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Bondage And Babble
Bondage & Babble (full version) So much to let out yet; not wanting to, Pentup rage, hatered, and bitterness. Swirl in a mist behind my eyes, No one looks long enough to notice. Never brave enough to see past a fake smile, Lost and fucking confussed everyday. Going through "acceptable" motions, "Happy" is so easy to fool those around. With no one caring to find me, I'll keep fucking each day up in silence. Playing this bullshit game, Slipping further into my fucking misery. Seeking myself for way to long, Losing my way admist all this shit. Seeing nothing, feeling nothing, losing everything. Fucked from my first breath. Longing for my soul mate, To take my hand and tell me I'll be O.K. Even with my soul torn in a million pieces, Being broken and scared. Everyone around never hears me, Pretending to give a fuck. Just to make themselves feel better, Thinking their good deed is done. Who else will think they know me? NO ONE 'cause I don't know me

Html Basics 1
HTML Coding Basics 1 What is HTML Code or Files? HTML stands for Hyper Text Markup Language An HTML file is a text file containing small markup tags The markup tags tell the Web browser how to display the page An HTML file must have an htm or html file extension (If your using Blogs, Bulletins, etc. They will already have them so don’t worry about this unless your Designing a web page of your own) An HTML file can be created using a simple text editor (Your Templet you will be creating in your Blogs) HTML Tags: HTML tags are used to mark-up HTML elements HTML tags are surrounded by the two characters < and > The surrounding characters are called angle brackets HTML tags normally come in pairs like and The first tag in a pair is the start tag, the second tag is the end tag The text between the start and end tags is the element content HTML tags are not case sensitive, means the same as Ok to get started in this tutorial I will go over simple tags that

I Need A Lot More Help To Catch Up Ya'll Please?? Thanx, Appreicate All You've Already Done! Xoxoxox's
HEY, I'M IN A HALLOWEEN PIC CONTEST, PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT N RATE & COMMENT BOMB MY PIC? LUBZ YA'S!! JUST CLICK MY PIC TO GET THERE......THANKIES!!!! XOXOX'S

Shaving Time Indeed
Good Morning everyone... I had this vision or I will call it that for now,some could look at it as looking through memories of others.Hard to explain that sentence. Anyway it brough a question to mind and some may not even answer & yes it is a off the wall question. I know alot of woman shave,it is by choice.I know I do. But men I know some of you probably do as well.Now the question is how the hell do you get the equipment out of the way long enough to make sure you don't miss anything. Anyway it was a good funny memory of someone,even though I must admit very sexy when I think about it.The shaving part,Wonders if I can shave a man like you like.Will have to try this indeed. Or do you let your women shave you? Damn brought up another question-sorry How crazy minds can work in the mnorning I must go back to bed.. ~Niki~

Looking Forward
Its wednesday morning, and I cant wait for Friday morning to get here. Im leaving this weekend to see my Buckeyes take on Penn State in Happy Valley aka State College Pa saturday night at 8pm. Im so pumped up for the road trip, I take a year ly road trip to a big ten away game for ohio state and I always have a blast. Then next Saturday Im going to the Ohio State game in the Horseshoe to see them take on Wisconsin, Im so pumped up!!

A Chilling Radio Call
San Diego County Wildfires 2007 Breaking news from SignOnSanDiego and The San Diego Union-Tribune Wednesday, October 24, 2007 A chilling radio call Posted @ 4:30 AM Radio report from an engine company, location unclear, what sounded like a fire captain ordering a crew to flee. The reply: "We just cut our lines and left." NOTE: When firefighters know they're about to be overrun by flames, they chop off their hose lines with axes and leave. If they stay long enough to uncouple them, they might not get out in time. --Greg Gross, Breaking News Team Posted by Union-Tribune at 4:30 AM 3 comments

A Bricklayer's Accident Report
A bricklayer's accident report This is a bricklayer's accident actual (verbatim) report, which was printed in the newsletter of the Australian equivalent of the Workers' Compensation board. This apparently is a true story. Dear Sir "I am writing in response to your request for additional information in Block 3 of the accident report form. I put "poor planning" as the cause of my accident. You asked for a fuller explanation and I trust the following details will be sufficient. I am a bricklayer by trade. On the day of the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six story building. When I completed my work, I found that I had some bricks left over which, when weighed later were found to be slightly in excess of 500 lbs. Rather than carry the bricks down by hand, I decided to lower them in a barrel by using a pulley, which was attached to the side of the building on the sixth floor. Securing the rope at ground level, I went up to the roof, swung the barrel out and loa

A Story I've Started.
"Inadequate, beyond pathetic, disease ridden attempt at being a God... My Lord. They will follow you no longer. Your worshippers refusal of you is a direct reflection of how you treated them. They now stand with someone willing to stand with them, not above them. Your people and I abandon your horrific, idiotic ideals. " These words where spat out, through deep guttural growls, dragon eyes blazing with a torrid anger never before seen. Blackened words of sheer unadulterated loathing withered and decayed anything standing within its path. This daughter of an ostracized God had seen enough death and destruction to fill five human lifetimes. Handed out by the very being they were forced to worship. No more. Taking her people, dragons, and army they fled the planet that had been their home for countless generations. Quay was all but a distant memory to them now, the price you pay for blasphemy, that, or tormented death.They had barely lived through both and had seen enough. His

"if Tomorrow Starts Without Me,
"If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die

Did Someone Write My Name On The Men's Room Wall?
Did someone write my name on the men's room wall? Wow! I have received almost as many new friends requests in the last 24 hours (200), as I have since I joined Fubar 3 months ago. It is obvious to me that if I saw some of these people in a bar, I would not seek them out for conversation - especially those with the bags over there heads. Let's face it - first impressions mean everything... I have taken the time to write a bit about myself to give people a glimpse of who I am. I have come to expect the same from those who want to be my friend. I am not here about the points - even though I do get excited when I level up. The point is I am here to make friends, develop relationships with people who share mutual interests. Yet, most of the people I have accepted as friends to date I have never heard from since I accepted their friends request. I am looking to meet people to share our ups and downs, our successes and failures, our experiences and lessons learned... Okay,

Saviors
Little kids are a lot like Jesus, they often die of sins not their own; like the ones who die in Bluesville praying: "Father God, please save us cause Momma's gone" It's not them who fail to pay the heat, leaving out the house with the oven on; and they're not out there on their feet, hustling Disciples' blessings to carry on Maybe they die to save the mothers who walk cracked pavements on Friday nights trying to gather a little income with the only training street messiahs let them have Mercy be to little children who who often die of sins not their own Sometimes they suffer sacrifice of life, to be resurrected in holy smoke

Tonight We Dance!
"For tomorrow the release the dogs!" So funny, this morning I woke up from this great dream that I was in a used book store and managed to find all the Sweet Valley Twins books I missed as a child, when I woke up. The first thought that popped into my head was, "Praise be to the Lord, Keith Almighty." That's right my loves! After months of waiting, tonight... I shall see Every Time I Die. My Mami rules for getting me this ticket for my bday. :D

What's Your Name?
She was leaning against the bar with a drink in her hand watching the crowd,and she was horny.Then he walked in. She was the first thing he noticed, dressed in a very short black leather mini skirt, a red halter top, fishnet hose and spike heels. She looked like a hooker, but he liked that and the way he was feeling tonight , the sluttier the better, thats what he ws in the mood for : hot sex. He walked over to the bar beside her and ordered a beer.He glanced at her drink, it was almost empty."can I buy you another one?" "Sure handsome, why not" "what is it?" "Tequilla" He took her glass and handed it to the bartender. "Tequilla, huh? Does it make your clothes fall off?" "No but it might help you get in them with me?" she said with a smile.The bartender sat thier drinks down she turned to the bar and picked hers up taking a sip and sizing him up. A slow song came on the juke box, you wanna dance? he ask her "with you I do" He put his arms around her waist and pulled her close to him,

From A Bulletin....
I saw this on one of the bulletins, and decided that I liked it so much that i wanted to keep it in my blog! By T.. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know whe

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Adios Wysp And Philadelphia, Boobies On Paltalk, New Boobs On Ratemywow, R. Lee Ermey, New O&a Videos, Wa
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Adios WYSP and Philadelphia. It was fun while it lasted. We'll miss you guys. YOU CAN STILL HEAR US ON XM, DAMMIT - GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) If you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matter how many White Castle hamburgers you enjoy, you can get one that fits you. CLICK HERE AND GET A

Life's Lessons
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11 . Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their Journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind. 17. Get rid of anything

Friends Eternal
Friends Eternal You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow. We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you. You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears. You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray. You were the rainbow at the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all. I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true. When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern. I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even i

Another Stupid Rant That Has Nothing To Do With Anything.
I feel so depressed today. I don't know why. I feel like I just got dumped by a girl I loved after dating her for 25 million years. I was eating candy with my friend. He said, "Mine tastes like orange." I said, "Mine tastes like purple." That's how depressed and miserable I am. When I make a to-do list, I always add a few easy things or activities I've already done so that I can cross them off right away and feel like I've accomplished something. It really helps my self esteem. I'll make a list of stuff I have to do, then at the end stick easy things on it. Hell, that's like 40%! I'd call it a day. Wouldn't you? When I get a few things accomplished off my to-do list, I feel a lot better about myself. Not today. Today sucked. I was driving down the street and I got in a wreck with a Jetta. It was a nervous wreck, but that's close to the real thing. Then it occured to me that I want to be a Legoman. I met this girl today and we were totally into each other. I mentioned se

Cold Turkey
someone i care about,and have talk to for a very long time.has just stopped talking to me.and i dont know why. maybe i showed a little to much anger in mumms.and i scared,or disgusted her,since we had not talked,for a few days before this,that is the only reason i can see.not making excuses,but in a forem of insults and venom.maybe i am to good at it sometimes.but in a world that always shits on my shoes.and i always seem to smile and laugh threw it.i think i deserve to push the edges of anger every once in awhile.not to mention the amout of vicodin ,i have consumed due to medical reasons the past two months.and just when i think its over .weee i get more problems. so maybe i crossed the line.i think ever human does from time to time.but i never said im perfect.oh no,way far from it.but if im going to be shut out in the cold.i think i have put out enough of my good side ,to aleast know why. know and can never be what i need.but i need to know why its nothing at all.and if this is

Something New...
It was a hot day, the pool looked so inviting and no one else was home, so I stripped off my t-shirt, bra ,shorts, panties and jumped in. After cooling off I climbed out and lay on the side of the pool in the sun to dry off. As I was lying there with the sun and warm breeze drying my naked body, I couldn't help but think of you and what I could be doing to you at that moment. I could feel myself getting wet and my nipples getting hard I was getting so excited just thinking about you , I couldn't stand it ,I just had to touch myself. As I was getting into the start of a good orgasm, I felt someone else's presence. I opened my eyes and saw one of my girlfriends had decided to stop by for a visit. She was just standing there watching me, her face was flushed either from excitement or embarrassment. I wasn't sure but I thought maybe she was turned on. I decided to find out, I got up and walked slowly toward her, never taking my eyes off hers, once I was right in front of her I gently took

Please Say A Prayer For Her
I have a friend on here I feel is lost and needs all the prayers she can get. Here is a link to her page:http://fubar.com/missieporter . Her and her husband are in the middle of a seperation. I have felt god direct me to help her find her way back to her family. I just ask that everyone pray for her and her family. In Jesus's name I thank you Jake

To Him
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here wi

A Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier -

I Have...
I have a lot of ... Unread Books, Wayward BobbyPins, Unworn Shoes, Teddy Bears, Pores On My Epidermis, Baskets, Bricks On The Outside Of My House, Dusty Teapots, Odd Socks. I have little of... Forks, Lightshades, Walkable Planks Food Containers With Matching Lids, Make-Up, Eye-Patches, Full Decks Of Playing Cards, Perfectly Fitting Pairs Of Jeans. Unused Cake Pans.

Crush By Garbage
I would die for you I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side To know that you're mine I will cry for you I will cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears And drown your fear I will pray for you I will pray for you I will sell my soul for something pure and true Someone like you See your face every place that I walk in Hear your voice every time I am talking You will believe in me And I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart And tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see You're just like me Violate all the love that I'm missing Throw away all the pain that I'm living.

Friendship And Love
FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is falling i

The Sex Fairy
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============ = 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============ = 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============ = 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============ = 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============ =

What’s The Point?
What’s the Point? By: April Terry She sits there all alone, Minute by minute, Depression starts to sink in, She fights it at first, But she can see its winning. She too weak to fight, This fight over and over. So inch by inch, She let the depression, Consume her in whole. Letting it eat her, From the inside out. Wondering, If there ever was a point. Wanting to know, How her life, Has come to become this. Feeling so worthless, So unwanted, So very alone. Trying to find something, Anything to hold onto. Something that will give, Her life some kind of meaning. Grasping at every thought, Slowing breathing, In and out. The thoughts fade away, Soon she is left alone, With this depression, In total silence. Feeling even more alone, Not even her thoughts, What to be around her. She ask herself, Am I really that bad?

Uefa Champions League : Group A Table
UEFA Champions League : Group A Table 03 October 2007 21:38 P W D L F A GD PTS 1 Marseille 2 2 0 0 3 0 3 6 2 FC Porto 2 1 1 0 2 1 1 4 3 Liverpool 2 0 1 1 1 2 -1 1 4 Besiktas 2 0 0 2 0 3 -3 0 UEFA Champions League : Group B Table 03 October 2007 21:38 P W D L F A GD PTS 1 Chelsea 2 1 1 0 3 2 1 4 2 Valencia 2 1 0 1 2 2 0 3 3 Schalke 04 2 1 0 1 2 1 1 3 4 Rosenborg 2 0 1 1 1 3 -2 1 UEFA Champions League : Group C Table 03 October 2007 21:39 P W D L F A GD PTS 1 Olympiakos 2 1 1 0 4 2 2 4 2 Real Madrid 2 1 1 0 4 3 1 4 3 Lazio 2 0 2 0 3 3 0 2 4 Werder Bremen 2 0 0 2 2 5 -3 0 UEFA Champions League : Group D Table 03 October 2007 21:39 P W D L F A GD PTS 1 Shakhtar Donetsk 2 2 0 0 3 0 3 6 2 Celtic 2 1 0 1 2 3 -1 3 3 AC Milan 2 1 0 1 3 3 0 3 4 Benfica 2 0 0 2 1 3 -2 0 UEFA Champions League : Group E Table 23 October 2007 01:00 P W D L F A GD PTS 1 Barcelona 3 2 1 0 5 0 5 7 2 Rangers 3 2 1 0 5 1 4

Fallen/the Story Of A Fallen Angel
Fallen/The story of a fallen Angel. She let her hair lose in the wind, And everyone would watch her. Turn their necks to see her walk, desire and adore her. And she belonged up by the stars, And every night she gazed the sky, With lonely whispering praying lips, She felt her vivid heartbeat die. She danced some strangers lap last night, flirting with the thought of death, earned her living, then she cried, turned her head from his bad breath. Never trusted anybody, never really let them in, So beautiful, already dying, Pain so deep beneath the skin. And they would hold her, wanting love, never really giving up, So in love with all her pain, But her cold would drive them so insane. She walked the streets forever yearning, forever dead forever burning. Her smile so gentle, eyes so kind, eyes so broken, eyes so blind.. So she let her hair lose in the wind, and everyone would watch her, turn their necks to see her walk, desire

It Was Like Lightning.
My favorite kind of lightning happens sideways, and 'bleeds across the sky.' So thinking of that image, I thought about what it would be like if you could look at the sky at night, and affect it with your heart. I used to sit on my back porch, looking out at the woods, just to think. One night I was really upset about things, and I felt like screaming at god. I didn't make any noise, I just gripped the railing and tensed everything and I just...screamed out...and it made things worse that nothing in the sky changed, at all. The moon didn't move, the stars still kinda stared at me expectantly. It felt like an insult. Slash the night, Without blade, and without bullet. Not with what is held, But Heart. Those misfires give you power - Watch it bleed across the sky... My favorite shade of A Beautiful Destruction. Hope it Strikes down, And I wish that you could see it. Hope it Strikes down, Though I know that you don't need it. Hope it Strikes down, Because the beauty you're

Fucken Hackers.
If you came to my page and it didn't work, this is why. A few days ago, some anti-SecondBestPage jerky got into my computer and screwed all kinds of stuff up. My configuration files were all tweaked to hell and I had no clue what was going on because I don't know dick about computers. It was probably some zitty, drueling idiot trying to hint me to take my page down. Freaks: I know that I am horrible, but I'm still not going to take my page down because writing is something I enjoy. I don't make these articles to entertain people. Fuck no, I hate people. The last thing I'd want is for you to laugh and have a good time while reading my page. Screw that. I want you to be miserable and bored like me. To prove it, I'm going to ramble on about uninteresting, stupid, worthless blabber with terrible writing that I KNOW nobody would enjoy reading. That'll show you morons that I don't care what you think. Just go away and leave me and my poor page alone. Yeah so... the other day I was t

Wild Fires And Wild Elephants In The News I Added In Turbins..
Six count them six Asiatic wild Elephants electrocuted while sharing a beer with the others. Now that story in itself would be on America’s funniest videos had it actually been captured on film. Apparently while forging around for food and drink (beer) preferably rice beer in a small village in Gauhati India nearly 40 wild elephants became so drunk and disorderly they uprooted power lines and six of the thundering herd were electrocuted. Had the Villagers not acted quickly more damage and more elephant deaths might have occurred? I can just hear the stories passed down over a drink at the bar …. “Pink Elephants… I know this one guy named Hodgie that has Pink elephant-funts that he drinks with”…Says one bar fly to another. ” Really? ..You don’t say…” “ I just said it” It just seems like the whole thing is way made up…but it is not. I mean at least the part where six Asiatic Elephants went on a binge and got fried. The two derelicts in the bar discussing them is made up. Good Mornin

The Love Of My Life!!
every time I breath, every time I move, every time I think, every time I sleep, your on my mind and in my heart, you are everything to me, and would give up everything for you, smoking, drinking, sex, tasty food, my life...I would give it all up for you....I will love you till the very end of time....I've waited for someone to make me feel the way you do for so long I had all but given up and to think I almost didn't message you.....I think of how things would be now if I hadn't and I cry...because I would never have known what true love is and now if I had to live without your love in my life I wouldn't want to live anymore.....breathing wouldn't feel right, food would be tasteless, drink wouldn't quench my thirst, and alcohol wouldn't dull the pain...it would all be pointless without your love.

