Well it's been a while since I wrote the last blog... I think. I dunno. I really don't keep up. lol. So here's what's the story morning glory... This is what's been going on in MI VIDA LOCA! lol. Absolutely... NOTHING.... lol... Not really... There's been a few things going on. I have good grades in school! YAY~ go me~ go me~ I will be in the EMCC Beauty and Beau pageant next month. I will be graduating in Dec. I'll get my diploma and then the ceremony is in May. Brady is doing good, he just went to the Dr. today and has gained some weight!!! YAY! He's now at 47 lbs. He's 9 years old. Everything seemed to be good. He's doing good in school too. TK is doing good. She is enjoying going to school. I can't believe that, but it's true. I reckon that's not going to last a whole lot longer though... lol.
Well you know the story about our lives, now I'm sure some of you are interested in what my love life status is??? I would also like to know... So if anyone knows... Please let me know??? Thank you! lol. Well... Actually I kinda met someone. I think.... lol. He seems to be really nice and sweet. I know, I am so scared and waiting for the other shoe to drop. But anyways, I did meet him off a dating web site... How funny is that?? TRUE STORY! But I'm so confused on what to do???? He lives about 2 hours south of me. He's gorgeous, HOT! Seems to be simply irresistible... but I dunno... I don't know if things could work with me and him though. He is way better looking than I am. There are so damn many women after him. Of course judging by the pics that he has posted... Yea, that's why there's so many. I can't compete with all that. He says one thing, but I'm not sure if I should believe. I dunno. It just seems harder every time, but yet easier in some ways. Having the feelings for someone is the hardest thing that there is. It's just easy to hide them and push people away. I suppose that's why I'm alone. I don't want to be hurt, but I do want to be loved and be happy. Just really hard when you've had your heart broken as many times as I have. But for some reason, I get back on that damn horse and go for another round. I guess each time I get thrown off and get a concussion, makes me that much more stupid for wanting more. I just hate to really get my hopes up about someone and then it gets all taken away. It's amazing that I get somewhat excited about someone and then go down hill. I don't' know what to do... That's why I turn to y'all! lol. But on the fo real though... He is a VERY handsome man. And I know, I should and deserve to have a man such as he. Those that have known me for quite some time know some of the things that I've been through. But anyways. We met today. It is always awkward when you first meet someone. I still can't believe that he came to see me where I was. OMG That was sooo crazy. But it was really sweet and nice. So, he might be a real winner after all. I know what my problem is. I think and hope I have found something, but then I wait for the other shoe to drop. But anyways... I reckon that I'll figure it out one day... Later.
