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I Wamt To Be Owned!!
I am in an auction. In this auction I am offering: - offering one month in my name - Add to family and my top friends - daily comment - daily gift - sfw personal salute - yahoo im - pic/stash rate - link in my profile (permanent) SHOW ME SOME LOVE The Bitch Your Mom Warned You About@ fubar

Thoughts
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go

Easter
Well Easter has come and gone. We did the family thing over at my grandfathers. Dennis(my brother in law) cooked out on the grill. He cooked up a shitload. We had steaks,italian sausage,burgers and hotdogs. Swear I got stuffed. After dinner the kids had a easter egg hunt. I was not able to be outside with them for that. The pain I was in just did allow me to do it. Still the kids had a blast and thats whats important. It was nice to spend time with everyone. UNC still got it going in the NCAA tourney. They made it to the Sweet 16. I hope they can continue this and get to the final game. Duke sure as hell wont be there lol. No race this weekend expect for the Nationwide series. Scott Wimmer won saturday edging out Clint Bowyer. I see the doc next monday. I can’t wait and I am hoping we go ahead and set up the surgery date. They put me on a lidocain patch on top of all my other meds. Wish like hell something worked. Sick of having to miss so much with this shit ugh!!! Well I

My Poor Niece.
So here is the story...My sister married a man who has two kids. Both of them from different women. My niece lives part time with my sister and her idiot. and the rest of the time she lives with her grandparents. They are VERY lazy people and do not feed her good food, or get her out exercising. My niece is 10 and weighs 175lbs! I have been telling my sister to get her exercising and eating right. She has been doing her best, but as soon as she goes back to Grandma and Grandpa's house, all bets are off. Does anybody have any suggestions? Please I need some advice to give to my sister. She is at her wits end, and is worried she will have to bury her stepdaughter soon. Do I call in for an intervention or do I let my sister deal with this on her own?

Yesterday...
Yesterday Sittin here watchin the time slip away Wondering what I should do today Putting things off another day I’ll do it tomorrow Is what I say Head in hand Memories jumpin like hopscotch A game of youth Long since gone Nothing left but tomorrow 85 are gone, 280 remain 365 times 17 Years of pain I close my eyes and pray Praying to let go of yesterday Trying to live a better way Forget about yesterday Yesterday go away Clock moves ahead Nothing stops it from working Every hour it won’t miss a ring It’s the only guaranteed thing Weighted down by life’s unknown Worrying about the future Feeling completely alone Still sitting here I wish time would stand still Until I can figure it all out With zero lies and zero hate Make no mistakes, oh boy Boy it’s getting late Shiftin weight From side to side Booking a cruise in my head Planning to go before I’m dead Maybe God will be the captain And heaven will be the sea When that big boat com

“meaningless”
“MEANINGLESS” This isn’t about anything Just a thought or two on Internet life It’s always the same People saying they love you And are your friends How could this be? These people know nothing about you or I They know us by our screen names Those simple little things say nothing about Who or what life we live Everyday we pour our hearts and souls out to People we don’t even know Those same wonderful, loving people Are the ones that tear our worlds apart With vicious lies, broken promises Hurting us deeply when they begin to belittle us By saying we don’t know How to converse, we are morbid we are too emotional, they take Take, take and never give, they don’t have a problem dismissing our thoughts or feelings after all we are not real, we are only screen names no feelings, no thoughts, no purpose in life. Tammy aka Stoney

"player"
“PLAYER” We all know at least one the player is the one that says all the right things The one that makes you feel special The one that makes you feel, you Are the only one for them the player knows all your weak points, what makes you most vulnerable, what makes your heart bleed the player strings you along And when the time comes When you do or say something The player doesn’t like That’s when the player Slams the door in your face No second chances, no understanding Only a lesson in trust, honesty, A feeling of hate, self blame A heart broken, no way to mend You don’t have to heed my warning Of these vicious players, but I Hope you will heed this warning before a player has the chance to destroy your life with their empty Promises Tammy aka Stoney

Bombing Help Needed Week Of 3-24
I am in my first VIP contest!!! I would really like to have a VIP. I need 10,000 comments within 8 weeks! I am willing to help everyone that helps me within reason. I can make some morphs for you, rate as much of your stuff as I can everyday for so much amount of time or anything else that we can come to an agreement to! All you have to do is click on my picture below and start commenting. If you would like something in return for your help, you need to pvt message or shout box me first so we can discuss it. Thanks to everyone who helps! Love you all!! I am in a contest, need 10,000 comments, (Pic rates dont count) so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY!

"darkest Day"
I walk through this day, not knowing what tomorrow may bring This is a day of fear, a day of emotional chaos My mind is blank, my heart is racing, oh god, what is happening Suddenly, I’m hit with such a force of anger How could someone tear down my sense of security? A message flashes across my computer screen, oh god, what do I say The shock has me paralyzed This is my friend, how do I comfort my friend I only say, oh my god, I can’t believe this is happening My friend leaves, for my friend needs time to absorb this horrific tragedy For me, I cry I continue to watch my television in horror The explosions, flames coming from the twin towers The dark bellowing smoke rises in the sky The twin towers begin to collapse one at a time Transfixed by the events unfolding before me I hear this is more horrific than I thought A plane has crashed into the Pentagon Oh dear god, no This is not over with a fourth plane has crashed What is happening? America is under attack

Why Is It?
Why is it that mothers carry the baby for 9 months and deal with all the set backs, pain, sickness, even some have came close to death experiences due to childbirthing and even some have died during labor, but yet she is a horrible mom because she doesn’t take her daughter to see her dad, because he’s broke, because he doesn’t have a job, so automatically it must be her responsibility to make sure he gets visitation with his child right? Tell me why it is that so many mothers go through so much, then the fathers talk shit about the childs mother 24/7, saying that they are horrible mothers, they do this wrong and this wrong and just repeatedly complain about how it’s not fair to them. But yet the child lives with their mother, NOT the father. And relies solely on the mother for care. Tell me why there are so many dads that just don’t give a fuck? They don’t pay child support, ’because it’s not there place to help". Tell me how the fuck that is? Did she get herself pregnant? I’m p

"old Family Homestead"
The old family homestead is in sight as I round the bend in my mind. Oh, the days of children laughing, the clank of horse shoes, softball being played in the field, hide and go seek, chasing lighting bugs in the dark for what seemed like hours. Family gatherings, enough food to feed an army of a thousand, ice cream churns humming a little song, sweet watermelon juice running down my chin to my shirt, giggling as my hands stuck together, mud holes in the drive big enough for ten to swim in after a summer rain, being a child it was almost impossible not to at least get one foot wet as the adults yelled that we were going to catch pneumonia, for a child that seemed like the most illogical statement ever made. The sound of the front door slamming, children and grandchildren gathered on the front porch catching up on the week’s gossip, the adults discussing the cost of living, and who died this past week. Horse riding on Sunday afternoons, children lined up arguing over who would be next,

”on The Wings Of An Angel”
”On the Wings of an Angel” On this winter day in January A gentle wind blew across the land Reaching out to take a hand For on the winds the angels came Calling out a mother’s name. Left behind, were the children and grandchildren’s tears Loving memories of the years Of joy and love, a life well spent And now to God a mother/grandmother has been sent. On angel's wings, a heavenly flight The journey home, towards the light To those who weep, a life is gone But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn. –Tammy Oates Welch, 01-28-02 Dedicated in memory of Jimmie Lou Bell Oates {Granny}

*** The Fubar World Cruise Has A New Look - 285 Members - Come & Join The Fun
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Hi Everyone
Sorry, I haven't written. I miss you guys so much. I'm leaving today for Comuzel, Mexico for spring break. Mark and his band invited themselves so I am sure I'll be chained, drugged, and raped the entire time. YAH. Me outside of the United States - what would you do if you were there. I thought Blake had already succeeded at his goal of getting me pregnant by March 31, but 4 test say no. The 4 test I took however won't cover all the cum he rammed in me this weekend. He is pissed that he can't go to Mexico. To catch you up, dream stalker has been hanging around. Most of his interest now if torturing and raping me online. He gets a kick out of all the people who like watching a cheerleader get hurt, and raped, or maybe its just me they want to see this happen to. YAH! From stun gunning my clit, to covering me with hot wax or filling my pussy up with it, to fucking me underwater or with a plastic bag over my head - people seem to watch it. I like to believe most of the h

Loosing Sight...
You tell me that you are leaving. You have to leave, and part of me understands that. It does not stop me from wanting to lift my face to the sky and scream. If I could have prevented all of this, I would do it. Had I known what would happen, I would go back and change time. But I cannot. I must live with my guilt, my shame, my regret. All I can offer you is the knowledge that I still love you. I always will. And I will miss you, maybe more than you truly know. Take care, my love. Be safe.

Bringing Down Gas Prices
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by refusing to buy gas . It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, ha

Deception And Disgust
I started talking to a man on here and this morning I get up to find in my shout box a link to a web site followed with "something you should know about your buddy" I usually don't follow links that are left like that but curiosity killed the cat and I did. I found out that this man was on the National Sex Reg for sex with a 10 year old. This was not that long ago. Anyone who knows me I have a soft heart against people and am forgiving as long as you are up front about something you have done. BUT one thing I find too hard to forgive is a sexual misconduct especially when you are any age and she is 10!!!!! Well actually there is never any excuse or right age to do it. Granted if you are 18 and you are dating a 17 year old and her dad finds out and gets you arrested for rape that sucks but you should have thought right? But it made me realize how easy it is for sick people to make their way into innocent people's hearts, minds, and house. So in effort of that kind person who left me a m

My Daddy Hurts Me!!!
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work

My Accident
So rather than explain what happeened to everyone individually, thought i would let you all know at the same time, and the longer i am sitting/standing iy hurts s lot more, with my brokn ribs long conversations are out of the question being it it hust so badly. . So here is he short version, Went out with friends wed night for few drinks on west side, on way home changing tunes and looked up oyslledand the light was red< and there was a dump druck in frony of me. I vever had a chance to hit the brakes and was doing around 40mph. The dump truck won in case you were wondering :) My GMC Jimmy is totalledd though. I smelled gas, and climbed out and passed ut on the median from a concusion. rst of the right is a blur, but ended up with broken eye socket, both naasal cavaties broke, broken nose, punctureatrial broken jaw bone, multiple broken ribs, i can personally couny 4, broken right wrist, broken right ulna, broken clavickle, and a punctured right knee, something went

Florida And Her People In The News Yet Again
Good Morning and I trust EASTER was a fine one for you. I told Tony the other day when he brought up a incident that reminded me of my travels to Disney in Florida that I could write a book on activities and trials and tribulations of Florida visits. Namely Disney World but just shows you how people are impatient and courtesy has been termed a lost art. Oh, thankfully not by all, but how do we get that back? I believe the story was woman charged with assault while waiting in line for the “MAD-TEA CUP” Ride…little did Disney know that MAD TEA CUP made people mad…apparently a dispute over cutting in line. You know regardless of who did what when or where…isn’t the whole process lost when fights occur? I mean the park was intended to bring smiles and open a child’s eyes too wonderment and all…not fighting and hate and discontent. In our world today we are all rushing to get too much done too fast and never take the time to enjoy it… You know I have been to Disney so many times…I mean Mick

Original Comic Art On Ebay
The pages I have on offer are from the DC Comics title JSA. I’ve had quite a few email enquiries about these pages.. asking when/if they were going on sale, so finally here they are.Click the pic to see the pages on offer.

Lurking
Well in recent days there have been a few people just lurking about. Not doing anything when they come to visit my or my g/f's pages. When we tried to talk to him, he turned around and blocked us for no reason. So to him I say K.M.A. For all you others who are kind enough to read this, if you would like to know more about thise person, his name is ShockerNXT and here is his link: http://fubar.com/user/1588465 ShockerNXT@ fubar Thank you for taking time to read about my new Jerk-O** list. I really hope I won't have to add others here. It is not really fun.

The Guy Next Door
I really like my next door neighbor. He is very good looking and hot and sexy and he loves to help me. What more could you ask for? One day I was hanging out with my ex-best friend Jennifer. We are military wives, well I'm not really but close enough. So that means our husbands are not always around, they go places. In the military its called TDY, temporary duty. Well both our husbands were gone and I was at Jennifer's and we drank tea all day and talked. Then it came dinner time and she asked if I wanted to go to the pizza place. So we did, then back to her house and we just kept talking. I could see she didn't want me to go. So it was like, what the heck, just stay and keep each other company. It was summer and it stayed light out till very late. Well you know how kids get when they're overtired so finally my kids were bouncing and I decided to go home. So I went home and put my key in the door and I couldn't turn it because there was a key left in the d

New Survey
I got this from GLEN, ty! 1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with? He's my son. 2. Whats bothering you right now? I've picked up smoking :( 4. Wallpaper on your computers desktop? Pagilacci from the opera, because I heard his name in the song "Tears of a Clown". 5. Backround on your cell phone? phone default 6. What do you want in your life right now? Love 7. Listening to? music on the internet 9. What do you smell like? Poison perfume 10. Drinking? coffee its morning and I really needed one 11. Whats your favorite thing you have on your bed? Sex 12. Who was the last person to sleep with you? 8 ) My husband. 13. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? Get organized. 14. What do you wear to bed? Nothing 15. Who will you sleep with tomorrow? Nobody 16. Have you ever been gambling? Yes at the race track, horses and dogs in Florida. 17. Whats something you wish you could understand

Dick Heads
Dick Heads Dick heads, dick heads everywhere Dick heads, dick heads theres one there Everywhere you look, everwhere you go. A dick head in every guy you know Hes a dick in the morning, a dick in the evenings. A dick head in every song he sings. Everything he says, everything he dose, Hes a dick head even when hes buzzed. Dick heads, Dick heads everywhere Dick heads, Dick heads theres one there They bitch, the fuss, they moan, and cry they think they know when you lie...

Morning Fu Bratz
Hugs With classes starting in a few weeks I am going to put angelbrat in charge of the bratz. I will not be leaving just won't be here as often as I am now. Most of you have my messenger id's and my number. I will try to make it on for awhile in the morning, just might not make our conferences. love Dee

Miki 2
If we had never met, Would your life still be the same. Could your world still be intact. Without even the slightest of change. If this is true,then I have done wrong, To think possibly never having you friend. Having that kind of hole in my life, And not knowing till my times end. In a world where everyone, Does and can not trust. In your heart and mind, To be a better friend,I must. Now that this has been said, A stronger friendship will now stand. Never will I find another like you, Here or across any other land.

Photoshopbites.
Whats up everyone? Photoshopbites is my new yahoo group. Everyone who is interested in learning or TEACHING this pain in the ass program is invited to join... The more the more pissed off we can be.. ha ha if you know this program or would like to know this program join my group. I just started it a few seconds ago so currently I'm my only member.. But I know many on here alone who work with this program that at times want to pull their hair out.. So plz pull that crap out with me.. lol Lord knows I don't have much left.. Click to join photoshopbites All who is interested in photoshop is welcome to join my yahoo photoshopbites group. Peace.. P.S I just found out a bit ago I just passed Mizz Hellcat up in blog rates so plz just to be a little shit try and rate my blog a ten for me plz.. Shes prob already passed me up again but this just keeps it exciting.. Thank you much all..

This Is What They Have To Do To Become American Citizens...disgusting!
A young, ambitious immigrant from Guatemala who dreamed of becoming an architect. A Nigerian medic. A soldier from China who boasted he would one day become an American general. An Indian native whose headstone displays the first Khanda, emblem of the Sikh faith, to appear in Arlington National Cemetery. These were among more than 100 foreign-born members of the U.S. military who earned American citizenship by dying in Iraq. Jose Gutierrez was one of the first to fall, killed by friendly fire in the dust of Umm Qasr in the opening hours of the invasion. In death, the young Marine was showered with honors his family could only have dreamed of in life. His sister was flown in from Guatemala for his memorial service, where a Roman Catholic cardinal presided and top military officials saluted his flag-draped coffin. And yet, his foster mother agonized as she accompanied his body back for burial in Guatemala City: Why did Jose have to die for America in order to truly belong?

Inspirational Math
From a Mathematical Viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 1 9 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the love of God will take you L- O- V- E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

The Essentials
I love you my friends! muahz. "There are eight essential things you need in life: Strength, Courage, Wisdom, Peace, Calm, Joy and Love. Strength to get up every morning, Courage to face the challenges thrown our way, Wisdom to realize that it's not always in our control, Peace within and with those around us, Calm to have a clear mind, Joy to see the good in life and most importantly of all Love - love for those we know closely, those we know at a distance, and those we're yet to meet." -Author Unknown "Let people say whatever they like, stick to your convictions and rest assured, the world will be at your feet. They say 'have faith in this fellow or that fellow, but I say have faith in yourself - all power is in you, be conscious and bring it out'. Say I can do everything! Even the poison of a snake is powerless if you can firmly deny it." -Swami Vivekananda You must not let your life run in the ordinary way; do something that nobody else has done, something that will d

Wish
Wish wish I had someone to say I love you Wish I had someone to hold me tight Wish I had a hand to hold Wish I had some one cared Wish I had someone to believe in me Wish I could give that some one my trust Wish I could love that person Wish I could hold your hand, mine are lonley and cold Wish I could trust you with my heart There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not." - Francois de La Rochefoucauld "Neither genius,fame,nor love show the greatness of a soul. Only kindness can do that" I will not say sorry for my believes ideals or who I am. I will not question my self . I believe that every person on earth has a right to be here, I dont believe that one race is better than another, That the colour of our skin is who we are. I dont believe one religion is better than another, I respect others beliefs I`m proud of who I am and wher

How He Moves Me
Tonight he speaks only to me Even though I've never heard him speak He moves me gently out of my skin To make me feel like I will be only his He kisses my lips Even though distance is here To find the one That will hold my heart He makes me feel so alive and real to see the beauty I never held real Now I sit alone again for now Until he comes to rescue me some how

Male Or Female ?
A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. - "House" for instance, is feminine: "la casa". "Pencil", however, is masculine: "el lápiz." A student asked what gender is 'computer? Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computadora"), because: 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; 2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else; 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and 4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your p

How To Make Each Other Happy!
How to make each other happy! How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. an electrician 5. a carpenter 6. a plumber 7. a mechanic 8. a decorator 9. a sexologist 10. a gynecologist 11. a psychologist 12. a pest exterminator 13. a good listener 14. an organizer 15. a good father 16. very clean 17. sympathetic 18. athletic 19. warm 20. attentive 21. gallant 22. intelligent 23. funny 24. creative 25. tender 26. strong 27. understanding 28. tolerant 29. prudent 30. ambitious 31. capable 32. courageous 33. determined 34. true 35. dependable 36. passionate 37. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 38. give her compliments regularly 39. love shopping 40. be honest 41. be very rich 42. not stress her out 43. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 44. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 45. give her l

Reality Check
I just want to say that there is life beyond fubar. As in my profile, I work nights and attend classes online. That means my time in Fubar is very limited. So, just to let you know, I do comment my family and top friends every day and try my best to return comments, rates, etc. to all that do so. If you have to ask what it takes to be family or top friends, then you haven't been o fubar long enough to know that those are the people that visit my page every day and let me know they were here, even when I'm unable to make online. If this means that now I'll lose some fubar friends and some of my rate, so be it. I originally came here to make friends and have fun. Also, just to let everyone know (if you care). I will be spending less time on fubar, since there is life beyond here. Hugs, Doc

