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Is She... Or Isn't She?
Ok so here's the deal, I work at a great place with great ppl and it rocks hardcore. However, all that could be in danger. So I work with this manager who is a SHOW STOPPER no lie. Thats not a problem because after all ppl should have eye candy to look at while at work. No what is a problem or could become a potential problem is that she SEEMS to be interested in makin' our relationship more than jus' management and subordinate. Now I will be the first to tell you that when it comes to women Im not one of the most observant ppl you will meet so the whole "signals" thing is lost on me. Im from the school of "if you want something go get it and leave the games to the kids." The signals I think I've been picking up on though are as follows: She finds reasons to spend massive amounts of time with me while at work from hangin' with me in my work zone to spendin' her lunch time with me. She telss me about personal business I dont jus' mean things that go on at home, which is

My Grandson Is Finally Here!!
My grandson Adin Michael finally arrived 3/31/08 at 1:31am. He weighed in at 7.09 and was 20 1/4 inches long. Baby and mom are doing fine. I however am exhausted and will still be MIA a few more days as I still have to bring Adin and his mommy home in the next 48 hours and get them settled in.

Guys...think About Some Of The Women In Your Life...
I hear so many times how good guys never get looked at but as I sit and think things true the same is said for those good women who may not be the most gorgeous women in the world by society's standards or even by you and your boys's standards but we are "cute"in some way. What about those females who are cute and are always having your backs? When will we get our appreciation or get the chance to be made to feel like nobody else around is as pretty as they are? In this life there are so many wants and desires that we as women probably want but mostly we want ...even if just for that one second in time to feel like the most beautiful woman in the world to that one special man. Too often we are made to feel like the ugliest, especially when he claims to love us but then runs around taking double takes at the next gorgeous, scantily clad woman that walks by and he is saying how fine she is or how GORGEOUS she was. That shit hurts a woman that rather leave some mystery or show some

True Texans
I saw this and wanted to forward to all true Texans for a good laugh. Let me know if you get a good laugh out of this. Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about folks from Texas .. If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Texas .. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Texas If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Texas If 'Vacation' means going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Texas If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Texas If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Texas If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Texas If you carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Texas If the speed limit on the highway is 55

Native Prayer
I prayed for the tears to stop,He sent me a rainbow,,I prayed for the night mares to stop ,He sent me a sunrise,,I prayed for my world to stop,,He sent me faith,,I prayed for the pain to stop,,He sent me strength,,I prayed for the fear to stop,,He sent me courage,I prayed for the loneliness to stop,,He sent me you.

Written In January
I realize I was in a dark place when I wrote this blog entry back then. I have come a long way since then. I just wanted to share this and reflect a bit for myself as to where I was at that time and where I am now. Here it is. There are good things and bad things about being a Dreamer. Dreamers have really great dreams and when they are made into reality they affect the world in a positive way. They take the idea that was in that dream and use it to drive themselves to go further in life. It takes a dreamer to make amazing works of art, write amazing books and it even takes a dreamer to become a musician or a dancer. The downside to being a dreamer is you live in a fantasyworld quite a bit. Sometimes when you are like me you have a hard time distinguishing the two and what was a reality you think is a dream and what is a dream is your reality so to speak. It leads to a destructive path at times because you tend to think what was in your head is actually happe

Wow! What A Month!
It has been a little past the first month of my engagement to my fiance, and boy it was a rough one. Although things are going great between us, but there are some things we may need to work out. Somehow, I cannot let my emotions get in the way, otherwise it will make him feel more upset than I could. Anyway, I took my best friend to have a dress tried on because she is named as my maitren of honor. My fiance's mom was with us that day and she notice that my consultant was brushing off some dry skin flakes off one of the dresses she has tried. I thought, well that was quite rude of her. And to add insult to injury, my comsultant believes that I don't want to talk to her anymore, just because my brain was elsewhere other than her. Hey, that is just me, I can be off somewhere in the great beyond, but all she had to do was do something to kinda grab my attention. For example: She could have at least said my name, then I'd snap out of it. But what my consultant did wqas kinda insulting, no

How It Is Said
"It is not just the words that are said, but how they are said and why." There is several reasons I say this tonight, and I have felt it for many years now as well. I talk for hours on end with a very special woman that I have fallen madly and deeply in love with. There is a very strong and loving bond with us. We share our inner most feelings and fears as we have never shared with anyone before. Sometimes it is hard to find the right words to explain your feelings, sometimes it is not. But when you are trying to tell the one you love how much you love them... It is not just the words you say to them, but how you say them and why you say them the way you do. The love of my life, Rhonda, was sent a link to a blog posting tonight. It was about "Being Treated Well". And she then sent the link to me and asked me to read it, because when she did read it herself, she thought of me. The words he put down are very inspiring, and made me think all over again how much I love my Rho

Another Auction :)
doin the auction thing again....if ya wanna own me..go bid on me :P....it ends 4/13.. clicky will take requests from those already in my family and get my rates :P 1.add to yahoo 2.300 11's durring happy hour 3.owned by in my name for a month 4.add to famly for a month 5.salute..any way you want it...sfw or nsfw or both 6.keep you shit faced whenever im online 7.be your crush for a month 8.stash rated durring happy hour 9.#1 friend and family for a month 10.will add more as bids or requests come in

Sweet And Innocent!
This is always a point of controversy..I say I am sweet and innocent!! You all know I am! But you can't admit it!! So let's see, do you believe the hoochie is sweet and innocent??? Answer truthfully!!! *shout me if ya need bribes* lol *huggies to everyone* lol

Into The Flame
I lay on the couch Staring deep into the fire place Mind in a slumber Day’s light fading to blue Fingertips tingle, ache, For want of touching you. Lips their sweet moistness, Crave the taste of you. Eyes gaze longingly, Upon your naked chest. Hands, dream of caressing, Rob you of your breath. My hot breath, blowing softly, Softly, Across your skin. Teeth, nibble gently, Sweet torment to begin. Tongue, slowly trailing, Trailing, a line within a fire. Hear you moan, Cry out my name, As passion flares within your eyes. All my endless thoughts, sexual desires, Become centered only upon you. As the flame, Burns, To a bright and glowing blue. Eyes focus to the fading blue It’s a new day once again Dream faded with the flames It all seamed so true

Stuff..
Tomorrow is my dad's birthday..he would have been 57. He passed away a few months ago after a long battle with illness. I miss him with everything. My heart hurts. **Please don't post comments to this blog entry. It's not my goal..simply to get it out somewhere. Thanks..

Drifting...
It's dark. I am a drifter. I was left here to find sanctuary. As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. But I cannot hide my inner feelings. My feelings of hate, my feelings of rage. My feelings of fear, my feelings of pain. Everywhere they follow me. They bring themselves on me like an unexpected accident. I close my eyes, hoping to erase them from my mind but instead they are there. Always, watching me. I am a drifter. Note to the public: If you cannot read this blog, and understand what it means, then you have no soul. I will not explain this to you; this is something that every human deals with at some point in their lives. When you have faced your trials and tribulations, you will understand. EneME

This Girl Rocks My World!
Guess what?!?! My best friend in the entire world joined fubar. So you all need to go show her tons of fu-luv!! **Add/Fan/Rate her, you know the drill** Thanks everyone! ♥Amy lexi8508@ fubar -This pimp out brought to you by- Amy ♥ [[Owned by Indradragon - The GodDragon!]]@ fubar

Pain And Whatnot Part 1
This is a 2 part blog...and I would really appreciate any input or any comments to justify that I am not in fact CRAZY =) Pain....and whatnot... I've been thinking about this for awhile and I think I have the whole "pain?hurting" thing down, sooooo here it goes. You hurt . You recover. You move on. Odds are pretty good you're just going to hurt again. But each time , you learn something. Each time you come out of it a little bit stronger, and at some point you realize that there are more flavors of pain than coffee. There's the the little empty pain of leaving something behind-graduating, taking the next step forward, walking out of something familiar and safe into the unknown. There's the big , whirling pain of life upending all of your plans and expectations. There's the sharp little pains of failure, and the most obscure aches of successes that didn't give you what you thought they would. There are the vicious , stabbing pains of finding others, giving them you

Bulletins And The English Language
Tonight I came across a bulletin, and although I agree with the sentiments it contained, I did have to laugh just a little bit...here is the bulletin I'm talking about: -------------------------------------------------- STUPID/SAD PEOPLE (repost) THIS IS MY RANT ABOUT THIS SITE AND WHAT IT HAS BECOME OVER THE TIME I HAVE BEEN ON HERE!!! THERE IS SO MANY JUDGE MENTAL PEOPLE ON THIS SITE. IT IS GETTING REALLY STUPID. PEOPLE WILL JUDGE U B/C UR FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE ON HERE AND THEY WILL NOT BE FRIENDS WITH U B/C OF IT OR UR ALL READY THERE FRIENDS AND THEY FIND OUT THAT UR FRIENDS WITH THE PERSON THAT THEY DON'T LIKE AND THEY DELETE U B/C OF IT. I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL ADULTS ON HERE? WELL IT SEEMS TO ME THAT WE AREN'T AT ALL. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT MOST OF US R IN PUBLIC SCHOOL AND DIDN'T GROW UP YET. WELL I CAN SAY I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP. I JUST WANT TO BE A TOYS R' US KID. LOL. BUT THAT IS BESIDES THE POINT. THERE IS A TIME WERE US ADULTS WANT TO GO BACK AND BE A

My View
I sit and watch...waiting for peace... Around me, there is chaos...screams and voices calling... I think of peace...It warms me like a blanket... A blanket against the coldness of the world... Peace... Some who wish for it look for it... Those who look for it find it... It's there...waiting for you... Peace, find it.

Everything Happens For A........
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that yo

My Birthday.
Hi to all my friends old and new my birthday is Thursday its hard to think I been on this site now alil over 2 yrs wow how time flys and lots of real good friends have made it a great time thank you all for being my friend and letting me have a chance to be your friend also and getting to know some of you too. I will be 37 wow imagine that as the day comes up I thank you all for helping me celebrate my birthday and hang out with all my great friends on this site thank you all for all the love you have shown me with the loss of my ferret a few months ago back also. I still have yet to find my brother but I never give up hope he will always be in my heart no matter what and of course the great tattoo of the skeleton ripping outta my left chest in his memory. no telling what il do for my birthday but what ever it il be sure to take pics soo you all can check them out also. Thank you all my good friends once again.. your friend .. Jay

'i Love You' In 25 Languages
How to say 'I love you' in 25 languages..... English - I Love You Spanish - Te Amo French - Je T'aime German - lch Liebe Dich Japanese - Ai Shite Imasu Thai - Phom rak khun Italian - Ti amo Chinese - Wo Ai Ni Swedish - Jag Alskar Alabama, Arkansas, Kansas, Oklahoma, Texas, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, Tennessee, Idaho, Missouri, Mississippi, Montana, Louisiana, Virginia, West Virginia, Kentucky, parts of Florida: Nice Ass , Get in the truck!!!

Feelings
I NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU UNTIL I LOST YOU..... YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND YOU STAY ON MY MIND TOO BAD WE DONT LIVE IN THE SAME STATE OR ELSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALL GREAT I AM SORRY IF I CAUSED YOU ANY HURT OR PAIN I NOW CRY LIKE A STORM OF RAIN I NEVER MEANT TO STRAY IN MY HEART YOU WILL FOREVER STAY I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I WISH WE COULD GET BACK TOGETHER AND SUCH THERE IS NOBODY ELSE LIKE YOU THAT MAKES ME FEEL THE WAY YOU DO I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!

Oxygen's Gone - Die Trying
Closer to closure Take this out of me Take anything you want ’Cause I’ll still breathe, I’ll still breathe Fading thinner but still it’s haunting me Can’t find the words to say to the angels That took you from me Three words three words My oxygen’s gone I can’t sleep, I can’t eat I cry out to God just to hear me It’s another day still the same with all my pain Not yet, not yet break me from these visions Not yet, not yet it’s too soon for you Still choking from knowing the love you’ve given me It’s hard to believe what I see is no dream, is no dream I’m drinking and sinking, still it’s haunting me I medicate my fears with more beers and more tears My oxygen’s gone It’s too soon (it’s too soon) for you It’s too soon (it’s too soon) It’s too soon (it’s too soon) for you My oxygen’s gone away My oxygen’s gone away (uh huh) It’s too soon I can’t sleep, I can’t eat I cry out to God just to hear me It’s another day still the same with all my pain Not yet, not y

Cowboys - Counting Crows
Cowboys on the road tonight Crying in their sleep If I was a hungry man with a gun in my hand, And some promises to keep, Who wanted to change the world, What’s as easy as murder? It’s all headlights and vapour trails And Circle K killers And I know I could look at anyone but you now I could fall under the eyes of anyone But you now, now, now, now So come on, come on, come on Oh, come on through now Come on, come on, come on Oh, come on through now This is a list of what I should have been But I’m not This is a list of the things that I should have seen But I’m not seeing The look in your eyes As his fingertips slid down your neck And made you shiver I’m just turning away from where I should have been Because I am not anything Oh, anything, oh The President’s in bed tonight But he can’t get to sleep ’Cause all the cowboys on the radio are killers And I believe she loves you ’Cause you never make her feel like anything She said, "I wouldn’t feel a t

The Promise And The Threat
They won't want you for who you are So you should step outside your skin Something tells me, that we were meant to be But how can that be? You run on evil, I run on fumes and stale air, when she came out , she brought her anger, she left her sympathy Behind the walls she built for me So we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might become the promise I want you for who you are So you can stay inside your skin Ohhhh something tells me love isn't enough But how can that be? You're not so evil, I'm not so good Crazy or mean, so we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might be come the threat She's so dramatic shes says I'm leaving, is that a promise or a threat? So we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you jus

Jason: August 26,2000
I feel so empty, I feel so sad I show no emotion, I am so mad Why did he have to leave me, leave us He had so much life to live So many adventures to go on So why did he have to leave so soon Why can't I cry, I don't under stand I just lost my best friend And yet I don't show any emotion It's all bottled up inside me I loved him like a brother, and as a friend He was so full of life and laughter He could make a joke out of any disaster He was there in good times and in bad So where is he now, when i feel so sad I wish he wouldn't have left us He had so many loved ones I can't wait to see him Smiling face and Loving heart. I wrote this after loosing my Best friend Jason Blake Booth August 26,2000.

Words To The Wise!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppost to let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more then once and it's harder everytime! You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with a best friend. You'll blame a new love for things and old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back! When you read this and i mean honestly read this. You will find the truth about it. You will nod your head at pretty much everything this quote says and for once this is how im going to try to live my life. No more stressing out over the littest things in the world. Maybe this is how you find inner peace and happiness with yourself.

Hello Troop Supporters
My hubby made it to kuwait about 2 1/2 weeks ago. He will be going to iraq to where he is suppose to be at soon. i was just hoping for all the prayers for him and his unit to make it back home safe and sound.. I love my hubby and i am very proud of him and all the other troops that are over there.. I support my hubby 100% and ofcourse all the other units overthere too... well that is all i have to say i am asking because i have alot going on in my life and prayers help out alot

Master Is Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

Dream Of Love
When my dream of love seemed like it would never come true, I closed my eyes and imagined you. When I least expected it, Love found me. Together, forever, we will be. Our hearts are conected. Our souls are one. Our life together has just begun. Though there will be good times and bad. As long as you love me, My heart will never be sad.

I Never Understand
It is so amazing what you can do for people. And then see how ungrateful they are. They dont care about you at all. Not all men but some are so evil that they dont even realize it. And women, i wont even start on that. Women are just crazy as hell even we dont know what we want half the time. I just wish that some men would just open their eyes enough to see what is right in front of them. Because alot of times they dont see that they really have a good women, and in this day and age is very hard to find. And us women are so stupid when we have a great guy we dont trust them. Understand both sexes is very mind blowing. But to understand the mind of men and their hearts will be the hardest thing to find out. When someone comes into your life trust your gut feeling for once and see what happens.

I Own Her! Check Her Out
this is my girl chrissy, she is awesome and i now own here till the end of april wooohoo! now u should go check her out and add her i promise you'll love her. ¢¾chrissy2cute84¢¾GREETER/PROMOTER @RELENTLESS¢¾Owned by ~Lil Devil~@ fubar

Love
sitting here waiting the clock going tick tick tick why should we waste anymore time i love you.. you say you love me i say "baby come to me " but she holds you back from something we both have dreamed i cant hold back.. my feelings are just to strong but i sit here in shadow waiting until i can say that you are mine come take my hand .. and dont look back let the people that hurt us stay behind as we move on to a life of love , caring and yes happiness the clock is ticking tick tick tick

Dare Ya
SEX APPLICATION 1. Your Name: Beth 2. Age: 20 (almost 21) 3. Favorite position(s) ? I love doggy or either one on top 4. Do you think I'm hot? yeah 5. Would you have sex with me? Yeah 6. Lights on or off? However you like it. 7. Would you have to be drunk? No 8. Would you take a shower with me? Yeah I love showers with other people LOL. You'd have to get me out of my self conscious shell first though 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Yeah 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? Prolly stay if you'd let me (I'm a woman for Christ's sake I like to cuddle) 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? Yeah 12. Co

Green Aliens Are Made Of Money
Love is such a powerful word. Tearing down walls to get to my heart and in just an instant love can break my heart into millions of pieces. On the outside I'm so secure, I've got it all together and I know exactly what I want. On the inside I'm lost and lonely, crying myself to sleep, I listen and speak vulgar languages trying to deny my own self. Looking in the mirror I see every scar, the flaws jump out at me, my eyes crooked, my nose too big, they say theres a surgery for that but I'm not made of money or else I'd be green, like some little alien. It seems to me that while I lust for this one in particular guy the one I really want comes home soon. He's been away in a war, now he's coming home, it's not love, but rather a lust of how much I can see myself jumping in his arms, being with him, just talking with him about everything. My current boyfriend would kill me, he's overly jealous, accused me of cheating on him when I gave my stepbrother a hug, hates it when I han

Cat Lover Or Not, This Is Hysterical!
MEEEE OWIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cat Lover or Not, this is hysterical! We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. "Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it." "You know

Daydream
Flowers Blooming Bees Buzzing Id give anything to be taken away from here So I Close my eyes Take a deep breath and I'm gone Into a world that does not hurt me A place that has no worries, no pain or hate or loneliness Where the birds sing the sun shines, brightly and I am everything Taken away from myself and everyone else Until I wake up by a sound I find familiar But I hope this time it will last Forever

Defining Moments
I think in our life we have these moments that define us. They can be good or bad or tragic but the one thing they all have in common is that they change who we could have been and shape who we are. I think for me, one of those moments was being raped. Its odd, but in that moment i swear I felt everything turn. Change in some profound and irreversible way. The circumstances of the really bad Lifetime movie I found myself starring in isn't really as important as the fact that i can't quite seem to feel like I left it behind me. I mean, I'm stuck in a lot of ways in this place of "dealing" with it. For example, i have the most wicked insomnia. I have, still, horrible nightmares about what happened. No sleep=no nightmares. Therefore no sleep for me, until i just absolutely have to. I'm kind of afraid to live alone and I shut down completely when a guy gets angry. I feel like there is something inherently wrong with me now in a way that i can't change. And then the logical si

Back For More
Ok so in the past few days I have had 2 guys that I used to mess around with get my attention again. Why is it that when guys break up or get broken up with they go back to their old flings? I wasn't good enough to date but I was just good enough to fuck! I don't want to be there for someone to come too when they are horny, I am better then that. I can make someone happy but haven't been able to do that yet, no one wants to give me that chance to do so. I don't know why not, I like to spoil my guy. I don't have alot of time to spend with them which I know most guys like because they want a boys night out and not always be with thier girl. Well I am just annoyed that I am just good for sex and nothing more. If you read this and you are someone that is back for more I hope you take this and think about it.

