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Movie Review-"malcolm X" (1992)
The 1992 "Malcolm X" is a biographic film that examines his adulthood with some flashbacks of his childhood. It shows how a flashy black mobster under went a spiritual transformation into a civil right leader. The most interesting part of the movie was hoe he underwent his spiritual journey into Islam. This took place in two parts of the movie. First when he was in prison and then when he made his pilgrimage to Mecca. Another interesting part was the background story about the rise of the Nation of Islam. It was an inside look in how it recruited and trained new leadership. There was even a bit of comic realism with a cameo by Rev. Al Sharpton playing a competing street preacher. Out of 4 stars-3 1/2 stars; Great acting by all, Good story telling but a bit long than it needed to be.

Movie Review-"sky Captain And The World Of Tomorrow" (2004)
"SCWT" was a movie I have been waiting to see. I only paid $5 to see it on pay-per-view, and I am glad that is all I paid. Great Stuff: The scenery, costumes and special effects were top notch. The 1930s-1940s look was cool to see. Good Stuff: The action scenes were well done but not really gripping. Bad Stuff: The dialogue, characters and storyline were too comic bookish for me. Every line and character was a cliche of comic books. Maybe that was what the writer was going for. ( I did like the Sky Captain and Commanfer Freddie characters. They didn't take themselves seriously.) Interesting Aspects: What I really liked was how this movie is an example of all the 1930s-1940s movie serials that influenced George Lucas. I could see where he was inspired by them in making the "Star Wars" and "Indiana Jones" movies. Out of 4 Stars-2 Stars; A good reminder my movies long age, but short on good wrting and dialogue to make it a good modern film.

Eyes
I look in the mirror and I see hazel eyes. Eyes that change color with my moods. If they are blight blue, I am content. If they are green, depending on which shade, either means come here or get the hell away from me. I have always believed the eyes to be the window to the soul. I can usually tell alot about a person, just by the way they look at me and other people. I look at your eyes when you walk toward me, and that is the first thing I will look at. If you can't look me in the eye and talk to me, don't bother to talk to me. I believe in eye contact, so that I can see what you are seeing. So, I guess with me, the eyes really do have it. Hmmm...what do you see?

Going Out Tonite...
Well I am gonna be going out to Cupids for their BDSM nite! WOOHOO! I cant wait neither! At first today I kinda didnt want to go...But I am talking myself into it. I have my outfit planned. I am gonna wear my collar. It is to remind me that no one can spank me. LOL. That is going to be so damn tough. I can watch but cant participate. Oh well...I shall let you kno how that goes. Meeting with the shemale went...interesting to say the least. They are interested in getting together. They look just like a girl...no shit. Very convincing. We are talking about possibly Wednesday...maybe. Depends on them... Well I am gonna eat and get ready for my nite! BOLO! ^..^

Week Of The Spirit's
Week of the Spirit's October 24 th Festival prelude The children put up the seasonal decorations October 25 th The Night of Hero's. Remembering those of the family who have done much in war and in peace, and recounting their deeds. October 26 th The night of the Seers Remembering ancestors who have dealt with the supper natural,who have foreseen the future, and telling stories of their adventures. Oct 27 th The Night of the Martyrs Those of our people who have died for their faith, their convictions, there freedom or for our people. Oct 28 th The Night of the Bards. Artists, musicians and others who have spoken of or pictured the old ways, and those others whose work evokes magic Oct 29 th The Night of the Recent Dead Remembering relatives and friends and telling about there lives. Oct 30 th The night of rememberence for the family pets Pet's are family members; they must be recalled and there memories charished OCTOBER 31 st Famil

Tattoo Update
Ok so my arm is doing much much better. Almost all the color came out though!! Damn it! This putz that did it just jaked it up beyond belief. And get this..when I went back into Platinum Ink to let them know what happened (mind you, I did NOT go in there demanding my money back or anything else, I just wanted them to be aware of what happened)I got told it was all MY fault. Ok ok, check this out ..so when I first got there I talked to this really nice guy who was all "I'm so sorry, let me get the owner", so he goes in the back then comes back out and tells me that the owner won't be in until Thursday but to hang around because Justin (the "artist" who did this to me) would be interested in talking to me. Well while I was waiting the door opens in the back, a billow of smoke comes into the hall way followed by then unmistakable smell of herb and a guy comes to where I was. This person is the owner!!! He proceeds to tell me that I must have come in contact with someone or I didn't fol

Want A Beer?
for all of you that say you are trully my friends here is your chance to prove it to me my very good friend needs help in a contest and he needs help bad so stop oon over and help him out and if proving your friendship isnt a good enough of a reason to do it for those of you that do help out i will buy u a beer and refer your page to all my friends... rates are worth 5 poins and comments are worth 1 so et your butt movin and help oout the sweetest guy on fubar

Movie Review-"shark Tale" (2004)
When I saw this film, it was on pay-per-view a while ago. My kids had seen it at school so it wasn't new to them, but it was to me. Basically I found it to be a kids version of "The Godfather" (1972) with "A Bug's Life" (1998) storyline. The characters were funny but not original. The animation was very good, but Reef City looked just like Tin Can City. It had a hip-hop feel to it. An interesting thing about it was its 2 underlining themes: race relations and homosexual tolerance. The race relations theme was set up in the sharks being like Whites and the fish being like Blacks. The homosexual tolerance theme was more covert. It was referred to by showing homosexuality through the guise of vegetarianism. I don't know if kids picked that up, but it was clear enough for adults. Out of 4 Stars, I give it 2 1/2 stars. Good animation but could have had more orginality.

Price We Pay
What do you think of the price we for everything. From the price of gas to t he price of milk, food and basic things we all need in life. i mean 2.80+ for a gallon of gas, now that is stupid, since 3 years the cost for a gallon iof gas was 1.62 a gallon, such an increase, and the price of a gallon of milk is around 3.59 per gallon, now this is stupi also. The problem is not with the farmers or big oil well most of it is not big oil, it is that damn pres. bush, when he gets out of office we will see the gas price come down, and back to where is should be. but they got us by the short and curlys, what r we going to do, not drive to work or anywhere for that matter. As for the price of milk and other food, we r producing corn for the e85 gas, but what do they do with the left over stuff that is hazerdous to our health and the ground, they find some podunk town to dump it in, and they (government) wins again. so it's a catch 22 if you ask me. And speaking of E85 if it is so good, why

I Love All My Friends, Fans & Family
I haven't been around much in last few weeks. I had to have sugery Monday and wait for the results. So my mind and life has been a lil crazy lately... I just wanted to share some mad love to all my friends, family & fans. Life is to short and you never no when it will be your last chance to tell everyone in your life how you feel.....So i just wanted to say I love you all....mwahhhhh PS Results are in Cancer Free !!!! But lets not forget about the millions of people still battling w/ cancer everyday lets keep them all in our prayers..

Great Concert
Last night I went to the Brooks and Dunn, Alan Jackson concert at the Sound Advice Amphitheater . It was a great show and then the rain started the pour down and it became an even better show. People where sliding down the hill getting all muddy it was awsome. If I had a pickup truck or something to change into I would have joined them in there sliding fun but I didn't want to be cleaning up mud out of my car. The only bad thing about the show was that I was unable to save my phone in time so now I have to buy a new fun but it was worth it. Thats all for now, talk more later.

Movie Review-"the Spongebob Squarepants Movie" (2004)
Ever since I started buying pay-per-view movies through my cable company, I never have bought such a stupid movie in my life like "The SpongeBob SquarePants Movie". While it had a good premise of having SBSP and Patrick Star off on an underwater adventure to save SBSP's boss, it fell flat with bad jokes and no new animation technology being used. I like the "SBSP" tv show, but it just doesn't translate well to a 90 minute movie. My kids thought it was good, but they laughed very rarely while watching it. I think what really ruined it was that a lot of the minor characters that make the tv show funny and more dynamic (like Squidward, Sandy the Squarrel and Mrs. Puff) weren't used or shown much in the storyline. It did have some good musical numbers that made fun of pirate songs and 80's metal bands. Out of 4 Stars...1 1/2 Stars; It was just pitiful.

More Women In Their 20s Developing Breast Cancer
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Movie Review-"ghosts Of The Abyss" (2003)
More a documentary and/or filmed diary entry, "Ghosts of The Abyss" details the undersea adventure of James Cameron's sub trip to the RMS Titanic around Sept. 11, 2001. Shown in both a 60 minute and 90 minute format, it shows as the subs find and explore the ship over about 3 days. The ship's history, death, crew and design are discussed in some detail. The explorers even debate what actions were taken by the senior officers the night and morning of April 14th and 15th of 1912. Without giving anything away, I would say the explorers almost have near disaster themselves. And they make a few new discoveries too. It is well filmed, but Cameron's commentary was a little too dramatic for me. Maybe he was trying to expand on the human drama of the disaster, but I thought it make the film look campy and fake. Out of 4 Stars....3 Stars; I would suggest you watch this before watching "Titanic" (1997) to get a more historical view of events.

Today Is The Big Day!!!
COME INTO THE FUSION LOUNGE AT 7PM EST TO WITNESS THE FUMARRIAGE OF BROWN EYED PAPI AND AMELIA! Click The Ring To Enter !! Hope you guys can make it!!!! Thank You Poetic Heart for everything!!!

Movie Review-"the Chronicles Of Riddick" (2004)
"The Chronicles of Riddick" is a very difficult to follow tale of this alien (Riddick) who is destined to kill this other alien-Necro guy. It all boils down to running gun-battle. The visual effects and fight scenes are pretty good. The actors' lines aren't since it doesn't help you understand the storyline. I found the bad guys (the Necro-aliens) interesting. They reminded me of the Borg from "Star Trek". The acting is ok, but it is mostly a lot of running, fighting and sweating. The women characters are just eye-candy. I heard that this was based on a comic book. Maybe it didn't translate well into a movie. Especially the ending, Riddick kills the Lord Marshal and for whatever reason gets to become the new ruler. Out of 4 Stars...2 Stars.

Do You Hate Your Job
If you have a "I Hate My Job" day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested" Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,"I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control at Johnson & Johnson." HAVE A NICE DAY AND REMEMBER, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE WITH A JOB

Movie Review-catwoman (2004)
When you mix one part beautiful woman, one part love interest, one part superhero/villain and one part revenge tale, you get Catwoman. Plot: "A shy woman, endowed with the speed, reflexes, and senses of a cat, walks a thin line between criminal and hero, even as a detective doggedly pursues her, fascinated by both of her personas." (Source-IMDB.Com) Beyond this there is a tale of revenge and corporate greed. Likes: Halle Berry makes a great Catwoman in that she captures how the character is part good and evil. It is too bad she could not be used in another Batman film as this role.; The fight scenes are well executed as the storyline goes at a quick pace. Dislikes: Some of the special effects looked too computerized.; The villain, Sharon Stone's Laurel Hedare, was given too little screen time. Rated PG-13 for violence and adult situations. Parent's Guide: Nothing too bad. A great film for girls to see so they can see the power of womanhood. Prequel/Sequel Information:

Movie Review- The Grudge (2004)
Japanese horror was introduced to the US through The Grudge. Plot: "An American nurse living and working in Tokyo is exposed to a mysterious supernatural curse, one that locks a person in a powerful rage before claiming their life and spreading to another victim." (Source: IMDB.Com) There is also a bit of a crime story mixed into it. Acting: For the most part everyone was good. No one over acted. Special Effects: The ghosts are very scary and realistic of how an unrested spirit would appear. The scars aren't too FX-based so the movie allows your imagination to really fill in the blanks. If I Made The Movie: I would have better explained the background story. I would given it a less predictable ending. Prequel/Sequel Info.: None Rated PG-13 for Violence. Parent's Guide: A good Halloween film for older kids (12+) Out of 4 Stars....2 1/2 Stars. A little confusing storyline, but it has good scares to help it out.

Abortion Facts.. Smart
Know the Facts (read it all!) Tons of cool info throughout! Personhood at conception is a religious belief, not a provable biological fact. Mormon and some Fundamentalist churches believe in personhood at conception; Judaism holds that it begins at birth and abortion is not murder; ensoulment theories vary widely within Protestantism. The religious community will never reach consensus on the definition of a "person" or when abortion is morally justified. We are pro-choice. "Pro-abortion" is inaccurate, as it implies favoring abortion over childbirth. We support reproductive freedom, which means that an individual woman should be able to make her own choice. Laws have never stopped abortion, but only relegated it to back-alley butchers. The hypocrisy is clear: when illegal abortion was the leading killer of pregnant women in the U.S., there was no Right to Life (RTL) organization. If we don't choose pro-choice babies will be born and killed due to lack of choice to prevent unwa

Abuse Statistics In America
Abuse In America *4 million American women experience a serious assault by a partner during an average 12-month period. (1) *On the average, more than three women are murdered by their husbands or boyfriends every day.(2) *92% of women say that reducing domestic violence and sexual assault should be at the top of any formal efforts taken on behalf of women today.(3) *1 out of 3 women around the world has been beaten, coerced into sex or otherwise abused during her lifetime.(4) *1 in 5 female high school students reports being physically and/or sexually abused by a dating partner. Abused girls are significantly more likely to get involved in other risky behaviors. They are 4 to 6 times more likely to get pregnant and 8 to 9 times more likely to have tried to commit suicide.(4) *1 in 3 teens report knowing a friend or peer who has been hit, punched, slapped, choked or physically hurt by his/her partner. (5) *Women of all races are equally vulnerable to violence by

Movie Review: Charlie And The Chocolate Factory (2005)
Plot: Charlie is invited to tour a chocolate factory with four other children. The event changes his life forever. Likes: It moves quickly through the character set up, then slows down with the chocolate factory scenes so you can take in all the background.; Had just enough songs to breakup the action, but the were not over done or campy.; Colorful backgrounds and characters. Dislikes: A few scenes were a little too scary for little (5 and younger) kids. Rating: PG for language and quirkiness. Parent's Guide: Good for anyone over 5 years old. Out of 4 Stars: 3 Stars; Just needed to be a bit less scary.

Lets Show Love
LETS GO AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO '$r Whi+e Knigh+~Blondies r/l hubby ~Git R Done Rebels L.C.~Confederates~' HE IS ALWAYS HELP PEEPS OUT AND HE IS THE GREATEST FRIEND TO HAVE MAKE SURE YOU TELL HIM DJ BABY BOY SENT YOU HE HAS 1,847,980 TO GO $r Whi+e Knigh+~Blondies r/l hubby ~Git R Done Rebels L.C.~Confederates~@ fubar

Pic Folders
They are set for FRIENDS only for a reason. I got a shout from a person asking how can one befriend me if all my pics folders are private? Well the way I see it, if anyone wants to befriend me all they have to do is READ MY PROFILE, send a friend request with something in it and I might just add you. I do NOT add friends based on their looks, I don't have to see their pic first to add them. If they bothered to fill out their profile then I take the time to READ it. As my profile says, if you send an EMPTY request I will DENY you right then. I do however check out your page and if I see anything that interests me I will rate any and all as well. I just will NOT accept an EMPTY friends request. On that note.. I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Movie Review: Cold Mountain (2003)
Plot: "In the waning days of the American Civil War, a wounded soldier embarks on a perilous journey back home to Cold Mountain, North Carolina to reunite with his sweetheart." (IMBD.Com) Likes: Great battlefield scenes.; It shows how the romance between the two main characters develops.; The characters are interesting to follow. Dislikes: Tries to be a modern "Gone With The Wind" (1939) too much. Rated R for violence and (well done) adult scenes. Kid's Caution: Not for children period. I give it 3 stars. A good story with interesting characters.

Movie Review: Domestic Disturbance (2001)
Plot: "A divorced father discovers that his 12-year-old son's new stepfather is not what he made himself out to be." (IMBD.Com) Likes: A good traditional thriller where no one believes the kid as he discovers the truth. Dislikes: Not one of John Travolta's best acting stints. Rated R for violence and sexuality. Kid's Caution: Not for children. I give it 2 stars. Very traditional but also very predictable.

Abortion Facts.. Get It Right
Read this.. Let me know what you think! Define "Alive" Alive means that this being is growing, developing, maturing, and replacing its own dying cells. It means not being dead. Define "Human" Human means one of the biological beings who be-longs to the species Homo Sapiens. Such beings are unique from all other beings in that they have 46 human chromosomes in every cell. Such beings do not belong to the rabbit family, the carrot family, etc. Define "Person" Person is defined in at least a dozen different ways, according to the field or discipline in which you define it. In theology it usually means when the soul is created. In law (in the U.S.), personhood begins at birth. Other countries have ruled that it begins at different ages. In medicine and natural science, person usually means when the being is alive and complete. In philosophy it has multiple meanings and shades of meanings. We strongly suggest that no one use this term without first defining precise

Movie Review: Evita (1996)
Broadway meets Hollywood with this film version of Andrew Lloyd Webber's hit musical. Plot: "The hit musical based on the life of Evita Duarte, a B-picture Argentinian actress who eventually became the wife of Argentinian president and dictator Juan Perón, and the most beloved and hated woman in Argentina." (IMDB.Com) Likes: The music and lyrics are the best. Every song tells a small part of the storyline.; Madonna, Antonio Banderas and Jonathan Pryce all have good voices.; A cool political drama. Dislikes: A very long film at 135 minutes.; Can be slow at times. Rated PG for very mild violence. Kid's Caution: Nothing really bad for them. It may bore them though. I give it 4 stars. It is great despite its length.

Myspace Is Lame
Fuck you number ONE. There is NO SUCH THING as a MySpace Tracker. It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesnt. Fuck You number TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a moron. Fuck you number FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FIVE. Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top 8'. Who cares?!? ITS MYSPACE!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number SIX. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking

Movie Review: Grease (1978)
In the late 1970's, Broadway went Hollywood by turning one of America's favorite musicals in a major motion picture. Plot: Danny and Sandy try to get through their teenage years and high school during the late 1950's. Likes: The songs are very memorable.; There are tons of future movie and tv stars, plus a few from classic tv.; A fast-paced story. Dislikes: The acting of John Travolta and Olivia Newton-John is a bit raw, but they both show potential. Rated PG for adult situations and language. Kid's Caution: Not too bad for them. I give it 2 1/2 stars. Great music very some raw talent.

All About Me~
- THE BASICS 2 - Name Hope Ashlee 3 - Gender Female 4 - Age 18 5 - Screen Name Gurltwista04@yahoo.com 6 - Birthday August 16, 1988 7 - Race Mixed 8 - School/Grade College Sophmore 9 - Job School 10 - Status Taken 11 - Hometown Springfield, Oregon 12 - Current Town Lewiston, Idaho 13 - Parents Still Together Yes.. 22 years 14 - Siblings 1 younger brother 15 - Pets Dog= Abby 16 - Smoker nope 17 - Drinker yes 18 - Virgin NOPE 19 - Orientation Straight 20 - Drugs Nope 21 - APPEARANCE 22 - Hair Color Dark Brown 23 - Is it Dyed? Yes 24 - Eye color Bright Green 25 - Height 6'0 26 - Style hummm 27 - Glasses/Contacts/None? Nope 28 - Freckles Yes 29 - Body Type Pear Shaped 30 - Shoe Size 9.5- 10 31 - Piercings 8 32 - Want More? Nope 33 - Tatoos? Nope 34 - Want More? yes, I want some.. not alot=trashy 35 - Braces? Yep.. had them 36 - Overall Best Feature? Eyes/Lips 37 - Overall Worst Feature? Ears 38 - Do you get most of

Movie Review: Chicken Little (2005)
Ever wondered what happened after the sky fell? Well, Chicken Little answers these questions with action and a cool soundtrack. Plot: Chicken Little tries to save the world and regain the respect of his father by fighting aliens. Likes: Good soundtrack.; Good animation.; A nice moral tale about the importance of parent-child communication.; Great references and inside-jokes to various sci-fi movies and books. Dislikes: The non sci-fi jokes aren't funny.; Has a slow start.; The characters are stereotypes of the various kinds of kids you went to middle school with.; I think some of the characters could have been better cast. Rated PG for comic violence. Kid's Caution: A good film for kids that is no more violent than a Bugs Bunny cartoon. Out of 4 stars, I give it 3 stars. It has a good story moral, but could have been better casted.

Love
Love is... Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the other person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is th

Love Me
Straight Up! Current mood: rejected I like this guy! But he is driving me crazy! Pushing me away! I'm usually calm and shit doesn't get under my skin. But it's like he is there then the next couple days he isnt. So it's making me stress. He says he really likes me but he never really seems to show me. I kinda want thinngs to workout and he all happy and gay. But I'm getting to the point where I don't wanna wait on his ass anymore and I'm thinking about going back to what I had and forget about the thing that could make me the happiest I probally could ever be. But I'm not stressing. It will all resolve I hope. Well I know it's not going to resolve in my favor. But hey a girl can dream can't she.. Well I dont wanna be a bugg cause I hate people who are and I have never been that in my life. I feel like I would be the happiest with this person. That they could be the one. But they are changing me. I'm not the same person I have been my whole life. That bothers me.

Life Is Funny....
Often we think that we know what we want in life. Usually it has something to do with a nice comfy living that includes a mate (or for some of us mates), a place of living that is comfortable and to be stess free. I think that I could say that I have a fair amount of that. I have set some goals. But what seems to be a reocurring issuse is my choice in interpersonal relationships. Now I am not talking about someone who I am screwing, fucking or making love (cause you all know that there is a difference in all three). But I am talking about just the interaction that we have have with people on a daily basis. Seemingly I am caught in a parallel state when dealing with humans. I try to treat them the way that I want to be treated (which in itself is selfish and self gratifying). But sometimes people to include myself just do not fit into the life that you are really working for. And the roles that they serve change. But is this wrong...I mean am I a bad person just because my lif

Love
The definition of Love is "a constellation of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness" But what on earth does that mean? Let me put it into simpler terms. Love is knowing you're never alone. Love is having someone to share everything with. Love is being held in his arms and feeling that nothing could ever go wrong. Love is having a sense of strength and stability when your whole world comes crashing down. Love is having a shoulder to cry on when the going get's tough. Love is knowing that space in between your fingers was made for his. Love is being mad for only 59 seconds because you know you can't survive one minute without him. Love is drawing those stupid little hearts on your notebook. Love is that hoodie you find yourself attatched to. Love is knowing you have him when the world has turned their back on you. Love is talking about him even when you're trying not to. Love is never getting him out

Funny Pic Up Lines!
If I had like a super duper memory.. I would soo love to say some of these to people. Yet, unless I read this every day I would never remember them... Some of them are funny as shit! Check it out! Man:Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laug

Funny True Sex Facts
SEX FACTS In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal are punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick??) The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time... Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry. (Let's just think for a minute; is there any job anywhere else in the world that even come

Things You Didnt Know And Probally Should
Things you should know but probably didn't 1 . Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to exp

I'm Losing Another Of My Babies
So, Friday I had to take Grader in for an Ultrasound on his abdomen. He has been having these episodes lately where he has been collapsing sometimes and is really weak. When he was in for his annual physical a couple weeks ago, the Vet felt a mass in his abdomen and recommended I bring him back for an Ultrasound. Well, as it turns out, he has splenic cancer that has metastisized to his liver. He isn't in any pain right now but who knows how fast this will progress. He may be around for a few weeks or a few months. Guess I will be spending that time saying my good byes.