More Quizz
Take this quiz: 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners. Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. 3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. 4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated

I Know What I Want
Ok so this week has been horrible yet unlike any other week I've ever had. Friday and Saturday I was sick throwing up and couldn't keep most food I tried to eat down (since having my gastric bypass surgery it's kinda like a trial and error sort of thing.) I broke someone's heart that I did care about, just not in the way that I should have cared for them. I wish I could control my heart and feelings, but if I don't follow my heart how is that going to benefit me in the long run? I still kinda mentally torn up about this whole matter. And finally I spent 3 days this past week with someone I love very much. Someone I go back years with. I really would like to think that they've changed because of how they've been towards me and I truly hope thats the case. We're going to see our fave band Type O Negative in May and it's gonna be awesome. I know that they really like me because they told me they did. I'm just waiting for them to appropriately tell me we're "an item". Granted, with

Questions
OK OK I loved these .... Write youe answers down,, see how many you get right :) and NO CHEATING ;;;;;;; 1) What is a four-letter word that ends in "k" and means the same as intercourse? 2) What is it that a cow has four of and a woman has only two of? 3) What can you find in a man's pants that is about six inches long, has a head on it, and that women love so much that they often blow it? 4) What word starts with "f " and ends with "u-c-k"? 5) Name five words that are each four letters long, end in " u-n-t " one of which is a word for a woman? 6) What does a dog do that you can step into? 7) What four letter word begins with "f " and ends with " k", and if you can't get one you can use your hands? 8) What is hard, six inches long, has two nuts, and can make a girl fat? 9) What four-letter word ends in "i-t " and is found on the bottom of birdcages? 10) What is it that all

I Think Its B.s. What Happend To My Friend
I have a gripe to make against Fubar and I am not very happy that this happend and I am gong to speak my mind at all costs. I have someone on my friends list who recently got into some hot water over a picture she uploaded and since she forgot to flag it as NSFW she got into alot of trouble which raises the question should an error like this be extremely punishable or should she got a warning. I heard from my associate that she got in trouble for simply putting up a cleavage pic and although she had clothes and she did not flag it as nfsw she got into some hot water which pisses me off because alot women and men on fubar have pics which are cosiderd nsfw and they dont get in trouble but she places a pic with her having a shirt on and only showing some cleavage she draws heat for that? Thats not right and If this kind of hypocrasy is to continue then I wont be apart of this community any longer. I was considering upgrading to vip so i can access bonus features to my account but this lit

Into The Abyss
So in an effort to be more honest with myself and people in general I guess; and also an attempt of getting things off my chest, I figured I’d write this. Anyway, lately I’ve started to question myself on a lot of things in my life, and the reason for who I am and how I got here. How did I become so cynical? How did I become so depressing? Well, I think I figured it out. Take everything that means anything to a person away and they’re left with nothing. No reason to care, no reason to try and no reason to live. I feel somewhat ridiculous for having these feelings, sure, because it shows weakness, but maybe I’m weak. Life takes you down sometimes, and you know, sometimes people don’t make it back up. I feel like my perspective on the world has changed so much. If you’d have known me in high school, I was happy go lucky, I was very social, optimistic and cared about the people around me. And back then, it was rewarding. Not that I’m not that person now, but it’s not

Cake Anyone?
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her mother how everything is going wrong: she's failing algebra; her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely, Mom, I love your cake." "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck," says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order

Lies
Why do people tell you they love you but never show it when necassary. why do people let the person they claim to love sit and cry and to live in pain and sorrow. Why feed them lies if you dont care. why make them think you care whey they mean nothing to you except to make you feel better about yourself. I'm tired of being the pawn in your games. I'm tired of being there for when you feel regret for the things you have done to me. The pain you have caused is done and no matter what you do or say will fix it. So find some one else to play games with i quit. Find some one else to pity you I'm sick and tired of it.

Monday-morning Migrane
“Negative attitudes” are NOT the world’s only problems “Positive attitudes” alone are NOT real solutions Cut off my fingers if you hate this loud text-catharsis Cut off my fingers if this text is just grouchy rudeness Old, exalted exiles Sicken sheltered stomachs Monday-morning’s mattress Fails to lure the restless Old, exalted exiles alternate between parallel alleys Palms and fingers rise and silence the alarm-clocks of annoyance Now the world is changing faster than a king’s horses could gallop Virus-memes are driving all of the contrived ways we develop Drones are now going public with a Song-And-Dance routine gone haywire Wireless, wild mobile messages unite the zones the rich guns conquer Empires gulp down communities and then decay as big, dead giants Leaving gross phragmaplasm on a planet paved with hot-rod commerce System-survivors have endured enough gentle verbiage Spoken by merchants who have always met every challenge “

Eff This: Consumers' Right To Sue Drug Makers Weakening.
"For more than a century, the regulation of U.S. food and drugs has seen its share of challenges -- from the filthy slaughterhouses of Upton Sinclair’s Chicago to the tainted Chinese-made blood thinner that recently killed at least 19 people. The regulatory shortcomings on display in 1937, when ethylene glycol killed 105 antibiotic consumers, were still glaring six decades later, when Vioxx users started having heart attacks. But throughout the history of the Food and Drug Administration, and its precursor agencies, U.S. consumers could always bring the manufacturer of a faulty product to court. Now, with the FDA woefully underfunded in its key role of assuring the safety and effectiveness of foods and drugs, and with political ideologues in the agency pushing industry prerogatives, the White House and the courts may be on the verge of stripping Americans of the right to sue. This would take away the last option for those seeking protection from --or recourse for -- faulty products.

Together Forever
I want you in my life so much more then anyone else I want us to be together together forever I want to be loved for who I am not for who you want me to be I want your love no one else's I want to feel your touch soft in gentle like no other I want to hear your voice so calming in fear free I want to hear you say you love me more then anything I want your lips to kiss me for the very first time I want to walk with you hand in hand I want your arms around me so I feel safe in protected I want you to hold me just cause you can I want you to hold me even more when I cry I want your arms around my waist so they know that im yours I want you to be there when I need you most I want to be able to trust you so you keep my secrets deep inside I want you to love me for whats on the inside not the out I want you to tell the truth no matter how much it hurts I want you to say your sorry when you do somthing wrong I want to be with you just you in me I want your

Is There Such A Woman?
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." (instead of Daamn ur hot!) To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her

About What Happen To Me
Well where to start well everyone close to me know about what happen Dec. 14, 07 at 1am friday morning i had a varicose vein pop open and i to be rushed to the ER lost about 2 pints of blood before i got there took 4 to 5 stitches to get it to stop ER doctor told me if i been asleep i wuld have bleed to death ... Ok on Dec. 26 i go to see my doctor and have my stitches out he take out 4 of them and said that all there was so ok .... well my leg get infection in it so Jan 30, 08 i go see a new doctor about my varicose veins in my legs and it look where my stitch put me in the hostpial ASAP so Jan 31, 08 i was put in the hostpial why in the hostpial More plms come up with my sleep apnea my oxygen level was dropping to 38 % and when ur sleep it should be about 90% so I have that to deal when now plus my diabetes & weight plm... i was in the hostpial for about a week with Iv's and shuff in me but my list of plms just seems to get longer & longer i had no clue i was this bad off bu

I'm Sorry
I’m Sorry I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at

Random Shit
Random shit that has happened within the last 2 hours. I'm eating a mystery popsicle. I don't know what the flavor is..but I dig it..so it's ok. My snake fell off of his branch..into his water..and hissed...as if he wasn't the idiot that fell in. I had some chick pull the "stay away from my man" bit on me for a friend...lol...unnecessary. I changed into my new tank top/girl boxers combo..and it rocks. YAY pink! I found a pic of my twin brother and myself and my son that I'd never seen before..was cool I watched SouthPark in Spanish...Cartman sounded like Cheech Marin. You're excited..I can feel it.

I Guess I Should Have Ment It Then
I wasnt the one who made the phone call. I wasnt the one who talked the early morning whispers of fantasy. I am the one with the new life and a restraining order. But hey...I tried. I tried to warn, to listen, then to step back and let him have the room to hang himself cause he wouldnt listen. And when something went wrong I reach out to comfort and show i care...and i get my hand bitten for my effort. I get cyber attention whores who think they know me talkin shit. I get betrayed for sharing a single feeling with someone i was trying to be a friend too. on his terms. Well no more. I dont have time for this bullshit. yes we had a son together. But LArry has never so much as supported his son with a dime and I guess I only fooled myself he would ever be there as a father for him. So Im done. I will not try to maintain any relationship so that one day larry can contact his son. I dont care about the bail money i spent to get larry out of jail. I dont care what happenes to him anymore. Im

Hmmmmmmm
Dont you just hate those that choose to be alone for the holidays and then have a pity party when they get what they want. They use their friends affections for them to feel sorry for them. When all they have to do is pick up the phone and make a call??? I mean come on if a person wants to get out of their house and be around friends and family all they have to do is click on the red and x on their page. and step away from the computer. Its really sad when ppl use others via the internet for their own pity party

Never Need To Fall In Love Again...
People used to see me moping and lonely With my tail dragging in the dust All broken hearted, turning down parties Till the invites all dried up Then like lightning makes a dark sky brighten My whole life changed for good Wonder of wonders, out of the thunder Came a lesson I understood I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again People that see me now can't seem to figure out What has changed about their friend Have you won the lottery? Could you share your secret please? I just tell them with a grin I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again So any lonely folks out there please don't despair Hear this message that I bring If this thing can come to me I know anybody Can have the chance to sing I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again

She Means Alot To Me...
This is something I felt like writing... My sister who is a few years younger then me has Diabetes recently had eye surgery done on her eye twice and the 2nd time around they have told her that she wont be able to see in her right eye. When my Mom told me I cried, and cried. I just couldnt believe this was happening to my sister, let alone my baby sister. Some of you may know her and some dont, I ask can you please keep her in your prayers... She means alot to me... Thanks to all who read this blog...Blessings to you... P.S. If you have Diabetes please take it seriously and take care of yourself...

Wanna Own A Slave Girl?
Angelynna www.fubar.com/angelynne is in an auction! Real life slave girl/submissive willing to be bought for a month on fubar. What i will give you: Added to my family for a month (includes access to my new NSFW pics) Your name next to mine for the month Rates of all your pics during HH Rates of all your stash during HH a salute with your name on it, SFW or NSFW up to you special chat time special webcam time possible real life meeting any other little "favors" you request (within reason) Please post bids in response to the blog. you are welcome to contact me directly if you have any questions. thanks! XOXO Angela

Poetry
"Point of View" Over and over everyday Society falls. What can I say? We're told to love, honor and obey, While we are lied to, cheated, and played. It's time, my friend, to open your eyes, End the pattern and end all the lies. Start at the source and hear your own cries. Look at yourself and stop all the lies. It can all change but it starts with you Don't give up you gotta see it through And in the end you will see it too My plain and simple point of view

Valentines Day
Little Melissa comes home from 1st grade & tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint, and we're Jewish," she asks, "Will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine? Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says: "No, I don't think God would get mad. Whom do you want to give a Valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden?" her father asks in shock. "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent Valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them, and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride. "Melissa, th

No Rest For The Wicked - (video Is Awesome)
Walk to find line slip the edge, I'm not me Rise above a suicide, taking it out of me Got a feeling, it's going far away, yeah Looking at wounds from yesterday Gonna fly, taken my time, strip down to nothing Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked Been through the skin of a dragon a thousand times In every day I live for you, still I'm not alive Got a feeling, I'm gonna fall away Gimme a sign what reason that I should stay Gonna fly, taken my time, strip down to nothing Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked Gonna fly, take my time, strip down to nothing Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked Are you ready to go just to hide in? Do you think you can make me a better man? Crack me open, expose me to your ways Ignorance and arrogance on my way Oh yea No rest for the wicked baby! Gonna fly, take my time, strip down to nothing Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked Gonna fly, take my time, strip down to nothing Gonna try, but

Wow..
Omg! that's the only thing I can say as to this weekend.. is holy crap.. from being out of town having to drive to god knows where surviving a semi accident & such *never drive in the dark when you can't sleep properly @ night* .. to the family gathering & literally being sent with BAGS *I mean HUGE bags* of food home.. but over all it was good.. I did miss one person like crazy thru this whole time.. but I dunno. Let's just say I have a lot of things to be thankfull for not to mention the evil priest got me with holy water *let's see how long this will last this time* I would deffinetly rate this weekend a 8.5 out of 10.. Many more to come for sure .. I am also starting to plan my trip more differently now.. So to anyone still reading this.. HAPPY EASTER *whatever is still left of it that is*

Diabetes Awareness
My son, Cody, was diagnosed with Juvenile Diabetes in October of 2004. He was only nine years old. Please, if anyone ever asks for your support to find a cure, do so. He has been such a trooper in controlling it, rather it controlling him. But I feel nobody should have to suffer from this disease. Please pass the word on. Make your custom magnet at SupportOurRibbons.com

Greed
Two faced! I feel you crawling under my skin. Sickened by your face. By the way, to think that you're so fucking kind? You ain't! Hard to find how I feel, especially when you're smothering me. Hard to find how I feel, please someone help me! I knew when an angel whispered into my ear, You gotta get him away. Hey little bitch! Be glad you finally walked away or you may have not lived another day. Hard to find how I feel, especially when you're smothering me. Hard to find how I feel, please someone help me. Hard to find how I feel, controlling me every step of the way. Hard to find how I feel, you greedy little baby!!

Grrrrr!!!bitchgrrrrr!!!
why is it okay for a guy to see 2 or 3 women at the smae time but its not okay for a girl to?? Im not ready to commit yet..so why cant i just date and what ever I want with out people getting jealous. Im not a jealous person.. I will commit someday when Im good and ready beside i havent found anyone that i quiet like yet.. and i certaintly havent had any funny feelings cause why bother... if no one feels the same for me.. why poor my heart out and give it away just to get squashed!! its pissing me off!! I just want a decent male friend to hang out iwth and get to know.. i could care less about sex .. sex doesnt satisfy the soul!!!

Immune
You have come here because society has no further use for you This place will now become your holding pen until our death. I am very good at this business because I make all the rules. But if you break any of my rules, you will find that there is life after death. Patience is how I'm living today. I lie before you stressing me out again My life is twisted, twisted like your own brains I can't accept that, I can't accept that again Face it, try it, immune to what you are A superstition jinxing me like the black cat Inside you, It's only what I crave A system breakdown, can you remember your name? did you forget you? Did you forget your identity? Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are. A superstition... jinxing me like the black cat inside you. It's only what I crave. A system breakdown... Can you remember your name? Did you forget you? Did you forget your identity? Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are. What's the

More Or Less
this iz sumthin i wrote when i waz in my last "relationship".. dont get it twisted.. at 1st it waz great.. but once the true colorz came out..n yes we BOTH playd parts in it but..i did try to stand by him thru theze issuez..for 3 yrz.. even 2gthr behind our familyz backs..cuz THEY culd all see..but he made me realize..he jus wont change..no matter how hard i pray or how long i stayd The more I love, the less I feel. This pain I have is so very real. The more I try, the less gets done. The closer you get the more I run. The more I need the less you give. This is really no way to live. The more you lie the less I heal. Why can't you tell me how you really feel? The more I know the less I care. With you, my life goes nowhere. The more I want the less I get. The longer we are together the less we fit. The more I love the less I feel. This pain you have caused is all too real. ~Tazy~

Release The Demons
What do you see in the dark when the demons come for you If only you could have seen how fucked up my life used to be then everything starts to change supposedly healing my pain I never thought I'd feel this way I never thought that I'd see a day I'd run away from anything or anywhere or anyone Its all these demons haunting me Its all these little things trapped inside of me Releasing me from all my sin Its taken me all of my anger And taken me all of my hate To learn how my life came together Releasing the demons again And now I look through my minds eye And see where my past needs to rest Its always disturbed by these voices That echo inside of my head Another way that I can hide Another reason to crawl inside and get away from everything and everywhere and everyone NO! Its all these demons haunting me Its all these little things trapped inside of me Releasing me from all my sin Its taken me all of my anger And taken me all of my hate To learn how m

I Am
I am your spoken truth I am the lies in you I'm gonna make you shine in everything you do I am your lighted way And I'm your darkest day I'm here to help you see you can rely on me Just consider me your friend I am until the end Can I guarantee you life? I don't think I can This isn't the life for me This isn't the way I want to be And let me tell you Death will come when I'm good and ready I am your peace of mind Confusing all your time I'm running through your veins, I am your pain I thought by now you'd know I'll never let you go It's time you recognize I am the devil's eyes Just consider me your friend I am until the end Can I guarantee you life? I don't think I can This isn't the life for me This isn't the way I want to be And let me tell you Death will come when I'm good and ready This isn't the life for me This isn't the way I want to be And let me tell you Death will come when I'm good and ready Take me by my hand And let me show y

In Other Words
I've been alone so very long... Always tried to stay strong. Never let anyone inside my heart.. Not letting the love inside of me part. Keeping the pain to myself. The tourture of my past that I have felt.. The emptyness in my soul of no one to care for. The came you and you gave so much more. More than I thought I'd ever know. It's a feeling I never want to let go. What I feel inside is all so very true... In other words... I love you. ~Tazy~

Straight Out Of Line
There's no reason There's no compromise Change in seasons Living the high life I don't know you So don't freak on me I can't control you You're not my destiny Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me I'll confess this you're my tragedy I laid you to rest just As fast as you turned on me Gone for ever Vanished the memories Displays of pleasure Are masked by your misery Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me Lie to me Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me Lie to me

Such A Brilliant Star You Are (for My Matty Boy ♥)
Lunacy Fringe (by the used, dedicated to my matt♥) Wake up My love Never thought you'd make me, break me Now I'm up from below Such a brilliant star you are And will your love keep burning Burn a hole right through my eyes All these short times feel like no time I thought you ought to know I'm so far gone now I been running on empty I'm so far gone Do you wanna take me on? Do you know how long I've waited? To look up from below, Just to find someone like you And will your love light burn me? Burn a hole right through my heart I think I might just trust you, maybe But I'm not sure I'm not sure I wanna know I think you could make me Could make me and take my life I know you could break me Take all of me Wake up My love Never thought you'd make me, break me Now I'm up from below Such a brilliant star you are.

Hope And Faith The Things That Hurt The Most
i dont know what is worse haveing to say good bye or not getting to say it at all. this is why i i hate being me. i have realized that me having hope is a mistake. i am not aloud to get close to anyone. so alone i must sufer while the rest of the world finds there friends, lovers, partners. somethings i wil never trully have. i always tried to not be in the incrowd. if i have to give up being who i am to be with someone i guess i hae to give up and join the crowd.

Thanks 4 Everything
I guess I just want to say a quick thank you to anyone and everyone who's viewed my page even once or left a positive message to help boost my self-esteem, but I've realized that this is not the way to make myself happy, and for as much as it's nice to hear a compliment once in a while, it's time for me to sign off. I will be deleting my account within the week so like I said, THANK YOU so much to those who showed interest and left the great comments. True or not, they were a temporary confidence boost and made me almost believe I had a reason to feel good about myself. Good luck in life to each and every one of you, and may you some day experience true happiness.