Leave Me Some Voice Comments
it would really be cool if some of my cool freinds on here leave me some voice comments on my page.. i would really apreciate an would love to here a few hello voice messages from u guys.. if u wanna leave em one just go to my page an click on that voice message thingy thank u 2 all of those who leave me one in advance muah!! xoxoxo, jtily06

Home
I had a home a life before a roof to hide me away from heel a safe place to dwell i lost my home my life and more no place to go no where to know i lost my mind or maybe gained one then lost, i bit, i screamed, i tore, id laugh and bleed i lost my family maybe it was never real but i have memories, scars i can never heal i lost my life for a period of time from which i cant remember no summer, no rain, no snowy december though still i have no sanity i slowly gained things back a new house, and then another a new family, an almost brother my old life has disapeared one thing that changed for good was the laughter of the little girl who bled all over her small world my mind i will not miss ive found the place i belong a place i might remember, a place ill always know finally, im home

This Is What I Want
Give me passion, give me heat. I want to feel you next to me. I want love, I need fire. Are you the one that I desire? I can’t breathe when you talk to me... I’m going out of my mind. I’ve looked at love from both sides now From give and take, and still somehow It’s loves illusions I recall I really don’t know love at all... Show me. Hold me. Touch me. Kiss me. I pray you never let me go. Be my happily ever after. Your name must be written on the clouds, Everywhere I look you are found. Can you find your happiness with me Am I the girl in you dreams All it takes is one step.... Let’s dream together tonight.

Land Of The Insane
fuck it all who cares anymore why is it so important to be the man on top or how fat your wallet is why cant it just stop, all this greed all it does is cause war,dealth,pestilence, and fammen you dont see it cuz they have you glued to your seat in servatude you know the rights you give away you dont get back patriot act, sound familiar i think they made a movie that covered that ENEMY OF THE STATE and you stupid fucks gave them everything they needed if i could meet you in person i would spit in your face money hah, is it really worth the price that is comming i just hope you enjoy your blood money, i really do!!! cuz in your greed you have doomed us all the tears i cry arent for you or me it's for our youth and what they are going to have to do and put up with AMERICA THE LAND OF THE INSANE

A Big Ty To Everyone For Making Me Godmother :)
These 5 wonderful ladies got the ball rolling to get me to Godmother! Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family*@ fubar ღ•Mz.ß•ღ -Membe of D.S.C & CLUB F.A.R, Fu-Owned by Mikey@ fubar ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar Tysm to everyone for all ur help, I couldnt of done it without all of you! Theres so many people and my bartab was flying lol Ty 2 all my friends, Shadow Levelers etc..I wish I could of added each and everyone of you! If u ever need help, u bet I will be there, now im on a mission to returning all the love lol All of you are simply amazing, you showed what true friendship is all about! Much love xoxoxox

Questions.....
LETS PLAY TRUTH OR DARE (0: Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat

My Interpretation
My interpretation of love Is to crace something that's so far away Such as the perfect man That will come home to you everyday Or a female that will be real And always stay true So my interpretation of love Is a lust that is stretched by what we do Love is imaginary at the begining Then reality slaps you in the end Love is disquised as that one person That pretends to be your best friend So to me love can only last so long A couple weeks, months, or years Then it's all the sudden gone And you're the one left in tears So i can't say i believe in love But i do believe in lust Because it's the one thing That we can always trust It will be there physically and even emotionally too So think of a persons lust The next time they say "I Love You"

2 1/2 Years Cancer Free
Tomorrow is the second to last test in Spanish, I can't wait to get it over with. Also, tomorrow is supposed to be sunny and 65. I pumped up my tires and played with the gears... its time to start riding outside. I have a good 8 mile course planned out, lots of hills and all of that. Its hard to describe how it feels to be riding, its like when I used to put on my uniform with the Army. You put the gear on and you're not yourself anymore, you're part of something bigger... you become a symbol. 2 and a half years after cancer and I'm still here. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon...

A Better Place
There is a better place, That I’m a going, No pain, no sorrow, no death..... Jesus has gone to prepare, A better place for me, A place of comfort, understanding, love...... There will be choirs of Angels singing, Glory, glory hallelujah, All of the day long...... I’ve been preparing to leave, In a heartbeat, No pain, sorrow or death will be there...... I’m going to enter that city, That Jesus went to prepare for me, The one without pain, sorrow or death...... There will be a mansion, Built just for me, Without pain, sorrow or death,

Me
the light is bright, almost blinding i squintto rid the glare and then i see it, all the pain,suffering,guilt i have left in my wake i try to stop it, hands out infront it just keeps comming , pushing forward i struggle, fight it i cant sleep anymore, dreams are to dark twisted are my thoughts i can feel what's next, i can see it try to avoid it but it's like i am supposed to embrace it how can one fight what he is destined to become, a monster the only way to describe it is mans inner most nature natural instincts of man aren't love,peace,or harmony more like death,destruction,disorder,kaos,and abuse i want to say i am a good person, but all the signs say different how can man be this way, how can god be this way

You Know You Are A Fire Fighter When
YOU KNOW YOU ARE A FIRE FIGHTER WHEN 1. You can tell what type of fire it is by the smell of smoke 10 miles away. 2. You have ever had a heated debate over the color of fire trucks. 3. You have ever spent 10 min trying to force open a door only to have someone come along and open it by turning the handle. 4. You have ever taken 10 or more showers in 1 day. 5. You lay out your clothes from that day so if there is a call at night you can find them quickly. 6. You take great joy in smashing the windows of a car parked in a fire zone or in front of a hydrant. 7. You have ever been airborne without an aircraft and water was your thrust. 8. You always wear red suspenders. 9. You have ever slept in a hosebed. 10. You carry a ton of specially modified tools in your pocket. 11. You ever cursed out someone for armor-alling the seats to make them look nice. 12. You've ever clung to the air horn chord for dear life because the driver is insane. 13. You have

Sometimes
Some times life can be hard not always easy and never fun maybe you should try looking at it through the barrel of a gun. look at it this way there will always be one there will always be some one taller, better, faster, stronger but maybe just maybe every once in a while some one is looking at you thinking the exact same thing

Men & Sex
well this is a bit awkward but my hubby has been reading up on women who squirt....LOL idk if thats for real though it looks like the women are peeing...LOL i have read myself it is true. Can anyone tell me if they have experienced this or tell me where i can find more info ? i mean when i cumm i cumm but idk about Squirting :) ty Peace

A New Toadies Album?! Could It Be True?!
Some pirated Toadies videos surfaced, making it appear that Toadies are back in the studio recording another album. This fuels rumors that have been surfacing all over the internet. If these rumors are true, than I am beyond excited. I want to hear what my fellow Toadies fans think about it. What do you say? If you haven’t seen the videos, here are links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsLYaLwzOtA and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1C4xtqfKBM If you are not familiar with Toadies, ten please check them out. http://www.myspace.com/toadies

The Party
Hey guys, Sorry I was a little tied up last week. Well, more like cuffed, and gagged. Through in the fact that I was on a forced kandi flip the entire time. I didn't get any sleep the entire time but the dream stalker made many many visits. Now that is amazing to be all cuffed up, 2 guys raping my little drug body, and my mind teasing and instigating a dream. Walking is still difficult because my legs were chained out so far for so long. Lets don't forget my, jaw, ass, pussy is sore for the constant abuse. Fuck my jaw seems like its broke or torn or something. Luv U Tara

Personal Morality
I will not try to enforce my sense of right and wrong...my morality...on anyone. That doesn't mean I'll accept people for who they are...I can be just as judgmental as the next guy. All it means is that if I don't agree with you, I'll either avoid the subject or I'll avoid you. To me, that's fair. You get to peacefully maintain your beliefs, and I'll maintain mine. Now, there are social norms that must always be maintained; you can't just rape, murder, pillage, steal, etc. because it's within your moral code. No one has the right to randomly cause harm to others. But there are other topics that seem to always have intense ideas attached to them. Specifically, the subject of sex. Some people find nothing wrong with casual sex (I'm one of them). They attach love and emotion to other parts of relationships, so sex is an open playground. Others, however, attach emotion to the physical act of sex. That's understandable, especially with closeness that has to occur for sex to h

My New House
ok... really i am not a shallow person. it really isn't all about me but i do have to say that there are some very interesting things going on in my life right now. i have a new house. i love my new house. it is in a little town called kingstowne, nestled around springfield and alexandria va. it is so beautiful here. i have some cherry blossom trees in my yard that are blooming right now. i have a yard! how exciting. i who have spent that last year of my life in iraq, is very excited to have a yard. it is 3 level town home. completely gorgeous! did i mention i love it. i will have some pics up soon. i am working at a great army clinic here in dc. it is awesome. very lax. i can tell this may be a bad thing. :) i have been meeting some new people in the area. i am really excited about this. i came here knowing two people. krissy is probably the person i am most excited to know from the area right now. the next part... all i have to say is "crystal blue" surrounded by tan. :)

Life Is Common Reality
life is a common reality between all things it's me,you,rocks,trees,animals,insects but the quest in life is of the most importance if you give up on life does that make you weak, perhaps but that isn't the point, the way i figure is everything gives up on life in one way or the other. i have been told i was wrong maybe i am, one will never know truely. i have always said that conflict is life so it always made complete sence to define myself through conflict, thats what i have lived by from so many years now. but now it seems as though my thoughts have started to change, between you and me i could give a fuck were i go from here, i am just here for the ride, the ups and downs, it's all the same to me now.i have had it with everything in life love,happyness,sadness,friends,enemys. who the fuck cares anymore,"not i" said the cat. so where do i go from here who knows, who cares, "not i" said the cat, "NOT I" said the cat

Being Treated Well
How do you convince someone that being treated well is something we all deserve? How do you show them that their past does not deside what they deserve? These are hard questions and i have no direct answers or solutions. But i can say this from my own heart. Everyone deserves to be treated right, no matter what has been done in their past to them. I do understand how hard it is to accept good things when your use to such bad things. But breaking that norm while hard is the best thing for everyone. We all desire to be loved, and cherished, we desire a friend and a lover who is true to their ending breath. Yet when we have bad experiance after bad experiance we tend to see that as our norm. We tend to deside that its us creating the bad realtionships, when we are not the ones to blame. Our only blame is not seeing the truth, but even the truth can lay hidden for days, months, or years. And once we see the truth alot of times we try to convince ourselfs its not real. This is natu

Love Eternal
Love Eternal Love is eternal when I look in your eyes, passion flows free in your touch. The sun smiles down on true love. Were you there when I was surrounded by night? Using and being used in the dark. Sin for sin, lie for lie, wild and untamed.. Regrets filled the darkness. You smiled and the sun rose. You spoke warmth and love, Forgiveness and understanding. You broght forth life from the dying. Eternal love and gratefullness will allways be yours. I love you.

Darkness (jim Morrison, I Am Not...)
Darkness (Jim Morrison, I am not...) Darkness Heavy on our souls. We need a new sunrise, immaculate in conception, perfect in splendor and raideance. Come forth and bring peace, come forth and bring inlightenment of the ones gone before. Did you know that mad spitits roam free in the devils hour? Did you know that searching souls roam wild in the night under dim stars that shine dim scenes in the graveyard? There's a deamon on the doorstep. Destruction for sale. Nations buy in bulk. If blood is the rose of mysterious union, are bullets the brand of enevitable death? Shoot the fuckers down. More roam in the sands in midnights madness. "This is the end, beautifull friend, the end." The Poet still sings somewhere in the sun. Bring a new sun. A new day, not of destruction. Rise and come forth.

I’ll Give You A Ride
I’ll Give You a Ride Where will you go when the wilde night comes? When Death rides up on a wilde black horse. They were warned it would come by the poets and the prophets and the aincient ones. They were warned they would cause their own death. Mass unknowing suicide,lead by blind pigs too greedy to care. Black Shrouded Death controles them. Did no one listen when the Poet cried? Did no one listen before he died? They were warned to early, listened to late. What have they done to our childrens fate? The children watch as the Black Horse rides, he brings our doom. Watch with me, under a mad new moon, insane scenes in the everpresent night. Come on. I'll take you down by the sea. We'll watch the waves crash destruction on the shore. Where will you go when the Horsemen come and mad men run rampant as the cities burn in the angry sun? Come on. I'll give you a ride.

A Little Poem For A Happy Fuckin New Year. (old Blog...)
A little poem for a happy fuckin new year. Fireworks explode like bombs on the harbor. Waking spirits roam free at midnight. Explosions fill the sky. Empty celebration. Do they celebrate new life? A new dawn? Or a faded, warn out facade of happiness to mask looming death? One year closer to destruction. Smoke fills the night like saddened spirits in dark destructive skys. Go forth. Destroy yourselvs. Go forth. Drink yourselvs to death. Go forth. Lie. Murder. Destroy. Go forth in blindness and ignorance. Come with me into a new blood dawn. Look full into Death's smiling face. "Come forth." he says, "Come forth, I'll show you a new sunrise, radiant in blood. I'll show you oceans of death and decay. I'll show you mad dances by mad spirits rotting in murderous delight. I'll show you those that I'v devoured. I've devoured years and wars and armies soaked in blood, and lost souls in the dead of night. And now I'll devour you." Come on... I'll show you....

Ems Week
*****Dedicated to Paramedics, Fire Fighters, Police Officers and their Dispatchers***** I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke sensations that I’ve become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call. Is this a false alarm or a working fire? Is the caller in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you could be in the Emergency Room, as a Doctor pronounces dead, the beautiful five year old girl that I have been trying to save for t

Rate Me Plz
Can a hippie get some Do me a favor, go give this fella some rates! (yes, even if you are a GUY)His account was deleted and hes starting over :( after being so close to henchman. Give him some pic rates and love! Rate that stash, and leave loads of comments!!Oh yeah, ask him about his love for cows!!! Tell him berry sent ya. ;)way2xsf@ fubar

Choices
I have faith that I am capable of anything. Beyond that, I have faith that I will achieve my pie-in-the-sky dreams. I will be with my soul mate. I will become enlightened. These aren't so much ifs to me as whens or hows. This understanding goes beyond rational thought. I don't have any logical basis for these conclusions, I guess it is just something I foresee as a natural consequence of life. I have wanted to become enlightened for longer than I knew there was a word for it. I wanted to become enlightened for all the wrong reasons. So that I could be overwhelmingly happy all the time. So that I could achieve all my goals. So that I could help people and have respect and admiration. More recently, so that I could be at peace with myself. I realized that the root of my unhappiness for so many years is the disconnection between what I intend and what I am. I have all these ideas of how I want to change my life, who I want to be, what I want to have. I want a meaningful romantic relat

Fake By Jd
..ask her for a salute and she cuts you, pics stolen from a party girl site or something, messes with people and their lounges too, check that family, usual suspects of fake, stupid and drama. lol Repost. DJ YumYum~Owner Of THE HOT SPOT~Owned By Beagle& Dave@ fubar And of course.. Some stuff to think about and pass along to others around here that I blogged about... click to check it out... Some stuff to think about bought to you by: Johnnydevil@ fubar

Not Good News
Well today my stepmom was taken to the hospital with a possible stroke. Shes been having problems for three weeks and on easter her mouth was slightly drawn. I guess she has proceeded to get worse since then. People had thought she had been drinking. Her speech was slurred and shes falling alot. Dad went home from work and took her to the E-room. They did a few test and found an inch long lesion on her brain stem. Tomorrow they are doing more tests on her. Im not sure if a neurosurgeon has been called yet or not but Im sure there will be one called soon. Right now they have her resting comfortably in a room and are giving her pain meds so she can get some rest. Ill update has I find out more. update: Most of you know that my stepmom was taken to the hospital yesterday. well today after more tests they found a hard spot and liquid above the lesion on her brain stem. They also found nodules on her lungs. They dont know at this point if its cancer or not or where it started. They al

Turkey Ham And Apple Sandwich
2 slices raisin bread 2 teaspoons (10 ml) reduced-fat mayonnaise 1 teaspoon (5 ml) prepared mustard (optional) 2 ounces (60 g) sliced deli turkey ham 1 small apple, cut in half, cored, and thinly sliced 1 lettuce leaf, washed and drained on paper towels 1. Lay bread slices on a cutting board. In a small bowl, combine mayonnaise and mustard, if using 2. Spread the mayonnaise mixture on the top side of each bread slice. 3. Fold each turkey ham slice into quarters and place on 1 slice of bread. Arrange the apple slices on top of the turkey ham. Cover with the lettuce leaf. 4. Place the second slice on top of the lettuce, mayonnaise side down. 5. Serve at once, or cut into half or quarters and serve. Per serving: 304 calories (24% calories from fat), 15 g protein, 8 g total fat (2.2 g saturated fat), 45 g carbohydrate, 5 g dietary fiber, 45 mg cholesterol, 896 mg sodium Diabetic exchanges: 2 lean meat, 3 carbohydrate (2 bread/starch, 1 fruit)

Ric Flair
Speaking of RIC FLAIR if people didn’t know Ric does a lot for WWE then just wrestle he writes a lot of roles on there he has been doing that for yrs the man is in a class by his self in the WWE , he is also going on 60 yrs old he has done his time as a wrestler now its time to move on and in join his family . but he is not done with it , he will stay and write for the younger wrestlers and help them out he need to become a manger

Omg You Have To See
Once again she has put herself up for auction and has declared this to be her last!!! So if you wanna chance to own this beauty one last time you better get there fast. Bidding has just started and will end on April the 7th.. These are her biggest offers to date and you don't wanna miss out on it!! So click the pic below jump and go before it's too late and you miss out on a rare beauty Also check out the host ...send her some love as well ¢¾cottonblossom¢¾

Turkey Tortilla Wrap
1 7-inch (17.5 cm) fat-free flour tortilla 1 teaspoon (5 ml) prepared or Dijon mustard 1 ounce sliced deli turkey breast 1 ounce (30 g) shredded reduced-fat Jack cheese 1. Place the tortilla on a paper towel and microwave on HIGH (100%) power to 30 seconds. Transfer tortilla to a work surface. 2. Spread the top of the tortilla with mustard and arrange half of the turkey to within 1/2-inch (1.25 cm) of the edge. 3. Evenly sprinkle the cheese over the turkey and top with remaining turkey. 4. Roll up like a burrito and loosely wrap in microwave-safe plastic wrap or waxed paper. 5. Microwave on HIGH power (100%) power for 45 to 60 seconds, until tortilla is warm and cheese is melted. Carefully unwrap and cut in half or leave whole. Serve warm. Per serving: 222 calories (24% calories from fat), 17 g protein, 6 g total fat (3.6 g saturated fat), 25 g carbohydrate, 1 g dietary fiber, 31 mg cholesterol, 895 mg sodium Diabetic exchanges: 2 lean meat, 1 1/2 carbohyd

Its Along Way To The Top
IF YOU WANNA ROCK N ROLL! JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS TO ALL THAT HAS HELPED ME FROM MY LEVELING TO MY GIVEAWAY! THERE ARE SO MANY OF YOU I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO THANK YOU ALL INDIVUALLY! ALL I CAN SAY IS ROCK ON FUBAR!!!! THANKS! TERRY

Penning
Each and every time I pick up my pen thoughts flow to places I have never been my thoughts through my pen can go anywhere as I can go here and I can go there. The ink flowing from my pen to words I create and when I am done there is no debate there are many who actually await for the next set of words I will create. My talent is created in the form of words they will touch both your ears and your heart so if you want to enjoy and feel my words you must open and let them into your heart. So please encourage me to pick up my pen and I will take you to wonderful places again hopefully my words will touch your heart and with that thought, Now I Must Part...