Adult Facts
Sex Facts! fact about sex Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are

Scarrry Stuff
ok so i dident belive it untill you get to the microsoft word part wehn you get to that part do exactally what it tells you to do and it will be all worth it some fucked up shit Weird 9/11 Facts The end with the font is real, you have to try it!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency s

Survey!
1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Nope 2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? Eat a lot of bannana and or vanilla pudding! 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? Backstreet Boys, Nsynce.. Lame huh =) 4. What is the best thing about your job? that I don't have one 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was required in class? Yes, lame people... Turn your shit off.. They can wait 8. Where are you going on your next vacation? Don't know yet.. Someone wonderful though 9. Quote a song lyric? "that don't kill me Can only make me stronger I need you to hurry up now cause I can't wait much longer I know I got to be right now Cause I can't get much wronger Man I've been waitin' all night now That's how long I've been on ya" 10. Are most of the f

Movie Review: The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975)
This is one of my most favorite musicals of all time. I think I have seen this film either on tv or VHS over 10 tens, but this is the first time I have got it on dvd format. Plot: Brad and Janet try to stop Dr. Frank-N-Furter and his gang from taking over Earth. Likes: Great songs. Memorable acting by the up-and-coming stars of Tim Curry and Susan Sarandon.; Cameo by Meatloaf. Dislikes: The second half is a bit slow going with more storyline and lesser quality songs. Rated R for gore, sexuality and mature themes. Kids' Caution: This is not a film for children. There are many references to homosexuality and bisexuality along with a violent death scene. Out of four stars, I give it 3 1/2 stars. The songs are great for the most part, but it does get slow at times.

Movie Review: House Of Wax (2005)
Somewhat of a vehicle for Paris Hilton to make the transition from tv roles into the world of feature films, House Of Wax (2005) modernizes a 1953 classic horror film by the same name but does little to honor it. Plot: Friends accidentally falls into a trap by the Sinclair brothers to become permanent members of a wax museum. Likes: Methods of death are both inventive and a "hat-tip" to slasher films of old.: The set design (i.e. wax museum and old creepy house) are done really well.; Hilton is really not too bad of an actress. You can see her potential.; A few story twists that are surprising both not too over played. Dislikes: There is a point in the film that just don't make sense: One of the characters isn't killed by being sprayed in hot wax even though he should have been burned to death or at least suffocate due to his skin not being able to breathe.; There is also moment in the film that the writers or director could have paid tribute to the 1953 version. The two main

Technically Non-supportive
The folks at technical support where I work are pretty fucking amazing. I call them daily. Sometimes hourly. And they, like Amy, can always answer my questions. Sometimes they will remotely nab my mouse and fix the problem for me. Other times they will just guide me through whatever steps are necessary. I've even started calling them when I have non-technical support questions. "My secretary's gone. Any idea how to fax a document?" "Will I need a coat to go to lunch?" "What percentage of people look at porn while they're at work?" The technical support people are, with one exception, some of the most efficient, helpful people I know. The exception is Mitch. I met Mitch last week when I had a question about my second computer monitor. Mitch responded slowly, then suggested that he might have to come to my office to take a look at it. I told him that would be fine. Mitch hobbled into my office ten minutes later, reeking of stale cigarettes, a long gray ponytail draped

:-)
A girl from New Jersey and a girl from the west coast were seated side by side on an airplane.> The girl from New Jersey , being friendly and all said, "So, where ya from?" The west coast girl said, "From a place where they know better than to use a preposition at the end of a sentence." The girl from New Jersey , sat quietly for a few moments and then replied: "So, where ya from.... bitch?"

New Dimebag Darrell Limited Edition Figure
Press Release KnuckleBonz Announces New Dimebag Darrell Limited Edition FigureMusic Collectible Depicts the Late Guitar Icon From the “Far Beyond Driven” Era with his Tobacco Dean Guitar. October 2007: KnuckleBonz® announced today they are finalizing production on a second limited edition sculpture of “Dimebag” Darrell Abbott. The figure is fully licensed with Getcha Pull, Inc. the licensing arm which represents Rita Haney-Abbott and the Dimebag Darrell Estate.“We were all very proud over here in the Dimebag family to learn that KnuckleBonz would be busting out another brilliant piece in the Dime collection,” says Rita Haney-Abbott. “They did such an amazing job in capturing the persona of such an all out, guns blazing, Texas tornado, known to many, as the one and only Dimebag!” “Watching Dime onstage was always such a one on one experience, says Rita. ”He had a way of reaching you no matter where you were located in the crowd. With his trademark squeals, to his gut wrenching powe

I Love Romance
I am not all about sex, really, I'm not. Not every 19 year old you meet is a sex-hound just looking to do nothing but fuck. There is so much I'd really love to do with my dream girl because the women around me find it to be too corny or mushy. But no matter how much of a perverted kinky freak I am in the bedroom... I am the sweetest man you will ever meet. I love long walks in the park, on the beach, on the boardwalk..anywhere. Holding hands with my girl's head resting on my shoulder. I'd love to be sitting under a big tree.. her feet resting in my lap as I massage her feet. ...and maybe she rubs her foot on my crotch a little *wink wink* when it gets dark... My dream girl and I would just sit underneath the stars and just enjoy the night. or just talk about anything. It'd be nice to have one of those bench swings to cuddle up on. maybe a little campfire with marshmellows.. maybe make some s'mores. Watch for shooting stars from a tent. Travel anywhere Talk abo

Dvd Review: The Beatles Celebration (1999)
Overview: By using rare footage of interviews and a walking tour of England, Geoffrey Giuliano looks at how The Beatles came together and split apart to become legends in music history. Likes: It better explores and explains why the Beatles broke up.; It also gives light to more insight on Ringo Starr and his impact on the group. Dislikes: There is an art house quality that distracts the viewer and makes it seem boring at times.; It barely explores the musical impact that The Beatles had on music of their time and now. In fact very, very little of their music is played and/or discussed at all. Out of four stars, I give this dvd two stars. The further discussion of why The Beatles broke up is good, but the lack of any music being used in it is very disappointing.

Woohoo, Lvl 14, Ty All
yay im lvl 14 but nessa is lvl 17 so it looks like im going to lose, the bet, unless everyone rates all my new pics, and i have a few friends that joined, maybe more who knows, but 4 lvls to go, maybe i can lvl tonight again oh and special ty to Sin, Dj sweets, addictive, linker, shannon, and all else who rated and commented the crap out of me much love..

Love
I want to be the one you run to When everything has gone wrong I want to be there in your time of need When you need someone that is strong I want to be the one that is on your mind Late at night when you cant sleep I want to be the one you think about When you want a friend to keep I want to be the smile on your face When fond memories you recall I want to be the hand that stretches out When your about to fall I want to be the one that dries your tears When you have a broken heart I want to be the one that was there Like you wanted from the start I want to be the one that you see When you forever want someone in your life Dedicated to Michael aka Crazy

Oh Thats Bs I Got Banned From The Mumms
what the hell, i post a mumm about commitment vs a benificial buddy and i got some great responses and input and some how it got flagged and i got burned and now i'm banned from the mumms what gives.... what ever happened to freedom of speech and expression not to mention this site is for adults and the mumm title was clear enough even w/o the nsfw written next to it and thats irrelevant since it shouldn't of needed it in the first place... and i only marked this nsfw so i can't get bitched at for this one either.... this ever happen to anyone else??

In Your Eyes
I see my world in your eyes, Past, present, and future are all contained, In your limitless gaze. This captivation of destiny still surprises me, When ever I look long into the depths of your soul. For I see my hopes reflected in them, Along with so many emotions, That words could never describe. And with each passing day, As seasons meld aimlessly into oblivion, I will stand here forever, Caught in the gaze of eyes, I will never truly understand.

New Mumms Look
Yesterday I saw how Mumms are laid out now. While having them go back over the last 24 years is nice, I wish there was a way for it to note which one I have commented and/or voted on. Maybe in time it will.

Me In A Nutshell. (c)2007
img> Here's the blog combined with everything from last year to know everything about me. Veiw discretion advised. I grew up in a rural outskirts town in Massachusetts on Rockwell St. In Malden, Mass. on May 29, 1981. I lived in a 2 story house that my dad's father assisted in renovating in 1966.It was a big house with its causals. It haunted me alot prior to leaving for Florida in 1989, with my grandma and aunt, and my immediate family. Reasons were the weather and business opportunity. I grew up an only child and often fantasized about woman even at 7. I couldn't wait to hit puberty. I was a late bloomer, everything I did was late late. I hardly understood speech and had to take classes. I got held back in 1st grade in 1988. The teacher Ms. Maderos of Forrestdale elemantary school was very strict and I got my name written on the board more times than I should of. Now, accelerating into the 90's I had alot of bullies and my older cousin often harassed me, because I looke

The Dance
You dance for me Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows against your bare back As you remove the final article. I bring you to my lips, Our secret little hiding place, a spot Reserved for two. You let all of yourself to me And I see only you I feel only you I smell only you I taste only you I sense only you And we are as one. Breathing together now, two souls in unison Your moans cast against my shoulder As we join in an embrace You are my breath And I yours. A shiver rides down my spine As your nails claw at my back & we draw closer And closer Closer Closer still Your moans, a warm breath on my neck I hear whispered sweet nothings in my ear Suddenly, there it is Our muscles seize Your pleasu

Gripin', Bitchin, And Moanin'
The following was received from a "member" who never really was a member, so I am using this as an opportunity to clarify a few things. Posted on bulletin board October 19, 2007 "i am tyered of people in conest asking me to help them and then i do of course but they want me in a group but whats the use of a group if u help them and umm get no help back no sence to it to help them i don't wanna be in a group any more they suck" My response to the bulletin: "Well did it occur to you let the group know you were entered into a contest??? Were you all ready entered into a contest before you joined a group?? Did you do everything that was required of said group- rating fanning etc?? Did you add the groups name to your profile?? Did you join multiple groups at the same time?? Did you comment bomb to "maxx out" on anyone else in the group??? Did you post a bulletin or a blog letting your friends know??? Did you absolutely max out every comment, everyday??? Did you personally co

Broken
i have poured out my heart and i poured out my tears... not sure when they will stop or if they ever will. maybe its true love just isnt enough. that there has to be more, i dont know what that more is to be... i give all i can give and still feel that isnt enough. there are no promises on what will happen from day 2 day in this life. will the tears ever stop and does a broken heart ever mend??????

Haunted House
So im going to spend October going to all the haunted houses I can! Im going to the hacker house in pilot mountain NC tonight and Im nervious! I usually dont get to scared of haunted houses but this one of those you lead yourself thru and then theres a maze/puzzle thing at the end u have to find ur way out of! It should be cool I'll post a blog with how it turns out its me and a bunch of friends! much love !its brandi!

Removed From Youtube After 6000 Hits In 12 Hours
Removed from YouTube after 6000 hits in 12 hours ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bobby Date: 20 Oct 2007, 12:01 thanksMercury LobarRemoved from YouTube after 6000 hits in 12 hoursThanks..From: Vaccine TruthDate: Oct 18, 2007 1:43 PMFrom: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance]Date: Oct 18, 2007 12:32 PMFrom: Denise Date: Oct 18, 2007 12:29 PMFrom: RickyFrom: gpandtedsmomDate: 18 Oct 2007, 16:49how do we say CENSORSHIP?????Iconoclasm (Wake up!)Date: Oct 18, 2007 8:48 AMThey reset the hits and pulled it off the top of Youtube. DONT LET EM DO IT. SPREAD AND RANK THIS A 5!!

So You Wanna Join Our Crew???
The following was received from a "member" who never really was a member, so I am using this as an opportunity to clarify a few things. Posted on bulletin board October 19, 2007 "i am tyered of people in conest asking me to help them and then i do of course but they want me in a group but whats the use of a group if u help them and umm get no help back no sence to it to help them i don't wanna be in a group any more they suck" My response to the bulletin: "Well did it occur to you let the group know you were entered into a contest??? Were you all ready entered into a contest before you joined a group?? Did you do everything that was required of said group- rating fanning etc?? Did you add the groups name to your profile?? Did you join multiple groups at the same time?? Did you comment bomb to "maxx out" on anyone else in the group??? Did you post a bulletin or a blog letting your friends know??? Did you absolutely max out every comment, everyday??? Did you personally co

October 20, 2007 Today... Lol
If you've read any of the posted blogs and trying to figure out a couple of things about them???? You can go to www.myspace.com/hotmsdixie and read some there and yahoo's 360, hot_ms_dixie. But anyways. I reckon that you see that my life ain't all cherries and roses... lol. But I've had love a time or three. I hate loving someone but wanting something more than they are willing to give. Maybe I am greedy like that?? I dunno. I still love my ex. He's my best friend and I will always love him. So, if anyone happens to take an interest in me, he's a part of my life that I can't let go. He showed me more than anyone has ever shown me. He was my friend first and remained my friend after. Most guys don't do that. Besides that, when and if I do get married... He's going to be the one that brings me up on a Harley! lol. I reckon I'm a strange one, but it's going to be my day, and I'm going to be as orginal as possible. I don't like the whole every day thing and what's expected... Thank ya very

True Colors
why is it that when some one breaks your heart you feel like the world is falling down around you? something that i have never been able to figure out but i do thank this fact when some one dumps you there true colors show threw. colors that you blind yourself to threw your entire relationship. you protect yourself from them and you make excuses for them " oh hes just been working" " hes under alot of stress from work" " hes just not sleeping well" " he workes so much that he just passed out" you create in your mind something that there not and you dont notice when things start to turn into your nightmears . see when i love someone and tell that person that i love them i look past there imperfections. where as no one else in this world could find them beautiful or handsome... the person that loves them will think the world of them no matter what. loving someone means loving them all of them every lil thing that makes them there own person. becuase if you dont all your doing is j

Wondering
i know i'm sorta new 2 this and love making friends becuae we all need some.just wanted 2 see how many of u would respond 2 this 1.so far i've been having fun making freinds but now its time 2 get 2 know my friends

Your Sexual Identity
Body: According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name.- MINE IS -- Read below.... -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expressi

One Reason!!
this is a song i wrote a few years ago called one reason..i am in one of those thinkin moods and just thought i would put it down to see what kind of feedback i get on it cuz i love to see how people think... ONE REASON Hook: The one reason i'm here The one reason i fear In the ghetto you dont know if tomorrow will get here So I pray everyday get down on hands and knees And ask god to make this dream that i have a reality Verse 1: Have u ever been on the block, Or looked into the eye Of a mother who took a loss, watched her only son die He got killed cuz he went and hurt somebodys else's pride He could of been the next doctor savin somebody else's life In the projects its real simple u dont gotta have beef Innocent bi-standards get killed just walkin down the street Its a constant everyday stuggle, new day a new hustle Guliani the racist fucka, is makin shit tougher He dont what its like to live in one bedroom apartments Six peop

To Goto Inner Demons Sites
We are a Metal band from Jax, florida I am the Vocalist jefery Korn, originaly from San Diego, CA. Wanna hear us Rock !!! We have several killer Site ; (copy and paste all addresses togo them ) http://www.myspace.com/innerdemonsband http://www.unsungherorevolution.com/kyzerkorn/ and my personal myspace: http://www.myspace.com/jefferykorn

Murphys Laws On Sex
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are

January 14, 2006
I'm needing some help here. Yes, I have got to be the most confusing person in this world. Nah.... There's a lot more that's worse off than I am. Anywhoz..... I'm kind of thinking about doing something crazy. OK. Quit laughing. Seriously, QUIT! Are you done??? Here is goes. I forgot. Not really, but thought that I would try to hold some suspense. I met this guy on a web site a couple of months ago. Not really sure when. But anywayz, we've been talking on here and over the phone. He has a sexy voice and he's a real hottie! What's the problem, you ask? Besides the other question that you have about Spongebob.... He lives in Gulfport, which is about a 4 - 5 hour drive from here or from there to here. He also has a teenage daughter. Which I believe that might be a benefit. I have 2 kids, and now I'd have a baby sitter! And he's also a Yankee! He's from New York! ha ha. He seems to be really nice. But the crazy part is, we're thinking about running off and getting married. I think t

The Code Of Men
1. Thou shall not rent the movie 'Chocolate' 2. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call 'BULLSHIT'. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent) 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever. 8. The minimum amount of time you have to wait for anot

May 1, 2006
Anyways, I'll keep you posted about how things go. He's coming up here next week-end. I will be a very happy camper come then! Well hello all! I know that that some time has passed since I have posted a blog. Well here it is... I know that you have to be interested in reading this. This is something that's GREAT! And I actually find it better than the day that I got my car. What is it you ask? If you remember reading one of my blogs about a guy from Gulfport, then this is what this is about. I finally got to meet him and his daughter!!!!!! I was originally going to go down there the week -end of the 5th - the 7th but something come up and I was able to go this past week end. It's about a 4 hour trip. It was well worth it. Oh my god! He's is so HOT! I know that's not everything, but it damn sure does help! He does have the sexy voice too. He is a great person. I had to find out for myself. And what he has been telling me is true. But the thing that I find funny about it is, why can

40 Days' Temptation
just something i wrote a few weeks ago i think it kind of sets the tone for where ive been and where im going theres so much to look forward to in this life and im taking control of what I can in my life and going after what i want anyone whos hurt me should know ill be ok i am ok and i plan on staying that way for a very long time 40 Days' Temptation i am going it alone ive got this soul to wake ill do it all for me however long it takes and on the 40th day The serpent passed me by temptation blinding me in this lifestyle realigned i said go on let me be i don't need this anymore took a deep long breath and softly closed the door just please let me be free this yearning to subside just go and walk away old and new me to divide the hold he had on me proved I could shake it off yet so eager to return to the life from which ive crossed look me in the eye and say

May 24, 2006
Well here's how things are going. I hate my social life. It sucks ass. I'm so damn stupid and niave when it comes to men. I don't know what the hell I even bother. I thought that I would have something with this guy that I met on hot or not about 6 months ago. But that got busted. I've gone to see him twice and yet he has not come to see me. That's my luck. He says he wants to be with me and all that, but he does not put out any effort to make it work. I give up. I met this other guy that's in the military about a few months ago, I think... He's a really nice guy. I thought that me and him could be together both on here and once he came home in a few months. I was yet wrong again. I was stupid enough to actually start falling in love with him. Then I get the news today that he's torn and didn't want to lose me. Well, I still want to meet him and if things go alright, I'd like to be with him, that is, if he would still want to. I have others that have tried to tell me that I shou

May 29, 2006
Well, guess what? Well, I got over my madness and decided on what I want... The guy in Gulfport, MS that has my heart. We had our little spat, now that's over and we're going to work out a way to be together. As far as that other guy... I hope that fleas from a thousand camels invade his privates and his arms are to short to reach to scratch. I know, I'm a slight bitch, but as the saying goes... Shame me once, shame on you. Shame me twice, shame on me. Shame me a third time, I'm the fool. There will never be a third time for the shame. I've been put through hell and know what it's like to take someone back time after time after they've hurt you. And I know what it's like to be left alone, emtionally and mentally damaged. I'll be DAMNED! if I go through that again! But it's cool. I know how to keep my distance and not get hurt anymore. Don't let anyone in and you can't get hurt.. But I know, it hurts more missing out on what could be and what might have been. So right now, what I'm go

My Apoligies
I just wanted to let everyone know something. I have been talking to a few women on here. One I developed real feelings for, but she was far away. I wasn't 100% honest with her. I met someone else on here and met in person. I develope strong feelings for her as well. They now both hate my guts and I fully understand why. I don't blame them for that. You what it's worth, I know I'm an asshole so please keep those comments to yourself. I am a married guy that is very miserible. I am looking to leave and find someone that can respect me. But how can I do that if I cannot be honest to those who mean a lot to me. I just want to apologize to them, publicly and take whatever abuse I will get. I am very sorry for hurting you, lying to you, and hiding. When I said how I felt though, I meant that. I can only hope that one day you can find it in your heart to really forgive me. Goodbye to you. I didn't mention your names. I didn't think that would be right. Anyway I humbly apologize.

