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A Thing Of The Past
Blown this 749 With you on my mind Of When we were so free and at large (when we used to be so free and at ease) Before you buried me in these scars (before these scars were apart of me) I hate all that has become of what used to be harmless fun As I bleed from these open eyes I begin to sever the hopeless ties To have them come back twice as strong Something bout this seems very wrong Why am I so stuck On some stupid fuck Why can't I erase your beautiful face It's Nothing but bad for me Your love is a tragedy Here to take What you can't replace I will never get my fill It's not enough Like you with your pills What happened to us We used to love with out a doubt Now all we do is yell and shout. Now it's time to say goodbye As I wave through clouded eyes

Running
Ran to the water, cold mists of coastal fog Ran to the mountains, cold snows adrift on icy banks Ran with my dreams, cold hope succumbed by my marrow Ran from my friends, cold shoulders held high in love Ran over life, cold steps of stone - flat and jagged greys Ran to nowhere, cold utter emptiness Ran to escape, cold dizzying emotions - fears accumulated Running to nowhere, cold blurred silver static.

F'ing Stupid Ass Men!!!
OK I hate stupid ass men. What is it with guys that act like assholes?! They say they'll call then they don't, when they see u get online they leave, good grief! There's no need to act like a flippin child! To me, if all u want is a one night stand then you should damn well say so. Be upfront. Say hey i don't want to ever talk to you again after this hook up I'm just tryin to get a piece of ass. That way we KNOW not to fuckin go out with you. I'm a damn good woman and I really like to be treated with some respect. I give it in spades. I don't ask much in return. Common human decency is not too much to fuckin ask for! All I'm saying is if you'll just be honest and upfront about what you want from me then I'll know what to expect and what to offer and not offer. If you SAY you're not a prick and you're not the kind of guy that doesn't call then don't turn around and BE the kind of guy that doesn't call. I swear to goodness be a fucking grown up already! Shit! I'm too grown for stupid

How I'm Feeling
I have always relied on myself and for a long time I thought that's the only person I can rely on. I was wrong, relying on only myself only makes me lonely. I had a woman who would have given me everything of herself and I was too stupid to appreciate it and realize how special and wonderful that is. Well I've been on the other side and I know how it feels to give your all and not have it appreciated. If given the opportunity, I would give all of myself and with a grin from ear to ear and honestly a couple of tears falling from my eyes I'd accept her all. I don't want to sound opportunistic or be a jerk but to have someone love me so much as to give their all to me, that'd be a treasure that would be priceless to me.

A Bullet From A Vest
I had my heart broken by my best friend I opened up and let her in Just to have this brought to an end I thought this might be it But it turned out to be shit Remove my heart with your love, kid As I recover from the last you shattered my chest like broken glass In terms, you kicked my ass This emptiness is so wrong Now I'm haunted by every song And So disappointed you are gone Sinking deeper in as you drift away Left with a lack of what to say While you steal the light from my day Now more blind then ever before Betrayed by all that I have adored My heart left dry broken and sore Just turn and walk away from me Spread your arms and fly so freely So shallow like an ankle deep sea Act as if you never said your in love with me

My Love For My Boyfriend
My love for my boyfriend If there was a time when i felt so perfect, it was the first time i looked in your eyes, if there was a time when i felt so happy, it was the first time you cuddled with me, if there is ever a time when ill be so shocked, it will be the first time you kiss me, but there are some things in life that we have to wait for, so im willing to wait for you, some day i hope that i will have waited long enough, so that i can sing, if there was a time when i felt so perfect, it was the first time i looked in your eyes, if there was a time when i felt so happy, it was the first time you cuddled with me, if there is ever a time when ill be so shocked, it will be the first time you kiss me, if there was a time when i was sure i found the one, it was the first time we met, i know there are times in life that are hard, but with you i can get through it all, but its the times when we fight, that hurts me the most, but somehow you always seem to make it

No More Reasons...
No More Reasons For Tears Cause Over These Years All I've Loved Disappears And Leaves Behind More Fears... No Love in Life Nor Luck in Death Why have we tried to avoid that last breath? Thrown into this world Locked within Satans cage Guilty of nothing but love Nothing left but hate and rage Place your hands on the wall The cuffs click shut. Cant let myself fall Why didn't I listen to my gut? It's all my fault Too late now Too soon then ~Too fucking fool~ So little sin Let the gunz blaze That life is over But why forget about them days? Smoke on a green clover Get lost in a haze No more love No more hate Life should just be l

Robert Kelly: Cringe Comedy With A Side Of Sensitive
Our comedian friend Bob Kelly not only has a new CD/DVD coming out called Just the Tip, but he got himself his very own feature in Plumpers...err, Punchline Magazine, and we just had to draw attention to it. You'll be mezmerized by passionate quotes like this one, which illustrates Bob's insight into therapy: "I think all people should be in therapy, actually. You can go to a place one day a week and be completely, 100 percent honest with somebody else, no matter what it is, like you blew a guy for a steak. It doesn’t matter, just to get it out there; then you’re not walking around with secrets." You read it here, first... Bob Kelly sucks dick for steak. READ THE FULL INTERVIEW ONLINE NOW Then click the image of Bob's head (below) and buy 'Just The Tip'

New Member - 6'1playground
Please welcome 6'1playground to our family. She joined the other day after our helping her out in that contest and I am just now having time to get this up! Welcome to the family! Stop by and show her some fu-luv! 6'1 Playground ~Last Tribe~

Teh Smashin Pumpkins - Disarm
DISARM U WIF SMILE AN CUT U LIEK U WANTS ME 2 CUT DAT LIL CHILD INSIDE OV ME AN SUCH PART OV U OOH, TEH YEERS BURN OOH, TEH YEERS BURN I USD 2 BE LIL BOI SO OLD IN MAH SHOEZ AN WUT I CHOOSE IZ MAH CHOICE WUTS BOI SUPPOSD 2 DO? TEH KILLR IN ME IZ TEH KILLR IN U MAH LUV I SEND DIS SMILE OVAR 2 U DISARM U WIF SMILE AN LEEF U LIEK THEY LEFT ME HER 2 WITHR IN DENIAL TEH BITTERNES OV WAN HOOS LEFT ALONE OOH, TEH YEERS BURN OOH, TEH YEERS BURN, BURN, BURN I USD 2 BE LIL BOI SO OLD IN MAH SHOEZ AN WUT I CHOOSE IZ MAH VOICE WUTS BOI SUPPOSD 2 DO? TEH KILLR IN ME IZ TEH KILLR IN U MAH LUV I SEND DIS SMILE OVAR 2 U TEH KILLR IN ME IZ TEH KILLR IN U SEND DIS SMILE OVAR 2 U TEH KILLR IN ME IZ TEH KILLR IN U SEND DIS SMILE OVAR 2 U TEH KILLR IN ME IZ TEH KILLR IN U SEND DIS SMILE OVAR 2 U

This Bitch!!!
i cannot believe this girl wrote a mumm called army or marines she has a chance to be with either one of them n ppl went the fuck off on her i was sortof nice wtf kind of question is that anyway you got two ppl who are risking their lives to serve our fn country n she is writing a g.d. mumm on which one shes going to get laid by..lord have mercy let me tell you something.. i am taking this from some of her comments.. one they must not have met you or seen you on cam or they came back from iraq n are desperate... fucking stupid im only showin love for the military because i love my soldiers and sailors. my brothers who i miss and love dearly beyond all reason. i cry everynite for their safe rturn back home. i know what its like to lose family but immediate fam i do not and i do not want to. i will die if something eve rhappened to them. some ppl r like stop trippin.. but you dont know what i feel so you get off my stack and leave me alone. god bless our troops over seas and her

Forgiveness...
as i sit and think and watch you, i also think of what i saw today. dont think it doesn't affect me because you know me well enough to know it does. yet you underestimate me so dear lady. just because i am affected doesn't mean i am anything other than melancholy or thoughtful. of course i should be, it is part of who i am. thing is, i don't want you to worry. why should you? i am not mad. i am not hurt accept that this has affected you so. no, i did not like seeing it, and it bothered me more then i care to admit. so what? you are mine. we are together. i believe we belong together. i feel that i have searched for you all my life. nothing in your past will alter these feelings. i live for today like i have done my whole life. let the past be where it is. i won't make it my future. Simone, i forgive you. I love you

Finally Got A Straight Answer.
I dont know what to say or really think at the moment, most of my family already knew.. but me.. well I always pushed it back thinking... no hes fine.. hes doing so much better then what he was doin a year ago. My youngest Isaiah after goin back and forth to the hospital for the past 2 years was finally diagnosed with Autism today. I just recieved a call from his specialist to confirm it. He has been attending a pre school for children with special needs for the past year..but noone really came out and told us what was up. They would tell me he might have it or, he could be fine and just a tad slower then other children..to me he was and still is just.. Isaiah. His father and My father have claimed him to be"retarded" for lord knows how long.. how in the freakin hell can you say that about your own child/grandchild?? If you only knew Isaiah , you would be blown away by him. He is simply amazing. Nothing slow about him at all, let alone effin retarded. Keep in mind

Million Fubux?
Lets try something new on this giveaway on a average people are hitting around 7.000 to 10.000 comments, so now I have a way you can make even more fubux, when you hit 10.000 comments which will =100.000 fubux I'll match it= 200.000. It gets better, if you want to keep going every time you reach another 10.000 I'll matrch it with the same 100.000,"but " wait there's more if anyone reaches 50.000 comments=500.000+500.000 bonus I will match it with another 500.000 for a total of 1.5 million The prizes will be fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - however many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so yes I multiply it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. (Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize) A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must H

Kelli2you!!
Today is this lovely womans in the link below is her b-day today! She is turning 40 yrs young and doesn't look a yr. over 25 yrs old. So if u could go by her page and wish her a happy b-day today that would be awesome. :D ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* kelli2you@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!

Amagine
You woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) ?

How I Feel.
My dad raised me to only depend on myself and no one else. Well the guy im dating he pretty much doesnt depend on anyone either. Im trying to change the way I feel and accept that hes in my life and cares for me. Well Im trying to help him and he does appreciate what I do for him but he doesnt really want to accept my help. I feel like hes shutting me out because of it. He doesnt ask me to do these things for him but I want to. I just seem helpless. He is in a state he doesnt know let alone town. I am the only person he knows here except for my family. Im just so happy hes here. Im emotionally attached to him. I just wish things were different right now. I just dont know what to do. I have given him all of me. Everything I have to offer...

Shape.
Shape of my mind There are three types of people in this world: those who make things happen,those who watch things happen and those who wonder what happened.If I must choose I`d say that I belong to the first group of people-I make things happen,no matter if they`re good or bad. Some might call me “complicated”.I wouldn`t use that exact word,I`d rather explain it like this: I love myself and people love someone when they learn to see an imperfect person perfectly. When you are a kid,you see the world in a way you want it to be,and it never crosses your mind that it isn`t gonna turn out that way.Life moves pretty fast..if you don’t stop and look around once in a while,you could miss it.I make a lot of mistakes-and who doesn`t?People have the right to act stupid…some people abuse that right,tho. One of my biggest flaws is that I don`t realize that,when one door closes,another opens.I often look so long upon the closed door that I don`t see the one that has opened for me.But,

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 2
It's day 2 of the April Poem-A-Day challenge today's prompt was ... "Put yourself in someone (or something) else's skin and write a poem about the experience. Who (or what) ever you become, please make that the title of the poem." And for some reason I decided to write about a ... Rubber Band Stretched almost to breaking, every inch aching. I hold fast with all of my might to the things I embrace without even a trace of a thought about what's wrong or right. Maintaining the tension, pulled to full extension whatsoever I may entrap. I've no questions to ask, I simply do my task until they day comes when I snap.

Battle Of The Sexes!! Come Join The Fun!!
A Fu-Bucks Only ~ Battle of the Sexes Auction Who can bring in more fu-bucks?!?! You want to join in on the fun? Entry fee is 25,000 Fu-Bucks Starting Bid is 50,000 Fu-Bucks Entry returned upon no bids. Males... Contact the Auction Hostess, DJ Nilla dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!) @ fubar Females... Contact the Auction Host, DJ Tazman * DJ Tazman * DJ Mngr & Female Bodyguard @ DIRTY DEED$ RADIO.COM ~FU Owned and Taken by Steffi @ fubar (repost of original by 'dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!)' on '2008-04-02 11:52:29')

Whatuciswhatuget!!!!
This lovely woman in the link below is one of my very good friends on here. If u want to meet someone with always a smile on her face. Then this is the person to meet then! Cause if ur ever down. U can always count on here to chear u back up with one of her smiles! :D She is 31 yrs young today! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* whatuciswhatuget@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!

Delete Account
Delete Profile: GO up to the menu above hover you mouse over {My} click {Profile} then look on the left column on the bottom you'll see a link {click here to delete your profile..} click that and good luck leave a comment about Fubar.com and hope to see you on fubar.com again someday....

One Night
As she walked from her room to the kitchen she noticed the mess of bodies lying all over her living room floor, thinking "man, this must have been some fucked up scene last night, wish I could remember any of it". Walking into the kitchen half asleep she sees him standing there, 6'2", 190 pounds or so, gorgeous black hair and blue eyes, he looks up and there goes that full package, the beautiful smile that captured her the night before. Karen smiles at Scott and wonders if he even remembers her name. "Hey, sleepy head, I was wondering when you were finally going to get up" said Scott. She walks over to him and he opens his arms and takes her into him and they kiss, she looks up at him and says "now that is what I call a good morning", they both laugh and start their small banter about what they plan to do for the day. As he walks out the door with the promise of seeing her later, she knew she probably would never set her eyes on him again, see him again is not an option, it is

Goths
175 TYPES OF GOTHs Punkgoth--the original flava! Mopeygoth--fuck off and die (reading Baudelaire in a coffeehaus) Perkygoth--would rather live with flopsey and bouncy than mopey Poseygoth--the offshoot of the partime punk Bittergoth--one level below mopeygoth Crankygoth--primarily focused in female goths once per month Perkygoth Supreme--Edvamp _used_ to be one Poseurgoth/Visigoth/Miligoth--...if you have to ask... Vampygoth--subscribes to alt.gothic and alt.vampyres Crustygoth--those over 40, if they still have hippy tendencies Mustygoth--those who have been dead a short while Dustygoth--those who have been dead a very long time Industragoth--likes both goth and industrial music Perkydomgoth--a happy dominatrix Perkysubgoth--happy that _they're_ not in control Perkyswitchgoth--just happy, no matter who is in control Mommygoth/Daddygoth--reserved for those with offspring Polygoth--those with polygamous preferences/desires Bubblegoth--those who chew gum and blow bubbl

Questions?
So I've been getting a lot of questions on how I get my teeth so white. I figured I'd let the secret out publicly. Concentrated lemon juice every other day and brushing twice a day. Thats it. Nice and easy. Swish and spit. Nothing hard.

Starbucks???? Yes Or No
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground f ighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force

For All To Know
We Will not be holding any Weddings On the weekends anymore. It is Our time to spend with Our family....We will do them any other time just message Us and We will get back with you ..If you need a Fubar Pastor Just go to the blogs in the Fubar Chapel and they can get you one there . Thank you Pastor Andy & Rev. White Dove

Meet Some Great People
Here are some of the great people I have met here on FuBar. Some of the others are good friends I have known for years that joined us here. So drop on by and show them some FUBARIAN love... R/F/A them, they are all really great people. The love of my life: Rhonda MsRain ~R/L and Fubar taken by Mr Hott~ Read Military Support Blog~@ fubar My Brother In Law (Support Our Troops): CFDuane cfduane4@ fubar Long time friend from school: bentleycheese@ fubar Some of the Great People here I like to call Good Friends: Jamiie -Jamiie -@ fubar CJ Ms Cj Timberlake ~* The Hottest Head Bartender at GCS~@ fubar LordViper Lordviper Bacchus of The Underworld of LDC Family Security@ÁÑGÊLIÇ ÐRÊÁM§@ fubar BooBooKittyFuk *BooBooKittyFuk* * FU -OWNED BY *A-MAIZE* & *RAINDROPS*..fan&rate b4 add,favor is ALWAYS returned!@ fubar Rachel Rachel belongs to freakshow....@ fubar FreakShow (Rachel's Beau) freakshow belongs to rachel@ fubar This wonderful Lady for all the fan

For A Dear Friend
A friend of mine made this for Lady Kate and I agree 100% with everything she said. Please keep this goin and help her reach her goal of becomin fubars newest godmother before Friday. I will be doin everything I can to help her out. Thanks to everyone in advance! ~Donna Okay ya all i got to bring this to ur alls attention I got the very dear friend & she just simply amazes me!! She been fighting a fight tht no1 should go through but yet SHE WONT give up.... It's not in her nature!! The Fight she is fighting is The Fight Against Cancer!! Which she has been fighting for awhile... She has gone through surgery after surgery treatment after treatment & is still fighting the gd fight She has the strenght like no other person i knw.... The biggest heart u could ever come a

Social Concepts
Social Concepts other Sites Links http://search.netscape.com/search/search?query=Social+Concepts%2C+Inc&invocationType=NSCPBROWSERBOX http://www.stumbleupon.com/online_now.php http://awesome-pictures.group.stumbleupon.com/ http://www.stumbleupon.com/video/ http://goliath.ecnext.com/jobs_Social%20Concepts__25

Change Personal Info
Your personal information can be changed by going to your Home Page and clicking on the “My” drop down menu and selecting “profile” on the top left hand side of your page. After you enter your new information, scroll down to the bottom of the page where you will be asked to enter a code (Bouncer ID check) and click “submit” in order for your new settings to take place.