Cheese And Turkey Burgers With Apples, Onions, And Peppers
1 1/2 pounds (600 g) ground white meat turkey 1/2 ounce (15 g) skim milk cheddar cheese sliced into very thin slices 1/8 teaspoon (0.6 ml) kosher salt freshly ground pepper vegetable cooking spray 1 large cooking apple such as Braeburn, Granny Smith, or Macintosh, cored and cut into slices 2 ounces (60 g) red onion, thinly sliced 1/2 red pepper (2 ounces) cut in julienne strips 4 whole wheat rolls mustard (optional) low-sodium ketchup (optional) 1. Shape the turkey into 8 round uniform patties. Top 4 with cheese and top with another patty, pressing the sides of the patty down to enclose the cheese. 2. Coat 2 skillets with cooking spray. Cook the patties in one skillet and the apple and vegetables in the other until done. 3. When ready to serve, place a turkey double-patty on each of the 4 rolls, top with apples and vegetables and (if using) pass the mustard and low-sodium ketchup. Per serving: 351 calories (13% calories from fat), 46 g protein, 5 g total

Art In Work
choris -destroy their febble minds destroy the forgotten lies destroy the clock and the time destroy my petty life- destroy everythingi cant get enough destroy my life its in a paper cup destroy all time cuz its just a waste destroy my brain now i'm shit faced choris destroy all lines man there just a drag destroy my mood seems i am always sad destroy your drugs cuz they have no worth destroy the jocks so horray for the nerds choris

3-alarm Chili
(makes 4 servings) 1 pound (480 g) top sirloin, coarsely ground 1 medium white onion, 6 ounces (180 g), chopped 1 large clove garlic, minced 1 medium red bell pepper, 6 ounces (180 g), seeded and chopped 3 tablespoons (45 ml) good-quality chili powder 1/2 tablespoon (7.5 ml) ground cumin 1 teaspoon (5 ml) crushed dried oregano 1 14 1/2-ounce (435 g) no salt added crushed tomatoes 1/2 cup (120 ml) low-sodium canned beef broth Topping 1/2 cup (115 g) plain nonfat yogurt 2 tablespoons (30 ml) minced fresh cilantro 1 teaspoon (5 ml) good-quality chili powder 1/8 teaspoon (0.6 ml) cayenne pepper 1. Put the ground sirloin in a Dutch oven or large saucepan over medium heat. Cook, stirring, until beef is no longer pink. Drain off any fat or juices. 2. Measure 2 tablespoons of the onion; set aside. Put remaining onion, garlic, and bell pepper into the pot and cook, stirring, for 5 minutes. Stir in chili powder, cumin, oregano, tomatoes with their liquid, and beef broth

The Perfect Place
It's shallow depths that scrape your skin, yet, not enough to harm you. And, floating dreams of some odd sort; the beauty in surrounding wind. It's perfection in delightful ways - sketching figures in such calm, cool waters. And, no sounds can be heard, but the movement against sparkling ice. The sun sets - so delicious in it's own way, like a burning fire over this wondrous glazed earth. The darkness settles, but no fears seem to arise - the perfect place for the most imperfect person. - - - And, I still feel here at home - inside and out, the wonderful peace surrounding my being . . . as if no problems belong to me, nor this earth; . . . If only it were true, my perfect utopia.

Thanks To Everyone So Much
I just wanted to drop a few lines to let everyone know that I am still here. I have been unable to get online the last few days due to circumstances at home. I will get to all the new supporters as soon as I can get back online again. I tried to add all pending friend requests so that they dont fall behind. I will be back very very soon. To those that were helping me through my time....THANK YOU!!! You have no idea how much that helped. Be back soon and we will continue to do what we do!!! Thanks again!!! Bless All Of You!!!

Two Hearts As One Poem I Wrtoe To My Wife
Two souls joined in heaven above Two hearts bound by love I see the stars in your eyes My fire in the dark of night My strength and guiding light A deep love we hold Never to die Never again to be alone Closing my eyes i hear what you say The oneness we became Thru all the hurt and pain Never changing your loving ways Together never to part Our love a gift from God above Deep inside our hearts Forever as one

Hell Explained By A Chem Student
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. A s for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the wor

Different Kinda Lady
Different Kinda Lady By Haystak She was the prom queen, the world was hers With a wave of her hand, whispered words Hearts broken by her abilities Addicted to the sweetness of a gentle kiss Lost in a search for something she might never find Never know if she don’t try, the results will come in time No time to smell the roses, let alone slow dance Too many bad memories of forgotten romance She walked out slammed the door Damn him, she didn’t need him A child game she had to cloth him feed him Alone after so long gave up hope Convinced all men were abusive Undependable heathens and sold dope Mister right wasn’t coming A fact that she would have to face She didn’t have no time to waste, she had a man to raise No man to chase, sick of living in this blasted place No time to sit around weeping like a basket case Her son made it all worthwhile The only man that got to see her smile She reminisced about her lifestyle before the baby came She did what responsible peo

My Computer
Hello my friends! Just thought I would let you know that I received a trojan virus from someone on Fubar I don't know who though. I don't know how long my computer will be working for either before it crashes all together. I will try my best to fix it and I hope to be able to stay on but incase I can't I want you know to know that I love ya all and that I will return to fubar as soon as possible! Have a great week hugs!

Where Is All The Family??
I have noticed today that a lot of the family members have been online but are not helping with bombing... if you don't want to leave ANY comments at all why are you in a bombing family?? If you want to be a part of this family and have the family back you when you need help then you need to help other members of the family when they need it. We have a contest going on RIGHT NOW that we need help with she is a member of the family and she is also co-founder now, if you don't want to help the family out at all then you need to leave plain and simple!! Got it??

Why Does He Do It??
well everyone i just broke up with my bf of 4 months and he is still hurting me. he would control me and be possesive over me. but the bad thing is that i still love him. im so confused, i just wish that i could hold my dad and let him help me but i cant. im just so confused, he begs me to take him back but i dont want to and now im always upset and depressed. WHY do i some how find these guys that hurt me??????????? I just wish i could hide and never get hurt or get my heart broken again.

Help!!!!!
Hi there! I am currently in a contest for a one day ticker and need your help!Rates are worth 2 points, and comments are worth 1 point, the person with the most points by 4/14 at 7pm east, wins!....tell your friends too...come rate and comment!.....click on the pic link below!...I need all the rates I can get!!!

Stuck Up Bitches
I can`t stand those/Miss my assets are the best of me/ I'm so hot the cops should be Arrestin me/ Can't go through life with jus the bare nacessity's/ when it comes to drugs my nose is the best for me/if theres a wrinkle in my dress it starts stressing me, but that only happens when ugly puts a hex on me/ The 12 digits in the bank reflex on me/from my cloths ta my diamond rings/i can buy any thing an u cant do a damn thing}{Listen here u stuck up bitch u gonna get jacked/what u dont know in ten yrs youll be fat/broke as a joke now u live in a shack/went from riches ta plan hoodrat/O`shit wheres yo money at i thought it had yo back/talkin all that smack now look where u at/trin ta work ta get back ,but u aint goin nowhere workin at da waffle shack/wit yo funny hat no tips cuz u fat cold sores that attack/bitch u better step back}{I bet u would change the way u act if u could go back apologizin for all that smack wantin yo life back[Jus ta let u know this could be real not jus a rap!!!]

New Aim Screen Name
Hey people! I've just made a new AIM screen name. I'll still be using SecksiVenusFly, but I'll be on my new one more. My new name is TastesLikeCondom. Dorky. I know. Love yous! ~ Morbid ¢¾¢¾

Full Circle
In the stillness of the night when thoughts run wild I lay quietly and ponder life’s joy and sorrow Many times I wander aimlessly amidst my mind Searching for any inkling of my tomorrow Perusing my past in movie theatre form I view all those things which caused me pain I have seen my eyes weep mornfully many times And have wondered if I will ever see the rain Many comforts lie softly hidden behind those tears Yet, somehow I have seemed to make due Rising in the morning, accepting the sun willingly I realize at once that I see life with a different view Could it be that I was meant to suffer strife To teach me of all those things not mentioned, yet felt To remind me that life is a gift forever encompassing Those things which are both eloquent and svelt? I have experienced the best of both worlds I have suffered the pain of a discontent lover and more I have explicitly relished in the joys of being a parent I wonder what will be behind the next door Love,

For People With Type 2 Diabetes ...!!
It's not as hard as you may think. Healthy eating and regular physical activity are important in managing your type 2 diabetes because they can lower your blood sugar, blood pressure, cholesterol, and triglycerides, as well as help control your weight. It’s important to know that you don’t have to change your entire life to begin eating properly. In fact, simply by reading up on good ways to eat healthy, you will be well on your way to making positive changes to your health. Know the basics of a good healthy eating plan The best healthy eating plan for type 2 diabetes is one that helps you reach all of your goals and is realistic for you. No two healthy eating plans are the same. However, there are some basics everyone should keep in mind. Choose wisely: * Choose a variety of foods, especially those that contain carbohydrates and fiber, such as whole grains, beans, vegetables, and fruit. * You should eat foods that contain protein, such as meat, fish, poultry, b

Pedestal
Put on a pedestal by everyone around Brought up to be someone he wasn't Only to feel that he'd let us down You can see the pain on his face You'll want to hug him and take it all away Just wrap your arms around his waist Tell him that you love him and never let go Do anything for him Just to see his face glow Even if a smirk maybe all you will get Tell him every second your with him You mean it when you say its worth it When he tells you that he doesn't want to hurt you Smile and tell him that he can't No matter what you two may go thru So that boy on the pedestal the one who can't smile Next time your with him kiss him sweetly Pull him to you and ask him to stay awhile

Comments,rates,add,fan,etc.
WE are a couple who are in love. WE do not want to see all your naked pics. WE do not share our naked pics. If you make a comment about one of US, you make it about both of US. Remember when you are on here and you see this name logged on, it may be either of US logged on. So you all better be very careful what comments or messages you send out to US because you guys may be talking to Jedi and you ladies may be talking to Melon. WE do not want to join other couples or singles or groups for "adult fun". WE are not into that kind of scene. WE are totally into each other and that is all. DO NOT TRY TO CONTACT US WANTING TO MEET ONE OF US WITHOUT THE OTHER BECAUSE IT AIN'T GONNA HAPPEN. Hopefully there are some real people out there who will respect US and WE have so far met a few. Hopefully they will all be as considerate.

Tell Them Moon Sent You
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Why Do They Do That?
You help someone who needs you, give them all you have, and they still go back to the same place where they never mattered in the first place. A place where no one is there for them, where no gives a crap if they have a home, food anything...........so tell me why!!!

I Got Your Back
as many people know from meeting me on the various blog sites i am on and becoming friends with me through msn myspace im and aim they know i am a very altruistic person i am always very happy and very eager to be able to talk to any of them but as i have exhibited before i am also very passionate in the words that i use even with couples that i meet (mostly the female counter parts). see when i make a friend i get to know them and we always have a good time and we always end up talking and laughing and having fun together. i always end up "falling’ for my friends in a purely plutonic way i somewhat develope feelings for them which for some people can come off as too strong and they think i am being too flirtatious or strong and that usually gets me banned from there lives and i never hear from them again. i am not really "apologizing" for being so "loving" or "amorous" i will never apologize for being me i just want everyone to know that if i ever do sound to passionate or "amorous" o

Falling
Why do we fall? If its not worth it all, We verbally speak, Yet words we seek, we visually see, yet love we never free. I'm inside this frame, surrounded by tears of fame. Never could reach the sky, thats why I'd cry, How hard to be me? complete will I never be. Living in a world of tyranny, In search of an enemy. I feel like I'm tall, seen by all, My only wish is to crawl. How does it feel? Longing to be real, not knowing I can feel, Living when I'm not ill, Inevitably I'm still Is my destiny fulfilled? My life fully revealed? My loyalty concealed? Why do we fall?

Raw
Grouchy, screeching workaholics and bored, blissful blobs Toxic swamp of post-industrial life, ruled by snobs Stomachs tied in knots, cholesterol blocks blood inside Screens are preaching dreams that fail to address every need How my kitchen’s heat leaves you cold ices the taken cake Pressure-cooker life lived by each person who dreams awake Toxic swamp of post-industrial life, ruled by snobs Grouchy, screeching workaholics and bored, blissful blobs

Secrets
Secrets kept, held, in our heart, where they dwell, secrets of love, secrets of life, secrets of grief, secrets of strife, secrets are given, secrets are told, to someone you trust, for them to hold, secrets are hidden, away from the light, inside you they shine, like stars in the night, secrets of anger, secrets of madness, secrets of tears, secrets of sadness, secrets are whispered, again and again, secrets they cause us, oh so much pain, yet still we hold them, deep down inside, left in our hearts, thats where they'll hide.

Fss Help Me Out Here Please...
Can a hippie get some Do me a favor, go give this fella some rates! (yes, even if you are a GUY)His account was deleted and hes starting over :( after being so close to henchman. Give him some pic rates and love! Rate that stash, and leave loads of comments!!Oh yeah, ask him about his love for cows!!! Tell him berry sent ya. ;)way2xsf@ fubar

Sexual Abuse/rape: My Story. My Letter To The Past.
Dear You, I want to cut your throat. I want you to feel like I did when you raped me of my innocence. I remember how hard it was to breathe after you had your way with me, time and time again. Sometimes it's still difficult for me to breathe. I was a child when it began. I remember how I made my dolls do what you did to me as a plea for help. Nobody caught on. Nobody saw what I was trying to scream. People asked me if I was being abused, but I protected you out of fear. You told me a million times over you'd kill my roots of life if I told. I never did. I kept silent to myself and turned the anger within. I turned to several forms of self destruction. I tried numerous times, from the age of four and on, to take my own life. Remember when I was in the middle of that busy street by our house? I was hoping a car would hit me so I could disappear. I felt dirty. I felt like I was nothing. I felt like I deserved what happened to me. What I never realized is that *I* was not dirty. *

What Are They Hiding?
I have only been on fubar for a very short time but I have noticed that there are alot of people that come on here & don't create a profile or lie !!! Why not create a profile is there something they are hiding?Why stay annonymous? Alot of them also state they are single but then u find out they are either in a relationship or are married ...what do they think they are gonna come on fubar & find sum1 that is stupid enough to add them & start a relationship with them when they are hiding sumthing... I know I won't add or chat with any1 that doesn't have pic,age or even them that say they haven't decided what gender they are!!!! If u are gay,bi or lesbian come out of the closet & be a ladie or a man about urself!!! I belive a few of the people on fubar that are hiding sumthing need 2 grow up... school day's are over!!! This is fubar not romper room !!!!!!!

Job Search
I have been looking and to find a job here in SC and don't have any luck. Most jobs I apply for they tell me I am overqualified, the jobs I want I can't get because of my ex ruining our credit before we divorced. If there is anyone out there from the Spartanburg, SC area and know of a job, please let me know. I would really appreciate it. Thanks for listening to me babble. Trish

Shyte
Life is growing never changing. Nothing stays the same. Happiness is just a game everyone wishes they had. Joy and tears are all I can feel, yet they come instride. Why does it hurt so much to want to be, why do I feel this pain. To want so much to be a me that I can only see. To have someone really see me is just a joke. For you see if you see me you are seeing a ghost. A shell of someone who once lead of life of happiness and love. Who now leads a life of tears and fears. Will I have the precious life I once had though I deserved, or am I doomed to this utter dispear. To live my life of only halves and stares. To be hole and be so free it’s all just a dream. Ok so my poetry sucks but you know what I figured out the funk that I am in and I am feeling so much more myself since realizing that I am me and me alone and no one can complete me but me and it doesn’t help that I lost my little girl 5 years ago this week!!! It creeps up on you and just hits you that when

Like Toy Soldiers
Step by step, heart to heart Left right left, we all fall down.. Step by step, heart to heart Left right left, we all fall down Like toy soldiers Bit by bit, torn apart We never win, but the battle wages on We're toy soldiers I'm supposed to be the soldier, who never blows his composure Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders I ain't never 'sposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it Even if it means goin toe to toe with the Benzino It don't matter I'd never drag 'em in battles that I can handle 'less I absolutely have to, I'm supposed to set an example I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em If some shit ever does pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em That Ja shit, I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it There's a certain line you just don't cross, and he crossed it I heard him say Hailie's name on a song, and I just lost it It was crazy, the shit went way beyond some Jay-Z and Nas shit And even tho

Ranting About Tards..
Yup me ranting.. go figure... actually this is pretty repetitive because i say it in the mumms a lot.. All of you bastards who can't think of anything to bash on other than saying someone is fat.. you should be shot or stabbed in the face with an ice pick. DO YOU NOT THINK WE KNOW WE ARE FAT?! we are the ones that have to look at ourselves in the mirror every day. Do you not realize what you do to people? I don't like leaving the HOUSE anymore because of what idiotic, childish, assholes have said to me in random places. "oh look at the fat chick" by some random jerk at a bar. "BEEP BEEP BEEP watch out shes backing up" from people in school (when i was a size 12 and 14 at that) People.. seriously grow up. If all you can do is bash on someone by saying they are fat... get a fucking life. It is ridiculous that you think you are better than someone because you are skinnier than them. hell half the time it is a bigger man bashing on a bigger woman. Any of

Need Help
i usually do this but i dont have any ideas but this one ,i know i help alot of you out in the past now i need your help with this i need to level up and if guys help i be thank for .my goal is 281,552 i cant do anything else until i level up and send all your friends to fan ,add, rate me . thank you wade aka waderino

Why Big P
Why me Big P What I do I try to help I try to give my love I try everything But i guess i messed up It my fault Its my fault you down Its my fault you want talk Well i will just have ta walk this road alone But just know that i tried But i guess it just want right

Walked Away From My Heart
After an argument I walked away from my heart Now the emptyness Is tearing me apart It knows I need it to live and I'm waiting for it to call I can feel its pain But maybe it never inteands to at all? When so little is needed Why will it let me die? Perhaps it hates me so That only death will allow it to cry After an argument I walked away from my heart For the lack of an email Will we remain forever apart? So I put my pride aside and I called out But there was no reply Only silence greeted my shout

I Said I'd Never Do It Again But Here I Go
Ok well I said I'd never do an auction again seeing as never works out right, but I'm giving it another shot in her auction ~Queenbitch~Owned By Patrick (MTH)~Protected By Tat2Phil~Head Bar Bitch @BBR~@ fubar Here's the rules I'm offering SUGA MAMA... IS OFFERING....2 SFW SALUTES..#1 FRIEND FOR 1 MONTH.. 2 PIMP OUT BULLETINS..1 PERMANENT PIMP OUT BLOG..OWNED BY IN NAME FOR 1 MONTH.. FAMILY SPOT FOR 1 MONTH.... AND 1 NSFW SALUTE IF A HH IS OFFERED So if you wanna own me click the pic Thank you xoxoxoxox

Knowing Who Your Friends Are...
A little while ago, a little site came online that touted itself as "A Place for Friends". It worked for a while, but almost immediately, some people saw it as a way to compete with each other in the accumulation of names...well, they were supposed to be friends, but who the hell can personally know 12000 people on any REAL level??? That was ok, since it wasn't like I had to have them as friends, and I can honestly say everyone on my little profile is a personal friend of mine. A little later, another site bloomed...it's one of many others, and it's gone through several name changes, but it touted itself as an 'Online Bar'. It was supposed to have only people who are 18 years or older on it, and people could act like adults without a thousand different rules on them. Almost immediately, the same thing that happened on MySpace occurred...people with thousands of friends. So much for 'adult'! Of course, I do the same thing as before, though I can NOT say that I personally know eve

Daydreaming
Daydreaming by Mike Hubbell I sit and ponder to allow my head to fill the clouds when no one else is around I dream of seeing her To feel my heart lifting to the heavens above and feel the weightlessness of my heart when she walks by To have my arms around her to smell the sweet sent of her hair my heart jumps at the possibility and my soul cries for more I know it's just a dream I know that she will never come but still I daydream of the day she comes home to me

If You Read This Tell Them Moon Sent You
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To My Friend
LOL maybe i am just new to this site but I found an old friend back in the day I use to know.. Commented on there page and they replied to see how i was etc etc. But when i go to reply back I'm block lol... I just think its weird you can block your own friends on your friends list from ever having contact with you... anyways melissa if you get this unblock my ass lol later chris

Youz A Ho
Hooooooooo (Ho) Youza Hoooooo (Ho) Youza Hoooooo (Ho) I said that youza hooooo (Ho) You doin ho activities With ho tendencies Hos are your friends, hoes are your enemies With ho energy to do whacha do Blew whacha blew Screw whacha screw Yall professional like DJ Clue, pullin on my coat tail an why do you think you take a ho to a hotel? Hotel everybody, even the mayor Reach up in tha sky for tha hozone laya Come on playa once a ho always And hos never close they open like hallways An heres a ho cake for you whole ho crew an everybody wants some cuz hoes gotta eat too Cant turn a ho into a housewife Hos dont act right Theres hos on a mission, an hoes on a crackpipe Hey ho how ya doin, where ya been? Prolly doin ho stuff cuz there you ho again Its a ho wide world, that we livin in feline, feminine, fantastical, women Not all, just some You ho who you are Theres hoes in tha room, theres hoes in tha car theres hoes on stage, theres hoes by tha bar hos by nea

Tomorrow
Tomorrow I have a secret. The secret is mine. I could share my secret... I will share my secret with The one who Shares it with me... I heard a whisper, The whisper is mine. I could share my whisper... I will share this whisper with The one who Whispers with me... I felt a heartbeat, The heartbeat is mine. I could share this heartbeat... I will share this heartbeat with The one who Keeps rhythm with me... I found a smile, The smile is mine. I could share this smile... I will share this smile with The one who Smiles with me... I found hope. The hope revives me. I could share this hope... I will share this hope with The one who Believes in tomorrow...

