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Gift Cards: A Nice Way To Say I Don’t Know You
It has been little while since my last blog. I did little bit of moving, but now I'm settled in my home for the duration. My brother's birthday is coming up, and I thought that I would do something different this year. I thought I would buy an actual gift instead of getting him a gift card for someplace. I have been to office parties where we all get a gift of around $20 value. What happens is that we all go to stores and get gift cards, and we exchange envelopes with little gift cards in them. I give you a gift card for Best Buy, you give me a gift card for Radio Shack. It really does not have the spirit or any feeling in it at all, but at least this way we are sure that the person will be able to find what they like. And with this the holiday is over in a matter of minutes. When I decided to get my brother an actual physical object, I started to think about the things that he would like. I know he likes music, race cars, and animation on the computer, but what else is th

Things I Think About Everyday
Life is full of surprizes...Look I know what people say, but the thing is you can't judge a book by its' cover until you read it right or wrong? Well I am sorry if me telling the truth isn't right, but you know a person can only hold things in for a period of time before they can't take it anymore... Like one people say I am not ugly...Heres what I have to say to it. Quit lying cuz i know I am and i am not a shame to admit to it either. If you was shy growing up and didn't talk to anyone and when you asked gurls out. Well after you heard them tell ya to get out their face cuz you were ugly or cuz growing up your family wanted to treat you like shit. You'd say the same thing. Yeah I can honestly say growing up asking women out...I was told I was ugly or slapped in the face and kicked in the balls, or even lied on cuz they didn't like me... Lets say it was you ok. How would you feel after trying so hard in life and you was the black sheep to everything even to your own fam

Whiners And Crybabies
I wonder allot why people bother to come online in the first place. It seems like to me and maybe it's just the cynical part of me, but there's a metric ton of unhappy people that come online, here, other forums to try to get happy, or to let everyone else know how unhappy they are. Who cares, really? I mean, if I was best friends or close friends with someone I'd certainly try to help. Should the masses really care what these individuals think, when all they do is rant, rave and cry about how life isn't fair to them? I personally get tired of hearing it. I don't make a habit of bitching and moaning about all my stupid stuff that goes on. I don't see why everyone else needs to take that point of view either. It does get frustrating for me, I'm sure other folks have varying opinions, but I for one am to the point I really just ignore all that now.

My View On Work
If you work hard and do your best you'll get the sack like all the rest. But if you laze and mess about you'll live to see the job right out. The work is hard, The pay is small so take your time and sod them all. Or on your tomb stone neatley lackered these 3 words, JUST BLEEDING KNACKERED!

Why Is A Pack Of Wolves In New York City?
Movies nowadays are ridiculous. They make action happen all the time. If something can go wrong, it does. In The Day After Tomorrow, a group of teenagers can't even walk around in New York City without being attacked by wolves. Wolves in New York City? The director must have been stoned off his mind. Let's pretend for a moment that a pack of wolves just happened to be freely roaming around in New York city. Now how did these creatures survive the flash flood that covered Manhattan in fifty feet of water? It makes no sense. The whole scene was added to put people on the edge of their seats. I was on the edge of my seat shitting on the theatre floor for screening such a shitty film. The special effects were okay, but that was cancelled out by the snobbish girl who was casted as that "snooty bitch" role. After watching her giant mouth piss and moan for an hour and a half, I won't be able to get it up until the day after tomorrow. The big dramatic component was a dad trying to get to

Dear Ex
Dear Ex, Hello Will, How are you? I know it's been a while since I contacted you last. Sorry, I did not return your last call, text or email and no, I was not at home the other day when you popped by uninvited to say "HI"! It's the time of year when most find themselves pondering and remembering all that they are thankful for and when I was doing so you came to me in thought. I just wanted to take a moment and personally thank you for all that I got out of our relationship. You have helped me so much on my way through the different shades of green, brown and weed infested grass that I am so lucky to have made it past! I have grown and blossomed as a person and a lover from what we shared. Oh, don't worry... Not trying to rekindle anything here... No not that at all!! Now your probably wondering... Then why this letter? Why now? I just have a few more things I want to thank you for that's all... Thank you for always noticing when I got my hair done

My Anger Your Death
I can't take this pain anymore you ripped my heart out, and threw it on the floor the thought of you is sickening i thought you were more of a human being but no, your like an animal crawling on the ground are you ready? what comes around goes around you will pay for what you did you played with my emotions like a little kid its my life or yours i think yours, ill stab you until all the blood pours your death is my only obsession that was my last confession now you get what you deserve you said we were even but we weren't even close, as close as you are to heaven but now my dear, we are even i hope you burn in hell! there i sit and look at your rotting corpse oh how it makes me want to yell so fuck you! about time i got rid of you There's the pain you gave to me mentally but i returned it physically as your blood slowly drips down my knife i whisper in your ear as you die, happy anniversary. from your fucking wife!

Christinas Contest
Family, Friends, Fans, Bombers, I would like to ask for some help a member of my family has joined a contest and we are asking for everyones help. Christina~Irishtoads Princess~Protected by Castle Secrets~Order of the Dragons~@ fubar This is the link to her picture http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=704046&i=1706297776 OCTOBER 17th @ 7:00pm Central (8-EST) ENDING: NOVEMBER 1 @ 7:00pm Central (8-EST) 1ST PLACE: 3 MONTH VIP OR 30 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT 3RD PLACE: 1 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: · You must actively bomb yourself and have your friends back you-First place must reach 35,000 comments, second place must reach at least 25,000 comments. · No NSFW pics allowed. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. · Comment Bombing is a must. · Self Bombing is encouraged . · No Scripts of any kind to be used. . .If detected, you will be disqualified and removed from th

Funny
Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. "Name' s Cliff, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night. Thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Cliff is leaving, he stops. "Gotta warn you. Be some drinking'." "Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em". Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fighting' too." "Well, I get along with people, I'll be all right. I'll be there. Thanks again.

Does This Actually Work??
->Suga Lips: and besides..if we've had sex--you would know if I was sexual or not =] ->Suga Lips: because I know who I've had sex with..I was there IrishBull: how do you know we haven't already had sex ->Suga Lips: well considering I'm never going to have sex with you, I dont see why it matters IrishBull: sure you do, how else would you be able to feel it ->Suga Lips: I dont have sex with my mind IrishBull: and how it works IrishBull: would depend on your mind ->Suga Lips: even if I was, how would you experience it? IrishBull: just hoping ->Suga Lips: uhh why do you care? IrishBull: your welcome are you a sexual girl? ->Suga Lips: thanks IrishBull: your very sexy

What I Have Learnt As I Matured.
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jerks. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.After that, you'd better have a big weenie or huge boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others...they're more messed up than you think. I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. Have a great day!!

Dreamtime Love
Some say dreams are what they are Emotions take both near and far They say the heart is a burning place Like love knows many ways Dreams can hold the truth inside Hint you what good things you hide yet dreams are what they are A truth as eternal as a single star Yet I found love through my dreams To me they were true so it seems Because I believed more than the screams Dreamtime love, love is reality My sweet one, you are my love to me I love you, more than as a sweet memory.

Getting Hit On, Im Style
This is a conversation(if you can really call it that), between myself and another IM user on yahoo, the other person is not in the US. This person starts the conversation with me BUZZ!!! rajonne01: Hello Rick: hi rajonne01: Hello rajonne01: How Are You Doing There Today Rick: fine rajonne01: Okay rajonne01: Were Are You From BUZZ!!! Rick: you have not taken the time to read my profile have you? BUZZ!!! rajonne01: Yes rajonne01: Tell Me The Kind Of Woman You Will Like To Have Rick: someone who is smart, crafty, and lives in the USA rajonne01: Ohh Really rajonne01: You Only Want The Woman In Usa Rick: yeah, seeing that is where I live rajonne01: Okay rajonne01: But I am Not In The Usa Rick: then i guess you don't make the selection rajonne01: Okay Rick: nothing further? rajonne01: Okay Rick: goodbye rajonne01: Okay I tend to get these types of convos on a regular basis, I really like to have fun with these types of people, they have just signed up

Update On Cousin John
he has 2 ribs that are unbroken, the rest are. his sturm (sp) is broken as well... he is in a medicated coma. I can't see him till he is out of the ICU, or i'll have a break down. it won't be for a long time. he doesn't know what has happened, so for all he knows Barbra is just laying in bed with him. no one is allowed to talk about what happened.

My Girl!
Check Her Out! Now you all know that I like to help others on here, and I have someone I would like for you to meet..:) Show her why I have such an obsession with Fubar would ya? SHow her love like you do me..:) OrangeCloud_1@ fubar

What We Women Want
I understand that it isn't being a man, and that the "bad boys" out there make it hard for the good guys. Women seem so complex, so mysterious, so...difficult. You're always missing something, some little bit of nothing that you never knew she expected you to do. And here's an insider tip for you -- most of the time we never knew we expected you to do it either. Sometimes we just make it up as we go along. Here's a clue to all of you -- it's not about fancy dinners and spending lots of money. J-Lo wasn't lying when she said her love didn't cost a thing. What women really want is something you have in you at this very moment, something that won't even require you taking a single dime out of your wallet. They are little things you probably didn't realize make all the difference. And you can start doing them today. Let her know you're thinking of her. Call her sporadically during the day. Or send her little e-mails just to say you miss her. Or, as a friend of mine advised recently

Wicked Crew Application
INTERESTED IN BEING A PART OF THE WICKED CREW We are currently looking for Wicked Crew in these locations where we have models. For these positions (Make Up Artists, Photographers, Hair Stylists) Texas (DFW area, San Antonio area) IOWA California Michigan Seattle We are also looking for (location varies): Graphic Designers Model/Talent Scouts Wicked Street Team Crew Thank you for your application. We will be reviewing your application and will let you know whether or not you have been accepted as soon as possible. If you do not get accepted right away. Don't get discouraged and keep applying. Please copy and paste the modeling application below onto your email and attach pictures mentioned above to WickedDollzInc@gmail.com "Not your average generic doll, We are the Wicked Dollz!" WICKED DOLLZ CREW APPLICATION Name: Date: Phone Number: Present Address: Mailing Address: What p

Ohio Health Freedom Coalition
According to the World Health Report the United States spends more than any other country on it's health care system yet the US ranks 37th for overall performance. All the while, consumers are routinely denied access to a type of healthcare that can be less expensive, less invasive, and often more effective simply because it is not considered mainstream. Complementary and Alternative health practices involve a great many services. None of which require the use of pharmaceutical drugs, surgery, or other toxic or invasive methods. A number of these services are procured from practitioners who are not members of licensed professional groups that can lobby for favorable laws. These services include reflexology, polarity, rolfing, hypnotherapy, naturopathy, reiki, nutritional counseling, and many others. Currently in Ohio, many of these practitioners can be charged criminally for practicing medicine or other modalities that have not spent the money to be recognized by the state

Please Help!!
It's that time again!!! I havent done this since Christmas and i have the urge to again.. yes im at it again,i wanna make another military tribute so if you can send me all the military pics you want in the video or find me some people and ask them for there pictures (i wont use a picture without consent) i wanna try to get some new faces in this movie but i def. wanna use the ones i already have as well (see last one i did in my stash) so anyone can help me out with this and i will give credit where its due, so if you could do me a huge favor and repost this 100 times so all of fubar can see it, id be much appreciative.. thank u! please send all pictures to my inbox (linked below) or add me as a friend and tell me which ones you want used.. thanks! ~*~Miss Behavin~*~@ fubar

Wicked Dollz Guest Model Application
Interested In Becoming A Wicked Doll Guest Model?? Wicked Dollz is based out of the DFW, TX area. And the models are from ALL over the world!!! VERY IMPORTANT: Please make sure your local laws allow you to pose nude before applying. Must be 18 years of age or older to apply. We are looking for women sizes 4-26, with the Wicked Dollz look! Must have Piercings & Tattoos. Goth, Freak, Rockabilly, Punk, Retro, Juggalettes is their way of life not just a look!!! A Wicked Dollz Guest Model is a doll that wishes to be a part of the Wicked Dollz family, but cannot commit herself to 2 sets a month but can at least send 1 set a month. If you think you we have described you then feel free to apply! The Wicked Dollz Guest Model will eventually have the opportunity to be a Wicked Dollz model in the near future. These dolls can also do sets with the Official Wicked Dollz. At the moment we are not able to pay the model, although in the future we hope that we can and we will be

Poem: I Give You My Heart 1
I give you my heart Even though were miles apart Now it is yours to do what you want But, please do not taunt I am jumping a giant leap With feelings growing deep Though we have not met In my thoughts you will set I don’t really know what to do Because now my mind is always on you I think of you day and night Hoping, you are the guy that is right For my feelings are growing for you All of this is really new On the day we will meet My heart will skip a beat The conversation will begin to flow And then feelings will begin to grow I am serious and hope you are too Because I am spilling my true feelings for you I keep asking myself, “Am I crazy?” And my answer keeps coming back, “Maybe!” Because, I am CRAZY for you! Without talking to you, I feel blue I just hope that I do mean that much to you And one day we will be stuck together like glue If you feel the same, please let me know If not, I will pick up my heart and just go Kim

Official Wicked Dollz Model Application
Interested In Becoming A Wicked Doll?? Wicked Dollz is based out of the DFW, TX area. And the models are from ALL over the world!!! We are selecting only a select few 15 (perhaps more depends on who all applies) to be a part of the Wicked Dollz family and represent us with pride. (More in the future) VERY IMPORTANT: Please make sure your local laws allow you to pose nude before applying. Must be 18 years of age or older to apply. We are looking for women sizes 4-26, with the Wicked Dollz look! Must have Piercings & Tattoos. Goth, Freak, Rockabilly, Punk, Retro, Juggalettes is their way of life not just a look!!! If you think you we have described you then feel free to apply! At the moment we are not able to pay the model, although in the future we hope that we can and we will be doing so. There is A LOT in store for Wicked Dollz Inc. Just stay tuned!!!! We wish to have models apply that believe they have what it takes to be a Wicked Dollz and will stick with us

This Is The Kind Of Guy I Want!
girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Hugs And Kisses
Hugs and kisses coming your way, I would give them to you each and every day. You make me feel happy, once again. I even have this silly grin. I hope you know you have captured my heart, Even though we are apart. Though we haven’t ever met, I hope you are true. If not my heart will once again be blue. I am here and you are there My heart is yours to share You have done something to me I do not know When I am talking to you My feelings begin to flow You make me happier then I have been It’s been a long time coming All of this I should have known With the first kisses blown My heart has been broken Many times you see Right now You fill it with glee I have these feelings for you That I can’t explain You make me feel whole again Is that insane? I don’t know what you did Or even how you did it But you made me happy again And smiling here as I sit You are a different way with me That makes me feel something I hope is very true Becaus

Experience
distortions - manipulations of the magnitude. multitude. identifiable? latent meaning manifesting in a way which leaves interpretation a process not of logic, but maybe you get it. maybe you don't. exploiting the expected endeavors of innocence. ignorance. a slip a coincidence make it what you want. strategy remains a skill not everyone can know it for what it is there's the rib - that made me what I am. to uncover... can this be the game? let who come over? still there whether or not you know they have found it and were also secretly informed. revel in the bliss tripping is easy and falling is fun - flat on your face - then you too shall know.

Nicknames For Glasgow Characters
These are nicknames in use that have been given to Glasgow characters by their friends and workmates. Two Soups - his real name is Campbell Baxter. Norrie Two Bunnets - the Glasgow taxi-driver who wears a wig under his cloth cap. The Colostomy - the girlfriend of a married man (ie. the wee bag on the side). The Boomerang Kid - whenever anyone at work asks a question, he always replies: "I'll get back to you on that." The Man from Del Monte - purportedly a ladies' man, but everyone suspects it's the fruits that make him say: "Yes!" The Parachute - lets everyone down at the last minute. Cashline - an experienced young lass who's open 24 hours a day. Vaseline - his real name is Willie Burns. Rembrandt - loves saying to colleagues: "Let me put you in the picture..." Bernard Caliper - a keen golfer with a leg iron. Bo Derek - a chap called Derek with terrible body odour. Brewer's Droop - his real name is Willie Falls . Elmer - according to his mates, t

You Make My Heart Race
You make my heart race You make it flutter And right now you have My mind in the gutter ;) I don’t know what you did Or how you did it You make me feel happy even though The time we share is just a lil bit We are miles apart And forever it may seem I want to know you better And I want to trust myself But I feel as if I have been lied to So much in the past it is hard to trust So are you playing with me? And stringing me along What I hear you say It often makes me wonder Is this guy for real? To wonder all this Is all truth? Or is it lies? I don’t know I am so confused From hearing what you say Is it true or false? Or half-way between Some lies and some truth Or is your heart coming clean? I am so confused The lil voice in my head Keeps saying go with your heart Then I keep thinking about lies That I have been told Over and over and over Is my heart ready to be bold? I want to make this jump More like a giant leap I want to feel my heart thump Wi

Hurt
What I feel today Is such deep sorrow For it isn’t yesterday It is tomorrow I am still upset About what the day had brought It was arguing and fighting For it wasn’t what I had sought We argue, fuss, and fight I am tired of this Just about every day or night I can’t take it any more For my heart is heavy With feelings That shouldn’t be With love and hate I begin to wonder If you are the one Are you really my true love? Where is all our fun? In my thoughts of true happiness Were days filled with love and fun Where I am the queen and you the king What happened to those days, Hun? I don’t want to be this sad Or even begin to hate I am not happy so I wonder Are you really my true soul mate? We have had some good times And also some bad It didn’t used to be this way What happened to what we had? When we were dating I could see All the fun and excitement In your eyes for me For it is there no more You are mad at me And my heart is sore

Alone
I feel so alone I feel like I have no one I feel so sad What have I done? I feel so empty inside Does anyone love me? I feel no love None that I can feel or see I feel so empty I am so sad I’m feeling down I feel so mad I want to be loved But I am alone Alone in this world A heart-broken one I don’t feel anything There is no love for me I feel nothing There is nothing I see I want to feel love Ever so true And all I feel anymore Is just so blue Who I want I can’t have And whom I have I don’t want This is why I feel so alone My heart sinks down low I feel so sad and so empty Away is where I want to go Away with someone who cares And with so much love Maybe heaven sent From up above Then I will have someone My life to share And not be alone And have someone to care Being all alone in this world It is so gloomy and so dark I feel as if love for me Has missed its mark I hope that it hasn’t And one day I will find him

Just Somethings I Been Thinking About
Life is full of surprizes you know. Like for one, alright I know I am a very sweet guy and i do have a bit of romantic side to me.But i have noticed so much about woman these days...They don't care about truth. or whats in front of them and ect. I have noticed alot in life that upsets me so bad. I sit and try everyday just to get some where in life. I am honest about hings even if it hurts me in the long run. just like how I sit here and take the time to write things to people all the time and what do I get in return...Aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww your very sweet or thank you or something you know...Cuz they want to be nice but then once they see what I look like it the pic thats it no more after that. I wish I a penny for everytime a gurl turned a way from me cuz I'd be a billioniare right now... I guess when you ugly and ani't scared to admit to it people just try their hardest to rub it in your face.Its not about looks...Maybe i can just sit here and agree with some thin

What Do I Do Now??
Hi everyone well here it is..you see i have a boyfriend whome i love more than you could imagin. but his ex girl is his best friend and it has been nothing but problems..you see we fight constantly and she is always involved its either us fighting because i bitch that she won't leave us alone ever or he gets mad because he thinks i am controlling him..at first i thought that he must still love her and want to be with her but he has had a million chances because she still loves him... i don't care if they talk but i flipped out on him because he was going to spend the night at her house with their son... i know i sound messed up cuz its his kid but the whole reason i even had an issue was because he lied to me before and said she was not there and she really was so now i do not trust them together even though supposabally nothing happend that night its the fact that i did not believe she would not be there. the night he recently was asked to stay he left me and went, supposabally she wa

I'm Back
Hey guys as you know i went on vacation for a few days and something happened. I met a really awesome girl and after spending some time with her we have decided to start dating. I will still be online and am willing to chat with everyone but it cannot go above a PG rating. Take care all i love all yall and hope for the best for you. i may on be on for another couple of days from unpacking and getting myu stuff put away. bye all.