Silent Prison
I sit in this silent prison, The one I create in my mind. The only other person there, Is the person who doesn't know why she was left behind. It rents space in her head, Along with all the things that you said. You made a promise, That was never kept, But you knew that on the day you left. The memories haunt her, They make her want to scream. How could something that precious, Turn out like a bad dream ? Only you hold the answers. They will never be shared. You will make her live there with the haunting, For the rest of her life. I sit in the silent prison, The one I create in my mind. The one that says love is not worth it, They always leave you far behind. You are always left broken, shattered and torn. Then this silent prison sets in, Leaving you in the abyss. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

I Love You More
I love you more and more with each passing day,My love I profess to you, I love you more than words can say. I long to hold you in my arms and hold you oh so tight,Our love for each other, couldn't feel more right. I'm overcome by emotions and my heart races when I think of you,I can't imagine spending the rest of my life with out you. I've let you into my heart, locked the door, and thrown away the key;There's no turning back now, my heart is yours, this I hope you see. I love you.... ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Now I Know Why.
I'm just venting about myspace and some members. Now I know why alot of people joined fubar instead of myspace. True story; the site runs peoples lives. I just had my first myspace drama. It was ridiculous and very childish. I mean check this message out between me and this girl. Scroll all the way to the bottom and read up. That's how it's suppose to be read. Tell me what you think if you want. I really dont care. I think with every site you get drama out of it. But I just felt like venting about it. HAHA. LMFAO. ok well if i added him then i guess he is pretty fine.. you want me to stop commenting him? i could care less actually, it was HIS choice to accept my request of adding. you and even your man should know that when people add, they usually comment something on their page. so before you come to me telling me to stop doing whatever, you need to talk to him and make sure he isnt adding anymore "bitches." other then that... what the hell are you going to do if

Nocturne
I just dashed this one off. It's a bit rough (the end feels like it needs one more syllable), but I still like it. :D Nocturne It isn't quite ideal, this living in reverse. In fact it's quite surreal and just a bit perverse. Rotating counter-clockwise, never quite catching the sun. By the time the day is over, it's only just begun.

Name That Fetish :)
Some of these I can confess to having. Can you guess which ones apply to me? Allotriorasty -Arousal from partner of different nationalities or races Amychesiphilia -Arousal from scratching Asphyxiophilia -This is sexual arousal caused by loss of control over your ability to breathe. Self strangulation or allowing another person to asphyxiate you. Basoexia -Arousal from kissing Biastophilia -In this paraphilia the person is sexually aroused by the idea of being raped. This is scripted and planned out ahead of time with a partner. The person does not actually want to be raped by a stranger. Cordophilia -Arrousal from being bound with ropes or chains and sometimes suspended. Hematolagnia -sexual attraction to blood Knismolagnia -Arousal from tickling Melolagnia -Arousal from music Merinthophilia -Arousal from being bound Naphephilia -Arousal from being touched or touching Odaxelangnia -Arousal from biting Phlebotomy -Arousal

Excuse Me While I Bleed
Excuse me while I bleed. Please look at me, it's so personal, this is the way I would have touched you, but I drowned in you instead, up against the wall, just you and me, I fell down and bled out on the ground, you just stepped over me... Pardon me while I bleed, excuse me if I got some on your shoe.Sorry for the way I let you make me feel, maybe i'll just laugh instead? Excuse me while I bleed. Maybe I could die another day, find another way to make you notice me when im gone? Maybe then your black rimmed eyes would show the way you feel for me just long enough that I was more to you than she ever could have been. Excuse me while fading dreams are all ive got, losing sleep and walking through the darkest nights,theres not much else I can do, no more getting through to you. Ive broken down for all to see. Excuse me while I bleed.

A Giggel
Interesting: 'Stewardesses' is the longest word typed with only the left hand .. And 'lollipop' is the longest word typed with your right hand. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?) No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. 'Dreamt' is the only English word that ends in the letters 'mt'.? (Are you doubting this?) Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: 'The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog' uses every letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right?) The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to 'do' this one.)

Catch Me I'm Falling....
"Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be." The Catcher in the Rye, Chapter 22, spoken by the character Holden Caulfield REL

Tipping Isn’t A City In China
Monday night was Springsteen night. We decided to go eat dinner before the big concert....and new Springsteen political commentary. He did, by the way, loosely refer to the horse lawsuit he is involved in, by means of mentioning "the ability to sue others and be sued...for something that could be talked about". The concert was awesome. The six of us went to eat at Rosebud Cafe on Taylor St.....right in the middle of Little Italy. I was so in my element. But, that's neither here nor there. I can't stand ignorance, so.....Rosebud, I am calling you out. The hostess was cordial and we were seated fairly quickly. Our server popped right up and took our drink orders. Everything seemed hunky dory so far. About 10 minutes later, I'm wondering if our server had forgotten about us. We were ready to at least place an order for an appetizer. Plus we were still waiting on our drinks. Another five minutes pass and someone else brings us our drinks. Still no server. I ate the breadst

Re: Reader Alert! Forced Evacuate Reports On La Indymedia
RE: Reader Alert! Forced Evacuate Reports on LA INDYMEDIA ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: alex Date: 24 Oct 2007, 01:46 Guys, keep your eyes peeled on this fire story! Four fires were started at the same time. FEMA is moving in to help just a week after announcing that they have set up a force ready to take on a wide variety of natural and man made disasters. Chertoff is plastered all over our TV sets ready to be the savior. We just got done with Topoff 4, a fear based exercise that tests federal response through Emergency declarations and succession of government. Monitor the Guard's treatment of people during this event. It is our job as indymedia reporters, and readers. In a crisis, the indymedia world needs to set aside differences and work as a team. Here in Portland, I'm am about to launch a "DAY AFTER" preparation group in Portland. Let me know if you have some ideas. The following is one of the latest MAINSTREAM reports on the fire and it

Crying
When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you.

"love To Taste Your Love"
Even though I've never had you, I still miss your body. Even though you've never been next to me, beside me in bed, I've fantasized about it so often that it seems like you should be. I think about you all the time the way you'd feel, the way you'd smell, how I'd touch and taste you if you were here. How much I want to please you. How much I need to please you, my darling. I know you've been with other women before. But I know I could please you, if you'd just give me the opportunity. So that's what I've been doing this evening. Fantasizing about you. Dreaming about making our first time so very special. In my mind, you're lying in bed next to me, and you're smiling, and I want you. You're so soft, so soft in my mind that I have to reach for you. I've always dreamed about pulling you close to me, your head resting beneath my chin. I wish I could wrap my arms around you, one hand in your hair, the other moving up and down your belly in circles. You're so soft beneath my fingert

4 Letter Poem
This is my four-letter word poem. You know the one That gets you hits. And it goes something like this: FUCK IT! Want to be it? Don’t know how to do it? Just tell it Like it is. Only you can do it. If it's from the heart, It’s a start. If they don’t like it, Hey, no sweat, Never mind. FUCK IT! Life’s too short to waste time on idiots. Bigots Who criticize all the time. Anal retentive! Everything’s relative.

Would You Be There 4me?
if i feel lonely would you hold me tite? if i make a mistake wud u make it ryt? if i cry wud u wipe away my tears? if im scared wud u take away my fears? if i was lost wud u show me the way? if i sed i need u 4eva wud u stay? if i asked u to walk with me would you hold my hand? if i seemed cluless wud u make me undrstand? if i sed i miss u would u feel the same way i do? if i sed i love u wud u say u love me to?

Pharmacology, Funny Please Read
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. Example, the trade name is Tylenol and it's generic name is Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by

Wanting You
Wanting You Category: Love poems You are so amazing When I look into your eyes I feel nothing but cravings You make me feel so ecstatic Chills rush down my spine My heart beats fast I feel warmth throughout my body All I hope for is just one kiss Your sweet lips against mine My arms around you Holding you until the end of time by Gary R. Hess

My Birthday Is Coming!!!!!!!
on the 28th is my birthday...i'll be 19 on that very special day!!!! so happy am gonna celebrate it with a date... the thing is i dont have one yet... im waiting for a date on the 28thof eve...and hive me a good time..

Waiting For The Kiss
Waiting For The Kiss Category: Love poems I've never had the chance To kiss your beautiful lips To hold you tight all day To run my fingers through your hair Or talk to you till the sun comes up My mind says this won't be so But my heart knows different Someday I will do these wonderful things And never let you go No matter how long it takes No matter how many tears it makes I will see you Kiss you And hold you Until the end of time by Gary R. Hess

The Sacred Fruit
The Sacred Fruit Category: Love poems The sacred fruit of your soul was lost Taken unrightfully, stolen It hurt immensely You shared the holiness with others To rid the raunch treachery Then met a man who treated you horribly Abused you, hit you, took control of you I came and pleased you Treated you well, made you happy Shared our thoughts Entered each others minds We talked about memories Things we had Things we want What we need We laughed Cried Smiled The love we had The love we have I want to be with you till the end I want to give you my fruit And share my wine by Gary R. Hess I do really need this Sacred Fruit

Torn
Torn Category: Friendship poems I am torn between two people Both from different worlds Things were going just fine Until just a moment ago They fought and lied All because of me One thinks I am too good for her But I think just the opposite She needs someone close and dear Someone who is near The other loves me and I don't know why She was just a friend and nothing more Until one day I crossed her mind I don't know what to be I am confused and in pain My mind is jungled with thoughts of hurt Thoughts of vain And thoughts of love by Gary R. Hess

Love Or Friendship
Love or Friendship Category: Friendship poems What do you want from me? Do you want my love? Or do you want my friendship? You confuse me through what you say You say you love me But don't seem to care Why don't we just be friends? Nothing more Nothing less Perhaps you still have feelings for me But why don't you show them? Why must you hurt me this way? I still love you But I just want to know Do you feel the same? by Gary R. Hess

Thank You Little One!
My girl wrote this about Me....made Me cry... glad to see I am doing something right..... She is a wonderful person. and one of the best Dommes i know. She is who i look up to as my role model. She can be stern but is always fair. i love having the privilege to serve her. She is kind, honorable, She is a lady in all aspects of the word. if this helps you at all. ive had bad experiences in this lifestyle i was collared at 13 and nearly beaten to death, and have had a hard time since trusting people. but i trust Her with my life and would lay my own life down for Her with out question this is a blog i wrote about 2 weeks ago: its titled what i want tobe when i grow up. The other day I was sitting around and got to thinking, what do i want to be when i grow up. i sat there for a few minuets and realized exactly what i want to be. I want to be like my Ma'am (Lady Twisted Karma) She is one of the most wonderful people who have blessed my life. She is a very strong, beautiful,sp

Fubar Spotlight
Can someone tell me WHY.. Why does a girl have to be HUGE chested to be in the Fubar Spotlight? Why does the world cater to women like that all the time? Why are the rest of us small chested women made to feel like third class people in this world? Why is it that way here in Fubar and in real life? Just why? :(

Christopher 'crazygryffin' Donovan
christopher 'crazygryffin' donovan This little bitch rated my pic a 4, I did nothing to him. Whatever. He's a little bitch ass downrater so do what you want about it. View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater

Wake Up Call
Two Choices: What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handi capped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following

I Don't Want You
I Don't Want You I don't want you To love me forever, Just for the rest of my life I don't want you To tell me never When I ask you to be my wife. I don't want you To miss me too much But you can kiss me until I catch fire. I don't want you To do anything Unless it's what you truly desire. I don't want you To be a dream in my life, A ghost or a non-entity. I don't want you To be anything at all But right here next to me.

Addicted To You
Addicted To You I wake, work, eat, sleep, and dream you. This emotional journey before us - almost too much to bear sometimes. Yet, every time I hear the ringing of the phone, or see your name pop up online, I know that I am addicted to you. But it is far more than that, and please listen very closely. I am a very reasonable and sane person, not given to idle whims or fancies, not taken in any more by false hopes and promises. Yet, somehow, you are different - very different. I don't know what happened, or how or why, but I feel as though I fell out of a cloud, tumbling down to earth to a sure death - and at the last possible second, you caught me in your arms. Yes, I am addicted to you, but I know the consequences of addictions, and, fear not, I will not harm you or cause you pain in any way. Of that, I give you my humble word. I want to breathe you, to feel you, to taste you, and to hear your soft whispers against the sensitive nape of my neck - telling me

Wash Away The Pain
goddess i just want to apologize to all my friends who have tried to help when i go through one of my downward turns. how do you not feel completely useless when knowing that you cant just cuddle up to the one you care about and kiss away all the pain and protect then from all the sadness and darkness that is pressing down on them. i will keep trying to make you laugh i will try to stop your tears i will pull all the badness away from you i will brush away the junk of years that has finally become too much for your strong shoulders to bear.if you would let me i would love away the heartache and work away the pain. i would wash away the stress that has dragged away your grin. i wish i could find that dark thing that has stolen the beautiful light from your eyes and given you a rainbo. i wish you could realize... the sadness that wells up in me seeing you in pain, the heartache i feel knowing you feel like you may never love again. i would walk a thousand miles if you would take th

I Don't Want To Fall In Love
I don't want to fall in love To fall in lust is perfectly fine by me But unfortunately, the business in the sheets most of the time wraps the heart within it. Sweaty being trying to find completion for only themselves fail to realize that the heart makes a bond more satisfying than the dirty sheets filled with lust and regret It's not what people are looking for regardless of how hard they try to make themselves be seen So let me start over I don't want to fall in lust I don't want to pretend that there isn't a world of love and kindness waiting to be discovered if only one were to look I've looked and I've found the sweet nectar that makes a relationship beautiful But it seems that it's an imitation or the liquid I put forth is to no one's liking But I've tasted it I've nurtured it And it was snatched from me I've fallen in lust and I have pursued it enough times to know that this wasn't the way for me Gratifying my body must go hand in hand with gratifying my heart

Lost In Lust
Lost To Lust Thoughts of you, how my temperature rises Your body next to mine so divine Your touch electric upon my skin Lost in the lust of our connection. When we meet my body is alive My control is abandoned to you Nothing can equal the feelings I have I'm lost in my lust for you. Into a world of pure desire We are locked together United we feel the flow Touch, taste, explore. Lost to Lust

Elvis Has Left The Building....
I have (almost) managed to escape the patch for a while. Got to get the truck aligned first thing then i'm haulin bunz for apache junction az...then tolleson...glendale...lake pleasant...and where ever else the wind might blow me... See ya all in a few weeks or so... DW

101 Rules Of Hardcore
1) Be tough at all times. 2) Never cheer after a show, only clap. 3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way 4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire. 5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them. 6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly. 7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough. 8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal. 9) (Exception to rule Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts. 10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends. 11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town. 12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore, emocore, Screamocore, math

101 Rules Of Black Metal..
101 rules of Black Metal.. 1. Don't be gay. 2. Be "true". 3. All people who aren't "true" are gay. 4. Be grim. 5. Be necro. 6. Be simultaneously grim and necro if at all possible. 7. Break things while being grim and necro. 8. Don't have fun at concerts. Stand around with arms crossed. 9. Repeat all above while denouncing organized religion in any form. 10. Never ever, EVER under ANY circumstances... 11. ...Listen to Peccatum. 12. When someone asks you if you enjoy the music of Mayhem, point out that you only enjoy the music of "the true" Mayhem. Maniac is gay. 13. Don't play with fuzzy things, excepting that by "play" you mean "burn". 14. Don't be Dani Filth. 15. Never, ever, under any circumstances utter the phrase "Kenny G slams, man." 16. Don't be Dani Filth. 17. When your mom tells you to take out the garbage tell her that you're too metal to remove refuse. 18. Run for it! 19. Sodomize a virgin whore. 20. Sodomize anything that is not male. (Fuzzy things look

Not Happy
So.. I'm not having a good night. I'm giving my girl rats away to a friend.. I can't give them the time they need here since I'm not allowed to have them and I have to hide them... well when I was taking photos for her so she could see them and the cage and everything.. I noticed something funny with the rat that I like the most.... It's what I dreaded.. Wednesday is getting the mamory cysts. I just lost my rat December to those not too long ago. I'm really upset about this. I'm not sure if Danielle will still take the girls or not b/c of it. I hope she does.. or I may just have to give them up to the humane society cuz I really cannot go through losing another animal to those. That's why from now on I'm only getting males. The chances of them getting cysts are rare.. In females there's over an 80% chance they'll get them unless you breed them or get them fixed.. and well.. the vet I trust wont fix them because he doesn't feel safe enough taking an animal I'm trusting him wit

My Beloved
???here is something for everyone on myspace to read and learn bout me so here gose:???? How feel for the one thats in my life now and has changed me life for the better. To tell you in words that you may have a hard time to under stand but I'm going to say them anyways so that you and everyone else knows how i feel about you. Here it is now so listen very closely on what I have to say now. I love you with my whole heart, soul and body. Besides my kids you are my world and I will do anything for you to keep you as happy as I can. I'm now letting my guard and taking down the brick wall that I have put up for so long now to allow myself love you in the that you should be loved by me. So now my love; my sweet heart; the one that means so much to me that it hurts when you are gone away from me. It hurts so much that its hard to breath sometimes and I do see you and your around its even harder to let go when you have to go away. So my love please do not hurt me now that you know how much

My Little Ones
Hush my little ones don't you cry or shade a single trey because mommy is here for you all. I am here to protect and to keep you all from any harm that comes your way. Now please don't cry any more than have too, let me take your pain away from you all. So now please wipe your treys out of your eyes and think of happy thought of you ae and of all our family that cares for you all. Thank of all of the memories that we all share togather. Just close your eyes and picture me holding you in my arms as tietly as I can. So my preshion little ones do not be affaid of coming to me and telling me anything that is troubling you all. Because I am here for you all when you need me just come to me and ask me anything you want to. Writen By: Melissa Joy Fransiscoe

How I Feel
I love you with all my might that i have in my heart. My love is truly the most real thing that I have to to offer you besides my friendship. The way you make me feel is something that I have not felt in a long time. When you hold or even tough me you put chills down and up my back, you also put butterflys in my stomach that flutter around in side my body. All I want to do is stay in your arms because when I'm their i feel as safe as I have ever felt in my hole life of living. When I am around you I feel that I can do anything that I put my mind on doing. There's something about you that makes me be the woman thats inside my mind. When we are togather you make me laugh at things that I would not laugh at before I met you in this time of my life. I have had a bad life in the few years of my life time. I have been hurt alot in the passed few years of living. So what I am trying to you is that please don't hurt me anymore than I have been, because I care too much for you to hurt me. It wo

How Much Love Hurts
Here I am in the dark and can't see my way out is anyone going to come to me and help me out of this dark and deep hole that im in. Plaese someone come to me and help me out of this deep and dark hole. It is dark and very cold is this hole that im in. I know that I cant last very long in here without warmth and someone to hold me in there arms as tielly as they can. So I am calling to the one that has the key to my heart. He is the only one that can free me from the deep,cold and darkness of this hole that I am in. Oh please come my love I am calling out to you to help me throw this deep, cold and darkness of my life. For if you do not I surely will be no more in this life. I will just be an empty shall walking this world alone. Well you know who you are, so to my love come for you to help me please. If my beloved dose not come soon than i will surely be gone. Oh wait do i see you coming to me in far distants of my eyes for it is hard for me see that far away. I will call out your name

For All My Friends
YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 10 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this heart 2 at least 15 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!! and if u get at least 10 back you will get good newz within 15 Min!!! Let's see how many hearts you get!!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ . ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ .........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...............¶¶

True Friends
A true friend is to be there for a friends that need them in there time of need. A friend is there when you are going throw your good and bad moments. A friend is there when you are having trouble with an ex or two or three or more. A friend helps friends get out of trouble and keep them out of trouble. A friend is someone you can count on to keep your sercits safe from anyone else knowing. A friend there for you when you need a pick up from life or from a place where you are not wanting to be. A friend is there for you when need someone to call and pick you up and take you places. A friend is just for you when you need them the most in your life. A true friend is very hard to find in this life so when you find one than keep that friend on your side cause everyone needs one true good dear friend. Writen By: melissa joy fransiscoe

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK T

October 24, 2007.
Lighter Shade of Blue (For Hannah) All day I've been sitting here feeling blue, because I miss you. It seems so long since I have last talked to you, my love is true. I'd do anything to be able to see you more, to have you in my world. Just to have you in my loving arms once more, to have you as my world. No matter how deeply sad I am, you can always make my tears fade away. No matter where it is I stand, I always think about the words you say. Every time you tell me you love me, my world becomes a lighter shade of blue. My love for you is deeper than the sea, darling my love for you is true. When the time comes that I get to see you again, all the sweeter it will be, everytime we reunite my happiness rebegins, my love for you will always be. In the end no matter what gets in my way, no matter what other people say, I will find a way to have you in my arms, by your side no one can do us harm. © Mitchell Brian

Oh Wow
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and

Just For A Laugh
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK T

I Don't Freakin Think So
Once upon a time~~~~~~~~in a land far away,~~~~~~~~a beautiful, independent,self-assured princess~~~~~~~~happened upon a frog as she satcontemplating ecological issueson the shores of an unpolluted pondin a verdant meadow near her castle.~~~~~~~~The frog hopped into the princess' lapand said: " Elegant Lady,I was once a handsome prince,until an evil witch cast a spell upon me.~~~~~~~~One kiss from you, however,and I will turn backinto the dapper, young prince that I am~~~~~~~~and then, my sweet, we can marry~~~~~~~~and set up housekeeping in your castle~~~~~~~~with my mother,~~~~~~~~where you can prepare my meals,~~~~~~~~clean my clothes, bear my children,~~~~~~~~and forever feelgrateful and happy doing so. "~~~~~~~~That night,~~~~~~~~as the princess dined sumptuously~~~~~~~~on lightly sauteed frog legs~~~~~~~~seasoned in a white wine~~~~~~~and onion cream sauce,~~~~~~~~she chuckled and thought to herself:~~~~~~~~I don't freakin think so

Wow What A Pu**y
this guy blocked me because he was a jealous little fucker because i am a bigger man than him and he was upset because his fantasy woman ended up being my reality! So what did he do.. he went to my girl and talked shit to her about me but wouldn't even give me the chance to talk to him .... he just blocked me ... and I have never even been to his page or ever meet him.. go let him know that he should grow the fuck up! a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=245996&friend=245996" target=_blank>keithtrue2u "Here to know/www.fubar.com/user/245996 well I would also like to say I thought this was a friend of mine but little to often do we realize these folks are not men but sure enough not even little boys, how childish are you to come to me and trash someone whom you have never met nor chose to get to know, thank you for not being the friend I thought you were, My ignornance....Jenna

Hurt No More
I wish that I had come to realize before That you can not hurt me anymore You are nothing now but a mixed emotion memory Everything is over you are no longer a part of me The pain that you caused me was cruel and unfair, But you never did really care Was what we had even real? Now once again I can't even show how I feel. So much time has come and gone, And it always seems to be the same sad song. I am still here standing on my own two feet. You tried and tried but I would not be beat. Time like all things fades away. Until all the memories fade one day.

