess, naked, shining Venus from the sea You who walk in Neptune's gardens Salt breeze caressing thee Sea Priestess, undines calling Singing from the deep Mermaids dance in coral caverns Posiedon's temple keep And making love upon the seashore Great Rite to Mother Sea Rising tide wash over us Sea Priestess blessed be © Paganii 2007

Libra Hmmmm Lol
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 15,2007 Your mind feels a bit more free, thanks to a few mundane considerations that are at least temporarily out of your purview. Think long-term, or explore a few spiritual concepts that have made you curious.

The Omega
Aum Mother, what have they done to you? They have taken everything from you. They have raped and scarred your precious form They have taken it all, there is no more. Mother, what have they done to you? They've torn your Maiden's veil from you Murdered and tortured your children for their cash Buried your beautiful face beneath their trash Oh Mother Mother, their reign of terror soon will end All of your precious treasures soon will mend This sad human race has been run The changer comes soon to make all be one Aum (spoken) And I heard the ringing sound across the land, as the Changer sharpened His blade. The harvesting of all souls, rich and poor, free and enslaved, homeless and enthroned had begun. The seas and the skies trembled. The Fenris Wolf was freed and thus came the splendour of Ragnarok. The blade swept across all nations and all people and once again the Earth was free. All things became one. Death unified them all. And with Death came the step through

Liars
OK, let's start off by saying I'm not a very happy camper at this moment and to put it bluntly{speaking of which does anyone have one to share, could use one now}, I'm a bit pissed off!! I'm in a situation that needs to be either put straight or buried six feet under. I've recently caught someone in the middle of a really really big lie and appears this lie has been an on going thing, now I can just completely blow up on this person, or contact the other's and then we all blow up on this person. Just not sure how to go about this one..

Deleting Friends - Today Is The 15th.
Hey guys, I will be going through deleting those without salute photos today. Those that are exceptions, you've already been told what to do. Those that were not given exceptions, you can post in the first post in this blog if you have a DAMN good reason not to have one (e.g. military). "I can't because i have three million cheesy excuses" doesn't count. Don't bother. The other thing you can do is send an add request with your reason. If it's an acceptable reason, I will re-add you. If it's not, then you'll just have to wait until you have a salute. I'm sorry all but there are too many fakes on this site, and personally, I don't need to deal with it. Sin Posts of "i'm not fake" aren't gonna help.

Wtf???????
I try to rate someone's profile, doesn't appear to be doing anything, so I click again. And an error message comes up saying 1000 points has just been deleted from me? I guess we get penalized for fubar and their glitches. Points don't really matter much... but don't penalize me for when your code sucks.

A Special Friend
A Special Friend By Eric Ethan I want to thank God for giving me a special Friend to know She always in spirit in my heart as that special Friend I thank God finally to give me that special friend with a lots in common She Gets me through the day with jokes and saying and those special tight hugs an kisses She is an awesome special friend God made that special angel. We always pray for each other to get us through a rocking day She easily makes me blush she does a good job of doing that heee She got in my interest in decorate But I want to say Thank you my friend to be that special Friend in my life Tightest hugs to today with a kiss on the cheek to get through the day Hugs Ethan Eric

Whew~what A Weekend
Boy, am I glad this weekend is over. We didn't stop all weekend. But the kids and I had a good time. Jeff had to work all weekend so me and the kids went to a friend's house for a pumpkin carving party. They have a goat farm and the kids got to see the miracle of birth. My friend's hubby was there and called up to the house and told us Moms to get down there now. He and the men didn't want to explain....but anyway, it was a neat day. We got home around 5. We had left home around 11 Saturday morning. Sunday we got up and headed to church (an hour away at our home church~we've not found one here yet)and to see friends from the town we moved from. My daughter has missed her girlfriends so we met for lunch with them and then headed down to see my best friend and her daughter. We finally got home around 5 after leaving that morning around 930. This week will be my cleaning week. Next Saturday (20th) I am having a housewarming get together so our friends can come see our house.

The Wanderer
I sit in contemplation In search of the road ahead I know my life is open My world a fragile thread My past is but a memory My future a walk toward death My path a walk of learning With each passing breath I seek the song in silence I seek the love in hate I seek a thousand paths Upon me is their weight Upon which one to travel I cannot choose but one For all are right and all are light For all paths are none © Paganii 1994

Re: Handcuffed, Assaulted, Ticketed For Distributing 9/11 Dvd's
RE: Handcuffed, Assaulted, Ticketed For Distributing 9/11 DVD's ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 15 Oct 2007, 06:22 Handcuffed, Assaulted, Ticketed By Cop For Distributing 9/11 DVD's A Michigan man was harassed, handcuffed, assaulted, branded "unpatriotic" and subjected to an unconstitutional search of his vehicle during which drugs were allegedly planted, before being ticketed by a police officer for the apparent crime of freely distributing DVD's about 9/11 truth earlier this month. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/151007_distributing_dvds.htm

Did You See?
Did you see the rain As it ran down my face? Did you see the drop Mingle with a tear? The tear was for the way Mankind treats the Earth So unkind, so uncaring So unloving Did you see the sky As it glowed with Spirit light Did you hear the wing Speak in whispered tones? Did you feel the life As it pumped through your body? Did you feel your mind Grow in awareness? ©Paganii 1993

"skillet"
~SKILLET~ One more time...just one more time before our rhymes are realigned by the flowing of our minds...before breathing is a crime and our lives drop on a dime- let me break it down for you: Phra$eFlow rippin shit with the illest- I write it, I spill it I rhyme it, I kill it! Cuz words to me are like veggies in a skillet And I stir that mother fucker so damn good The Asians eat it. I'm heated…I beat it: I beat my flows until they're greeted by a monsoon cuz they're conceited. Just read my shit, it's off the meter. A sharpened mind: I'm undefeated 30 plus years and I still feel it they told me: "STOP!" But I proceeded… Cuz all these words keep my heart beating. You don't believe it? Open your mind I'll fucking feed it And then you'll see that I'm the realest! I've been around, I've worn my crown Before a crowd and the applause was so damn loud that Jesus Christ rode on a cloud- he came to me and he bowed down. He said, "Phra$eFlow your sh

"sweet Melody Of Pain"
~Sweet Melody of Pain~ Plunge the dagger in my chest- twist its handle so I bleed a little more than I'm supposed to. Lay my body down to rest in the snow so it conserves a little life in its remains. Or dissect me so you'd know that I'm real and it shows through a gushing string of red...and once I've bled give me shelter in your bed. There's a sweet melody of pain in my ears, for I'm insane. Or am I simply dreaming? I must be screaming in my silence. Strip me naked in the freezing cold and dance around me as I wilt, like a flower's petals all dried up before the sunlight. burn my poetry and mock every word I wrote- slide a handful of pins and needles down my throat. Scoop my eyeballs out and lick their vision with your vicious tongue. Turn these poor hands, expose my wrists, cut through my veins and watch me bleed. Rip my fingernails out slowly dip my fingertips in salt and leave me lonely... ...and I will only sigh but I will NEVER cry. There's a sw

Another One
Talked to a jerk today? no Do you like anyone? love my baby... Can you do a cartwheel?i pretty much Do you skate goofy or regular? depends on my mood...lol Have you ever been tubing? yea Do you own a guitar? . no Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? yeah Do you have a piggy bank shaped like a pig? no Do you have anything in your pockets right now? nope.. How many windows are open on your computer? 4 What are the colors of your walls? white Are you wearing socks? no How many hours did you sleep last night? Not sure Did you ever get the chicken pox? YES Have you been outside today? no Siblings: a sister Pets: no ARE YOU: A Daydreamer: yea Sarcastic:yep Shy: depends Talkative: can be if im comfortable with the ppl LAST PERSON THAT: Last person you fell asleep with? my baby (Erik) That you talked on the phone with? my mom That you hugged? my baby (ERIK) That sent you a text? MY Baby (ERIK) IN THE PAST WE

"senseless"
~Senseless~ Hate me, I no longer care, I don't think I ever did. Maybe I just pretended. Then again, maybe I just pretended to pretend. Let me cry these tears of joy as you lay back and enjoy the burning pain inside my eyes I tell you lies) I've never been good at lying- these tears are dripping hells. I've banned you from my mind,I look at you, my eyes are blind- my flesh is senseless, my ears are deaf I've sentenced to death all my thoughts of you but then again...it isn't true. I light some herbs and write, there is no sign of you in my words you must've vanished from my world but then again, my pen's at hand and I'm writing about you. I guess you erase all the things that I say; I must've misplaced myself in some way. I'm lost, desperate to find a shortcut to you. But I'm blind, senseless and deaf ~....and you're far away....~ Then again...it's you the one I see lying next to me.

Words To Live By
Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will. ~Mahatma Gandhi ~ You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty. ~Mahatma Gandhi~ Patience is the companion of wisdom. ~Saint Augustine ~~(354 AD - 430 AD) When you drink the water, remember the spring. ~Chinese Proverb ~ Respect yourself and others will respect you. ~Confucius (551 BC - 479 BC) ~

To Brighten The Day
TO brighten the day By Eric Ethan Send Sweet hugs and kisses to brighten your day Full of flowers with fresh scent smells to wash the blue always . It might be a big day for you but keep that heart red with joy a caring Laugh today and smile in your heart I know it is Monday but you can start it off with a good start. I send you some Lollipops of different flavors that are in different colors. If you take good naps dream of good things to wake up fresh with good smiles. Remember to have a GOOD day The END

142,192 Points To Vampiric Godmother!
:-P BEAUTIFUL PERSON :-P and is only 433K from becoming our very first !!!Vampiric Godmother!!! She gives so much to us all it is time to return the love I know ALOT of you hit that "I'm Bored" button so why not hit her instead?!?!? (with rates not hammers you sadists lol :-P) She has some awesome pics and stash to rate so drop by and give it to her! QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 B!tch NSFW@ fubar

Moday Moments
744 AM : 10/15/07 Out of bed.....the sun is rising , and i am half awake. Reflecting back on weekend , big smile upon my face . I have touched another heart and in return have had my heart touched as well . I have added another beautiful moment and memory to my life and thus have embraced the gift of life. Do i dare express my feelings and share them with the outside world ? Who would understand it ? If only i could announce my secret to the world then my thoughts and feelings might be understood . I will be facing many challanges this coming week as i deal with the emotions that the weekend has impressed upon my heart. This early in the days exsistance.... i can see the sun as it rises to provide light to the seeds of life. I am one of thoes seeds..... i am a child and creature of nature and mother earth . Still growing and spreading. Life is what feeds me and the sunlight provides clarity to each day of my exsistance .

Monday.......
I think weekends need to be longer.. much longer. Went to see David play soccer on Sat. They lost. Team isn't too good this year. But as long as he has fun that is all that matters. Yesterday I was part of a choir that sang at a 275th anniversary service for the Donegal Presbytery. Not sure how many sang, but they had planned for 200 of us. Service was nice, too long lol, but nice. Since Dad was a minister for so long I knew most of the speakers. Only bad part was that when the choir was done practicing, a guy collapsed on stage. Didn't see it happen. Just heard the screams of his daughter and then saw him laying there. :( They got us out of there pretty quick and an ambulance took him away. Hopefully he is ok. Well I better get to working.

Contest!
I'm in a cleavage contest and I REALLY wanna win so if anyone could help it would be great! It's a comment bombing contest (throw a 10 or 11 in there if you woiuld like :-P)and I need 1000 by Thursday. The link is below! Thank you SO MUCH to anyone who can help. I love you all! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&i=3279682846

Survery
1. Are you taller than your best friend? no 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen? not really 3. Look at your planner for October 14, what are you doing? i moved that day 4. What color are your toenails usually? depends on my moon 5.What's the last thing you highlighted? things at work 6. What color are the curtains in your bedroom? ha ha 7. What color are the seats in your car? ii think grey 8. Have you ever had a black and white cat? yes 9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on? i dont remember 10. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming? yes 11. Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time? its been a long time 12. Who is the last baby that you held? its been awhile 13. Can you spell well? depends on how my mood is 14. Do you like Cinnamon toothpaste? yessssssss. 15. What kind of car were you driving 2 years ago? mitsubshi mirage 16. Pick one: Miami Hurricanes or Florida Gators? do i have to my team isn't men

Dear Friends!
A quick note to my close friends. Please forgive me for not being on lately, I recived bad news on thursday. I found out that my cousin who has been in acoma for the last three months was going to have her plugs pulled. My Uncle and aunt Pulled them yesturday morning and she passed away ten minutes later. Now I have some family issues that I have to take care of so I will not be on as often for the next week or so. Please if you write to me or shout at me and I don't respond do not take it personal, I probley just came on long enough to check my mail and respond to those I have already gotten. Thank you all for being my freinds!

Game Recap
VS GAME RECAP: PATRIOTS 48 - COWBOYS 27 Patriots Wear Down Cowboys' 'D' in 48-27 Win The Dallas Cowboys dropped to 5-1 on the season after a hard fought loss to the Patriots at Texas Stadium Sunday afternoon. It was actually a much closer game than the score would indicate. "Well, they are that good," Cowboys head coach Wade Phillips said of the Patriots as he opened his post-game press conference. "I think the final score looks a little worse than it was. But they're a great team. We had our chances . . . we could've stayed in the game. But they played better than we did. They're an outstanding team." "We wanted to be one of the elite teams in the league," Phillips said. "Obviously, we're not. This was certainly a wake-up call for us." The Cowboyas started off slow, going 3 and out on their 1st 3 possessions of the game, while the Patriots scored touchdowns on 2 of their 3 possessions, making it 14-0 quickly. Tom Brady executed a 14-play drive that end

Why Men Do Not Write Advice Columns..
Dear Walter: I hope you can help me here. The other day I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't gone more than a mile down the road when my engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was in the bedroom with a neighbor lady making mad passionate love to her. I am 32, my husband is 34 and we have been married for twelve years. When I confronted him, he tried to make out that he went into the back yard and heard a lady scream, had come to her rescue but found her unconscious. He'd carried the woman back to our house, laid her in bed, and began CPR. When she awoke she immediately began thanking him and kissing him and he was attempting to break free when I came back. But when I asked him why neither of them had any clothes on, he broke down and admitted that he'd been having an affair for the past six months. I told him to stop or I woul

Two Lawyers
Two lawyers are stranded on a desert island for several months. The only thing on the island was a tall coconut tree, which provided them their only food. Each day one of the lawyers would climb to the top to see if he could spot a rescue boat coming. One day, the lawyer yelled down from the tree, "WOW, I just can't believe my eyes, there is a woman out there floating in our direction." The lawyer on the ground was most skeptical and said, "You're hallucinating; you've finally lost your mind." But within a few minutes, up to the beach floated a stunning red head, face up, totally naked, unconscious without even so much as a ring or earrings on her person. The two lawyers went down to the water, dragged her up on the beach and discovered, yes, indeed she was alive, warm and breathing, but sunburned and needing immediate care and nursing. One said to the other (as a typical male would), "You know, we've been on this God forsaken island for months now withou

30,000 To Go
In one week all of my friends and family helped me to get up to 20,000 comments all that is left is 30,000 so if anyone is bored and would like to help out some more or have not helped out yet and want to contribute please stop by the link and leave a comment or two! I will greatly appreciate it! Thank you, Jennifer Link:

I'm Sorry
Turn the volume up when you read this.I'm sorry... if im not skinny enough for you.I'm sorry...if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...if I'm not the hottest girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That i try my best to get you to like me, then get hurt.But most of all....I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Ugh, Holy Hell.
That's what i feel like after being stuck in a car for two days straight driving to and from shows to see little bro. then to go to some lame ass haunted house shit on saturday in which i had to crawl and shit. i spent all day in bed yesterday and i woke up even more sore today. lol. i'm typing hunched over. i look funny. =]

Ehhhh
I feel like crap today.It's Monday and definitely feels like one.I think we all caught a bug this weekend.I think Daniel might have the flu.He was having body aches yesterday.Not only do I not feel well,Eric's bus was late again.It should have been here at 7:15.The guy driving today drove by,and I mean literally drove by at 7:45.I had to call the bus company and have him come back.Sure I could take Eric but it makes things much worse than they have to be.It's important that he ride the bus and be on a schedule...that's how autism works.He has a really hard time when I drop him off.It takes a while for his teacher to get him calm.When he gets on the bus he is happy and ready to do what he needs to do for the day.I am going to try getting in a workout

For My Baby
It's not so easy loving me It gets so complicated All the things you've gotta be Everything's changin But you're the truth I'm amazed by all your patience Everything I put you through When I'm about to fall Somehow you're always waitin with your open arms to catch me You're gonna save me from myself from myself, yes You're gonna save me from myself My love is tainted by your touch Cuz some guys have shown me aces But you've got that royal flush I know it's crazy everyday Well tomorrow may be shaky But you never turn away Don't ask me why I'm cryin Cuz when I start to crumble You know how to keep me smilin You always save me from myself from myself, myself You're gonna save me from myself I know it's hard, it's hard But you've broken all my walls You've been my strength, so strong And don't ask me why I love you It's obvious your tenderness Is what I need to make me a better woman to m