I Am Some What Alive
So much has been happening and I don't get on here much these days work has me busy and I have gone back to animal rescue as well. As the weather breaks there is so much work to do around the house a new fence and other things I am hoping that I get time to breathe so I can catch up with people and just stop and play .. rennie

What To Do..
I'm trying to decifer between asking one person to be my 'fu b/f' or another. I mean, one I really trust & yet I'm not sure...the other, I just really started talking to so I'm still confused. I know this doesn't make any sense & should probably be a MUMM but blogs are better for me & less harsh from this world here. So if anyone wants to help, feel free to comment & let me know! Thanks!!!! ♥Pink*Mama♥

Amber Rip
My sister jus passed tonight at midnight.I will miss her soooo verry much!!! I wish i could tell her how much she meant to me and that i loved her. She may not have been the best to me but she was my sister none the less.I feel like part of me has been ripped out of me and ill never get it back. Amber wherever you are i will miss you dearly and ill never forget you!!! Love always your bro Chris. My sister leaves behind a son and a daughter and her husband Jeff who did 3 tours in Iraq.May you find peace and happiness wherever you are!! Ill miss ya and my boys will too!!

Beware
Beware of Kinky Angel kitty she is a dieased whore that likes to steal your men so if you see her page be sure to pay her a visit lol. We need people like her off fubar. Oh, by the way please make sure she is humilated she tried to take my friends boyfriend already.

My Heart Feels
~For Jeff~ To see the love that lays deep within your eyes.. To hear your heart laugh and know exactly why.. To know that it's you that's there to get me by.. To ask for these things from you.. may seem unreal.. But these are the ways my heart feels. To smell your skin in the air at night.. To feel you press your tender lips to mine and hold me tight.. To know that if loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right. To ask for these things from you.. may seem unreal.. But these are the ways my heart feels. To have "not long enough" weekends to learn and explore eachother.. To long for what we have together and want no other.. To know how strong our love is for one another.. To ask for these things from you.. may seem unreal.. But these are the ways my heart feels. To wake up in your arms and feel your breath upon my skin.. To slowly make sweet love to eachother again and again.. To feel you fill me with your hot sweet passion that comes from within.. To ask for

Late Night Wanderings
I've often wondered about the human condition and its continued rantings on the acceptance on the views of the sanity of others. When you stop to consider the changes it has made over time, you see a trend not unlike the rise of the influenza virus; which is to say, something that is redefined on a regular basis, with the essential things kept, but the parameters altered to fit the times. It started as a simple concept: Him bring food. He good. Simple, direct, and unassuming, right? Caveman logic at its finest, one might say. This , though, is the idea of sanity that persisted for a great many years. As the world evolved, so too did the view of sanity. Most of the jigs and jogs are alike in their simplicity, but it is the definitions of the last 50 years or so that provoke the most interest. The main thought behind it, the essential thread is mostly: so long as the reality you hold to mirrors mine in 98% of all things, with no major differences, you are sane. The changing parameters,

Mike Huckabee: An Easter Message
MikeHuckabee.com ^ | March 23, 2008 | Mike Huckabee Posted on 03/23/2008 4:11:28 PM PDT by Kurt Evans The story of Jesus' death, burial and resurrection has deep meaning to Christians for a variety of reasons. First and foremost, it is the defining moment of the Christian faith. But for the resurrection, Christianity would be nothing more than a legend, not unlike the stories from Greek or Roman mythology. As the Apostle Paul notes in I Corinthians 15:17-18, "And if Christ be not raised, your faith is in vain; ye are yet in your sins. Then they also which are fallen asleep in Christ are perished." Indeed, our very hope of eternal life depends upon the resurrection of Christ! Beyond this, however, the resurrection is the supreme reminder that the biggest victories can come from the greatest defeats. When Jesus walked the land of Palestine, the Jews held fast to God's promise of deliverance. Oppressed by the Romans, the children of Israel eagerly awaited the coming of t

When Is It Fair?
Tonight I sit here with tears streaming down my face. Not because of the day I had. My day was actually great. I had a dear sweet friend of mine pop up in my shout box. It has been some time since we have talked. I was made aware that her Fuhubby said his Good bye's on March 2nd and passed away on March 14th. I knew him but it was more so in passing the last several months. I knew of his illness, but it still leaves a feeling of complete loss. His blogs truly show a light that illuminates from him. He makes it very clear that if their is someone that you love to make it known. I know we are not granted the tomorrows. I know that at any given day our Father can call us home. I also know that life is not guaranteed to be easy, or without pain. Be it physical, mental, or emotional. Some of us are very great full to never have this hand upon us. Some of us have hand the hand dealt to us more than our fair share. The feelings that I have at this moment are those of confusion. We search this

I Was Born A Decade Or So Too Late...
God no wonder I have a thing for guys with long hair now... I should have been born earlier than 85 so I could have been a groupie in the 80s. Tight pants and long hair... oh god. Been hearing this song recently and didn't know who did it- or the actual name. Thankfully Ange is wonderful and was able to tell me! Bang! Bang! It was a warm night on the south side of town They said they’d seen ya You were sneakin’ around with a stranger, Girl these rumors are drivin’ me mad All my good friends turn their face to the wall When they see me, what the hell’s goin’ on am I so blind That I can’t see when I’m being had I know it’s silly but girl I really thought we had a chance I must’ve been crazy! Chorus: Bang Bang, what’s that sound I gave you my love and you shot me down Bang Bang, you’re so cool Playin’ a game, someday you’re gonna lose Bang! Bang! Girl you told me you were not like the rest Then you showed me now you’re failing the test It was easy just an

Dark Lotus-the Walls
sit up at night, it's at least 3 or 4 Blood drippin out my knuckles From knocking skin on drywall I see a face like flashlights on they chins The more I blink the more it happens again, damn Victims, from like '89 Floating their faces on the wall like it's the last time I'm gonna see them again The same time every night The wall gets bigger with every flash of day light [Madrox:] Are they like closing in on me Walls confining me, inside of me There's an emptiness that won't go away I never said that I was right inside of my mind But I'm sure over time I'll learn to climb the walls I'm sure that over time I'll learn to right all of my wrongs Sure it's right, four walls reflecting my life Every night that I sit and watch the replay [Chorus:] Surrounding me (surrounding me) These walls ain't holding me back (holding me back) They can't tell me where we at (me where we at) I'm uncontainable (uncontainable) Surrounding me (surrounding me) These walls ain't hol

Birthcontrol Blooper
I was chatting it up with a friend of mine earlier today and we were discussion some sex bloopers we had and this one was the funniest that had happened to me so I had to share it with everyone. Two weeks before my husband came back from Iraq in 05 I decided to go on a new form of birth control called the Nuva Ring (looks just like the pic below) Its a circular type plastic ring that you insert into your vag. The night my husband got home from Iraq we started to do our thing like right away obviously and right in the middle of it he pulls out and goes WHAT IN THE FUCK IS THAT. HAHAHAHHAHA my birth control was wrapped around his dick... opsy ... i kinda forgot to tell him that that was possible and forgot to inform him of exactly what it was lmao So he got up and walked away freaked out and of course we stopped doing our thing because of it. So as he walked away still holding it..in shock mind u. im like uhhh hey I kinda need that back ... so i grab it f

Want To Own Me? Part 2
Im in another contest on people that would like to bid on me and own me for a month. This is what im offering. 1. Your name next to mine with the title.."owned by.."for a month 2. 1 or more daily comments 3. Pics and stash rated during a happy hour. 4.If given a happy hour, 1,500 11s for the month 5. Will be put in my family list. 6. Friend #2 for 2 weeks, then Friend #1 for the following. (this is due to im already owned by someone. 7 Keep you 100% buzzed 8.Add to Yahoo messenger.(if you desire) Heres the link. _blank>

Siargao: The Philippines Surfing Capital
This is the Island where I grow up, a place where I came from.I remember the time when I was a kid. I hated this place as if it's a place where there s no future far from the city. No lights, no movies, no luxuries. We used to go to the sea and swim. I love swimming the most, me and my classmates after school we ran all to the shore and swim. Before we can see the city we need to ride a boat When I was in High School I used to go to the port and waited for the boat "lantsa - as we call it in our language" to arrive. Before, it took 3 - 4 hours before you can reach the island but now since there were many speed boat, it will only take 1 or 2 hours to get there. Every time I saw the passengers coming and leaving the place, I always had in mind that one day I will get out of this Island. I never knew that it will become a surfing ground of our country as what is it of today. General Luna, where the cloud 9 is located is just about 2 hours ride from my home. It's a very known place no

My Nsfw's
Yes, I have a few. No, I don't post them here. But, I'm not opposed to showing them. And I will never push them on anyone by saying, "Rate my NSFW's". I'm sure if someone wants to see my dick, they'll ask ME... not the other way around. If you want to see them: A) you must be a friend B) you must be female and C) you must fubar mail or shoutbox me. I keep them in my personal e-mail folder and will have to e-mail them to you if you're okay with that... which means, I'd need your e-mail address. Okay? Good.

Poem
When I loved the truth, understood that in any case, I was in the right place, at the right time, in the exact timing. Today I know this has name: self-esteem. When I loved the truth, I realize that my anguish, my emotional pain, is a sign that I am going against my truths. Today I know that this is being authentic. When I loved the truth, stopped to wish that my life was different and I began to see that everything that happens contributes to my growth. Today, we call maturity. When I loved the truth, I began to realize how offensive try to force anything or anyone to just have what I want, even if it is not the time or the person is not prepared, including myself. Today I know the name of this is respect. When I loved the truth, I began rid of everything that was not healthy: people, tasks, beliefs - everything and anything that I prekinil down. At first, my reason called this attitude of selfishness. Today I know is called self-love. When I loved the truth, I fear for

Last Chance To "own" A Cowboy & A Gem!
Here's your chance to own a Cowboy AND a Gem! Plus at the same time you will be helping a good cause! ALL donations are tax deductible too and any size donation is greatly appreciated! Thanks so much in advance! WantedCowboy & aGEM4life Up for AuctionNot into the whole "owning thing"? Can't do the $25? That's okay. Any size donation is gladly accepted! I'll even talk FU language!! * Give a $5 donation - I will rate 25 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $10 donation - I will rate 50 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $15 donation - I will rate 75 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $20 donation - I will rate 100 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $25 donation and not only will I rate 100 of your pics 11s but I will also add you to my profile page and add you as one of my #10 friends. You can make your donation 1 of 2 ways. Either via paypal OR via my Autism Speaks donation page. Just click the

Poems..
You stare at me with this look on your face.. And i cant help but wonder what it is you see? Youve touched something so deep down inside.. And i feel as if youve set my soul free. I see intensity & passion when i lookinto your eyes. And kissing your sweet lips forces me to smile.. I feel warmth and comfort when you hold me in your arms.. And i know being with you will.. Will make my life worthwhile.. Late at night as you lay there so peacefully, I wonder how i manage to find something so good.. I run my fingers gently across the back of your neck.. And suddenly everything in life seems to be understood.. You make me feel like im the center of your worls.. & those butterflies are flying like theyve never flown b4. You make me feelthings i cant describe. & those are feelings i cant ignore. And you have my word that i will always be here. No matter what you say or do.. My heart now lies in your hands.. and my soul you set free...

Thought For The Day
"Treat the earth well: it is not given to you by your parents,it was loaned to you by your children. We do not inherit the earth from our ancestors, we borrow it from our children." ancient Indian proverb

Fake People
I am so sick of fake ass people. Just people who say they are friends, then talk about you when you're not around. They act like angels to your face, but they're a serpent striking at your heels as you turn to walk away for a bit. the most annoying part of the whole ordeal is that you actually pledged, and gave your complete loyalty to a person or group of people. now, i am not going to name those people tonight, nor any other night, for my intention is not to disrespect anyone. my intentions are simply to release some aggression without being ignorant or violent. so rest assured, if you're a part of this group, and you know who you are, i am not going to slander your name all over fubar, nor am i going to slander your name to individual people. all i'm going to ask, is that i hope people learn from their mistakes, because honestly, this group of people lost a great friend, who was willing to do anything and just abot everything to make them happy. i'm tired of people's

Fill It And Send It In A Message :)
fill it out Am I hott? Am I sweet? Am I nice? Am I crazy? Am I lovable? Am I funny? Am I psycho? Am I selfish? Am I daring? Am I a good person? WOULD YOU Hug me? Kiss me? Hold my hand? Miss me if I was gone? Listen to my problems? Be there for me when i need you the most? Hug me if I cried? Be a good friend? Buy me a hundred roses? Be friends with benefits with me? Lie to me just to make me happy or tell me the truth that can make me sad? IF YOU COULD Hook me up with someone (real) who would it be? Do one thing with me it would be? Drop me one piece of advice it would be? Give me something that's very special from your heart it would it be? Be my girlfriend/boyfriend if i asked would you say yes? JUST A FEW QUESTIONS What do u love about me? What is my best quality? If u could change one thing about me it would be? What is your honest opinion about me? If i die will you remember me forever? Would you forgive me if i break your heart or do some

Find It In Your Heart To Help!
Please help out if you can. Every bit helps. Please click the link to GEM's profile and do what you can. Here's your chance to own a Cowboy AND a Gem! Plus at the same time you will be helping a good cause! ALL donations are tax deductible too and any size donation is greatly appreciated! Thanks so much in advance! WantedCowboy & aGEM4life Up for AuctionNot into the whole "owning thing"? Can't do the $25? That's okay. Any size donation is gladly accepted! I'll even talk FU language!! * Give a $5 donation - I will rate 25 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $10 donation - I will rate 50 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $15 donation - I will rate 75 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $20 donation - I will rate 100 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $25 donation and not only will I rate 100 of your pics 11s but I will also add you to my profile page and add you as one of my #10 fri

My Daddy Hurts Me...
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work

Color Psychology
Do different colors affect your mood? by David Johnson Like death and taxes, there is no escaping color. It is ubiquitous. Yet what does it all mean? Why are people more relaxed in green rooms? Why do weightlifters do their best in blue gyms? Colors often have different meanings in various cultures. And even in Western societies, the meanings of various colors have changed over the years. But today in the U.S., researchers have generally found the following to be accurate. Black Black is the color of authority and power. It is popular in fashion because it makes people appear thinner. It is also stylish and timeless. Black also implies submission. Priests wear black to signify submission to God. Some fashion experts say a woman wearing black implies submission to men. Black outfits can also be overpowering, or make the wearer seem aloof or evil. Villains, such as Dracula, often wear black. White Brides wear white to symbolize innocence and purity. White reflects ligh

# 4000! Anyone Have More Of That Stuff?
US death toll in Iraq war hits 4,000 http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080324/ap_on_re_mi_ea/iraq US death toll in Iraq war hits 4,000 By ROBERT H. REID, Associated Press Writer 18 minutes ago A roadside bomb killed four U.S. soldiers in Baghdad on Sunday, the military said, pushing the overall American death toll in the five-year war to at least 4,000. The grim milestone came on the same day that rockets and mortars pounded the U.S.-protected Green Zone, underscoring the fragile security situation and the resilience of both Sunni and Shiite extremist groups despite an overall lull in violence. A Multi-National Division — Baghdad soldier also was wounded in the roadside bombing, which struck the soldiers' patrol vehicle about 10 p.m. in southern Baghdad, according to a statement. Identities of those killed were withheld pending notification of relatives. The 4,000 figure is according to an Associated Press count that includes eight civilians who worked for the De

First Contest
Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar

Brrrrains
Nothin beats losing your conscience and strategically fallin head first on an open drawer. I think half my brains are smeared all over the metal handle. :( Maybe I could scrape it up /kiddin about the brain part, but I have a bumpy head now :(

Read Me. (new)
So ya, I don't think anyone really noticed but I'm really not on fubar anymore, I come online once every couple of days to check my email and that's about it. It's for alot of reasons, the main one being that I am back to work and severely busy...I'm actually out living my life again and I consider that to be a really positive thing. One of the other reasons is this: I Really do cherish the good people I have met on fubar and some of them have become my really good friends (You know who u are) but people take this place a little bit to seriously for my tastes...Sometimes it's fun, but sometimes it's just plain creepy and sometimes it's fucking downright scary. (And it's not like the staff does anything whatsoever) They do whatever they fucking feel like... and one day, when they fail to delete a known sex offender or fail to delete someone who threatens to kill someone.....Someone is going to make good on their threats and they are going to be held legally partly responsible. esp

Melting.
Every day on here I have some random person seeking my Fu-friend approval tell me how "unique" I am. Guys seeking my approval because they think that I look "hot" or they "would like to see my private pics" tend to try to sweet talk me with that word. They seem to think it really means something...like I'm oh so special and there's no one else in the entire expanse of the universe that could compare to me. And because I'm so special, could they please have a peek at my tits? You know, I look in the mirror every day. I see who and what I am. I know myself. I am NOT a beautiful and unique snowflake. What I am is someone just like you. Someone who's lonely and tired and jaded and bored. Someone who wants the same exact thing that everyone wants. To not be lonely and tired and jaded and bored anymore. In this quest, I have been through a lot. I've trusted the wrong people, I've looked for love in all the wrong places, I've let down my guard over and over only to be forced to

Blue Fridays.
Blue Fridays. Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing blue every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the 'silent majority' We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that ... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something blue. By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of blue much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworkers, friends,

The Taser Story !!!
last weekened i saw something interesting at larry's pistol & pawn shop that sparked my interest. the occasion was our 15th anniversary and i was looking for a little something extra for my wife julie. what i came across was a 100,000 - volt,pocket/purse-sized taser. the effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreatto safety.....???? wat too cool!!long story short, i bought the device and brought it home . i loaded 2 aaa batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.nothing !! i was dissapointed. i learned, however, that if i pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surfaceat the same time;i'd get the blue arcof electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. awesome!!! unfortunately,i have yet to explain to julie what that burn spot is on the face of the microwave. okay so i was home alonewith this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only

Hope
every one tells m te hope will save me however it has never put food on the table. dive is what keepsme goneing knowing that tomarrow i have people to take care of and hope is not anywere. but if that makes them feel better then i guess

I'd Take A Slice Of A Fat Check Any Day.
Minimum wage sucks, I can't even afford to put gas in my car. I can't catch a friggin break it seems.. It's all because of money or other shit. I hate my stupid 26 ft long travel trailer, I want a house, an SUV and of course my stupid ass white picket fence.. NAH... I don't want the perfect little life, some adventure would be cool.. But I do want a fat house, a huge SUV I can mob in, and an ice cold beer at the end of the day.... is that to much to ask for? I got the guy, the dog, and that. I just need the rest! A better job would be nice, but so much for a break on that... Oh well... not much I can do about it.

