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Fyrestorme's blog: "here goes..."

created on 10/24/2007  |  http://fubar.com/here-goes/b145369

here goes something....

ok I originally posted this on my Myspace as a bulletin, not really important enough to save 2 a blog there for furute reference, but whatever... decided to post here, just because... and I know almost none of you know me personally (the people on my friends list, maybe what 5 of you?) anyway, just something I decided to write... ((original from my myspace)) most of you on here know by now that my mom's passed away (for those that Don't, december 13, 1994, ok now we're all on the same page.) so anyway, I saw her in a couple dreams recently, and have been missing her a bit more than usually, probably because the issues I have, I'd normally turn to "mom" for... but I can't, & one of the people I had come to feel was another "mom", wow I haven't seen her in probably 6 years.... so I turn to my friends. (those who have always been there, thank you, I love you. those who've been there just randomly or just happen to be there @ the right moment, thank you... & don't think I don't love you too.) ok, now... I was watching the movie Georgia Rule (chick flick but some guys might possibly like it a little)... anyway, there's this scene @ the end, mom n her estranged 17 yr old daughter meet up on the side of the highway n hug and she goes "i'm sorry mommy" and THAT had me in freaking tears... I'm fine the whole movie, rolling my eyes at some of the mom/daughter cheesiness or idiocy I see... but mom & daughter hugging, and "i'm sorry mommy" totally destroys me?! jeez... & who says I'm not a sap?! hahahahahaha ugh i think it was that survey I did earlier... made me realize christmas is coming.... and mom/ashley's birthdays are coming up in like a week and a half. can I just i dunno hide in a closet til maybe January, disappear or something? ha. who am I kidding? I'd suffocate in a closet, and not be able to eat, or go to the bathroom, or shower, or smoke. ugh ok real world it is... lol laters... this pointless babbling was brought to you by lack of nicotine and insomnia.... what was it we used to say @ Oldies? oh yeah... we can sleep in November.
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