Lost The Baby
I don't have too much to say right now but I am sitting here in my hospital room in Iowa City Hospitals on one of their laptops, upset because I am having a miscarriage...All my stupid hospital back home was going to do was send me home to lose our baby at home...So since I have been high risk pregnancy anyways they transferred me to University Of Iowa Hospitals early this morning...So I am here so the drs can keep their eye on me to make sure that the miscarriage goes okay & with no further complications...I am going to listen to the doctors orders this time around I have to wait at least 12-18 months before I ever try to get pregnant again...That will give my body time to heal so that I can have a successful pregnancy next time around :( I am sooooooo sad right now more than words can express, the father & I would have loved our child more than anything in the world & this really hurts us both...So now before I leave the hospital I am going to get on birth control so I don't get preg

(murphy Was An Optimist)
* Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong * Anything good in life is either illegal, immoral or fattening * It is morally wrong to allow suckers to keep their money * The light at the end of the tunnel is the headlamp of an oncoming train * Celibacy is not hereditary * Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself * Beauty is only skin deep, ugly goes to the bone * Never play leapfrog with a unicorn * A Smith & Wesson beats four aces * If everything seems to be going well, you obviously do not know what the hell is going on * Never argue with a fool, people might not know the difference * A short cut is the longest distance between two points * Friends come and go, but enemies accumulate * Everyone has a scheme for getting rich that will not work * The other line always moves faster * Murphy's Golden Rule: Whoever has the gold makes the rules * The race is not always to t

June 3, 2006
You know, ya'll are an awful lot of help. lol. Help a sista out! Damn! I can't believe someone suggested becoming a lesbian and saying fuck it all. Damn, no faith, huh? Well, I'm not going to become a lesbian. I'm not going to try to work things out with Nick. I'm going to go on about my business. I'm not going to look anymore. I have good friends and some good family... That's all I need for now. I have 2 children that need me and are my world. There's no man in this world that can ever take that from me or come between us. Anyways... I hope that you like the pic. I'm talking to a few people. I don't know where it will go, but I do know one thing no matter which way it goes, I know where I will be and go. And that's back home with my babies. But I do hope for the best for me and one day I will find what I've been looking for and hopefully, he's been looking for me too. Later ya'll

Words Of Somewhat Suspect Wisdom
Before you criticize someone, walk a mile in his shoes. That way, if he gets angry, he'll be a mile away-and barefoot. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. A closed mouth gathers no feet. If you look like your passport picture-you probably need the trip. Always yield to temptation-because it may not pass your way again. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good. Eat well-stay fit-die anyway. No

June 22, 2006
Well, here it is another day... I know that I haven't posted one in a while. I don't think that anyone really reads these things, but I'll let you know what's going on anyway. That's because I'm cool like that... lol. Anyways, this is what's been going on and is going on. As you can tell I have updated a little and I have another profile that I would like for you to check out. I hate the idea of being single. I don't like it at all. REALLY! But I have a bad problem though, I think that I'm afraid of commitment and being hurt. I've met a few promising guys here lately. But I don't know what to do. I would like to go out and get to know them, but I don't want one to find out about the other. But I just want to do the dating thing. Go out, eat dinner, talk. Get to know one another, see how we click together. That's like now, I've been kind of seeing this one guy off and on since about February. I like him, but I know that it's not ever going to go anywhere, so I don't go out with him or

June 26, 2006
Well, here it goes again... I have met someone, yet again! lol. I really like this guy and it bothers me that I do. There's nothing wrong with him. But I know that there are a few things about him that I do not like. And there are a few things that people will point out... Here's some things about him. I know that this will make a few people mad, but I really don't give a shit. He's older than me, he's 47. He has children and grandchildren. Which his children are around my age and a little bit younger, the grandchildren are around my children's age. That doesn't bother me at all. We can see eye to eye, literaly... lol. I don't like the fact that he snores, has a hard ass bed, he dips and has the same name as one of my brothers that I don't like. He's a biker and a truck driver. He's a little taller than me. He's bald and has a long goatee. I can really get along with him. We really get along with one another despite the age differences and the other differences. We can see past those t

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Life's Little Annoynces - things that drive a sane person nuts ------------------------------------------------------------------------ * You have to try on a pair of sunglasses with that stupid little plastic thing in the middle of them. * The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. * The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. * There's always a car riding your tail when you're slowing down to find an address. * You open a can of soup and the lid falls in. * It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. * The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. * There's a dog in the neighborhood that barks at everything. * You can never put anything back in a box the way it came. * Three hours and three meetings after lunch you look in the mirror and discover a piece of parsley stuck to your front tooth.

July 5, 2006
I thought that I would give ya'll an update to what's going on in my life. I have started seeing Harley Charlie. Things are going great!He makes me so HAPPY! I don't know what the future will hold for us, but I hope that it will be something great! Anywhoz.Thought that I would give ya'll a head's up that I'm no longer single. Well, let's put it this way, I only want to spend my spare time with one person and I think that I have found him

September 12, 2006
I know that I haven't written in a while, but thought that I would today. Things are going good. I'm still with Harley Charlie. My son had his 8th birthday yesterday. My daughter cut her hair last week. Very interesting... I'm going to send here to cosmatalogy school. I think that I misspelled that, but oh well. The kids are doing good. I'm happy. I suppose that's about it. I know, I lead a dull and boring life. Talk at ya'll later...

October 13, 2006
I thought that I would give ya'll an update to what's going on with me. Actually there's not a whole lot to tell. My son is doing real good in school. He has also joined the cub scouts, he's with the wolf cubs. I'm still with the same person, we've been together since sometime in June, I believe. I don't keep up with things like that. I know it's somewhat important, but things going on in my life that involve me and my kids are more important than trying to remember how long I've been with someone. But anywhos... I got to meet his daughter. She seems to be pretty cool and easy going. I'm suppose to meet his brother sometime in the next couple of days, I think. He's going to Daytona, FL with him. I'm not going, and why is what you are asking. It was planned way before we met, and it's going to be a guy thing. Which is cool. I ain't mad. I'm going camping with my son next week-end. Yes, this will definately be an experience for me. Never really been camping, but I'm going to give it a go

November 13, 2006
Hey ya'll! I know that it's been a while since I wrote a blog. I thought that I would update ya on what's going on with me. Well, not a whole lot... That's it... lol. Not really. The kids had a good Halloween. My son was a race car driver and my daughter was a princess. Me, I was security for the kids... lol. My niece was a pirate too. She was so cute. My son is in boy scouts. We got to go on a camping trip about 3 weeks ago. It was alright. Not what I would want to do again without an air mattress... lol. He was also doing a fund raiser for school. I think it went alright. Especially considering that his sister's dad and step mom sold most of the stuff for him!!! lol. I had surgery Friday, November 10, 2006. I'm alright. I feel fine. Actually me feeling fine wasn't something that I expected. I reckon that I read to much into what was going to happen and the after math. In case you're wondering what I had done... I would think that it was minor surgery, I dunno. They did a conization

December 19, 2006
Here's another day in my life... Ok, I'm done... lol. Seriously though, here's what's been going on... I'm doing alright. I haven't had any complications since the surgery. I went to Ohio with Harley to meet some of his family and friends and to move his daughter, who has Williams Syndrome, (I was wondering if anyone has heard of it???), here to Mississippi. SHe came down here back in October and she liked it down here, so she decided to move here and make residense here. Thanksgiving was pretty good. I spent it with Harley and his daughter and friends. The kids are doing good in school. I'm still with the same guy, Harley Charlie. I think that we've been together about 6 months, hell all I know is that we've been together since June. I don't keep up with that shit. I suppose that over the years, you lose interest in things and keeping up with dates. But anywhoz... I'm planning on going back to school in January and finishing up with Hotel & Restaurant Mangement. I'm probably going t

February 4, 2007 Sad Story Of My Life
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I hate myself for what I'm thinking about. I don't know how I can even think it. I now know what it feels like though. I feel so trapt. I don't want to hurt anyone. I see some upside but yet the downside and the worst is what I fear. What is she talking about, you may ask? I have a bf that I love, but I'm falling for someone else that I can actually see a future with and it scares the shit out of me. I don't want to be hurt. But yet I feel so selfish. Maybe I should take some time and try to figure out what I really want. I thought being with someone would make me happy. But being with the one I'm with doesn't really give me the fulfilled meaning that I need. I feel just as alone as I felt when I was just single. We don't live together. He actually lives about 100 miles from me and we see each other about 2 - 3 times a month, maybe. I want more. I want to be able to see someone more than that. To feel the passion that I long for and desire. I don't

February 5, 2007
Well here I am telling you about another day in my life. Things are going good. But I'm not really sure how long that's going to last. I have some issues that I need to figure out what to do. I thought and hope that some you might can help me. Well, I'm in a relationship with someone that loves & adores me & my children. I do love him, but I don't feel that I'm still "in" love with him. There are things that I want that I know that he doesn't want. One of them is I want to get married someday, preferably before I turn 30. I want that stability of a family life for me and my children. I know that I can do good on my own. I've known that for years. I want for everyone to see what a beautiful bride that I'd make... hee hee... I want that spot light of attention for a minute. Plus I want for my dad to be able to give my hand in marriage & know how happy his only daughter is before he passes. He's not getting any younger. Hell, who is??? But I feel like I'm trapped. I don't want to break up

February 13, 2007
I suppose you're wondering what I decided. Well, I broke up with him. I'm alright. He's not mad at me. Just something that I knew that I had to do. I want to be happy and have happiness and love. I hope to get married one day and be a "real" family. Whatever the hell that is... lol. But everything is cool. I'm ok, he's ok, the new guy is ok. The kids' are ok too. Well that's that. And HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ONE AND ALL.... LOVE YA!

February 22, 2007
Well here's another look in to my life. Everything's going pretty good. I finally got the 2nd bedroom fixed up for the kids. They are happy about that and so am I! I started dating someone. He's sweet, nice, and adorable! I just want to eat him right up!!!!, Wait, ain't that what he's suppose to do to me??? lol. Kidding. But anyway. I really hope that this goes some where. I really do like this guy. I think that there will be a possiblity with him. I could actually picture a future with him in my life and my kids. Creepy, I know. But in the famous words of Hank Williams, Jr., "If it will it will, If it won't it won't" If it does, it does; If it don't it don't" Later people. Love ya lots~~~~~

February 26, 2007
Well, how's that? Yes, it is official! I have a boyfriend!!!! Yea, baby, yea!!! We've known each other for about 7 months, just started talking about a month ago and dating. Don't know where this will go, but I really hope and pray for the best. I think that this is the one. I figure that if I can look into his eyes and can picture him, the kids, and myself in a family portrait, then it is meant to be, or should be anyway! lol. I have been able to see a future with him. It's a little scary in a way, considering the things that I've been through and the things that he's been through. I am happy. He makes me happy! That's what matters. The one thing that I like the most about him is being in his arms. I sleep so good when he's laying next to me and I'm wrapped up in his arms. It's the next best thing to sex... lol. Actually it kind of is better than sex. It's more relaxing and comforting to know that you can feel the heat and love of someone and they don't have to say one word or prove

March 3, 2007
Here it is another day. Not a whole lot going on. Just sitting back and was trying to relax, but I have my niece and daughter here, so that's like totally next to impossible. 2 girls about the same age, 8 months between them. But it'll be alright. Things seem to be pretty good for now. But I question, are things always what they seem? I seem like I should be happy right? I have 2 wonderful children, a great boyfriend. But it seems like I'm missing something... I don't know. I just want to be happy and be loved. I want happiness in our lives and for us to be loved. i don't know if that's to much to ask for? I don't' think that it is. I suppose the only other thing that I'm asking for is to hopefully get married one day. Just my little girl fantasy that I have. No matter how tough I seem I still have that soft side to me. Oh well. Thought that I would up date. Not a whole lot going on. Later.

March 17, 2007 St. Patrick's Day
I thought that I'd post a blog and let ya'll know how I'm doing... I'm doing pretty good. The kids are good. This week they were out for Spring Break. We didn't go anywhere, I kind of wish that we could have. We just hung out here at home, rented some movies, slept late... lol. My daughter's birthday is next month, she'll be 4. I'm not really sure what I'm going to get her. Any suggestions for a 4 year old girl? As for my love life or my life in genral. There is none. I was seeing someone for about 7 months and we split up because I realized that the things that I want aren't going to change and those things are the things that he didn't want and he wasn't going to change. So we parted ways. Then I started seeing someone for a bit. I haven't seen him in a while. I've talked to him some. I'm not really sure if he even really likes me or what? He says he does, but his actions say something different. I don't know what to do. I want to try to find someone that wants to be with us ( Me and

Boyfriend Application
Name: Age: Do you like me?: What do you like about me?: If i was hospitalized what would you do?: What is one word you would use to describe yourself?: What is one word you would use to describe me?: Would you kiss me?: Would you hug me?: Would you come lay and watch movies with me when im sick?: Would you ever cheat on me?: Would you ever lie to me?: Can you make me laugh?: Have i ever kissed you?: Have you ever wanted to kiss me?: Have we hugged?: Have you wanted to hug me?: Whats your idea of the perfect date?:

A Story About A Man & His Harley...
Alright, here's something cute that I just had to post here. Here's a story about a man and his Harley... A man went out and bought a brand new Harley Davidson motorcycle. The guy at the dealership told him to buy a jar of Vaseline to put on the seat to keep it from cracking. And buy a small jar to keep on him to put on it in between times of riding and to make sure he put it on the seat before it rained. His wife and he decided to go have dinner with her family and took the bike. His wife told him while they were in the kitchen that during dinner, no one talks. If you talk, you will have to do the dishes. He looked at the sink and the counters and there were piles of dirty dishes that needed to be washed. Dinner was served and as he sit there eating, he was thinking of a way to get someone to talk. So, he got up and took his wife and stripped her down and started making love to her right in front of her parents. They just looked and shrugged the shoulders and went back to e

Never Take A Person For Granted...
Never take a person for granted.. While you're annoyed that she wants to hear your voice and talk to you on the phone, he's there calling, texting and caring about how her day was. While you'll do anything to get "your space" and do your own thing, he's making sure he sets aside time so they can do things together that she'll enjoy. While you get irritated that she wants to cuddle or be held, he'll glady take her in his arms. While you let all other things take priority in your life, he's making her his number one. While you're finding it hard to let go of other women and their attention, he's pushing away every female just to give his focus and attention to her. While you're questioning if she's really the one, he already knows there's no better. While your finding excuses not to commit, he's supplying reasons why she should. And then one morning, you'll wake up and realize that you really do want her...and that same morning, she'll wake up next to the guy that already

5th Year Anniversary Of Evan's Death
This is long and grief filled. Just don't bother reading it. Well. Today is the day. And I don't know what to make of it all. I am now just as he left me, alone in the house, only this time I'm not pregnant but I still am 'with child'. I still clearly remember the day he left, when we were all waiting for the buses to come. We were waiting on that road behind the gym. I had gotten permission from my 1SG to go say goodbye to him, even though we weren't married. All the spouses and girlfriends were all crying, except me. I was in love with the biggest man in the unit. I swear that guy was bulletproof. all of 6'5" and 280, damn near all of it in his upper body. I knew his ass would be coming back. When the buses finally came and he got his platoon formed up, he got them all on the bus, and came up to me, and hugged me. I had always gotten swallowed up in his huge arms and nothin felt off, but this time I almost couldn't breathe. He was squeezing me like he would never see me again

Post From July 12, 2007
I did a copy and paste from another site that I have these blogs on, so I'm going to put the dates that I posted these. This was written on July 12, 2007. My grandmother passed away last month. She was 86. My daughter's last day of day care is today. My son will be going into 3rd grade this fall, and my daughter will be in Pre-K. I'm looking forward to school starting, which it starts, August 8. I plan on re-enrolling and finishing up this fall. My birthday is 2 weeks from tomorrow, July 27. I don't' really have anything planned yet. I'm thinking about going to the Neshoba County Fair in Philadelphia, MS. Billy Currington is playing that night. He must be doing something right, cause he damn sure has my eye a looking! And it's for damn sure that I would "Come A Little Closer"! But anyways, I'm not really looking forward to my birthday. It's one more year that's gone by, and I have aged. I'm still single. That's another reason that I'm not looking forward to it. It also means that

Your Tongue Can Be Your Worst Enemy!
Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, your thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs. Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more positive and power packed with faith, hope, love and action. Don't be afraid to believe that you can have what you want and deserve. Watch your Thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your Habits, they become character. Watch your Character, f

I Remember The Berlin Wall!
"Take me to the magic and music of the moment".....The lyrics an the music of this song are so true on SO many levels!!!....TYVM Scorps for such a wonderful song!....Much love,thanks an muahs!

Another Day...
Here's pretty much what's going on... I'm back in school at EMCC finishing up Hotel & Restaurant Mangement. I graduate in Dec. and the cermony is in May. The kids are doign great. Brady has had a little bit of dental work done, I know, OUCH! He also turned 9 recently. He's going to be going to see specialists next month. He's 9 and weighs like 43 lbs. and his sister is 4 and weighs about 45 lbs. We're hoping that we can get that straightened out about his weight. I think he's just going to be an underweight kid that will be tall. I dunno. I know that he will hit a growth spurt sooner or later. T.K. is doing good. No problems, cept for not listening. She is in Pre-K and so far, I think that she's enjoying it. Brady's in the 3rd grade and I think that he's liking it some. Yes, I am still single. I still dont' get it... I'm told how beautiful and pretty and all that but why am I single? I think that I'm a good person. I do have references to back that up. I do still have a few ex's ch

Tattoo On My Leg
There is a tattoo that I have that has been questioned many times. I have always known the answer to it, just brushed it off as it means something to mean, even though that may mean absolutely nothing to you. The tattoo is above. Let me know what you think??? It says "Not Enough". It is also a song by Van Halen. Where this tattoo is located is above another tattoo that I have which is of a heart with a knife through it, a teal blue rose, and barbed wire wrapped around the heart. The heart represents my life and heart. The knife, well it represents a knife that has been plunged into my heart. The teal blue rose represents how I feel about it and also it's my fave color. The barbed wire is what I have wrapped my heart with, so that no one shall trespass. It is not enough to love someone naturally, faithfully, or equally. I do love faithfully. I do love naturally. If I have the feelings in my heart, I will let you know, but I do so with much caution. I have and still love secr

Help
im really like this guy but he is older than me. i really think he is great and he likes me to but i also have a girlfriend and i dont want to hurt her. this guy has been wonderful to me since we meet im not sure what to do. someone help me!

When Not To Call Tech Support
Ok if you have somebody coming over to install your internet would you A: Be watchful of the tech to make sure he does a good job. B: Listen to the tech while he explains what you need for your cpu to be able to get the internet. C: Get really drunk b4 the tech shows up and be rude to him. I just had a lady in which the answer was C. Ok if you're going to be drunk b4 1:30pm when u know somebody is comeing over to install your internet, maybe you don't need the internet, but instead you may need AA.

What Is It With Guys?
I would like to know what it is that guys want? I try to do my best to show the person that I'm with how I feel about them, but it doesn't seem to be enough. I seem to get my hopes up about somethings and then "BOOM!" out of no where, it's all gone. All I want is to be loved for who I am. I want to be accepted for who I am. I'm not sure that I have a whole lot to offer, but I believe what I do have to offer is true and real. I have a lot of love to offer, friendship, companionship, understanding. So who am I? Some days I question. I am a loving mother with 2 children. I'm a student who's wanting to learn all that I can while I can. I'm a hard worker when given a task, I do my best and try to complete it while I can. I am a woman who wants to be seen for who she real is. I do have some things to offer if someone is willing to take that chance to see for themselves that I am real. I have love, loyalty, friendship, companionship, understanding to offer. I will love you for who you are

Laughter Of The Soul >. Poem By Diana
As I surf page to page , meet new friends, almost everyday , I say prayers to Our Lord, For Jesus Christ be the gracious one. He sends to me; some that are aching and or lost , but thru his love; I try to say what beathiful things he want me too . I do always try to say the truth. but Im human also too. He places with in me ; such a beatiful world ,that I see , I wont be caught up in Satans lies and God gives me my strengt to survive. I go page to page smiling and such , trying to show of My lords love . I laugh and I do cry , for there are some that I know, wont be here long in fubar. They are being called home or they leave due to their own will. But me; I still laugh and still cry; I know God knows the reasons why . It,s not for one to question God , but accept His will and it will be done. God holds us all dear in His heart and soul . And we must learn to forgive, so we can do as he has done, for us . I laugh and I cry and, I

Take The Fall
When you fall in love it's suppose to be forever You said you caught feelings we were together Darkness befalls my little heart You took that thing and tore it apart Because of you I want no other Because of you the others will suffer Just go away and stay out of my life You and your cousin are nothing but trife When I heard you were married I should've walked away Instead I listened to my little heart and chose to stay You've destroyed everything good in my life Now go back home and stay with your wife You call my phone and harrass me still There's a whole in your heart that no one can fill I gave you everything and tried to give you more Then I started thinking, what the hell for? Tell your wife quit contacting me I never knew anyone as jealous as she All you do is suck people dry Get what you can and then say goodbye You break them down and destroy thier being Now I don't know what the hell I was seeing You turned me

Atreyu- You Give Love A Bad Name
Shot through the heart and you're to blame Darlin' you give love, a bad name Fuck you An angel's smile is what you sell Promise me heaven, then put me through hell Chains of love, got a hold on me Passion's a prison, you can't break free Whoa! You're a loaded gun Yeah, whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me My damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love a bad name You paint that smile on your lips Blood red nails on your fingertips A school boy's dream, you act so shy Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye Whoa! You're a loaded gun Whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love... Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give l

Betrayal
You betrayed my trust, but kept my heart How did it happen, how did it start All those nights talking intensely Loving you more and more immensely All the while you were plotting and planning I got caught up, just a whirlwind spanning You betrayed my trust, now I must go My days are long and oh so slow You kept my heart, I can love no other Now all I am is just a mother You can't take that from me, no way no how To this smile and take a bow My true love, a farewell to you I only hope you loved me too

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Looking at you from a distance; I adore you Touching your hand briefly; I yearn for you Conversing deeply with you; I need you Loving you near and far; I have you Standing alone searching my surroundings; I lost you Crying for the loss of you; I miss you

Thesimpsonsquotes
Homer: Are you saying you're never going to eat any animal again? What about bacon? Lisa: No. Homer: Ham? Lisa: No. Homer: Pork chops? Lisa: Dad, those all come from the same animal. Homer: Heh heh heh. Ooh, yeah, right, Lisa. A wonderful, magical animal.

Its Been A Week Since Perderson Got Fired!!
Useless Athletic director Steve Pederson got fired a this week on tuesday, things with the huskers aint been good they aint playing like a nebraska team!!, may'be with Ztom Osborne as inmterin he can gets things going once again for the Nerbraska team?? I dont know I just hope he can turn it around for them. He was the coach of the national champs back in the day!!, everyone take care have a great weekend ttyl bye :)

A Poem For You
Through the pain, through the sorrow, Know i'll still be here come tomorrow.... Anger, hate, disgust and shame, Those are trivial all the same..... He brought me to you, that God we love, Handed to you, this delicate dove..... He says to you, "Handle with care, This is the life you are meant to share...... Hold my hand, don't break my heart, If you do, death will surely start...... A bleeding heart could never heal, For that you'll always know how I feel..... Make my love your sanctity, My love is definite, lasting an eternity..... The deeper the love, the more we'll fear, Don't run away, my eyes will tear..... My one true love, that's who you are, Don't make me love you from afar.....