When It Rains, It Pours...
A dear friend of mine and her husband had to say goodbye to his father. He lost his battle with Lymphoma. She and her husband are expecting their first child. They have been so excited since they found out they were going to be parents. However, it quickly turned to sadness when they learned his father had stage 4 Lymphoma. Again, I realize things like this happen daily. But when it happens to our own family and friends, it hurts that much more. How do we comfort them? What can we do to ease their pain? Our thoughts and prayers just don't seem to be quite enough... ~An absolute mess

Ashley Alexandra Dupre
Ya know, this girl is getting more grief than any three people ought to get... She's a prostitute! So what? So she makes her money illegally. Never done anything illegal? Never run a redlight or did 70 in a 65? Oh right, it's not the same thing... Actually, in the eyes of the law, it's the same damned thing. If it's illegal, it's illegal. End of story. Oh, but she sold her body! Yeah, so what? A lot of the women around here sell themselves for blasts and happy hours. But she lied about her past! Oh right, and you've never told a lie in your entire life? Never ever? Not even once? Well you can add THAT lie on top of the others! I've heard some people even say she's ugly. Riiggghhhhttttt. Jealousy is a hell of a lot uglier than she'll ever be. At worst she's average. Personally, I think she's cute. But she can't even sing! And your point is? Her music's not my style, but it's no worse than Britney or Jessica and for fuck's sake at least she has aspirations to somethin

This Is How U Do A Hand Off...
DJ Chastity 250 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 200 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 150 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 100 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 50 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 40 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 30 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 20 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 10 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity go DJ Madman got it DJ Chastity Great have a good set DJ Tater Ladies and gents. That is how you do a hand off.

Time And Time Again
Ah, this feeling is all too familiar to my tattered body My emotions expelled in the form of droplets, Each tear holding the overabundance of resentment, The complexities of life, The confusion of the world, The pain of man, The scarring of my heart, Again, I look into the mirror, Consoling my new wound, Nothing too new about it, A slash, a puncture, a rip, a tear, I'm bleeding again, but with no cloth to clean the mess, No meds to reduce the pain, No distractions to think differently, And as I stare into this droplet of emotion, I can see the trail it leaves, Leaving the orifice of my eye, Down my arid cheek, Falling into depths of my prickly beard, Where it'll then lie, and dissipate. My dark eyes grow somber, With every waking moment, That I lie in my cold coffin, Sleeping so tightly, Wishing that soon, someday, My bed will be torrid with love, Where security is, More than just a dream, More than just an illusion, More than just a fantasy

Finally A Godfather Bulletin
Finally i made GODFATHER Hm i haven't a clue what to say ... the above statement is pretty much all... what will change now that im godfather... lots of me "me time" i will have time to find myself... just me and my lesbian porn lmao Hm i haven't a clue what to do now it will take me months to get the millions of points needed to get to disciple so a friend suggested while trying to get the points to disciple i try and go for a spotlight so i figure what the hell, i been in contest, held contest, had blast, happy hours, gave out several happy hours and many blast so i figure spot light pretty much the only thing i haven't had is spotlight so what the hell would be cool to have at least once before i am 26, i am not good at asking for Fubucks so if you wanna give i will appreciate it just click below give what you can if not ... its cool just send me lesbian porn... that will give me hours of masturbatory (lmao actually is a word) fun with me and the inch worm lmao

Help Me
God help me I feel so helpless I can't stop these tears I can't stop this tragedy from unfolding I need help My tears have flooded this river Am I drowning or is it the knot in my throat? I can taste the bitterness I can feel it Or is that the knife in my back? This beating is unrelenting This treachery is so poetic By my blood I am betrayed I am consumed This anger, this pain, this sadness How can I still believe that things will be fine? This rope is unraveling before me Can I share this burden? Will anyone help?

Lmao
->Smilez: dude you don't have to be a perv to be on this site so you go away and don't talk to me again Smilez: u go away ->Smilez: why you say that for. sheesh i'm a decent woman and if you don't like it go away. i don't show things because i respect my bf and myself not to do that Smilez: fuck that ->Smilez: nope i respect my boyfriend to much to do anything like that Smilez: why no nakies ->Smilez: accept my friends request ->Smilez: i don't have any that are naked it's just funnies Smilez: can i see your nsfw pics ->Smilez: not much just trying to get people to help me with my contest pic. been out of comment rates since 7 this morning Smilez: whats up honey ->Smilez: hello Smilez: hey

Angel
YOU CAME INTO OUR LIVES SPARKLE IN YOUR EYE LIKE A STAR IN THE SKY SMILE AS BIG AS THE MAN ON THE MOON HAPPY LITTLE ANGEL PRECIOUS AS A PORCELAIN DOLL CAREFUL NOT TO DROP YOU LOVING N CARING FOR YOU KEPT YOU FROM HARM THEN WITHOUT NOTICE YOU WERE GONE BEAUTIFUL ANGEL SO YOUNG FULL OF LIFE HEART OF GOLD WHY DID YOU LEAVE WHERE DID YOU GO OUR EYES FULL OF TEARS LIKE WATERFALLS HEARTS FEELING PAIN AS IF BEING STABBED OUT OF NO WHERE THE BREEZE CAME ACROSS OUR FACE WIPING THE TEARS AWAY MENDING OUR HEARTS CALMING OUR MINDS YOU WERE THERE ONCE AGAIN NOT IN BODY BUT IN SPIRIT WITH A GLOW ALL AROUND YOU YOU ARE NOW GODS ANGEL SITTING ON GRANDPA'S LAP OPPOSITE MY NEPHEW WILL THE 3RD MAKING SURE WE'RE OK THAT SPARKLE IN YOUR EYE ONCE AGAIN WARMING OUR HEARTS THE GREAT BIG SMILE EASING OUR MINDS LETTING US KNOW YOU'RE THERE WATCHING OVER US

In A Dream
in a dream i saw him once i heard him once i kissed him too a tender kiss.... in a dream i heard my name i saw his face i held his hand a feather touch... in a dream i felt loved i felt secure he held me close a perfect dream.... but in a dream i saw him leave i heard his goodbye he had left me there a lonesome soul.... & in a dream i was alone i was so close to death it seemed but it was just.... in a dream!

Death Of A Friend
A truly remarkable friend and coworker has lost her battle with cancer this past week. She was an amazing mother, teacher and friend. Despite the fact that she was suffering tremendously, she never walked around w/o her beautiful smile. Her 4 daughters and her students meant the world to her. She always gave 110%, no matter how she was feeling. She had to quit working a year ago, because the cancer spread and it took its toll on her. Nevertheless, she was determined to beat it and told her doctors to do whatever they could to get her back into the classroom. She kept saying that she still had so much left to do here on Earth and her girls needed her, also. Sadly, it just wasn't meant to be. She died on Monday, March 17 in the morning. We have been on Spring Break this past week and will be returning to work tomorrow. None of us are ready to face the children at school. They were asking about her before we went on vacation and now we have to break the news to them. This

Silent Tears
The pain is deep, No blood, No tears, Where it hurts is deep inside, Silent tears stream down my face, With each tear the pain only grows deeper, Down, down, down, They just keep falling down, My future is cloudy, My past so happy, At this fork in the road, I don't know what direction to take, Silent tears stream down my face, I squeeze my eyes shut tight, Hoping they will go away, But it only makes more spill out, I hope to fall asleep, Then morning comes, They're still there, Accompanied by the pain, Silent tears stream down my face, I reluctantly go on with life, But not a soul ever notices, For my tears are so silent.

Promises
Promise looked me in the eyes and lied to my face; Promise took me by the hand and led me to a missing place; Promise picked me up, then he let me down Promise talked and talked, but he never made a sound Promise shook my hand, then he turned and walked away Promise filled my heart will hope that turned into depressing pain Promise was my friend, but then he told me lies Now, with promise by my side, each day consist of disappointing sighs

And Suddenly It Hit Me.
I was almost raped on Friday. I've been purposefully not thinking about it. But today as I was sitting there holding my baby cousin for some reason, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I got hired by a guy my friend knew for a modeling gig. I thought because she knew him that it was ok, but I guess we were both wrong. I got there and he said the original location hadn't worked out so we went walking around the same neighborhood, location scouting. He groped me. He tried to get me to have sex with him. I got back to my car and drove away. I was just in this state of shock and I wanted to leave before anything worse happened. My aunt says I probably couldn't get charges pressed. She's a retired lawyer and the first person I called after it happened. The rape charge is hard enough to get, but sexual assault is damn near impossible. But Jesus Christ. I was sexually assaulted. I was almost raped. I've been shaking all day. I can barely comprehend this. I thought that ma

Just Words But Hard To Understand
Sometimes its hard to put in words how you feel, on the outside you may feel Ok, and people who see you think your coping well. But nobody can see whats going on inside of you, the pain your feeling and how empty you feel inside. I thought that life with each passing day, would get slightly easier, as they tell you time is a great healer, but that is not the case, each day gets harder, there is always something there that reminds you. I was talking to Di tonight (Brit bomber 1) and I told her I need to sort of apologise to people, people leave me comments and occasionally they may get a reply. I don't go round making my morning comments any more, in fact some days i don't log in to Fubar at all, other days I'm here for about 5 mins. I haven't forgot about you, just haven't got the heart in it, yes, i've thought about deleting my account, but a lot of people don't want me too, they want it here for me, if and when I return. So if you've left me a comment and i haven't been back, I

Aoife Is...
Put you name into google like "(yourname) is" and take 5 examples from the first page! "Aoife is..." - a vestige of humanity. - a beast! - already off Keppra and recently had her first seizure-free night in four years. - more of an interactive conversationalist, she demands attention and - given to clowning around, being deliberately funny

Till The Day
I use to laugh everyday Everyday I laughed Till the day you went away Till the day you decided you just couldn't stay I wonder why it had to be I wonder why you had to leave I sit alone and wonder why I sit alone and start to cry I think about the day we met I wish you never left I think about the good and bad I think about all we had I wish there was something I could say Maybe then you would have stayed It's been two years since I lied It's been two years since you die

Song By Melinda Thibeault
FALLING AWAY (single) Here i stand all by myself. No one to hold nobody else. This feeling is cold I'm all by myself. Loosing my hope all by myself. Someone please save me I'm falling so fast. No body knows why it never lasts. (chorus) Someone please save me I'm falling away All that i know is more than i gain. If your out there save me quick. I'M falling faster I'm loosing my grip. I know how it feels slipping away. All I need is for you to stay. (single) Now I'm falling so in love. You saved me quickly. I'm in your arms. Hold on to me don't let me go. I love you baby just want you to know. (ending chorus) Oooooh ooooh oooooh. Oooooh Ooooooh OOOOOOOh. Oooooh Oooooh oooooh......)

Tears
A water drop sadness and pain anger and joy mixed feelings Love and sorrow just a water drop with mixed feelings There may be one there may be ten it goes on and on Forever and for always it will never stop tears of joy tears of sorrow it will never STOP!!!

*warning Rambling Blog* A Feeling Long Since Lost
SO here I sit pondering my life and what I have done with it. I think about my love life and how it has been so unfulfilled for so very long. It all dates back to Jewels. And how I broke her heart and mine that winter back in 89. I pursued her for a month before she would go out on a date with me. She knew my rep (Hell still got the same rep today) and it wasnt the best of reps either. I was and still am a Ladies Man. But she was different, she made me feel different then anyother person has before or after her. I dont know if I believe in the whole 1 true Soulmate thing. How can their be 1 true person for you if she happens to live 4000 miles away. But maybe the Sisters of Fate ensure that that 1 person crosses your path at some point in your life. How will you know? What if that person has already come into your life and you just fucked it all up. What do you do then? Back to Jewels, I hurt her. We were young and stupid. We decided to abort the baby and it went down hill from the

Blind
I was so blind Why did I not recognize all the sadness drowning in her eyes? I was too busy to take some time and ask her what was on her mind I was so blind Now I see her cries for help, all the cards she had dealt She was just waiting for them to run out Is that what life is all about? Just waiting for it all to end, or asking why did it ever begin? It's not supposed to be like that You can't just lie around like a door mat Let people step all over you and wish the wind would take you to wherever it blew I didn't see that's what she did She hid Why couldn't I find I was so blind She is gone now I just cry and ask how I let her slip away It gets harder everyday Now I sit in sorrow, Wishing there was no tomorrow I was so blind

New Counry Song Hits!!!
01. Get Your Tongue Outta My Mouth Cause I'm Kissing You Good-bye. 02. I Don't Know Whether To Kill Myself or Go Bowling. 03. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You. 04. I Sold A Car To A Guy Who Stole My Girl, But It Don't Run So We're Even. 05. Mama Get A Hammer (There's A Fly On Daddy's Head). 06. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me. 07. She's Actin' Single And I'm Drinkin' Doubles. 08. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away. 09. I Keep Forgettin' I Forgot About You. 10. I Liked You Better Before I Knew You So Well. 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better. 12. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight, Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win. 13. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight. 14. I'm So Miserable Without You; It's Like Having You Here. 15. I've Got Tears In My Ears From Lying On My Back Cryin' Over You. 16. If I Had Shot You Whe

Zomg! I Know This Guy...
LOL... it makes so much sense now, this might as well be Wild Harleys singing it :P you think you're gonna to live your life alone in darkness and seclusion yeah I know you've been out there tried to mix with those animals and it just left you full of humiliated confusion so you stagger back home and wait for nothing but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street and now you're desperate and in need of human contact and then you meet me and you whole world changes because everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear so you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears and you trust me completely I'm perfect in every way cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside you feel so lucky but your ego obscures reality and you never bother to wonder why things are going so well you wanna know why? cause I'm a liar yeah I'm a liar I'll tear your mind out I'll burn your soul I'll turn you into me I'll turn

Fubbed Up
Being new here I was looking around and found mumms I went to reply to a topic and saw a message that I needed to be a level 3 to reply. Yeah whatever,I guess I need to drink more virtual beer before I can express my opinion here.

Vacation Update 2: Easter Goodness, O&a Return Wednesday, Download The 'worst Of', New Boobs On Ratemywow, Interns Needed, New Videos Online
Hola amigos! Happy Easter (for those of you who celebrate, that is). The Opie and Anthony Show is returning from our li'l sabbatical on Wednesday, March 26th, but until then, we're going to keep you entertained with our own brand of updatin'... First off, if you missed any of The Worst Of Opie and Anthony, there are special episodes that were made just for this vacation that you can download via AUDIBLE: Download the O&A Show 3/17/2008 (Worst of Louis CK) Download the O&A Show 3/18/2008 (Worst of Jimmy Fallon) Download the O&A Show 3/19/2008 (Worst Of Mike Rowe) Download the O&A Show 3/20/2008 (Corey Feldman and Corey Haim) Download the O&A Show 3/21/2008 (Bret Michaels, Bill Burr, Fez) The Opie and Anthony Show NEEDS INTERNS - Sign Up To be an O&A Intern TODAY! (must get college credit) NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks again to our west coast buddies Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is promoting Cover My Face and Load My Mouth, we have some GREAT new pairs of sexy breasti

3-23-08 Changes/relationships
People need to learn that change is definite...at a slow pace, fast pace, large scale small scale it happens...As far as relationships if they are over its ok to be upset, but at some point you have to let go. An adult accepts it and moves on that's what we do. Deal with your feelings. Relationships are a two way street. Make good desicions sometimes we aren't perfect but hey that's life that is learning! To be human is to fail that is how we learn. Take responsibiity for your actions we all have freedom of chioce. Live life to the fullest! Peace!

Video Game I Own
Thursday, March 06, 2008 8:42:52 PM- VIDEO GAME I OWN NINTENDO 64 1.MARIO KART 64 2.ZELDA OCARINA OF TIME 3.STAR FOX 64 4.CRUIS'N USA 5.PERFECT DARK 6.AIDYN CHRONICLES THE FIRST MAGE 7.GOLDEN EYE 007 8.NASCAR 99 9.MADDEN 2002 10.OLYMPIC HOCKEY 98 11.POKEMON SNAP 12. PS1 1.PRO-PINBALL FANTASTIC JARNEY 2.CRASH BANDICOOT WARRED 3.CTR CRAH TEAM RACING 4.RESIDENT EVIL DIRCTOR'S CUT 5.RESIDENT EVIL 2 (2 DISC) 6.BOMBER MAN 7.GRAND THEFT AUTO 8.CARD GAMES DREMCAST 1.WORLD SERIES BASEBALL 2K1 2.EIGHTEEN WHELLER AMERICAN PRO TRUCKER 3.NBA 2K1 4.CRAZY TAXI 5.SONIC SHUFFLE 6.GENERATOR VOL.2 NINTENDO DS 1. WARIO WARE TOUCHED! 2. ANIMAL CROSSING WILD WORLD 3.SUPER MARIO 64 DS 4.MARIO KART DS 5.MARIO AND LUIGI PARTNERS IN TIME 6.TONY HAWK'S AMERICAN SK8LAND 7.TONY HAWK'S DOWNHILL JAM 8.BRAIN AGE 9.BRAIN AGE 2 10.BURNOUT LEGEND 11.TRAUMA CENTER UNDER THE KNIFE 12.CRASH BOOM BANG PS2 1.THE SIMS BUSTIN' OUT 2.SEGA GENESIS COLLECTION 3

03-23-08 (easter)
Easter Sunday March 23, 2008 I hope this finds YOU with a nice Holiday Weekend full of nice memories. And any surprises received, ones of the pleasant variety. I was without a mad house today ... and the quiet time had me deep in thought of Easters gone bye ... First thing I remember when reflecting back is usually the weather. Then I'll think if I got to seek eggs or hind them later on when I became a father. Seems there was very FEW nice weather Easter memoires, Here in Ohio March is still too cold for to many outdoor events. But some of my thoughts were quite fun. Yeah, I began with family thoughts with thoughts of new easter sunday clothes to wear to service. OMG Back in the day ... I remember being excited for some of the oddest reasons & strangly the uglyest clothes too! Watch a rerun of the Brady Bunch ... lol Yeah, I was looking at a Easter Sunday Photo of the sibs & me in our new Sunday best We looked like the Brady Bunc

Falling In And Out
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

I Think It's Funny.................
I think it's funny how people say they want no drama in their lives.Drama is everywhere,no matter where you are or who your with.What it comes down to is how you deal with it.Some people scream,yell,cry,lie,be mean,and bitch(which is what I'm doing now)What I try to do is find people who laugh through the drama and the bullshit.Sounds mean,but peoples dramatic lives sometime make me laugh and if my drama makes other people laugh that's kool,I'm glad I made you laugh..........Fuck it!! Smile,tomorrow mite not come!

Promises Made
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

Live Your Life With Your Arms Wide Open
Live your life with your arms wide open!! Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around. Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself. Care provides a conduit for our spirit's expression in the midst of our social existence. The more we truly care, the more we'll come to know ourselves and others. Care provides the key to unlocking our potential and making it real. Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time—just like it does for you and me. The spirit of a person's life is ever shedding some power, just as a flower is steadily bestowing fragrance upon the air. Destiny is

Depressed
It never fails...when I major holiday comes up I always get depressed. You see, my kids don't live with me right now and my daddy and stepmom are gone. I miss them all like crazy these days. Seeing the kids in the neighborhood with their parents makes me even more depressed. So now I just try to hide when these family events roll around.

