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Wondering....
I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Inside Her Walls (part 5)
Fallen Walls 10/9/07 It’s been sometime since she checked on The two walls That were left standing, Forming her shadowy corner. Without lifting her head she beings to feel a Warm light Crawl over her skin. She beings shaking like a lone leaf on an oak tree In a harsh winter storm, As the warmth slowly consumes every inch of her Being. In fear she lifts her head and looks up in time To see a third wall fall to the ground. Now she can no longer hide from the feelings She fears. All she can do is back up to the one shaking wall, Till it too collapses leaving her fully Exposed to the light And her fears. Still she hears his call and still she resists the urge To go to him. When she looks around her at the fallen walls She sees him standing there in front Of her. She looks up at him just as a lost and scared puppy Looks at its rescuer. She wonders can she really trust him. The tears roll down her face As she sees this man standing there and she realizes He k

Read Up, Pussy
I see how easy it is for you to leave your stupid fucking comments on My page and not allow any retort...so, I'll retort here for My own benefit. Fuck you motherfucker! you don't like My pics, then stay the fuck off My page...simple as that, you spineless piece of shit. Redneck? Please...go away and never attempt to be witty with Me again. you will lose.....again.

What I See In Your Eyes
some times i wonder when i look n your eyes theres a feeling i get that just cant describe its a feeling so strong that i can't fight back when i look in to your eyes i see the love that you have the feeling that you have the pain you have when i looking into your eyes i see the rose that you have become the lady that i have become that is what i see the change is what i see in your eyes so now i see i can descibe the feeling i have when i look into your eyes that is what i see .. i see the love that we have and you see the jealous that i have but then you have the jealous to . so that is what i see in your eyes i see that we should be together then we well look in to each other eyes .. and see the love we have for one other.. done by chrisitne knouse .

Why T.i. Why?
Ok, please help me with this one somebody. I'm not one to judge and I'm not going to because I'm not God. All I can do is just pray. But T.I.P bka T.I aka Clifford Harris was just arrested for gun posession. His bodyguard alledgedly(? I need spell check) as it was reported, was trying to buy guns AND SILENCERS from an undercover agent. T.I., himself could not buy them because he is a convicted felon. Why in the world did he need those things. He was establishing himself as an actor and a self made millionaire. He has so much prestige. He was on his way. God is allowing these blessings to fall upon him(unless something else is going on, im on the outside looking in). Why live that life still? Is he still trying to maintain his street creditability? I'm just wondering does anyone else feel like he should have given that lifestyle up or am I just naive to whats really going on. What are your thoughts.

Women And Football
Contrary to what some men might think, there are women who like Football. I am one.....I LOVE Football. Being Canadian, I of course love the CFL. GO Alouettes GO!!!!!. But after the CFL season ends, I am all NFL. My Sundays are devoted to flipping the channels, it's tough to watch 3 games at the same time. Chicken wings, beer, popcorn are my companions, plus Kim my roomate of course. We scream, we cheer, we complain, we laugh and we have a blast. My favorite teams, now that will make some of you go.....Huh???? I absolutely love the Saints. The Colts, the Patriots and the Giants are also some of my favorite teams. And NO, I don't watch the game only for the great looking asses out there. I know, love, understand the game and I am crazy about Football. Enough said.

Am I To Be Happy?
I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness. done by christine

My Moment Of "revelation" If You Will.
My moment of "revelation" if you will. I have a set job, the most beautiful baby boy I could ask for and a hand full of selected individuals to back me up whenever I need help, yet there’s something missing; ALWAYS! “ I walk alone in the shadows of death” so true, those words echo in my head. I close my eyes and move on yet there’s this thought stuck in my head, which I can’t quite grasp. No matter how many cliques you join or how popular you may or may not be you are always alone. You got yourself and that’s it. Life is hard and like I’ve been told “We live to die and die to live” simple as that, in one sentence and yet when reality strikes you’re stuck and can’t comprehend. The words are too big to understand without prior analyzing. Shit happens in our life that is supposed to break us down so that we may build ourselves back up with a stronger “foundation” a smarter “building” now which is able to withstand any storm yet it is so hard to build yourself back up once you’ve been bro

Partners In Life !!!!!!
PARTNERS IN LIFE !!!THERE IS A LOVE THAT LIVES IN MY HEARTIT HAS NEVER LIVED THERE BEFOREIT HAS STEMED FROM A WOMAN WHO WITH ALL MY SOUL I ADOREA LOVE SO PURE SO STRONG AND REALNOW I SEE HOW LOVIN SOMEONE IS SUCH A BIG DEALYOU ARE SUCH A PART OF ME THERE HAS NEVER BEEN SUCH A DAYWHEN I HAVE EVER FELT SUCH JOY AND LOVE MIKE YOU ARE THE ONE I TRULY LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART MY SOUL MY LIFEI HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL BECOME MY WIFEI PLEDGE TO YOU THIS VERY DAYI WILL NEVER EVER STRAY AWAYI WILL BE YOUR SHADOW AND THE WHISPERS U HEAR I COULD NEVER IMAGINE A LIFE WITHOUT U MY DEAR SO PLEASE REMEMBER WHEN THINGS GET HARD AND MILES AND MILES SEPERATE US YOU AND I ARE MEANT TO BE THAT I AM SO SO SURE OF..SO TAKE MY HEART MY MIND MY SOUL AND HOLD IT VERY CLOSE TO YOUR OWN WILL SOAR SO HIGH SO LONG NOTHING OR NOBODY COULD EVER BRING HARM THE PAST IS WATER UNDER A BRIDGEIT FELT AS THOUGH WE WERE TRAPPED ON A RIDGE I AM HERE NOW AND WILL ALWAYS BEFORE THE WATER AND BRIDGE NO LONGER HAVE INTRAPPED ME LET

Totally 80s Playlist 10/16/07
PROPAGANDA - Dr. Mabuse (13th Life Remix) PET SHOP BOYS - Opportunities (Let's Make Lots of Money) (Original Mix) YELLO - Vicious Games BILLY IDOL - Crank Call ADAM ANT - Puss 'n' Boots DEAD OR ALIVE - My Heart Goes Bang (Get Me To The Doctor) DURAN DURAN - Rio (Part One) FRANKIE GOES TO HOLLYWOOD - Two Tribes DAVID BOWIE - Fashion GOWAN - Cosmetics MADONNA - Material Girl SHEILA E - The Glamourous Life MICHAEL JACKSON - Rock With You ERASURE - Ship of Fools ALTERED IMAGES - I Could Be Happy EURYTHMICS - Sexcrime (1984) WAS (NOT WAS) - Walk the Dinosaur FINE YOUNG CANNIBALS - She Drives Me Crazy JENNIFER RUSH - Power of Love MICHAEL BOLTON - When I'm Back On My Feet Again PETER CETERA - Glory of Love RAMONES - Baby I Love You The BB-52's - Love Shack THE STRAY CATS - Rock This Town ELTON JOHN - I Don't Wanna Go On With You Like That MIDNIGHT OIL - Beds Are Burning QUEEN - Another One Bites the Dust STEVE MILLER BAND - Abracadabra SCORPIONS - Rock You Like A

New Call Me Info
This is a great new feature fubar is now providing for its users. It allows you to leave voice messages for other fubar members without giving out your real phone number. Every member of fubar is set up to receive voice messages from other fubar members using Jangl. If you want to call someone and leave a voice message, Jangl makes that simple as well, using your Jangl account. To call someone and leave a voice message, click on “Call Me”. This link is located on every member profile, immediately below the member name. Next, verify the phone number from which you will be calling. You must use the phone number of the phone you will be calling from. (Jangl gives you the option to store phone numbers in your Jangl account.) Jangl will have you set up a pin number to use to log into your Jangl account. Make sure you read the Jangl terms of service and check the box that you agree to them. Complete these quick and easy steps and you are ready to make a call to anyone that has a fu-mai

Midnnight Lovers
Lying beside you in your bed Cuddling,Kissing, Caressing our souls Our Bodies unite, our passion soars Minutes race, I want time to freeze Oh my love! I want to please! With sweet pleasure our bodies ache It's now time to have a break Sleep honey! I'll hold you tight I'll watch over you throughout the night Christine

Unfortunate Homeless Vagabond !!!
As I walked down the busy sidewalk, knowing I was late for an important meeting, my eye fell upon one of those unfortunate, homeless vagabonds that are found in every city these days. Wearing what can only be describes as rags, carrying every worldly possession in two plastic bags, my heart was touched by this person's condition. Some people turned to stare. Others quickly looked away as if the sight would somehow contaminate them. Recalling some long ago Sunday School admonition to "care for the sick, feed the hungry and clothe the naked,” I was moved by some powerful inner urge to reach out to this unfortunate person. Yes, where some people saw only rags, I saw a hidden beauty. A small voice inside my head called out, "Reach out, reach out!"

Forever
How can I take the tear away that's forming in your eye ? How can I ease the worry from your sad and mournful sigh ? How can I prove my love for you to calm your troubled heart ? How can I hold you close when we are so far apart ? How can I purge the doubting long before it settles in ? How can I show it's 'what WILL be' and not 'what MIGHT have been' ? How can I wrap my heart 'round yours for it to feel so safe and sound ? How can I make you believe that it's REAL what we have found ? How can I show you all my dreams and how they centre around you ? How can I make my words convince that every one of them is true ? How can I prove this wondrous bond that nothing and no-one can sever ? I can only pledge, my precious love, that WE will be forever .... love (christine)

Prayer
In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that I was willing to l

Boss's Day
When I got to my office this morning, there was a card sitting under my mouse. Excited, I tore open the envelope, and inside was a hallmark-inspired greeting from my secretary. "Happy Boss's Day!" I sent her an instant message: "Amy, isn't pretty much *every* day Boss's Day?" Amy lolled at me, stuck her emoticon tongue out, and we chatted for a bit about work gossip. I assigned her a project: Make a list for me of things she likes and dislikes. E.g., Milk chocolate or dark chocolate? Coffee or tea? Coke or Pepsi? Boxers or briefs? Basically, I asked her to transcribe about ten minutes worth of mumms. She failed to complete this project. She does, however, do everything else for me. She answers my phone when I am out of my office, she answers my questions when I am in the office. "Amy, if I need to have this letter hand-delivered to Ms. Smith who works on the other side of town, how do I do that?" "You give it to me." That is Amy's answer to basically

You Are The One That I Have Chosen
You are the one that I have chosen To spend my life with To love honor and cherish To smile at and hug and kiss You are the one that I have chosen From beginning to end To be my companion and my lover My soul mate and my best friend You are the one that I have chosen "Till death do us part" To you I give my mind My body my soul my heart You are the one that I have chosen For all eternity I love you very much Because you complete me You are the one that I have chosen... done by (christine)

The Way You Make Me Feel
I can’t believe the way you actually make me feel, You make me so happy that I can’t believe it is real, All the times when we talk you make me have a huge smile, When we stop talking I still think of you for a long while, I wish we could get closer because you make me feel great, You make me smile early in the day and until it gets late, It’s the things you say to me and the special looks on your face, Since you make me so happy I have put you in a special place, That place is my heart and there you will always be known, I can’t wait until I talk to you on the computer or the phone, You can make me smile from the way you walk or stand, It’s the little things you do; I don’t know if you understand, You are so sweet and beautiful I don’t believe your real, I have to thank you for it all and that’s how you make me feel! _done by (christine

Its Too Late
its too late... u promised so much.... but it to late i held on to that rope 10 feet off da ground and i hear what u say .... but u go and cut me down! ..... u didnt think i would turn around... it to late to turn around... i needed u like a heart needs a shock ... bt now it to late ,,, and i need u like hole in the head...

The Day
the day was here when you learn the ture and the day you get hurt . when the day comes you lose love . and you become the lonely one that you was before you became before love came in your heart that day . so now you are hurt and crying . then you remember the days that you was before the day . those day was the wild life . but you will never change because people will not let you change so the day you was the bad person you will always stay that way . because you are a person that will never change so live the days getting old and alone . the day will come to die . then the end of the day is here and gone . good bye . done but christine

Lame Night
Met this guy on fubar right... seemed really nice, a good communicator, didn't obsess about my tits or ass, even intelligent. after some persuading i agreed to go out with him tonight. even after knowing he had been drinking for four previous hours (he knows i don't drink) i was still willing to go meet him. i waited an hour (me wait an hour for some idiot? yes i did) and finally he wants to meet... at another bar. KNOWING i dont drink. by that time i had given up hope on it and went to eat by myself. my conclusion is that men are fubar are idiots and i won't be making that mistake again!

Wyoming Cowboy
Wyoming Cowboy A young cowboy from Wyoming goes off to college, but half way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered all his money. He calls home. "Dad," he says, "You won't believe what modern education is developing! They actually have a program here in Laramie that will teach our dog, Ol' Blue how to talk !" "That's amazing," his Dad says. "How do I get Ol' Blue in that program?" "Just send him down here with $1,000" the young cowboy says. "I'll get him in the course." So, his father sends the dog and $1,000. About two-thirds through the semester, the money again runs out. The boy calls home. "So how's Ol' Blue doing, son," his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results they have started to teach the animals how to read!" "Read!" says his father, "No kidding! How do we get Blue in that program?" "Just send $2,500, I'll get him in the cl

To Live In The World Today
life is living it the way that people see you . but liveing it that way is not the way you live your life in the world . you live life in a dif world . not the way people see you living your life . people see you living your life as a whore and someone that flrits all the time . but to tell you the true . this person is not me i live my life in a world that has been hurt . and with the hurt it is time to go back in to the dark world . but the love and my heart back in the wall of ice and never let it out . then people will be happy because I am living life in the world today the way they want me to live my life . Then you have a life of hell because you will go back in the world where you do not live your life . but the life of a cold person and very alone . even when you have a person that love you . but to keep them happy you in there world the way they want you to live . So i tell this . you live in this world today to make other happy .

I Don't Even Know What To Call It.. Help
Sun sets golden in sky sea waves Rolling light refracts in hundreds/thousands of directions Sends shards between us, slicing through time/space I fall back to loving you Thick snow flatstacks piled in streetside mountains Gray, blearydreary lamplit frozen piles under Purple dark sky punctuated by starlights I am wrapped in crystalline tangents Strings of goose pimpled frigidity Emanating from your eyes… Horns blow, street chatter, lights harsh/twinkling Reflected in the orange brown firmament in your eyes Hypnotize me captive, stammering, unable to reason Knowing that from this moment Every second, every hour will somehow grow The infant love I feel for you Snow tufts gathered in the storm drain, feeding Yellow green grass babies, reaching faces raised, and Eyes open, ever upward to the chill warm rays of spring There was life inside of me, growing Unfurling inside me, stretching, reaching, Pushing against the fleshy boundary Keeping him from the light

I Am
I am addicted to music….my musical tastes are eclectic I am a sculptor in clay….I never got over playing in mud puddles as a child I am a writer of poems, songs and stories. Even when the Muse won’t play with me, I write… I am submissive yet dominate…I refuse to be abused…I deserve to be cherished.. I am afraid of heights, so I learned how to repel. I am afraid of the dark and small enclosed spaces, so I learned to crawl into small dark places for fun. Spelunking anyone? I am afraid of flying, , so I flew in helicopters in the suicide seat. I am tattooed I am learning Irish Gaelic… I am a wielder of knifes and swords…want to see my thigh knife? I am fascinated by the world around me. I am a continuing college student. All in all, I am.

Intersesting Article
Why the Universe is All History It took 300 years of experiment and calculation to pin down the speed at which light travels in a vacuum: an impressive 186,282 miles per second. Light will travel slightly slower than this through air, and some wild experiments have actually slowed light to a crawl and seemingly made it go backward, but at the scales encountered in our everyday lives, light is so fast that we perceive our surroundings in real time. Look up into the night sky and this illusion begins to falter. "Because light takes time to get here from there, the farther away 'there' is the further in the past light left there and so we see all objects at some time in the past," explains Floyd Stecker of NASA's Goddard Space Flight Center in Greenbelt, Maryland. Light-years We see the relatively close moon as it was 1.2 seconds ago and the more distant sun as it was about 8 minutes ago. These measurements—1.2 light-seconds and 8 light-minutes—can be thought to describ

With Out My Wings .
EVERYBODYS LOOKING FOR THAT SOMETHING ONE THING THAT MAKES IT ALL COMPLETE YOU FIND IT IN THE STRANGEST PLACES PLACES U NEVER KNEW IT COULD BE SOME FIND IT IN THE FACE OF THEIR CHILDREN SOME FIND IT IN THEIR LOVERS EYES WHO CAN DENY THE JOY IT BRINGS WHEN U FIND THAT SPECIAL THING YOURE FLYING WITHOUT WINGS SOME FIND IT SHARING EVERY MORNING SOME IN THEIR SOLITAIRY LIVES YOU FIND IT IN THE WORKS OF OTHERS A SIMPLE LINE CAN MAKE U LAUGH OR CRY YOU FIND IT IN THE DEEPEST FRIENDSHIP THAT KIND U CHERISH ALL YOUR LIFE AND WHEN UYOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS YOUVE FOUND THAT SPECIAL THING YOURE FLYING WITHOUUT WINGS SO IMPOSSIBLE IT MIGHT SEEM YOUVE GOTTA FIGHT FOR EVERY DREAM CAUSE WHOS TO KNOW WHICH ONE YOU LET GO WOULD HAVE MADE IT ALL COMPLETE: WELL FOR ME ITS WAKING UP BESIDE U TO WATCH THE SUNRISE IN UR FACE TO KNOW THAT I CAN SAY I LOVE YOU AT ANY GIVEN TIME OR PLACE ITS THE LITTLE THINGS THAT I ONLY KNOW THOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE U MINE AND ITS

Cannibal Restaurant
A cannibal was walking through the jungle and came upon a restaurant operated by a fellow cannibal. Feeling somewhat hungry, he sat down and looked over the menu... + Tourist: $5 + Broiled Missionary: $10.00 + Fried Explorer: $15.00 + Baked Democrat or Grilled Republican: $100.00 The cannibal called the waiter over and asked, "Why such a price difference for the Politician?" The cook replied, "Have you ever tried to clean one? They're so full of shit, it takes all morning."

Stand By Me
Yeah... Come on, ah... Lemon ice... Ah, j.low yeah, utopic, ah. Yo Geeno, drop it... When the night, has come, ah. And the land is dark. And the moon, is the only light we'll see, yeah. No I won't, be afraid. No I won't be afraid. Just as long, as you stand, stand by me. (Chorus: ) And darling, darling stand by me. Ohhh, stand by me. Oh stand, ah yeah, stand by me, stand by me. If the sky, that we look upon,(uuuh) should tumble and fall. All the mountains, should crumble, to the sea. I won't cry, no I won't no I want shear a tear. Just as long, as you stand, stand by me. (Chorus: ) And darling, darling, stand by me. Ohhh, stand by me. Oh stand, ah yeah, stand by me, stand by me. Whenever you're in trouble, would you stand, by me. Uhuh baby, stand by me. Oh stand, ah yeah, stand by me, stand by me. (Rap: ) Let me do it nice, smoove and jump, my heart is burning like a neverending candle. Every breath that i take, every move I made. I slowley

Anonymous
love ......are you crying? tears running faster then your head can even think.... heart ....is it dying? taring so bad the blood is bleeding through it...... dismissed from what you thought was true needing nothing in life but to you..... a simple wish. not understanding ..... this pain is new... what is it? is there anything i can do? my thoughts.....powered by crazed my eyes so red.......my heart it beats .......why all the pain? desprit longing emptyness why so hard? STOP STOP STOP confustion growing.....heart beat rising!!!!!!!!! this feeling so anonymous TELL ME .....TELL ME!

Executive Decision... No Net For A Few Months.
In a few days my internet is being suspended, for a few months.. Its gonna be a tough, rough lonely few months without my darling Fu-friends, but I'm sure I'll cope, somehow. Meanwhile, dont forget to show me love cos I'll be getting out more visiting my mates, and damn right I'll be nagging to pinch some internet time to check on you all! I'll miss you all so much. Take Care Keep Smiling Cheers!

Prayes Are Requested Now So Lord I Do Ask In Thy Name>>>for So Many
Lord many need you , love you and Im asking thy will be done in this world now , and come soon to answer the lost , and those that feel unloved and hurting grieving too.. Help them Lord for they no not where to turn in the hour of darkness sometimes. The sick , meek and innocent and victims of a crulety in this old world , Show them thy love and comfort and truth to a way that will lead them unto your grace , mercy and glory. Bless all O Lord bless all. I do ask in Jesus Christ Amen!!!!!!

Update On Watz Goin On
hey ya'll ...haven't been around much but just to let ya know been going another round with the docs. doing spinal epi's to try and gain some sort of relief from constant pain.....so far ain't cutting it lol. start on some water therapy tomorrow also yaaaaaaaahhh . hope something good comes from all this bs but not having an overwhelming spurt of faith in any of it . well thats it in a nutshell ....hope you all are doing well and i'll be in and out as i can..... later ya'll

Life Is A Twisted And Rocky Path
Life is a twisted and rocky path we all must take, and it is with our hearts and souls on a bet for love we all will steak. And when we find the love we have searched for-fore all time. It is as if, for one blinding second we touch the face of the devine. For it is from heaven-on high that love is sent down onto us from up-above. Brought to our heart on the wings of snow-white doves. And when we have that love, we just want too cry, tears of joy and happiness and a breath and lusty sigh. But when we loose those we love, it is felt with a soul-felt pain. And the tears of all the Angels of Heaven fall down apon us like a soft and bitter rain. And we walk within a world of darkness-and pain, doing all that we can to keep us sain, till that one special day that we will find love once again. done by christine

If Tomorrow Never Comes
>> If I knew it would be the last time> that I'd see you fall asleep,> I would tuck you in more tightly> and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.> > If I knew it would be the last time> that I see you walk out the door,> I would give you a hug and kiss> and call you back for one more.> > If I knew it would be the last time> I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,> I would video tape each action and word,> so I could play them back day after day.> > If I knew it would be the last time,> I could spare an extra minute or two> to stop and say "I love you,"> instead of assuming, you would know I do.> > If I knew it would be the last time> I would be there to share your day,> well I'm sure you'll have so many more,> so I can let just this one slip away.> > For surely there's always tomorrow> to make up for an oversight,> and we always get a second chance> to make everything right.> > There will always be another day to say our "I love> you's",> And certainly there's another chance to say our>

If Interested?
if anyone is interested in writing back and forth with me, you can send emails to dwarren@kgas.com I am not supposed to get on fubar at work anymore, they actualy want me to do something there, imagine that, lol. I hope to hear from you soon. love ya, david.

