Here it is another day. Not a whole lot going on. Just sitting back and was trying to relax, but I have my niece and daughter here, so that's like totally next to impossible. 2 girls about the same age, 8 months between them. But it'll be alright. Things seem to be pretty good for now. But I question, are things always what they seem? I seem like I should be happy right? I have 2 wonderful children, a great boyfriend. But it seems like I'm missing something... I don't know. I just want to be happy and be loved. I want happiness in our lives and for us to be loved. i don't know if that's to much to ask for? I don't' think that it is. I suppose the only other thing that I'm asking for is to hopefully get married one day. Just my little girl fantasy that I have. No matter how tough I seem I still have that soft side to me. Oh well. Thought that I would up date. Not a whole lot going on. Later.
