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In My Friends Garden
In My Friends Garden I was nothing just a seed in the wind. Til someone captured me as a friend. They planted me in the ground,nutured me,fed me, and cared for me. I struggle so hard to reach; reach up out of the darkness. My arms are growing up; up towards the light above. My feet spread out below me; planting solid roots to stand on. I hear my family around me struggling as I have. Then, I hear one cry out in pain, trampled. Their arms are broken. I don't know if I have a prayer to reach the beauty that is inside me. As I pray I feel the warmth of love around me. And, my beauty is finally seen and admired in my friends garden Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

For My Mother
For My Mother My mother is not just my mother! She is my next to kin and my best friend. Having her as a friend is a treasure. She really is a treasure. She is full of all kinds of gold, silver, diamonds and gems. I can share with her my life's secrets, and she wont tell anyone. My dreams of happiness is one of her dreams. She will try her best to make sure I am happy and loved. And any choices I make; she makes them with me. She also understands them. She helps me when I need help. When I need a hug; I don't have to tell her she already knows. And gives it freely with all her love. I LOVE YOU MOM. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Deserts' Paradise
Deserts' Paradise East of Egypt,West of Texas. Heat waves tumbling under the sun. Sweat beads rolling down. Lips thirsty for water of love. Sands of time stops in Deserts' Paradise. Temperature rising,fever burning hot,climbing high above all. My dreams of Deserts' Paradise. Kisses of passion,hands of tender loving. Loving arms around me, holding me in paradise for all eternity. Highest point breaking,blazing hot,burning higher and higher. Mercury bursting at the top,flowing forever and ever. Sands of time stops in Deserts' Paradise. Temperature rising,fever burning hot,climbing high above all. My dreams of Deserts' Paradise. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

About Me
I am a single mom of four wonderful children and a grandmother to a beautiful little girl. I believe in honesty and respect, so if you dont have those things keep page browsing. Pretty much a laid back female just dont disrespect me and we will be ok

Help My Girl
The forever sexy Bratty Bytch is offering a 3 day blast when I get 7500 comments on my pic. Please stop by and drop me a few when you get some time. If everyone will help me out, it won't take long at all. Thankies soooooooooooooo much!! Woot Woot!!!

Clouds Of Heaven
"Clouds of Heaven" As I walk the lands of paradise. Many wonders I have seen. Remembering the words of wisdom. seeming to understand the Lords' promise. The land of milk and honey. How can anyone deny our Lord? His Holy book of his words. The promise of everlasting life. My Lord is King of all Kings. He is my rock when I am weak. I just ask for forgiveness,and my sins are forgiven and forgotten forever. He is the one that makes all things possible. From rainbows and sunsets, to shadows of darkness. Til dawns early sunrise, bound to the clouds of heaven. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Chain Reaction
"CHAIN REACTION" Diamonds twinkle in the light. Light radiates its rays through the air. Air swims the skys of heavens clouds. Heavens clouds float down to earth in a fog. A fog filled with such density of moisture. Moisture from a tear shedded in happiness. Happiness is a bond shared between to lovers hearts. Hearts filled with the abundance of love. Love that is given freely without any strings. Strings spun to make a beautiful bow. A beautiful bow wrapped around a tiny box. A tiny box that held a ring of love. A ring of love that holds the twinkling diamonds. Diamonds twinkle in the light. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Time Stood Still
"Time Stood Still" Time stood still for a moment; A moment when two hearts meet. Two hearts meet with a destiny of love; A destiny of love for all eternity. For all eternity as one; As one heart beats. Beats as time stood still for a moment; A moment time stood still. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Hear Me
"Hear Me" Hear me... Hear me... My cries... My woes... No one knows them better than me... Someone hear me... Hear me... My sorrows... My Disspear... But nobody cares... Please hear me... Hear me... My fears... My loneliness... Has just begun... My tears... My tears... There is no merciful end... No one to hear... No one to see... for there is no end... To all my tears... HEAR ME! Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Race
I really hate racism. It is so fundamentally flawed. Scientifically race doesn't even exist. There is no way to separate and classify races of people. Not bone structure, skin color, not height, blood type,etc. Race is defined, "geographically isolated breeding population that shares certain characteristics in higher frequencies than other populations of that species, but has not become reproductively isolated from other populations of the same species." The same skin colors can be found within Asian, African, middle eastern, south american peoples. How can you define that as a characteristic of distinction. We are all people. Think about how we call ourselves "different races", it is just a social definition. One of circumstance and culture. Certain social traits get tied in with the physical ones and get labeled as being accurately racial. All I know is that some people are cool, and some people suck. Let's hate people for the assholes that they are. As Jackie Robinso

Fema Concentration Camps:locations And Executive Orders
FEMA Concentration Camps: Locations and Executive Orders Friends of Liberty (undated) 3sep04 [ Below: U.S. Concentration Camps: FEMA and the REX 84 Program - The Awakening News (undated) 3sep04] There over 800 prison camps in the United States, all fully operational and ready to receive prisoners. They are all staffed and even surrounded by full-time guards, but they are all empty. These camps are to be operated by FEMA (Federal Emergency Management Agency) should Martial Law need to be implemented in the United States and all it would take is a presidential signature on a proclamation and the attorney general's signature on a warrant to which a list of names is attached. Ask yourself if you really want to be on Ashcroft's list. The Rex 84 Program was established on the reasoning that if a "mass exodus" of illegal aliens crossed the Mexican/US border, they would be quickly rounded up and detained in detention centers by FEMA. Rex 84 allowed many military bases to be closed dow

United States Concentration Camps?
FEMA Concentration Camps: Locations and Executive Orders Friends of Liberty (undated) 3sep04 [ Below: U.S. Concentration Camps: FEMA and the REX 84 Program - The Awakening News (undated) 3sep04] Mindfully.org note: It may be easy to find fault with the premise of this article. You may even know of numerous sites that are not used as camps. But the plain fact remains that the USA maintains illegal prisons around the world. It remains a secret only to imbeciles in the US. The rest of the world knows for certain that it's quite real. The way things are going in the US, it's not a matter of if, but when these underused facilities come online to serve the master — otherwise known as Moloch. Most likely, not many Japanese in the US doubt the premise of this article. And for Jews in Europe during the Holocaust, the article must hit a hard note. So, what makes you think it can't happen here? The executive orders below are quite real. The camps exist. Do the mat

Im Here
Well..... im here in Lost in the Woods!!! Actually been here for about 2 or so weeks.... livin on nothing....an handouts.... but im getting by cause i dont get paid til APRIL... oh well... Got internet in the room now... well as long as i can borrow someones laptop.... talk more some time soon... BUT IM HERE AN IM ALIVE!!!!

Mindfully.org Note:
Mindfully.org note: It may be easy to find fault with the premise of this article. You may even know of numerous sites that are not used as camps. But the plain fact remains that the USA maintains illegal prisons around the world. It remains a secret only to imbeciles in the US. The rest of the world knows for certain that it's quite real. The way things are going in the US, it's not a matter of if, but when these underused facilities come online to serve the master — otherwise known as Moloch. Most likely, not many Japanese in the US doubt the premise of this article. And for Jews in Europe during the Holocaust, the article must hit a hard note. So, what makes you think it can't happen here? The executive orders below are quite real. The camps exist. Do the math. Update. . . 31jan2006 - Halliburton subsidiary KBR Awarded $385 Million Contract to Build Detention Facilities in USA PARTIAL SOLUTION. . . Stop taking freedom for granted. Stop watching TV. Learn to

Song: Let Me Fade
It's a damn cold day Why'd I get out of bed I'm sick of the questions and doubts in my head Sick of the bullshit Sick of being toyd with Sick of being treated like I'm some kind of sped I'm sick of the fake smiles I see it in your eyes I know what you really wanna say Grow some fucking spine Stop trying to hurt me I'm not worth the energy Just go on about your day and let me fade away It's a damn cold day Why'd I get out of bed I'm sick of the questions and doubts in my head I've just given up I'm so sick of trying Seems like the ones I trust Are the ones always lying Your words fall on deaf ears I could really care less Stop trying to fix me It's not your fault I'm a mess I'm a product of the worlds hate A life full of fakes Seems like when I get it right They raise the fucking stakes Now I'm so done with trying I'm so done with crying Fuck you and your bullshit and let me fade away

Bratty Bytch Is Doing What ?
She's holding a Give-away ... Lets show her and everyone that joins in lots of luv .. BrattyBytch ~ Forgotten Fu~Shadow Leveler@ fubar This will be for the first person to send me a private message! Serious replies only! I am giving away a day blasts! 7500 Comments to get the blast. Rules! 1)Send me a message letting me know you're interested! And let me know which pic you would like me to use - NO NSFW! 2) No Drama! 3)If your picture remains inactive for 48 hours or longer - I will remove your picture, and give someone else the chance to earn the 3 day blast. 4) Have fun - Remember the days when bombing used to be fun???????

Chaching And The Dragon
THE CLOCK IS TICKING AND TIME IS GETTING AWAY THERE IS 37 DAY LFT UNTILL I WALK DOWN THE ISLE TO MY DRAGON ... I HAVE FOUND THE PERFECT DRESS ,THE CHURCH HAS BEEN ARANGED, THE CAKE ORDERED, INVATATIONS MAILED AND 100 OTHER DETAILS AND DRAGON GO BLESS HIS HEART HAS WITHSTOOD A MILLION TEARS AND A ZLLION TEMPER TANTRUMS FROM ME I AM A SPOILED BRAT AS THEY SAY!!! MY DRAGON SPOILS ME ROTTON ND I LOVE IT AND WHEN HE SAYS NO (ISNT OFTEN) THROW A DAMN FIT.....HE JUST SMILES THAT SEXY SLEEPY SMILE AND HOLDS ME TIGHT KISSING ME GENTLY AND SAYS 'AHHHHHHHHHH HELL CALM DOWN BEAUTIFUL" ...AND THAN HE MAKES THINGS ALLRIGHT AGAIN...I KNOW THAT I AM THE LUCKY ONE AROUND HERE THAT GOD MADE THIS MAN JUST FOR ME I LOVE YOU DRAGON AND I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW BUT HANDSOME THERE IS SOMTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID.....LMAO....I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!....CHACHING!!!!!! LMAOGOTCHA DRAGON!

How To Make A Change
So Ok! All This Week I've Herd People Bitch About This and Thats, But Mostly About The Gas Prices! Here's My 2 Cents On How To Make A Change In Gas Prices! Every Week For The Next 2 Months Write Your Congress and House Rep and Tell Them To Take Charge Against The Oil Companys and Regulate The Gas Prices! If You and Everyone Else Write Your Congress and House Reps A Letter Every Week For The Next 2 Months They Have To Listen! Exon and Mobile Are The 2 Largest and Richest Oil Companys Here In The U.S. and Yes I Know Our President Is A Oil Man But Its The Companies That Control The Gas Prices Not The President! Our Government Can Step In and Put A Stop To Rising Prices! Either Way Thats My 2 Cents Take It Or Leave It!!!

Support Lounge
I have been informed of a lounge that has been recently started that is for people who are looking for some support, whether they be military or families of them that are so far apart. If you need to talk to someone or you would like to help someone who needs someone to talk to, please join this lounge. It is new, so please help make this a place people can come with confidence they can get help!! Thank you to MaidnChainZ Real-Life GF of "Who Flung Poo" for the link...here it is http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55969

Rip Tommy Brown Senior
Death becomes a Reality i never thought about it, it never crossed my mind, i got a call the other day, i couldnt imagine what came my way, at first i wasnt sure all she said was, i really need to talk to you, a thousand thoughts ran through my head, we rushed to meet the unwanted news, i saw the look in her eyes, right then i new. she told me to get in the car an she locked the doors, What is it TEll me, sreaming an yelling, the pounding in my head grew louder my heart raced, I really dont want to tell you this, but your grandfathers dead, right then a sadness overwhelmed me, one of such that would turn your heart cold and make your feelings numb, as tears ran down my face, the screaming getting louder, my world started feeling colder, i broke away from her warm embrace, i didnt believe her,

Rebalgurl28.....thank You
rebalgurl28: this whole page and pix r breath taking ->rebalgurl28: thank you...it's only because it makes you think about things...I appreciate you showing your support. rebalgurl28: yeah i know its awesome brought tears to my eyes wow ->rebalgurl28: well, thank you. It means a lot. It stands for A LOT of people rebalgurl28: i am stationed at ft sill with my soon to be x husband hes military ->rebalgurl28: well, even though he is soon to be ex, please tell him all of us here say Thank You, and to you as well!!! rebalgurl28: i will i respect what he does and stands for ->rebalgurl28: And that is what is important. I wish more people thought like that rebalgurl28: and thank u for ur support and respect ->rebalgurl28: that is why we are here. Do you mind if I copy this and put it into my blogs under comments? I try to post the comments of people who are supporting all of those this page is for. If you mind, that is fine, I just think you make a strong point. rebalgur

Where?
where's all my wonderful friends at? i've sent most of you that are online messages in your SB yet no response. yea some of you leave it on and walk away i know i do too. but the ones that are on and voting on mumms suck

Please See Me? Please?
I love him and he doesn't love me i would spend the rest of my life with him and he wouldn't even give me the time of the day he doesn't know how much i wanna hold his hand coz he thinks i'm immature and stupid and annoying and i see his faults and his victories and i still love him for it but he just sees my faults and hates me for it and i love him there's nothing i can do about it

Hot Sexy Marie For Hot Phone Fun ~~~~~~ Hot
HI, guys im hot sexy marie, im the lady of your dreams, im the lady next door so dont wait call me at 1-888-47-horny here is my link http://www.hornydesperatehousewives.com/marie.html 2.00 a min if you call me im sure to make you melt, thats why they call me hot sexy marie

Maidnchainz Real-life Gf Of "who Flung Poo"...thank You
Former Marine Wife of 17 years .. and I'd still take a bullet for anyone wearin the blues! .... Stupid chit gets said too easily .. and it's really too easy to forget what the real deal should be .... we'll n ever fix it with words ..... "I've got your back! ... Check my blogs for the poem I wrote .... God bless you! ... "

Sexi Sam Is In A Giveaway
Hey everyone, Sexi Sam has entered a giveaway to receive a 7 day blast. She only needs 10K in comments! Let's see what we can do to help our family member and friend out. Thanks! Rebel'sAngelColonel for The Terminators Click on the pic to take you straight to the giveaway! ~Sexi Sam~

Help Me Help Me Help Me Lol
The forever sexy Bratty Bytch is offering a 3 day blast when I get 7500 comments on my pic. Please stop by and drop me a few when you get some time. If everyone will help me out, it won't take long at all. Thankies soooooooooooooo much!! Woot Woot!!!

Grace
Warning: This song is a bit of a tear jerker I don't wanna see, I don't wanna see anything I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be lost again I don't wanna walk, I don't wanna walk far from You I just wanna live, I just wanna live like You do As I stumble to the light of grace You said You'd always have a place for me Got a little scared, got a little scared in the woods And everywhere I turn, everywhere I turn nothing's good Then I saw a little light, saw a little light shine for me And I found a little path, found a little path at my feet As I fumble with the gift of my free will He says hush now, listen to my voice, be still My refuge, my Father The only Living Water I'm weary, I'm broken I've cracked my heart wide open Unholy, unworthy And still You reassure me You knew me Before I new myself I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be lost again

I Want You
I want you to be mine forever and always, forsake me never My love for you holds no boundaries You, hero in all my tender reveries On this journey about to endeavor My arrow is aimed at your heart You won mine right from the start My hunk: strong, sexy and clever I want you! All my dreams are dreams of you, the sexiest creature I ever knew I see us together hand in hand kissing and hugging on the sand And every day you'd say it anew.. I want you

Night Two...
Currently on the phone with Ms. Mojito and she said that they are on their way to get some movies and hang out. I got some pictures texted today. I'm so jealous that she's somewhere much warmer than where I am. She's currently recovering from jet lag, but is feeling a little bit better now. I just lost signal, but she is alive and well and enjoying Captain Cooter!

Rex 84 And Fema
REX 84 AND FEMA http://www.mindfully.org/Reform/2004/FEMA-Concentration-Camps3sep04.htm MINDFULLY, 2004 - There over 800 prison camps in the United States, all fully operational and ready to receive prisoners. They are all staffed and even surrounded by full-time guards, but they are all empty. These camps are to be operated by FEMA should martial law need to be implemented in the United States and all it would take is a presidential signature on a proclamation and the attorney general's signature on a warrant to which a list of names is attached. . . The Rex 84 Program was established on the reasoning that if a "mass exodus" of illegal aliens crossed the Mexican/US border, they would be quickly rounded up and detained in detention centers by FEMA. Rex 84 allowed many military bases to be closed down and to be turned into prisons. Operation Cable Splicer and Garden Plot are the two sub programs which will be implemented once the Rex 84 program is initiated for its proper

The Way Of All Flesh
I want to.... --- hear your fantasies. --- see you kneeling in an unbuttoned blouse. --- watch you walk around in nothing but high heels. --- watch you cook dinner dressed only in lingerie. --- bite and tug on your nipples. --- feel your thighs around my head as I lick your pussy. --- have you give me a slow handjob while watching a movie. --- watch you cum. --- see saliva dripping down your chin onto your chest while you suck me. --- hear that gasp you make when I first bury my cock in your cunt. --- pull your hair and slap your ass while fucking you doggie-style. --- hear you say "fuck me like a bitch" again. --- have sex in public. --- look down and see your nose pressed against my stomach while my cock is buried in your throat. --- hear you whisper dirty things to me while we're out, and I can't do anything about it. --- wear those cock rings you bought. --- feel your finger in my ass while you jack me off on your face and tits wit

Rex 84: Fema's Blueprint For Martial Law In America
Rex 84: FEMA's Blueprint for Martial Law in America by Allen L Roland Global Research, August 20, 2006 Salon.com Blogs Email this article to a friend Print this article We are dangerously close to a situation where ~ if the American people took to the streets in righteous indignation or if there were another 9/11 ~ a mechanism for martial law could be quickly implemented and carried out under REX 84. The Cheney/Bush administration has a plan which would accommodate the detention of large numbers of American citizens during times of emergency. The plan is called REX 84, short for Readiness Exercise 1984. Through Rex-84 an undisclosed number of concentration camps were set in operation throughout the United States, for internment of dissidents and others potentially harmful to the state. The Rex 84 Program was originally established on the reasoning that if a "mass exodus" of illegal aliens crossed the Mexican/US border, they would be quickly r

~would You~????
I lay my lips upon yours, I kiss them tenderly, I find myself wondering !!, Can he really care for me? ~ I wonder what your thinking, Do you long to hold me tight? Would you hold me in your arms? Would you keep me though the night? ~ Would you whisper in my ear? Tell me the things I long to hear? Would you assure me all will be right, Would you wash away my fears? ~ Would you call me on the phone from work, Just to tell me that you care? Would you lay your lips upon mine, Would you run your fingers though my hair? ~ If I entrusted you with my heart, Would you protect it with you soul? Would you return this deed with your love, Would you make our two halves whole? ~ If I told you that I need you, Would you run or would you stay? Would you hold me close to your heart? Would you let me know all will be okay? WOULD YOU ?