What Is It About Me....
That makes people think they can fuck me over? Do I have a sign on me somewhere that says, "Go ahead and use me and hurt me"? I'm just beginning to wonder-I must because it seems to be the thing to do these days. NEWS FLASH!!! I have feelings...they get hurt and I can be a bitch if I need to be. Don't make me have to be. I apologize to those of you who truly do give a shit about me. This is not meant for you. I appreciate the friendship you have shown me. This is for the people who seem to think its okay to play with my emotions and my heart and don't have the balls or the courtesy to tell me that they are fucking me over. Thanks for listening. P.S. To anyone who was offended by my language-I apologize. I'm kind of pissed off right now and will get over it. Please forgive my vulgarity. Diva

Shit Happens
# Taoism: Shit happens. # Confucianism: Confucius say, "Shit happens." # Buddhism: If shit happens, it isn't really shit. # Zen Buddhism: Shit is, and is not. # Zen Buddhism #2: What is the sound of shit happening? # Hinduism: This shit has happened before. # Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah. # Islam #2: If shit happens, kill the person responsible. # Islam #3: If shit happens, blame Israel. # Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it. # Protestantism: Let shit happen to someone else. # Presbyterian: This shit was bound to happen. # Episcopalian: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve the right wine with it. # Methodist: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve grape juice with it. # Congregationalist: Shit that happens to one person is just as good as shit that happens to another. # Unitarian: Shit that happens to one person is just as bad as shit that happens to another. # Lutheran: If shit happens, don't talk about it. #

The Passing Of An Angel
What do you say to somebody who's just lost a child?? An innocent little baby, who never even got the chance to experience life?? I don't know what to say. I don't even know what to think. ... So we drove down to Pittsuburgh Saturday morning to visit my friend's baby down there in the Pittsburgh Children's Hospital... It was going to be the first, and possibly last, time we would ever get to meet her. Our little "road trip" was sort of fun, despite the reason we were going down there. I think we were just trying not to think about WHY we were going down there. Well, we all got to hold this precious little baby.. She was so tiny. Her hand barely the size of my thumb... not even big enough to grip my pinky. Holding her was rather scary. She was so little. So fragile. So beautiful. ... Well, around 4 pm or so they took out her breathing tube. My friend decided to let nature take it's course, instead of putting her through a ton of surgeries... She would have never ha

They Grow Up Too Fast:(
My baby girl is turning 14 on Tuesday! It seems just yesterday I was holding her in my arms and now shes growing up so fast! Im feeling all depressed as my son is also talking about signing up for the Army and now this! Show me some love and cheer me up! LOL- I know the song is not exactly right for a birthday but the lyrics fit- sort of.hahaha! This sobby birthday blog and bulletin brought to you by the one and only ~Temptress~ ♥Temptress REINCARNATE♥~ CLUB F.A.R.~C.W.O.F member~RATE MY PAGE PLEASE!!!@ fubar

Stuff About Moi
Hi Everyone! I'm going to be 32 in December. I live in California. No tattoos, though I'd love to get one. I have two piercings in each ear and a tongue piercing. I'm educated, sweet, funny, and interesting. I'm new here, so I'm still figuring it all out. Thanks for all the warm welcomes! -R

Returning The Love
Thank you for all the love I have been getting from everyone, I am doing my best to return it, please just be patient, and if you think I am forgetting about you just kindly let me know, I assure you it isn't intentional. Thank you so much everyone!! I am off to work now, will continue returning the love tonight.

Hot Tattoo Contest ! People Vote On Ur Pics Plz!
Hot Tattoo Contest! I need men and women with tattoos for this contest! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is....... with 111 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/13 thur 10/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Cute Kid Contest Score Updates!
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! 1st Kid is....... With 6967 comments! 2nd Kid is...... With 925 comments! 3rd Kid is...... With 301 comments! 4th Kid is...... With 575 comments! 5th Kid is...... With 87 comments! 6th Kid is...... With 12 comments! 7th Kid is...... With 3 comments! 8th Kid is...... With 3 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/12 thur 10/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb S

Omg!!!!!!!i Am Gonna Kick Her Little Butt!
I am sitting here...ready to depart to laundromat location undisclosed...and i see my phone is dead..i must charge it..i no sooner plug it in and go to leave than I am under attack of the vibration and melody alerting me i have a new IM message..funny since I can't even sign in mobile....they are all for her on aol..her password unknown...ha!!! its been going off for 18 minutes straight i cant open it enough to make it stop...I am so kickin her little butt...grrrrrrrr! So this means I am turning the phone off and going to do laundry..building my muscles up to make the whoopin even better :p...hahaha! Darn teenagers!!!!!! Anyone want one? hahaha it vibrated so much it fell off the dresser...omg i hope its not broken...but it did finally stop buzzing!

A Friend For All Seasons
True friendship is like a strong sturdy tree It matures and spreads its branches giving comfort It yields itself to us without condition or request It's there for a reason to help us through each season. In the spring it blooms new hopes and dreams for the future In the summer it reassures us when the heart grows restless In the fall, when the twilight years fade to gray it consoles us And in the winter, it shows compassion when the end is near. True friendship is like life giving rain that nurtures our spirit It is a beacon of trust that guides us in those troubled times It calms the tempest storm that stirs from within us It will always and forever be the landmark of our soul.

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Monday Links: Doug Stanhope, Dr Adam Cox, Pat Duffy Prostate Exam, Erocktober Continues, Sound Of The Day Contest, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Howdy boys and girlies, it's Mondee...MonDEE, Erocktober 15th, 2007 and it's a chilly day in the northeast. If it's warm where you are, then keep it to yourself. We're F-ing cold! Today on the POgram, we'll be hanging with Doug Stanhope, who is going to be in Vermont, of all places, tonight at the Weathervane Music Hall in Brattleboro. Since we didn't get to him on Friday, we'll also be talking to Dr. Adam Cox about his book No Mind Left Behind: Understanding and Fostering Executive Control--The Eight Essential Brain Skills Every Child Needs to Thrive... soo, that should be fun. WIN $1000 A DAY WITH O&A: Every day, for about a month, the Opie and Anthony Show is going to give away ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS to a lucky listener. Here's what you do: 1. Listen between 7am and 7:30am for the sound of the day 2. Today's sound is USH! - by Master Po 3. be the 10th caller to 1-866-212-OandA 4. That's it. Pretty simple. T

Im Getting Married!! Come Join The Party!
YOUR INVITED TO : MERCI AND FIREMAN185 WEDDING MONDAY NIGHT AT 8pm Est. PLease click on our photo to enter ...Join us on our Happy Day COME SHARE IN OUR HAPPY NIGHT SAY WE SAY OUR VOWS

Sacred Place
NuttinButtSexxy Flawless to the taste flawless in every way, My Chest has no air from the sight of your glowing powdered face, Let me press my lips against your ivory Skin repeat bites I will quench my thirst from your juices with in, My Mouth is wide open to suckle from from the pleasure dripping form your Juice muscles, A clinch around my waist my face you push down to your sacred Place, I lye sleep In your drowning pool flawless juices you from what you produce, Your flawless to my taste flawless in every way, you don't have to ask me to drink from your flawless sacred place, CPR 2007 James Landry,

Stepmom-cancer...
So I went to go see her yesterday and she does look pretty bad. she's so thin. She doesn't look like herself. I expected it though, considering I've seen 3 people in my family with cancer in the past 3 years and I know how bad they looked. She's getting around okay so far. She told me yesterday to have everyone pray for her. She's not giving up. She told me she's gonna fight it. I did good not to cry yesterday. Chrissy, her daughter-my friend [more like my sister, since we grew up together] got there around 10 minutes after me yesterday and she had the baby with her.. and he's so little. I think it lifted everyone's spirits to see her and the baby. Chrissy is going to stay in town until Lisa passes. Chrissy is going to have power of attorney.. and she's going to be the one who does the funeral arrangements and sells Lisa's house, and pays her debts and everything. Give her strength to get through this. It's going to be really hard for her. I stayed for about an hour and I told Lisa tha

New Friends Are Always Nice
Today's Horror-scope: You may meet a few more people than usual today and your charming ways ought to win a few new admirers, too! It's a great time to hear offers, though you should reserve acceptance for later.

My Ive Got
2 young girl just waiting till my x gets the hell out this house too serve me now .i told them they can allso bring there,there kids,i hope there kids get along will,there fathers ran out on them a long time ago. the mother both are bi.they both want too be spanked,treated like dogs,nut not in frount of there kids,the kidd will be living up stairs.they tell me they will do all the house work.we shell see,but has i told the 2 of them i will see many other subs,i will ftom time too time bring them home with me and if there not bi,they must not push it.they are 15 years younger then i

I Blocked My First Bitch....
So I was quite happy when I hadn't encountered the dreaded "I fight on the internet because I have no life" whore. Oh but I have found her, and this one is great. She was attacking a poor girl for asking a simple question. So I stated the obvious and was like "Bitch, you're ugly" She then called me a 3rd grader and went on about how she was in the army and could kick my ass. The only reason she could kick my ass is because she weighs 500lbs and would probably just crush me. What she really needs to do is put on a bra and stop being a whore. If you see the cunt, her name is Sica... go ahead and verbally kick her in the taint. *muahs*

New Search
Fresh Madeleine search near lake. New searches for Madeleine McCann are to be carried out by Portuguese police around the holiday resort where the child was last seen, according to reports. Land and a lake within a large radius of the Ocean Club Holiday resort in Praia da Luz - where the youngster vanished on May 3 - are to be examined. The areas to be covered include the coast between Praia da Luz and the village of Burgau, land between the Ocean Club and the beach, and the forests and isolated villas around the Bravura dam in Odiaxere, according to newspaper reports. The land was searched early on in the investigation but it is believed searches there were not extensive. Paulo Rebelo, one of Portugal's most senior detectives and the new head of the investigation, is thought to have ordered the move. Police frogmen are also expected to start searching the lake, which is two-and-a-half miles wide. Meanwhile, Robert Murat, the first person to be declared an official

Precious Angel
glitter-graphics.com 02-02-02 - 09-16-07 Precious Angel _________________ Precious you were suddenly taken away When we wished that you would stay. You will always have a special place in our hearts That you will forever stay and never fade away. You maybe gone but, you will never be forgotten Your spirit will forever live on. You were so Precious now your an Angel We will miss you our Precious Angel. Copyright ©2007 Lynn wrote on: September 16, 2007 glitter-graphics.com

"i Love You & You Love Me"
"I LOVE YOU & YOU LOVE ME" glitter-graphics.com I love you and you love me No matter what we shall always be We were brought together by destiny No matter what people say we love each other more everyday I love you and you love me Together we shall be, be together for an eternity. People may talk, we just have to remember this We love each other and no matter what people say we will be together everyday. We can make it yes we can We can make it because I need you and You need me. Together We shall be Be together for an eternity One day i will be your wife. I will stand beside you through your life No matter what we shall be together because I love you and you love me, that's all we need for an eternity. (c)copyright 2005 glitter-graphics.com note: I wrote this poem for someone very special to me*

I Want To Be Loved
well dang its likes 6 in the morning and im up already wit the kids, finally getting them bac to sleep i think i might go lay back down, i had this strange dream last night about my life and when i got woke up this morning i felt like shit like theres something missing, i want to be loved, i have this guy in my life that i really care about, he was my luv, we were together but i think we drifted apart, we dont see eachother and we dont talk much, i luv him i kno i do, but i dont feel it from him anymore, i think my problem is i want to be loved to bad that i dont really know what kind of love i deserve, i want dat feeling of being wanted, but with self esteem issues i dont think im pretty enough to be wanted, everytime i look in the mirror i find a fault with myself and i feel ugly, its not really a feeling of being ugly. i am. maybe im talkin crazy but i jus feel this way and i needed to get it out

A Love Story ??‏
A Love Story I will seek and find you . I shall take you to bed and have my way with you I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot!

Rats, Ever Use That Term Before?
Good Morning and happy Monday to you and yours or if you are only you and no yours to be seen then just you, you. Wow, Marty lay off the caffeine! Can anyone tell me what the term Rattus Norvegicus means? Well I certainly couldn’t either unless that is had I not looked it up. It means “Common Domestic Rat, Serious Pest World-Wide” Now having said that, it’s partially true but not all true. The partially part comes from it is one big pest world wide no doubt, The only rat-free zones in the world are the Arctic, the Antarctic, some especially isolated islands, the province of Alberta in Canada, and certain conservation areas in New Zealand. Now I can certainly understand they do not like Snow, Ice and cold Weather. I am almost certain they do not like a long swim either, so understandably The Islands thingy is also believable but how about Alberta Canada? Huh… that is so cool that the Government took steps to prevent the spread and annihilated those pesky critters. Veva Canada. Yeah

Monday
Morning ya'll ... This one might look familure, (used to go around as one of those chain letters) -ick- But I gave it a little Greg flavor :) I wish this was all black background ... Being thats how I make all my comments to be displayed on! TELL THEM ALL ABOUT YOU I JUST CANT HELP BUT THINK ABOUT YOU: YOU'VE GOT MAD SEX APPEAL, I N T E L L I G E N C E, Do YOU Know What I've Got The W R O N G Page !!! MY BAD!!!(ha-ha)

Time.......
I have to sy brfore we start on our merry way with this thing, that i have very little time to sit aimlessly typing away on my PC like most of you do! lol i dont have a job that gives me hours of access to Fubar. ;) I do have a large family to cater for including a husband very demanding sex life lol and oh yes a 2 year old daughter. So anytime i shall have spare i will dedicate to you all for how ever long i have lol Dont hold it against me. Blessing to you all Tanya xx

A Parting Of The Ways Between Worldrockradio & I... Please Read
Tonight it is with deep regret and a heavy heart that I am forced to announce a parting of the ways between WorldRockRadio.com & myself along with my radio program "Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize". I also want to state right now that this is not some hobby for me. When I got into terrestrial radio & the entertainment business, this wasn't a hobby for me, this is one of my passions in life and how I make my living. With the help of some great people I managed to make the transition from terrestrial broadcasting to internet broadcasting. Lots of love go out to Brat Prince, Evil, Cru & Doc at WorldRockRadio. I have nothing but the utmost respect for them. I want to put all the rumours & bullshit to a rest right now. And yes some of it the *gossip* has already started coming to my attention as I write this public statement. I have not gotten fired contrary to popular belief, nor have I broken a rule to get fired. I am not closing the book in this chapter of my life with the people that I've

All About Me
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in

Guilty Conscious
GUILTY CONSCIOUS I’m lost in confusion Trapped by lies Wrapped in guilt Trying to hide A secret exposed A lie unfolded How could this be Everything is coming unglued The people I hurt The pain I caused All because I was a little lost Take away this guilt Take away the pain I must confess I must break free Today’s the day I will lose the biggest part of me A poem by Cassandra R. Nolasco

It's All Here And Now.
The best you can imagine Imagine for a moment that your every desire has been fulfilled, and that even the dreams you dare not to dream have become a reality. Imagine a life with no worries, no fears, no limitations, with nothing to fight against, nothing standing in your way, nothing to hold you back. How would you live each moment of each day in such a bright and shining reality? If you truly had it all, what, precisely, would you do with it and who would you become? As you imagine yourself living out your most treasured dreams, you begin to touch the tangible and authentic purpose behind those dreams. And you come to understand that the person you would become if you truly had it all, is already with you even now. That purpose which longs to be fulfilled is very much a part of who you are today, no matter how distant your dreams may seem. Those dreams are very much alive in you, and a great portion of their value you already have. Life is found not in waiting or hoping f

You And Me?
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

Confidence, Faith And Self Respect.
I can attain real dignity, importance and individuality only by a dependence on a Power, which is great and good, beyond anything I can imagine or understand. I will try my utmost to use this Power in making all my decisions. Even though my human mind cannot forecast what the outcome will be, I will try to be confident that whatever comes will be for my ultimate good. Just for today, will I try to live this day only, and not tackle my whole life problem at once?