Whatever (my Theme Song)
And I wonder Day to day I don't like you anyway. And I don't need your shit today, you're pathetic in your own way. "I feel for you... Better fuckin go away I will behave... better fuckin go away!" I'm doing the best I ever did I'm doing the best that I can I'm doing the best I ever did... I don't need to fantasize. You are my pet all the time. I don't mind if you go blind. You get what you get until you're through with mine! "I feel for you... Better fuckin go away I will behave... You better go away!" "I feel for you... Better fuckin go away I will behave... You better go away!" I'm doing the best I ever did I'm doing the best that I can I'm doing the best I ever did Now go away! [repeat 2 times] I'm doing the best I ever did [go away]. I'm doing the best that I can... [go away] [repeat 2 times] I'm doing the best I ever did I'm doing the best that I can I'm doing the best I ever did Now go away! [repeat 3 times] I

Love Quotes
Love Quotes Current mood: romantic Category: Romance and Relationships "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller "For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." - Judy Garland "Love is an energy which exists of itself. It is its own value." - Thornton Wilder "Love sought is good, but given unsought is better." - William Shakespeare "There is nothing holier in this life of ours than the first consciousness of love, the first fluttering of its silken wings." - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." - Aristotle "There is no remedy for love but to love more." - Thoreau "Where there is love there is life." - Gandhi "There is always some madness in love. But there is also always so

Remembering Omar And Elijah
On April 19, 2007 my 3 and 7 year old grandsons were killed in a fire in Hazleton PA. Many of my friends here supported me during this trying time. Today March 23, 2008 would have been Omar's 8th Birthday on Friday March 28, 2008 Elijah would have been 4. I miss them

Easy Breakfast
ingredients: 6 eggs beaten 1 lb of sausage or bacon cut in to chunks shredded cheese 1 or 2 tps of butter margerine ...ect directions: in a bowl beat eggs til well mixed fry sausage or bacon chunks in skillet on medium to medium high heat drain excess fat away place butter,ect in pan pour eggs over meat season to taste mix together well until eggs are done take off heat spread cheese over egg meat mix cover and let cheese melt sometimes i put this mix in tortilla's and sometimes i leave it as is and make toast to go with it hope u enjoy

Lady's Can You Help Me?part2
I LIKE TO EAT ALL THE TIME,I THINK I NEED HELP OR SOMETHING!I MEAN WHEN I GO TO WORK AND I SEE A SEXY ASS FELMAN THE FRIST THING I WANT TO DO IS OPEN HER LEG AND EAT HER PUSSY INTILL SHE CUM IN MY MOUTH!I LUV TO HER CALL OUT MY NAME AND KEEP ASKING ME TO STOP! LADY'S DO THINK I'M A FREAK?LET ME KNOW!

M.e.r.c.
Can a demon get a soul? Can an angel lose his? What would a werewolf look like today and would you know one if you saw one? I highly doubt you would notice if you did meet one, nor would you notice its counter part the vampire. But the answer to the first two questions is yes a demon can and did receive a soul. As well as the angel that lost his. Two enemies forced to be one for the soul lost was the soul given and the crimes of the father to be forgiven by the sins of the damned. Many nights I wake from dreams of past lives and the things I have seen. Many times have I had to deal with the horror of a battle so few know of, There have been times I watched movies and read books that told half truths. So is it that some people remember what isn’t to be remembered, or is it all just fiction. Who would believe something they can’t see just cause someone wrote about it? No one wants to think are creatures out there that could hurt us if need be. Yet ghost and witches are believed

Attacks Kill 57 In Iraq; Green Zone Hit
By ROBERT H. REID, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 59 minutes ago BAGHDAD - Rockets and mortars pounded Baghdad's U.S.-protected Green Zone Sunday and a suicide car bomber struck an Iraqi army post in the northern city of Mosul in a surge of attacks that killed at least 57 people nationwide. ADVERTISEMENT The latest violence underscored the fragile security situation and the resilience of both Sunni and Shiite extremist groups as the war enters its sixth year and the U.S. death toll in the conflict approaches 4,000. Attacks in Baghdad probably stemmed from rising tensions between rival Shiite groups — some of whom may have been behind the Green Zone blasts. It was the most sustained assault in months against the nerve center of the U.S. mission. The deadliest attack of the day was in Mosul when a suicide driver slammed his vehicle through a security checkpoint in a hail of gunfire and detonated his explosives in front of an Iraqi headquarters building, killing 13 Iraqi sol

For My Little Babygirl
This reminded me of my daughter, with not being able to see her, and the fact I lose the ability to be a strong composed man when I get to hug her and tell her I love her. I can only imagine how she feels, and she always says she wishes I was happy. I just want to take it all away, and give her the joy she needs in life. I miss her so much not being involved in my life, and I am tired of seeing her cry and try to explain she is sorry for what happened. It's not her fault, but I wish I could change this with us.....................I miss my Babygirl. :( Music Video:BROKEN - FEATURING AMY LEE (by Seether)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Good Laugh..
THREE WOMEN,TWO YOUNGER,AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER",SHE SAID, "I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM." A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED,SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW-TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR E YEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID......... " WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT...I'M GETTING A FAX " !!

Lets Start At The Top...
So, ladies, what is that makes you do some of the things you do? Why do you find the perfect guy, the one who is delivering everything you could want in a relationship, and is everything you could want asa partner, start signing love letters with his last name instead of yours, then bail a week later, claiming no need to be in a relationship at all? I get ever so tired of pouring out all of who i am into a relationship, get to the point where things are comfortable, functional and healthy, only to have my partner get freaked out that its GOING RIGHT, and bail. Why do you have to do that to guys? Why cant you just stay with it when its good, and not have to start feeling like "theres better out there, I just know it, cause my tarot deck told me so!" Fuck the tarot, what does you heart, mind and soul have to say? And, if departure causes you so much pain, why cant you own up to it, and say "i was wrong, We are good together, and regardless of what my tarot deck says, im staying pu

The Story Of The Resurrection
Matthew 28 1: Now after the sabbath, toward the dawn of the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to see the sepulchre. 2: And behold, there was a great earthquake; for an angel of the Lord descended from heaven and came and rolled back the stone, and sat upon it. 3: His appearance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow. 4: And for fear of him the guards trembled and became like dead men. 5: But the angel said to the women, "Do not be afraid; for I know that you seek Jesus who was crucified. 6: He is not here; for he has risen, as he said. Come, see the place where he lay. 7: Then go quickly and tell his disciples that he has risen from the dead, and behold, he is going before you to Galilee; there you will see him. Lo, I have told you." 8: So they departed quickly from the tomb with fear and great joy, and ran to tell his disciples. Mark 16 1: And when the Sabbath was past, Mary Magdalene, and Mary the mother of James, and Salome, bought spi

Abbott And Costello
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch , "Who's on First?" might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper Computer Store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. C

Question For The Ladies
I need to ask for the honest opinions of those wonderful women that have talked to me on here. Is physical appearance that goddamn important to women? When it is said that, "I am not like all those other girls," is it said in truth, or a wonderful lie? I ask you all of this due to my track record with the opposite sex. I have recently started an involvement with a young lady, looking for something she wasn't getting, a real man. She made every effort to come see me, be in my arms, hang out, and even for those moments that I will not describe here, if you catch my drift. I was told quite often that I was "perfect" and the "man of my dreams," and yet today, I was told I was being passed over for a man who was "gorgeous", and likes tells her she is the woman of his dreams. Now, I didn't invest emotion into her for the reason I saw this coming, but damn it was fun while it lasted. She always had a smile, and her daughter liked the hell out of me, but now she is moving to a different city,

My Owned Fubarians 3/23
As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love. The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar One Bad Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Some sweet Sunshine ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar Sky’s the limit Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The sexy B ♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar Here name says it all ~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar I like it Pink *Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar

More Females Got There Halo....?
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! > > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > > ******JUICY DEE****** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > > Special R Kay > > Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ > >

Sex Sex Sex
um... yeah i want some...but can't get it...well i can but from the places i can there are too many issues or i don't really want anything more from the person but sex...and i dont' want to be an ass. but oh well i can keep away from sex i guess.

Don't Let Me Get Away!!!
I'm In Another Auction! So if you missed out on the first one, then come by and OWN me NOW!!! Lots of goodies, and more to come as the bids increase!! ¢¾ Be sure to Add Sweet One and tell her Pink0828 sent you!! Don't forget to show her some Luvin too! Sweet One@ fubar

Strawberry Shortcake
It melts in my mouth. The strawberries and cool whip sliding down my throat. It dances inside my stomach being digested! Poor bastard!! It then ends up in the toilet in the form of excrament. The painful journey of food and the chain is cruel such as life.

Boyfriend Application
1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3.Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5.Would you enjoy it? 6.Would you ever ask me out? 7.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9.Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10.Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12.If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13.Do you/have you talked about me? 14.Do you think I'm a good person? 15.Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17.If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: 5.Body W0ULD Y0U... give me your number? kiss me? let me kiss you? watch a movie with me? take me out to dinner? drive me somewhere? hug me? buy me food? take me home to me

You Think It’s Easy Well Think Again
to those who think i have it made in the shade well think again...i may take life one day at a time but it’s so hard for me i’m an ex drug user and i use to drink alot and lately it’s been very hard on me i’ve been drinking again and the other night i came across some people using coke and i was so tempted to do a line or 4 it took everything i had to just walk away and i’m proud of myself for that but what happens if it happens to me again where it’s infront of my face will i be strong enought to walk away to be quiet honest i don’t think i will and not as easy as some make it out to be i’ve fallen off the waggon a few times and yes i enjoyed it but i have others to think of then myself and i’m scared if i fall again will it be easy to quit again most likely not and i don’t wanna go back to rehab i don’t want to put undo stress on my child family friends relationships or myself so it’s going to take some suport from everyone i know to help me out

My Life In Tunes
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man! IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Opening Credits: Guttermouth - Scholarship in Punk. -- Suitable I guess. Waking Up: Good Riddance - The Hardest Part -- Never easy to do. First Day At School: Slayer - Criminally Insane -- Interesting Falling In Love: GWAR - I Hate Love Songs -- OMG! LOL! Losing Virginity: Nine Inch Nails - Perfect Drug -- Hmmmm... Fight Song: The Planet Smashers - I Like Your Girl -- Oops. I guess I should've kept my mouth shut :p Breaking Up: Against Me! - Baby, I'm an Anarchist -- LOL. Nice. Prom: NOFX - The Decline -- Prom? Decline? I thought life got better after high school? Life: Neverending Wh

Funny Tales...
'Lizard Birth' If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom !' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce,' I said

Ok Im Pissed
i been on here for 3 yrs an to day they delete my acount i did noting wrong they said i was spaming well, if posting comment to my friend is spaming. thats funny..i just hit level 21 an now i have to start over ,,,i think they did me wrong.. an i ask you my friends to help me get the word out..an plzz help me relevel up page....http://fubar.com/user/1707592 thank for your help

Looking Back At Me
If I died tonight would I even be missed? Would I leave this world without a last kiss? Would my name be remembered? Would anyone even care? Was time here on Earth just a burden for others to bear? Some days I was kind. Some days I was mean. Looking back now I wonder which of the two was most seen. My loved ones often received the shallow end of the deal. It's sad that I have to question if they know how I really feel. These thoughts have awakened me to the things I have taken for granted. I really feel ashamed of all the times I raved and ranted. Starting right now and every moment after I'll think twice before I react. My loved ones will know they're loved and I won't be ashamed to look back.

Hello To Everyone On My Page And A Happy Easter
Hello all, Well i was sending comments out today and I was going to send one to everyone and al so i said why not to this the easy way and but it in a blog so here it is. Glitter Graphics & Comments Comment Graphics and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com Awesome Graphics and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com sorry though that was funny on a church billboard doh!!!!!!!!!!!! More Comments and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com Well i ment a little commnet happy and like most of them say have a happy easter to all Mike

Something I Wrote
all alone in this empty room , feeling lost and confused without a clue....deeper than any ocean blue , thoughts race through my mind too many times faster than a rollercoaster ride at times i wanna fly away to another day and erase the pain and all my losses and clean out my closet of bad memories in my life once & for all to stand tall and be 4ever deep down stronger than ALL ....breaking this wall down and building a new room with a view.

The Pics I Make
ok, so as to be crystal clear.... 1. if i make you a pic, the finished product belongs to me, keep this in mind. not that ill do something fucked up with it, but i can if i want to. 2. this stuff i do for you is free, so dont bitch. 3. i will no longer make pics for anyone that they dont want posted in my "stuff i made section" the reason for this is because i dont like people taking credit for what i make. 4. i get 395934857 requests all day for pics, this doesnt mean i dont want you to ask for something, it means i wont be able to have it done 15 mins later. please be patient. i could go on with this for a while, but bottom line is just be cool about it, im doing something nice for you, dont be a douche.

And Ye Harm None....
1. Hurt people physically, mentally, spiritually, or with magick. You are NOT a real witch if you hurt anybody. 2. Take illegal drugs. Witches go to a doctor when they are sick like anyone else, and only use magick to help medicine along on its course. 3. Work "black magick". Wiccans have a poem that goes: Ever mind the rule of three, what you give out comes back to thee. And who'd want that to come back to you times three? 4. Fly on brooms. We buy cars and trucks and stay on the road like everyone else; if we feel the need to "take to the skies" we go Delta or American Airlines. 5. Eat babies. We want them to grow up big and strong and do good things for people...We would never even THINK to harm them in any way! 6. Most do not kill animals (or anything else). REAL witches love and honor animals. Animals are a part of Spirit, just like people. Witches are big pet-people...Many are Vegetarian. 7. Tell fibs or big whopper lies. We walk our talk, and we know that a Witc

Wtf Pretty Much Covers It
my time here over the last 12 months or so has been pretty limited. But this place has really go to the dogs. I came back ran some bomb runs rate tons of pix and not even a thanx. Except for Pebbles im AZ.. I guess you half way decent lookin women expect all guys to fawn all over your little teasing pics and maybe some nudity. Well here is a token get on the clue bus your not all that and as long as there are guys willing to jump thru the hoops to see ur closed up folders you will think you are well good luck in real life bimbos. I have no need to see u half full or bent over naked i run a porn site u want the url ask for it. I used to have friends on here and the popularity thing is off the friggin scale. Thanx for trshing what used to be a good thing.

Uh Yeah Okay
I am super cranky today & really not in the mood for people's stupidity. Read from bottom to top. BostonBadB...: sorry ->BostonBadB...: ,,,WOW ok...you need to be a little quicker on getting back to people BostonBadB...: bout 3 weeks ago on a pic comment.. ->BostonBadB...: I just got online ->BostonBadB...: uh...where did I say that? BostonBadB...: u said Boston sucks.. as in the redsox ->BostonBadB...: huh? BostonBadB...: boston doesnt suck lol Dee dee dee...I don't remember leaving this comment.

Easy Chinese Food For The Person Who Doesnt Want To Go Out To Eat
ingredients: 3 packages of oriental flavor ramen noodles 1 lb of lean ground beef 1 tbs of soy sauce 1 tbs worchestershire sauce 1 whole onion chopped 1 to 2 tbs of butter margerine or olive oil 1 clove of garlic(optional)cut really tiny(minced) directions open noodles set aside seasoning packets in a skillet place butter or whichever you choose to cook with (olive oil is the healthiest of the three) cook onion until nice and soft with garlic add meat and brown it drain all set aside in a pot cook the ramen and drain after the noodles are done add to meat mixture in skillet add all the soy and worchestershire sauces and seasoning packet to meat and noodles (you might need a little water too maybe a table spoon or two) warm and mix completely serve and enjoy

Hippity Hoppity Hell
OK, let me start by saying thank you to everyone who placed bets on what sorts of idiocy would go down today at the Easter dinner from hell. I’m sorry to inform you all that as horrific as some of your predictions were, none of you even came CLOSE to the truly jaw dropping events which transpired (No D, not even YOURS compares) For those of you who are unaware of what exactly I am referring to, my parents took it upon themselves to not only invite my ex husband to have dinner with us but also to invite him to spend the day with them at their home and SPEND THE NIGHT as well. Its pointless to go thru all the little things that happened that made the day excruciating. Allow me to jump right to the punchline. Within 5 minutes of dinner starting, my mother had introduced John to the waitress and was giggling about how cute she was and maybe John should give her his number. Then she proceeds to have a 10 minute conversation with him about how she just wishes he could finally find a go

*kurrupt's Krew*
Come join *Kurrupt's Krew* !!! Doesn't take much, just get a hold of Synthetic, Troubleina or myself... Synthetic* *KURRUPT**OWNER OF TROUBLEINA* Troubleina*OWNED BY & FU MARRIED TO SYNTHETIC* ~ Kurrupt's kandi~ ~ MustangDos ~ *Kurrupt's Krew* ~Owner of {FENB} ~

New Angel For Easter!!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! > > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > > ******JUICY DEE****** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > > Special R Kay > > Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ > >

Italian Pork Roast( Beef Or Chicken Can Be Used)
ingredients: a pork roast or a chuck roast or a whole chicken a bottle of italian salad dressing(not the creamy kind the clear kind) a pan to cook it in (lol given but ya never know) directions turn your oven to 350 degrees place meat in pan pour bottle of salad dressing over meat place meat in fridge while the oven heats up after letting the oven heat place the pan in the oven and cook for an hour usually for a whole chicken it sometimes takes longer for pork and beef when done take out and let rest for 15 minutes to let the juices reconstitute in the meat i usually make some sauteed whole potatoes and a vegitable with it hope you enjoy

Temporary Vacation, Hopefully.
This will be the last blog I post for a while. I'm not going to be on for a good while, because my wife is kicking me out of the house on Tuesday and I'll have no home or access to a computer. Please pray that something good will happen between us and that she'll remember why we love each other and got married in the first place. And that she realizes how much I truly love and want to be with her no matter what comes our way. Thanks and goodbye for now!

Bff?
so if you give your bestest friend a blow job cause it sucks to be him, are you commited to have to do it again because it still sucks to be him or because z tells you to give him one cause z can`t? i think both he and z suck eggs. are you two reading this? hahahaha ! good! because soon i shall take over the world!!!! muuu ahahahaha!

Persausion....
Why Speak? When the words are never spoken? Why me? When I look into you, I see me. Some say, you'll never believe me oh yea I say, Life's too short anyways.... If you try, to speak my language.. I'll think you'd find you wouldn't be tonight If you try to speak my language I think you'd find,you couldn't be tonight.... I think of you in winter time.... So cold....is there blood in your veins? Just let it fall, hear the crushing sound just let it fall set it all down with a black eyed frown....