My Comment 4 Today!
I hope that you like them! I put alot of thought in to them trying to be as good as some of the others I have seen, but these are some of my first ones that I totally did myself, so be kind!Got to give one good premade one, just incase my are bad!LMAO! Much love to you and may all of your dreams come true~Donna~

Nope, The Thought Didn't Count.
Every Christmas, I'm left miserable and unsatisfied. My parents got me the wrong thing, my friends got me worthless junk, and your grandparents didn't get me anything because they hate my snotty little punkass. Then I root through a giant stocking and find a bunch of socks. Isn't that fun? Rummaging through footwear to find smaller footwear. Great. People waste money on me and say, "You're so hard to shop for!" Really? Then don't shop for me! Seriously, I won't mind. It's not like I'm going to ever use this calendar anyway. They get me calendars every year. Hundreds of them. I even got a Birds of the World calendar. That's right, Birds of the World! I hate birds and I hate the world. Get a clue. They they they they they they they they they claim that it's the thought that counts. I'm no Deanna Troi, but I'm pretty sure that thoughts don't count in this stretch of the galaxy. Plus, these morons have no coherent thoughts in their brain. All year long, their meager minds are pumping

Have You Thanked A Soldier 2day
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Who Or What Are They?angels That Is!!!
So what do you believe what is an angel ? is it something we see in films a person with wings being used by god to help others ? or could it be something else ? someone being used in a way they dont understand themselves ok i changed my name a few months ago then everything around me changes to..... I will help anybody that asks if i can i would give my soul to help it i knew it would help im all about my friends ok im sorry i went off the deepend a few months ago but maybe this was all part of what was to come i just dont know .. hell not even sure what im typing right now but maybe someone out there will show me the meaning of my ramblings so once again sorry for bad spellings but it flows better this way Azrael or just call me Rob your call!!

Drunken Warbling
my heart breaks again and again, little by little - pieces of it lay scattered around your feet. my skin breaks and bleeds, needing to let the pain out; my heart shakes within, the crumbling flaking in a crimson dust as you say you're sorry ~ why do i forgive so readily? is it that my love is so encompassing, or am i just that weak? why to i forgive so easily? is it that i know this can persevere or am i just that desperate to be loved? ~ My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and I feel ugly, and dead inside. Shit adds up at the bottom. You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild what's broken. Too much, too far, too late to li

Wtf
Wtf ok wtf lol lets c how this crap cums out cause i have sum shit 2 bitch about and im stoned so y not lol..... OK whats the big fucken deal with solutes and y would u not add sum 1 if they dont fucken have 1, i tried and was denied so y in the fuck would i want 2 waist my time 2 make another fuck that fucken bull sheit, lol ok that last bong hit made me 4git about what else i was goin to bitch about, oh well fuck it, if it was pissin me off then i would have remembered it but oh fucken well later 2 who ever reads this and piece the fuck out lol

Why Am I Feeling Like This?
WHAT IS IT WHEN YOUR FEELING DOWN FOR NO REASON? I MYSELF AM NOT SURE BUT I LOOK AT THINGS GOING ON AROUND ME AND TAKE THEM ALL IN HELPING OTHERS WHEN I GUESS I NEED HELP MYSELF:( THEN OUT OF THE BLUE COME A QUESTION AND A STORY THAT MAKES YOU SIT UP AND THINK WFT GET OVER IT THERE AS THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ... GET OVER YOURSELF AND REMEMBER THERES MORE TO LIFE THAN ME ME ME........ THEN I SPEND SOME TIME WITH A WONDERFUL FRIND THATS OPEND HER SOUL ON HERE.... SHE HAS A BEAUTFUL SOUL AND HAS HAD SUCH A HARD TIME BUT IF YOU GOT TO KNOW HER DAMN SUCH A WONDERFUL WOMAN....... YES IM TALKING ABOUT YOU.... TO MY FRIENDS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE FIND ME AND HEAL ME YOU KNOW HOW FOR NOW IM LOST AND FIGHTING THE DARKNESS ANYONE GOT A FLASHLIGHT?

Girl Or Woman ?
When i was a girl, i loved stuff animals , now that i am a woman i love the men that give me them . When i was a girl , I loved good music , now that i am woman i can apprecaite the talent of the artist . when i was a girl , I would day dream of prince charming. Now as a woman i let prince charming day dream about me . When i was a girl, i rebelled against my mother , Now as a woman i thank her for her guidence . When i was a girl,i was cocky and bold . now as a woman i appreciate advice. When i was a girl i lived in the family, now as a woman i live For my family . When i was a girl i was sheltered from the storm , now as a woman I Am the shelter from the storm . When i was a girl i hoped to fall in love, now as a woman i hope to stay in love. When i was a girl i was daddys little baby , now as a woman i am the Mother of daddys little girl . Girls tell secrets and women tell truths. Girls love money , women love the men that make the money . Girls try to attract men ,

Company Dress Code
Company Dress Code It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore, you do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better so that you may buy nicer clothes; therefore, you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are where you need to be and therefore, you do not need a raise. Sick Days We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Personal Days Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday and Sunday. Bereavement Leave This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the fune

Off To France
I will be away from Fubar for the next seven days. I will be spending the time on holiday with the family. We are staying in the South of France as we did in October last year. Will be staying just outside of Nice again and as last year will be enjoying the delights of both Monaco and North West Italy. I hope everyone will have fun while I am away. Take care and I will look forward to speaking to as many of you as I can on my return. Oh and yes I will try to take lots of photos on my travels.

Hey There, Ck Out My Baby
thanks all for the help, i love my freinds,,,CHECK HIM OUT....... if you get time i'd love it if you added youself to my babys freinds list and rated him... LOVE YA ALL ¢ÔRocket¢Ô Marie I love you so much baby. You are my world!!!!¢¾¢¾¢¾

As You Travel Through Life
As you travel through life there are always those times when decisions just have to be made when the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce and the rain seems to soak your parade! There are some situations where all you can do is to simply let go and move on gather courage together and choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward the process of change can be tough but think about all the excitement ahead if you can be strong enough! There could be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests as you challenge your status quo and learn there are so many options in life, and so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen or travel

I Think I Am Done With Fubar
This site has had its ups and downs since I have signed on to it back in February. It was new and exciting for a while. I met some great people on here as well. Without Fubar, i would have never met Martin and for that I am grateful. I consider myself to be a nice person. I do anything for anyone and I don't like hurting people's feelings, at least not on purpose. I had a miserable Fubar day yesterday with the whole contest thing. Having 4 people keep coming into my picture constantly to check up on me and then keep coming into my profile constantly. I consider that stalking! These ladies must have been afraid I was going to catch up to "their family member" in the contest. Accused me of bashing other contestants and the hosts. I will just say this, that is not what happened. This is make believe. People can be anyone or anything on this site. Sad. I am who I am and I don't pretend to be something I am not on here. I tell the truth. I don't lie. I have a big

How To Become A Member
First of all I have been absent for a while, but now I am back to raise the foot lovers and the gorgeous feet of Fubar to the next level! To become a Bare Feet Society lover: 1) Must atleast have a favorite current member of Bare Feet Society that you support in contests. 2) Must have atleast 1 photo of yourself worshiping feet. 3) Example of your name if you are approved: General Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society lover~ To become a Bare Feet Society member: 1) Must have an album of just your bare feet, no shoes! 2) Nylons are allowed in some photos. 3) Example of your name if you are approved: General Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society~

Things To Think About
Random Thoughts by Raso If Jesus had a brother do you think Mary and Joseph would ever say "why can't you be more like your brother Jesus"? Why are whipped cream and chocolate sauce sexy considering all guys get a boner over steak. Why do people ask how many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop......have you people seen the movie? It was Dustin Hoffman in drag. Why do women say men are pigs? .....does that make women pig fuckers? People say Richard Gere is a freak because he stuffed a gerbil up his ass....do the gerbil's friends think that their buddy is a freak as well? How come Catholic priests can't get it through their head that sex in the workplace is wrong? If a rolling stone gathers no moss why does Keith Richards look like a spore?. Why do people shave their pubic hair? Don't they realize how many homeless crabs are out there? People eat mints for bad breath, why hasn't anyone come up with an ass mint yet? Wh

New Poem A Soldiers Letter To His Wife
LETTER OF A SOLDIER HUNNI ITS COLD HERE AT NIGHT ALL I HEAR IS SCREAMS AND PEOPLE RUNNING IN FRIGHT-I BEEN HERE SO LONG STARTING TO THINK IS THIS WRONG-I'VE SEEN SO MANY DIE SO MANY MOTHERS CRY- LOST SO MANY FRIENDS THINKIN IN MY HEART WHEN WILL THIS END-THE OTHER DAY I GOT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED HOPING THAT ALL THESE CRAZY THINGS IN MY HEAD WILL GO AWAY BUT THEY JUST STAY-IM HAVING NIGHTMARES IN MY DREAMS THINKING FIGHTHING FOR FREEDOM ISNT EVERYTHING IT SEEMS-I HOPE ALL IS WELL AT HOME CAUSE HERE I FEEL COLD AND ALONE-EVERYDAY ITS THE SAME IM BURYING ANOTHER BROTHER I THINK IM GOING INSANE-WELL HUNNI I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT BACK OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE WE CALL IRAQ

Texas To Chicago To Collared
i lived in Houston, Texas. Master sent me first friend request. I read that long profile He wrote there and I am now here for seven months in Chicago! i don't know better ways to say these things. i would answer maybe some question but not many. i am here online only when commanded by Master so i will see you all soon. sincerely, slavegirl

Once A Cheater Always A Cheater True Or False?
There was a survey I just did.. that most of you wont read.. but more might read this one... [09] Do you believe the statement, once a cheater always a cheater? I dont.... because people do have the ability to change.. they or most people choose to not to.. cause its easier.. doing what is expected.. Everyone has the chance to be something better than what they are... I will say this.. I cheated once... and I told my boyfriend at the time I did.. that was harder than hell to go through,... I learned from it.. Its easier telling the person you dont wanna be with them.. (now I know I dont do that step the right way a lot of the times.. but its something I working on..) So if your a person who people deem you to the once a cheater always a cheater... You should shock them.. know you have the power to change yourself.. and know you can do it.. dont always do what is expected.... then and only then... you will find out who you truly are..

Please! Help My Song On The Charts!!!!!
Hey All, I just found out that my song Martin Miller and Jack has been excepted to clearchannelmusic.com. I need all of your help to move me up in the rankings. All you have to do is go to the link below. Find "Martin Miller and Jack and play it. CLICK HERE TO PLAY "Martin Miller and Jack Thanks to all my friends! Lets get this song moving.

590
Soooo.. The other Kathy came back from maternity on Monday..She surprisingly wasn't as mad about me taking her job, as I (and everyone else we work with) thought she was going to be. I am proud to say that I learned how to send faxes!! Before Monday, I had never once sent a fax...but I managed to send them!! YAY!!And yeah, I'm very easily amused. On a different note, I have been stuck on level 22 for what seems like forever. I want off of this level!! :( Annnnnnyways, I'm off for now..Gonna go make lunch and finish up housework!

Chipped Teeth And Hollow Eyes
I wonder if anything he ever said to me was real. Or original. Everything he [n]ever meant was quoted from someone else. A line stolen to fit the moment. A phrase to make it [epic] They asked me what had happened to me All I could say was- “I am lacking class… therefore I lack beauty…” I am [ugly]. And I [hate]. I won’t ask for your forgiveness. I use to sneak vodka into assemblies And spend all my days popping [perfection] pills. But it seems I haven’t found the proper dosage. I’m still [mediocre]. It all seems to hurt a little more than it should. Loving those that don’t love me back. Sobriety for someone who doesn’t really care. I woke up this morning and thought [“Today is a good day to destroy myself”] Won't you join me?

Adore
I've written many lines quite easy to find All I had to see was you in my mind Thoughts so clear and bright Brought me a whole new world from darkness to light A picture is worth a thousand words! Only if it begins with I love you This much is true I'd search high and low for just a glimpse of you! Goes to the antage "What more can I do for you?" You touch a place in me long since withdrawn! Your warmth and presence brought me from hiding I hid all ! No sense lying I was a cold person! Didn't care bout dying With you in my life !So now I'm fighting! You gave me reason to go on You are the words to a true Love song I will keep you in my heart for evermore It's you my Love I truly Adore.

Monster Massive
yes i am going heheheh it will be my first rave in over a year and i am fucking excited i thought aboout possibly rolling but i only want to if some one who isnt going is going to be there.im so fucking ready to dance and let everything go ..i wish he could go tho cause id have so much fun with him );

Dracula's Dirty Daughter & Vampira
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Morning
OK so this morning I posted a rather medium to large mum stating different things that would be remembered if someone was born in the 1990s. It was an extremely funny and true thing. However, in the true spirit of meanness, it was removed stating it was not suitable for display. Now please keep in mind there have been far, I'm not sure how that mum could of been NSFW when other people post much more lued and innappropriate things on this website. Am I being singled out or can people just not take a freaking joke?!

World's Edge
I walk upon the crumbling wall that marks the world's edge precipice Between the safe green turf landing and the red dizzying tumble into the void Each footstep placed with gentle care trusting to what lies beneath Knowledge and experience come to nought control is purely emotional Winds blow, balance is lost and found darkness falls and feeling is all A shifting stone grates for a second heart cries and races for hours I cannot sleep for time marches moss invades and I may slip Astride the wire that guards the gap there is no relief with which to breathe To ascend the broken wall end requires even more care in moving Stones untied and fence posts rotted secure footholds liable to slip Hands grasp for a balancing act meet fresh air and friable rock No guard posts on this wall from where to take stock Over the horizon and long away perspective narrows to infinity To look ahead and to plan the way is to lose my footing in the present Leaping to either side tak

Do Ittttttt
1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair? 21. Do you sing in the shower? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be? 24. Tell me o

Re: Man Tasered, Shot With Bean Bag Rounds For Filming Police
RE: Man Tasered, Shot With Bean Bag Rounds For Filming Police ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Steve Watson Date: 17 Oct 2007, 08:37 Acquitted Portland man sues after cops stated camera "could be used as a weapon" A man from Portland Oregon is suing police for unlawful seizure with excessive force after officers fired a Taser and bean bag rounds at him when he refused to stop filming a warrantless search of his neighbour's property last year. http://infowars.net/articles/october2007/171007Filming.htm

Sin After Sin
ill bet the world is falling in crashing down on you youve lived with all your secrets and theyre tearing you in two blessed by evil lost in silence spitting poison lies kicked by love sent above dark lifeless eyes sin on top of sin never will begin sin after sin as the walls close in a back lash of bitter feelings a never ending hate a wound wont heal with the knife still in sealing your fate walk the long road of shame sickening the kin left for dead so say your prayers blessed once again sin on top of sin these walls are closing in sin after sin darkness again

Already The Day From Hell
I've been up since 4:30 this morning because JustShizzle needed to go to the ER again. He's finally getting some relief so though i'm here i'm not really here. Poor guy was up almost 2 days straight. so I'm realllllllllllllllllly groggy hoping I'll be able to sleep but I doubt it so if you shout and don't answer I'll either be sleeping or working on housework to keep myself busy until I can fall asleep. Love you all

The Autobiography Of Ma-ka-tai-me-she-kia-kiak ( Black Hawk )
The autobiography of ma-ka-tai-me-she-kia-kiak ( Black Hawk )Project Gutenberg - A free online e-book catalog - has an e-book postedTitle: Autobiography of Ma-ka-tai-me-she-kia-kiak, or Black HawkAuthor: Black HawkRelease Date: December, 2004 [EBook #7097][Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule][This file was first posted on March 10, 2003]The historical value includes among other things a birds-eye view of the treaty that ceded the majority of the territories from the first nation to the early americans.There are at least two stories claiming to be the autobiography, one post mortem, that I was able to find on the internet. This work is an english translation of the book authored by Black Hawk and recorded in french in 1882.For those of you who have not found this already and are into first nation history, enjoy!- Excerpt - Some moons after this young chief had descended the Mississippi, oneof our people killed an American, was taken prisoner and was confinedin the prison a

Happiness Is?
i think I've come to realize that all i may need in life could potentially be an emo boy, bottles and bottles of jameson, rock music, & Cigarettes and I'll be all set. Oh and some corn fields. ~~~~> *smirks at Elizabitch & Ruby*

Sex And Marriage With Robots By 2050
Forecast: Sex and Marriage with Robots by 2050 Charles Q. Choi Special to LiveScience LiveScience.com Fri Oct 12, 5:10 PM ET Humans could marry robots within the century. And consummate those vows. "My forecast is that around 2050, the state of Massachusetts will be the first jurisdiction to legalize marriages with robots," artificial intelligence researcher David Levy at the University of Maastricht in the Netherlands told LiveScience. Levy recently completed his Ph.D. work on the subject of human-robot relationships, covering many of the privileges and practices that generally come with marriage as well as outside of it. At first, sex with robots might be considered geeky, "but once you have a story like 'I had sex with a robot, and it was great!' appear someplace like Cosmo magazine, I'd expect many people to jump on the bandwagon," Levy said. Pygmalion to Roomba The idea of romance between humanity and our artistic and/or mechanical creations date

What Beauty Really Is
We as men and women have our own sense of beauty. We look at mountains and trees and landscapes that truly take our breath away. Women look at men who have amazing bodies and say he is a handsome man. Men look at the women with amazing bodies and say she is a beautiful woman. But what is beauty really? Beauty is something that is noticed all around us in a purely visual sense but sometimes people can see past what is seen and realize there may be beauty in something that no one else will realize. The deserts are barren and hot and miserable. Yet you will see wildlife and vegetation even in the deserts that are in a way beautiful in the way they flouish and survive. Even a desert has an oasis of some sort not in the literal sense but in a metaphorical sense. People that some would never look at have their own beauty. However, very rarely do we look towards the beauty that person contains on the inside. Inner beauty is contained in all things, people, animals, and n

Make Me Laugh!???
OK HERE'S A COUPLE THINGS THAT WHEN I SEE , SAY OR HEAR THEM, THEY CRACK ME UP ........ HORSE TATERS GO BUMP A STUMP TURTLE TWINKIES LMAO NOW, WHAT CAN *YOU* COME UP WITH TO CRACK ME UP, C'MON , GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!! I DAAARE YA!!!! HEHE

Its Wednesday :)
heya peeps happy Hump day or it should be national hump day haha dont think that would work to well except for the politicians in Washington, anyways wanted to say the Nebraska football team is in a downward spiral and cant get out of their current funk their in as a team and as a college team as well, so hopefully the firing of Steve Pederson will make things go better for them you all have a great day, I wonder if it will stop raining here almost been raining for the last 6 days or so LOL, ttyl hugs n kisses for all the ladies muahzzzzzzzz.