The Wicked Witch Of The West (coast).....
Yesterday was a chore to me. I admit it! Yesterday, I went shopping with the "Party Nazi" (Aka: My sister Lor). She dragged me to about 8 different stores....twice, to get the final items for my nieces Wizard of Oz party. We went to Party America to buy shyt for the Emerald City (Kitchen) and she looked at the green plates and said "Not the right green. I'm not lovin' that color" and she dragged me to Micheals craft supply store to buy wooden hearts so the children could earn their Courage by roaring like lions. I decided to imply to the Nazi that those were stupid and "Why don't you just get stickers". Her eyes skinnied and steam flew from her nostrils as her veins popped out on her neck, and I am quite positive that she almost had a siezure as she looked at me and said "NO!!! they are getting wooden hearts!!". So I dutifully endured the shopping fiasco. I hated it, but I endured it! I LOVE MY NIECE! We went to several Halloween shops looking for witch stuff and rainbow stuff. We went

See The Sleeping Giant Waken
SEE THE SLEEPING GIANT WAKEN (Dedicated to WTC victims) RIP September 11, 2001 Once a nation slept so deeply, Dreaming of a future bright – Safely wrapped in velvet blankets, Dozing gently through the night. With no thought of threat or enemy From within or from without, Although others tried to warn it With a frightened lonely shout. It could scarce conceive the hatred Building, brewing a disease That would dare to bring infection To a populace at peace. See the sleeping giant waken, Ponder, choose the proper path; Bearing arms and wearing armor, He is mighty in his wrath. That mighty giant is America - All barbarians should flee From a country with an awesome strength That says, “Do not tread on me”. What was once an unknown menace Is now seen throughout the world, As a righteous people swiftly rise, Their banners all unfurled To do battle with a faceless And a diabolic foe, Who scarce can show themselves in public, Who feel safer down be

Unleashed
unleashed deep inside my soul a touch from you unleashed a desire a pain of Passion A Kiss oh how sweet you have taken over me cant get you out my mind a gentle touch from your lips tease mine my desire touch me hold me tight deep desires one heart share the passion from another will become one

I Want My Mommy...
My mommy is gone. The coroner ruled it a massive heart attack, most likely due to complications with her diabetes. It's still all very surreal. I'm just sure that any minute she's going to call and ask if I want to go somewhere. Strangely, my sister has been exceptionally protective lately and had forbidden mommy to go out without someone with her so those calls were coming pretty frequently. It makes me wonder if she had some sort of notion. What sucks most is that not only is there the emotional blow but then you have all the crap to deal with like funerals, finances, notifying everyone, etc. On the one hand, it's nice to have something to do. On the other, I'd much rather just have her here than have to go through it. As you may know, my mommy and I were very close. She was my best friend in all the world. I really don't know what I'm going to do without her. But even more concerning is that I don't know what my sister and grandma will do without her. They both depend

Trading Places...
My sister and I are polar opposites....about many things. She is olive skinned and dark haired like our father. I am hecka honkey and blonde like our mother. Growing up she preferred devils food cake to my angel food cake. And so on our shared birthday there would always be two kinds. I love children. She can hardly stand those who aren't hers or mine. I believe in what people say, unless they prove that they aren't trust worthy, and still I will listen and think about why they felt they should tell untruths. My sister believes that everyone is lying. Its just truth to her. "Do you think he's lying?" she will ask. I smile and say "Why would you think so?" "I don't know. I just automatically do" I am mostly calm and smiling. I often lean over and rub her shoulders while murming "easy there tiger...breathe" She is exactly perfect to me. Yin to my Yang. We balance each other well. For many years I was a stay at home mom. And she was a working one. A single workin

Didnt Wana Haveta
Well Im obviously going to have to write up some ground rules, Just as I had on my old myspace page. Big words, normaly misunderstood words will be *'d and defined at the bottom of the page for those of you to just dont get it, or wonder on word context[also for me to use later when editing my page].Im so tired of patronizing* twits* messaging me with trash*. Im listing some things here, untill i get my about me section edited to include these things. If youd like to Shoutbox me, do so in a respectful* manner, or you will be ignored and/or blocked, depending on what youve said and my mood. Im considering making my SB family only, or friends only in the least. Im tird of the plethora* of sexual harassments* from people who I have A)Never Spoken to B)Barely spoken to or C)Have Repeatedly been told I am uninterested in talking like that. Id also like to point out, I have a Boyfriend*, whom I am very in LOVE* with. I will not and do not want to cheat on him with you. I will not and d

Friends With Benefits
There's at PROBABLY at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you or sleep with you or some shit.So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits". The rules are simple...if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours".If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it".SCARED? LOLREPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you, and maybe more who want to sleep with you.SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship, single, or whatever. this is for fun, it is just for fun. don't get yer undies in a bunch over it.

My Kissing Spot Is "under A Tree"..lol
MY KiSSiNG SPOT iS ........! Libra : Under a tree. Sagittarius : in the bathroom Taurus: On the trampoline. Capricorn :.In the hot tub Aquarius : .In The Elevator Aries : in a poool! Pisces : On The Kitchen Table. Gemini : Under the stars. Virgo : In a car. Leo : On the beach. Scorpio : Everywhere. Cancer : In the rain.

"i Had The Balls To Take This, Do You?"
Most surveys are pointless and childish (made up by high school kids)...so, let's see what kinda balls ya got!!!Oh and notice - NO numbers are missing!1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?12. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms... of these, how many have you done?none3. Ever been cheated on?Yes4. Ever paid for sex?No5. Ever been married?Yes6. Ever been divorced?yep7. If you had to pick one, whats your favorite sexual position?doggy style8. Do you own any guns?Yes9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail?No10. Ever been in rehab?No11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex?Nope12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on fubar?no13. Truthfully… size matters?It shouldn't14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris?Nope15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with?never really thought about it16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult?No17. How many states have you lived in?318. How many countr

Experiences
At the signal just before I turn into the neighborhood I can feel my energy change . . . it is not something I do . . . it just does on its own. I pull into the driveway always convinced I need to take a minute to mentally prepare, but then I never do . . . before I know it I am opening the door . . to the place that opens the door . . to the place I go . . where I so clearly belong. He is there . . . all ready for his part of the journey . . . the journey we take together that is never planned and never known until it is over. His name is Gideon and other than some general facts and my visual interpretation, I do not know much about him. He is short and has an accent (although most would be at a loss as to place where it is from). He loves the Beatles and Harley-Davidsons, he has 3 daughters, he speaks 6 languages, blah, blah, blah . . . . these facts that I would normally find important to know . . . are seemingly UNimportant . . . because what I KNOW about Gideon

If You Had Sex With Me
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

Join The Intoxication Locals For Late Night Pleasure Night
CLICK THE PICTURE AND JOIN IN ON THE PEOPLE AND TUNES INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and great parties and AWESOME people intoxication is a great place to hang out at... join the intoxication locals for all kinds of stuff... they love to drink and have fun play games.. talk about any thing you want and dance naked and all kinds of stuff so join them and party hard with us any day of the week just join up and rock out to the tunes of mad cat radio.... the AUCTION for PLEASURE NIGHT has started click the picture and join us THE TIME HAS COME AGAIN... TIME TO PLAY GAMES AND JOIN IN ON THE FUN... WE ARE HAVING AN AUCTION TONIGHT... AND SOME OTHER CUTE GAMES ASWELL... FOR YOU ALL COME JOIN US FOR LATE NIGHT PLREASURE NIGHT... WE ARE HERE TO PLEASURE YOU MAD CAT RADIO TAKING REQUESTS AND PLEASING THE LISTENERS

Hot Boy Playing With Himself ... For Hot Ladies Only!
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Otherwise, check my galleries! :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) Below, you can see what to expect:

Gemini Ultra Sexy
L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkitive. Erotic. Smart. loves sports. gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. T • A • U • R • U • S: The Freak in bed "i love Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of att

Solace......
Last night I lay in bed and thought of you. The nights have just begun to chill here. I lay with the window open, a cool breeze blowing across my body, and I was refreshed. I listened to the sounds of the wind chimes outside my window and felt the warmth of your presence with me. I know that in that moment you were thinking of me too. Could you hear me? Could you hear my breathing increase as my need for you grew? Could you see me? Could you see my fingers? See my chest rise and fall with my need?

Verily
When thou dost come unto me and beseech me, saying, "Verily, do I request of you a good paddling," then surely I will grant unto thee a good paddling. During the period of the paddling, thou shalt not say unto me "What was that, a mosquito?", nor compare thy paddling to the flight of any other insect, or any creeping thing upon the earth, be it a moth, or a caterpillar; nor draw any likeness between the instrument of thy paddling and the feathers of the birds above; for surely shalt thy paddling grow mighty and endless, and welts shall be upon thy backside for four and thirty days. And in those days when thou art being flogged, thou shalt not giggle and wag thy ass in a taunting manner, nor squirm and attempt to escape when the flogging becomes greater for it, for then wilt thou be cast into bondage, so that thine ass will no longer be able to wiggle, nor shalt thou be able to squirm. Thou shalt not speak with thy mouth full, though moaning is okay. Neither shalt thou allow th

My Jenny
I just want everyone to lmow that this is the most wonderful person on Fubar, she's my friend,my pal,my confidant, and my Fu wife. she' has my love,respect,trust,heart,and soul. I want the whole fubar world to know. Treat her right because she's a beautiful,glorious lady and she is my best friend and my love. show her some love> a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=884532&friend=884532" target=_blank>{jenny}txbadass{Dirty South Crew}@ fubar Gorgeous ain't she!!!!!!!

Child Abuse Please Read I Don;t Care If Anyone Does
SHE WAS ONLY 5!!!!! Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She

Soundtrack To My Life
What is the sountrack to your life??? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and keep it REAL Here's my life soundtrack: Opening Credits: Boondocks - Little Big Town Waking Up: Breathe - Prodigy First Day At School: Amarillo Sky - Jason Aldean Falling In Love: Where We Gonna Go From Here - Mat Kearney Fight Song: Walk Away (Maybe) - Good Charlotte Breaking Up: What I Like About You - Lillix Prom: Let It Bleed - The Used Life: Fences - Paramore Mental Breakdown: Tell That Mick That He Just Made My List of Things To Do Today - Fall Out Boy Driving: Beautiful Day - U2 Flashback: Summertime - Kenny Chesney Wedding: Must Be Doing Something Right - Billy Currington Birth of a Child: In Fate's Hands - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex.
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little sn

My Boo
Just want everyone on Fubar to know that this is the most wonderful person I know and I love her with all my heart. I consider myself lucky to be her friend, and her Fu-Hubby and am completely loyal to her,she has my heart as well as my confidence and trust, treat her nice please she is a wonderful person and is always kind so show her some love ad treat her right{jenny}txbadass{Dirty South Crew}@ fubar gorgeous ain't she

Tears
I find myself sitting here in tears more and more often and the only thing I can say is that tears are good to cleanse the soul, but why is it he can bring me to all these tears just by not doing as he says. I must be a terrible person that no one feels I have feelings also and can just be walked on. I know I am not the best person at times that I can be and fr that I am sorry, I know that my depression is no excuse but it does not help. Maybe in time I will learn to control my depression once more but right now I can't and so the tears will continue.

What I Need...part 2
I need new friends or something. This place is starting to suck some major ass. No one wants to talk, rate, commment, nothing. Oh well...maybe if I put up some pictures of my tits or ass I could get people to visit my profile...ahhh!

Fake Profiles.
Hi there well here we are the second yr on this site who ever dreamed up the name fubar had to be drunk or stoned lol lol because when you search for this you can only pick it up by way of going threw cherry tap of course and I think we all agree cherry tap was better the name was better the site it self was better this 1 has way to many probs our profiles half the time are a mess some of us like me have lost out music and whats even worse is that some idiot marks some of our pix NSFW why and for what when you can see a guy at 3am in the morning with a fake default pic of him naked and his stuff stickin straight up in the air like hes been on viagra for 24 hours. lol lol I have noticed im sure you have too there has been alot more men on the site of later and some of them are posting fake profiles with girl pix for a default pic you can tell easy by the profile pic or even the lil pic box he has because theres only 1 pic and most of the time its some pretty girl and the rest of the

Back
My back and neck are both not any better. I can't wait for the first of November toget here that way I can get in and see the doctor . I have tried everyting short of giving up because of the pain. The fun part is trying to sleep at night. I have to sleep on my stomach and that is even getting old .

My Dream Lover. . .(a Poem)
My Dream Lover . . . Beneath the soft glow Of the moon tonight, I dream of you As this fantasy takes flight . . . Your kiss is carried To me from afar As I make countless wishes Upon a star . . . A breeze gently blows In the night air. While I imagine your fingers Tangled in the length of my hair . . . Moonlight caresses Upon my skin; This is my undoing ~ Then I begin To shiver As my body quivers In an ever growing need. . . To my mind's logic I no longer take heed. Longing to feel You in my arms Will you succumb To all my charms? My body's on fire With this burning desire As passion consumes me I'm on the brink of ecstasy Wanting fulfillment Desperately needing release Won't you answer my heart's plea? . . . Oh Please. . . Come unto me. . . © E.A. Brown ~ 2007

This Guy Was Kidding Himself.
Rememebr to read backwards, bottom to top. AND THEN BLOCKED! [hence me not loosing because im not going to sit and play his games, of course after i did a little for the fun of it:)] ->EdwardFinc...: I wouldnt lose, because i dont play games with people who arent worth my time. go find someoen else to have phone sex with, cuz i dont do things like that. I can get real sex, kinky mindblowing sex, from my boyfrined sleeping int he other room. hell i could go in there and get it RIGHT NOW if i wanted. so go find someone else to jack off to. EdwardFinc...: lets not get into a battle of whits, u'd surely loose... In the meantime, i suggest u call me, we obviously need to have make up phone sex ->EdwardFinc...: you are sadly mistaken. you obvisouly have some issues to think someone who youve NEVER spoken to before would want to talk to you on the phone, or at all, when youve got such a pompus attitude. If you had any brains youd atleast read peoples profiles, mine specificlly state

Conclusion Of Amazing
Dan walked up the walk way to Annie's front door and he knocked on it....there was no answer but he heard music playin loudly, somethin was amiss.. he tried the door and it was locked. Viron spoke up and said "Dan might try using another power if u have it im not sure tho..." dan thought hard and focusedt o se e if he had x-ray vision he chucklke again and thought nope i dont oh well so he put his shoulder into the door and it flew open with him rolling onto the floor. There was Annir bound and gagged in her bra and panties and leather boots with huge guy standing behind her with a gun pointin at herr he eyes were filled with tears of fear and dan winked. she squinted thru tearful eyes quizically and sighed to herself. The big ugly brute turned and pointed the gun at Dan..but befor he could pull the trigger and fire dan was already on him and decked him to the floor, he didnt even see the fist comin full throttle to his chin, for Dan used his speed on his fist and knocked him cold, h

Wsc Help Her Out~~special Request~~ Butterfly 'gorgeousgabriela' Kisses
Below is a link to a young lady who MzMic has asked us to help. Her contest ends tonight Monday at 9:00pm Eastern. Help her out if you can. Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA Posted by Lucretia~~ Luangel Show her some Wicked Storm Love!

Relationships.
Hi there friends it has been a good long while sence my last blog soo here goes 1 that I have had to deal with and of course alot of you also . I made a friend 1 day on yahoo name with with held of course and yes shes female her and I use to hang out alot when I had my cam on my old home comp before I got my laptop we use to do voice chats at times she even had my cell she was a cool friend nothin ever came serious between us just friends soo she finnaly met a guy who took her to the prom that was all ok the real problem is that afterwards they got together. Now the hard stuff soo they hung out some and all at times she sent me pix via cell or sent me messages via yahoo let me know that she had a man and all and they was tryin to make things happen and all ok thats fine and dandy no probs about 2 weeks ago I sent her a message via cell sayin. I hope you 2 are doin ok and all is well about 10 mins later not sure if it was her or him most likely it was him pretending to be her s

My Ex
Oct 14, 2007 6:05 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: RE: No Subject Body: LMFAO! Eric...where you think you're going to watch Kyleigh? You are not going to be taking her from me until someone makes me have to share her with you. You were not here...you didn't do a thing...you have been off being you. I wont allow her @ your house. I do not feel that is a safe environment that I'd want my child to be in. So as for her being around there? She wont be if I can help it. You know how I feel about ur house. I'm sorry Eric. I do not feel comfortable allowing her there. You don't have to worry about babysitting for Kyleigh. I'll have all that taken care of. You wanna see her? Yeah...you will wanna...since she'll be born...don't seem to care to wanna now...when I'm carrying her. That doesn't make me wanna jump up and run her right over to you when she's born or anything! And OMG! FUCKING PLEASE! Like you tell girls that hang all over you that you're having a baby. Ohhhh plea

Another One
i just got a friend request along with this fu-mail. i guess he didn't read the profile. Date: Sun, 14 Oct 2007 23:04:56 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: sorcery@fubar.com Reply-To: how are you you are so beauty and charming liked to talk with you do u use msn or yahoo messenger? if u wanna add me reistarik@msn.com and reistarik@yahoo.com mines...wait your reply....!!! i have a cam too if u wanna see em !!! it's good for a bit of the giggles though

Love Is Weird Please Read This New Blog
sometime love is hard but when you don't find the right person it may take forever rules of love do's and never do no 1. do take your time because if you rush into it you will fall on your feet..... no 2. compliment her all the time but not to much. no 3. if your going to have sex make sure before you do it you to have known each other for along time... no 4. make sure you are friends first and you both want each other.... no. 5. take her out to a dinner and a movie and also talk to her like you want to be talked to.... no. 6. make her feel loved and appeciated... no 7. never demand her to do what you want ask her what she wants instead no 8. if you realy like her repect her first no 9. if you care for her let her call you if she doesn't she never loved you and does not want anything to do with you get the pic no 10... MOVE THE FUCK ON this is my way of thinking about it life can trow you curve balls it's how you take it do not's

Love
Wow, it's only been since the 6th of September since I've talked to him, and the 12th of September since hes been overseas. I miss him so much... every day that goes by, I'm reminded that hes not here, that i cant pick up the phone and call him.. that I can't get in my car and drive to see him. August 2008 is when he's supposed to return from Iraq. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to get through this? The man that I love with all of my heart and soul is over in harms way fighting for our country, and I don't even have communication with him at the moment. I can't stop thinking about him, I can't stop remembering how it feels to touch him, to kiss his lips, to fall asleep in his arms and wake up with him in the morning. *sigh* I've never gone through something like this before..... I'm not a military wife, or girlfriend, I'm not on a base or around a base where I have others that are going through the same thing I am. I'm just here, in my new life, in a new town wh

Rain In Texas
ok so i live in a small two bedroom apartment, and tonight it is raining, honestly if you are in my living room it is fracken pooring out side the window, however if you are in the bedroom it and you look out the window it is not raining at all. wtf is up with texas. hmm i am super tired but i cant sleep.