Doing My Head In
I have so much on my mind and no idea where to start to get it all out. So that maybe peace can come & I can rest without feeling so frantic. The words are in my head but when I go to put them out on paper it all jumbles into a huge mess. In a few weeks it will be 2 years since my back surgery. When I chose to have the surgery , I thought it was going to fix the problem. I just wanted it fix so I could back to work. As you can tell it didn’t turn out that. Here I am two years later my back is worse & I was never able to return to work. If I would have known the things I would loose when I decide to have the surgery I guess I wouldn’t have had it done. Then it dawns on me the reason I had my surgery. I wasn’t ready to go into a wheel chair. The whole deal with my brother is still the same. It is still something that I wished I could fix and I can’t. I miss my brother and my nieces like crazy. I talked to him the other night but in the end all he wanted to do was pick a fight with me

Atreyu-lip Gloss And Black
If I gave you pretty enough words. Could you paint a picture of us that works. An emphasis on function rather than design. Aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back And blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while.. Aren't you tired of being weak? Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die. I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold. [x3] I am exhumed.. just a little less human.... a lot more bitter and cold... [repeating] After all these images of pain, have cut right through you, I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone... Then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat. Aren't you tired of being weak? Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die Live love burn die

Sick Of This Place
im really starting to get sick and tired of the shit here at fubar. I have a lot of friends here but i also have a lot of people that i just dont get along with. Those people are the ones that makes this place a place i dont even care to be at anymore. It seems everytime i place a mumm, some asshole has to mark it NSFW and i'll tell ya, that gets old. I now have people marking some of my stash as well. Im about to start a petition or something for babyjesus to change the shit that needs changed or i'll be leaving this site. i will let all of you know and if you wanna join me in another site, that would be great. xoxoxo

I Want .........
girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life. REPOST THIS IN 7 MIN. IF YOU CARE FOR SOMEONE A LOT OR YOU'LL HAVE BAD LUCK IN YOUR UPCOMING

Sick And Tired!!!!
I'm sick of this disease thats called life!!! Tired of people who think only of themselves and give nothing in return!!! It's pretty sad that I have to bend over backwards to cater to someone else's needs just to get a date and then when I NEED someone to talk to, they're busy. I know life is full of obstacles and crap like that...but it's un-fucking-believable that someone can't even squeeze in 10 fucking minutes to answer their phone or respond to a text message. I went out of my way to get a fucking cell phone so I could talk to people. And then when I need someone to talk to, the one person that could cheer me up isn't answering her phone. Then again she never answers her fucking phone anyways, I don't see why she even fucking has it! FUCK YOU ALL!!!

You're A Friend Worth Keeping
You're special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you and cherish you. Send this to all your friends including me no matter how often you talk or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them. If you get 3 back, you're a friend worth keeping.

Poutine!! Yummy & Canadian :p
Poutine (pronunciation in IPA as heard in Quebec French [puʦɪn] — listen to it in .wav format) is a dish consisting of French fries topped with fresh cheese curds and covered with hot gravy (usually brown gravy) and sometimes other additional ingredients. The curds' freshness is important as it makes them soft in the warm fries, without completely melting. It is a quintessential Canadian comfort food, especially but not exclusively among Québécois. Poutine is a fast food staple in Canada; it is sold by many fast food chains (such as New York Fries and Harvey's) in the provinces, in small diners and pubs, as well as by roadside "poutine trucks" and "fries stands". International chains like McDonalds, A&W, Kentucky Fried Chicken and Burger King also sell mass-produced poutine across Canada, especially in Quebec. Popular Quebec restaurants that serve poutine include Chez Ashton, Lafleur Restaurants, La Belle Province and Dic Ann's Hamburgers. Along with fries and pizza, pouti

I Have Seen A Fewer Of People!!!
I have seen a fewer people just removed me for friends or fans some are blocked me!!! I guess they saw me that I have a girlfriend on my pics!! Some are saying UR are a PLayer?? I told them she lives sooo closer from our town in NY!! WHY do they thinks so??? I thinks they are some are dumb!! But NOT at all of them!!! Thanks MIKE!!!!!

Taisha's Song Of The Day Is:
So Damn Cool By: Ugly Kid Joe ((GO DOWNLOAD IT,LISTEN & LOVE IT)) I wanna know, why the people are everywhere... and ... I wanna know, where to go if I get scared... and ... I wanna be, in a place where no one cares,... and ... I wanna know you Because you're so damn cool Yeah so damn cool I wanna feel like I'm floatin' in the air... and... I wanna know if the sun's gonna bleach my hair... and... I wanna know, why life's just so unfair... and... I wanna know you Because you're so damn cool Yeah, you're so damn cool So damn cool Who knows what I'm feelin' inside me Who knows if I'm feelin' all right And who knows what I'm feelin' inside of me Who knows what is runnin' around in my brain Now that I'm done and I seen it Don't think I' tryin' to complain Don't think I'm lyin' cause I mean it n' all you people don't look at me to lay all of your blame 'cause you need me And you want me to go down with the rest It's just that I'm sick of denyin' What is runnin'

Fall Blues
The outdoor cycling season is winding down so I am bluesin'. Too soon to look forward to spring. Maybe I will find my love this winter. That'd make the cold tolerable at least. I am going to do some serious indoor training this off season for doin' triathlons next summer. That's something fun I look forward to. I got my coaches license recently so I will be teaching some indoor classes. Hopefully that, working on a new website & training will keep me busy & the winter will go fast. Now I just need a hottie to share life with.

Hot
watching and waiting melting into clear liquid watching the flame flicker seeing your excited face wait impatiently for it you bite your lip hard and hold your breath You tip the candle it pops and sizzles cool slightly as it falls hits my nipple and I quiver deep moans escape hips arch against you hands grip me tight You peel the wax kiss my pain pleasure takes hold as we watch it again melting down the wick making the clear pool as I watch your face anticipate the fall feel your hardness throb against me it spills over the edge drips over your fingers and hits my abdomen sliding toward my center You watch it harden and peel it off then tenderly lick again and again it burns and hardens My pain gets lost in my pleasure

Something U Forgot
Why do I sit and think about the nights u was n other room watching tv and i cooking for us.... im praying for he day u come back to me .... give me your touch ...give me your love .... i fucked up u fucked up we all do! ..... i see u hiding it ... why cant u tell me.... how could u forget about me .... forget about the love the touch the friendship ....give me back my Daddy u give me back my heart...... i know u know..... but i hope u havent forgot about me.... ur girlfriend isnt like me ... she dont have ur name on her ..... and all i can do is dream ...damn ... i been lonley

Don't Forget Me!
In a few days my internet is being suspended, for a few months.. Its gonna be a tough, rough lonely few months without my darling Fu-friends, but I'm sure I'll cope, somehow. Meanwhile, dont forget to show me love cos I'll be getting out more visiting my mates, and damn right I'll be nagging to pinch some internet time to check on you all! I'll miss you all so much. Take Care Keep Smiling Cheers!

I'm Fake Now!!
SO out of no where some guy messages me and says i want people to rate me but i dont rate people which is bullshit cause i have a lot of people who will tell u i do...no i dont get around to everyone on my list but if they drop me a message and ask me to help them out i am more then willing to...soo he told me i need to go back to myspace because via him i am phony... "Gunner: your not wanted here your a phony so go say hi to tom at myspace" Then he goes onto say that i dont rate him back and he rates me which might be true doesn't mean i saw him rate me...and then says he also has tried to talk to me...and if he read my page he would know i dont always get everyones messages...soo now via him i think im too good for him "Gunner: i guess you think your to good for me but you dont see me begging 4 rates" All i have to say about that is any of you who actually know me and talk to me know i don't think i'm too good for anyone on here. If i'm around and get ur message i try to atl

You...
Copper stale penny rotten smell I think of you Bastard behind tiger brown eyes Slime in your handshake Grease in your smile You look at me You know momma’s boy, baby Thinks hormone lasers are in his eyes Shoot whores down dead, lying Ass down face up, doll, you hope She sucks harder than the last That she gags when it hits her throat Because the sound’s better than adrenaline Control is a rush Your personality is Spanish fly Smooth like baby’s ass, love, her heart beats for you But it’s not her heart you look for dear, You want to eat her from the inside through What you fail to realize You are wallpaper covering nothing, taut, Stretched, moldy, moth-eaten, full of holes She can’t help but see through you

If Youre Going To Do It, Grow A Pair!
Only 14 year old girls try to overdose on Tylenol. YAWN. How about killing yourself with some style? How about killing yourself like a man? Here are some manly ways to shove off this mortal coil, along with ratings for each category from 1 to 10: Eat a tub full of beans: Manliness: 8 Style: 4 Awesomeness: 8 Mess: 5 What you need: a tub, enough beans to fill said tub. How to do it: just dig in, you chunky son of a bitch! Keep eating until you can't possibly eat anymore, then eat some more. Your gut will rupture and you will shit yourself. The cool thing about this method is that it's not only disgusting to clean up, but you'll probably be so bloated from the beans (choose Van Camp's by the way, not Bush's baked beans unless you like the taste of beans pickled in ball sweat) that you probably won't fit in the casket without some serious re constructive surgery. Guess who's footing the bill for that one? That's right: friends and family. Just kidding. You have no friends.

50 Top Things Created By Canadians
50 Top Things Created By Canadians ************************************************************ 1. Insulin, Treatment for Diabetes [1921, Frederick Banting, Charles Best] 2. Telephone [1876, Alexander Graham Bell] 3. Light Bulb [1874, Henry Woodward, Mathew Evans] 4. Five Pin Bowling [1908, Thomas F. Ryan] 5. Wonderbra [1964, Louise Poirier] 6. Pacemaker [1950, John Hopps, Wilfred Bigelow, John Callaghan] 7. Robertson Screw, 1908 [Peter Robertson] 8. Zipper [1913, Gideon Sundback] 9. Electric Wheelchair [1952, George Klein] 10. Poutine [1957, Fernand Lachance] 11. Cobalt-60 “Bomb” Cancer Treatment [1951, Harold Johns] 12. Java Programming Language [1994, James Arthur Gosling] 13. Bloody Caesar [1969, Walter Chell] 14. Canadarm [1975, Spar Aerospace/NRC] 15. Standard time [1878, Sir Sandford Fleming] 16. Electron Microscope [1939, James Hillier, Albert Prebus] 17. Ski-Doo [1922, Armand Bombardier] 18. BlackBerry [1999, Mike Lazaridis] 19. Radio Voice Transmission [

Website
All-living-things.com still under construction but u can still check it out. if don't see something u want please message me. if i can find it from my distributor i can send u a link to the products u want dog,cat,reptile,etc supplies if looking for a reputable seller of reptiles and spiders know of a site just goto affiliates site

Sorry
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you than just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new m

This Is Going Too Far!!
Costa Rican artist Guillermo Habacuc Vargas has enraged animal welfare and rights advocates, by displaying a starving dog and leaving it to die as part of an 'exhibit,' during an art show at the Galeria Codice in Nicaragua. A boycott of the artists work, already supported by over 2000 signatures, is gaining world wide attention via an online petition, when it became known that Guillermo Habacuc Vargas was chosen to represent his country in the 'Bienal Centroamericana Honduras 2008.' The artist, allegedly, did not permit the dog to be given food or water during the event and subsequently the dog died where it lay. Concerned animal welfare activists state that exhibiting a live, starving dog, is not 'art' but quite clearly, animal abuse. Links to the story and petition - http://www.petitiononline.com/13031953/petition.html http://www.marcaacme.com/blogs/analog/index.php/2007/08/22/5_piezas_de_habacuc http://www.nacion.com/ln_ee/2007/octubre/04/aldea1263590.html htt

I Want Someone
I want someone wanting to hear what I have to say Even if its about nothing If I’m talking about my day, or if I’m talking about my future… Even though I may change a light bulb with the power left on I want someone who thinks I’m brilliant because I have the ability to light up their room I want someone who isn’t afraid to tell me like it is instead of later telling me like it was… I want someone who thinks I’m a 10 even though Cosmo says Size 7s are the new 4 I want someone who has seen me at my worst and still thinks I’m sexy…and not just “cute” I want someone who doesn’t want to leave because they don’t want to spend time away from me I want someone who will play with my hair when I’m falling asleep because they don’t want to wake me, but can’t keep their hands off me I want someone who understands that I’m not perfect and still thinks I’m amazing I want someone who knows that I get stressed out that I’m busy, that I get irritated, that I’m affected that I clea

My Birthday Ramblings
It's my birthday tomorrow and I have to work. I took Friday off so I can party it up Thursday night with my girl A. Hmm....haven't really found anything to do yet... I think some bar hopping will be in order. It is impossible to get my friends together all at once so this year I say, "Fuck it" Just drinking!!! Oh yeah... and metal ;)

Offering
Passion Desire Hands roaming Tongue following Please me You, with your heat Your fire burns deeply Deep in the caverns of my soul I ache for your kiss Your sweet tender lips upon mine Possessing my mouth Breathing me in Hot Wet Deep kisses Reaching down to my core Making me ache for your mouth On my neck My breasts My sweet…womanhood Sending shivers over me Writhing under your touch…your tongue Tasting every inch of my warm soft flesh Taking all I am…all I offer I give it all Freely To be taken To be used To be pleasured To please…

Did You Know?
Little known 'Did you know' facts Weird facts that you would rather not know.... Did you know?...It is impossible to lick your elbow. Did you know?...Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Did you know?...Coca-Cola was originally green. Did you know?...23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Did you know?...In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. Did you know?...If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contactwith extraterrestrials or their vehicles? Did you know?...Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. Did you know?...More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Did you know?...The "sixth sick sheik's sixth

"satan’s Fall" (long Halloween Story)
"Satan’s Fall" by Robert Lyle The devil on the fiery porch. He was back again that year, the same as he had been for five years running, keeping the majority of Trick or Treaters behind an imaginary line of uneasiness drawn at the edge of the curb with his Hell-red grin and burning cauldrons. It was a scene from Faust, only this was no play; this was my neighborhood. It wasn’t just kids who lingered apprehensively in the street, but parents as well. In a place where the definition of Halloween was more like cardboard skeletons and plastic jack-o-lanterns, a guy with a penchant for fire and pitchforks could be extraordinarily scary. Really young children were hurried past the residence altogether via lawns on the opposite side of the street, hopefully distracted by candy long enough to save them from the psyche-scarring nightmares certain to result from even the smallest glimpse of him. This left only the few - the brave - to make the journey and collect one of the candy bars

How To Kill Yourself Like A Man...
Only 14 year old girls try to overdose on Tylenol. YAWN. How about killing yourself with some style? How about killing yourself like a man? Here are some manly ways to shove off this mortal coil, along with ratings for each category from 1 to 10: Eat a tub full of beans: Manliness: 8 Style: 4 Awesomeness: 8 Mess: 5 What you need: a tub, enough beans to fill said tub. How to do it: just dig in, you chunky son of a bitch! Keep eating until you can't possibly eat anymore, then eat some more. Your gut will rupture and you will shit yourself. The cool thing about this method is that it's not only disgusting to clean up, but you'll probably be so bloated from the beans (choose Van Camp's by the way, not Bush's baked beans unless you like the taste of beans pickled in ball sweat) that you probably won't fit in the casket without some serious reconstructive surgery. Guess who's footing the bill for that one? That's right: friends and family. Just kidding. You have no friends.

No Drama...grow Up!!
OMG...The drama stops here!!! I can't figure out what makes some guys tick on this websight! First Things First...Buying gifts for people; I literally buy gifts for everybody on my Family list and sometimes my Friends list and I do it ALL the time! What else am I supposed to do with all those stupid "Fu-Bucks"? There is no special rhyme or reason behind it! If there is a special reason for what I buy something I will send a message with it saying so! Second....I don't really go for this whole checking out all the other guys on my page shit!! If you are that insecure of a person I really don't want you on my page anyway. If you are on my page than hopefully you are there to see and talk to me...not to check out the "competition". That is so unattractive!! If you expect me to talk to you act like a grown up and welcome to my page. If not....move on...I don't have time for you!

Touch
Touch In a world so absent of love How could you ever twist it so much To fit your definition of push and shove Feel My own grid of concrete and steel Wonder what is beautiful and real What is broken and what can’t heal Know The corridors inside my soul What it meant to give up control Find the equation; not fill the hole Love Could I ever give enough Are my edges a little too rough Is my shell a little too tough

22 Herbs And Uses !! ~hmm~
Thank you so much for your generous spirit! i only want to add for long lasting health of the planet and your family always buy organic food, or grow it yourself! Mimi- Author Embracing CandaceRepost away.. no credit needed.. I pass healthy helpful things along too. Mimi /www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vb2R5Yi5uZXQvbnV0cmllbnRzL3doYXQtZXZlcnlib2R5LW91Z2h0LXRvLWtub3ctYWJvdXQtbWVkaWNpbmFsLXVzZXMtb2YtZ2VuZXJhbC1zcGljZXMv" rel=bookmark>Sharing.... I received this in my inbox this morning and thought I would share it with health conscience friendsSome of these I knew about but I really learned about a lot of new remedies.Asparagus Use :Kidney problems.Dissolves uric acid deposits.Promotes urinationPreparation :Boil in water and drinkBasil Tea Use : Colds, fluCrampsBladderPreparation :Add fresh herb or seeds to boiled water to make tea for migraines and bed time restlessness. Douche for yeast infections.Gargle and mouthwash to eliminates candida.Pregnant women should avoid medicinal use of basi

I Think My Roommate Is Trying To Kill Me.
As I lay slumbering this morning….I’m in the midst of the most wonderful dream…….corset is being slowly tightened from behind…….hair lifted and brushed over my shoulder as a small kiss and nibble is placed at the nape of my neck…..then suddenly…. “Hey, are you going to get up and take the kids to school?” I glare at the clock…..trying to focus….trying to find my voice …..”what time is it?” I groan huskily…. “6:30.…..I just got home from work and I am beat.” she says over her shoulder as she heads for her bed….. I do quick calculations in my mind…ok, as fast as my sleep numbed mind can handle and realize, damn….I have less than 20 minutes to dress evil children……..get teeth brushed…..hair brushed and put up in pigtails……..and not to mention that the roommate could have at least made me coffee before she went to her room…but no, there is no coffee…. I stumble out of bed…..walk to evil children’s room and open the door….oh, those little girls look so sweet when they are sleepi

I Miss Hal! (demonstar)
I MISS HAL (HUGH AKA DEMONSTAR) SO MUCH. HE IS AAT A PSHYC WARD RIGHT NOW. HIS LIFE IS PRETTY SHITTY RIGHT NOW. I AM THINKING AND PRAYING FOR HIM ALL THE TIME. iHOPE HE DOESNT HURT HIMSELF OR KILL HIMSELF OR MOVE OUT OF LA CROSSE. THEN I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE HIM AGAIN AND THAT WILL HURT ME REALLY BADLY. I LOVE YOU HUGH! EVEN THOUGH WE ARE JUST FRIENDS, I CARE ABOUT YOU MORE THAN ANYONE IN THIS WORLD (BESIDES MOMMY). I LOVE YOU. ALL MY LOVE.....LOVE LUISA

Lovely Gloomy Feelings.... Again!
Hmmmm.... have you ever just had a day that you felt all down and you couldnt put your thumb on why? That's how its been all day! It didnt help that work sucked as usual! But what's new about that! Dont get me wrong... i like my job.. but once you've been there 10 days in a row without a light at the end of the tunnel, it gets a little aggrivating! I think i REALLY just need a day off to do nothing! I miss those!

Cute Kid Contest Updat!!
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! 1st Kid is....... With 10237 comments! 2nd Kid is...... With 2245 comments! 3rd Kid is...... With 1526 comments! 4th Kid is...... With 301 comments! 5th Kid is...... With 87 comments! 6th Kid is...... With 12 comments! 7th Kid is...... With 3 comments! 8th Kid is...... With 3 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/12 thur 10/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ *

I Thought
I wish I never fell in love with this certain someone on here I got fu married to her only to find out that she was a two timing slut. She had someone on the side and was cybering with another I'm really hurting right now

Car Wreck
WELL I HAD AN INTERESTING DAY TODAY. I GOT IN A WRECK. I WAS FOLLOWING BEHIND THIS GUY AND HE THEN DECIDED TO STOP AND PROCEED TO BACK UP AND I SAW HIS BRAKE LIGHTS AND THEN BAM. HE HIT ME AND I DIDNT EVEN GET A CHANCE TO GET MY BEAST INTO REVERSE WHEN IT HAPPENED. I HAD 4 OF MY KIDS IN THE CAR WITH ME. INCLUDING MY BABY. AND WHATS WORSE IS HIS INSURANCE WAS EXPIRED!!! LET ME TELL YA I WAS EXTREMELY PISSED OFF. AND NOW MY BACK IS HURTING. IM JUST GLAD THAT WE DIDNT HAVE OUR MINIVAN. IT PROBABLY WOULD HAVE BEEN WORSE. SO GOING TO TAKE IT IN TOMORROW TO SEE HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE TO GET IT FIXED AND GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE 500 DECUTABLE. OR HOWEVER YA SPELL IT. LOL. WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW. PLEASE LEAVE ME SUM LOVE. THANKS. GIGGLES.