Disrespectful Fubar "men".
I have only been on Fubar for less than a week. I joined at the urging of a myspace friend. They get oodles of points for getting people to join, as you all know. I have been getting my share of attention, chats, comments here and there. My gripe is the behaviour of some of the men, or boys. Which ever that may be. I have had requests for dirty photos, phone sex, or as one guy asked for.. someone to strip for him. Im not interested. I see alot of women, with really provocative photos on Fubar, and thats their choice. If they want to show off and let the world know that they are woman, hear them roar, fine. Thats their choice. Doesnt mean that they are going to do sexual favors for dirty men that give them one compliment on the internet. I might have a decent face, or have an alluring photo, but that doesnt diminish the fact that I am a human being that deserves the minimum amount of respect. Im not interested in the size of your penis. If I were, I would ask. Im not interested

Wtf???
So really i just wanna know what is tha deal, people ask u to vote on them, but really all they want to say is hey idiot click the 10, cuz we know no one can have a realopinion for themselves without offending anyone. me personally i would rather get real feedback, if u wanna rate me a 5 cuz that's what u think then so be it, but don't do it just to be a bitch really what do u gain out of it. And by the way asking me to change my rating?!! come on can we say desperate!! Has anyone else had these issues or is it just the way it is vote 10 or don't vote????

Names
I just saw one of those stupid name mumms and ofcourse made a nasty comment. Which is what I do, but in reality it is nice that people actually think about what they are gonna call their baby, even though some names are hideous and I wouldn't even name my enemy that. I asked my mom once if she ever picked out a names for me before I was born. Her answer was: "we didn't want to jump ahead in case you were born dead or ugly." I mean, WTF!!! Not only that, but I went without a name for about 2 weeks before they declined my grandpa's advice for a name Alisa because if I turned out ugly, a pretty exotic name would just be a mistake. So they name me the most common name in Russia in the 80s, which is ofcourse Natasha. In school I had to share my uber common name with 6 people in my class alone, including the teacher. Gddammit, now I'm bitter

Mon 03-31-08 Hell!
March 31, 2008 Oopsss I mean "Happy" Day From HELL (other words ...) 'Happy' Monday! I hope this'Monday' finds YOU HAPPY and HEALTHY and not over heated from all the flames here on my blog ... Today's Video: AC/DC's 'Hell aint a bad place to be' Happens to be one of my favorites from many - MANY years ago. I know, I know ... A bit much! (on the 'hell' references) hehe

To My Fu Family..
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For Those Real People
The video on my page "Never Never Land" is dedicated to all those people, men and women alike, who have changed for the better for the ones they love. It takes a real person to realize that one must grow up one day or else they risk losing the best things in their life. Listen to the words and learn and live and love!

Don't Understand Ppl
Ok I'm here on my little soap box and i really have to say i don't understand ppl sometimes!!!! Why do you have to be childish and shit when you have a problem with someone instead of just going to the person and saying "hey FUCK you" i don't like you and either you 2 decide to part ways or you figure out a resolution to the problem? Instead of playing the fucking childish ass games of: "oh well i can do this and i'm going to fuck you up"!!! And another things.........why can't ppl just tell how things are? Why oes everyone feel the need to sugar coat things? WE ARE ADULTS PPL!!!! IF YOU CAN"T HANDLE THE TRUTH AND THE BLUNT FORCE OF THE TRUTH...........LIVE WITH IT!!!!!

Iz It Just Me....
Sup pplz! Well after being offline for a few dayz i was actually lookin forward to gettin back online, i mean it wasnt like i missed much really cus the person who means the most to me i communicate in other ways besides the pc. I seriously dont kno why it seems like everytime things seem to be going good or im actually happy for once...it always fails! I kno u shudnt never really trust sumone completely online but after talkin to sumone day in and day out, its hard not to develop feelings and trust is a big one for me! Anutha thing, i just dont kno why sum females like to provoke, or like to try to start childish shyt! I mean grow the fuck up and leave me the hell alone...i wud really hate for simple bytchs to be a reason for me to give up sumone i really care about! For the most part i keep to myself on here, dont bother other females and i am respectful to all friends male and female alike...especially if i kno this persons gf/bf is on the site. Shyt i wud appreciate

Fu Friends
What am i suppuse to do Iam lost confused What did i do wrong I feel alone iam just so wrong Really did i do something wrong I hate to sat it but sometimes I feel like leaving this earth WHAT AM I SUPPOUSE TO DO

Christmas For A Soldier
Twas the night before christmas He lived all alone In a one bedroom house Made of plaster and stone I had come down the chimney With presents to give And to see just who In this home did live I looked all about A strange sight i did see No tinsel, no presents Not even a tree No stockings by mantle Just boots filled with sand On the wall hung pictures Of far away lands With medals and badges Awards of all kinds A sober thought Came through my mind For this house was different It was dark and dreary I found the home of a soldier Once I could see clearly The soldier lay sleeping Silent, alone Curled up on the floor In this one bedroom home The face was so gentle The room in such disorder Not how I pictured A untied states soldier Was this the hero Of whom I'd just read Curled up on a poncho The floor for a bed I realized the families That I saw this night Owed their lives to these soldiers Who were willing to fight Soon round

Lost Pt 2
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone? Plz somebody tell me plz?

Nothing Here
Alright here i am again being bored as hell but i guess that's everday though.To all ya'll that's out there that don't me.My name is Randy and i just recently join on here so give me a shout take a look at my profile.I know i don't have any photos but i plan on getting some so all of those single sexy ladies out there give me a shout also. So just to tell you about myself.I'm 5'9,around 150.Dark hair and blue eyes, i have played football for bout 9 yrs. now and i also was on the wrestling team for 2 yrs. and basketball for bout a yr. So if that gives ya'll a visual to what my body looks like i'm very athletic. but help me get shit-faced with ya'll yeah i like to party by the way.But see how i see it is that you should live life to the fullest everyday and even if you do go out today.Then at least you out with a smile. But naw that's a lil bit bout me so hit me up tell me what you think. SINCERLY YA BOI RANDY ''a.K.a'' v.I.p

Guilt Trips
It never ceases to amaze me how people can find it so easy to do you wrong when even you are trying your very best to safeguard their emotions even though you want to so badly just let them fall flat on their face and suffedr for all the wrong that they have done to you. Men, I will never understand the ones that enter into relationships without honesty in their heart, the ones that want to make the relationship a journey of agonizing discovery. They sit there and tell you how great you are and how you are everything that they want and then they are constantly tyring to second guess you in a way by talking to other girls - you hear the lies spewing forth from their lips like a poison fog and you want to disbelieve what your heart and head makes painfully obvious - so you wait and when the proof comes you are shrushed just like you knew you would be; but it is undeniable and right there in your face. But the worst of it all is now that you know they fucked up and you are walking away

Iam Losing
losing all I can see. nothing remains. dripping slowly away the tides recede and I stand alone. I look down from the precipice that is my life and wonder where the tides go. will they return to fill my gaping soul? or will the waters dry to flow no more and leave me standing and breathless? all I can do is wait. watching from my precipice, all I can do is wonder.

Poem Of Love
this is a poem my niece sent to me before she passed away of the love she had for the man of her life. bryan i want you to take this and keep it. she loved you so much and she will always be with you. Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Shuggas Poetry
If you could only see If I could only see the world the way it should be I would not have to worry about vengeance and violence upon thee. If I could only see the day light sky I would fly to the heavens to be with God. If I could only see the night sky it might be right to say that peace and prosperity could be brought amongst thee. If I could only see the world the way it should be, God would not allow us to be hateful and resentful towards one another. If you could see the world the way I see, would you want to live on earth where there is hate and death, or would you want to be free to fly to the heavens where there is nothing but serenity and tranquility amongst thee. It might be rightful to say that, for those who walk hand in hand with their heads high, chins up should always have positives‘, and peace with in thee. That is how you should be if you could see the world the way I want to see. Security , prosperity with no vengeance upon thee is how I truly wa

If I Was..................................
If i was him would you love me If i did what he did would you stay If i loved like him would u rather lay with me What is it what did i do But all i know is that if i was him That it will all come true But all i know that is Iam going to be true and And you can leave with his crew Iam me and thats how its going to be DAMMIT The one and only Big P But I wonder why i still love you

Attn: Needing Djs
NEW NEW NEW Lounge in town. Teaser's Lounge!!!!! Teasers Lounge You like to Tease? Well get your Tease on and parttyyyy on with us! We are looking for staff but mainly DJ's or streaming music. Please help if you can! Be apart of an amazing crew and staff @ Teaser's! :) UrDreamGirl - OWNER OF Teasers

Homepage Out Of Comments
The homepage is out of comments so now I really need all family members to go comment BABYFREAK in the contest so please if you are online or when you come online go leave a bunch of comments!!

Congrats To Our Newest Godmother!!!!!! Tysm Shadow Levelers & Friends, Ty Booboo For The Bully!
Congratulations too Huggable Lovable~Kissable Jen our newest GodMother!!!!! Stop by and congratulate her on making it too GodMother. Thank you too everyone for all the Fu-Love you showed her get to GodMother today.. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owner of "Firemanm88"@ fubar

Racism In Our Children's Schools
Racism in our children's schools Well on Thursday March 27 th my daughter supposedly fell off a swing at school backwards. She ended up with only scraps on the top of her forehead with no other marks on her. This is a cover up story, that she made up. She has been bullied viciously at her school since the moment she started. We only moved here a little over a year and half ago. I found that she has been shoved into the gravel and when she told her teacher she was told, "Oh well." Then another time she was choked and when she told the recess supervising adult about it, nothing was done. It wasn't until the child that has done all that finally had to do this kind of behavior to several other kids did the school finally do something. Direct quote from the principal, "He was segregated from the general population and now is being slowly re-introduced to everyone again." She tried to laugh it off!! This is the same principal that took my daughter and two other kids out of

Earth And Sky
He is so much like a sky Big, bright, and open. I am much like the earth Hidden, dark and quiet. He showers me with praise, adoration, hope, and comfort like drops of rain, each one a refreshing reminder of his love. I can give nothing back to the sky. Dirt cannot do much. But, gradually, if the earth is watered enough, Little bit by little bit. Maybe. The trees and flowers and plants could grow into the sky and create a fragrance that is pleasing. And the wind would sweep me off my feet Like dust, and maybe The earth can touch the sky.

Dying
I see the stars sparkling so bright, Within the moon kissed sky. I hear the lark so sweetly sing, Amidst the morning dawn. I smell the flower full in bloom, And see their royal pomp. And yet some place so deep within, I'm shrouded and I'm closed. The brilliance there I can't see, In mists of misery. Enshrined inside, unable thus, To touch the warmth without. I gaze upon this passion spent, And yet . . . Inside I die.

Deleting This Account Tomorrow!!
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The Pain I Have.......
ya know sometimes a person falls for someone and that person falls for you and things become more than you could ever imagine..its like you and this person are from two different worlds and yet you are the same type of pesron. you love ,you care, you hurt you cry and you need someone that is special to you that you can love and be part of and then that person is gone not of their choice or even yours! it is the choice of god......... this pain hurts sooo bad i cant stand it sometimes.. this person is and always be in my heart and mind ! ( I LOVE YOU JESSIE) RIP 2-10-08

So Alone
Alone by Stefani Baucom I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

Lost What Am I Going To Do
I stared past my preacher as he lectured me, tears poured down my face I knew what this was I needed no lecturing I only came to him for help all I needed was moral support I looked into his face I knew what he was saying, (the same as everyone else) though I heard no words I only cried harder I understand everything I don't need people to tell me what's wrong he seemed to be my last resort he was the only person I had left to turn to and he had failed now what?

Spring
ask you where to go as you watch silently another spring passes through a broken heart slowly. and you are sleep and the birds are asleep and you are dreaming to another spring and another memory not our spring and not our memories But sorrow you and I far from each will live and die. it is not the fear of dying but living without you. in this strange moment i will fly away from this place and I will always carry your memory your sweet memory

The Puppet Master
The Puppet Master They called him the Puppet Master because he was the greatest puppeteer of all, not only in his native France, but also in the entire world, but he simply called himself Renault, because that was the name he was given at birth, and, as he often said, he had neither grown greater or lesser than the simple, honest man he had always been. Renault was never without his children, his marionettes, hand-made of wood and plastic and dressed in exquisite costumes that he painstakingly made with his own hands, they were crafted so masterfully that if not for the strings attached to their tiny backs and limbs, you would have thought them to be real children. He had given each of them a little piece of his heart, and each held a special place in that same heart. After every show, where princes fought dragons to save princesses, and witches flew over the painted countryside, a great crowd of children and parents would gather around him and ask how his lit

Ready For Love !!
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Journal 3-31-08
here it is the end of March hard to believe it already that summer is just around the corner. Honestly the way things have gone in my life over the past year it is hard for me to believe that i have not lost my mind and just thrown in the towel at times, and if it weren't for a few people i might have done just that. a year ago, a friend of mine sent me an invite to fubar and shortly after i joined a very dear friend joined on here and we were able to start talkig even more then we had in a very long time well this dear one to me introduced me to a man who i have give my heart, soul, mind and body. from the first time we spoke i felt drawn to Him. i would wait for hours just to get a hello form Him and never think twice about it. i now call Him Master and love Him so very much. even if i have a change to speak with those who have called themselves my Master in the past there is no feeling ther only sorrow for them because they are either facks or they just could never own me the wa

Auction Is Open
Hey there everyone, I am in another auction, so I need all the help that I can get, I am well worth it, so bid on me, I do help others with theirs, so I am looking for yours. So click on the photo and start the bidding.

Tornado
ohhh yeah so crystal and i are watching some tv when bammmmmmm!!!! we are hit with a tornado warning, oh crap. Lmao, we both start running around like chickens with out heads cut off. Smoking up a storm and calling everyone we know to see if they know whats up...so guess what no tornado. hmmmmmmm.....i just got back from florida it was a nice trip. Kinda weird but nice. also russell and i a cursed when it comes to flying because once again our plane was late by 2 hours. i dont know what else meh meh meh i have a black heart or so peeps say but i like to say that there is a thick layer of ice around it...yeah thats so meeeeeeeeeee ROLFLMAO it seems that that same person that has a crush on me also has one on crystal.. maybe he or she wants a three some soo please come back again and leave me the same comments over and over again ohhh and then you can leave them on crystal's page tooo love ya

Back To The Hospital
Well for those of you who are interested we are going back to the hospital again. Looks like another possibility of surgery again. Hoping that things will turn out better than I think, but anymore I always believe the worst and hope for the best. Prayers for Joey are welcome.

He Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: BothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: AnytimeIs sex a top priority for you?: YESDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes and noHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: don't ... don't wanna be drunk during sexHow do you feel about one night stands?: once is not enoughHow many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhere privateDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: f*ckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: no, but wouldn't mind How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: H

Warning To Those.......
so i got lazy didnt feel like cooking ate wendy's... i feel like crap. then mark got called into work today not so bad but he came home in the middle of a convo i was having.. rawr. but anyways. then he went back in at 5.. so if jon calls out i will be pissed bc that will mean mark will have to work all night...bc i dont wanna drive to chesapeake by myself to get a phone charger. w the kids n its rainy up here.. i am tired io dont feel good. so whoever tries to get ahold of me aint getting ahold of me tonight so stop bothering me about it :( i dont know whalf these ppl up here the peeps on my fam is who i talk to on a regular basis.. mucho love to you all. THIS IS NOT FOR ANYONE I KNOW OR LOVE TO DEATH NO ONE ON MY FAMILY AND NO CLOSE FRIENDS BUT A FAIR WARNING TO GUYS WHO ASK ME IM NOT MEETING PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF HERE UNLESS I SAY ITS OKAY STOP ASKING ME. AND STOP SENDING ME DIRTY PICTURES OF YOU SO WHEN I OPEN MY INBOX ALL I SEE IS YOUR LITTLE ASS COCKS THX. I HAVE AN ATTITUDE BC

Fascination With The Female Body
I guess I have been fascinated by the female body since I was just a small boy. It is unclear to me when the fascination began. It could have been when my young female cousin pulled down her pants and squatted to urinate and I noticed a distinct difference in our bodies. Or perhaps it was when a group of us boys and girls in the neighborhood went skinnydipping in the canal behind our neighborhood and even more differences were revealed. Or perhaps my real fascination began when an older female cousin came to the house with her newborn baby and she breastfed the baby as I sat on the couch beside her. Or when I accidentally walked in on a female cousin who was taking a bath. Finding my brothers' stash of men's magazines with adult women on display nude certainly played a part. So suffice it to say, I have been so very obsessed with the female body since well before puberty. And my neighborhood was chock full of pretty females of my age or older, many of whom played a part, either

Show Them Lots Of Love!!
Please show these great people some love. My new FuOwner and her posse!! They are all Rockstars in my book!! ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {FU-OWNED BY MY BFF ~BABS~& Drew} ~BABS~@ fubar Drew ~ Proudly Owned by TinkerbellMN84~ & April Marie and proud *Fu-Owner of MYNDA & TinkerbellMN84@ fubar DJ~Beagle@ fubar Freak ~*~ Fu-Owned by Domking123~*~@ fubar *hOlLy*@ fubar

033108 Fluffy Starr Blog
Crazy Times... and new PHOTO too It’s been a weird past week. It was good. And it was bad. Happy. Sad. Calm. Chaotic. Predictible. Shocking. And everything in between. I will leave it at that. But I did see lots of friends. All my faves. Every day, friends, mayhem, fun. And lots of pancakes. Crazy times, yo. Crazy times.... But life is like that. Gives you a mix bag. It’s up to you what you do with it. Here’s a new photo. I’m looking sort of innocent, don’t you think? But I am. (Sort of.) Back to bidness this week. I’ve got a wack of CD’s to sign and send off, and lots of projects on the go. (Secret ones too.) My extended week long weekend is over. And I’m actually glad. Time to get shiz done! I will be around, and I’ll post again soon. I have some very weird video too, but..... I dunno. Like I said, "crazy times". And I was saying some crazy things, as usual. I must view it, maybe I’ll post it. (Or maybe not.) Toodles... Fluffy.