Angel In Disguise
You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life.

Crossing Gaurds Death
(October 17, 2007) — Every weekday morning during the school year, Arlene Page would arrive about 6:30 at the Wilson Farms at Dewey Avenue and Bloss Street, leave her Buick LeSabre in the parking lot and take her post on the corner. Page, 58, has been a crossing guard in this northwest neighborhood — between School 30 and Thomas Jefferson High School — since spring 2005; in the city for 3 1/2 years. "I usually see her on the corner, I yell to her, 'Cream, no sugar?'" said Vince Grieco, 42, who stopped for his morning coffee at Wilson Farms, as usual, at 7 a.m. Tuesday. He brought Page, the grandmother to his godchildren, a cup and they talked for 15 minutes, then he left her and headed off to work at Advance Auto Parts. An hour later, 25 minutes before the last morning school bell, Page was struck and killed by a hit-and-run driver. In a neighborhood filled with children, many people knew Page, or knew of her. She had become part of their lives. "I seen Miss Green ru

Loathing
I can no longer stand to breath. I hate the fact that I exist. For a while now, I've laid off blogging and tried to keep a more positive outlook on my future, and the events emcompassed in it. However, it just seems to me, that no matter how much investment I place in myself, no matter how I try to make things better for myself and the ones that I care about that I cannot get from out under lackluster weekend style friends, and associates who would just as soon strip mine me for every valued piece of Phreze they can take, without having to do the laundry that comes with such an undertaking. Fine. Fuck it. The world wins. I refuse to exist here anymore. I refuse to allow myself to continue to think that I am more than I am. I hold my finger up for the world to see, and I am not taking it down for anyone. It is my last great act of defiance. Between friends trying to convince me that they are still friends, other friends who just have nothing to do with me in general, all the friends

Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to us as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10.

Confessions Of A Late Twenties Drama Addict
I'm not sure why but it seems like I need some form of drama in my life in order to survive. Its like this subconscious urge that I'm always and forever compelled to follow. Part of me thinks that perhaps its not so subconscious at all though. Its like the episode of Scrubs called His Story (Season 2 episode 15) when Dr. Cox goes to see his therapist and his therapist tells him his problem is he identifies the GOOD choice and does exactly the opposite. That's probably what goes on with me. Its like I'm standing at this fork in the road and to one side is this nice perfect road I can walk down with no worries to my goal and to the other side is this fucking insane ninja warrior (great show in case you haven't seen it) type obstacle course that I may be able to see the end yet its buried behind so much shit I may never actually get there. Maybe its b/c I like the challenge that said obstacle course provides me with. Its physically and mentally tough to get through and as a matte

Skipping Class
pretty much what the title infers, i'm skipping Political Science, mostly because all you have to do is read and you never even have to attend the class, I have been but I was a rebel today : ). So I just made this thing yesterday...well this morning at 1 am. Does that make me a loser? I hope not, can't meet new people and make friends that way. I am thinking out loud right now, I find that makes interesting writing, just typing every single thing that comes into your head like smeckledorf. see now you have no idea what that means and neither do I for that matter but I said it and it interested you, specially if your still reading this crap. I hate college traffic, it sucks my balls, and not in a nice way, in a oh I don't know what I am doing let me just try this " oh my god my balls are gone!!!!!" kind of way. Oh yeah, I typed that. Believe it. Back to traffic, sitting in a friggin parking deck for like an hour sucks. I told someone I would going to cut out their neck and eat their b

Horoscope For Scorpio Today
You've got something to say to your spouse or sweetheart -- or maybe that new crush -- and now is the perfect time to get it off your chest. Your way with words is almost magical and they'll see what you mean. Well I kinda have a crush on someone but I don't know what I am supposed to tell him. I just wish we could spend more time togeather, cuz I had a great time with him. But thats it. Must be missing something lol

Just A Note To Say
Just a Note To Say No lover is she, but a friend A mate who has touched my soul She hugs me when my heart is sore and when my mind is numb Absorbs the pressures from my body and drains away the despair When I feel so alone and broken she holds my world together These arms in which I stand wring out my pain so gently A simple caress of human hands an island in a raging sea I do not know her well yet though our companionship seems timeless Friend , O friend , so beloved this is for you, may we never lose it

Gotta Love These Things
oooohhh Daily Horoscope: Virgo For October 17,2007 If you're looking for love, you may just find it in the least romantic part of your life. It could be work, school or waiting for the bus -- but someone catches your eye. Who knows where it will lead? which means, somewhere with my kids... not romantic at all... :)

If You Are Going To Be An Ass......
At least have the balls to let me respond to your damn comment. Don't send me an email saying how ugly I am and then block me! Grow some damn balls! Anyone who feels like checking the ass munch who did so http://www.fubar.com/user/1050402 Have a GREAT day!

Do U Kno Jack Schitt?
Ok so I saw this somewhere and decided I hav eto share it with anyone who happens to read this blog. So here goes.... For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as No

Things To Do At Wal-mart.....lmao
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of apple juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously lou

The Naked Angel
The Naked Angel Against the dawn's light Shadow forming on my dreams The naked angel rises sinful in her purity Clothed in brilliance casting darkness on the night Imagination dances as she starts to move Harmonies tight entwined sweep the fading stars Ecstatic wings arched over bring oblivion to the mind A vision of perfection that cannot be grasped Always out of reach temptation reaps its' own reward

Friend
A friend is always there for u in the good times and the bad-- a "real" friend doesnt move in with u and sit on their ass and wait for u to support them. a is not a good friend when they sit at ur house and do absolutely nothing and expects u to support them all the way in one way they are useing u .You tell them to find a job and they ignored you --should u let them stay or tell them to hit the road

Pictures....
Does anyone who is a so called bouncer look at the pics that are marked as NSFW... NOT SAFE FOR WORK... ive had 2 pictures recently marked as this CRAP both of these pics that were marked are saying picuters.. nothing is bad or perverted or even racey about them. So in retrospect... SOME STUPID FUCK IS MARKING RANDOM PICTURES AS NSFW.... and noone is actually checking them to make sure they are? ok.. so whos not doing their job ... the bouncers checking the pics? .. or the bouncers.. dealing with idiots on the site? Don't get me wrong i love the site and wish i could be on more often then i am right now.. but when i sign on and see that i have had pics marked as NSFW and check them and find out they are crap pics that are marked... i get a lil peeved... So someone tell me what im supposed to think... or do.. should i not care and just say FUCK IT AND FUCK THOSE WHO ARE PRICKS... Or.. should i worry and comment like i am about it all.. in hopes that someone someonewhere

Love
Love Longed for and awaited Yet constantly disillusioned The dream is never true But endlessly rolls on screen I would tell my love Words will come but are mute I talk to all but her The world is wise to my heart My heart lifts to her Then slinks diffidently away What for this fright I can neither tell nor kiss Ever winding twisting stairs Bring me closer to the light

Eventide
Eventide The setting sun, flame eternal pins your shadow on this barren land Against the darkening skies your beauty is washed with a radiance Hair streaming in the tide's turn wind the world's troubles stream around you I stand below you on the shore and wonder at your unyielding grace You come to sit beside me at the fire and the night is warmed by your presence shifting flames reveal new facets of charm your inner glow overcomes my fever Transfixed I sit, daring not to speak to shatter this spellbinding tranquility The fire has now burned low and the icy fingers tingle down my spine At last I turn and you are gone back into this night from whence you came Should you pass this way again pause awhile and join me on the shore Sunset lady of my dreams haste ye back to my fires far side Give me comfort in my solitude and peace within this troubled heart

Hidden
This is called hidden as all my other blogs are adult content. I have to have a normal blog for friends to get to them. I know there are no points for rating or commenting, but I would appreciate any comments on my adult short stories or adult poetry, good or bad. I don't push anyone to read my stuff, however when someone does, i do appreciate any feedback, privately if you want for that matter. I do not have them here as a come on, just hoping that other can enjoy them as I enjoyed writing them. Ed PS one can not use the word E R O T I C in a blog it gives an error.

Boy Or Man ?
Thanks to brokenwarrior for making my brain go to work this morning ..... i just adore the fact that some men are walking among us . I ...in return will give my version of boy vs man . Maybe others reading this will finally get the hint ! BOYS ...hold your hand. MEN ... hold your heart . Boys... buy you a flower . MEN.... buy you a plant . Boys...seek fast cars and the wealth of the world . MEN... will walk for miles and feel rich as hell ! BOYS... will argue , demanding to be right. MEN...will disagree yet offer to discuss . BOYS... will offer you a few days. MEN...will offer you the rest of their lives ! BOYS... make you giggle. MEN...make you laugh . BOYS...speak of a hot chick. MEN... speak of a beautiful woman . BOYS... make a GIRL smile. MEN...make a WOMAN dream ! BOYS...will take all they can get. MEN... will give all that they can . BOYS...see you naked with filfth on thier mind. MEN...see you clothed with love in thier heart . BOYS...run FROM the truth. MEN... run

Bleh
Ya know how sometimes you'll be completely over something, and not even care, then something happens, and it brings back all these feelings? Well, me and Chastine were goofing around, like chicks do, talking shit about men. I was talking a lot about Lindon and stuff... and then last night i had this crazy ass dream about him... and I remembered how much i missed him... I miss him holding me, I miss him kissing me, I miss him looking at me... I miss the butterflies I got everytime I was with him. I truly loved that guy... and I just wasn't good enough for him. I would have done anything in the world for him. Such is life I suppose. I guess that means in the grand scheme of things, there's someone better out there for me... BUT I tend to have crappy taste in men, soooo thats not gonna help at all huh? Oh well, anyhow, It just sucks... cuz I woke up this morning, just feeling, BLEH... I'm almost positive I'll never find anyone better than him. So far, it hasn't happened... Oh, and

Uhhhh Ohh Finally!
Well I have some news since my last bloggie!...*drum roll* I got a babysittin job.. and I start tomorrow. Oh boy! Thank gosh I already know the child. Her name is Jamie and she is 2. Its kellys niece and well it might only last a month. But its 150 bi weekly and thats like more money then we had coming in even for a month. Sooooo of course i tell dennis and he says we need to talk about it and all this.. its like no.. I already decided soo fuk off. She will be coming here soo I dont have to go no wheres. Gahhh soo nervous though! I'm just happy to have something. To get him off my back Jamie is a little cutie I'm sure I will have my hands full. After her.. taking on 5 kids will be easy! hahaha :) Just had to share.. wish me luck!

Project Playlist By Brat
Step By Step On How To Add A ProjectPlaylist Playlist to Your Profile Click on "Add your playlist to myspace or facebook" Then Click on "Get the playlist code for myspace, facebook, blogger, hi5 or any other site" Click on the myspace code Choose which playlist you want to add to your page choose if you want your playlist to autoplay, randomly play and the color you want Right click on the html and go to cut or copy in the white box Paste the html into the music section of your profile.

Summer Skies
Summer Skies 'neath summer skies of blue darkening velvet Needle stitched the shining stars The rising tide sucks gently at the silence Full echo of my beating heart Briefly rocket climbing red orange sparks Leave trails across the eye Pierced by distant Oystercatcher cry The so tranquil earth revolves 'neath summer skies our souls breathe on Side by side we sit alone

I Thought Hump Day Was Over!!! Lol
I sure hope it isn't going to be one of those days. Lee either hit the snooze, or forgot to set the alarm, so he didn't wake up till about 8:30...the time he's usually walking out the door. Of course, that means I wasn't up as early as usual, so don't have much time myself before I have to leave for work...YUCK!!! Then on top of that, I guess I've gone through the entire week a day off. I was all ready to head up to Lee's work this afternoon to pick up his check....but he questioned me when I told him I'd be up later....and then informed me that today was Wed. WHERE did I get the idea that today was Thursday. Geeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzz....here I thought the week had gone by rather fast, and wouldn't you know it....I don't even know what day it is. Well, I really need to head out. A quick bit of info. My cable is past due, and told them I'd be in on Thurs. to pay it...but they're saying I'm do for disconnect today...Wed....which I actually thought was last night, and though

Limmited Time Offer
wow so it did not take long to burn through my cell phone card!took all of 4 days.mind i did alot of getting hold of fam and freinds so next one will go slower but wow!btw to the few people on here who may be trying to get hold of me,,,thats why i aint answerin.

Death Cab To Kill Me
Breathe child, you are free of hate And I envy you I want to bash you to sleep And steal your peace. For I am weak and there is no rest for the wicked. And as a child the life was bludgeoned from my being All that I have left is a shell. Love me not, for I will destroy you. I know this and I hold this fact dear. I enjoy knowing I will be alone at the time of my demise. Singing suicide hymns for no one to hear. It’s alright now. Basking in the glory of defeat… Cause darling, it’s all I have left now. And secretly, subconsciously I think, I wish for nothing more than to grab your hand And pull you into the abyss with me And for you to fill this emptiness that is no longer a part of me. It IS me.

Damn It!!! I Need A New Corset!!!! Ut
Now those who know me well, know that I love corsets....I love to be corseted...I love the way a corset makes me feel....sexy as hell!!! So once again I am in search for yet another corset.....I loosened up my fingers and started to search the web for the perfect corseter...and I found this wonderful website, which of course has the most beautiful corsets that are custom made for the wearer..... Dark Garden Now I've never been able to afford a custom corset...so whenever I find a site that makes them perfectly...I set and dream of myself wearing something like the one above, or when I'm in my bad librarian mode.....this one now just think of me with reading glasses perched on the end of my nose as I .....well, let's not get carried away here.... I'll let your imagination roam from here. So since I will not be getting one of these wonderful custom corsets, I think I should start the Magenta need a new corset fund....of course pictures will have to be taken in variou

What Kind Of Sex Should U Have? Plz Leave Comment.
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?KinkyYou like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.Sex/Intimacy Quizzes

Off To The Woods
Well I will be off line for at least a week if not longer. We are off to the woods. We will be hunting and camping. See you all when I get back. Wish us luck on filling the freezer. I will also be taking the time to rededicate Myself to My Goddess's. Blessings to all, Lady K

Aight
ok the past few weeks ive noticed a change in certain "friends" on here and I jus wanna get some stuff off my chest about things some of u are doing that really gets to me. Here r some things not to do 1. dont lie 2. manipulate Basically dont bullshit me. Ive too old for highschool bullshit. Dont come to me sayin o i miss u or o i love u or hey wats up stranger, when Im the one puttin myself out there to be ur friend or even get to know u. Dont be like o im busy wit this or im busy with that or im never on when i fuckin see u on my page daily or checkin a bulletin everytime I post it. If u aint tryin to get to know me, then dont watse my time. If u have a man, talkin to sum1, or u are about to be involved wit sum1, dont fuckin hide it, or sugar coat it like it aint a big deal. Tell me the truth. be real so I kno, y u have gottin distant or better yet tell me so I wont waste my time trying to get to kno u better or flirtin wit u. Its fucked up cuz 2 people told me

Are U Depressed??? Plz Leave Comment.
Are You Depressed?You're Just EmoYes you're said, and yes you're more open about it than other people. But chances are you don't have manic depression, you just need a good boost or kick in the ass at times. Good for you for standing up to your right to feel--not enough people do. But don't think the world is crumbling down on you if someone doesn't agree with your viewpoint. Personality/Emotion Quizzes

Lizards Everywhere
ok, I have to tell on myself...I do not like lizards. The everyday, green things that seem to be everywhere here at the new house. They are neat to look at when they are behind a thick piece of glass at the zoo but not neat here. We have a screened in porch and the other day there was one out there crawling up the screen...on the inside! I usually keep the door opened to let the air flow though the house but not anymore~! I freaked and slammed the door shut. Then, ME, decided I would get it off the porch so I could open the door again. Now mind you, my 4 year old son is dying to get his hands on it and yelling at me "let me get it!" and my 13 year old daughter is on the phone with a friend and they are laughing at me. I get out there and using the broom I get this green thing to the door but then the son of a gun turned on me and ran across my foot....I almost fell out~!!!! Both kids and the friend on the phone are laughing so hard at me cause I am doing some dort of lizard da