Foundry Cams: Alicia Rocks Out In Her F*ck Me Shirt
Alicia makes her FOUNDRY CAMS debut in a tight blue thong, fishnet stockings, and of course, her Foundrymusic F*CK ME Shirt. Enjoy bonking your head on the monitor as she shakes her magnificent hiney to "Daylight" by PAUL MAHOS & NEW LIFE CRISIS. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO And then, if you're as worked up as we are, GO TO FOUNDRY CAMS AND CHAT WITH ALICIA LIVE ON CAMERA!

Some Sad News
Ok everyone i lost my dad at 12;10am and i am not doing good at all with it.I need some support big time now.We will be putting him in his final resting place...Love all you guy ty so much.... Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Funeral Blues Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted

Family Affair Pt 2
All the next day James kept pulling the card out and looking at thinking about what he should do. He wanted to call him but didnt think he should. With the phone in one hand and the card in the other he just sat there and thought. Finally he dialed the phone and put it to his ear. He sat there listening to it ring, his heart beating loudly in his chest. Three rings, four rings, five rings, just when he was about to hang up, "hello?" the Familiar voice spoke up. "Its me, James." He replied. "Ive been waiting for you to call me all......" I know I know" James interupted. "Im sorry I meant to call you earlier but I've been busy" "you want to come over?" they asked. "Skye, I got to do one more thing before I come over then I will, ok?" "Ok, call me before you come over." She replies. James hangs up the phone takes a deep breath and starts dialing the number on the card. With each second his heart beats louder. "I knew you would call, sooner or later I knew you would" Came his voice over th

Yes, I Believe In God....do You?
If you love God and you're not ashamed of him, repost this and see what he does for you tonight... ************************* *********888888********** *********888888********** *********888888********** **888888888888888888888** **888888888888888888888** **888888888888888888888** *********888888********** *********888888********** *********888888********** *********888888********** *********888888********** *********888888********** *********888888********** *********888888********** ************************* Repost this saying: "Delete her!!!" Remember, the Bible says: "IF YOU DENY ME BEFORE MAN, THEN I WILL DENY YOU BEFORE MY FATHER

Special
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! IF Only knew now much I would LOVE to look you directly in the eyes. Reach out and touch your flesh Feel the quickness of your breath and heartrate.. As you disbelieve that it's happening It becomes a reality. Taking your flesh into my mouth, I urge you to scream out As I take you in my embrace I only want to see your eyes,, your face Look upon me and see a mear man that wants to satisfy you to no end With our passion there will be no end Our bodies wrything in pleasure with a hint of pain. I know this is a Love I want to maintain. Written by GIXXER

New Rules - 10-16-2007
Got Milf? From now on, YOU can not call yourself a Milf. Like a blowjob, it is not something you can give yourself. You can only have it given to you. And I'm not talking about that guy who's the same age as you, and just recognizes that your someone he can settle for, and happens to have kids. It must be given to you by someone who is actually young enough to be your child. So if you really wanna use this over-blown phrase, Do us both a favor. Poll your childrens friends. Go to the mall and ask for votes. And keep the shit organized, Cause I will be asking for proof. *kisses his sweety where the sun dont shine* (This doesn't include between the ears) Having spent alot more time in the chat rooms we refer to as lounges, I am almost sick and tired of seeing this half assed interaction known as "roleplaying." Just because you put an asterix before and after your idea, does not make it real. Just makes you real retarded. BLAST ME FOR NUDES!!! If your going to

Fubombers Needed!!!!
ok so i dont believe i can win first place prize...but i still have a chance for 3rd...im currently #11....so all my fu friends...plz click the pick below, and comment bomb the hell outta it...and if you havent already rate it as well...thanx so much.....

Stuff That Pisses Me Off
I guess you could say that lately I been alittle pissy about different things in life: It really blows my mind when I'm driving to work and I hit the off ramp only to have about 3 other vehicels in front of me take the off ramp as well but they re-enter the highway again. So? The concept for this is?? Pure damned stupidity in my opinion. Cell phones: The person in front of me on a cell phone! Typical ..yes! However they are all over the road, almost hitting the vehicle next to them...going below the speed limit and what the assholes don't realize is they are holding up traffic. I wanna just floor it and ram them in the arse end of their vehicle...but I breathe in and breathe out ...try to get into the next lane and pass their ass. When you go to the local walmart and there are a bunch of people in line under the sign that says "10 items or less" and their damned basket is full and you only have one or two items!!! Evidently they can't read English. This gets me...I get on

A Fool's Dance
Live this air I feel you breath I'm intoxicated I'm sure to fall. Fools Dance on a thin Cloud surrendering My Self numbered Foot steps that I Just Might fall, Yes I am a fool that I Have Been Intoxicated from thin air a breath a beckon call, Not just a Plain whisper but I read with my eyes I Hear with my Ears , It's a Fools Dance On this Cloud there are No Boundaries Yes it's a Promise that I will fall , Falling from a fools Dance a chance that the wind storm will blow me off this cloud, But with a Kiss I'm sure to fall from a fools Dance that I stand on your Thin clouds, Better Not to have nothing then to Dance My fools Dance alone, I'm just a fool dancing On your Cloud, CPR 2007 James Landry

Embrace The World In Grey
The last entry was before the start of the new school year, and I was fairly nervous about the kid I was going to be working with. Now, we're almost two months in, and things are going pretty well. He's certainly a challenge, with being nonverbal and physically disabled. Add to that a hearing loss and the terrible threes and I've got my hands full lol. He turned three the second week of school, and since then has held fast to the terrible threes stage. The last couple weeks have been quite an experience, for a while I was the main target for biting and behaviors like hitting, pinching and pulling out his hearing aids; I've gotten to be an expert in putting those back in his ears. We took a field trip to a pumpkin farm, where I really got acquainted with the notion of carrying a 30-pound three year old around on my hip all day in a sling. I'm getting pretty good at holding him and bending to get things. He has a new therapeutic device called Theratogs, a little suit that pulls his

Why Dragons?
Why Dragons? The smoke still hangs heavily over the meadow, Circling down from the mouth of the cave, While kneeling in prayer, full armored and haloed, The lone knight is feeling uncertainly brave. The promise of victory sung in the churches, Is hardly a murmur out here in the air. All that he hears is the thud of this faint heart Echoing growls of the beast in its lair. The steel of his armor would flash in the sunlight, Except that the smoke has quite hidden the sky. The red of the cross on his breast should sustain him, Except - he suspects - it's a perfect bull's-eye. The folk of the village who bet on the outcome Have somehow all fled from the scene in dismay. They'll likely return in a fortnight or longer, He doubts that they'll be of much help on this day. And then - with a scream - the fell beast of the cavern Flings its foul body full out of the cave. The knight forgets prayers and churches and haloes And tries to remember just how to be brave. The webs

Sick Of Trying...
Yea, that's pretty much how I feel right now. Whenever I have had a issue with someone because they have done me wrong somehow, with time I let it go and try to work to an even level with that person. But anymore, I feel like I'm the only one trying. And in return... I get treated like shit. Lied to. Made out to be a bad person. Or accused of starting drama. But let me ask you this. Trying to clear the table.. work through your issues, and come to an even level.... is starting drama? Jesus! Why didn't anyone tell me that year's ago? I've just honestly had it. You know, I even repeatedly try being friends with my son's father and no matter how much effort I put into it... it never works. It's like there's this wall, with a little door, and the only thing/person that can fit through that door, is my son. I guess I have just hit my limit. Some things will never change. And I guess God puts those problems into a friendship because you're not supposed to be

When The Skies Danced
When the Skies Danced Have you watched the skies dance with light? Heard the thunder more like a roar? For ‘tis on such a moonlit night That one may give heed to dragon lore. When a million stars twinkle and bow To the forked tongues and fiery lash Of Dragons soaring ‘neath Hecate’s brow While like waves, the clouds boom and crash. Yet many may never accept the fact Of beasts living among the clouds They prefer to accept them with evil’s pact At home behind Hades dark shrouds. Nay, I’ve not witnessed their winged flight Nor seen them from here on the ground But I can imagine their great might Might harbor in the cloud’s white mound. So next time you’re touched by the sky Or watch the clouds move on the wind Think to yourself that dragons do fly They’re just not seen by the eyes of men.

-curls Up In A Ball-
They said if I help them that I will be a hero... He will go to jail if I help... He might go to jail... I might be a hero... But that still doesn't change what he did. I never thought I would be a victum... I'm sitting here looking at my picture to the left of this blog box and my eyes are swelling with tears and I just cant believe this is going on... Why me? Why was I one of his targets? What did I say? What did I do? He might be thrown in jail and the key thrown away... But its not going to make me feel any better... I was a target... I was an object... I was one of hundreds of girls... But for some reason he favored me... I was in his "Top 26" of girls... Why me? I am going to have a voice for those girls who are scared to come foward... I will have a voice for myself... I am not going to get him away with the pain he caused... Enjoy a life of hell... People who did what you did are not very well treated in jail... I might have been 14... and yo

Threw With The Bullshit.. My Line Has Been Crossed
WARNING: Tons of foul language. Sorry!! You know, normally I am pretty good at controlling my temper. Yes, I get mad. Yes, I am a bitch. Yes, I have arguments. Yes, I am a very outspoken person at times. BUT it takes a lot for me to get mad enough to say something. I can usually just hold it inside for the time being, and eventually it will just fade away. This time I can't though. And rather than go find the piece of shit and punch them in their face, I am just going to vent here. Knockin their ass out will only give me temporarily relief, then I'd be sittin in jail and no one is worth that mess. For those of you that I talk to on a regular basis, you already know that I am struggling right now with Rick's attitude and listening skills. *Sigh* I try to have as much patience as possible with him, because he's four, and all kids at this age go through the same thing. It's just a process that all parents have to go through at some point or another. Yes, my

Death Of A Bleeding Heart
Another day of falling. Here I am. Waiting and waiting. But all that does is leaves me here. As it only leads to my own decay. As through this gray sky falls rain. Laying in the gloom of today. As night skies are far away. Yet oh so much will I await. For the darkness to come and awaken me. Awaken the wicked self I hide within me. During the mornings shall I succeed. Yet as night gets closer. Harder is it to hide my truth. The truth so wickid. The truth so dark. Caused by the death of my bleeding heart. That was stabbed by the knives of my past. One by one all at once. Had they pierced my beating heart. As more and more the blood spilled to the floor. And then the pain did I feel no more. As still shall my heartless soul yet roam. Roam the ground, to be wicked and empty. As the skies are crying now. The tears formed as raindrops. That fall to the ground. The ground where my bloody heart lays. Buried and bleeds no more. For the numbness has set into my soul. To shield my pain and empty

Tenjooberrymuds!
This is something we are all encountering when we have to make calls for information or service, whether it be the mail order house or the health care provider or the computer company. We just have to be patient and try to understand what they are telling us and keepa smile on our face. By the time you read through this YOU WILL UNDERSTAND TENJOOBERRYMUDS... In order to continue getting-by in America (our home land), we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation until you are able to understand the term "TENJOOBERRYMUDS". With a little patience, you'll be able to fit right in with the growing trend!!! Now, here goes... The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service: Room Service (RS): "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." RS: " Rye . Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" G: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon

My Heart!
Sometime I sit and wonder why Why it is I sit and cry I wonder why I am so sad When I think of what we could have had When I think of things the way I dreamed I guess some things arent as they seemed What can I do to make you see All I want is you with me Sometimes I wish I had just one more night Just one time to hold you tight I fear that day will never come But always know you have my love

The Dragon Of The Loch
The Dragon of the Loch "Why lies the mighty dragon here let him knoweth tell, with its head to the land, and its huge tail near the shore of the fair loch nell? And here the mighty god was known in Europe's early morn And worship knew, on Celtic ground, with harp and drum and horn. So here the surpent lies in pride Such hoary tales confess, But rears his mighty head no more By the shores of fair Loch Ness."

Question
heres a question jus because i think i might have just got the worst line ever today what is the worst pick up line that you have heard or been told? i know there is alot out there i was just wondering some of the best and worst..

The Answers To My Mumms
Well here it goes. i have seen that when you put up a mumm you might wonder what the outcome was. Well here is mine. About my boss : he is still subtly trying to get me alone with him. I have just stood my ground and trying ot get some hard evidence on my blackberry or company email ( yes he is that stupid) so i can sent it to his boss. Plus im not that kind of girl. nothing says it better when it it written in stone or via email. Should I or wait. I deserve better so we broke it off. still friends and i realized that i need some one that will love me for me all faults, kids and crayziesness that is around me. well really it is just my being silly for the kids and im a clown at times too any way and i know i prob talk to much at times but that is when im really nervous. so just tell me to stop. ANY WHO Court dates and ex's needless to say they doubled his payments cause of adding cash medical support to him. i guess he should of just paid the damn $45 dollars a w

The Tale Of Custard The Dragon
The Tale of Custard the Dragon Belinda lived in a little white house, With a little black kitten and a little gray mouse, And a little yellow dog and a little red wagon, And a realio, trulio, little pet dragon. Now the name of the little black kitten was Ink, And the little gray mouse, she called her Blink, And the little yellow dog was sharp as Mustard, But the dragon was a coward, and she called him Custard. Custard the dragon had big sharp teeth, And spikes on top of him and scales underneath, Mouth like a fireplace, chimney for a nose, And realio, trulio, daggers on his toes. Belinda was as brave as a barrel full of bears, And Ink and Blink chased lions down the stairs, Mustard was as brave as a tiger in a rage, But Custard cried for a nice safe cage. Belinda tickled him, she tickled him unmerciful, Ink, Blink and Mustard, they rudely called him Percival, They all sat laughing in the little red wagon At the realio, trulio, cowardly dragon. Belinda giggled t

The Dragon's Storm
The Dragon's Storm The lightening flashed and we saw the head of a dragon in the cloud. It seemed he took a deep, long breath and we heard him monstrously loud. The lightening flashed again, alas, we thought he’d gone away; But I heard him roar and I felt reassured he hadn’t had his say. The wind grew still and the air felt sharp; ’Twas only a matter of time ’Til he let loose with all his might his fury on all mankind. What deed was done to unleash his wrath, so Chaos could reign unchecked? What lesson was he teaching man that he’d leave this world so wrecked? Has man grown so wrapped within himself that he no longer considers his friends? Is it that man has a selfish heart that has driven the dragon these ends? Man lacks the strength to control the dragons and must wait ’til they appease their lust; But if he displays compassion and

The Dragon's Song
The Dragon's Song The stars do you see them? They are so beautiful They live in my heart The heart of a dragon. The wind Can you feel it? It's song flows beneath my wings As I fly away from you In my sorrow On the wings of a dragon The trees Can you smell them? You were raised among their scent of life One day you will return to them And to me That is my hope The hope of a dragon My cry Can you hear it? My pain fills the skies I considered you no less than daughter In all but blood you were my own But now we must part And you must forget But I will remember I will cry tears for us both The tears of a dragon One day When evil is vanquished You will come and dry them I pray The prayer of a dragon

Shhtuff
Well, I think I truly have allergies. My nose itches and is stopped up... HELLO??? Not cool!!! It's pretty annoying. Other than that, nothing new happened today... it was one boring damn day! Had a lot of fun sitting and chatting... other than that.... NADA... I think I'm transferring to UCO next semester... unless I move to oregon. I'm still pretty conflicted about that... I mean, oklahoma sucks balls... and the people here... OMG!!! They're all retarded ass cow hicks... (ok NOT ALL just most of them!!) But, at the same time... I still have a lot of friends and family here I would hate to leave... so it's a tough decision... I'm not sure what i'm going to do about it... But if I stay I'm going to UCO and will probably move to Edmond. SOO that will be cool!!! Be living on my own, going to school... doing my own thing... much much much fun!!! anyhow... other than that... nothing else exciting... you all know about the crazy BS drama that went on, so that means, nothing else..

I Wish....
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] * TIL SHE STOPS * THEN ASK HER WHATS WRONG* When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you

Drowning
Listening to the sound of my breath as I wait for the water to creep in. Slowly feeling the pain of all these years rise to the surface. Wanting to end this as quickly as possible but knowing it will take time. My pulse a ready beat of anticipation as steadily the water rises. Feeling the weight on my skin the air in my lungs still. A searing pain; aching; burning; making me want to open my mouth and draw another breath. Fighting to remain still I feel my vision getting darker. Knowing it won't be long now my pulse racing with fear, pain, and anticipation. Forcing myself to close my eyes I feel the world spinning. I open my mouth to breath one last time; finally unable to resist a moment longer. As the water fills my lungs with its salty cold existence. The final weight of resistance subsides; I feel as if I can breath again. Cloudy but no longer black is my vision. My heart no longer beating at its fierce pace; but steady and calm. Am I dead or simply dreaming; which I do not

The Dragon's Curse
The Dragon's Curse Enter darkness. Leave the light. Here be nightmare. Here be fright. Here be dragon, flame and flight. Here be spit-fire. Here be grief. So curse the bones of unbelief. Curse the creeping treasure-thief. Curse much worse the dragon-slayer. Curse his purse and curse his payer. Curse these words. Preserve their sayer. Earth and water, fire and air. Prepare to meet a creature rare. Enter, now, if you dare. Enter, now... the dragon's lair!

The Dragon And The Undying
The Dragon and the Undying All night the flares go up; the Dragon sings And beats upon the dark with furious wings; And, stung to rage by his own darting fires, Reaches with grappling coils from town to town; He lusts to break the loveliness of spires, And hurls their martyred music toppling down. Yet, though the slain are homeless as the breeze, Vocal are they, like storm-bewilder’d seas. Their faces are the fair, unshrouded night, And planets are their eyes, their ageless dreams. Tenderly stooping earthward from their height, They wander in the dusk with chanting streams, And they are dawn-lit trees, with arms up-flung, To hail the burning heavens they left unsung.

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Starsinger
Starsinger He soared high from his mountain plateau; surveyed his kingdom, He left shadows in his wake as dark as he, And a dragons' lands his own None dared defy the terrifyingly beautiful master. But what's this? Down below him, another danced, Screaming out his challenge, he dove, talons ready, And he stopped, And he died. For the other had looked at him with eyes that pierced his heart, And for the first time in his life he knew he'd met his equal. The green dragon observed him, mischievous eyes sparkling, Languidly, she stretched and flexed her wings. "you are mine, Shadowdancer," She said with knowing grace. "I am Starsinger." The black dragon regarded her and tossed his head, regally, defiantly, For while he knew she was his mistress, Her heart was also his

She
SHE The Dragon flies into the dusk on silver, painted wings, And though she rides the sky alone, she has learned many things. She knows the sea runs to the sand, and where the moon takes rest. She greets the noble unicorns, and flies where phoenix nest. Her eyes seek treasures of the mind, not any mundane thought. She knows of all the Dwarven smiths and what their skills have wrought. Her silvered scales have seen the rule of mighty kings gone by, And when the cause of good was lost, she would often cry. She felt the pain of mother's loss as her children died to fight, all the foes of dragon kind that killed to show their might. In my heart, this dragon flies, and keeps my heart and mind. She taught me how to love, and learn, and made my path defined. She led me down the darkest trail, so I could face my fear, And though I feel her weakening, I know that she is near. And before she spreads her wings to fly forever to be free, I will fly just one more time, for I know th

Insite
I just posted a blog and it was very interesting to see the comments. The most I got out of it is that most ppl dont understand there is a reason for every thing. You might not understand or know what it it, but there is always a reason. Also just served as a reminder how small minded alot of ppl are as well.

Beeming With Pride
I am terribly proud of myself. First a little background: I have been working out and watching my diet. Im not overweight or anything, I just used to have a really nice body and I've let it go. Now I have a reason to want it back(she knows who she is). That is not the reason Im proud,however, because Im not one of those preachy assholes. You know who Im talking about, "OH WELL, YOU KNOW, IM ON A DIET BLAH BLAH BLAH". Im not doing it for the props (although who doenst love mad props?) Im doing it so my I make my girls mouth water at the thought of my shirt coming off. Honestly, I dont understand people who demand everyone around them try to be more like them. Because as soon as they break their diet, everyone at work is laughing at them while they cry into their cup cakes. So, yea, if you want to give me props, do it for the fact Im not a giant dick face. According to my program, I ll look like Brad Pitt from Fight Club in 12 weeks, well, we'll see in 12 weeks :P

Piety
Piety The prince was deep in the heart of the endless forest. He knew the dragon was near. "She glows like a green crystal," the town's magi told him. "Get her before she gets you." The prince was ready with his quiver of deadly, mercurial arrows. Mercury meant instant death to a forest dragon. He couldn't waste a single arrow - and then he realised that the forest had gone deadly quiet and even the air was still with the chill of Death. A warmth on the back of his neck and there she was with clear amber eyes her whole body glowing the spirit and lifeblood of the forest itself. The prince could release the arrow straight into her eye But Why? And she toyed with his conscience testing simultaneously, her own patience Til the prince relented Threw his bow and arrows upon the ground And side by side They were safe and sound The townspeople took the prince for dead When he never returned with the dragon's head When with her, he stayed, She thought he'd be too

Do You Exist
Do you exist or am I searching for an apparition an urban legend meant to soothe my fears and keep me subscribing to Destiny's slogan that everything happens for a reason... Do you live or am I being haunted by skeletons of chances past promises that the one has not yet arrived and protect me from my trepidation that my own hand did murder love's only life Do you breathe or am I suffocating from the padding of little girl dreams a fairytale disguised as the optimism of hope and reality holds back its open palm and slap of truth that there is no such story called Soulmate!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nature
Nature Dragons of fire, And twisting of flame, Slilence un-turning, Without any name. The quiet and churning, And darkness of night. Quiet unfolding, With seepings of might. Roaring and screaming, With tidings of day. Flightings and fallings, And losings of way. Sweeping and swirling, In light and in dark; Turning and twisting, And leaving no mark. Pulling and lifting, And tearing away. Moaning and wailing, 'Til break of the day

Mind ,spirit ,motivation
My MIND searches for the answers, As my SPIRIT yearns to be soothed, While my HEART seeks acceptance, Knowing my MOTIVATION is lost somewhere in between. I have known who I am; yet I still doubt myself. I have an idea of the person I want to become; so why am I scared to evolve into that woman. What is it about the me now and the me of the future that can't connect? Are my scars preventing me from moving forward? Or is moving forward reopening old wounds I thought were healed. Each day comes with a new outlook, but I am terrified of what I see; A baby with a lost identity, A being wandering through life constantly questioning her existence for 24 years and counting, A child crouched into a corner fearful of what horrors are to come, A misguided teenager using false promises and cute smiles to feel love, A bruised and battered hopeless romantic fighting for a love that may or may not be real, A woman walking toward something; frightened of the unknown. A tear fal

Jabberwocky
Jabberwocky 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he sought-- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One two! One two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe.