Email/password Change
Email address: Your email can be changed by going to your Home Page and clicking on the “My” drop down menu and selecting “Profile” on the top left hand side of your page. From that page, enter your new email in the field for “signup email”. MAKE SURE you do NOT typo your new address. When you are done, scroll down to the bottom of the page where you will be asked to enter a code (Bouncer ID check) and click “submit” in order for your new settings to take place. Make sure you write down your new log in email. Password: Your password can be changed by going to your Home Page and clicking on the “My” drop down menu and selecting “Profile” on the top left hand side of your page. At the bottom of the left column, you will see a link that says “click here to change your password”. Click that and follow the prompts for the change to take place. Please write it down in a safe place. NEVER give out your password to anyone.

Today's Out Of The Womb Report
MINOT, ND – I’m nine months old today! Daddy (I did say “ah, dad” this morning standing in my crib hanging onto the bars as I woke for the second time) loaned me the babyneese translator in his wallet and typed in what I’m saying when I’m not drooling for a few minutes. Nasty habit; I hope I’ll get out of it, but my twelve-year-old cousin Breanna STILL hasn’t! I remember drinking my milk before going to bed (I really like milk, it’s better-tasting than that formula Mom and Dad were giving me for months, but I didn’t have teeth and that’s all I could eat) last night and Dad told me he took me up just as Mom was coming down putting Sarah, my big sister – hey, she’s not that big, only a head taller than me – to bed! Because Dad carries me, I still get to hear the cool lullaby he sings at night. I woke up at five this morning, and I still don’t know why. I was wet and after Dad brought me now and we slept for a bit with Mom and Sarah, who woke up forty-five minutes earlier, he

Skins
“Skins” are added to profiles and Lounges in order to create color and special effects. fubar skins are created from CSS coding. fubar will not create these codes for you, but there are several pre-made ones available that work with fubar that can be found at TweakYourPage.com or www.cherrytagz.com. You can also create your OWN original skin by dropping your codes in to the CREATE A SKIN page within your MY SKINS link (http://fubar.com/myskins.php). Skins can also be custom made to suit your color scheme.

2nd Interview Is In The Works!
Well, I got the call. I officially have a 2nd interview w/the Kingsport Police Department. If you are one of my work references, get ready cause you will most likely get called on now. Thanks again to those that allowed me to use them as a reference. I love ya’ll forever! How do I feel about it? Mixed feelings, to be honest, are all bundled up at this point. Doing police/fire/medical dispatch work is a very big responsibility. All my life I’ve done my best to make things better for others, to make my life matter for others. Many times I’ve heard "Heather, you can’t change the world." Now I have that opportunity to do just that. To be there for someone when they need it most, instead of waisting my life away at a call center where folks are angry and bitter about their cell phone accounts and want nothing more but to assume I’m a threat to them because they haven’t paid their bills. UGH Nevertheless, with such a high pressure job comes liability. That’s my biggest fear

Heartache
I sit and wait for you to be who you once were and I fell that day will never come and it gives me such heartache and in the distances I see how happy we were one time along time ago and I miss that and I long for that once again in you if not someone else.

Eh
been feeling kinda left behind lately, it's a really odd feeling to think that everything you have ever known is in fact not what you thought that you knew. i seem to be getting left behind by damn near everyone and it really is chipping away at everything i have left. i don't understand it, i know i'm cool people and that people geninunly do think i'm a great person, so why do i always feel so rejected?

Please Help Her!!
> > I don't ask my friends to "Bomb" me in contest. I don't ask that you to spend hours leaving comments for a 20 dollar prize. What I AM ask my friends for is 1 rate of a pic. No need for comments. This is my salute pic and it is rated #19. With the help of all my friends it could be in the top 10!! So take 3 seconds and click the link below. Rate the pic and thats it....you have helped me. Thanks in advance for the love!! Hugzzzz and kisses Fleetwood MacGypsyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by '~~Perkkey~~' on '2008-03-24 20:43:36')

Blah..
I am not having a good day.. Well part of it sucked.. the rest of it was just regular.. I failed my fucking chemistry test and im so damn mad i could just scream. I dont know what happened. Fucking stupid cunt ass bitch punk cunt nugget mole-gram conversions... Which i got right last night when i was studying but today it looked to goddam foreign I was lost......... I R Sad and tired... i think i needs a nap. ugh.

I Like Your Thinking
One day in class the teacher brought a bag full of fruit. "Now class, I'm going to reach into the bag and describe a piece of fruit, and you tell what fruit I'm talking about. Okay, first: it's round, plumb and red." Of course, Johnny raised his hand high, but the teacher, wisely ignored him and picked Deborah, who promptly answered "An apple." The teacher replied, "No Deborah, it's a beet, but I like your thinking." Now for the second. It's soft, fuzzy, and colored red and brownish." Well, Johnny is hopping up and down in his seat trying to get the teacher to call on him. But she skips him again and calls on Billy. "Is it a peach?" Billy asks. "No, Billy, I'm afraid it's a potato. But I like your thinking," the teacher replies. Here's another: it's long, yellow, and fairly hard." By now Johnny is about to explode as he waves his hand frantically. The teacher skips him again and calls on Sally. "A banana," she says. "No," the teacher replies, "it's a squash, but I like your th

Eyes Have It
Today i gazed into your eyes, and iwas lost in them...i couldnt get them off my mind, they followed me every where, i felt my heart reach for you, but you were not there, i sighed deep down inside me, to try and relieve the missing you i felt. Butthen again i saw your smile as your eyes lit up the screen and my mind filled with wonder of you...and asked myself....would she...and and my heart said no. Isank into the eyes again only to wish that you were near me, to touch my heart once more..only to realize, i gazed into your eyes..The eyes have it.

Weds 04-02-08 (peace)
Wednesday April 2 ,2008 Welcome my friends The Eagles in the background a little warmth from the sunshine that shines threw my still in need of a spring cleaning window ... I'm at peace and quite content I hope this find YOU the same Hustling around and the overbearing events that unfold in peoples lives, makes it hard to just feel at "ease" in this hurried and worried world. I ponder while in my relaxed modes ... As to my life and those around me. And believe if on one given day that the WORLDS population was just ONCE - ALL at an inner-peace at the same time ... Then we'd have world peace! nah, I've NOT been smoking anything! haha But nobodies at peace with their surroundings long enough to send their positive vibes to others. Which brings me to this:

Heaven
It got crowded in heaven, so, for one day it was decided only to accept people who had really had a bad day on the day they died. St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates and said to the first man, "Tell me about the day you died." The man said, "Oh, it was awful. I was sure my wife was having an affair, so I came home early to catch her with him. I searched all over the apartment but couldn't find him anywhere. So I went out onto the balcony, we live on the 25th floor, and found this man hanging over the edge by his fingertips. I went inside, got a hammer, and started hitting his hands. He fell, but landed in some bushes. So, I got the refrigerator and pushed it over the balcony and it crushed him. The strain of the act gave me a heart attack, and I died." St. Peter couldn't deny that this was a pretty bad day, and since it was a crime of passion, he let the man in. He then asked the next man in line about the day he died. "Well, sir, it was awful," said the second man. "I

Why Woman Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.. I gave her the sensit

Greatest Desire
in her eyes is where i seek my greatest desire but the more i gaze into them i get lost. as i hear her voice i feel some thing called joy each time she say a word. each time i feel her lips touch mine or a touch sends my heart into over drive. when she is near i know that which i seek is how she made me feel when i first met her . i finally know my greatest desire of my heart thanks to her one day i will show her how she made me feel that day.

Fubar Point Cheat Sheet
Here Is A List Of Things That Will Get You Points On FuBar. I Will Update As Soon As I Discover More Things.... Without A Happy Hour Picture Rate = 1 Point Friend Add = 6 Points Fan Add = Upload New Picture = 1 Point Referral Join = 1,000 Points Referral Login = 1,000 Points Per Day (Up To 5 Days Only) 11's Ratings = 26 Points New Stash Entry = 1 Point Stash Rating = 1 Point Mumm Rating = 12-13 Points Mumm Comment = Blog Rating = Blog Comment = With A Happy Hour Picture Rate = 2 Point Friend Add = 12 Points Fan Add = Upload New Picture = 2 Point Referral Join = 2,000 Points Referral Login = 2,000 Points Per Day (Up To 5 Days Only) 11's Ratings = 52 Points New Stash Entry = 2 Point Stash Rating = 2 Point Mumm Rating = 24-25 Points Mumm Comment = Blog Rating = Blog Comment =

Fvcking Meow!
You Are: 10% Dog, 90% Cat You are are almost exactly like a cat. You're intelligent, independent, and set on getting your way. And there's no way you're going to fetch a paper for anyone! Are You More Cat or Dog?

Ten Thoughts To Ponder For 2008
Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die . Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the Internet and they won’t bother you for weeks . Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky ... Not really good for anything, but you still can’t help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60’s, people took acid to make the world weird Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. A

Fubar
Fubar is addictive Fubar is seductive On fubar you find friends But also you find enemies Some find true love Some feel empty But always know That fubar is a website And dont let it take flight on your heart And make it always make u feel like you in sorrow

Sex Fairy, Lol
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn’t change a word! I’m not messing with Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweatproduced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemakingcan burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming20 laps, and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sexis an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoriaand leaving you with a feeling of well being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered.The sexually active bo

Ideas....let Me Know Which One You Think Is Better.
Ok so Ive been thinking. Im in this giveaway and really want to win this giveaway but no one seems to want to help me. Its hard working 40+ hours a week and taking care of the kids and still finding time to bomb and sleep lol. Ive been thinking about what I could offer to get some help. heres one idea to whoever gets the most of their friends to go bomb me and send me a message telling me what friend sent them and how many comments they left...then after a one week time period the person who has sent the most friends gets a 1 month vip or a 7 day blast. OR heres another idea. whoever leaves the 40,000 comment gets a 1 day blast whoever leaves the 60,000 comment gets a 3 day blast whoever leaves the 80,000 comment gets a 7 day blast whoever leaves the 100,000 comment gets 2 bling packs whoever leaves the 120,000 comment gets a 1 month vip and 3 day blast whoever leaves the 140,000 comment gets a 1 month vip, a 7 day blast and a bling pack leave

Alrighty Then....
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Delta Giant Your Superpower is Winking Your Weakness is French People Your Weapon is Your Poison Whip Your Mode of Transportation is Houseboat What's your Superhero Name?

I'm About To Get Rid Of All The Leftover Shit From The Move This Week...go Figure....i Hate Shtuff
You Are a Not Pack Rat You're not a pack rat - and there's probably no rats in your home. You have a living style that's totally minimalist. You're definitely not attached to stuff. Are You a Pack Rat?

My Poems
My poems are deep My poems are sorrow My poems will make you feel happy And others will make u feel sorrow But if u feel what i feel You know that my poems are real So if you like my poems Then my poems likes u too And you know that my poems Will always be here For me and you Comment on this if u like my poems plz so i know how u feel about my poems thank you

Wrong!
You Are Bud Light You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it. In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk! You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar. You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience. What's Your Beer Personality?

Internet Love Not Easy
Love's not easy on the Internet Words alone can be misunderstood Love needs eyes and lips and hands to let The hurt rest easy when the joy feels good Lovers can't reach through the opaque screen To underscore a message with their arms To say with touch exactly what they mean Or give the light caress that anger calms Instead, they must rely on faith and trust Loving patiently a fleshless soul Taking words for kisses 'cause they must With full communion their elusive goal Be patient, love, and someday soon you'll see My body tell you what you mean to me

Red Is My Fave :d
You Are Apple Red You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun. And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial. Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well. However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you. What Color Red Are You?

10,000 Fu Bucks To My 200th Member
Am givin away 10,000 fu bucks for my 200th member to subscribe with us. You interested!!? Come show ur Love n Support to our Military, Veterans & Families!! They deserve it ALL from us supporters!! CLick the pic above and come have you some fun!

Got Package
Today i got package in the mall from my baby. I like everything she got me but need not make me happy. BC i could share with her. She not comeing down. I have talk to her in 2days and not heard i Love in 2 days. Gifts are okay but what i want is u and ur love and ur heart

Wuv, Twuuuue Wuv... ♥
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're

Internet Love
We met upon the Internet A friendship electronic Expressed alone in words and thoughts Inevitably platonic We live too far apart for us To mingle in the flesh But much more close than family Our hearts and feelings mesh Your dear, dear self reveals itself Without a voice or face We have our own sweet home within Our precious cyberspace

Racism
oooooooooooooookay. I work at walmart and i have just discovered something....apparently...and this is the opinion of all the black fuckheads who like to make probs at my register...I am a racist. It is apparently racism when I don't check you out as fast as you want me to...WHITE POWER! It is apparently racist when I don't want to listen to your bullshit when I have a migraine...WHITE POWER! It is apparently racism to not talk to you when I am not in a conversational mood...WHITE POWER! It is apparently racist when I don't give you a cart when I don't give ANYBODY a cart...yeah White power indeed! WHOO!!!!! So if that is the definition of racism I must have founded the KKK cuz I am the worst! O BTW Fuck whitey and the man!