I Want Everyone To Know
I love myself the way I am. And for those who think I should change ANYTHING should go to hell. Or if you think about it-- at least don't tell me about it. Who the fuck are you? Don't get me wrong-- I'm far from perfect...But I don't really wna be perfect. So I just want everyone to know-- this is me. Take it or leave it. I don't really care anymore.

What Is It All?
the friends are great, the time spent with them is nice, but when all is said and done, i feel so empty inside. dont know what i need, i just know what i like. i mean, i like fun and friends and lots of other things, but that is my problem. i just can't seem to get enough. is there something wrong with me? most of you will say no, because you are just like me. i understand that, but does that make me a bad person?? the fact that i gotta have it to get through, the fact i need to hear that i am good, the fact that i can come away knowing i have made someone happy. without that in my life, it's meaningless. is that weird or out there too far? does it make me vain? or just too eager to please. it feels so bad sometimes that i post my value on how good i make others feel. what do you think of all this??

Fucked Up
ok so i was out tonight havin a beer with some of the guys from work cuz i had a bad night at work... so we go chill... knock back a few and are havin a good time.... when this drunk ass fool gets all up in my shit and starts fuckin disrespectin me to my fuckin face, u know sayin all this shit how im not good for ne thing but cleanin and my purpose in life is to get pregnant and pop out a few kids then die... and so on and so on..... well when all of this was happenin my "Big Brother" was sittin right next to me....and u know what he did NOTHING........... he sat there and laughed while i was fuckin crying because i had such a bad night and couldnt even put up a fuckin fight.. talk about family.... i swear... im done with all of this shit.. its over....

Where Are We Alice?
So slightly lost and even more confused, I feel like I have tripped over alice and feel through the rabbit hole. My life right now is crazy, trying to open a bar. Wondering if I really need to be with a guy because I got where I am without one. Just kinda makes the cold nights easier to bear. Oh well I suppose what shall be shall be.

Just Think About ...
I've been thinkin about what SEXY is to me and could mean to other people....and there is a lot of things that come to mind!! It isnt just SEX thats sexy, but damn... having my legs pinned behind my ears can be a so great and very sexy!!! And finding my man dripping wet out of the shower is DAMN sexy, and watching him walk around in nothing but a towel.. Is VERY SEXY!!! But SEXY to me doesnt have to involve sex...Its a state of mind.... Its how you feel about yourself.. Its not anyones size (and I mean body size people..lol ), what your skin color is, how perfect your hair is... or even if you have any!! I have met men that I would never in a million years thought were sexy by just looking at them. Its when I got to know them, feel them, see how they feel about themselves...that is when I looked at them in a different light.....I truley believe that women (including myself) strive in so many ways to be what the "world thinks is sexy"..... All the while forgetting what its really all ab

Playing With Fire
I try to make my poems rhyme. I wrote this for the five firefighters that where killed in california because of the arsonist. Playing with Fire They love the smell of gasoline. They love the smell of sulfur. They love to watch the fire, as it burns the object that they desire. They love to watch the firemen, as they try to put out the flames. They love to hang around to see what damage it will bring. They never stop to think, before they start a fire, "What happens if someone does get hurt, or happens to expire. If you haven't already guessed, what kind of monster this person is, please continue reading and i'll tell you who it is. An Arsonist is someone, who just doesn't give a damn!

Stfu Man!
seriously... quit your bitchin'! if you're so sick of all the old friends who you don't talk to anymore, stop whining to everyone and DO something about it. i don't want to listen you your bullshit, especially because YOU burned those bridges with the people you say you miss so much. i was there when you walked all over all of your so-called "friends", and i think you're a stupid cunt for looking to me to justify your actions. i told you the truth: 1. you know DAMNED WELL you fully remember cheating on doug with that one man-whore IN MY BED. you didn't black out, it wasn't rape. and then you tried to pass off the hickey he gave you on me- FUCK THAT. you knew kylie caught you, and then you lied about it, and i wasn't going to lie to her so i told her the truth. 2. if you ever tell someone i consider a part of my family to go slit her wrists, or call her a cunt again... i'm going to inform your poor mom as to how many times you've said you've been with me over the summer when yo

Make A Banana Pancake,,,
So...I am sitting here in my room chatting with some of my fubar peeps and listening to music. I don't want to turn my music up any louder for the neighbors sake, but I feel like I need to. My roomie has her boyfriend over and while she knows that I forbid her to have sex on my couch...it sounds like they are pretty close to doing just that. I'm sorry but I dont want anyone elses sex juices on my couch. Nasty!! So...I am sitting here wondering what the hell to do. I guess I could put my headphones on and crank it all the way up and go to bed. Do I want to do that or do i want to fubar it up with some of the best???

The Colours Of The Season
I must say, its been an interesting few weeks. Last week it felt like it was still summer. Then...within a 48 hr period it got cold and became fall. Not that I mind. I love fall. There is something amazing and special about this time of year. There is nothing like the colors of the leaves on the trees to remind you that there is something magical about this world that we live in. I had been planning on taking a trip to Door County, Wi this year because it is my favorite place to be this time of year, but I will no longer be going because I dont want to go alone. I am thinking of going to my Grandparents cabin 4 hrs north of me cuz they just headed south for the winter. (They go to florida for the winter) I looove sitting around a campfire with friends or curling up in a hammock under a blanket with someone you love. Its a special time of year. I have a good feeling.......

Strange Feeling
Hi...I'm new here and having a hard time filling in the blanks...I went to the instructions and still can't figure it out...I'm NOT an air head but some have told me you need to pay money to get all the perks here? But thats not what I'm reading here on line...so I'll keep trying...and now someone named BabyJesus is asking me to tell my friends and all this stuff...And I can't even send a message...or find skins...to make a cool home page...i'll keep on keeping on...and some times my computer won't even let me on this page and I have a new one..?lol Ria

Beep....beep....beep
Some of you will notice that you have been removed from my family list. I offer no apologies. I simply made room for those people who know what online friendship is about. If you still got the alert that I posted a new blog, then you're still on my friend's list, for now, anyway. But that's winding down too. I don't like clutter and having a bunch of people that don't respond to anything.......Not bulletins, not pictures, not blogs, not anything..... in my opinion is clutter. Hell I could be sending out a warning of a tornado coming through and some of you still won't read it. Beep......Beep.......Beep..........This is a Happy Country Girl Tornado Warning: I'm blowing the dust off of my list. Be a friend or blow away!.....Beep.......Beep........Beep. This message has been brought to you by the Country Broadcast system. And just so everything is clear, if you feel the urge to remove me from your list, by all means, blow me right on off. ~Hugs~ Mary

Help
Feeling lonely, tired, scarred, self conscious and homesick. I want to be able to talk to a certain person about it but i don't want to cause an argument or be judged. Right now i am being ignored by him and afraid to interrupted the ignoring process that he has put so much effort towards. How does one explain they're feeling and ask questions with rejection?

Land Of Confusion
More Graphics at pYzam.com Have you ever liked somebody that you know you shouldn’t ?? That is the feelings I’m having now. I started talking to this person back in the summer and it has been a on going thing I guess. This person is going through a rough spot in his life. The conversations are always good and I never get bored during them. Guess you could say without either of us knowing things went to a different level. Anyways we hardly ever talk now and things have gotten so confusing. Things that where suppose to by my train thought suppose to be over weeks ago seem to not be over. I’ve started to wonder if they ever was going to be over to begin with. As much as I don’t want to I’m starting to think I have been played for a fool once again. Which I guess would have been my own fault. I let this person in and let them get semi close to me. I just don’t understand how he could say the things he does to me and not mean them. Ok maybe that is the foolishness in me coming out. I w

Okay
okay i'm done being hurt...i dropped a hammer on my toe and finally cried and no i didnt do it on purpose i was tring to put it on the ice box and i didnt work that way...but yeah i cried and then laughed because i couldnt figure out what i was cring for because yeah my toe hurt and at the time so did my heart...but why cry as long as he's happy and we can still be friends then all is good...i'd rather have him as just a friend then nothing at all...BUT MY TOE STILL HURTS FOR REAL!!!.....but yeah, the house is quite and i'm all alone, this is the worst time because i think way too much and never about anything that really matters. or does it and it just dont make any sense when i'm thinking about it..i think yeah i'm bored there is nothing on T.V and i've done the most i can on here.there are a few things around the house i need to do but i dont want to mainly because..i dont wanna, i'm sick of constently cleaning this damn house..its a never ending battle, but yeah since i'm mainly ra

My Sreen Name
well like everyone else on this damn site i made a pumkin that had my sreen name (gemini bitch) on it >i've had it on here for two days and then while i was on tonight they send me fu mail saying that i need to flag it nsfw what the hell it is my sreen name. so yeah i'm a little mad right now at this fucked up site

Loathing.
Bleh. I hate those days where you just look at yourself and think, "MY GAWD! What a horribly ugly person this is staring back at me." This is traumatizing to one such as myself who on a fairly regular basis... quite egotistical. Not in really I would say a bad way, I just for the most part love myself and the way I look, kinda a perfectionist in some aspects and I'm in a time in my life where I'm striving very hard to make myself into my ideal. Combat past illness and make up for lost time. Get back to where I should be physically and mentally. Sometimes it's fucking very disheartening to look into the mirror and see someone looking back at you who shouldn't be. They just shouldn't. I fucking shouldn't look like this, or be right here right now. But I suppose there really is no point in dwelling on all the bad things. le sigh. That will really get me no where. Just keep on truckin. hah. It all boils down to just "one of them days" I suppose. I need a hug. I need someone to tell me I'm

Hi Ya
I am new to this and so far I'm enjoying the whole fubar thing. But tomorrow I go back to work! I work 3ed shift and also 12 hour shifts so I have very little time fer getting online during my work days and what little I do have I spend with my youngen so I wont be on here very much since this is my company's peak season and until Christmas we are allowed to get all the overtime we want really, so seeing as I am single and it wont affect how much I get to see my son since he'll be sleeping when I am working and at school when I'm sleeping I'll be putting in all the overtime I can get! I worked 6 days straight this past week and have had 2 days off now tomorrow I go fer another 5 straight! So you can imagine how often you'll be hearing from me! I do plan on keeping up this work schedule until after Christmas then we'll slack off and only work 3 days a week with no option of overtime so I'll be on more then but until then you'll just have to catch me as ya can! I hope yall have a great w

Scorpio
Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpion. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpion may not speak volumes or show their emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, the Scorpion is always aware. When it comes to resourcefulness, this sign comes out ahead. Friends and Family Sincerity and truth are strong components of the Scorpion's friends. It can take some time before really close bonds are formed, but once done, the Scorpion will remain dedicated and loyal. Witty and intellectual, they prefer companions who are humorous and easygoing. Full of surprises, this sign will give you the shirt off their backs if that's what you need; yet, once they are crossed, there's no turning back. They feel deeply, and once hurt, it can be impossible to turn things around. Commitment to family is strong and consistent

Here Goes Something....
ok I originally posted this on my Myspace as a bulletin, not really important enough to save 2 a blog there for furute reference, but whatever... decided to post here, just because... and I know almost none of you know me personally (the people on my friends list, maybe what 5 of you?) anyway, just something I decided to write... ((original from my myspace)) most of you on here know by now that my mom's passed away (for those that Don't, december 13, 1994, ok now we're all on the same page.) so anyway, I saw her in a couple dreams recently, and have been missing her a bit more than usually, probably because the issues I have, I'd normally turn to "mom" for... but I can't, & one of the people I had come to feel was another "mom", wow I haven't seen her in probably 6 years.... so I turn to my friends. (those who have always been there, thank you, I love you. those who've been there just randomly or just happen to be there @ the right moment, thank you... & don't think I don't love

Something Off Of My Head,ch-2
As i got up that morning ,i had the feeling that I wasn't alone. I walked in to the bathroom and got hit by the thought of the night before. As i turned on the hot shower,i could feel the feeling of being watched grow stronger. As i got my body covered in the soft musk body wash,i got hit with a smell that was all male. Then i could feel arms and a mouth on my body,but i couldn't move,it was like time stopped. As his teeth nibble my neck and he's large hands slide over my body ,as if they were water. i shivered,then it passed. As i got out of the shower and dried myself off, I had to ask myself was i crazy. As i was get my blue top on the phone rang. i reach over and it was the store telling me that my order had come in, and that i needed to come get it at 2:00 instead of 1:00 . I said ok,I'll have my lunch first then stop by afterwords. I headed down the stairs,as i hit the last step, i got hit by roses and this time i saw a new girl,she was in all blue, and had dark brown hair. She w

Dimes Life
Dimebag Darrell Darrell Lance Abbott was born in Dallas, Texas, the son of country songwriter Jerry Abbott. His father owned a recording studio, Pantego Sound Studios, in Pantego, Texas, where Darrell had seen many blues guitarists play, inspiring him to take up the instrument himself. At first, he wanted to play the drums. However, after discovering that he wasn't as good as his brother Vincent, he decided to try the guitar instead. When he did finally learn how to play it, he and his brother jammed to the intro to "Smoke on the Water" (by Deep Purple) for hours. At an early age, Abbott began entering statewide guitar competitions and by the age of sixteen had been banned from entering because he had won too often. He often competed against guitar players who had up to 12 years more experience in guitar playing than him yet he would still win. Dimebag Darrell's unique, original and versatile guitar playing was the mainmast of several bands, finally including Pantera. He had earn

Cutting
I have a slight problem with stress management. I cannot manage stress anymore. I didn't used to have a problem. Now, my brains are a bit scrambled, the damage is progressing, so the problem keeps intensifying. I am a cutter. No paper cuts, true warrior honor cuts. And if the bleeding gets to far out of control, I cauterize the main bleeders with a clean soldering iron. No pain? You pussy! The pain is the best part. Oh, so exquisite! Perhaps a few examples of my work.

Nsfw
so here's the deal..i was downloading some funny pics for my fantasy album, knowing that i was going to mark some of them nsfw..however, before i could even finish writing all the captions, i was flagged for the ones i was already going to mark...now, im not saying i am against them marking me...however, why is it, those pics in an album get flagged like that...and yet i can go to a profile page and see comments from women that are naked, or having sex in a graphic pic?? are these pics flagged, and if so, why are they allowed on a front page?? grrr, okay..just needed to vent a wee bit..

What I Need Part 3
What I need is a female friend close to where I live. Even if it is a platonic relationship, it would still be nice. I would love to find someone who I can be great friends with, and be intimate with as well. It's getting depressing. I've been looking for a female for almost 4 years now. And I haven't even came close to getting a friend to hang out with, let alone anything more. I thought I had someone a couple years ago, but she ended up standing me up 2 or 3 times, and using her bf as her excuse. She claimed she was afraid her bf would leave if he found out she was interested in women...now what man is like that? Cuz I've sure as hell have never met one. I'm seriously thinking about giving up my search for good. I've tried dating sites, sex site, chat rooms, and sites like FUBAR and MYSPACE. Nothing, nada, zip. The only time I can seem to find an attractive female who is around my area, they are only interested in finding another female to join her and her boyfri

My Other Life...
I'm a 34 year old Submissive bisexual woman that loves submitting herself to others for their personal or shared entertainment and exploitation. I'm very comfortable being a sexual playtoy and welcome blindfolds and bonds when desired by those I serve. Dress me as your slut or just show me off in the nude if you wish. Being naked even if I'm the only one that way is something i'm use to being presented to others I'm limitless and expect the same from those I give myself to. I'm not looking for your respect ( I get that in my job), I want you to make sure I have your full attention at all times either in private or out in the publics eye. Feel free to contact me to know or see more of me through AIM ( mygeespot3 ) On my knees serving you... DD

Thanks To Most Of You, I've Done A Fubar First
Will someone please explain this to me? I told a friend last winter that I was on the verge of becoming the first person on here to hit Level 20 and have the least amount of profile rates and fans. Well, little did I know that when I made that statement, how true it would be. Well, thanks to NO HELP from about 95% of the people on my list, I've managed to do just that! So, here's a hearty, Suck My D!CK for all of your help!! Of course in my experience on here, the one's that this really goes out to will never even bother to read this bulletin or blog to see it. That's okay, it just goes to show that the old saying is true: If you want something done right, you gotta do it your damned self! So, thanks to you all for helping to make me one of the highest ranked males on here by doing what you do best: NOT A DAMNED THING! But don't worry, the only way that I will keep climbing is to rate pics and profiles like I have been,

I Have A Doctor!
Yay! Went to my nurse consultation today. Got to pee in a cup (going to happen every time bleh.) and I got blood drawn (double bleh.) I got to meet my doctor who seemed very nice. She told the nurse to call in a script for this gel that will help with the nausea. Awesomeness. I have appointments scheduled through March which is even more awesome. Only downside is they asked about the father's medical history. uhh.... *crickets* I don't know. I need to know. I need to grow some balls and make a simple ass phone call. Or he needs to step up and contact me. That would be lovely. Anyways. I need to talk to my boss about my schedule. They have me set up to work Saturday night, through all day Sunday. I can't do that anymore. Wow- just remembered I was writing this. Shit. If I had intended on putting anything else in here I have no clue what it was... oh well. Night! XOXO

Signs And Traits
--------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Feb ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends But rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Mar -----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive

Unsolicited Drama
So I'm minding my own business sunday night at a local bar watching the end of the baseball game when this girl starts talking to me the game and other stuff. So we talk for a little while and exchange numbers to hang out at a later date. So today i get a phone call from some dude wanting to no why my number is in his wifes phone. So I tell him that she never said she was married and told me she broke up with a over bearing boyfriend. So I then explain to him in a gentleman's way that if hes married to her that im the least of his problems and he can delete my number and never call me again. So the motherfucker can't stop calling me 3 times today so finally i had enough i had to tell him if i find out hes just the ex boyfriend playing mindfuck games were gonna have an issue. Its un- fucking - believable how stupid a dude can be take care of your shit at home and this wouldn't happen. So anyway so now i might have to go beat the ass out of some poor dickwad cuz he has no life ski

About Up And Coming Toutorials....
Good Evening to all: I am posting this blog to inform that I will be making an HTML tutorial for those of you who would like to make decorative blogs,stashes,bulletins,etc. I will go over every aspect of what you can do with the sites blogs,stashs,etc. all these areas are HTML only not css....Simple really once you understand. I am self taught on all this and I myself am still learning more as I go along myself, but everything I teach in these will go over everything....After that it will be trial and error the best way to learn.... I will be showing everything from how to change the font of your text to Scrolling Photos.... Here are Examples: Scrolling Text This is an example of a scrolling text with some decoration.... Scrolling Photos: --------------------- How a Background Image Looks with font changes in text and other decorations. Example of making your own Link Buttons: With Text Click Here With Picture

Once
Once I was in love with a boy once He broke my heart I could've loved this guy once Didn't have the heart to tell him I gave it up the night before I wanted to love this man once But couldn't bring myself to be his little whore I fell head over heals in love with a woman once She showed me how the smallest ripple could destroy my entire world...