Poetry
In the darkness she sits…. Alone, the shadows scattered about her, She sits a smile on her lips… She stares at the wall before her. Her eyes sparkle in the candlelight that dances about her this night…. Shadows dancing…. The flicker of the flames about her dart over the wall, her eyes search the images there…. Her soul awakens, her mind and heart roaming about in the darkness, free now…. Dancing in the shadows… She listens…. The sound of her own heart beating…. An ache inside of her grows as she listens to the beating inside of her. Her heart pure and full of a dream she knows so well, one she believes in so strong… It is within her, wanting out… She wonders…. As she gazes ahead, her mind wanders once more into places she knows so well. The comfort of the shadows as they dance about her make her feel at ease…. Happiness is born as she sits and feels what is coming…. closer and closer. The quiet surrounds her…..

Honor Bound
Honor Bound A Dragon asks unspoken questions and will not tolerate Attempts by lesser beings to dodge or fluctuate. Do not try to side-step, she will recognize your dance. Do not create deception, wisely, do not take the chance. Make your answers straightforward, unerringly sincere, For only honesty and candor will not offend her ear. Once she descries your motives and deems them right and just, You'll have earned a staunch supporter and a Dragon's trust. So if ye dare, look deeply into Dragon's whirling eyes, But believe ye that she knows who is truthteller and who lies

Here Were Dragons
Here Were Dragons Ladies and gentlemen, moving along. Now here is an interesting site. An area where the dragons would throng to ululate throughout the night. As you will see from our careful recreation these creatures will often astound but they never deserved their dire reputation as the most fearsome creatures around With a forty foot wingspan or more the dragons were kings of the skies. A thunderclap flap that helped them to soar (and distribute pollen nearby). Yes they were strong and they could easily bear a tree trunk around like a twig. And they had fiery breath of which to beware which could easily barbecue a pig. And with all of this how do we portray them now? Do we focus upon their great splendour? No. We demonise or trivialise and I wonder how can we do this on evidence so slender. If you find pixies a pest, and they often infest your workplace, your garden or home, then you'd like me to suggest or even attest to a solution for wherever t

Guardians
Guardians There was once a time when They ruled our Earth All the land was owned by them The mighty beasts of Dragons. Rulers of the seas and oceans Kings of the Sky and Sun; Queens of the Stars and Moon They were the Guardians of the Earth. Then came Man Demanding and commanding Driving them from all their dwellings Into dark caverns to lie in. The Dragons took flight as freedom was theirs Where to, no one knows - but Don't the Sun and Moon still rise? Don't the waves still wash upon the shore? If they had left our Earth for good There'd be no sunlight There'd be no rain: Nothing would live again. Until the day they decide to wake To leave all Earth in the hands of Man, always will the Dragons be The Guardians of The Earth.

Future Of Earth
Future of Earth Long ago... Underneath mountains of ancient rock, Behind roaring waterfalls of crystal liquid, Through skies of majestic vastness... Flew the dragon. They, bold and massive, ruled the Land. They, glowing with the aura of Immortality, wielded magicks beyond the understanding of Any wizard. One day, they vanished from reality. No more mountains to claim, No more waterfalls to lurk behind, No more skies to master in effortless flight, No more fiery flame or endless wisdom. Simply... they were forgotten. Twisted into myth, these creatures of Power faded into despair, only in books Were they're magnificence seen. Today, the dragons have returned. Out of the ashes of humankind, From the depths of Earth's boiling core, They are reborn. Corrupted lands will be saved. Nature will rule again, sprouting out from between the sidewalks of human dwellings. Looming over high-rise building

Bday Level Up? Pleaseeee!!!
ok fubarians tomorrow is my 33rd birthday(oh goddess am i really THAT old???) anyway i'm about 8,000 pts from hitting my next level. please show me lots of great fubar love and get me to the next level for my birthday!!! thanks bunches! love y'all! *hugs* ~wendygyrl~ Wendygyrl ***BOMBER FOR HIRE ***@ fubar

My Kid
My kid is in the doghouse. She took off with her friend today after school, and never left me know where she was going. She was gone for 1.5 hours and boy was I pissed. She got an earful when she got back. She is 13 and thinks she can run the streets with her friend who is 15. Well, mother has put a stop to that as of now!! She is grounded until I ease up the leash....when she is 21. LOL So no phone, tv, dvd player, no life until mom gets over being mad. I think I will drag this on for a while. Kids!!!!! They drive u CRAZY!!!!!!!! No wonder some people drink!!!....LMAO......

The Spanking
She didn’t know why she’d left the bar with him, nor why she had agreed to get in his car; however, most of all, she didn’t know why she was now standing in his living room, watching him pour a glass of wine for her. “You’re beautiful,” he said, and handed her the glass of red wine. He brushed the back of his hand lightly across her cheek, admiring her, once she took the drink. She couldn’t help but smile and began to thank him for the compliment, but he cross her lips with a finger to silence her. “Don’t speak…” he whispered, leaning close to her. He was so close…she could smell the wine coming from his breath. His finger fell from her lips, running his hand along her jaw, cupping it. Her eyes fell closed as he kissed her, quite gently. She found herself wrapping her free arm about his neck, leaning closer to him as their kiss became more passionate. Meanwhile, his hands caressed her voluptuous form, squeezing the cheeks of her rear. He finally pulled away, only to set her wi

20k Contest
The following people are in Peggy Sues 20K comments FU-Bomber contest. There is no time limit for when they receive the comments. Please stop by and show them your love and support. Drop them some comments. I would really appreciate it. FU-Bombers please make sure that timed contest are done before bombing this contest. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 Big Dog Jay Tiggerbear2007 Wayne Stephanie Hot Karl Asshole BombSquad(Lucas) Angeleyez

From The Adventures Of Tom Bombadil
From The adventures of Tom Bombadil There was an old dragon under gray stone; his red eyes blinked as he lay alone. His joy was dead and his youth spent, he was knobbed and wrinkled, and his limbs bent in the long years to his gold chained; in his heart's furnace the fire waned. To his belly's slime gems stuck thick, silver and gold he would snuff and lick: he knew the place of the least ring beneath the shadow of his black wing. Of thieves he thought on his hard bed, and dreamed that on their flesh he fed, their bones-crushed, and their blood drunk: his ears drooped and his breath sank. Mail-rings rang. He heard them not. A voice echoed in his deep grot: a young warrior with a bright sword called him forth to defend his hoard. His teeth were knives, and on horn his hide, but iron tore him, and his flame died

Career
So, I'm literally bored out of my mind and I decide to take one of those idiotic online quiz thingys "What's your nightmare career?" So I fill out all of the questions and apparently my nightmare career is data enterer. What do I do for a living you ask? I am a data entry operator! I must tell you that im extremely excited to be entering into college next semester...thank you very much!

No Title You Know Who You Are And Who This Is For
thank you for being there when my tears flowed like a river thank you for letting me believe i better than i am thank you for making me feel stronger than i am thank you for making me feel like i have more self worth than i do thank you for letting me love you even though you may not feel the same way thank you most of all for being the person you are thank you for being enough of a person to tell me honestly how u feel im sorry for the over flow of emotion of late forgive me for needing you

Freedom As One
Freedom as One The dragons life and soul Are turning into mine The dragons mind and wisdom Are coming forth as one The dragons strength and virtue Are also there for me For the dragon and myself Are both becoming free

Evidence
Evidence Dragon in computer games. Places bearing dragon names. Dragon used as skin tattoo. Ship to carry Viking crew. Sleeping now, but when it wakes, starts up storms and makes earthquakes. Dragon drawn on early maps. Gardens where the dragon snaps. Ponds controlled by dragonflies. Dragon donning human guise. Serpent circling the globe. Dragon on a Chinese robe. Dragon flown as paper kite. Effigy in tribal rite. Dragon as a kids' cartoon. Origin of word 'dragoon'. Dragon that the hero slew. Biggest thing that ever flew. Dragon landing on your roof. You still saying: 'Bring me proof!'

Friendship
a cardboard box could be my home no heat and no tv no radio to play my favorite songs no paper when i pee no bitter wine no sugar sweet no dollar bills for material things yet with your hand im still complete your friendship binds once more im whole again im free

Overcome..........
The crowd inside the bar was amiable if loud and boisterous. The music pounded through my chest and into my veins quickly. He stood behind me and very slowly moved his hips in time with mine until I began swirling my hips in a circular motion and his hands gripped me. I steadied myself and ground closer to him, enjoying the heat between our bodies. The room was hot, the sweat dripped down my neck and through the curls in my hair. His breath against the back of my neck felt good as he blew softly against the nape, causing shivers. We gyrated and slid together, bodies in motion, our fingers entwined. Halfway through the song I could sense it. Maybe it was the way he moved, or his breathing, but I knew. And then he brought my hand down against his crotch. My hand gripped his shaft, from the base to the snap at the top of his zipper. As many times as I had held his cock I was always impressed by it's length and girth. My pussy twitched. I leaned back against him and stroked him ha

Encounter
Encounter Like fresh salty foam of deep blue ocean She laid worshiping the brave, bright sun Heat engulfing all her body, skin smoothed in gorgeous tan Glowing beautiful and lovely upon her tropical throne. He saw her from miles up high, gazing her shadow so bright Invading her private moments, with nature her time of love he descended through the clouds, savoring her rising lust soaring down upon her, this winged creature from above. Now aware of his rare flight, danger in the horizon, she couldn't withdraw her eyes from such powerful a presence body tensed and loins protected, with fear turning to emotions both minds united in time, space, and in bare essense. Mighty shadow blocks the sun; potent fear, love, confusion Gripping stare now deep inside her, wonder of eyes beyond Pierce her heart with keen desire, doubt, all in fusion Instant hate turning to passion, the great hunger for the unknown. Downard swoop gathers her soul, heart, mind and all her limbs Nestling

This Would Definiately Cause His Pace Maker To Stutter
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20071016/pl_nm/usa_politics_cheney_obama_dc Cheney and Obama are distant cousins: Mrs. Cheney 2 hours, 29 minutes ago There's no sign of a family reunion planned, but U.S. Vice President Dick Cheney and Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama are distant cousins. So says the vice president's wife, Lynne Cheney, who said she discovered that her husband of 43 years is eighth cousins with the senator from Illinois. The two men could hardly be more different. Cheney is an advocate for pursuing the war in Iraq to try to stabilize the country, while Obama wants to get U.S. troops out of Iraq. Mrs. Cheney told MSNBC on Tuesday that it was "an amazing American story that one ancestor ... could be responsible down the family line for lives that have taken such different and varied paths." The common ancestor was Mareen Devall, who the Chicago Sun-Times said was a 17th century immigrant from France. Mrs. Cheney said she discovered the l

Dragon's Prayer
Dragon's Prayer O Lord, who made the dragon, and the dragon's open sky, And gave to me a dragon's soul; a dragon's urge to fly-- Let me dance within your cloudscapes far beyond Earth's chain, Let me rejoice in my grandeur, let me not grow vain! Let me vindicate my honor with my fang and claw, Let my raging heart show mercy, let that show no flaw! Let me have the joy of all the shining gold I've stored, Let no pauper-dragon go forth starving from my hoard. And, Lord, should the need arise and I be called to fight, Dragon-Maker, make me victor, and, God--help that knight!

Dragon's Call
Dragon's Call We sleep with the dragons, in the hidden lair. We sing their call, in our every prayer. Threw our eyes, their world is clear. Their forgotten song, our heart can hear. They guide our way, through the darkest night. We use their wisdom, to give us sight. Through our voice, you hear their cries. Their fire can be seen, deep in our eyes. They are alive, deep in our minds. In us the dragon, you can find

New Pics
I TOOK SOME NEW SALUTES YESTERDAY AND SOME OTHER NEW PICS. THEY ARE IN THE FOLDER TITLED "MY FIRST DAY AS GODMOTHER. PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT AND RATE AND COMMENT THEM! THANKS :) ALSO IF YOU HAVENT RATED MY PRFILE AND FANNED ME PLEASE DO SO AND I WILL RETURN :) THANX, NEABEAR

Dragons Of Ice
Dragons of Ice kinship is awoken The Moon becomes a Silver sphere, reflections in the water: just as clear. It's snowing... but time is Frozen Winds are howling but silence rests Unbroken. A sudden Surge revives; its vibes know boundless Power. A solitary stare: he Knows you're there. Stances are fixated Yet souls intently move. Affirmation and honour is yours thereafter - The dragon beckons:

My Job...a Must Read
My job is not focused on selling but on teaching. My job is not about selling you a product but allowing you to show off you beauty from the inside out. My job is about helping other woman find their true calling. My job is about sharing what I have learned with others and helping others make a difference in their lives. My job is about opportunities, be respected fully and being praised for good deeds. My job is about appreciation for woman of all shapes and sizes. My job is about taking care of you and your skin. My job is about helping you grow as a person. My job is fun and full of friendly people. My job and my number one priority with it is YOU.... Ladies, it is time for you to step up and show who you can be and get away from what you are not. It is time for you to show the world your true beauty. It is time for you to be appreciated and be thanked for all your accomplishments. Men....you have someone special in your life that you care for then please share this with them

Dragon Days
Dragon days there's a creature in a cave unknown sleeping in a sleep that looks quite deep in comes a man sword up drawn and ready to slay. A piece falls beneath his feet the creature awakes with its mighty wings aspread with a mighty roar and a burst of flame the man falls to death the creature walks out of the cave its mighty wings aspread it soars into the air on the hunt longing for the fresh taste of mutton the prey is spotted and the hunger is growing the shepard is gone and the the creature strikes the flock is gone and the shepard is back the creature flies and is gone that, which a dragon calls a day is this.

Help!!!
PLEASE HELP ME IN THE CONTEST I AM PARTICIPATING IN!!!!!! PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME!!!! I WILL RETURN ALL LOVE! PLEASE DONT JUST RATE THIS AND LEAVE. IT ONLY TAKES A FEW MIN TO GO TO THIS PAGE!!! THANKS!! MUCH LOVE!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1146372&albumid=618013&i=611557244

Womens Poem-lmao
He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him. Like his MUMMA used to do

Draco Bizarro
He was mighty strong and fierce yet he had a gentle heart. Deep dark pools of passion reflected from his eyes. Telling tales from his barren soul the living breathing source of his very existence. He lived on the edge as if there was no tomorrow, afraid of life yet more afraid not to live to its fullest. Raw emotions giving way to heartfelt feelings, soft delicate words once whispered upon her ear. Telling of his adoration, desire and lust. This mighty Dragon baring his soul, giving his all, his complete self. Trusting in love letting down all his guards and defenses, she takes his hopes, dreams and compassion and crushes them in a moments breath with one flap of her wings. Leaving this majestic being alone within himself. His heart crying out for love, dying with every beat. This Draco Bizarro was once mighty, strong and fierce. But, he had a gentle heart......

Death Dragoness
Let her come to you... The end is naught But the real beginning resist and your soul will know Unrest let her find you and you both will soar beyond the deepest nights beyond unconquered depths. She's pain and joy intertwined tears and dreams personified She's never spoken and yet you've known her - who can understand the meaning of her being? Whosoever unlocks the mystery has sealed the fate of forbidden certainty hence proceed and fly away! Your heart's yearnings to be fulfilled; Your spirit's cries to rest in sanctity.

Autumn
Red and golden leaves Swirl, caught in a dance as the Dragon unfurls. An essence of light and candor, unbound by earthern ashes as he rises to the topmost branches before he leaves and all the trees will be but bare

Aedh Pleads With The Elemental Powers
Aedh pleads with the Elemental Powers The Powers whose name and shape no living creature knows Have pulled the Immortal Rose; And though the Seven Lights bowed in their dance and wept, The Polar Dragon slept, His heavy rings uncoiled from glimmering deep to deep: When will he wake from sleep? Great Powers of falling wave and wind and windy fire, With your harmonious choir Encircle her I love and sing her into peace, That my old care may cease; Unfold your flaming wings and cover out of sight The nets of day and night. Dim Powers of drowsy thought, let her no longer be Like the pale cup of the sea, When winds have gathered and sun and moon burned dim Above its cloudy rim; But let a gentle silence wrought with music flow Whither her footsteps go.

Breaking The Rules
I cant believe it. I am nice enough to offer blasts and VIPs for folks who are willing to bomb in a contest. I get nothing but drama from a person who entered. I then have to delete said person? Wow! SORE LOSERS SHOULD NOT ENTER CONTESTS ESPECIALLY IF U R IN SECOND PLACE AND STILL SHOW UR ASS!!!! I dont need this, I didnt even know it was happening until it was brought to my attention. CHERRYBOMB

For October 16,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For October 16,2007 You and your idealistic nature go far today -- as long as you're true to your dreams. It's time for you to speak up about that one issue that has been bugging you lately and the response should be great.

Help Help Help Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee
To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend need help in a contest,she need all the help,So please please please people click on this pic and help her with a rate and 20 comments from each cause she is worth it,and all your love will be returned. show this great person some love:):):)and tell him that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous evening! hugs and kisses WildCat

Movie Trivia
Below is a quote from a movie (an older movie) if you know the name of the movie and the answer to the riddle, send me a private message. If you're correct you will get all my 11's for a day! Good luck. In my mind's eye, I see, three circles joined in priceless, graceful harmony. Two full as the moon, one hollow as a crown. Two from the sea, five fathoms down. One from the earth, deep under the ground. The whole, a mark of high renown. Tell me, what can it be?

The Maturity Of Some People...
It's amazing and unbelieve at the measures that some people go through just to be a shit disturber. For the last few days I've been harassed, talked down to and talked shit about but a real 'mature' person. The endless limits that this person goes through to cause ripples between me and someone that I really do care about. Who is this person?? What hurts the most is that this person whom I do care about feels or felt that I had something to do with this. I'm very sensitive when it comes to people that I care about. I know all this is just the net and just senseless drama, but enough is enough. I'm down because that the person I care about thinks what he thinks. I mean I don't care for this person for nothing. I don't call him every morning on my way to work. I don't sit there and be close to being late for work because I talk to him. I wouldn't care if I didn't take the time to call him during my breaks or text him here and there to let him know I've missed him. Why would I do

The Last Ride (scary Story In Spirit Of Halloween)
The Last Ride by Paul Melniczek She lifted up her head and peered outside through the frosted window. Wrinkled eyes gazed into the bright sky, and a smile came over the old woman’s face when she saw the full moon, shining away in all it’s harvest glory, a perfect background setting for All Hallow’s Eve. A loud purring reached her ears as a black cat leaped up on the table next to the rocking chair she was sitting in. "Yes, my sweets. Isn’t that a pretty night we have in store for us? Old man moon looks down on us with a wink in his eye tonight." The cat stared at her with deep green eyes, attention fixed on every word. "You know what this night means, don’t you, Trickster?" The cat let out a soft meow, listening to his master. "It is the passing of an age, that is what. Many long years, happy memories, but there is an ending to every story, good and bad. Ol’ Madge here has seen it all, yes I have." The old woman pushed herself up from the chair, one gnarled hand s

Life Is Unfair!!
Today I had to go over to my Brother's who was in a very serious accident over two weeks ago to help him out. While I was there he had fallen out of his wheelchair, and by the time I got to the room to help him. He was crawling to his wheelchair. Now my Brother is a very strong man, but he lost his foot and part of his leg in this accident. I am having a VERY hard time tonight. To watch someone u love and respect trying to get his life back to normal, and the struggles he is facing (is kinds hard). Pleas do not for one moment take the simple thing sin life for granted!!

Back In Town Fer A Bit
just wanted to let everyone know that i am good and back home. sorry i didnt tell yall that i was leavin but it was a snap decision on a jopb i couldnt turn down. lol it made my winter nest. well i hope that yall can be understandin bout all this and will fergive me fer not tellin yall ahead of time i was goin to be gone. sorry fer worryin the ones i had and no im not mad at anyone just really didnt have access much. oh and to let yall know i will be gon from fr til the thurs before halloween on another job and the surgery the day after i get back. bein that they have to cut my belly then i prolly wont be on fer a bit after that. anyways yall stay sweet and i will be on when i can over the next few months. HUGZ to all.