How I Feel?
November 23, 1998. The day my world crashed. The day my life changed. The day I lost a part of me that I would never get back. The day I lost my dad. Im not sure why but for some reason...you never think it will happen to you. But, it did to me. I was only 8 years old, and it was EXACTLY 1 week before my 9th birthday. Being 8, I didnt really comprehend what had happened. All I remember is my mom coming home from the hospital, taking me and my sister in her arms, and telling us that [he’s] gone. Of course I cried because I was sad. Now that I’m 18, Im fully realizing the situation. My dad was my best friend. The only reason I know that is because of all the pictures I have with him. It was always ME and HIM. I was a daddy’s girl. I want to know what it would be like if he were still here. I hate that he’s gone. I hate that I cant remember what he looks like. I hate that I can’t remember the way he smells. I hate that he’s gone. No person should lose someone they love. It is the worst

Did Someone Say Big Black Boots? Which Pair?
What Your Little Black Dress Says About You You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly. You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections. Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits. If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots The Little Black Dress Test

Dmt, And Extracts Of...
DMT : The spirit molecule Although in this interview Joe Rogan sounds like an intellectual and enlightened being... most of what he says is based on the use of DMT for a "high". I'm looking into and researching this from a psychological standpoint... as it is produced in the pineal gland ((in your brain)). The brain is what I love... he's right that your brain produces N,N-dimethyltryptamine ((DMT)) while your sleeping. But it's also produced in patients who suffer psychosis. In these patients DMT is produced at a much higher rater than when a normal brain is in REM state of sleep. Rick Strassman ((A psychiatrist, whose work I love)) wrote a book ((which is much more profound and educated than Joe Rogan ((who I love, since he is a spokesman for UFC)). I love that CHI is part of Psychiatry.... I'm veering..... The Book is The Spirit Molecule, which my mom recently bought me at Barnes and Noble. I don't think she realized the psychedelic under tones... :) Which is

Thank You!
Thank you! I just want to thank all of you for your educational e-mails over the past year. Thanks to you, I no longer open a public bathroom door without using a paper towel. I can't use the remote in a hotel room because I don't know what the last person was doing while flipping through the adult movie channels. I can't sit down on the hotel bedspread because I can only imagine what has happened on it since it was last washed. I have trouble shaking hands with someone who has been driving because the number one pastime while driving alone is picking their nose. (Although cell phone usage may be taking the number one spot) Eating a Little Debbie sends me on a guilt trip because I can only imagine how many gallons of trans-fats I have consumed over the years. I can't touch any woman's purse for fear she has placed it on the floor of a public bathroom. I must send my special thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes bec

The One I Love
I have met some really great people here at FUBAR. In fact,I fell in love with someone here too. I am very proud to be a part of her life and have her be a part of mine and the day is getting ever closer for us to hold one another. So as you all stop by to visit me, please be sure to stop by and say hello to the woman I am deeply in love with. Rhonda (AKA MsRain), is one great woman. So stop by and get to know her as well, you will be glad you did too. I love you, Rhonda... MsRain ~R/L and Fubar taken by Mr Hott~ Read Military Support Blog~@ fubar

You Know You're Kinky When...
...you keep fake hanging plants around the house, just so your mother will never know what all those hooks in the ceiling are really for ...someone refers to a serial killer as sadistic and you roll your eyes, because the man has nothing on you. ...you realized you've charged more in lingerie than you get paid in a year ...you have more toys than your kids ...you take up macrame, just to learn some new knots ...you start rating your CDs by how interesting it'll be to beat someone to ...someone asks how long you've been doing this ponygirl routine, and you snort and start to stamp your foot ...your favorite dessert is hot crossed buns...and you don't eat sweets ...someone says they have a leatherman, you almost say "me too!" before you realize they are talking about the tool gadget on their belt. ...you watch a movie where someone gets tied up and scream at the screen, "Gimme a break, 3 minutes max to get out of that!" ...you go to the local county fair and

Lyrics I Wrote!!
Just want your opinions on the lyrics i wrote.. give me your honest opinion plz. and thank you.. Parasitical Love Slowly decaying the will to learn What you really are worth Trying to move to the best of what I can be Why waste my time with nothing is truly there When I look into the eyes that hurt me You sat there trying to confined me to what you thought was right Digging your nails into my veins Trying to keep me here in the middle of your pain Controlling what goes on around you Sticking a knife into what isn’t right to you Stopping everything that isn’t you You need to back the fuck off I don’t need you here to make me whole You sit there crying to make me stay But there is nothing you can do or say To make me stay here in this hell you have brought me Darkening the me with every step I take You latched onto me Feeling ever breath you make You dug yourself deep inside of me Trying to feel what I was hiding deep inside You will never know

Master And Servant, A Conversation
Slave: :::kneeling::: Oh Master!!!! You are the whole of my universe, the certainty of my existence. You are why my heart beats, my lungs fill, my toes curl. You shelter me like an offshore bank in the Reagan years. i grovel before you in awe of Your power, willing to satisfy You in every way... Master: :::peering over the paper::: Every way? Slave: :::pressing forehead to the floor and wiggling seductively::: Anything and everything is open to You oh Magnificent Maven of Mastery!! i beg, nay, beseech, nayer still, humbly crawl to kiss Your toes in the hopes You will use me... Master: The bank account? Slave: :::looking up from underneath her hair::: what? Master: Your bank account. You said everything was open to me, so I was thinking of that big account you have... Slave: :::coming up on all fours to stare::: Oh most wonderfulest of all Masters, surely you know that your ultimate control of me is so extensive that all I have is yours, but... BUT... You are so

Distrubingly Profound :s
You Are Disturbingly Profound You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense. Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you. Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people. No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them. Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

To My Crushez...
Just a note 2 the two awesum guyz who crushed me:thank u both soooo much!!Man,i remember actually feelin a lil depressed over the whole crush situation.I went for monthz w/o one,even wrote a blog about it semi-beggin for one,lol!...and got nothin 4 my trouble!But i resolved 2 have multiple crushez this yr and kinda put it out of my mind til i put that damn widget on my page and IT sat empty 4 a few wkz!!!I'd bout decided 2 delete the damn thing frm my page and then it happened-i got one crush alert frm fubar,then one on my crush meter!Little did i know at the time it wuz 2 different ppl,lol!But newayz,im rambling...slave-boy,i love u 2 death,ur such a sweetheart and u never fail 2 make me smile-hell,most of the time u have me rotflmao!!! I adore u!!!! And as 4 u,my dear long-time friend,u definitely took me by suprise i must say-ur an awesume guy and u know i luv u!!U guyz mean the world 2 me and u have no idea how much i value ur friendship!!! Luv ya! Peace...xox

Redneck Submissives
If you have ever gone to a play party in curlers and a kerchief, you just might be a redneck sub. If you count your spankings "1...2...3...the next number...the next number...the next number...", you just might be a redneck sub. If your safeword is "cut it out or I'm tellin' Ma", you might just be redneck sub. If you know what your Mistress expects from you by the way she belches, you just might be a redneck sub. If your master tells you to fix him a steak, and you start by loading the shotgun, you just might be a redneck sub. If fulfilling your master's every whim means picking up a 12-pack and changing the TV channels for him, you might just be a redneck sub. If you have ever been bound and gagged in the bed of a rusty pick up truck,you just might be a redneck sub. If you have ever tried to brighten the dungeon decor with a pair of pink flamigos, you just might be a redneck sub. If you have ever had to use your safeword in order to spit tobacco juice, you

Redneck Masters
If the floor of your dungeon is covered with oil slicks and grease stains, you just might be a redneck master. If your idea of fetish gear is camouflage pants, NASCAR t-shirt, and baseball cap, you just might be a redneck master. If the only submissive you play with is also your wife, your sister, and your aunt, you just might be a redneck master. If you need to move carburetors and dead batteries to get at the St. Andrew's cross, you just might be a redneck master. If you keep your crops in a rack on the rear window of the cab in your pick-up truck, you might just be a redneck master. If your cane doubles as your CB antennae, you just might be a redneck master. If your submissive sleeps outside in a cage and your hunting dogs share your bed, you just might be a redneck master. If you repair your leather with duct tape, you might just be a redneck master. If your idea of a quality leather shop is BillyJoeBob's Beer and Bait, you just might be a redneck mas

Hehe Ummm No It Doesnt Does It Fit You
No the only two that fit r rebelious n crazy R: perfect person to date I: Has one of the best personalities ever C: Great kisser C: Great kisser I: Has one of the best personalities ever L: Adorable E: Can kick your ass E: Can kick your ass J: Hott E: Can kick your ass A: Easy to fall in love with N: rebellious Z: Loved by everyone I: Has one of the best personalities ever N: rebellious K: Crazy E: Can kick your ass ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A: Easy to fall in love with B: good kisser C: Great kisser D: Very very easy to fall in love with E: Can kick your ass F: Loves it G: Doesn't give a shit H: amazingly hott I: Has one of the best personalities ever J: Hott K: Crazy L: Adorable M: Very good kisser N: rebellious O: very very hot P: Popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: perfect person to date S: Makes people laugh T: dumb and funny at the same time U: Has a Smile to die for V: Not judgemental W: Th

3rd April 2008
> Today 3rd April 2008 I have been on this site for one whole year. I have met some great new friends on here. I have had good times & I have had bad times. I have also met the most wonderful man in the world on here. I know that if it was not for him I would not be where I am now. Love you so much Paul, you are my world baby. Please stop by his page & Rate/Fan & Add him, hes a great friend to have. paul owner and fu husband of pinklady the orginal X ps no salute no add and no fakes@ fubar You may be asking yourself why this well I will tell you, as a gift from me to you I have two picture folders Fairies & Teddies both with a 100 pics in, now for the good bit if you rate one folder 10 or 11 I will give you 2000 fubucks, Rate & Comment i will give you 5000 fubucks plus a bling, Rate & Comment on both folders i will give you the top bling plus your fubucks. This can only be done when its happy hour, I will be running this for 1 week only it will

The Rude Parrot
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. In desperation, John threw up his hands, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerel

Synchronicity Ii
Another suburban family morning Grandmother screaming at the wall We have to shout above the din of our Rice Crispies We can't hear anything at all Mother chants her litany of boredom and frustration But we know all her suicides are fake Daddy only stares into the distance There's only so much more that he can take Many miles away Something crawls from the slime At the bottom of a dark Scottish lake Another industrial ugly morning The factory belches filth into the sky He walks unhindered through the picket lines today He doesn't think to wonder why The secretaries pout and preen like cheap tarts in a red light street But all he ever thinks to do is watch And every single meeting with his so-called superior Is a humiliating kick in the crotch Many miles away Something crawls to the surface Of a dark Scottish loch Another working day has ended Only the rush hour hell to face Packed like lemmings into shiny metal boxes Contestants in a suicidal race Daddy g

Teasing Him...........
Anticipation.....excitement coursing through my veins as I glanced at my watch again...for the umpteenth time that morning. Why was I so on edge? We'd planned this day well in advance. We know what we wanted to share.... As I watched you drive up the road, my body responded just as I knew it would. I no longer have control of it....It now danced to your tune. Nipples taut, peeking at you as you exited your car....dressed simply in a white dress shirt and blue jeans....a sight that almost left me breathless. I have come to enjoy our little drives in your Saab 93 Turbo.....convertible top down....wind blowing through my hair. The freedom of the open road, the open car and just being with you has me smiling....but today was to be different. Today, you had instructed me what to bring along for the ride. I blushed as I remembered what I had packed in my black overnight bag. The Raspberry Kiss oil.....giggling as I remembered the last time you used it on me....your lips blowing sof

The Hard Way....
Have you ever fallen in love and not realized it until it was too late? Why must I learn these things the hard way? Everyday since I lost him has been a bad day. I thought I was over him. I thought I could move on.... ...the worst part is that it's all my own damn fault!

For My Fu Man Chew
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and brown. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine. I love you my Fu Man Chew!

Types Of Online Marketing
Marketing, Affiliate marketing is a wide subject that covers various aspects.... If you were asked to describe.. search engine marketing, affiliate marketing, branding, SPAMMING and blog marketing... it in a few words, you would be at a loss of words..... as to how to portray it specifically.... However, it would be far more more easier, if you were to speak in the local lingo, ie., to say.... You see an awesome woman at a party. You approach her and say, "I'm fantastic in bed." Now That's Direct Marketing.. You see an awesome woman at a party. You get her phone number. The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm fantastic in bed." That's Telemarketing.. You're at a party and see an awesome woman. She walks up to you and says, "I've heard about you - you're fantastic in bed." That's Branding.. You are hosting party that has lots of awesome women. A friend asks "how do I know which one is the most fantastic in bed?" You say, well according to all the blogs - she is! Th

All Bad Girls Need To Read This
Hey ! I was going thru my friends list and I was wondering who to start rating my 11’s for the day .. and then I decided who better than my bad girls !!! soooo can u post a blog about it.. basically stating for the next month.. (every day starting today) they get all their pics rated 11’s (guaranteed 96 pics rated 11.. I have my days I forget and then ill rate a profile an 11 .. ) BUT they have to leave a comment on the blog.. so whoever is the 1st 1 to respond I go to them today .. the 2nd 1 I rate them 2morrow.. 3rd 1 to respond I rate them Friday.. so on and so on .. kool ?? let me know Here is who to thank for this idea *BooBooKittyFuk* * FU -OWNED BY *A-MAIZE* & *RAINDROPS*..fan&rate b4 add,favor is ALWAYS returned!@ fubar

Can You Help A Girl Out??
there is this really cool chick in a contest and she needs some help.. she has helped out alot of ppl and those ppl wont even help her out when she needs it. lets show her some love.. even as little as 20 comments will help and that would take like 10 minutes of your time. you must F/A/R the host to be able to comment. click below if you wanna help her out

Brothers First Poem
Beauty has such deep reasoning But never does it sing to me As much as when you smile As much as when you look at me All I see all I do All I am because of you I whisper softly the truth For which soon will find your heart Yet softly you say My eyes do water My heart grows weary I cried, I withered And there you stand Fresh smile, soft glance Picks me up a new Your eyes do carry me So sweetly, a melody I can’t imagine a day without My love for which you are right now I start to cry I start to wonder My heart grows more Then twice as bold You rise me up I do say Bright eyed and full of Love I look at you and say I Love thee now, I love thee later I love thee for all my life So as simple put as one can say I LOVE YOU

Why I Haven't Been Online
I have had a rough week because of my son Anthony being just the worst! Also, I thought I could stop taking the medication for the arthritis in my neck and that was a huge mistake! It started with Anthony being a jerk on his birthday and the next day for his birthday party. They party was fun despite him! It was just mostly family and turned out quite nice. Anthony just doesn't get it. He cut school yesterday and then lied about it. I am upset at Peter for not punishing Anthony more. He has been just "talking" to him about all this stuff. It is really causing a problem between Peter and I. It isn't good at all. Peter went in and started painting his room white since Anthony let all f his friends graffiti all over his walls a while back. Yes, he let his friends write all over his walls with markers. This is the kind of shit we have been dealing with. I asked Peter why he was painting the walls and not making Anthony do it. I told him that was ridiculous and he sho

Show Tonight? Rebounds In Rocklin! Want More Details?
Yeah, so do I. All I know is we get there around 7:30-8:00pm, and it's called Rebounds. We weren't given contact info for the venue, an address, nothing. So according to Google, it's the only place called Rebounds in the sacramento area, sooo... Have no clue what time we go on, no clue what bands we're playing with (if any at all), don't know what we're getting paid (gas out there is expensive for multiple vehicles!), or if a PA will even be there (since we don't have our own anymore). So. Basically, looks like a "live practice" with beer. I hope. But either way, I'd love to see some of you out there tonight, just to make the evening a lot more interesting, so if you can make it, let me know! Follow me on Twitter (http://www.twitter.com/tf5_bassist - sign up if you haven't, it's a great service!) and as soon as I get info, updates will be posted there.

Up-date On My Boyfriend's Daughter
For those that were Praying, Thanks for everything. My boyfriend's daughter is home and safe. She just had a bad infection. But please pray for him still. He had a Mild Heart attack From all the stress he went through. I believe he's okay but theres no such thing as to much Prayer. Thanks, USAMomma USAMomma2007 {Girlfriend 2 USADaddy2007} aka **SexyTiger** {Demon Crew Member & Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

3-30-08
I went to a funeral. For a young man...Timothy Plaistow. He was a senior in high school. He also used to live across the street from me. I watched him grow up and when I stop to think about it...that's when I first showed the desire to work with younger people...as a child myself. He would round up kids and they all would wait for me to get home to play basketball or catch. When I hugged his mom at the funeral...she thanked me. She said that Timmy always looked up to me. I still can't stop the tears...I still can't stop crying about it. He committed suicide...and even tho I was no longer a huge part of his life...I can't help but feel like I still could have done something differently. Please pray for his family...especially his mom who had to bury him...and his younger sister and brother who he left behind.

This Is How I Feel Today
She Won't Cry You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry. ************************************************* Pain Of The Night Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls wat

Running Joke
A marathon race is 26 miles or something.....whatever....it's a long fucking way. Supposedly named after the battle at Marathon in Greece, where a Greek dude ran that distance to tell some other Greeks they'd won. As the story goes the runner was named Forestopolies, and when he got to Sparta to deliver his message, he exclaimed "Victory, mutha-fuckas!" and dropped dead. If this really happened, if he really ran 26 miles just to say "Victory" then he deserved to die. You have to be an idiot to run at all, never mind some 26 miles. Greeks were supposed to have started philosophy, democracy, and all this other hoopla; yet they couldn't even think to invent a bike? Phone? Or how about a simple horse saddle? Even the Mongoloid Hordes rode horses. The thing that's screwed up here is history remembers the dumb ass who ran to death, but forgets the billions of people who have been wise enough NOT to run to death. When I am forced to run, it will be no more than 15

Spotlight Wha?
I have been on this site for over a year now. I have always been so generous to help people out and get them shit faced. Now that I am higher in rank and one day will no longer be able to ... I want SPOTLIGHT :) Please help me out in my adventure to spotlight and donate me some fu bucks. I mean LOTSA fu bucks cause I am pretty much fu broke. I have nothing to offer you because I am not that computer literate to make graphics but I am sure if you want something in return we can work something out. SUBMISSIVE@ fubar I love my friends .. huggles :) ♥ Casey (the submissive thing was an april fools joke i yet to fix lol) I am off to rate and gain more bucks.