All These Feelings
All these feelings I can not hide You turn your head Misdriected anger,your sorrow, my pain You look away I'm scared, can't you see? I'm scared for us; for me You say nothing On my knees, I'm weak and i feel torn You push me down I can't talk to you; your pain, saddness; taken in stride I turn my head We yearn for words, to believe they true, meant for one another And I say nothing On your knees, pleading to god, to regain a love you lost i push you down and let the tears fall We once were love, you are sorrow and I feel your pain So turn your head... As we slowly, unkowingly walk away By: Me

Midsummer's Spell
Sleep, Sleep, child of man dreaming of the summer sun when the ring is found alone Winter shall be all undone Sleep, sleep, child of beast, dreaming of the hunt today when the deer are found and killed we shall all be on our way. Sleep, sleep, child of earth dreaming of the earth and skies when we pray we pray for you that you may help us when we die. Theon will regain his stone, Love to Asphodel will come, sleep, sleep, child of things, when you wake twill all be done.

Lee Roy Mercer Live Today On Tony Stewart's Sirius Radio Show
WHERE THERE'S SMOKE THERE'S FIRE! Today at 9:00 PM EST, TONY STEWART will have LEE ROY MERCER appearer as a special guest on his Sirius Satellite Radio Show. This will be one Whoop-Ass show you don't want to miss, SMOKE will talk about the making of the prank call Mercer pulled on him, how he was totally caught off guard by the infamous Tennessee Prankster and how the whole thing benefits a very worthy Charity Foundation for seriously ill children. Plus, Lee Roy will shoot the straight and skinny about Rick Mast calling Tony back after the prank call was made and much more. Tune into Tony Stewart's Sirius Satellite Radio Show today and hear the hardest nose driver in NASCAR go head to head with the hardest nose prank call/stand-up comedian in America. The show will air again late tonight and tomorrow morning. "Mercer is a great American." He's a patriot, a former Marine, who is having some fun with these drivers, but in the end, we have an opportunity to give something b

Rose Pedals And Precious Metals
If I were to die tomorrow would you remember me today? All our memories entwined together still wouldn't last forever. If I were to kiss you now would you kiss me back? I wish you could hear when I say "I love You," what comes from my heart If i were to tell you of everything about me would you tell me all that I lack? "I love you," is all we need to say If I close my eyes will you still be there when I wake? Can I hold you tonight? Baby, can you stay? If i were to die tomorrow, would you still remember me today? By: Me

Californians Look!!
For those in the California area, or with loved ones there I'm passing this on... VCA Animal Hospitals Offers Free Boarding for Pets Affected by Southern California Fires Link VCA Animal Hospitals announced today that local SOUTHERN California VCA facilities are offering free boarding for companion animals whose families have been evacuated or displaced as a result of the current firestorms. Conveniently located VCA animal hospitals will provide a safe environment for pets that have been affected by the fires through November 5, 2007 on a space available basis. As thousands of families are being evacuated to shelters or facing the loss of their homes, VCA hopes to ease their burden by offering free boarding for pets so they can focus on the critical issues with their families and homes,? said Art Antin, Chief Operating Officer of VCA Animal Hospitals. Boarding assistance for pets is based on space availability at individual VCA Animal Hospitals throug

Omg So Confused
SHADY'S CONTEST PIMP OUT!!! THIS IS JUST A FEW OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN BOMBING FOR MY CONTEST SINCE IT STARTED.. OKAY I JUST CAN'T DO IT.. OUR TEAMS SHOULD BE ON HERE ALSO.. SO LETS DO IT. YOUR STILL CUTTING ME SOME SLACK HERE CAUSE IM NOT ADDING YA.. YOU ALL FEEL FREE TO ADD YOURSELF ON THIS LIST.. YOU KNOW IF YOU SHOULD BE ON THIS LIST OR NOT.. AND SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE.. SO IF YOU DO ADD YOURSELF IM GETTING TIRED HERE.. I WANT EVERYONE WHO BOMBED MY CONTEST LISTED HERE.. I JUST KNEW IT WAS GONG TO BE SOME MAJOR HARD WORK DOING IT BUT IF YOU ADD YOURSELVES THEN ITS NOT HARD WORK FOR ME.. DO IT I WANT YOU ON THIS LIST... EVERYONE HAS BEEN WORKING SO HARD.. TO TOP THE LIST RIGHT HERE IS NO ONE OTHER THEN MISTER REBLEBREED HIMSLEF.. WITH A PERSONAL SALUTE HE MADE FOR ME.. MISTER REBELBREED ~RebelBreed~*War Chief* ~Founder~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of Fubar@ fubar THIS IS ME MY CONTEST LINK.. PLEASE IF YOU CAN BOMB SWING BY AND GIVE ME A TEN RATE.. THANK YOU.

Goodbye For Awhile...
Well,it's Tuesday night,as I promised I have come to a decision.I went and saw my brother and had a long talk with him.He gave me a lot to think about as he usually does.I think the best thing he said to me was a saying I've been repeating in my head since he said it. "I'd rather you hate me for who I am than love me for who I'm not." And it's true.Ive spent so much time trying to be loved for who I'm not than who I am.It wasnt til he said that to me that it all made sense.Ive tried so hard to find someone to be with and have a connection with.It's no longer about sex.I just wanted someone to be there for me when I needed them,to hold me after a bad night at work,to call me and say they miss me.I've been trying so damn hard to find someone I forgot who I am.The real me and it's very sad to realize that.I dont have confidence in myself,guess thats why I dont feel good enough for any guy.Or better yet,I dont think I'm pretty enough or thin enough.It's not that,its the fact I dont have c

No Name
I can't see my way through the darkness that day brings. Living on the edge of reality, never knowing when the day will break the silence of my anger. The soothing voice of consequence has long since left the imagination of my tormented brain. The sins I've commited pour like salt in the wound of a gun shot. My lies smell of freshly used gun powder and the tears flow from the very depths of my soul like blood from a fallen angel who has not been forgotten but not missed. by: Me

I'm Still In Love With Her
I'm Still In Love With Her Since they are no longer together sharing love anymore.He tried other relationships with women and to be alone again;he tried to open his heart up to love them only to feel that it he was in the wrong,he couldn't get over how his heart truely felt cause he only wanted to give his heart to one. Poem By:Charles LaMark Nelson

It's Gravity
"Gravity Of Love"~~ Enigma~~ "O Fortuna velut Luna" ["O Fortune like the Moon"] Turn around and smell what you don't see Close your eyes ... it is so clear Here's the mirror, behind there is a screen On both ways you can get in. Don't think twice before you listen to your heart, Follow the trace for a new start. What you need and everything you'll feel Is just a question of the deal. In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove The experience of survival is the key To the gravity of love. "O Fortuna velut Luna" [Whispers:] [Woman :] The path of excess leads to the tower of Wisdom [Man :] The path of excess leads to the tower of Wisdom Try to think about it... That's the chance to live your life and discover What it is, what's the gravity of love "O Fortuna velut Luna" Look around just people, can you hear their voice Find the one who'll guide you to the limits of your choice. But if you're in the eye of storm Just think of the lonely dove The ex

Black Flame
i can see the river its rising again i can feel the wind blowin across the sky my friend it draws me nearer from where I came it feeds the fire turns me onto the game feel the heat from the black flame steal the soul of eternal shame feel the heat cant seem to tame only sins feed the fire turning me on to black flame acid drips from my lips poisoning your mind tearing you down to size exterminating your kind glass breaks shattering life closing in on you feel the cold from a watery grave pulling you in two the black flame surrounds you keeping you inside feel the heat inside you warping your mind only sin feeds the fire only darkness fills cant seem to guide her turning on the blackest flame

Broken Soul
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, Who's the fairest on of all? I'm afraid to ask, and afraid to see; Cuz I know for a fact that it ain't me. I want to know, Then again I don't. I'm scared to look, So I guess I won't. I'll just lie here waiting for the bell to toll, And remain myself...... A Broken Soul by: MOI

Yeah, Our Website..
::: it iz the http://www.violet.web.tr and still actually only in turkish language, but there R a lotz of other photoz of uz, check it out!:) ::: plus: if U click the 'sarkilar' part on the top of the site there, U can listen 2 some of our homerecordingz.. ::: and: if U like the samplez, U can download them 4 free , here: http://www.herkesdinlesin.com/violet there R the explainationz of the songz on the right, just click on each 'indir', what meanz just 'download' in turkish..:)) ::: ok, peace. :::

Pissy Mood
Ok i havent beeen on here most of the day. I have been in a really pissy ass mood and dont want to be taking it out on anyone. I will be gone for several days, I leave in the morning. yall have fun I am back off of here agian for now peace love and used axle grease.

Damnit
My sister, who lives in Indiana, has been battling bouts of seizures and passing out for the past year. The doctors she has seen haven't been able to determine just what is going wrong with her, other than suggesting it be stress-related. She and her husband have 3 kids, oldest being 9 and youngest 4. She recently had to resign from her dream-job due to her seizures. She disclosed to me a few weeks ago that her health is getting weaker and the seizures were increasing in intensity. She's never been very direct with disclosing the full details of her health, though. I got a call today from her husband. He said things have gotten really bad and that she has been hospitalized. My mom is flying out there tomorrow and will be taking care of my sister's kids till my sister stabilizes. I have plans to be there at the beginning of December, but will moving that date up now.

Marc Cohn-walking In Memphis
Put on my blue suede shoes And I boarded the plane Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues In the middle of the pouring rain W.C. Handy -- won't you look down over me Yeah I got a first class ticket But I'm as blue as a boy can be Then I'm walking in Memphis Walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale Walking in Memphis But do I really feel the way I feel Saw the ghost of Elvis On Union Avenue Followed him up to the gates of Graceland Then I watched him walk right through Now security they did not see him They just hovered 'round his tomb But there's a pretty little thing Waiting for the King Down in the Jungle Room (Chorus) They've got catfish on the table They've got gospel in the air And Reverend Green be glad to see you When you haven't got a prayer But boy you've got a prayer in Memphis Now Muriel plays piano Every Friday at the Hollywood And they brought me down to see her And they asked me if I would -- Do a little number And I sang wi

Contests, Contests And More Contests
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Judgement
Do you ever wonder what people think when you meet them? Are they judging you before they know you or seeing the potential that could be? Do you wonder if they see the you on the outside or the you inside? Do you know that the confidence you expell is perceived as that, or as consistedness? Are we judged by our actions or on our achievements? Shouldn't we all hold to our opinions until we see the REAL value in people? I like to believe that I hold value in a person's worth rather than on the externals. Wouldn't we all love to be beautiful and perfect but what we all really want is to be loved for who we are.

Untitled
Everyday I wander what my life is worth. I wander why I am here on this Earth. Will there be a day where I can finally understand? Or will they always stand there and make a demand? My days are wonderful and full or fun. But when night falls, the pain throbbs my heart making me want more of that warm sun. Will there ever be a day where I receive praise? Or do they beleive that I am not fazed? I am not a walking peice of armor, I feel the hurt too.

Nature's Touch
The moon is my guide to freedom. As the stars show me the future. --- The sun prays for my well being. As the clouds brush away my fear. --- The grass is my comfort. As the water is my suport. --- The trees give me my strength against the pain. As the flowers show me the beauty I am. --- The rain washes away my tears. As the snow comforts my fall. --- Nature is a mother's touch of pure Heaven in all.

Mischeivious Or Innocent
Sweet and calm she portrays to the world. Yet deep inside she hides the passion for something more. Her pictures are seductive and capture more than she gives to others. Style and high fashion was the only world she knew. This young girl so fresh and new, found something she wanted even more. The fire in her eyes grew more and more with each frame. Her smile became evil and her body language dominaiting. Me trembled, and women became inraged with jealousy and hate. This girl's passion for more grew to great lengths with each camera flash and her heart dimmed. More she wanted, the more she became intimidaited. Flames bursted from her stares and the camera rosted. Innocent she was, innocent was what they wanted. Though with each photoshoot they booked, the more she became mischeivious. Time to bring out the next, "Top Model".

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Insanity
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label it 'In'. 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Smuggling Diamonds'. 7. Finish All Your sentences with 'In Accordance With The Prophecy'. 8. Don't use any punctuation. 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital. And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme?

~ Sergeant First Class Paul Ray Smith - Medal Of Honor ~
Medal of Honor The Medal of Honor is the highest military decoration awarded by the U.S. government. It is bestowed on a member of the U.S. armed forces who distinguishes himself "conspicuously by gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty while engaged in an action against an enemy of the United States." Sergeant First Class Paul Ray Smith B Company, 11th Engineer Battalion, 3rd Infantry Division, United States Army September 24, 1969–April 4, 2003 For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty: Sergeant First Class Paul R. Smith distinguished himself by acts of gallantry and intrepidity above and beyond the call of duty in action with an armed enemy near Baghdad International Airport, Baghdad, Iraq on 4 April 2003. On that day, Sergeant First Class Smith was engaged in the construction of a prisoner of war holding area when his Task Force was violently attacked by a

What Was
What I need I don't know, so I move from place to place, never satisfied with what I have or who cares for me. Where I go I don't care, so I go anywhere, running from a longing so deep. I deny myself,and hold my honor. I keep stabbing deeper but there is nothing to feel it anymore. I hold my tongue gnashing it to ribbons. Watching what was earned through hard work sweat and tears given away freely. And so I run,but I cannot escape. The pain is old but somehow stays fresh, just enough to sting, just enough to force tears. Like an old wound,poisoned so as not to heal, I bleed again and again. But I hold my dignity, and carry my head high, for that is what you taught me. I won't stumble, I won't fall and I'll be damned if you see me crawl. I'm proud and strange and I guess I'll stay wild. Because no one else could tame this wolves' child. I'll run forever and never escape. For I left my heart for you to keep. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

The Heart Does Break...
The Heart Does Break........ Nothing feels quite like a broken heart It's true. Women speak of the pain of childbirth - like passing a bowling ball through the eye of a needle, apparently. Well, not quite, my dear. Not quite. Men on the other hand, talk about what a sharp kick to the groin feels like. Ouch! You don't forget that in a hurry, let me tell you. Both sexes wear these gender specific facts like medals. While I have experienced one of these lows (fifth grade, size three shoes), and am unlikely to be party to the other, when asked the all-important question the feeling is unanimous - neither of these events match the sheer torture and torment that a broken heart can wreak. A broken heart is the single greatest pain you will ever have to endure. In fact, it is the most hurt you could ever imagine. The worst thing about it is that the one who commits this emotional crime is not someone you hate - not even someone you dislike...No. Because the only person who is capable o

Sexy!
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Err
My grandmom had a stroke 5 days ago,is doing alot better now.My grandpop on the other hand,had MRSA since we don't know when,and the doctors only notifided grandmom,and nobody else,yet,the one doctor'' Dr.Cavalier,said she was wearing gloves to be caucitous. We don't know if we want to sue the hospital or not.Err!