I Dont Give Everybody A 10
and apparently that makes me a big ol' bitch on FUBAR but ya know what??? I DONT FUCKING CARE!!! If everybody was supposed to rate everybody a 10 then the whole rating system would NOT even be on here. so for all you assmunches who get your panties in a knot over not being given a 10 BITE ME!!!

5 Stages Drunkeness
5 STAGES OF DRUNKEDNESS..... Stage 1 - SMART This is when you suddenly become an expert on every subject in the known Universe. You know you know everything and want to pass on your knowledge to anyone who will listen. At this stage you are always RIGHT. And of course the person you are talking to is very WRONG. This makes for an interesting argument when both parties are SMART. Stage 2 - GOOD LOOKING This is when you realize that you are the BEST LOOKING person in the entire bar and that people fancy you. You can go up to a perfect stranger knowing they fancy you and really want to talk to you. Bear in mind that you are still SMART, so you can talk to this person about any subject under the sun. Stage 3 - RICH This is when you suddenly become the richest person in the world. You can buy drinks for the entire bar because you have an armored truck full of money parked behind the bar. You can also make bets at this stage, because of course, you are still SMART, so natura

My 21st Birthday!
So my birthday is on October 23rd and every damn year I end up getting shit that I dont like or nothing at all. So I decided to make a list of shit i want! Anyone who feels the need to buy me something... will recieve a photo of me in my underwear next to the gift! Gift prices begin at only 2.99 and go up from there. ANY giftgiver, no matter the amount spent, WILL receive a photo, unless the giver tells me they do not want it. I really sincerely appreciate every gift received! Wishlist #1: GO TO http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/wishlist/viewSomeonesWishList.jsp Enter my email address... mynda23@yahoo.com into the box that says " Enter an E-mail address to view that person's wish list" Wishlist #2: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/CDYC9D7K9SR0/ Thanx to everyone who reads this and if you decide to send me something PLEASE remember to let me know what you sent so that I know what gift pic goes to who! You guys are awesome! LOVE YOU ALL! even

I Call Bullshit
Okay, so we're acting as some kind of bored focus group for these different corporate interests. I've done like seven of them, and never get to see my fubucks...ever. I think it's safe to say it's a scam by now. They get to pick our brains for nothing. Not that fubucks are real money anyway. I just feel dirty, like I've been taken advantage of by grubby-handed advertising think-tanks. My fubar experience has officially been sullied. I'm considering writing an angry letter to my congress-critter. He doesn't have anything important to do anyway. Very likely he's been doing the same thing I have, only on a political level somewhat nicer than my own, due to the free dinners and flights and whatnot. I feel like forcing his office to dispense some more stamped paper to me in the form of a half-assed reply.

Inside The Wall
i hear you calling calling out to me i hear your voice through the wall as the time ticks away its so hard it seems to tell whats real and whats a dream blood spills as the window slams the room spins and the flood begins is it real or is it in my head is their poison in my gin i hear your voice calling out my name so close i can feel you turned your body to ashes once again twice the loss and twice the pain try to take control of my mind again never ending doubt once it stops it starts up and then only way to leave is to check out i hear you calling ,calling out to me i hear your voice through the wall its so hard to leave this dream ill always be here it seems

Bbw Hooker With Bite...
BBW Hooker with bite... Ingredients: * 2 oz Rum * 1/4 oz Peach schnapps * 1/4 oz Absolute vodka * Fill with Barq's Root Beer * Ice Mixing instructions: Pour first three ingredients in a highball glass. Then fill with a little bit of ice. Next, fill with Barq's Root Beer. Stir well, and serve.

Lifes Decisions...
I love to watch people react. I like to see their mannerisms and watch them figure their way out of things. And while I am rarely if ever quiet..I do pay attention. It has been an interesting experience to watch and listen to the way people react about my divorce. My oldest friend exclaimed in my ear, and through her tears "I need a hug" Which made me chuckle into the phone. Dawn has always just been steady. Offering me advice, since in my eyes she is two steps ahead of exactly what I am going through. She is always steady with a hug or a shoulder (altho I may have to hop to place it there, since she is so tree-ish) Most people were shocked. Okay. Everyone was shocked. I kept my private life exactly where it should be. Private. And so not one person knew of my unhappiness. Or of any issues that we have faced throughout these years. Which is. I believe. As it should be. I am not one to care much what people think of me. Nor do I fe

What To Do...
man things have been weird for me as of late, all the crap of friday, yesterday was good then today was just wow, i woke up today and for the first time i felt really good. no stress, no yelling no nothing loved it!!!!!!! my whole family has been supportive and they want me to find someone who can treat me a lot better than any other girl has, i have been walked on and used by all my exs and i am not taking it anymore! but on a brighter note, zacky is a really smart kid, he can say banana, eye, daddy and almost please! and tonight i put him to bed, he snuck into my bed and went to sleep, fell asleep and 30 minutes later i go check on him and he went to his bed, it was cute! well i hope everyone has a good night and thanks for all the rates and comments!

Hottest D.i.l.f
I will be hosting a contest for hottest d.i.l.f so if you think ur a hot dad or if you know one send me a pm with the link 1st place will be a 7 day blast 2nd place will be a 3 day blast 3rd place will be a 1 day blast the only rule is no drama PLEASE CLICK LINK BELOW TO ENTER! ♥ANGIE BABE ™ ♥CO-FOUNDER OF GODFATHER FAMILY ♥@ fubar

Working My Nerve
Has liking somebody become this game that is so much fun to guys they don't when to stop and pull their head's outta the sand ????? IT'S PURE BS. I'M TIRED OF HEARING GUYS WHINE ABOUT HOW LONELY THEY ARE. I'M TIRED OF THE POOR PITYFUL ME ACT. BECAUSE IN THE LONG RUN IT IS ALL A GAME. SO TAKE WARNING IF YOU ARE READING THIS. YOU CAN JUST HEAD ON DOWN THE DAMN ROAD IF YOU THINK YOU ARE GOINNG TO PLAY THESE STUPID ASS GAMES ON ME ANYMORE. NOT HAPPEING.

Payback
[Montell] I called you on the phone To see if you was at home alone Somethin' just ain't right Tell me, where were you last night? You were supposed to be with me And I paged your ass around 10:33 You didn't even call me back Now tell me, baby, what up wit that? Now you told me you need A man like me from the streets Remember when I was tossin' That ass on 4th and Slawson You said I was everything you want And now all the condoms that I bought I gotta box 'em up for the next one Cuz you just wanna flex and have your fun, baby [Coolio] You wanna play those games Thought you was dealin' wit a flea But you're dealin' wit a G You better recognize the C, double O, L I'm down wit Montell (how you livin' homie?) I'm livin' kinda swell I thought you was the one, yeah I thought you was my baby Now I see through your games And I know you're tryin' to play me So you can put your pumps on and get your rump on Cuz your hump ain't that strong Well, you can have my L

Long Time Gone
Been a long time gone....just sort of lost track of this site and since I ma really not a social person at heart...who all is surprised at that? After all only a couple of people have read this at all and it really is not important, just like the rest of my life. Lots of people have important lives, but I really do not thik that I do. Now don't take this wrong, I am not looking to kill myself. But people with spouses (I believe that gays should mess their lives up with marriage just like us straight people) and children have very important lives. They all have people who's lives will be directly impacted by their loss. Not me. If I were not around the only people who's lives would be directly impacted would be my parents. I do not have a wife or kids (and not likely to at this point in my life) and really only see any of my siblings of their families once a year at most. So none of them would be impacted by my not being around. I have some close friends, but really how of

Love?
So it's early in the morning and sleep has evaded me once again. So left with nothing better to do with my restless mind, I write. I wonder is there a person for us all? Or is that what people say because they have hope? Maybe, just maybe we search in vain for "The One". Does that person exsist? Everything seems right. Your love begins to grow and your walls slowly crumble. You trust in things you said you never would, your vulnerable. In their arms you feel safe and warm. They have a kiss that takes your breath away. You admire their strength and lift up their weakness, because to see them fall would hurt you as well. So tell me then how does this all change? Maybe our expectations are too high? But aren't we raised to hold them high? Never settle for less is what I've been told. So where exactly did I go wrong? Selfish lies, and sinful pleasures. Most are guilty of both... But to determine the way we love is ultimately our choice. Honesty and tenderness is not as hard as

Faith
Faith Current mood: discontent Category: lost Dreams and the Supernatural I have learned of truths from my beautiful youths my baby girls, my gifts from God My Momma never taught me anything but lies I've worked so hard, can you see in my eyes there is so much more than money's false power so much more than meets the eyes I need more faith to make it through to walk the talk I need to do to share the love of creation hand in hand with a man that loves the creator too still waters don't always run deep sometimes their just still I need a partner to pray with God is Goddess is Jah is Love I ask for more faith from forces above if you don't beleive in God How can I beleive in you I cannot lie in your arms and pretend it doesn't matter loving the creator is everything to me Grant me faith to speak in truth heart to heart, eye to eye, soul to soul grant me strength to not get fooled by my mind over my soul

I Want To Be Sacred
i want to be sacred not an empty shell that is naked that's why I should take down the pink alters to glamour i have fed my ego satiated my lust it is time for me to trust the voice within a goddess/god given right to be me

Promise's
To make a promise means you will keep that promise no matter what. It is not just empty words that mean nothing. Don't make a promise if you know that you have no intentions of keeping it, all that does it hurt the person the promise was made to.Yes you have other comments and this is understood and why promises should not be made, maybe there are too many other comments for you to keep your promises. Who knows but you, but I know this I will no longer sit and wait for empty promises.

The Good Guys
the good guys, get shit on everyday, there life sucked dry, because of a few bad apples. the nights suppose to be fun, not for games, that causees heartache, the good guys need to raise up, from this crappy place, as tommoworow is another day, the bad guys wont win.. drunk drivers suck bedrock

We're All Together Now
Well, the following rant comes around every 86 years or so like Halley's comet just because something raises the thoughts out of cold storage, it's quite offensive and I don't really care, no one's obligated to read it, this is more therapeutic than anything to me. On a sweet October day in the 2007 the year of our crusty ancient lord, I came upon a movie I haven't seen in over 10 years, a nice little flick named Dutch with Ed O'Neill (Al Bundy, the man) and ohwhatshisname the kid who's now an adult, Ethan something, where he's the spoiled son of a super rich, greedy, elitist businessman who cares about himself and the son of a mother who truly cares for him, but is heavily blamed by Ethan for their divorce. Ethan, or Doyle his movie name, basically disowns and remains bitter at her growing up in an elitist private school learning his ABCs and clarinet and fencing and other rich-kid shit. The mother finds a new man years later in the great Al Bundy (Dutch), the personification o

Damn I Was Missed...
Thanks you guys and grrls...you kno how to make a girl feel wanted lol. First of all..I am ok..I am alive. No need to flood my mailbox. Yes I am normally online on Sundays but for some reason, I couldnt connected all day long. But I am here now...:) Well...Sweetest Day is the 20th....what ya gonna get your sweetest? I am buying my own self flowers. :) I am my own sweetest...lol. I may be getting me some pussy in the morning..yes I said PUSSY! LOL. A girl I had been talking to, bifly, may be stopping by my apt in the morning. So I may get me some kitty! LOL I cant wait either. She is supposed to call in the morning. I have another BDSM planned with Master showing to another couple on Friday nite. I admit...its kinda fun. LOL OK...it is fun...lol. I think tho some communication was not given...but I think we have the nicks filled. I mean my biggest gripe is the hair pulling. Master pulls my hair great...they however...LOL. Oh well... I am also planning

3 Dead In Fw; Suspect Commits Suicide In Lake
ARLINGTON — An armed suspect in the deaths of a woman and two children held police at bay in Arlington Friday evening, before driving into a lake and shooting himself dead. Police sealed off an area surrounding a residence in the 3300 block of Carter Drive and shotgun-wielding officers could be seen crouched behind squad cars. Then at about 7:30 p.m., the suspect drove into Arlington Lake, about 10 miles away, where he is believed to have fatally shot himself in the head. "It was a crazy sight," said one witness. "We said, 'what if he came down here?' And then he did," the witness added. The suspect had earlier spent several hours in a parked car. No shots were fired. Police sent a robot to the vehicle carrying a handwritten note and a cell phone in hopes of establishing communications with the gunman but said he became agitated. The suspect has been named as Arthur Jackson, 28. He lived in Tennessee, Ohio and California, prior to living in Arlington. He filed for b

Re: Repost
RE: REPOST ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 14 Oct 2007, 21:50 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: BillDate: Oct 14, 2007 11:44 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: BlaineDate: Oct 14, 2007 11:40 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Mark Brady (Brady)Date: Oct 15, 2007 12:38 AMThanks to: President Ron Paul (supporter)----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: President Ron Paul (supporter)Date: Oct 15, 2007 12:33 AMMAKE THE PLEDGE!"I will donate $1,000 but only if 10,000 other people will do the same."

Part 3:shang Ra La In It's Final Moments Of Glory
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Jack:You seem a bit bruised up,but from what I saw you gave him one hell of a fight. K-Bone:He met his maker and has made reservations. Jack:Ummm,good to hear kid.Just continue in here and head down that ladder,and also keep that tire iron handy. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Without responding,I walk through the other door.Opening the ground gate with the tire iron and walking through...you guessed it, another door.As I see another Sabbat Jocky staring at 3 broken,battered,and torn aluminum barrels.So,I sneek up behind him and before he can even turn around,I stab him in his left ear forcing it through his right temple with the sharp end of the tire iron,while silently singing "See you on the other edge of reality..."I hear the door open and turn quickly... -------------------------------------------------------

Prayers Please...horrible Accident
I was reading the local paper online this morning, and read this article, my heart sinking, and thinking how horrible this would be. Ashland caught my eye as that is where my son Landon lives, but didn't recognize the name, and don't really know anyone in Ashland other than him. Come to find out, the girl from Ashland that was killed...Whitney, was a cousin to the young girl(14) that babysit my grandkids quite often, and is friends with Moriah. Katlyn spends more time at Landon's house than she does her own. Anyway, needless to say this has been VERY devistating on Katlyn, and her entire family. What a horrible accident, and news that we all would dread to hear. Please, please keep this family in your prayers. They'll need all the strenght God can provide in the upcome days, and weeks. Please feel free to pass this on to any of your prayer groups, and please repost for me.Thanks in advance. You can read about the accident by clicking the link below. http://www.columbiatribu

The Evolution Of Healing
Anger broken down by tenacity Extinguished by the release of the past Swept away with the grace of touch Slowly replaced with adverse trust Born into the security of faith Internally eased by the depth of compassion Inspired by the path of true state Prophetically touched by the infinite power of Love jskins

Please Read Very Touching
There are people who CAN WALK AWAY FROM YOU. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: LET THEM WALK. I dont want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attatched to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you LET THEM WALK. Your destiny is never tied to ANYBODY that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you CAN'T MAKE THEM STAY. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their PART in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is OVER so that you don't keep trying to RAISE THE DEAD. You've got to know when it's DEAD. You've got to know when it's OVER. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spirtual gift,

Poem: As I Sit Here In Waiting....
In intense pain. I wait for an ex to show his face again. Not due to repair or need of the past relations. See, he is the one that knows how intense my pain is. He knows just how to touch me, & sooth my pain. He knows just how to make me relax & smile again. Though there is no interest of repair of our relations. He says I am what keeps him human. My will & strength is what makes him available at will call for me. He is amazed of just how I maintain things. I call on few, & ask for nothing. I wont subject my needs to be used as a tool or for anyone thinking that I owe anything. I continue to write, paint & do my photography. I do these things, as its all I seek for a legacy. My views, my words, my hopes & desire's. I wish them to be left as nothing less then inspirations & kindlings or fuel in any lifes matters,... matter's that might transpire. As I sit here waiting in intense pain. I wait for an ex to show his face again. Not due to

Surgery
well good mornign everyone, i want to wish everyone a great week. as some of you know i have been waiting on surgery. as of 15 days to go and i will have my surgery that will hopefully set my life right again. since june my life has been in termoil, cause of the medical problem that i have encountered.but i still try and be up beat, about the whole thing. im not much of a complainer, never have been.i will keep everyone informed as the time draws near.just keep me in your prayers, and know that you are the greatest friends a guy could ever ask for. your prayers and support mean alot to me. thank u all again. and my love to all of you's have a super week, and stay safe. lyle

Nh Barbie Dolls Lol
Limited Edition NH Barbie Dolls This is f-ing hilarious for those NH peoples out there Mattel recently announced the release of Limited Edition Barbie Dolls for the New Hampshire Market: Stratham Barbie This princess Barbie is only sold at exclusive Bedford stores. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade Handbags, a Lexus SUV, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey and a cookie cutter house. Available with or without tummy tuck and face lift. Workaholic Ken sold only in conjunction with "augmented" version. Concord Barbie This modern day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Windstar Minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full time occupation or secondary education. Traffic jamming cell phone sold separately. Manchester Barbie This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife, a Chevy with dark tinted windows and a Portable Meth Lab. This model is only available after dark and can only be paid for in cash.

