Well, here it is another day... I know that I haven't posted one in a while. I don't think that anyone really reads these things, but I'll let you know what's going on anyway. That's because I'm cool like that... lol. Anyways, this is what's been going on and is going on. As you can tell I have updated a little and I have another profile that I would like for you to check out. I hate the idea of being single. I don't like it at all. REALLY! But I have a bad problem though, I think that I'm afraid of commitment and being hurt. I've met a few promising guys here lately. But I don't know what to do. I would like to go out and get to know them, but I don't want one to find out about the other. But I just want to do the dating thing. Go out, eat dinner, talk. Get to know one another, see how we click together. That's like now, I've been kind of seeing this one guy off and on since about February. I like him, but I know that it's not ever going to go anywhere, so I don't go out with him or talk to him very much. He's a good guy, just not what I want. There's another guy that I met. He's around my age, but he lives about an hour and a half away and he works offshore. 2 on and 2 off. He has 3 kids and an ex-wife. He's really sweet, but I didn't get much of a chance to get to know him. So I kind of think that he might be worth a shot... I dunno. Then there's another guy. He's older than me. He drives a truck so there's not a whole lot of time to get to know one another. He has a motorcycle. Which that is a BIG PLUS! He's bald too, which is sexy! I know, I'm strange like that. He is an interesting person too. There's another one. I don't know if I should put him in here, but thought that I would so that he wouldn't feel left out. He's in the military and should be coming home in about 2 months. I would like to meet him, but I'm thinking that I might have enough on my plate with all these other guys and trying to figure out what to do. He seems to be sweet but I'm not so sure about him, he has hurt me and broke my heart a time or 2! I guess we will see in the time that's to come... Then there's this one other guy... I can't seem to get him off my mind. I love him very much. In which, I agree with him, I shouldn't because he left me. If we were still together, we would have been together for a year. But I haven't seen him in about 6 months. I do miss him very much and wish that we could be together, so I don't feel the way that I do. I am very confused right now. I want to be loved, I want happiness. I want to feel loved. I want to be wanted and desired for me, and not only because I'm beautiful, which I don't think that I am. But everyone has an opinion. I hope to find, actually, I hope that he will find me one day. The one that feels the same as I do and will feel the same about me. Well that be all folks, leave some input.