~ Corporal Jason L. Dunham - Medal Of Honor ~
Medal of Honor The Medal of Honor is the highest military decoration awarded by the U.S. government. It is bestowed on a member of the U.S. armed forces who distinguishes himself "conspicuously by gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty while engaged in an action against an enemy of the United States." Corporal Jason L. Dunham US Marine Corps November 10, 1981 – April 22, 2004 Scio, New York 3d Bn/7th Marine Rgt, 1st Marine Div Al Anbar Province, Iraq 2004 Rank and Organization: Corporal, United States Marine Corps For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty while serving as Rifle Squad Leader, 4th Platoon, Company K, Third Battalion, Seventh Marines (Reinforced), Regimental Combat Team 7, First Marine Division (Reinforced), on 14 April 2004. Corporal Dunham's squad was conducting a reconnaissance mission in the town of Karabilah, Iraq, when they heard roc

This Makes Me Sooo Mad
I Want Changes To Happen!Date: Oct 23, 2007 6:09 AMFrom: danadramaticFrom: Chris - SUPPORT THE WINGING CAT RESCUE!From: JimDate: Oct 22, 2007 4:35 PMFrom: Jena Date: Oct 22, 2007 11:41 AMWhat you will see below – will shock you and so it should! China have no respect for life be it animal or be it human. They do not respect anything around themselves, people animal or planet. BE WARNED IT IS GRAPHIC! When you are done reading the bulletin go and sign the petition!********************************************************************First - Remove all Dignity from the Animal, tie him up exposing his underbelly.Make him feel terrified, exposed and extremely vulnerable!Have absolutely no respect for his life or the fact he is a fellow earthling dwelling on this planet.Take a knife after a few taunts and laughs and slowly cut his throat to allow the life’s blood to drain out; causing him a slow, painful and very cold death.Once he is safely disabled from doing you any harm, untie him a

Summer Camp Counselor
I wanted to get showered early so I would get a good start on my first day as a camp counselor. The first set of campers would not show up for two weeks yet, but there was preliminary work to do, and I had never been a camp counselor before. I nervously stepped out from my cabin, wearing only a robe and beach sandals, and headed for the communal shower/toilet that served this cluster of cabins. I hadn't walked around out in the open naked for a year or so and wearing just the robe began to get me horny. Being early, I would be able to get some relief in the shower. I stepped into the bathhouse and was startled to hear a guy's voice, telling someone to 'Suck it deep, baby'. I slowly stepped toward the shower room and peeked around the corner. There on the floor was Janet, a senior counselor. She was in charge of the cabin next to mine. She was also on her hands and knees, with one cock in her mouth and a second cock in her cunt. Two well-built (and naked) male counselors were pump

Name That Tune
So I am chatting with my friend Christine who tends to get songs in her head...but can never remember the lyrics... and since we are chatting...she can't even hum the tune... and the girl is driving herself mad trying to remember what the song is... she has herself covinced it is Hall & Oates.... and she posts the most inchorent attempt at the lyrics... "and she wanders.....and she waannnnnder. noooooo one can make me feel....something someting. something....that's all I've got!" (Yeah, that's all she sent... ) but it comes to me in a moment... and it's Howard Jones... and I always liked the song... No One Is To Blame You can look at the menu but you just cant eat You can feel the cushions but you cant have a seat You can dip your foot in the pool but you cant have a swim You can feel the punishment but you cant commit the sin And you want her and she wants you We want everyone And you want her and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is to blame You

Hes Got It Licked
I look into your eyes those dark brown eyes i love so much I can stare at them for hours I touch your lips with my fingertips I love your lips full, sensual, exotic I bet they taste so good I would love to lick your bottom lip slid my tongue in and out of your mouth run my fingers through your hair pull your head back gently and kiss my way down your neck down your chest work my way kissing, licking, sucking till i reach your stomach your beautiful stomach gently kiss around your belly button then unbutton your jeans slowly unzip your pants glide them off id kiss your feet then your ankle working my way up your beautiful legs stopping at your inner thighs watching your back arch as i tease you by kissing your thighs and sending shivers up your back growing hungrier by the minute i just want to taste you hear you moan watch you quiver to watch you bite your lip to keep from screaming as i flick your clit with my tongue i start out slowly, teasingly then

Close Shave
Michael Rinker rose to his feet and with a tapping of the rim of his wine glass got the attention of all ten couples who had attended the black tie dinner party that he and his wife, Reanne had hosted!!! "My lovely wife and I would like to thank every one for coming this evening, it has truly been a wonderful party, however the night is still young and we have an unexpected surprise for you!!!" Of course most of you know our live in servant, Priscilla, who has been with us for three years now," he continued, "and as you may also know, she has given Reanne and myself many exceptional sexual experiences during those three years, and while some of you have personally tasted her exceptional fruit, it is with great joy and expectations that she is going to grace us with her lovely body tonight!!!" As Michael went on speaking, an audible buzz swept through the dining room as both males and females alike quickly realized that the beautiful young woman who had served the Rinkers so faithfully

Un Titled
How can we sit so close,and be miles apart maybe all this was doomed form the start all I ask for is your love and all you do is push and shove thenyou tel meyou sorry and it will never happen again and then the cycle starts all over again Love's not susposed to hrut or make you cry to cover bruses or fear youw ill die no longer open hand, fists pound my skin never screeming out , I keep the pain in Till I was healed, at home is were I stayed so the world wouldnt see the mess you made now Im damaged goods, because of your game how can I love another, when nothings the same How can I be happy and let my soul fly free when the nightmears of what you did still hunt me this book cant close, the story wont end when I thinks its over the nightmares start again but he loves me, and trys to understand all the damage done by your hand happy by day , alone at night finding peace in the twilight

My Quest For A Fu-hubby
WELL I HAVE SEEN THEM ALL OVER FUBAR SO I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE IT A TRY. SO I AM LOOKIN FOR A FU-HUBBY. SO IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED I AM TAKIN OFFERS LOL LET ME KNOW...MUAH PS:: I HAVE HAD ONLY 2 OR 3 COME TO ME, WHATS UP!! SCARED....LMAO

Gone Shopping
NSFW!!!!!! I walked into the department store just like another day, browsing through until something caught my attention. I was walking around when I suddenly realized I was in the lingerie department.I became immediately embarrassed for it was a small town and everybody knew everyones business. I quickly scanned the immediate area to see if anyone had noticed me and to my relief it appeared no one was around. After all it was quite late and the store wasn't going to be open much longer. This was the best time to shop, you felt like you had the store to yourself. I started to leave the area when a little black nightie caught my eye. I walked over and looked it over and then took it between my fingers and felt how soft and silky it was. It was the prettiest and sexiest nightie I had ever seen. I just had to try it on. I prayed that my size would be there and to my surprise it was! I took it to the back of the store where the fitting rooms are located and picked the furthest room fro

Totally 80s Playlist 10/23/07
PHIL COLLINS - Sussudio (12" Mix) EURYTHMICS - There Must Be An Angel GREG KIHN BAND - Jeopardy MEN AT WORK - Who Can It Be Now? DeBARGE - Rhythm Of The Night STEVE WINWOOD - The Finer Things CYNDI LAUPER - Girls Just Wanna Have Fun THE POINTER SISTERS - Jump (For My Love) HEADPINS - Don't It Make Ya Feel LIMAHL - Only For Love KAJAGOOGOO - Too Shy (12" Mix) BOW WOW WOW - I Want Candy PET SHOP BOYS - Love Comes Quickly BILLY IDOL - Sweet Sixteen HEART - These Dreams DURAN DURAN - The Reflex (7" Mix) PRINCE - Batdance DAVID BOWIE / MICK JAGGER - Dancing in the Streets GOWAN - Guerilla Soldier KIM MITCHELL - Patio Lanterns FROZEN GHOST - Round and Round COREY HART - Sunglasses At Night (Long Version) BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN - Dancing In The Dark DON HENLEY - Dirty Laundry BRUCE HORNSBY & THE RANGE - The Way It Is MANOWAR - Fighting the World IRON MAIDEN - Run to the Hills JUDAS PRIEST - Love Bites LEE AARON - Metal Queen BLACK SABBATH - Neon Knights HAROLD FALTERM

Life And Love
"God determines who walks into your life.... it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go." Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry, but you can give life a thousand reasons to smile. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness, You'll Never get back! "whats meant to be, will always find a way!" "Look into

Love
Of Love: I will reveal to you a love potion, without medicine, without herbs, without any witch's magic; if you want to be loved, then LOVE. Hecato of Rhodes If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater. Love is not a path. Love is a merger with an individual, a deep intimacy of two hearts -- so deep that the two hearts start dancing in the same harmony. Although the hearts are two, the harmony is one, the music is one, the dance is one.

Please Give Me A Break
OK..I jsut have to say I had a good day today. Everything was going ok until I got back online just a bit ago, and had a profile comment...accusing me of ripping a friend of a friends pics. The only reason I am blogging about it is cause it hurts my feelings to think someone that I thought was my friend would leave me a comment like that without even asking me if it was true..:( I am soo tired of the jealousy on Fubar its disgusting. What have I done to anyone other than be online? Nothing! I am done with fake ass friends ok? If you have a problem with me...delete yourself! PLEASE!!! I am sick to death of the pettiness from a bunch of adults that want to act like your friend, and act actually worse then children.... Don't be a fake friend to me. I would rather not have you as a friend at ALL!! Is this hard? Maybe it sounds hard, but its only cause I have been taking so much crap from so many. I haven't done anything to anyone but try and be a friend, and apparently my frien

Thankful For My Life
THIS PAST SUNDAY STARTED OUT AS A NORMAL DAY I LEFT MY HOUSE WITH MY BEST FRIEND MARINA AND WE DID MORNING ERRANDS BEFORE WE PICKED UP HER OLDEST DAUGHTER. WE HAD A GREAT TIME AS ALWAYS. BUT THAT DAY WAS SPECIAL CUZ IT WAS MY ROOMMATES BIRTHDAY. WE PLANNED A SURPRISE PARTY AND EVERYTHIN. I ONLY HAD LIKE 2 AND A HALF HOURS OF SLEEP BUT I WASN'T DRIVING SO IT WAS ALL COOLCUZ I COULD SLEEP. (I NEVER DRIVE LOL) SO WE PICKED UP HER DAUGHTER AND CONTINUED ON WITH OUR THINGS WE HAD TO DO. BY THE TIME WE GOT TO THE PARTY IT WAS ALMOST GONNA START AND WE HAD A GREAT TIME WITH LOTS OF FOOD AND EVEN HULA (TRADITIONAL HAWAIIAN DANCE) IT WAS REALLY NICE AND MY ROOMMATE WAS SO SHOCKED I'LL NEVER FORGET THE LOOK ON HIS FACE LOL...(U KINDA HAD TO BE THERE) WHO KNEW THAT ON OUR WAY BACK LIVES WOULD CHANGE FOREVER?? I WAS SUPPOSE TO LEAVE THE PARTY WITH MY ROOMMATE BUT I DECIDED TO GO WITH MARINA CUZ I WANTED TO KEEP HER COMPANY FOR THE RIDE TO DROP OFF HER DAUGHTER (WHO DANCED AT THE PARTY) S

Moma
15/06/2006 Moma!!! "There is no undertaking more challanging, no responsbility more awsome........ than being a MOTHER ! 'Richard M Nixon.' There is no greatness of Love that will ever change the balance of a Child. They ARE, WHOM THEY ARE and Become! It is what We gave them in the begining which hopefully will let them learn, understand and grow... to the end. To assume that We who Love them, and make sacrafices for them ..out of Love....., will protect, change or prepare them for a safe and happy future, unfortounately is wrong on our part. As a Parent OUR CHILDREN are Not here to Live Up To Our Expectations, We as Parents are HERE, to Help them Live Up To Theirs!! No one knows the sacrifices parents make, untill they too, become... A Parent. We gave OUR Best, "IN LOVE," .... Let them LIVE LIFE to be what ever they are, and hopefully they will be THEIR BEST!!! And always LOVED reguardless! , Vicente.

Will It Get Better
OK well i am at a turning point right now. Either I get myself headed on the right track or I never will. Family is Moving to Different states, Daughters are moving back in with their parents and I am here Somewhat lost not knowing what to do. I Need to work but not sure what i wanna do anymore. L A Hardbodies is where I will be working this weekend, but i want more than that. I have so many things I am good at but I just have gotten Lazy. And that is not something that I believe myself to be. So it's time to act my age cause i damn sure am not getting any younger....

My Art & Writing
Hi, I haven't been on fubar much lately Mainly because i've been spending most of my time on my writing and Art. A few other things have been taking most of my time, Sorry to all my friends that i use to talk to on a daily bases,But i still love you guys. If you would like to support my Writing And ART ,Please do. This is a link to my art... http://llthirdeyell.deviantart.com/ This is a link to my writing... Read My Writing at WritersCafe.org & http://www.editred.com/MillsMind Thanks guys for supporting me, and Being my friends.

Color Of Friendship
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." Orange started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the color of health and stren

Whatever
I am so sick of life!!! Never been the one to be so negative...but i guess if you let them there are people who can do that. I am going through so many challenges now its not funny. Never thought I would be hurt again by a man...but helllooo its happened...My daughter who is 12...I have to find a home for her to go to cuz she is way to abusive to me and her sisters...just like her biological dad....I do not wanna send her away...but I know now that i have to....My hubby and me are having problems and dont think we will get through them...I am just trying to get everything out...I know only my true friends will read this and I know they will be there for me....I love you all for that...I really need some advice so if you read this and are serious about helping then just send me a message and I will go into more detail...just know it will not be long till I give up!!!!

Black Belt!!!
It's over! I am officially a black belt! I am very pleased with myself! The positive self talk worked!!! I told myself that I didn't want to mess up on forms, so the technique part was what I mangled, but it's all good! The test was like this.... We were all in line in the training room, standing at ease, being very quiet. We were called to attention. We bowed in, said our student creed and then took a moment of silence. The black belts lined up in the front row first, so they went to the back of the class. After that, we got busy and started into our techniques. About an hour into it, we did 100 jumping jacks. We did a lot of technique and then we went right into forms. After that, we got our sparring gear. We had a few minutes to get it and then we had to race back in. It was a madhouse but we managed. We raced back in and sat down while the black belts did their form. Then we got up and got into sparring formation. We had to do our one steps. He had all of us do our one steps

~~wicked Storm Crew~~ October 23/24th~~bombing And News Updates~~
Wicked Storm Crew! )o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o( ~*~WSC~*~ Wicked Storm Crew!!!~*~WSC~*~ )o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o( News and Updates Have you been to our lounge yet?? Its coming along great and Rain has loaded some great tunes into our Jukebox, stumble on in!! Here's the link: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51133 )o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o()o( Do you have your Halloween costume ready yet?? My understanding is pick a character and upload the pic as your primary, many lounges are having contests and all you have to do is show up! The Short Bus Lounge is one that will be giving prizes all day. Speaking of the short bus....There are still a good many spaces left on our bus which is #7, If you have not been added and would like to ride, visit Jokers Wild and comment the blog that pertains to us. Joke®s Wild™ - Look I got B00bz - Engaged to DJ Lacey@ fubar Bombing for Tonight & Tomorrow Morning!

The Lighthouse Trip
A spur of the moment decision Lead to an incredible vision. A semi-long ride Anticipation, excitement Can't hide it, In the car by your side. A boat ride Again by your side To an island We walk From one side to the other A feeling like none other. Our eyes behold the beauty Silent and breathtaking. Hand in hand we walk Feet in sand Waves tickeling toes. Your eyes wide open Senses fully engaged. No it wasn't a dream. The day was real Same as what you feel. The incredible vision Now forever etched in memory. By Jessica Spencer 10-23-07

News Is Not Good
Dad did his first radiation treatment today finally...which is about the only good news of the day. His MRI showed spots in his lung, on T7, T8 T11 which are thoracic vertebrae in his spine. T11 has a mass growing on it as well and it is putting pressure on the nerve and that is where they are focusing this first radiation in order to attempt to decrease his pain. He also has places in his hip and shoulder, and tonight they did an MRI of his neck and brain. The doctor is going to talk to him in the morning and set up his chemotherapy as he already also has enlarged lymph nodes in his chest. If you have any medical knowledge you will know this doesn't look too good. But God does answer prayers and I am betting on him in this situation. So, all of you who can or will, drop a prayer or so for us..Dad needs it and so does the rest of my family. Been a long day so again to all of my friends thank you for being there and for your support...More later...

Alone
I am alone in a place where theres nothing to find I am alone inside my own fragile mind I am alone fighting so many fears I am alone with nothing but the sound of my own falling tears I am alone as I sit in the dark and cry I am alone no matter how hard I seem to try I am alone with a heart thats full of pain I am alone as I listen to the sound of the falling rain I am alone and Im tired of hurting so much I am alone while I long for one simple touch I am alone wishing my heart could once again be free I am alone wishing someone would come and save me I am alone as the time goes by I am alone and afraid that I will be until the day that I die! Storm 10-22-07

~ Lt. Michael P. Murphy - Medal Of Honor ~
Medal of Honor The Medal of Honor is the highest military decoration awarded by the U.S. government. It is bestowed on a member of the U.S. armed forces who distinguishes himself "conspicuously by gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty while engaged in an action against an enemy of the United States." Lieutenant Michael P. Murphy United States Navy (SEAL) May 7, 1976 - June 28, 2005 Operation Redwing June 28, 2005 On June 28, 2005, deep behind enemy lines east of Asadabad in the Hindu Kush of Afghanistan, a very committed four-man Navy SEAL team was conducting a reconnaissance mission at the unforgiving altitude of approximately 10,000 feet. The SEALs, Lt. Michael Murphy, Gunner’s Mate 2nd Class (SEAL) Danny Dietz, Sonar Technician 2nd Class (SEAL) Matthew Axelson and Hospital Corpsman 2nd Class (SEAL) Marcus Luttrell had a vital task. The four SEALs were scouting Ahmad Shah – a terrorist in his mid-30s who grew up

Looking In The Eyes Of Love
Looking in the Eyes of Love Profound, like a never-ending ocean Whose waves glisten in the sunlit sky Sweet, like fresh picked strawberries Whose syrupy essence tickles the taste buds Alluring, like a coy mistress Whose desire whispers in the night Secure, like shelter from the rain That shields you from jagged encounters Compassionate, like an affectionate parent Who teaches you right from wrong Optimistic, like a newborn baby Who sees the world through innocent eyes Blissful, like a hopeful young child Defeating the difficulty of learning how to ride a bike Love is... An emotion that cannot be depicted with words But must be felt in the depths of ones heart It takes over the body with a colossal force To experience the sensations love conveys Just gaze into your loves tender eyes

Love Is Like A River
Love is like a River Running swiftly through our veins Pulling our Passion this way and that Running so fast and fierce As wild and Untamed As the waters run in the River With each new breath we may take Our Love and Passion will grow some more As does the River Beds forever widen Passion and Love fuel our Hearts As we awaken to a New day with the bright Sunlight Praying for a New Hope and Start Open your Eyes and look to the Skies As once again the Love and Passion Within your Heart is Awaken and Set Free Place a Smile upon your Beautiful Face As The Love and Passion flow Within your Heart And spread to the rest of your Body, Mind and Soul Feel it and Welcome it to you Hold it nice and tightly to your Heart For this is part of Life It is called; Loving Another and Being Loved in Return

In And Out
have u ever felt like u dont fit in to this world like ur all alone and that ur crying on the inside but on the out side u look happy and nothing ever gets to u, and for the first time u open ur eyes like a new born baby in this world u see things that no one cares to stop and look and relizes whats going on around them, have u ever felt that way about ur self and u sit there and with ur eyes closed and all u hear is the sounds that seround u and the every breath u take and the very sound of ur heart pounding like its thunder in ur very chest and every thing u see hear tast and feel u just want to grab ahold of and take it to the edge or even just get a hold of someone and get them to open there eyes and make them see whats going on in there lifes and all around them and who they effect with every desicion they make can hurt some one out there, and put them on the right path and make some one who feels like they have nothing to live for and just sit there and listen to what they have t

Tonight
When, my fingers searching, I whisper in your ear it doesn't mean what last night it meant: the pressure of the skies demanded a venting; tonight I need to go it slow. Slide my fingers along the fur of your stomach chills, saliva cooled. That taut canyon of muscle channels my tongue to damper ravines. Could you lick and kiss me yes-- this is the sensation. Here is my gasp. We have become of eachother one; this fluid is our snowmelt.