Other Beginning
"This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up at him and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about her smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic. All over sudden, there was nothing. With a vertigo-like sensation of a failing vestibular system, a blanket of darkness fell over his eyes, immersing him into a complete and perfect nothingness, his brain buzzing with electrical connections going haywire. Unabled to be supported by weakened joints, his limp body slowly folded onto the ground.

Do You Still Think You Have Rights?
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Don't Be Lying
I cannot speak because I have spoken these words before And it is choking me up even more When it really is just empty swallowed up promises Just like before And it is not right It's not the way it should be But you are making it this way It could be simple, but you don't want it to be Everything isn't as bad as think you are not thinking it through. because we are just running around in circles And making things more complicating Stop with the harshness Stop trying to make yourself better for me I don't want that, never did I just want you to be you Is that such a crime? Does it hurt to know the truth? Because right now it does But I know it isn't right I know this isn't whats going on in your mind Don't lie to me don't hide from me Be yourself Don't be naive I am here for you Always have Always will be

Beginning
He was staring with curiousity at round almond shaped eyes, wide bridgeless nose, and a perpetually grinning mouth of a teenager with Down Syndrome sitting across from him. Captured in a moment of terminal complacency, his face bore an expression of childlike naivete and virginal purity. How lucky one must be to live in a state of eternal bliss, unaware of any external factors that bring about stress and dissatisfaction, and oblivious to any woes and calamities that life dishes out on a daily basis. He also thought of what it would be like to have an existance filled with expectations based solely on mental capability, or incapability in this case; to have every step validated by a second party that is in charge of your well being. Mixed feelings overwhelmed him; should it be pity or envy? Envy of not feeling your sick soul mope around inside a fragile bony shell, awaiting for demons to be released; of not getting tortured by moral implications of any ill fated actions; not having to m

Better Day
I have been asleep so long now All locked up without a key I have tapped my feet impatient For a change to come to me I've been hanging my hair Outside this tower Waiting for a savior When all along I had the power to save myself And I can tell It's gonna be a better day I think I'm gonna be okay Got a little air to breathe It's alright with me I got a little light to shine You can't take what's mine I've been down so low Nowhere but up to go So go ahead, bring on the rain It's gonna be a better day Every princess has a castle Some kind of honor to defend I would rather fight my battles Than hide behind a thousand men I've been hanging my hair Outside of this tower Waiting for a savior When all along, I had the power to save myself And I can tell It's gonna be a better day I think I'm gonna be okay Got a little air to breathe It's alright with me I got a little light to shine You can't take what's mine I've been down so low Nowhere but up to go

I Don't Want To Be Just Another..........
Just another memory put in a box just another picture to put in a book just another kiss just another person to hold just another girl I want to mean more to you than just a memory that can fade away I want to always last

Love Makes You Do Funny Things
I'm in love with the girl I feel is my soul mate,but sometimes love messes w/t my feeling I get jealous over stupid things,guys flirt w/t her on here and I know this is fake fu shit but sometimes i wanna snap,she says no one has ever treated her as good as I do,and she treats me good too....I just want her to know how special she is to me and the kids...........I LOVE HER...........I LOVE YOU DEBBIE

Bs
Fuck all you pricks who screw up our lives And fuck all the insignificant fairy tale lies Fuck all your bullshit and fuck your disguise I swim in the river of bitterness and hate And I'm up to my neck in the waves of my fate Drowning in sorrow and floating a'sea Fuck all the ranting and lastly fuck me

Woo Hoo
Ok guys.....heads up....ROUND 2......*ding* Oh yeah...........she of the underworld has struck again........safe to say...more untruths and complete fabrications........BUT this should be more interesting.....this time the gloves are well and truly OFF, for legal reasons I can not say anymore right now but for those who do know the Master..........this one will be more pleasing than the last legal disaster was......did I not tell...well maybe after this round is complete I will blog the whole darn lot..sooooooo, keep um peeled and watch this space.........

Imperfection
My hair's a wreck Mascara runs My feet get dirty And my skin burns in the sun. My lips they bleed But I still sing my songs. Takes me a minute To admit it when I'm wrong. Pretty is as pretty does, But pretty's not my thing. This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. If you're thinking bout changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. My back is weak, But my will is true. Got good intentions But I never follow through. I say too much, And don't know when to leave. In case you're looking, That's my heart there on my sleeve. Ego trips and stupid slip ups, I'm a mess but This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. If you're thinking bout changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. Scratched and bruised, A little used, But baby I work fine. You mig

Values Test
Your values help make you a Gentle Protector You're one of those rare people who'll typically go out of your way to protect the vulnerable from harm. You also appear to be more personally concerned about situations that violate innocents' rights than many people are. This kind of empathy, coupled with your ordinarily giving nature, can make you a real crusader for the underdog. Interestingly enough, it seems your care for other living things goes beyond your fellow humans. As a result, it's likely that you count yourself as a friend and protector of the earth around you, as well. Who are you compatible with? The values types you're most likely to click with — whether in business relationships or in love — are those types that most closely resemble your own set of values. As a result, people with the same type are usually the most compatible. But besides being with another Gentle Protector, the two types that you most closely match with are Forgiving Humanitarian and Responsib

3-18-08 Bus Crash
Well lets see- yesterday i got a text message from my daughter about 3:10pm while she was on the bus. the text message said HELP, with that said i called her to find out what was wrong. i hear her talking to people who were trying to get her name so i asked her what was going on and why someone was asking how to spell her name. she then told me that her bus was in an accident. i hung up with her called my mom told her what was going on and went to the scene of the accident. all the kids were still on the bus by the time i got there. ems keept coming over talk to the parents letting us know that they were all ok. they sent another bus over to get the kids to take them back to the school so the nurse could check the kids out. my dauthers father went to the school to pick her up and bring her home. i go home to wait for her and then she calls me up from her cell crying on the phone, so then i ask her what was wrong and she told me that her back was bothering her really bad. her dad then g

Please Save This Beautiful Breed
> > If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible > > > > > .

To Be Loved
Be careful if you make a women cry, cuz god counts her tears. The women comes out of a man's rib not from his feet to be walked on, not from his hand to be superior, but to be equal, Under the arm to be proteted, Next to the heart to be LOVED.

Please Help In A Giveaway
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1332328&albumid=922785&i=59831155&idx=5 I am in a fubucks give away. Can you please rate my pic and if the person doing the give away, is not your friend, please rate/fan/add her/ TY If she is not a friend of yours, please r/f/a. Once she has accepted, please rate my pic. Thank you

Turn On
The Sexual Turn On TestMy Result: PersonalityPeople who get most turned on by a person's personality are aroused by the emotional or mental connection they share with that person.What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=turnonfogt&c=50652

Romance Pattern
What's Your Romantic Pattern?My Result: Mentor and the ProtegeThe Mentor and the Protégé is a romantic pattern that's about more than love for love's sake. In it, love grows out of deeper need to learn and understand other aspects of your life through the teachings of someone else. But, here's the recurring pattern you may see in your relationships: Love isn't the only thing you're after. You want power, success, attention, maybe even fame. You want to be recognized, doted on, and adored for your talents. And the object of your desire is the person best suited to provide you with these things — a boss, a mentor, a teacher, or a troubled genius. Similarly, the object of your affection can take the place of an absent parent or role model, providing security and nurturance. Whatever the reason, you're likely to feel a boost to your self-image when you're with this person. Just as this romantic pattern overpowers you, you might wish to be overpowered by someone stronger, wise

What Am I Doing?
Ok so theres plenty of social networking sites out there that get the publicity but for some strange reason i felt i just had to join fubar. Don't ask why i just did. I am just kicking around the links and getting a feel for it. Not quite sure what all the private piccy stuff is about yet but at a rough guess i would say that i am gonna be viewing more naked ladies on here than the alternatives lol, which i dont suppose is a bad thing. Ba 4 na

Pits
If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible .

Deleting My Account
I'll be deleting my Fubar in a 3 or 4 days. Those of you that already have my email or Yahoo IM can keep in touch with me through those. Those of you that don't have any other way of keeping in touch with me... if you really want to keep in touch, just let me know. I'll give you my email or my Yahoo. There's no drama or anything. I'm just bored with the site. -Dave

The Frozen Life Cube
If extraterrestrial life exists in the solar system, there is a good chance that it will be discovered as frozen remains trapped in a block of ice. Mars’s ice caps are one possible location. Another is the surface ice of Jupiter’s moon Europa, which scientists believe harbors an ice-capped ocean.Scientists dream about bringing ice sample from Mars or Europa back to Earth for study. A robotic unmanned mission would return a small sample – possibly a five-pound block – that would have to be decontaminated to remove any terrestrial organisms on its surface that could confound the search for alien microbes. But how would researchers handle the sample when it was returned?Answers to that question could come from Antarctica’s Lake Vostok, which is buried nearly two miles beneath the southern polar ice sheet. In 1998, a US, French and Russian expedition conducting paleoclimatological studies drilled into this glacier ice, and returned an intriguing ice sample from just 200 meters above the su

Used And Abused
so it all happens to everyone at one time or another well we can all get together throw a big fuckin party and say fuck you to who ever has screwed us over in life so lets all just kick back open up that case of beer and raise a middle finger to all those stupid fucks in our lives, oh yes and then just smile and enjoy the rest of this ride called life

Fubar Weddings
Starting on March 25, 2008. If I perform a cermony in any other lounge other than the 2 that I have, there will be a surcharge for me to come to that lounge to preform.any questions plz feel free to ask me. Thank You!

Come Bomb Me Baby & F/a/r/c The Host! Thx Fu's U Rawk!! : )
Watz up Fu's!! I'm n Mz. Chaos's 100K Fu-Bux Give-Away & I'm calling on all Fu's to help me out! Most comments by the 22nd of March(Sat) @ 6pm wins 100K in Fu-Bux! So come on & support ya girl, just click on tha pic, Rate it & bomb it 'till ya can't no moe!!☺¢¾ Thanks for all the help I've recieved so far! Wish me luck Fu's!!!¢¾ ANGELNDISCEYES

Pointer....this Is Only A Pointer
Dear Fubar, Thank you for taking the time to read my profile and discover my blog. Since you are already here, I dont want to disappoint you...heheeh. http://catwoman69y2k.insanejournal.com (My personal journal -- add me if you are an IJ member) http://twitter.com/Catwoman69y2k My Twitter feed. Now you know when I do such mundane tasks as taking out the trash, moving vats of latex, creating another adult webpage, etc... Thanks and be sure to comment and let me know you stopped by! Thanks!

An Email Recieved From Snookiemc
"It is the soldier, not the reporter, Who has given us freedom of the press. It is the soldier, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, who has given us the freedom to demonstrate. It is the soldier, who salutes the flag, who serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protestor to burn the flag." Father Denis Edward O'Brien/USMC April Pendl Navy Wife > > Have a Blessed day!! > A. Joseph Kloock > > > Just a few things to remember the next time you think you've got it bad. > > You stay up for 16 hours or more to get something done. > They stay up for days on end to do more. > > < > > > You take a warm shower to help you relax or to get yourself going. > They go for days or weeks without running water. > > < > > > You complain of a 'headache', and call in sick. > They get shot, wounded and maimed and we allow our government to use > them a

Life Together
Once upon a starlit night I was granted such a sight, Such a lady fine and fair, pure deep eyes and shining hair. Warm strong hands that held mine tight, Ruby lips that kissed mine right. Gentle curves of purest form in my arms so firm and warm. Met with me as nighttime fell never one to kiss and tell Thru the evening words we said learning things of joy and dread. Life we’d lived and slow to tell some of heaven, some of hell. On the past we‘ll linger not for one bright future we have got. Together nights and days can be filled with joy and ecstasy. May this lady come to know just how bright she makes life glow. In her life I’d like to stay and show her the spoiled way. Should I tell or should I ask may I take up this one task. Take this lady hold her tight love her always day and night.

Fade To Black On Violin (short)
playin part of Metallica's Fade to Black on my violin. A tiny part, just one line so far. http://download-v5.streamload.com/6e6f7d1d-6ef4-41f9-8339-d9aeb6db1ad1/satanika1982/Hosted/080319_02.wav

Ego?
self-depreciation is out like a fat kid in dodge ball. it's all about having a giant swollen ego. it's about oozing with over-confidence. self-appreciation. I might have continued to make witty self-depreciating remarks without realizing how incredibly unkewl I'm being. Now it's all about talking like you're the realest person on earth. Crushing people with your superiority. Reminding the world that you're the best fucking thing to happen to humanity since dicks and pussies. Even though you're not. Because I am. And you can't accuse me of being egotistical when I say shit like that. I'm just fashionable. In fact, I'm so fucking fashionable it hurts. I'm writing this to give you all a little inside word on the next big thing, because I'm in tune with the underground like that. So next time your friend complains that she's fat, you tell her "self depreciation is so last year. Get hip, fatty." And then remind her that you're the hottest fucking person on the planet, ever, and she co

Together
When I wish upon a star, may she smile from near or far. Hold me tight and not let go, Kiss me long and deep and slow. And when night has turned to day, and she hasn't gone away, may the moon and stars and sun, know we always will be one. Friends, companions, lovers too, living life for me and you, busy days and hot sweet nights, making up even with no fights. Melding into sweet embrace, staying close and sharing space, Knowing naught to come between, passionate or our calm serene. Hold me, love me, and I will you, for a life time, thru and thru.

Us
To you who gives me sunshine, thanks for brighter days. To you who gives me passion, so wondrous are your ways. To you who spends a moment to laugh and give a smile I thank you for your presence, if only a short while. To you who sets the table, I thank you for the feast. To you who adds the touches, your beauty none the least. I thank you for the hours, for all the time we spend. And thru this life we’ll wander, on us we can depend.

Cam Girl Profile: Exotic Lisa
This 100% Brazilian Bombshell you're currently drooling over goes by the name Exotic Lisa, and she's been tearing it up all over the web and in her FOUNDRY CAMS clips. Her latest video, shows her stripping down to her undies out of her STAY COZY Shirt, and we've been inundated with Email about when we'll have her do another video. Sit tight, hornballs... all in good time... Meanwhile, Lisa set aside some time to answer our dipshit questions, and she even apologized for her poor grasp of the English language. How considerate... CLICK ON THE PHOTO TO READ THE INTERVIEW Once you catch your breath, you might want to HEAD TO FOUNDRY CAMS TO CHAT WITH EXOTIC LISA LIVE!

Work Sucks
It seemed like a great idea at first. Get a pay raise, and leave all the bad stuff that had been happening at Food Lion. So, talking to my current boss, I decided yes, I would give it a go. After two weeks I began my new job. Basically janitor at Mc Donalds. After months with the company it has become apparant, that no, it wasnt as great an idea as I had thought. No offense, but when you get a large group of women in the same place, theres alot of talking that goes on. Never good. As much as I have to do, 9 an hour is not enough, and 8 hours a day is never enough time to do it all. I hate my job, and I hate always feeling like I get taken advantage of. Its about time that I once again, move on. Work dosent suck, Mc Donalds does!

Right Now
As I cleaned my house and I cook dinner for a flghty set of people called family, I ponder on the many things going on in my life. Midterm time that had stressed me in my persuit of "Straight A's". Such an elusive but possible thing. I worry over my son and his growing, learning and attention needs. Familiy scattered all over the place and some in dangerous places I worry over there safety and happiness. Last but not least I worry over my statuas a single woman and I argue with myself is this really what is besst for me. Have I made the right decisions In life, in love, in friendship. Now as I emerge back into a dating world I am not what a guy wfor in a woman. Old fashion, non smoker, fatfrom child conception. I am not perfect nor am I beautiful so how, how, how am i to ever meet someone and be happy when I cannot please a person.??? ~AL~

A Comment I Recieved...thank You Mr&mrs.johnson
I sent an angel to watch over you last night,but it came back. I asked, 'Why?' The angel said, 'Angels don't watch over angels!'....Twenty angels are in the world. Ten are sleeping. Nine are playing. One is reading this comment..... Thank you to those who have shown their support to our Angels!!