Kushism
1.what u want never can have so deal with the 1 u got. 2.life bites on u the azz it's up 2 u..2 bite back 3.there pleanty of pain in life but for it all better 2 know pleasure that came before the pain. 4.being ur self get youre self get 2 things rejected or misunderstood. what a kushism..my own way of saying things

Here I Go Again Lol
Im up for Auction just click on the pic to bid for me plz im up for grabs you want a piece of me Luv Lady T *Mwah this Aution is hosted by MishNumber1 ¢¾ Fubar World Cruise & WISEUKF Owner ¢¾ of SUP, Club FAR & Shadow Levelers pjcountry**Member of Spankers* Plz dont forget to F/R/A them both thanks for reading *Mwah

What We Choose
we cant have everything we want.im learning that lesson everyday. so what im sweet but i found out nice guy always get shited on.(wow) mybe i need 2 be an azzhole cause they get what the want..lmbao this world is backwards? what can u do when u want some1 and they dont want u .you move on or just stop looking and let come 2 u? im human sometimes im stone cold and kind hearted. but if any1 know anything about life.pain and joy are ture meanings of life itself. so i give up and let faith decide who can cherish a mind&body&soul..im more then a penis. im more then a skin color..im what u fear 2 real for this phoney world we live in

Shuggas Suspensful Story
WHAT DREAMS MAY BECOME REAL OR NOT One dark cold night as I walked through the town the moon was full, the wind was stirring so u could feel the crispness against your cheek. Was a very quiet neighborhood could not hear anything only the trees rustling against the wind. At this very moment I came across a real creepy house it looked dam huge and with the moon shining about gave off shadows against the bricks which gave me the shivers as I went by it, not one light was on in the house and was very still and yet seemed like no life was ever in there. Suddenly I heard a scream it came at me all at once my heart was pounding so fast and so hard it felt like it could come out my throat and if anyone was by me u could hear the banging against my chest. I turned around and looked around, saw nothing except remember when I said not one light was on in house well surprise, there was one way up at the top and it had a eerie glow to it not like your usual house light. Well this is where one wo

Honesty, Is This Such A Hard Concept?
Seriously, why is this so hard for some people? I would much rather a person be upfront and honest with me then lie to me and hurt me. I may not act like I give a fuck a lot of the time but I do have feelings. Just something that has been bothering me the past few days.

Reality
EXCERPT FROM ROBERT ANTON WILSONS-COSMIC TRIGGER I "Reality" is a word in the English language which happens to be (a) a noun and (b) singular. Thinking in the English language (and in cognate Indo-European languages) therefore subliminally programs us to conceptualize "reality" as one block-like entity, sort of like a huge New York skyscraper, in which every part is just another "room" within the same building. This linguistic program is so pervasive that most people cannot "think" outside it at all, and when one tries to offer a different perspective they imagine one is talking gibberish. The notion that "reality" is a noun, a solid thing like a brick or a baseball bat, derives from the evolutionary fact that our nervous systems normally organize the dance of energy into such block-like "things," probably as instant bio-survival cues. Such "things," however, dissolve back into energy dances -- processes or verbs -- when the nervous system is synergized with certain drugs or t

Art Sabotage-hakim Bey
ART SABOTAGE STRIVES TO be perfectly exemplary but at the same time retain an element of opacity--not propaganda but aesthetic shock--apallingly direct yet also subtly angled-- action-as-metaphor. Art Sabotage is the dark side of Poetic Terrorism--creation- through-destruction--but it cannot serve any Party, nor any nihilism, nor even art itself. Just as the banishment of illusion enhances awareness, so the demolition of aesthetic blight sweetens the air of the world of discourse, of the Other. Art Sabotage serves only consciousness, attentiveness, awakeness. A-S goes beyond paranoia, beyond deconstruction--the ultimate criticism--physical attack on offensive art-- aesthetic jihad. The slightest taint of petty ego-icity or even of personal taste spoils its purity & vitiates its force. A-S can never seek power--only release it. Individual artworks (even the worst) are largely irrelevant- -A-S seeks to damage institutions which use art to diminish consciousness & profit by delus

Bored.
So I start stupid fights. This was a guy that likes wrestling. Fail. ->joeyc07: I know you well enough to know you have a Peter Pan complex... and thats pretty creepy. joeyc07: yea ok god one like you know me ->joeyc07: And you never answered my question: Do you dream the Hulk touches you at night? ->joeyc07: I have this thing against guys that like to touch little boys, and you definitely seem like one of them. joeyc07: i dont know what ure problem just because someone posted a mumm u dont gotta go down their throats ->joeyc07: But I should have called you on that one. You do look like the kind that loves cock. ->joeyc07: She-males don't count dumbass. Try again. joeyc07: i get ussy and better than u or what he gets go fuck his fat white trash ass ->joeyc07: Do you dream the Hulk touches you at night? ->joeyc07: Difference between you and him? He actually gets pussy. Now go back to wrestling. joeyc07: and that guy in ure pic is an ugly fat bastard who are u if u dont l

I'm In Another Auction .. Come Bid On Me
I'm in the Candy Shop Auction. Come Bid on Me This Time Fu-Daddy & DJ Gator are hosting it. Please Fan/Add/Rate them Both ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~DA PLAYBOY OF DA FU™~FUBAR'S 16TH PROPHET~OWNER OF DA PLAYBOY'S PLAYMATES~@ fubar $$~ÐJ~GÄ†ÖR~$$~$$ †HÈ~ÇÖÖLÈR $$@ fubar Here's My Link. Try you're Best to Own me 4 a Month!! Bought to By: USAMomma2007 {Girlfriend 2 USADaddy2007} aka **SexxyTiger** {Demon Crew Member & Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Take A Chance !!
A chance encounter of the best kind - A meeting arranged by fate - Two souls have come together Two hearts can now relate. Exploring has uncovered A tender love sublime, Whose roots are strong and deep, To withstand the test of time. This much, I know within my heart, That you are meant for me; To share with me the joys of life; Throughout eternity. So now, I ask with an open heart Barring my soul to thee; Will you, dear (NAME), my soulmate Take a chance and marry me?

Over Dramatic
Ok yes in situations like the one I faced this morning, I tend to get over dramatic. However those closest to me know how deeply this person's back stabbing affected me. I don't handle drama well at all so the person has been removed & blocked. I'm still planning on going into hermit mode for awhile & hop on to send comments & throw my 11's. If you'd like my 11's send me a private msg & when I log in I'll toss them your way. Thanks to several for their love & support through my issues this morning. Here & on yahoo; you guys put others to shame! And I love for it!

No Fake Friends!!!!
Well today I left profile comments to about 25 peeps on my "friends" list and maybe about 5 left one back...how pathetic is that. The thing that really pisses me off is that a few that I did leave a comment to viewed my page and couldn't even leave me one or even say thank you...how fuckin rude. Well I deleted them. I don't HAVE TIME for FAKE FRIENDS nor do I need them taking up space in my list. This may sound petty to some but oh fuckin well!

Sean Levert
I am one of the biggest O'jay fans there is and today I herd some really bad news. The lead singer of the O'jays lost his son Sean Levert brother of the late Gerald Levert. I want to send all my love too the Levert family. I know fans every where feel the same way. Eddie we Love you and our preyers are with you and your family

I'm Back
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY ON FUBAR,GUESS WHAT,YES I AM BACK AND I HOPE TO BE AROUND FOR A VERY LONG TIME.WILL BE GETTING MARRIED SOON,SO STOP BY MY PAGE,COMMENT,RATE ME,ADD ME,FAN ME,I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS,

Poetry In Motion
My mind always wonders It worries me night and day Thoughts get struck by lightening Leaving me with nothing to say Depending on temporary laughs Asking others for truths and signs But theres something I'll always have Is my strong Poetic Mind I appreciate my ability to intrigue And to develop my metaphorical lines But somethings just really seem to be Just extremely hard to find Like myself; I just can not find And others think I am just fine Because the only time I shine Is when I'm using my Poetic Mind

Come Help Out My Friend! She Needs Bombers!!
This is Dragonphyre! She is going for a Happy Hour....Needs 50,000 comments & has only 3,486 left to go to reach her goal!! C'mon...go spank her with comments!! She deserves this...she has worked hard for it....... Click the link to get to the contest pic.... Also, she is on the road to GodMother'ing....Also been working REAL hard to get there...Go spank her with rates...she returns the love... ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar Tell her Mysticfairy sent ya! Thanks Guys...

I Love You !!
You're kissable and cuddly; You're lovable and sweet; You thrill me every minute, And sweep me off my feet. You're charming and disarming, Desirable and true. You inspire and impress me, And that's why I love you!

All Natural Update Today
Cum check out my luscious BBW MILF all natural body. In this update I am totally nude and showing you the different angles of my big boobs, nice round ass, sweet bald pussy, curvy tummy, and sexy legs and feet. There is 90 photos in this set. Members get to see me and another one of my favorite vibrators in different positions from sitting to standing. I will be using it to get my pussy nice and wet by running it over my hard erect nipples. Then on my neck and ears before entering it into my juicy pussy. Afterwards I suck my sweet cum from it. There is 975 total photos, 7 video clips in the members side, and 1 videos on SC Videos. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/fotos015.htm

A Special Word
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Goodbye Boston
I just was told today that I am being transfered to another hospital in California!!! I am sooooo excited- good bye Boston, The Italians in the north end, the cold weather and the snow! I move on April 19th!!!! They are paying for all of my stuff to be moved and they pay for my new apartment!!! YAY

And This Is Life
Pain, Love, Forgivable hearts filled to the brim, splashing over and sometimes it puts the true strength of my heart to the test. I can't linger though, I have to keep moving on. Blows from the real world will put my love and bonds to the test. Pain, Hurt-we all have unforgivable feelings, but you never quite hold a grudge forever. If you say you love someone how can you shut them out? Hatred, Pain, One lost and another found. Transparent souls and yet so different. Unknown and unseen but not forgotten. Laughter, Fun, Endless unconditional love. Family, Friends, one minute love and the next hate. In insufferable suffering and unforgivable pain,. Numbing senses, Dulled judgment. Incomplete thoughts, infillable feelings. Progressive healing will never end. Kindness, Truth, one act can go a long way. Highs, Lows, everybody has their day. Mental, Emotional, deadened pain. Joyful Love and smiling stars. Shining skies and careful lies. Deceitful people, conspiring group

The Lesson.....
I am ten minutes early for my lesson. I sit down but can’t keep still. Pulling down on my skirt, I suddenly feel a little vulnerable. Why on earth did I wear such a short skirt to a piano lesson? But I knew perfectly well why. I look down at the piece of music we are working on tonight, The Love Theme to Romeo and Juliet. One of my favorites. The door opens and my teacher pops his head out. I hold my breath. He says he’ll be ready for me in a few minutes. I smile and nod my head. I couldn’t speak. When he disappears I can breathe again. I feel my heart racing and I’m suddenly very nervous. I didn’t realize how attracted I am to him until right now. It’s been a while since someone, from just a look, could get me so aroused. I wanted him and there could be no denying it. I look down at my clothes and it all makes sense. I wore it to turn him on, no, to seduce him. I took extra care in getting ready this evening. If things go my way we will be fucking before the lesson is over. I also

We Connect....
Your soul is on fire. You are unable to control this feeling any longer. She has touched you deep down inside. No one has ever been able to touch you this way, and she did it so…so effortlessly. It’s almost as if she was always there with you, inside you. Your thoughts are consumed with her. She is everywhere. In your mind. On your lips. Sleeping beside you at night. Your heart is pumping blood just for her. She whispers to you in a language only you can understand. She has stirred emotions within you that have lain dormant for years. Feelings of passion and darkness. She’s sprinkled your soul with her essence. It’s dripping with desire for her touch. She makes you realize that the life you live is merely an illusion. Who you really are is slowly emerging, as the mask of you former self is slowly being stripped away, layer by layer. Inside you always knew. She brought it all out of you. The darkness is thick and seductive. You feel lost and found all at the same time. You wonder how

Lunch Break...
I met a friend on my lunch break. That’s when I first saw him. He sat in the booth right in front of me. He was beautiful. I felt my pussy getting wet and I know I blushed because a rush of heat centered on my face. When he looked my way I coquettishly smiled. I took my drink and put the straw in my mouth, then moved it up and down with my lips pressed tightly around it. He just stared at me. I watched as he loosened his tie and made a gesture with his hand indicating he felt hot. It was like I had been put under some sort of sex spell. I couldn’t keep my eyes off this man. I wanted him. I wanted to feel his breath on my skin. I wanted to run my hands through his hair. I wanted to feel his touch. Most of all, I wanted to fuck him. This persistent sensation between my legs wouldn’t stop. It suffocated me. I’ve never acted impulsively before, but I guess there’s a first time for everything. I needed some relief. My friend got a call so I thought this would be the perfect time to take

Welll Hmmphft
not that anyone gives a shit....but tonight is my last time on here (the net) for i dont know how fuckin long soooo any way ill miss the people i ACTUALLY talk to and bullshit with ...the rest of ya that only have me for point whoring purposes i guess you wont miss me lol...not that ill miss you rock out with your cock out and punkin u r one awesome gurlie and so are you mo mo and cooter u better be good or she will whip your ass if you screw up lol terrorfel remember 143 x infinity

The Elevator
“Are you sure?” “Of course I’m sure. Trust me. This will be one fuck to remember.” Star follows Sebastian into the elevator. She can feel the outer folds of her pussy begin to swell. She has never done anything like this before. Leave it to Sebastian to come up with such an idea. He’s so spontaneous and naughty. They enter the one hundred and two story building and head straight for one of the elevators. It is after midnight so the traffic won’t be as heavy but there are still some lingering sightseers floating around. They step into the elevator car and Sebastian hits the top floor. “Okay,” he says, “We’ve got about five minutes. It's a slow ride.” He pauses a moment then adds, “Unless it stops…then-.” Star puts a finger to his lips. “Then we better get started.” The idea of fucking in an elevator has never crossed her mind but she is more than willing. Star can’t wait to get started. When the door closes the ride begins. Sebastian pulls her close to him and kisse

Brothers In Arms Usmc
In honor of all Marines and FMF Sailors. Our tears flow as one Our Honor shared by all Blood of Our Brothers Sacred grounds have made Into your hands, my Brother I entrust my life Semper Fidelis © 2007 SWFLPROF@Yahoo.com

Erotic Moments.....
We’ve been talking for a long time. Sharing our innermost thoughts, feelings, darkness, and desires. You were hesitant to meet me but here we are heading into your apartment. When I walk in I can see it in your eyes; a part of you doesn’t want me here. But the part that does, well, it’s much stronger. I take a few hesitant steps inside and wait by the hallway, leaning against the wall. Because of your hesitance I am hesitant as well. I don’t know if I should come in further, sit on the couch, or go into your bedroom. I’m nervous. I’m excited. I want you and I think you know it. I watch as you walk right past me and turn on the radio. One of my favorite songs by The Fray is playing. You pour yourself a drink, not even bothering to ask me if I want one. I let out a sigh of disappointment and start to walk towards the door. As I’m about to turn the knob I say, “It was nice meeting you but I think I’m gonna go.” I hear the glass slam on the counter top and you rush towards me asking

Virginia Tech Killings 2007
In April it will be one year since this tragedy. Oh God I ask of Thee A Prayer for Virginia Tech Once more we look into their eyes as of their loved ones' death they learn. Piercing eyes of pain we see, Flowing tears in disbelief. Lips quiver as they question why? Hold each one close to Thy heart. No words explain the senseless loss. Feel their grasp within Thy hands Comfort their transition to your Kingdom as their eyes lose the clarity of life. We see in each the quizzical look of death. Oh God I softly ask of Thee Why, again this tragedy? One day we'll learn to trust in Thee. One day we'll live in harmony. My God touch ye the hearts of each. Their friends, colleagues, or Family. We pray you calm their souls anointing each with inner peace. ©2007 SWFLPROF@Yahoo.com

How Can I Know
Hark to bright stars of eve That capture your sight when you recline No sound would you perceive From sleeping creatures, except for mine, My call for you, And for love, too! While we are set apart Whenever you hear my name spoken, Put your hand on your heart. If you feel that your pulse hurries then I do the same Hearing your name! From your smile at my face That you love me I could not extract. But when tears leave their place They would reveal me the happy fact. Then I could see That you love me! Always I used to keep Thinking of you dreaming my time out. So you within your sleep Make me the one whom you dream about. And if not so, How can I know?

Thank To Everyone For Your Help!
I would like to think everyone that helped push me over the edge and to level 23 today! I hope I didn't miss anyone but if by chance I did miss you just let me know and I will get you added to this. First of a huge Thank You to Scooter!! You are amazing and I am greatful for your help time after time. $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby){Demon Crew Recruiter}-[Slave to Mz Attitude]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar A number of Shadow Levelers hit my pics, profile, and stash. You are all awesome! I think it is great how you all do this on a daily basis. ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar 2MUCH(shadow levelers)@ fubar " Archangel director of public affairs dream girlz/nbsd@ fubar MrDiamond ~ Shadow Leveler~Owned by Say@ fubar

100k To Godmother!!!!!!!!!! Tysm Booboo & All Of The Shadow Levelers!
Do you know Huggable Lovable~Kissable Jen??? If you dont you are missing out on one of the nicest friends you can have on Fubar. Jen is always there too help whomever needs her. SHes so close too GodMothering . Lets all show her lotsa Fu-Love too help her get to GodMother today.. Thank you inadvance for helping her get too GodMother ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owner of "Firemanm88"@ fubar

Me
Dear reader, this is my poem So I do what I want I can write a poem to make you smile Or one to spark a thought Poems are how I speak When my lips won't make a sound Don't know how I'll be remembered When they put me in the ground I'm not made for greatness I'm not one to be heard But I can listen to what your saying And make good on my word I know I've hurt some people And I have broken trust I'm hoping time will fix the scars Time turns us all to dust I don't know how I'll be remembered Guess that is up to you My my times not close to being over And I've still got much to do You see, dear reader, I've got this friend Little pieces of her died So I don't need to be remembered If I've made her happy somewhere inside

Grenada 1983 Usmc Hmm261 Seal Team 6 Rangers
A tribute to my former squadron HMM-261 The Raging Bulls who lost three Pilots in this action. Four members of Seal Team Six died during initial drop into the ocean. Twelve members of the US Army were killed in action. One of the pilots was Captain Jeb Seagle who saved Capt Howard another downed pilot and was executed by Cuban Forces as he evaded capture. He was awarded the Navy Cross second only to the Medal Of Honor. On April 11, 2008 HMM 261 will stand down as a helicopter squadron and Stand Up as an OSPREY squadron.