Random Thoughs And Babblings
There is this guy in my life who is really special to me. The problem is, I'm not the only female in his life. His best friend who also happens to be his ex girlfriend is a constant in his life. Thats not the problem though! The problem is her and I didnt start off on very good terms. I want to get along with her because she is such a big part of his life. I dont want him stressing because her and I can't stand the thought of each other. His happiness is most important to me. I want to be part of his life for a long time, but I'm afraid if her and I don't come to terms with each other thats not going to happen. He doesnt want us to meet each other because he's afraid that it will be a conflict. But at the same time I dont see how we are supposed to both be a part of his life if we cant get along! We just spent 2 wonderful weeks with each other and things were awesome while he was here. He got along with my kids like he had been around them their entire lives. They miss h

Hit This: Hits4pay
I like this program because right off the bat they give you $10 to sign and your can request a pay out as soon as you reach $25. You basically view adds on through there site it will take it only 30secs to 1min for it to register that you viewed it, then you are credited with 2 cents. Its really easy because you just click and you can surf the web in on different screen then check back to click on the next ad. You also receive 1 cent for ever ad your referral views and then 1 cent for any referral that your referral makes. Not bad this can add up to some easy extra cash. If your interested you can click this banner: Oh and many thanks if you click on the banner and become my referral. I might even buy you a drink! =)

That Wonderful Taste
I look into your eyes those dark brown eyes i love so much I can stare at them for hours I touch your lips with my fingertips I love your lips full, sensual, exotic I bet they taste so good I would love to lick your bottom lip slid my tongue in and out of your mouth run my fingers through your hair pull your head back gently and kiss my way down your neck down your chest work my way kissing, licking, sucking till i reach your stomach your beautiful stomach gently kiss around your belly button then unbutton your jeans slowly unzip your pants glide them off i'd kiss your feet then your ankle working my way up your beautiful legs stopping at your inner thighs watching your back arch as i tease you by kissing your thighs and sending shivers up your back growing hungrier by the minute i just want to taste you hear you moan watch you quiver to watch you bite your lip to keep from screaming as i flick your clit with my tongue i start out slowly, teasingly then

The Celtic Commandments
The Celtic Commandments From the Carmina Gadelica, ancient Celtic oral tradition. The ancient Celts had their own ideas about what is needed for the health of the spirit and the good of All, and those ideas have a whiff of wild magic and poetry about them. Read the commandments of the earth-centered Celtic culture here, and see how they differ from those of the Judeo-Christian tradition. Give thou thine heart to the wild magic, To the Lord and the Lady of Nature, Beyond any consideration of this world. Do not covet large or small, Do not despise weakling or poor, Semblance of evil allow not near thee, Never give nor earn thou shame. The Ancient Harmonies are given thee, Understand them early and prove, Be one with the power of the elements, Put behind thee dishonour and lies. Be loyal to the Lord of the Wild Wood, Be true to the Lady of the Stars, Be true to thine own self besides, True to the magic of Nature above all else. Do not thou curse anyone, Lest tho

Easier To Run
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they've played If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could Stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all this shame to the grave I would If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could Stand up and take the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Sometimes I remember The darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I t

How To Get A Morph From My Soon To Be Hubby
I have been told I am the best at making morphs. THese are a few of the ones I have done. If you would like one message me and we can talk about how you will get one. I have about every image you can imagine. If i dont have it link it to me if you dont know how I can explain it to you. The first Pic is the link to my page. ¢ÔRocket¢Ô Marie I love you so much baby. You are my world!!!!¢¾¢¾¢¾@ fubar These are some of the morphs I have made.

Random Thoughts
I could do without the bands U2 and Coldplay I like a nice glass of wine. White socks should only be worn with sneakers, or boots that hide them and never with shorts unless they don't come over the top of your sneakers. Why has USA turned into the Law and Order channel? Yes I will still be mowing my lawn in my bathing suit top when I'm 70, people will have to deal with it. Carbon Dioxide levels are up 35% since 1990. Nichole Ritchie finally looks healthy. The movie Jack Ass 2 made me want to throw up. Today is October 23rd and I'm still picking tomotes off my vines. Why are work ID badge photos and DL photos so unbecoming? My manager is gong to be so pissed at me for doing what he told me not to do but an area manager told me to do it... guess who won! My head hurts Why will there be a total of 7 Saw movies when the guy has been "dead" 3 times already. I love the smell of Downy I want to play Warcraft now

Best Friends
best friends will always be thear for each other hold each other when one is in pain call eachother when one needs to talk see eachother if the need to be seen reach out to the them in time of need stand bye them through the rough times let them cry on the shoulder bestfriends love each other for ever nothing replaces bestfriends onec you are one you always one thinking of you always Ira Lee Moore

Spaghetti
Spaghetti For several years, a man was having an affair with an Italian woman. One night, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for the child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. "Honey," she said, "you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said. The wife obeyed and watched as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Three with meat

To All The Blazing Bomberz
I am so tired today not feeling good, I think I am getting sick.. I will comment bomb and rate pictures tomorrow.. I will be sending invites out to my groups and that is the good time for me to do so work on fubar ok.. just to let you all know what is going on this time ok.. Good night you all I will talk to you all tomorrow ok.. Alisha aka Virgo24

Celebrity Lookalikes
So I was off work and bored today, and after carefully going through my friend/fan/&family lists, leaving a lil love here and there...I decided to try one of those celebrity lookalike websites. You know the ones Im talkin about, ya upload a pic of yourself and then they scan it to find celebrities that resemble your pic. Now Ive only come across a few that actually come close to resembling the non celebrity. But I thought what the hell..lets give it a whirl. I must have tried 6 or 7 different pics and all returned the same result.... Nothing!! Damnit..I dont look like anyone famous! WAHHH!! *cries* Wait...is this a good thing or bad? lol

Imagine
Imagine if you will, a small child lying on a hospital bed waiting for a needed operation. A doctor enters the room and tells the parents, I'm sorry there's no blood to perform the operation. Now imagine if, that was your child!! Only 5 % of the people that are able to donate blood do so. Blood donors save lives Be a hero take the time to donate as often as you can Give the gift of life http://www.donate-blood.com/site2/content/patient_stories.asp

A Poem I Wrote.....
What you think of me..... What you call a friend is a potential enemy to me...Is that air your breathing...well it's offensive to me..what makes you cry is humourous to me.... What you think of me---Let just say we think differently... Living the way you do is primitive to me...what you consider dangerous seems fun to me...you hide your true feelings and that's fake to me...you can't speak freely....sparing the feelings of others constantly...I'm the truth and share light truthfully....What you think of me---Let's just say we think differently...

Truth Cuts Deep
Did you know I loved you once? I hung on every word you said believed every line As time moved on so did you I was left realizing nothing you said was true Blood is red and your lies cut deep There's a hole where you ripped my heart from my chest I can sleep at night, but I never truly rest Dreams of ways I could deal Always wondering if any of this was ever real Never really knowing if I am sad or angry Maybe just broken But the tears fall anyway Blood is still red and the truth cuts twice as deep You are the one who tosses and turns at night, who cant truly sleep By: Me

Friends In Contests
These Special People Want Help In Their Contests So Please Help Them With Rates, Comments and More Comments!! Starry (a little behind) **Legal** (a little ahead) Lucy (needs 25,000 and has little more 1/2)

We Have New Members
WELCOME WITH ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN TO THESE NEW MEMBERS AS WE WELCOME ALL NEW MEMBERS IceAngel ~Dirty South Crew~ ~Ice's fu wife~ ~CO-Founder of D&DC~@ fubar DJ SQUEAK`ROO Jacquie BF~n~Crazy Bytch's Desi Aussie(K.O.P.E)~(D&DC)@ fubar

1000+fans Alone
Ive got over 1000 fans and more friends but noone will help but a handful! Whats up? I show the love! I never ask for anything in return. This is the first. Please stop by and show me a little love. Even if its only 10 comments.I'd really appreciate it! Thanks, Lucy

I Am Like A Tree....
I heard this in a Tyler Perry show It applies to me so well... I am like a tree...... More people in my life are like tha leaves on a tree They only there for a season then they fall off....and only good to throw shade. Some are like the branches on tha tree They seem like they are strong ...but you step out on them and you'll fall Only a few are the roots on tha tree They are tha foundation...they preserve the tree and are there no matter what I am like a tree....

The Road Not Taken
The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same. And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Nothing Is Ever Easy!!!!!!!!!
Being a Mom is never easy. Were always checking and making sure things are safe for our children. Keeping up with the housework, being a bus driver when our children need to go to practice or a christmas program or to a friends house. Keeping the other half happy (That in it self can be the biggest job).... Being a friend is never easy, till u get to know them so well that u can feel what they are doing over 1,000 miles away. I have a soulmate friend whom we share these feelings. Like I said nothing is ever easy. She feels my feelings whether I am sad or happy she feels these things. I love my friend to death she is so part of me but I feel her pain and anger sometimes and it really makes it hard for me and her because thats where mixed emotions come in and we are tangled together. My Job is never easy either. I am a bus driver and its for little children under the age of 4 and they are a challenge everyday. Trying to keep them inline and working with them to know there n

The Silent Soldier
You don't know, but I'm the girl who cries every morning, and hopes every night for his safe return. I'm the girl who drags herself out of bed every morning so that he will be proud of her when he comes home. I'm the girl who lies in bed longing for him to be lying next to me. I'm the girl who sits quietly during class because all I can think about is that next moment when he will safely be in my arms again. You don't know, but I'm the girl with a million things to say, but not one will come out without the thought of him. I'm the girl who checks my cell phone every five seconds just to make sure I haven't missed his call. I'm the girl who stops and stares and wishes for him to return soon each and every time another man in uniform walks by. What you don't know is that I know love on an entirely different level from most. I know the love that spans time and space; that love that most people are constantly searching for. I'm one of the girls who waits months for a single kiss; a kis

We Have A New Co Founder
IM SAD TO SAY SIMPLY AMAZING HAS STEPPED DOWN FROM CO FOUNDER SHE IS STILL D&DC BUT NOT A CO FOUNDER SO I HAVE A NEW COFOUNDER PLEASE ALL MEMBERS WELCOME HERE IceAngel ~Dirty South Crew~ ~Ice's fu wife~ ~CO-Founder of D&DC~@ fubar

Driving In Phoenix...
HOW TO DRIVE IN PHOENIX: 1. You must first learn to pronounce the city name, it is: "FEE-NICKS". 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00am to noon. The evening rush hour is from noon to 7:00pm. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on most freeways is 85 mph. On Loop 101, Your speed is expected to match the highway number. Anything less is considered "Wussy". 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Phoenix has its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, East Valley, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. (according to the Police Dept., PROBABLY will be) 6. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can get you shot. 7. Road construction is permanen

If Your Interested
I'm just going to say it. I love money. So while I'm online I'm usaully trying to finding ways to make extra cash to buy the little things that make life fun (money for cosmos on a Friday night, that pair of cute pair of earrings, over priced coffee, etc.) So I thought I'd share those sites I like with the people on here. Why you might ask? Well because I believe in the phrase "Share the wealth" and because a lot of these programs will give you something for your friends signing up (just being honest). So why am I not bombarding people with endless messages about how you can make tons of money at whatever website?.. I hate spam. I hate getting it in my email, on my comments and in bulletins. So I don't post things I like that way. If you wants to read about various opportunities to make money online great. You'll love reading my blogs. I'm not going to post sites that make ridiculous claims like "make $3,000 this week" or "get your free playstation 3". What I'll be postin

October 24th, 2007
But mooooom, I want it. If your not going to beat your children, Then let me. I do not want to go the store for smokes and soda, Just to hear your little bastard spawn of the fuckin devil bitch and moan about some piece o' fucking candy his already fat ass does not need! I'm in pain, walking slowly, and I've got en earful of "MOM! PLEASE! THE CANDY!" Let me ask you something you snot nosed little fuck, How are you going to eat that candy..After I break all of your fucking teeth out of your mouth? And There will be no fairy bringing you money. Just the promise of it happening again if I ever have to see you again. But, its a good idea, right? If I have to break down why what you have just expressed to me is probably the worst idea I've ever heard of, DO NOT ASK: "but its a good idea though rigt?, i mean, in theory?" WTF is that even supposed to mean? IN theory its a good idea, but in oh, I dont fuckin know, REALITY, it's not only a huge waste of fuckin time and effort EXPL

Final Fantasy
All my life I've been waiting for the right girl to put me out of my misery... Prologue He rose slowly out of the burning bath water, savoring the heat that reddened his skin and sent wisps of steam rising around him. He was intoxicated by the feel of his hot flesh and the sense of finality that surrounded this moment. He was acutely aware of the purpose that sat upon his brow like a halo of hope; the purpose that had been missing these past four or five years. He didn't bother to drain the water from the tub as he stepped out, loving the cool tiles beneath his feet and tasting each drop of water that dripped from his elbows and hair. The air was shimmering and for a brief moment he thought might pass out from the pleasure of simple awareness. He toweled off lightly and combed through his hair before returning downstairs to where she lay. Concealing the smile that threatened to betray his knowledge of her duplicity, he crawled beneath the covers and shut his eyes. She tr

Lost Love
You made me laugh you made me smile I looked forward to every little while I could't get enough you had me hooked the way you gave me those sweet little looks then the day came when you said goodbye your ex was back though you weren't sure why It hurt so bad all I did was cry my head was spinning I wanted to die I thought we hit it off well I guess I knew I had no chance in hell to be with someone who made me feel brand new you healed the hurt I'd been carrying around helped me pick up the pieces of my shattered heart on the ground I let you in let my guard down and once again my heart has drowned I fell in love it hit so fast how i hoped and prayed that we would last but as luck goes especially mine it came to an end and the healing will take time

Miss Right.....
Since years people ask me "what's your woman type"..... I read this somewhere and i can def say that she has to be like that or just in part... Am I too picky ??!! :p :: pretty smile:: tough :: soft :: strong :: stubborn :: sensual:: intelligent :: hot:: vulnerable :: crazy :: know what I need :: fight for what I want :: motivated :: determined :: beautiful:: love to laugh :: like to cry :: have a career :: can take care of myself :: like feeling special :: friendly until annoyed :: dedicated :: devoted :: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who holds your hand just to feel your touch. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead. Im the girl who smiles each time you enter a room. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for wh

Guess Now
Hey guys wanna try a new game where you get points just for guessing trivia questions? Try this site and see how fun and addictive it can be. I recently join and it's awesome. http://www.guessnow.com/show?login&refID=entertheshadowhawk

So Sick Of Some People!!!!!
here we go for another rant! This doesnt apply to everyone and those of you who it does apply to KNOW who you are! I have no problem with rating some ones pics and I like most do expect a few rates in return but i have ALOT of pics to rate and i have NEVER asked anyone to rate all my Pics not even when i make a morph for them i like making morphs and the only payment for them i have ever asked for is a rate and a comment on the morph i make thats it. Now some have paid for the morphs of their own choosing by rating my pics or buying me gifts ect (you all know who you are) and for that YOU ROCK!! I have even been bought a 1 day blast and a ticker for making 2 people morphs and you 2 know who you are and YOU 2 SO ROCK! I have stopped people that i was making a morph for from rating all my pics because they were told that thats what people charge to make them I DONT! so as to my subject thats the 1st group of people im sick of so all you morph makers out there the secret is out

What Is A Friend?
A friend is someone who is there to support and care for u...>Someone who looks after u and cares what your doing...>Someone who knows when you need a shoulder to lean on...>Someone who cares enough to do something about it...>Someone who feels your pain and crys with u>Someone who will always be beside you if u need them>Someone who will be your haven in a winter storm>Someone who loves and protects you without asking for anything in return>Someone who lets you be you and accepts you the way you are>I hope you can see that I want to be your friend

Hallowwen Contest Details
RULES 1.MUST HAVE SALUTE TO ENTER AND VOTE ON ALL ENTRIES MUST BE A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER TO ENETR AND VOTE 2 MUST ADD AND FAN HOST. MUST BE A MEMBEBR OF THE OF THE REBEL GIT R DONE LOUNGE. 3.NO BLASTERS OR SCRIPTS WILL BE TOLERATED. IF I FIND OUT ANYONE HAS USED THEM THAT CONTESTENT WILL BE BANNED. 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED 5. NO DOWN RATEING OR HARASSING WIL BE ALLOWED. 6. NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED THE CANTEST IS A HALLOWEEN CONSTUME CONTEST THE MOST COMMENTS WIN RATES WILL ONLY BE USED INCASE OF A TIE. WILL TAKE 20 ENTRIES PRIZES WIL BE GIVE FROM DJ TEXASCOYOTEMIKE FROM HIS PERSONAL PAGE 1RST PRIZE IS A PORSCHE 2ND PRIZE IS A ROMANIC DINNER 3RD PRIZE IS A SHOT OF RUM CONTEST WILL START SOON HAS I GET 10 ENTRIES AND RUN FOR 1 WEEK contact me or the lounge hompage if you would like to enter HOST REBELS LOUNGE (GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY)@ fubar

What Only The Stars Can See
A dragon’s lust Fueled by the stars Dances atop waves Offered by the Gods A dragon’s lust Woven in the heart of darkest night Lighting the moonless sky A sparkling sound to arouse the need To arouse the beast That roars in joy Towers of Fire spiraling in harmony Protected by the wind And envied by the soil Oh to watch Oh to feel Oh to hear the beating of the wings Take in the scent of thick scales Sweating in the passion As one more, one more begins to form The dragon’s lust Ever watchful of the distant evil Ever watchful of the cloudy sky But for tonight The dragon’s lust Will lie in peace As one more takes it place In a silent invisible world In which we only dream

Lust
I want to dig my teeth into your skin I want to make you squirm in painful delight I want you to overpower me and prove false anger onto my body I want you to enjoy this unnatural sin. I want to close my eyes and be surprised by the scratches left on my skin I want to scream in pain and ecstasy I long for your painful touch I long for your bruising lips. I long for the fleeting heart known only from pain and submission I long for the curling back and toes and tongue known only from complete overtaken. unnatural lusts pleasurable pain domination submission a world of reds blacks blues yellows blood bruises dirt tears and screams a world only of lust a world only of pleasure a world of backward loves a world of paining the one you love. A world of doing that which is desirable to your lust partner your love partner doing that which is painful, because they love it.

Men!
The past two days I have set back and watch and listen. Looked at all of my male friends, my best friend (which is a male species) and I have wonder, ponder and now I've decided to ask the million dollar question: Where are all the John Wayne's in the world? I have been watching people at the mall, in town, grocery store, the beaches and even Wal-Mart, and have come up with all the men I have seen does not have a clue on how to treat a lady, respect one or even how to be polite to one. And there are females out there that has no respect for theirselves let alone anyone else. What female would have a husband who works and gives her just about all she desires and still have a sugar daddy off the side, don't make no sense. Why jeopardize what you have to have so much material objects in this stupid world. But when I thought all was lost, stopped to put fuel in my truck and out of nowhere's a man, very nice man came over and offer to fuel up my truck for so I wouldn't smell like gasol

One Moment In Time
Your gift to me was one moment in time One beautiful moment When your heart Was just mine One moment of beauty Worth savoring my love A miracle passing Sent from high above One moment to treasure To purely define One body One spirit One focus One mind Translucent delight of our sensitive need Discovering its purpose Planting the seed Remembering the beauty of duelling rhyme Don't ever forget One Moment In Time. Love you my baby.

Kev. Aka Dj Eternal
OK THIS IS MY ISSUE AND YES THIS IS A MASS, I REALLY LIKE KEV'S MUSIC RIGHT NOW, AND IM LIKE WTF HE CANT STAY ON AIR, AND ITS FUCKING ANNOYING SO, MY PLAN IS TO SAVE UP FOR A NEW COMP FOR HIM IF YOU WANT TO HELP JUST PM ME IM TOTALLY NOT EXPECTING ANYONE TO HELP BUT DAMNIT BY THE END OF NOVEMBER HE WILL HAVE A BRAND NEW COMP, KEV HAS BEEN THERE LONGER THEN MOST PPLZ I KNOW AND DAMNIT I HAVENT HAD THE PATIENCE TO SAY IT BUT I DO LOVE HIM LIKE A FRIEND LIKE A OHH I DUNNO BUT I WILL GET HIM ONE AND THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY RANT, K LOVE YA ~JESSA

The Empress
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

California Fires
CALIFORNIA FIRES ARE BURNING OUT OF CONTROL, THE HORRIBLE OF THIS STORY IS, THAT MY DAUGTHERS DAD HAD TO BE EVACUATED WHO LIVES IN LAKE ARROWHEAD. AND NOW ITS HEADING TOWARDS HIGHLAND A PLACE I GREW UP..BORN AND RAISED..PEOPLE ARE USING THE WALMART I USED TO WORK AT PARKING LOT AS A HOTEL..CAUSE THEY HAVE NO PLACE TO GO..THE NATIONAL ORANGESHOW FAIRGROUNDS IS ANOTHER PLACE, A PLACE PEOPLE WOULD GO FOR A SWAP MEET, NOW A HOTEL..MY BOSS WHERE I RESIDE NOW, I GIVE CREDIT TOO..SHE IS AN ANIMAL RESCUE TEAM AND SHE IS OUT RIGHT NOW RESCUING THE HORSES AND ANY OTHER ANIMALS THAT NEEDS TO BE..I AM IN TEARS OVER THIS WHOLE THING..AFRAID ITS GONNA GET NEAR MY MOM..OVER A MILLION PEOPLE ALREADY HAD TO BE EVACUATED..I WANNA THANK ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS WHO ARE CONCERN AND MY WELL BEING..CHEERS TO YOU ALL..AND THANK YOU..