Mumm Rant
So when I'm bored I like to rate mumms and occasionally I'll put my two cents in. I keep seeing these mumms about health. As I'm not one to bash mumms I also can't resist asking "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?!?!?". There are adults on here that post about tummy aches and runny noses asking if they should go to the doctors or not. HEY HEALTH MUMM'ERS!!!! IF SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH YOU AND YOU'VE TRIED OVER THE COUNTER MEDICINE AND ITS NOT HELPING....CALL THE FUCKING DOCTOR!!!! And for those of you GENIUSES that go on webMD to try and self diagnose yourself....HA! Go ahead genius! Misdiagnose yourself right into oncoming traffic. Seriously health mumm'ers use your brain. Your not a doctor so if you don't know whats physically wrong with you GO SEE A DOCTOR! I hope you choke on a thermometer! That is all....

Twelve After Rocks!
Twelve After Metal Band.They are my awesome Friend's.Their names are Zach,Dan,Dane,Matt, Scott.Here are the pic of them and their music.So Listen to them please and if you have myspace add me to your myspace. Theirs is www.myspace.com/twelveafterband. Powered by iSOUND.COM

F.y.i. Levelers!!!!!!!!!
This is just too bring you up too date on whats going on. Well as you all have noticed Shadow Levelers are growing in leaps and bounds.It has grown far more then I ever imagined. We are an awesome team and Im greatful too each of you. With a team this size it is impossible for me too go through and keep track of everything. You will notice you now have a daily stalker on your page.Angl has so graciously offered too keep us all up to date on what every leveler needs too level up. Please check her page daily too know what levelers are close too leveling. This will give you an oppurtunity when you dont see a level up on the board where you can go rate too help a fellow leveler level up. ~ AngL ~@ fubar Mz.Attitude will continue too keep us all up too date on new member, those that are no longer on the team. She will also be on your pages. We have found that some no longer wanna be a leveler however they dont tell us they dont want too do it. This is why we have aske

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
OMG THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!!!!ALMOST EVERYTIME I TRY TO RATE PICTURES I GET A MSG ERROR TELLING ME I CAN'T REACH THIS SITE THEN I HAVE TO HIT THE BACK BUTTON LIKE 3 OR 4 TIMES TO GET BACK ON THE PAGE JUST TO RATE THAT 1 PIC AND IT'S FUCKIN ANNOYING AS HELL!!!!!!!!!SO IS THIS HAPPENING TO ANYONE ELSE OR IS IT JUST MY PIECE OF SHIT LAME ASS COMPUTER????

Silent Scream
I heard your silent scream I see your heart tearing at the seams I see the fear in which you hide I hear it everytime your soul sighs Forcing yourself to wear a smile Shaking like a leaf all the while I sit and watch the fear in your eyes I see it as you force yourself not to cry I can't deny what I have seen But nothing speaks louder than your silent scream

Stop The Games.
This is to that special somebody. If you are going to call me... then DO it and then talk to me. Don't call me from your RESTRICTED line acting like I don't know whom it is then hang up after I say hello. Stop the DAMN games. -Rafael

War ... What Ever....
I have been getting a lot of static for supporting our troops .To you that support our troops many thanks to you .My son in law is in IRAQ .And he is doing a job so to all of you that don't believe in the war just let me say i hate war but i have and will continue to support our troops. If you have a problem with that i really could care less . I have a mind of my own and if you want to come to my page and leave nasty comments on my pictures more power to you . And with that said thanks and have a nice day.

"changes"
why the sudden change, why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness. there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressed because you never know when they can be taken for granted. Now I'm feeling some regret Sad and lonely in my bed Knowing that I made a mistake Something that I can't go back and change But I know I must accept That certain feeling shouldn't be expressed ©RT

10 Commandments Of Harley Davidson
The Ten Commandments of Harley Davidson 1. The one true American-made motorcycle is the Harley-Davidson, and thou shalt put no other motorcycles before it. 2. Thou shalt not bow down and worship nor serve the god of chrome; for, lo, he is a false god and will not get thy butt home. 3. Honor thy authorized dealer and thy hog chapter officers, that thy days may be long and fruitful in the land of Harley. 4. Remember the weekend, and keep it open. for it is written, five days shalt thou labor, and for two days shalt thou ride thy Harley, drink beer, and f**k off. 5. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's Harley, nor her manservant, nor her maidservant, nor her ox, nor her cute little ass. 6. From the throne of thine Harley, thou shalt not stoop to wave at sinners who ride jap-crap, for jap-crap is known to be the handiwork of the devil. 7. Thou shalt not pass by nor turn away from thy brother Harley rider who is in mechanical distress. (Remember this & live by it!! Rhond

Dog Yoga - :doga '
Summary: Over time, dogs have proven to be well-adapted for human life, expressing qualities of loyalty and bravery, being emotionally flexible and responding to commands. Some people love their dogs like children, and take them everywhere they go. Why should dogs not then begin to participate in some of the activities that humans do? Well, this latest trend among pet owners answers that question in a very unique way. In this free video series, learn about a new health and fitness activity called doga, that is, yoga performed by dogs and their masters. This practice involves traditional poses, like the sun salutation, and—you guessed it—the downward dog, modified for the purposes of allowing the dog to perform them comfortably. The idea is not necessarily to stretch your pet to the limits, but rather to let them be involved in as much of your life as possible. Our yoga instructor will lead you through several different poses for both you and your dog, with special techniques fo

Fuck Starbucks
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE DON'T DELETE T

Shhhh Lets Wake Him Up Good Lmao
Dave@ fubar have a little fun and harass this man lets get him some gifts get a little crazy freak him out say congrats on ur marriage something like that haha letsssssss wake him the hell up come on ppl..xoxo

Today's Thoughts
A man has stepped forward in Texas, claiming to be the love child of JFK, and his beauty queen mother. I don’t find this huge news. I do find it incredible that this hasn’t happened more often. The poster boy for cocksmiths in power, and it was the era of free love, so I’m guessing not many condoms were used in the day. So how did JFK not have a slew of chowder eaters throughtout the US? I’m guessing, despite his Catholicism, there are women who were either paid off, or they did an extensive study in abortion back in the day. His brother, RFK, was no better. But he was shot before he could take a chance at being the horniest president ever. Speaking of Robert Kennedy, there is a theory that there was a second gunman involved in his assassination. I find this hard to believe. When he was shot, it was so jampacked with people, that if there was, someone would have been hit, or he would have been spotted. I love a good conspiracy, especially when they make sense, but this o

Why I Loved Today's Fire Drill
so i was sitting in shakespeare, not really paying attention because i just couldnt focus at all today. i missed a lot of notes cuz i was staring off into space in my little corner of the room. for some reason, that class can either go really fast or REALLY slow. today was REALLY fuckin slow. i checked my phone every couple of minutes and sometimes it would be surprising that 10 minutes went by in what felt like 45. just THAT slow. and it's really nice outside so that doesnt help a bit. finally it was 11:50 and i counted that i only had to sit there for 25 more minutes when BRING!! FIRE DRILL! professor t decided that we would just continue discussing "measure for measure" on friday even tho we're supposed to read the first 2 acts of "macbeth". oh well. so the fire drill ended class and now i'm hungry andwaiting for shannan and i hope beth doesnt grab her before i do for lunch. but yay!! i have more than 2 hours before my next english class!! happy!

Levelers List 3apr08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 10,000 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 28,893 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 38,605 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 38,602 to Level 23 ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar 62,056 to Level 20 Christopher aka Scooter R/L Owner of *STGiggles*Shadow Leveler@ fubar 67,874 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 81,254 to Level 22 Anodyne - Member of W.I.S.E.U.K - member of Shaddow Levelers@ fubar 88,834 to Level 21 FREAKYBITCH ~ Shadow levelers~ `FU ANGELS~@ fubar 106,873 to Level 23 blue_eyes****SeXy LeGs ~ ~SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar

Movie
i just watched "SWeeneyTodd" and i love Johnny Depp in this movie he is sexy!!At first i didn't know what to think cause i haven't heard anything about this movie. now after watching it over and over again(cause that is what i do) i love it!!

Deep Thoughts....
Seems lately all I do is think. It's like my brain is stuck in the on mode continually. It's racing and none of the thoughts are good. They're all sad, angry, distraught, and basically just a big cluttered mess. I don't know if all the bad out weighs the good so that's what I'm thinking about or what. I could write a book on all the crap that's gone on in my immediate family from 1994 up till now. It just seems like a long downhill slide. There have been a few bright spots here and there, but it's like a snowball effect. Once one thing happens 10 more things come at you and at present, I can't stay on top of them. I guess this comes about with a phone call I got last night from my ma. She proceeds to tell me that my cousin fell picking up her son and hurt her leg to which she was in need of surgery. This wouldn't be a big deal for most and the fact that she's 26 would be a big help. That would and should be the case, but she had bone cancer when she was 16 and has (Than

Happy Birthday Stunna
It’s your birthday time again It’s true; there’s no denying Another year has come and gone You know that I’m not lying So for you, the birthday person Here’s what I want to say I hope this birthday’s the best one yet In every delightful way So happy birthday to you Have lots of birthday fun May your birthday wishes all come true Even if you have a ton HAPPY BIRTHDAY STUNNA LOVE YOU

Best Job
I have the best job ever. I work at petco. I am the grooming salon manager. I have had the pleasure of grooming some of the most beautiful,loving dogs you could imagine. I have had some difficult dogs sure, but the good ones mae it so wonderful.I would love to have everyone come to our meet and greet. It is april 12th from 1:00 - 3:00. You can meet the staff, tour the salon and ask all the questions you like. We have some wonderful events at the store. We are located on east main street in spartanburg,sc. Hope to see you there. Sandra

Panic Attacks
Okay, so for those of you that have not had any panic attacks, this blog isn't for you. If you've never had a panic attack, you don't know what I'm talking about. Today, I probably had the worst panic attack that I've ever had. I was at work and all of a sudden I had this tight feeling in my chest and just went down throughout my body. I don't know why I have these, but they are the worst feeling in the world. I need some suggestions on what I can do to ease them. Maybe music, I don't know. So if you've ever had a panic attack, what do u do to make it better? Please let me know:) Thanks guys!

Attractive Test
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: Would you kiss me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe ***************************** Am I hot? [ ] No! [ ] OK [ ] Fine [ ] Beautiful [ ] Gorgeous! ***************************** Would you hug me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Already did ***************************** Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ N] No [ ] Don't know ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... [ ]__________ ***************************** I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] Another somebody ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Have Sex ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1

Auction, Auction, Auction... Ends 4-7-08!!!
Wanna own a Fubarian? Come join in on the bidding and you could own her for a month. The bid starts out at 20,000 fubucks. It starts today!! and will last til 4-7-08. Click the link under the pic below and leave a comment on what you bid. It goes on from there. Good luck! > > > > > > > > > [ fubar.com photo: 1483420752 ] > > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by '~redhotsaphire~*Fu-Moostris to Niffy*Owner of Sphinx*' on '2008-03-28 13:08:27') > > >

Yin And Yang
It has taken a very long time and the journey has been wrought with pain, trials, emotional highs and letdowns. Focusing on all the bad things only compounds your fears, worries and dislikes. Recently I have finally discovered no matter how much you want people to be better and treat you with the same emotion you give them..it doesn’t always work that way. You cannot battle hatred, anger and fear with the same emotion. It is like trying to stand in the ocean water near shore waist deep and try to fight the waves and the tide. But if you give with the waves or avoid them by going under their force you can surface unscathed. For the longest time I thought I could change people with words, actions, and thoughts. Instead I needed to change myself and that thinking. If you emit light it attracts other light emitting beings. If you emit darkness and negativity the same will congregate. I am not saying I am not without mistakes to assume you are is folly. It is accepting your

Paths
In life there are many paths and there are many that cross yours. There are paths you can take from the one you are on. The paths you take can sometimes lead you back to the path you had travelled before. Only time will tell. There are paths that are blocked and you can’t travel back on them or go down them yet until the things that are blocking them are cleared. The paths you take are the ones you choose. So the dirt and the trails you leave are yours to leave. So treasure the paths, the prints and the marks you leave behind. Try to make sure leave good ones to let others know that you were there after you have gone.

Its Life
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 life Life have elaborate few things for realization while to carry on with because life is a precious gem and among life if it is a human life, it’s very difficult to attain so and unique all the way to attain the final beatitude or emancipation. It is very difficult to maintain sovereignty with out political insight, tough to have wealth if disassociated with virtues, noble deed never get as that value as deserve unless or until offered to ones faith in life. A recluse is quickly undone by attachments, a king by evil council, wisdom by conceit, modesty by drinking, friendship by want of love, and a man of merit by vanity: such is the mains life has heard from its past. An enemy, a malady, fire, sin, a master and a serpent are never to be counted trifles. Life needs lot of care and conscious to reach at its ultimate glory as being human, it always is better late then never in life. May god bless all on the subject of true human life. Than

Why Do The Idiots Bother?
Seriously didn't come back to the site for the usual suckful drama, that I seemed to of stepped into tonight. Came back to be me and chat with the friends that I had before a real stalker nerved me with his utter bs over and over again. I cut the line and then walked it away from him totally. Sadly there are others wishing to step into the stalkers place. So close to shutting my page down to friends only and keeping the ones that I do have that don't walk the sexual bs that is so strong on this site. Even though my doesn't say it I've been here over a yr and then a little more. I know my real friends from here won't let me go, hence why I got to thinking of coming back for them. Not the game players, the liars and the people who clearly deceive even themselves to be on this site. I draw this line for you now when I say I'm not interested it means just that. I won't feed your little ideas of how or what you think I should be. I'm not your play thing!, never

Wanna Own This Country A$$?
WOOOOT WOOOOT AND HOWDY Everyone! HI ALL YOU FU-PEEPS I’M CHRIS OWNER OF COPPERHEADS LOUNGE AND I’M FOR SALE TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!!!!! COPPERHEADS SISTER LOUNGE THE WILD HORSE SALOON IS SPONSORING A AUCTION JUST CHECK OUT ALL THE THINGS I HAVE TO OFFER MY POTENTIAL FU-OWNER CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND BID ON ME!!!! MY PROFILELEAVE ME SOME FU-LUVS (¯`·._«۞ÇØßRÃ Çĥ®ĩ§۞»_.·´¯)♫ ØΨñ€® Øƒ Çøþþ€®ĥ€ãÐ§ £øüÑg€™@ fubar

Sign Up For Metal Fest A Ser And Hideout Gathering
SUMMER SLAUGHTER TOUR 2008 The Black Dahlia Murder, Kataklysm, Vader, Cryptopsy, The Faceless, Despised Icon, Aborted, Born of Osiris, Psycroptic, Whitechapel Saturday, July 26, 2008 at 4:30pm All Ages - 21 or older to drink Share on Facebook Tickets on sale now at Ticketmaster.com, and The Rave Box Office - 414-342-RAVE on sale now on sale now map & directions The finest in death metal and black metal collide for the 2008 Summer Slaughter Tour. Spearheaded by The Black Dahlia Murder, this lineup is sure to satisfy the most discerning metal fans intent on having their eardrums shredded. The Black Dahlia Murder produce a frenetic brand of death and black metal. Their harsh sledgehammer of sound has spanned three albums and countless driving, impassioned performances. As one of the more intense metal acts of the early 21st century, the band manages to infuse their scorching metal with blistering melody to provide a firm foundation for growling, raspy vocal sne

Special Birthday!
This week we celebrate a special birthday! Monica Lewinsky turned 34. Can you believe it? It seems like only yesterday she was crawling around the White House on her hands and knees, and putting everything in her mouth. They grow up so fast, don't they????

Emotions...
Emotions...It's funny how they get bottled up and build up inside of a soul. A Failure to Cope Human hearts bottle up emotions for a number of diffrent reasons. Things can get out of hand quickly when matters of the heart are present. So we put our emotions on the backburner and ignore them completely...but as any logical person knows even if we keep a lid on our emotions it's only a matter of time before they quell and burst into flame. So why do we do this to ourselves when most of the time storing emotions makes it worse? We don't want to hurt the ones we love even if it means hurting ourselves. It's a basic failure to cope with a situation, and a failure to find the right words when precious moments draw near... OKAY, now that you've heard my opinon I want to hear yours

According To 'they'
According to 'they'They say a man/boy is attracted to a woman/girl half his age plus seven. Male 10 - female 12 Male 16 - female 15 Male 20 - female 17 Male 30 - female 22 Male 40 - female 27 Male 50 - female 32 Male 60 - female 37 Male 70 - female 42 Thoughts? Does this work in the reverse for Woman?