Goldies Putting Us In The Asylum
OMG GOLDIE IS LOCKED INTO THE ASYLUM AND PLAYING THE TUNES THAT WILL DRIVE YA INTO THE ASYLUM FOR LIFE! OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND COME TO THE LOUNGE, GIVING GIFTS OUT TO ALL THAT COME IN AND JOIN*~

Lyrics-- Nikki Sixx-- Life Is Beautiful
You can't quit until you try You can't live until you die You can't learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie You can't breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you're the joke It's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't It's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral Alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear o

May No Soldier Go Unloved! Adopt A Soldier Through Soldier's Angels Today!!!!!!
Soldiers are truly enduring the horrible. We must pull together as a country. I ask you, no, I get down on my knees and I beg you support a soldier TODAY. Do something now to help. * Adopt A Soldier. * Write a letter. * Go to your local veterans association, see if there is a spouse with a loved one deployed and mow their lawn, watch their children, give them a hug. * Help the wounded remember our fallen. DO SOMETHING to support these precious heroes. I need you, they need you , there is a support effort going on! Now is the time to ANSWER THE CALL! Click on banner for information

A Point In Life...
There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone & trying 2 fix everything. But it's not giving up... It's realizing that you don't need CERTAIN PEOPLE, the BULLSHIT and the DRAMA they bring :)

The Perfect Man
The Perfect Man The perfect man will hold you in tight ; When you are not feeling all right. He will cry when you are hurt; Even ,when you burn yourself while ironing his shirt. He will give in to watching your reality shows; While his interest in it slowly grows. He will change his selfish ways; In each of the given days. With each moment you are together; His eyes will adore you ,his touch will Become light as a feather. I know I have found my perfect guy; Because you makes my soul fly. You are mine for eternity; Together we will live in the heavens with pure serenity. As Always, Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A.Laboy Copyright March 19,2008

Accumalations
With the full moon only a day away I'm placing myself into retreat from most things that I do around here. I'm going to be like a dragon fly with ordinary life things for about a month while I pace myself through a very heavy practice that is needed for my well being. This is life and this is what is truly needed for me to be the person that I could one day be. My placement on things are going to look weird to most people, which is something other people need to learn, ignorance is not my friend. So when I do come back after my retreat however long it takes to do my accumalations, I'll be taking dragonfly steps in understanding where I stand again in the thoughts and which direction would suit me best. To my family, you know how to contact me away from here. And I suggest for my time of retreat you contact me via those ports of call. Work, where I live aren't good conditions, It's time for me to step up to my own plate and do something about these conditions without a

Freckles
Hello there. I’m a freckle. Cute as I can be. Here I am, sweet and pure, Won’t you look at me? On this plane so pretty, I add the right touch, A little spot of beauty, I’m sure you’d like so much. Just because I know that, here is what I plan. Maximize my presence, face and arm and hand. Oh, I see you looking, other places too, Wonder if you’ll ask me for the total view. What, you’d like to kiss me? Is that what you say? Wonder, should I let you? How long would you stay? Once you kiss me tender, once you kiss me sweet, Would you kiss my neighbor, or would you retreat? Should I give an answer, in word or with blush? Are you a slow kisser, or do you like to rush? Guess I’ll sit here thinking, make you wait to see, Just how many of me live t’ween here and ecstasy.

Know Your Music .. I Need Your Imput
Im putting together another CD to really get my groove on for my toning up now that im down a lil over 30 lbs .. But as usual my mind goes Blank when i try to think of some really good Heart pumpin songs .. these are the ones i thought of so far .. so if you can think of any others .. Toss em at me Shake that ass -Groove Armada Bust a Move -Young MC Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake 3am eternal -KLF haha even thinking of putting a lil hammer in it .. So if youve got some good songs you like to work out to or think might be good to put on this CD .. Please lemmie know Thanks and Have a great nite :)

Need Help!! Lol
I am getting ready to build a website. So far the ideas that i've come up with to add to it, are Forums, Blogs, downloads for free software, and a cpl other things. What would be some other things that ppl would what come to a webpage for? what would be somethin you would go to a website to see?? something that would be good to add to it?? any ideas would be helpful!!!!

Crashnburnjoker81...thank You
Ur Welcome ,I served in the army for 6yrs and i was one of the lucky ones to come back home.God Bless The USA Thats a bad day for us and plus i lost alot of friends over there fighting for our country.

Fill Out
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 23.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

The World’s Oldest Occupation And The Media.
Well it's in all the news, that Governor for New York Elliot Spitzer quit his job due to having sex with known prostitute Ashley Alexandra Dupre. God bless them both. I mean it; if two people like them can't have any honest, open relationship and keep it out of the press then I fear for all relationships of the like. And by relationship I mean he gives him money, she gives him 'head'. Enough about the whore and the official, I'm sure everybody has heard enough of that story. My problem not surprisingly has to do with the governor's hypocritical stance or the fact that they call her a 'prostitute'. No. I have a problem with the media ranting and raving about the subject as a whole. Anybody see those reports on the local news lately? All the demonizing going on? I'm sure you have if you own a teevee. The current fad is talking about the horrors of the oldest of occupations known to man… and all the evils that spew forth and how it is ruining society. Man it must be a SLOW new

Alone Again, Naturally
In a little while from now, If I'm not feeling any less sour. I promised myself, to treat myself, And visit a nearby tower .......... And climbing to the top, Would throw myself off, In an effort to, make clear to whoever, What it's like when your shattered ....... Left standing in a lurch, In a church with people saying ..... My God, that's tough, she stood him up, No point in us remaining ....... I may as well go home, As I did on my own, Alone again, naturally. To think that only yesterday, I was cheerful, bright and gay. Looking forward to, and who wouldn’t do, The role I was about to play. But as if to knock me down, Reality came around, And without so much as a mere touch, Cut me into little pieces. Leaving me to doubt, all about God and His mercy, Oh, if He really does exist, Why did He desert me? And in my hour of need, I truely am, indeed, Alone again, naturally. It seems to me that there are more hearts, Broken in the world that can’t be mend

Nsfw Pics
well, i am going to say this one time and one time only... if anyone marks another one of my pics nsfw i will delete my profile... i have my pics for my friends only and i thought's that's what they were, friends... i wouldn't go to your page and mark one of your pics, so why should one of you get away with it either??? geeeeeeeeeez s

Comments And Ratings
Hey what up everybody me and 1 of my friends on here are having a contest to see who will get the most comments and ratings so help me to win please lol so go comment me rate me do what you gotta do to help me when lol thank you

Poetry
A Dream of Fear By George Sterling Unseen the ghostly hand that led, I walked where all was darkness, save What light the moon, half-wasted, gave Above a city of the dead. So lone it was, so grey, I deemed That death itself was scarce so old; The moonlight fell forlorn and cold On tombs where Time lay dead, it seemed. Within its gates I heard the sound Of winds in cypress-caverns caught Of huddling trees that moaned, and sought To whisper what their roots had found. Within its gates my soul was led, Down nettle-choked and haunted way— An atom of the Dark's dismay, In deaf immensities of dread. In broken crypts where ghouls had slept I saw how muttering devils sate (Knowing the final grasp of Fate) And told grim auguries, and wept. The night was mad with nameless fear. The Powers of Darkness feared the gloom. From sentried sky to anxious tomb Ran messages I bent to hear. Mine ears were sealed, nor hear

The Elections
March 19, 2008 @ 5:28 pm #84 of 84 Maybe one day the people of the USA will band together and to decide to kick big business out of Gov, and limit the terms to 6 yrs for all, one time for life, Then average Jane or Joe could run for office and win, Give the Gov back to the people. *Steps off my soap box*

Wedneday March 19th 2008 5:26 Pm
just sitting here i know ican go out and do things, but i need money to do anything like get video games ican play or whatever. or rent movies to watch on my computer or on my tv. so i just sit here and vegetate likew an old fart lol. i walk to visit my sister..we went out for pizza at our pizza place Cloverleaf Tavern....yum. now i sit here and play on my puter eat gain more weight...even if i dont drink lol i gain. vicious circle i guess

All My Love I Give To You
All my love I give to you The sweetest gift forever true I love the way you make me feel I know my love for you is real The dreams I have to hold you and kiss When we're apart I will always miss In this life I will get my chance To gaze in your eyes and ask you to dance.

Just One Rate!!
Please, if you read this, go rate the picture below! No bombing!!! 100 rates gets me 50,000 fubucks, and being that I'm broke, I need them! lol *Note, you will need to add/fan/rate the hostess, if you haven't already, in order to rate the picture! THANK YOU!!

She Waits
she waits patiently, she waits willingly, she waits not knowing, she waits for what she feels, she sits quietly, she just observes, she asks no questions, she bears all, she gives of herself and is grateful to do so she expects nothing and is appreciative of what is received, why some may ask..dont some may say.....she hears not the words spoken, she smiles instead, she lives for the moments of the next new day

Mindful Thoughts
Be in the world but not of it. Notice thoughts as reflections and nothing more like a dragonfly dancing over water, it dashes over skimming at the water but never plunging head first. Be humble in who you think you are and what you bring to the world as well. Let all negative emotions float past like a dream don't attach it to who you think you are as that is not the true view of your natural mind. Take time out for the body and mind placing no time for ego and what reactions it sends you into. Just let go and breathe. Just be humble.

End Of The Barrel
End Of The Barrel The words are every inspiration in the world, My peace in conversations… … Yet the pain lingers so close, Me life in the fairy tales, The ox and the snake, This poison from a creature, no back bone, Just the tough skin and her venoms fangs….. Ruff hide and the look… of a…… faceless….. With …horns and ….. And….a fresh breath…..of……. Slip and splash…. Crash from the fog with a small sprinkle of the cold morning dew. One footed, a climb through the snow, Don’t build me up to the UN foreseen bliss of ……. Round and around through the blind spot of my thoughts I’ll stop this…. Candy from the cruelest steps…. To the bottom…… …this taste always remains the sweetest…. ….from the end of the barrel….

Poetry
The horrors of sleep Sleep brings no joy to me. Rememberance never dies. My soul is given to mystery, And lives in sighs. Sleep brings no rest to me; The shadows of the dead My wakening eyes may never see Surround my bed. Sleep brings no hope to me, In soundest sleep they come, And with their doleful imag'ry Deepen the gloom. Sleep brings no strength to me, No power renewed to brave; I only sail a wilder sea, A darker wave. Sleep brings no friend to me to soothe and aid to bear; They all gaze on, how scornfully, And I despair. Sleep brings no wish to fret My harrassed heart beneath; My only wish is to forget In endless sleep of death. By Emily Bronte

Love
now a days everyone is looking for that person that is going to take theor breath away but to me its like whatever i dont want to be looking for a man for the rest of my life to tell u the truth im done w love the only person that has my heart is my baby gurl men suk even more now that ever

How To Stay Young
HOW TO STAY YOUNG 1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them.' 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. 3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's. 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. 6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge . 8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. 9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county;

Re: Rumors Of Gold's Demise Greatly Exaggerated
RE: Rumors Of Gold's Demise Greatly Exaggerated ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Mar 2008, 23:12 Rumors Of Gold's Demise Greatly Exaggerated Gold's six percent fall and its biggest decline since mid-2006 today has some investors worried that the precious metal's meteoric rise could be about to turn south, allied to a report that predicts a gold crash down to just $600 an ounce. However, rumors of gold's demise have been greatly exaggerated. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/031908_golds_demise. htm

Busy Busy Busy
To be honest I have not been online lately ..Lets see recap....made a couple new friends offline. Went to BDSM munch a couple of days ago and had a great time. you can be a perv and eat like a normal person at the same time. I had to setback my college plans to Summer because I am waiting for my transcripts. Been working overtime getting my artwork done this month. I had a few orders I had to complete. Going to church more.I go there 4 times a week. 1 day to clean. its volunteer work. and the mumms are starting to bore me out here and there right now. Hey if noone finds you funny its hard to make people smile. I hate to say this but other people having misery is starting to bore me out. I refuse to join any lounges .....because its hard to keep up on a conversation. I had to let the Stonier go. Just the marijuana was making me sick. I dont use this place as a dating site for whatever reaso

Some People....
WAL-MART GREETER.......... A very loud, unattractive,mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids,yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance.... The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?'The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no they ain't twins....''The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid? I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am,' replied the greeter. 'I just couldn't believe someone made love to you twice.' Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.'

Rip, Sir Arthur
Tech Visionary Arthur C. Clarke Dies at 90 Steven Schwankert, IDG News Service Wed Mar 19, 10:19 AM ET Science fiction writer, inventor, scuba diver, and visionary Sir Arthur C. Clarke died Tuesday at his home on the island nation of Sri Lanka at the age of 90. Clarke was best known in popular culture as the author of the story that inspired Stanley Kubrick's 1968 film "2001: A Space Odyssey," but his greatest contribution to technology is creating the conceptual framework for geostationary satellites-- machines that would remain in the same spot above the earth and act as relay stations for signals from the ground, covering a wide area. He published a paper about the concept in 1945, which was ultimately realized two decades later. The orbit into which geostationary satellites are placed is now known as the Clarke Orbit. The Arthur C. Clarke Foundation confirmed Clarke's death on its Web site Tuesday. He died of respiratory problems, according to media reports. Born in

Lounge Pimp Out
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Gift Time
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Omg
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND COME TO THE LOUNGE, GIVING GIFTS OUT TO ALL THAT COME IN AND JOIN*~

Friend Request Ticker Broken
This is just so everyone who sends a friend request knows that my request counter is not keeping up with all the requests that the page receives, so if you sent one and it has not been accepted yet, please be patient. I do go through me entire bar tab and make sure all that sent requests are responded to. This is also why some of you that have sent requests get a request in return. Thank you again for your support and all the help I have gotten from everyone. Again please spread the word to anyone else you feel may be interested!!! Thanks again. Bless you all!!

This Is Me
Strong, independent, soft spoken and vocal, with an unconditional accepting personality. All of that ensconced in love, empathy and respect, feistiness, gentleness and laughter.This is me. Who I am today. Not perfect in all things. Extremely capable of owning her own struggles and admitting her own flaws. Of which there are many. This is me. Who I am today.Emotional submission is NOT just be a dream and sexual submission is NOT just be a fantasy... because this is me. Who I am today. I am to be taken in whole doses... in my perfect and imperfect entirety.Or not taken at all. If you can't take on the entire package, in all of it's various wrappings, then you can't have the joy of knowing me as I will be tomorrow.This is me. This is me and who I am today.I am to be taken in complete doses.Or not taken at all.

Are Humans Meant To Be Monogamous?
Are Humans Meant to be Monogamous? Jeanna Bryner LiveScience Staff Writer LiveScience.com Wed Mar 19, 12:46 PM ET News of politicians' extramarital affairs seems to be in no short supply lately, but if humans were cut from exactly the same cloth as other mammals, a faithful spouse would be an unusual phenomenon. Only 3 percent to 5 percent of the roughly 5,000 species of mammals (including humans) are known to form lifelong, monogamous bonds, with the loyal superstars including beavers, wolves and some bats. Social monogamy is a term referring to creatures that pair up to mate and raise offspring but still have flings. Sexually monogamous pairs mate with only with one partner. So a cheating husband who detours for a romantic romp yet returns home in time to tuck in the kids at night would be considered socially monogamous. Beyond that, scientists' definitions for monogamy vary. Evolutionary psychologists have suggested that men are more likely to have

New Found Fun Lmao
OK SO TODAY I GOT BOARD RIGHT AND WELL I FOUND A WHOLE NEW HOBBY I JUST RELIZED THAT POSTING MUMMS AND WATCHING THE BASHERS GO OFF IS FUN SO JUST TO KEEP WITH THIS NEW FOUND TRADITON I AM GONNA POST AS MUCH SHIT AS I CAN COME UP WITH I HOPE THEY ARE ALL READY 4 ME

Willows Place
Hi everyone I just wanted to let ya know even with all the lounges on fubar I have made a new one that if u like to rock out n have fun with the best peeps around fubar come join us at Willow's Place Thank You All For Your Time Hugs and Kisses to u all

Hurt
MyHotComments MyHotComments Why would you make a girl fall for you and you have no intentions on catching her? Is it the thrill of the chase or is it about getting in her pants? Why waste time and you have no intention on being with her. There, she has fall hard for you but, you are playing games with how she is feeling about you. I had that to happen to me. Fell so hard I couldn't even see straight. It was all good at the beginning, but as soon as he knew he had me hooked on him he started pushing me away. At first I can't lie it hurt because I thought the sun and moon rose around this man. I just knew we where going to be together and happy. Boy was I fooled big time. When I started looking back on the whole situation, he never told me how he felt about me. Not unless I really pushed the issue. He will never know how much what happened between us hurt me. What didn't destroy me made me stronger. I just know to give my heart to someone that wouldn't and couldn't take care of it.

Avoided An Earthquake By 30 Minutes!!!
I found out about a month later ( why wouldn't anyone tell me anything,beats me!!!! ) there was an earthquake at my work and it happened at 7 o'clock in the morning,apparently it swayed the building quite a bit and I was very very lucky since I don't show up till 7;30. Oh well,I start at 7;45 so I want some time to get my pc started,have water at my desk and gnash on some fruit and/or yoghurt. 30 minutes can be quite crucial I guess,I'd have been pretty shocked since I've never been through a quake before. Nobody would have even said a thing except I suddenly found the instructions on how to deal with earthquakes hanging on our walls and I know for a certainty they're not about to write on things that could happen if they didn't. Our management is not that protective anyway,so I started asking around and my horrible suspicions were true. What's crazier is,I live 20 minutes away from work,so I'm really glad ,I could have easily felt it from home,man that's way scary,and never knew

The Detours
Here is a new group that I think really rocks and I think you would enjoy them as well. Check them out and add them by clicking the pics I have here. They are having a concert Friday, so if you live close enough go check them out. Thanks everyone! Brenda

Make $50,000 Fubucks!!!!
FUBUCK$ GIVEAWAY No Bombing Required Are you saving for Spotlight? Do you like to spread the fu love and buy your friends lots of drinks and gifts? Well... COME GET $50,0000 FUBUCKS! All you have to do is private message me the link to the picture you would like to use. I will add it to my giveaway album and for every 100 rates you receive on that pic you will get $50,000 FUBUCKS from ME! It will be a Friends Only folder so your friends/referrals will need to RATE, FAN, and ADD me to be able to rate your picture. EASY ENOUGH, right? Just 100 picture rates will get you $50,000 FUBUCKS! I am starting with 5 people and the first to reach their 100 comments will also receive an additional $25,000 FUBUCKS! WOW! Come get my BUCKS! xoxo PebblesinAZ ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar

Pitt Bulls ~ Is Your Dog Next?
This really makes me sick. To think that we are allowing the government to legally KILL an animal because its an ANIMAL! I mean COME ON!!! Its not the breed, its the person that owns the dog. This was in my bulletins and its something I believe in. If you don't like it, get the hell off my page de-fan and friend me. Thats all I have to say. This needs to be stopped. ****************************** If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post t

A Pregnant Woman Has No Soul..
Driving to Burger King today for a lunch play date with my kids, my 6 yr. old son says to me out of the freaking blue. "Mom, your soul like a ghost in your heart" and when your body dies, and your heart stops, your soul leaves and then goes to a pregnant woman for her new baby.” I was dumbfounded to say the least, he has said some pretty intense things before, but this trumps them all. I said to him, "Adam, where did you hear that from?" Adam "Just was thinking about it, cause my soul belonged to a man named John Songa/Sonja, who died in California before I was born." Now keep in mind, I have not raised my children with any religion to speak of, let alone went into an philosophical talks regarding souls etc. He goes on to tell me that “John traveled all over the world, and he was old when he died, he spoke English & Hebrew and I think France (meaning French), he had a wife and a bunch of kids, and grand kids”. I think my son is intelligent, but this goes b

Blues Traveler. The Mountains Win Again
pick up my smile put it in my pocket Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya Ooh can you feel the same Ooh you gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh I feel it comin' in The mountains win again The mountains win again Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand This time in my life I was hurt enough to care I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share Ooh can you feel the same Ooh ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Yeah feel it comin' in The mountains win again A pocket is no place for a smile anyway Someday I will find love again will blow my mind Maybe it will be that love that got away from me Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight Can you feel the same Yeah ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh feel it comin' i

Your Grandma Whooped My "fucking Pussy" Ass
This story goes back a few years.The movie Titanic came out and everyone and their dogs mother had seen it. Not me though - I hadn't watched it because I thought I was the baddest mother fucker this side of the Mississippi - and bad ass mother fuckers don't watch romance movies. I had great hair, a leather jacket, I listed to metal, and I was hard core. I would wrestle a mountain lion for street credit but there was no fucking way I going to see Titanic. A few months later the movie was breaking box office records, it was still at the theater and everyone was talking about how great it is and all that. I already had the idea that I was going to hate this movie. I just wanted to see it so I could be different than everyone else, and tell them all how much I fucking hated it. So one day I had the afternoon off work, and went to see Titanic by myself at this theater down the road. I buy my ticket and go into the theater, nothing out of the ordinary thus far. The place was

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, Yes, I know it's only March but I want to get my request in uber early. You see.... all I want for Christmas is to be a Toil Girl. http://www.toilgirls.com/toilgirl.html I promise to be a good bad girl for the rest of the year. :-)

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Party In The Den.....woot
WE ARE GONNA SET THE DEN ON FIRE! BACK WITH A VENGENCE AND THE BALLZZ ! ! TO ROCK YOUR WALLZZ ! ! So come on by and have a drink and relax with us! Click Here To Enter Lounge! Music Provided By Snake Bite Radio Check Us Out !