Medal Of Honor
I was very disappointed in my local newspaper's coverage of this event. It should have been on the Front page! Instead there was a story about Hillary (blah) visiting Seattle and this story was relagated to a small article a couple pages in. This man is an American Hero in every sense of the word! This story is also just a little of what our troops see on a regular basis. Show them you love them Show them you Care. Show them we Support them 100% WASHINGTON — President Bush publicly honored a fallen Navy SEAL Monday by presenting his grieving parents with the Medal of Honor — and privately honored their sacrifice by wearing a dogtag they'd given him moments before. An emotional White House ceremony awarded posthumously the nation's highest military honor for valor to Lt. Michael Murphy, of Patchogue, N.Y. — the first given for combat in Afghanistan. Before the emotional ceremony, Murphy's parents Dan and Maureen Murphy met with President Bush and gave him a gold dog tag in

Bombshellbomber
BombShellBombersFamily@ fubar These lovely ladies, a few choice men, are looking for fellow bombers. Want to be in a family, where you can call upon them at anytime to help you with contests....Come by, pay them a visit.

Friends Or Lovers?
sometimes its the words u didn't say that are important........The feelings of aniticapation before that all important call.............the quality of friendship that matures into love......The unspoken feelings that are felt but never talked about ......Maybe its just what should have been but never happened.......... U ever wonder what could have developed but never did. Thats what true love is.... Sometimes you have to roll the dice and see what could have been and other times its better never spoken about......Its always about timing.........and opportunity.

Going Nukin Futs!!
i need some attention really bad...not sexual i guess just some good attention from people....my man aint home to give me the flirting that i so desire everyday...lmfao....im yearning for some fucking attention...please give me some...im begging now....hmmmmmm.....muahz!!

B&b
Although elaborate concoctions are great fun to mix-and drink-some of the best coctails are the simplest. Serves 1 -4-6 cracked ice cubes -1 measure brandy -1 measure Benedictine 1) Put cracked ice cubes into a mixing glass. Pour the brandy and benedictine over the ice and stir to mix 2) Strain into chilled glass. Drink up Baby!

The Puppeteer
He pulls her close to taste her sweet lips against his. How he has longed for this moment since the first time they met. She tilts her head up and her mouth involuntarily opens to receive him. Their mouths join, tongues entwine. Their passions begin to release in waves. Not stopping for breath, he wraps his arms around her waist and holds tight as though finding a raging storm. She lifts her arms up to encircle his neck as they continue kissing for what may well be an eternity, though neither senses time passing. This is their moment. Loosening his arms, he places both hands on either side of her hips and lifts her until he is standing straight. To him, she is almost weightless. When they finally break their kiss, he nuzzles her along the cheek, ear, and neck inhaling her scent deeply. He will never forget this moment, her smell. It is rose petals and mints. Slowly he opens his mouth, bares his teeth, and begins to nibble her neck and shoulder. She quickly wraps her legs

Best Friend Ever In My Life Has Left. :(
This is the worst day of my life. My best friend ever in my entire life, has left. Just that quick. Funny thing, I met her here. All my life every friend that ever meant anything to me just up and left. Michelle was one I thought would be always. Tonight, after she found out the guy she's been seeing lied to her for over 2 years, she logged on, told me she's leaving, and left. I can't believe it. This worse then my divorce 6 years ago. I just want everything to stop, so I can get off. I'm tired of losing friends, family, I'm just tired. I guess always just means until they're done. Fuck, I hate life.

Bed Time Prayer
Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a man, who's not a creep One who's handsome, smart and strong He's not afraid to admit when he is wrong One who thinks before he speaks When he promises to call, he doesn't wait 6 weeks I pray that hs is gainfully employed, Wont lose his cool when he's annoyed Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind Know's what to say when I ask,"How big is my behind"? One who'll make love till my body's a 'itching'. He brings me a snadwich back, when he goes to the kitchen. I pray that this man will love me to no end And would never compare me with my best-friend Thank you in advance and now I'll just wait For I know you will send him before it's to late. AMEN

Differences Between Men And Women
I writing this blog about the differences between Men and women from my point of view. Besides the obvious anatomical differences, which I greatly appreciate, there are other differences that arent as obvious. For instance, even though we might want the same things, we usually dont speak the same language. Thats why men and woman can talk to each other and neither one will understand what the other is trying to say. Ladies, you have to understand that men are animals, even the most sophisticated of us are only 2 or 3 hops from swinging from the limbs of trees. We get amused by watching each other get into accidents,belching and lighting flatuence. We work because we have to, and when we arent working, we like to unplug our minds,eat, have sex and sleep(in no particular order). We're pigs, we can be harmless pigs, but we're carnal in our natures. Women on the other hand attract us because they are refined. They're soft and pretty and usually smell good. We turn to you for care and com

Life's Wonders
why is so hard to meet people and try to have a relationship. So my relationship days are over just about! i just wanna have all my friends that wanna be friends with benefits or just to hang out with and be cool with that if you have a comment please post

The Big D...
So after 15 yrs of marriage its coming to an end...which leaves me with lots of thoughts and recent activites I ask myself am I better off just staying in an unhappy loveless marriage than to go through heartbreak after heartbreak with people who arent real with me at all.......

Uhhmmmm Wtf ?
Ok... so I just happened to be fucking around with my friends camera and takin some misc. bullshit pics and whatnot... but before I show 'the one' let me show you this.... These are some of the pictures on my wall.. Friends just being themselves.. random pics... Now note the girl in the middle, bottom, with her tongue out, below the one of my boy in the blue shirt. That's my girl Leona just being herself ;) When I copied the pics to my computer after I was fucking around with it.. I noticed this... Peep the one I just took like 20mins ago... Look at the pic right in front of my face.. below my homeboy in the blue shirt (it's kinad dark but you can see him).... It's the one that really fucking stands out. You can kinda make out a face... but.... WTF!?!

Would I Be Missed?
I have a feeling and nothing to show otherwise that if i was to dissapear without a trace that no one would miss me no one would care to look and no one would wonder what happened see i have been there for everyone and my frieds but if i need them only few can be counted on even then tough i never know if they are really being serious with me sry for all this but its true thanks for reading

Trinity Of Love
a href="http://profiledesire.com/" target="_blank">PROFILEDESIRE.COM CREATE A PLACE FOR ME SO I MAY FIND MY DEEPEST SLUMBER WITHIN YOUR ARMS AND FEEL YOUR LIPS AGAINST MY CHEEK AS I REST FOR I AM SO WEARY CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... TO FEEL THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART NEXT TO MINE AS THE SOFT BREEZE CARESSES OUR SKIN AND INHALE THE SWEETEST OF SCENTS OF SUMMER FLOWERS AS WE INHALE THE LOVE FRAGRANCE OF EACHOTHER CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... WHERE OUR TEARS FALL WITH NO SHAME BUT MINGLE TO CREATE THE BLUEST OCEAN TO WASH AWAY OUR DOUBT CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... WHERE EVEN THE ANGELS OPERATIC VOICES ARE NOT HEARD FOR I AM FILLED WITH THE EROTIC WORDS THAT FLOW FROM YOUR LIPS AND DRINK THEM FROM A GOLDEN CHALICE AND I AM PARCHED NO MORE CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... TO BE WRAPPED IN YOUR ARMS AND KNOW THAT IS THE SHELTER NAMED HOME AND THE GARDENS ARE LUSH AND LADEN WITH OUR FRUIT A PLACE WHERE MISTRUST, JEALOUSY AND FEAR ARE NOT KNOWN FOR

Show Her Some Fu Luvv
Hey all.. Can you help out a friend? I am trying for my first 7 day blast and need lots of comments.. please help!! thanks much! babygurl CANDLE MANN WILL HOOK UP PEEPS WITH DRINKS AND EVEN BIG PIMPIN GIFTS IF YOU DO ENOUGH COMMERNTS..PLEASE ALSO KEEP REPOSTING THE C2 BULLY THANX CM..

A Medal Of Honor Presented To A Fallen Navy Seal First Medal Of Honor In Afghanistan
I was very disappointed in my local newspaper's coverage of this event. It should have been on the Front page! Instead there was a story about Hillary (blah) visiting Seattle and this story was relagated to a small article a couple pages in. This man is an American Hero in every sense of the word! This story is also just a little of what our troops see on a regular basis. Show them you love them Show them you Care. Show them we Support them 100% WASHINGTON — President Bush publicly honored a fallen Navy SEAL Monday by presenting his grieving parents with the Medal of Honor — and privately honored their sacrifice by wearing a dogtag they'd given him moments before. An emotional White House ceremony awarded posthumously the nation's highest military honor for valor to Lt. Michael Murphy, of Patchogue, N.Y. — the first given for combat in Afghanistan. Before the emotional ceremony, Murphy's parents Dan and Maureen Murphy met with President Bush and gave him a gold dog

People
Don't people piss u off? it could be ur problem (friend or spouse), parents, bosses, relatives, i could understand them, because they know u (assholes). Check it what about them assholes, who can't face their real fears? They wait and lurk on u? They don't even have 2 know u, but got something negative to say or display. Now when u smack the shit of them u either fightin them and their protectorS or the D.A.(babysitter 4 the crybaby troublemaker). Simply, we have murders and assaults, because people don't mind their business 4 6 months and stay out of everyone else's 4 the other 6. What i eat allows me to shit and it have nothing 2 do with them as long as i don't ask 2 use their toliet (mouth) or do it on their property. I am not going 2 say won't like 2 literally shit on them, but that is nasty (who cares). People that are miserible, young and old, are noticeable. Just look at them when they say something 2 u and it has nothing 2 do with them, talk about u (probably never said

Feelings
There's no word strong enough to explain my feelings for you, No one in this world can make me feel the way that you do, The way I feel when I'm wrapped in your arms, It's a feeling of security free of harm, The way I feel when we kiss, I can't even describe a feeling like this, The way I feel when you hold my hand is that anything that I want to do I can, From the very first time that I touched your face and the sweet feeling of your embrace, That's when I knew I am going to love you forever and to me I will leave you never, To me nothing in this world is more important than you, I would do anything you ever asked me to do, I will stand by your side through thick and thin, And I will be here to love you until the end.

39 Weeks Prego
ok so i am 39 weeks as of today and the doctors have been telling me for the last 3 visit any day now, lol, i have been at 4cm dialated for three weeks. the doctor and i have agreed that if i go in next week at 40 weeks and nothing has changed we are going to go ahead and induce the labor. everyone is getting anxious about her arrival.

No More Wisdom
well i got my wisdom teeth taken out to day. it was not bad, i got good pills.its kinda weird though, i had surgry at 9:30 and one small part of my mouth is still numb, it is almost 8:00 at night. any ways i am tired and i feel all wozze

I'm Tired Of...
I'M TIRED OF BEING LONELY... I'M TIRED OF BEING SAD... I'M TIRED OF BEING THE BLAME FOR EVERYTHING... I'M TIRED OF GUYS STARTING OUT SO KIND AND ENDING UP SO MEAN TOWARDS ME... I'M TIRED OF NOT BEING TRUSTED, EVEN WHEN ALL I'VE EVER BEEN WAS HONEST... I'M TIRED OF TELLING THE TRUTH AND HAVING IT THROWN IN MY FACE WITH EVERY ARGUEMENT... I'M TIRED OF NOT BEING ALLOWED TO FORGET MY PAST... I'M TIRED OF GIVING UP WHAT I WANT... I'M TIRED OF SACRIFICING WHAT I NEED... I'M TIRED OF MY HEART HURTING ALL THE TIME... I'M TIRED OF BEING TOLD I CANNOT DO SOMETHING WHEN IT'S OKAY FOR OTHERS... I'M TIRED OF BEING TOLD WHAT I AM ALLOWED AND AM NOT ALLOWED TO DO (I'M 21 YEARS OLD)... I'M TIRED OF FORGETTING MY DREAMS... I'M TIRED OF NOT BEING ALLOWED TO BE MYSELF... I'M TIRED OF BEING LIED TO... I'M TIRED OF BEING ACCUSED OF LYING... I'M TIRED OF BEING ACCUSED OF SHOWING OFF TO OTHERS IN ARGUMENTS... I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING STRESSED... I'M TIRE

10-23-07
See if you can find a new way to make life a little more interesting. You never know who could use your energy, so spread it around and you should find at least one taker. Help them get past their stress. #################################################################################### I am here to unstress you peeps have a good night:D Much love, B. E. P.

Autumn Awareness Is Here To Stay
Night comes sooner now, with the dark invading my afternoons. Dying branches reach to the sky like fingers, making attempts in vain to hold onto the sun, just a little longer. The cold solstice winds bite my skin, leaving the marks of their presence as a chill in my heart. I am ready for you. I am ready to freeze. The stars are holding roll call, each one shines its presence in silent succession. I watch them from my porch, I don't dare turn on the light.

English To English Hehehe
English to English Translations Take your time. 1. ARBITRATOR: A cook that leaves Arby's to work at McDonalds. 2. AVOIDABLE: What a bullfighter tried to do. 3. BERNADETTE: The act of torching a mortgage. 4. BURGLARIZE: What a crook sees with.. 5. CONTROL: A short, ugly inmate. 6. COUNTERFEITERS: Workers who put together kitchen cabinets. 7. ECLIPSE: What an English barber does for a living. 8. EYEDROPPER: A clumsy ophthalmologist. 9. HEROES: What a guy in a boat does. 10. LEFTBANK: What the robber did when his bag was full of money. 11. MISTY: How golfers create divots. 12. PARADOX: Two physicians. 13. PARASITES: What you see from the top of the Eiffel Tower . 14. PHARMACIST: A helper on the farm. 15. POLARIZE: What penguins see with. 16. PRIMATE: Removing your spouse from in front of the TV. 17. RELIEF: What trees do in the spring. 18. RUBBERNECK: What you do to relax your wife. 19.

Re: Rangers 0 Barcelona 0
RE: Rangers 0 Barcelona 0 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 23 Oct 2007, 14:46 Rangers have produced a magnificent display of grit and determination to grind out a goalless draw against Catalan giants Barcelona at Ibrox tonight.Having taken six points out of their opening two league games against Stuttgart and Lyon it was important for Walter Smith's side to take at least a point on home soil and they did so against one of the best teams in the world.The Light Blues have a proud defensive record at present, especially in Europe, and the backline of Hutton, Cuellar, Weir and Papac were tested to the limit by the Catalonian superstars.As expected Frank Rijkaard's team enjoyed the bulk of possession in an entertaining first-half but they failed to beat keeper Allan McGregor.The closest either side came to breaking the deadlock came on 15 minutes when Ronaldinho was fouled by Charlie Adam 30 yards from goal and the Brazilian's dippin

Hey
This is my first blog so don't worry. Just wanted to say whats up everybody. Live is going good. Looking for work, and having fun with my boyfriend. Please rate me and all that. and i will rate you also. have a good day.

I Need Opinions
Well right now im between school, going for nursing and for business management... But some friends and family members tell me i should go to school for photography because they say i would be really good at it, i like taking pictures, i think its fun, but growing up seeing both my parents in and out of the hospital from being sick all the time thats when i decided i wanted to be a nurse... but then my friend told me since i was so good with computers and people that i should go to school for administrative assistant... but ive also been writing since i was 7 so journalism is also in my interest, im confused because im not sure what path is the right path for me and i dont know if its possible to have em all.... i need advice

If I Could
If i could hold your hand throught he toughest times in your life i would do it. If i could wipe away your tears, and be there when you fell to pick you up again i would. If i could put the sunshine back in the sky for you i would. If i could put a smile on your face i would if i could make you laugh even if it is just for alittle while. If i could take away your pain just for a day i would do my best to make you smile. If i could make your dark skies blue aain i would. If i could be there for you you know i would. If i could wrap my arms around you and give you a hug i would. But i cant,all i can do is hold you close in my heart and pray for you. If i could take your hand and let you everything will be ok i would. If i could take you out and hang out like friends do i would. The distance between us makes it hard, but know i will always be walking beside you. If i could,if only i could

First Blahh Moment
1. Name someone who made you smile today. I haven't honestly smiled in 4 days ...kinda sucks cause normally I'm the one always trying to cheer everyone else up ....lol 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Trying to get my son to sleep just a half an hour more...then I went out to check on the fire. 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Outside checking on where the fire was at and if I gotta be fuckin scared or not 4. What did you do last night? *smiles* Talking with an old friend... WOW I guess number 1 just changed...I dunno maybe it's a TX thang ...but I've always had a weekness for cowboys... 5. What is your Mom's mom's name? Nanna ...lol 6. Three words to explain why you last cried. frustrated ...stressed out...heart-broken 7. What color is your hairbrush? which one??? Light blue is my fav... but I have 4 6 if you're talking about styling wands too..lol 8. What was the last thing you bought? A Birthday cake for my son 9. Where do you keep

A Song That Makes Alot Of Sence
Megadeth-never walk alone Hiding in then the door way and then the shadow any place where danger waits to kill my time there is one who loves and waits to seal your fate I'm sure as you live and die Live and die Live and die When you feel that something wrong I'll shelter you and keep you warm I'll never let you walk alone I loved you when you still hated me I'm coming and it wont be long Time to reap what I have sewn Never ever let you walk alone I know your enemy it once was me Let me wrap my arms all around you suffer the trespasses that you made I will drink your pain away forever and a day if you just call out my name If you just call call my name if you just call Even whisper it When you feel that something wrong Ill shelter you and keep you warm Ill never let you walk alone I loved you when you still hated me I'm coming and it wont be long Time to reap what I have sewn Never ever let you walk alone I know your enemy it once was me SOL

Feelings
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Tuesday October 23, 2007
NEWS FLASH! is back in buisness. we were experimenting with makeing mongoose pot pie monsters... but the experiment dissapeared. NEWS FLASH 7:13 PM: NEWS FLASH! would like to welcome its newest crew member... Firestorm Monarch (village idiot in training...) NEWS FLASH 7:17 PM: MONGOOSE POT PIE TERRORIZES THE LOUNGE. NEWS FLASH! claims no responsability...

Downrater!
this guy is going around rating everybodies profiles a 1 he says he is bored and wants to see the responses out of people he says it makes him laugh!!! well i got a nice one out of it! lets pay him a visit shall we and make sure you tell him i sent you thanks everybody! peaceout!Revolution Is My Name@ fubar

Think About Em
What up? First, Thanks for checkin this out. My brothers in Afganastan. Has been for about 3 months. Army. Today I overheard a discussion between 2 people and their views on everything going on in that part of the world. Pretty much all I got to say is no matter how you feel about the subject just remember everyone over there. Keep them in your thoughts and prayers. They're just doing what their country asks of them. Thanks

Feelings
I just not sure how to feel or what to do about things. My cousin passed away Sept. 21 which was a major shock to everyone we had actually started getting close again and talking more now Oct 20 I lost my papaw I Know he wanted to go and I hated seeing him suffer but I miss him terribly I know I have to be strong for my babies and carry on but its just so terribly hard I miss them both and feel so bad for all my other family especially the ones closest to both of them. Just pray I can be strong for my family especially the kids and I know the answers for my very questionable lil girl. Thank you all.