Thank You Catherine!!!
Catherine@ fubar This girl doesn't know it but she is the reason for my happiness. It's because of her mumm directed for Amelia that I got started talking more to Amelia. Making mock mumms my stalker Camelia was so much fun and I got to see Amelia funny side. So I thank you Catherine for paving the way for me. - Get Your Own

Someday We'll Know
"Someday We'll Know" Ninety miles outside Chicago Can’t stop driving I don’t know why So many questions, I need an answer Two years later you're still on my mind Whatever happened to Amelia Earheart? Who holds the stars up in the sky? Is true love just once in a lifetime? Did the captain of the Titanic cry? Oh, Someday we’ll know If love can move a mountain Someday we’ll know Why the sky is blue Someday we’ll know Why I wasn’t meant for you... Does anybody know the way to Atlantis? Or what the wind says when she cries? I’m speeding by the place that I met you For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight Someday we’ll know If love can move a mountain Someday we’ll know Why the sky is blue Someday we’ll know Why I wasn’t meant for you... Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Someday we’ll know Why Samson loved Dalilah? One day I'll go Dancing on the moon Someday you’ll know That I was the one for you.... Open up the world I bought a ticket to the end of the

What's Ur Most Attractive Quality? Plz Leave Comment.
What's Your Most Attractive Quality?your personalityyour sweet and shy and people really like you .. you except all kinds and don't judge.. you are very very kind to others and lend out your helping hand .. Myspace Quizzes

He's Gone....
Well, I posted last blog on his bday, lol, he's gone & has been for bout 3 wks I guess...It's been peaceful & the kids really have adjusted well.. they seem like different girls in a way, so much happier. My oldest said she was just glad to not hear the fighting anymore, that broke my heart, my youngest doesn't say anything really. I know they want us together but not if there's the fighting. They love going to his place, guess cuz it's a new plc to them but it breaks my heart that they want to be there so much...I feel like they don't want to be w/me or talk to me, that I'm a failure & it is all my fault. He doesn't tell them that but it is..Sometimes I think I should just go back so everyone else is happy. Anyway, I know it'll take time to adjust to all of this, them being gone, me having a room mate & her son & we do things so differently but are gr8 friends...I also, have someone I care very much about but not sure how he's feeling, sometimes it seems all good then things change so

My Venus Side H As Awaken :) Dream Or Real
Dream or Real Though I can’t touch you Or lay next to you I can feel your passion Your hunger, your desire through everything you say thrilling my body Filling my love nest With a flaming heat My hand caresses Between my thighs My mind Tells me its your caress Your kisses I close my eyes Oh sweet baby I can feel The heat of your breath Your warm wet tongue Your mouth sucking My rosy nipples Puckering they hardened Oh baby, it feels So good You know how to bring them to life Honey nibble on them’ Little love bites Is this a dream Or is real Slowly oh baby Sweet kisses continue On and on Down my body You spread my legs Your sweet lips Burning heat Dipping your fingers within Tongue exploring Where they’ve been Hot and juicy Sucking on my clit Flaming bud upon your lips Licking, sucking Fingers playing I’m out of my mind Is it a dream Or is real You slowly rise Standing proud Huge hard Erection Honey glide your cock bury it deep

At Kindergarten...
Things I've learned in kindergarten that are still useful today: - share your food. - play fair. - don't hit people. - put things back where you found them. - don't create mess. - don't use crayons on the wall. - don't take things that aren't yours. - say sorry when you hurt somebody. - flush. - warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. - live a balanced life. - learn, play, enjoy, sing, dance. - beware of strangers. and most of all... When you go out of the real world, make sure someone is holding your hand. (",)

My Sex Life Sucks
i havn't had sex with the wife since my godam Bday ! i'm tired of fukn waiting ! all i hear is, i feel this, i feel that, i'm tired, my head hurts, i don't feel well, and fukn so on........... Well i'm fukn sick of it !!!!!!! i'm to old to be " jerking off " It's fukn HUMP DAY and i wanna HUMP !!!! Who's game ? Let me know A.S.A.P.

I Think It's Wednesday!!
Thought I would jot a few lines before I head for work. Such a week it has been already! If you haven't noticed the Mercury Retro energy up until now, you surely will this week!! Such a restless, stirred up quality! I have a feeling we will all be pushed to make many changes this week, painful as that might be, lol. I know I'm getting used to the pain, lmao!! Yeah, no comments, please, lol! I have had 5 new clients so far this week - it's only Wednesday! Changes are coming quickly for my business, as well. Both Dakota and Taylor are doing so much better in school this year. Don't know who or what flipped the switch in Taylor, but he's getting all A's and one B!! WTF! Last year we couldn't pull a D out of him - he failed almost everything, lol. So glad his brain got switched on - have always known he is a very smart guy!! Tim, on the other hand, is spiraling downwards - not to be confused with The Downward Spiral by NIN, lol. Won't go to school; can't keep a handle on him;

What I Would Give
What would I give your hand to clasp, Your tiny face to see, To hear you tiny giggle, to see your smiling face As the days that used to be. But some sweet day we'll meet again, Beyond the toil and strife, and clasp each other's hand once more In Heaven, that happy place

Fever Dreams
I've been sick for almost a week, some bacterial infection that I can't seem to kick. I've been feverish and have these wicked headaches. I don't sleep for very long periods even though I desperately want too. When I am sleeping I keep having these crazy dreams...a girl at my work called them fever dreams. In the latest one I'm running through the hospital, I know that Wes is there and he's alive. Someone brings his body out from a back room and lays him on a nearby couch. He's nearly unconcious, murmuring things like I love you and take care of the boys. I keep touching his face, crying, kissing him, running my fingers through his hair. And then he's gone, I woke up feeling like I'd lost him all over again. At least this time I got to say good-bye. What a way to start the day...

For Devin
I'm thinking of you today Devin, But that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday And the day before that too. I will think of you forever I love and miss you so. Your end came fast and sudden No time to say goodbye. You were gone before I knew it God knows the reason why. Dear God, please take him this message To heaven up above. Tell him how much I miss him And give him all my love. Each time I see your picture You seem to smile and say Don't cry I'm only sleeping We'll meet again someday

T.i. (idiot Of The Week)
First off let me start off by saying I am a fan of T.I. so I say this with much love. What in THE HELL were you thinking T.I.? I don't want to see any "Free T.I.!" products nor do I want to hear "The Man" is out to get another well off brotha in the rap game. T.I. knew he was on probation, he also knew it was illegal for him to have the guns let alone purchase them. He was just plain dumb, period point blank. For those of you who don't know, T.I.'s dumb butt sent a bodyguard to purchase a few guns and silencers for him. The bodyguard, in his infinite wisdom, went to a gun dealer and told him that he was purchasing said items for his boss who cannot because of his probation. The gunshop owner, who thought something was fishy (no really), called the ATF to inform them of this suspicious purchase. Long story short they arrested the bodyguard got him to implicate T.I., set up a meeting place for T.I. to pick up the guns and arrested him for illegal gun possesion due to his probation. Corre

Wednesday's Contestant!!!
YoungSoldier917 is hosting a contest!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please help support this young soldier in Iraq!!! His entire contest album is here: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! TODAY…WEDNESDAY….LET’S COMMENT BOMB THIS CONTESTANT: Crazy + Beautiful YOUR HELP IS MUCH APPRECIATED!!! I’m in the contest, and this is me, AngelinOK: Beautiful Goddess Kisses 5 X for Candyman Only The Mike and Roy Show Sondra and Paul Crazy + Beautiful LadyloganDJ:RadioGoddess HeatherFeather Founder Texas Wolves Softball Junkie Hot Mama of the Godfather Family

My Worst Fear....
Since becoming a mom my greatest fear has always been having to watch my child go before me. When I was pregnant with my youngest and my son's father passed away that fear only multiplied. Every time my boys get a sniffle I'm ready to rush them to the hospital. A couple of days ago I found out that a very good friend of mine's son has been diagnosed with Leukemia. A very agressive form that is difficult to treat. He is only nine years old. His big sister is my son's off and on girlfriend/best friend. There is absolutely nothing I can do for them, and it is horrible. Please pray or whatever it is that you do for Michael. He's just a baby!!!

Too Serious
I think people take this whole "online world" way too seriously. I've read bulletins, MUMMs and blogs about having people deleted, "what he/she said," "I can't take this sh1t anymore" and all manner of other topics where people's feelings have been hurt or their egos bruised. Seriously folks, who really cares? It's just the internet. The End

Gone
Gone is the face we loved so dear, Silent is the voice I long to hear, Too far away for sight or speech, But not too far for thought to reach. Sweet to remember him who once was here, And who, though absent is just as dear

I Miss You So
In a quiet country cemetery Where the gentle breeze blows, Lies the son I loved so dearly Whom I lost 11 years ago. Your resting place I visit Place flowers there with care, But no one knows the heartache When I turn to leave you there.Of all that life has given me And all that's left to do, I will never know a greater gift Than the days I shared with you

Calling All Fans And Barflys!
Hey Everyone: Need your help! Could use some help here with my music and the charts. My songs are now on www.Reverbnation.com on the country charts and also on wwwmyspace.com/LarryMigliore Please stop by and give them a play or two, I'd appreciate the help moving them up. You can also hear a bunch of my songs on my website www.LarryMigliore.com Don't forget to tune in to Jody on the Round Up Show All the best to all, and thanks for those photo ratings and for becoming fans! Regards, Larry

Short Time
You can shed tears that he is gone, Or you can smile because he lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back, Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see him, Or you can be full of the loe that you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live for yesterday, Or you can remember him and only that he has gone, Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry, close your mind, be empty, and turn your back, Or you can do what he wanted, smile, open your eyes, love and move on

Cute Kids Contest Updates!!
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! 1st Kid is....... With 10596 comments! 2nd Kid is...... With 2271 comments! 3rd Kid is...... With 1944 comments! 4th Kid is...... With 301 comments! 5th Kid is...... With 87 comments! 6th Kid is...... With 12 comments! 7th Kid is...... With 3 comments! 8th Kid is...... With 3 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/12 thur 10/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ *

Good Bye
The time has come, This must be done.I say goodbye to you. Never will i miss you. No control of this The hell you put me thought. My laughter,my smile,the love in my heart. You took those away right from the start... You took me away from who cared.. Lonely Isolation is all we ever shared..So bittersweet,that i thought i should drink deer after beer after beer..Happy sad crazy mad.. I let you make me ill!! Buried in a hole. Seaching for my soul,My life was under you spell.. I woke up today,I thew you away It my life,And i'm taking it back!!!!!!!!!!!!

To All My Friends
You're special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you and cherish you. Send this to all your friends including me no matter how often you talk or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them. If you get 3 back, you're a friend worth keeping.

I Love Art :d
Ok so on a mumm i got shopped again by a person with no creative juices. I felt the need to share it, and share how i did his pic as well. enjoy the art yall. yes i know it was a slapped together shitty job on my part but still better then his stick dick. Road dogs art work And my art work :D

Oct. 17th Bombing Update
Wicked Storm Crew! ~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~ News, Views, and Bombing for TODAY!!!!! ~ &hearts ~ Wicked Storm Crew~ &hearts ~ News Flash!!!! Mr. Nice Guy has been promoted to Leveling Manager. He really is a SUPER nice guy (not just advertising) and he will make a great Manager. Congrats! ~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~ Don't forget the recruiting challenge. We need new members! The challenge is among the WSC crew to see who can recruit the most new members. I see new faces so somebody is taking charge!! The 15 days, are dwindling down.... Midnight(Eastern Standard Time) October 27th is coming up fast. How many you got?? It's not to late. Everyone you can get to sign up as a member counts towards your total, make sure that you let them know who you are so they can say "so and so" recruited me. Rain and I are keeping track. The prize at this point is a 1 day blast, but the higher the scores go, more will be added to the prize pack or a bigger

Can U Find
Can u find the B(there are 2B's)? DON"T skip or your wish won't come true... RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once youve found the B Find the 1 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1.............. Find the 6 99999999999999

Aunt Karen......
The teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment: Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. "Tony, do you have a story to share?" "Yes ma'am. My daddy told a story about my Aunt Karen. She was a pilot in Desert Storm and her plane got hit. She had to bail out over enemy territory and all she had was a flask of whiskey, a pistol and a survival knife. She drank the whiskey on the way down so it wouldn't break and then her parachute landed right in the middle of twenty enemy troops." "She shot fifteen of them until she ran out of bullets, killed four more with the knife, till the blade broke, and then she killed the last Iraqi with her bare hands." "Good Heavens" said the horrified teacher. "What kind of moral did your Daddy tell you from this story?" "Stay the f--- away from Aunt Karen when she's drinking."

'superbug' Deaths Could Surpass Aids
Updated: 4:03 p.m. ET Oct 16, 2007 CHICAGO - More than 90,000 Americans get potentially deadly infections each year from a drug-resistant staph “superbug,” the government reported Tuesday in its first overall estimate of invasive disease caused by the germ. Deaths tied to these infections may exceed those caused by AIDS, said one public health expert commenting on the new study. The report shows just how far one form of the staph germ has spread beyond its traditional hospital setting. The overall incidence rate was about 32 invasive infections per 100,000 people. That’s an “astounding” figure, said an editorial in Wednesday’s Journal of the American Medical Association, which published the study. Most drug-resistant staph cases are mild skin infections. But this study focused on invasive infections — those that enter the bloodstream or destroy flesh and can turn deadly. Carried by healthy people Researchers found that only about one-quarter involved hospitalized patients

My Revelations
Well now it is time for me to ramble. I have to do all of these interviews about my award. And it is amazing how some people in the media will try to take what a soldier does in a split second and microanalyze it. I just want peopl to know we do what we do in those brief seconds because we have no other choice and it is the right thing to do. Do I like shooting people? No. Was he going to kill me? Yes. It is that simple!

Battle On!
hahahaha! myself and the floor manager have just stricken a deal. he has to "take my life" before Halloween or he loses. I'm seriously gonna have to watch my step now. I don't know exactly what happens if I win, but I don't plan on losing. God I love working here. :D So what's everyone up to this morning?

Life Again
LIFE AGAIN A FLOWER GROWS. THE WIND BLOWS. A PETAL FLYS AWAY ON THE WIND. THE SNOW FALL. THE WIND IS COLD. THE FLOWERS STORY HAS BEEN TOLD. THE SUN SHINES. THE BIRDS SING. LIFE BEGINS AGAIN. THE FLOWER GROWS. THE WIND BLOWS. THE PETAL FLYS AWAY IN THE WIND. LIFE BEGINS AGAIN. AND AGAIN. AND AGAIN.

Isn't It Amazing?
Isn't it great that you can go from happy to crap in such a short time? I think God or the higher power or whoever created humans has a great sense of humor....not really, but it sounds good...... I found myself praying the other night that someone would just cut my feelings totally out of me. I think it would be the best thing for me at this point, at least I wouldn't let people hurt me and I wouldn't care if someone just trompled the shit out of my heart and move on. I can't stand the fact that I can let someone affect me the way that they do, and take me from one extreme to another in a short time.... I know i will be happy again sometime, but this is the period that I freakin hate the most....the period that says hey, you are a freakin failure once again... Then the next question is why bother at all? And why the hell do I question myself when I know its not always me that us messing shit up? I guess I am just as bad as the women who stay in abusive relationsh

A New Life On The Horizon
I'm going to make this short and sweet! These last few days a lot of decisions have been made and changes have been taken place. Not in any way a bad thing. It's great for me! Within the last few days I have officially decided to go to school for my CNA license. I've been doing pretty much everything a CNA does over the last 18 years with my brother and the last 8 years at camp. I might as well turn it into something I can get paid for and will have a license with. It only makes sense. Plus, most of the good jobs I see now a days are for CNAs or Medical Assistants. So...I'm golden. The second part of my news is..I went to one of our local Saukville establishments after a phonecall yesterday for an interview and was hired on the spot. It's waitressing again which I didn't really expect, but its something. I am on the schedule for training today through Sunday. It's within walking distance or Bike distance of home too!! Not perfect...but its something. So...despite all the

It's My Life
IT'S MY LIFE I WANT TO RUN. I WANT TO HIDE. I WANT THE WORLD TO STOP AND PRAY. THE NOISE,THE FIGHTS,THE PAIN IN LIFE. IS MORE THAN I CAN STAND IN ONE DAY. THERE'S BOMBING,KILLING,DRUGS AND WAR. MAKES ME WONDER WHAT I'M LIVING FOR. IF I WERE TO RUN AND HIDE. WOULD I SURVIVE? WHEN I DID COME OUT,WHO WOULD HAVE LIVED. WOULD YOU BE THERE?

What Color Am I ?
COLOR ME WHAT COLOR AM I? COLOR ME FEELING. COLOR ME PAIN. COLOR ME SAD. COLOR ME GLAD. WHAT COLOR AM I? COLOR ME SIGHT. COLOR ME SOUND. COLOR ME A SOFT TOUCH. COLOR ME WHO I AM. COLOR ME RED. COLOR ME YELLOW. COLOR ME BLACK. COLOR ME WHITE. COLOR ME WHAT I AM. COLOR ME HUMAN!

Nobody Wants To Be Lonely...
There you are In a darkened room And youre all alone Looking out the window Your heart is cold and lost the will to love Like a broken arrow Here I stand in the shadows Come to me, come to me Cant you see that Nobody wants to be lonely Nobody wants to cry My bodys longing to hold you So bad it hurts inside Time is precious and its slipping away And Ive been waiting for you all of my life Nobody wants to be lonely so why Why dont you let me love you Can you hear my voice Do you hear my song Its a serenade So your heart can find me And suddenly your flying down the stairs Into my arms, baby Before I start going crazy Run to me, run to me Cause Im dying Nobody wants to be lonely Nobody wants to cry My bodys longing to hold you So bad it hurts inside Time is precious and its slipping away And Ive been waiting for you all of my life Nobody wants to be lonely so why Why dont you let me love you I want to feel you need me Just like the air youre

I Wont Let Her Memory Go
I WONT LET HER MEMORY GO SHE DIED BEFORE I REACHED MY TEENS. SO MOST OF MY LIFE SHE HAS NEVER SEEN. EVEN THOUGH I WAS STILL A CHILD. I REMEMBER HER SOFT,WARM SMILE. SHE NEVER GOT TO SEE MY CHILDREN GROW. OR SEE THERE FACES ALL AGLOW. OH,BUT I KNOW SHE WOULD BE PROUD. TO SEE MY HAPPY LITTLE CROWD. MAY SHE REST IN PEACEFUL SLEEP. WITH ALL OF HER MEMORIES,I DEARLY KEEP. MY MOTHER,MY MOTHER,I LOVE HER SO. I WON'T EVER LET HER MEMORY GO.