7 Kinds Of Sex
7 kinds of sex... Body: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at nigh

It Would Have Been 1812 All Over Again ///
A 1935 US Plan for Invasion of Canada The following is a full-text reproduction of the 1935 plan for a US invasion of Canada prepared at the US Army War College, G-2 intelligence division, and submitted on December 18, 1935. This is the most recent declassified invasion plan available from the US archival sources. Centered pagination is that of the original document. The spelling and punctuation of the original document are reproduced as in the original document, even when in error by present-day norms. This document was first identified by Richard Preston in his 1977 book, "The Defence of the Undefended Border: Planning for War in North America 1867-1939" (Montreal: McGill-Queen's University Press.) Preston's reference citation (p. 277) identified this to be archived at the US Military History Collection, Carlisle Barracks, Pa., coded AWC 2-1936-8, G2, no. 19A. It was located by the US National Archives and supplied on microfilm. The military planning context o

Rules For Drunk Dialing!
Rules for Drunk Dialing 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to you to bend them over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call this same ex a

Homesick
You know you're from Long Island when: Jones Beach Theater is the best place in the world to see a concert. Billy Joel said it best, “Either you date a rich girl from the North Shore, or a cool girl from the South Shore." What’s the big deal about the Hamptons? You don’t go to Manhattan, you go to “the City" You never, ever want to “change at Jamaica..." You never realize you have an accent until you leave. You can name at least three bands that came from Long Island. At some point in your life you or someone you know has owned an animal that came from North Shore Animal League. You walk around the mall aimlessly. When you walk in the city and you see two men holding hands...it becomes normal to you. No word ends in an ER, just an AH. When you’re away from Long Island, you love it and when you’re there, you don’t. You know that the beach is the most magical place in the world at night. You know the exact point at which Queens turns into Nassau

To People I Should Thank For Being Honest
At times I open my mouth and say things I shouldn't say. And I do apoglize for what I've said in the past and you do know how I'm talking to if there is every a time when I need to talk to you it's now.............

80,000 To Godmother
One of my very close friends is about tooGodMother.Stop by and show her some love. Shes a great friends too have. Im on dial up so again i cant do much but you wont regret helping her.Shes always there too help her friends kelli2you(Founder of the quiet angels)@ fubar

Hottest D.i.l.f
I will be hosting a contest for hottest d.i.l.f so if you think ur a hot dad or if you know one send me a pm with the link 1st place will be a 7 day blast 2nd place will be a 3 day blast 3rd place will be a 1 day blast the only rule is no drama ♥ANGIE BABE ™ ♥CO-FOUNDER OF GODFATHER FAMILY ♥@ fubar

Friends Into Lovers
Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade

Going To Move
I am moveing the 17th of this month. When I get to my new place I will not be on here for awhile. I will miss all of my close friends on fubar. I am hoping to get everything going very soon that way i can see all of you people soon. I will not have a computer for a few but hopefully very soon.. I am sorry about all this but i would love for peeps to still fan,add, an rate me! i will return the love as soon as i get back on here. To my closest friends that i have numbers an things for i will call u as soon as i get a phone. You all know who i am talking about.. They are peeps i talk to all the time on here or in yahoo. I will miss all of you until i get back remember to show love an sign my guest book also. LOVE MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!

The Arrow Od Wishes
The arrow of wishes By Eric Ethan Tonight I shoot a flaming arrow high in the sky Make a wish when you see it in the sky It not a shooting star but a flaming arrow with a lot of wishes, so make that wish when you see that flaming arrow in the sky tonight. When you make that wish tonight hold that wish so tight to your heart tonight and when you go to bed smile because you made a cool wish tonight The End

As The Sunrises, The Shadow Recieves Its Last Breath Of Night... The Mischievious Setting Renders Its Last Flight...
As the sunrises, the shadow recieves its last breath of night... the mischievious setting renders its last flight... As the moons light descends past the horizon in a glorious flight.. as if it won the battle to rieghn supreme forever at night... As the swords clash.. from the warriors never ending fight, the maidens bring the great horns of mead...while the solders feast till their hungers delight is fullfilled... by thier own right. Just too return in the same grusome fight.. some say that ignorance is despite.. actually.. without that; no person would know the meaning of search, so they might find thier own birth right.. as the hammer clashes, release the skies light show only a few truelly know in their heart whose the one wielding his might.. as the golden eagle soar as the sun on the early morning flight.. the glizzening from the wing and the screach.. unites the chariot..and the hammer... of the two that was for me at my birth.. and as i am the only one that truelly

Untitled For Now...
Remain calm. Don't crack under the pressure on which I am about to put you. Throw down your sarcasm, cynicism, or any preconcieved notions. Place in the bag any non-sequential habits in small denominations. Kindly remove any values, morals, or ethics and seal them in the box provided. Toss aside any pure emotion or independent thought. You won't need them anymore. Move aside from your identity as it is no longer an authorized item. Step forward for processing into a society of sheep among wolves. Running headfirst against the wind, teeth bared with eyes wide shut.

Rain Continues To Fall..
Rain continues to fall.. hearing the echoes of thunder through the halls. In which i fall from dispair, the scent of waters sweet necter which fills the air.. oh how i miss the peace of this life's achievments.. tired of people asking what do I believe in....... As i am trying to conquer my inner demons, the seasons of time elapses' fom the meridans' prime.. look for the vertical horizon.. but all i here is a chime from the tic-toc in my head. the lost feeling and remorse for all the things i did, sharing my ambitions, of the future, and the knowledge of past lingers strong in my spirit, ands the brain in my head. frustration brews with every day that passes me by, knowing i do not have few answers for the why's .. yet when i gaze into the eyes of humanity, irealize that The great Goddess, has blessed with a none riddle surprise. so who are we to judge, even the wind that blows.. when you cannot even listen to the words it says to y

Survival In This Falling Age
Survival in this falling age in the valley of death surrounded by bodies of old and young filled with neglects and regrets has erected A new star that is red from the dead it has been impailed in our earth to feast on the flesh of evil people whom decieve you hammering down on thier skulls... The sound of drums the sticks of pheamors lungs and liver sown together, made into banners as bladders are burned for torches... The rigamortes still stinches up the air from the castles of corpses, surrounded by skeletol horses with headless warriors......

Feed Back What Do You Think!?!
The Hells Fire Sinners is a band my brothers in could you give me feed back on what you think please!?! If you like any of the songs you can download them from player, and I will let them know what everyone thinks! Thanks, Jenn "Hells Fire Sinners" I don't know what is wrong with the playlist loading, I will try to re-add it sometime tonight, I apologize~

Infusioned By Light And Darkness...
Infusioned by light and darkness... ..> ..> This is not a memory intrapment of despare.. For some reason the Darkness which lyes within our deepest thought, and feelings... was placed there by the same very light in which we were created from.. The great Mother, this Earth.. feels every bit of our prescence and disperses' the energies in which we create.. with the intent of good for humanity. Yet our little sized brains cannot comprehend, comprehend the fact that we are from this Earth, and she is in essence the Goddess, and God fertilized her to spawn us from that very light, which people called the spark of existence. then they both created darkness as a tool for enlightenment. And yet we run from the very thing that would bring us closer to... our God, that will in return He will show us how to truelly love our Goddess. The very Lady that shelters us, feeds us, protect us, and clothes us from not only our own destruction.. but anything that opposes our

My Mom
April 28th. 1993. I was 8 years old. My grandparents sat my brother and me down... we knew it was bad. For the past 6 years my mother had been in and out of hospitals... and just that January gone in for the transplant that was supposed to save her life. 3 livers later. She was dead. During the second operation, she was so swollen they were unable to 'sew her' back up. A fungus had set in to her bile duct. They didn't know it then. 2 months later she was recovering so well. HE decided not to continue with normal precautionary tests. WHY?!?!? I do not know... Halfway through April my mother started getting sick... they didn't know why. Surgeries, tests, etc. It was too late... her eyes and skin had begun turning yellow... her bile ducts had disintegrated. Her liver was failing. They rushed her into the OR. How did they find that other liver? I'll never know. In went liver number 3... but they were too late. She was brain dead. My mommy. The only parent I had. Gone. Because HE didn't wan

Pain And Sorrow
Pain and sorrow ..>..> ..> ..> Pain and sorrow thoughts of yesterday shown in tomorrows' pleasurable plots. Seeking the future through casting lots... Been through the school of hard knocks, watched friends rot away from smokin' ice rox. People hung them selves, even blown thier brians out on the corner of them blocks that I use too walk. Soakin up years of pain and sorrow from watching the earth getting raped our mother , the provider The main sustainer.. I am that rider with the words I put out on the tree that was given from nature... are the greatest annilater. Been splittin wigs with my pen,since I have been old enough to dig in to the last supper like it was heater.. the hotest degree that you never register simply because I never had to use a 9mm to this together. Something that naturally comes to me.. yet instead of battlin with rage, I rest and allow peace to pathe the way......

This Is Interesting
this helped me a lot. thought i'd share in case someone else could benefit. Then, just as you're preparing to mingle, it happens: You pass a mirror and glimpse your reflection -- your horrifying, horrifying reflection. Your hair looks as though a crazed weasel nested, bore young, and died there. Aghast, you wobble off your high heels and sprain an ankle. All eyes are glued on you. All conversation focuses on your disgrace. Everyone begins texting hilarious descriptions of you from their cell phones. In your dreams, baby. I mean this both literally and figuratively. Most of us occasionally dream about being embarrassed in social settings. But even in waking life, many of us operate as if Simon Cowell is doing a play-by-play of our work, wardrobe and snack choices. One team of researchers has dubbed this phenomenon the "spotlight effect." In the beam of imaginary spotlights, many of us suffer untold shame and create smaller, weaker, less zestful lives than we deserve. Terrified

~the T/three Of U/us As O/one T/together~
i love the moments that just happen between U/us, like whenever O/our eyes meet to share an intimate conversation, or when O/one of U/us accidentally brushes up against the O/other in the middle of doing nothing in particular. . . . i love the times when Y/you are thinking exactly what i'm thinking, and the sweet words that come out of Y/your mouth when i'm least expecting them. i love the laughter that always snowballs whenever W/we get E/each O/other started, and all the little ways Y/you touch my heart because Y/you know me so well. . . . i love when You sneak up behind me and wrap Your arms around me, i love Y/your kisses that make me feel so beautiful. i love everything that's inside of Y/you that keeps me falling again and again. . . . i never dreamed i could be so happy, and it's all because of Y/you T/two and what W/we T/three have T/

Please Help Out The Ghost Rider
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED TONIGHT ANI REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON A GIVE A GREAT FRIEND A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL.I KNOW SME OF YOU ARE ALREADY BOMBING CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS BUT IF YOU COULD POSSIBLY STOP BY MINE AND LEAVE A FEW I WOULD DEFINITELY APPRECIATE IT. Fire My Words

Big Yawn
Man I'm tired. Just woke up, puttering around. This 72 h a week stuff is a pain. Not much time for Fubar so I was thinking about deleting my account since it seems to be infested with .... things I don't like and don't care for. I'll leave it at that. School starts up next week so I'll have that to keep me busy. Or I should say busier. In some ways I'm looking forward to it but I know it's going to be a pain in my arse so I'd rather waste time doing other stuff. laters

Stripped
As her heart breaks Sitting in this secluded room Everything blurs out To choose is to kill To accept is to harm And harm it has As she grows weaker Her mind burst Tears flow from the blossoming flower As morning breaks She looks around Finding no comfort For her bleeding soul Twisted between two lovers No questions asked Strip away the innocence Running to hide Breathing became silenced Once again secluding herself

The First List Of Things That Bug Me
Women who use "sexy" in their screen names....when clearly they are not. Guys who reference their penis in their screen name. How bad is it that you feel you are DEFINED by your junk. People who use catch-phrases like "git-r-dun" and "bringing sexy back". Use your mind to think up your own sh*t. People who are afraid to drive their cars. It's ok to pull out into traffic with less than a MILE of open space. People whose only purpose is to start drama online. It makes you just as much as a loser as you think the ones who live on here are. to be continued............

.::.defeated.::.
I miss having friends, I really do... But none of them were true friends, and they all either wanted something from me, or just settled for me. I have to act like them to keep them around, and I hate them for making me do that. At graduation I left them all behind, and let them go their own ways, and I feel better than I did with them, but now that there's nothing, I'm bored, and sick of being alone. Not desperate, or anything, right? Just, alone... I'm in a religious family, and I don't believe in the religion, and I'm going to a religious school and, once again, don't believe in the religion... It's become so complicated, and with no one who understands around, sometimes life feels pointless... -Sepulchers Orison

Time For A Break
well it seems all my friends are too damn good to say hi any more so. i think it`s time for me to take a break. . maybe i`m just not out here for points as some of you think.i know we all have things going on in our life. so see you all in a few weeks

Bittersweet Times...
Where does a Mother’s love go when she is no longer there to give it? Where does her warmth and kindness end up when she leaves the ground to soar through the clouds on a rendezvous with God? What happens to her strength her passion, her elegance, her grace when her body is planted in the ground like a marigold in the spring? What becomes of those she left behind weak and still in need of nurturing when she can no longer be there to nurture them? Shattered pieces of them go with her. Hearts shrivel and dry from unrequited emotion. Where does a Mother’s love go when she can no longer be there to give it? Perhaps she’ll tell me when I see her on the other side.

Love & Life
why is love so hard to deal with? why do we fall in-love with the wrong ppl? love can huurt but in turn it can be the greatest thing in life. my life totally changed when i met my best friend six months ago. i then in turn fell in-love with him, i was not supposed to do that. i don't want to be in a realationship right now cause the last one just about killed me, but i can't picture my life without him in it, and im pushing him away. i want to go out have fun and not have to worry about doing something wrong. is that so terrible to ask. so please someone tellme what the hell to do thanx...love me miss me byeeeeeeeeeeeee..............

One Is The Lonliest
How can I feel so alone when I have someone that makes my heart pound and rush whenever I look at them or think of them. I am feeling self pity right now not knowing where I am going to stay when I go back to the states. I feel so confused and so alone. Maybe one day I will have a place to call 'home' again. Right now I feel like a ping pong ball that keeps getting bounced off the table. Next week I am getting a new tattoo with the word strength written in Japanese Kanji on my back. Perhaps if I believe in something strong enough it will give me strength.