Starting Fresh, Starting Over.
Welcome to my humble little blog on Fubar. As the title mentions, this is a fresh start. I had a profile here on Fubar for quite sometime. Due to hatred, failed "relationships" and other matters, I felt it was time to start fresh and start over with a whole new account. So, here it is and here I am. I plan to post a lot of blogs, both personal and just random thoughts, about myself and what I am going through in life. I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them.

The Truth By A Real Juggalette
Hey Homies And People That Don’t Understand The Juggalo Ways Listen up because the truth is told right here. Anyways some bigot that doesn’t understand writes the critical info in the article below mine under critical info. Sure were wicked, We think differently, and we have a sick sense of humor, but we got respect for each other even if we don’t know each other. But here’s the deal the wicked shit that divvied from j of the dark carnival brings us together. I mean J is real and he has some good points. Within the subliminal versus is morals to live by like "fuck skin color everybody’s blue, then what would all these bigots do, instead of there tone they'll hate you size so now I must poke out all the eyes” there is also “Homies” that represents how tight the noose really is anyways I am too tired to say much more. Well all we Can do is listen to the subliminal versus that are among the wicked shit, and if you listen to the whose thing life makes since. But the main point is if Your a

I Dunno....
...who is trying to shout at me today...but my shout box wasn't showing me a damn thing. I can hear the alert noise going off over and over, but no shouts are showing up. Very frustrating when you can't reply to someone. I'm not ignoring whoever it is!

On This Day
On this day... March 19: Oh my gosh... I'm like... so freaking high on kittens right now... Day 1000000 B.C. -The first kitten is discovered by Egyptians. They try burning the kitten to get high but discover that you must sniff the kitten to get high. 1300 - Chinese Explorer Who Flhung Dhung brings back kittens on which the Chinese become instantly addicted to. 1301 - Exactly one year later, the Chinese invent a more refined way of getting kitten into your system, now known by the street name "Heroin", it is really kitten in pure form. 1462 - Holy Roman Emperor Yugo Hugo IV dies because he finds someone elses shoe wedged next to his toilet. 1915 - U.S. President Woodrow Wilson becomes the first American to get high on kittens. 1915 - Pluto is photographed for the first time, discovering the first extra-terrestrial colony of human huffing kittens. 1940 - Nazi scientists invent Fanta, a four-legged mammal that was supposed to huff just like a kitten, in order to overcome

Here We Go Again!
Okay as most of you know , i’m pretty much an opinionated bitch .. With that being said ... U know what really just pisses me off beyond belief ?!??!?! ... BAD PARENTING ... I’m not talking about a parent who’s house isn’t the cleanest , or who beats thier kids on a regular basis .. I’m talking about someone who has 2 kids and doesn’t give a good goddamn what happens to them! .. This chic , i’ll call her "B" has a 14 yr old daughter , and a 5 yr old son ... She was married to a guy who well isn’t exactly the greatest , but he did treat her better than most men would , considering she’s an Über cunt ! She’s the type of person who at 5am would stand outside screaming her bloody head off because her husband left the alarm clock ring 5 extra minutes so she had to get her fat ass outta bed to hit snooze .. The type of chic who gets into everyone elses buisness telling them how to parent thier kids , how to have a happy marriage blah blah blah....*yea yea i know you’re probably thinking

My L.d.s
There are times when we stop to reflect on things we’ve done, or places we’ve been … I always stop to think of all my faults before I become grateful for the things that I have become, the things I’ve done or the pains I’ve carried along. This morning I was thinking of all my crazy faults, my shames I have carried for many years, and not honestly knowing why, not being diagnosed, but learning all the different L.D. (Learning Disabilities), it seems I have ADD, OCD, that I am dyslexic, along with many other ones I can’t remember right off the top of my head. Through my struggles, never asking why, just thought I was dumb, and that all the other students in class were just smarter then I was. To finally learn of my differences, the reasons for my difficulties, and of all those I have met along the way that share many different L.D.’s and they have made it this far in life and are successful, and continue to grow, inspires me. I know why now things never came to me so easily. I ac

Petition
Something important for you to consider, from a nurse: I'll never forget the look in my patients eyes when I had to tell them they had to go home with the drains, new exercises and no breast. I remember begging the Doctors to keep these women in the hospital longer, only to hear that they would, but their hands were tied by the insurance companies. So there I sat with my patients, giving them the instructions they needed to take care of themselves, knowing full well they didn't grasp half of what I was saying, because the glazed, hopeless, frightened look spoke louder than the quiet 'Thank You they muttered. A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a Mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpati

A Kiss To Remember
This one, by My Dying Bride, hits fairly close to home on the subject of past failures with certain women. I'm amazed I can still listen to the song at all, but the lyrics, for all their pain, are beautiful. There's no hope in them at all... Open me And drink up my scarlet Kiss me deep Kiss me deep and love me forever more Bloody love Bloody love inside of you Swallow me Thank God, there's nothing I can do Come with me my friend, come and see the end And let me swallow up your pain Leave the village lights, step into the night Open your mouth to my bloody rain And at your second birth, we will slay the earth And stalk mankind 'til Heaven burns Just lay down for me, naked for me to see It's just one kiss, that's all I need Take me down Down to the bloody shore Dig me deep, dig me deep And leave me forever more Lay me down Down with all of them And forget me Like you forgot the rest of them

To Hell And Back Each Day
White steam breath rises on frigid black background, Steely blue street lights stab into the street around; Thoughts that want to mingle bleed through poised third eyes, Hair embraces over foreheads, tips of paired noses like ice. Wind whips across the tarmac whining bittersweet farewell, A fastner on a flagpole rattles out a hollowed knell; A Delta 88 pops gravel as the Lear jet staves the wind, Rustling white rabbit peels reflections near the end. Separating heavy garments yields up memory's bouquet, An olfactory tableau made of moments on that last day; Souls dined again on flesh's scent in patchouli reprise, You compared the thick aroma to the color of my eyes. What was in your anger that kept me so far away? And what stopped the clock to leave me here still today? The sauces, wines and mousse are reminders of misery, But a matchbox with fragrant oil brings you back to me Written By My Dear Friend Ernest Cordell These words spoke to me when I read them.

My Son Ashton
Well, I just have to share this because it is so funny... My kids have been on spring break this week and my mother in law came and picked up my son Ashton, who is four years old and very hyper... he stayed the night and the next day she took him to the movies... while they were in the movies he ended up getting stuck in his seat... they were unable to get him out so the fire department was called and two big firetrucks with a total of seven men came in the movie theatre to take the seat apart and free my screaming son... during all of this everyone had to leave and recieved free passes to return to the movies... My mohter in law called and explained it all and said she was bringing him home then... she was exhausted, mentally and physically... I can just picture all the commotion going on at the movies and it is so funny now that it is over... Just had to share... :)

The Spoiled Under-30 Crowd!!!
f you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning...uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of garbage like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that.I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a darn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet . If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! T

Free Webcam Shows
There's a party on my cam tonight and you can get a naughty show for *FREE*! My MSN NAME is victoriaboobs@hotmail.com , my AIM name is victoriaboobs , my YAHOO MESSENGER name is victoria.boobs MESSAGE ME TO FIND OUT HOW... (I listed my Yahoo, AIM, and MSN names below) I'm a college student by day, webcam girl by night :) I love to be watched, and if you like girls who get naughty on cam, I'm your girl *wink* IF you're interested in seeing a FREE webcam show, message me on one of my names below! I'm online right now if you want to talk.. but here's the thing. The site I host my webcam shows on requires a credit card to verify your age because they won't allow minors to see me. It doesn't cost anything but a credit card is required! If you don't have a credit card DO NOT waste my time! When you message me, make sure you say the following phrase so I know where you got my message so I don't ignore you.. it's the secret password baby hehe.. The phrase is: "M

Emotionally All Over The Place
So my family and I learned today that my Wuelo will be having his knee replacement surgery on april 7th. Im scared shitless. Im scared to have to sit in a waiting room all day knowing that hes having surgery. Granted its not really a life threatning surgery but after the ordeal that my family and I have deal with lately hospital waiting rooms are not my cup of tea. I keep thinking of the negatives and I know I have to stop but I cant. After losing my wuela I have to face reality. They are not gonna be here forever, as much as I want them too. My wuelo just turned 77 and he is my life. Hes also tired and I can see it on his face. It scares me to see that. That man is my life...to me he can never do no wrong. To be honest, he has been there for me way more than my dad was especially when I was younger. My dad is my knight and shining armor now and he would bend over backwards for me and I love him with all my heart so dont get me wrong but my wuelo has been my life for as long a

***
Why is it that the people that you feel the closest too are just full of shit?...I think I've heard every exuse as to why someone says one thing and really is doing another...In all honesty and to save face....why can't one just say...."You know what Shelly...She's hotter...and funnier....Your boring as hell and I don't want to talk right now..Your only good for one thing..and that is to build up my ego"....Now..see..how hard it that...I'd tell you in a heartbeat.. I just think at this age...People could be a little bit more mature than your average 7 yr old...

The Truth
Love is such a strong word. Many people (Men) say "I love you" Just to get them a quick lay and don't mean a lick of what they say and some females say that they love there man just to keep them close when they know that things are falling apart and don't want them falling in with other women. I can say that I still love some people but not in the same way as I once did but the love I have for them is a greater thing because I still want to see them happy at no matter what that cost maybe. Just can't walk away from the past and hope for a better tomorrow when you know that what you once had will always be close to your heart..... Trying to be a friend and trying to fill the hole that was left is harder than I thought it would be. I'm just glad that I am able to still say that she is still apart of my life..... Do not throw around the word love with out having a true Feeling behind it. It means more than what you can ever fathom .

Blue Rose
Inquiring the one for me. I had no conviction to how it was going to be. To stumble along these lines. Who ever new it would be so rigorous. To find this delicate Blue Rose. So persevering to find this one. Wanting to deem the Roman springs. Seeking for her. The myriad feelings never said. Approaching my Blue Rose. Appearing near to me. This perfect figure. The most alluring eyes. Never deflecting her unique smile. Is this a glimpse of my Blue Rose? The one who I have been yarning for. The angle of lust. Here to set me free. She has come to be admired. I have found my Blue Rose. Poet By: Adam M. Jack.

Fubar Comment Tags By Heartistic Soul
Just sharin' some of my fubar tags...I've made 200+ and thought I'd post a bully with some of my favorites. I hope you find something you like, and if not, check my photo album for others that I've done. Cheers! -HS Heartistic Soul@ fubar (repost of original by 'Heartistic Soul' on '2008-0

Faded Picture,faded Heart
a faded picture of you is all i have left to hold on to. its been so long since we said goodbye and all i do is sit and cry. i keep praying that one day i will see the day you come running back to me. but all i hear is silence through these hallowed halls, and i have became a prisoner behind these four walls. one day will come and that day i will know, that even though i love you so, i'll have to let you go.

So Much Cooler Online
Ok, so I've been online for a few years now, and I've realized that I can meet people on here and they are so nice to me and compliment me in so many ways, but if i meet new people in public they shun me right away, are rude and don't give me the time of day. So I've come to the conclusion, and it goes with a song, Im so much cooler online.

Life On The Murder Scene
Camera: "Gerard, what was your first car?" Gerard: "It was a Subaru XT. It was silver. Never had to wash it." Gerard: "And then this guy came up in sweat pants-" Frank: [covers face with hands] "Oh no!" Gerard: [grins] "-and a hockey jersey and his name was Howard Benson." "We are My Chemical Romance and we come from New Jersey, where we shoot motherfuckers like you!" At Warped Tour 2004 Frank: "FUCK! I forgot to get hand sanitizer." Gerard: "Fuck youuuu." "I prefer lighters, but cellphones are the new lighter." "I think the only place that scared the shit out of me was the Tenderloin. Because I walked--in San Fransisco--walked off the bus in my makeup and costume and this dude on the other side of the street in front of a crackhouse just goes, 'Better stay on that side of the street motherfucker, I'll knock you out!'." "I'm sick of seeing my face. But I am allowed to be sick of seeing my face, 'cause it's my fuckin' face. Know what I'm sayin'?" "This shit i

Yummeh
'Cause as much as we like to hear you scream, we LOOOVE to hear you BOOOO! *fans boo loudly* Gerard: YOU FUCKING LOVE US! March 24th, M.E.N arena & Atlanta, GA 4/24/07 You love us even though we have no respect for anything! March 24th, M.E.N Arena. This is a song about the United Kingdom's greatest killing machine. Before performing 'Teenagers', March 24th, MEN Arena. Singing* Everybody tie your shoe, I don't care about you. Everybody tie your shoe, clap clap. *Speaking* On three, cause I wanna get my shoes tied now, so I'm gonna tie my fucking shoes!...wait...okay, *Singing* Everybody tie your shoes, clap clap. Everybody tie your shoes, clap clap. *Speaking Again* That's possibly the fucking stupidest thing I've ever done up here. My Chemical Romance Tour Concert, 22nd March 2007, Birmingham, England I have the potential to be a fantastic alcoholic. The Black Parade went home... back to Italy! To an audience, Oakland, California show 2007 The Black Parade fuck

Hell Yeah
New Jersey, our home, thank you so much. How many of you out there are, like, long time MCR fans? (crowd cheers) That's right. That's right, New Jersey. How many of you guys are new MCR fans? It's okay to be a new MCR fan. (few people cheer, followed by laughter) Listen to how quiet it got... At the Bamboozle 2007, after Sleep "A surprise party? For me? You shouldn't have!" after Mama, Rock am Ring, Germany (& Tampa, FL 4/19/07) "What's that? You wanna fuck me?....sorry, that seat's taken!" 8 June 2007, Download, Donington Park, UK "I'm not gonna tell you what to do with your life." "You could put a domino mask on anything, and it becomes a superhero. You put a domino mask on a milkman, and he becomes, like, Super Milkman." "There's defiantly moments where, you know, we were asking ourselves, like, are we crazy?!? Is this pushing it too far, you really can't tell because you've become so attached to something, you're so in it, um, that you can't tell. But, um, i kind of

More Quoteage
"I mean, I don't really care if you are, but I'm having a great fucking time. I think actually everybody onstage is having a really good time, right Ray Toro?" Before playing 'Teenagers', Aberdeen AECC, Scotland 12/11/07 "You guys are so much better than those lazy motherfuckers in England last night. I was very, very unimpressed with them, they were so lazy." Talking about the crowd in Newcastle, where My Chemical Romance played the night before, Aberdeen AECC, Scotland 12/11/07 "Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all." "Phf.. Warcraft! ... It's not the fact that they play this game all night, but the fact that they sit up 'till six in the morning and play it." 04/10/07, KB Hallen, Copenhagen "We once got a filthy shirt on stage... Oh fuck, that's so disgusting. YARK! Get off my stage! There's one filthy person out there!" 04/10/07, KB

Quoteage
"Awwwwww, shit" before singing "You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison" "It ain't bothering me, is it bothering you?!" when he noticed his fly was open at a show "I know what you're thinking. 'Look at how white those fucking arms are.'" November 6 in Brussels. After taking off his jacket during FLW. I can’t fucking hear you, because the band I’m in is so fucking loud! This song is about what some of you are, and what the rest of you should be. Referring to the song Teenagers Bob Bryar brings a gun with him to shows in case someone asks for that song. Referring to the song Our Lady of Sorrows That wound's never going to heal unless you put some penicillin on it! This is the shit we're gonna remember when we're all fuckin' oldmen...that will be in about four years... "Holy Shit, it looks like the whole fucking city is here!" Taguig, Philippines 012508 So people keep asking me what this badge is for... this badge makes me the sheriff, the sheriff of

The End...........
I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT AND AM TOTALLY THRU WITH IT ALL... Circling your, circling your, circling your head Contemplating everything you ever said Now I see the truth I got a doubt A different motive in your eyes and now I'm out I'll see you later I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold See inside, inside of our heads yeah, well now thats over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong Headstrong, we're headstrong Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong And this is not where you belong I can't give everything away I won't give everything away Conclusions manifest Your first impressions got to be your very best I see you're full of shit and that's alright That's how you play I guess you get through every night Now that's over I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold See insid

Circle Of Friends
'BEAUTY NEEDS NO EXPLANATION'!!!!!!!! Daily prayer: Please God, put your arms around my shoulders and your hand over my mouth. This is one of the cutest and nicest emails around...... Happy Friends week!!!!!! Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He, who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me...... You brought another friend .... An

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should children witness childbirth? > > Due to a power outage, only one > paramedic responded to the call. > > The house was very dark so the paramedic > asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her > mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very > diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. > > Heidi pushed and pushed and after a > little while, Connor was born. > The paramedic lifted him by his little > feet and spanked him on his bottom. > > Connor began to cry. > > The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for > her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought > about what she had just witnessed. > > Kathleen quickly responded, 'He > shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place . . . > > Smack his ass again!'