Breast Cancer Awareness!
Welcome to Breast Cancer Deception, an eye-opening special report by Mike Adams, the Health Ranger. This is a shocking, tell-all report that exposes the scam of today's breast cancer industry, revealing how conventional breast cancer detection and treatment programs are actually designed to ensnare women into a very harmful (but highly lucrative) system of toxic treatments that will only cause permanent damage to her health. You've never read anything like this about breast cancer. It's the report the industry would prefer to censor, because it contains startling truths about how the cancer industry actually feeds upon the continuation of this disease while censoring natural cancer prevention strategies that could halt 90 percent of all future cancers starting right now. Here, you'll learn: • The top 18 causes of breast cancer that you can control or change • How breast cancer provides billions in profits for drug companies • Why the breast cancer industry isn't looking for

My New Home
Well It has been a year and a half in the process. In may 2006 I was told by Homes For Our Troops that they would build me a house. After finding the right plans to fit my needs and my family. Planning started in September and We finally cleared the land that I bought and made a Huge mud hole in December. It rained from Dec 17 though most of February. We broke ground January 6th and started the Foundation. The spring was pretty productive but then summer hit and so did another round of rain that lasted all of june and July and part of August. School started for my kids on 27 Aug. Finally all was finished and we got the keys in Mid September. Now almost moved in and trying to figure out where things go. Thanks to all the Donors who gave us products and materials and their time to finish my Home. Thanks to all those who support Troops here on Fubar. For all of you who know a severely wounded warrior send me a message and I well give let you know how they can get the support t

About The Bata Milleage
Ok, this is for my fellow citizens of Traverse City, MI. that are on my list, on November 6th, 2007, BATA(Bay Area Transportation Authority) is asking voter to vote yes on a renewal mileage of .35 mills to keep BATA buses rolling, because if we don't pass this milleage BATA will seize operations and their will be no public transportation for any kids, anyone that is a senior citizen or disabled especially if they are in a wheelchair here too, so if you are a registered voter or an absentee voter, I strongly urge you to vote YES come November 6th, please and thank you

I Want A Boy To Say This To Me
I Want A Boy To Say This To Me" date: 2007-10-16 17:53:41 girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life. REPOST THIS IN 7 MIN. IF

Why Say Your My Friend?
I just want to say that I am so tired of people wanting to say they are my friend but when it comes down to it they are just as fake as the next person. You talk to them and tell them how you feel and then they treat you as if what you said to them was the worst thing you could ever do.I guess it was my bad for telling you how I feel. I wont make that same mistake again. Well i guess all of this does not matter we are not talking and I guess thats the way it should stay.

Tomorrow Is Gonna Suck
I HAVE BEEN IN A BIT OF A FUNK FOR THE PAST WEEK.... HERE I SIT THINKING IT IS ALL THESE CONSCIOUS THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.... THEN MY MOTHER CAME TO ME AND ASKED IF I AM READY FOR COURT TOMORROW.... YES THE 17TH IS ALREADY HERE... TOMORROW WHEN I GET OFF OF WORK AT 6AM I GET TO TRY TO REST BEFORE GOING TO COURT TO FINALIZE MY DIVORCE AND SAY GOODBYE TO MY CHILDREN FOR THE LAST TIME... I'VE BEEN CRYING FOR ABOUT AN HOUR NOW... DONT ASK MY WHY... I KNOW WHY BUT ALLLL THE REASONS COMBINED ARE TOO MUCH FOR ME TO VOICE... BUT I'M GONNA TRY NOT FOR YOU BUT TO SEE IF GETTING IT OUT REALLY HELPS.... I HATE MY HUSBAND... I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD FEEL SUCH HATRED FOR ANOTHER PERSON IN MY LIFE AND YET HE BROUGHT IT OUT OF ME... I NEVER WISHED BAD THINGS UPON ANYONE, BUT I WOULDNT BE HAPPIER IF HE WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF SOME GOD AWFUL MIS-HAP. BUT FOR SOME REASON KNOWING TOMORROW WILL BE THE END OF THE 7 YEAR NIGHTMARE SADDENS ME... HE HURT ME SO BAD AND PUT ME THROUGH SOOOOO MUCH

Retirement
I have worked all my life, and for the past 3 years, I was disabled. I could not go back to work. I had no money in the bank, and no retirement or 401 K plan. I worked 19 years as a truck driver. Yes I was good at what I did. In 19 years of driving tractor trailer I got into 2 accidents that did not involve any other vehicles. And in the last 4 years I ran off the road and no one was hurt or involved except me on the last one. Both times I had passed out behind the wheel while driving. Talk about something that made me think? The first time was in 2001, I was driving thru Nebraska on I-80 near Sidney. It started with coughing and it was fast and I could not stop. The coughing that is. Well I didn't get any signs that I was in trouble, so I kept on driving. I remember passing an overpass. The next thing I remember was my hands were on the steering wheel, and I was driving in the grass. Yes I was still moving. I looking up on to the interstate and it seemed about 500 feet away. I don't k

Mommy's Little Baby
Mommy's Little Baby Mommy's little baby is not really far away I'm keeping you in my heart and that's how it's gonna stay! Although you didn't meet me and look into my eyes Mommy will be thinking of you when I look up in the skies And when I feel the sunshine ... shining down on me I will know you're safe & happy and where you have to be I have so many questions and there are no answers to find But don't think for just a second that you'll ever leave my mind You my precious angel made a mommy out of me But our Father up in Heaven chose to raise you instead of me God must have so much in store and wonderful plans for you So I will carry this burden of pain so all your dreams come true! So don't you cry any tears my love - be happy and be free When God decides it's time....you will meet Daddy and me You are very special both here and in heaven above No matter where you are my angel you have Daddy & Mommy's Love!

Fear Has No Taste
Fear has no taste when we embrace the things we shouldn't. What is it that drives us to make such choices? Perphaps the sun has cooled and the bitter rain of our mistakes is falling on our heads like bullets. Force...its the only way a creature of habit can learn or be measured. Most never see it coming like a frog in a pot of water. Blistered and dying. That is when death is the only lesson learned. Useless is this knowledge. This is what these choices offer the chooser...utter oblivion.

Very Important, Please Read!!!!
kay, so I am doing this contest. Just for fun. I don't care about any of the prizes. It was just for fun. Now the 2 women sponsoring the contest have turned it into something else. I was leaving comments today for myself. Calling myself a point whore, calling myself a pimp. Just writing random things. Then talking to myself. Leaving messages that only me and Martin understand. The girl that is winning, comes and looks at my comments constantly. Many times a day. To me, that is stalking! Any way you want to dress it up, it is stalking. Then, she comes into my profile. Then, her "family" come into my profile one by one. Then they keep going into my picture, constantly. Then, I get 3 emails, 2 from Cherrybomb (host) and one from Wildcat (host). This is what they wrote: Them: I tried to shout at ya but I guess your shout box is family only,no one is spying on ya or stalking ya,please stop harrassing my family member,I'm sure you wouldn't like it if someone will

Mmm
I'm just bored as hell. I hate beening here in Baltimore but I have to want travel a little more but is just my job is keeping from diding it. I'm thinking about stop working for a month or at least week vacation away from this town. I'm just freaking bored...grrrr.

I Truly Do Have The Best Friends Ever>> Wow!!!
My fiends reach out to me and wow it is wonderful , how they touch me in way, s they ,ll never know . And yet they lift my spirit high and my troubles do fade ;They have no ideal so im sending out thank you,s to all ; wow your the best of the best hugs all. Gods greatest gifts are wonderful and you all have just added to my life, and made seem so wonderful to go on in here . and in the real world . ... diana There are some that really are so sweet and considerate and this makes all the bad just fade away. They seem to say such wonderful things to me . aww I love you all. ty ty and know you are real gems to me. ,

My Stupidy
ok, on Sunday, I went into work ...ok, i usually get my uniform on before i go to work but that day i took it to work and was gonna change into it. well i usually have my belt on my waist at all times but i took it off to go to the other building to use the restroom and change my clothes. I walked out of the back door. which keep in mynd is in a locked fenced area, and the door automatically locks. well it closed behind and i didn't think anything of it til i went to open the other door which was also locked and i remember my keys were in the office which was locked and i couldn't get over the fence unless i jumped it. well i called PD the local Police department which we are tied with, actually they are our boss. well .. they were no help. so i called my boss and she wouldn't answer her phone. so i thought to myself i'd try to jump the fence. so i did. keep in mind its an 8 ft fence and full of barbwire.. we have a kennel right next to the fence that we usually keep stray animals in,

Just Don't Say It
Disclaimer: Those of you who know me know that I am incredibly empassioned by the work that I feel I have been called to do. I love the work and I love the awesome population of people I am called to work with. However, as of late, I have begun to be more and more sensitive to the things people say and that will consitute the bulk of this note. If you are offended by this, good. The reason I say it is good for you to be offended by what I am about to write is because I am tired of seeing such a special group of people referred to so derogatorily and I, myself, am tired of being offended by what I hear and I feel that this needs to be addressed. Note: Let me begin by saying that I love my calling. I love the fact and proudly admit that I have chosen to dedicate my life to working with the severe to profoundly disabled population. They are an amazing group of people and I am blessed to be called to that field because very few people will ever experience humanity and purity in the wa

Halloween Jokes
Some of these jokes are very 'bat' some might even say it is 'scary'. :-) There are more Halloween jokes here. Q. What do goblins and ghosts drink when they're hot and thirsty on Halloween? A. Ghoul-aid!!! Q. What is a Mummie's favorite type of music? A. Wrap!!!!! Q. Why do demons and ghouls hang out together? A. Because demons are a ghouls best friend! Q. What's a monster's favorite bean? A. A human bean. Q. Why can't the boy ghost have babies? A. Because he has a Hallo-weenie. Q. What do you call a witch who lives at the beach? A. A sand-witch. Q. Where does a ghost go on Saturday night? A. Anywhere where he can boo-gie. Q. What did the skeleton say to the vampire? A. You suck. Q. What do ghosts say when something is really neat? A.Ghoul Q. Why did the ghost go into the bar? A. For the Boos. Q. Why was the girl afraid of the vampire? A. He was all bite and no bark. Q. Why did the game warden arrest the ghost? A. He didn't have a haunting license.

The Latest News
Alrighty then, after being offline for the better part of the last day or so, I'm back up and running. Bit of a scare there as I thought I had fried the whole PC but it turned out to be just th pwer supply which I just installed a new one. News: I'm putting the art on hold indefinitely for now. In fact I just uploaded the last design You might have noticed my name change, no more Graphics by Rick or Paradise Artist. Just plain old Rick, take him or leave him for who he is without the art. He's a pretty nice guy actually once you take the time to know him. So why the stop in art? Well it gets tedious with all requests I get,I can't keep up, plus I do art for 3 model sites and plus this, soit gets to be a bit much. Besides there's lots of talents here on the site who can do better work then me. Will the art return here? Maybe...if I have the support of friends and fans here it might make a come back, you just never know, depends on the response I get and who here is willing to

Last Update For October 16th ~~ Wsc News, Views, And Bombing!!
Wicked Storm Crew! ~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~ News, Views, and Bombing for TODAY!!!!! ~ &hearts ~ Wicked Storm Crew~ &hearts ~ News Flash!!!! Mr. Nice Guy has been promoted to Leveling Manager. He really is a SUPER nice guy (not just advertising) and he will make a great Manager. Congrats! ~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~ Don't forget the recruiting challenge. We need new members! The challenge is among the WSC crew to see who can recruit the most new members. I see new faces so somebody is taking charge!! The 15 days, are dwindling down.... Midnight(Eastern Standard Time) October 27th is coming up fast. How many you got?? It's not to late. Everyone you can get to sign up as a member counts towards your total, make sure that you let them know who you are so they can say "so and so" recruited me. Rain and I are keeping track. The prize at this point is a 1 day blast, but the higher the scores go, more will be added to the prize pack or a bigger

Anyone Know The Name....
I heard a song today on my local rock station by Puddle of Mudd and it was something like pyscho something.....does anyone know the name of it? if so comment me here w/it or hit me up in the shoutbox thnx all

Embarrassing First Date
Embarrassing First Date This is pretty funny. If you didn't see this on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read it. This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates...but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah. It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere wi

Numb
I detach myself from the pain, return to the numbness, slowly melt into the dark. The light shifts as the figure approaches. I shift to adjust to the piercing rays. Stay where I can see you. Do not come any closer. You will not inflict your pain upon me. You will not break me. I stand alone in the shadows, but only I choose the path that I walk. And I remain in the numb.

You Don’t Need Oxygen To Live
It's about time we all sat down and looked at the bigger picture, because nobody looks anymore. You don't need oxygen to live, you need it to breathe. You don't need legs to walk, only to stand. You don't need fingers to eat, only to hold the food. We all think we need so much more than we really do. All my life I have thought I needed drugs to forget, drinks to forgive, and fights to relieve stress. I truly believed I couldn't be happy without those things in my life, but now they are gone and my ass is still kickin' and harder than ever. Relationships don't need love to survive, people need love to live. Nobody needs sex, nobody needs alchohol, most of us just chose to have it. Life is like an addiction, that none of us need, we all just happen to have it. Cars go fast, but lives go faster. Material things are only just material, they will never be things to make you happy. A new car makes me smile really fucking big, because it's my car that I just paid for...but if the other 3 s

In A Contest Again
Opening contest at 12 midnight EST or 9PM Pacific tonight Below is a link to the Des' profile, she is holding the contest. Have a great night all.............. If you can help I would appreciate it!I will post the link once the contest is open if I am still up... lol. ♥~DES TIN E~♥~Bartender for the Underground~@ fubar

Forever And Always
Love is a friendship that has caught fire, it is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Love is content with the present, it hopes for the future, and it doesn't brood over the past. It's the day in and day out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough. Of all the people in this world, you're the one I run to. Your name has been inscribed in my heart before I knew your name. In the moment we met all those years ago, I knew you were the one. I whisper your name each morning when I wake, and each night to the stars. I am who I am because of you, and there is no one else I want to be. You have taught me so much a

I Miss You... Forever...
I walk the hallways its not the same her locker empty next to mine I miss the way she laughed I miss the way she cried I've known her my whole life now it looks like not quite till the end... if I would have stopped her from getting in that car she might still be here with me today I'm lost without her together we were inseperable but now were seperated forever until my day will come I wish it would come today so I could be with her right now the last words I heard from her were in her hospital bed slowly dying holding my hand all she could say was I love you.. your my bestfriend till the end then her eyes slowly closed you may not be here but I know your here in my heart I miss you... forever...

My Heart Aches
My heart aches when I talk to you My heart aches when I don’t hear from you My heart aches when I long for you I don’t know why You’ve taken over my thoughts I can’t explain You’re still a stranger Far away I want you close by I miss your embrace Holding you close My heart aches I miss you!

Evil
Evil on a night like this Evil tasting like a twisted wish Evil paralized upon the ground Evil tates the tears of fear Evil tainted sounds of cheer Evil dripping down; your blood of hate Evil tearing down your helpless fate Evil swears that by the night's end Evil won't say it was all pretend Evil because Death will follow you Evil until full content Evil pleasured to full extent

You Are To Blame...
You are the cause You are my pain You are the reason I'm going insane I hate you dearly My soul will ache As long as I know That you're awake You've made me weak You forced me to lie You are the reason Why I still cry You've ruined my life It's all your fault I cannot escape Your deadly assault I'm haunted by you And your twisted soul Your hate stricken mind holds a selfish control I wish for your death To be painful and slow I wish for the day You go down below I want you to suffer For all that you've done My sadness was born The day you begun Everything you know Everything you touch has been destroyed By your evil clutch I place this on you This is your blame There's no one else This is your shame You deserve the worst May you never be free At least I'm not selfish Because you are Me....

What Fubar Really Stands For!
~Sir steps up to the soap box....~ I just wanted to express my displeasure with this site. I get banned from commenting anything because someone got offended by my comments and instead of just asking me not to leave them they whine to CherryTap and have me banned. So my only course to get points is to rate other peoples pics and stashes.. Well they've been down for 2 days now. I'm a VIP member with no possible way to get refunded. They limit the number of 11's I have each day, fine, but now I haven't been able to use them for 2 days. Do you think FUBAR will let me use the 11's I lost? Hell no.. Thank you for reading My Rants.... Sir Dave P.S. Many of you have asked me what this means... S.N.A.F.U. Situation Normal All Fucked Up & F.U.B.A.R. Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition

I Won't Die Here
I dry my eyes each night. This happens after every fight. The pain will never seize. Even when I'm on my knees. Been beaten until I turn blue, No one knows what I go through. Why does he drink everyday? I sometimes wish his life away. He brings me so much pain, I just want to slice my vein. After all the bleedings done, I'll wonder who would have won. It would be me standing there, Fighting off my greatest fear. I won't give him anything to hold, It's my life and I'm in control. I see no reason to live, my life is all I have to give. I'm not ready to give it up. Still have't reached the top. Even with the pain I had, My life never seemed so bad. If good is all I can see, A better life I would lead. friends made it better for me, So A better friend I will be. I'm ready to open this door, I won't be giving up anymore. Everyone I love I made worry, For that I am so very sorry. I won't live my life a lie. And I'm not ready to die.

::angel Of Your Darkness::..
You built these walls around you To try to encage yourself Turning your back on the world Forever refusing all help Your fears they surrounded you Devoured all your soul Left you broken into pieces Impossible to be made whole Your tears they became rivers Until they drowned your body And you just let yourself lie Dying in your own folly The depression it destroyed you Left you empty and closed off Until all memories of us You simply forgot Every night I came to your prison Trying to get you free Trying to reach you But you no longer saw me You closed your mind and body Let your heart just freeze Watched me outside the bars Begging you not to please I constantly tried and failed Your empty eyes they watched It broke my heart to see you I prayed for it to stop So I come tonight once again But not to set you free I come to say goodbye But you can’t even hear me I cry as I watch you But I have to turn away Long gone are the days In your ar

Moonlight Drive
Just after midnight When closing my eyes Cuddling close to you For a moonlight drive Iridescent moon beams Shine on objects below Casting shadow silhouettes Luminescent silvery glow Crickets sing a lullaby That echo through the night Gentle breeze is blowing Everything feels so right Stars twinkling a rhythm In time with the radio Just the two of us together Enjoying nature's show Nothing is more beautiful Makes me feel more alive Then cuddling up to you For a moonlight drive

Newest Members
Announcing our newest members! Please welcome them to the family and show them some love! doubled2 demon crew angels of pleasure ::ad@ fubar ~ladychristine64~ Demon Crew ~§ø¢¡etÿ øf Tøß¢ø®e~@ fubar ~*Evil Angel*~ Member of the Demon Crew@ fubar SICK AND TWISTED@ fubar ScOoTeR-(Hubby of Lori)-{Demon Crew member}@ fubar brooniez ~member of demon crew~@ fubar Marlbro Man Rebelgirl's R/L Husband~ Member of Demon Crew~@ fubar bigmitch

Hmmmmmmmmm
Finally saw a rating on a new friends page so I tried, but this was the response I got: ratings are disabled for maintenance. Earlier I got this message in my bar tab: · ...capone... rated you a '10'! saw someone add their stash, but not able to rate it yet. FEEDINGTHEDESIRE Enjoy the music and graphics if you like~

Repairman
Wanda's dishwasher quit working so she called a repairman. Since she had to go to work the next day, she told the repairman, "I'll leave the key under the mat. Fix the dishwasher, leave the bill on the counter, and I'll mail you a check ." "Oh, by the way don't worry about my dog Spike. He won't bother you. But, whatever you do, do NOT, under ANY circumstances, talk to my parrot!" "I REPEAT; DO NOT TALK TO MY PARROT!!!" When the repairman arrived at Wanda's apartment the following day, he discovered the biggest, meanest looking dog he has ever seen. But, just as she had said, the dog just lay there on the carpet watching the repairman go about his work. The parrot, however, drove him nuts the whole time with his incessant yelling, cursing and name calling. Finally the repairman couldn't contain himself any longer and yelled, "Shut up, you stupid, ugly bird!" To which the parrot replied, "Get him, Spike!" See - Men just don't listen!

The Gift
A gift is given to each person upon their birth. A gift called life. There is no greater gift. There is no greater treasure. You are given this gift, and you decide how it is used. Will you grow and show the world what you can do? Or will you smother the gift, even taking others with you? Do you long to be creative, or to sit behind a desk? Do you yearn to be out in the world, or sit and watch from the side? Either way you do it, you must see things through. The hands are just as important as the mind. Whether you are a writer or an artist, or whether you are a scientist or a mathmetician. You are all given a gift, which gives you the right to be Eactly what you want to be. A precious gift called life.

Woo-hoo Pls Help Me Out....
The Contest will start tomorrow Wednesday 17th October 2007 @ 6pm GMT, 10am PST, 12pm CST, 1pm EST, & will end Wednesday 31st October 10pm GMT, 2pm PST, 4pm CST, 5pm EST (I think these time differences are right LOL please tell me if they're not).

Just A Poem
Something once beautiful, can turn ugly. A rose bloosm and grows, showing it's total splendor. Yet, when the cold wind blows a rose will slowly wilt and die. This can happen with love. A love so strong, which once flourished, Can one day seem to disapear. You may love them forever, even for the rest of your life. But, sometimes, the pieces just can't be put back together.