One Of The Reasons I Feel Cursed!
I originally posted this as a bulletin, but thought it might actually get more action here.. And before anyone asks "What was I thinking?..." DONT! lol I need a favor of any of you that would help.. Apparently Ive picked up a stalker..Yay me *rolls eyes* He's taken it upon himself to post pics of me with my real name in his pic folders. Im asking you to bombard his pic folder or profile which ever you like and let him know how wrong this is... I know it seems childish..but thats the mentality of this moron so its prolly the only way he'll get a clue... (JEFF) JUST A GUY THAT NOBODY WANTS TO BE WITH@ fubar

Just Cause I'm An Asshole
yes i still have a myspace and i'm just as much of a dick there as i am here and to prove it i just made this bulletin and posted it on my myspace Is anyone else as sick as i am about all these bulletins about God and Jesus? I seriously doubt that he gives a shit if you repost a bulletin about him or jesus. If you feel the same sign this and repost it as keep God off of myspace. Pat- Worcester, MA

Airplane Problems
After every flight, pilots fill out a form, called a gripe sheet which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some maintenance complaints submitted by pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, the airline these came from is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. Pilot: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. Engineers: Almost replaced left inside main tire. Pilot: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. Engineers: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. Pilot: Something loose in cockpit. Engineers: Something tightened in cockpit. Pilot: Dead bugs on windshield. Engineers: Live bugs on back-order. Pilot: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200 feet per minute descent. Engineers: Canno

I Am New To Fubar
I am new to fubar and when I try to upload a pic it says has to be a jpeg and n others but not a bitmap and I have Microsoft Vista and thats the only way to save pics is bitmap if you try any other way it will not show up so when I get a way around it I ll put a pic in

Please Help Me Help Him
Hey guys thank you for being so nice. My very good friend asked me to come to fubar and I did and you have all been awsome so far... he is in a contest and I am trying to give him love back so go help with ummmm comments I think. His link thingy is http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=1421771052# thank *wink wink*

Gaming Is Not A Crime™
HI WELCOME TO THE GAMING IS NOT A CRIME™ BLOG THE LOUNGE IS FOR ALL GAMERS FOR DISCUSSING MULTI-PLAYER GAMING, GAME SYSTEMS, GAME NEWS, HINTS CHEATS, GAMES,AND SYSTEM INFORMATION COME AND CHECK OUT THE GREAT PEOPLE, THE GREAT STAFF AND THE LAUGHS DONT BELIEVE ME??? THEN COME CHECK GAMING IS NOT A CRIME LOUNGE™ NOW!!! LINK BELOW GAMING IS NOT A CRIME LOUNGE™ THE STAFF OF GAMING IS NOT A CRIME™ DANLVLL X™ brits on tour@ fubar lilcoldblood@ fubar lil_S@ fubar

Help For A Friend
hey my very good friend asked me to come to fubar and everyone has been so nice.... I want to return him the same kindness so please visit his contest picture and comment comment comment the link is http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=1421771052# thank you all so much

This Is Really Funny!
GOD SAID, "ADAM I WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME." ADAM SAID, " GLADLY, LORD, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?" GOD SAID, " GO DOWN INTO THAT VALLEY?" ADAM SAID, " WHAT'S A VALLEY?" GOD EXPLAINED IT TO HIM. THEN GOD SAID, " CROSS THE RIVER." ADAM SAID, "WHATS A RIVER?" GOD EXPLAINED THAT TO HIM, AND THEN SAID " GO OVER TO THE HILL........" ADAM SAID, "WHATS A HILL?" SO, GOD EXPLAINED TO ADAM WHAT A HILL WAS HE TOLD ADAM, "ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE HILL YOU WILL FIND A CAVE." ADAM SAID, " WHATS A CAVE?" AFTER GOD EXPLAINED, HE SAID " IN THE CAVE YOU WILL FIND A WOMEN." ADAM SAID, "WHATS A WOMEN?" SO GOD EXPLAINED THAT TO HIM, TOO. THEN GOD SAID, I WANT YOU TO REPRODUCE." ADAM SAID, " HOW DO I DO THAT?" GOD FIRST SAID (UNDER HIS BREATH), "GEEZ" AND THEN JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE, GOD EXPLAINED THAT TO ADAM AS WELL SO, ADAM GOES DOWN INTO THE VALLEY, ACROSS THE RIVER, AND OVER THE HILL, INTO THE CAVE, AND FINDS THE

9 Thing To Know About Girls
1.) fine: this is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you are wrong. 2.) five minutes: if she is getting dressed, this means a half hour. five min is only five min if you have been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) nothing: this is the calm before the storm. this means something and you should be on your toes. arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) go ahead: this is a dare, not permission. dont do it! 5.) loud sigh: this is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. a loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing (refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) that's okay: this is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. thats okay means she wants to think long and hard brfore deciding how and when to you will pay for your mistake.

5 Rule For Women
five rules for women to follow to a happy life Body: 1. its inportant to have a man, who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2.its inportant to have a man who can make you laugh. 3. its inportant to have a man who you can trust and doesnt lie to you. 4.its inportant to have a man who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. its very very very inportant that these 4 men do not know each other. thought this was funny but i wish i could find a guy with all these going for him but still the # 4 its wrong so wrong

I Found Out
Thathe las t girl that got me locked up was fucking around with ugly guys and girls while i was at school working my ass of while she sat at home thinking she's to good to work . Also . its been numerous times. Fuck her. Also she accused me for stealing a broke camera.

Nihilism
OK. So I wrote this a while ago when I was stoned and bored. If you're stoned and bored you might like it too! I'm actually not half as nihilistic as I like to think I am. -Jon Nihilism. Nihilistic. Nihilist. What does Nihilism mean to me? Rik L. Rik of the 80s band F-Word said it best when he sang "We we Can can Do do What what We we Wanna Do/If they do not like it we'll just say fuck you!" (F-word-Do The Nihil). That pretty much sums it up for me. Spiritually? Well there is a Zen like beauty in not giving a fuck, and like an enlightened Buddhist striving for Nirvana, achieving the ultimate state of not-giving-a-fuck takes years of meditation, practice and drugs. Lots and lots of drugs. A Nihilist believes that there is no right or wrong. Taking path A is no better or worse ethically, than taking path B. No matter what you do either action is going to bring either positive or negative consequences sometimes both. Therefore, in the big picture, morality is meaningless. Doing

32000 To Go!
I know alot of my friends are commenting others who truely need the comments because of the contests they are in, but if anyone is out there that has nothing to do right now can you please come by my contest picture and leave a comment or two! I would greatly appreciated! I have a little over 32,000 to go which is better then the 50,000 needed! Please help! Thank you, Jennifer Link:

Who Wants To Have A Fubar Marriage With Me
This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE!(aka fubar) The first person to message you saying "I do." Will be your CherryTap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours. Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "WHO WANTS TO MARRY ME?"

A Couple More Weeks
Alright I am set up in a place and I will be getting internet at my own place and I can stop hanging out at the library and at friends houses mooching off their internet connections. Things are well I am happy and I have no regrets about anything other than the three years I pretty much wasted. Anyway I am looking forward to getting back on here nad hanging with friends and fam again. Peace and love

Congrats To Bobby & Roxy, We Wanna Wish You Two All The Happiness In The World :)
When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction. And for this great Love we have these two Love birds,who met here on fubar they've been talking for about 2 months here and the phone,finally met in person and got engaged Majestic Vision ~~Dirty South Crew~~@ fubar ~!~ BobbyT645 ~!~ TAKEN ~!~@ fubar Please go to their pages,say CONGRATULATION & SHOW THEM LOVE! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY : ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar

Take One Minute N Check This Out!
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Horse Made Of Steel
The sun on my face creates a safe space I can see through the rain that tormented my brain Its suddenly all clear the storms cannot reappear The wind whipping my hair I have not a care Freedom I feel on my horse made of steel.

Chase Dreams
I'm Being Chased" Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.�Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure. The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting these

Robs Part For Under The Influence Scene That Im Doing For Class.
::Rob enters. He wears a leather jacket and is holding a page of brightly colored stickers:: If I ever find you, I'll kill you- I'll kill you without a second thought. ::holds up stickers:: How can you sell this crap to kids? It's bad enough that its going around in highschools. What do you do- tell them that these stickers are gonna make you feel good? That they make you see funny things? Do you tell them that much? Do you tell them about the bad trips, man? The ones where you see your skin melting or feel worms crawling around inside your head? How is a seven year old supposed to deal with that, huh?Are you there to hold his hand? To help him through it? Where the hell are you when he jumps through a window trying to get away from the monster thats behind him? Are you there to call the paramedics? Are you ever there? Or are you too busy selling more acid? Telling more lies to kids to young to know the difference? Do you even bother to learn their names? How about Timmy?

Strength
Strength What's truth but a liar's gold? Hidden, buried Fortunes untold What's life but death's gains fold? Twisting, turning Yet still new to the old But the questions still looming Are in constant moral check For those who take to assuming Will find their minds a moral wreck So everyday themselves they'll find Making myth from what's sublime And through their troubles they are blind For the passage is open for all time.

Falling Dreams
"I'm Falling" Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall. As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.�When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life. Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.�

If U ___________me?
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think im cute.................leave a comment on one of my piics If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me........................send me a message and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET. If U _______ Me?

Nite All>>read
Hugs and for those that arent feeling like their selves lately ; God forgives you so do I . Hugs all . Thank you Lord for this day given to share and spread thy truth to all. Always remember God loves you no matter what, and we must try to do like wise . God forgives all no matter what . We must try to do this also. Amen!!!! ************************************************* Muawwwww take care God Bless all. have great evening now.. Hugs diana

I Am Now A Dj!!!! Woohoo!
Thanks to Kevin Hocking @ www.hockingradio.com I am now a DJ for their radio station on the internet! So here's how you can participate! On the following days/times, I am on the air! MON - THUR = 3pm to 7pm SAT = 3pm to 8pm SUN = 3pm to 5:30pm HERE IS HOW TO TUNE IN..... You can go to http://www.myspace.com/hockingradio, a player should start playing instantly Visit http://www.hockingradio.com and click on "Web Players" or "External Players" and choose your format HERE IS HOW TO REQUEST SONGS..... My playlist can be found @ http://www.hockingradio.com (on the left click on "DJ PLAYLISTS" and click on DJ MAJOR) On the site quoted above (hockingradio) on the left you can click on "MAIN CHAT ROOM" and join us via the Java chat! On mIRC or pIRCh, point to irc.hockingserver.com and join the channel named hockingradio (you can type /join hockingradio) You can also find me on yahoo messenger by adding hockingradio, I will be live AT THOSE TIMES! COME LIST

Mr. Miller Says Hello
I'm new. Well, not completely. I had a cherry acct but I really don't remember my username. It's sunday night (stating the obvious) and I have decided to make it a good fucking night. I had to work yesterday. Lame. SO Mr. Bud and Mr. Miller are joining me tonight. If I attacked your profile, just be glad I was in a good mood :D

Gary's Party
My friend Gary lives a couple miles out a ridge overlooking the Ohio River Valley. When I drive up there, I always think 'Why? No cable, rough road that is impassable a lot of days in the winter'. He lives in what he calls "The Pigpen Penthouse" a round room he built on top of an old pig barn 30 feet off the ground. Standing in his deck looking out across the hills I know why. It would be an incredible way to wake up every morning. Every October Gary has a Harvest party for everyone in the area who wants to come and share something they have made or just themselves. The party has been covered by The New York Times and Ohio Magazine. My friends John and Mary Ann, owners of Baristas ( www.baristascafe-pub.com ) do the decorating and some of the food and drinks. Everyone brings food or wine, there's live bands, a pig roast, and plenty of interesting people. I wish I had more room in my pics to post but I'll put some here. It really is a unique, fun, and relaxing party that I look f

Tired
i'm lost i'm tired hell i am no longer wired trapped in darkest hell for wht reason no1 can tell i cry at night wonderin the reason for my plight am i evil am i bad or am i simply goin mad i wonder wht will come simply sitting playin dumb scared of night scared of day down to sleep i simply lay no other way to cope alone tired n livin only to moan i wanna be happy i wanna be free hell in fact i just wanna be me

Velvet
Velvet draped across my eyes wrists bound with the cold metal of handcuffs A present for you Laying upon your bed Dress opened enough to tease such a wonderful present Dare you open it? Dare you except? My tongue slides along my oh so soft lips I shift a little getting antsy waiting I know your there Dare you accept what I offer?

Things I Like
-purple -dogs -cats -cookies -cars -sweet men -driving -kisses -long passionate embraces -mens hands -long walks -bright colors -thunder -mens cologne -goofin off -talkin to someone i care about -sex -alcohol -layin in the grass watchin the stars

A Lil Tribute To Our Military:
You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

Truth Survey
Time Started:9:15PM Name: christine Gender: female 1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? START THE WATER FIRST 2) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle? HELL NO 3) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercials? ABSOLUTELY, DOESNT EVERYBODY? LMAO! 5) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? NO 6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? YUP DID IT IN COLLEGE ALL THE TIME 7) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? OH I HATE THAT 8) How old do you look? MY AGE.. 9) How old do you act? OLDER THAN I AM 10) What's the last song you heard/sang? NO FUCKING CLUE 11) Have you recently become a member of anything? NADA 12) What are your plans for the weekend? ITS THE END OF THE WEEKEND AND DIDNT DO A DAMN THING 13) What is your mood at the moment? TIRED 14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? AS A MATTER OF

The Pain
the pain the pain is worse than hell for wht reason i cannot tell i sit n wonder wht life will bring all these tests dont mean a thing will they end or carry on causin havoc by the ton the devil wants my soul today i fight i fight to keep him away the fire is hot the days are long torture to feel all night long the pain the pain too much to bear some days i even forget to care my kids my life n keep me goin on n on till my heart start sewing a new time will come this im sure just waiting just waitin to get led to new shores!

Master/slave
She kneels before him with eyes wide, the anticipation too much to bear, the love and respect she likes to see, his eyes are so full with glee. down his hand comes with a hard slap, she arches ready for she craves his love, hand meets body in a cradle of lust, the pain, the ache, the love she craves, ready in the palm of his pain she aches to be loved, and needs his attention, her master, her savior, her soul taker. he keeps her inline with his every order, she must obey or pay the price, she knows what it is and shows no fear, her masters intentions she holds so dear. she loves this man with al her heart, her masters side she would never part, shes proud to be there every minute every day, he keeps her safe from harms way. at his feet she waits for instructions, she'll kiss his boots, she'll obey, obey, his will be done, she likes it this way. as long as he loves her, keeps her safe, he can use her, take her as he wants, mould her to his o

My Pictures
Most of my folders I have set to private. Im so sick of all this NSFW bullshit. Most of my pics have been marked now. I have found another site I like and it doesn't matter what pics you put up. If it wouldn't be for the few friends I have made on here. I probably would have already deleted my account by now. This shit is F**ked up. And I thought we was all adults on here. I guess some of us still need to grow up!!!! Now you have to be on my family list to see my pics!

Lost And Alone
sitting on the sofa feeling so lost, all alone is this wicked world, no-one to tak to, no-one to see, why oh why has this happened to me. i wonder along in a cloud full of rain, lost in a world which is full of pain, dreading each morning, dreading each day, why, oh why, does it have to be this way. maybe one day a light will shine, make my life brighter, in this dark life of mine, i wonder i wonder, what life is to bring, please change it ,change me, and my prince you will bring. sitting here lonely feeling lost alone, needing a chance to be happy and free, please tell me, please tell me, why this has happened to me?

I Screwed Up
My girlfriend and I have been fighting all weekend because I am emotionally closed off and won't let her or her daughter in. I've been trying but it's not easy. I've spent most of my life being a loner. That makes it very hard to let others in. But, as of late she sees me getting worse. I didn't even realize I was pulling away from her and wasn't doing it intentionally, but it may be too late. Her patience with me is gone.I think I may have fucked up the best relationship I've ever had because I just can't seem to let people get close enough. And it hurts like hell surprisingly. Maybe I can save it, but I gotta start working at it or I am gonna lose her. The hardest part about it is getting control of my pride long enough to realize she loves me and is just trying to be a part of my life. Oh, well, at least I am alive and in good health right?

Love Test
***Your Five Variable Love Profile*** Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem s

Childe Of The Moon
His voice was like absinthe, calling to her soul incessantly from across the sea- no one else heard him, no matter her insistence that his was the most beautiful she had ever heard. He, like her, was neither from here nor there, but Elsewhere. "How can you understand him if he is not from here?" they would ask. "It matters not the understanding of the lyric," she would reply, "the song speaks to me loud and clear." They would look at her, shaking their head, thinking at last the madness had taken her. Ah, but such sweet madness, she thought as she danced to the song in her head. She would surely go mad should his voice be silenced, so she dared not shut it out, ignoring the other's whispers and mockery. He had the mark of the Old Ones about him, the Ones that had come before the humans that despised and ridiculed her, the Ones who knew the Song of the Trees and Sang with power and grace and magick. The moon was her light and he was her moon, his voice the stirring of stars

Liquor
Just curious as to why when im given a gift, its always alcoholic? I'm not easy when I drink, at least I don't think I am? lol Ive been given flowers once, it was an old man (maybe i should rethink this alcoholic gift giving thing...)

I Need Your Prayers..........
I don't ask for favors from my friends on here but what I am asking is for my mom. She is going into the hospital for open heart surgery for a valve replacement. Please keep her in your prayers and if you don't prya please keep good thoughts for her. Thank you all!