Dollhouse
As you can see, I have uploaded some pics of the dollhouse I am building at work. I work on it in my sparetime, but here lately I have'nt had much time. When I am finished, It's going to be auctioned off and the proceeds will go to the Cara Center. I will add more pics the further i get along. Of course, as you can see, the inside is finished and the outside is just primed so far.

Ride For Kids
Ride for Kids® The Ride for Kids® program supports the efforts of the Pediatric Brain Tumor Foundation (PBTF) to find the cause of and cure for childhood brain tumors. Come join thousands of your motorcyclist friends at events around the country to make a difference in children's lives! When you ride with us side by side in that endless column of bikes, people waving at you at every turn, you'll know you're making a positive statement for our sport at the same time. Find a Ride for Kids® near you! You also have the opportunity to earn special Ride for Kids® premiums for your donations. The more you raise, the more you earn! And for every $300 raised, you gain one chance to win a brand-new Honda motorcycle, an AGV helmet, or a pair of Dunlop tires. Click here to see premium levels. The PBTF is honored to be the official charity of the Honda Rider's Club of America (HRCA), which has been the presenting sponsor of Ride for Kids® since 1991. Thanks to the significant suppor

The Arrival
The Airport Anticipation. I can feel my heart beating faster and faster. Even worst, i am starting to feel more aroused. Why is this so? I know why. Her plane will be arriving very shortly. I am mad nervous. I don't want her to think i brought her out here just to have mad, passionate sex with her. That is not it, but i do hope it happens,....... a lot! Her plane landed twenty minutes ago, where is she? I guess she is getting her luggage. Is that her? No it is not. Oh, there she is. Look at her walking towards me, somehow in slow motion. Curvacious, lovely, blonde goddess coming towards me. She is wearin a low-cut, conservative white blouse, that clearly shows off her ample bosom. She has a long, shape forming blue jean skirt, that shows every curve of her luscious body. On her feet are a pair of smart, leather boots with a two inch heel that just creates her gait across the concourse. Coming for me. What do i do when she reaches me? I know i have said that i would gra

What's Been Going On...
I haven't really been on much in this past month. I've been so busy. I started cocktailing at the local strip club in late December so I'm there until almost 3am. Now, I tend to sleep more because my sleep cycle has gotten disrupted. School has been crazy busy, but I love it. But I never see my friends anymore. I just don't have time. And it pisse sme off when they aren't understanding. Sorry, but I need sleep and I need time with my son. And I definately need to study. So I'm sorry if I come across as bitchy but unless you are my job, my school, or most importantly, MY SON, I don't really have much time for you. Wow, that sounds awful. I don't mean it to be, and I know I'm rambling. But you know what? I'm tired. I haven't purposely ignored any of my friends on here, especially my real-life friends. But I have to keep my priorities straight right now. My friends mean the world to me, but I gotta take care of myself and my son. Ugh. Just needed to vent a little. Hope I d

Grab A Rafter And Hang Out
(repost of original by 'Joyridin2w -C/O of Rejects in Rafters' on '2008-03-19 11:05:01') (repost of original by 'ÐeŽZÏe ×°º°× †ã††’Ð Ho®ÑeD Añge£ {°¿°}' on '2008-03-19 11:21:55') (repost of original by 'latingirl Fu Wifey of Sexy Latina' on '2008-03-19 11:51:54')

See Me
See me for who i am. see me for who i will be see the me that has always been see only me and no one else. see my heart that beats only for you see my mind filled with thoughts of you See me and only me the way that i see you. 3/19/08

Looks
I just seen a intersting article bout what makes people more attractive. do u know its mainly based on the outline of the jaw? intersting but true. its amazing what little things make a difference on someones looks. its mostly based on the jaw and nose, how they appear head on more than profile. ever notice how many pics folks take of themselves with the camera lookin down at them? fer those reasons thats why folks might look better. dont get me wrong, i anit fussing or bitchinh, just thoiught it was interesting little fact. but on all you lovely ladies yer all beautiful!

Life
Hi to all my friends. I have made it back on line. LOL Life for me is great...busy but great. I am now a mother of six children and wow do I have my hands full. But I love them and they are a gift from God. I am working part time and home schooling 4 of my children. I am also taking care of my mom who is very sick. Wow life is so busy but that is good that way I don't have time to think. So to all my friends I hope to hear from all of you soon. I have missed all of you. Hugs and kisses

Bliss
LOnging for what was missing what might be searching for the cause nothing left to see empty words echo ringing in your ear does any one know whats behind the mirror shallow souls shine through smiles all so fake anger starts to stew how much till you break going on their way nothing seem a miss how their minds do stray searching for their bliss

You Are Dead To Me!
You are Dead to Me! 2/29/2008 I hear your words, they cut into me; You seem to enjoy trying to hurt me. I won't let you get to me! I'm gone, and you can't ever get me to come back no matter how nice the words flow from your lips. Your words aren't enough! They never will be again. I'm never coming back b/c you hurt me, b/c you enjoy my pain. I will remember you miss you, love you with every beat of my heart, but you are dead to me! You no longer exist in my consciousness. You're simply a void in my memories and I will never let you back!

Epic Victory!!!!
AIGHT, THE MOVIE STORE JUST HAD IT'S BIGGEST SALES DAY EVER TODAY!!!! A COUPLE CAME IN FOR MOVIES, T-SHIRTS, AND POSTERS ALL VINTAGE ALL HARDCORE ITEMS BECAUSE THIER TWIN SONS ARE GRADUATING FROM FULL SAIL COLLEGE. NOW GET THIS THEY BOUGHT $43,896.23 IN STUFF FROM MY STORE!!!! THEY BOUGHT JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING I FUCKING RECOMMENDED FROM THEM!!! I GOT THEM TO BUY JUST ABOUT EVERY AUTOGRAPHED POSTER, INCLUDING ALL THREE OF THE STAR WARS AUTOGRAPHED POSTERS FROM NEW HOPE, EMPIRE, AND JEDI!!! INDINA JONES, BREAKFAST CLUB, PULP FICTION TAPES SIGNED!!! ALMOST EVERY T-SHIRT IN THE STORE, AND THEN THEY INVITED ME TO SET UP ALL THE SHIT AND HOST A MOVIE WATCHING EVENT FOR THE LUCKY BASTARD SONS!!!! SO ON TOP ON THE MONEY I MADE TODAY, I'M ALMOST GOING TO GET ANOTHER 20GRAND JUST FOR HOSTING THE KIDS FUCKING PARTY!!!! I'M SO FUCKIGN HAPPY!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK YEAH!!! SOMETIMES SHIT JUST GOES RIGHT!!!! I'M GOING TO GO CELEBRATE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND DANCING LIKE A MOTHERFUCK!!

Read And Listen To The Words In This Song! This Is A Repost For Rico
OK so wiff all tha talk on fu lately about controversy..oppresion..loss of our rights,,etc etc,,i guess ive been in thought mode..i coulda made a fancy ass bully..but theres no need,,all i ask is u take 4 mins to listen to tha song...watch tha video and think... think bout it....a few of us lost our right and freedom on a website...a manner of oppression possibly.. i guess i jus wonder..the ppl in the 3rd world...where r their rights?...funny our rights on here mean..we can comment rate and MuMM...theirs go to where they sleep...what they eat,,,who controls their country....who decides whether or not their children get educated.. i guess my point is....things aint really so bad when u look at it from the flipside.. my 2nd point bein....how ironic it is that the people who make all the decisions...are the ones in fancy suits...behind their desks..with clean hands..not the ones in tha front line.... so anyways....yeah...listen...feel free to repost...or not...and comment tha b

Unlock My Door
Eyes do meet,thing twist about time slows down no fear,no dought hearts do powned the room is full smoke hangs grey my mind you stole i long for you to stay things in common again an again no lies no pain,no sin break my earthly ties meeting of chance together at last feelings lead to romance inobitions cast love is at hand my heart is yours feel the love,make the stand heres the key unlock my doors

I Am Misery
I Am Misery! 2/5/2008 I am that thing inside, that feeling, that misery. I am all that remains, all that survives. I am closest to you, the one thing you want to lose so desperately, but can't. I grow with every lie, pressing hard against your skin. Deception is my drug of choice, to feed, to grow. I bare my teeth & sink them deep into your soul, shredding to pieces your heart, your hope. I am that dark thing, that pain, that hate. Feel me grow!

I Miss You...
I Miss You... 2/12/2008 I miss you! Feeling you, touching you, kissing you, living with you, making love to you, loving you… I miss the outings, the plans, the mishaps, the joy, the excitement, the love, the trust… I miss feeling so secure in your arms; I miss feeling your skin pressed tight against mine… In fact, the only things I DON'T miss are the endless lies that escape your lips poisoning my heart and killing my hope… How could you tell me you love me, then try so hard to hurt me behind my back? …only my jaded memories and love remain…

Understanding Roswell New Mexico And The So Called Ufo
"As Sir Roy Feddon, Chief of the Technical Mission to Germany for the Ministry of Aircraft Production stated in 1945... "I have seen enough of their designs and production plans to realize that if they (the Germans) had managed to prolong the war some months longer, we would have been confronted with a set of entirely new and deadly developments in air warfare." ... That these events occurred is also supported by former CIA agent Virgil Armstrong who commented "We know that in the early parts of the war there were certain factions of the Allied forces that did not believe he (Hitler) had a secret weapon and it wasn’t until the Americans made much emphasis of this that they began to look at it seriously and indeed did discover that Hitler not only had a secret weapon, he had what we would call today a UFO or spacecraft." http://www.violations.dabsol.co.uk/ secrets/secretspart1.htm

Give A Woman Shoes And She'll Use Them To Run Away
Men buy shoes to have something to protect their feet when they walk around... women buy shoes so other women can't have them. I've been in quite a few relationships over the years, and as broke as I am and as much as I claim to be against buying affection - I have always been pretty generous with gifts for the girls I've dated. I'm generous without showering them with presents as a substitute for winning them over with my awesomeness though. I think it's pretty pathetic when guys buy girls drinks at clubs because they have big boobs or just basically put up a front like they're going to shower a girl with money and jewelry to get in their panties. When I think of all the money I've spent (birthdays, christmas, no reason in particular, etc... ), I probably could've sent a couple of kids to college... at least community college. I know I've bought shoes for some of the girls I've been out with, and I know none of them have stuck around. That's got to serve as proof somehow

I Will Be Your Slave
Would YOU like TO own me for a month? BID on me and YOU can. we can do anything YOU want if YOU own me. I am your Slave for a MONTH!!! Just click the picture link will bring you 1 step closer to having me all to yourself You Could Be MineBy Guns N' RosesBest Video Codes

Lost Thought
Gentle breezes blow my mind begains to stray boredom grows my thoughts begain to sway i long for your embrase press your lips to mine hads corress your face your curves so fine i miss your warming smile your body next to mine cuddling for a while sipping on your wine lips do touch to set a spark toungs interwine heating up the dark tingles up your spine moans of passion fill the night lust is in the air everythings so right running hands through your hair pleasure sets the pace two hearts as one minds do race all lies are done Ryan Smith

I Uploaded A New Album
hey every one includin pl on my family, i just uploaded a new adult pics of me album. an added a few adult pics of me if ur in my family go check it out an all i ask is that u rate them an live a comment an dont hold bak on what u wanna say, an for ppl who arent on myfamily an u wanna check it out just stop by an ask me to lok at them an if ur cool an ur nice i'll let u look at therm if u want but the same rules apply for u as forthe ppl in my family all i ask is that u rate an comment them an dont hold bak.. ok hope u like the pics there not that great. but plannin on tryin to take beter ones soon

Hotties
~Feel Free 2 Visit this profile anytime,& post Comments On This (muthafucker) right here,Sorry No Snithes,Queers,Police,&Haters ABSoLUTELY ALLoWED(we don't need your 2cents on Anything~Ever_so if you're one of the above, please take my advice that will STronGly help you Out/ ok > JUMP OFF A FUCKIn CliFF......

Man Dials 911 To Request Wake-up Call
A man worried about missing his court date called 911 for a wake-up call. On Monday, at 3:30 a.m., police say a man called 911 to request a wake-up call so he could attend court later that morning. The man was warned about abusing the 911 emergency line. The man then called City police on regular business line and again requested a wake-up call. After learning the man's identity, police found out there was an outstanding warrant for the man's arrest. As a result, officers went to a Parkhill Road East home and arrested the man. Donald Archie Baker, 51, is charged with theft under $5,000.

Bren And I
I am happy to say that Brenda and i are still going strong, we are very much in love. Now as far as everything else i still get to see my 2 yr. old son alot, his name is Tate i have some pics on here if you want to check his cute self out.

5 Rules For Being Better At The Internet
1. Forfeit all Caturday/lolcats photos. Congratulations, you have found pictures of cats making stupid (probably photoshopped) faces that were made 4-5 years ago and are only found humourous by 4chan rejects. The website that makes sure you know everything that was once a phenomenon once existed. Here's a mesage from French Cat: 2. Chuck Norris is a douche. If you're still huddling around Chuck Norris "facts" - stop it. First of all they aren't even the original. Jack Bauer, Vin Diesel and some others were before. I guess it was all the beard jokes some fatass trolls made up that made the Chuck Norris ones more popular. And now, 4 years later, there's a book on it and the Texas Ranger sues over "false information". Way to go Chuck, you're an inspiration for morons everywhere. 3. Do not be the kettle that calls the pot black. Nothing tickles my fancy more than reading things like "your an idiot" and "get a life/get laid" from some retard who gets online for maybe an

Re: Rogers: Fed Has "given Up" On The Dollar
RE: Rogers: Fed Has "Given Up" On The Dollar ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Mar 2008, 17:46 Rogers: Fed Has "Given Up" On The Dollar Expert investor Jim Rogers has slammed the Federal Reserve for destroying the dollar in order to rescue Wall Street, calling it "outrageous" that Ben Bernanke used $230 billion of taxpayers money to bail out Bear Stearns and other banks last week, and urged people to shift their assets completely out of dollars because the Fed had "given up" on the greenback. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/031908_given_up. htm

Wanted Leg Operation - Got New Anus
Bit of a bummer A German pensioner is suing a hospital after she checked in for an operation on her leg - and woke up to find she had been given a new anus. The clinic in Hochfranken in Bavaria has suspended the surgical team concerned after they apparently mixed up the notes for two patients. The woman complainant was expecting an operation on her leg, while another patient, suffering from incontinence, was scheduled for surgery on her sphincter. The woman, who still needs to have the leg operation, is planning to sue the hospital and is looking around for another hospital to carry out the work.

Re: So-called Victory For Gun Rights As 2nd Amendment Destroyed
RE: So-Called Victory For Gun Rights As 2nd Amendment Destroyed ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Mar 2008, 21:38 Media Declares "Victory" For Gun Rights As Second Amendment Is Systematically Destroyed Comments made by justices in an ongoing landmark case, which seeks to address the very meaning of the second amendment, have been heralded as a "victory" for the individual right to bear arms, but in reality the second amendment is being completely eroded altogether. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/190308Gunrights. htm

No Is No
I do not even know how to begin this....except...when a human being says NOis is NO..no license....feeling...or living arrangement, gives anyone the right to violate your baby..space and mind and soul ..when you say NO you are still a person .. I would like to share the turmoil and waterfall of emotions one experiences when this is violated by anyone AND when that ANYONE is really SOMEONE...you have a personal relationship with or had....it is live changing and the outcome is never known.... it becomes worse ...the ultimate betrayal and hurt does begin to cover the emotions and degradion you feel inside...the death of your soul I would like die..yet want them to die...(at my hands) ..I feel "less then" ...yet angry at their....i blame myself ..them ..others..and many other factors ..in turn over and over again..I want 3very one to know what that person did..YET too ashamed t do it and let them see me vulnerable. I want to thinmk I am dreaming and I will wake up and

Drew
VERY SPECIAL PIMPOUT!!!! GO SHOW MY NEWEST OWNER DREW SOME MAJOR LOVING!!! HE TRULY IS ONE OF IF NOT THE SWEETEST GUY ON FUBAR!!! TRUST ME YOU NEED TO GET TO KNOW HIM!!! SO GO RATE HIM FAN HIM CRUSH HIM AND ADD HIM THEN RATE HIS PHOTOS(HE ONLY HAS LIKE 200) GO SHOW HIM SOME MAJOR LOVE FOR ME!!! OH AND I just won him so we own each other now! :P Drew ~ Proudly Owned by TinkerbellMN84~ and proud *Fu-Owner of MYNDA & TinkerbellMN84!*@ fubar This Pimp Out Brought To you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ Member of Downtown Bombers{Fu-Owned by My BFF ~BABS~ & Drew}

What Happened Corey?
The answer is (since I am being asked this non-stop), I have no idea. I was talking it up with Emily (Forn) and having an online status war with Bliss (Liquorbox) and I got deleted. No one will tell me why. As you all know, I don't script or have fake referrals.. Hell, I had zero referrals.. I don't do drama and if you are hearing from me in anything other than a positive or joking tone, then you've messed up and need to be called on your mess. I've gone through all the proper avenues. I started at the lounge, who referred me to Ryan (Scrapper) who told me to write Support. When I wrote Support, they told me to take my question to the Lounge. Uhmm great.. Well I wrote whoever was working support at that time to tell them that Ryan told me to write them, and that the lounge had referred me to Ryan.. and they told me basically only BabyJ can delete and to read the TOS. That's the funny thing. I know the TOS. I've read it many times. I often quote it to those people who need help wh

Another Day
Hey Y'all...Hope everyone is doin good. I am doing pretty good. Things have pretty much settled down. I went to my friends house the other day and hung out. I finally got home at 7 am. I had to take a final soon after that so I don't know how that will turn out...lol! We had tons of fun. I don't remember much of what happened, but what I do remember was fun...lol! I took my last final today. I sold back my books and made over $100. It was pretty cool. I saw one of my high school teachers who is a college instructor now. I loved him and I have a class with him next quarter!! I can't wait! Newayz, we talked for a few minutes and then I left. I went to Wal-Mart for a couple of things, then the post office and then finally up to Jeff and Julies. I have so much to do tonight it's not funny. I am going to go to sleep before too long. I havent got much sleep for the past couple of days. Well...I hope everyone is okay. I am going to have a lot of fun this weekend. We have softball practice on

Take A Hint
If you're some creep that hits on me, and I don't respond to it, or I just say thanks then ignore you, Its because I'm not interested. NO I'm not interested in hooking up with couples, married or not. NO i dont want to fuck you if youre over 30. In fact I'm not here to find someone to hook up with , period. So back off. I dont care how "mean i am" because i dont have 24 hrs a day to talk to you just to be nice. I dont waste my time talkin to people who have nothing worth while to say. AND i've never understood the people that start insulting me after I reject them, 30 seconds ago you were telling me how great i am, and as soon as i say i dont wanna fuck your old ugly ass, I'm suddenly an ugly whore. My Advice, try an ugly whore, they might just respond to your "charm" better than a 19 yr old who has a life outside of the internet.