Tears Heal
When all that's around you Seems awkward with trouble When people surround you And make your work double When all you can think of Is why do they pry When words seem to fail you It's ok to sigh When all that surrounds you Is hopeless and sad When some people harm you They treat you so bad When they leave you so lonely And tell you a lie When no thought seems to comfort It's ok to cry When tears sting the lonely And your empty heart aches When your question you ask Is why my heart breaks When friends reach a hand to you Once more you ask why When you sit there and wonder It's ok to cry When you ask yourself why again Your heart full of fear When all around hurts so Just too much to bear When you need help understanding You know you must try When nothing else helps you IT'S OK TO CRY

It's Been A While
Well i say its been well over a year since i have logged in, so it's been quite a while..I got rid some of the crap on my profile.Nowdays i like to keep things simple so i will have a better layout sooner or later.I've finished college and i have just started a new job.I just have to settle down and get used to everything.And my blog is http://darkpitofdespair.blogspot.com for for frequent updates which is every 2 weeks lol. peace out people

Are You Stupid Or Something?
I've already blogged about this, but it bears repeating. *Do NOT ask for my phone number. Do you think I'm crazy enough to give it to some stranger from fubar? You're out of your mind. *Do NOT ask to see me naked. You never, ever will. And if for some reason you have in the past, you WONT be seeing me naked ever again. Oh well. *Do NOT send me a private message, shoutbox message, photo comment, or ofile comment that basically tells me you want to have sex with me. Uh uh. Ain't gonna happen and I don't appreciate getting your nasty, desperate messages. *If I don't respond to you right away, I'M SORRY. I'm a busy person and if y're nice, I'll try to write back, but sometimes I forget. Or if you're like one stupid person, YOU BLOCK ME and then get pised that I'm not responding to you. Idiot. *Sometimes I leave my fubar running when I'm not at home or at my computer. Typically, I try to put it in my status that I'm not here. So don't get mad and send me a shoutbox full of message

Frozen In Time.
This is so weird but interesting ... This is a prank on a 'grand' scale. Over 200 people gathered at Grand Central Station in New York to pull off a 'frozen in place' act. The on looking travelers who weren't part of the act were mystified as to what was going on. Can you imagine? http://www.maniacworld.com/frozen-in-grand-central-station.html

Best Friends
I had a moment of clarity at work last night or rather this morning. I dont think it was quite an epiphany. But it did alter my mood and gave me a different perception about things. They say you have to walk a mile in another man's shoes to know where he's been. Or in this case a woman's shoe. Well I have walked in her shoes. Not that I am cross dresser or anything like that. Let's just say I have an idea of what she has been through and what she is going through now. I can more than empathize with her. By now everybody knows that my best friend has been staying with me going on a couple weeks now. Everybody else knows that in one of my last blogs I was basically pissed off about the situation and rather than discussing it with her I ripper her on here. I said some things I shouldnt have said and it's a wonder it didnt cost us our friendship. Nichole is a wonderful person first and foremost and above all things genuine. I dont think I did a good job of portraying her in a positiv

Self Cpr
From the stash of Karen878806 This is worth repeating¦ What are you to do if you have a heart attack while you are alone. If you've already received this, it means people care about you .. The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually discovered this and did an in-depth study on it in our ICU The two individuals that discovered this then did an article on it .. had it published and have even had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR. A cardiologist says it's the truth ... For your info ..If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we'll save at least one life. Read This...It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. and you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only abo

Yahoo Messenger In The Shoutbox
->Kevin19238: what does that have to do with getting my yahoo? Kevin19238: why you accept me then? ->Kevin19238: umm because i choose to not have insane people on my yahoo? Kevin19238: why ->Kevin19238: ok.. seriously dude.. even though i added you to my list.. that does not mean you get my yahoo.. people that i talk to DAILY don't even have my yahoo Kevin19238: do you have yahoo im? umm... seriously? wtf?

Mouth Dropping I Couldnt Beleive It!
Be sure to read the very last line after the photo A truck was traveling down the highway at around 1 o'clock in the morning near Tulsa, Oklahoma. Motorcyclist was traveling at ~120mph and ran into the back of the moving semi-truck.. Truck driver said he felt the impact, and it took almost a 1/4 mile for him to pull over. This is what he found... He lived. wear your helmet!

Vagina Bong
I had heard of snorting coke off of a strippers tits, but taking a bong hit out of her vagina? This "water pipe providing sexual stimulation" seems to be just too depraved to be true. In instances such as this, I find it best to let the patent do the talking: "The lower end cooperates with the wall of the vagina to form a water reservoir holding water in the lower end and the vagina. A stem is received into the inlet port with an end opening submerged in the water reservoir. Suction applied at the exit port draws air through the stem to bubble through the water reservoir to generate stimulatory vibrations transmitted to the vagina. Optionally, a bowl holding combustible material communicates with the stem such that smoke bubbles through the water reservoir to simultaneously filter and cool the smoke and generate stimulatory vibrations." I don't doubt that the experience is pleasurable, but pleasurable enough for a woman to allow bong water in her vagina? Perhaps the only th

Why?!
so i was wondering..why is it so effing hard to find a DECENT man in this effin state!? why cant i find a man that will treat me right..who wont use me nor lie to me nor play me like im some retard?!?!?! *and yes motherfucker i KNOW u lied to me many upon many of times!! u know who u r!* UGH!!! not saying i'm looking here but for god sakes, isnt there a normal, decent, loving, kind hearted, non using guy out there???? im not a bad person and do NOT deserve to be used and abused like that. ugh!! :(

Never Piss Off A Trucker..
NEVER PISS OFF A TRUCKER This fine upstanding member of the infamous 18th Street LA gang decided one day that he would try to car-jack a semi truck at gun point . The gangster jumped up on the driver side, while the truck was in motion, and stuck a gun in the drivers face. The only problem was that the truck driver opened up the door and knocked the attempted thief off. He lost his balance and fell under the wheels of the truck, at which time the driver slammed on his brakes, resting on top of him and decided that this was the perfect time to whip out his Fuji Disposable camera... Didn't look real until you see the third picture. Pictures scroll down Darn, hate to waste a good beer! NOW THAT HAD TO HURT! The driver was just "detaining" him until the police arrived

The Point Of A Mumm
I'm curious what the point of a mumm actually is. From what I know mumm means "make up my mind". But there are people that sit on fubar practically all day and leave rude comments on peoples mumms. Doesn't that defeat the purpose of a mumm? Whats the point of leaving all the rude comments? Why don't we have an option to turn comments off on mumms when creating them? Perhaps thats something to propose to the higher ups on fubar. We don't all want to read your rude and negative comments.

Level A Diva!!!
Here are 15 divas that sould use help in leveling. Please show them sum love, stop in and rate these DIVAS!! First sticky repost MsMaine will give you 150k in Fu-Bucks. Jsut send a private message to MsMaine. Needing 3500 points is: (¯`•§ÂþþĥïЯë Şk¥•´¯)««þЯømØŢ€Я Øƒ ÇøþþëЯĥê ãÐŞ £øü@ fubar Needing 9936 points is: B*tch@ fubar Needing 10,906points is: Sparkling Crystals~add some spakle into ur life~Dylon's Diva!~Come n see who's at the zoo@ww@ fubar Needing 11,855 points is: Kandees Passion* RL wife of spyderman121*Dylon'S~ Diva'S@ fubar Needing 13,267 points is: *Crazzzzzzzy-In-Ohio* {DYLON'S DIVAS}@ fubar Needing 14,128 points is: YVONNE~~~DOUG'S DIVA!!~~~~@ fubar Needing 14,647 points is: ~DC~ aka "Jager me Babe" ~!Dylon's Divas!~@ fubar Needing 16,648 points is: glasgowghirl *Dylons Diva*@ fubar Needing 16,995 points is: Christina~~Dyl

Freak Raters
HEY ALL WE ARE STARTING A NEW RATERS CLUB..COME JOIN US IN HELPING PEOPLE LEVEL."FREAK RATERS CLUB" WANNA MAKE FUBERLORD OR HIGHER IN JUST A FEW DAYS THEN COME HAVE SOME FUN RATING PEOPLE WITH US.. CONTACT SINFULGODDESS FOR INFORMATION.FUBAR ID IS LOUSIANACOUPLE ALSO COME HANG WITH US IN CLUB MILFS & STUD'S LOUNGE"

Ladies Profiles Rants
For a couple months now, I've been reading women's profiles on fubar. (Yes, surprise, someone really DOES read the profiles.) After reading these profiles, I have deduced that some male fubar members might not be the nicest guys on the planet. I think I've even blogged about this before. However, I shall no longer appologize for the male species. This is an adult site, and in my opinion a very well run site. I've found no "bots" and no kids, which is amazing! (rock on, fubar!) This is not a porn site, HOWEVER, it also is not a site where people discuss a lot of flower gardening topics. It's an on-line bar! I am sure you get hit on at a real bar, so you must expect to be hit on here! It's simple as that. You're a woman, and a man just might find you interesting and hit on you. While I personally have never started a conversation with things about my anatomy, your anatomy or what I'd like to do to you in private, not everyone is as polite as I am. Basicly, you're here and it comes wit

He Made Hole In My Bed Room
Well the neighbor upstairs got so mad bc some kind of check didnt come in the mail and he was moving out today. well he called the ppl that he suppose to get hes check from. well they didnt wanna give him some number so he can talk to the head person about hes check and why its not commin in the mail yet. well he got pissed off and then punch or kick out wall , and made a big hole in it. i think the landlord seen the hole. so i think hes pissed well now we need to cover it or something. well i am pissed and i know who the guy is and mom gonna be mad too well ttyl jess

An Inspirational Poem!
hey everyone i know sometimes life can be one helluva drag and gets us down at times so i created this poem for me and all of you out there whos lives are getting you down. When Life Gets You Down by Jared Kinter When Life gets you down Dont curl up in the corner and cry And certainly dont just lie down and die Pick yourself up Brush yourself off Hold your head high And walk forward with the desire to fight So the woman or man you were in love with left you for something stupid So what! fight to get that person back and if that doesnt work than enjoy the single life and all it has to offer! People are judging you without knowing you hahaha what give them the right people these days are judgemental and that much is true But theres someone out there who loves what you do! You think no understands you Not true! There are many out who going thru almost the same things as you! jobs getting you down? Everyone deals with this only you can chnage that So dont cry Dont d

Pain-let Me Know What U Think About Pain
pain is kile haveing your balls kicked realy hardyou fell hurt when u have evrything u could want or think what u want and to have all it taken frome u pain is that hurt deep down insde that u cant explane its hurts so bad u wanna die pain is being in love and not have the woman feel the same pain is wakeing up bye yourself and not haveing someone there to keep u warm pain is when your tummy hurt from all the love that was once there and now gone pain is to have a woman cheat on u pain is being alone pain is just what it says PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Encounter Of Silent Bliss
"An Encounter of Silent Bliss" the door opens ever so slowly revealing the most amazing man I have ever seen. With his finger to his lips he shhhhh's me and with the whisp of his hand, shows me in. He takes my hand and down a long corridor we walk. We enter a dark room lit only by candles. A table set with the most tantilizing fare. Fruits of every kind, color and flavors, glasses, no chalis's filled with beautiful drinks. The smell of the room is heavenly. I am about to exclaim my delight when his finger again comes up and presses my lips for silence. Seemingly strange but his actions are beginning to arouse me. He serves me a small plate containing a bit of everything and then offers with a gesture a drink of my choice. He leads me through a doorway to another candlelit room. Here there are chairs and love seats and in the far corner, barely visible a large satin covered bed. A few sips of my drink stir the heat that is rising inside me. He motions for me to come to him where he

Sara-isms 03-31-08
Woke up slightly off kilter this morning/afternoon... coulda been all the smoking I did last night, I was stuckin foned last night. But in any event, I woke this morning to feelings of hatred and sarcasm... which I don't know why, seeing as I am not particularly angry at anyone or anything... just feeling like I need loud angry music playing with fast, hard, and loud drumming. Maybe it's a Slipknot day. HHHMMM. When I feel like this, I tend to question myself, ask myself "Why do you feel like this, where is the anger coming from?" So the answers I am coming up with are feasible. Work. I do too much of it. Friends. Some are acting in ways that make me question if they are good people to have in my life, if they are going to provide me with smiles or frowns. Men. Yeah. Enough said on that one. I love my job. I get to interact with a shit ton of interesting people, most of the people I work with are great, and in general, I have a good time when I go. But man, I am there way too muc

Put On Your Traveling Sandals!
“As they ministered to the Lord, and fasted, the Holy Ghost said, Separate me Barnabas and Saul for the work whereunto I have called them.” Today’s study of Acts 13 is starting with verse two because Barnabas and Saul are the ones who were given their marching orders in Antioch. As the third largest city in the Roman Empire, Antioch (you can tell this setting from verse one) was a commercial center where a variety of peoples gathered to do business and, in the case of the burgeoning Christian church, fellowship. Verse one refers to “certain prophets and teachers” in Antioch such as Saul and Barnabas along with Simeon called Niger (or Simeon the black, a reference to his complexion and the region of the Empire he was from near the present-day Niger), Lucius of Cyrene in present-day Libya, and Manaen who’d grown up with Herod Antipas, the ruler who met his end in chapter twelve. The call of the Holy Ghost was not to be denied and, unlike the spread of the church up to this point, w

Fuck Up
I had an epiphany today. A big one. It’s Monday and the other managers and I were catching up after a long weekend for me. How’s the dog? Are you moved into your house yet? How’s things going with your boy? Etc. I was in the middle of recanting the weekend to Ed and I mentioned that I had been over to his parent’s house Friday and met his sister and brother in law and that they had also invited us back for a BBQ on Saturday. I was telling Ed that for whatever reason I just didn’t want to go. I really didn’t want to go. I had this sinking feeling inside of me. Major anxiety. What the fuck was that? That’s so not like me Ed pointed out. I said I felt like I was shy and that I was shy because I wasn’t comfortable. I realized at that point in the conversation that I wasn’t shy because I was uncomfortable and I wasn’t uncomfortable because I was shy. It was more over because I was scared. Of what you may ask? (Because honestly they are awesome people and I’m so lucky to be involv

***want To Own Me?***
Want to own me? Here's your chance to own me for a month. I'm up for bid in an auction. For info about rules and what I'm offering, use the link below to go to Mish's blog. Her and PJCountry are running this thing. They're great women and good friends of mine so be sure to check them out and rate/fan/add them if you haven't already. http://www.fubar.com/blog/201554/750853 If you would like to bid on me (if you don't want to bid that's cool but I would love it so much if you rated my auction pic...there's a prize for the person with the most pic rates) you can click on my pick in Mish's blog or just click on my link below. Thank you so much to those who rate my pic and/or bid on me!

Not Here
Sorry I havent been here,,, Reason....a lot of drama...yet the main reason is...I am getting ready for surgery on Wed afternoon...Getting off my blood thinners has been scary for the surgery... Hoping that after this is all done and a new doctor...that life will be on the right track..... Also waiting to hear if I get my summer place:) So sending Luv to my friends.....Miss ya..... Luv Kelly

O'rly?
Your Dosha is Pitta You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight. What's Your Dosha?

Pure Seduction....
Pure seduction....I often wonder why words have such an impact on my sensuality. Whispered needs and desires bring forth an amazing result as long as the intonation is done just right. Like honey dripping from a tree, that familiar dampness started to spread within my groins. Was it the way you looked at me? or was it the way you whispered those words...."Suck my dick Bitch". Not ever once feeling it being used as degradation but almost like you were embracing it, cradling it....I hesitated....not because I didn't want to please you....but simply because I wanted....no, needed to hear those words again. As I lowered my mouth to your hardened dick, a moan escaped your lips....tormenting me with it's soulful lust....beckoning me to tease more. My mouth increased it's tempo.....sliding down further on each thrust, as my hands caressed your balls. Mmmmmmm....I feel myself getting wetter with each swipe of the tongue across the tip. Talk to me luv..... As your hands rested down on

I Remember How You Made Me Feel
Smiling to myself as I think back on that amazing day....was it the sex that made it so great? Was it his personality that seemed to be so in tuned with me?....With my body?....With my body's reaction to his teasing? Everything seemed to happen so fast....we emailed back and forth a few times and left an open invitation with each other. "Call when you're ready". That day started slow and lazy....we lingered in bed a little longer than we needed to. Teasing each other....discussing our evening plans, or rather our lack of plans. As the day progressed with no plans, we decided, "let's make that phone call". The phone rang, and immediately, excitement raced through my veins....I remember his pics so well. His cute smile, his back clearly showing it to be defined like a sculpture, his hardened dick standing straight out. I stood there half listening to the plans being made. Were we really going to meet? Tonight? My hands were sweating as we drove to meet him, chewing slightly

No?? Really....?
Your Personality Is Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

Special Thanks
I want to personally thank everyone who not only helped me lvl today but also showed made love for my B-day...Everyone should know they are special to me and happy to have friends that are will to help other people...Thanks for the gifts, the Bullies, the bling, everything...If I haven't returned the love to you yet trust me I will...I just got really backed up today and need a couple days to catch up. Again thanks and much appreciated.

Hey Guess What I Am Not As Stupid As You Think. (response To My Mumms)
1st and foremost I am not an idiot. in the past 24 hours I have posted 3 mumms. And the way I was bashed was pathetic. And yet they all acted like I was the moronic one!! Let's get a few things straight. I am a democrat, but I dont always agree with the party. However this is America and I do have that right. The 1st mumm was about who was worse Clinton or Bush. Well since I hated GW when he stole the election in 2000, who the hell do you think i think was worse. My opinion is Clinton screwed his intern, Bush screwed the whole damn country. And some people are wanting to say that Clinton was a coward cause he left the Iraq issue to someone else to deal with. What the hell is Bush doin? He's gonna leave this fuckin mess for the next guy to clean up. My 2nd mumm was about abortion: pro life or pro choice? I am 100% pro choice always have been always will be. I personally would never have an abortion, but at the same time I wouldnt want my right to taken away from me by my gover

My Ears Bring All The Boys To The Yard...:s
You Communicate With Your Ears You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod. How Do You Communicate?

Auctions Open!!! Come Bid!!
OK PEOPLE I HAVE NOW OPENED THE AUCTION OF FUBAR LIVESTOCK. SO GO AND GET YOUR BID ON THE ONE YOU WOULD LIKE TO OWN. WOW THERE ARE SOME TREMENDOUS OFFERS IN THIS AUCTION. HERE IS THE LIST OF STOCK AVAILABLE...

Questions That Haunt Me!
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you nak

Materialistic...yep..that's Me :s
Your Expression Number is 8 Driven and ambitious, you have the potential to reach great things. You're both good with money and good at getting things done quickly. You are an excellent leader and a great judge of character. Full of energy and confidence, you undertake projects that seem impossible. Dependable and determined, you are able to understand the bigger picture. Even if you are not in a position of power right now, it will fall to you. At times, you can be very materialistic - and obsessed with status and power. While this isn't always a bad thing, you sometimes take it to the extreme. In order to be truly happy, you must balance the material and spiritual in your life. What's Your Expression Number?

A Carnival Of Madness In One Week.
Delusional Madness, perhaps a touch of crystaline clarity in the obsure little cobwebs the tempt to veil my sight. It's a carnival ride and I've got my Ride All Day ticket. The passing week has been something eventful from all perspectives. Revelations of just the level of Love actually is, and does exist. Or that notion of Family and while they may not be by blood, the bonds are there, if not stronger than those little twisting ladders of DNA. My Sister-in-Arms and her beloved Husband have been nothing but the best support in my ventures through the years. The irony is that the one thing I had in my life--the pulse and adoration of music--brought her back to the fold and strengthened our bond even further. The duo of chaotic femme fatale felines giving birth to a Brainchild creation of Heavensent `n Hellbound Radio. It's a long ride with twists and turns, and the recent step was the delightful little promotion as Management (minus the already current duties of Webmistress, DJ Te

Yea..and?
Your Wrath Quotient: 62% Everyone around you pretty much fears your wrath... which is probably what you want. But just remember, there's a very thin line between fear and hate! How Much Wrath Do You Have?

40 Mistakes Men Make
1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like they're trying to deflate her body vi

Blogs And Nothing In General
OK, I'M JUST WONDERING....WHAT DOES A PERSON ACTUALLY WRITE ABOUT ? I MEAN, EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT HAS BEEN ALL GRUESOME AND TERRIBLE. WELL, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AWFUL TO SAY TO ANYONE, I JUST HAVE SOME STUFF I WAS WONDERING ABOUT. LIKE...HOW IN THE HECK DO THOSE GIRLS ALL GET TO THE TOP TEN?? I MEAN, I THINK IS HOW AND WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET THERE???!!? LOL, JUST KIDDING, MAYBE IF I WAS ABOUT 25YEARS YOUNGER AND 75POUNDS LITER I COULD MAKE IT...I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT. THEY ARE ALL SOOOO BEAUTIFUL....WELL, EITHER WAY, IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUT, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANY AND ALL SUGGESTIONS.....KISSES EVERYONE...

Don't Have A Clue
Okay, apparently we let our VIP's run out but of course we got them back again. We can't make up our minds weather or not we want them. Ok well anyway, we are up and kicking again as usual and getting ready for the battle of the families. If you aren't in a family and would like to join one let us know cause we have the BEST DAMN FAMILY ON FUBAR!!!!!! Ok enough braggin, better not brag to much i might jinx us...NOT! well you get the picture. c ya'll soon!!!

