today sucked BALLS. yea, it really did. been training to take my NASD exams and it's a slow and boring process. took a practice test today and flunked in miserably. with as many times as i've read the damn book i fucking flunked it. that, needless to say, pisses me off royally. what's worse, i take the ACTUAL exam in a week. yeah, like i'm SO FUCKING encouraged right now. sorry, had to scream and rant a bit. just want the training to be done so i can be making money. i feel stupid not drawing a pay check. i feel like i am mooching off of harold and my mum's generosity and i hate that feeling. *sigh* blah.