Life!!!!
Ok, so some know and some don't. I have a son who has mild autism, and a daughter we know has mild autism or worse but have taken steps to start her therapy before getting the diagnosis. Now most of you do not know that I have been going to the doctors and it looks like due to family history and what I have going on I will be having a partial hysterectomy. Almost all of you do not know that my aunt who I am so closed to is having medical problems... She has tumors but we found out today they are not cancer, BUT she will have to be on CHEMO FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE... This suxs, I have seen how bad chemo can get, she will get sick, and loose all her hair. On top of that they tell her she needs to go to the eye and liver doctor every 6 weeks cause chemo will cause both to fail.. So now she has to live with contently being sick, or stop the chemo and have the tumors will turn to cancer and she will die fast. So if I do not answer you know why, and if anyone has the nerve to as

When God Made Truckdrivers
"WHEN GOD MADE TRUCKDRIVERS" When the Lord created Truck Drivers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order?" "A truck driver has to be able to drive 10-12 hours per day, through any type of weather, on any type of road, know the highway traffic laws of 48 states and 10 provinces, he has to be ready and able to unload 40,000 lbs of cargo after driving thru the night and sleep in areas of cities and towns that the police refuse to patrol." "He has to be able to live in his truck 24 hours a day 7 days a week for weeks on end, offer first aid and motorist assistance to his fellow travelers, meet just in time schedules, and still maintain an even and controlled composure when all around him appear to have gone mad." "He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals; he has to have six pairs of hands."

Boring Sex Survey
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? …only Atomic....he drives me nuts 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Morning, afternoon, and night....repeat 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The side you want....I love being difficult 4. Which do you prefer...Pork, beef, or chicken??? Italian Sausage....I love my meat :-p 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? many times....makes room for more rum 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? yes... wouldn't you like to know.... 7. Shower or bath? Shower, too hard to screw in a bath ~ agrees with Asshole 8. Do you pee in the shower? running water has that affect on me too 9. Mexican or Chinese food? Italian 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive...and then I like to take over and make um beg... 11. Do you love someone on your top friends? Absolutely 13. Love or money? happin

Kids Not So Dumb..lol
A man and a woman were driving down the road, arguing about his > deplorable infidelity when suddenly the woman reached over and sliced > the man's penis off. Angrily, she tossed it out the car window. > > Driving behind the couple was a man and his 6-year-old daughter. The > little girl was chatting away at her father when all of a sudden the > penis smacked their car windshield, stuck for a moment, then flew off. > Surprised, the daughter asked her father, "Daddy, what the heck was > that?" > > Shocked, but not wanting to expose his little girl to anything sexual at > such a young age, the father replied,"It....it was only a bug, Honey." > > The daughter sat with a confused look on her face, and after a moment > said.. "Sure had a big dick, didn't it?"

Cop Humor
The following were taken off of actual police car videos around the country. Have yourself a great day! #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch out after you wear them awhile." #14 "Take your hands off the car, and I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 1,200 feet per second? In case you didn't know, that is the average speed of a 9mm bullet fired from my gun." #11 "So you don't know how fast you were going. I guess that means I can write anything I want on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, Sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh .. Did I mention that I am the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determine whether you are drunk or not. Was Mickey Mouse a cat or a dog

To Complete Me Is To Add>>poem
Add one and one you get 2 . Add or subtract , still theres me with out a pluss > Im not complete for lack of . Nothing completes me now but some day it will. When im totaled and then a completion will show, of all ive been. Imingine this at deaths end . Ill be complete to live again . thru Christ who makes me whole and not devided thru my soul But complete as My lord knows he is the one to give me all. hugs diana

Rough Nite
I had a very rough nite as some of you know, cause you was there for me when I needed someone. I am still not out of the woods yet, but I am feeling better. Just got somethings to work out, don't worry what happened last nite will not happen. If I die they win!! I get so tired of getting up in pain and going to bed in pain, sometimes I want that to stop. There is other pain also, the emotional pain is the worse. The feeling of not being wanted, I am alone in this place that I live, and it gets hard sometimes cause I am alone, with know one to turn to, until now. After last nite I have begun to realize that there are some that do care and care a lot. For them I am thankful, if not for them I might not be here.......

How Dumb People Really R.
Stupid Questions 1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why cant woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my names Bob. Im an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think ill squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the professor on

Something To Think About
Something to think about... The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began As a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it. I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whomever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to l

Go For Gold.lol
Sexual Olympics A man went over to his girls place for a little bit of nookie between the sheets. He presented her with three choices of condom -- gold, silver, or bronze. "Silver," she said. "Why not gold?" "Because I want you to come second for once!"

Starting Over Again....
Three months ago i met you, yet we still have yet to meet. I told myself that people are fools, that no one can have feelings for a person that they have never met. I now know I am wrong. The Army controls where you are, and it is far away from me, but I know you, and you know me. We talk everyday, trying not to mention how far apart we really are, but like you said if you think about it you get depressed, and we can't have that. I long for you to get back home so I can see you, and touch you, all I want is to be able to look into your eyes as we speak. Is this possible, can you get to know someone so well and have never physically met, i have had my doubts in the past when others spoke of it, but now I just don't know. 3 more weeks where you are, then they are sending you somewhere else, you hope to be home by Christmas, I hope for that too. With all my heart I pray for you each and everyday, and I cherish the moments we get together over the phone. But, i am still confused, still do

Scorpio- The Intense One.
Once you have opened this , there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Al ways wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emo

Some Women Just Need A Reason To Bitch
Its funny how some women on here will put pictures on their profiles that are rated nsfw and honestly expect men to NOT want to look or to even ask to look. Its like putting a big fat juicy steak in front of a dog that hasnt eaten in a week and expect that dog not to try and eat it. (and yes I do realize that I just compaired men to dogs lol). Now I was married to a woman that actually looked for any reason possible to bitch about something, she was later diagnosed with a mild form of schizophrenia. Hmmmm. Well I guess the one thing that we all can probably agree on is that we will never understand the opposite sex. Like why a man would actually want to see NSFW pictures of women or why women would put them out for men to ask to see so they can bitch about it when it happens. Life is a funny thing.

If I Was
IF U WOKE UP ONE MORNING AND I WAS IN YOUR BED WHAT WOULD U DO ? (1) GO BACK TO SLEEP (2) SLAP ME (3) CUSS ME OUT (4) JUST TELL ME TO LEAVE ( 5 ) PUSH ME OFF THE BED (6) CLIMB ON TOP OF ME AND CUDDLE (7) FUCK ME (8) MAKE ME BREAKFAST (9) ASK ME MY NAME (10) CALL THE COPS 6

Redneck Man's Pick Up Lines
CAN'T GET INTO THE STASH SO I WILL POST IT HERE... Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree & I was a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - 'Fat Penguin!' Woman - 'WHAT?' Man - 'I just wanted to say something that would break the ice.' 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in

I'd Do Her
I'd do her by: Raso If her vulva's not pink but it doesn't stink...I'd do her If she's the queen of all whores but doesn't have any soars...I'd do her If she has no tits but swallows not spits...I'd do her If she looks like a mutt but takes it in the butt...I'd do her If she wets her bed but gives great head...I'd do her If she has no legs but can cook scrambled eggs...I'd do her If she has 12 toes but doesn't pick her nose...I'd do her If she constantly nags but her boobs don't sag...I'd do her If she's on the rag but doesn't gag...I'd do her If she's a total bitch but doesn't have the itch...I'd do her Who am I kidding, I'd do any chick without an adams apple...and even then...well..I'd have to be totally drunk.

Im Just An Illusion Today >>poem
Im not here or there ; Just all in your mind . Im invisibel and not seen at times ; Im wanted then not ; And lost alot .> But found my Way when My Lord seen Me. Im not here some day and yet I am For its a illusion to who I am .. where I am; what im to be But thy Lord knows the real me. ................. hugs Diana

I Won't Be Doing Another Of These For A Long Time!
Facts About MeABOUT MEFull Name:Theresa Birthday:January 1, 1962 Birthplace:Oxnard, California Eye Color:Blue/Gray most of the time Hair Color:Strawberry Blonde Height and Weight:5'51/2" (about 130) Right or Left Handed:right Heritage:Dutch, Irish, a bit of German Worst Habit:smoking Shoe Size:7.5 Shoes You Wore Today:none yet Innie or Outie:innie Weakness:addictions (right now it's The Fu) Fears:loved ones getting hurt Perfect Pizza:black olives and pineapple ~mmmm~ Thoughts First Waking Up:Is my dog still alive? Best Physical Feature:legs MY FAVORITESColor:Cobalt Blue Food:Chicken Spaghetti Sport:Eh Animal:Tigers Candy:Charleston Chews Song:Bring Me To Life (it fits me right now) Gum:can't chew it Holiday:I don't like holidays anymore Season:Spring Radio Station:I prefer cd's Body Part on the Opposite Sex:Eyes, mouth, hands (not necessarily in that order) oh and shoulders

To Inform You All
i am letting you all know i am taking some time off from fubar. there was no drama, or anything like that. it just doesn't have it's flare anymore. so i will be on for a lil more tonight and then i won't be around for awhile, if i come back at all. enjoy your holidays and all that jazzy crap.

10-16-07 Horescope
here is my horescope for today on fubar...fits just perfect and it totally speaks the truth. ~You and your idealistic nature go far today -- as long as you're true to your dreams. It's time for you to speak up about that one issue that has been bugging you lately and the response should be great.~ so i am suppose to speak up about the one issue that has been buggin me lately huh? Well the only issue i can think of is someone by the name of Brian. probably should speak up and say he is an effing coward and I am moving on to better things cuz i am tired of your bullshit lies and being put through exactly what you hated to be put through yourself. Dont do unto others that you dont want (or i should say, dont like) done to you. grow up. Im done!!!!

Murphys Sex Laws.lol
Murphys Sex Laws 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract

The Truth
Well here i go.In my life i've lied to girlz about loven them. never had loved one at all that is till five months ago when i meet her the girl of my dreams, the one who makes me smile when ive had a bad day simply by hearen her say hello.if you think i dont know what love is, your wrong i love my family,my friends, not untill know i have never felt love for one other person,but when you cant sleep at night because that person got hurt by dumb shit you did or that you know your gonna lose them because you did something so dumb and you cant rewind just cuz you know in your mind it was all just a lie to the other person, and know the person you do love probebly thinks that what u've said to her is a lie as well,when you know that everything you've told them about your past n your feelings for them are not a lie its the truth n there the only one that knows about things in your past that have made you who you are today sitten here writen this wishen you could talk to them and work things

Fallen Victim
I AM A FALLEN VICTIM TO HIS CHARMS, AS MUCH AS I TRY NOT TO LOVE HIM I ONLY LOVE HIM MORE, HOW MANY OTHERS WILL FALL??? FOR THE MAN WHO HAS IT ALL,... JUST SOME WISH TO GET THIS CLOSE TO THAT OF LIKE AN ANGEL,THIS CLOSE TO HEAVEN.

Gotta Love All The Crying
Well i love all the post about help me level leave me a comment AND PEOPLE BITCHING about not having ur 11s .Personaly i find it ridiculous to have to subsribe to something that myspace offers for free,and by the way i tought this was suppose to be a free site anyways anyone notice that this site has gone to shit every since baby jesus started dealing with sponsors.I mean come on people its damn stupid begging for comments and stuff i get half a dozen request for me to help u out in a contest well sorry but if u expect me to take 10 mins outta my busy day to comment bomb and u havent even fanned me do me a favorite and just remove ur self from my list and block me cuase personaly i can care less if i have slots for 2000 pics good lord get a life step away from the computer and go out on a damn walk.No im not going to help u in a contest if u havent looked at my page or fanned me sooo dont ask cuase im not going to do it i think i have one person on

Joe Torre
Should Joe go? I say no. GMS3 wants to let Joe go because he didn't win the World Series. Lets look at some of the other things Joe Torre DIDN'T DO: Joe DIDN'T sign Kei Agawa. Joe DIDN'T sign Kyle Farnsworth. Joe DIDN'T sign Carl Pavano. Joe DIDN'T pull Roger's hammy. Joe DIDN'T age Mike Mussina. Joe DIDN'T injure Karstens, Hughes, Wang, Matsui, Damon, Man-K or Giambi. Joe DIDN'T aquire Luis Vizciano. Joe DIDN'T go 3 for 17 with 1 RBI and hit into 3 killer double plays in the ALDS. Joe DIDN'T go 2 for 15 with 0 RBI in the ALDS. Joe DIDN'T start 2 games in the ALDS for a total of 5.2 innings allowing 14 hits and 12 earned runs. What Joe DID DO is lead this team through it all and made the post season after everyone thought the Yankees were done back in May. What Joe DID DO was manage what was GIVEN TO HIM BY THE YANKEE "brASS". Isn't that what a manager is supposed to do? So go ahead Geo, let Joe go. There are plenty of teams waiting for y

That Special Feeling
My body thrashed upon my bed, Thoughts of him inside my head. "Only a dream, he'll never be here" I wanted to scream, I was driven by fear That after the years of longing and need, Off my willing body he would never feed. A soft kiss touched me and my eyes were open Before me- the vampire of which I'd rarely spoken. So warm but so strong, a beautiful sight Seen so many times, yet so much more real that night. He looked at me and showed that devious smile. His demons began to come through...he hadn't danced in a while. A pale arm extended, led his hand to trace Along every curve of my frightened face. I closed my eyes seeing now he was real Mixed array of longing emotions I began to feel. He leaned forward and kissed me with strong intent There my heart stopped, my mind was bent. "Speak to me," he said, "I need to hear your voice." But my lips couldn't move, it was not by my choice. "Perhaps, my love, I'll hear you make other sounds..." That wicked man snickered as

Questioning Sanity
Reaching the gates of sanity; I pause to ponder the point of it all. Do I really feel or is feeling only imagined? Does the pain I feel wreaking havoc on my soul; just self torment brought on by the fear of being alone? Am I truly even sane? Is reality for you the same as reality for me; or am I just fooling myself into believing I was ever normal... Hell hath no furry like a woman insane... Reaching into the depths of my soul I pull on everything that has kept me grounded. Praying that its enough to keep me here... Knowing that at any moment I could lose faith and fall... Into the abyss that many call insanity.. The question I cannot answer...for myself or any other troubled soul searching for reason... Is there really sanity left in the world?

Kde 3.5.8 Released
KDE Project Ships Eighth Translation and Service Release for Leading Free Software Desktop KDE 3.5.8 features translations in 65 languages, improvements to KDE PIM suite and other applications. October 16, 2007 (The INTERNET). The KDE Project today announced the immediate availability of KDE 3.5.8, a maintenance release for the latest generation of the most advanced and powerful free desktop for GNU/Linux and other UNIXes. KDE now supports 65 languages, making it available to more people than most non-free software and can be easily extended to support others by communities who wish to contribute to the open source project. While the developers' main focus lies on finishing KDE 4.0, the stable 3.5 series remains the desktop of choice for the time being. It is proven, stable and well supported. The 3.5.8 release with its literally hundreds of bugfixes has again improved the users' experience. The main focus of improvements for KDE 3.5.8 is * Improvements in Konqueror and

Tuesday
Well another Tuesday Train is on track ((YaY)) Those can be a pain, although they don't look like much ... It's really a heavy coded message (a lotta space) & labor intensive (going to each profile, reconstructing the link to fit my needs) Some might not realize that profile messages are only allowed 2000 characters, So with the added links: I'm limited to very little space to write names and a few gif images. See what I wanted today's to look like here: (with the BLACK background that it was intended to be on) With today's train, (you may notice 4 people instead of the usual two) Which also explains the 'delay' in departure! he-he I really had to make some adjustments to fit them UNDER the 2000 character space limit! 8-p drove me crazy! Speaking of crazy ... Yesterdays comment - I make all mine never to insult - but perhaps give the viewers a chuckle! Although unintended, I guess it upset a -few- people ... But at the sa

Wonder
I thought love had finally found me. I thought that this was for good. I gave you my heart and soul.. but love evades. Now Im left wondering if I will ever find someone who will love me. I dont ask for much in a person..honesty, love of life, a smile to light my soul, and a pair of warm arms to wrap me up in when the dialysis gets too tough. But I guess that is too much to ask for. I live in a life of uncertainity therefore I never take each day for granted. I want to fall in love with someone who captivates me and adores me. I want to hide away with someone who loves me and forget that the world even exists for even just a few stolen moments. Sorry if this is boring, I just had to get a few thoughts outta my head. Im hoping they will get out of my heart cause that would make life alot easier to live.

This Awesome Lady Needs Help In A Contest!
My friend is in a contest, and she needs a lot of love to win it. If anyone has time to come out and help her, I am sure the love will be returned! Thankyou! Just click on the pic below to get into comment the heck out of it!

Here I Am Again
Okay, here i am again. i know it's been a long while since i last updated. since then Mike and I have gotten things sort of settled with mummy about the wedding. . .though more drama will happen before we're done. i lost my job, now I've got to find another and it can't happen too soon. we honestly need the money for bills and groceries. wish i could get paid enough for luxuries afterwards like savings and Christmas gifts and books to read . . . I'm out of new stories to read which bothers me. it's frustrating and disheartening to say the least and i don't like it. i feel incredibly stupid and useless right now. like i defiantly can't get anything right no matter how hard i try. try is not success and success is never guaranteed. especially for me. more later when I'm not so depressed.

The Realtor
It was a late night showing, and I was running late. The realtor was going to wait for me, but I didn’t know how long she would wait. Traffic was horrendous, and the rain was not helping at all. I was almost there, so we would see if I was too late. As I approached the property, I saw a dark Gran Prix parked in the drive, and was relieved that this was not a wasted trip. I parked behind the car and ran to the door to minimize the amount of wetness, the rain was getting worse; At least any roof leaks would be very noticeable tonight. I knocked, and a woman, mid 40’s, red hair, green eyes, and a dazzling smile greeted me. She was wearing an aqua green dress, scoop neck, panty hose, and matching shoes. Her name was Debbie. The dress flared as she turned to give me the tour of the house. I apologized profusely, and she waved it off as one of the perils of the profession. I watched her walk, trying to concentrate as she showed me the features, but it was not easy. She was friendly,

Real Friends
A REAL FRIEND IS VERY HARD TO FIND. REAL FRIENDS AREN'T EVERYWHERE REAL FRIENDS ARE THERE FOR THE BEGINNING THE MIDDLE AND THE END. A REAL FRIEND WON'T COME TO BAIL YOU OUT OF JAIL A REAL FRIEND WOULD BE SITTIN NEXT TO YOU SAYIN "WE FUCKED UP HUH"? A REAL FRIEND WILL NOT LEAVE YOU IN YOUR TIME OF NEED A REAL FRIEND WILL CALL YOU JUST TO SAY I'M BORED REAL FRIENDS WON'T JUDGE YOU FOR YOUR MISTAKES BUT HELP YOU NOT YO MAKE THAT SAME MISTAKE AGAIN REAL FRIENDS DON'T CALL EACH OTHERS MEN/WOMEN AND TALK ABOUT RANDOM SHIT BECAUSE REAL FRIENDS KNOW WHERE THE LINE IS AND NOT TO CROSS IT DO YOU HAVE REAL FRIENDS??? OR IS IT SOME PHONY WHO PRETENDS TO BE YOUR FRIEND?

My Sister
MY SISTER GOD SENT YOU TO BE MY SISTER SO WE CAN BE BEST OF FRIENDS TO BE THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER EVEN WHEN THERE IS PAIN I THANK THE LORD FOR SENDING MY SISTER TO ME FOR WHOM I TRULY LOVE AND CARE WE SHARED SO MANY THINGS TOGETHER LIKE LAUGHTERS AND SOME SCARES ITS FUNNY HOW WE SOMETIMES ARGUE I GUESS ITS NORMAL, IN THIS WORLD BUT, HAVING YOU AS MY SISTER MEANS MORE TO ME, MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW I WOULD'NT TRADE YOU FOR ANYTHING I WILL NEVER LET GO AS OUR FRIENDSHIP CONTINUES TO GROW SO WILL MY LOVE FOR YOU JUST ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU CAN TALK TO ME I'LL BE THE BEST FRIEND YOU EVER KNEW BY: SEAN BATES

Blah Deleting Friends Sucks
Hey all, As some have noticed i did start deleting friends without salutes, but it's a tedious process, so i'm only doing a few hundred a day it seems. Those of you without them, please hurry and get them up if you're hoping not to be deleted... those accidentally deleted, please send new requests and put in them whatever the heck i've asked you to (it may happen more than once this week, but i'm trying to be careful, i swear).... yes, a select few without salutes are being kept, but these are people i've been talking to for weeks. showing up in my shoutbox today isn't gonna make up for a month of silence. get over it. anyhow, love ya'll, i'm goin to take a nap Sin

Who And Where ?????
Everyone has at least one person on Fubar who would LOVE to kiss you. So... repost this to find out who would want to kiss you and WHERE they would like to kiss you. Even if your taken do this!!! 1- Cheek 2- Neck 3- Lips 4- Make-Out 5- Down South (LoL) 6- EVERYWHERE

My Father
Halloween is usuly a day to smile at the small children all dressed up in their costums and giving out candy. For me, it's a day for remembering the good times with my dad. Donald J Goodwin Sr. Was a Vietnam vet, He was drafted by the U.S. Army. His unit was labled " The leaning shit house." He left the Army in 1971. He had a great life as one of the worlds top computer programers untill he died at the young age of 51 years old on Oct. 25,2001. He died from cancer caused by Agent Orange. He was servived by his wife of over 30yrs, his son, and three grand children. This is in memory of him. "He who has gone, so we but cherish his memory, abides with us, more potent, nay, more present than the living man." Everyone is afflicted with tests at some point or another. Life goes on of course, but it is not quite the same when you have lost someone you love. There is the grief you do your best to keep locked away and there is the void that the memories don’t quite fill. Still, we

Story Of Leelah
Her name was Leelah, she lived out where the lighthouse stood. She liked living there, where she could watch the ships go by and the waves crash against the rocks below. Overall she was a very simple woman, she hardly went into town, only for supplies. Leelah liked her solitude. She came intotown one afternoon to pick up some supplies and that was when the 4 men had just arrived to work on the lighthouse. What the 4 men didn't know was what a beauty Leelah would be. She was the woman who turned heads in townbut never noticed she did. It looked like her legs went on forever; voluptious was she in the breast, and she reminded people of silver screen goddesses of years past. She never seemed to like a lot of attention, towns people figured it was where she lived in her own isolated world. Upon returning from town she noticed an SUV parked out by the lighthouse, she took her bags in and went to see who was there. After all it was evening time. When entering and seeing the 4 men ready to

Tuesday Rain
ITS TUESDAY, SITTIN HERE THINKIN OF WHY ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO FEEL ACCEPTED. IT RAINS ALL THE TIME IN MY MIND. AN SHOWS IN MY EYES. I LOVE CERTAIN PEOPLE. AN SOME OF THEM PEOPLE LOVE ME BACK. I AM JUST TRACY, AN SHE NEEDS TO CHANGE. THE CRUSHES FOR EXAMPLE. YOU CAN ONLY CRUSH ONE PERSON. BUT YET MANY CAN HAVE CRUSHES ON YOU. I HAVE YET TO HAVE ANY CRUSHES ON ME. AN FOR GOOD REASON { IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE TO CARE ABOUT JUST ME AN NO ONE ELES } I HAD TO WRITE ABOUT IT CAUSE IT REALLY HAS BOTHERED ME. THE TRUTH IS NO ONE REALLY KNOWS HOW TO JUST CARE ABOUT ONE PERSON ANYMORE. SO THAT MAKES ME UNIQUE AN VERY RARE. AN ITS FUNNY I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY IN EVERY NEW DAY. AN MAYBE ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL FEEL THE SAME TOWARDS ME.