Erotic Kiss
EROTIC KISS Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on reality Not even the thickest iceberg Could melt the lust I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss. Author: Unknown

The Heat Of Passion
The heat of passion Is we are going to feel Cause when I am with you... I'm on fire ''Cause you know how it's done'' I want to feel the burning of your ecstasy, And see... Soul with soul, Flesh with flesh, Skin with skin, Sweating with love In a fever that we will be burn, With hot days and nights, Getting hotter and hotter, Joined together entwined Into love's sweet rapture forever bound, As we mingle together an unforgettable kiss Where our love transcends with essence Beyond compare, Of true passions and desires, Blooming together growing us in love, In a Volcano burst of flames, Erupting with hot lava As we ride wave upon wave, Crying out of our skin Going higher and higher, Holding one another erotically erupting, Intoxicated by the overflowing Savage seduction of our love, As we lay beside one another And our lovemaking is complete, The trust that lays between us No passion can ever beat... I love you! Author: Lourdes S. © 2004

Lol Just Had To Share....ladies Just Say "thats Once"
Subject: GOLDEN WEDDING ANNIVERSARY A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Their domestic tranquillity had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple." The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona, and took a trip, down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further and horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, "That's twice." "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. *I SHOUTED* at her, "

Just A Little About My Past For You All To Read!
I have walked the path of light for too many years then I care to remember, yet now all I know is the darkness. All I once cared about is long dead, not than I really cared about anything but sill, those that once cared about me are all gone! I guess in hindsight this is a good thing as it freed me up to explore the darker sides of life... I seem to be compelled to tell you all this but just don’t know why... Oh... I do understand that in some way or another you will get all shitty with what I do...but I really could not give a shit and why should I ay? Not like any of you are going to believe what I have to say anyway! So might just as well go for it! So HA!?! I couldn’t care less! Now lets see... I was in a bad way after my wife killed her self so to get away from her memory I travelled to many different places... some of whitch where very dark... I fell in with a cult in the west indeas knowen as “The sacred rose” but they where just a bunch of pompus windbags! So I left... T tr

Hello Finallly She Went To Get It Done
Hello all, Iam not sure if you all remmeber me saying anything about my mom getting test done because she might have cancer again it is tomarrow . Well today she is going for the test not sure what time or if she si going to work at all. I mean everyone says I have to be strong and all i know that but my mom is all I know and she has raised me since i was 7 all by herlsef. My dad is an Asshole and my family turned there back on me a long time ago. She is the only thing I have and if she does have it Iam going to freak so she might not even tell me if she did. So i will let you all know later on today and Pray that she dont have it. All the stress got to love it:(

I Got A 51
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED.... GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.I F YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H

Taken For Granted
you know i was sitting here earlier,watching a *LMN* movie...those are *always* tear jerkers. But this specific movie was about 3 sisters (the movie is titled 'Jennifer'). And one of them gets diagnosed with *ALS* aka Lou Gehrigs disease. If your not familiar with this disease here's some info about *ALS* before i continue. Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (*ALS*), often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's disease," is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord. Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in *ALS* *eventually* lead to their *death* (a slow,stressful death at that). When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become *totally paralyzed*. A-m

I Got A 66
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED.... GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.I F YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H

This Is By Cat Stevens So I Am Told
She hangs her head and cries on my shirt. She must be hurt very badly. Tell me whats making you sadly? Open your door, dont hide in the dark. Youre lost in the dark, you can trust me. cause you know thats how it must be. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. Her eyes like windows, tricklin rain Upon her pain getting deeper. Though my love wants to relieve her. She walks alone from wall to wall. Lost in a hall, she cant hear me. Though I know she likes to be near me. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. She sits in a corner by the door. There must be more I can tell her. If she really wants me to help her. Ill do what I can to show her the way. And maybe one day I will free her. Though I know no one can see her. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. ------------------------------- Think thats my song for sure Never heard of Cat Stevens before but feels like he knows me reading that Thanks for the person who sent it to me Lisa xx

Maybe
Maybe Another time another place A different story, a different pace We'd be different people yes But the more the same to date Maybe...one day, some day I'll grow up and be okay. Maybe...today I realize the wrongs I've committed Its time to make it all right. Strong-willed and big-hearted You are those by far Unchangeable and unsure No we're all not up to par. So, maybe one day from now Once I've grown up and proved myself We can start this good thing over... And make it better....maybe.

$20
TWENTY DOLLARS On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new >husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his >highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was >repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him >thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other >incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was >surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few >minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of >corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the >age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near >what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. >Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years >of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed >him certificates

Crazy That..
I am sitting here crying...and I am sure its mostly because I had a long night at work and I am exhausted...but I ventured into the mumms this morning, and there was one that touched my heart. It has been ten years since my grandmother passed away. A lot has changed through the years...but yet I sit here longing to have another hug and pep talk. My grama was my biggest fan :) She'd smack me silly if she knew I was crying. She had spunk...and all the generosity of spirit and friendship I have I owe to her. She showed me how to be selfless...to put others first, priorities in place..and how to make burnt lace curtains on a fried egg. Its good to remember her...and I am sure its fine it brings tears with it. I hope everyone has a great day..this lil spaztic chick is too tired to play. Night xoxox

Dear Child
Dear Child April Terry Listen to your heart, Dear child. Cast aside your train of thought. The only way throw this, Is but shutting up ones mind, And letting the heart, Seek the freedom, That it shall need. Do not be afraid, Dear child, For I am always with you, Holding your hand, In your time of need, Carrying you, When you’re too weak to walk, Or stand on your own. Stand up tall, Dear child. Walk forward on this path, Show yourself who you are, Proving that with me, You can do anything. For you already know, What happens without me. Listen up closely, Dear child. Your heart is speaking. It knows what it wants, And how to get it, And it shall all be yours. You need only to be patience, And do as it says.

Drinking Customs
> A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar.> > When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, >pulls> >out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces.> > He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with> >the Same one twice."> > The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws into the> >air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces.> > He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't >need> >to drink with the same one twice either."> > The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one> >gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and shoots the> >Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar,and >calling> >for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal alliens that >we> >don't have to drink with the same ones twice.

A Childs Mind
1. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him ". 2. A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, "They will in a minut

"the Big Lie'
It took some time to make me see the trick alchol had played on me.. To live my life was such a chore,cause every day i wonted more. The morals that i thought i had were swept away. It got so bad..By staying drunk i could pretand tha alchol was my dearest friend.. My mind was on a one way street and every road led to defeat. Just heading nowhere off the track. I was a prisoner to the alchol..And all my dreams went in smoke the fun was gone and i was broke.. I lost the war there was no use to try and stop my alchol abuse.. So every day i carried on.. My self esteem was quickly gone.. I felt i had no right to live..So sure that no one would forgive me.My luck ran out there was no more.. My face got slammed at every door.. The lowest number on the scale.. I finally had to go to rehad..And this is where i finally learned you play with fire you will get burned..It wasan angel.. It made me opewn my eye's..And in due time the wound will heal.. Retrain my mind on how i feel.. And live my

Just A Thought
Here,s a thought: If you treat people differently They behave differently and eventually they become different because you have put them in a position where they must or they would be like you. Don,t make People different. There is room in the world for more than one of you.

Bipolar...please Understand Me
Please Understand Me by Crystal Brooks When I cry for no apparant reason...understand.. When I stare off into space and seem to be in another world..please understand.. When my mind races from one subject to the next with no attention span..please understand.. When I am sleepless and up all hours of the night..please understand... When all I can do is sleep and getting out of bed is so terribly difficult..please understand.. When I am confused and irritable..please understand.. When I smile but behind the smile you see the pain..please understand... I am bipolar...please understand..

A Have A Question For Just The Men!!
This question is not meant to be NSFW at all.....so don't someone freak out! This is a real question......I asked my boyfriend last night and his reply was..."are you taking a survey?" So I said....well maybe I should? So here ya go! In a perfect world/relationship......how often would you want to have sex? I know life can be busy sometimes, so I know saying..."all day, every day..." is not a realistic answer! So think about it and leave me a comment! Just trying to get into a guys head.......:D

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobies On Paltalk, Pat Cooper Returns, New O&a Video, New Ringtones, Sound Clip Contest Continues, '
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) If you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matter how many quadruple Whoppers you like to slam into your fat head, you can get one that fits you. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG NABBIT... and then eat a pound of charred beef. Speaking of Shirts...(Check out what the lovely Sasha is wearing!) While we'

Happy Birthday Mister B
mister bukkake of SHADY'S SUP@ fubar What up Mister B. Ha Ha Ha Yesterday was his Birthday... I'm a day late but I think he will forgive me beings that hes not even here today... oh boy.. Everyone show Mister B some love.. Lets give him something nice to see for when he gets back.. We love you Mister B..

Its Amazing What Some People Will Do To Get Ahead
If its one thing I can't stand its 'plastic people' and our assistant manager is as plastic as they come! This bitch brown noses untill she gets enough dirt on head manager and before we knew what was happening the gavel had fallen hard. What am I talking about? Last monday I go into work and everything is fine or so it seemed. Then I was off for 2 days; I go back in on Thursday and we've got a new store manager--I'm the nosey type and start asking questions about what happened to our other manager and no one says anything, that is until this monday when I asked one of my co-workers who usually knows more about whats going on there than I do. And she tells me not to say anything so I don't. As it turns out--There was a class that 2 of our managers needed to attend and the store manager had given them gas money to do so--whether it was out of his own pocket or petty cash no one knows; but the assistant manager turned him in for it and at 4PM the previous Monday he'd received a

Help Please
This wonderful lady below is in her first contest and could use some help. She is currently 4100 comments behind and I could use some help in getting her caught up. If you could please come and leave a few comments I would gladly appreciate it.

Random Ha Ha
POSSIBLY THE VERY BEST CHICKEN JOKE EVER A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is leaning against the headboard smoking a cigarette, with a satisfied smile on its face. The egg, looking a bit pissed off, grabs the sheet, rolls over, and says, "Well, I guess we finally answered THAT question. If anyone needs it explained - read it a second time

27 Things About You!!!
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my in box!!! 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken and how many times have you been married? 4. Do you believe in soulmates? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything , and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep?? 17. Have you ever got caught doing something illegal? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to

Dreamy Dreams
I dream of how it used to feel when you were with me baby I dream of the taste of coffee from your wet lips everytime you kiss me I dream of the voice that cannot be ignored and sometimes shake me I dream of kissing your arms on my side while your face is above me I dream of the smile that greets me hi and your kiss of goodbye I dream of your laugh, the glits in your eye I dream of the music you make in my heart I dream of being with you, even when we're apart I dream of your skin that feels soft and warm I dream of your ways, I dream of your charms I dream of dreaming of you, all day and all night I dream so i can see you, even if you're out of sight I dream that this dream with you is never ending I dream that my heart that keeps you is never ending I dream of seeing your name call on my phone I dream you still love me and didn't leave me alone I dream of your face beside mine in the mirror I dream i'm not dreaming so i can see you

Pt 3 Monica Wants More Piedaddy
This chick can't get enough of me!! Maybe its love, maybe its not the same girl! Lmao. This chick is relentless and a glutton for punishment. She also gives up easily when the going gets tough. monica@ fubar monica: care to chat??? ->PieDaDDY: hello. what would u like to chat about? monica: anything monica: flirty ->PieDaDDY: where ya from Monica? monica: wanna see me naked monica: from california ->PieDaDDY: oh and how would I go about seeing you naked? monica: vote me on my site??? monica: can you sweetie?? ->PieDaDDY: vote for you? Oh you mean rate your pic on Fubar and I get to see you naked? Thats easy monica: no..not in fubar..on my site ->PieDaDDY: if its your site how come you need me to vote for you? lol Isnt it your site? monica: i mean on our site monica: lol ->PieDaDDY: well what kind of site is it and what am I voting on? monica: can you vote?? monica: all you need to do is to get a member ID as a proof that you voted me..you will get t

Up Date
i had the op on monday the 15th had a spinal block was awake thru the op pretty wierd feeling was told the knee was chewed up pretty bad and the next op will be the big one a total knee replacement so i will find out abt the next week when i see the dr post op so will keep u posted abt that one well i must rest now the knee is giving me a bit of pain atm so i seem to be resting heaps bye for now

(smiles)
THANK U 2 ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO CAME BY 2 SAY GET WELL. I HAVE BEEN SICK 4 A WHILE AND I APPRECIATE ALL WHO WERE PATIENT ENOUGH 2 STICK BY ME. TO THOSE WHO LEFT ME BECAUSE I WASN'T ON ENOUGH AND DIDN'T INQUIRE ABOUT MY WELL-BEING? (SMILES) THANK U 4 THE TIME THAT WE SHARED (SMILES) I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U(KISSES) P.S. TRUE FRIENDS NEVER LEAVE (WINK)

Denise Miller Aka 'hot_sexyyounggirl23'
Denise MIller aka 'hot_sexyyounggirl23' Gee you don't think this is a fake account do ya? well it's at least a fake picture. This bitch is a downrater so do what you want about it. View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater

How Was I Born Daddy?
A Little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers, "Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: You've got male.....

For A Special Someone
For A Special Someone You are my inspiration. Having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion. You are indeed a special someone. Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped. In those times I gave up You came and I stood up. Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I'm sad and for that I'm glad. Whenever I'm lonely You are there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile. I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you mean to me - I love you My special someone! This poem was sent to me along with a gift from Dear Friend. I love this poem so much ! And I will ALWAYS be there for you Dearheart, you know who you are! Stephen

Drama Drama Drama
I was on myspace reading some blogs from a few people I know from my job. I really found them to be amusing for the most part. But it seams like the drama level at work is at its all time high. I normally try to keep out of it but being one of the managers I have to step in from time to time to try to put it all to an end. I tell ya it never seams to matter, even when you think you have thing worked out or at least under control, you realize a new drama has started. I have gotten to a point that I try to just block it all out conduct business as ususal. RIGHT the key word here is TRY !! Why is it when you try to ignore things they seam to get thrown at you faster and hard than before. I am truley at my whitts end over all of it. 99% of it is so stupid that it really shouldnt even be a drama issue and the 1% that possibly could be something serious gets blown off due to all the other crap. Dont get me wrong I love my job, its the drama crap I could do with out. I kno

Dani
I used to wonder What we’re all about I wanted to talk it out I wanted to share Iwanted to feel I wanted to taste Something real ...but then i got wise I wasn’t taught to swallow lies I couldn’t help but ask, why? your bullshit lies Harrowed my mind My every move Overstepped some line …but then i got wise

This Site
Have you ever wished that something was one way but knew that it wouldn't change? I hate this site sometimes... My relationship has almost ended numerous times because of it. I try to be understanding and ignore the things I see... But I can't. Every time Julie allows a guy to take flirting past a certain point I get angry... Recently she got "married" to a guy on here that, if I ever see him I WILL let him know who is in charge. And to me, although she says it's a joke, that has gone WAAAAY too far. Because of this she almost sent me home because I won't let it go. It tears my heart up because to me it looks like he has no respect for our relationship and she doesn't seem to care that it feels like a slap in the face. I have issues with online "dating" because my last relationship finally ended because of this esact type of thing. I know Julie isn't my ex... And I know she loves me but it is something that I can't get out of my head. There are too many distractions on this site and I

Did You Catch That Ellen Dog Story Yet?
Good Morning and welcome to Hump day! Wow what in the world did my girl Ellen get herself into? Have you seen that story on the Pooch she took from a rescue shelter and then after it did not work out with other facets of Ellens lifestyle at home she decided to give it to her hairdresser and her children. Well apparently the shelter called “Mutts and Moms” filed a complaint against Ellen and ordered her to give the dog back to the shelter and take it away from this woman and her children… that is where I have a hard time with this story. First off if Ellen is genuinlly distraught over this then I do feel sorry for the situation she trust herself into, however if this is just a ratings scam and I find out it to be so, I will certainly lose tremendous faith in her. The story is below if I did not cover it well enough. Ellen DeGeneres is in the doghouse with a pet rescue agency after giving a pooch away to her hairdresser because it didn't get along with her cats. The talk show hostess

My Horoscope For Today
For Wednesday, October 17 - Okay -- you may never find your exact, precise, without-a-doubt purpose in life, but that doesn't mean you should stop looking! Your spiritual side is growing hungry for stimulation, so keep pushing for insights today. You need to avoid anything that is too easy to master, because it just isn't going to engage your brain enough. This is not a day to seek out comfort and ease. It is a day to push yourself to try new things -- you will surprise yourself with what you find. so my friends stimulate me! lol

Things You Never Knew About Your Spleen.
• The spleen is a giant organ in your body. The spleen is much more than a worthless part of your lymphatic system. When properly cared for and coddled, a spleen can lead to a more fulfilling, and often more interesting life. • You can have a lot of fun with your spleen. a. Stroke it - a massage is like heaven to a spleen b. Play scrabble c. Take it on walks d. Don't own a basketball? Use a spleen. e. Have breakdance battles with it f. Get it drunk and mess with its head g. Starving? Eat your spleen. You don't need it anyway h. Play fetch. • Some people are born with more than one spleen. We all have spleens. However, some of us are fortunate to have parents who did some messed up drugs when they were pregnant with us. This lead them to producing babies with multiple heads, genitals, and possibly two or more spleens. • The spleen must be washed at least once a month or it will rot. This is important. Our spleens are very prone to pathogens because of

Walk Into The Darkness
In the name of the witch I cut the head off a mule I guetted it out Put it on and then I wore it to school That ain't the only thing I wore I wore a clip and some rounds A fuckin killa with this mule head And I'm clippin' em down Because I'm all outta choices And my voice is unheard You and your boys get the worst I aim your forehead it burst I'm evil Fires in my sky I see no diamonds it's true Aim for you guts and blow your breakfast out behind you I'm one with the darkness [Chorus] Walk into the darkness A place for those who chose to give a fuck less Wicked dark and heartless We keep it nutty and bloody for everybody here I'm going to hell And I'm knowing it well And I got no problem showing it and going to jail I see the witch is preaching every night on channel 13 He wants some money with the number on the screen I hit the scene I'm shootin' up somebody's funeral Someone I don't know My thougts are fried with homicide I fire out of control The pr

