Okay, here i am again. i know it's been a long while since i last updated. since then Mike and I have gotten things sort of settled with mummy about the wedding. . .though more drama will happen before we're done. i lost my job, now I've got to find another and it can't happen too soon. we honestly need the money for bills and groceries. wish i could get paid enough for luxuries afterwards like savings and Christmas gifts and books to read . . . I'm out of new stories to read which bothers me.
it's frustrating and disheartening to say the least and i don't like it. i feel incredibly stupid and useless right now. like i defiantly can't get anything right no matter how hard i try. try is not success and success is never guaranteed. especially for me.
more later when I'm not so depressed.