Gm's Responce To Bill Gates
BILL GATES VS GENERAL MOTORS At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated that :- "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving twenty-five dollar cars that got 1000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating (by Mr. Welch himself, the GM CEO): "If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics: 1. For no reason whatsoever your car would crash twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines on the road you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason, and you would just accept this, restart and drive on. 4. Occasionally, executing a maneuver such as a left turn, would cause your car to shut down and refuse to restart, in which case you would have to reinstall the engine

Eternal Recurrence
Eternal Recurrence"What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine." - Nietzsche (The Gay Science) From this Nietzsche quote, where would you stand, would you see the demon as a demon who speaks lies or see this demon as a god who speaks true to your heart.

No Place That Far
I can't imagine any greater fear Then waking up without you here. And though the sun would still shine on My whole world would all be gone But not for long. If I had to run, if I had to crawl, If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls, Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are. There's no place that far. It wouldn't matter, why we're apart, The lonely miles, two stubborn hearts. And nothing short, than God above Could turn me away from your love. I need you that much. Oh if I to run, if I had to crawl, If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls, Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are. There's no place that far.

Man In The Mirror.. Or Woman Either Way They Suck!!!
So I venture into the grocery store for a span of 10 minutes maybe. Keep in mind my day was already great:D( NOT!) and I come out to my passenger side mirror half gone!! I mean they were kind enough to leave me half my mirror you know? My car has been thru more shit since I have got it a year ago.. both my mirrors were already replace due to the fucksticks my ex hangs with or gets into a fight with and decide to come down my street and fuck with my shit.. not countin my windshield I had to get replace cus one of his fucktards friends g/f he slept with came down and sat his fatass on it shattering it into a million pieces.. arg! Also I have my safety inspection coming up this sat.. and I need new tires cus the pot holes and shit around here are like lake size and did a horrible number on them this winter. well I keep tellin myself that some people have worse shit goin on in their lives and I should stop bitchin and whining about b/s. then my other side kicks in and

Making A Change
I have seen the way things have to be, before i could not see, who i was suppose to be. Now I know I just have to be me. I have seen the rain, been through so much pain, couldnt break the chains. Now i am making a change. I see the rising sun, Now i am having fun. I can look beyond the raging see, if you could only see, who i was meant to be. I am making a change. I had to grow, With every rose. With every tear, i had to chase away all my fears. I had to climb, with every rhyme, there's so much time. I am done crying, done listening to you lying, I am going to keep trying. You broke my heart, and now we are so far apart. I had to close the door, not gonna take anymore. Not gonna sit on the shore. Gotta face, gotta try and retrace, gonna win this race. I must say goodbye, not gonna cry, Time for me to fly, wipe the tears from my eyes. Making changes, I can still feel the scars, I wish upon a star. I can see the sun beams, gotta mend the seams, f

From My Friend & Yours.. If Not... Add Her :p
Worldwide Autism Awareness day and April is Autism Awareness month. AWARENESS AND UNDERSTANDING STARTS WITH YOU, YES YOU!!! Please do your part and educate yourself about Autism, and then educate others around you. Please tune into CNN News channel or www.cnn.com and encourage others to do the same. CNN Starts the Drumbeat: See What's In Store for April 2 Curious about autism? Want to know more? Your appetite for information will be more than satisfied if you sit through, read, or tape CNN's full 24 hours of autism coverage, planned for April 2 (World Autism Awareness Day). Quick facts about Autism: - Autism is developmental disorder. - Currently 1 in 150 children in the US are affected. 1 in 94 American boys. - Fastest growing developmental disorder with 10-17% growth per year. - 67 children are diagnosed per day - More children will be diagnosed with autism this year than with AIDS, diabetes & cancer combined - Autism is a Spe

The Night
The night is lit with star light. A Full moon’s glow, Adds to the light. I dance before you, With naked skin. My essence fills your manly senses. You want the sweet nectar that lies with in. My little girl eyes entice you in a special way. My hips start to sway as I come closer. My breast moving in a seductive way. I stir you in a mystical way, I mesmerize you making you stay. Your manhood rises without a touch. My charisma touches you in a profound way. You take the magic in your fingers, And press the tips upon mine. Not a word needs to be said because the enchantment has begun. Define moves Come from me, My body flows erotically. The hunger in you starts to rise, As you relish the thirst I stir in you. Absolution is what I announce, As I dance all about. I torment you in a tantalizing demenor, As you beseech me to come a little closer. Responding back I say to you, Your admiration has room to grow. Capativating you as I become yours Want me now as well

Need Your Help
We have 2 members in an auction and I need you guys all to start bombing them. I have been watching and noticed a lot of people have not helped at all. I have posted a couple blogs saying we need help and that this is a bombing family so please if you are online go bomb one of these pics...

Hey Evey One
Im Back on fubar here and there. First I would like to thank all of my well wishers. Thankx it means the word to me that every one cares that much. Also I will be on and Off of here Im still healing and Heavily medicated so Im out of it alot of the day. I just wanted to say thank you again

Police Find Second Hand On Beach
Police find second hand on beach Further forensic examinations will be carried out at the beach A second hand has been discovered by officers searching a beach where a woman's head was found in a bag. Two young sisters found the head while playing on Arbroath beach in Angus on Tuesday morning. The discovery sparked a police search which led to the discovery of the first hand about 50 yards away. Tayside Police revealed on Wednesday that a second hand had been found on the Seagate beachfront. A search of the area is due to resume after high tide. The search will be extended along the shoreline next to Victoria Park and will also take in the harbour and the area towards the Signal Tower Museum. Det Ch Insp Graham McMillan, who is leading the investigation, said: "We're going to wait for the high tide to make the maximum benefits of the currents and the tidal movements to hopefully give us some fresh evidence or leads." Forensic examinations are continuing

Please Show Your Support To Lady Kate
Lady Kate is an awesome Lady She needs our support and love Her friends and family want to help godfather her before friday This would make her pretty smile shin bright Please drop by her page and show the love she need at this time You will not regret it at all If you want you can grab this pic to show your support till she returns safly to us Click on this pretty face and give her all ya got LadyღKate **Fu-Owned by Passionman71 AND Fu-Owner of Sweet~Thing**//Proud Member Of The Spanke@ fubar Thank you for your help SWEET~THING Tim McGrawLive Like You Were DyingMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Zimbabwe Opposition Claim Victory
Zimbabwe opposition claim victory The MDC says its leader won with just over 50% of the vote Zimbabwe's opposition party says its leader Morgan Tsvangirai has won the presidential election, releasing its own results to back up the claim. MDC Party Secretary General Tendai Biti said Mr Tsvangirai had won 50.3% of the vote to President Robert Mugabe's 43.8%, so avoiding a run-off. Results have yet to be officially declared but the state-run Herald newspaper has predicted a run-off. The ruling Zanu-PF party has dismissed the MDC claim as "wishful thinking". Deputy Information Minister Bright Matonga said it was irresponsible and could incite violence. Rumours In his news conference, Mr Biti said there was "anxiety and disappointment" at the failure of the Zimbabwe Election Commission to declare presidential results. This had produced a vacuum, he said, giving room for all sorts of rumours. HAVE YOUR SAY The root cause of all Zimbabwe's teething pr

World Autism Day!
April is Autism Awareness Month and April 2nd is World Autism Day... and to commemorate... CNN will be featuring ALL DAY coverage of Autism, from families affected by the disorder to the latest breakthroughs in research. So make sure you tune in and then get out there and do what we ALL do best, which is fight for our kids and spread awareness at each and every opportunity!

Govt Waste
The 2008 Congressional Pig Book Summary is here…and we need your help! Today, at a 9:30 a.m. EDT national press conference, Citizens Against Government (CAGW) will be naming the names of those in Congress who are responsible for the 11,610 pork-barrel projects costing you $17.2 billion in the fiscal 2008 budget. We will be joined by leading opponents of this congressionally earmarked spending, including Sen. Jim DeMint (R-S.C.) and Reps. John Campbell (R-Calif.), Jeff Flake (R-Ariz.), Tom Price (R-Ga.), and Paul Ryan (R-Wis.). Topping this year’s list of outrageous special-interest projects are: $4,840,870 for wood utilization research; $1,529,220 for the Appalachian Fruit Lab; $984,400 for Idaho's strategic plan for managing noxious weeds; and $98,000 for a walking tour of Boydton, Va. (population 474). Noxious is right! As you can see, despite last year’s ethics and lobbying “reform,” pork-barrel earmarks - the currency of corruption in Washington, D.C. - are alive and

My Oldest Daughter's Dad
I GOT A PHONE CALL AT 1:00AM FROM BREANNA'S DAD'S MOM ASKING ME TO CALL THERE HOUSE ASAP! I CALLED THE HOUSE AT 6:45AM TALKED TO HIS DAD AND HE TOLD ME THAT BOBBY IS IN JEFFERSON HOSPITAL IN PA. HER DAD WENT TO VIRTUA IN MOUNT HOLLY AND THEY SAID HE NEEDED TO GO TO JEFFERSON BECAUSE THEY FOUND A TUMOR ON HIS BRAIN. HIS PARENTS ARE TRYING TO GET HELP FOR HIM WITH THE MEDICAL BILLS FROM THIS. THIS IS NO JOKE IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME HELP HIS FAMILY PLEASE HIT ME UP. I KNOW BREANNA WILL BE DEVISTATED IF ANYTHING WERE TO HAPPEN TO HER DAD.

Deep Thought
Remember, remember the second of September The night where a vision became reality I then believed it can be true How this is now in front of my eyes Hours of laughter and smiles Many days of revery Euphoric morning Meaningful evening Wondering how this happened so fast Memories of a night I wish was never-ending I gave you a present of blood red which you held Held ever so close throughout the night I look into your eyes to amazement and gratitude Dressed in midnight, exquisite and contoured to almost perfection An image carved into my mind Days of delight Weeks of excitement Senses, emotions placed onto a roller coaster A morning of an unexpected adventure That turned out to an evening of fulfillment Forever exposed, developed and hung Hung on the walls of my mind Home made food, night of car talk Spending a passage in time in sin city A rainy valentine became a sunny spring day with your presence Late nights, early morning A movi

Ughhhhhhhhh.. Leave Me Alone!
Ok.. so time for a new blog. Lately I've decided I'm fed up with the pervs on this site. Like for real if you leave me a message asking me for my yahoo.. fucking forget it you're blocked. Either that or I'll let some of my guy friends have fun with your lil perv ases and well.. ;) you'll be embarrassed as an end result.. I can promise you. I've also decided to change my shout box to family only. At least I know there people won't say to me hey heres my yahoo.. I promise you if you give me your yahoo in my sb you will regret asking me. NO I'M NOT A CAM WHORE I'M SURE THERES OTHERS ON THIS SITE WHO ARE.. DON'T EXPECT ME TO WATCH YOU PULL OUT YOUR LIL TINY THING YOU CALL A DICK TO WATCH YOU GET OFF.. the thought of it nauseates me. Don't leave me comments saying "lets have hot sex" yeah fuck you if you do you're gone. If you can't read.... I have a boyfriend.. get over yourself I'm tired of getting that shit. Also, finally if you have a dick name or reference to your "s

Chris Becker Rest In Peace Died At 3:00 Pm April 2nd
Chris Becker MR Becker taught my brother Matt in 5th and myself in 1st grade.A wonderful teacher and our family friend.He found out around christmas time he had lung cancer and was in chemo.He was a active democrat in Citrus County along with us. He will be greatly missed at home. Chris Becker before he was struck with lung cancer Time of Dying

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Mid-eastern Oil
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton, now that company name sounds like a new one. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas . It was more of an inconvenience to us tha

The Moment Of Truth
Okay so I'm sitting here watching the show "The Moment of Truth" high off my ass (LOL) asking myself some of these questions about family, friends and bf and wondering if they know this about me and such and could I answer them honestly they happened to ask. I know my answers.. But could you? I mean with already having a polygraph test done, before hand to the exact same questions with the trufthful answers already known?!?

Just A Thought & Wanting To See Your Opinion....
I am thinking of pimpin myself out on here... I am REALLY REALLY wanting a Happy Hour and another VIP.. so Im thinking about doing a little bulletin with what I will give to whomever buys me both! Is it a good idea? Will it work? Let me know you guys... I will be making the list at work on lunch break... I will be home in about 8 and half hours... peace!

A Lil Brother
A Lil Brother damn ya can work a nigga nerves, but we love when ya do it, it shows you care A Lil Brother someone we can guide and try to help them grow, tho we gotta let them grow on their own A Lil Brother he who looks up to us even when we're wrong so now we gotta do right A Lil Brother can hold it down by himeself but if he gets his big brothers involved ya niggaz done A Lil Brother so damn bad but yet so innocent cause all he know is violence and pain A Lil Brother who's pain is never to great for me or any real brother not to feel A Lil Brother Big P you are the true definition but you already know, because my lil brother aint so lil no mo

Owner's Of Fubar Social Concepts
Social Concepts, Inc. Board of Advisors Jeff Skoll Founder and Chairman - Participant Productions (www.participantproductions.com) Skoll has been a leader in technology and philanthropy for many years. In 1996, Skoll joined eBay as its first President and first full-time employee, and developed the company's business plan. After helping to bring CEO Meg Whitman to the company in 1998, Skoll became the VP of Strategic Planning and Analysis at eBay and led the company's acquisition, community development and new business efforts through 2001. In the months before eBay went public in 1998, Skoll led the company's effort to give back to the community, creating the eBay Foundation through an allocation of pre-IPO shares, an innovation that inspired a wave of similar commitments nationwide. His recent honors and awards include Time Magazine's 100 People of the Year (2006), Wired Magazine's Rave Award (2006), the National Leadership Award for Commonwealth Club Silicon Valley (2004),

Please Vote!!!
Hey all, week 4 is complete. Please go to www.myspace. com/sharxbar and vote for me!!!! i am contestant 026. please text "idol" to 839863 then reply with 026 to vote for me!!!!! Please copy this and post to all your friends. Thanks!!! ~jennifer davis aka babygirl072502

I Am Back For Good :)
I am so happy to hear from all of my friends. I have missed you all more than you will ever know and I won't abandon you again. I have had a lot going on in my life and things are about to get crazy again but I promise I am going to make every effort to stay on as much as possible. I have also found who my real friends are and I love you all dearly. Take care and now I am back so we can all have some fun again. Everyone take care and if ya need me let me know. Love to you all Jami

Re: Government Knew Of Call About 9/11, Before 9/11
RE: Government Knew Of Call About 9/11, Before 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 01 Apr 2008, 15:57 Mukasey Admits Government Knew Of Call About 9/11, Before 9/11 During a speech at the Commonwealth Club in San Francisco on Thursday, Attorney General Michael Mukasey tacitly admitted that the U.S. government intercepted a call about 9/11 - before 9/11. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/040108_government_knew. htm

Re: Aol News Networking Website Bans Prison Planet
RE: AOL News Networking Website Bans Prison Planet ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 01 Apr 2008, 22:57 AOL News Networking Website Bans Prison Planet AOL-Time Warner's popular social networking website Propeller. com has banned submission of all Prison Planet. com material - citing Prison Planet's "inflammatory" articles about 9/11 as its justification. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/040108_aol_bans. htm

Rules Of Contest
Rules of the contest I am hosting!! As stated at on the first bully of wanting to host the contest and trying to get people to join... Rules were as followed: NO DRAMA MUST HAVE A MIN. OF AT LEAST 20-25K IN ORDER TO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF THE FOLLOWING GIFTS, 30 DAY BLAST 4 BLING PACKS 3 MONTH VIP 50 BUX CASH NOW IF THE WINNER DOES NOT HAVE THE MIN. GOAL OF 20-25K THEN THE PRIZE WILL JUST BE 20 BUX CASH OR 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP OR 1 BLING PACKAGE THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVE JOINED MY LAST CONTEST HERE ON FUBAR..... REMEMBER 1 WINNER ONLY!!! ENDS FRIDAY AT 9PM CENTRAL TIME......