Bullet For My Valentine - All These Things I Hate (revolve Around Me)
Once more I'll say goodbye to you Things happen, but we don't really know why if it's supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss oh yeah Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off before i snap Once more you tell those lies to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty) When you say those things in my ear Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear) oh yeah (yeah!) Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe I'm not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around me (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off

From A Man To A Woman
I dream of you every time I close my eyes, I see your face and then you smile. I look at you and I wonder, why our paths have never crossed? I feel your presence in the air, I long for your touch I swear. Tenderly I'll hold your hand, softly I will kiss your lips. For I am amazed by your inner beauty, your sensitivity of my needs and I of yours. I shall worship and hold you in the highest regard. I will walk by your side and never behind or in front of you. For I am into you and pray that you are into me. I hold what you say to be true and will not second guess you. I know of your hurt, for I have been hurt too. Healing can be such a hurting pain and the process so slow. But we shall live for the hope of a better tomorrow, and pray that we make it through another day. The silence of the loneliness we felt, the isolation from seeing old friends and having to make new ones, can hurt and yet, feel good at the same time. We both know how it feels to count the stillness

Dying A Slow Death
Down, down, down so quickly I’m falling down so swiftly Sharp, sharp, sharp so deadly The rocks below are so fatal Screaming, screaming, screaming so loudly My terror echoes so shrilly Faster, faster, faster the ground is coming The ground is quickly nearing Broken, broken, broken shards Shards of my heart are scattered Dying, dying, dying so painfully My death is slow and merciless

Pain
In the night it's like your there By my side I feel you there Dreaming of times from the past and times to come My eyes come open and I'm alone No one here just me at home My arm reaches over just to see Your not there it's only me I close my eyes and begin to dream Darkness is a deceiving thing Dreaming together, Darkness makes it seem By: Amanda In Loving Memory of Momma

Who Am I
Who am I? I am neither you nor me I am neither captive or free I’m not boring but really not funny You see, I don’t know who I am I’m not stupid but not very smart Not all together but not totally falling apart Some say I’m cold but others see my heart Why can’t I figure out This person that I am? Confused sometimes and clear the rest I always feel like I’m living a test Walking through life? Or a tidy little mess? Who am I? Neither here nor there Neither plain or full of flare I’m an original trying to make it In a world trying to take it But I won’t let them break it ’Cuz that wouldn’t be Who I am

Some Movie Quotes From 2 Movies I Love...
Half baked: "You let me smell it, so let me inhale it" "I dont do drugs, I do weed" "You ever suck some dick for marijuana?" "You have smoked yourself retarted" ok so I didnt get all the lines I wanted form this movie cause I was buys smoking lol..damn stoners..my bad... ok heres more JUNO: "Jeez, banana shut ur freaking Gob" "Your eggo is preggo" "Dont think it's yours cause you urinated on it" "Whats the prognosis, firtile myrtle" "Thia is one doodle that cant be undid homeskillet" "Its not seasoned yet" "Honest to blog?" "All I see is pork swords" "Pregnancy eventually leads to an infant" "Yeah thats what happens when our moms and teachers have sex" "Call me when you get off your rag" "We need to know about every score and every sore" "They make his junk smell like pie" "All thats missing is your bastard" "I havent even taken a dump since wednesday.....Morning" "I think kids have intercourse when their bored" "B

Looking For Bombers
The TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber Family is looking for bombers. In joining Us you get a personlized Picture, and animal Morph, a membership card, and all the Crazy people you can Deal with. If we Sound like fun to you please stop by our home page and Drop a Mail or friends request and Our Owner DJ DemonWolf will get you all set up. If you check us out and we are not the right family for you, thankx for taking the time to Stop by and check us out DJ DemonWolf Owner and Founder TrueLycanFreeLanceBombers@ fubar

My Box
I have been locked in a box A box made of glass So everyone can peek in and stare at me Glass, so I may watch enviously All six sides have a purpose Each leads in a different direction A different aspect of my life I want to break out But by choosing a direction I will lose the other, which I could not bear So instead I sit here quietly And endure my mime-like life Forever trapped in a box A box that is my life

Contest ???
Ok After about a week of thinking about it and asking different people there opinion. I have decided to throw myself to the wolves and enter a contest lmao ,,,, Im really nervous about how i will do (i know weird since i really dont try to go for "rates") but anyway HELP ME OUT WOULD U !! you know i will show the love back to you all

The Funny Shit I See On Fubar.
What the hell is happening here? I think people have lost sight that FUBAR is just an online adult community. As much as people say how real they are here. Still none of us are anything more than the pic and name we choose to put up here. I don't get how there is "cheating" for points. I don't get why people point out the possible fakes. Who cares, why do you? I couldn't care less. I like to come here to chat with people..possibly meet new friends. All the rest, is a bunch of non sense. The downrating, the bullying and the "hunting" is complete schoolyard child silliness. If you don't want to be someones friend, dont. Block the ones you don't like. Who gives a shit really? Boys and girls, no need to berade someones profile because you see them "flirting" with someone you "like". We are online, if you like them that much..hook up for real and get over it. Okay Im done. Go ahead and comment :) WOO HOO myfirst BLOG. what do ya think?

I'm Ok Really But....
Sometimes things aren't what they seem... no matter how much you wanna believe things are one way they aren't always. People who are your friends try to warn you cause they know how much you have been hurt in the past and you don't listen. Funny how when you do some research you end up feelin like a bitch just to find they were always right. But thats ok...just another door closed and the perfect opportunity for this new one to open...so out with the old and in with the new...heres to the hope of a new start!!!!

Things Change
You find someone to love and then all of a sudden things change. You change trying to make the other happy and yet you lose who you are. You thought the person loved you for who you are and in time learn you don't know how to make that person happy. Then you stop saying anything because it feels every time you do you've said something wrong again or done something the other doesn't like and then you feel like your life is spinning out of control. The only thing that hasn't changed is your feelings for that person. In fact I find myself loving that person more but yet feel very sad for some reason which I should be happy. My heart belongs to this person and yet I am not sure his belongs to me eventhough he says it does.

Broken Heart
Would you wipe away my tears Would you refute all my fears Would you stay with me If I needed you to see Would you hold me tight Would you kiss me good night I want to feel you next to me Instead you just let me be Would you tell me what I need to say To make the sadness go away You won't even hold my hand Emotions recoiled like a rubber band Would you kiss my cheek Dealing with pain week after week I'm tired of the tug of war games And with you calling me names Ripping and tearing my emotions down Again I pick my heart up off the ground Tired of fighting with myself to not give in Playing a game I just can't win I'm tired of trying to keep a fake smile on my face Tired of feeling like I'm wasting space To care for someone who doesn't care about me To express my love for an empty sea As though that's what it would be Would you lie to me when you say you care When tomorrow you will taunt me with an arrogant stare I will give in because I hate to fight Will th

Thoughts
ok im so fucking confussed i am a bisexual female and i had a gf and a bf and i broke up with both to be with one person but now that i broke up with the one person i dont know if i should try and get them back because they are married to each other or should i just keep them as my close friends and find someone else i have my eye on someone but i dont know what to do anyway catch yall later

The Story
She was standing there again. I get up, looking out of my bathroomwindow and I see the woman standing there. She's too far away to recognize, but I know it's her. I feel it. Since I've got nothing else to do, I decide to check her out. Take a closer look. So I get dressed and leave, if I'm wrong I can also go to the baker's shop. When I close my front door I put my scarf up a little, trying to protect myself from the cold. I walk around the corner and I'm disappointed when I see she's not there anymore. The tree she was under is now deserted. There's noone around. Was it my imagination? I decide to continue my walk, lost in thoughts. "Don't you know me anymore?" This voice... it's her. For a second I think about running away, but my legs fail. I turn around. "Jane?" Did I say this out loud? Cause I question the strength of my voice, I have a feeling this is only a dream. "Were you following me the last few days? How did you find me?" "Yes, it was me. Do you know what we swore y

Type Of Sex?
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Las Vegas
So... I'm off to Sin City for a couple of weeks. Not just for fun, but to help my sister relocate. With the exception of loading and unloading the truck, it should be quite the adventure. I know I've neglected terribly my acquaintances here, but I've been busy and discombobulated as of late. I'll get back to y'all... really. Take care and be well. xo ~miss j

Looking
So I am looking for an apprenticeship in a tattoo shop somewhere in Rochester, NY. I have strong illustration skills. I also do some oil paintings, acrylic, and love pencil illustrations. I love realistic and fantasy images.

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: BothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: All the TimeIs sex a top priority for you?: YESDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: Yes, but don't have toHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: haven't (and wouldn't want to be drunk)How do you feel about one night stands?: once is not enoughHow many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Lady on top, or wheelbarrowWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhere privateDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: f*ckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: 15-20 minsDo you get off first or do they?: me :(Do you like kissing during sex?: YESDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: noDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: No preferenceDo

Please Help!! Help!!!
I AM IN A FOLDER TO WIN A HAPPY HOUR. I NEED 50,000 COMMENTS TO WIN. SO FAR I ONLY HAVE 80. PLEASE GO TO THIS LINK AND COMMENT BOMB ME! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1166057&albumid=919109&i=3051212605&idx=0

Hope
It has been a while since things seemed to go right for me. I have been going through a lot recently and been trying to face things that are ending and pick up the scattered pieces and put them back together. Thanks to a couple of really GREAT friends...things are starting to finally look up for me. I know, I know...patience is a virtue and I plan to have just that...but I feel like something is finally going my way!!! It's about damn time...I wanna be happy too...and so far that I am!!!

Pffft Yeah Right
Ok so there was a MuMM about what to do on a rainy day. Being the smartass I am, I said I'd wanna watch God of Thunder have sex (cuz really, who wouldn't wanna see that, right?) And I get this in my shoutbox: (read from bottom up.) uneedatowel?: I'll just nut on the pics of you i printed out. then......thanks honey ->uneedatowel?: hmm I think my husband would punch you in the face if you tried uneedatowel?: i think you're VERY attractive...and i'd love to show my apprecitation of you sexy body...... what cha think? ->uneedatowel?: why? ->uneedatowel?: if God of Thunder is involved uneedatowel?: do u like to watch? :| Then he blocked me lmao. How come the normal guys never nut on the pics of me they've printed out? Hmm...:P.

A Few More
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong ********************************************* A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. ********************************************** I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my

Are You Presenting Real Talk?
we are on here for fun and release from the daily b/s we deal with ever day, "right"? then why the fucc are alot of people rating and commenting false ? no matter be tru to your words .... vuase even if no one can c u or my never know who u r , they still want the truth ..... simply because no matter what tale you spend withen fu~bar the people around them will tell them the truth..... so if you are here and you say you're real be real or get the fucc on ....... alway's been me always will.. hate my blog or lluv it i " REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCC"!!!!

Plf2 - Product Launch Formula 2
PLF2 - Product Launch Formula 2 Product Launch Formula 2 is HERE! Product Launch Formula is the brainchild of Jeff Walker. Now in it's second edition it has proven to be one of the most powerful and profitable courses for many of the students who have applied it's principles. With so many junk products online Jeff's product is one that delivers on it's promises. One only has to listen to the case multiple case studies of his students to understand just how powerful the techniques are. Here are just some of the results of Jeff's students: Martin Howey is a high end coach who took a list of only 5,000 people and was able to sell 100 spots in a $20,000 coaching program, bringing in $2 Million in sales. So effective was the product launch formula in his process that he still has people on the waiting list, ready to pay him when more spots open up in his coaching program. Jose Espana created a product specifically for the Spanish speaking market. Again, using the same tried

Tell Me What You Think!!
You are the one disease For which there is no pill You bring me to my knees And bend me to your will I just can't get enough My heart is on the floor Addicted to your love Can't wait to get some more You infect my heart With every single beat Just finish what you start 'Girl I'm begging please If this is all a dream Please don't wake me up Just let me stay asleep Let my eyes stay shut I don't want to know If you're just fantasy Dont think I can let go Cause you are the best disease

Waiting
Simple and short I'm simply waiting and hoping that my miricle comes and I get to be the luckiest man alive. I'll wait as long as I have to and I know given my miricle, I'll make her happier than she's ever been. At least I will try every day to.

Plumb-damaged
Dreaming comes so easily Cause it's all that I've known True love is a fairytale I'm damaged, so how would I know? I'm scared and I'm alone I'm shamed and I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Won't let anyone get close to me I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know I'm scared and I'm alone I'm shamed and I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me There's only for my soul And undo this fear Forgiveness for a man Wh

Still Upset
still just a lil upset about what happened on friday nite. my bf lil bro almost cut my lil girl with a knife. and my bf made his bro say sorry. thenjust last nite he got into a fight with his fam for standing up for me and not is lil bro then one of his other brothers jacked him up and they started hittin each other. i've never had ne proublems with his fam till now so just for awhile i'm not going over there and i'm not takin my baby either.

Love Song
"Love Song" Head under water And they tell me to breathe easy for a while The breathing gets harder, even I know that You made room for me but it's too soon to see If I'm happy in your hands I'm unusually hard to hold on to Blank stares at blank pages No easy way to say this You mean well, but you make this hard on me I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you tell me it's Make or break in this If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better Reason to write you a love song today I learned the hard way That they all say things you want to hear And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and Your twisted words, Your help just hurts You are not what I thought you were Hello to high and dry Convinced me to please you Made me think that I need this too I'm trying to let you hear me as I am I'm not gonna

The Nice Guy And The Special Olympics.
In +Bauer+'s mind, "MAN" directly translates to "Great MAN of Action." When a problem or challenge arises, women are busy "contemplating the reasons", sobbing into a box of tissues, watching re-runs of "sex and the city" hoping to find an answer, or hoping a MAN will come fix it for them. Meanwhile, MEN are out there already doing, fixing the problem, building answers, declaring war, rescuing those prisoners of war, and creating "Coalitions of the Willing." WE ARE MEN! Example: I was driving with a woman, heading to a movie, when suddenly the car broke down. Within minutes we where surrounded by a horde of mutilated zombies, assassin ninjas, a roving troop of mimes that had taken her family hostage, rabies infected midgets with flamethrowers, and violent "repeat offender" rapists, with massive erections, eager to rape the nearest stranded motorist. She immediately began to sob and shake uncontrollably. "What are we going to do?" she screamed. I grabbed her

It Isn't You, I Promise
(He told me last night to sleep with the angels, then to come back to earth and sleep with my devil who would gladly burn in hell for one night in my arms..yeah, I'm beyond confused right now. That is not what I need, that is not what I want. So, if this poem confuses you don't feel bad. I'm there myself.) There's something about the way you said it, That I knew you were telling the truth, But I wasn't quite ready to believe you, I didn't want to believe you loved me, too. I wanted to love you with all of my heart, But I didn't want you to love me at all, I wanted you to beat me, and not care, I wanted you to say you would, but never be there. I know all of this sounds insane to you, It doesn't even make all that much sense to me, But things in my past make me who I am now, I wanted to let you love me, I just didn't know how. There's something about being abused by a male, That makes future relationships seem impossible, I don't know if you'll wait for me to

Why I Love You
Sam, Love, baby...I Love you!! Lots and lots. Why? You are gorgeous, but you argue every time I say it..you are not vain at all. You are sweet, one of the nicest people I know...even if you try to hide it. You are full of laughter and energy, there is never a dull moment when you are around. Your smile makes my heart skip a beat. Your voice makes my knees weak. Kissing you is one small step away from heaven. You make life easier, Love. Talking to you lifts my spirits, I know that if I can just talk to you anything can be better. You inspire me to be a better person, you deserve the best and you make me want to try my hardest to be worthy of you. You make me smile...just by being you. I have never talked to you and not smiled. You complete me baby, you are the piece in my life that I have missed since before birth. When I hold you I feel...right. I'm complete like I never have been before. I want you more than I have ever wanted anything before in my l

Poetic Image
A THOUGHT TO PONDER A THOUGHT TO PONDER RUNS ACROSS MY MIND WITH EVERYDAY GETTING OLDER AN YET TRUE HAPPINESS MUST SOON PASS ME BYE WHEN I THINK OF MY PAST I TRUELLY AM BLESSED FOR THE GOOD TIMES I HAD AND THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE THAT MADE IT SO BUT YET THE THOUGHT STILL ARRISES WHAT MUST COME NEXT AND WITH EVERY SUNSET THE MOONS FINAL GLOW AND EVERY DAYS PASSING LIGHT I STILL DREAM AT NIGHT OF THE HAPPINESS YET TO COME WANTING ONLY THE BEST OUT OF LIFE I REACH FOR YOU TO HOLD I LOOK SO DEEPLY INTO YOUR EYES AND KNOW DEEP IN MY SOUL THAT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE JOY IN THIS WORLD YOU WILL BRING SO WHY SHOULD I BE THE GREATY ONE AND HOLD IT ALL TO MYSELF THIS I WILL NEVER REALIZE BECAUSE SINCE I HAVE FOUND YOU I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO

I Tried
Okay so this gets a bit personal , but I have no one else to talk about it with and fuck it been crying for a hour so here it goes . I moved away from 94 to 99 moved back east to where my family is located . Came home with a beautiful little baby who was 6 months old expecting nothing really but did expect to have family . My parents are awesome they really are my mom has had two strokes when she was 34 and my dad supported us and nurse her back to health . Growing up wasn't easy cause mom was always in the hospital , I never will forget the day she had neck surgery and came home blind on her left side and couldn't talk I freaked my dad rushed her back to the hospital to find out she had a stroke and shortly after she had another . My kid brother and sister are 2 and 4 years younger than me I am the oldest. I was 13 when this all happened . I used to skip school not to go out and drink or get high with my friends instead i used to peek in the windows of my house and watch my mom all da

Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again
If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldnâ€™t feel your touch And no longer were you with me Iâ€™d be wishing you were here To be everything that Iâ€™d be looking for I donâ€™t wanna forget the present is a gift And I donâ€™t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me â€˜Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time "Like You'll Never See Me Again" Every time you kiss me Kiss me like youâ€™ll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that youâ€™ll love me Love me like youâ€™ll never see me again Oh Oh Ohhhhh How many really know what love is? No you never will Do you know until you lose it That itâ€™s everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning Youâ€™re beside me Iâ€™m so thankful that I found Everythin

Only At Night
Only at night do I feel you here. You drift amongst the wind, through my open window. The breeze: it sinks, holding your insecurities, your pain and your resistance. Surrounding the stars, the moonlight wraps and catches in my mind. I feel you near, only in the night. The sound of your voice, drifts through me. When I lay with my head on your chest, you heart was in my ear. The beat of your existence. I'd capture the memories; of your kiss, your hurt and your goodbye. And I'd watch them fall away, but only to feel you close again. I've felt your grip loosen, I've watched you turn away. Now I'd love you alone, waiting for another day. Only at night did I wait for you. Unsure of how you felt, but afraid of letting go

See Right Threw Me!
See Right Threw Me! If you could see right threw me what would you see. A girl with misconceptions and a lot of broken dreams. If you could see right threw me you can see the pain of hurt, loneliness, and the laugh of peoples games. If you could see right threw me its not a pretty sight. My dreams your promises to make me alright. If you could see right threw me you will say I loved her once but I let her get away..