A Blog By One Of Our Soldiers!
This blog was written by this soldier serving in Iraq, He is an incredible man stop by and show him some love and let him know you support him! ™Çörþÿ@ fubarDonkey carts are still funny to me...... The temperature is rising and donkey cart caravans are still funny too me. It is the strangest thing. I've been in Iraq for six months now and I see donkey-drawn carriages on the street daily. However everytime I see one, I laugh. I dont know why,I guess its for the same reason that people will giggle when someone passes gas or something. All I can think of is that song "Let me ride that donkey!".I guess the heat is starting to get to me....... This has been a tough year so far. The holidays came and went, they were just another day over here. No family to get together for Thanksgiving dinner,no Santa.The new year came in with a bang as rockets came at the stroke of midnight. No Rockin New Years Eve with Dick Clark though and no Easter Bunny. Instead, we were on mission hard char

Spiderbite2
Well I am finaly clering up the spider bite that i got two weeks ago it dont look anywere as bad as it did I am now just waitting for the rest of the healing to hapen since its still a big nasty hole well it happens. tiff

I'm Tired Of The Tears
When does the tears finally stop? I know the pain will never fully go away. I like having the memory of you, but it just hurts because anytime someone sees something for fallen soldiers, they send it to me and the tears just start coming again. I like hearing and seeing things for the honor of soldiers, but it just hurts. I really wish I didn't have to say good-bye to you, but I just keep trying to remember, ♥Death can not stop true love, it just delays it for a little while.♥ I'm scared to love someone. I don't want to lose someone again, esp someone I loved as much as you. I wish you would have made it home. I wish Bush would have never sent you over there, and that he wouldn't have made the troops stay 3 extra months. You were suppose to be home babe, why the hell did he have to extend the stay? Why did you have to go in the first place? It's not that I'm not proud for what you've done and all your sacrifice. I guess I'm just being selfish and not wanted to l

Daddy It Hurts
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more

Poem >>unnamed For Now>.god And Mother Nature...
Fall aproaches and coolness arrives , rain drops a falling and some teary eyes. Allergies and such , but oh what a day , God has given to see the way to so much. Blue birds arrive in the season and red birds too, what a feeling; the air crisp and clean , and what beatiful memeories we can make .. Picnic lunches in the park , getting home after dark skies of blue and grey, Wow!! What wonderful days . We see the night fall or the sun rise, in the skies . And pray to God for all our lives , That we can be in tune with nature , to smell and feel, all that he sends here . Fall or spring , or winter or summer , mother nature has all to offer . God gave mother nature beauty thru and thru , And we as people need to remember too... To help her out so she wont be blue . We need to keep all clean and new within our grasp, As she wants us to do , not destroy but build and grow. She cries for beauty to be here always, so , We must see to it that

How To Speak British Without Making An Arse Of Yourself
I was chatting up this lass. (British slang for flirting with a chick.) She was telling me how different her country's slang is from our American slang. For instance, at work, she had to make a phone call to a man. She tells her boss, "I'm sorry, but he's engaged." This lead to some confusion. "Engaged" just means that the man wasn't picking up the phone because he was on the other line. His phone line is engaged. Weird! Here are some other wacky British slang terms: * “To knock you up” means to wake you up by knocking on the door. * To "diddle" means to cheat someone. * A "fag" is a cigarette. * When the British are surprised or shocked they exclaim, "Blow me!" * "Slap and tickle" means having sex. * And courage is "a lotta bottle." From drinking alcohol from a bottle. * And to them a real jerk is called a "wanker." I can imagine a conversation at the front desk of a bed and breakfast in England: CLERK: Tomorrow morning, would you like me to kno

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It almost seemed impossible That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yes

October 20th Bombing
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Lyrics
In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem, I pulled until the roots gave in, Finding now what I’ve been missing, But I know… So I tell myself, I tell myself it’s wrong. There’s a point we pass from which we can’t return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, I’ll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. Inside my hands these petals browned, Dried up, fallen to the ground But it was already too late now. I pushed my fingers through the earth, Returned this flower to the dirt, So it can live. I walked away now. But I know… Not a day goes by that I don’t feel it’s burn. There’s a point we pass from which we can’t return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven’t slept in so

Life
Three Things that can never come back- 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person – 1. Anger 2 .Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable – 1. Love 2. Family & Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that are never certain – 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person – 1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work Peace ~~Spanky~~

Birthday Spankings!!!
Oh its her Birthday and she needs lotsa love.Shes a great person and always there for her friends. Spank her hard with love. ~Sexy Blonde Goddess~ {{Shadow Leveler}} **Founder & Owner of SBG Bombers** Fu-Fiance to Baldie7*@ fubar This Birthday Pimpout brought to you by: ¢¾BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

Screwed Up
I'VE BEEN TO HELL AND BACK. I SPILL SHIT,TRIP,AND EMBARASSED MYSELF I CANT JUST FLUTTER MY EYES AND GET THE HOT GUY I'VE BEEN THROGH MORE SHIT THEN YOU SEE ON T.V. NOBODYS PERFECT I'VE BEEN LIED TO ,CHEATED ON AND HAVE HAD MY HEART STOLEN I'VE FUCKED UP, FUCKED PEOPLE UP, AND BEEN FUCKED UP BUT EVEY HIT WAS WORTH IT BECAUSE I FELT IT I KNEW IT WAS REAL LIFE IS REAL AND IM LIVING IT ALL WRONG EVERYDAY IM FUCKING UP ROYALLY AND DOING EVERYTHING OPPOSIT BUT DO I REGRET ONE THING? NEVER BECAUSE WHAT I DID WAS WHAT I WANTED AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE MY LIFE IS MINE AND NO STUPID BITCHS OR IMMATURE BOYZ CAN OR WILL FUCK IT UP ANYMORE FOR ME IM THE REAL DEAL AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU TRY AND BREAK ME YOU MAY BREAK MY HEART BUT NOT MY SOUL

I Love You Anyway...
BrandonDate: Oct 18, 2007 3:08 PMi bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would neve

Don't Worry!
Hello to all of my friends! I have missed all of you so much!!!! I am having some dificulties right now, and do not have the internet at home anymore. Things are rough, but that's life right?! It will eventually get better. I just want all of you to know that I am thinking of you always, and send many blessings to you all! I will only be able to be on here probably once a week or so, and not for very long at a time. I just didn't want all of you to think I had deserted you!...lmao! I hope everyone is well, and doing ok. You can leave me messages here or on my e-mail and i will get back to you as soon as possible! MUCH LOVE, HUGZ AND SMOOTCHES TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!

Just Fuck Me
This is the room We are in this together You and me against the rest of the world A battle to defy them Take me Hold me Show them who I belong to Let them stare I don’t care Press me down Let them know Show them the taboos of Our love This affair This beautiful defiance Are they watching? Strip me of clothes And my courtesy Kiss me in forbidden places Upon my flesh Make me gasp While you sink your teeth Into me Mark me Brand me yours Now connect with me Mind, body and soul Push into me Breathe into me Interlock with me Bring out the voice Flood the room with noise Let them hear us Let them cover their ears in shame We don’t care Deafen them Grip my flesh Grip my hair Use me to love me Use me to pleasure me Pleasure you Such taboo Let them turn Let them squirm They will learn Harder Faster Deeper You know what to do It’s me and you Against the rest of the world This is the love they can’t deny Because our kisses are of Titanium ore Unb

Wsc Bombing~*~ Saturday - October 20th
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Lyrics
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I’ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we’ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We’ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you’ve known. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your

So Cute..
FUNNY WHAT WE DO TO ATTRACT THE OTHER (OR SAME) SEX. IT'S CUTE TO WATCH SOMEONE WITH THEIR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS, AND SO ON... THIS FOR MY FRIEND, WHOM GAVE ME GREAT ENTERTAINMENT WATCHING HER FLIRT...AHHH, MY MUNCHKIN TARD. LOL LOL LOL

This Is Sooooo Me :-)
----------------JULY BABY -------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to Be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily Consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's Feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly - Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive And forms impressions carefully. Caring and Loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of Sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people Through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties In studying. Loves to be with friends Always broods About the past an d the old friends. Waits for Friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive Unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt But takes long to recover.

Well Ok Then
ok this is wierd my ex invited me here, and this is not really my thing but i thought uh what the hell why not, but just to warn you i am in college and i won't have time for this next week but after that i will because one of my classes was a half semester course, but a little more about me i guess i am 28 yrs old happily single with a beautiful daughter, she is 5, she has the biggest brown eyes you've ever seen and she can sucker my dad with the batting of her eyelashes! i am in to politics and geology, i've been studdying watergate on my own time because i have no life! rofl ooh ooh i'm just dieing to tell, I PASSED ALL MY FIRST TESTS! got mid terms comeing up and i am trying to transfer to sam houston state university and adding political science classes, i guess i hope that somehow i can get in to politics, wish me luck!

Today's Horror
It figures! I don't feel in the mood for thinking, which tends to be when I do my best thinking. Today's Horrorscope: It's a good time to sit down and rethink recent developments. Your ability to focus is strong and you ought to be able to figure out a few new angles that will make you glad you spent the time. Those who love me best (and likewise:D) know that it's over. Whatever! Don't stress. Life does go on whether you want it to or not. No more mumming about me needed (Jenni). It tends to bring the cockroaches out of the woodwork... they give me creepy crawlies (goosebumps)!:P I am out of rates for the day. I'm going to go bomb Susan now. I hope to see friends there. For all my friends... I wish you awesome weekends full of :D and love. I love you all! And remember, today's word is sucking... go do lots of it and happily!:P

Failure Doesn't Mean....
Failure doesn't mean .........! "We are born into a vast room whose walls consist of a thousand doors of possibility. Each door is flung open to the world outside, and the room is filled with light and noise. We close some of the doors deliberately, sometimes with fear, sometimes with calm certainty. Others seem to close themselves, some so quietly that we do not even notice." ---Terry Teachout. When I read this for the first time, I realized that my whole life was in this quote. I did not want to do things because I feared failure, and other things I did because I knew I could succeed. But because I didn't take a risk and prove to myself that I would not fail, I will never have the chance to realize what could have happened. But then there are those that I took, that I will never regret in my whole life, and that's when the other doors close so quietly behind you that you don't even notice. Failure doesn't mean you are a failure... it does mean you haven't succeeded yet

Mi Vida Loca
Ever since my daughter and I moved back to GA, I never thought that I could get my life back. I have. My soon-to-be ex husband and his family brought me nothing but trouble. They treated me like shit and I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. But finally I'm getting my life back. I've met a wonderful man named Kevin and he's one of the most sweetest guys. He also likes spending time with my daughter, which is a major plus for me. And you know what? I just found out recently that my soon-to-be ex husband has been cheating on me with some girl. I just hopes that she finds out quicker that him and his family can be total assholes. Good luck to them.

Interesting Letter....
A husband wrote the following letter for his wife and left it on the dining room table: To My Dear Wife: You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 yrs. old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 yr. old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be upset - I shall be home before midnight. When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: My Dear Husband: I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about my being 54 yrs. old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 yrs. old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students, who is also the assistant tenn

I'm A Finalist
Jinx.com has been running a contest involving the use of photoshop. I found out about it last month, but wasn't able to get my work done and entries in on time. This month I did better. In fact, 5 of my 8 submissions made it to the finals. Now, I just need votes. I'd appreciate any help anyone would be willing to provide. Note: you do need to be a member of their site to vote, so I understand if you don't want to go through the trouble of registering and all that. If you do decide to go for it, you can tell my pics by my submission name. I'm Mykal on there, just like here. I'd like to think that I have something of a chance in wining (by the way the winner gets $100 cash and a $100 gift card), but there is some pretty good stuff on there. I know that I'm not much of an artist and am an intermediate photoshop user at best, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed. There is quite a range of work. In fact one of what I consider to be one of the poorer ones is a pretty close copy of o

Family List
I am redoing my family list so I can get the people I talk to or want to keep track of on it....if you are on it and get removed, you need to talk to me more, if you get added, know that you are loved:D By the way, I'm actually kind of digging the new mumm format....Its nice to get the comments from the people I actually want them from:D Plus, I can now vote on my friends mumms, because they don't have to mark them all NSFW....sorry, but there is a little point whore in all of us:D

Natural
You on me me on You it's only natural don't You want to I want to feel your skin on mine Your bones on mine its only natural everything will be alright dreaming about Your dreamy eyes I can't deny Your dreamy eyes somethings up with us felt it from across the room what do I have to do to get You because of the way You move inside me it's only natural hold on to Yourself our time has just begun feel me up feeling You up against the wall use me abuse me lay Your hands on me let's make the moment take our breath away let me worship at the temple Your body my temple You're my drug I'm looking for a new high enchanted by Your spell it's a mystery when I dream I dream of You not ashamed to say You're always on my mind for reason's well-known can't stop what we started see that line back there shouldn't have crossed it everything will be alright You and me It's only natural You're mine I'm Yours lay Your hands on me can't ke

Figured I'd Move This Lil Blog Over From My Myspace
Thoughts. Current mood: contemplative Personally I tend to go with the flow of life, observe, stand back, and try to keep smiling though it all. I can be too much of a people pleaser, and I can be selfish. I keep my distance fearing rejection but can form deep relationships that also scare me.

Twilight Lovers
Your hand moving slowly down my spine. shiver. Losing track of time. A kiss. Lingering upon my lips. Leaves me frozen in momentary of bliss. Your eyes taking over my body. Vulnerable but no longer lonely. Arms. Taking me into a long embrace. My only wish now to memorize the lines of your face. Your smile is causing me to melt. Into your eyes. Never have I felt. So out of control yet perfectly sane No line between the pleasure and the pain. Your teeth sinking into my skin A dream like quality. Not wishing to end. Falling into a state. Losing control of my breathing. What is this? Am I dreaming? Your love flowing into me like never before. An eager whisper. Begging for more. Take me. Take me away into your sinful night. Beautiful stranger of the moonlight. You’re mine. I am yours. Now forever Through life. Through immortality. Together. Lost. Sinking. Your beautiful face looming as I am lost. In this moment of ecstasy. Our love the cause. Forever. Immortal beings

Old Friend Requests
im sending out friend requests to those who were on my list.fubar deleted both of my accounts,gd fucking jewbar.those of you who send new friend request of me im rejecting it because i dont know you.

That Special Love
life has never been the same since that one night when hearts were exchanged and passion unfurled in between the bed sheets of those who have fallen into the unbridled passion between adoration and lust. it took just one moment a hundred kisses and a thousand whispers to change the outcome of you and me and the uncertainty of eternity. for we have proven Aphrodite wrong and the gods that have conquered us in many battles surrender to the everlasting flame of devotion between two distraught lovers conflicted by their own emotions of what shall and cannot be. love is only given to those who are tenacious enough to give more before they receive anything in return. it is a blessing easily taken away by those who have moved on. and it lives in the few whose hearts are lily white in the eyes of the treasured. lovers give chances in the hopes and with the faith that their lives change forever.

Friends
OK SO THIS IS KINDA COMPLICATED AND TO GET REAL HONEST OPNIONS I WILL HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE STORY..........LAST DECEMBER A FRIEND OF MINE CALLED ME FROM ANOTHER COUNRY ASKING ME TO HELP HER WITH SOME MONEY SO SHE COULD GET BACK HOME ....WELL SINCE I WAS IN MY OWN PREDICAMENT I DECIDED I COULDN'T HELP HER OUT IT WAS EITHER HER OR LOSE MY PROPERTY,WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE 3 KIDS AND IAM NOT ABOUT TO DO THAT !!! WELL SHE GOT MAD AT ME AND STOPPED TALKING TO ME UNTIL LASTNIGHT HER BF CALLED TO SPEAK TO MY HUSBAND (SHE CALLED MY CELL PHONE)WELL I THOUGHT SHE WAS MAD AT US???? SHOULDN'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE UPSET TOO,BECAUSE SHE WAS ASKING ME TO MAKE A DECISION BETWEEN HER AND MY FAMILY ?!!!! SHOULD I TALK TO HER AND SEE IF SHE'S WILLING TO APOLOGIZE FOR ACTING THE WAY SHE DID ? HONEST OPINIONS ONLY !!! THANKS ~S.C.~

Not A 1-900 Number
Well the shout box is family only again. As always a small handful of people ruin it for everyone. I am silly and love to joke but there is a line and it has been crossed a bunch lately. When someone tells me I need to be pushed around more so that I respect men....I draw the line. I am not a 1-900 hundred number. I don't want to have cyber on here not my thing sorry!!! I don't get paid to do it so why would I want to. So, when I tell you I am not interested in hearing about your tool....I have seen one and basically they all look alike so get over it. There is a line of respect between being funny and having fun and being rude. This line has just been crossed by to many men on here lately. Words hurt and I was very upset by what was said to me yesterday and it wasn't just one man that said something there were many and I asked them to stop and even told them they crossed the line. What do I get in response.....hey babe take a joke. I do have a great sense of humor b

Lmmfaoo Sorry, Had To Look It Up, I've Forgotten What It Is!!!
sex (sĕks) n. 1. 1. The property or quality by which organisms are classified as female or male on the basis of their reproductive organs and functions. 2. Either of the two divisions, designated female and male, of this classification. 2. Females or males considered as a group. 3. The condition or character of being female or male; the physiological, functional, and psychological differences that distinguish the female and the male. See Usage Note at gender. 4. The sexual urge or instinct as it manifests itself in behavior. 5. Sexual intercourse. 6. The genitals. tr.v., sexed, sex·ing, sex·es. 1. To determine the sex of (an organism). 2. Slang. 1. To arouse sexually. Often used with up. 2. To increase the appeal or attractiveness of. Often used with up.

Lust? Lol
lust (lŭst) pronunciation n. 1. Intense or unrestrained sexual craving. 2. 1. An overwhelming desire or craving: a lust for power. 2. Intense eagerness or enthusiasm: a lust for life. 3. Obsolete. Pleasure; relish. intr.v., lust·ed, lust·ing, lusts. To have an intense or obsessive desire, especially one that is sexual.

Lol Well Dayum, That Defines It I Guess Lmao
love (lŭv) pronunciation n. 1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. 3. 1. Sexual passion. 2. Sexual intercourse. 3. A love affair. 4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object. 5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment. 6. An expression of one's affection: Send him my love. 7. 1. A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language. 2. The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love. 8. Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid. 9. often Love Christianity. Charity. 10. Sports. A zero score in tennis.

Untainted Eyes
Look to the world, through these untainted eyes of mine. I dream of having someone to love, I longed for that moment. But it always seemed like a dream, since every chance I had for love, easily slipped from my grasp, and it shattered into pieces. It broke like a fragile item. Beyond repair... Puzzles never meant to be solved, not to be solved by the likes of me... I cried after every single chance I lost, for such chances occurred, when the skies cried the tear of a falling star. Or when they expelled a shooting star, that was doomed to circle the heavens, and the mortal world. It seemed like Love itself, had something against me. Like I was destined to never experience it. Where I know I am strong enough, to endure the pain I will eventually go through, for achieving true love on first chances, would truly be a feat to happen. It's where I will know, I will always shed tears from every action, from triumphant deception, or dominated by hate. Corruption co

Ryan Vigil... R.i.p.
Yesterday, Oct. 18 2007, A tragic event shook Highland Highschool andthe surrounding community in Albuquerque New Mexico. Ryan Vigil, A senior at Highland, was shot and killed in the early afternoon. Now, Albuquerque residents mourn his death...Ryan was an active member in a group named "EMPOWER"...a group against gun violence. This is a wake-up call to all the people out there who just don't realize what guns can do a society. I encourage... IMPLORE you to think twice before pulling that trigger... because you just don;t know what you are going to take away.Ryan Vigil will be missed by all who knew him... and alot of those who didn't. May his soul find peace... R.I.P.

20/10/07
LARNE COLTS 4-1 WHITEHEAD EAGLES The colts travelled to beltoy for this home game against whitehead.It was a slow start to the game and in the early stages goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and robert watson,jordan weir and thomas spence had to look lively .But when the colts got a grip of the game with thomas mcdowell and odhran kemp flying up the wings and stephen gordon and jamie magill working hard in midfield it was no surprise whe david hunter let a shot rip from outside the box to put the colts 1-0 up.With the colts now in the ascendency darrentennant then reece mcginley got on the scoresheet to give the colts a 3-0 half time lead.In the second half whitehead pulled a goal back probably the goal of the game.But a move from jamie millar,johnny mccurdy and craig bailie nearly found reece mcginley but it shaved the post.But darren tennent added a 4th after good work from david christie and dylan doole and that was the end of the scoring ,the colts winning 4-1.Matchball sponsor was stevie

Starting Young
sometimes i think it bothers you. how much of a sexual being i am. the way i'm always touching you or putting your hands where i want you to touch me. i've always been this way. i remember being 5 years old touching myself late at night in bed. i had my first orgasm when i was 10. tonight you gave me the best one of my life. i'm addicted to the softness of your lips pressed against mine. i get so warm. so wet. so i hold on to you even tighter and hope it never ends. my nails in your back making my mark as i always do with you, your center of body inside of mine. sometimes it really kills me. how much of a sexual being i am. when you're touching me i'm trying to devise a plan to get you to never stop. bite my lips to keep from moaning so loud, cause my kids room is right down the hall. sucking like its a Popsicle with your hand on my head. i love the way you groan or roar the expected surprise at the end. wiggle my tongue ring and anticipate. i love tha

" Happy Sweetest Day Baby My Kage "
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Help Please
If u could just go by and give a rate that would be so great!..hey that rhymed..lol..anyway all luv will be returned and thanx in advance...Muah! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&i=1289221693#

Where I've Been Hiding
So a few of you already know that I bought the car on Sept 18th and it got totalled the next day. Well now I'm finally got the money for it from the insurance company. Some of you know that I've been dickerin around the idea of bankruptcy. Here I thought that I had prevented myself from it. Well, well. I'd love to know why I even bother tryin. Here is what has happened since the car wreck and where I am now. Maybe it will explain a little everyone why I am so distant and don't chat much anymore. I'm always in such a horrible mood that I figure I'm better to isolate myself than to risk upsetting someone w/my happy ass being in a bad mood with one of you. I love ya too much to upset you because of the BS in my life. Anyways, here it is... Well, I had come to the decision that after 4yrs of paying on the Monte that I was gonna stick it out with it and manage what mechanical problems it had. Sooo I called the bank I have my note with, tell them my situation and let them k

Erm. About A Certain Survey Blog As Seen Here And There And About, The Editor In Me... This Is Not An Important Rant.
Kama Sutra, for goodness sake. Kama. Karma Sutra is a heck of a mixed metaphor. (And never, generally, ever, use "but I just recopied it"- if you posted it in your part of a site or your bulletin board, you wrote it. Always do some editing, anyway. This isn't so important, but Karma Sutra is just plain funny.)

My Heart To Your Heart
From my heart to your heart, My love i will send 'cos i know over time Your heart i can mend. I see the love in your eyes When i look in them deep, A love to be treasured For our hearts to keep. I would write your name Across the sky, For the world to see What you mean to i. Look deep inside Understand what you feel, Whether naer or apart Understand that it's real.

The Bet
i need to get from 12 to 18 before my ex gets from 15 to 18, im lvl 13 almost 14 now and he is 16, its getting close, so plz rate comment and fan friend me, if u read this, if i win she has to shave my back..oh i will return the favor, so leave me a comment so i know who u all r K, ty so much everyone that helps....

