my mother and my sister and a friend of my sister's are attempting to take over the planning of my wedding. everything that i like or want is wrong to them. i'm ready to cry. to give up and just say fuck it and let them have the wedding that they want. fuck what i think or want. fuck my dreams and ideas. as long as they are happy. that's most important isn't it? that everyone else is happy to hell what the BRIDE wants or thinks or dreams about? i'm sorry that i am being a bride-zilla but i'm just so frustrated right now. *sigh* is having a wedding really worth all of this? i feel like i'm trying to develop an ulcer. . . did that with work too, but this is another one. . . or on top of that one. whichever.
okay, until next time. goodmoshpitting to all.