Persist
PERSIST... With an idea,determination, and the right tool, you can do great things. Let your instincts, intellect, and your heart guide you. TRUST.... Believe in the incredible power of the human mind, the power of doing something that makes a difference, the power of laughing and hoping, the power of lazy afternoons and lasting friends, that there is power in all things that will cross your path when you choose to look from different prospectives. The start of something new brings the hope of something great, anything is possible. THERE IS ONLY ONE YOU, AND YOU WILL PASS THIS WAY ONLY ONCE.....DO IT RIGHT.

Beating The Dead Horse...
Ok, I need to fucking rant.. This should be fun and no animals will be hurt in the process. My soon-to-be ex hubby is upstairs in my house, washing his girlfriend off him in my shower!!! Ugh! I wish I had put a little sulphuric acid in the Axe body spray, but I can't get ahold of any since the last time... For those who don't know, he doesn't even live here, he lives with his scuzzy girlfriend who doesn't know how to wash her trashy cuntfunk down the drain so he showers at my house. Our house is in both names, at least until he signs the fucking papers, so I can't throw his cheating ass out. During all this, I have to pretend to be nice to the bastard because the kids are here. Well, that's my rant, and now I feel much better.

Who We Are!
This is a joint account, so whatever is written is open to the both of us. We met here on Cherrytap in 2007. We knew we had found our soulmate in each other as well. Michael is 40. He lives in Caro, Michigan. He is the smartest man I know. He is so sexy, bald... and very romantic. He is a little "stand-off-ish" till you get past the tough exterior... then you will find a man full of passion and desires. I found out that I became his biggest passion and only desire. He will be moving to my area ASAP... and we can start our real lives together. We are always the happiest when we are "together!" Michelle (me) is 37. I live near Pittsburgh, PA. Huge Steelers fan! I am pretty witty, maybe a little too sick of a sense of humor. Typical bitchy redhead, full of fire. I am 6 ft. tall... a total amazon! I also have a tough exterior... and a mushy inside for my kids, pets, my family... and of course, Michael, my love! I have never met anyone who can turn me on or push m

New Website
Come Check it out Hey Everyone, Friends, Fans, and Family; Texas Bitch and Cha0tic Drag0n would like to Invite you all to check out our new Website. http://tbd-dezines.tripod.com/index.html This site offers custom tags to your wants or needs It also offers all PSPers the rapidshare links we have to over 3,000 tubes temps and programs....We will be adding things weekly so feel free to check back and enjoy all of the shares we offer! And dont be shy about hittin us up to create you something you can enjoy for yourself or send to a friend! Thanks again for taking time to read this and check out our site and we can't wait to hear from you !! (repost of original by '~*~Texas Bitch~*~Protected by a Dragon~*~' on '2007-10-14 18:02:22')

Yay Old Guy!!!
Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right Right on, Andy Rooney ! Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things ! like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE ? I think th

To All The Women Of Fubar (from The Bulletin Board) I Didnt Write This
Time passes.Life happens.Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Hearts break Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT........ Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys

Life As Is....
Life for me has been painful,a heart ache and lonly as hell. All my life growing up other kids in class or in the same school as I was in would always pick on me for the clothes I had to wear or cuz I was ugly or just because I was the one everyone picked on... You know I have feelings just like each and everyone of you out there today. I guess more less I am just wasting my time speaking the truth as well as whats on my mind cuz people these days only care about looks, if you have money or things that can make them better than yourself. And I gotta say it, Its not what a person looks like nor what they have in life or what you can get out of them... Its who you are as a person that matters... Well I have been noticinmany things wrong with this world today. One thing is to many darn people lie and get away with it. I ani't going to say I have never lied before but I did grow out of it. Cuz in the long run if you really think about it either way you still get in trouble but

Y'all Go Check Out The Site
Hey Everyone, Friends, Fans, and Family; Texas Bitch and Cha0tic Drag0n would like to Invite you all to check out our new Website. http://tbd-dezines.tripod.com/index.html This site offers custom tags to your wants or needs It also offers all PSPers the rapidshare links we have to over 3,000 tubes temps and programs....We will be adding things weekly so feel free to check back and enjoy all of the shares we offer! And dont be shy about hittin us up to create you something you can enjoy for yourself or send to a friend! Thanks again for taking time to read this and check out our site and we can't wait to hear from you !!

The Cabin (part 2)
As we finish the food you had prepared, you stand, positioning yourself behind me. You lean over my shoulder, moving my hair to th eside, kissing my skin softly. "Close your eyes baby" you whisper right before kissing my ear. I do as you ask, closing my eyes, letting out a soft moan as your lips touch my ear. You run your hands very gently, downmy arms, stopping at my wrists then moving back up my arms. I love your touch baby, your hands on my skin send a shiver through me. Still standing behind me, I can hear you moving. Unsure of what to expect, I try to listen and see if I can guess as to what you may be doing but don't have the slightest idea. You get close to me again... I can feel you breath on my neck, against my skin... it's so warm. You move a piece of fabric across my bare arm, still not sure of what you are doing, you see me figit in my chair. Smiling you bring the fabric up my arm, I can feel it against my neck as you tease me. Carefully you wrap the fabric over

Hop On Da Diddy Fu Train
WELCOME TO THE ALL NEW PIMP MY FU! Here's YOUR chance to be PIMPED!I wanted to do this so we can all participate in something instead of being classified or grouped with others. All you have to do to join the PIMP MY FU Train is add yourself to the bottom of the list!And the Pimp Out starts with... ÐïÐÐ¥ Äkå Öþïê@ fubar ... and then we chugg aluug on with 2 of my Atlanta friends... ConcreteAngel@ fubar ÐïÐÐ¥ Äkå Öþïê@ fubar GinnyTheTool@ fubar DJ FLawLess ^Club Fantasia Owner^ -=Breath Taker=- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar *Kerry*Flaws Girl For Life*Owner Of Club Fantasia**Too Raw*@ fubar ♥ §kÿlar © ♥@ fubar ... then you add yerself but dont be tha Caboose! FU CHUUUUUUUUU! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PIMPOUT SOOO.... CLICK HERE: http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3895193617

You Love And Hate To Love Us.. Cause It's That Damn Good
DJ CALICO IS 22 YEARS OLD TODAY AND I'M WANTING TO SEE YOUR LOVE... LETS ALL GET TOGETHER AND BUY HIM AT LEAST ONE OR TWO FUBAR GIFTS ON HERE FOR HIS BIRTHDAY... ANY GIFT WILL DO IT... LETS SHOW HIM SOME FUBAR LOVE TODAY... AND GIVE THANKS THAT HE HAS BEEN IN OUR LIVES AND ALL OF THAT AND WE HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF GETTING TO KNOW HIM AND STUFF SO LETS SHOW SOME LOVE CLICK THE PICTURE AND BUY A GIFT OR TWO.. THANKS AND PEACE TO ALL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALICO ROCK ON BROTHER CLICK THE PICTURES AND JOIN IN ON THE PEOPLE AND TUNES UNHOLY ALLIANCE unholy alliance the head lounge of mad cat radio.. owned by dj calico.. and and it is a place for lots of things... it is the home of the pleasure night that the warrior dj kaijaw hosts.. home of the auction off night... for the lovely ladies and gentlemen to be up for bids so a lovely lady or gentleman can have a night of pleasure... while the hosts announces the updates of the au

Friends
Deception crawls into my nervous system, tormenting me for days and days, it's so much more than just a message. I see all the lies and fabrications, things have been done for selfish reasons, I can be selfish too, no longer happy with any of this, I'm sorry a friendship has ended.

What Can I Try Again Today That I Failed At Yesterday?
If you're never scared or embarrassed or hurt, it means you never take any chances. --Julia Soul Do we avoid making new friends because we're scared they won't like us? Do we get embarrassed when we make a mistake and avoid trying again? When we get our feelings hurt, do we think we're bad, or that something is wrong with us? Being scared or shy or hurt are all part of being alive. When we try to stay away from painful feelings, we keep ourselves from having many wonderful adventures. If we're afraid to meet new people, we may never have any close friends. If we stop trying when we're embarrassed, we may never learn a better way of doing things. And if we don't share our hurt feelings, we may never find out that everyone else has the same feelings we have. What can I try again today that I failed at yesterday?

Purpose
1pur•pose Pronunciation: ˈpər-pəs Function: noun Etymology: Middle English purpos, from Anglo-French, from purposer to intend, propose, from Latin proponere (perfect indicative proposui) to propose — more at PROPOUND Date: 14th century 1 a: something set up as an object or end to be attained : INTENTION b: RESOLUTION, DETERMINATION2: a subject under discussion or an action in course of execution Got Purpose ? Somewhere inside, somehow you know that there\'s a purpose for you on this day. Let that purpose come to the surface and bring it fully to life. Authentic purpose is not a deep, dark secret that you must struggle to discover. Decide to allow it, and purpose will find you where you are. Purpose is not so much a matter of what you do. Purpose is more about the way you feel while doing whatever it is you are doing. Those things you know without having to learn, connect you to purpose. Purpose is not merely what you think you might bel

New Music Reviews Online
I don't think I did anything other than work this weekend, and that's not such a bad thing. I was able to finish up Erika's Cam Girl Profile, and even managed to write some long-overdue music reviews. Check it: CD Review - Resident Evil: Extinction CD Review - Sixx AM: The Heroin Diaries CD Review - Saw 4: Soundtrack/a> Remember, if you like FREE CDs, and you think YOU have what it takes to write for FOUNDRYMUSIC, contact FoundryMusicRob with your contact info and a sample review.

Sad News On My Dad
this is to let all know my dad passed this morning at 3:33 am ..he went in his sleep with no pain and suffering .. I'm just stopping in to let all know who have helped me and thought of my family in this time ...we have already made our arrangements and services will be Tuesday evening.. thank you all again for your thoughts and prayers ...

Good Weekend
I somehow managed to score a much needed weekend off. I'm sure most of you know I work 65 hours a week, 7 days a week, but not this weekend :) I only worked 5 like a normal person and about 55 hours. Not too shabby. Saturday I spent the day at a friend's house and then went to another friend's house for a couple drinks. Today I just went miniature golfing with 2 friends and of course caught up on some much needed sleep. Now I'm just waiting for my dad to wake up so we can watch "The Next Iron Chef" competition LoL. I WILL move out of my parent's house someday. My student loans just kicked in this month though so I'm gonna milk it for a little while longer, until I am financially stable to be able to pay rent, student loans, cell phone bill, car insurance, etc. I'm kind of bored right now, so if you are reading this and would like to chat about nothing in particular for a little while, send me an email on here. Yahoo=Sarah79950

Lost My Wallet!
Today I spaced off & left my wallet (w/ 20$, DL & SSN) on top off the self checkout register @ Wal-Mart. 20min later relized it, went bacq to see if it was turned in. It was not. They checq'd camera's, saw sum guy picq it up & walk out the door with it. Filed police report. Went home, my neighbor had my wallet. The guy who picq'd it up found my residents & gave it to my nieghbor. I live in a duplex. I could not belive it untill my nieghbor actually handed it to me, everything was still in it. Called the police to let let them know it was returned. What would you do if you found a wallet or purse?

To Everyone Keeping Up My Wildness Tonight...
I'm heading out for some peace and quiet, and a walk... I'm gonna go hang out by the pondy/lakey thing... if u have the number feel free to text... laters ppl... thanks for listening to me whine and such!! It means a lot!!

Life, Friends, Feelings
Not amazed :[ Unhappy But it came As No Really Shock. I guess thats life. He Knows he Lied :[ He Should Also know That, I'm no Longer For him.. I Wish Him The Best Truly i Do. I Hope hes as Happy As I Am. Good Luck to you :]

Stood Up And Feeling Low
Well here I sit infront of the computer screen all alone again. I had a date for tonight for dinner and a movie. I was cooking dinner and we were going to watch some videos. I get dinner cooked and get a call that she was not coming. So here I am with a romantic dinner cooked candles and all, and the videos all to myself. I am so down I dont know what to do. Will I ever find a new girl friend or am I going to go though the rest of my life alone. If anyone wants to date me send me a message and lets see what happens. I just dont have any fath that anyone is going to ask me out its up to you guys to prove me wrong.

Deleterious
Perhaps it was with somnabulent eyes that I sought. And perhaps it was a duplicitous edge upon which I did tread. The hope and faith of yesterday became the jilted disappointment of today, so it is this perception reborne. Not brother nor sister nor friend nor foe at my side - when I awoke all had vanished. But the dreams, oh the dreams I did have. Such a pity, such a pity. As a corpse I appear to falter, having not the decay nor stillness of the rest of the deceased. Perhaps that is why you do not know I am dead. Then again, perhaps you do. Scornful derision and cruel fabrication woven together in a sultry harmony. The music echoes as a distant whimper and we are an isle in the sand. Stalking through woods and fields as hunters that starve so where is the bastian? Brothers we are not, thus this pack of wolves stands divided. Emaciated I'll stagger to another horizon where those dulcet tones can not find me. - written by Mordrid Sunday October 14th, 2007 at 8:12p

Sunday Funnies
These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York city public school system. All teachers were reprimanded but, boy, are these funny! 1. Since my last report, your child has reached rock bottom and has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your son is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot. 5.Your son sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a "full six-pack" but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together. 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that created this child beat out 1,000,000 others. 12. The wheel is turnin

Animal Abuse Is Wrong
br /> turn up your speakers now. THIS IS HOW SICK IT REALLY IS ! How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society.. Dont turn your back on us, we are defenseless I know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW... What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death? What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. Please help me and my friends... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty... Please help us Please dont leave us alone... STOP THE KILLI

Dont Read This, It's Really Long
OK, so all the blogs i was posting and stuff... well, This is some of the background... Remember that stupid Hi5 thing?? I had one in HS, and used it for a couple of years there after.... This is what i copied into my myspace... about Lindon... which has somewhat DRASTICALLY affected my perception of men.... May 25th, 2005 Well, I don't lindon will be talking to me for a while. I really pissed him off last time we talked... it's just so annoying that he seems to think I am his personal "booty call", as i put it to him. He loves me, can't date me, and wants to have sex w/ me. Not happenin in this life time. It seems like i go over this same thing every fucking day!!! Except he hasn't talked to me in 2 days... *lol* I don't think he will talk to me anymore. Then only thing he ever has to say to me is "hey lets have sex"... and frankly, I am sick of that bullshit. It's like, he has no fucking respect for me at all. Ahhhh, the joys of men, and their endless bullshit. I swear I need

I Love This Song...
Time has come, what's done is done It's time to move on To another place, another space, maybe circling some other sun Don't ask why, don't ask how I still can't explain To say goodbye, goodbye for now till I see you again In the sunlight that's where I'll be In the moon light close your eyes, you will see me In the sunrise in the twilight I'll be the morning and the evening star I will be there with you wherever you are Life is strange, such joy and pain The betrayal and the kiss It maybe meant to be, maybe destiny Leads us down a path like this Child is born, true love is sworn All the in-between Well you walk on, walk on until the path is gone Learning love is the only everything So it's goodnight, things go wrong but it's alright We're all just passin' through here At the speed of light

Going Thru My Myspace.... Posting Things I Like....
ruiner you had all of them on your side, didn't you? you believe in all your lies, didn't you? the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you believe the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease how did you get so big? how did you get so strong? how did you get so hard? how did you get so long? you had to give them all a sign, didn't you? you had to covet what was mine, didn't you? the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize maybe it's a part of me you took to a place i hoped it would never go and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know how did you get so big? how did you get so strong? how did you get so hard? how did you

More Random Lyrics
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure Th

Days Come And Go
the days come and days go but with out you my days stand still. i feel so lost and alone at times. i know i was meant to be with you but some how i always screw things up. ive worked so hard to be there and do but seems like i fall farther behind . im sorry im the way i am and i wish to change but im a work in progress and hope i can succeed.

Help A Friend?!
OK ALL! HOW MANY FRIENDS DO I HAVE? PLEASE GO SHOW MY GIRL SOME LOVE. SHE NEEDS 50K COMMENTS ON THIS PIC. SO PLEASE!!! CLICK ON IT AND BOMB HER AS BEST YOU CAN. YOU ALL KNOW ME, THE LOVE IS ALWAYS REPAID!!!! THANK YOU

Random Lyrics
if you don't know who sings this, you suck Every finger in the room is pointing at me I wanna spit in their faces Then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell our now I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I've been raising up my hands Drive another nail in Just what God needs One more victim Why do we Crucify ourselves Every day I crucify myself Nothing I do is good enough for you Crucify myself Every day And my heart is sick of being in chains Got a kick for a dog Beggin' for Love I gotta have my suffering So that I can have my cross I know a cat named Easter He says will you ever learn You're just an empty cage girl If you kill the bird I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I've been raising up my hands Drive anoth

Producers, Check This Page Out
This is the site where you can learn all about the works of Christopher and Wayne Miller, how you can get a physical copy of the script as a keep shake or download your own free copy in a zip files, so far all down loadable copies are PDF but any new scripts will change to RTF format which will work on your word program. http://chriswaynescripts1.tripod.com/index.html Just copy and paste the address to see the page.