True?!?
Hey you See me? Pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain, to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it any more Anymore Hey you, are me Not so pretty All the world I've seen before me passing by Silent my voice I've got no choice All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't see Anymore I don't hear Anymore I don't speak Anymore I don't feel Hey you See me? Pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't sleep Anymore I don't eat Anymore I don't live Anymore I don't feel

Happily Ever After...
I wrote this as a comment in a Mumm, and thought it was worth sharing in a Blog... *Those who expect nothing, will never be dissapointed* I have learned in my experiences that, although it is nice to have fairytale dreams, life and love are no fairytale...They take hard work, dedication & commitment - responsibilities of which many take too lightly and eventually set aside for the Easy road... There is such a thing as "happily every after" if you truly know what those words mean...it is not perfection, but happiness in imperfection; it is not always getting what you want, but working with what you have; it is not walking the Easy road, but having Love beside you as you walk the Hard road; it is not all about you, but all about a compromise from both partners; it is trust, honesty, faith, selflessness, communication & unconditional Love... Too many people expect love to just work out the way they want it, but it DOESN'T work that way... If more people were willing

Thank You For Your Support
A FRIEND A FRIEND THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT MAY COME AROUND A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL ALWAYS PROTECT YOU AND ALWAYS TURN YOUR FRAUNDS UPSIDE DOWN A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO AND NEVER HAVE TO BE AFFRAID FOR WHAT THEY MAYBE THINKING SHOULD NEVER PUT YOU TO SHAME AND SO THINK OF THE FRIENDS I HAVE NOW MADE I WANT THEM ALL TO KNOW I APPRECIATETHERE SUPPORT AND ALL THE HELP THEY HAVE HAD TO GIVE I KNOW THAT IT ISNT ALWAYS EASY BUT YET THE ADVICE IS ALWAYS PLAIN SOMETHING TO HELP YOU SMILE AN BRIGHTEN UP YOUR DAY AND SO I GIVE MY LIFE TO YOU AS I SERVE YOU IN THE ONLY WAY A SOLDIER FOR YOUR FREEDOM AN KEEPING IT STRONG AN PURE THE AMERICAN WAY.

Try Getting Up And Thinking About This Every Day
life takes us in many directions we all have friends and girlfriends husbands wives children /i no some day my life will get happier its been a struggle threw the years we all have lost our loved ones threw all kinds of sickness my very first loss was when i was 10 years old my stepfather was working on a huge cadillac the jack broke the vehicle feel on top of him he died on my birthday in my imeditate family i have had two buire 75 members try living with that if it wasnt for that special some one who i care for cassandra i dont think i would have made it threw g edward beach death he was like the father i never had when he died my whole world around me crumbled

Haven't Been Around
Okay, I'm sorry I haven't kept in touch. My landline is not working so I have not been able to be online everyday. To make things worse, I got sick on Superbowl Sunday and was sick til about the first week in March. I guess the flu was going around and I waited too long to go to the doctor and the night I stopped breathing was what brought me to the advanced urgent care doctor the next day. I am using the public library til I can get my home phone working. What keeps me going is my 5 kids, especially my 3yr old daughter. I started writing a book of the "darndest" things she has been saying. Her latest word is "slammin' or scrammin' eggs" (that's scrambled eggs). Oh, and she has a new brother named "Jack". I have 2 boys and 3 girls and my boys are Christian and Patrick Jr. The most annoying thing she is doing nowadays is repeating the tail-end of EVERYTHING I say. We are at the library right now (3/31/08) and she is filling the double stroller with books while I am trying to work on the

Two Horses In A Field
TWO HORSES IN A FIELD Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if one stops the car, or is walking by, one will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. Listening, one will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, one will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her bridle is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As one stands and watches these two friends, one sees how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is trusting that she will not lead him astray. Like the owners of these two horses, God does not throw us away just because we are not perfect or because we have problems

Grandfather In Hospital...
again. My grandfather has been in and out of the hospital for some time now, ever since he had his stroke. But this time he has been lifted by Helicopter to Flagstaff, AZ from Cottonwood, AZ -- Where he lives with my grandmother. Lately he has been suffering from lightheadedness along with vomiting spells but this time he took a pretty bad fall. Apparently he has cracked a rib (they are still unsure) and is suffering from internal bleeding. My grandfather has always been a huge inspirational figure in my life. He served during Pearl Harbor in World War II and lived to tell the tale. To me he has always been a strong fighter. His health has always been as fit as a o' horse. Please if you have taken the time to read this pray for him

Jason Aldean -"even If I Wanted To"(to Jason My Cowboy Forever)
I'm on the brink; I can barely think, With all of these thoughts runnin' through my head. Wonderin' if I did you wrong? No way, I did you wrong. Every night, I try to justify, All the angry things I said, oh, but I can't take 'em back. No, I can't do that. I was wrong, oh, but now you're gone. An' I can't hide what I feel inside, An' just stop lovin' you even if I wanted to. I can't hold on, but lettin' go, Is something I can't do, Is something I can't do, Even if I wanted to. All the times I sat and watched you cry, When I should have held you close, made sure that you know, How much I cared but I was never there... I was wrong an' now you've moved on. I can't hide what I feel inside, An' just stop lovin' you even if I wanted to. I can't hold on, but lettin' go, Is something I can't do, Is something I can't do, Even if I wanted to. Even if I wanted to. [Instrumental Break] Yeah, I can't hide what I feel inside, (What I feel inside.) An' just stop

Help My Good Friend Level Up To 22
Can you help my friend level up to 22 he has only 72,171 points to go.So can you some him some fu love to his page.Here's his pic link. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ And Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~@ fubar

National Paintball League Results (huntington Beach, Ca)
National Paintball League Results (Huntington Beach, CA) PROFESSIONAL 1) San Antonio X-Factor 2) St. Louis Avalanche 3) San Diego Dynasty 4) Golden State Ironmen SEMI PROFESSIONAL 1) Arsenal Evolution 2) Method of Destruction 3) Impact 4) Avalanche Army DIVISION I 1) Aftermath II 2) Hollywood HK 3) Splat Kids 4) All or Nothing DIVISION II 1) L.A. Endurance 2) Miami Rage 3) DC Arsenal Predators 4) Aftermath Factory DIVISION III 1) CS Union 2) NV 3) Rockstar Factory Red 4) Black Cell

Alone
To be alone can be good for you or so they say As for me it only makes for a very long day To have no one there as I walk in the door Makes life alone seem such a bore When I go out and meet mew friends The lonely feeling ends But before I know it the night is over The friends that I made go home with one another Leaving you to be as it always has been Walking in the door Alone... again

Naughty Gurl
you sit their strokin you long hard plump cock fully extended in you hand and think of my gurl rubbin her tits against mine slowly moving down til her tongue runs in circles around my belly button slowly and seductively moving south to my nice warm spot and she flutters her tongue between my lips causing my hips to arch and her tongue to fully extend between my lips and fluttering the inner walls of my clit my man walks into the room and sees that i am being seducted by another woman and instantly becomes hard at first he is lost for words but then i ask him to join in and send both my new lover and myself into a sexual state of excstasty he removes his cloths and starts on my chest suckin nibblin on my nipples god i want to scream for more i grab my lover by her head and pull her head farther into my wet pussy we trade places and i begin to eat her out fully aroused and passed the point of saying no i can't take no more my man walks around pulls my plump ass up in the air causing me t

New Auction
I'm holding an auction starting Monday April 5th. Entry fee will be 200,000 fu-bucks. If your interested hit me up with the pic you would like to use and your offer. Entries will be taken til Sunday April 4th. RULES No drama of any kind. The person being auctioned off has the right to refuse any bid. Bid starts@200k New bids must beat old bids. HH= 2.5mil fu-bucks 30 day blast/3months vip = 1.25mil fu-bucks 7 day blast/1 month vip/ticker pack = 400k fu-bucks Bling pack/3 day blast = 350k fu-bucks 1 day blast = 300k fu-bucks 1 ticker = 250k fu-bucks Thanks so much Dream Girlz management

About Me-the Sequel
I have blogged all this before, just thought it bears repeating. This is from my personal Myspace page. I wrote this about 7 years ago, the majority of it still holds true, however, I have been through some changes and some points I may have modified. For instance, I am NOT currently single. I have found someone very special and I'm going with it. My outlook on life and love still remains the same. Are you 28 or older? If not, then don't waste my time or yours. I am every guy's idea of the perfect girlfriend. Or so I've been told. Why am I single? I have no idea. I own my own home, my own car (both are paid for) my two girls are grown and gone. I am smart, witty, funny, educated, well versed in a variety of subjects and I watch football. I not only watch, but I actually know the game(GO SEAHAWKS!!!!). I can be one of the guys, or the woman that you need. I will trust you from day one until you give me a reason not to. I am really tired of guys taking advantage of my trust. I wan

To The Real Masters
I read this somewhere, author is unknown but I liked it. She is your charge, your partner, your slave. You are her life, her love, her leader.She will be faithful and true to the last beat of her heart. You owe it to her to be worthy of such devotion.

So Close Yet So Far
So close while we're together all I need do is reach for you you willingly draw near letting me hug you and kiss you cheek seemingly close you don't seem to reach for me maybe because I'm always so near the kisses aren't returned only the hugs keeping things on low is it me that scares you so did someone hurt you that bad if only I knew for sure the walls between us wouldn't be such an obstacle so until you can tell me the walls will stay Keeping us yet so far away

Addiction
there is one man in my life that I love and will always love for the rest of my life, Hunter. I can not have him due to certain circumstances. He is not married. He lives very far away. He has goals in his life and so do I, this is the reason why we can not be together. he knows me better than anyone ever will. I tried to put him out of my life because it hurt too bad to know I couldn't have him. I moved on slowly. I found a friend that I am becoming more with every day. Recently I have been having indications that Hunter is checking on me again. He is leaving me messages on my myspace page and has left me an email on my emtcity email. I am not sure quite what to think about it. I love him, I would pick up and leave everything if he asked me to, but have tried to put him out of my life so I can move on, but its obvious he is still interested. What do I do? What do I say?

Wrestlemania
I had a BLAST watching Wrestlemania last night... Shame Cena Lost... However I do give a Fourhoreman salute to RIC for all the GREAT years and Matches he gave us... So to you Ric I salute you... Keep on Stylin and Profilin...

Mad Momma On A Warpath!! Round One To Mad Momma!!
bb Ok to give a quick over view of my daughter moving here. Since we moved out here she has been picked on and bullied for her heritage, for having a BISEXUAL PAGAN MOM, and for being a Poly family. Now that my Ex's and their kids left she has no one to help back her up and protect her. So now the abuse has gotten worse. Every time she has told teachers at her school she is over looked and told oh well. Now this year its gotten very physical. She has been pushed, hit, chocked and now apparently was pushed into the ground so hard that she has scrapes on her fore head. Yet I told her teacher at the last parent teacher conference about the racism she was facing. At that time my daughter still hadn't confided what else was going on. I told her teacher and she lied to me about my daughter never saying anything. My daughter actually told her teacher that she was pushed into the gravel and was told, "Oh well". You tell me what a 7 yrs old girl is to make of that!!!

Ugh!
These little bitches that go to school with my daughter are harassing the shit out of her. They call here after midnight, tell my daughter they are going to tell everyone she is a dirty slut, they lie, they disrespect me and my mom, and now they have threatened to beat my daughter up. So, being the good mama I am, I went to her school today and a talk with the principal about these girls. My daughter is scared of them mainly because they are bigger than her and both of them are troublemakers. Now for the kicker, my daughter is 10 years old and in the 4th grade! As if that isn't enough, my son has started to regress. Apparently he saw his dad hit his wife and she told my son that he won't see his dad anymore because he'll be in jail. He is having nightmares EVERY night, he is throwing tantrums so bad that I have to hold him down to keep him from hurting himself, he's terrorizing the dogs....he is already and counseling and he was doing so much better....his kicker, he's only 5!

The Tears
As the tears run down my face I wish I was with you to hold you to stare into your eyes to run my fingers though your hair to rub your back to go to sleep with you in my arms to wake up with you still there I wish I were with you As the tears run down my face

***my Love Style***
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Cyndi
Cyndi@ fubar This is my friend Cyndi. I met her in the Mumm's. She's quiet, shy, and really funny. She constantly remings me I'm getting old. She constantly reminds me I'm getting grey hair. And how she's almost caught up to me, despite getting on here 6 months after me. But she's a cool chicky, so go check her out. Ask her about the homeless guy on her couch!

Unsure
So much to say but unsure unsure how to express the feelings unsure of the feelings unsure if you feel the same unsure if you wonder if I feel the same unsure why I can't reach out to you unsure if you want to reach out to me unsure of where the road of life will lead The only thing I am sure is that I hope it leads to you

Yahoo Launches Site Focused On Women
NEW YORK - Yahoo Inc. on Monday launched a site for women between ages 25 and 54, calling it a key demographic underserved by current Yahoo properties. The site, Shine, is aimed largely at giving the struggling Internet company additional opportunities to sell advertising targeted to the key decision-maker in many households. Yahoo (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) said advertisers in consumer-packaged goods, retail and pharmaceuticals have requested more ways to reach those consumers. Amy Iorio, vice president for Yahoo Lifestyles, said internal research also shows women are looking for a site to combine various content and communications tools. "These women were sort of caretakers for everybody in their lives," she said. "They didn't feel like there was a place that was looking at the whole them - as a parent, as a spouse, as a daughter. They were looking for one place that gave them everything." Yahoo is entering a market already served by Glam Media Inc. and iVillage,

Life Sucks...........
Suicidal Tendencies - How Will I Laugh Tomorrow lyrics Artist: Suicidal Tendencies lyrics Album: Prime Cuts Year: 1997 Title: How Will I Laugh Tomorrow Print Correct Get How Will I Laugh Tomorrow ringtone on your mobile! [Mike Clark/Mike Muir] Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain; how can I explain? Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain, the same with my pain Caught up in emotion, goes over my head; goes over my head! Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had Some were good most were bad I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash thr

Devilgirl
DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper@ fubar She puts up with Fat Sonny 24/7...do I need to say more? Well okay, she's super sweet, and very nice, and has helped me a bunch the little time I've known her. And she puts up with Fat Sonny 24/7

I Believe In You
Why does no one seem to understand That it's more than love i need It's so hard to keep your faith alive When nobody else believes Oh i need someone there for me Need someone who can see Need someone to show me Ohhhh, that they are there to help me fight If i fall, to set me right Someone there to hold the light Won't someone say I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you It's so hard to do it all yourself Fighting for your dreams alone When the toy's upon the highest shelf A child's tears soon become stone Oh why does no one lend a hand Why does no one understand Why i need to make a stand Ohhhh,it's so hard to carry on When all your hope is gone All your dreams have come undone I need to hear I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you Why won't someone say these words Are they really so absurd? Must they always go unheard? Ohhhh, if someone needed the light I'd be there to help them fight If

Only Human
Only human By: April Terry Misunderstood, Alienated, And alone, She stumbles off with her opened wounds, To find her father, king, lord and savior. Tear stricken eyes, And bloodstained hands, She falls to her knees and begins to pray.

Childrens Answers
If you need a laugh, then read these Children's Science Exam answers. Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? (brilliant, love this!) A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental.

One Life To Live
One Life 2 Live When I breathe I live a little less, because with each breath I take a step closer to death. Word bond it's kinda' fucked up how we're born just to die. Live a life of poverty underneath dark skies. Sometimes I wonder does God hear me, is he there, does he know that life sucks, and if so, does he care, it seems as the he helps those he doesn't need to making good niggas turn illegal, forget their peoples. I'll cheat you duke, I wanna make that green too, it's hard to feed 2 so I don't need you. Why do what's right when it all goes wrong? Fuck that sad song, I'ma be the bomb word is bond it's on its all about the cream nigga and I'ma live out my dream nigga and be the richest, rock the flyest clothes get all the bitches. Fuck them jealous niggas they can lick my dick tip, and catch the stiff one son, we only got one life to live dunn, so might as well do your thing now and make the best of it, or regret the shit you wish you did for the rest of it. W

Please Lend Some Help For A Friend
Please show Bratt & her Daughters some love. NEED TO ADD AKAMRS.T TO BOMB CONTEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be sure to Add and Rate AKA Mrs. T to be able to bomb. Please leave a comment or two to help out and return the love that she has shown you. Be sure to Add and Rate host (AKA Mrs. T) to bomb Bratt. She is always quick to help others so let us all help her out as much as we can too.

People Like Me
Everyone needs a wake up call from time to time. Everyone needs that push in the right direction. Everyone needs to realize that who is real and who likes to play real, who needs help, and who needs to just shut the fuck up. You don't have to act tough to be a tough guy. It's the people like me that you shouldn't fuck with You don't have to dress a certain way or act a certain way for people like me to think that your beautiful!! the ones who strike without warning, the people who sit there and take it then one day explode and everyone is sitting and wondering "what in the hell happend?" there are some people out there who act tough for credit of any kind, so people will respect them, but deep down inside they aren't tough at all. they are scared. fear does strange things to people.it makes them think they are crazy. it makes them think that they are tough. it makes them think that the whole world revolves around them, and when they realize that it doesn't, they don't know what to

The Fool That Follows
Between this happening to me and the fact that my ex wife left me......I don't know what was a worst blow to me. Feb 2005...don't remember the date is when I finally opened my eyes and realized something my mom had asked me when I was younger. "Who is the bigger fool? The fool, or the fool that follows?" I now know the anwser to that question and so don't everyone else. Not only did he pull a gun on someone for no reason other than to try to prove that he is another ingnorant black person, he pulled me down right with him. And I fuckin let him, and I let the cops, and his father as well. Its not the fact that we both got in trouble, its the fact his father came to my house after the fact and basically sold me out, and the black race in my opinion. Basically told me he was gonna make sure that I got in trouble for what his son had did. Now I don't give a fuck what drew or any of his so called friends think, it was fucked up period. I wasn't totally inocent other than tring to pull someo

The Changing Winds
Have you ever stopped and noticed the wind? Ever notice that it don't go the way that you want it to go? This usually sucks. Actually it fuckin blows. Everyone catches the breaks while you sit there and struggle tring to figure out what in the hell you are doing wrong!!! It has been like this for me for the past 3 yrs!!! It had gotten to the point where i wish these winds would kill me and take me away and my whole exsistance. But you know what? thats not gonna happen. im not going out without a fight, a struggle, and most of all im not going out untill i have my last laugh. "from hell and back with a shit eating grin on my face" is what best describes me. and now that im back from hell, now that im back from walking the wide path of destructin, it's time to walk the straight and narrow path. I can't say ive seen it all. I can't say that i have done it all, but I can tell you this much!!! I have walked a thousand miles, and i plan on walking a whole lot more before I am

Jeff Walker Plf2
Jeff Walker PLF2 Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review If you have not yet heard, Product Launch Formula 2 (PLF) is in pre-launch. Some say that Product Launch Formula is one of the best Internet marketing products to ever hit the market, and I agree! What a crazy ride! There’s been more than $100 million in launches in HUNDREDS of niches… so it seemed like a road trip was a great way to celebrate it. What better way than to interview some of the biggest successes… from the guys who built EIGHT FIGURE businesses with launches, to the “little guys” - including the one who went from FOOD STAMPS to a $9k a month business! I don't need this "Six Figures" site to make any money for me. I have other motivations that drove me to create this site. Maybe someday I will tell you all of them, but right now let's leave it at this... I have a huge passion for the internet publishing business, and I love sharing it with people. Now I want to be absolutely clear here -

I Wish I Could Write As Mysterious As A Cat.
A strong argument for the religion of Christ is this - that offences against Charity are about the only ones which men on their death-beds can be made - not to understand - but to feel - as crime. Edgar Allan Poe All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry. Edgar Allan Poe All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream. Edgar Allan Poe As an individual, I myself feel impelled to fancy a limitless succession of Universes. Each exists, apart and independently, in the bosom of its proper and particular God. Edgar Allan Poe Beauty of whatever kind, in its supreme development, invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears. Edgar Allan Poe Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before. Edgar Allan Poe Experience has shown, and a true philosophy will always show, that a vast, perhaps the larger portion of the truth arises f

My Places
If you ever wonder where I am usually playing in besides fubar.... And If my status never says anything different besides sleepin or getting ready4 work/@work here goes... http://www.myyearbook.com/insane_melody http://www.myspace.com/melody_heart And now www.facebook.com look for me under Sue Smith.. Odd huh? Not Melody :P Oh yea another.. lol away message. Packin or cleaning:X