Auction!
i am in Sweet Ones auction,you can own me and i will be your devoted pet and love you madly!The auction ends friday and you will get naughty prizes from me,check the list!i will also give a naughty personal cam session if the bid goes high enough and maybe some of my lingerie! [ fubar.com photo: 1786480663 ]

I M All Alone On What Used To Be A Happy Day
i used to spend easter with my 2 girls because of 2 women that hate each other i can no longer see my girls, i know there mom was just protecting them from what she thought was a bad situiation but i always seem to be paying the piper lol you'd think io be used of it by now 4 marriages gees it hard to believe i used to take the girls to jc pennies and buy them matching easter dresses every year since they were born its a family ritual but that has come to an end okay enough said have a happy easter princesses love lots

I'm Up For Auction Again Until Aprl 4th
Here's your chance to own an "Angel"! I'm up for auction again and only available until April 4th so don't waste time...get on over here and place your bid! 'AngelGurl' glitter-graphics.com This bulletin brought to you by'AngelGurl'

Houseguest
I continue to find treasures in his house. There is the little plastic pig in the window, very lifelike. There are unopened boxes of printer supplies in what is loosely labeled an office. Chunks of steel with army-green straps are clamped onto a bookshelf. “What are these?” “I don’t know. I found them, and they looked interesting.” “Why are they on the bookshelf?” He shrugs, makes a face. They look like torture devices, and I tell him so. The next time I visit, they are gone. Or hidden, perhaps, clamped somewhere out of sight. I peek inside cigar boxes, never knowing what to expect. La Aroma de Cuba has acquired the scent of postage stamps. Perhaps somewhere there are cigars, still bundled in crackling plastic, housed in a stamp collection. Books. There are books. “About twelve thousand, I think.” They are roughly categorized, and I skim the titles to make out sections. Art here. Film nearby. A bedroom of literature. A living room of philosophy. “

Day 5 Of Treatment 7 More To Go
today wasn't so bad. Convinced the dr to only do a partial treatment so I wouldn't be so drained for Easter. Yippee just now I have to take the pills for a week.. (yuck) but at least I ain't sleeping Easter away.. My hair is really getting thin though and I am not used to it. It is driving me crazy, I ain't used to it being so short either. This is so gonna be my Bitch!!!

Be Silly
Where there is cheese there are rats, Where there are rats there are cats, Where ever there are cats there are dogs. If you got the dogs you got bitches. Bitches Always out to put their paws on your riches. If you got riches,you got glitches. If you got glitches in your life computer turn it off and then reboota. Now you back on. Can't just put the cap on the old bottle once you pop it that will spoil it, gone and drink it and enjoy it.

Latest News.
The relationship 740 miles away didn't work out because he was a lying asshole. I have been single for awhile and have made a few friends out of the numerous preverts and freaks i had to go through to get them!!!! However now there is one friend in paticular that I will be giving my time and attention to! He knows who he is. He's all I think about and all I want. So to the losers and perverts that do read this. Hopefully ya know now that ya ain't got a chance.

Just Listen
most guys dont like to help there lady around the house now i know most guys think they are ether too good to do it or you are just too lazy it shows your lady that you care about stuff just like she does and she will apprieashate you for it just help out guys

Editing My Life...
I've decided to remove anyone that is having a negative impact on my life. My closest friends know where I started. I WILL NOT tell anyone who they can be friends with, but what I will ask is that you respect me enough to know that I probably do not want to hear anything about this person. I don't want to be updated on current affairs as it will probably just end up pissing me off even more. Anyway, I just want things left behind and I just want to move on with my life.

Reality
just like the subject says it is all about reality. I have found alot of good friends on the internet. Some of them i would consider some of them as my best friends. Im not on Fubar to find the love of my life. I would much rather do that in person. Even that is not what im looking for right now. I need to finsh some stuff with my life before i worry about making some woman happy who ever it may be. I know that i can be a happy man without a woman. But for all of those that i consider a friend. Thank you for all your support.

A History Lesson
Raymond S . Kraft is a writer living in Northern California that has studied the Middle Eastern culture and religion A History Lesson SOME OF YOU ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THAT NEARLY EVERY FAMILY IN AMERICA WAS GROSSLY AFFECTED BY WW II .. MOST OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER THE RATIONING OF MEAT, SHOES, GASOLINE, ANDSUGAR. NO TIRES FOR OUR AUTOMOBILES, AND A SPEED LIMIT OF 35 MILES AN HOUR ON THE ROAD, NOT TO MENTION, NO NEW AUTOMOBILES. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT HOW WE WOULD REACT TO BEING TAKEN OVER BY FOREIGNERS IN 2007. This is an EXCELLENT essay . Well thought out and presented. Historical Significance Sixty-three years ago, Nazi Germany had overrun almost all of Europe and hammered England to the verge of bankruptcy and defeat. The Nazis had sunk more than 400 British ships in their convoys between England and America taking food and war materials At that time the US was in an isolationist, pacifist mood, and most Americans wanted nothing to do with th

Darkness
" Darkness is a friend, an ally. Darkness allows us to understand others, to see what they value when they believe no on else is looking. It allows us to be honest with ourselves, to express those values that we would disvow in the light. The light blinds us. It is only in the dark that we see clearly. There is no light, here just you and me. Show me what you've hidden from the world."

Easter
Ostara's Hare From Jennifer Emick, Your Guide to Alternative Religions. FREE Newsletter. Sign Up Now! The Pagan origins of the Easter Bunny Have you ever wondered where the celebration of the Christian holiday celebrating the resurrection of Christ acquired its unusual name and odd symbols of colored eggs and rabbits? The answer lies in the ingenious way that the Christian church absorbed Pagan practices. After discovering that people were more reluctant to give up their holidays and festivals than their gods, they simply incorporated Pagan practices into Christian festivals. As recounted by the Venerable Bede, an early Christian writer, clever clerics copied Pagan practices and by doing so, made Christianity more palatable to pagan folk reluctant to give up their festivals for somber Christian practices. In second century Europe, the predominate spring festival was a raucous Saxon fertility celebration in honor of the Saxon Goddess Eastre (Ostara), whose sacred animal was a

My Birthday
I want to thank each and everyone of you for making my birthday such a wonderful occasion. I am truly grateful for having met such wonderful and kindhearted friends. I have no idea what I have done to deserve you all, and the love that you have shown me, but I appreciate, and love, each and everyone of you. I may have missed some of the lovely comments that you have left me, but I put a few of them into this slideshow....Once again....I thank you all from the bottom of my heart....you are all awesome Adam...aka Chains301

My New Lair -- Check It Out!!
Wow this has been an interesting week. Not only did I survive airing 12 hrs airtime on Blue Orion Radio, I have also had the assistance of a friend of mine to get my 2nd PC up and running, as well as help me organize my DJ corner a bit more (and include a DJ mic and mixer to boot). You will certainly have to go show my friend Echo plenty of FuLuv for his support and help with the Blue Orion Radio DJ's...... Echo Radio ~Read My About Me Please!~@ fubar Look forward to seeing you all at my shows this coming week. In the meantime, I am hoping that everyone has had a fabulous and safe Easter today!!!

I Am A Fucking Ninja!
I was getting into my car with a handful of shit: Wallet, belt, keys, water, my cell phone and was also carrying my gym bag. As I opened the door, my cell phone slipped out of my hand heading for the hard concrete. To soften the landing I stuck out my foot to slow it down. I caught the phone with my foot. I looked around, and no one saw it. Here I am a ninja, and yet no one knows. When I was with my son's mom I met my buddy Zack at a party on the other side of town. The party was at some girl’s house. It was fun, we got buzzed on free booze and then decided to hit some bars. We decided to take one car since we were drinking. We took Zack’s car and left mine -the relationship guy’s car, at the single girl’s house. I got home around 3am and passed out. The next morning she asked me where my car was. Even though I did nothing wrong, I lied and said I left my car at a bar. She said, "Lets go get it." I was fucked. Even though I did nothing wrong, my little lie will

Happy Easter Lovelies!!
This Is The Greatest People I Know (well a few .. cant place all of yall on the bully so these are the ones im closest to ) Go By Show Them Some Easter Love!! Dj POUNCE (My Best Friend) DJ TAGS (My Bro)

Have You Ever Wondered.....
what it would be like to be a bird for a week? LOL Ok so maybe these meds they have me on right now are really having some serious effects on me, but this really crossed my mind this morning. I was sitting outside swinging...just thinking about the turn of events going on in my life and enjoying the great outdoors. The birds were out chirping, and exploring the first signs of the new spring. Pecking away here...pecking away there. When suddenly I had this brilliant idea that just for one week I would like to be a bird. The life of a bird really can't be that complicated. I would think the hardest part of their life would be trying to find that extra special juicy worm to devour for food. We women spend half of our lives already looking for that extra special man that has that extra special worm attached to his being. And yes, most of us lick around on it, peck at it occasionally and even make attempts to swallow as much of it as possible. So doesn't that already make us "birdlike"?

Devour
To try to submit, your very being, your mind, heart and soul to someone is a gift beyond any other. To give that, which we have been taught to hold on to, does not come easy. To find that person, the right fit, the right combination, of devotion, trust, control, dominance, and yet the loving heart, and someone who understands what it is you are giving, the cost of it all. The need, the ache, the pain of not giving. The pain of finding that person, and not yet not be able to truly submit, be it due to distance, family, work,the inability of the other person to take what you offer, or other obstacles is so great, the ache and pain so intense, it is all consuming. At some point, should the dream, the desire, the need be abandoned? give up what I truly want, what I am inside? Knowing that i will never have what i seek, it is killing me inside. It is devouring me from the inside out.

The Vegas Trip From Hell
So in Feb a "friend" of mine that I've been "friends" with for oh about 8 years and myself decided to go to Vegas. We took his car cause mine was in the shop getting the brakes worked on. We got up there on a Sun night and check into our hotel room...drama that night already with the hotel and room i had booked. That gets worked out and we go to MGM i slip and fall hurting my knee (great 2 bad things we all know where this is going). so the next day is fine all goes well and the morning of the day after (that'd be tues morning) we go to the store so i can get batteries for my camera. we contemplate who will be driving and he agrees to let me drive his car. i go to turn out of a parking lot and *bam* accident! so we sit and wait for the cops who then give me ticket and him one as well. so in the car i say i'll help by paying HALF of your ded...so that means i would owe him $500. now because i've had some hard times at home and i can't put the money HE WANTS $1,000 together in a heartbea

Club Far Members Please Read
If there is anyone in Club FAR that I have not added (sometimes friends requests get messed up),fanned , or rated please drop me a private message. If there is anyone in Club FAR that has not returned the love that I have mentioned please rtf. I do not want to have to report you to the head of the family. I am trying to make this as drama free as possible so please help me out with this !!!

Criticism
So, wow, I was just bored and shifting through pics, randomly rating people. I didn't realize that people take this site so seriously and depend on it so much for their self-esteem. I'm not trying to be an ass here. I'm just painfully blunt and honest, sometimes cruelly. When someone asks for my opinion, I freely give it to them. My point is: if you don't care what I have to say, then don't ask. Respectively, if you cannot handle what other people may think or feel about any photos you've placed for rating or comments, then don't do it. Obviously I could care less what people say about myself considering I've gotten my share of nasty grams in response to this. Happy hunting kids. Brizy

Frustrated To Hell
I am so frustrated right now. I have had enough. My nerves are shot and my pills don't seem to help. My kids are constantly screaming and getting the puppy to growling and barking. I am at my wits end. I am anxious for Jason to get home so he can take over. It's like I don't have enough to try and deal with. I am just so freakin pissed off right now. I need to get some time to myself. I need a break. But yeah right like that is ever going to happen. My hubby dosen't understand. He thinks just because I am home all day with the kids and he works 8 hours a day he needs the time and I dont. Well I have had it. It is either I get some time to myself or I am just gonna go find a corner and sit there and be comatose.

Subs
A friend of mine wrote this, it just seems to be the words I have never been able to find. Dark and evil are not conducive to trust and honesty. A sadist by his very nature has within him a dark and evil thing. Be sure the sadist you seek recognizes this within himself and has learned to control it. This lust can become a Dom's master to the sorrow of all, or it can become a strength when tempered with compassion, honesty and will. The laws of good and evil are written within our hearts. As a sadist I can see the laws but my desire burns hot within me. Am I to walk the earth for the rest of my days as a starving man when the only food I could eat will damn my soul? What will be my way? How can I feed the beast within yet save the man without? The answer is Choice. Were I to kidnap a girl, take my pleasure and leave her in ruins, I will have fed the beast but I will also have killed the man. Should I practice my evil upon someone like you, with your submission freely given, the limit

Dj Wanted
im the enforcer for the boomboomboom room and we are looking for new people to be part of our crazy little family if you want come check us out come join us at the boomboom room where there is always some shakin going on http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=56042 WADErino

New Fuluv Members 032308!!! Please Share Your Fu-luv....
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the

Happy Easter!
Just wanted to write and wish everyone a HAPPY EASTER! I am spending the day with my family and friends. This morning we got to church at 6:30 am for the sunrise service and then stayed for the morning service after that. It was interesting to say the least! Thats pretty much it. Now were up at Jeff and Julie's for easter dinner and whatnot. Hope everyones doin good and I'll write again soon! Luvs Yas! ¢¾Rosie¢¾

Top Ten On 3-20-08
Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 3-20-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Nine Inch Nails - Closer 2. Avenged Sevenfold - Almost Easy 3. Seether - Fake It 4. Alice Cooper - Poison 5. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 6. Timberland - The Way I Are 7. Buckcherry - Sorry 8. Snoop Dog - Sensual Seduction 9. Hot Action Cop - Fever for the Flavor 10. Ludacris - Blueberry Yum Yum Remember this is Your Top Ten. If you Disagree then i Suggest you get your asses in Dirty Deeds and Request what you want to hear!!

I Sing From My Heart
I think I was wrong for a long time. And now I realize the person I should've been. I just felt the corner drift past me as I swept around it to leave all that nonsense behind me. It's a new day, and it never looked so beautiful. I'm thankful for all I have and don't dwell on what I don't. It's been hard to get where I am, but I never gave up. Now I can smile for the things I know I will always have, and don't let the temporary things that slip away get me down. Noone can take my song away and I will forever sing from my heart.

You Figure It Out....
I just read report that stated that there is a 50% divorce rate in America. 65% of all 2nd time marriages fail. Low and behold 75% of all 3rd time mariages fail. Apparently people don't learn from thier mistakes. And no, I don't mean getting remarried is the mistake. It's not learning from the mistakes you made in the previous marriage(s)that is the mistake. And yes, I do believe that marriages fail due to both parties making mistakes. With the exception of abusive ones, of course. For example, my father cheated on my mom. He was unfaithful to his vows. That was his part in the marriage failing. But I also saw how he was treated by my mother when they were married. Does that excuse his actions. Not at all. It does however explain them. She treated him terribly. He dealt with it by cheating on her. 2 wrongs don't make a right. So you see they both had a hand in the marriage failing. What I see happening is that people don't learn from the mistakes they made the firs

Help Please
OK my FuFriends, I have never asked anybody here for anything, but now I am. A friend of mine just rejoined Fubar again. He needs to get his points and levels up. If you could PLEASE help me by helping him do this. He is totally straight. He doenst do guys at all!!!!!..He is an awesome person. He has a huge heart, but can be the biggest jerk sometimes, but then again, who cant be. This is nothing that I wouldnt say to his face or that I havent already told him. lol He is my #1 friend on here, so he should look familiar!!!! OH YEAH and Jeff........lmao...you know the saying....and DONT SAY THAT I NEVER DID ANYTHING FOR YOU!!!! hug and kiss on the cheek to you. Thanks bunches to my FuFriends for helping me out!! Missy

One More For The Hell Of It
It wouldn't be Heaven with out her there The most beautiful angel could never compare God can keep His mansions and streets of gold May He forgive me for being so bold Father I mean You no disrespect But it's because of You that we met You sent her to me with a divine plan And I thank You each day for blessing this man You created her, so I am sure You know How her beauty captivates and her smile glows So Father, if You couldn't tell Heaven without her would be no different then Hell

This Chick Is The Hottest Dj On Fubar!!!
I love this girl!!!She's my R/L family and she rawks!!!Sweetest girl...If you haven't already go RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/SPANK AND SHE REALLY LOVES STALKERS!!! I LOVE HER MORE THAN SHE KNOWS! CpT.SlaP A HoE~ ***DJ For Centerfolds*** +I &hearts Tequila+@ fubar PLEASE SHOW MY BABY GIRL LOTS OF LOVE:)

Cool Lounge
Hey everyone...I found a really vool lounge to hang out in with some super cool people and great music and lots of good times...check it out when you get the chance...FANTASY 69.... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54938

New Friend
Id like ya all to Meet a new friend of mine DJSexytiger....Shes got alot of love to share and is one of the awesomest people you could meet on FUBAR..please check out her page rate fan and add and share the luv...

Doll Re-borning
Ok Some of you asked me what i do as work, I work with my partner, who does specialised art work on latex dolls usualy very young first born style of doll, this involves making the doll as real as a newborn or very young baby,The paints are heat hardened the hair is hand rooted(1 or 2 hairs at a time) the eyes are usualy glass (plastic dont look good),If done right the doll will pass the shopping test ( i think you call it a Mall), the baby is placed into a pram and taken to the shops , if it is done right passers by will not notice it is a doll ( great for a laugh this stage)... ok so i get asked why, unlike my partner i look at tha Pennys ($ dollars) because done right a good reborn can fetck around the £700. $1400 plus postage and handling, but one has just been sold for £8,000 ($16,000).. and what do i do lol I referbish the Old prams for them ...anything from present day.... to the earlys 1900's....then list them all on ebay ...