You Are To Me
Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you Your love is warm and precious Your heart so pure and true Heavens angels brought me To knock upon your door To give you all my love To keep you wanting more The special bond we share, will guide us on our way To a perfect life were dreams come true What more can I really say We were brought together, never will we part Your my special gift Your my shining star I'll love you unconditionally With all my heart and soul I'll never break your spirit I'll always keep you whole

What We All Need And Want To Know
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl

My Promise
When time comes you find yourself in deep trouble Like a ship lost in the mid-sea during a storm You want to cry and need a shoulder to lean on Seem hopeless and could not move on... Got no one around whom to count on. Maybe you have totally forgotten me Have given up on me for somebody Think I am useless and nothing but garbage So you shun and make a mock on me. You might be surprised when you turn your back See me smile with open arms and extended hands For unlike them whom you prefer to be with than me I'll never give up... Turn my back on you. I'll be your candle Offer you light so you may not stumble

Our Love
the love we share together is like no other, we hold each other and comfort each other in time of need. Love is also communication between the both us. Trusting each other is what we do to make things run smoothly with out problems. She loves me so much to hold on to so many memories that we have together as a couple new and old. The memories we have keep building day after day. I love her because she is someone that looks at me for me, my humor, characteristics, and simple common sense. I hold a job and provide for her to keep her happy and going strong. yes she loves the way we make love, because no other man can make her feel like I do in the bedroom. The size don't matter its how ya use it, not saying that I"m small but she would want me more than anyone in the world.

Luke 11 Verses 20-31
20 ;But if i; with the finger of God , cast out devils, no doubt the Kingdom of God has come upon you. 21; When a strong man armed keepeth his palace , his goods are in peace. 22 ; but when a stronger man than he shall come , and overcome him , he taken from him all his armour, wherein he trusted, and devided his spoils. 23 ;He that is not with me is against me .And he that gathereth not with me scattereth. 24 ; and when the unclean spirit is gone, out of man, he walketh thru dry places seeking rest , ;and finding none, he sayeth I will return unto my house, whence I came out. 25 ; And when he cometh he find it swept and garnished. 26 ; Then he goeth and he taketh to him seven other spirits, more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there ; and the last state of that man is worse than the first. 27 ; And it came to pass as he spake these things ; A certain woman of the company , lifted up her voice, and said unto him, blesses is the womb that

Oh The Ceptic Are Shyte!
RE: Rangers 3 Celtic 0 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 20 Oct 2007, 08:15 Walter Smith celebrated his 21st victory in the Old Firm derby as Rangers threw down a massive marker in the race for the title.Two goals from Nacho Novo and a Barry Ferguson strike had the Rangers fans in raptures as they drew level with their rivals and signalled their intent.It had been fairly even in the early stages but Novo changed the course of the contest with a terrific header in 28 minutes.The Little Spaniard - a surprise inclusion at the expense of Kris Boyd - got on the end of a wonderful ball in from Alan Hutton to claim his fourth goal in this fixture.Ferguson sprayed the ball wide to Hutton, who seemed to lose his footing but regained his composure to whip over a great cross which was missed by McManus and Caldwell.Novo came storming in ahead of Darren O'Dea to bullet a header which Artur Boruc could not stop from going into the net.Then 11

Update
Well, everything is getting back to normal in our life. Bob did his steroids to stop his attack and now starts meds (shots) every other day for what could be the rest of his life. We're strong and I know no man whos stronger than him so Im sure everything will be ok. I wanna thank all my girls who have been there for us thru this all. Having someone to talk to has really made this easier. I love you all and a big MUAH!!! to every last one of you.

The More I Think About It
The angrier I get. No jokes. like they really wyled out on us! real bad! and everyones mad at everyone else adn everyone is blaming everyone else. Everyone needs to chill and realize that it's not bad, those fucking detectives and everyone just really wyled out on us. and took it beyond the limit.

2008 Democratic Convention - Please Vote!!
Schedule of Events, 2008 Democratic Convention 7:00 pm ~ Opening flag burning 7:15 pm ~ Pledge of Allegiance to the U. N. 7:20 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 7:25 pm ~ Nonreligious prayer and worship with Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton 7:45 pm ~ Ceremonial tree hugging 7:55 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:00 pm ~ How I Invented the Internet - Al Gore 8:15 pm ~ Gay Wedding Planning - Barney Frank presiding 8:35 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:40 pm ~ Our Troops are War Criminals - John Kerry 9.00 pm ~ Memorial service for Saddam and his sons - Cindy Sheehan and Susan Sarandon 10:00 pm ~ "Answering Machine Etiquette" - Alec Baldwin 11:00 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 11:05 pm ~ Collection for the Osama Bin Laden kidney transplant fund - Barbra Streisand 11:15 pm ~ Free the Freedom Fighters from Guantanamo Bay -- Sean Penn 11:30 pm ~

Update Since I Haven't Been On Much
I received an email asking where I have been. It came from the fubar staff so I know that not many people on here miss me. I have been busy with real life. Spending time with my son and learning how to laugh again. Working on my Bachelor's degree in Business Administration. Going out on a couple of dates from time to time. And looking for a job that I can be happy with. I finally found a job. Customer Service Rep at Musician's Friend. I start training Monday and am looking forward to it very much. I finally found a job that allows me to work with one of my true passions: music! I want to take this as far as I can! I may not be on here very much but if you send me a message, I will get it. I will respond whenever I come back so don't think I have forgotten you. Hope everyone is doing well. Catch ya all on the flip side!

Spatially Challenged (1)
[OOC: Yesyes, I'll be updating my other one very soon. Had to do a lot of editing...this is set in the same universe.] Darivia was a small world. It was not small in the sense that it was lacking in landmass; nor was it small in the sense that it was not populous. It had both in abundance, as well as large, fertile oceans, and abundant wildlife. Neither was it economically small, or, truth be acknowledged, militarily weak - it was, in fact, stupendously rich, and equally powerful. Nor was it slight in stature in the eye of the public - far from it. But it was a small world in that it had no cities; no large gatherings of people; or, rather, no cities in the typical sense. It did indeed have cities, however. Massively vast sprawling things - but empty, dead, cold, barren. Lifeless. Only the great Machines did their work here - except when people came to fix them - and the 'streets' (in fact just the gaps between buildings, sterilized carefully to allow machinery to ho

Hey, Are You Looking?
There is an old song that applies to many of us and it’s in this line that I want to talk of Remember I was looking for love in all the wrong places I was looking for love in too many faces well now sadly, faces has turned into websites and all too often all you get is worthless lies. Well if you are looking – guys and gals listen closely to what I have to tell if you think you found Mr. /Mrs. Right before you say “I do” go to this site. It’s only in your best interest that I am telling you this you need to learn who you can trust so to go here is really a must. This site is a “Scammers Hall of Fame” and please look at pictures, not names if you look for the name, you might miss that one so look closely at all until the list is all done. Good luck, I hope your dream is not there remember I am saying this because I care OK here’s the site I’m talking about please go there now and check it out. http://www.romancescam.com/album/index.php Please remember

Luke 10 ; Verses 2 1-28
21 ;In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit and said ; I thank thee O Father Lord of heaven and earth, that thou has hid these things from the wise and the prudent, and has revealed them unto babies ; even so, Father; for so it seemed good in thy site. 22 ; All the things are delivered to me of my Father.and no man knoweth who the son is , but the Father ; and who the Father is but the son. and he to whom the son will reveal him. 23; And He ( Jesus) turned unto his deciples and said privately, blessed are the eyes that they see things that they see. 24 ; For I tell you ,that many propets and kings have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them, and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. 25; And behold a certain lawyer stood up and tempting him, saying Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life? 26 ; He said unto him ; what is written in the Law , how readest thou? 27 ;And he answered saying .thou shalt love the Lord t

Cp For Life Bitches!!! I Miss It :(
TO ALL MY DISNEY CP BUDS! I am a Disney CP. Yes I lived in Orlando, and yes, it's shady and skeezy - but just thinking about it makes me smile. We dont call it Orlando, it's O-town or 32821, get it right We go to the parks everyday and make sure we get backdoored onto the rides. And yes, getting backdoored is the best thing ever. We go to Wal-Mart all the time for no reason, and bitch b/c Target has a closing time. We could be from Alaska or Maine, but we still went home saying "ya'll." (this one is my FAVORITE cuz it is so true) We know what TTC, DAK, PI and all those fun things stand for. We've had to pop our trunks for security We know what Vista Lay means. We compare our ID pictures We love going to the Vista Pool, but we'd NEVER go in the hot tub We've been to Bdubs and Ale House at least 3 times a week, with at least 10 other people. My car STILL has sand in it from Cocoa Beach. We ruled PI on thursday nights. We have friends in

Aint This A Crock Of Shit!
LOL get this shit. Yesterday I was being exceptionally nasty just for the heck of it. I figure if I do it bad enough he'll just tell me leave and then I don't have to take my sweet time cause of the holidays. Well he looks at me says "Do you love me?" I said "NO". He said "look at me, Do you love me", and I said "NO" then he says look me in the eye, do you love me? I told him I SAID NO. Then he starts talkin bout the blazer I bought yesterday Is that fucked up or what? How can he be so frigging stupid....oh and he said "why are you losin weight for, I never see you turn down food now u do. Whats goin on." I'm like uh hey dumbass i need to lose the weight, or did u forget u were calling me lard ass 2 weeks ago? Now I've lost 10 pounds and u r complaining? I can't win for losing. ooh and lets see, I'm a horrible mother because I worked all last night, and I came home to sleep. Yes its my night off tonight, but I still was very tired. I didnt come right in and play with my daughter at 7

I Am Tired
I am tired of it all the rat race and the fall I am tired of the trials the pasted on, pretense smiles That daily for me no-one’s there and the nightly bedtime tears. I am tired of living alone the only love is on comp. or phone I am tired of all the lies the make believe, virtual guys the words, “I love you” from many yet no physical touch from any. I am tired of being told I’m pretty when really my breast is all they see I am tied of having love to give but no-one’s there, so alone I live of having someone only in my dreams of realizing I’m worthless, or so it seems. I AM tied, so weak and alone I think of turning on gas, and unplugging phones I am tired of caring, of trying of pushing back the wish of dieing of no-one loving me for just me except those living across the seas. I am tired of the hopes of meeting some day that special someone who will never come my way I am tired of never being invited places of false hearts coming from empty faces

......... Blog
A popular speaker started off his lecture by holding up a $20 bill. In the room teeming with people, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who now wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he continued, "what if I do this?" He dropped it on the floor and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless; but no matter what happened or what will happen, you

Help
i am trying to build my photo albums and need your help rate my photos so i can open up more albums .thank you .and always look to the sky u never know what is flying above u 9 just watch out for falling s--t lol )

Wanna Help Me?
i was wondering if i could get some help...my ex boyfriend and i have a bet goin on...We're trying to see who can get to lvl 18 the first...If I win, he's making me his "famous" chicken alfredo...if he wins then i have to shave his hairy back...can you please help me!!! i'll rate ur stuff in return!! thank you soo much! if u've read my mumm then you already know. lol

Apologies
Some people are cheerful, Some Gloomy, Serious or Naive, But I am naturally guilty. No matter what I do or don't do it always seems like I am to blame. Then there are people who are Rude, Inconsiderate and Insensitive. It seems only fair that I should Apoligise on their behalf

Saturday Is Mine..and Plantingas
I have to mention this again. I'm just so darn excited. I can blog blog and blog and no one will ever know!!!! Yay for fubar!!! Just got home from work. Super sleepy, but not too sleepy to delve into some good ol philosophy of religion (Specifically Plantinga) while listening to 12 Stones and misc other artists. The joy of living alone :) My Saturday is my Saturday. Peace

90 Seconds Of Lust!
We walked into the elevator with a crowd of other people heading to the theater on the fifth floor. You stood in front of me, and I could smell your hair. I moved my face closer, noticing your luscious bare shoulder, and neck, and had to bite my tongue to stop from sinking my teeth into your flesh. I breathed the scent of your hair in deeply, and my cock surged and began to press against my jeans hard. Everyone's eyes were glued to the numbers as we went up floor by floor, and I said to myself, 'Fuck it,' and slid my hand up over the waist band of your jeans, and slowly down towards your ass. You stiffened, and gasped—but quickly muffled it so that no one would notice. My fingers moved down into the groove of your ass, and I slid my little finger into you, and you pressed back against me hard so that I was pinned to the wall. You grabbed my cock through my jeans with an iron grip, and I pushed my fingers further into the back of your jeans almost up to my elbow. I pushed my thum

Naughty Application
Naughty Application JUST BETWEEN US SO BE BRAVE,FILL IT OUT & SEND IT BACK TO ME...lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. If you had me alone and all to yourself, what would you do? 25.What your number?

When You Think You Have Found Someone Different....
Too often, just when you think you have found the person who was not like the rest of the regular run of the mil losers out there, they seem to turn into just that. Why is that? Why can't a person be who they are? I am exactly who I am. Is that so hard for others be the same? I never lie about who I am, my size, my faults, and my good points. I am soft hearted and good person. I care very much for everyone. Therefore I am easily hurt by lies and easily misled I guess. If you can't be honest with me, stay away.

For October 20,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For October 20,2007 You've been feeling pretty good about your situation, but now you need to try something a little different -- especially when it comes to money. You can tell what will work and what won't this time.

Cause I Say So ! ! !
you brighten my day and bring me warmth like the sun your like a rainbow but much prettier than one your eyes are like stars as they sparkle and shine your bodys like heaven cause it feels like cloud nine

Interstate Love Song
Stone Temple Pilots - Interstate Love SongAdd to My Profile | More Videos Dedicated to my best friend on his new journey he's about to embark on... I have so many mixed feelings but all I can do is wish him well and give him my love and blessings as I hope he finds what makes him truly happy...

**win Concert Tickets!!**
KillSwitch Engage & Lamb of God have reunited on tour! WORLD ROCK RADIO has 2 PAIRS OF TICKETS TO GIVE YOU!!! 2 lucky runners-up will receive a 1 year paid subscription to either the KillSwitch Engage or Lamb of God Fan Club!! Starting Saturday, October 20th at 10:00pm EST, during DJ Evil's show listen for KillSwitch Engage and Lamb of God songs played by World Rock Radio DJs. Email your first and last name, name of the WRR show, DJ's name and Date to killswitch1119@gmail.com and be entered in your chance to win a pair of tickets for the November 29th concert! You have until Friday, November 9th at midnight to enter. Drawing will be held on Saturday, November 10th on DJ Kidd's show, along with other great prizes all day long!! What other radio station does this for you?!?!? Only WRR baby!! So be there!! Prize Rules: Must be 18 or older to enter No purchase necessary Must be tuned into World Rock Radio to win. Contest starts at 10:00pm EST on October 20, 2007 and

72 Things A Man Should Know About Fatherhood
1. Don't worry, your dad didn't know what he was doing, either. 2. No, no--not that Spock! 3. Second thought, maybe you should worry. 4. Never tell anybody that you and your wife are "trying." We really don't need the visual, that's why. 5. Never tell anybody where your child was conceived, how long it took, or what song was playing. 6. Do not name your baby after cities, geographical points of interest, features of the solar system, seasons, plants, animals, or current television stars. 7. Your child, at birth, already has a deeply complicated relationship with his mother, and, for the first year, you are only a curiosity. For a couple of years after that, an amusement-park ride. Then, a referee. And finally, a bank. 8. If you want to subject your son to the unkindest cut, insist on a local anesthetic, since many pediatricians don't bother to use one. The anesthetic is for the kid. 9. Baby gas is lessened with a good nipple connectio

Cleaning House
I am working on cleaning out my friends list. I have so many that I can't keep up with the true friends so I am removing people I never hear from. If I remove you and you wish to stay let me know...Thanks Cherise "Bottoms UP"

Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize Is Moving To Wflmradio.com Starting Oct. 29th
OK! Here’s the scoop! THE VM UNDERGROUND SHOW IS GOING LATE NIGHT STARTING OCT 29 2007!8pm (Pacific) 11pm (Est)Taking over the rest of the Month of OCT is Rebbi’s Rambunctious Noise! The show will also be syndicated to Musicians Addict, WFLM Radio and V-M-U.com!4pm (pacific) 8pm (est)More details soon during Nov! The VM Underground Show www.v-m-u.comwww.wflmradio.comwww.musiciansaddict.com

****daddys Poem***
****DADDYS POEM*** this hit hard today-i needed this Body: Body: Body: Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. T

Locked In The Shadows....of Me...
Mood: Confused,Dazed,Hurt... Listening to: 'Beautiful Lie' 30 Seconds to Mars Well..Reality is beginning to set in and I'm not really happy with it.I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore..Let alone what I'm doing here,in this place..Just a typical state of mind I frequently lock myself in when things go wrong as they usually do.This life I've been living has become increasingly harder every day.I'm not entirely sure if it's all on me or on what others do to me.I think it's a fair trade in some ways.I'm caught in the dark again with no light.Searching for a way back to the things I use to love and enjoy doing.Yet again,I've been hurt and I didn't see it coming.At least not from this particular person.What wicked games we play when lies get involved..I'm at my wits end trying to be happy,to find someone to be happy with,and above all,to be loved..Its a fruitless struggle I'm no longer able to fight...I feel happy,and jealousy,for friends who have someone,especially two that have come to

I Walk Alone
Behind the walls of a brightened smile, an opening arm, and words of delight, a friendship so warm, and a cheerful laugh theres alot of harm, and a person walking down a lonely path beneath these eyes tears are hidden, inside i cry, words forbidden, underneath this smile, is alot denied im thought to be the perfect one, a person thats wanted as a friend by everyone, people ask what it takes to be me, i smile or giggle and laugh with glee, but it really hurts to fool myself, to make the world think the opposite, people wish to be in my shoes, never knowing how much they'd lose. never looking close enough, at the scars that r covered, at a life thats rough, will u look past my smile, or my welcoming face, will u just take a while, and put yourself in my place, will u look deeper inside, at whats longing to be, will u look past my pride, look deeper and see me.

Pretty Lady Contest Updates!
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 4th lady is...... with 1 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Today On World Rock Radio
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Morning
he wakes up with the sun just coming over the land he makes his cup of coffee and sits on the front porch the cool autumm west texas air nips at his boots while he drinks his coffee and smokes his cigeratte as the steam rises off the coffee as he takes a sip and looks over his land. Many generations before him have worked this land and provided for their family as he is doing now. It was handed down to him from his daddy and his daddy's daddy before him this land is his blood he weeps with it and rejoices with it through drought and floods tornadoes and hailstorms they are one.

It Comes From Within.....
.....not from someone else You have that friend that is never single. They'll stay in a relationship until a new suitor comes along. Its as though they must have a partner just so they can function. Almost like they dont know life without one so instead of facing life, they'll keep one around. To them, they're happy. To us, they're miserable sacks of potatoes (the ones that will never see the joy of being loaded mashed potatoes). Actually, this sounds like someone who is addicted to a drug. The relationship is a drug and they cant get enough of it. Most of the time (97.98% of the time) they whine and complain about their partner. She'll whine about how he always forgets to feed the cat. He'll complain about how shes chews him out for not feeding the cat like she told him to. Your friend is in that relationship because it makes them happy....when in fact its the opposite. When all you do is stress out, bitch, complain, cry, argue over or with someone, how is that being happy? How

Another Genius
At the age of six I wanted to be a cook. At seven I wanted to be Napoleon. And my ambition has been growing steadily ever since. Salvador Dali Democratic societies are unfit for the publication of such thunderous revelations as I am in the habit of making. Salvador Dali Don't bother about being modern. Unfortunately it is the one thing that, whatever you do, you cannot avoid. Salvador Dali Drawing is the honesty of the art. There is no possibility of cheating. It is either good or bad. Salvador Dali Each morning when I awake, I experience again a supreme pleasure - that of being Salvador Dali. Salvador Dali Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it. Salvador Dali I do not paint a portrait to look like the subject, rather does the person grow to look like his portrait. Salvador Dali I don't do drugs. I am drugs. Salvador Dali I have Dalinian thought: the one thing the world will never have enough of is the outrageous. Salvador D

Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as "APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS." And furthermore; HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS." 4. He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION." 5. He does not act like a "TOTAL A

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 20,2007
Your social intuition is off the charts and that makes it a good time to read people and understand where they are coming from. You may find it especially helpful at work with new customers or employees.