Just To Let U Know!
OK...people here it goes. i'm not on fubar for ur drama. if u have it plz leave it off my pg...and for those of u that loves to put links on my pg to KKK ...when ur droppin links to ppl leave me the fuck out of it... i dont have a problem with ppl that are in to that stuff but I"M NOT so dont bring it to me...i have 2 mix'd kids and dont care for the shit! If u dont like what my blog has to say then click the home pg tab up there. THANX FOR UR TIME! ~BUTTERS~

Irony Of Love
The greatest irony of love: loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. and sometimes, you think you' re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you' ll suddenly realize that you' re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It' s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. Sometimes, it's the TRUST that was absent. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for pas

Shadow Levlers You Rawk From Dawn & Indradragon
Indradragon - The GodDragon!@ fubar ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ In the arms of the God Dragon@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ In the arms of the God Dragon' on '2008-03-19 13:19:20')

My Fu-owners
These lovely people have won me in auctions here on fubar and I couldn't help but share them with you!! Show them lots of love!! My Sexy Soldier ~†Ð¿ GøThÏ¢†§ø£dî£r†~†HÊÂÐ ÈÑFÕR€ÊR@ÐÏRT¥ ÐÈÉÐ§‡ÑÏLLÎ'$ §TÂL|{£R‡ÕWÑ£Ð ß¥ ♦Èvîl Àñgël & ÑÏ@ fubar My Japan Travel Buddy [[lol..:P]] Shinigami@ fubar My Lovely Lady Friend ♕Amitola Nidawi♕ :{FuWife to Dj_MEKO}: ♈ Promoter of Fu-Luv Bomb Squad@ fubar My Favorite Attention Whore O.M.G. IM SUCH AN ATTENTION WHORE!!!!@ fubar My Cali Man Will@ fubar More will be added as they join the ranks!!

Bully
I’M KICKING ASS & TAKING NAMES IN “DEVINE ESSSENTIALS”! I SUGGEST YOU JOIN ME & THE REST OF THE GANG IF YA KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR YA! I’M ROCKEN’ YOUR AIRWAVES! Come show ME sum LOVE! YOU NAME IT I’LL PLAY IT! Join us NOW so you don’t miss anything! YOU KNOW THE DRILL JUST CLICK THE PIC & UR THERE!!

Bully
is off da chain and tearing shit up in Erotic Desires... come join him and some of his CRAZY family! We’ve got the BEST DJ’s AROUND!! Hope to see you there! If not you’re missing out! Just Click the PIC below …..and consider yourself there!

I Just Dont Get It....
Lately alot of women on here have been telling me im Sexy and im super duper cute......seriously i dont see what it is their seeing....i honestly dont see myself as being cute or anything....I kinda see myself as being ugly(due to a lack of self esteem). I really wish i could see what these women are seeing in me cuz it eludes me.....damn...... (rate and comment)

Useless Info About Me!
-> Full name = Kristen Marie. -> I'm a make-up junkie. -> I'm incredibly moody. -> I'm an incredible messy person. -> I speak Pittsburghese fluently. -> I only have a few BEST friends. -> I want to drive a tank before I die. -> I hate rain. -> I like snow, but not driving in it. -> I could probably sleep my life away. -> I refuse to take medicine. -> I suffer from migraines. -> I love balls. -> Bouncy balls, pervert! -> I'm probably the worst singer ever. -> Generally, I'm late for everything. -> I love being completely random. -> Taking pictures makes me happy. -> I hate pictures of myself. -> I will eventually get a few tattoos and piercings. -> I'm addicted to Starbucks. -> I love rainbows. -> McD's Iced Coffee makes me very happy. -> My birthday should be a holiday. -> I love Tinkerbell. -> I love Thumper, from Bambi. -> I'm a die hard Steelers fan and no one can change that. -> I want 2 kids; 1 boy and 1 girl. -> I die my hair more often than I should.

How Do You Let Go
How do you let go of someone you care about? Always leaving you blinded and your heart filled with doubt I can’t take this shit anymore it’s driving me insane I’m trying to hang on, but I can’t stand the pain I see something good, when I look into your eyes So much pain has scarred your soul, but that’s no reason to hide ! Siiting here with tears running down my cheeks... Sickness coming back ; silently I weep I’ll always be here if you ever need a friend I don’t know what else to say... this madness has to end I can’t deny these feelings I carry just for you But I don’t know what’s going on, or what the fuck to do What’d I do so wrong to make you act this way ? How do I let you go ? When I just want you to stay???

From Government Archives
Operation Paperclip Casefile http://greyfalcon.us/restored/Operation%20Paperclip%20Casefile.htm Home Page After WWII ended in 1945, victorious Russian and American intelligence teams began a treasure hunt throughout occupied Germany for military and scientific booty. They were looking for things like new rocket and aircraft designs, medicines, and electronics. But they were also hunting down the most precious "spoils" of all: the scientists whose work had nearly won the war for Germany. The engineers and intelligence officers of the Nazi War Machine. The U.S. Military rounded up Nazi scientists and brought them to America. It had originally intended merely to debrief them and send them back to Germany. But when it realized the extent of the scientists knowledge and expertise, the War Department decided it would be a waste to send the scientists home. Following the discovery of flying discs (foo fighters), particle/laser beam weaponry in German military base

I Am Tired Of Touching People..
So yeah...the wonderful world of day spa ownership and massage therapy. Too..much. LOL..today I'd like to quit..apply for welfare..and sit around in my panties on the couch and not shower or move for at LEAST a month. Stress central. I am tired of dealing with the estrogen poisoning that happens when you have 13 female employees competing for clients. It's like watching badgers fight. Sick. Oh yeah..and naked people...yup..tired of touching them. I love my job...I like helping people to feel better...however there are ALWAYS those who are just a pain in the ass. They all came in TODAY. I want to send them to a different therapist..preferably one that specializes in happy endings..cuz I think these folks need to get some. Eh..maybe not. I'm not getting any..and my angst level is minimal. Maybe I'll suggest masturbation along with water and a healthy exercise regimen.

Scattergories
Thanks to Metal Sandy Moo for showing me this, i decided to have a go. But believe, it is not as easy as it looks, but still it's fun so give it go. all you need to do is answer every question with the FIRST LETTER of your name. they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. Here's mine: 1. What is your name: .........................Matthew 2. 4 letter word:..............Mate 3.Vehicle: ....................Mitsubishi 4. A city:.....................Manchester 5. Boy Name: ..................Mark 6. Girl Name: .................Melanie 7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Malibu 8. Occupation:.................Mechanic 9. Something you wear:.........Mask 10.Celebrity:..................Matt Damon 11. Food: .....................Melon 12. Something found in a

Need Help Please!
Im looking for someone to do my a fubar profile skin....the skin i want is one For the Ironman Movie and i also am looking for someone to do a morphing pic of me morphing into Ironman...if anyone can help please contact me ASAP

Night One
So I get a text from Ms. Mojito that Captain Cooter is driving her completely insane, that he's driving her crazy. He texts me this morning saying that he drove her crazy. Sounds to me like they're having a good time :D

Guest Dj On Dj Devine's Show This Week -- Check It Out!!!
I am soooooo excited that I am I having my first guest DJ on air this week on my shows. It shall be interesting to see how the computers work together. I am also excited about other things in the works... finding "garage bands" tunes that could be top 40's soon, among many other things, including a blogsite that is being developed regarding my DJing shows, etc. Although I am no Delilah or other professional DJ with many decades of experience --- yet! :D -- it will be a interesting mode to document my learning experience(s), etc. along my journey. Be sure to come check it out during my shows this week. You just might miss out on something grand -- who knows??? lol..... BLUE Orion DJ Devine LIVE NOW!!!!LOOKING FOR YOUR FAVORITE MUSIC WHEN YOU WANT TO HEAR IT~ WE GOT YOU COVERED. COME VIST US WE SPIN THE TUNES ALL REQUESTS HONORED! SPECIAL GUEST DURING DJ DEVINE's SHOWS THIS WEEK. BE SURE TO COME SHARE THE FU-LOVE AND THE EXCITEMENT. THURS - 5-8p CST F

Just A Joke Ok
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, and she says "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again and continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. The trucker rolls Down the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" When the light turns green the trucker revs up and ra

Boycott Exxon And Mobil For Lower Gas Prices!
Please read THI S IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. Thi s was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Hal

Homework Due
Last night I picked up Sarah and Jeffrey at their grandparents’ (Martha’s mom and dad’s) house. Jeffrey looked up from where he’d been crawling and was happy to see me, but Sarah said she was doing her homework. She picked up that expression from her three-year-old cousin Josceline who because she sees her older siblings Patrick and Breanna doing homework says that whenever she draws or attempts to write is her homework too. Sarah picks up on things very quickly, I can tell! She was doing that this morning too before her aunt Mary came up to watch the kids while Martha and I at work. Sarah even got me to swing her a few times and play ring-around-the-rosie once (“Rosie”)! Martha and I had just come from our credit union’s annual meeting, usually a themed dinner with the open-to-members meeting right after it. It’s our third one, and we didn’t bring the kids (Jeffrey wasn’t even born at this time last year, so it was just Sarah) because either the event organizer or the hotel

Iraq War Shows Limits Of U.s. Power
Iraq war shows limits of US power By John Simpson World affairs editor, BBC News Since the invasion of Iraq in 2003 I have spent almost a year of my life here, reporting on the conflict. An increase in US troop numbers has helped contain violence I have witnessed a disturbing amount of death and injury, and several of my friends have lost their lives. Others have become refugees and asylum-seekers. It has lasted almost as long as World War II and cost almost as much. Only one of its original aims, the overthrow of Saddam Hussein, has been achieved. Of the other aims, one was unobtainable because Iraq had no weapons of mass destruction to be destroyed, and the other - bringing democracy to the Middle East - has been indefinitely postponed. Nothing new in any of this, of course. Anti-war commentators have repeated it all again and again, while pro-war commentators mostly avoid mentioning any of it. More importantly, the war has shown the limits of A

Things I Don't Like In Guys
1. Guys shorter than me 2. Guys with ugly eyes 3. Someone with crappy taste in music 4. Those guys who are only after one thing 5. Guys who use me 6. Guys that hurt me 7. Make me cry on purpose 8. Guys who cheat on me 9. Guys who lie 10. Guys who smoke 11. Guys that drink way too much 12. Guys who cant make time to see me 13. Guys who have no care in getting to know me 14. Anyone that talks bad on my family 15. Guys that can't respect me 16. Guys that aren't going anywhere in life.. 17. Guys who can't drive 18. Guys addicted to drugs 19. Guys with no job 20. Too Emotional 21. Guys that have nothing to say 22. Been to jail 23. Been to a mental hospital 24. Tries to be something hes not 25. Beaters 26. A guy who hates every song I ever play 27. Know it alls 28. A guy who has all girls as friends 29. Someone who tries and acts single 30. Players 31. Guys in horrible bands 32. Guys with stupid jobs 33. Guys who drive ugly looking cars 34. Guys who ha

Our Afternoon
I thought i'd share our afternoon! as its so near to easter break Bex's school put on their traditional concert ... most of you know that Bex goes to a special school so its nice when you go to a school show and every child takes part! its always a lovely time and often moving. This years play was called Uncle Crumbles mad machine... its about a mad scientist who builds a time machine (loosely based on Doctor Who) and 4 very spoilt children that dont want to have a party but are bored and their uncle builds this machine and while he is gone they play with it and then they end up in different time zones ... there was lots of singing ... they landed in the future where school is on 12 hours a day, with no breaks, no school holidays and the teacher is a robot. Then they ended up in roman times ... plenty of acrobats, lions and some gladiators! one played by Bex was very menacing and did her lines all on her own .. i knew she was nervous cause she was the night before but i was so

Babs Bully Pimpout # 2 (3/19)
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It's Gone?!?!
Does anyone else have their bday alerts missing on their home page? I noticed yesterday that section was gone & I missed a friend's birthday; which I hate! I've gone through my profile settings but I haven't figured it out yet. Is it me or are they tinkering with the site & I missed it?

We Were Ment To Be
Somewhere in time We fell in love Our feelings were so strong Stars sparkled up above Somewhere in time Nothing else mattered We were together Until our hopes and our dreams were shattered Somewhere in time Great memories are there Our love was once great Nothing could compare Somewhere in time Our love stands still A love that we lost Somehow, against our will Somewhere in time We'll meet again Somewhere in time Our love will never end I promis you that!!!

Jerk
from: JOSH_D-http://www.fubar.com/user/1684156 United States subject: you know what thye say received: 03/19/2008 02:07 am replied: no block this member He sent this in mail... a bitch is a bitch is a bitch is a bitch and will always will be a bitch.. hun beauty isnt something you are given.. beauty is in way your attitude is and urs sucks id rather fuck a dog than you seruiously.. u suck big time.. i dont give flying fuck if u were last woman on earth my dick would still not get hot enough for u cause ur a bitch.. period.. now vamoos.....

Drama Gotta Go!!
Tell me why when u talk to some guys his bitch wife or gf decides ur sleepin with him and has to leave chicken-shit messages on his comments instead of urs?? If I wanted ur man I could have him and if I did get him--then I guess u'vd got the problem ---not me!!! And another thing-u got the problem with me--come to me not him or my friends to take care of it--be a woman and tell me since u cant be a woman and hold on to ur man!!! If ur talkin and ratin everyone gets points--y do I have to be sleepin with ur man? I think the drama lama can go back to the zoo cause its dragin ass here!!!

Iraq
SAD BUT TRUE!! Try to not cry Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush I do love her and will always. And tell my brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell m

Falling In And Out Of Love
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Help
I am in another contest and need some of my friends to stop in and rate and comment my picture! There is no time limit! Hey u help me and I will gladly give the love back! Don't forget to fan, rate and add him on: Ðá Mäinê MÁn®@ fubar Thanks for all your help!

Baby, Let Me Follow You Down
Baby, let me follow you down, baby, let me follow you down, Well, I'll do anything in this Godalmighty world If you just let me follow you down. Can I come home with you, baby, can I come home with you? Yes, I'd do anything in this Godalmighty world If you just let me come home with you. Baby, let me follow you down, baby, let me follow you down, Well, I'll do anything in this Godalmighty world If you just let me follow you down, yes, I'll do anything in this Godalmighty world If you just let me follow you down.

Unknown
Halted; the mind broken His life a broken shell Nothing to hear, his heart is frozen Like a sea of ice on a dead world Forever alone, never apart From his screams; his only escape from The monotony of existence.

I Want You
The guilty undertaker sighs, The lonesome organ grinder cries, The silver saxophones say I should refuse you. The cracked bells and washed-out horns Blow into my face with scorn, But it's not that way, I wasn't born to lose you. I want you, I want you, I want you so bad, Honey, I want you. The drunken politician leaps Upon the street where mothers weep And the saviors who are fast asleep, They wait for you. And I wait for them to interrupt Me drinkin' from my broken cup And ask me to Open up the gate for you. I want you, I want you, I want you so bad, Honey, I want you. Now all my fathers, they've gone down True love they've been without it. But all their daughters put me down 'Cause I don't think about it. Well, I return to the Queen of Spades And talk with my chambermaid. She knows that I'm not afraid To look at her. She is good to me And there's nothing she doesn't see. She knows where I'd like to be But it doesn't matter. I want you, I want yo

Upcomming Divorce
As some of you know I have been working on my divorce for over 2 years. He has done everything from refusing to sign the papers to having his attorney as the judge for 30 days to prove to everyone that he has changed. Now this is the same guy that hit me, chose drugs over his family, and would not seek any kind of help. Well now all of the sudden I looked in my mail box and was excited to see that he finally signed the papers and his attorney dropped him so he really dont have a reason to fight me on this. My aunt, who is my attorney, filed the papers today so in about 60 days I will be offically divorced and cant be happier about it.

Thinking In The Silence
As she sits here in the silence she thinks about her past about her future about her present she wonders if it will get any better or if it will just stay the same shes so tired of the way things are she is ready for a change, shes screaming on the inside for someone to help her shes needs someone to save her from herself before its to late...shes crying on the outside but no one seems to care...maybe if she dies then maybe then they might see the torment shes been going through its tearing her apart shes suffering within herself trying to find the light trying to tell her self that everything is alright somedays she believes it will get better and everything will be ok then reality kicks in and she sees thats not the case shes screaming for someone to come help her for someone to love her to hold her to comfort her to make her feel like a person again ...she needs that so bad and its killing her.