Florida Teacher Speaks...
Letter by a Florida teacher............... A teacher speaks This is a subject close to my heart. Do you know that we have adult students at the school where I teach who are not US citizens and who get the PELL grant, which is a federal grant (no pay back required) plus other federal grants to go to school? One student from the Dominican Republic told me that she didn't want me to find a job for her after she finished my program, because she was getting housing from our housing department and she was getting PELL grant which paid for her total tuition and books, plus money left over. She was looking into WAIT which gives students a CREDIT CARD for gas to come to school, and into CARIBE which is a special program (check it out - I did) for immigrants and it pays for child care and all sorts of needs while they go to school or training. The one student I just mentioned told me she was not going to be a US Citizen because she plans to return to the Dom

Wet
Languidly parting the moist curtain. he slides into the smooth vessel. the color of fire pink velvet. his large hands securely wielding the creamy white handles, firmly manipulating them until just a trickle of foamy liquid flows forth. She faces him, their eyes, reflecting pools of love, lock on each other. embracing, both, with body and soul, they melt together in the steamy atmosphere. memories flood as her neck arches and wet kisses cover her throat. teasing one another in the aquamarine Caribbean ocean. causing rough ripples to fan out across the water of a swimming pool as they played. discovering new things as a soft summer rain, like the sound of a tinkling xylophone, soaked them. Aromas of citrus, colognes and faintly, the sea drift and swirl around them. skin drenched, rivulets of salty sweat stream between them. sauna heat builds as temperatures rise. flesh moves with synchornized, frantic fluidity. a torrential river violently rushes into a cas

Life
People, how to discribe the lifestyle of a normal human being? That would be the question wouldn’t it well all normal human beings suck there backstabbers and I can’t tell you how angry it makes me to deal with so many stupid people in the world. Sorry got off on a tangent I guess people that think that they are helping others and being the nice guy is the reason for all the stupid things that happen in the world and they don’t even realize it, people don’t really know how dangerous they can be I post this in hope that someone will read this and think about this it is not easy to live a life simply made to please yourself a person can’t live like that. The life of a normal human discribed like this: Get up, shower, eat, go to work/school, come home, eat, go to bed. What kind of life is that? There is not enough time for a person to go through life and expect everything to fall in place for them and they expect there life to be easy. Well something must be said I wish that everythi

Going Fetal
Everyone is going fetal It's the dance the kids all feel Just get down under your desk Feels like your mama's nest Alright Everyone is going fetal It's the one thats really real You're gonna love it if you give it a try You just lay down like you're gonna die Alright Everyone is going fetal If you feel like your fate is sealed Then just get down and curl on up Just like a little helpless pup Alright Everyone is going fetal - Eels

When It Was Easy To Say I Love You And At Least Believe It.
I used to be the biggest sap wear my heart on my sleeve and never know better. Now everytime Iget someone good in my life I can't do the simplest thing to keep them there. I think I show how I feel and I think I am doing right by them but then it turns out I am an asshole that doesn't know how to love someone. All i really want is to be in love or at least in like and have the other person know it. Instead I come across as a pervert or an asshole that is cold and uncaring. Maybe I have been burned...a lot but I always thought I got over it I guess not. You never can love like you did when you were 15 I guess.

Hey Man (now You're Really Living)
Do you know what it's like to fall on the floor And cry your guts out 'til you got no more Hey man now you're really living Have you ever made love to a beautiful girl Made you feel like it's not such a bad world Hey man now you're really living Now you're really giving everything And you're really getting all you gave Now you're really living what This life is all about Well i just saw the sun rise over the hill Never used to give me much of a thrill But hey man now you're really living Do you know what it's like to care too much 'bout someone that you're never gonna get to touch Hey man now you're really living Have you ever sat down in the fresh cut grass And thought about the moment and when it will pass Hey man now you're really living Now you're really giving everything And you're really getting all you gave Now you're really living what This life is all about Now what would you say if i told you that Everyone thinks you're a crazy old cat H

When It Was Easy To Work...and Live.
I remember a time when going to work was fine it didn't mean you couldn't do anything else. Even in high school my job never hinderred my social progress now I am in the peak of my social life, and I don't have time for it. I make good money and I can do pretty much anything I want, but now if I am not at work I just want to veg out. It is so weird who would have thought when there was nothing to do I would always be bored. And now with tons to do I am just trying to sit home and be bored. I don't get it I guess the grass really is greener on the other side.

Think -- It Is Hard Sometimes...
Get all the way to the bottom of this and read John Glenn's response to Senator Metezanbaum! John Glenn (DEMOCRAT) said this ----- It should make us all think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq. When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, tell them the following: FDR (DEMOCRAT) led us into World War II. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .... an average of 112,500 per year. Truman (DEMOCRAT) finished that war and started one in Korea. North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... an average of 18,334 per year. John F. Kennedy (DEMOCRAT) started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. Johnson (DEMOCRAT) turned Vietnam into a quagmire. F

For All You Bikers Out There
My husband and I are going on a long bike ride in the spring. The problem is that whenever I ride on the highway with a helmet I get a major headache from the wind constantly trying to rip my head from my body..LOL Does anyone have any suggestions how to make the trip a lot less torturous on my neck. Would a higher sissy bar make any difference? I always seemed that using a windshield made it worse. Having a headache all day can make for a really bad ride..

Find Me........
Find Me I feel as though I already know who you are, I feel close but have to view you from afar. My mind explodes with visions of us, the love I am starting to feel is ageless. Find me so I can breathe again I imagine your touch so warm and caring, cupid shot me straight through the heart without aiming. I stare deep into your eyes so brown, if I can't have you soon I will just breakdown. Find me so I can breathe again I have envisioned what it would be. to have you spend eternity with me. All I can see is the candlelight dancing, off of our glistening skin, our bodies aching. Find me so I can breathe again You hold a spot in my soul, you lift my spirit, you cover me with kisses like a soft blanket. Your kisses are sweet like honey, and tingle when you kiss my belly. Find me so I can breathe again If loving you is a crime, then lock me up and throw away the key, I am more than willing to do the time. Because a life without loving you, would t

Ice Box
Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again I know that, it's my fault, but you don't understand (no) I got memories, this is crazy You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my niggas I should try, truth is I wanna let u in, but no Damn these memories, and it's crazy You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know [Bridge] Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin' And I really hope you still want me the way I want you I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin' It's no excuse, no excuse But I got this [Chorus 2x] I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this) I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this) I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold Why can't I get it right, just can't let it go I opened up, she let me down, I won't feel that no more I got memories, this is crazy She ain't nothing like the gi

Not Ready Yet
Theres a world outside And I know cause I've heard talk In my sweetest dream I would go out for a walk But I don't think I'm ready yet I'm not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I don't need you telling me how There's some happiness And my stone face cracks again Maybe sometime sooner or later But I don't think I'm ready yet I'm not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I don't need you telling me how So if I leave my room Don't you tell me to lighten up Maybe sometime sooner or later But I don't think I'm ready yet I'm not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I don't need you telling me how - Eels

We Are What We Eat...
Good Morning… I had thought today I would write about the TV Show “Moment of Truth” No…no I do not watch it and have not watched it, the girls have at one point or another…I have just seen the commercials about it and was not at all happy. But, my focus turned to a issue happening in Georgia, A Georgia Elementary School to be exact in Waycross. This is where a group of third grade students…Girls and Boys aged 9-10 years old plotted to hurt their Teacher with a knife…You know…this is appalling…to say the least… I will not write word for word what has already been written and I will not go into the two separate videos I viewed on this where officials were interviewed and police and school personal gave their opinions of what had happened… I will let you see for yourself and deduct what you may or may not from this case…We are what we eat…I can’t say it any better then that. We are what we eat! Let me give you examples of why I say this. Producers, Directors, News Casters, News Papers Edi

Beauty Hides In The Deep
Just before dawn comes Sadness sets in Just one more moment And I am leaving Few words on a small note While you are asleep I can only steal away That's how I tend to be There are thing I never get to say The fear in me always in the way A broken heart never mended A hurt I can never forget A little pearl Locked in a shell Can not explain Each breath I'm taking Can not find the means to an end To move create one liberated moment Beauty hides in the deep But it's so hard to find Being wrapped up inside I always wonder Why don't I feel What the world out there is like And how I can fit in I don't expect you to know me Or how I lost all my dreams When I can't even find myself In the choices I made Beauty hides in the deep But it's so hard to find....

I'll Be Waiting
Day and night divided Two worlds torn apart I'm standing in your shadow I wonder where you are This is my confession This is my heart burning down Giving out and taking me over So far away I don't know where I am So hard to take You slipped right through my hands With so much left unspoken Unopened There's nothing here to cling to Nothing more to prove I'm walking on a wire With nothing left to lose If this is where you want me This is where I'll be Holding out till you come back to me So far away I don't know where I am So hard to take Knowing I've done all I can Trapped inside a moment I'm frozen Torn open I'm falling I'm calling out I need you near me now Keeping me safe You can break it or fake it or take it in I wanna start again Take me away Come and take me away... I'll be waiting here for you...

Crows
Well I just stepped outside in my yard for a minute and a crow flew over my head, very low and called out so loudly it startled me. Then the muse hit me and I had to come in and write this. There is a poem called "Counting Crows". Its all about what the number of crows you see means, they are omens. After that crow swooped over me several more came by. I resisted counting them, because I don't want to know. My father was born poor in Ireland, in a backwater town. He was superstitious and I guess he imparted that to me. I don't want to be superstitous, I believe in the light. But you know, your parents leave an indelible imprint on you. I guess its born out of ignorance, a need and a want to foretell things, to look to the dark side for answers. I have to fight my superstitious thoughts. It effects me though, if there is a ladder in my path I won't walk under it. I don't like hats on beds. I don't like my kids to play with umbrellas in the house. I don't

Aha!
Finally figured out how to post a bloody blog, for crying out loud. And here it is: Not much to say, really except that I am pretty pleased with myself at this time-er, of course it was just a matter of time before I figured out which icon to press, yeah? Okay so all you who will read this, come rate me and all that stuff!

About Me
I'm me in so many ways to so many people. I consider myself a good person with a good heart, for sure. I'm someone who loves a good laugh, its good to laugh. So you would have to be funny too, gotta have a great sense of humor and be sarcastic. I can be a lil sarcastic at times. I maybe shy at first, and then Ill be good. Can be silly.Love my music. The outdoors. Id like to meet someone who is trusting, honest, caring and knows how to treat a lady. I am a blooming flower waiting to be sucked by a bee to taste my sweet and juicy nectar of life. I am like a bomb shell that melts you down. I am like a sun scorching and flaming with sex appeal. I am like a hot tub that makes you warm and relax. Hold me close so i can feel you hard inside me. Let's talk sometimes, I am teaserbabe101 at hut male that come...

The 2nd Auction..for The Rollers
This one that has more to offer but also has a higher starting bid So if you really want to show me your love then go bid....Come on you know you want to. Don't make me look like a dork Winner will get a 3 day blast, all pics will get rated and comments for a month AND a personal SFW salute. Bid starts at 125k

Can U Help Plz
my friend needs alittle help she has no computer at home so she has to bomb at work.. i'm the only person bombing her 4 days now can u please help her out. i know she will return the love to u... ok now bombs away ......

Have Your Say
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The Singer
The Singer I stood alone in the darkening park listening to the gentle song of an unseen singer. The words seemed slow and rhythmic, almost hypnotic, and I rocked myself to and fro to the rhythm. One by one people started to fill the previously empty park, all listening to the singer. Her voice was soothing and calm and the people stood entranced. Then I noticed a beat that was accompanying the music, something like drums, but different, and as I looked downward I noticed a hundred, no, three hundred or more, feet tapping, pounding out a strong but muted beat that echoed the voice that was spreading across the otherwise silent park. I could see an old lady with tears flowing from her eyes as the singer's voice swirled around her, enwrapping her in her own emotions, and a hundred people mouthing words to a song they had surely never heard before. The once silent park was alive with rhythm, even though only the singer and the tapping of feet could be heard. It

As The Fu Dj Turns!!
lmao..... No I am not into drama, but the life on FU can often be fast paced and if you don't grab hold of that kite tail passing you by, you just might miss an opportunity to soar. As such, a turn of events has transpired where the DJ spot I was DJing from has turned into a more provocative site than what I was looking for. I am an adult... but sometimes a little too much provocativeness aired out in public view can be a little too much than what I would like to do. Nothing at all against the people of the site; just not a direction that I really was looking for -- and the change of CLUB GLOW to CLUB MYSTIFY, taking upon a merge of THE PLAYPEN LOUNGE was just a little more than what I wanted to do. As you recall, I had mentioned to you that SUNSET CAFE, through Rescue Diva, has offered me a spot there no matter what other things were going like in the other lounges. Well, in talking to her more last night, she offered me the role of Head DJ. Wow. I certainly didn't expec

One I Wrote Last Year.
All Alone I sit here all alone, in the darkness of the night. Wondering what I can do, to make everything all right. I question what went wrong, with all the things we used to do. Unsure of where or when, things began to come unglued. The sound of your voice, was sweet music to my soul. Now everything is gone, so bleak and so cold. I sit here all alone, in the darkness of the night. So damn afraid, I can't make things right. Written By Raven 2007

Just A Lil Someting I Wrote A While Back
Love Eternal The words flow from her lips to fall gently upon his ear. Said shyly and quietly, as if in fear. Eyes glimmer like bright gems as she gazes lovingly at him. A tentative touch, a soft stolen kiss. Heart slowly learning, yearnings anew. Strange and wonderful emotions swirling deep inside. Building, surrounding till its caught forever. Emotions of love and trust final and binding. Together their hearts and souls merging into one, as her fear lifts and soars. She is his, he is her. Love Blessed Eternal. Written By Raven in 2005.

The Feeling Of Love
like embracing a light through the darkness one that scares you yet entices you to grab ahold and learn whats on the other side, the feeling of warmth on a summers day as the wind caresses your skin and the sun shines down from the heavens above or the sound of the ocean as it crashes up against the rocks and the shore. showing you that life goes on forever more

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobs On Paltalk, Jim Jeffries, Jeffrey Ross, New O&a Videos, Animation Festival, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch the infamous cake-stomping incident - online now!) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram welcomes back our pals comedian Jim Jeffries, who is playing Caroline's this week in New York City. We also welcome back Jeffrey Ross, who is going to be at Governor's out on Long Island tonight. It's going to be the proverbial chuckle hut on today's show, kids. NEW O&A VIDEOS ONLINE: Thanks to our own Sam, we have some new Opie and Anthony Show videos online: Jose Canseco visits The Opie and Anthony Show Floyd 'Money' Mayweather visits The Opie and Anthony Show Opie and Anthony Animation Festival: The Opie and Anthony Animation Festival officially has a Ve

~*~fubar's Most Wanted!~*~ ~*~ Bad Kitty's Western Roundup Auction~*~
Come check out Fubars Most Wanted! Bad Kitty's Western RoundUp Is now OPEN come check out all the auctions and bid on your Favorite Fu's. The auction will run for 2 weeks. Below you will find links to each auction be sure to Rate, Fan, & Friend the Hostess!! YeeeeHaw!!!! ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ Bad Kitty! White Dragon! LuAngel! Ms. Dreams! Tastee! Texy! ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~

A Lil More About Mee.
Well i was born in seattle washington.. havent seeen my dad since i was six.. but im going to look for him soon.. oh.. ok. ive been a first hand witness to alot of harsh things. and it made me mature and grow into like a pretty cool chick lolz. addiction is nothing new to me nor is abuse.. ive seen it.. and i am pretty easy going and super easy to talk to. some more about me.. i have spent alot of time in the system. probation twice. group homes. rehab. foster homes. at 14 i ran away and was gone two months.. so yeah im pretty damn independent.. um i love animals. i hate ppl who arent nice to animals.. im quiet unless im comfortable with you.. i try to eat healthy and excercise regularly.. im highly intelligent.. not necessarily in school but in life experience.. i am respectful to you until you disrespect me.