Time.. (really Dark)
It's time I made you crawl I don't care if your knees bleed gravel sticks in open cuts, digging fingernails thirsty for a bloody drink It's time I heard you scream Gurgling struggling for a breath not soaked in overactive saliva glands aroused afraid by the pain I inflict It's time I made you cry Blithering fear baby tears that run distort your eyes and stab your ducts eyeballs burning bleeding at the sun It's time I watched you run ankles turning in frantic ancient rhythm knees popping, muscles wrenching, leash tightening throat convulsing bleeding ripping maybe it's time I let you die..

Tired And Hungover
Last night I went out to Brighton with some friends to watch the Sox game. How do you give up 7 runs in an inning in a playoff game? Advantage Cleveland. In all honesty, I don't really care all that much. My season ended with the Giants' and I can't say it was much of a season anyway. Oops, I've gotten off task. I was writing about last night. Anyway, drank a shitload of Harpoon IPA. Bad idea. Stuff is too strong to drink a lot of

How Funny...
This was my 'horoscope' for today You've got to get past your worries and try that big, bold move you've been dying to make. Now is the perfect time to take chances, as your safety net is wide and strong -- so go for it right away! I know I fear change. I'm scared to change things, even though those changes make me happy... I'm scared I'll lose something I'll never get back... Change can be good... like, Last night, I slept facing the other direction...

Why Sunday Nights Stink, Or How We Try To Escape Depression
Why Sunday Nights Stink, or How We try to Escape Depression Link to article below.... (just want to note I didnt write this but due to having depression myself I am very familiar with these feelings!) by Deborah Gray Sunday, June 24, 2007 Why is Sunday night the cruelest night of the whole week to a person with depression? You would think that all nights would be bad with depression, which is basically true. But I think, without a doubt, Sunday nights are the worst. I remember that when I was depressed, Sunday nights seemed like the absolute pit of despair. They were even worse, in some ways, than Monday morning. The cause boiled down to one thing: escapism. If you work or go to school, weekends are, for the most part, the only time you can use escapism to, well, escape from depression. Everyone has their favorite ways to mentally escape from the world. Over the years I utilized several types of escapism to help me forget about my depression. At the

Ok Lol
Can someone explain this to me please. Im 30 years old and sick and I want my mommy!!!!!! WTF.... I feel like an idiot but yes i want my mommy to make it all better. lol i think the freaking flu is setting in... yucky

Kid's
IT IS SCARY FOR ALL OF US WHO HAVE CHILDREN & GRANDCHILDREN. The Ugliest Drug Marketing Scheme Ever SEND THIS TO AS MANY PARENTS, GRANDPARENTS and PEOPLE WHO KNOW PARENTS AS YOU CAN. Children's Meth Checked this on Snopes. It is true. http://www.snopes.com/horrors/drugs/candymeth.asp A very scary thing is going on in the schools right. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks... It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. < /SPAN>It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that looks like this even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Pa

Troubled
I hurt today, alone, frustrated, angered. I seek to be loved, to love someone. It always seems that its just one side. Alone in this darkness, my inner pains, outweighing the outer pains by much. I grow envious of what I do not have, it consumes me, it saddens me. I grow tired of mere words, I seek proof that someone really cares. Not all are willing to give such, for words are easier. So I sit here, in this char, the sounds of a lounge pounding through my ears, the pain of my back, my knee, and all other recent injuries are meaningless. I'd gladly take on any pain, to no longer sit alone in my darkness, waiting for someone to turn on the light. But does it occur? Will it ever? I sometimes think complete darkness, void of all thoughts and life itself, would be less painful. I guess those that really care, would hate it if it happened, but they don't stand nor walk in my shoes. It seems that they are uncaring that they walk the world alone. I envy their strength. My family w

Robin
So, I made a statement the other day about my flaws... and I kinda wanna make a blog to see them... *I'm a control freak *I don't like being told NO *I think I'm always right *I don't like people who don't like what I like *I'm inconsiderate of other people's feelings *I have to WORK at being nice *I DO NOT CLEAN *I don't see why anyone would argue with me *WHY? BEcause, I'M ALWAYS RIGHT!!! *I love myself.... *I'm quite selfish *I honestly lack the ability to NOT CHEAT (i can explain that if you really wanna know... coincides with the blogs, etc... part of the thing i'm working on changing in my life) *I'm not honestly happy with me... I got fat after having my kids... i'm not a size 3 anymore... yeah, i think i'm ugly... no, i don't usually tell people that *I'm very rarely happy with anything or anyone * I look for faults in people before they have the chance to prove themselves *I lie *I manipulate *I don't have a problem with either of those things *I twist re

Heavenly Father
"Heavenly Father, We come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know your word says,"Woe to those who call evil good" but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building self esteem. We have abused power and called it politics. We have coveted our neighbor's possessions and called it ambition. We have polluted the air with profanity and pornography and called it freedom of speech and expression. We have ridiculed the time honored values of our forefathers and called it enlightenment. Search us, Oh, God, and know our hearts today; Cleanse us from every sin and set us free. Amen!

R.i.p. Jeremy (our Guardian Angel)
Richard Jeremy Spires Commercial Diver CARROLLTON, Ga. - Mr. Richard (Jeremy) Spires, 27, entered into rest Wednesday, October 10, 2007 at the Tanner Medical Center. Memorial services will be held Sunday, October, 14 2007 at 2:00 P.M. in Calvary Baptist Church with Dr. Wayne Hunsucker officiating. Interment will follow in Hillcrest Memorial Park. Jeremy was a native of Augusta, Georgia and a Certified Commerical Diver. He was a member of Calvary Baptist Church where he taught Sunday School. He was well loved by the community and a friend to everyone he met. Jeremy has large extended family in the area including aunts, uncles, cousins, and adopted brothers and sisters as well as many friends. Survivors include his parents, Richard Eugene Spires of Charlotte, NC and Mary Hillman Williams of Beaufort, SC; maternal grandparents, Mary and Preston B. Hillman, Sr. of Augusta; paternal grandparents, Paul and Jennie Hankinson of Aiken, SC; daughter, Jasmine Nicole Spires of North Augusta, S

Thoughts On Hst
I've been re-reading one of Hunter S Thompson's books on and off over the last few days, and it got me thinking, and remembering why he is still one of my very favorite writers. I was immediately struck by how much I still love his writing, and how truly unique it is. No one else has his ability to turn even the most mundane into something interesting like he did, nor can anyone else create such amazing flow of consciousness thought processes seem so logical, effortless, and amusing like he did. He had a way of seeing to the heart of things, especially politics that was amazing. I caught myself thinking once again what a huge influence he has been on my life, and how I look at things. I realized that while he may not be the best role model in many ways, attempting to live as he did has made my life pretty interesting. I concluded the world is a sadder place without him in it. I understand why he killed himself, maybe more than most people really can, and sincerely wish it coul

Movie Review: The Black Dahlia (2006)
The US public's attention was captured by the brutal murder of Elizabeth Short, a young starlet looking for her big break in Hollywood. This film is a fictionalized solution to this real life unsolved crime. Plot: The case is seen through the eyes of two LAPD homicide cops and how it affected their lives. Likes: The film captures the golden age of Hollywood and late 1940's in which cops, the mob and movie stars ruled. Dislikes: The writers use sex scenes to fill dead storyline too much.; The murder case becomes lost in a subplot that slows down the film.; And when the main murder story is discussed, it is told so confusing that it is hard to determine who did what to whom and why.; I found the acting coming across as being too dramatic and unnatural. Rated R for strong violence, some grisly images, sexual content and language. Kids Caution: This is not a kids film for exactly why it is Rated R. Out of four stars, I give it two stars. Classic Hollywood is well done, bu

Happy Ending
HAPPY ENDING Love is blind Life is hard Destiny can turn the card There’s a saying Writ of old: “Fortune favors lovers bold” If they’d only Take a chance Risk the heartbreak of romance They could have a lifetime spending Life and love that’s never ending In a place called Happy Ending Millions never Feel the bliss Of passion found in one true kiss Millions more Are in despair Missing out on love so rare When two people Try their best Both of them are doubly blessed Some are searching, hearts are rending Lots of them are never mending They could have a lifetime spending Life and love that’s never ending In a place called Happy Ending Copyrught 2007 Peter Sherman All rights reserved

Movie Review: The Rugrats Movie (1998)
A very popular Nickelodeon tv show made its debut in feature film exploring the world of tiny kids. Plot: Tommy and friends adjust to his new baby brother, Dil, as they go on an adventure in the wilderness. Likes: Interesting adult and children characters that everyone can relate to.; A good transition film between the early shows and the newer shows.; Addresses real-world issues (i.e. change and responsibility) in a funny and non-threatening way. Dislikes: None Rated G. Kids Caution: While a great family film, it does have one scene involving monkeys "hurting" the babies that very young kids may find scary. Prequel/Sequel News: This film was followed up with Rugrats In Paris: The Movie (2000) and Rugrats Go Wild (2003) Out of four stars, I give it four stars. I love it.

Cruel Things To Say To A Man So Ladies Dont Do It!! Lol
CRUEL THINGS TO SAY TO A MAN SO LADIES DONT DO IT...LMAO!! 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk firs

Hardest Thing Ive Ever Had To Do
so today i murdered my best friend. my dog has gotten me through more times situations and hardships then anyone. Granted yeah i had my family but he is the one who curled up against my back with every pain. He is the one who planted himself on when when ever i was sad. he got me through the fear of death when i had lost all hope of getting better. He saw me through the miracle of the pregnancy that i was told would never happen. The birth of my daughter. the knowledge and everyday hardship of knowing im losing my mother. He was there for her to lassie and rin tin tin can't compare to my dog chester. today after a long battle with age i had to put my beautiful sweet loving newfoundland to sleep. He was 12 years old and amazing enough his breed lives 8 to 10 years. But as age wears on it does horrible things to humans and animals. Then you have to ask yourself the horrible question of letting him suffer with a poor quality of life, or do the human thing and play god. I played god an

Movie Review: Stand By Me (1986)
In the 1980's, coming-of-age films were big. This film would spark the development like "Dirty Dancing" (1987) and the tv series "The Wonder Years". Plot: Four friends journey to find a body of a missing boy so to get a bit of glory. Along the way, they learn about life and each other. Likes: This feature four future stars that would go onto big roles in the later 1980's and 1990's.; There are a good variety of slow and fast-paced scenes that help define the characters and storyline.; A good example of Stephen King's early writings. Dislikes: It is supposed to be set in the 1960's, but the film gives it more of an "it could happen at anytime in any town" feeling.; It is a "chick flick" for young adults. Rated R for violence, language and gross scenes. Kids Caution: Most kids would find it boring so not really want to watch it. Prequel/Sequel News: None Out of four stars, I give this film three stars. A good pace for a "chick flick".

Duel For A Lady
Duel for a Lady by Excalibur541 © In another land.... The beautiful woman reclined on her balcony on a luxurious lounge chair while admiring a gorgeous ocean view. Behind her two French doors opened to the second floor of the extravagant house she had rented with her girlfriends. Directly beneath the balcony was a lush, well landscaped flower garden which was interrupted by a small, perfectly trimmed grassy area in its center. It had been raining all night which had made it even more humid than it had been formerly. The woman wore a pink summer dress with two very thin straps that looped about her shoulders. Her complexion, with her perfectly unblemished, soft skin was flawless. Her eyes were lovely, yet at times she could put forth a stare as if she were looking right through to a man's soul. She epitomized the vitality of youth with her supple skin and moist lips. Although her face made her appear innocent, her body betrayed that innocence with a stunning sexuality. The

Morning Kiss
Morning Kiss the morning light entered your bedroom slowly, as the sunlight starts to light up your bed, i see you there on your side, your back to me. i look over and watch as the light catches your blonde flowing hair and makes it shine like gold. your shoulders, arms, back exposed and it makes me sigh - another night of you - away from me. i see we have a distance between us again - as it has been every night since we first met. you to your side and i to mine. i move closer, to arm's length of your back, i want to touch so, you know that i am here. i can feel the heat that comes from your body - i want to touch you so, i feel that heat take over my body. i lean closer and i touch you ever so lightly, your body moves away. 'why...am i still here?' i think to myself, 'why...won't you let me leave?' i want to touch, taste, see you and yet, you seem to move from me. i reach out again and touch your hair, it feels so silky soft. as i start to stroke your hair, my body moves slowly clos

A Poem I Wrote
Everything is going to be alright Soon you'll see I will live to see tomorrow and the next day, and everyday after You can't get rid of me that easy Death is but a door, Time is but a window I will not leave you and you must have faith in me If I don't have your faith than I have nothing But I will over come any accusations or any assumptions I will prove you all wrong Someway........somehow You can not terminate me I always will come out on top You will love me even if you know not to Seduction is but a talent You cannot say no I will engulf you within me and just leave enough room to breath You will soon enjoy to be there If I leave you behind, you will never forget You will wilt away without me Love me, need me, destroy me, kill me, then die with me

Beach
The month of September, I went to the beach three times. I had so much fun walking the dogs on the beach. I went to the Casino, aquarium, wax museum, Ripley's, and Tillamook Cheese factory. I went agate hunting with a friend which was so much fun. I never went with someone who knows how to do it. I love to eat seafood when I am at the beach. I gamble a little and know when to quit. I usually go to the casino to go to the buffet they have. I like sunny and stormy. I am a native Oregonian so a little rain won't hurt anyone.

Movie Review: Mrs. Brown (1997)
Even royalty is allowed to grieve. And then move on. Plot: Queen Victoria is deeply depressed after the death of her husband, disappearing from public. Her servant Brown, who adores her, through caress and admiration brings her back to life, but that relationship creates scandalous situation and is likely to lead to monarchy crisis. Likes: A great cast of British actors that Americans will recognize from other feature films and tv shows.; A great period piece that shows how life was really like for the royal court from the 1860's to late 1880's.; The film never crosses the line from where Brown's and the Queen's friendship becomes a love affair. But it shows how it could have. Dislikes: Slow at times.; It doesn't explain the politics of the times very well, so the secondary storyline of Parliament is confusing. Rated PG for a beating, language and brief nudity. Kids Caution: Probably most kids would find this film too boring and slow to watch. Prequel/Sequel News: Non

Movie Review: Beatles Diary (1996)
Minor adventures about a ready big band are told through the point of view of Alf Bicknell. Plot: A documentary about the minor adventures of The Beatles told by their driver/roadie. Likes: Tons of funny, positive stories about the rise and daily life of the 1960's super-group.; The background music is very of minor and big hits rarely heard anymore. Dislikes: At 59 minutes, it tends to feel like 590 minutes since Alf's storytelling style is a bit longwinded.; Not really a problem with the video, but I found it sad to learn that Liverpool has turned into a "Beatles" tourist trap and lost its natural look. Rated: Not Rated. While there is some drug references, nothing is shown. Kids Caution: Most kids would find it too boring to watch. Out of four stars, I give it three stars. Great memories, but a bit long.

Movie Review: Rugrats In Paris-the Movie (2000)
Chucky, Tommy, Phil, Lil and company have won America's heart, but now can they conquer Europe? Plot: Fate and misadventure combine to help Chucky's dad to find a new wife while visting Paris, France. Likes: More like the tv show in which we see the relationships of both the kids and their parents.; There are new enemies and friends that keep the storyline going.; It pokes funny at Americans visiting France but not really Frenchmen themselves.; Some star-power is added with voices by Casey Kasem, Susan Sarandon and John Lithgow. Dislikes: A relatively new character, Susie Carmichael, is barely in the film with amounts to a cameo appearance. While her scene is funny, it adds little to the film. Rated G. Kids Caution: A great kids film that just right for adults too. Prequel/Sequel News: This film is the second of three films. It comes after The Rugrats Movie (1998) and is followed by Rugrats Go Wild (2003) Out of four stars, I give this film 3 1/2 stars. A very film

The First Time
The First Time come to me lover as i spread my legs so you can stand before me with your cock so close and yet so far. i take your cock in my hands and bring it to my mouth - kissing the tip and letting my tongue trace it up one side and down the other. stroking it with my hands and feeling your cock get harder as i continue to lick it and let my tongue touch the tip opening. my lips start to part and suck in the head, tighten around it....tasting you. my lips sliding down your cock and tightening as i slide down further on your cock. i feel your hands go to the back of my head, urging it lower. my hands starting to move around you - to grab your ass and bring you closer to me. i feel my breasts slapping against your balls and i start to suck you harder and faster. up and down my mouth goes - feeling you ready to cumm. i tighten my mouth and lean my breasts against your balls, your hands against the back of my head. i take all of you into my mouth and my hands press your ass forward