A Woman....
"A Woman" This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

Love
I CAN FEEL YOU PRESENCE FROM HERE I KNOW YOUR WATCHING ME. I SMELL YOU ORA A MILE AWAY, YOUR THE STALKER THAT JUST WONT GO AWAY NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY OR ANYONE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. I RUN INTO THE SHADOWS WHEN EVER I THINK YOU ARE NEAR NOT OUT OF FEAR FOR MYSELF OR MY FAMILY BUT SOLEY BECAUSE YOUR THAT DEPRESSING. IN A WORLD OF IDEALISM OVERTAKEING REALISM I STAND FRIM I KNOW MY GROUND AND BELIEVE ME I SHALL NOT BE MOVED. A WARNING TO THOSE WHO THINK TO RISE AGAINST ME...... I HIT HARDER THEN IM HIT, I THINK ON MY FEET, AND BE DAMNED BUT I SLEEP THE SLEEP OF NOMAN. SO IF YOU THINK YOUR EVER READY TO WAGE THIS WAR I SAY ONTO YOU COME, AND BRING ALL OF YOUR CLOWNING HERD FOR STILL AFTER THE DUST SHALL SETTLE ON OUR FROZEN BATTLE FEILD IN TIME I ARISE FOREVER..... QUOTE THE RAVEN NEVERMORE

All You Need To Know About Christmas.
Why doesn't anybody like Christmas? Nobody likes Christmas because they get wrapped up in the stress of buying gifts, seeing annoying lights, and listening to the music. However, it really isn’t about that. Christmas actually has its own meaning and purpose, and we’re losing the true virtue and joy of Christmas, which is getting drunk. How can I have a better Christmas? To have a more spiritual holiday season, every time you go out, think to yourself, “Would Jesus approve of what I’m doing?” For stoners, this is a given because we all know Jesus toked up. So remember, you're always safe with that. Why do we decorate trees? I have no idea, but I do know that Jesus would not be very happy about that. Our savior was a hippie, and there is just no way he would approve if millions of trees were cut down each year to be mocked for a few weeks and then thrown away. Decorating them is like saying, “Hey tree, you’re not pretty enough in your natural state. The brilliant craftsma

I Wrote Your Name.......
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident I threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

Tetris Is Very Sexual Game.
The other night I thought I turned into a Tetris piece. I floated around my room singing analogously and changing shapes and wondering what I would say to other Tetrii if they knocked on my door. Then I fantasized about sticking myself into another group of Tetris pieces and it it occured to me the sexual nature of the game. It was a big enlightening moment at the time. In the Tetris world, the fatter the girl, the more satisfying the sex would be. But it wouldn't really be that satisfying because you can only stick it in once, ever. Then you explode. Imagine if you could never go backwards in life. You'd just walk down the sidewalk and keep walking forwards. You can move left and right, but never back. And if you happen to come across a hot girl, you could stick it in her once and that's it. Imagine this - what if we are Tetris pieces in a game programmed by four dimensional creatures? And they're allowed to go backwards in TIME, but we're not. Wouldn't sex be great if you

Reasons People Wear Band Shirts.
People buy and wear band shirts for several reasons: 1. They want to support the band. Last time I checked, bands make music, not clothing. You're not supporting CKY, you're supporting American Apparel. I support birth control, but I'm not going to walk around all day with a condom on my dick. People download songs for free off the internet then spend the price of an album on a shirt with the band's logo. I know bands don't make much off album sales, and if you're really that fixated on supporting the band financially, just send them a check for $25 and dodge the production cost of the shirt. 2. They believe musical preference is a large factor in determining one's personality. My opinion: Musical preference has nothing to do with who someone is. The coolest people I know listen to the strangest crap. One of my best friends is totally gangstered out and he listens to Enya every night. What music do you think Maddox listens to? If you said Brazillan jazz,

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Subject: Should children witness childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place... Smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

Todays Horoscope
You are rethinking a few things and some of them may be rather deep or otherwise important to you. It's a good time to hang out on your own for a little while until you've settled the issue. i tend to agree with this one

Re: The Reality Of Our Economy
RE: The REALITY Of Our Economy ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 17 Oct 2007, 00:39 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DavidReedy (ready)Date: Oct 16, 2007 10:55 PMSigh, I don't like having a part in spreading all this doomsday shit, and I'd hate to be a part of starting a panic... Seeing as our market is manipulated anyway, and the plan is to crash the dollar (and replace with Amero, anyone?)... We've got to start waking up to their games. I'm no financial guru, and in this area I can easily get lost by the terminology and the math... Nonetheless this article is a fantastic read... And I think... the bubble will burst soon--and then what?David A. Reedy...----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Shane (Infoseekr)Date: Oct 16, 2007 9:31 PMRE: It’s Time For The Banks To Face The Hangman----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: d.j.101 a.k.a. The White Rabbit Date: Oct 16, 2007 8:35 PMI

Re: Atlanta Months Away From Having No Water
RE: Atlanta Months Away From Having No Water ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Illuminati Date: 17 Oct 2007, 01:06 ____________________________________________________________/www.nytimes.com/2007/10/16/us/16drought.html?8br" target="_blank">____________________________________________________________http://www.nytimes.com/2007/10/16/us/16drought.html?8brOctober 16, 2007Drought-Stricken South Facing Tough Choices By BRENDA GOODMANATLANTA, Oct. 15 — For the first time in more than 100 years, much of the Southeast has reached the most severe category of drought, climatologists said Monday, creating an emergency so serious that some cities are just months away from running out of water.In North Carolina, Gov. Michael F. Easley asked residents Monday to stop using water for any purpose “not essential to public health and safety.” He warned that he would soon have to declare a state of emergency if voluntary efforts fell short.“Now I don’t want to have to u

Bulletin
I just saw a bulletin about some stupid picture ripper..I gotta say.. Who the fuck cares?!?!?! Someone on this site threatened to kill me and my family.. sent me well over 5,000 emails and all that ..I have 25... yes.. 25 of his names blocked here.. and yet.. no one posted a bulletin here to help me..My so called "friends" here ....SUCK!!!!! All they care about is ratings and picture rippers..Plus, if you're not a very young girl..you don't get any help.. they don't give a damn about REAL issues or REAL feelings. All I have to say is.... thank the Gods I am leaving here soon.. This place has went downhill and fast.. The idiot said he would kill me.. Rape my daughter and dismember her, and make me watch as he did this and then bash my skull in... BUT I see.. all that really fucking matters here is the little girls and what they want. Leveling up!!! Gods forbid if they dont have all the older men here by the balls leading them around like dogs in heat. Sad fucking bastards! Cassie

Re: Kulongoski Walks Away On Goldschmidt Question
RE: Kulongoski walks away on Goldschmidt question ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: alex Date: 17 Oct 2007, 01:25 comment: this was funny to watch in person. . .Kulongoski walks away on Goldschmidt question10/16/2007, 6:13 p.m. PDTBy WILLIAM McCALLThe Associated Press PORTLAND, Ore. (AP) — Gov. Ted Kulongoski walked out of a news conference about a terrorism drill on Tuesday after a television reporter asked him if he knew anything about former Gov. Neil Goldschmidt's sexual abuse of 14-year-old girl before it became public in 2004.Kulongoski was part of a briefing on the progress of TOPOFF, a national exercise to test the readiness of state, local and federal agencies to respond to a terrorist attack or a national disaster.A spokesman for the Federal Emergency Management Agency had told reporters the governor and other officials were only going to take questions about the drill, and any other matters would be referred to the individual officials.

October 17, 2007
You've got plenty of great energy and should be able to take on almost anything that comes your way. You may need to work late or just stay up with that project you're so engaged with, but you won't mind.

What Do You Choose
The Hour of the Wolf is the time between night and dawn, from about 4 to 5 a.m. The Hour of the Wolf is when lost lovers come back to be held in your arms one last time or to haunt you with what could have been. It's the Hour where life waits in a moment of transition between the darkness and the light, waiting in infinite patience for what is to come. The Hour of the Wolf is the Hour when one must decide if they are forever stuck in a time that has passed and can't move on from that point. It's the Hour where one must decide to embrace the coming dawn and welcome it's warmth or stay with the Wolf in the darkness of that eternal night....

So I Will Clarify
Last night I made some images for a friend of mine on here that happens to use the name "Support Chronic Grow today" Not that I have to explain explain myself but I will clarify, I dont judge anyone and I dont appreciate it when people assume. If you spell out "assume" it makes an ass out of u a me both Apparantly I have a couple of people on my firends list that assume that because I made these images for a friend with that user name, I actaully do exactly that. I don't!!!!! I dont support chronic nor am I growing today but.... I dont judge others who do. So..... for those of you who might think to much and feel you must preach to me, Dont preach to the choir and dont think so much. I am not on Fubar to be judge nor counseled. You know who you are, get a clue. Sorry to come off as a bitch but hey dont judge lest you be judged is my philsosphy. Have a great day and sorry to show this side of me but I must make myself clear, if you are a per say "friend" with that mu

If U
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think im cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me........................send me a message and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET. If U _______ Me?

Blue Eyes
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really BEAUTIFUL. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love only that one girl/guy. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka SPARTANS)) when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.

The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.... This is for someone special they know who they are smile's...

Submissive Me!
Submissive Me the day started out as any other, quiet and still - she looked out the window and saw that his car was gone. every night he came and every morning, the sun would rise and he would be gone. she went to the kitchen to pour some coffee and write up the day's schedule. at the kitchen table, she sees fresh tulips in a vase, fresh coffee brewing and a bowl of fresh fruit. all her favorites and all from him, he always made sure that she was taken care of. she sighs, take a mango slice and starts to suck the sweet juice from it. she bites into the mango and feels the taste burst into her mouth. as always it reminds her of the night before, her lover bursting into her mouth again and again - she smiles. she wonders 'why does he never stay until i wake?', 'why must i always awake to an empty cold bed?', 'there has to be a reason'. she pours a cup of coffee - black and strong - just the way she likes it. cup in hand and another slice of mango, she heads to the kitchen table, sees t

Native Ghost Dance History
Indian Ghost Dance History Ghost dance. A ceremonial religious dance connected with the messiah doctrine, which originated among the Paviotso in Nevada about 1888, and spread rapidly among other tribes until it numbered among its adherents nearly all the Indians of the interior basin, from Missouri river to or beyond the Rockies. The prophet of the religion was a young Paiute Indian, at that time not yet 35 years of age, known among his own people as Wovoka ('Cutter'), and 'commonly called by the whites Jack Wilson, from having worked in the family of a ranchman named Wilson. Wovoka seems already to have established his reputation as a medicine-man when, about the close of 1888, he was attacked by a dangerous fever. While he was ill an eclipse spread excitement among the Indians, with the result that Wovoka became delirious and imagined that he had been taken into the spirit world, and there received a direct revelation from the God of the Indians. Briefly stated, the revelation was

Shut It Down
Shut it down..feed ....full....now, I can't taste this tri folded, trifulling bloodstained slit down on my wrist, Feel so cold...here....pulse slows.....stops, My void is where I keep your name, My hope is locked there as well, Can't you just shallow it, The burn is eternal, Can't you just shallow, The calm is disturbing as well,

My Forbidden Thoughts
The passion of your kisses And your harmless flirting, Turns me on all the while, For the way you look at me, With those affectionate glances, Oh, it melts my heart away, And I realize you're a wonderful dream come true, Cause when I feel your touch upon my body, I get all these erotic feelings inside of me, And I wish to feel your tender bites, All over my naked wet skin, So I could feel the rhythm of your heart. My darling... You take me to another dimension With your love, And your playful touching, Our warm bodies together... Yearning and craving with desire, So when you hold me close, It makes me feel whole, As you take everything out of me including my soul, I cherish every moment with you, All the moments that we are together are all unforgettable, It's like being in paradise, I love you so much... That I want the whole world to know, All my forbidden thoughts are of you.

Dont Fear The Reaper
All our times have come Here but now they're gone The Seasons don't fear the reaper Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain Oh, We can be like they are Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper Baby I'm your man... Valentine is done Here but now they're gone Romeo and Juliet Are together in eternity... Romeo and Juliet 40,000 men and women everyday... Like Romeo and Juliet 40,000 men and women everyday... Redefine happiness Another 40,000 coming everyday...We can be like they are Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper Baby I'm your man... Love of two is one Here but now they're gone Last night of sadness And it was clear we couldn't go on The door was open and the wind appeared Candles blew and then disappeared Curtains flew and then he appeared Saying don't be afraid Come on ba

Hopeless Romantic
Things i like to do when in a relationship: 1-whisper sweet nothings in ear. 2-kiss all over, specialy on back of kneck. 3-leave little notes says corny loveyou's and whatnots. 4-give massages. 5-go for walks hand and hand. 6-cuddle and snuggle. 7-lay around and talk about everything and anything. 8-get playful and tickle or what ever it takes to ease a stressfull day. 9-make love for more than just an hour. 10-give flowers. 11-caress face. 12-remind them how beautiful they are. 13-go out on date nights and have fun with them. 14-be a best friend. 15-love to please any way i can to see them happy and smiling. there are more things, but will leave it up to you ladies imaginations.

Need All My Friend Help Here !!
Please I need all of you to promote this group. This is not a contest or anything rewarding This is about a single father losing his son to ADHD and ODD. This is for me so please promote this for me and feel free to come and join to discuss any issue you may have. Thanks Talldarkandhdsm Click to join ADHD_ODD_101

Avoidance
I open my eyes to whats around me, Slipping away I can't define, Dark, cold, numb but feeling, Nothing is here but me..... Tearing apart another another worlds remains to kill the pain again from deep within, Show me the way out of here, I don't know the way to reality, Falling through the mist of dreams, Is it dreams or the nightmare of life, No one is there when I cry out load, Echos of the past plague me, Answers stay out of grasp, Nothing is there to cling to, A void that is my mind.... A void that is my existance.... A void that is my life.... A void that I try to avoid....

Lovers Night
A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch, And took her by the hand. She glowed lik

My Dream's
If I could go anywhere, it would be in your arms. If I could have anything, it would be your kind heart. If I had last words, they'd be "I love you" If there is bad in my life, I know what to do: look at your face, see your smile and your eyes. There's no more darkness, because you bring the light. If you were the sun, and I was the moon, there'd be neither day or night, just me and you. And as we stood side by side, watching the world pass time by, my life would be complete, my dreams fulfilled, knowing you love me, and always will.

Sex
You have a Sexual IQ of 109 You know a fair amount about sex, but you still have to learn a lot too. You are a clever person, so it won’t be hard to pick up on all of the lingo when you have a bit more experience. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Ghost Rider And Wildcat Need Ur Help
HEY EVERYONE WE ARE IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF WE COULD GET OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED AND WE REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON AND GIVE GREAT FRIENDS A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL.I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE ALREADY BOMBING CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS BUT IF YOU COULD POSSIBLY STOP BY OURS AND LEAVE A FEW WE WOULD DEFINITELY APPRECIATE IT. Fire My Words

Bus Stop
ok so I read the old horoscope this morning and I thought I would let yall know I will be sitting at the bus stop all day!! waiting for my love haha sorry I thought it was funny maybe I shouldnt blog or read my horoscope so early in the a.m. Daily Horoscope: Virgo For October 17,2007 If you're looking for love, you may just find it in the least romantic part of your life. It could be work, school or waiting for the bus -- but someone catches your eye. Who knows where it will lead? .............at least I got the eye ready...ok im shutting up maybe I should go back to bed wait then my eyes will be closed and Ill never find love sigh oh dear!!

So For Someone Special
To you my special someone I want to tell you something : THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! You were there when I needed someone to talk to You helped me in ways that others couldnt. I feel bad because I never wanted for you to see me weak like that. Thank you for taking me into your arms and holding me and being there for me. You are the first person that I could actually do that with. When I am with you I feel so comfortable and safe. I enjoy the way you make me forget about everything else. I love the fact that when I am with you all I wanna do is smile. You make me happy. You have given me strength were others have just taken it away. To you I think you. Muah

Mushroomhead- Allong The Way
(I'm thirsty - And weary from the heat As the Sands rinse the hands of time I will suck the venom from your wound If you will do the same and suck from mine,) (You and I - Were ruined by This desert between us I walked through the valley and stared into death) (This instance of a distance Designed to defeat us And still her face I can't seem to forget) The war you wage Forever the life that you pay Something wrong in you Comes alive in your veins Lose yourself in some kind of Hell A new version of where you are now Truth's unveiled You'll never ever get out (At a glance - Sudden avalanche Suffocated me within Gasping for air I can't breathe) (Paralyzed - I've been sterilized And cleansed of my sin In a state of suspended belief) Somewhere along the way Time changes everything We all disintegrate It's running out, (Taunted by time Imposing it's certainty Absolute always Stopping for nothing This race cannot be won) (So days it crawls

Tool-bottom
My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and I feel ugly, and dead inside. Shit adds up at the bottom. You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild what's broken. Too much, too far, too late to lie down now. I must arm myself to fight you by making weapons out of my imperfections. It's all I have left. There's no other choice. I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and no one now. But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless. But I'm dead inside. You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside. Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive at the bottom.

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be hated mom?

Coma
Broken ends all around me, Lying on the floor, bleeding and twitching, My nerves don't work, I can't feel, But something about this seems so unreal, I would cry but I've lost my tear spout, Would run away but lost my senses, Lost all but the sixth, so scared and forgoten, My days are hot and the nights grow long, Tired of live a lie thats much to strange, Tired of bleeding from wounds of decay, Pull the plug and let me expire, I've suffered enough in my lie, all in vain, You're inhuman keeping me alive like this, Why can't you hear me, Why can't I scream, Is this hell, thought it was hotter, Not cold and lonely like this, You can talk but I can't answer, What have I done to deserve this, This darken hell of a life trapted inside myself, My thoughts are real, though useless to me, Just like I'm useless to anyone, One step from death

#16 10/15 - 10/21
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 10/15 - 10/21 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS 1,100,635 Points to Godfather **********************************************

Fuckin A Right It Feels Good!
have you ever made an accomplishment that to is personally a big thing, but to the rest of the world they couldnt give a shit about it. basically it doesnt change anyone else' life? i did that tonight and let me tell you... it feels like not being able to shit for like three days, and then just squeek out that little turd! fuck it feels good!!!