D.w.d = Driving While Dunking!
Driver charged with speeding blames poorly dunked Oreo http://www.nydailynews.com/news/us_world/2008/03/23/2008-03-23_driver_charged_with_speeding_blames_poor.html Driver charged with speeding blames poorly dunked Oreo Sunday, March 23rd 2008, 10:28 AM SALISBURY, Conn. — Police say a man’s excuse for speeding through a small Connecticut town takes the cake — or, at least, the cookie. A state trooper who stopped the 1993 BMW last fall says its driver, 28-year-old Justin Vonkummer of Millerton, N.Y., blamed his driving problems on an errant Oreo. Vonkummer told the trooper that an Oreo had just slipped from his fingers as he dunked it in a cup of milk, and that he was trying to fish it out when he lost control of his car. Prosecutors learned in court this week that Vonkummer had been charged with speeding and driving under a suspended license — not driving under the influence, as a clerk had mistakenly noted in the court records. Vonkummer’s attorney declined t

Could Use Some Blog Luvin!
You are my happy It's undeniable you are a part of me An irreplacable part of my soul My inspiration to let this flow You bring peace and joy to my space From the tears you cry, to the smile on your face So wise beyond your years You refuse to give into your fears I hope one day to have your strength Walking straight into the storm, such determination on your face These words are not quite satisfactory I just want you to know, you are my happy

How Well Do You Know Me?
So I decided to make a little quiz to see wich of my friends know me best, copy and paste the questions in a PRIVATE MESSAGE to me, with your answers. I will then add up your score & send it back to you (as well as post it here). Sooo... how well do you know me? (some questions will be multiple choice so pay attention) 1. WHAT IS MY FULL NAME? 2. WHAT MONTH WAS I BORN? 3. WHAT YEAR WAS I BORN? 4. WHAT "TEAM" WAS I ON IN HIGH SCHOOL? A) FIELD HOCKEY B) CHEERLEADING C) SOFTBALL 5. WHAT ARE MY TWO FAVORITE COLORS? 6. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART? 7. HOW OLD WAS I WHEN I GOT MY FIRST KISS? 8. HAVE I EVER BEEN MARRIED? 9. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I BEEN ENGAGED? 10. WHAT IS MY HOMETOWN? 11. HOW DID I MEET MY BABYS FATHER? 12. WHAT MUSICIAN AM I OBBSESSED WITH? 13. WHAT DO I FIND STRANGELY COMFORTING IN A RELATIONSHIP? A) BEING SHOWN OFF B) ABUSE C) SEX 14. WHERE DO I LIVE? 15. WOULD I DATE ANY OF MY X BOYFRIEN

Ye-haw...im A Redneck And I Like My 2nd Amendmenrt Rights..
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2008/03/21/2008-03-21_gun_paint_company_taunts_mayor_bloomberg.html BY KIRSTEN DANIS DAILY NEWS CITY HALL BUREAU CHIEF Friday, March 21st 2008, 4:00 AM Groll/AP Bloomberg is the featured moniker of Lauer Custom Weaponry's gun-customization kit. Hizzoner is also an outspoken opponent of Lauer's gun paints - so much so he outlawed them in N.Y.C. Lauer Custom Weaponry's 'Bloomberg Collection' features gun coatings with a color-by-borough paint set (Manhattan Red, Brooklyn Blue, Bronx Rose, Queens Green and Staten Island Orange). ...and a template to create a graffiti 'facade' for maximum gun pimping. A Wisconsin company that disguises deadly firearms with bright paints and camouflage has a new target: Mayor Bloomberg. Lauer Custom Weaponry, whose products were banned in the city in 2006 because they make dangerous guns look like innocent toys, is taunting the anti-gun mayor with a line of paints named "The Bloomberg Col

Stricken
AH! AH! AH! OW! You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come along, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am Stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run!- AH! AH! AH! OW! You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know why your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippl

Rise
Rise Throw away The charade of your life Let the flame of my heart Burn away Your complacence tonight I command you to rise Wash away The decay of your life Feel the light of your eyes Find the way Through the darkness tonight Fearing no one Do you really think I covet like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now rise Turn away From the shame of your life Feel the light from my eyes Offering Consolation denied Fearing no one Do you really think I want it like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Fearing no one Saviors of my soul Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now I cannot stop this Pure emotion Falling from my eyes You are vindicating

? Church?
Easter Sunday I went to church with my daughter this morning. Sorta felt outta place, dressed in jeans & black cowboyboots with chains. But after I sat there a few minutes I figured out it wasen't me that was outta place. It was everyone else. I realized one thing. Today church=Money+Corruption of ones faith. I'll write more on this later, cause I got alot on my mind.

Please Read
Hey everybody that reads this please do me a favor and come join me and my friends over at www.stinkeyeradio.com or come over to www.fubar.com and listen to us in are lounge http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51165, and while your there register with fubar its free and fun. We are looking for Dj's. So if your looking for becoming a DJ fill out and app at the stinkeyeradio website and include my DJ name at the bottom. Also i you are looking for a website or streamers please contact jayjay__1@yahoo.com. Thank you DJ Chevylover (http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1527108) this is my fubar link to my page.

Good God I Have Gone Auction Looney Toons.
C'mon give a guy a break and bid! I have put myself in an auction, let a long time friend talk me into it, and to my surprise (or a true lack of life away from here, lol) it's turing out to be surprisingly fun. It runs until next Friday. Now I have opened myself to global embarrassment bu doing this so to my friends, and family, please to let me get too embarrassed. Please, c'mon, give a guy a break, don't make me look bad, please. :) Here's what I'm offering (possibly more if the bid goes well) Rate all photos 11 during Happy Hour Rate all stash during Happy Hour Read, rate and comment blogs Pimpout on my page for one month One month family member One bling a week for one month Custom made profile comments daily Buzz Bar kept at 100% for one month Rules and bid conversion to fubucks table (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately

Haters
OK I POSTED A MUMM ASKING IF PORN PUTS U IN THE MOOD, AND IT WAS TOP MUMM AND AFTER IT EXPIRED IT WAS FLAGGED AS NFSW TO WHICH I CANNOT SEE HOW THATS POSSIBLE, THERE MUST BE ALOT OF HATERS AND THATS OK YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO YOUR OPINION, BUT TO PICK ON ME FOR NO REASON, WHO HAS SHOWN THE UP MOST RESPECT TO EVERYONE, WHO EVER REPORTED IT WAS JUST WRONG IN DOING THAT BECAUSE THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ASKING THAT QUESTION WHEN I SEE ALOT WORST IN MUMMS, BUT WHAT CAN YOU SAY YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN

Devour
Still enough Although I know you’re not begging Still as the thoughts running through your mind Still enough Although I know you’re not begging Give me a reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you’ve brought Meaning to my life Had enough Although I see you’re not running Still are the thoughts running though your mind Dead to love The path that you are now taking Show me the reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you’ve brought Meaning to my life Run, to where the smallest ray of light will never find you Run, to where you will not need to shield your eyes Run, away from all the soulless, heartless fiends who hound you Run, away and let your memorie

A Few Facts Of Interest
A RECENT STUDY FOUND OUT WHICH DAYS MEN PREFER TO HAVE SEX. IT WAS FOUND THAT MEN PREFERRED TO ENGAGE IN SEXUAL ACTIVITY ON THE DAYS THAT STARTED WITH THE LETTER 'T'. EXAMPLE TUESDAY THURSDAY TODAY TOMORROW THANKSGIVING THATURDAY THUNDAY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A RECENT SURVEY WAS CONDUCTED ALSO TO DISCOVER WHY MEN GET OUT OF BED IN

Wouldnt Change Ya For Anything In The World>>poem
Your the one I do adore // nothing less or any more ..How can I express , to you how I fell. I know in my heart so deep your the only one for me >... Your words a delicasy to mine tounge and upon my heart as I do put them there... I hold each memory with in and linger thru time with out any end ... For your my love and I know of no other and your always there for me when ever. your real and true as can be and sensitive as such as me. Your fun yet sencere and I get lost in you time and again. Yet There never will be an end to my love over flowing within .For this wonderful.. wonderful man. You Love are the one I speak of no one else there ever was. Xxoxoxo diana

Food For Thought.....
A friend of mine sent this to me. It is definitely food for thought. According to The Book of Revelations the anti-christ is: The anti-christ will be a man, in his 40s, of MUSLIM descent, who will deceive the nations with persuasive language, and have a MASSIVE Christ-like appeal.... the prophecy says that people will flock to him and he will promise false hope and world peace, and when he is in power, will destroy everything. Is it OBAMA?? I STRONGLY URGE each one of you to repost this as many times as you can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet...do it! I refuse to take a chance on this unknown candidate who came out of nowhere.

Bound
Ready Darkness cover me! I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not ready to walk inside of where you're taking me I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not willing to compromise the man I want to be Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time Leave me be I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm never going to tow the line of your conformity I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not ready to leave the realm of anonymity Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time Get away from me Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time

I'm Co-hosting This Auction
AUCTION STARTS MARCH 24th... Bids will be accepted until April 10th! There will be a $25,000 FUBUCKS Entry Fee but bidding starts at $70,000 FUBUCKS so you are guaranteed your money back and more! Your Host will be: Dj Latin King Member Of The Real Deal Family Fu-owned by Lady TNT bunny Fu-owner of Manda Panda@ fubar Be sure to FAN/ADD and RATE him to be eligible! Send your offer with your entry fee so you can be put on the auction block! It's a great way to make friends, have some fun, and.... GET SOME GOODIES!

First Week Done!!!
I have completed week one of my 12 week excrise and diet program. I feel better today because last night I had a great prime rib steak, baked potateo and half slice of cheese cake and it was AWESOME! When at week four I will post a progress picture. I do believe I can stick with this, I feel some much better than I did this time last year. I will give more info when I post another update. Mark www.amateurflixxx.com

Easter
The kid is gone with her boyfriend. Don't expect her back until late this evening. That leaves me here alone as usual. She could care less about dear old mom when she has her boyfriend. My family went to the lake this weekend in Woodville. Love them all, just didn't think it was a trip I needed to make. I don't like people asking a lot of questions about my personal life. And, my family likes to ask questions. I'm the baby of the family, and there are times they still treat my like I'm a kid. I just want to scream sometimes that I am 38 years old!!! Anyway....going to a friends house today. She's having a b-bq and invited several of us over. Not sure how long I'll stay over there, but at least it'll be something to do. I wish it was a little warmer out, but at least it's not raining. I hate wearing a lot of clothes when it looks like it should be really warm, but, it's cold as hell. I'm tired of wearing winter clothes. Time to break out the shorts, and tank tops, and sundresses. So

Happy
I am so glad you came into my life, I can't wait to be your wife. I can't wait to say," I DO!" Because I'm so much in love with you. I love you with every beat of my heart, I know we will never part. You make me smile, You make me laugh, You make me happy, You are so sweet, You make my life complete. Again, I'm so glad you came into my life, I can't wait to be your wife.

Untitled
I would walk a mile, Just to see you smile. How time flies, When I look into your eyes. There's nothing better, When we are together. The feel of your touch, I love it so much. When we make love, I feel like I'm flying above. There's nights, I wish you could stay, You make me feel special in everyway. You knock me off my feet, When you m ake my heart skip a beat. I don't know, if you knew, But, my heart melts everytime you say,"I love you!"

A Poem For My Dad!
I wish you could have stayed a while, So, you could walk me down the aisle. Sometimes, I don't know what to do, Because, I miss you. This is something I didn't want to face, But, I know you are in a better place. You will always be in my heart, Even though we are apart. I know it's far away, But, we will meet again someday. Sometimes I feel sad, I will always love you, Dad!

Midnight Train
Welcome to the MIdnight Special If youd like to b part of the crew send me a message in either shoutbox or email id b happy to add u HAPPPPPPPPPPPY EASTER N WELCOME EVERYONE !!! so heres the deal rate fan add everyone thats on board Repost bullletin !! meet some new friends and have some fun when ur done with that send me a message in shoutbox n ill make sure to add u !! not much to it right? so climb aboard have a coctail n enjoy the ride This is me!!۞ ◊HØÑË¥ßÀßË◊♥~ R/L WIFE OF EDDITUNE ۞@ fubar eddietune@ fubar ♪ BLADE ♪@ fubar (¯`·._ JØHÑJØHÑ_.·´¯) HEAD ENFORCER/BARTENDER @ SWEETWATERS LOUNGE@ fubar DUKK77**Enforcer/DJ/Greeter for Sweetwater's@ fubar SexyCleavage...I'm Smut's playtoy & open for others...promoter 4 diablo's den&sweetwater@ fubar Wet Dreams©™ღOwner of Lucifugeღ~Bartender@TheScooterBar~Member of The Spankers Bombsquad@ fubar

Men?
IM AT THE POINT IN MY LIFE I THINK IM SERIOUSLY WITHOUT A DOUBT DONE WITH MEN! EITHER THERE CRAZY, POSSESIVE, ABUSIVE, UNPREDICATABLE, ASSHOLE, AND TO PUT THE ICING ON THE CAKE SUICIDAL! I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS WITH ME FINDING THESE TYPE OF MEN ALWAYS BUT IT NEVER SHOCKS ME TO SEE THERE TRUE COLORS WHEN THE TABLES GET TURNED! LAST NIGHT MY EX CALLED ME REPEATIVITELY IM TALKING PROBABLY 35 TIMES IN 1-1 1/2 AND LEFT ME CRAZY ASS MESSSAGES LIKE I SEE YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME WELL YOU BETTER ANSWER THE PHONE OR YOU WONT LIKE THE OUTCOME! OR EVER BETTER THIS MAYBE THE LAST TIME YOU HEAR FROM ME SO IF I DO SOMETHING STUPID TO MYSELF YOU'LL HAVE TO HAVE THAT HARBOR OVER YOUR HEAD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, IM NOT HAPPY UNLESS IM WITH YOU, YOUR MINE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! IM MEAN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM WHO SAYS SHIT LIKE THAT! I KEEP TELLING HIM OVER AND OVER AGAIN IM DONE WITH HIM HES FINALLY ADMITTING THAT HE WAS WRONG AND HE SHOULDNT HAVE TREATED ME THE WAY HE DID BUT WONT

My Birthday
well as many know it's that time of year agin.yep you guessed it.it's the blls birthday.yea i'm a year older and not a bit wiser....lol.any hoot send me some love k.love you all. ..............bull................

Easter
It's Easter. The season when bunnies poop out easter eggs. (The Bible gives us weird stories, eh?) I'm looking for a chocolate bunny to bite the head off of (starting with the ear of course) but I can't find one. What the hell, Bobby? This Easter, I'm sitting by myself in my room in the barracks. No family. My friends have gone home to theirs. I'm going to rely on all of you people to keep me company. Up for the job? Good! This is going to be an awesome cyber-Easter! I have my coca-cola beside me and ready to go. *looks up* Man... what do they put in that mess food?

How To Fuck It All Up.. And Still Come Out Ahead....
1. Be a character in a movie - in the movies, you can fuck up your entire life and yet you still end up a winner in the end. You get the girl, you learn the lesson, and you live happily ever after. 2. I'm out of ideas really. Outside of being fictional, I guess the only way to come out ahead after you've fucked everything up is to eventually decide that your new situation is better than the previous one or the projected imagined future you're missing out on. I suppose learning a lesson is coming out ahead in a way - but it's more of a break-even really... a consolation prize. Frustratingly enough, lessons aren't learned usually until it's too late. In the movies of course, it's just in time. In the movies, the make-up sex is worth the fighting. In the movies, atrocities are forgiven in moments... in life, there aren't just a select few main characters - there are billions. Perhaps that's why people are more prone to giving up in life. I've had it all and lost it more times

Ohio
Maybe its because its the holiday... But today im wondering wtf im doing in ohio. I used to work up the road but that was 3 years ago. I used to date someone who lived near me but thats long over. Ok, so i dont like the big city life... I miss taking walks down the country road n riding my bike with some privacy. I hate my neighbors and having people right here that i dont even know and dont care too. Yeah its nice having the big mall up the road and everything thats here. funny but i dont go there anyway. My family isnt here... cept my daughter but that is because she came here to ohio to live with me now she is out on her own. Im not happy here anymore... I think i stay because I dont feel like moving all this junk i dont need. Spend alot of money to live on my own and now i cant even figure out why i want to do that. Maybe im just homesick... so im going home today. Maybe then ill want to come back... I usually do. Its just not the lifestyle here fo

Facts Of Life
Facts of Life 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 6. A person who is nice to you but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention! It never fails.) 7. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 8. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 9. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 10. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 11. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 12. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. 13. No man has ever been shot

What About Jokers Wild
I am The FUBAR Funny Man you want a good laugh I am the Prescription you need. Down to Earth & Easy to get along with unless you realy try hard to Pi*s me off! My BIG peeves are two faced people, Liars, Theives, cowards, Fakes and people who dont know the diffrence between Real Life and the internet. If you have alot of Drama around you I'm not Interested in Being a Friend, Fan or anything else and if you wish you may block me and move along, I am here for Me and my real friends and nothing more, POINT WHORES ? dont even bother just move along ! and since the Admin of FUBAR do not get involved with altercations on FUBAR The Best way to deal with stupidity is the block button. I personaly think they should deal with issues on FUBAR and keep their customer base happy and get rid of the Azzwipes but I dont see that happening anytime soon so block button and your page being set by friends is the best option for dealing with stupidity. PLEASE READ MY FULL PROFILE ! M

Lest We Don't Forget
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said.. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered.

The Almighty Dollar (and Your Voting Rights Taken Away)
As a friend said recently, worship the almighty dollar. He meant just that with the image above, but of course in a sarcastic way on the truth it reveals on many levels. While everyone is bowing down to the almighty dollar, how about you doing like Suicidal Tendencies once said and Send Me Your Money! The following news story is probably fake, one of those, "The Onion" type stories. But if there is any truth to it, I'd like to hear about it, so write in if there is and be sure to back your claim on that when you do so. This turning out to have truth to it wouldn't shock me too much. They already are taking rights away from us. Such as my family who lives in Florida has had their right to vote on the next president taken away from them. Actually that pertains to all "voters" in Florida as it is being said Florida votes won't count in the next election come November. I hear there is one other state whose voters are going through the same problem with that right being taken away. I

Food For Thought
There was a Chemistry professor in a large college that had some Exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist government. In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked,' Do you know how to catch wild pigs?' The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke. 'You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day, you put a fence down one side of

Hit It Hard!!!!
WE WANT YOU!!!!!!!! LOOKING FOR A CHANGE IN FOR THE SPRING.. WELL HERE YOU GO!! LOOKING FOR SOME BOMBERS THAT LOVE TO BE A PART OF A GREAT FAMILY.. WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! NO MORE NOT GETTING THE CHANCE!! NO MORE BEING HELD BACK!! IF YOU ARE A BOMBER AND NEED A FAMILY!! JUST CLICK ON ANY PIC!!

Final Packing And The Move
I will barely be online if at all for the next week or two. At the moment I don't even know if the deal is going thru. I barely sold anything in moving sale so am going to need the time to list and pack up all the stuff I'm donating and the stuff I'm taking for a future rummage sale. I also still need to pack up my kitchen and 2 more closets ACKKKKKKKKK. Tentatively I am moving on Thurs or Fri. HAHAHA. Love you all and hopefully will see you soon. I'm taking out html so I can read all your comments when I do get on.

Friendship Oath
Friendship Oath When you are sad, I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the jerk who made you sad. When you are scared, I will laugh at you and tease you about it every chance I get. When you are worried, I will tell you how much worse it could be and to quit complaining. When you are confused, I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass. And when you are lost, I will answer my cell phone and give you directions. When you are sick, I will hold your hair while you pay homage to the porcelain god. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath, I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend.

Beer Prayer...lol
This is something i foundon the net you just have to love it lol THE BEER PRAYER By CEDRIC on 04 Mar, 08 · · · OUR LAGER, WHICH ART IN BARRELS, HALLOWED BY THY FAME. THY WILL BE DRUNK, I WILL BE DRUNK, AT HOME, AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. GIVE US THIS DAY OUR FOAMY HEAD, AND FORGIVE OUR SPILLAGE, AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO SPILL AGAINST US. AND LEAD US NOT TO INCARCERATION, BUT DELIVER US FROM HANGOVERS. FOR THINE IS THE ALE, THE PILSNER, AND THE LAGER, FOREVER AND EVER. - AMEN -

My Nearly Empty Head
I do belive in God! I belive he gave us our free agency so tat we might choose our life path. unfortunatly so many choose a path of distruction. They enjoy others pain. that does not just mean physical pain but emotional and spiritual. why else do they make fun of others!!! Teh worst part is this kind of tourcher of other humans is habit forming. soon one forgets that others have feelings. all they know is they feel good when they say or do certain things. sure we all have the power to hurt. I study martial arts and am capable of giving a lot of pain. True power is Love. I can give love to whom ever I choose. It takes so little energy and yet has a much more profund effect that giving pain does. What do you choose??? Do not feel you have to tell me, I would rather you went out and showed the world the power of love. but if you want pain............ eventually you will be very lonley...............................