Friend Request Rules (sugest You Read Befor U Send One)
ok people, been getting alot of friend requests from people who havent even said a word to me, so let me make things very clear here...i will NOT accept a friend request if 1. you have not said a word to me befor the request..2. we clearly have nothing in common...3.if you dont intend to accully keep in touch, i have no use for so called "friends" who wont talk to me! got it?

.owieishstuff.
i have an owie. it sucketh. oodles of accomplishment today. including ticking off the messican lady at the bank by spouting the word 'horseshit' to mah moms...muahahaha. learn how to say 'debit' bitch...cuz theres no 'v' in the word. k? k. i want chinese food...and a beer. and ima have both. muahahahaha. other than that? eh i gots stuff to do... n i dun really feel like being in the box... which isnt a bad thing. ive got a punished tween which...is well yannow...something...whatever. as for now? uhm...ima...go get food. and eat it. and enjoy it. then ima shower. n put on clean clothes. die in front of the tv and revel in accomplishment. peace'd

A Dog Named Sex
A Dog Named Sex Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him “Rover” or “Spot”. I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog’s license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, “I would like to have one too!” Then I said, “But she is a dog!” He said he didn’t care what she looked like. I said, “You don’t understand. … I have had Sex since I was nine years old.” He replied, “You must have been quite a strong boy.” When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, “But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex.” He said he didn’t want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from t

Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

I Don't Know If This Matters,
but I don't really care about the points system on here. I will gladly give points to any page I visit, but I'm not that into it. I justed wanted another way to express myself and meet other people. I appologize if I have upset anyone with this information, but that's just my own personal opinion. Stay cool.

Losing All Hope
Things are crashing in around me as I write this...I'm on disability from work, at reduced pay...I just lost two gigs in the last few days worth $400 that I desperately needed...now I need to decide who/what's not going to paid: the mortgage, car, TV/internet, electric, cellphone....the biggest bummer? - the person whom I met on here several months ago, and talk with every day, and whom I fell in love with, still doesn't trust me enough to call me (just hearing her voice would really help right now). I'm beginning to lose hope in almost all aspects of my life, which seems to be going down the tubes at this point. That's all for today, I can't bear to write about it anymore...

The Bad News Just Gets Worse...
The Bad News Just Gets worse... At dawn the telephone rings. "Hello, Senor Rod? This is Ernesto, the caretaker at your country house." "Ah yes, Ernesto. What can I do for you? Is there a problem?" "Um, I am just calling to advise you, Senor Rod that your parrot died. "My parrot? Dead? The one that won the International competition?" "Yes, Senor, that's the one." "Damn! That's a pity! I spent a small fortune on that bird." "What did he die from?" "From eating rotten meat, Senor Rod" "Rotten meat? Who the hell fed him rotten meat?" "Nobody, Senor. He ate the meat of the dead horse." "Dead horse? What dead horse?" "The thoroughbred, Senor Rod." "My prize thoroughbred is dead?" "Yes Senor Rod, he died from all that work pulling the water cart." "Are you insane? What water cart?" "The one we used to put out the fire, Senor" "Good Lord! What fire are you talking about, man?" "The one at your house, Senor! A candle fell and the curtains caught

California Fires
Having lived in SoCal for 25 years I am feeling so bad for all the people there who are losing their homes. I remember plenty of wildfires from all the years I lived there but this is just way too much. My heart goes out to all of you.

Lonesome Time
Harsh winds blow out of the North. Stinging rain, blinds eyes. Coldness seeps into bone. Darkness falls, killing day. Ravens leap skyward from slumbering trees. In the dying light, a scarecrow rustles in an empty field. Cold, colder, coldest is the chilling Autumn night. At a dark window sits an old man --alone, bereft or reason. Bowed by age and life. Wondering why.

2500 To Level A Leveler
There are different things i can usally say about each of the levelers that help me. This one i will say is a rater in mass portions.If you like rates I reccomend you add him as a friend. And he returns the love always. yeahmon~aka The Cooter~Renegade Rater~@ fubar

How To Tell Her
she is so sexy. her smile, her laugh, her personality....... everything about her makes me want her more. but how do i tell her when im scared. scared she wont care. im so confused what should i do?!?!?!?!?!

Kwanzaa Was Invented By A Black Criminal In Ca
Held each year from December 26 until January 2, Kwanzaa is increasingly seen as an appropriate multicultural alternative to Christmas, a holiday considered too religious and "Eurocentric" for public schools. But there is one not-so-insignificant problem associated with Kwanzaa. While many teachers believe it to be an ancient African harvest festival, it was actually born, not in pre-colonial West Africa, but in 1960s southern California. It is, in fact, the brainchild of African-American radical activist, academic and convicted felon Ron Karenga. In 1969, two rival radical groups battled for control of the UCLA black studies program: the Black Panthers and the lesser-known US, or United Slaves, led by Karenga. Both groups sauntered around campus carrying loaded guns. Perhaps inevitably, violence erupted. As David Horowitz recalls in Radical Son, Black Panther John Higgins was "murdered--along with Al 'Bunchy' Carter--on the UCLA campus by members of Ron Karenga's organization."

Would You Rather Be...
Loved or adored? What is the difference between the two, at least what do YOU think is the difference? This might be a silly question, but I have one man who loves me, and another who adores me. I'm trying to figure this out, and aparantly I can't do it on my own. Thanks!

Liberal Nonsense
Liberals are so invigorated by the story about a noose being found on an obscure Columbia University professor's door that now nooses are popping up all over New York City. Liberals love to make believe the Night Riders are constantly at their doors. I'll be shocked by a noose appearing on a college campus the day an actual racist does it. Could Columbia at least produce one student or professor who supports racism before holding another "rally against racism"? Every concrete example of the racism allegedly sweeping the nation's campuses keeps turning out to be a fraud. Far from "institutional racism," there is "institutional racial hoaxism" run amok in this country. Will anyone rally against that? Out of legions, here are just a few hoax hate crimes on college campuses. -- In 1997, at Duke University, a black doll was found hanging by a noose from a tree at the precise spot where the Black Student Alliance was to be holding a rally against racism. Two black students later

The Penis Study
Several years ago, the United States funded a study to determine why the head on a mans' penis is larger than the shaft. The study took two years and cost over $1.2 million. The study concluded that the reason the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft was to provide the man with more pleasure during sex. After the results were published, France decided to conduct their own study on the same subject. They were convinced that the results of the American study was incorrect. After three years of research at a cost of in excess of $2 million, the French researchers concluded that the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft to provide the woman with more pleasure during sex. When the results of the French study were released, Australia decided to conduct their own study. The Aussies didnt really trust American nor French studies. So, after nearly three hours of intensive research and a cost of right around $75.00 ( 3 cases of beer), the Aussie study was complete. They

Homosexuality Is Not Genetic!
Some people believe that if you don't like that lifestyle. That you are Homophobic. That is not true. Homophobia is the FEAR of Homosexuality. People that are AFRAID of Homosexuality. Look at the word! Homo-PHOBIA. A Phobia is an uncontrollable, irrational, and persistent fear of a specific object, situation, or activity. I don't like mushrooms... But that doesn't mean I have Mycophobia (Fear of Mushrooms). I also don't like bees but that doesn't mean I have Apiphobia (Fear of bees). So next time someone says they don't like that lifestyle choice *and believe me.. It IS a lifestyle choice* Use your brain. As for everyone that believes that people are born gay. Saying that homosexuality is genetic. You can't change your genes. So how do you explain ex-gays who are now completely straight and some of whom are happily married? Thing of it is, the gay-rights bunch is basing their whole argument on a non-existent genetic factor. It's genetic, they sa

What Are We?
. ARIES - The Liar (the Ram - 21 March - 19 April) * Outgoing. * Lovable. * Spontaneous. * Not one to mess with. * Funny. * EXCELLENT kisser. * EXTREMELY adorable. * Loves relationships. * Addictive. * Loud. 2. TAURUS - The Tramp (the Bull - 20 April - 20 May) * Aggressive. * Loves being in long relationships. * Likes to give a good fight for what they want. * Extremely outgoing. * Loves to help people in times of need. * GREAT kisser. * GREAT personality. * Stubborn but a caring person. * One of a kind. * Not one to mess with. * Usually are the most attractive people. 3. GEMINI - Irresistible (the Twins - 21 May - 21 June) * Nice. * Love is one of a kind. * Great listener. * Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. * Trustworthy. * Always happy. * Loud. * Talkative. * Extremely random and proud of it. * Outgoing. * VERY Forgiving. * Loves to make friends. * Has a beautiful smile. * Generous. * Strong. * The Irresistible o

Do I Give To Much?
do i give to much? do i give to much of my heart, do i give away all of my secrets... my wants and desires? do i give too much of my soul, revealing myself, exposing the naked truths? do i give to much of my mind, saying everything not holding back? these are things that i've wondered about throughout my life, some say it's good to be so open and candid, but it leaves me exposed and venerable.... do i change myself to become cold and ungiving? do i change myself to become someone i'm not? being bold and forthright, knowing i am my own demise ultimately leads to unhappiness because i know i'm to proud

Growing Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Hahahaha! He Wishes!
OMFG! OK You all...LOL...I had to share this bullshit. There is this guy from the club named Kevin and he is a asshole. He treats women like dirt and scum. He has no respect for women whatsoever and I am too fucking good for him to touch me. I hate him!!!! Well....LOL...he asked me if him and I could fuck! LOL I told him he had to ask my Master. When I told him who my Master was. He kinda shut up. LOL Sorry I had to share! He is still talking to me...but he hasnt mentioned anything about fucking me. LOL. I kno Master wouldnt give that cunt permission to fuck his slave. Thats for damn sure! LOL Just had to share..... BOLO! ^..^

Sex Laws
Weird Sex Laws No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you-or holding you in his arms. Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown-if they're nude. (Apparently, if you wear socks, you're safe from the law!) During lunch breaks in Carlsbad, New Mexico no couple should engage in a sexual act while parked in their vehicle, unless their car has curtains. In Cleveland, Ohio women are not allowed to wear patent-leather shoes. Clinton, Oklahoma has a law against masturbating while watching two people having sex in a car. It's safe to make love while parked in Coeur d'Alene, Idaho. Police officers a

My Letters To Travis Bradley!
Travis Bradley Bingham, I never knew what love felt like till the day that I met you. Travis you’ve given me so much and made me feel like the greatest thing in the world. I don’t understand how you put up with me. Yes I can be a bitch or grumpy but you’ve never given up on me, or us for that fact. I never thought that we would make it this far. Sometimes I feel like I haven’t given you nearly as much as you’ve given me, and I completely thank you for that. You’re the greatest fiancé a girl could ask for. I could not have asked for a better person than you. You make my life so complete and I hope you know that. I’ve never been happier in my life. You’re my rock, my shield, and my better half. Thank you for everything you do for me, I can’t wait until we start OUR lives together. We will have the most amazing marriage. I want our marriage to be like my grandma hussing and grandpa hussings. Even though he’s dead, she is still completely faithful and committed to him. They loved each o

Why Do They Lie?
cant stand people who lie and sau different things to different people. And when you confont them about it they lie to you in your face. IT suck that you do so much for people and they treat you like shit and think that its all going to be good. I dont wish bad things on anyone but they will get theres one day. It comes by 3 fold , what goes around comes around

Friends
Some people call everyone friend, but to me friendship means so much more, To me it's a close relationship. Someone who really understands. Trusts enough to share a part of themselves that the rest of the world may never see. A piece that only friends share. Someone who will always be there through the hard times. Someone who cares enough about you that they would do anything for you, even if it is just to put a smile on your face, or make you laugh even if it is just for alittle while. Friendships that dont come along everyday. It's the quality not the quantity that matters, it is what's inside that matters the most. Time nor distance will ever change. It'is the love that keeps friendships going. And i hope that i have been just that and much more my friend. Because i care so much about you. so my friend as you go throuh each day I hope taht you always remember that i do care and i will never stop caring. In my heart you will always be. I love you my frie

Were I Am
lois_varnum@hotmail.com spoiledsassyprincess1@yahoo.com ..> ..> : http://www.fubar.com/spoiledplayboyprincess ..>..> princess10 : John Cena's Southern Princess at plentyoffish.com also at www.cafemom.com/home/spoiledprincess

Hurting My Head
i am racking my brain trying to figure out how to fix my computer when i get it up here i do not know if i shoould get more memory or get a new computer i need to get mine soon i can not always use the one i am at rightnow it is my fiance's laptop and she plays games on it so i am stuck with no ideas and i head-ach so if you think you can give me any idea's let me know ( my computer is a 1995 compaq that runs windows Xp which takes most of it's memory up )

Why Fight
why fight? you only live once in this world why not make it worth somethin? Why cant we all just try and make it work? We need to join as one and not fight as two. Dont jusge a book by its cover . get to know what is on the pages before you judge it. Just like a person , get to know them before you judge them. ITs a small world lets make it work people.

Jokes
My tire was thumping. I thought it was flat When I looked at the tire... I noticed your cat. Sorry! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heard your wife left you, How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder... "What the hell was I thinking?" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Congratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your husband. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How could two people as beautiful as you Have such an ugly baby? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you .. I've changed my mind. --------------

Oct. 23rd
October 23: D&D Empowerment Day, a day to let go of your guilt and shame for having played Dungeons & Dragons as a child (or still), and instead reflect upon how it's changed you for the better. “It says: With this strength or lower I can only be a Magic User. Re-roll!” ~ Oscar Wilde 1966 - International Federation of the Friendless is formed by Gary Gygax and other near-do-wells. 1969 - While others are busy engaged in the Summer of Love, Gary Gygax and Friends are busy making their own chainmail armour out of plastic plumbing washers. 1970 - Dave Arneson creates a scenario involving an adventure through a castle sewer, in quest of the legendary change room of maidens in waiting. Later arrested for being a peeping tom. Judge was unmoved by his plea that he was doing important game research. 1971 - Gary Gygax and Dave Arneson team up to create "The Fantasy Game." Monsters are substituted for maidens, and mountains of loose change for changerooms. 1974 - TSR

A Guy
i totally have the hots fer a friend he knows it too i have fer a long time i'm just hopen that sometime he'd want to hang out i i've never fell in love i hope its not this one he's going to the marines and id be heart broken if i did fall in love

I Think I Am
hey everyone whoa ctually cares enough to read my shit i think i might delte my fubar account because i dont want fake friends its pointless and people just use it to look at ur photos which is kool and all love the comments but i dont know i dont beleive half the stuff people tell me on ti and i know its funny i just think i will let me knkow

Upcoming Movies.
Cannot wait to see some of these! 2008 Releases: * * List of 2008 films * American films of 2008 1 * 10,000 BC (film) * 17 (film) 2 * 21 (2008 film) * 27 Dresses 7 * 7G Rainbow Colony (Hindi Remake) 9 * 9 (2008 film) A * Aayirathil Oruvan * Abhiyum Naanum * Ace Ventura Jr. * Adam Resurrected * Addicted (2008 film) * After.Life * Agent One-Half * Akbar (film) * The Ambassador * American Summer * Americanese * Ananda Tandavam * The Anarchist's Wife * Andrew Henry's Meadow * Angels & Demons (film) * Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging * Another Gay Sequel: Gays Gone Wild * The Argentine * The Art of War 2 * Atlas Shrugged (film) * August (film) B * Baby Mama (film) * Babylon A.D. (film) * Babysitter Wanted * The Bank Job * Be Kind Rewind * Beautiful Loser (film) * Bedti

Must Read This!!!
George Carlin on age. (Absolutely Brilliant) Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. "How old are you?" "I'm four and a half! " You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. "How old are you?" "I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Pu t on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Bef

A Girl's Best Friend
Diamonds? You can take them back to the jewelry counter Cuz I don't want them. I want my dog back. My little puppy. My best friend. Some people might think its silly.. but I dont care. because Pepper has always been there for me. I remember when I was six years old or so After a big argument at the dinner table... and feeling like i was all alone in the world I would go cry in my room.. And I remember hearing the jingle down the hallway Almost like Santa's bells on Christmas Eve of little Pepper's name tags clanking as she came she would hop from the floor to my bed and lick my tears away. I would tell her everything secrets good and bad And somehow, someway I felt that she was listening And magically, afterwards I would feel o.k. Somehow that little doggy would make the pain go away So many memories like going to the cabin at the lake.. how she'd plant her paws at the front of the boat and let the wind blow at her face... how I was the little menace who threw

Starry Needs Help
Please help a good friend of mine out. Starry is in contest and needs help but wont ask for it her self. She has helped out everyone else and has stayed in seconded place but should be in first. So please rate her picture and leave some comments. She is a great person and deserves to win the contest ends on November 10th .

Questions
BY PETER JOHN VENTURA For every step I take For every move I make For every fall, For every struggle For every memory, wondering, looking back… Did I choose this road because it’s what I want Or did I choose this way because of what was planned Or did I choose this path because it’s all I’ve ever known Did I choose this on my own My Destiny What could it be? Awoken from a dream Nothing’s what it seems This time this place this moment This ever lasting torment Did I choose this road because it’s what I want Or did I choose this way because of what was planned Or did I choose this path because it’s all I’ve ever known Did I choose this on my own Full of questions inside my mind Searching for a place to find All the answers to the riddle of my life…. But the question’s not if it’s what I wanted Nor the question’s not if it’s what was planned Nor the question not if it’s all I’ve ever known The only question to be answered The only question that real

Hi , Just Wanted To Let You Know .
Hi . I just wanted to let everyone know that from Wed (Oct/24 ) thru Sun (Oct/28th ) . That I will not be on that much . Thank you for all the love and understanding while I'm away .I hope everyone has a great rest of the week. Luv to all .Thank 's , Tom

Update
Thanks to all those who expressed support during my financial hour of need. I think I may have averted the crisis... if I'm lucky. Because no one helped, all my NSFW pics will be set to private. and don't ask me to rate anything or comment bomb. Have a nice day.

Home For A Bit
I have finished my fourth meeting today and will be leaving in a little while for fifth and final meeting of the day... and will not be home until about 9 pm. What a long day this has been. Leaving in about an hour or so and head out of here.

Im Bewitching Babe..lol
You’re a Bewitching Babe Guests who gain access to your lair can’t help but fall prey to your seductive ways. Sensual is the name of your game, and everything you surround yourself with ensures it’s a win-win for everyone. From luscious fabrics to rich colors, you accentuate your sexuality with beguiling accessories that are bound to bring bedroom guests to their knees. Lucky for them you offer a soft landing place

My Life Today
I have nothing left in me it seems; All that's real has faded to dreams. The happiness lies deep beneath; I am in the grip of despair's sharp teeth. Feelings evade me - I have nothing to love; I've nothing to hope for nor to dream of. Avoidance of cowardice is what's keeping me here; At this point, no, it's not death that I fear. I would give anything to surface from this; Flailing endlessly in depression's abyss. I implore help from above with my every breath; And wonder if freedom comes only with death... HELP?

A Helping Hand
Hi friends , Can you please come & help out my good friend to level up ? She is always there for me & all of her friends . Now shes close to leveling up to level 24 , fu king. So come on lets help her out . Terri €ĶŷĜŗĕĕŋĚŷęś€@ fubar