Viet Nam Conflict
VIET NAM CONFLICT Never forget the fallen, the standing scarred beyond your worst nightmares, beyond your worst fear! Respect them in your words, they stand among us, looking at you through frozen eyes; some are buried in our cemetaries and were once young, let's laugh with them now as they laughed once CAPITALIST IMPERIALISM is now called Corporatism; the joke is on all of us Wait until someone you know comes back in a flagged draped coffin. Ask yourself then what they died for? THIS SHIT...you gotta be kidding

If My Words Could Speak
If my words can only speak. It would tell you that I am sorry. I am sorry for your sorrow. I am sorry for your pain. I wish I could take away all that confusion. I wish I could heal those feelings. If my words can only speak. It would tell you lets start again. Give me a chance to be in your lives. Give me a chance to make things right. Please trust in me again. If my words can only speak. It would tell you that I am your father. I always will be there for you. Even if sometimes you don't feel it. If my words can only speak. It would say........I love you. FROM YOUR DAD SEAN BATES

Kids Are Quick
Kids are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?" GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L" TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we d

More Stupid People
This morning, as I sat across from some people who are in a position to affect many others lives, I pondered this question; How stupid are these people?! As a MP (Military Police, for the uninitiated) my charge is to Assist, Protect, and Defend any and everyone on my Post. That is my charge and I take it very seriously! We where discussing somethings that had become apparent during the last couple of visits by High Profile individuals. Now this can be a very delicate subject and most be approached with an open mind not to mention a clear understanding of what protecting the populous really means. As the meeting followed it's strict regimental approach, some pencil-necked, over-paid, pompous ass (sorry if I offended anyone in the aforementioned demographic) decided to add something that was not on the agenda. Keep in mind that this usually happens so I was prepared for it. But what I was not prepared for was dim-witted, self-centered that spewed from the hole in his face. Walter R

How Do You Deal With Something So Painful?
I don't know how to deal with all that's going on in my life right now. I haven't even begun to deal with the miscarriage, because I had to go to my sons father's funeral. He died the same day I found out that I had a miscarriage. On friday night I went to the viewing and then out with our friends for a few drinks in Jeremy's memory afterwards. Logan's godfather was there and we all talked about things over drinks. It was nice to be around everyone and talk about things. I still can't believe he's gone. I don't know how to accept it or make sense of it. All I wanted was for things to get better and for Jeremy and our son to have a relationship. It hurts me so much that it will never happen. I know what it feels like to never know your father and you always wonder and there are so many questions left unanswered. I don't know how to deal with all this. I am trying my best, but it's so hard. I can't even talk about things that much or I start to cry. Jeremy was my first love

Where Thought Runs Gracefully Free Of The Trammels Of Precision
When I was rereading one on my favorite novels, H.G. Wells' "The Time Machine", last week, this line from the first paragraph leapt out at me. In the book, it refers to the after-dinner conversation where the main character happens to casually bring up the nature of time. In 1895 when the original serial was released, it was pretty heavy stuff, even though weight had nothing to do with it. Many late 19th century novels started out as weekly chapter installments or newspaper serials; in fact, a previously unknown novel of Alexandre Dumas' was found two years ago this way. I'd like to think this is why all of who blog or journal, all of us who are restless (which Martha says Sarah gets from me because I'm not a good sitter myself), do what we do. Writing them down, we give our thoughts weight, especially when they run free! I had a blog entry ready for this past Saturday, but the only ones who saw anything of me posted that day were my friends on Fubar, and even that wasn't what

The Store
A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance: "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE!" There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can

I'm Needin Some Lovin
Yeaaaaaaa........yea that'd be greaaaaaaaat. Okay so I am tryin to find a freakin AWESOME weldin gig and its a pain in the ass. I am thinkin about goin Union, either Boilermakers, or Pipefitters (then I can lay pipe for a living lol) BUT what I really wanna do is see about joinin the ironworkers. Boltin high steel and whatnot. Okay so good work on readin all of this ya'll! awwww Lemme buy you a beer or 5 lol

Re: Republican Governator Hands Cal. Kids To Homosexuals
RE: REPUBLICAN GOVERNATOR HANDS CAL. KIDS TO HOMOSEXUALS ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Blaine Date: 16 Oct 2007, 13:49 Posted by: "lolministries@netzero.net" lolministries@netzero.net lolministries2002 Tue Oct 16, 2007 10:45 am (PST) CHRISTIAN RESISTER: It is time to Wake Up, to Speak Up, & to Stand Up for what is Right!!!!!!!! REPUBLICAN GOVERNATOR HANDS CAL. KIDS TO HOMOSEXUALS by Alan Stang October 16, 2007 NewsWithViews.com Personally, I do not want to know what goes on in the ladies’ room. I do know that ladies rise from the table and leave together for the ladies’ so they can talk without embarrassment about how handsome, how charming and how utterly brilliant we men are, but I don’t want to know any more. Even worse than knowing any more, far worse, would be going with them into th

A Halloween Party
A couple was invited to a swanky masked Halloween Party. She got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He being a devoted husband protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed, and there was no need of his good time being spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, awakened without pain and, as it was still early, she decided to go the party. Since her husband did not know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. She joined the party and soon spotted her husband cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice chick he could, and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife sidled up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his partner high and dry and devoted his time to the new

Re: Rudy Giuliani: Friend Of Israel
RE: RUDY GIULIANI: FRIEND OF ISRAEL ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: WWW. PROTHINK .ORG Date: 16 Oct 2007, 13:49 And traitor to USA!http://www.joinrudy2008.com/article/pr/902Today Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Olmert: “I Have Found No Better Friend Of Jerusalem In America Than Rudy Giuliani.”(Timothy Williams, “Jerusalem Mayor Weighs In For Giuliani,” The Associated Press, 2/17/00) Mort Zuckerman: Giuliani “Lends His Very Powerful Voice In … Backing Israel’s Right To Exist …” (“Pandora,” The [London] Independent, 6/24/98) JTA: “One Of Israel’s Most Vocal Supporters In The United States…” (Ron Kampeas, “As Candidates Enter 2008 Race, They Begin Courting Jewish Support,” Jewish Telegraphic Agency, 1/24/07) STANDING WITH ISRAEL Rudy Giuliani In 1964: “Certainly All Of Us Have A Stake In The Protection Of Our Firmest Ally In The Middle East [Israel] …” (Rudy Giuliani, “Ars Politica,” Manhattan [College] Quadrangle, 10/22/64) Following Gruesome Terrorist At

More Myspace Fights
i posted another bulleting called "Finally Me and Jesus Are On The Same Page" and heres a reply i got along with the bulletin: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: redsoxlove Date: Oct 16, 2007 4:31 PM wow, offensive much. you are sick of having religion stuffed down your throat, so now you are going to shove anti christian images and jokes down ours..do i have that right? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Phat in the Hat Date: Oct 16, 2007 1:56 PM

101507 Fluffy Starr Blog
touching bass.... (correction) Hi. It's me. Did you miss me? *wink* I've not been online every day, and not much when I am. But I'm here now. It's been a very busy week of getting things done, and also a couple of parties to attend. Tired now. But the webstore will open shortly. Within the next week or so. Yeah-huh! October is ROCKTOBER in Fluffyland!!! Just need to straighten a few things out. A secure straight-forward store is very very important to me. I want it to work perfectly for YOU. *And yes, money order option will be available. And yes, autographed CD's too, since there are so very many requests for this! *blush* I'll warn you now. I have horrible penmanship. I had to relearn how to write. I kid you not! I should just put an "X" and be done with it. Lots going on behind the scenes here. LOTS. I can't even tell you what, but it's been that way all week. And it's pretty exciting. But I'm keeping a level head. Because I've dealt with all this before. Several times. Been t

Two Jokes
**** One day a Priest was saying Mass in Church, when all of a sudden he had to fart. As he farted, he heard something fall to the ground behind him. The Priest looks down and finds a nail. Confused he looks around to find where it came from, when all of a sudden he looks up and Jesus on the Cross was holding his nose with one hand. **** Two Gay men were in the shower making love when all of a sudden the phone rings. So the man pulls out and tells his lover not to finish without him. After the phone call he comes back to the shower and finds c*m all over the shower walls, curtain and tub. Highly upset he yells at his lover, I told you not to finish without me! The lover tells him I didn't, all I did was fart.

Missing Person!!! Read And Post Plz
MY BF BELOW HAS BEEN M.I.A. SINCE NOON YESTERDAY.. NO ONE HAS HEARD OR SEEN HIM.. NOT ME NOR HIS CO WORKERS OR HIS FRIENDS.. HE WAS LAST SEEN HEADING TOWARD WACO, TX, AT NOON.. PLZ IF YOU HAVE SEEN THIS MAN.. IN A WHITE EXPLORER WITH A SUN ROOF.. PLZ LET ME KNOW ~LAKESHA~~Dj LaKesha~DarkInfusion CoOwner~@ fubar

To My Freinds
hi all hope you are well . as itleaves me . it is spring hear .which i love life is good life is bad. we have to have both .to get though the pain we grow stronger everyday just rember never let anyone make you cry real freinds or partners wont. so be happy with you thats all that matters you .got to go to work take care lyn .

First.
So this whole "fubar" thing is new for me. I'm just here to have a good time and what not, so gimme some shout outs. I don't know how to do a whole lot on here, but gimme a while, I'll figure it out. Leave me some love

Voice Comments
My wife was sweet enough to put up my old snapvine on here for me. She did the intro for me because I didnt know what to say lol. You can hear me though lol..Any ways people stop by and leave me a voice comment. Thank you

~blast From The Past.... Cant Believe I Still Fit In It!!~
Yall i just moved recently and when i was unpacking i found all my cheerleading shit from when i was in hs. I grad when i was 16 and wore this then. I was amazed that i still fit in it and i didnt have "rolls' hanging over! just thought i would share this so if yll see the pics it would explain. xoxoxoxo ~me~

Dreams..dying
Angels crying dreams and hopes dying you were my life the only one who kept me from that knife i learned that love is like butterflies it flies away no matter how beautiful it is it never stays not showing any evidence that it was there just the deadly silence of fear i was supposed to be your wife remember the love of your "life" I'm not perfect,nor or you but does that mean I'm not worth it We have both hurt one another, but i never really wanted any other. when you left i saw tears from cupids eyes as it rained outside i lost in the long run and now I'm done set me free let me be!

To My Male Friends (again!!!!!)
WELL, IT HAPPENED AGAIN! ANOTHER MALE FRIEND TURNED OUT TO BE ....WELL NEVERMIND. THIS IS TO THANK MY MALE FRIENDS WHO ARE SO HONEST AND REAL AND LOVING TO ME. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND SO DO I! BUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS THE WORLD TO ME! SO PLEASE? CONTINUE TO ALWAYS KEEP IT REAL. I LOVE YOU ALL (THE ONES THAT KNOW WHO I AM TALKING TO) LOVE YA MEAN IT! PEE-JAY

27,000!!
almost half way there! If anyone is bored and has nothing to do please come by my link and leave a comment or two! I have 27,000 left to go for a happy hour! Any help is greatly appreciated! Thanks Jennifer link:

Re: Twelve Former Us Army Captains: Reinstate Draft
RE: Twelve former US army captains: Reinstate Draft ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 16 Oct 2007, 13:16 Twelve former US army captains: Reinstate Draft Twelve former captains in the US army have today published an article advising the White House that the only way US forces can stay in Iraq long term is to reinstate the military draft. http://infowars.net/articles/october2007/161007Draft.htm

Hurt
I had once loved you, I had once thought about our lives together. Stuff that happened between us was incredible. It could never go back the way things were. You never knew how alone I was. Did you even want to care? Everyday I promise myself in no way I would ever forgive. I felt unwanted, and so afraid I was going to lose you. Sometimes I think about you, but It wasn't you who broke us. It was the words, and lies you said Theres no more love, but still pain I hope you're finally happy about blackness you put inside of me. And the heart you damaged for life.

Just Stuff
Okay, I'm driving to work and I always have to slow down because people like to pull out in front of me like I wasn't there. Then at work, I'm working on something and I get called up front and the two other carryouts are just standing around doing nothing. I'm working on something in the frozen food department and I get called when they could just ask one of the other carryouts who aren't doing anything to do the order. It doesn't make sense. It's like I'm the one getting picked on for no reason. I'm the one doing all the work while they let the other two just stand there and talk and talk and talk. I just so much wanted to go off on everyone.

I Just Smile
FROM A VERY WISE POET I smile because it happened I smile because I lived it I smile because the hurt lets me knw I'm alive and real These are just a few reasons to smile Life throws curve balls all teh time and the best way I've found to over come a strike out is to ust smile. Smile because you can, bexause it keeps you from crying. Smile because you wake to another day. The smiledoesn't cover the hurt or make it any easier, but it keeps you from going insane. There are few things in life that are good and cannot be corrupted or taken from you and a smile is one of those things. I have no reason not to smile. I live , I"ve loved, I've hurt, I've cried and yet I still smile. Anyone who knows me can verify this is true. I smiled in the begining and I'll smile at the finish line. I'll smile in the middle, it doesn't mean its the end. I still have hope and pray to God each night. Things aren't always over when over says hello So I just smile to Mr. Over and invite him to tea. Goo

I Love You ,dear
I LOVE YOU,DEAR ,FOR WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DO FOR ME -FOR EVER LITTLE JOKE WE'VE SHADED -EACH PRECIOUSE MOMORY I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR THOUGHT FULNESS AND EVERTHING YOU'V4E DONE TO MAKE OUR MARAGE PERFECT AND OUR HOME A HAPPY ONE I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR FAITH IN ME - YOUR UNDERSTANDING HEART- FOR SHOWING THAT YOU MISS ME ANYTIME WE'VE BEEN APART FOR EVERY SPECIAL PLAM AND DREAM YOU'VE HELPED ME TO FULFILL I LOVE YOU NOW WITH ALL MY HEART AND DEAR , I ALWATS WILL,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I HOPE U AL LIKE THIS I HOPE THIS SOMETHING UR HUBY WIL SAY TO U LIKE I WOULD TO MY LADY TY

Come Join The Sycobomberz Squad (my Friends Sabbys Group)
hey everyone, we really need more memberz to join our SycoBomberz Squad.. If want to join plz send a shout out to me or send me a fubar email ok.. If you are really interested.. We have people that needz help on their contest so plz I am begging you plz join today if you want too ok.. we have a yahoo group here iz the link.. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SycoBomberz if you wanna be a part of SycoBomberz then come join the group once u r approved plz make sure u fill out the database... and also you will need to edit ur display name to put ~*Member Of SycoBomberz*~

Sucky Days
It's days like this that make me want to crawl in a hole and perish. It started out ok, but quickly went down hill. I was determined to get dressed by myself, and I guess I wasn't moving fast enough for my home nurse and she kept insisting that she help, but I didn't want her help and I yelled at her. I told her to leave me alone and I started crying out of frustration. We were running late for a dentist appointment and that was making matters worse. When we arrived at the dentists office, I stumbled trying to get up in the chair. I asked him to examine me while I was in the wheelchair and the creep wouldn't do it, so I left without being looked at. Some professional he was. After lunch my nurse took me to speech therapy and she took me through a lesson plan where I had to read a childrens book. After all the frustration in the morning, I felt even more humiliated. I threw the book down and cried some more. I left twenty minutes into my hour. I am not seeing or feelin

Re: Nist Admits Total Collapse Of Twin Towers Unexplainable
RE: NIST Admits Total Collapse Of Twin Towers Unexplainable ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Oct 2007, 13:14 NIST Admits Total Collapse Of Twin Towers Unexplainable The National Institute for Standards and Technology has been forced to admit that the total free-fall collapse of the twin towers cannot be explained after an exhaustive scientific study, implicitly acknowledging that controlled demolition is the only means by which the buildings could have come down. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/161007_nist_admits.htm

I'll Be In This Contest, Ya'll Join It Too! Repost As Well When Ya See This Bulletin On The Boards,thanx All!
WANNA WIN A HAPPY HOUR? ENTER MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME CONTEST! (repost) SINCE SOMEONE ELSE TRIED TO RIP THIS IDEA RIGHT DOWN TO THE SAME EXACT PRIZES, I AM NOW MAKING THE 1ST PLACE PRIZE A HAPPY HOUR!!!! SO, I WILL ACCEPT THE NEXT 10 PEOPLE WHO MESSAGE ME WITH A PIC LINK FOR THIS CONTEST. STILL NEED 10 MORE CONTESTANTS. WILL BEGIN: OCTOBER 20 @ 9:00 PM (EST) ENDING: NOVEMBER 1 @ 9:00 PM (EST) PRIZES 1ST PLACE: HAPPY HOUR 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP 3RD PLACE: 3 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: · All Entrants must fan, rate and add Host · No NSFW pics allowed. · Must p

Burusera
Burusera: Shops in Japan sell used girl panties. "Buru" means bloomers and "sera" means sailor, the sailor uniforms that are worn by Japanese schoolgirls. They also sell other types of clothes, such as school uniforms, blazer school uniform, school swim suit uniform, etc. The clothes are often accompanied by genuine photos of the girls wearing them. The clients are Japanese men who smell or otherwise experience the panties for sexual stimulation. Vending machines were once used to sell packaged used panties. The price for a pair of panties can be as high as 5,000-10,000 yen. Underage schoolgirls participate in sale of their used panties, either through burusera shops or using mobile phone sites to sell directly to clients. When laws banning the purchase of used underwear from under-18s were introduced in Tokyo in 2004, it was reported that some underage girls were instead allowing their clients (called kagaseya or sniffers) to sniff their underwear from directly between their

Accept Life
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ACCEPT LIFE THAT NO MATTER WHAT PATH YOU TAKE, THINGS WILL WORK OUT. ACCEPT THAT YOU SOMETIMES THINK NARROWLY, AND THAT YOU'LL NEVER HAVE ALL OF THE ANSWERS. ACCEPT THE IMMENSITY AND UNMANAGEABILITY OF LIFE AND EMBRACE IT. ACCEPT THAT LIFE IS BOTH EXCITING AND BEWILDERING. ACCEPT THAT YOU ARE --THAT YOU EXIST. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ACCEPT THAT THERE IS MUCH MORE TO YOU BEYOND ALL OF YOUR PERCEPTIONS OF YOURSELF. ACCEPT THAT YOU BARELY KNOW YOURSELF OR WHAT YOU CAN ACCOMPLISH. ACCEPT THAT YOU'RE IMMORTAL. ACCEPT THAT DESPITE CAREFUL CHOICES, FATE IS OUT OF YOUR HANDS AND MUCH IS BEYOND YOUR CONTROL. ACCEPT THAT YOUR THOUGHTS CREATE YOUR REALITY. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m YOU LIVE INSIDE THE PRODUCT OF THE LIFE YOU SEE. ACCEPT THAT THERE'S BEAUTY IN EVERY FACET OF LIFE IN

Love
Creative and enthralling the breath of love caresses its lovers face. Holding in awe the memories of beautiful encounters and mesmerizing moments. What is love..is it a feeling and emotion that consumes and shakes us to our very cores; or is it a state of being...a physical moving of an essence we do not understand... So many have asked..."Why do you love me so?"..and as we ponder this many things come to mind. How this being of such importance in our lives has moved us to unimaginable heights. As these emotions and visions race in our mind our tongues still and our hearts race... While the questioning lover looks on wondering why we do not answer. Then as we speak the words never seem to express the heart wrenching emotion that is coursing through the veins and dizzying us with its sheer power.. Making one another wonder...if we cannot share in words how we truly feel...how will the other know the depth of our sweet despair.. Holding the hand of that beautiful entity and lookin

Answers To What Is Jangl
ok everyone that wants to know what this thing jangl is, here it goes. from what i understand it is a new thing that is capable of allowing people to call and talk without telling each other their real number. what you do is sign up with your email and give jangl your number then when you get your account set up you will be able to get a local number to call anyone in the world at anytime for free. just find someone that you want to talk to and get their local jangl number for you to call them, and your on your way. hope this thing works for you and lets start talking on jangl.