If This Is Real... Wow.. The Outcome!!!
THIS IS A REPOST ... WHAT WOULD YOU SAY IF THIS IS REAL? WHAT IF...? What evidence will be next? This is a REPOST... Not my views or opinion. *********************************************************************** NIST IMPLICITLY ADMITS: WTC TOWERS DESTROYED IN CONTROLLED DEMOLITION By Kevin Barrett http://www.mujca.com [Note: I will be speaking with Kevin Ryan, a leading expert on the NIST cover-up, at the Peoria Public Library at 2 pm this Saturday, 10/20/07, 107 N.E. Monroe St., Peoria, IL 61602] Re: http://www.911blogger.com/node/12002 In an amazing about-face, the National Institute for Standards and Technology (NIST) has implicitly admitted that its 10,000-page report on the destruction of the Twin Towers is a fraud, and that the buildings were destroyed by controlled demolition. In its recent reply to family members Bill Doyle and Bob McIlvaine, scientists Steven Jones and Kevin Ryan, architect Richard Gage and the group Scholars for 9/11 Truth

Letter.....
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear P. Niss, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift

Help Bombing My Pet:)
Hi my friends my dog Nibbles is in a contest for the cutest dog on fubar..please come by and show her some luv..help her win this contest..be lots of licks in it for everyone that helps:)LOL My friend Mark is running this contestMark11779@ fubarhere is the link to his page..show him and his lovely fubar wife some luv..go to his page read blog about rules.Start time is Monday..Nibbles is thanking everyone in advance for your help!!Thanks,Tammy aka Fantasia:)

New Update And Auction
I just put a new update up yesterday on SC. Hope you enjoy seeing me and Jezabelle get real naughty! http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos414.htm Also I just put up a panty auction today. 6 more days left to bid. You have to be a member of ebanned to view. It's free to join if you don't already have an account with ebanned. Love to have you bid on my panties ;) http://www.ebanned.net/cgi-bin/auction/auction.cgi?category=wclothing15&item=1193488330 Enjoy! XOOX, Aimeelynn

First Class Working Girl?! Nah.
Well... I am a working woman now..I started a waitressing job yesterday. I was nervous about it, I havent worked in yrs! Being home with a disable son for 12 yrs then going out working..omg such a big difference.Who says fat chics cant run around like a chickens head cut off..but boy am i Tired! lol And guess what? need to leave to go to work like in 5 min ..lol But this is going to help my self esteem, and maybe even drop some more weight. Ive been on this plateau thing with my weight for a while..it has been aweful. Ive been getting down because of it, and I am worried to gain weight. So I thought this might help.. Take care. Sherry

By My Daughter...
My children are all with my parents this weekend, but my mother called me just now to read me a song my 9 year old has written. All of my children amaze me every day...but sometimes they're more astounding than others, and this is one of those days. This is what she wrote: Where am I supposed to be? It starts with a storm wrapped in my arms. It twirls like a ballerina. It feels harsh in my heart. Then it gets softer. Then it gets perfect. Then it's gooooone! Where am I supposed to be?! My heart is empty. My brain's like a locked chest. I can't find the key that's right for me. If I try, the jewels stay locked up inside of me. OK, I might be biased, but I think she's brilliant :D

Ever Sucked A Man Cock?
Well, as ive made it known, and weird or disturbing shoutbox convos that are had, i will blog them...Nice start to a random conversation, aint it? ================================================= GOATSE These, the above and below, were the links posted in her convo...just incase you wanna go to them THE WILLPOWER ================================================= ->FairyPrint...: thats what i was curious about; if it was someone close, or someone you randomly met REY: a friend of mine why i wanted to see what it was like thats all ->FairyPrint...: curiously, what was the ethnicity of the man whose cock you sucked, and what was his relation to you? REY: so she was on the couch seeing me suck a cock REY: her and i wanted to see what it was like REY: yes my fiance ->FairyPrint...: what prompted you to do it, exactly?...are you currently in a relationship with anyone? REY: i gave a guy head until he came in my mouth yesterday ->FairyPrint...: y

Nist Implicitly Admits: Wtc Towers Destroyed In Controlled Demolition
NIST IMPLICITLY ADMITS: WTC TOWERS DESTROYED IN CONTROLLED DEMOLITION By Kevin Barrett http://www.mujca.com [Note: I will be speaking with Kevin Ryan, a leading expert on the NIST cover-up, at the Peoria Public Library at 2 pm this Saturday, 10/20/07, 107 N.E. Monroe St., Peoria, IL 61602] Re: http://www.911blogger.com/node/12002 In an amazing about-face, the National Institute for Standards and Technology (NIST) has implicitly admitted that its 10,000-page report on the destruction of the Twin Towers is a fraud, and that the buildings were destroyed by controlled demolition. In its recent reply to family members Bill Doyle and Bob McIlvaine, scientists Steven Jones and Kevin Ryan, architect Richard Gage and the group Scholars for 9/11 Truth and Justice, NIST states: "We are unable to provide a full explanation of the total collapse." Thus NIST euphemistically admits that its 10,000-page report on the Towers does not even pretend to provide any explanation whatsoe

My Mom
this is my mom GODDESSOFLIGHT *PROUD FU-WIFE OF ARMY DAD*@ fubar we all love her so much. she works hard to provide for us. well im on my own now but i have 3 sisters still at home. my mom works 2 jobs and works her ass off at them. she puts in around 60 or more hours a week. soon at tax season she will put in over 100 hours a week. she also has a diease called lupus. makes it hard for her to work but she does it. she shows us so much love and has taught us so much in life. i cant say enough about her. she doesnt date hardly at all she spends most of her away from work time with her children, like planning a halloween party for them. just reason she had a slumber party for my baby sister, had 24 6 year olds at it. lol i stayed away. we dont know how she does it all. to say she is wonder woman puts it mildly. she does so much for so many. she also belongs to the ladies auxillary and helps them with things there. she hardly ever misses a sporting event or what ever

No More Cell Phone
Just letting the few who have my cell phone number know that my cell phone has been turned off, disconnected, whatever they do. I am a few months in not being able to pay it. So..it is starting.

Collecting Signs
Hey everyone! I'm a tad bored and was wondering if anyone would make me a sign! Just you and your username. Please keep your clothes on lol It would make me happy! I will try and return the favor!

Wasted Life
Here you are, Stiff Little Fingers for you. I just felt like posting lyrics. I get irritated with the military recruitment practices. Oh yeah, I'm political, because it IS fucking political. Let's understand one another on that point. Anyway, that's my blogging for today. I could be a soldier Go out there and fight to save this land Be a people's soldier Paramilitary gun in hand I won't be a soldier I won't take no orders from no-one Stuff their fucking armies Killing isn't my idea of fun They wanna waste my life They wanna waste my time They wanna waste my life And they've stolen it away I could be a hero Live and die for their 'important' cause A united nation Or an independent state with laws And rules and regulations That merely cause disturbances and wars That is what I've got now All thanks to the freedom-seeking hordes I'm not gonna be taken in They said if I don't join I just can't win I've heard that story many times before And every time

Costco And Drug Costs
COSTCO, read this Let's hear it for Costco!! (This is just mind-boggling!) Make sure you read all the way past the list of the drugs The woman that signed below is a Budget Analyst out of federal Washington , DC offices. Did you ever wonder how much it costs a drug company for the active ingredient in prescription medications? Some people think it must cost a lot, since many drugs sell for more than $2.00 per tablet. We did a search of offshore chemical synthesizers that supply the active ingredients found in drugs approved by the FDA As we have revealed in past issues of Life Extension, a significant percentage of drugs sold in the United States contain active ingredients made in other countries. In our independent investigation of how much profit drug companies really make, we obtained the actual price of active ingredients used in some of the most popular drugs sold in America. The data below speaks for itself. Celebrex: 100 mg Consumer price (100 tablets): $13

Some Other Places U Can Find Me...
Here are a few other places u can find me... http://360.yahoo.com/c4rnie_brat That doesn't mean i will add you automatically, but there are other blogs and pics on those sites as well :) http://hoverspot.com/signup.php?r=1872161

Rangers 3-0celtic Ft
Rangers 3-0 Celtic FT Novo 28 Ferguson 57 Novo (pen) 79 Bookings: McGregor 89 Hutton 89 Bookings: McDonald 5 Donati 25 Brown 32 Kennedy 54 McGeady 61 Jarosik 71 Naylor 89 Boruc 89 O'Dea 90 Rangers 3-0 Celtic By Thomas McGuigan Nacho Novo opened the scoring with a header Rangers overpowered Celtic to record a deserved victory in the first Old Firm game of the season. The home side were the more convincing side throughout and took the lead through Nacho Novo's 23rd minute header from Alan Hutton's cross. Celtic striker Scott McDonald was an isolated figure up front as Gordon Strachan's side lacked a cutting edge. Barry Ferguson added the second 10 minutes after the break and Novo sealed the win with a late penalty. Goalkeeper Allan McGregor and Alan Hutton were in the starting line-up for the home team despite both being forced to withdraw from Scotland duty. Walter Smith made three changes from the side beaten

My Pics
so i have some nude pics well a nude pic its about 3 yrs old and i havent decided to post it yet.. supposedly my wife sent pics to one of her guy friends of herself i dont know if its true or not but if it is i would like to show off myself.. nothing special but i know a lot of people have nsfw pics on here.. send me a message and let me know if you want to see it.. thanks Rob

A Must Read.....
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak. Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow andasked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were l

Is There A Booger In My Nose? Or...
...am I just smelly??? Is it my massive schnoz?? Or ass? Seems that whatever I do I attract men who like to bullshit and lie. Im not a "hater" but man my experiences lately in just meeting men and/ or dating seem show the latter.. Even male friends...they bullshit and its crazy because ahead of time Im honest..upfront and well...blunt. I usually tell any man I meet "I'd rather be your friend and hear the honest truth then date your or just remain your friend and be lied to" . ( Some of you know this is true ha!) Which brings me as a woman to start thinking..what the fuck is wrong with me? Do I attract only the liars? the weirdies? the ones who live with mama and cant hold a job? Just tired of the bullshit and want some normalcy i nmy life..if it takes being a single old lady in the nursing home when Im 80 I suppose then I will accept it. FYI this isnt intended to any one guy friend on here just overall any man Ive met in the past.

Pretty Lady Contest Now Open!
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 4th lady is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Lost
Tears of blood stain my eyes, whispers into empty darkness I cry and scream into the night and no one hears I pray to gods that do not listen for love that is ungiven Where are the days that have gone by? I dream of times to come still, times gone by and Times that never were I would sacrifice all to love again, To hold again, to be yours again Why do gods mock me? Why do devils torment me? I lay here each night and stare into darkness hoping, praying, dreaming that you are still here I look each day for your face in passing cars, on sidewalks and now in bars When will the time come that i could love again? There have been offers of love and i stand back There is only one i say, and i cannot go with you.. My heart, mind and soul belong to another She does not love you they say, let me love you tonight, I cannot, for i belong to another Why must i feel this way? Why do i love someone who does not love me? The pain, the anguish still so fresh, an open wound that

From The Mind Of A Genius
A word to the wise is infuriating. Hunter S. Thompson America... just a nation of two hundred million used car salesmen with all the money we need to buy guns and no qualms about killing anybody else in the world who tries to make us uncomfortable. Hunter S. Thompson Buy the ticket, take the ride. Hunter S. Thompson Call on God, but row away from the rocks. Hunter S. Thompson For every moment of triumph, for every instance of beauty, many souls must be trampled. Hunter S. Thompson Going to trial with a lawyer who considers your whole life-style a Crime in Progress is not a happy prospect. Hunter S. Thompson I feel the same way about disco as I do about herpes. Hunter S. Thompson I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. Hunter S. Thompson I have a theory that the truth is never told during the nine-to-five hours. Hunter S. Thompson I wouldn't recommend sex, drugs or insanit

Back In Time
Back In Time By: April Terry To go back in time, If only it could be. For once in my life, I just wish it could be. With each passing day, I realize more and more, Things will never be, What they once were. To go back in time, Should be an option. The place I now stand, Is driving me crazy. I know what I should do. But I have no clue, As to how it should be done. The last thing I want, Is to hurt someone I love. To go back in time, Oh what I would give. Maybe my soul, Or this chaotic life. Nothing seems to make sense, No matter what I do. I fill as if I’m running in circles. And the more time that passes, You slip further away. To go back in time, Is it too much to ask? To know your all mine, And to ease my mind. I can’t help but wonder, If there still someone else. And with each passing day, The heartache seems to grow. To go back in time, Would you if you could? I know by doing so, I wouldn’t be who I am. But would that really be so b

Hey Everyone...
I just wanted to say hi....I haven't been online much in the last couple days! I've been dealing with the unexpected death of my uncle. He passed away thursday night....so after all the chaos and madness blows over and things start to get back to normal I will be on more....Just didn't want anyone to think I was avoiding them. Grave

Magicians Of Night
Magicians Of Night by Sandy DeLuca Cleve licked dry lips, yellow eyes glowed…nothing in sight, no blood scent for miles and miles. Felicia drove down deserted Providence streets. He caught her gaze in the rear view mirror. He realized he'd become pale, looked older than a few hours ago. He needed nourishment badly. Her eyes were dull, evident cracks had formed around her lips. However, she could survive for days. Youth had its gifts. As their species aged they retained strength. But the need to feed increased. Cleve had roamed the earth for five hundred years. Each night the hunger had to be satiated; for him it had become imperative. She broke the silence. "The city's deserted. We'll have to rely on what's in storage at the warehouse." "That's fine." He rubbed his thumb across the handle of his cane. "Drop me off at the corner, park the limo and then join me." He sighed, raspy, hollow. "Maybe we'll be luckier over the weekend. There are more of them around on Frida

Members
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How Does It Know?
So I added the tarot and the numerology app on facebook annnnd I usually don't believe all of this but it nailed me down to a T. Numerology My Life Path Number Having a Life Path Number of 3 makes you a creative person and full of optimism. Your artistic abilities and healthy imagination allows you to excel in the arts. Your generosity is enviable and makes you a popular person. Although, you can be very emotional and vulnerable to the will of others. Tarot Saturday, October 20, 2007 The Tower The Tower represents sudden and unexpected change. It signifies the destruction of something that was not built on a solid foundation. With this change comes a time of disorder and chaos, but from this comes great improvement and newfound strength. This is an opportunity for you to start over and right your wrongs.

Recollections
I took a walk through Bluesville, with eyes visiting old corners, now vacant asking them to tell me their poems but all their metaphors have been exploited and sentimentality won't resurrect old stone There's a house across Ogden on Sawyer where I received fifty-cent haircuts as a boy decayed and full of tombstone weeds nothing seems to work there now It's strange growing old, cherishing things not cherished in youth not knowing the value of what was once had In Bluesville there grows dandelions to the world, Bluesville's flower is a weed but being from Bluesville a person knows a dandelion is a ghetto rose

More Poems
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room. I look at you and think: My God! How lovely! And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine, Not as a possession but a goal, Something almost unimaginable: The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven Or just within the hour condemned to die, My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, With you, and only you, the reason why. *************************************************** Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall. ************************************************** I want to make your heart beat just f

The Girl In The New Dress
The Girl in the New Dress by Larry Letemplier Laura gazed longingly at the ocean blue floral print dress displayed in Tilly’s Boutique window. It’s just perfect, she thought. She went in the store and strode over to the counter. On a shelf above the cash register a portable radio played a song that tugged her heart string. When the lady behind the counter asked Laura if she could help her, she said that she would like to try on the blue dress in the window. The clerk undressed the mannequin and directed Laura toward a small room in the far corner. She removed her blouse and jeans and slipped on the dress. The mirrors around the little room revealed a slim, curvaceous figure hugged snugly inside the dress. She twirled and wavy red hair bounced about and blended enchantingly with the ocean blue flow that surrounded her. "My Blair will just flip when he sees me", she thought. Blue was Blair’s favorite color, and she could hardly wait to see his eyes light up and his wide smil

Contestants Please Read!
CONTEST HAS STARTED AND IF YOU WANT TO WIN ANY KIND OF PRIZE YOU NEED TO COMMENT BOMB YOUR PICTURE!!! I SEE JUST A FEW ACTUALLY TAKING THE TIME TO DO ANYTHING, AND THE REST OF YOU SHOULD FOLLOW!!! AS OF NOW THIS IS ANYONES CONTEST! SO WRITE YOUR BLOGS AND POST YOUR BULLETINS TO GET STARTED! BEGINS @ 7PM EASTERN AND WILL RUN TILL 7PM EASTERN ON OCTOBER 26TH FRIDAY EVENING TILL FRIDAY EVENING! READ RULES BELOW! MOST COMMENTS WINS!!! RULES 1. Comment Bombing is Allowed and Self Comment Bombing is Encouraged (Commment bombing is commenting the same picture over and over) 2. Person With the Most Comments Wins 3. No Drama! No Harrasment of Other Players and and No Leaving Rude or Uncalled For Comments. 4. Any Complications That Arise Due To Fubar Technical Issues That Interfere With The Contest, Will Result In The Contest Being Closed, With No Prizes Awarded! 5. All Prizes Will Be Awarded On Saturday, October 27th! 6. Have Fun Wi

France
This is a riot!! Make sure you scroll down to the Map after you read the joke! Watch for little American Man to walk across the Map. An American is having breakfast, in Paris, one morning (coffee, croissants, bread, butter and jam) when a Frenchman, chewing bubble-gum, sits down next to him. The American ignores the Frenchman who, nevertheless, starts a conversation. Frenchman: "You American folk eat the whole bread??" American (in a bad mood): "Of course." Frenchman: (after blowing a huge bubble) "We don't. In France, we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants and sell them to the states." The Frenchman has a smirk on his face. The American listens in silence. The Frenchman persists: "Do you eat jelly with the bread??" American: "Of Course." Frenchman: (cracking his bubble-gum between his teeth and chuckling). "We don't. In France we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the p

The Bet
The Bet... Two families move from Pakistan to America . When they arrive the two fathers make a bet to see -- in a year's time -- which family has become more Americanized. A year later they meet again. The first man says, "My son is playing baseball. I had breakfast at McDonalds, and I'm on my way to pick up a case of Bud. How about you?" The second man replies, "Fuck you, towelhead".

#2
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Need A Morph?
I now have a morphing program, so if ya need a morph just ask.. I would be happy to try and make ya one. I am new to the whole morphing thing, but I would be more than willing to make one if ya dont care if it is exactly perfect. Just pick out the two pics and email them to me here on fubar, please dont ask me to pick whatever for you, I don't have time to look at things and pick one for you. Once I receive the pics, I will let ya know if I think they will work out ok and I will get to work. Again, I am not a morph expert or king by any means! I AM A NOVICE morpher but I really enjoy doing it and would be happy to make ya something. I have found out that it helps a ton if the pics are similar in size and position to make the morph look the best. When I finish with them I put them in my morphs I made folder for you to rate, comment, and rip. So just Shoutbox me if ya see me online and want one! lol....

Strike
i think its really fucked up that we now have to pay 5000 fu-bucks just to post a mumm for all to read... i think it takes all the fun out of it. i mean, who wants to write a "friends" mumm when 80% of your friends dont EVER go into the mumms? all i can say is i am no longer writing mumms until it changes back! its bullshit and 5000 fubucks is way over priced! yes i understand that it will cut back on retarded fucking mumms, but we all know that those were the funnest one! being able to bash people and get a good laugh out of others stupidity. FUCK THE SYSTEM!!!!!

Guestbook Stuff - I Do Not Know Who It Was Who
signed the guestbook linked to in my stash with a suggestive image (one that does not bother me but very likely is against slide.com policy - and guess what - I do not wish to find out the wrong way...) - but it has been deleted. (I don't think that person is on my list, but it's just possible they might come by and see this blog, so it seemed worth posting it. May post the note elsewhere as well, though I thought it common sense once - don't put things in public areas unless you know that people will be able to just happen on them, all of them, if they curiously type in the address of the site, or follow a link from your AIM away message, or wander in on their parent at some unguarded moment, or... take your pick. Eh. Rant over, off to breakfast, may be back on later today but I really do have thisthat to do...

Read Me
Hello everyone..I expect you all to read this as it will be the basis of all future communication with me. I have reached the end of my rope..and I am a FRAYED KNOT :) So here it goes... *If you are added to my page you have access to anything I post as a friend. This does not entitle you to sexual conversations with me. I am not here to get you off...nor am I here to get off via FUBAR. *I do not fan..unless I feel compelled to...you actually need to impress me GO FIGURE *I may appear online for long periods of time..but that doesn't always mean I am here. *I DO NOT like being ignored. If I attempt to communicate with you and am ignored you will find yourself on the block list. I am done being nice...I have no desire to be treated like shit because you A. Don't think I deserve a response B. Think I am not smart enough to know you are online C. Just really don't give a damn about me or my feelings! *I will also block you if you are annoying..I have two children for that...I don't n

Hell’s Outcasts
Hell’s Outcasts by Quentin “Marquis” Chamberlain I. Ron stormed to the far corner of the kitchen where the employee coats were stored. He grabbed a six-pack of beer and hid it beneath his jacket, which he had draped over his shoulder. The exit was much less dramatic than he had wished, but it was unwise to cause a commotion while committing a crime. Making his way down the street he could hear voices emanating from Hillsdale Cemetery. In the light of a nearly full moon he could see the group of teens laughing and carrying on while passing around a bottle. True to his misanthropic nature, he would attempt to avoid interaction with this bunch. A difficult task it being a late September night with leaves crunching underfoot with every step. Ron followed the outskirts of the cemetery until he reached the opening to a path that ran parallel to a stonewall built some century and a half ago. He strolled for about ten minutes before the temptation of that first brew beca

Witch's Charge
Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into the light. Mysterious Water and Fire, The Earth and the far-reaching Air, By hidden quintessence we know them, And will keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magcial ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Hallowe'en. And when day time and night time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least, The four lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto the other, Ere time and ages began. Wh

Witches Chant
Darksome night and shining Moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune, East then South, West then North, Here come I to call Thee forth. By all the powers of land and sea, Be obedient unto me. Wand and Pentacle and Sword, Hearken ye unto my word.

Pagan Playground
I leave my cares and world behind And drift away with a wandering mind To a place where dreams come true Where the grass is green and the sky is blue Then a gentle breeze brushes my face As I wander through this gentle place Where birds and bees sing in the trees And the grass bends with a gentle breeze A song is sung but in natures way One that is heard when children play One that is carried forth for all to hear But heard by those who know no fear It plays both in day and also at night You don't use your ears or need a light Close your eyes for it is all around Open your heart and it will be found Once it is heard it won't just go away It won't leave you alone not for a day Its source can't be found but still you will look Beneath every rock and the babbling brook Try as you might and look where you can And when you are finished go look again For this magickal sound and wondrous place Is often hidden right in front of our face But though it is so s

Full Moon Invocation
Mother, Goddess of moon and star, Bring your presence from afar, Manifest on this, Your night, and bless me in this sacred rite! Grant the knowledge and clarity, to understand Your words to me. Lend Your power, send Your light, Aid me in my work tonight! With love and wisdom please embrace, All within this sacred space. Mother, I now call to you, Bring Your message clear and true!

Elements
To take from the Earth.. is to nourish thy self and others. To feel the Wind.. is to be free and enjoy all life. To light a Flame.. is to find your way in the dark. To dance in the Rain.. is to bathe in the tears she can no longer hold back. To know the Spirit.. is to take in all Elements and live life in harmony. Do you know the Spirit?

Controlling Others....let It Go........
A controller doesn't trust his/her ability to live through the pain and chaos of life. There is no life without pain just as there is no art without submitting to chaos. It is very hard for most of us to see how controlling we are. We may feel uptight or careful, but we haven't seen it as controlling ourselves or controlling how people respond to us. We may be worried about a loved one's behavior or safety, but not realize our hovering over that person is a controlling activity. We may be keenly aware of other people's controlling behavior with us, but unaware we have equaled their control by monitoring them and trying to change their behavior. What a moment of spiritual adventure it is to risk living through the pain! When we do not seek an escape or a quick fix but have patience with the process, new possibilities often do develop. We can only let go of our control - or turn it over to our Higher Power. And we will do it and forget, taking control back within minutes or withi

Frustration, We All Get It....so Let's Use It For Something Good/
Learn from frustration In every frustration there is a powerful message. Frustration tells you, in no uncertain terms, that something is not as good as it could possibly be. There's a reason for every frustration. And when you choose to be brutally honest with yourself, there's also a positive and potentially life-changing response. The best response to frustration is not to fight it or resent it or let it break you down, but to learn from it. Perhaps frustration is attempting to convince you of the need to speak out against injustice, or pointing out changes that you know you must make in your own behavior. Frustration may very well be telling you that what you're doing at the moment is not at all in line with your most deeply held values. Frustration may be your way of telling yourself that you need to more fully prepare for life's various challenges. It could be that frustration is helping you to realize that there must be a more effective, more efficient, more compassiona

Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

It Is You I Dream Of
A flower grows from beneath a blanket Of fine and purest white It reaches toward the sun for warmth, For heat and for the light My love for you grows stronger still, Despite the surrounding cold My heart is yours, bartered gone For yours has it been sold Its petals shine from morning dew Its stem grows stiff and strong It stands strong through the freezing cold It stands the winter long I long for you, for your soft touch I miss the way you smile The longer that we stay apart The longer every mile The flower stretches through the snow It reaches toward the sun And now without you the color is gone The flower's petals, dun But as we talk, and as we learn The flower comes back to life The snow now melts and goes away As you take away my strife Spring is here and growth abounds As you and I are one We are together, we are in love The snow for now is done I see the future, in dreams I have Of our life, long and true I see the times where all I ne

As Long As You're Near
The first time we met, I could see, That you and I, were meant to be. Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true, When you first held my hand, I just knew. Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears, These days I shall cherish, for years upon years. Those memories we have, shall never fade, For those are the steps, that we have made. That was the past, the future is near, I anxiously wait, for what will appear. New homes, more laughter, and children so dear, Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near.