Can You Tame This Cowgirl? Fu-own Me!
Come Bid on Me! Bad Kitty's Western RoundUp Is now OPEN and I am in it and up for Fu-Ownage! The auction will run for 2 weeks. Below you will find a link to my auction. Be sure to Rate, Fan, & Friend the Hostess!! YeeeeHaw!!!! ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ LuAngel! What I am Offering: Fu Owned by ??? in my name for 30 days. All your Pics and Stash rated 11's during Happy Hours. A custom Graphic or Morph just for you. An SFW salute A Pimpout Bully & Blog Add to top Friends and Family ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Lifes Hardest Test
She's been broken Spirit,body,and mind She cries in her coffee She cries in her wine Hiding in her house Too ashamed to tell The truth of the bruises The pain and of the hell. When they are with friends She is his adored queen When they are alone She is the dirt neath his feet For far too many years She has taken his abuse Battered and bruised She felt...what's the use. She was tired of the pain Ready to end her life Watching her last sunset She asked herself why Why did she stay? Without chains to bind Thats when she left Took back her life. She has been mended Spirit,body,and mind She enjoys life now She laughs all of the time The scars remain Although the pain is past Forever to remind her She passed lifes hardest test. R. Broyles

Thunder Child
Thunder Child In the little mountain valley where I had camped overnight, the swirling madness of the storm eclipsed all. The thunder echoed off the mountain peaks and swirled into the valleys, bouncing and echoing as it came towards me and seeming to grow in intensity until it at last its full volume reached my ears, and then the whole world was noise. The lightning lit up a ferocious scene, trees whipping themselves to and fro as the winds tore at their branches ripping their leaves from their anchorage and swirling them into the storm laden night, and rain pelting down harder than I had ever before seen, turning the valley floor into a thick, clinging mud, and rapidly swelling the small stream nearby. Thus was set the scene for the time of our first meeting. As the ferocity and madness of the storm increased, the sky was torn asunder by the most vicious of lightning strikes, and suddenly, she was standing before me, framed in the light of the recent lightnin

You're Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

A Friend Like You
Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightend so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind!

Very Immature
Listen I have been acsussed of partying to much I'm lucky if I drink 4 times a month.. thats number one. number two, you get all mad when I said that I loved someone else well sorry what did you rather me do play with your head when I didn't have the same feelings. number three, you went beyond the means of being a friend you became a stalker who I didn't know how to get off my back. four, Your just immature u are 26 graduated from college and living off friends that's not cool at all.. you have a dregree go do something with it.. number five said I never did anything for ya god that must have been someone else who gave you their debit card to get gas and shit.. number six you dragged my family into it.. and you told me to grow up at least I am old enough to realize when it's time to grow up live life and take responsability and realize that I can't mooch off of people.. and number seven.. was Just BEING SUCH AN ASS AND BLAMING ME FOR YOUR WRONG DOINGS IN LIFE SORRY I DIDN'T DO THAT YO

Is It So Worng
I think turely being ur self really mess with sum pplz minds. That u can speak some much about ur feelings without becoming an a-hole without picking at them but expalining urself. i just found out more ppl who are hurting always hurt pplz who dont disreguard u. my adive dont let them hurt u

Boyfriend Application
sEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! Ladies TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" Fellas TiTLE iT "" GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday:. 5. Hobbies: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you ever ask me out? 5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 8.Would you walk on the beach with me? 9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 10. Do you/have you talked about me? 11. Do you think I'm a good person? 12. Would u take a nap with me? 13.Do you think I'm cute? 14. If you could change anything about me -would you? 15.Would you dance with me? 16.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 17. Would you go to "myspace.com/soccerbabe1592" and add it ? 18. If we w

I Need To Say Thank U
probably nobody know it but i do u r a diamond in a friendship i thank god every day for u to be my friend i know i shocked u u didnt know what was all going on in me we talk every day i can not tell u what all is going on in my life cuz i would shock u again i dont want to shock u anymore i love u for being my friend everybody should have a friend who is like u BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD i DoNt ChAsE tHeMe I RePlAcE tHeMe@ fubar i also thank my bro for being there for me when i need him A song 4 my wife music loving brother 4 /RL /FH.. to Mizz J ...@ fubar and his wife, my sis ***MizzJ***AKA ***MIZZUS_J***R/L&FU_WIFEY_2_Musiclovingbrother4u@ fubar and not to forget my lil angel who seen already some of my feelings a lil time ago im sorry i started to put a different face on and didnt let u know bout what was really going on YOU AINT KNOW@ fubar i thank u all for being there for me no matter what i love u all

It Hurt When
YOU know why the turth hurts because. YOU lied 2 urself how much a person take knowing that they just being used. HOW much u think before the person being used is going 2 take. DONT mind how im typing this it's with pain the world full of beautiful liers that just in love with given pain. Take ur pills cause it just cover the pain. GROWEN up amdit mistakes and dont put blame on other pplz. take fault for ur own.

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/01/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Tuesday 04/01/08.. Last Night It Was: Red - Already Over (champion) V.S. Disturbed - Inside the Fire (Challenger) The Votes Counted as a crushing 2-6 Disturbed-Inside the Fire Was Victoriouse and will move onto Tonight's Battle With a New Challenger. Make Sure to Tune into Dirty Deeds Radio With Me, DJ NiteWolf to see who will Prevale as Tonights Champion.

All Aboard Pocket Gay Airlines
Good evening ladies and gentleman and welcome aboard Flight 69 from Denver to San Francisco. We know you have a choice in which airline you use and we are delighted you have chosen to fly with Pocket Gay Airlines tonight. Before we get started this evening, is any body missing a wallet? Oh, I'm sorry, that's mine. Now that you are listening, please direct your attention to the flight attendants in the aisle. In the seatback pocket you will find a safety information card. Please remove this card and follow along as we demonstrate the safety features of this aircraft. For those of you have not traveled in an automobile since the early 30's the flight attendants are demonstrating what is commonly reefed to as a seatbelt. To fasten, insert the flat metal end into the buckle; tighten by pulling on the loose strap. To release, simply lift up on the top of the buckle. If you're still baffled on how to operate your seatbelt you probably shouldn't be out in public unsupervi

A New Sorority
I was in a sorority in College. While in college these were the girls I turned to, the girls who were going through the same things I was, and the girls I knew would always be there. Recently I have noticed a difference between myself and my "sisters" I am married to a soldier and life has thrown a different set of curve balls at me. Instead of trying to find my way in the after college world I am trying to find my way in the deployment world. These same girls that I once have so much in common with me no longer feel that same connection to. I have replaced them with other military wives who are going through the same struggles I am. While looking around online I found this poem. I found it inspirational it really summed up how I felt about the military wives I have become such good friends with. My new sorority and my new sisters. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did Sisterhood by Debbie Giusti I am an Army Wife - a member of that sisterhood of woman who have had the courage

Sweet Mel Actually Left Fuland
It's April 1st. Please tell me it's an April Fool's joke. (This was first written on April 1st.) Sweet Mel was my first real friend on here. Mel quit Fubar last night. Totally deleted her account. She just sent me a text saying other than her sister who invited her, I was her first real friend as well and that she didn't leave our friendship, she left Fubar. I totally understand that but it's like there is a hole in my heart. While I have a dating application up in my picture folders, I do not place any hope of actually finding the man of my dreams here as even Phantom Dale told me once, the men here will lie, lie, lie. It's so true (not of all, but of most), and I know Mel's heart has been broken one too many times. Fubar to me is addictive and so much fun. I have so many good friends here that I talk to, some more than others. Mel and I actually even had a small tiff once, but we worked through it. I tried to convince her to keep her level 24 account and just take a

Found A Peanut
This is a little song my sisters and I sang growing up. We had forgotten all about it until just a few months ago. I had to look it up on Google to get the words. :) Found a peanut, found a peanut, Found a peanut just now, Just now I found a peanut, Found a peanut just now. Cracked it open, cracked it open, Cracked it open just now, Just now I cracked it open, Cracked it open just now. It was rotten, it was rotten, It was rotten just now, Just now it was rotten, It was rotten just now. Ate it anyway, ate it anyway, Ate it anyway just now, Just now I ate it anyway, Ate it anyway just now. Got a stomach ache, got a stomach ache, Got a stomach ache just now, Just now I got a stomach ache, Got a stomach ache just now. Called the doctor, called the doctor, Called the doctor just now, Just now I called the doctor, Called the doctor just now. Penicillin, Penicillin, Penicillin just now, Just now I took Penicillin, Penicillin just now. Operation,

Ra?
You know Jamie Madrox rapped about something like this only I never really thought about how horrible it really is, laying in a coffin, in a pine black box, the only sound being that of my heart if Im alive. But I've got no pulse of ever-breath for days I remember the crash and after that it's a haze, but I do recall thy funeral, them lowering me in, it was about that time when my soul kicked back in, I tried to move my fingers or somethin', got nothin but dirt hitting the top from them shoveling, I'm fucked. It's been at lease two weeks but I don't keep time, I just lay here motionless in this rotting body of mine, I tried fantasy realms and dreaming my way out, it only leads to mind panicking and torturing thoughts about running and breathing will it ever really happen again, please God, heaven or hell just let something begin Am I asleep or not, I Don't know, My body is rotting and I feel pain, Gimmie to heaven or hell but don't leave me dead i

Acution Is Open!!!!!!
Come check out Fubars Most Wanted! Bad Kitty's Western RoundUp Is now OPEN come check out all the auctions and bid on your Favorite Fu's. The auction will run for 2 weeks. Below you will find links to each auction be sure to Rate, Fan, & Friend the Hostess!! YeeeeHaw!!!! ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ Bad Kitty! White Dragon! LuAngel! Ms. Dreams! Tastee! Texy! ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Why Bother?
....Why bother to put a blog section in a site where the average IQ is less than Mini-Me's shoe size? ....Snappy reparte' and introspective musing is at an all time low here in FuBar, so I've decided to keep my snobby-ass, self-riteous,pontificating to myself. ....I've made up my mind to keep the subject material somewhere between Hustler and The National Enquirer, for optimum readership here. ....Politics and religion are out, even though , oddly enough, this nations politics and religious laws were all debated and hammered out in a series of colonial taverns, long before the Continental Congress met in Philly.....Oops! There I go again... ....Props to y'all beeotchs fer takin' 5 to viddy this gangstahs flow...Peace Out (Insert Cliche' Here) Justin F. Case

My Ass Is Up For Auction...thx Slutty/shorty!
Here's ya chance , my ass is up on the block, bent ova? hmmm not just yet, but if the price is right, hmmmm just might be!! So show sum luv and come visit me....just click the pic below..muuuaahhhh

Good Morning All
How is everyone today? hope all of you have a hot hump day :) I think I have too many friends again . So if you are a friend and we never talk, your gone later today. I will be deleting those who never bother to talk to me. I don't like having this many friends. So if you don't want to be deleted you better write. Those of you who I talk to don't trip. your staying. ;)

Oh God You Have To See This
HES IN IRAQ RIGHT NOW AS WE SPEAK.. HE JUST NOW JUMP ON THE COMPUTER REALLY FAST HERE TO HANG A BIT ON FUBAR BEFORE HE GOES OUT FOR THE DAY.. HES VERY NEW TO FUBAR AND DOESN'T EVEN REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN BY SALUTE PHOTO.. EVEN IF HE DID HE DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO A CAMERA AT THIS TIME.. I BELIEVE THAT BECAUSE I HAD JUST SPENT THE LAST HOUR TEACHING A VIP LEVEL 18 WHAT STASH IS AND ABOUT RIP PHOTOS AND WHAT A HAPPY HOUR WAS AND WHEN TO TELL WHEN ITS HAPPY HOUR.. SO A LEVEL 10 NOT UNDERSTANDING A SALUTE PHOTO IS VERY COMMON.. SINCE HE DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO A CAMERA AT THIS TIME AND HES MAXED OUT ON HIS LEVEL TEN IT WOULD BE REALLY COOL IF SOMEONE COULD BUY HIM A MONTH VIP JUST SO HE CAN MOVE FORWARD UNTIL HE GETS A CAMERA. ITS A SHAME I THINK. MAYBE OUR SOLDIERS THAT ARE IN IRAQ SHOULD BE EXEMPT FROM SALUTE PHOTOS SINCE THEY HAVE SO MANY AMENITIES AT THEIR DISPOSAL.. THIS U.S. ARMY DUDE NEEDS A V.I.P. U.S Army 2-22@ fubar LETS ALL GIVE THIS MAN SOME LOVE ON HIS PAGE PLZ. I

The Matt Blog
I'm sure you've noticed all the references to SSG Matt Maupin on my page. If you are from Cincinnati, then you already know the story. If you have no idea what the hell I am talking about, then let me clue you in. Matt was an Army soldier serving in Iraq as a part of a transportation company when his unit was ambushed back in '04. For several weeks, he was listed as MIA. His captors released a video of him surrounded by armed men who demanded the withdrawal of troops in exchange for the safe return of Matt. Well, obiously that never happened and his status was officially changed to captured. Several weeks later, the government found an online video that was being circulated of the murder of Maupin. I am not even going to describe what was supposedly found on this video because it is just a completely barbaric and grotesque thing to do to another living being. The Army stated that because the video quality was so poor, they could not confirm that this was genuine. Four years have now

Holding
The other day, I laughed. But for the wrong reasons. It was an empty thing. Something unpleasant, like bad news. Or overcooked greens. My body remembered something, something it misses, much more than my heart does. Something warm, and welcome, held gently, like a whisper against the flame of a candle like some ephemearal salvation. Some familiar everyday treasure. Like a memento you forgot you're wearing. A familiar hand falls exhausted from my face. Tired from a life of Holding in that chaos that barters smiles for tears. Laughter for fear. Smoke rings for sense. Dancing conflagration for thirst. This floor level tower, this mindset cell, this barren island of anonymous hordes- Holds me by the ankle with shackles of no one, no where. No one. There is no one holding me here.

... It Ain't What It Looks Like....
A farmer is sitting in the neighborhood bar getting soused. A man comes in and asks the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day getting drunk?" Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So what happened that's so horrible? Farmer: Well, today I was sitting by my cow milking her. Just as I got the bucket about full, she took her left leg and kicked over the bucket. Man: Ok, but that's not so bad. Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So what happened then? Farmer: I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left. Man: and then? Farmer: Well, I sat back down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket about full, she took her right leg and kicked over the bucket. Man: Again? Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So, what did you do then? Farmer: I took her right leg this time and tied it to the post on the right. Man: and then? Farmer: Well, I sat back down and began milking

Gravy Ladle
John invited his mother over for dinner. During the meal, his mother couldn't help noticing how beautiful John's roommate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his roommate and this only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and the roommate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Julie and I are just roommates." About a week later, Julie came to John and said, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. "You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Julie said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying you 'did' take a gravy ladle from my house, and I'm not saying you 'did not' take a gravy ladle. But the fact remains that one has been missing ever si

April Flowers
Having ended the first quarter of this year. We are 1/4 of the way through 2008. No one, absolutely no one pulled any April Fool's pranks on me. (Come on people you're slipping). I saw my first Blue Bonnets today! Blue Bonnets mind you. *sigh* Blue Bonnets. - Spring is here. Those lovely wild flowers our state weed. Um The state flower of Texas I mean to say. It made me feel good to see the Blue Bonnets blooming along the sides of the highway as we drove by today.

Update On Contest....
Ok..well...after some debating I think I will be changing this contest to a co-ed thing. Just not enough guys have submitted pics even though they said "I'll do it such and such day" and yeah...so any ladies, if ya wanna join in, let me know. Guys, if you know any ladies that would want to enter, tell them to see me. Now if any of the guys aren't happy with that please let me know. I don't want to upset anyone in any way, I know I did say guys only...but I kinda need more than 5 guys, ya know?