Garden Of Eden
After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. 'So, how is everything going?' enquired God. 'It is all so beautiful, God,' she replied. 'The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It is these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They are a real pain,' reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc.......she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more 'symmetrically balanced,' as she put it. 'That is a fair point,' replied God, ' But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I will fix it up right away.' And God reached down, removed the mi

What I Know.
Some people live in the vaccuum that is suburban America their whole lives. They truly have no clue as to what goes on in other parts of the world. The only thing that connects them to that is their television. Well, you can turn your television off at any time. For the people who are stuck in the worst neighborhoods in the country, where survival is a daily struggle, where they pray they can walk out the door and not: have their sons/daughters/relatives get shot/their friends get shot/themselves get shot, it is not as simple as the clicking of a remote. For certain people, they really do live in hell on earth. I've had a mere taste of it. I can't even begin to fathom what it must be like to have to deal with it from cradle to grave. The problem with human beings is this: What our perceptions of ourselves, and how others percieve us as, are two different things. By this I mean, you might think you are a good, honest person, that what you see is what you get, but th

Vegas
Just got back had a great time. Will be posting lots of pics soon so stop by often. Thanks to all for the birthday love. If you have stopped by in the last week sorry I couldn't get back to you as I was not at home and my bartab will not show it because it is so full. But thanks again for those who stopped by. xo

Might Help U
I have a friend who wors on computers and he sent me this link to help my compuer speed up ...after he used and seen it worked i went ahead and use it...well any how i thought maybe there be someone out there might need it like i did but here is the link and its free...its not a spam u can hit me up and ill tell u about it.. http://www.download.com/3000-2094_4-10734490.html copy n paste mu@@@@

Fuck!
FUCK FUCK FUCK! What the fuck? How the fuck do certain guys have this control over me when I don't even fucking know them all that well! I'm so pissed at myself right now.... What the fuck am I supposed to do? Just sit here and wait.... That's what I'm stuck doing. Fuck! I wish I knew what the fuck was going on in my head right now...

My Best Buddy
TINYTEARS69 PROUD MEMBER OF THE G=SPOTTERS .THE WICKED STORM CREW AND CLUB F.A.R.@ fubar SHE IS GOING THRU A HARD TIME RIGHT NOW AND I WOULD BE GRATEFUL IF YOU ALL WOULD SHOW HER SOME LOVE. HER SELF ESTEEM IS VERY LOW . HELP ME BUILD HER UP. SHE IS A BEAUTIFUL PERSON. I KNOW SOME PEOPLE THINK PLUS SIZE PEOPLE AREN'T PRETTY BUT THEY ARE WRONG. SHE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST FRIENDS I HAVE. SHOW HER SOME LOVE. CRAZYMOMMA69

When A Girl Misses You (just Liked This So I Blogged It) :)
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl

She Needs Your Love And Prayers
This little girl was abused and sent to the hospital for brain surgery, a broken arm and leg. She needs our prayers, our best wishes and all the love we can send her. Let's show who we are deep inside, a loving bunch of people that may or not know each other in real life, but know that friends and family stick together...and I consider my friends and fans as family....lets help this little girl out and send her our love. PLEASE REPOST.....IT WON'T HURT YOU! Ladymoose760~President/Recruiter of the Quiet~Angels @ fubar

Werkin
Hey ya'll .. I have been working for a vacation resort here on the lake and yeah I Love it. Only complaint is I miss spending time with my boys on the weekends. I'm still extrememly limited on internet usage but I see a new pc in my future LOL so I am not gone forever. I just wanted to say Hi and give an update.

Woohooo One Year Anniversary For Diablo! Congrats Me Friend!!
IT'S HIS OFFICIAL ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY FOR BEING ON FUBAR!! YAY!!!!! COME SHOW HIM LOTZ OF FUBAR LUV AND LET HIM KNOW HOW APPRECIATED HE IS! HE'S DONE SO MUCH FOR SO MANY OF US ON HERE AND HE'S A SUPER GREAT FRIEND!! WE LUBZZZZZZZZ YA DIABLO!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIABLO'S DEN (OWNER: DIABLO) ۞ ÐJ..ÐÌÅßLØ....OWNER OF DIABLO'S DEN...SWÈÈTNÈ§§'§ Sex Toy...@ fubar

Installing Love....lmfao For The Computer Lovers And World.
Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are Running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer Disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resen

Transition
'A lot of people resist transition and therefore never allow themselves to enjoy who they are. Embrace the change, no matter what it is; once you do, you can learn about the new world you're in and take advantage of it. You still bring to bear all your prior experience, but you're riding on another level.'

Found It
well i think i have found what i have been looking for i hope it all works out and things are gonna be as great as we are planning thanks to all my friends here at Fubar who have really made me realize that i am a good person and that i do deserve a great man i think i have finally found him he makes me feel like i am the greatest and that i am beautiful and that there is no-one better he is amazing and sweet and loving and caring and soooo damn sexy and gorgeous and OH MY but i want to be with him he lives a good distance away but if he and i can get through that then we will be fine we both know we want to be together and we also know that nothing else matters Of course i have only one TRUE LOVE but its def worth trying it I hope to find the peace and serenity that i so much need and give him the same he really is amazing and is great to me wish me luck everyone and if there is any further plans in our future you all will def be the first to know!!!!!!!! Thanks to all my amazing frie

Alone
well not really... my dad went today back to argentina, i went with him to the airport i cried and yes i felt sad but i know this is the best for me still looking for jobs, and i know he will help me to go through everything, i just keep praying they call me for work :) that's what i need now ok, my dad just called me while i was writting this :) he's in paris waiting for the next flight that goes to buenos aires i really love my family, and i hope as soon as i get some money, i get them to come and visit me :)

As Your Angel Weeps
In his face I see the sadness of a thousand lifetimes. Each one born out of love that turns to hate. The hours and minutes tick by in search of your embrace. Knowing all the while how this tragedy ends. A love so pure it pierces the heart and bleeds in desperate need. Come and rest a weary while beneath my sheltering arms. Do not cring and run away when your angel crys her tears.

Hmmmm
Interesting.. i just checked my mail and had a letter sized envelope with a paper exerpt from Spokane, about the GOVT giving away 449 Billion Dollars, and the envelope is stamped from Santa Ana Ca.. with my name n address typed from an old computer..... with no return addy.... so I tell my friend and Wifey.. arnt they helpful.. Contessa: wanna know something weird Contessa: i just checked my mail and i had a letter sized envelope with a paper exerpt from Spokane, about the GOVT giving away 449Billion Dolalrs, and the envelope is stamped from Santa Ana Ca.. with my name n address typed from an old computer..... with no return addy Wifey: its antrax.. omg you're gonna die Wifey: i wonder what the fuck Contessa:*cries* Wife:*hugs* Wifey: *grabs the paper so i can die with you* Contessa: Awwwwwwwww Contessa: *dies with you on the floor and pisses herself* Wifey: LOL Lol what would I do without her? She's gonna die with me!! Yay! Then friend.. Contessa: Dude! Contes

Memories
Will your memories ever leave me, Or will they always remain? Will the time ever come, When I will stop thinking of you so fondly? I will always remember how you tasted in my mouth. The sweetness and creaminess of swallowing you whole. How it felt deep inside, The way you made me whimper and whine. Will you stop coming into my dreams, Teasing and tantalizing me the way you use to? The way your body felt next to mine, The way we made sweet love devine? How you watched as I touched myself, Then reach over and touch you. I admit that I am still in love with you, The way it was when I was with you. Will that moment ever come, Or will you haunt me the rest of my life? Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

This Is Usb (un-united States Of Bush)
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071016/ap_on_go_co/jena_six Lawmakers seek US action in Jena 6 case By DEVLIN BARRETT, Associated Press Writer 25 minutes ago Democratic lawmakers denounced federal authorities Tuesday for not intervening in the Jena Six case, citing racist noose-hanging incidents far beyond the small Louisiana town where a school attack garnered national attention. The House Judiciary Committee held a hearing with federal officials and community activists examining the case of the six black teenagers charged with the beating of a white student. The incident happened after nooses were hung from a tree on a high school campus there — a symbol of the lynching violence of the segregation era. Democratic lawmakers, many of them black, blasted federal authorities for staying out of the local prosecutor's case against the six, particularly that of Mychal Bell, who is currently in jail after a judge decided he violated the terms of his probation for a previous c

Wasting More Time...
Honesty SurveyHonestly, what color is your underwear?: Today, blue with pineapples on itHonestly, whats on your mind right now?: Honestly, a cute guy I know...Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Wasting time while I should be workingHonestly, what did you do today?: Not anything productive!Honestly, do you think you are attractive?: I don't think so, but others doHonestly, have you done something bad today?: Not yet....but it's only 3:30Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Nope, we don't get it (but my son and I watch disney movies)Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: People that don't have to work....yesHonestly, what makes you happy most of the time?: Being around the ones I loveHonestly, do you bite your nails?: No, I think that's ickyHonestly, what is your mood right now?: Tired....waiting for 5:00Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?: No, but I'm so skinny I look like I do (sadly)Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?: YES - and he doesn't

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
just went under the 8000 points for next level.... thanks for the 180 points reward for being on line. isn't aht marvellous ? yeahhhhhhhhhhh lol ok, let say this addd is a 'i don't have anything to say add' in my blog take care, everyone kissssssssssssssss

The Cabbie & The Nun
A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and the cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask you, but I don't want to offend you". She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!" "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills his fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," said the nun, why are you crying?" "Forgive me but I've sinned. I lied.

Be A Child Advocate!
I wrote an email to Love our Children USA asking them what I can do to change the laws regarding the light and lousy punishments that child abusers are receiving. Here is the email I just received. Dear Dee, I am in total agreement with you! Our laws to protect children need to be changed and fast. You can help by writing to your politicians. The more people write to their politicians about protecting children and their rights, the safer our kids will be. I am sorry for what you and your son have endured. The judges follow the law by the book. We must change our laws today! Please write to your politicians and keep writing. Have everyone you know write. Please be an advocate for all children. Regards, Ross Ellis Love Our Children USA The government wonders why child abuse is a crime that is constantly being repeated by new and old offenders. The answer is simple. Quit slapping the offenders on the hand with a sentence of probation. Actually act like you

Sex Poem (re-post)!
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

The Most Amazing Show.....
To all of you who are fans of Alice in Chains, I must urge you to see their live show. Currently they are doing an acoustic tour and it was freakin amazing. I know there are some hardcore fans out there who argue that it's not Alice in Chains without Lane Staley, and before this show I would have agreed with you. The fact is, not many people realize just how much of the vocals were actually done by Jerry Cantrell. Also, in the place of Lane, they have a singer that not only sounds remarkably like Lane, but he also is one hell of a guitar player. The moral of the story is that this show was probably one of the most satisfying shows that I have ever been to.

More Crap About Me
More About Me! SurveyMy nameKrisBest physical featureMy buttGreatest loveMy son...lolGreatest fearSharksWorst habitSaying what I think (when I shouldn't)Spoken languagesEnglish...Favorite foodSteak!!!Favorite drink (alcoholic)JackLeft or Right handedRightPet name my parent(s) call meDing dong....LONG story with my dadBest friendI dunno, friends come and goFavorite seasonWinterFirst thought when waking upWHY!!!!!TattoosTwo - blackwidow on my tummy / my own design on my backPiercingsJust my earsFavorite CarContinental GT (I'm dreamin')Coffee or TeaCOFFEE!!!!!Cats or DogsCatsNight or DayNight - Sun is evilSunny or RainyRainy >More free surveys at MFSpace!

Spoke Some More
Well we did have the opportunity to speak a little more on cam and mic tonight. He was stressing on different financial issues, such as he will need another type of insurance for the work he is doing, right now he is paying like 600 euros for the current insurance and it will add an additional 300 euros a month, then he has child support, he is working on getting his license and a car for the business since he works a few hours away. At that time I told him I feel like I am a burden on him, the first thing QUICKLY out of his mouth was WHATS that for BULLSHIT. I told him that he keeps me in food, cigarettes etc. He said he wouldnt do it if he couldnt. He also told me the money he is saving in the jar can be used for my ticket back here to Germany. So that at least tells me what he wants. He asked me about getting an apartment in Spokane, I dont think he realizes just how much that costs. and when I told him I didnt have furniture or anything else, I think he was didnt realize that I had

Upon Her
look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gently arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always knowing she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes.

Sex Poem (re-post)
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

Blonde
A blondes first football game! Funny Body: A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked the experience. "Oh, I really liked it," she replied, "especially the tight pants and all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents." Dumbfounded, her date asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: 'Get the quarterback! Get the quarterback!' I'm like...Helloooooo? It's only 25 cents!!!!

Sex Poems (from The Bulletin Board) Lol
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

Here We Go
a man and woman were making out in the middle of a dark forest after 15 minutes the man stopped and said. damm i wished i had a flash light the woman said.. me to youve been eating grass for the past 10 minutes

Stupid Questions
Secrets About Me SurveyWhat does your profile name mean?: That I will eat you if you mess with me...lolElaborate on your default photo: Um, me and my son...not much to elaborate...we're watching TVDo you drink?: Only on days that end with 'Y'What is your current mood?: AnnoyedWhat exactly are you wearing right now?: T-shirt, black pants, thong, braWhat is your current problem?: Men are confusing!What do you love most?: My baby boy, JohnDo you smoke?: NopeAre you musically talented?: I use to play the piano, but haven't in a whileIf you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: My brother's death....I miss himIf you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?: Tiger, so I can attack people and kill them legally....just kidding!!!Ever had a near death experience?: I drive in I-95, so yes!Have you ever been in love?: True love, once; Puppy love, twiceWhat is the name of the song that is stuck in your head?: Nothing else mattersName someone with the same bir

Sex Poems
Roses are Red Grass is Green I love your legs and what's between. Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

Vertigo?
Some people think I' may be having a stroke.. WebMD says I have acute glacoma (hell yeh, bring on the mary jane) The Dr. says vertigo. MY BODY SAYS THERE IS SOMETHING FUCKING WRONG WITH ME AND IT'S NOT DAMN VERTIGO!!!

Bowing My Head To Pray>>
I want to give thanks unto you O Lord for all. All.. meaning Life , liberty , happiness, blessings , thy love and grace and mercy too... , and all thy gifts . I want to Thank Thee now ;for in my heart and soul , I owe Thee so much. As I walk In the truth there of ,I pray that more will do this too, Walk in faith and follow you . I pray that Thy glimp,s o light will shine thru to their souls ,others souls. That will help them to see and want to know more of thy truth and love ; they too will ask to be forgiven I hope . . I pray they will come to want more food as thy daily bread and more wine as thy drink . For our bible says , you say to do this in rememberence of you. O Lord We be only human and that,s no excuse to not do good. Satan lies are no excue either for we are born to te taught the truth from early on and our concious tells us right from wrong too ,so does our soul. Though Satan is real good at decieving to some . Yes . You O Lord speak to our soul and our

Hard To Deal With
My husband and I have been split up since Saturday and I am having a really hard time dealing with it. He is all I can think about. That bothers me because he has told me that he dosnt love me anymore. But I still love him.People keep saying time will heal everythink but I think that as time goes on I just miss hi and love him more. Help me with this please!!

Super Sweet Guy
If you don't know this sweet guy... you're missin out! Go show Steve~*~Club FAR~*~ some love! He's also trying to level to GodFather so if you're lookin for someone to spank w/rates make him your target!! Steve ~*~Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar *muah*

Why?
Why do men lie?? They tell you everything that you want to hear, totally sweep you off your feet all to find out that everything he told you was a lie.. Do you ever trust him again? You told me that you loved me, You told me that I was everything you needed and wanted, You told me that you were going to stay and grow old with me, You told me even if I tried to push you away you would stay because you loved me to much to let me go, You told me that you wanted a family with me, You told me that you wanted to marry me... So now I am asking you why did you have to lie?? You hurt me very deeply more than I have ever hurt before.. You asked me if I can forgive you, the answer is yes.. Can I ever forget what you did to me and how much you hurt me, the answer is no...

To All My Blog Readers!!!
come check out my newest friend!!! She's hella awesome!! Chastine@ fubar We met under some shitty circumstances, BUT she's awesome!! Come show her love!!! (although we can't rate til later tonight or whenever!!!) Friend her fan her, leave her some comments!!! I say she kicks ass, SO BE IT THEN!! And to thos of you keeping up w/ my drama.. OMG, SOME MEN ARE FUCKING LOSERS!! or, boys... i should say much love to you all!!

Lower Than A Piece Of Shit
I'm sure we've all come across them... people online pretending to be someone else. Found one dickhead on here pretending to be Adam Copeland aka Edge from the WWE. I actually saw this guy's act in a chat room - not fubar. He's actually from Michigan, wife and a few kids with one on the way. To all you imposters out there.. you're not even a piece of shit. Shit is useful for something. Quit dreaming and get a fucking life.

Fubar
ok when ever someone puts a mumm up here do you all have to be so mean now if it was you asking those questions you wouldnt want a mean comment you can answer and person questions with out being mean i have read alot of mumms on here just be nice to everyone damm is that so hard to do and if you dont like this blog oh well get over it

My Life Is Sucking Right Now
hello everyone....tommorrow (7/17/07) andi am having surgery to have scar tissue removed from my uterus. its and in and out thing but i am indeed nervous since its my first surgery so pray for me will ya? and this week has been hell, i was thrown out of my house so where i am staying is a day to day thing. so its makin things pretty hard for me. i dunno what i would do if i didnt have my friends since my family has turned their backs on me. EasyE02476 is my best friend of all...he has been there for me in ever way he can even though he lives 1000 miles away so everyone be sure to show him love...he is an awesome person. anyway i just wanted to get some of my thoughts out..ty for listenin...bye 4 now..muah!

Found An Awesome Website, And You Get Paid........
Hi all I have just joined this new, cool site, where you can get paid for looking at people's profiles and leaving comments and such. You can check out my page at http://yuwie.com/Jilly74 Please check it out....... the people are very nice, and very helpful. I hope to see you there!

Finally A Break
my room mates new wife is moving in so that means more money to work with....still not exactly sure when im ganna be back...but it will be sooner than i thought..so again..for those that are sticking around..thanks..those that didnt...whatever floats your boat... Eric

How I Have Been........
Hi all I am sorry that I haven't been around more.... been very busy this year with kid's schedules and all. I have finally gotten a little break, as this week is Fall Break....... after today they are out til next Monday. I have had to work on my car with hubby, when he was on vacation! That was loads of fun, NOT LOL! I will be getting on here as much as I can. My youngest son, Kyle is doing so well. He is now in a regular pre-k class, instead of a special ed class, so he is going half a day, so by the time I take him to school, get home, clean a little, I have to go pick him back up. I will find out today how well he is doing in class....... I have a Parent-Teacher Conference today at 2:10 for Kyle, then Andrew's is at 4:45....... I will let you know how they both are doing. I hope you all have been well, Take care, Hugs~ Jilly

A Guy Joke ( And Some Cool Women)
10 reasons men prefer a gun to a woman #10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. #9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road. #8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. #7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup. #6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo. #5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4. Guns function normally every day of the month. #3. A gun doesn't ask, "Do these new grips make me look fat?" #2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman.... #1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN

Wtf!
OK, Let me make this as clear as possible. I just added info to my profile as well. IF YOU'RE MARRIED, DON'T CONTACT ME TO MEET YOU, CAM WITH YOU, CYBER WITH YOU, OR EVEN SEE MY NSFW PICS. I DON'T DO MARRIED MEN IN PERSON AND I DON'T WANT TO BE A PART OF YOUR UNHAPPY MARRIAGE, unless YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND GET A WOMAN'S POINT OF VIEW. IF YOU TELL ME YOU'RE NOT MARRIED AND I FIND OUT YOU ARE, YOU ARE CONSIDERED A LIAR IN MY BOOK AND I DON'T DO LIARS EITHER. IF YOU ARE HONEST WITH ME ABOUT BEING MARRIED, I'LL BE MORE LIKELY TO TALK TO YOU, BUT THAT'S IT, FRIENDLY CONVERSATION. NO SEX INVOLVED! I HOPE MY OPINIONS ARE RESPECTED. THANK YOU. don't fucking lie to me and not telling me you're married is fucking lying!

Fun In The Sun!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 my son and i moved to Florida with my fiance(who is also the father of my son)..so far im loving it, the day i left it was 52 degrees in Rockford and windy, was 95 degrees here that day though lol!

Don't Forget The Apex Raffle!!
A dollar per ticket, a portion of the proceeds go to the National Center for Family Literacy, and you can win a ton of great things, including signed books, critiques, goodie packages, and a place in literary history as a victim of one of Geoffrey Girard's Cain-XP11 serial killers. Go get a ticket here: http://www.apexdigest.com/apexraffle.shtml Also, my review of Jason Sizemore's Webs of Discord is up on the review blog New! Check out my review Blog: Book Love | WriYe: 104,025/100,000 | WC October- 1,582 | | Subs: 85/50 | Accepts: 4 | Rejects: 74 |

Never Send A Woman For Hardware
Earl was fixing a door and he found that he needed a new hinge, so he sent his wife Mary to the hardware store. At the hardware store, Mary saw a beautiful teapot on a top shelf while she was waiting for Carl, the manager, to finish waiting on a customer. When Carl was finished, Mary asked "How much for the teapot?" Carl replied, "That's silver and it costs $300." "My goodness that sure is a lot of money!" Mary exclaimed. Then she proceeded to describe the hinge that Earl had sent her to buy, and Carl went to the back room to find it. >From the back room Carl yelled, "Mary, you wanna screw for that hinge?" Mary replied, "No, but I will for the teapot." This is why you can't send a woman to a hardware store.