Help My Good Friend Level Up To 22
Can you help my good friend level up to 22.Show him some loving to his page please.Here's his pic link.He been stuck on level 21 for awhile now.He needs help. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

From The Files Of Nasa Archives!
Illuminati Conspiracy Archive Operation Paperclip Casefile - Dossier Compiled by Agent Orange (Fri, 08 Aug 1997) After WWII ended in 1945, victorious Russian and American intelligence teams began a treasure hunt throughout occupied Germany for military and scientific booty. They were looking for things like new rocket and aircraft designs, medicines, and electronics. But they were also hunting down the most precious "spoils" of all: the scientists whose work had nearly won the war for Germany. The engineers and intelligence officers of the Nazi War Machine. The U.S. Military rounded up Nazi scientists and brought them to America. It had originally intended merely to debrief them and send them back to Germany. But when it realized the extent of the scientists knowledge and expertise, the War Department decided it would be a waste to send the scientists home. Following the discovery of flying discs (foo fighters), particle/laser beam weaponry in German military bases, the War Dep

In So Much Pain And Sorrow
I need my friends to help me but how can they? How can they make the pain go away? I need you now more then ever! Feelings by Joy Curnutt I feel like I’ve just existed And now it’s been a year. I don’t know how I’ve lived and breathed Without you being here. I know you lived your lifetime As short as that seems to me, But the pain in my heart is still so great, Yet I know your spirit is free. At times I think I hear you The thoughts come to my mind. I struggle for the sound of your voice, But your voice I cannot find. Yet you come to me in many ways So I know you did not die, You want to tell me that you’re close, And to please stop asking Why. Our lives on earth seem all too brief, Or brief as it seems to me. But where you are is forever, God calls that Eternity! Copyright © 2000 by Joy Curnutt. All rights reserved

Tell Me Whatcha Think?
Are you playing around? ;)1.___ Are you bored?2.___ Are you lonely?3.___ Are you disenchanted this days?4.___ Are you feeling a hunting expedition?5.___ Are you seeking romance?6.___Are you seeking connection?7.___ Are you seeking intimacy? 8.___Are you seeking sexuality? 9.___Are you seeking companionship? 10.___ Are you frustrated? 11.____ Are you lacking patience? 12.____ Am I a safe individual? 13.___

So Sad
> >Am I A Fireman Yet?? >! >In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year >old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. > >Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong >feeling of determination. >Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. > >Now ! that was no longer possible. > >The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to >come true. > >She took her son's hand and asked, >"Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? >Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" > >Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." > >Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." > >Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , >Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . > >She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possib

Hear Me Calling
Hear me calling, you never saw me falling, cause you werent there, when i needed you the most. you never opened your eyes, you never saw the tears. I cant believe you were so cold. Hear me calling, cause i am not falling. You took a hammer to my heart, and closed the door to mother dad and daughter. Now I am finally picking up the pieces and putting my heart back together again. Like an old abandoned house, you took the memories and tore them down. Hear me call cause mom and dad, I am done being your daughter, I am done being broken, I am done letting you run my life. The pain is there but it is a differnt kind of pain, the pain that you left me with, but i dont regret this life i choose. My love will never be enough. So mom and dad Hear me calling, cause i wont be calling for you. Hear me calling, cause mom and dad I am not going to fall. Maybe you should have seen the person i was, opened your eyes, It is too late. Goodbye mom and dad, Hear me calli

F*ckin F*cker
So we had a bit of drama this morning, but first some background information. One of our clients is always grumbling about parking spots in the parking garage. So when we moved everyone to a different garage he was the first one I placed and I thought I had given him the easiest, best spot. According to him he had to make too sharp of a turn to get into that particular spot. I had 3 others available at the time so I offered those, and he took what I thought was the worst of the 3 and I would rather it had been left open because it would give the 2 suburbans next to him more room for parking. Into the office walks this poor girl (the driver of the suburban that parks next to him) on the verge of tears, tells the receptionist that she was trying to get into her spot in between previously mentioned dude and this other suburban when she misjudged her surroundings and hit Jerk-off's car. He came out so she could tell him and he immediately shouts "What the Fuck? I've had that c

I'll Be Gone A Few Days
I just wanted you all to know I'll be gone a few days..I'm going to my moms to spend some time with her,she is a bit scared,restless and uneasy because of having surgery on her head next week.So Im going to go comfort her for a few days.I'll miss you all~!Please leave me love while I'm gone,I will return..My moms surgery is next Thursday if you could say a lil prayer for her I would appreciate it.

Memories
Mom and dad, I feel sad that the memories that we have are slowly fading away. No goodbyes or even a reason why. Mom and dad the memories I once cherished only make me cry, It seems that i could have never been the daughter that you had always wanted. I choose the road that i knew would cause me pain, but I never dreamed that you mom and dad would ever leave me behind. The tears you have caused, someday will be gone. Mom and dad the memories, good and bad i know werent always bad ones there was some good memories. But i can never go back, You choose to throw me out of your lives. You never evehought twice, about the pain you would cause. I am done being that daughter, that always looked up to you, It is time to put a closure, on the pain that has put a hold on my life. I must go on now without you. Mom and dad I feel so bad, that you didnt care enough to put my mistakes behind you, and be proud of the person i have become. I am much stronger now an

Webcam Shows
I've had a lot of people ask me if I do web cam shows,and until now I didn't......But for the time being I will only be doing them for new members I get on my web page.If you're wanting to see me wear something special,and strip it all off,or perform special sexual acts by myself,or with the hubby,then here's your chance to...All it takes is a 1 month membership to my web page,and an e-mail from you once you join..... hit me up and I'll give you the link.....XOXOXOXO's CADIE

Throw Back: Little Old Lady
A little old lady with blue hair entered the sex aids shop and asked in a quavering voice, "Yy-young man, dd-do y-you sell-l d-dildos h-here ?" The salesman, somewhat taken aback by the little old lady's appearance in his shop, answered, "Uh, yes ma'am. We do." The little old lady, holding her quivering hands about 10 inches apart asked "D-do y-you ha-ave an-ny ab-bb- bout th-this lon-ong?" "Well, yes ma-am, we do. We have several that size." Forming a 5" circle with her fingers, she then asked, "A-are an-nny of t-them about thi-is b-big ar-round- d?" "Well.... yes ma'am, a few of them are about that big." "D-do aa-ny of t-them ha-ave a v-v-vibra-a-ator?" "Yes ma'am, one of them does." "W-w-ell, h-how d-do yo-ou t-turn it off?"

Predictions
AIRLINES & INTERNET RESTRUCTURE 3/19/2008 Dear readers; Another prediction involving the “restructure” of many airlines companies came to pass due to the French Corporation building and selling the biggest and better plane ever based in Toulouse City France. Airbus is an aircraft manufacturing subsidiary of EADS, a European aerospace concern. Based in Toulouse, France and with significant activity across Europe, the company produces around half of the world's jet airliners. To those of you who read my previous newsletters, 2008 Moon Power Universal & Personal Guidance and predictions http://www.drturi.com/books.php or heard me many times on Coast To Coast with George Noory, I unarguably predicted interesting news coming from France (and Italy) and with the new Dragon’s Head (expansion) in the futuristic sign of Aquarius (aeronautics) I saw years ago how the Dragon would affect this particular industry. Delta offers buyout to 30,000 Delta Air

The Running Of The Bulls
This may seem weird to some, but I have always wanted to go to Spain and do the running of the bulls... to me it seems like it would be such an adrenaline rush to look and see these huge creatures running toward you... not to mention how funny it would be just to watch and see peoples expressions while they are running from the bulls... I have pics in my stash of this event... will go one of these days, would like to go next year for my 40th birthday... ;)

Don't Ever Give Up
Although the road your traveling is dark and lonely, and the tears are falling like rain, don't you ever give up. Although that roller coaster ride that we call life has been rough, you dont see getting back to the top, dont you ever give up. Although you feel that you have nothing left, and there is nothing left to give, your feelings dont seem to matter, well open your eyes cause i am standing right next to you. Dont you ever give up. You still have people that care, and my friend i am one of them. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. There are still dreams to fulfill. there is still someone who needs you in there life. That dark and lonely road you have been traveling is just that bend in the road. Dont you ever give up. I have been there to my friend, said goodbye to people i loved , felt there was nothing left to give, hang on my friend take my hand and we'll make together. Dont you ever give up.

Standing Fubucks & Blingys
I have decided to offer my friends, fans, family and all of Fubar a Standing Fubucks and Blingy offer! Here are the ways to either get Fubuck or Blingys from me: 1. Rate AND comment 150 pics and get a blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} or just rate 350 pics w/ no comments. 2. Rate and comment 100 Pics and get 10,000 Fubucks. Per set that u do this can be done daily and as much as you wish...or rate 200pics w/ no comments. 3. Rate 350 of my stash and comment...get a Blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} 4. Want an easy 50K...buy me a blingy pack! YOU MUST EMAIL ME WHEN U HAVE DONE THIS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME. YOU NEED TO EMAIL ME WITH EACH SET YOU DO AND ALSO WHICH BLINGY YOU WISH TO HAVE. ***Blingys will be given out during HH...so that we both can get 2,000 instead of 1,000. This offer is standing and can be found either in a bully or my blog listed under *Standing FuBucks & Blingys* {{hugs}} Jess aka: Shadow Brought to you by:

To The Dumbass Who Blocked Me
I have no clue wtf you are talking about. I saw recent blogs and clicked on a link and saw the blog. I am nobody, I am just trying to have a little fun on here. By the way, I shed a small tear to find out I was blocked....not! Carry on.

The Sun Will Shine Again
The sun will shine again. Though your heart is broken, and the tears are falling, The sun will shine again. Although the sky is dark, and they put a mark, on your heart. Dont let them marks bring you down. No one ever said life would be easy. The sun will shine again. The tears will stop falling, you will always here me calling my friend. The sun will shine again, just believe. Your broken heart will mend in time the bad times will then be just memories, and memories in time will fade. But there will always be new ones to be made. The sun will shine again, the rain will stop falling, but you will always here me calling. My friend I am here, no need to fear, dry those tears. The sun will shine again. Take it one day at a time, I will be right beside you, through thick and thin, laughter and tears, good and bad times. The sun will shine again.

Update On My Sergery March 27th.
Well As A lot Of U Know I'm Going In 4 Surgery March 27Th. I Might Not Be Online 4 A Couple Days. I'm Going In 2 Get My Gal bladder Removed, Do 2 The Fact That My Doctor Has Found That I Have 2 Stones The Size Of 5CM Each.

Vlc Player Vulnerable To External Attack
torrentfreak.com — VLC Player, one of the best and most widely used media players has found to be vulnerable to a remote hijack. The reported vulnerability makes it possible for a malicious user to run arbitrary code, potentially taking remote control of the host machine. posted on digg.com

Mispent Youth
If life was to leave me right now, Would my last thought be regret. After all the years,things I've done Would my soul be to deep in debt. Could it be true the life you lead, Tells it where it must go. Then I am off to a happy place, This I surely know. I have been blessed time and again, True some things I shouldn't have done. I look back on those days, And they are long far gone. My youth mispent,not unlike most, But with age my eyes opened more. And Now with you in my life, I can finally walk through that door.

Will It Ever End?? Lmao
Not even a rose Could equal your beauty Not even the Sun Could touch me so boldly Not even the Wind Could move me like this The sweetest of songs Couldnt give me such bliss Not even a rainbow Could rival your smile Even my next breathe Wouldn't be as worthwhile For you have inspired The words of this prose No muse could compare Not even a rose

Ilyena
When the chants have cycled How can I go wrong? There will be no Eve for Adam If your apples have gone, gone, gone, gone I need a brand new skin Incarnated debts Incarcerated when the deeds are left to purchase If you could see where I've been You'd touch the hand that's touching sin Entity ingredient A mass of blackened scapes begins Cypher is filled With a blanket of clots Taking everything I've got Please let me in, in, in I need a brand new skin Incarnated debts Incarcerated when the deeds are left to purchase If you could see where I've been You'd touch the hand that's touching sin Entity ingredient A mass of blackened scapes begins Follow me tonight Follow me into oblivion Follow me tonight Follow me into oblivion If you could see where I've been You'd touch the hand that's touching sin Entity ingredient A mass of blackened scapes begins I seem to hide in metal plates Held together alone don't wait Hide with me identity Until we've passe

The Last Goodbye
The Last Goodbye, I have to sigh. You threw me away, like an old broken down house, But I am not giving up. As of today, I will say no more, cause i am finally closing the door. The Last Goodbye, will now be spoken. The last I love you will now but a memory that will someday fade, and new ones will be made. I am ready to make those changes, without you mom and dad, I dont need you to to push me down. I will not change, no need for me to be who I was never meant to be. The last goodbye, the last sigh. The last I love you. It will now be in the past, to all the things i want to forget, and leave behind. The Last Goodbye.

Who I Am
WELL HERE IT IS IM 29 A BOUNCER AT A LOCAL BAR I LIKE TO PARTY N CAN HOLD MY LIQUER WHEN IT COMES TO BEHIND CLOSED DOORS IT PERTY SIMPLE KEEP IT INTERESTING OR KEEP STEPIN IM IN TO ALL MOST ANY THING CAUSE LETS FACE IT IF SEX IS BORING ITS NOT WORTH IT N IM OUT IT LIKE I SAY I NEVER FOUGHT A MAN WHO WANTED A REMATCH N NEVER FUCKED A WOMAN WHO DIDNT SO THERE IT IS!!!!!!!

Do I Have That Angel Anymore???
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Another Reason Why The *&#@*# Movies Are So Expensive!
thestar.com — Popcorn's getting more expensive as corn is increasingly used for ethanol production. At the same time, concessions keep movie theaters afloat. Would you like butter with that? posted on digg.com

I Forgive You
I forgive, but can never forget. Mom and dad, I feel so sad, you made me feel bad. Mom and dad, I am so sad, you broke my heart, Why do we have to be so far apart. I did what i felt was right, now you are out of sight. You have seen me fall, but you never heard me call. I got up again on my own. I am strong, You were so wrong. I could never have walked, like you walked away. I am not going to stay. I have so much to say, but really would it matter. the way i feel, Is for real. I am ready now, although it will be without you mom and dad. I am not sad. I can not go back. This is the end, That was just a bend, In the road I had choose. There is no more, I close the door for good, this time. So mom and dad, i hope you feel bad, for making me sad. I forgive you, but I will never forget. Goodbye.

Name Calling Jealous Bitchs
ok so it seams this bitch thanks i'm the biggest cunt on here i don't even know this pissy level 5 so unless she knows me she should keep her mouth shut because she doesn't have a salute so i won't stupe to her unlady like white trash level so lady take back to the gutter where you belong. so to all my friends if you would please go shoe her how sweet and evil i can be love ya all ann. oh i forgot here she is MFSB@ fubar

My Heart Belongs To You
More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say I wrote this Jamie

One Touch, One Moment
One Touch, One Moment By: Deborah Boyd The softness of the night Just fills my senses galore The Thought of you Are simple and pure As I lay awake in bed Thoughts of you Dance through my head They bring a smile To my face each day I cherish the moments In every way You are there beside me So quiet and still As I listen to the sounds Your body brings me such thrills I yearn to touch you But afraid to do so You look so peaceful With that restful glow So I lay myself down Beside you again I close my weary eyes And dream about you within.

Single Rose
A single rose, reminding them of, Their commitment and never ending love. Of their dreams, and the promises made, And how their feelings will never fade. The way he knew, right from the start, That she was the one, who held the key to his heart. How he stops at nothing, and goes the extra mile, For one more chance, to witness her smile. They pressed the rose, so it would withstand time, To remind them of, the greatest love they will ever find. I wrote this Jamie

One Wish....feeling Alone
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Walking Away
As I walk away I know everything will be okay. There is so much left to say. but why stay. To have my heart broke, i just cant live like this. Walking away, I can not stay. As i look out into the night sky, I can now say goodbye, with a sigh. Walking away I close the door, there is no more. I am who I am, You can not change me I am who I want to be. Mom and dad, I feel so sad, I needed you and you were not there, My feelings with you I could not share. You turned your back, The road I choose, The road I walked There is no second chances. I forgive you, but will never forget. Walking away, Got changes that need to be made, someday the memories will fade, But i must go on. The new doors are waiting. I must say goodbye now, Although this is hard, I must play the cards right. Now that you are out of sight, i can now be the person that I have always wanted to be, and that is me. Walking away, I know i can not stay, there is nothing left to say. Hea

My Love For You
I love your eyes. Everytime I look into them, I am lost. I fall deeper and deeper into the spell they cast upon me. I can't help but look. I love you smile. Everytime you smile at me, I feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me. It warms me more than cuddling in front of a brand new fire. I can't help but smile back. I love your kisses. Everytime your lips touch mine, I feel an endless stream of passion. It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I do no mind taking. I can't help but kiss you. I love your touch. Everytime your skin touches mine, I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt. It is the feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul. I can't help but touch you. I love everything about you....... I wrote this Jamie

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The Wind
I sit here listening to the wind outside. It’s been blowing pretty good today. Got me to thinking about how much time I have been sitting here. Inside and hurt. Soon it will be almost 6 months that I have endured.. Endured alot of pain with this ijury and still waiting to hopefully have surgery soon and can start to move on past it. Half a year basically stuck indoors. At times it gets me really depressed. I think what else can go wrong. It can get rather looney when you have so much time to sit and think. I wait for my girl to get home so I can ask her about her day and enjoy company with her. With anyone at this point. She has kept my spirits up beyond belief. Some of my friends call and help also to keep me going. One friend even came up from Ga to boost my moral.(thanks Mikey). At times when I feel most down I reflect back on what my friends and family have been trying to do for me. They try their best to help me realize I can get up everyday and still keep going. I hate the pain m

Rock Bottom Contest Ends Soon
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Pills...
(first of all this isn't a cry for help or a suicide attempt...it was an accident, i shouldn't have taken so many but i thought i could handle them) so...unintentionally i took waaaaaay too many darvocet yesterday and had a near death experience this morning about 4am. i woke up freezing but sweating, my eye sight was all fucked up, and i couldn't walk straight to save me, i found the bathroom and puked for about an hour....and fell asleep there til my roommate just woke me up about an hour ago. he shook me awake because my skin was faded gray and he thought i was dead! he was crying when i opened my eyes... i'm scared to go to the doctor now....i never want to see opiates ever again. i'm still shaky from the side effects and wore out from the strain on my body... i'm not writing for u to pity me, but to understand...i will never ever pop pills after that again. i really thought i was going to die on the floor of my bathroom this morning, cold, scared, and all alone...i dunt wa

Sabbatical
I is offski. To a new office. The problem is it is open plan and we have proper IT and all those other problems that nsfw was invented for, so I might not be about much. Bummer. Or woo hoo, I don't know. :-( is there one of these for crying? (b) no I lubs you all and hopes to be mumming some time soon nearer to home, ie in my bedroom where I can mumm naked and not worry about sexual harrassment issues. xxx

Blech
Well, in case you didn't read my profile all the way through, this is my NEW fu-profile. An ex of mine changed the password to my old profile and, since he's being a total child about it, I just started a new one. And, no I can't just do password recovery. He changed my yahoo and hotmail passwords as well. All because I wouldn't f*ck him anymore....... So, here I am again.........back and better than ever!!! Stephanie

Let Love Begin
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Dark
I forsee no hope of light for happiness i will forever be in this dark place, no sign of life anywhere close to being what other call happiness, what is this thing they all speak of? is it that wonderful? will i ever see the light or am i searching for something that does not exist? i will forever be in my dark place

Just Curious.................lie Or Squeal Mumm Also
Just out of curiousity if you knew 2 people who were your friends and one was cheating on the other without them knowing, and made you promise not to tell, would you lie to other person and say U dont know anything or would you tell the truth?