Fly By Night Family Must Read, Others Should Read Also
MEMBERS OF THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY. I MUST SAY THAT I AM NOT HAPPY. MONDAY NIGHT AFTER THE CONTEST I RAN ACROSS A PROFILE OF A GIRL USING A PICTURE FROM ONE OF MY MEMBERS. IF YOU WANT TO REMAIN A MEMBER YOU NEED TO POST A SALUTE AND HAVE FUBAR APPROVE IT. ONCE DONE LET ME KNOW SO I CAN GO TO YOUR PAGE AND VERIFY YOU HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE. UTILL YOU GET YOUR SALUTE IN I AM REMOVING YOU FROM MY FAMILY AREA. ONCE YOU GET YOUR SALUTE I WELL RE-ADD YOU TO THE FAMILY AREA. HERE ARE THE 2 PROFILES. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY FAKE OR REAL? sexyashley4u2love@ fubar THE OTHER PROFILE I CAME ACROSS FAKE OR REAL? Angeluv@ fubar GET YOUR SALUTES IN NOW I'LL GIVE YOU 2 WEEKS FROM TODAY. FLY,

#15 10/08 - 10/14
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 10/08 - 10/14 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... Captain Caveman 125,586 Points to Henchman **********************************************

Well I Suck....
dont think target is going to keep me much longer, guess i thought i was doing better then i accully was...so i wouldent be suprized if come next week i wont have a job any more....guess will see....its offical i fucking suck, cant even keep a normal job for a few months...

Haterz
ppl that go around rerating for whatever reason!!! damn haters... what did i not rate you back fast enough?? i alwyas return 10's with 10's but i guess i didnt get back to this guy fast enough or some shit I donno. he rated me a ten then went back a few min later and rerated me a 4 WTF???? anyways jus thought i would vent a bit cuz ppl like this bug me. i mean if you really think i'm only a 4 then fine but don rate me a ten the rerate me a 4!!! my hell. for all my supporters here is his link: http://www.fubar.com/user/1142585

Thirty Three
Speak to me in a language I can hear Humour me before I have to go Deep in thought I forgive everyone As the cluttered streets greet me once again I know I can't be late, supper's waiting on the table Tomorrow's just an excuse away So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk Steeple guide me to my heart and home The sun is out and up and down again I know I'll make it, love can last forever Graceful swans of never topple to the earth And you can make it last, forever you You can make it last, forever you And for a moment I lose myself Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world I've journeyed here and there and back again But in the same old haunts I still find my friends Mysteries not ready to reveal Sympathies I'm ready to return I'll make the effort, love can last forever Graceful swans of never topple to the earth Tomorrow's just an excuse And you can make it last, forever you

Priority
Sassy has the priority for the lip lovers contest. The Lip Lovers Contest will run: October 26, 2007 6pm PST through November 2, 2007 6pm PST drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~WSC~RL Wife to Will~@ fubar

By Rush Limbaugh
Rush Limbaugh: By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for each child under 18. When the child hits 18, those payments

Aww Another Blog
Stoppin in again, to say hey hope all of you are doing great, just haven't been in the mood to sit and stare at a screen, so maybe soon I will get back online and start chatting again, right now all I seem to do is pop my head in to check mail and thats about it, so with that said be happy you all... hugs

Buy Me A Drink (read It!!! Funny!!!)
You have to buy me a drink... I know you have to because I was bored enough to try to buy myself a drink. There was an error screen, you can't buy a gift for yourself. How lame is that? The first online bar and you can't buy a drink for yourself... So, anyways I know YOU HAVE to buy me a drink. And hurry up! Beer goggles make me rate and comment MAD!

Yeah
so its been a boring day.except for when will came by.now im talkin to someone really special and its his birthday.just wanted to say i love you more as a friend everyday.hopefully we can hang out sometime.hope your birthdays as wonderful as you.love you.

Hit Them Really Hard
THESE LADIES ARE BEAUTIFUL,SEXY AND VERY SWEET TO ALL. THEY HELPED EVERY ONE AND NOW THEY NEED ALL THE HELP TO GODFATHER. CAN YOU PLEASE HELP OUT AND SHOW THEM LOVE???? AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURN.... COME ON GO AND HIT THEIR PAGES AND HIT IT HARD CAUSE THEY ARE GONNA ENJOY IT VERY MUCH!! LOVE TO ALL WildCat JJ - Founder of Stiletto Girls (Club F.A.R )1,069,349 weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. (FAN ME AND I'LL FAN YOU )1,630,000 ~ ღღMrsღღ ~ •*♥ Proud Army Mom •*♥ aka Debbie ♥.•*ღღ1,750,398 Donna1,837,000 ÇIÄRRÄ™ ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ(Fan Me & I'll Fan U)2,767,000 *~♥SÚLŦRY™♥~*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ~*FAN BEFORE U ADD*~Wife to Erebus2,795,000

The Small Black Box
The gray sky hung clotted with dark clouds that threatened to open. A chilling breeze swept through the air, rustling the last of the leaves. I figured it was maybe three hours before the first raindrops fell; my skin felt damp already. A couple kids tossed a football back and forth across the park, this Saturday one of the last where they could get outside without having to be bundled up. I sat hunched over on the bench, the metal still cold through my jeans though I'd been sitting there for already half an hour. I snuck a glance at the car parked at the curb and I shuddered. I didn't want to get back in it. If I could, I'd walk away from the damned thing, never mind that it was Jimmy's car, never mind his body laying in the back seat, never mind the house that sat at the top of the hill. I didn't want to get back in the car again. Not with that.... thing in the trunk. To keep from thinking about it, I turned my mind instead to Momma, how she had cried when Children's Services t

Sagittarius And Virgo
When Virgo and Sagittarius join together in a love match, the result is a well-rounded couple. Sagittarius is an explorer who loves to socialize, while Virgo prefers to analyze Sag's discoveries. Both enjoy talking about it with one another. Virgo may demand perfection too soon for Sagittarius's taste, but over time Sagittarius will appreciate a steady and reliable lover whose head isn't always in the clouds. Virgo and Sagittarius have unique approaches to life; Virgo is more practical and less distracted, while Sagittarius is the energetic explorer. It can be hard for Sagittarius to go along with the pragmatic realism of Virgo. Virgo may have a hard time accepting the Sagittarian energy. Virgo can offer Sagittarius a secure base and keep them on track with their dreams and ambitions. Sagittarius can add variety and new excitement to Virgo's day. Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. Mercury is about communication, and from Virgo's perspective, analyzing.

I Love Adam With All My Heart
For this being my first blog on here, I've had many accounts on here. I just want everyone to know that I am taken and no I will not try anything with any other guy. So, respect me and don't even bother asking. I love Adam with all my heart...and more then that. We're engaged..we have been together for almost 3 years...so everythings going okay. I've been on my own for about 2 years now and it's been hard. Because me being only 17 when things went down it made life a hella lot harder. I thought being 18 would make things easier and now that I think of it...it helped out with me getting a house and all..but now I have to find the money to pay for everything still. I have 2 puppies..one's a miniture schnauzer the other ones half pit and half boxer. I want kids so bad...but right now isn't a very good time. So, I'm trying to start college next month..so good luck for that!

Application. :p
1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair? 21. Do you sing in the shower? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be? 24. Tell me o

The Touch
She sits quizzically so innocent and sweet. Like a child with grace and beauty not even Venus could defeat. Like a goddess herself she smiles as he draws nearer and nearer not at all a deception, there are no guiles. It is a touch that leads to a kiss from a kiss to a deeper touch from the deeper touch comes immense bliss. She lays herself down gently closing her eyes. She feels her skin is soft and softer growing. A gentle want grows in her thighs. Like a cloak his body surrounds her Soft like velvet and tough like a tree the harder of him is what she'd prefer. The mouth to her neck gentle kisses to her breasts and to her haven a peck It soon becomes a working rhythm grasping at life and emotion the world disappearing around them. Pushing aside, push comes harder a moan to a scream, a breath to a pant... and it seems as though love gets smarter. What was once so good now becomes great both in anticipation of each other unable to hold longer and wait. A final

Dangerous Mind
.MY MIND IS A PLACE OF EVIL , PAIN , AND DECEPTION . UNABLE TO REASON , INCAPABLE OF REDEMPTION . EVIL CONSUMES MY MINDS ELATION ; INFECTING MY SOUL WITH IT'S DISTURBING FIXATION . SOMETIMES I FEEL I AM LOSING CONTROL . THE SICKNESS INSIDE HAS TAKEN IT'S TOLL . THE PAIN IN MY HEART FLOWS THROUGH MY VAINS , RAGING INSIDE , IT ENGULFS ME IN FLAMES . BURNING DEEP AND SLOW WITH TREMENDOUS FURY ; SEARING MY LIFE , DESTROYING ME FULLY . THE STRESS ON MY MIND , BODY AND SOUL LEAVES ME BATTERED , BITTER AND COLD . DECIEVED BY MY MIND , IT BEGINS TO REIGN . I FIGHT THE INVASION , I TRY TO REMAIN . I'M CAUGHT IN A WAR , A STRUGGLE AGAINST INSANITY , BUT SOON I'M CONFUSED AND MISPLACE MY REALITY . AT THIS POINT I AM LOST AND SO IS MY SANITY . I'D BE SCARED IF I WERE YOU , BECAUSE I'M STILL REAL TO YOUR REALITY ... I TRY TO EXPRESS MY SELF THE BEST THAT I CAN . BUT MY PAIN IS SO DEEP , YOU'LL NEVER TRULY UNDERSTAND ... I'M STILL SEA

Change
I'm not the same person as i used to be. I have changed a lot. I have been very emotional. Pain is closer to me than its ever been. Tears have stayed falling.It seems like they will never keep inside. Friends are the only thing thats keeping me up right now. I don't know what to do anymore. "Why cant it be the way I want it?"and "Why cant you take me for who I am?" Are the questions that I will always want to know the answer to. This year in my life has been one of the roughest. I have had many mistakes, Many lies, Many tears, Many rumors, Many players, Many not regrets but lessons learned. I know as the years go by.....it will just get tougher and tougher.I try and try to make everything better, But it only makes things worse. So i give up.And I'm done with everything. Don't feel sorry for me.I hate that. Its not that I'm miserable, I'm just not happy.

Devotion
Your hands on my skin, wet lips on mine, indulgent; receiving kisses that spill from your mouth and melt into my body. Your sensual touch awakening butterflies inside of me. Silent smiles in the dark. Your smooth stomach on mine, soft shoulders, warm thighs. Your teeth on my neck as I press your body against mine. "I love you." Nothing but devotion between our beating hearts. Your tongue caresses my own, hands search for breasts. We are eager bodies, lovers anxious for proof that love is tangible. It's an early morning yearning asking if we have to sleep today and telling me to never let you go

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Leave your answers in my comment box please would like to see your answers

More On The Wierd Video Of Chris Jerico Return
Last night on RAW, WWE /www.wrestlezone.com/article.php?articleid=192746586> aired a very strange and cryptical video clip. The clip shows blue text scrolling on a black screen - very similar to the green scrolling text from the movie "The Matrix". Text is constantly flashing on the screen and it's hard to make out exactly what to make of the clip. The video has been posted online and by pausing the clip at certain spots, several "clues" can be made out: - The phrase "SAVE_US.222" flashes several times and is the focus of the video - Some of the frames show what looks like computer code containing the names of current and past WWE shows. It appears to be the "video paths" used by WWE's production software. - Now, let the speculation begin. There is a "3-2-1" countdown that flashes quickly. One of the phrases that shows up a few times is "cd_volume4_1.act". On WWE's CD "WWE The Music: Volume 4", Track 1 is the theme music of .. Chris Jericho. With that in mi

Breakin Heart
Ever heard a braking heart? I have, it's when a woman cries. Ever seen a breaking heart? I have everytime I think I could lose you. Everytime i see you I wonder how long I have I wonder if I'm the only one I wonder do you know I'm sad You say you see it In my eyes, how can you tell Your not here, Maybe you can hear it Maybe you can feel it I dont know, all I know is.... My heart breaks everyday You said you loved me You made me feel you did, You made me think you did, Was it all an act? Do you really love me? Can you see a broken heart? You can look in my eyes. Can you hear a broken heart? You can listen to my tears.

A Greater Evil
Just let the darkness take me, For I'm too weak to fight, Let it slowly kill me, As I fade into the night. Sometimes I feel I am loosing control. The greater evil inside me has taken its toll. The pain in my heart flows through my veins. Raging inside, it engulfs me in an inferno. Call it depression It comes with an obsession Wanting to be dead Facing pain Trying not to go insane The knife in my hand, holding it so hard. I know I will leave me more than scarred So here's my last goodbye...

In My Dreams
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! When the sun lays it's sleepy head to rest And the moon comes up to share its yellow light That's the time I clearly see my best And that's when life seems perfectly right For that's when dreams become real and fantasy is completely fulfilled That's when eyelids become a seal and my heart is utterly thrilled Ah, the warmth of a body close the whisper from someone I love A crinkle of a flirting nose And still it's not enough There's all those little things that I dream most of the time Little things that don't mean a thing and never make it into rhyme It's the comfort of someone there the other pair of shoes under the bed the way he's into sports and I don't care the absent minded way he massages my head Little things like another toothbrush sitting in the cup next to mine And how he's always there If I should ever need the time He's there to talk to day or

The Girl
well today was a long one and all i had on my mind was my girl it was very slow and cold day but all i could do is smile becs i was thinking of my girl well i went all day thinking about here then i got blowen off becs off sports that hurts but im not mad becs i know when the sports are down my baby girl be mine again smiles ttfn everyone plz rate my stash i need points bad and pixs ty later

Omfg! Kids!!!! Ugh!!!
Today while at work, i get a phone call from the middle school stating that my 11 yr. old son is being suspended an unforseen number of days. They said he brought a gun to school. They wanted me to pick him up from school but i couldn't get out of my job. So they had a policeman sit with him at the office till it was time to go home. He got this gun from a trade he made with another kid his age for his bike he said he found in a dumpster. We all know the bike had to be stolen too. So i'm waiting for the cop to come and give the gun back then i have to give it to the kids parents and get the bike back and give that to the person he took that from! OMG, now i have to take my son to work with me for who knows how fuckin long and he is on one hell of a path to juvenile detention. Then on to jail. If the school presses charges it's bye bye time for him. Kids are for the strongest people. If u want mine, please take him, lol.He suffers from ADHD, PTSD, ODD, Manic Depression. So be my guest.

Much Love For These Folks!!!
i wanna thank all these people who rock and just helped me become a rockstar!!! marktheshark@ fubar ~Silver Diamond~Rock My World!!@ fubar INFARRED~DIRTY SOUTH CREW~FOUNDER OF SPIRIT BOMBERS~WTC TRIBAL COUNCIL~D&DC~~ LOVING MIKE ALWAYS~~@ fubar Chemical_J@ fubar RedZ28 - Rate Spankers@ fubar SPIRIT BOMBER'S HOMEPAGE@ fubar NOW GO SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!!

Send The Message Loud And Clear: Don't Mess With Ron Paul!!
Send the message loud and clear: Don't mess with Ron Paul!! GOOD JOB EVERYONE..i THINK THEY ARE FINALLY GETTING THE MESSAGE...RON PAUL FOR PRESIDENT 2008...WE NEED TO TRIPLE OUR EFFORTS ON DONATING MONEY...CUZ MONEY TALKS AND RP WILL USE IT WISELY ...WE NEED TO TRIPLE OUR EFFORTS ON THE SIGNS..GET THEM OUT THERE EVERYWHERE...ALSO KEEP THE CALLING AND EMAILING THE MEDIA UP ...OUR VOICE IS BEING HEARD...HA HA ! GREAT JOB ALL YOU RP SUPPORTERS PAMELA ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pan Man Date: Oct 16, 2007 10:01 PM America is in the slow but increasingly deliberate process of trying to wake up without hitting the snooze button for another 8 years worth of nightmares starring Shillary or Jewliani. Let's hope the People are able to smell the coffee by Nov. '08! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance] Date: Oct 16, 2007 11:47 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jimmy

Re: Thirdeyewide On Blogtv.com
RE: ThirdEyeWide on BlogTV.com ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Wendy Bird Date: 16 Oct 2007, 21:55 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ThirdEyeWideDate: Oct 16, 2007 9:53 PMTopic Now!! Transgenic Animalshttp://www.actionbioscience.org/biotech/margawati.htmlRevolutionary Thinkers Let Your Voice Be Heard12-12:30am EST every night [as possible] Come by and join our growing ThirdEyeWide TV blogger family on /www.blogtv.com/”/>BlogTV.com. Sign up for free and join in LIVE discussions about any and all things that REALLY matter and need to be spoken on and heard. If you have a webcam and a mic, we would love for you to come and lend us your voice. This is your network and we talk about everything we do here in myspace only live. Real Issues, Real Talk from Real People. ..We are still very new to the video blog, but we are working on having organized shows with guest speakers and co-hosts for the future. Although I provid

My Name Is...
Angi... Not baby, not sexy, not hun, sweetie, or sugar. So don't call me any of those names. It annoys me. I have gotten tons of emails since I've signed up saying "Hey, Sexy!" and other things. It annoys me. Angi works better than any of those names, and it's well recieved.

Cop Accused Of Soliciting Sex In Police Cruiser
Cop Accused Of Soliciting Sex In Police Cruiser 21-Year Veteran Of Coral Gables Police Department Suspended Without Pay CORAL GABLES, Fla. -- A Coral Gables police officer was arrested Sunday, accused of soliciting sex from a prostitute in his police cruiser. Officer Alan Davis, a 21-year veteran of the Coral Gables Police Department, is accused of soliciting a woman whom he thought was a prostitute but was actually a confidential informant working for police. According to the arrest report, the 43-year-old officer was on duty and in uniform when he drove his marked Ford Expedition to Pierce Park and paid $40 for sex with the woman. Davis then brought her to an empty office building to perform the act, the arrest report said. "He propositioned her," Coral Gables police Chief Michael Hammerschmidt said. "There was an exchange of money and, prior to any actual activity, he was arrested." Davis, who is married with children, is charged with one misdemeanor count

Nothing, Again
i was failed. By someone who told me they would be my best friend until the end of time. I dont understand why i continue to put my faith into these people that can give two shits less about how my life turns out. I guess you can only rely on your family in times of need. But what if you realllllyyyyy need help, and the only family you have is your 14 year old sister. Shes seen me cry enough. This isnt even making any sense. I just want to go away. I need a vacation, or i need to hit the lotto or something. For crying out loud.