Keeper Of My Dreams
When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The woman who holds my heart in her hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

October 20, 2007
You've been feeling pretty good about your situation, but now you need to try something a little different -- especially when it comes to money. You can tell what will work and what won't this time.

Going To Far!!!
I think it's going way to far when someone starts to leave nasty comments about ones kids...all b/c of an ex..I'm sorry but leave the kids out of it, they're not to blame for hatred you may have for the adult.. It's very childish & going way overboard when someone stoops so low as to leave nasty comments about an innocent child!! I couldn't believe that this had actually happened until a good friend of mine deleted their profile because of this..When is enough enough?? Personally I think they should have said something about it & the other accounts should have been deleted but I think they did what they felt best for their kids. I just can't believe that someone would stoop so low, yeah I'm a bit naive you could say, this is 2007 & we have some f#$cking crazy ass people in this world but damn if you don't like someone fine leave comments about them not the kids that's BS!!

Friends - Not Romance
I'm not looking for love on the internet. I'm just here cause I'm bored and want to meet some new friends to chat with and maybe play some pool with. Too many wierdos out there and not enough normal people.

An Older Story, But Still Odd...
Okay, so I am sitting here soaking my Thanksgiving Day evening, enjoying myself. A friend of mine is in town and might just cruise by tonight, so I am in no rush to hit the sack. I hear a car drive up into my condo area, thinking it might be him. But he knows there is no parking here-maybe he wants to drop something out of his car. But then the car drives away. I figure maybe he had a brain fart or something. Soon enough it sounds like somebody is trying to unlock my door or open it so I know its him. Soon after, my doorbell rings. Wierd, I gave him my spare key so he can come and go this weekend as he pleases. I figure maybe because the door sticks he thinks I have to open it from the inside or he has his hands full. I turn the light on and walk downstairs to see the silloutte of two figures walking down the drive way to an awaiting car. I turn my light on, open the letter which got my name 90% correct, and read it. It reads as the following: "Joe, NOV.23.06 I told you that I wa

As Of Lately
It has been brought to my attention that I have not put up a blog in some time now. Suggestions have indicated that I should pick up the pace on my story telling! Now, if you're new to the game, don't worry most of my blogs are true and spot on....:) I will begin by quoting the main source of my newly posted piece of art, "What's up? Too busy hanging drapes and shopping at B,B,and B to write it out? I know your life isn't boring so don't play the nothings going on card. I was thinking how interesting it is to have a friend that spends his time partying in limos, chilling in VIP and luxuriating in his bachelor pad. Just hope the high life doesn't change you." And now I will address the previous statement... Okay, I surely don't party in limos enough to really to claim it on my taxes, but there have been some moments inside a limo that I only talk about if you have a valid security clearance and the "need to know!" I have to thank Nigel for making moments such as those possible

Return From Fbnc
Another trip to the DIRTY South successfully navigated! This time it only lasted 10 days with technically only three business days of work actually accomplished! AWESOME! Gotta love to get paid to do a whole lot of nothing, oh wait, am I getting paid for that trip?! Can't remember! So, we hit the ground running on a late Monday night (27th of August), grabbed up the rental car because our company refused to hook us up with one. A little change out of our pockets but well worth it! We decided it wasn't even worth it to head to FBNC so we got a hotel. Fast forward to the next day, checked with 1st TNG BDE (the most worthless group of people to ever walk the face of the earth if you ask me) and then to the MUIC. "Go over here, get this signed, then go over there, then come back, then I'll send you over there, but then you'll have to come back after you drive across Bragg for another signature....BLAH, BLAH, BLAH!" After three hours of imitating a bouncy ball in a dryer on spi

My Silly Friend, Karen.
I have the most colorful friend! She comes with the craziest stuff. However if your one to blush easy she's not one you may be able to handle. But shes my best friend, and the best entertainment that my could buy!!! Anyone have a friend like her?

Should've Said No!
So, the other night I went out on a "date." Yeah, a date, I said it. Just a totally random girl who seemed nice enough. She wanted to hit a bar in downtown and grab a beer. I figured, "well, it can't hurt and worst case scenario I just go home..." Well, it did hurt. I cannot figure out if it was the non-stop talking or the complaining?! She was talking about Ashley Force, a race car driver, and I said I thought she was hot....like an 8. She instantly tells me how inappropriate it is to talk about how hot other girls are in front of her and then asks me what number she is on my scale. I just laughed and told her she didn't want me tell her and I wasn't going to either. Wierd. Then we were talking about my jobs, that I am in between, thinking about going this way or that way. I tell her I can make considerablly more money going this way. She starts asking me how much money I make and what not-I look at her and tell her blatently that it is not any of her business how much mo

Stop Calling Me!
Okay, long story but funny....try and keep up! 1.) One night I am out and about. A buddy of mine is like, "hey, call this girl, she won't answer when I call her." I am like, "ok." She doesn't answer. Didn't call back, didn't push the issue just told him she didn't answer. 2.) The next week, like 5 days later, I get a phone call from some wierd 360 number. Washington huh? I usually have people's names entered in my phone from Washington. "Hello," I say. "Who is this," says a female voice. Instantly, I am like, "Who the hell are you? You called me!" She says her name and I totally draw a blank. Then it hits me. It's that girl my buddy asked me to call like almost a week ago! I tell her who I am and that my buddy, whom she knows, wanted me to call her for him. She's gets it and that is the end of that conversation. I barely remember her but from what I did remember, she was extremely rude, hence I didn't stick around to listen to her anymore. I hung up. 3.) L

Yes...i'm This Far Out
Arrival: The Keeper of Traken Departure: Terminus NyssaNyssa was the daughter of Tremas, one of the Consuls of Traken. She helped The Fourth Doctor and Adric in their apparent victory against The Master, but learned soon after being brought to Logopolis by the mysterious Watcher that the villain had saved himself by taking over her father's body (The Keeper of Traken, Logopolis). She was the first of The Doctor's companions to realize that the Watcher was a future projection of The Fifth Doctor, and aided the Time Lord's new persona in another battle against The Master (Castrovalva). Orphaned, and with her homeworld destroyed by the renegade, she chose to remain with The Fifth Doctor for a series of adventures which included a meeting with her double, Ann Talbot, on 1925 Earth (Black Orchid), and a visit to Gallifrey in which she bravely attempted to prevent The Doctor from being executed by the High Council (Arc of Infinity). Her finest hour came in her last adventure, when she c

Why?
So as i was sleeping last night, I had a dream. I dreamed that I was in the special forces. Why did i dream this? I dreamed it because its my subconscious living out my lifelong dream. My lifelong dream growing up was to enroll in the Air Force Academy, and become a pilot, fighter or transport I just wanted to fly! Now I just want to know why i was born with a fucked up hip that wasnt developed so theres no way the services ever would have accepted me. Why me? thats a question I wonder alot of lately. Why was I born? Why am I here on earth? What is my purpose? Im 28 years old and I really dont know any of those answers. I wish it would quit eating my insides, I wish i could lead a normal life like most other people/friends in my life.

Time To Grow Up!!!
DANG PPL DON'T CHA THINK IT'S TIME TO FKN GROW UP ALREADY!!...THE DRAMA IS SUCH B/S AND THIS AN ADULT SITE..I MEAN COME THE FK ON MY 6 YR OLD NEICE ACTS MORE MATURE THAN SOME OF U AND U KNOW WHO U ARE SO0O DON'T BE SO0O SHOCKED THAT I'M SAYING THIS!!!! I'M SERIOUS I AIN'T EVEN SWEATIN UR CHILDISH LITTLE GAMES BUT DON'T U THINK IT'S TIME TO GROW UP!!! THIS SITE IS JUST TOO MUCH RIGHT NOW..I CAN'T HELP BUT TO LAUGH!!! OK SO I'M OUT AND SMOOCHEZZZ!!!!!!

One More Day
What were you thinking on that day, when you took your life away? Were you feeling so much pain? Were you calling out my name? Just one more day, one more day with you. One more day, one more day with you. I can't believe that this is true, my heart's so broke from loosing you. It didn't have to be this way. Ending your life in your dismay. Just one more day, one more day with you. One more day, one more day with you....

Doa
The sound of the water trickles off the roof, the snow is melting all around. Winter is over and the sun is shining bright, can I have just one last kiss tonight? I thought this love would last forever. I thought that we'd be together. The seasons come and go so fast, the flowers are blooming and the leaves are turning green. I say I love you, you say you love me, but really what does that mean? I thought this love would last forever. I thought that we'd be together. It's 9:15 on a Friday night, the leaves are falling to the ground. It seems like eternity since I last heard your voice, I thought this day would never come. You're my all, you're my everything....

Omg So True!
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Saturday, October 20: Figuring out where this relationship is can be a headache, especially if you use other people's standards as a measuring tool. Toss all magazine articles and self-help books out the door. What matters are your standards.

Submerged
A message in a bottle, you sent out to the sea. You’d hope someone would notice, just who you want to be. You wrote it down in words, of how you felt inside. “Could it get any worse? Can I just run and hide?” This thing that they call life, is so tainted with lies. That you don’t know yourself, or think it’s worth a try. Just know that I love you, and I’ll be here ‘till the end. Just know that I love you, and I’ll always be your friend. Just know that I love you, and I’ll be here ‘till the end. Just know that I love you…

..no Title..
You made a choice, a sacrifice. You walked away, and took my life. Were you scared? Were you blind? Did you not want, our worlds entwined? I wish that you could see me now. But you don't remember how. You took away my life. In the midst of all your strife. Years have passed, since that day. Do you cry? Is there shame? With days that pass, I hope you see. Just what you've done, to hinder me. I wish that you could see me now. But you don't remember how. You took away my life. In the midst of all your strife.

Michael Hutchence Memorial Concert
I cannot believe that almost 10 years is gone by.Such a magnetic,Charming and dynamically explosive presence on stage,He is still missed so deeply by so many,and alot of us "old fans" will always consider him the one and only true lead singer of INXS.If you listen to the video below it says it all! ~Missin You Hutch~

Ebay?
So I'm selling my soul. Really. Wanna see? Ebay Auction I've been added to No Shame! as well. As for where I've been...not on here. I spose I could say I'm busy, but I'm not. My computer was broken for awhile. I have yet to get a new one. La de da. I have nothing else to say really. Oh! When I took my kitten to the vet, I found out HE was a SHE. And SHE doesn't seem to love me much anymore. Oh well. o_0

I Wish
I wish the part of me that loves you Was the part of me thats gone. I wish the parts of me you hurt Were the part I would throw away. I wish the part of me that lingers on, Would leave and go away. And that the parts of me you touched Could be the parts I cut away. I wish all this could be true, But if it was there would be nothing left. I wish we could start over, Or better yet never have had a begining. Then you never could have hurt me Or loved me or touched me. But they will always be apart of me . Because I love you still More than words can ever express More than you will ever know For reasons I dont even know I love you still And always will. Author unknown, even to herself and more so on the long nights when sleep never comes.

Lip Lovers Contest I Entered..... Plz Hlp?
The Lip Lovers Contest will run: October 26, 2007 6pm PST thu November 5, 2007 6pm PST each rate is worth 5 points & each comment is worth 1 point.. When the contest starts. will you come help me out? thanks, Mandy scsweetie

..::angel Of Darkness::..
Her eyes where of darkness Reflected from her soul Her heart had been shattered Left broken and cold SHe was a warrior of evil Fighting for what was wrong SHe came to me one night When her heard my deadly song Under the red moon we met Fell into an icy embrace It sent shivers up my spine Just to stare upon her face SHe held me so tightly Fighting against my will Using her power to control me All I could do was stand still SHe kissed my lips Sending fear through me Making my mind race As she watched my body I glared at her Fire in my eyes SHe saw right through My helpless disguise My smile made her afraid SHe thought she was in control My eyes and hair turned black Darkened like mine and her soul My skin went pale Like the moons glow And in the darkness My true colours did show We stared at eachother Moving closer than before SHe saw in my eyes I was not afraid anymore Once again she kissed me This time I kissed her back Two dark

Late Late
ok... it's kinda late haha almost 11am :) but i went to sleep almost at 7am ohhh but i don't complain ;) wink and the only thing i'll tell you is: swiss guys rock :P ... now i remember why i wanted to come back here hahahahahahah 8-P (B) (Y)

Time To Admit It: I Need A Personality Change (it’s Boring)
I think it's time for me to admit it: I'm boring. That's why some people on here don't wanna talk to me that much, because my personality's extreme boring, and I need a change. I'm a type of person who don't know how to talk to people that good or carry a good conversation, that's one thing I always have a problem with. I need to change that, but I don't know where to start. Anyways, I have a lot to improve on (and yes I'm admitting it), cause my social skills are that bad. I know it's gonna take me a while to improve on that. Please give me some advice on this

Angel Should Of Told You
Your laughter speaks the loudest And you tell me that you're fine Angel, don't you lie to me It's time to draw the line Tell me why you're breaking apart And why it hurts to give a smile Give me a chance to let you in And you'll find that it's worthwhile I can tell you're trying so very hard To swallow your faults and fears I can hear you when you whisper "If you only knew of all my tears" You're losing yourself a little at a time I see you're starting to fade away Angel, don't you lose your hope If you come to me, I will stay "What's wrong", you're always asked You return with the same reply "Nothing, I'm okay..." said with a disheartened twinkle in your eye I can see the suffering you lock away With all of the memories that you keep I can always see your tired face From when you cry yourself to sleep It's quite obvious that you want to go But, you can't leave me here alone Angel, Don't you let go of your life I'll fill the gaps that need to be s

My Heart
MY HEART She's always be there for me Just talking to her can make me happy She tells me of the hard times she's been through In hopes that I won't go through them too She's an independent woman of stature and grace She has beautiful eyes and a lovely face An audacious strength from deep inside In her I know I can confide She's my guardian angel who'll always be A very special part of me She takes pride in caring for her kids She gives us hope and things to believe in If I didn't have her there for me I wouldn't be half the woman I turned out to be I Love You Mom

"if You Don't Like It, Then Just Get Out!"
What a stupid phrase this is. If it wasn't for ill feelings towards government and social structure us Americans would still be British. All you red necks who say "if you don't support the government then you can just get the hell out" or make similar statements, why don't you just move to England where they still have a monarchy? Seriously, read a freakin' history book. The End

More About Me....
..>..> ..> You Are Ani Difranco! Honest, real, and well liked.You're not limited by any boundaries."And you can call me crazyBut I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall"..> Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?..>..> ..> Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion:You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.Conscientiousness:You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.Agreeableness:You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.Neuroticism:You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little

Me??
..>..> ..> Your Spicy Score: Medium You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance.You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature.Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality.Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination!..> Are You a Spicy Chica?..>..> ..> The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never b

Drug Personality
..>..> ..> Your Personality Is Like Acid A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.One moment you're in your own little happy universe...And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!..> What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Forever In My Heart
How can I feel the warmth of your body as I think about you night after lonely night? The sweetness of your kisses from lips I have never felt? Why does my body fill up with butterflies as I wait patiently to hear you voice? How can I love you so much, someone I may never have... with such a passion that my heart skips a beat each time I think of you? When I close my eyes, you are here... the love I have for you embedded deeply. And I think I will keep you here, deep within my heart. Today...tomorrow...forever!

Within My Soul
You came from my dreams, Filling my heart. Walking beside me, Holding me close The gentleness you bestowed upon me The closeness we share Leaves me in awe of you. So many truths of dreams and desires Held so tight. Hidden just below the surface A heart no longer silent The need to share the reality Of such purity of essence You see me as I am I wear no mask before you Standing vulnerable, shy, soft, and loving No pretending, it is very real You're not my imagination, But what was missing from my soul A piece of cloth, Woven so close. Threads intertwined Each touched by the other. Held tight, each making the other strong With every thread, it becomes more complete One in the same, each enhancing the other Do we stand and question The purity of this moment Together in sight of a common goal Or merely brushing it aside, and settling With a mere existence Will we have the courage To open our hearts, Letting our souls reach out, Sharing completely

The Angel
I worked and loved and lived my life right I prayed to the Lord, every day and night To send me an Angel, to honor and love And to me he did send her, from heaven above She was beautiful, glorious, I was smitten from the start Intelligent, witty, with a glance she melted my heart I knew right then I had found my true love Her kiss, sent my heart soaring on the wings of a dove Defenses breached, Walls tumbled down Gazing deep into her eyes, knowing I would drown Her love, I wore like a badge of honor though her actions made me sit back and ponder The wonder of a love so strong Whispering into her ear all night long If only I could put into words, just how I feel Then perhaps this breach in my heart would seal I could love unconditionally, not worry if returned Accepting what comes, never fearing being burned Boundless passion I have stored in this heart of mine Taken for granted, or neglected, time after time

Just An Average Girl
Sorry for having morals and not putting out on the first date; so you can run along to your friends and brag about getting laid. Sorry for not wearing my skirts short enough or having my cleavage hanging out for the world to see. Sorry for not being skinny enough, curvy enough, or having enormous tits to satisfy your taste. Sorry for having a brain and not dumbing myself down to make you feel smarter. Sorry for just being an average girl that knows what she wants in life. but the thing is I am not sorry about any of that. I am sorry that you had your head shoved to far up your ass that you missed out on what was right in front of you.

Love's Touch
Love's touch is a warm feeling in your heart, the endless melody playing in your mind. It's the skip in your heartbeat when you're with your true love. I feel love's touch when I'm with you. I hear the endless melody when I'm in your warm embrace. My heart skips a beat when I feel your tender lips against mine. I feel love's touch whenever I'm thinking of you. You are, to me, love's touch.

In Love With You
In love with you is what I'd call it Never wanting to be separated from your side Like a field of spring flowers in full florescence Overwhelming the totality of my senses; my Very being is entranced by your every touch Engulfed in flames my heart burns for it's inamorata. Why is it that... Inside and out is my body yearning? The reason is right before me Here...it is you... You are my shining star, and Only in slumber does my heart not bellow Unchained and impassioned is my love...

Arrested
i was arrested tonight. my friends little brother bailed me and her out and then i had to bail my other friend out. I'm so pissed off. i can't believe this happened, being booked was a total waste of my fucking friday night. and the guys in the holding cell were like wylin out when they saw me and friends being brough it. and some crazy fool was wyin out in his cell and scaring the shit out of me and my friends!! you call friends to come bail out you of jail and yeah it's best friends sitting next to you on the inside. ha i learned that shit tonight for real. god, arrested!!! i'm ashamed. also i was in those cuffs and i was texting people in my holding cell! it was so funny. i also took a picture with my phone, that no one will see! but i think that was like so damn funny that we were textings and taking pics on our cells in ... our cell. :P yeah, we are badass. hardcore!! oh boy i will not be forgetting this night anytime soon.

R U D¢
2 my baby i love you & you love me 2gether as one we shall be i cant wait till we get married cause over the threshold youll be carried i want us 2 spend our lives 2gether bein there 4 each other we are compatible we are a set you are my everything & this you can bet

Civ Vs Mil
Body: CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you don't get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Military FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we messed up!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. Military FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Are happy that someone pi

October 20, 2007.
I am new to Fubar and wanted to say hello to everyone. I love to blog, and write journals and reflect stuff in general. I also write poems. I don't know if I'll blog much on here or not. We'll see. Silent Cries Gloomy sunsets and silent cries, my heart hurts on the inside. Rainy days and sad good byes, my friends have left my side. Weakened spirits start to die, broken hearts long for love. Nothing's right, why even try, sorrow storms from up above. Eyes mirror yesterdays reflection, warmth and laughter went astray. Sunny days? I have no recollection, nothing seems like it will be okay. Lovers who love with all of their heart, seem to be lovers who are often torn apart. © Mitchell Brian

Thick...is Who I Am....
THICK..A GIRL FROM THE SOUTH...A SOUTHERN BELLE...NO, I AM NO BELLE...ON SPECIAL OCCASIONS I HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO DON ON THE GOWN, SWEEP GRACEFULLY ABOUT AND SPARKLE UP THE ROOM.,MANY SAY THAT MY THICKNESS ENABLES ME TO ATTRACT ATTENTION, GIVING ME A STAGE..I AM NOT SHY, BUT I LET ON TO BE...IT ADDS MYSTERY TO MY PRESENCE. ...THICK...HIPS, LIPS...LEGS...ASS...THAT'S WHERE THE THICKNESS STOPS AND THE SHARPNESS TAKES OVER...SHARP WIT...SHARP TONGUE...SHARP MIND...I AM A SENSITIVE, LOVING, NURTURING HUMAN BEING THAT CRAVES AND SAVORES WITH ALL OF MY SENSES...I AM HUMBLE AND NOBLE...I HAVE AN OPEN MIND AND I AM NOT AFFRAID TO USE IT! ...THICK...MORE CUSHION FOR PUSHIN'...YES, THIS IS A TRUE STATEMENT...THICK GIRLS ARE BETTER LOVERS...THEY CAN TAKE IT! BRING IT... THICK...MORE LOVE TO LOVE...YES...I DO THAT, TOO...THICK, AS A BRICK...UPSIDE YOUR HEAD IF YOU DISRESPECT A THICK SISTER...SHE WILL PARKING-LOT EDUCATE YOU ON SOME MANNERS IN A HOT GEORGIA MINUTE!... THICK...JUST MORE O

My Kinks....
You kno...I *WAS* starting to think that it does suck to be me. I got all dressed up...put my collar on...waiting for Master to call me to let me kno when to come over. But no phone call. I waited for about two hours and I just got undressed and started doing housework. Wanted a cig but said to myself no...wanted to just go to bed...again I said no. Just was kinda bummed in a way. But I am sure that there were reasons. Just kinda wished I had a phone call. But...oh well...I am just a slave. Even so...thinking that my nite was just for the birds. I thought I was stood up again...an interesting conversation was going on with me and another "person" on here. Now...my kinks are kinda out there...in away. When I start talking about this one you may have issues and think otherwise of me. And if thats the case I am sorry...you can delete me off your list. This I had been wanting to try out for about 7 years now. I did have a lover at that time that was into Cross Dressing

What Am I Worth?
I am fighting an eating disorder, low self esteem, and depression. Am I even worth any of you attention? I get paranoid about way too much. Do you still think you can help with a gentle touch? I cuss like a sailor and I smoke way too much. Do I even deserve the compassion of human touch? I sometimes hear voices that aren’t really there. Can you tell me now that you still do care? I won’t share the covers and need a light when I sleep. Can you still say it’s me you still want to keep? I talk way too much and am always in tears. Do you still want to help me face my fears? I did a lot of drugs and I still like to drink. Tell me now what do you really think? I’m obsessed with my dog and I’m way too fat. Tell me what you honestly think about that? What am I worth now that you know all of this? Am I worth loving forever or don‘t fairytales exist?

