So, I made a statement the other day about my flaws... and I kinda wanna make a blog to see them...
*I'm a control freak
*I don't like being told NO
*I think I'm always right
*I don't like people who don't like what I like
*I'm inconsiderate of other people's feelings
*I have to WORK at being nice
*I DO NOT CLEAN
*I don't see why anyone would argue with me
*WHY? BEcause, I'M ALWAYS RIGHT!!!
*I love myself....
*I'm quite selfish
*I honestly lack the ability to NOT CHEAT (i can explain that if you really wanna know... coincides with the blogs, etc... part of the thing i'm working on changing in my life)
*I'm not honestly happy with me... I got fat after having my kids... i'm not a size 3 anymore... yeah, i think i'm ugly... no, i don't usually tell people that
*I'm very rarely happy with anything or anyone
* I look for faults in people before they have the chance to prove themselves
*I lie
*I manipulate
*I don't have a problem with either of those things
*I twist reality to suit me
*I feel 'the world owes me' so to speak
*I FUCKING HATE OU
*I can't stop loving someone that I hate (lindon)
*Most days I wish I were someone else, somewhere else
*I'm not sure I live in this reality
*I'm bi polar
*I DO have a borderline personality disorder (google it... yeah, thats me)
*I'm not perfect, although, I like to believe I am
*I look for faults in everyone else, and point them out...
*I HAVE A TEMPER, BAD
*i AM evil....
*I like being mean to people
* don't like people who aren't on my 'level' (intelligence etc)
*I hurt people sometimes just to do it...
*I enjoy seeing other people cry
*I DON'T THINK HILTER WAS A BAD MAN, per se
*NOR DO I THINK CHARLES MANSON WAS A BAD MAN!
*I contridict myself all the time, DO NOT POINT THIS OUT
*I hate people who agree with everything I say.... sometimes you should just shut the fuck up and stay out of my way
*Yes, I do believe I'm better than A LOT of people... for no other reason, than I don't like them.
*I make fun of people, A LOT
*I make fun of people who use improper grammer, ebonics, and 'country speech".
*Yeah, I hate you... you have to WORK at it for me to like you
*NO... i really don't care WHO the fuck you are...
*I sometimes argue with people, just to argue.
*I enjoy arguements...
*I like guns... I like shooting them... even at you if you piss me off...
*murder is only illegal if you get caught
*Again, I AM A CONTROL FREAK, don't tell me how to live my life...
*I don't think I know who i really am, or what will really make me happy
*I'm quite immature...
*I still need to grow up a lot
*I talk too much
*I hold grudges... BAD... DO NOT piss me off...
*I still hate you for things you never thought about doing
*did i say you did it? THEN YOU DID IT... just say sorry
*I'm not sure I know what love is, or if I can even love....
*I also, have PTSD... from when my mom died... then Satan raised me...
*i DO NOT like people who don't speak english... thats my right
*I DO want to create White Entertainment TV... White history month... White appreciation DAY.... etc
*I HATE people who whine because they're a 'minority'. Mother fuckers I'M THE GOD DAMN MINORITY!!! FUCK THAT SHIT... I don't care if you're one of 10 out of 6 million... GET OVER IT....
*i will make a WHITE STUDENTS ONLY grant...
*I LOVE my family history... you're proud to be whatever you are... DAMNIT I'M PROUD TO BE WHITE! SO FUCK OFF!
*Yeah, you're lucky I talk to you...
*i'm sure there's a lot more.... so I'll randomly update this... and possibly repeat myself.... so deal with it...
*wow... i sound crazy now huh?? :D
