I find myself sitting here in tears more and more often and the only thing I can say is that tears are good to cleanse the soul, but why is it he can bring me to all these tears just by not doing as he says. I must be a terrible person that no one feels I have feelings also and can just be walked on. I know I am not the best person at times that I can be and fr that I am sorry, I know that my depression is no excuse but it does not help. Maybe in time I will learn to control my depression once more but right now I can't and so the tears will continue.