The Great Fun Of My Life
Well the hotel was kick ass man. It was well worth it. I had a blast. We took lots of pictures as well and I will get them posted on here asap. But here is someother news. I know people hate when i talk about it on here but i dont care. its my fucking life and its my fucking site.. An old friend recently messaged me and told me that their kid was sick. I am heartbroken over the fact. But the friend like totally flipped the fuck out when I told them that its best if we only talk short and sweet. He got mad and now he has blocked me again. But honestly thats what I wanted in the first place so i dont care. I just cant risk falling back into that old rutine again. We are not good for eachother. Things between the two of us have changed soooo much and its just not worth me risking my happiness that i have finally gained over. xoxox-candi

It Was A Blast.
Last night...I went out with friends and the bf...lmao yes I do have some in Real Life. It was my last night to howl before heading back to work tomorrow. I've mentioned that I've had this headache for 3 days..well today it is gone. I just needed to cut loose I guess. Omg had so much fun...dancing, talking, drinking. I wore my white hat...there was this girl in the restroom and she said do you know your hat glows on the dance floor. I laughed I told her...that's cause it's my hallo. She was laughing her butt off at that one. One other girl says yea but Kris we can still see your damned horns and the forked tail you have tucked away...miss evil. We all got a kick outta that...everytime I was on the dance floor someone would point out that my hat was glowing and my shirt...the white in it would glow as well. Lots of people were glowing lol not just me. We had a blast. I had only 5 drinks...imagine that...and I was feeling really good..so before going any further I decid

Waiting
i know alot of people think its stupid for people to love their pets like kids. well, i have a cat that i have had for 6 yrs, his name is Gateway. a few months ago, i had to have his leg removed because of cancer. he seemed to be doing fine until a cpl weeks ago. it seems he eiher still had some cancer left or developed more right above where he had it before. he isnt doing so well now. i dont think he will make it thru today. i have been making him as comfortable as i can and petting him and telling him "it's ok, let go". i am sure some are wondering why i dont take him to be put to sleep. honestly, i am not sure why i havent either. i know that if i did, i would not be able to do that alone and thats what i would have to do. i have set him up in my bedroom, so he can pass peacefully. my other cat seems to know something is wrong. he usually torments the shit out of Gateway, but not today. he just goes up to him and stand next to him. i am not exactly sure why i am even writing this b

Existing...
Have you ever had the feeling that you never existed? I sit here alone thinking about things that bother me and right now the thing thats bothering me is the feeling that I don't exist in this house. I look around and all I see is stuff that shows I don't live here. There are prints on the wall by Thomas Kinkaid (don't get me wrong they are beautiful prints, I love them) figureines, floral stuff, candles, etc. But none of it is mine. There is one blank wall by the front door that has nothing on it. I think I'll claim that one and make it mine. I'll put up things that show that I live here too. I'll put up my hack rack, a cowboy print (if I can find one I like) my good luck horse shoe and maybe even a small table where I can put my wallet and things. I'll even find or better yet, make a small display shelf to put some of my John Deere minitures on. I need to feel like I exist... is this wrong of me? Is it being selfish? I hate walking thru the door and being invisible. This is

You Mean Everything To Me
Have you ever loved someone so much that you want to give them everything but can't seem to do anything right? You want to give them their hearts desire, but seem to come up short each time? You think that maybe you can send them to someone that can, to let them know how much they and their needs mean to you, but they still don't get what they desire? How do you show them how much they mean to you? Cum to me, sit at my feet. Don't look up, don't move until I tell you to. You look so beautiful and complete where you sit. I stroke your hair and let you know everything is going to be alright. Crawl to the kitchen and fetch me a beverage. Come back to my side and lift the glass to my lips. Wipe the liquid from my chin and return to your post @ my feet. Feel confident that the decisions that I make will never harm you. I am always keeping your comfort and concerns in mind, however, I am the one that decides for you what it is that you will eat, wear and do for the day....

Dont Forget Us Girls ! ... Contest Luv Needed
Mary and I are still going in BrattyBytches Give away .. we still need luv shown .. we're both doing good .. Im gonna be bombing mary tonite when i get home from work as she's shown me a lotta luv ( MUAHS to all that have come by thus far ) Here's the link to my pic .. but please dont forget to show Mary Luv too .. And Lets not forget the Infamous BrattyBytch .. You know we all Luv her . so take a few mins and show her tons of luv too Hoping you all have a very nice Easter and are able to spend some quality time with your families .. Im off to work .. ( ooo yayyy , Insert sarcasam) .. talk soon .. Xoxoxoxoxox

How I Got This Way
Well hello there everyone. My name is Cloie Street. You all know me as the creater of the AUAD series. Many people have stopped me on the street and asked where do I come up with these strange and bizzar ideas. Well it's simple if you really want to know the truth. It all has to do with my childhood experiences. Most of it all reflects on my parents. Some say I get my personality from all three of my daddy's the milk man, mail man and the paperboy. i remember how we used to play football in the back yard. How proud I would make him...there goes my boy...the son I always wanted instead. He was so silly. Heres my father holding me as an infant...we look so happy together. see how happy he was to have a little girl that looks just like him...i was his pride and joy. ( pic of daughter like father) then theres my mother. how beautiful she was and always caring (pic of my momma) always brilliant with her creative thinking. i remem

Friends
If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk or how close you are and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

A Auction For Sweet
TAKE A LOOK, MAKE A BID!! I am hosting an auction running until Friday, March 28, and I have some awesome people already entered, still time for more to enter and join in the fun. I have listed the few rules that must be followed at all times below: (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately and blocked. (3) No cheating in will be tolerated. Again those involved will be removed from the auction immediately and blocked. (4) Anything can be bid; fubucks, blasts, VIP's, and Happy Hours. Highest bid wins with final decision being up to the person being bid on. (5) For simplicity, fubucks will be used for total tabulation, with conversion listed below: Stickey Bulletin = $250,000 1 Ticker = $250,000 1 Day Blast = $375,000 3 Day Blast = $600,000 7 Day Blast = $1,000,000 30 Day Blast = $2,500,000 Happy Hour = $5,000,000 To enter, send

Dr Patch Adams...not Just A Movie!
How many of you remember the movie “Patch Adams?” I recently watched the movie again with someone that has it on DVD. I did not know however, it was based on a true story! This man Dr. Patch Adams was a remarkable person. After a troubled childhood and young adulthood, He checked himself into a mental ward and it was there that he had his life altering experience. He found his true life calling, helping others. Unconventional medicine is still to this day how he is explained. He believed every doctor should be a heart specialist, a merry heart specialist that is. He believed that a happy or joyous heart could be the best medicine for curing the sick. Patch created the Gesundheidt Institute where doctors worked for nothing or next to nothing and patients never received a bill. The whole thing funded by donations from supporters from around the world. The web site for this miraculous organization is www.patchadams.org I am writing this today because on this Easter Sunday, one of t

Happy Easter/blessed Ostara!
Holiday greetings to all my friends, family, and fans. May your Sunday be filled with love and joy, sunshine and all manner of beautiful things! The sun is actually shining here - yay! I am sooo ready for Spring, and some green leaves, etc. I will be off to my sister's home for Easter Brunch in just a little while. Will be back online later this afternoon. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Later! Muahzz!

There Was Never A Love So True...poem For My Love.
As one that is here in you > the love That bounces off you to me is really here to stay < miles be between us but we are secure and one day we know we will meet for sure . I love you so much in all ways emotionaly and yet I am sad cause phisically I want all of this to share my love touching you and making a cast of obilivan to reach the clouds ..I fell though im floating high and never coming down from heaven back to earth.Your my life and Im fufilled I want you to konw this is really real. Diana cause i also know how you feel. xoxoxox diana

Happy Easter To The Best Of The Best
I would like to first start off by saying Happy Easter. Now To my Blog: By a poll on the forums of Snakebite Radios Forum Page I have changed my Screen Name back to Jokers Wild the vote was 15 - Jokers Wild & 1 - Earthquake (Thx Bartab) Snake Bite Radio homepage is making some major upgrades soon so go often and check it out. I appreciate all the support everyone has given me through my health issues and all the support for the Internet Radio Station. I have always said we are a good, compassionate group. try weeding out the loosers and Drama Lamas. Dont let anyone get to you and change the way you are. We all realy dont want or need the negitivity I have learned through Trial and error to just walk away click the block button when it comes to stupidity as well as the ones that repost it. To repost it is to agree with the poster. So when I came back to FUBAR I locked down my profile as stated in some of my other blogs, They want to add me they have to send me a mess

Attraction Duex
So after reading my blog I realized that it was incomplete. I talked about my attraction issues now I have to flip the coin, just like I always seem to pick the ones that arent attracted too me I am getting hit on by women that I am not attracted too. So it must be a universal thing. So never mind we all seem to have that problem and it hasnt been figured out yet and probably never will. SO I continue on being shot down and having to shoot down. Am I shallow to want someone who stimulates me visually as well as mentally. I know right off if you catch my eye the hard part is finding out if the inner you is as beautiful. I am a realist, a relationship wont work if you dont have both if those parts. Visual and mental. But thats how I see it. Like it or not that me...

Thoughts
To the man I love I wanna tell you this My love for you will stay true For as long as I live The stars can stop shining The sky can fall down The world can stop spinning But my love will still go ‘round Unless the devil comes to stop us Our love will always stay true Unless some evil force takes us apart I’m gonna keep on loving you I never asked for love so soon But then you came my way It didn’t matter how much I tried to deny it My love grew stronger every day As young as I may be You were there to catch my fall It's amazing how you’re always there for me Only you can understand it all I don’t care who’s against us This is just between you and me I don’t care who disapproves People should just let us be How could I live without you? How would I make it through? I think it’d be impossible How can I imagine a world without you? You can't help who you love You’re just not supposed to Although I didn’t think it’d

Please Help Me Level To 22 :)
Please help me Level....I'm under 41k...and I level at 22.I will make a salute for anybody That will rate all my pics...Thats aint nfsw! After your finish let me know.So I can get your salute made.. Thank you so much!!! xoxox Honey! :)

I Cannot Promise You Forever
I CANNOT PROMISE YOU FOREVER I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU CANNOT HIDE I SENSE IT IN YOUR TOUCH THE FEELINGS THAT DO NOT SUBSIDE WITH EVERY CONCERN THAT YOU TRY NOT TO EXPRESS TEARS COME POURING HOWEVER HARD YOU SUPPRESS JUST ONE THING I WANT YOU TO KNOW- WHEN YOU HURT I HURT TOO IF ONLY YOU WILL LOVE ME AS COMPLETELY AS I LOVE YOU I CANNOT PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER BECAUSE TIME CAN MAKE OUR TOUCH COLDER, CAN MAKE US FORGET WHEN WE ARE OLDER, SO STAY WITH ME LONGER, LINGER… I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU NOT FOREVER BUT FOR EVERYDAY UNTIL IT IS OVER!

My Love
As you breathe softly from this chilly waft As you lie calmly in my arms tonight, I wonder if tomorrow will be The same as this wondrous sight Then you wake up from your dreamy state Caressed me with love by those tender eyes Bathed me with warmth by those tender smiling lips That left me breathless, feeling so nice As you held my face to meet your gaze You asked me how much I love you I faltered, hesitated, and did not know what to say And it gave those eyes a hurt teary hue But this may I tell you, “I am scared that words will fall short So I would rather let you feel,that i will be yours~forever,for real."

3some :d
I am happy to tell everyone we will be having a 3some in the PITBULL'S PLAYGROUND on Wed. the 26th at 4pm pst time.. Yes a 3some.. HUNTER,CHRISTINA AND NIECEE ARE TYING THE KNOT!! Everyone is invited!!! Hunter the lucky Groom!! Christina one of the lucky brides to be Niecee the 2nd lucky bride to be Brought to you by their maid of honor ☠ Trâçý Owner/Head DJ at The Pitbull Playground/Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠ /Owner of Mike S@ fubar

Only Legal On Fubar
I am happy to tell everyone we will be having a 3some in the PITBULL'S PLAYGROUND on Wed. the 26th at 4pm pst time.. Yes a 3some.. HUNTER,CHRISTINA AND NIECEE ARE TYING THE KNOT!! Everyone is invited!!! Hunter the lucky Groom!! Christina one of the lucky brides to be Niecee the 2nd lucky bride to be Brought to you by their maid of honor ☠ Trâçý Owner/Head DJ at The Pitbull Playground/Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠ /Owner of Mike S@ fubar

Easter
Wishing everyone a Happy Easter..Do not eat to much candy. My boys been up.. bugging me already saying the Easter bunny did not make it to the house. They do not know..that its all gonna be at the family's. Going over there around 2. LOL.

Superlove Me!
“Hello, Sir what would you like to order?” says the feeling to heart that come to his store. “Hi, I would like a non-fried emotions, no tears with extra caring and a cup of love please.” The feeling start to put in numbers in his cash register, “Would like that love to be doubled? Only 1 additional attention; comes with free smile for every purchase this month only.” And the heart replied briefly: “Yes please, superlove me!” Life is like a nice fast food restaurant if we ever play with our imagination. Heart is often hungry for love and they want it to be double up. Heart cannot judge what is wrong or right, less or more, forever or temporary if it collides with loving someone. We are frequently drifted away with the thoughts of greener pasture when our feelings being abandoned or even abused by someone we truly love. The weakness of our flesh and bones tend to speak the truth of our humanity. The desire within burst like a flame and gasoline poured over and over by the ego

Please Note: Fixtures Are Subject To Change.
Please note: Fixtures are subject to change. The BBC is not responsible for any changes that may be made. Sunday, 23 March 2008 Gretna v Celtic, 14:00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, 29 March 2008 Falkirk v Kilmarnock, 15:00 Hearts v Dundee Utd, 15:00 Inverness CT v Aberdeen, 15:00 Motherwell v Hibernian, 15:00 Rangers v Celtic, 12:30 St Mirren v Gretna, 15:00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, 05 April 2008 Aberdeen v Falkirk, 15:00 Celtic v Motherwell, 15:00 Gretna v Inverness CT, 15:00 Hibernian v St Mirren, 15:00 Kilmarnock v Hearts, 15:00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, 06 April 2008 Dundee Utd v Rangers, 14:00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, 16 April 2008 Celtic v Rangers, 19:45 -----------------------------

Clean Blood
A MountainWings Moment Wings Over The Mountains of Life CLEAN BLOOD The day is over, you are driving home. You tune in your radio. You hear a little blurb about a little village in India where some villagers have died suddenly, strangely, of a flu that has never been seen before. It's not influenza, but three or four fellows are dead, and it's kind of interesting. They're sending some doctors over there to investigate it. You don't think much about it, but on Sunday, coming home from church, you hear another radio spot. Only they say it's not three villagers, it's 30,000 villagers in the back hills of this particular area of India, and it's on TV that night. CNN runs a little blurb; people are heading there from the disease center in Atlanta because this disease strain has never been seen before. By Monday morning when you get up, it's the lead story. For it's not just India; it's Pakistan, Afghanistan, Iran, and before you know it, you're hearin

Rangers 2-1 Hibernian
Rangers 2-1 Hibernian By Colin Moffat Rangers had to work hard for the three points SPL leaders Rangers overcame Hibs at Ibrox thanks to goals from Jean-Claude Darcheville and Nacho Novo. After a sluggish start, Darcheville smashed an impressive shot high into the far corner of the net from an acute angle on 40 minutes. Substitute Nacho Novo later capitalised on a Chris Hogg mistake to drill in a sharp finish from 14 yards. Hibs lacked a cutting edge in attack until Dean Shiels found the net after his initial effort had hit the bar. Interview: Rangers manager Walter Smith Interview: Hibs manager Mixu Paatelainen Rangers are now six points clear of Celtic, who play Gretna on Sunday. Home manager Walter Smith made five changes from the Scottish Cup draw against Partick Thistle, with Barry Ferguson, David Weir, Sasa Papac, Lee McCulloch and Darcheville returning. Hibs made two changes following last week's win over Kilmarnock. Out went Paul

Intense Desire
I wanted it bad. I asked for it. I begged for it. I could taste it before I could even lick it. I could smell that smell , that creamy, desireable luscious aroma. It came in my view and i knelt down as if to graceously accept what is being given to me. Damn I love Oreos!!!! LOL!! XOXO

Fake Myspace Friends
I GOT THIS EMAIL AND THOUGHT IT WAS A REAL PERSON INTERESTED IN ME, I DON’T LIKE TO BE FOOLED. THIS IS WHAT IT SAID. Hello How are you doing today?i am so glad to hear from you,well i am single no kids am 28 years old i am from MAINE IN OLD TOWN i was just serching through myspace profile and i came accross your profile you seems to be an honest man to me so i decided to contact you if we can be able to mingle together am new to yahoo also new to myspace. com,well i am not here for games because I have been hurt once and i will never want to be hurt again in my life, the only man i trust treated me very bad the way i never expect..... caught him with a woman in the bed,anyway i want you to tell me more about your self and let see were this we lead us.. i hope to hear from you again ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: robert Date: Mar 13, 2008 4:38 AM Hi, Bethany I am glad that you have come by my way. I have been at yahoo a long time an

Life
Life I have heard people say, what's your story so here is mine. I have always been what most might think of as a Dreamer. Reading magazines on what is new on the money scene or as you might have heard the most exciting Money Making Opportunities. I watched the infomercials; I have joined the M.L.M. companies; traveled to different cities chasing my dreams. I was that enthusiastic individual; , Gong ho as some might say. Here are some things that I have learned trying out the new opportunities if you really wanna call them that. I have learned that there is no short cut to success, but by hard work doing the things you love for profit and remembering one of the oldest rules in the game, the customer is always right. If you keep those people that buy your goods or services happy you will do good.Well I did promise to tell you my story and all that I said is part of it. I want you to have a really good perspective so you can appreciate what I am doing. Presently I am living at some go

Just Thinking
Well it is Easter ... the holiday that represents the Crucifixion and Resurrection of Christ. I am far from a holy roller, but I have a new appreciation of the holiday. Some may say this is sacrilege but Easter has a whole new meaning for me. Some that may know me or know about me but others have no clue. I was in a relationship with a person who I thought was my Anamchara (It's the Celtic word for "soul friend") at least that is what he lead me to believe. In this relationship he contributed very little ... now if it was because he couldn't or didn't want to I am not sure. All I know is now he is gone and I am left to wonder. So on to how this reminds me of the Easter season. Well I my love life was basically crucified when I found out that we did not share the love that would make us grow and be happy. So we parted ways in a somewhat amicable fashion (at least I don't hate him) Now I am left to wonder will there be a resurrection of my love life ...

Tostadas Grandes
Tostadas Grandes Prep: 10 min, Cook: 5 min. 1 cup canned refried beans 4 purchased corn tostada shells 1 cup tomatoes, chopped 1 avocado, peeled, pitted and sliced 1 cup iceberg lettuce, shredded 1 cup Monterey Jack cheese, shredded 1 cup salsa 1/2 cup sour cream Heat beans in a heavy saucepan 3-5 minutes over medium heat, stirring often until hot. Divide beans equally into tostada shells. Layer with next 4 ingredients. Top with a dollop of salsa and sour cream. Per serving: calories 421, fat 29.1g, 60% calories from fat, cholesterol 43mg, protein 14.6g, carbohydrates 29.5g, fiber 9.0g, sugar 6.2g, sodium 650mg, diet points 9.5. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------