Sex...
It's been said that the most powerful urge is to mate and procreate -- continuation of the species and all that. I believe that the most powerful and persistent *human* urge is true intimacy -- the ability to let down our defenses and simply share our existence with another human, who will accept us for what we are and where we are, and love us at that point. The drive to find this other person to share our being with (I think) surpasses our other needs once we get past the basics of food, shelter, and clothing. True intimacy -- absolute unconditional acceptance of another in every way -- will result in the kind of physical intimacy that *can* be expressed by sexual activity. The problem is that many people try to shortcut the necessary work of discovery and acceptance of the other person by jumping straight to the sexual intimacy. Without the effort of discovering what the other person is all about, the work of addressing one's own feelings during this process, and the dropping of

This Charade
In the fall of '03, I was attending college for the first time. Even though I was more in touch with myself and my emotions than when I was 16, I still had not reached the level at which I have now. I did, however, have my feelings and felt the need to express them through writing. This is what I was feeling at the time. This Charade Smiling even though she's hurting She must hide what she doesn't want him to see Like the feelings she keeps inside her And the person he makes her want to be She trembles underneath him While she's staring at the ceiling But the only thing she can think of Is this nothingness that she's feeling She wants his heart so badly Because nothing makes her feel so good But she knows it's wishful thinking And she'd stop feeling if she could She knows he sees right through her So there's not much point to this charade But she won't let herself be hurt by him And she'll never let him know she's afraid Yet if she were brave enough she'd

Submissives Story
This is a story written from the perspective of the submissive. People sometimes ask Me why I write from the subs perspective. I point out: It is easier for a sub to picture themselves in that situation with Me, than if I wrote from the perspective of a Master. So here is another: On this morning i awoke with my bladder about to burst. i very carefully crawled out of the bed trying not to disturb my Master. He stirred slightly but didn't wake up. i crept to the bathroom down the hallway from His room so as not to wake Him with the sound of my peeing. as i sat on the toilet i ran my hands across the flat of my stomach and breast. i could feel the crusted remnants of the cum He had so generously spewed on my skin just a few hours earlier. my pussy was swollen and tender from the reaming i had received for nearly eight hours the evening before. Master had tied me down and used a fucking machine on me for hours. Combined with the multiple dildos, butt plugs and the fisting session, my

Fuck Or Pass
hey, this ones kinda funny, so what the hell...... There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this shit's funny.. YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" an see who has the guts 2 tell u.... Don't be a bitch and not re-post it....lol

Robots
>> A man walked into a very high-tech restaurant in a fancy hotel. As he >> waited to be seated, he noticed that the Maitre ' D was a robot. >> The robot clicked to attention and said, "Sir, there is a one hour wait. >> I am programmed to converse with you until a table is ready, If you >> please." Intrigued, the man said, "OK." >> ~ >> The robot clicked a couple more times and then asked, "Sir, what is your >> IQ?" >> The man answered, "Oh, about 164. >> The robot then proceeded to discuss the theory of relativity, >> Interstellar space travel, the latest medical breakthroughs, etc. >> ~ >> The man was most impressed. The next day he returned, But thought he >> would try a different tack. The robot again asked, "What is your IQ, >> sir?" This time the man answered, "Oh, about 100". So the robot started >> discussing NASCAR racing , the latest basketball scores, and what to >> expect the Red Sox to do this weekend. >> ~ >> The guy had to try it one more time. So the n

Mom And Anthony's Enema Storie
ENEMA STORIES Oh it was my third trip to the bathroom.... When I got back to class, Mrs. Crocker said Anthony you don't look well, would you like to go to the school nurse. I said, “yes Ma’am”, She gave me a pass. I walked to the nurse’s office. That morning before I left for school, I was running to the bathroom, but couldn't go.... It must have been all the stress with the tests and all, since it was the end of the school year. Mom told me to go to school and if I were still having a problem to go to the nurse, and mom would come get me. Miss Watson, the nurse asked me what was wrong, I told her I felt like I had to go but couldn't... she asked me how long I had felt this way, I told her 3 days. She called Mom. When Mom got there, Miss Watson called her into the office as I waited in the waiting room. They talked, and laughed, and giggled. Mom came out, and smiled, she said ok Anthony let’s go home and get you taken care of. When we were in the car and going home, Mom sai

Amy And Alex's Enema Story
ENEMA STORIES This is Amy and my best friend at the time was Alex. I guess it all started the first time we played we were sitting in my room and started playing a sexual version 5 card poker. We started off by just flashing a body part and maybe touching a area. Then we built up so that each time we would make the loser do something dirty to the winner like oral play or use a ice cube. We kept stepping the game up and it was fun for a while but it got boring. One day when we were going to play the game Amy showed up with this bag. She said it was a surprise but that the loser was going to have to use it. She wouldn't tell us what it was and we couldn't figure it out. Finally we played the game I didn't win or lose the first game which at the time was a relief because she opened the Walgreen's bag and pulled out a box. Inside the box was something I had never seen before it was a enema/douche kit. I had heard of a enema but had no idea what it really was. Amy was the winner s

Scared Little Girl
This poem came about when I was not quite 16. I guess I was going through my depressed, life-is-so-hard stage of adolescence. I had absolutely no idea the intensity of emotions, of pain, of just life itself. But when you're 16, everything seems intense at the moment. You think you know all there is to know and that you are in total control. As you get older you realize there are few situations of which you are in complete control. You learn that those emotions and pain, that that life you once thought "so hard" were nothing in comparison to how difficult they can become when you're older. So this was me at 16. [I would like to point out that my favorite parts are lines 2 and 3 of the second stanza. I also apologize for the repetitiveness of the poem. But as I said I was only 16.] Scared Little Girl If anybody's listening My heart is filled with pain I'm bleeding on the inside And it's driving me insane If anybody's listening My eyes are the windows to my soul Inside you'l

I Long To Touch You!!!!
I long to touch you Be with you, Look into your eyes To have you look into mine I want to be able to sit alone On a starry night, with no one else in sight Looking up to the sky, sharing our Deepest secrets, that no one else would ever know Feel the passion that burns inside of you As you reach over and kiss me.. To hear you say to me, hold me close Let me feel you Your to able to smell your after shave Even after you have left So if this is you I will be there for you.. XXX Naughty!!

Horny I Am,
Horny I am, Horny I will be, When I can feel you inside of me When, oh when will that ever be I want to feel the sweet gentle kiss Next to your tender lips I want to be in your arms To see if this doesn’t feel wrong I want to touch your hairy chest Because this is the part I like best You turn me on, so very much I just want to feel your touch I want you to look into my eyes And to see how much I want you You are so very sexy to me Oh Baby, I want you inside of me.. Written by me Naughty!!

As I Look Into Your Eyes
As I look into your eyes I see a great surprise A angel I see, looking right back at me you are sent from heaven above you are so pure like a white dove I hope we can become friends Which I would cherish unto the very end.. Your smile brightens my day Please, don't go away XXX Naughty!!

Following The Yellow Brick Road
I wrote this poem when I was 15. I was in the 9th grade and taking a creative writing class, which just happened to be taught by my father. Our assignment was to listen to the song 'Remember the Tinman' by Tracy Chapman (a fabulous song, by the way, which I encourage all to listen to at least once) and write a poem in response. So this was my response. It was the first real poem I'd ever written. Following the Yellow Brick Road I used to think I was really in love But like most things love often dies And not only did he steal my heart He took the innocence and life from my eyes So I went on a journey In search of something great But there were only locks on the doors And chains across a gate I wandered aimlessly on my journey Until one very special day When I found the courage inside me To tear down the walls and throw my armor away I used to be just like the Tinman Searching for something I lack I followed the yellow brick road to the Great Oz And took my b

A True Angel You Must Be
A true angel you must be You have touched me inside so deeply I was so lost inside I had no since of pride My heart was so very cold and I just needed a friend You came out of the blue with a friendship so very true Your kind words, have touch me inside some how I have a strong since of pride. The gentle words of a good friend I hold so very true, I would sure of hated to loose you Now it's time to set me free I need to move on You will always be so very close to me you were the first to have called me "sexy" I want to touch you, kiss you, hold me but we know this will never be So this is what I must say It's time to walk away We have had many trouble, pain, misery We worked through them, this is what good friends do You are my angel, and will always be you came into my life when I needed a change You often tell me, I make you smile those kind words I hold so true Are just the sweet words I will hold so close to my heart Thank yo

Last Level!
Gunning For Godmother! This is it! I am down to the last level I need to get! Godmother! I need your help everyone! Whatever you can do! Fan Me! Rate me! Add me for goodness sakes! Please! Help me Level! imikimi - Customize Your World

Conversation
purple hair in the light...red up close what to say if anything, or how to fill in the air then we fell back again and listened to the talk words of happy or go lucky or you fill it in 'leave some balance baby' overheard in a day lit bar on purple brick wrapped by black iron spoken by a boy in black hair pulled by nervous, or anxious, or just plain bored hands maybe just the need to do something, subconcious action made by overmoving mind hand then he came that gap toothed smile well spaced friend the one filled with too much thought...thinking past color, past what fiber can stand he sat. i smiled. and we spun it back and started again.

Weak Signal
Iam here in Nebraska trying to get caught up on my mail an rate,fan an add but this state is so backwards. I have an air card that iam supposed to be able to get on anywhere anytime but in this state it takes about 5 min to get anything done. When i get to a state that is better i will get caught up on my rate,fans an adds.

The Budweiser Story How Budweiser Handled Those Who Laughed On 9-11-01
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn'

Autumn Finally Returns
Frost slides over my skin... I'm gripping the bark for dear life. Don't drop me, or I'll die! I'm screaming to the topmost branch. But the volume is in vain, its ears are long deaf. My veins dry as I plummet, flesh burning in the long fall to earth. I'm seeing my demise... swirling visions of crushed debris scattered over a brown grave. But just before the thud, I am uplifted by a cold gust. The feeling of flight is bittersweet, beautiful, floating gray moisture invades my sight. I've landed on a strange surface, and confused by the transparency. The landing was so gentle...almost calming. But what is this? Long, black branches? They are unkind, as they shove me back into unstable air, my skin scraping against pavement, my breath slowing, my movement halting. I lean against the curb, knowing I've reached my end. The life of a leaf draws to a close. The world goes by as if it had never been.

Candy Crimes!!!
Chocolate expert damaged truffles An expert chocolate-maker has resigned after he was caught squashing truffles at a rival manufacturer's shop. Barry Colenso, former top chocolate-maker at Derbyshire-based Thorntons, damaged the truffles at Hotel Chocolat in Nottingham. The store manager said staff found £63.50 worth of truffles damaged. The firm decided to take no further action. Thorntons has declined to comment on the situation, but issued a statement saying Mr Colenso had resigned. 'Squashed truffles' Mr Colenso, who designed a giant 390kg (860lb) edible chocolate billboard last Easter, has also not been available for comment. Thorntons is currently in the process of recruiting his replacement. Lynn Cunningham from Hotel Chocolat said: "It was quite extraordinary really. "The staff observed Mr Colenso handling a number of truffles in a way that made them suspicious. "When we checked the truffles later they had been squashed and damaged."

Gfdss
CRAYON BOX SURVEY RED IS LOVE 1. Do you like someone? mmmhmmmmmm 2. Do you believe in love at first sight? no 3. Do you believe in love? no xD BLUE IS ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? No 2. Which of your family member has the worst temper? MUTTER O_O lol 3. Is anyone mad at you? no? yes? :( 4. Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad? not physically ;) 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? BOTH YELLOW IS DISCOVERY 1. Name: Billyyyyy 2. Birthday? 9/26/82 3. Do you want to have children? yup 4. When do you want to die? next week ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT 1.Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Yes 2. If you could have anything/anyone right now what/who would it be? xD GREEN IS OPINIONS 1. Are you against gay marriage? no 2. Against lowering the drinking age? YES!! 3. Are you against abortion? Yes PURPLE IS Q&A Q: How many beds did you lay in today? A: 1 Q: What color

Last Entry For This Contest :)
what it is everyone! :D first i have to thank all my supporters, that have been bombing my photo everyday :D im SO in the lead...i havent even added it up. its somewhere over a 13,000 point lead! :D:D i cant describe how great it feels. well...i think we can pretty much relax on bombing it for now. if by some miracle, robot alien bombers come from mars, and she starts catching up with me...trust me i will holler :D not only because i will need help, but also cause, "oh shit alien robot monsters from mars!" :O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O :D:D in case you were wondering, yes! all people from weed are like me :D we're a crazy bunch 8-p8-p if any of you are feeling kind...i have a friend in the contest :) ive been helping him to get into 3rd place :) if you will, please go rate his photo!! thanks guys here is the link... click here to vote for bignuts75! (rate and comment) and in case you havent yet... click here to vote for j-roxx! (rate and comment)

Spiders
All of ya know I hate spiders.. or if you didnt know, you do now... LOL I swear I was stalked by a spider!!! The little bastard crawled onto my windshield, and I figured it would fly off once i got onto the highway and started goin about 60.... 15 minutes later.. the little bastard was STILL THERE!!! how the hell he managed to cling to my car... I DUNNO... But I do know one thing... I HAULED ASS when I got out of the car! I was scared he'd get on me!!! I think hes the crack spider in the video... LOL Anyways, figured I would share a lame, random story with ya! xoxo

Need(tad Suggestive)
Eyes lock, one breathless gaze from disaster, slowly Control is the mystery, not he nor she, but love or lust Fingers starve for a drink of you, knuckles ache thirsty Lips begging to graze your aura even, and I lick them to calm My blood warms quickly, burns through veins, a fever Consumption makes me starved, crazy, thirsty/starving Dying for a piece of you Touching you burns through my fingers, the fix Running the length through my arm and somehow warms Parts deepest inside of me, taking reason and consciousness As my heart overtakes my mind My lips starve for a drink/kiss lover, just a warm Taste of soft lips moving, tongue searching, a bite Of the apple of good and evil, a place where there Is no turning back, just a rabid fever, flames needing Extinguishing from the inside out, I tell you this I tell you I need you inside me, I need to know The reality of the physical inside me as much as The spiritual, the emotional, and the mental, I need To make th

I Got Layed!
I have been Layed, thank gods, and by the guy, that I love, not your cute crap. No loved, I always wantd to take his virginaty... though that would make things even more weird since me and his younger brother and I lost our virginaty's to each other... Hey at least I can't screw the last brother, he's now a happily married man. Horray! I have bruses.. I made the wolfy in the boy come back out... it wasn't my fault he grabed me and threw me on top of him, I wasn't going to just let him go... so I nibbled and... more tommorrow.. sleep now.

What The Future Holds
1) Putan was a KGB hardliner before the fall of the soviet union. 2) China is not trying to poison us, they have too much to lose in economic trade if they did. 3) Turkey would not last a week if they even considered a war with us. 4) Who cares if Iran gets the bomb, they will target Israel, which will retaliate with their nukes, catching our troops in Iran in the Fallout clouds, and of course the people of Iraq will also be irradiated. 5)The attack on Israel will give Bush the reason to fire nukes at Iran. 6) Putan will attempt to use the nukes left over from the Soviet days, which are most likely going to explode in the silos, please remember, Russia has not had the money to spare to keep up their nuclear weapons, nuclear subs, or nuclear navy..... In other words, Russia will blow itself up. 7) If, one of the Soviet nukes actually launches, they probably havent updated the targeting on them, so they will be aiming at offutt, cheyenne mountain, and even when the Soviets had the

How True~
THE LAWS OF LIFE & Law of Mechanical Repair After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. & Law of the Workshop Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. & Law of Probability The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. & Law of the Telephone If you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. & Law of the Alibi If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. & Variation Law If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now (works every time). & Law of the Bath When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. & Law of Close Encounters The probability of meeting someone you know increases dramatically when you are wi

You Dont See Me.....
I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently.

All I Ever Needed
There you lay and here I stand He knelt down on his knees and took her by the hand We seen some good times been through some bad But somewhere between the laughter and the tears We sure had a lot of great years, she said We didn't need fortune didn't need fame Just a little shelter from the rain Your hand to hold onto, when times got tough you pulled me through We didn't need a castle made of stone Just you there as I grow old Your heart to hold onto All I ever needed was you Was you. Remember our first dance, our first kiss I pictured my life with you to be just like this You stood by me, I stand by you We share the laughter joy and pain But it's a moment like this I hope it never ends (chorus) We didn't need fortune didn't need fame Just a little shelter from the rain Your hand to hold onto, when times got tough you pulled me through We didn't need a castle made of stone, just you there as i grow old Your heart to hold onto, All I ever needed was you S

Inside Her Walls (part 6)
The Voice Inside Her 10/16/07 She is still shaking, scared, and torn between Running and taking his hand. Still he patiently waits there with his Hand extended. As she looks up into his eyes, He again Reassures her that he wants her And her alone, He will wait as long as he has to. The warmth of the light Fears has almost completely taken over the inside Of her too. As it grows inside her it gives strength back To the tiny voice That always told her to go to the light. She had pushed it back further and further into the Cold darkness Till there was nothing left of it but a whisper That couldn’t be heard Because all the times she had listened to it she got hurt. As she stares into his eyes She searches his soul for signs, She sees something in his eyes she’s never seen before But she knows now what it is. The voice within her uses this sign as a way To help persuade her to Take his hand And to let him love her the way she needs To be. After a small

I'm Sure Pink Floyd Has A Title For This......
I haven’t written a lot of anything lately. I need to return many emails, I haven’t been blogging and the few e-mails I have sent it seems that cyberspace has eaten and are lost in the void. So if I haven’t written to you lately I will, If I’ve sent you something and you didn’t get it I’m sorry, If you have been wondering about what is going on in my life and why I haven’t been around that is my fault and my choice. I’m not trying to avoid anyone or anything for that matter. I have been searching and trying to make sense of so many things in my life and juggling a lot of chaos. No I don’t think my life is so bad most of the time. There are things I wish I could change, things I wish were different, things I wish I knew the answer too and some things I’m just trying to come to terms with and except them for what they are in the world. I’m just trying to find my place in the universe. Perhaps that is a pretty tall order. Trying to find yourself in something so