Friends
the angel have lots of friends and who the angel care about alot . sometime the angel have someone catch the angel and say everything will be ok. but this angel said u have to take it one day at time and each day change so u donot know what might happen that day . try to be there for the angel's friends . the angel know we are diffenect in our way and she love that.

Not New - Just News (i'm Sure The Central American Natives Have Known This For Centuries)
Salvia is being targeted by lawmakers concerned that the inexpensive and easy-to-obtain plant could become the next marijuana. Eight states have already placed restrictions on salvia, and 16 others, including Florida, are considering a ban or have previously. "As soon as we make one drug illegal, kids start looking around for other drugs they can buy legally. This is just the next one," said Florida state Rep. Mary Brandenburg, who has introduced a bill to make possession of salvia a felony punishable by up to five years in prison. Salvia divinorum is a species of sage (the genus Salvia). There are approximately 1000 species of Salvia worldwide, but Salvia divinorum is the only vision-inducing species known. Salvia is a member of a very large family of plants known as the Labiatae. Because mint is a well-known member of this family, it is sometimes referred to as the mint family. Salvia divinorum makes a beautiful house plant, and it can be grown just for that reason, but most peopl

Love Is Like A Rose
Love is like a rose with gentle, tender parts, Slowly it unfolds and develops in your heart. Its beauty can’t be tamed it’s as wild as the wind Words can never explain the feelings held within. You could be cut by a thorn and your heart would tend to bleed, Sometimes it will be torn, but inside is always a new seed. There will always be a change, and yet it grows and grows, And although it may seem strange. Love is like a rose. I wrote this Jamie

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5th Anniversary Of The War In Iraq Protest Just Outside Of My Office This Morning
So... I'm sitting at my desk working and all the sudden I hear a commotion outside. I look out and see a protest going on right outside my window. Check out the pics in my folder with the same title as this blog.

Unforgettable
In the dark your beauty extended in to the room as moonlight With shyness and fear you grabbed my heart, but kept me far Lightning bugs were flying out side like your silent desire Your earrings were glittering like little stars in the night You were covered by roses I couldn't find your sight I felt sleepy, but I didn't know why,then I opened my eyes I saw your blonde hair flying all over my face You held my hand and asked me ' Can I kiss?' I said, ' We have a long night',and my finger held your lips You were so passionate to know how much did I love you I couldn't explain, because, I didn't know how deep the sea was, but I knew My love was deeper than the sea, longer than sky, more numerous than your hair Beloved, I care for you more than me, and my love is fair ' How much do you care?' that was my question You answered; you were unsure, but more than your inhalation Suddenly, we heard birds were singing and the sun was rising Our love

Its All There
I WONDER: DOES HE KNOW HOW VERY MUCH I TREASURE OUR FRIENDSHIP ABOVE ALL ELSE DOES HE KNOW I CAN SAY I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN NOW DOES HE KNOW THAT EVEN IN HIS DARK MOODS, HE STILL MAKES ME SMILE DOES HE KNOW HOW VERY VERY SCARED I AM TOO DOES HE KNOW HOW RESPONSIBLE HE IS FOR THAT GLOW ON MY FACE, THE ONE THAT NEVER LEAVES ME DOES HE KNOW THAT SOMETIMES WHEN I GET THOSE TEARS IN MY EYES, ITS NOT THAT IM SAD, IM JUST OVERWHELMED DOES HE KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH HIM DOES HE KNOW HOW HARD I FOUGHT IT DOES HE KNOW THAT IM NOT RUNNIN ANYMORE DOES HE KNOW HE MAKES ME GIDDY AS HELL DOES HE KNOW IM NOW STRONG ENOUGH TO GO AFTER WHAT I WANT NOW DOES HE KNOW HE IS WHAT I WANT DOES HE KNOW HOW OFTEN I THINK OF HIM DURIN THE DAY DOES HE KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I WILL NEVER LEAVE HIM, FRIENDS FOREVER BABE DOES HE KNOW HOW EMBARRASSED I AM TO GET ALL MUSHY ON THIS DOES HE KNOW I DO IT FOR HIM DOES HE KNOW I UNDERSTAND THE DARKNE

Dishonesty
No man has a good enough memory to make a successful liar. ~Abraham Lincoln A half truth is a whole lie. Those who think it is permissible to tell white lies soon grow color-blind. With lies you may get ahead in the world - but you can never go back. Honesty is the rarest wealth anyone can possess, and yet all the honesty in the world ain't lawful tender for a loaf of bread. The hardest tumble a man can make is to fall over his own bluff. A lie has speed, but truth has endurance. When you stretch the truth, watch out for the snapback. A lie may take care of the present, but it has no future. Truth fears no questions. Honesty is the first chapter of the book of wisdom. Pretty much all the honest truth telling in the world is done by children. The truth brings with it a great measure of absolution, always. Men occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing had happened. Respect for the trut

Twiztid Show.
Ah the Twiztid show...sadly I was dissapointed. First off my homie wasn't able to get in the show but I think what was more disappointing was the lack of love from the family, I had guys punching me in the back calling me a bitch telling me I wasn't able to leave the mosh pit for the most part sadly to say most of them were rude and stuck up I felt like I wasn't even at a show of lo's and lette's. Other than that I made the best of it I got to see Booondox for my first time which was pretty fresh. But other than that I was just dissapointed by the lack of love I had seen. Anyways I know I won't be going back up to seattle anytime soon for any concerts that's for sure. Hopefully if darklotus is close to our state it won't be so bad. Anyways I'm out I'm sore and tired as shit. Peace out! MMFWCL!

Kissing
And though I have kissed her A thousand times a day I would want to make it millions And continuous without delay But she can only smile Because each kiss is of the heart And she knows that the kiss is endless It was this way from the start But in each little touch The lips desire more But what else would they desire When each is unlike before And within the deep embrace The warmth is felt abound And she must forever feel this Even when I am not around For distance is not a problem Or something to cause a pain For she knows the next kiss is coming Again and again and again I wrote this jamie

Your Heart
When you!! my love, my heart, my soul, my life walk beside me and my voice disappears slowly into your lips to scream your name, My steps goes by the boulevard keeping our eternal love. In every step..... In every instant. Everywhere I can hear that beautiful song which only a heart in love can hear!!. Tell me slowly that you love me, as I do my beauty girl, came and give me your love which teaches me to dream that of my lips you cannot be separated, and where you are I feel you, I believe in you, in me, in us........ I know that one day will not be goodbyes cause with you will come all what I need to put and end our solitude..the love that began in a cold night and to came to stay with us, cause Noone can separate us although they say that silly is our love.blessed love there exceeds words to tell how big you are and how needed to my heart you are!!!.... I wrote this Jamie

Feelin.
I don't wanna rush this thing I don't wanna jump the gun I really wanna say those three little words But I'm gonna bite my tongue Yeah, I'm just gonna lay on back Leave it on cruise control I'm gonna hold it all inside Till the right time comes down the road [Chorus:] I got a feelin' My head's a reelin' My heart is screamin' I'm about to bust loose Bottled up emotion It's more than a notion It starts with an "I" And ends with a "U" I got a feelin' Are you feelin' it too I guess I've all but said it now So much for hopin' you'd go first Don't leave me hangin' out here on a line Baby, it's your turn Say you couldn't sleep last night Swore that you could feel me breathe Had you wantin' me there by your side Yeah, baby I know what you mean [Second Chorus:] I got a feelin' My heads a reelin' My heart is screemin' I'm about to bust loose Bottled up emotion It's more than a notion It starts with an "I" And ends with a "U" I get a feelin' You're fee

Love
The precise instant I saw you Was exceptional how we met. You took me by inclusive revelation. I knew my heart was primed. As days flew by, we talked on one occasion, But you on no explanation seemed to heed. I tried preeminently to be of assistance By a favor at this juncture, or a favor in attendance. Although my slant was prompt, Our friendship grew extra each day. I realized how profound I cared But the sentiment I endured was inexperienced. In time I became attached to you. Commencing a hug, I wouldn't let go. I instantaneously saw how familiar we were And the reaction was agreeable to recognize. For you, I wrote engaging letters and such. You are continuously on my mind the entire day. The deliberation of sleeping was nowhere in close proximity Unless I knew you were alright. It then came to me to what I was in - A matchless and precious love. For the individual I supposed was merely mine Was an angel sent from above. The minutes wi

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Some Men
I hate the fact that I have to sit here and listen to a man bitch. Sad thing is that he is bitching because he has nothing to bitch about. I'm really starting to hate all men. I'm sorry to any of the good ones out there. But I hate the fact that I'm stuck in a relationship that is going no where and the man in it is driving me so far away he is not going to have a chance to get me back.

Just Another Day...
Hi everyone, Today is Wednesday, March 19th. I'm at work, like always. I'm trying to keep myself from falling asleep. There's not as much to do today as there was yesterday, so I'm working kinda slowly today. That way, I always look busy...lol. Well, I'm going on vacation next week. It's a much needed break from everything and everyone. Only a few people know where I'm going and when I'll be back, which is the way I want it to be. I may even turn my phone off, who knows. Well, I guess I'll say adios for now!

Grandma Goes To Court
Lawyers should never ask a Mississippi grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, 'Mrs. Jones, do you know me?' She responded, 'Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Will

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Rip Arthur C. Clarke
The last of the Big Three of the Golden Age of science fiction died yesterday at the age of 90. Just off the top of my head,some of his stories & books I have: The 9 Billion Names of God The Star The Sentinel Glide Path Tales from the White Hart Rendevous with Rama Imperial Earth The Fountains of Paradise A Fall of Moondust He was instrumental in creating our present network of geosynchronous communication satellites & helped develop radar during WWII. Godspeed,Sir Clarke.

Bad News From Doc
I need prayers from all my friends. Had to go to the ER last night due to severe pains in my back and tummy. Have a lot of blood in my urine, but no kidney stones...he says I have classic signs of kidney failure and need to see a specialist right away. A lot of you know that I have been out of work for a year and a half due to knee injury. And you know how much it costs to see a specialist. I am in the process today of trying to work something out with the urologist and I am having a great deal of pain. Please keep me in your prayers. Love to you all, Trese

What Joke Of A Crew
Well I had some fun this morning I got to take my aggressions out R.A.W. . You ask what RAW is well if ya ask me it stands for (Real anal witches). Another funny fact there leader has never told the other members whats its about. The other members say it looks cool in their name. BLAAAAAAAh all the leader does is cause drama Like JD. So my manifesto is to make their lives a living hell like reLLa does to other people who say they are fake and want to get other people involved. Well you say ya have to pick and choose your battles. Well I'm stepping up to plate, all I have to say is you pissed off the wrong redneck. And I wont stop until she apologizes to the individual she knows who it is, with a sticky bulletin.

Thank You All!!
To all my friends who, in 2007, sent me best 'wishes', chain letters, 'angel' letters or other promises of good luck if I forwarded something, NONE OF THAT SHIT WORKED! Thank you! For 2008, could you please just send money, wine, chocolate, movie tickets or gasoline vouchers and airline tickets instead.

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Random Words Of Irritation
If I said I woke up in the morning, never hating you, it wasn't true; I lied. You made me lose my breath, I lost my way, heart dropped in the dirt and it'll never be shiny or new deaf to the words I've needed to hear you say, that is why I hate you. There was something in his eyes, and something in his voice that said: this is all you get -- direction without a choice.

Strange Worldwide Things
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Wait! They Don’t Love You Like I Love You
There comes a point in every persons life where they must make a choice. Where they have to decide if you want to keep doing what you’re doing and stick with what you are used to or if you want to do one of the hardest things you can do and that thing it to change, that is the point I am at in my life. I know that since many of the people who read this only see the part of me I let you see, so maybe I should let you know how I really am. I’m a fucking bitch to put it as simply as possible. I make so many people around me miserable because I cannot control my anger and outbursts. I know that when people get older people are supposed to get wiser, but I guess that wisdom just hasn’t come to me, it seems as I have aged I have become more and more irritable, but now it has come to the point that being this way may cause me to lose something very important. I just don’t know how to change. I have tried to ignore the little things and not snap or overreact but nothing seems to work.

Stars
There is nothing like coming out at night and staring at a starlit sky. I have always had a fascination with these bizarre otherworldly creatures. In relation to Supernovas, it is mind boggling to realize that we can see objects that are no longer there, but by extreme laws of physics that transcend our comprehension and put a concept of time and distance onto one plane, can still be seen with our naked eye. It is a realization that we are seeing something from such a distant past, something that once was so massive and great, even after its complete destruction. Billions and billions of light years lay between us and the stars, but their power is so strong that we can actually see them.

I Need Help
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Celestial Sinners Group Info
Are you a sinner? Aren't we all!!! Why not join us then.. the newest group on the fu...the one that will stick out among the rest...the one that you belong to....why you ask... cause we represent all of life's wants and you know you want to be apart of it... just keep reading to find out more about the hottest new group out there...*☆CELE§†iÂL☆§iNNERZ.·´¯`·-> This Is A CO-ED Club based upon The §eVeN ÐeAdLY §iN§ .... ☠LÛ§†☠ GReeÐ☠ PRiÐë☠ ËNVY☠ §LO†H☠ GLÜ††ONY☠ WRÅ†H☠ We are all PROUD of our Individual Styles, Attitudes, Desires & Wicked Ways. We are looking for both Guys & Gals, who have their own sense of Style and love showing who they are. WE ARE NOT A "HOTTIES" Group, nor will we tell you what you can & can't do on your page, OR Who you can or can't associate with, what lounges you can go to, or who you can have as friends. Just Like the 7 Sins.. We have 7 Simple Requirements: 1.☠GReeÐ.....You wil

Women And Survival
A little something I stumbled across. It was said best by the precocious son of a gynecologist in the movie Kindergarten Cop. "Boys have a Penis. Girls have a Vagina." There you have it. The simplest and easiest identification as to how a man's and woman's bodies are wired differently. However, in 1990 when that movie was made, I had no idea how much more developed a woman's body was than a man's. No, not because as a 15 yr old male I had almost been to second base twice (hands on boobies over the shirt) and not yet experienced the joy that is a girl's naked body. But because I had not yet lived with that same girl. What I failed to realize then, that I know now, is that mother nature prepared the woman's body for survival much better than it did the man's. Having grown up fascinated with the discovery channel and specials on female spiders that kill their mates after sex and psycho birds that feed their male partners to newly hatched chicks, I should have realized the human ra

Big City Bottom
friday is pay day. i like fridays. so it's become obvious that with me being a cashier snakebites aren't an option at the moment. i've already gotten comments on my gagues, which aren't that big, they're only 7/16. i guess friday instead of getting snakebites i'll get some ink done or a piercing somewhere else. yeah this blog was a bit pointless but it's helping me relax before my driver's test :)

Deep
“Take time to deliberate; but when the time for action arrives, stop thinking and go in.” Quoting Napoleon Bonaparte “Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back.” Harvey MacKay quotes “The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once.” Albert Einstein quotes

For My Wife Spirit
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

50 Questions You Don't Care To Know The Answers To.
1. Do you like blue cheese? Nope 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Every Damn Day, can't you tell? 3. Do you own a gun? Nope 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Cherry... sometimes they mistakingly put "cheery" in my soda. None of that shit. 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Good god yes. 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Pe.... Ohhh too easy.. 7. Favorite Christmas song? Fuck. That. I hate Christmas. 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Morning? I prefer to drink the blood of the ones who have awoken me if I have to get up before ten. 9. Can you do push ups? HA! 10. What do you order at starbucks? I have better things to spend money on. 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My necklace 12. Favorite hobby? Hair, hair, and I kind of like doing hair 13. How do you eat your eggs? However you want to make them for me with a side of smile. 14. Do you have A.D.D.? no, I have s.u.b.t.r.a.c.t.

A Better Tomorrow
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found true love at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You've opened a window You've shown me the light And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

Feelings
i been thinking of this girl every day .she is so perfect in every way. i been dreaming about her every night. but thats the omely way ill be in her life. she way out of mt leag but i still love her endlessly

3 Girls = No Hair
Well my first blog entry. Boy this ought to prove interesting. I've never been one to pen my thoughts mainly because I have a mild form of dyslexia which makes it hard for me to say or convey my thoughts..but here goes. St. Patrick's Day is over at my house which means my second daughter is now two years old...what a fun time, but what a trying time...the terrible twos..that ought to say it all. Combine that with a 6 year old that is for all intents a genius, (with the tests to prove it...PROUD PAPA) and thinks it gives her the right to be sassy, an ALMOST 5 month old that is starting to teeth (or is that teethe, idk)and you got yourself a handful. Now I'm sure there are tons of people that have gone or are currently going thru the same thing..but man, sometimes I secretly wonder if I'm gonna be able to push thru...I know I will but boy does it cause grief...I've got the gray streaks in my goatee to prove it. Speaking of which, the goatee is about the only hair I have left on my he