What Is It About Some People?
OK, a lot of people know I am a counselor going for my MSW (which I have put on hold right now). Even with all I know and understand about life and how people act, for the life of me I will never understand why people act the way they do. It seems like people, more specifically men, seem to think it's OK to break a person's heart or do something that hurts someone else, intentionally or not. Just tonight alone, I had talked to several people who have had someone that they cared about and they thought cared about them hurt them in one way or another. What's worse is that the ones that get hurt want to give up on love and relationships, which is easier said than done. I'm not gonna get into the details of each one, but are some of the people on here really that cold, childish and selfish? Sometimes it makes me ashamed to be a man, because that gives men like me a bad reputation. I mean guys, c'mon! Do the male population a favor and stop bringing the good guys down with you

Letting Go
Something keeps telling me I’ve got to let go. I hold a love inside that I can never show. I want to hold you in my arms but I’ll never see that day. Some force beyond my control decided to take my heart away. My babies live only in my heart and mind. For me to let go says I want to leave them behind. My life has now fallen apart not knowing what’s right and wrong. Can someone please tell me where the hell I belong. What am I living for? Why do I even try? I want to be with my babies. Why can’t I just die? Will I ever again see a time where my heart doesn’t hurt so much? Will I ever again feel pleasure at a simple human touch? Am I that dead inside that time can never heal? Am I holding on to a dream that is no longer real? Someone please help me to end this pain. Someone please help me to live life again.

A Lil Shout 2 My Angel
i jus wanna thankyou for you bein you & all the sweet things you do you are the light of my life & make things right when they go wrong i pray 2 god we will be 2gether b4 2 long honey i need you like the air we breathe me without you is like a pit without teeth it just aint the same its like a soda without the brand name i dont wanna be second place i wanna be the one 2 kiss your beautiful face so let me be your number one cause me with you will equal lots of fun

The Angel And The Soldier...
The Angel and the Soldier He fought the battles and won the wars and shed the tears for the fallen friends. He picked his way through the minefields of mental pollution to come out whole at the other end. tick...tick tock She beamed a smile of sunlight while her heart shed a river of sorrow and she waded through her unaided plight. She sacrificed her wings for the unworthy but discovered them anew in the strength of a glorious end. tick tock tick tock too slowly ticks the clock In a meeting by chance he forced her to glance with a salesman's remedy for pain. Not prepared but more than ready they stepped down the path where words meet heart and love they gained. tick tock tick tock too slowly does the clock tock the hours 'til I'm talking to you. Let me mend the wings upon your back, let me kiss away your tears. Let me trace my fingers and my lips over the remnants of the battle years. tick...tick tock The heart of an

My Experience With Phone Sex
one day i wanted 2 try something new so i asked my girlfriend 4 some phone sex ive heard its just great well im not so sure cause it was my worst nightmare "cum" true first off everybody was watching besides its hard 2 hold the phone stroke my dick while addin more dimes at the same time so in the end we didnt get 2 finish cause i ran out of dimes damn i hate payphones true story not its a fuckin joke

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Labor Of Love.
It's like climbing a mountain. And just as you are nearing the peak...just when you can ALMOST see the amazing view from the top...just when you can feel the wind blow through your hair and taste the sweet flavor of the thin air around you... You slip and fall. Your hands search for purchase. Your feet scramble to catch hold. Your heart thuds in your chest. Your breath is knocked out of you and you gasp, pulling it quickly back in. You are frozen there for a moment, unable to move...afraid to even breath...your fingers gripping the sharp slippery stone. Debris sifts down onto you...into your face, your eyes and mouth...as if the very mountain itself has taken offense at your ineptitude and has chosen this pummeling as it's revenge. It's a test of stamina. It's a test of will. It's a test of courage. It's a labor of love. Slowly...cautiously...you breath. Your hand reaches upward and searches. You begin to climb.

Mase - Tell Me What You Want
What You Want" (feat. Total) [Total] Tell me what you want Tell me what you want Just tell me what you want Tell me what you want Tell me what you want Tell me what you want [1] - Tell me what you want for me Take a look at what you see Let me know if this right here Is something you can have for years Tell me what you want for me Take a look at what you see Let me know if this right here Is something you can have for years [Mase] Now Mase be the man wanna see you doing good I don't wanna get rich, leave you in the hood Girl, in my eyes you the baddest The reason why I love you, you don't like me cuz my status I don't wanna see you with a carriage living average I wanna do my thing so we be established And I don't want you rock in them fabrics Girl, I will give you karats 'till you feel you a rabbit Anything in your path, you want you can have Walk through the mall, if you like it you can grab Total it all up and put it on my tab And then tell your fr

Colorectal Cancer Screening
http://www.baptisteast.com/healthinfo/Colorectal-Cancer-Screening.cfm Colorectal Cancer Screening Colorectal cancer is the second leading cause of cancer related deaths in the United States. There is a 1 in 16 lifetime chance of developing colorectal cancer. The disease affects men and women in equal proportion. For those persons with a family history of colorectal cancer, the risk may increase significantly. Colorectal cancer has a high survival rate when detected early. Fecal occult blood testing (FOBT) is one part of colorectal cancer screening recommended for men and women aged 50 or more. In addition to the annual FOBT, the screening colonoscopy is recommended at age 50 and afterward at intervals to be determined by the findings, and the personal and family history of the individual. In some settings, the flexible sigmoidoscopy is performed every five years. FOBT should be performed on three consecutive stool specimens. To perform FOBT correctly, certain medicat

Whoo Hoo!
So today was a good day. I had a pretty good interview with Extraco (fingers crossed), got the checks(4)for the vacations hours I had at my old job and I won concert tickets. I actually won something. Me. I never win anything. I'm going to see Gym Class Heroes, Plain White T's and Fall Out Boy live in concert! Whoo hoo! I can't wait. As bad as it is to say, I haven't been to a concert since Vanilla Ice lol. I guess it's about time to update my concert viewing. LOL Will update you all on Wednesday. Yea!

New Address For Reno, They Moved Him This Morning. To Write Make Sure You Use His Full Name.
New address for Reno, they moved him this morning. to write make sure you use his full name. Cirino Gonzalez Merrimack County detention Center 214 Daniel Webster Hwy Boscawen, NH 03303 thank you Donna VanMeter http://www.myspace.com/damnvanmeter if want to mail this guy and say thanks for standing up to irs

Strength
you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you're everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this yeah you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can I stand here with you and not be moved

Re: Rudy's 9/11 Failures Of Leadership Exposed By Fire Figh
RE: Rudy's 9/11 Failures of Leadership Exposed by Fire Figh ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bobby Date: 19 Oct 2007, 23:16 thanksBoston 9/11 Truth.............................. Rudy's 9/11 Failures of Leadership Exposed by Fire Fighters You Tube Giuliani Bungled Preparation in Years After 1993 Attack on Trade Center.Critical failures by former New York Mayor Rudy Giuliani before, during and after the terrorist attack on September 11, 2001, raise serious questions about his ability to be commander-in-chief.In this thirteen minute documentary, fire fighters, fire officers and family members give dramatic testimony about Giuliani's leadership failures. Their dramatic stories tell how Giuliani failed to provide the FDNY with radios that worked, which led to the deaths of 121 fire fighters inside the World Trade Center's North Tower because they were unable to hear orders to evacuate.Fire fighters also point to Giuliani's poor judgment in p

If You Only Knew
If You Only Knew by BlueWolf © If you only knew, Days are filled with thoughts and dreams of you, Sometimes in the silent night, I see the glow of your Heart's tender light, How I wish to feel your touch, To be in your arms tender clutch, My love for you will never undo, If you only knew.............

Phuck Me Please
i want u 2 spank & pull my hair that would be great jus get on top & dominate do me how you will fuck me so hard as if me you wanted 2 kill as i take my throbbing tool of love doin doggystyle in your pussy i will shove i wont stop till your feelin fine lay back baby im ready 4 some 69 if your not into it jus open your legs so i can lick & please your clit i want u 2 cum like never b4 so please treat me like im your manwhore

Growing Up Scared. ( My Mom Wrote This)
I keep growing out of control, I've become the grown up I didn't want to know. I hate fighting the firehearts that was once me.Yet I hate loosing heart that could grow unique. So little hearts i love don't hate me too much, so i can reach out my arms to you when you've had enough. I'm not everyones parent nor i want to be, but i hope you reach out when you grow to be free.

Rr 2 - John Cena's Injury, How Does It Affect Wwe?
Welcome to edition number 2 of the Ringside Rant. Short one this time, as I'm a little out of sorts. John Cena was the WWE Champion until just before No Mercy. HOWEVER...during a match with Mr. Kennedy(...Kennedy...), Cena tore his pectoral muscle. He required surgery and 8-12 months of rehab. He'll miss Wrestlemania 24 in Orlando, FL. They then take the title, put it on Randy Orton (who was the No. 1 contender), then have him lose it to HHH, then regain it all the same night! YIKES...HHH didn't get more than a two hour title reign! So now we have Orton as champ, and the next night during an "appreciation ceremony" suddenly HBK comes out and gives Orton Sweet Chin Music! So now we have a Cyber Sunday match where Orton will either face Kennedy, Jeff Hardy or HBK. Is this great or what? Kennedy and Hardy have never held the WWE title. HBK has more than once. But what makes sense? HBK getting the vote. Why?? Orton put him on the shelf in May, so the feud lost ground for a few months. B

Asvab
Well, meh. I'm retaking my ASVAB (Armed Services Vocational Aptitude Battery) on Tuesday. I'm hoping (it is pretty much a sealed deal) that I'll qualify to be an MP (Military Police). My goal is to go through BCT (basic combat training), AIT (advanced individual training-trains you for your job) and then go through Ranger school. Once I graduate Ranger school, I go to work for and report _directly_and_only_ to a General. :D I'm going to be shipping out to BCT within 50 days. My contract and paperwork shouldn't take more than 20 days to process, and I need to ship out within 30 days of signing my contract if I wish to qualify for the quick ship bonus. The quick ship bonus is $20 large. $10,000 up front, and the other $10,000 spread out over my term serving.

Re: Bbc Reported Collapse Of Wtc Building 7 Early-- Twice
RE: BBC Reported Collapse of WTC Building 7 Early-- TWICE ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bobby Date: 19 Oct 2007, 23:08 Part I: BBC World reports the collapse of the Salomon Brothers Building (WTC 7) while it is clearly still standing outside the window behind the reporter (tall building on the right). They also give a time reference that is 23 minutes before the actual collapse. As the reporter keeps talking to the studio anchor and the time approaches the actual collapse, her feed cuts out to the BBC studio (approx. 5 minutes before).Part II: In the BBC's explanation for their 23 minute advance warning of the Salomon Brothers Building (7 WT) collapse, they said that they cannot make any determinations regarding the broadcast because they have "lost" the footage. They went on to specifically mention BBC News 24 as the only remaining footage, but said that it did not clear matters up either way.This is the BBC News 24 clip--notice the time stamp. A

Sadness..*poem
When the tears you cry,turn to acid that melt away your face..when the world you knew dissapears and is replaced by dead space when the words you once could scream,suddenly gos away...How and what would you say??

Akon - Locked Up
"Locked Up" [AKON] Im steady tryna find a motive, Why do what I do?, Freedom aint gettin no closer, No matter how far I go, My car is stolen, no registration, Cops patrolin, and now they done stop me, And I get locked up, [Chorus] They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up) They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (I'm locked up) They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up) They won't let me out no, they won't let me out [Akon] Headin up town to re-up, Back with a couple keys, Corner blocks on fire, Under covers dressed as feens, Makin so much money, Products movin' fast, Put away the stash, And as I sold the last bag fucked around and got locked up [CHORUS] They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (my nigga I'm locked up) They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (I got locked up) They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (baby girl I'm locked up) They won't let me out no, they won't let me out

Friends (daniel Sent Me This One 2)
A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend. A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true. Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU

Mom And Her Kids
Tonight I went to the Homecoming game. It was ok till I seen I wasn't going to get to sit. I spent my time following this kid to that child. It wore me out. Then after half time my oldest came. That is when my fun began. He came up to us and said he needed a drink and we got half way when we got stopped. A skinny hunked back boy was hanging on the boy and he told Ray that his gf wouldn't leave him alone. I looked at him and then Ray. My daugther piped up and said, YOu ain't his gf, his gf goes to Susan Moore. The girl started crying and Ray got mad and walked off. Me being momma followed him. I asked what's going on? Becasue all eveningI watched this girl hang on the skinny dude to another boy. So being a teenager he lied ot me. He walked off and I walked back to the group. SOme girl ran back otthe other group and said to the girl "He wants to see you". Well Hell I knew who "HE" was and I said oh no. I went after my son and told him i would call his gf and get her butt

Funny I Though
An extremely rich Texas gentleman decided that he wanted to throw a party and invted all of his friends and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, (The only Black man in the neighborhood.) He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating shrimp, oysters, BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host announced "I have a 10 foot man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in." The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash & every- one turned around and saw Leroy jump in the pool! Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its butt! Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gat

T-pain And Akon - Bartender
"Bartender" (feat. Akon) [Intro - T-Pain] Yeah... Uh-Huh... Yeah... Yeah... [Verse 1 - T-Pain] Broke up with my girl last night so I went to the club (so I went to the club) Put on a fresh white suit and a MiniCoop sitting on dubs (sitting on dubs) I'm just looking for somebody to talk to and show me some love (show me some love) If you know what I mean... Uh-Huh... Everybody's jackin' me as soon as I stepped in the spot (I stepped in the spot) 200 bitches and man ain't none of them hot (ain't none of them hot) 'Cept for this pretty young thang that was workin' all the way at the top (all the way at the top) Shawty what is your name? [Hook (T-Pain):] Oh she made us drinks, to drink We drunk 'em, got drunk And then I think she thinks I'm cool She gave me a wink, I winked back And then I think that, we hit it off something proper like... [Chorus (T-Pain):] I like the bartender (Oh if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Uh-huh, OK) I like the

Angel (my Friend Daniel Wrote This For Me!)
Angel, angel looking down guard my friend don't let her frown. Keep her happy all the day send her safely on her way. When her day of toil is coming to an end please remind her always that I am still her friend. The friend that loves her dearly no matter what may be if she will look around she will clearly see. So, sweet guardian angel, watch over her with care let her know my heart is with her it's with her everywhere.

Airmen Punished For Nuclear Error
Airmen punished for nuclear error The US Air Force has relieved several officers of their commands after a B-52 bomber was mistakenly flown across the US loaded with nuclear-armed missiles. Three colonels, a lieutenant colonel and 66 other personnel were punished following the incident at Minot Air Force Base, North Dakota, on 29 August. Maj Gen Richard Newton said ground crews had failed to follow procedures. The incident has been described as one of the worst known breaches of nuclear weapons procedures in decades. Six cruise missiles armed with nuclear warheads were mounted on the bomber's wings before it was flown to Louisiana. The missiles were supposed to have been taken to Barksdale Air Force Base, but the warheads should have been removed beforehand. 'Procedural errors' Announcing the results of his six-week investigation, Gen Newton said there had been an "erosion of adherence to weapons-handing standards". They did not follow the formal sch

Your Love ( I Wrote This)
Just like your heart, your love is pure. Like a never ending candle it will always burn. With out even trying, you make others feel safe, Just by bringing them into your embrace. Your smile and your eyes make others feel warm inside. These are the things that make it hard to deny, The love I feel for you inside, When ever you are near by.

Frustrated And Confused
There's this guy I like (he knows who he is) and I thought he liked me, but now I'm starting to wonder. I talked to him every day for a long time, usually at 5:30 in the morning while he was getting ready for work. There were certain things he would say or do every time I talked to him that kinda gave me the feeling he wanted to be with me, but last night I sent him an email telling him how I felt and he replied saying he just wanted to be friends. I was completely crushed when I read it, and just wanted to cry. Then I get on here and look at his blog. When I do I find this: i talk to you everyday i talk to you on the phone when im down you bring me up when im sad you make me happy I talk to you every morning and that makes my day go better I think of you all the time THere are times wheni just want to be in your arms or hold you in my arms or just kiss you Sometimes i wander if there is will every be more than friends with us What matters is that you make me happy and i wil

October 19, 2007....
..today was the last day of Joe Torre's 12 year reign as manager of the New York Yankees. A sad day for Yankee fans everywhere as it truly marks the end of a golden era for the team. Memories of the 12 straight Division Titles, Playoff apperances and the World Series' of 1996, 1998, 1999 & 2000 and the fun times accompanied with them for me (being a Yankee fan..lol) will be missed...just felt like sharing that.. ..Oh and it's like 2:00 am and I can't sleep for some reason because my nerves are jacked up... And I have to be up in 3 hours to go to work. Nice right? ..... ..I'll leave you with this oldie but goodie been in my head since I heard it on an indie radio station earlier this evening...bought back alot of meaning from a few years back and well...some from recently...hope everyone has a good weekend and survives the last 11 days of October...they are usually the most dramatic....I'd be lying if I said was ready for this year's chapter but we will see...later kids...enjoy the t

Wating
For time to go faster . I want the new year to come in . Aslo my Uncle just got out of jail for 20 yrs for gang banging and bank roeberies. Thats a true gangsta right there. Right know i feel tired bored .and hugry . even though i just ate . Also i wondering were the real people at . and why i keep getting stuck with mindless idiots. Or am i the mindless idiot ? who knows. Maybe im look for the perfect person that does not exsit. Maybe the world needs to chagge or maybe i need to change? I often feel lik i don't belong here . Or at least thats how i feel around people .

Falling Away
Do you ever wish you could just fall? Not down; but away? Away from yourself and everything around you? No, I am not suicidal and this isn't some cry for attention. Mostly just me thinking aloud. Another random thought: I hate when you go out of your way to help people and they don't even appreciate your efforts. I love helping people and I don't expect anything in return. I don't want anything in return. I just hate being blown off after I have gone out of my way to help them. Anyways; I just want to fall... Free fall out into nothing?

Every Day
rascal flatts every day You could have bowed out gracefully But you didn’t You knew enough to leave the well enough alone But you wouldn’t I drive myself crazy trying to stay out of my own way The messes that I make but my secrets are so safe The only one who gets me yeah you get me It’s amazing to me how Everyday Everyday Everyday you save my life I come around all broken down and crowded out And your comfort Sometimes the place I go is so deep and dark and desperate I don’t know I don’t know how Everyday Everyday Everyday you save my life Sometimes I swear I don’t know if I’m coming or going But you always say something without even knowing That I’m hanging on to your words with all of my might And it’s alright, yeah I'm alright for one more night Everyday Everyday Everyday Everyday Everyday Everyday Everyday you save me You save me

Men And Men Drunk...
Well here goes another friday night out at a club...with really bad "pick up" lines. Could just once, it be possible to meet a good lookin guy with some class, a job, and a since of humor????

*sigh*
yep, still not happy..... Why does it always seem nights are worse than daytime? is it because my kids are in bed and I'm actually alone with my thoughts? or is it more because I know I'm going to go to bed alone with my thoughts? It aggravates me that I want to see him and talk to him and just be close to him, and I know its just not going to happen. I can't believe that I let anyone have this affect on me....it makes me feel stupid and I really freakin hate it, but what can you do? you can't help who you fall for, right? It sucks more because we were friends for a while before we started seeing each other, and now there is no communication(by his choice I might add) and it hurts because I have always enjoyed talking to him.... Damn, I just miss him......

Bleh @ The World
Dang I'm in a crappy mood... I posted a mumm yesterday or last night, about co-workers, and today just about made me feel even more bleh... I'm seriously thinking, sadly of going part time ... It's a long boring story to tell.. but just wanted to get alittle off my chest before I headed to bed to try to sleep ..

Ode 2 My Angel
as i sit here & think of u i look @ your pix u sent 2 my yahoo while im thinkin of your sweet female scent thats lasted this long i do smell while i take a look @ your sexy lace thong the one i keep by myside when i sleep @ night cause it feels like your there & that things will be alright ill never 4get the day we met it was pure destiny cause you were meant 2 be my angel while makin me so happy

Winner At A Losing Game
rascal flastts winner at a losing game baby, look here at me have you ever seen me this way ive been fumblin for words through the tears and the hurt and the pain im gonna lay it all out on the line tonite and i think that its time to tell this uphill fight goodbye have u ever had to love someone that just dont feel the same trying to make somebody care for u the way i do is like trying to catch the rain and if love is really forever im a winner at a losing game i know that baby, you tried to find me somewhere inside of u but you know you cant lie girl you cant hide the truth sometimes two hearts just cant dance to the same beat so ill pack up my things and i'll take what remains of me have u ever had to love someone that just dont feel the same trying to make somebody care for u the way i do is like trying to catch the rain and if love is really forever im a winner at a losing game i know that i'll never be the man that you nee

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My friend was in a bad car accident today at around 530 am,on his way to work.It was raining and he was driving on highway 231 north bound also known as troy highway in montgomery alabama,and someone hit him from behind and pushed him over the media to the southbound highway,and he was hit by an 18 wheeler.He has fractures to both legs,broken arm,his stomache was cut open and he has an internal infection from that,plus he has a broken jaw.He has been in surgery all day to fix his wound on his stomache and had to put pins in his elbow.He still has to go back into surgury to fix his jaw.Doctors say that they don't know for sure if he will recover or not,but hopefully because he is young.They willnot gaurantee anything.Please pray for him.....his name is Mukesh.Real friends with a heart will take a few minutes out of thier time to pray for someone in need.Thank you!!!!! ~Cherry Princess~