When does the tears finally stop? I know the pain will never fully go away. I like having the memory of you, but it just hurts because anytime someone sees something for fallen soldiers, they send it to me and the tears just start coming again. I like hearing and seeing things for the honor of soldiers, but it just hurts. I really wish I didn't have to say good-bye to you, but I just keep trying to remember,
♥Death can not stop true love, it just delays it for a little while.♥
I'm scared to love someone. I don't want to lose someone again, esp someone I loved as much as you. I wish you would have made it home. I wish Bush would have never sent you over there, and that he wouldn't have made the troops stay 3 extra months. You were suppose to be home babe, why the hell did he have to extend the stay? Why did you have to go in the first place? It's not that I'm not proud for what you've done and all your sacrifice. I guess I'm just being selfish and not wanted to let you go. Well, I don't know what else to say. I can't really see the screen now through my tears. Theres a video I saw today that made me cry and cry. Just absolutely break down sobbing. I'm so used to you telling me everything will be okay, and I guess thats what I'm waiting for. It just hurts knowing I won't hear you tell me that.
Here's the lyrics.
I came by today to see you
I had to let you know
If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time
I'd have held you and never let go
It's kept me awake nights, wondering
Lie in the dark, just asking why
I've always been told
You won't be called home
Until it's your time
I guess heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you
I remember the last time I saw you
You held your head up proud
I laughed inside
When I saw how you were standing out in the crowd
You're such a part of who I am
Now that part will just be void
No matter how much I need you now
Heaven needed you more
Cause heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you
Heaven was needing a hero
and that's you
