I would like to know what it is that guys want? I try to do my best to show the person that I'm with how I feel about them, but it doesn't seem to be enough. I seem to get my hopes up about somethings and then "BOOM!" out of no where, it's all gone. All I want is to be loved for who I am. I want to be accepted for who I am. I'm not sure that I have a whole lot to offer, but I believe what I do have to offer is true and real. I have a lot of love to offer, friendship, companionship, understanding.
So who am I? Some days I question. I am a loving mother with 2 children. I'm a student who's wanting to learn all that I can while I can. I'm a hard worker when given a task, I do my best and try to complete it while I can. I am a woman who wants to be seen for who she real is. I do have some things to offer if someone is willing to take that chance to see for themselves that I am real. I have love, loyalty, friendship, companionship, understanding to offer. I will love you for who you are and not for what you have. I will be loyal to you as long as we are together and as you are to me. I will always be your friend first.
So why can't this be love? I want it straight from the heart. I want to know what is it that I need to do to have the love that I desire? I refuse to act any different then I do. I am who I am and if that's not acceptable, I hate it for you, because I am not going to change who I am for anyone. I am a person who is willing to share the love that I have with someone that is deserving of it. Granted, most of my love goes to my children, but I do have some left over for someone who's willing to share his love with us.
So why am I single? I choose to be, I would say. I don't want to be with someone that only wants to be with me because of how I look. I want them to be with me because of how they feel about me. The other is an added bonus, I guess. When I love, I love forever, not for the heated moment.