Ctgirl - Luv Ya Like A Sis
After this heartfelt pimpout by CTGirl...I am sitting here in tears...I am amazed every day at the amount of love CTGirl and the rest of the fu luv family gives me...I love you guys soooo much and just because I am not riding your butts about bombing doesn't mean you are far from my heart. So if you haven't already done so please go fan/rate/add this wonderful family...they have to be the most loving family on fubar!! Luv you guys!!! THANK YOU!!!! For always being a friend first!!!! I love you very much and wish u all the best!!! I am always here for u and u know that!!!! Thank you from the family for all your hard work angel!!! Couldn’t have done this without u!!! Stop By Add , Rate and Fan my sexy friend!! She will return the Luv!!! Shes a great person and deserves some Fu-Luv!!! Lots of Love and Kisses from your East Coast Sister!!! ADDICTIVE

Listen Up City Slickers !
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a 'dirt road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 70 goes east and west, I-55 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 combines and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in MISSOURI waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat taters & gravy, beans & cornbread. You really want sush

The End Of Another Era In My Life...
My oldest memories of my uncle (my mother's brother) was him chasing a jackrabbit around the back yard of my grandparents house, of his old car that he had, of the country music he and my family all played on saturday nights around the kitchen table (which i used to fall asleep under listening) to getting my ass beat for being to lazy to go into the house to go to the bathroom and getting caught peeing in the yard behind a rock lol. He passed away tonight. One of the last two people on earth who remember me from baby on up. Who dried my tears, fixed my boo boos, beat my ass and loved me no matter what. He had a hard life. Was an alcoholic most of it moving around from job to job with a wife and two kids. She stuck by him ...35 years. Now with two grown children and several grandchildren. The years of abusing his body took its toll. Cardiovascular disease, diabetes and emphysema. I wish i could say what I am feeling at this very moment. Given the previous blog I did of

A Great Twisted Sister(stawka Song) :p
he wakes up in the mornin' and he looks into the glass his face it reminds him of the long nights that have passed and he wonders if she wonders that he wonders about her well darlin' you'd better run for your life girl you played with my head you destroyed my mind now i'd be better off dead you'd better run for your life through abused intentions you misused my trst now's the time for redemption you'd better run for your life girl, my life's in ruins pay 'the tab of pain' now, i'm after you and you'd better run for your life you'd better run for your life you'd better run for your life

Love Is For Suckers
(words & music: Marky Carter, additional lyrics: D. Snider) You saw me comin', you had my number But you don't want me, could you be dumber Your eyes are flashin', your lips are willing But I'm a patsy for the killing You're so beautiful, so unforgettable You think that I'd do most anything CHORUS: Love is for dreamers, love is for believers Love is for losers, love Is for suckers Love is for suckers, love is for suckers Listen, I'm not some poor fool, won't jump through your hoop Ain't gonna crawl, girl, to that I won't stoop So if you want me, you'll have to get me And if you're willing I'll be ready You're so beautiful, so unforgettable To me that just don't mean anything REPEAT CHORUS Listen, well, well, well, if it isn't little miss perfect And to what do I owe the pleasure of this visit? You wanna get back together? You do, huh? Well, listen honey, I'm just not interested You'll what? You will? With your heels on? Oh no, come on, babe, let's go

Update
*33 weeks pregnant *tired *cranky *sore *being kicked constantly *nervous *excited *worried *lonely My birthday is in 22 days. My due date is in about 48 days. My back is hurting a lot. My job is getting overwhelming at times. My friends are getting more amazing every day.

Pics
for those of you who are being charged for some pics here is the site where u can make ur own pics free http://www.lunapic.com/editor/ have fun oh the only tabs u need to use is the EFFECTS TAB and the ANIMATIONS TAB! have fun!

I Beleive In You
why does no one seem to understand that it's more than love i need it's so hard to keep your faith alive when nobody else believes oh i need someone there for me need someone who can see need someone to show me ohhhh, that they are there to help me fight if i fall, to set me right someone there to hold the light won't someone say i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you it's so hard to do it all yourself fighting for your dreams alone when the toy's upon the highest shelf a child's tears soon become stone oh why does no one lend a hand why does no one understand why i need to make a stand ohhhh,it's so hard to carry on when all your hope is gone all your dreams have come undone i need to hear i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you why won't someone say these words are they really so absurd? must they always go unheard? ohhhh, if someone needed the light i'd be there to help them fight if

What A Way To Go Out!!
I JUST GOT THRU WATCHING MONDAY NIGHT RAW AND RIC FLAIR'S FAREWELL SPEECH AND I HAVE TO SAY IT WAS AN INCREDIBLE MOMENT.TO SEE ALL THE WRESTLERS COME OUT AND PAY TRIBUTE TO FLAIR WAS UNREAL ESPICIALLY GUYS LIKE EDGE,JBL,CHAVO GUERRERO... SEEING THESE GUYS STEP OUT OF CHARACTER TO PAY TRIBUTE TO RIC FLAIR EVEN BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES.I JUST HOPE THAT RIC STAYS RETIRED BECAUSE U CAN'T EVER TOP A FAREWELL LIKE THIS ONE.I FELT THAT WAY SUNDAY NIGHT WHEN I WATCHED RIC FLAIR WALK DOWN THE AISLE AS 70,000 FANS SAID GOODBYE TO HIM,I THOUGHT THERE WAS NO WAY THAT COULD BE TOPPED UNTIL I SAW HIM SAY GOODBYE ON RAW.PART OF ME WISHES THE WWE WOULD DO SOME THING SIMILIAR FOR HULK HOGAN BECAUSE HE DID ALOT MORE FOR WRESTLING THE FLAIR EER DID AND HOGAN REGARDLESS OF HOW U FEEL ABOUT HIM DESERVES IT TOO,PLUS HE NEVER GOT THE PROPER SENDOFF LIKE RIC DID.ANYWAY IT WAS NICE TO SEE RIC RETIRE WITH CLASS AND DIGNITY HE IS THE GREATEST WRESTLER THAT EVER LIVED AND I STILL SAY IT WON'T BE

Anyone Have Facebook??
Is anyone else having problems with Facebook? It's telling me to enable Javascript or simply to get it. I can't do anything on my facebook, except log-on. I can't get rid of application requests or click on anything. I have Javascript.. in fact, I even downloaded the latest available minutes ago to ensure that I had it. Any and all help is appreciated!

Fubar United
FuBar United, Will Be Place To Level, Get Friends, Fans and Rates..... Once A Week I Will Update This Blog, With All The New Members. Once You Have Been Accepted In The Family. Go Through The Members Listed In This Blog, and So Them Of Official FuBar Uniting. If Your Interested Send Me A Private Message VIA FuBar. Then I Will Add You To The Blog! ONLY REAL MEMEMBERS WILL BE ADDED TO THE BLOG, IF YOU ARE NOT IN THE BLOG, YOU ARE NOT A REAL MEMBER The Members Are As Follows: EvilStimpy **Founder of FuBar United ** *Enforcer @ Club Climax*@ fubar ~ShortyBoo~FuBar United~@ fubar Guido01_Promotion_Manager_@_CLUB_CLIMAX@ fubar

One Hell Of A Weekend
"I can eat u for hours." Reading it on yahoo made me instantly wet, anxious to find out what a multi-hour oral sex session would feel like. I had been talking to him for mere hours, but felt instant attraction to his openness, and hell, let's not lie, to his way with dirty words. "When can we meet.." It seemed a little bold for me to start out that way, but there was a fire between my legs dying for a tongue to put it out, or make it burn even hotter. I didn't care.. it was 1 am and I was horny as hell. When he answered with "tomorrow," I felt my answer in the surge of hot blood that ended somewhere in my vagina. That answer was one loud 'yes!' The next day, I watched the clock drip minutes as it got closer to 5:30. I thought answering the door naked would really give the neighbors something to talk about, so instead I decided on my full length robe, which completely covered my short black silk nightie, incomplete because I chose to forgo the matching panties. I heard

What Superhero Are You
Take the Superhero Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz You are Spiderman! You're the Amazing Spider-Man. As a teenager, you were bitten by a radioactive spider and gifted with its powers. After the murder of your Uncle Ben, you vowed to use your powers for good.

Just An Update
ok so i'm sure at least some of you have been wondering where the hell i've been....i assure u things are fine...i've just been busy as hell working both jobs....i'm usually stuck doing 12 day stretches then having 2 days off then repeating..those 2 days off are usually spent packing...i'll be moving to vixie's house soon (as in by this summer)...dont worry...she only lives up the street from me...so its not like i'm going far...i still have alot of shit to pack...20 years in the same house...insanity when it comes time to packing up all the junk i've collected....other than that i've been helping vixie with the new carpet/paint thing in her house so things are new and pretty when i move in... anyways i wanted to let everyone know i'm sorry i havent been around much...i miss you all...ur all more than welcome to drop me a line and i'll be sure to get back to ya the very next time i pop online...or if ur lucky enough to have my cell # CALL IT...or at least text me...i do good with te

11's And Blings
> Here's the deal..... I will offer all of my 11's to whomever brings me a Bling Pack. If I receive more then 1 Bling Pack, I will notify you of when your will be getting your 11's. They will be given in order of Packs received. ** Hugs ** ( It works out for everyone involved and 11's will ONLY be given during a HH ) Mystic Illusions ..:: One Of The Original FuBunnie Family Members ::..@ fubar

Love
This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again. Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who ar

Dont Dial Area Code 809 , 284 And 876
We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beg inning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DONT DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T . DON'T DIAL AREA CODE 809 < BR> This one is being distributed all over the US This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to call the 809 number right away. Since there are so many new area codes these days, people unknowingly return these calls. If you ca

Bwuahahaha.
Ok yeah, I was fucking with you guys lmao. I'm not pregnant, yet. I've got a couple more years till I'm willing to pop out another kid. April mother fucking Fools. No, but seriously. I fucking hate April Fools. Next year, I'm god damn picketing this shit or something. Worthless holiday. Tricks are meant for Halloween.

Ok To Go With The Mumm That I Posted
I have to go in and have another surgery again.... I had to have my uteris removed because I was bleeding out of it... and now I find out today that I have to go and have the ovaries removed as well. Because of the same problem. I am NOT happy about this at all because I wanted more kids. some of my friends were gracish enough to let me have the time to use their uteris so I could have another child but now I find out that I might not be able to because of my eggs have gone bad with all the blood that is in there and the cists in there are brusting and killing the eggs. I know I can adopt if I get the chance to. That is something that I might look in to doing. But anyways I just wanted to let you all know what was really going on.....

Update -- Grandfather In Hospital
He seems to be doing great! He’s being ornery and keeping the nurses on their toes. They found out that he didn’t break/crack anything during the fall. They did, however, suspect that he might have fractured his number one vertebrae. After some scans they found out nothing was wrong other than then typical back problems that elderly have. They also suspected that he had stomach ulcers which they did an Endoscope today and found no ulcers but they did find some stomach irrigation due to pain medications. As for his heart it looks good, now that the tests are done. He’s a strong o’ Goat. I’m so happy to hear this news. --- Talked with him tonight. He sounds great. Even excited, he cracked a joke. We couldn’t talk to him long because he is still in ICU in Flagstaff, AZ. He said he’d more than likely be flown home, on a helicopter, tomorrow or the next day. Not sure if that’s true. I was told medical helicopter flights were restricted to one-way. We’ll see

Special Thanks To....
I WANT TO THANK MY WONDERFUL SWEET FRIENDS FOR HELPING ME IN MY GIVEAWAY THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER HERE THEY ALL HELPED AND DESERVE MAJOR PROPS AND LOVE FROM EVERYONE FOR HELPING ME WHEN I COULDN'T DO IT MYSELF!!! I AM INCLUDING A FEW SIDE NOTES ABOUT A COUPLE OF MY FRIENDS WHO HELPED ABOVE THEIR PHOTOS PLEASE GO AND SHOW THESE AMAZING FRIENDS SOME LOVE!!! AND IF I MISSED ANYONE I AM VERY SORRY PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL ADD YOU!!! ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ Dream Girlz ☆ ~~Stilletto Girl~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar JOHN Enforcer@Club Misfits/fu-owned by~Î Ãm Á Fûkîñ Príñçê§§~@ fubar {MRmostunderated is getting close to level 22 go show him some love} **MRmostunderated**Miss B no.1 stalker,pimped by lsd's shell,FU/BRO/to Cutie and Starr@ fubar {Mysticfairy recently got her account reset she was almost to level 22 go show her some love and help her get back where she was!!!} Mysticfairy@ fubar {1969 has been a wonderful friend to me from the very fi

About Changing My Background In My Profile
ok my question is this: me and one of my friends was trying to put up that same back ground as my lounge on my profile and we can't get it why? I wanted to put up my same picture that i have in my lounge(Guys and Girls night out) i don't want it to say that but just the picture.We need more information and why and what are we doing wrong there???

Pennsylvania
Yeah its not as fucking great as the blood hound gang tries to make it out to be in their song name after this "wondeful" common wealth. thats right their not even a fucking state their a common wealth you know what we call things that don't make sense any more? we call them pennsylvania because at least then it has some use it can really mean something. the only good that ever came from pa were a few good friends, a husband to be and wawa. and you know what i can take the husband with me when i get the fuck back outta here and the friends will still be my friends thats what visiting is all about. the only thing i can't take with me is wawa and at this point i'm ok with that because i've had enough of this state. 20 years was bad enough growing up but now after being away for a few months i'm back for at least another month because of an emergency in the family and thats fine but really you would think distance would make the heart grow founder but really all it shows you is was a tick

New Poems
Inner Dialogue White noise in the background grows louder in time. Voices become clearer and then intertwine. Memories twisted and old, forgotten lies wrapped in a perfectly rational disguise. Seeming to make some insidious sense, it continues to thrive at your expense. Will you let it keep you held in it's sway or decide to simply just turn away? This next one's a little dark. Falling up The tale always ends the same, falling up and out of frame with nothing left, but a name carved in stone. Burning away each instant, the variable constant ensures that we're defiantly alone. I'm taking part in the April Poem-A-Day challenge. Here is my poem for day 1. Maiden Voyage Proceeding blindly excited, unsure into the unknown. What should I look for? No frame of reference, no map and no trail stumbling in the dark. What if I should fail? I take a deep breath, question my sanity and step off of the edge. What will happen to me?

A Lawyer And A Cajun
A lawyer and a Cajun are sitting next to each other on a long flight. The lawyer is thinking that Louisiana Cajuns are so dumb that he could get over on them easy... So the lawyer asks if the Cajun would like to play a fun game. The Cajun is tired and just wants to take a nap, so he politely declines and tries to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, that the game is a lot of fun. "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me only $5; you Ask me one, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500. This catches the Cajun's attention and to keep the lawyer quiet, agrees to play the game. The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the Earth to the moon?" The Cajun doesn't say a word, reaches in his pocket pulls out a five-dollar bill, and hands it to the lawyer. Now, it's the Cajun's turn. He asks the lawyer, "What goes up a hill w_ith three legs, an

A Must See Website For The Soldiers
i got this link from a show called FRONTLINE. it was a unbelievable show. its a soliers point of view of the war. please go check this site out. http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/badvoodoo

State Police Warning For Online No Joke
Please read this 'very carefully then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attenton to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shootng and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies,,,,,,, this is serious! IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES SURELY WE CAN PASS ON A WARNING THAT

Internet Relationships/life Lessons
So I was reading a friend's blog....she just broke up with a guy she was dating on the net that she lost interest in. ok, fine, those things happen...... you think ur dating someone cool and someone else comes along that blows ur mind...... or the person you thought was cool got a lil coocoo on ya. IT HAPPENS! Needless to say, the guy poured his heart out without meeting her so when she dropped him on his feet, he acted like he got dropped on his head. as follows is my advice to him but it might as well apply to everyone...... so here goes. "let me clue you in on reality , bud.......... if your not there, in real life, really seeing this person in the flesh....... its only a hope and a dream. Even then people break up for whatever reason. Trust me , I've been burned enough by my own hopes and dreams to learn that lesson. To this day I refuse to blame anyone else, despite flirting and my own hopes for something to happen, it didnt happen, most often for a good reason t

Quite The Surprise
While at work tonite i got several Text messages .. when i was able I opened them . OMG .. i about fell over backwards ...There on my phone was pics and vid's of a Very large .. Ummmm well .. Cock .. I couldnt believe my eyes . i went back to see who it was from and I Didnt know the number . still dont .. all i know is its from someone from California .. I text'd this person back and told them .. "I think you sent this to the wrong person" .. ..I was going to post the pics on here and ask "Do you know this penis" but i deleted the pics before i thought about it .. So beware ladies there's a mystery man out there with a rather large cock leaving video's and pics on ya phone .. lol

My First Time
I remember it all as if it were yesterday. I walked in and sat down completely bewildered. Did I really do it? Did I really touch that slight curve, so soft and smooth, and press down on it? I felt like i was in a daze, with my head cocked to one side listening to her voice in my ear, telling me what to do. I went where she told me, did what she said. I saw what she wanted me to see.... and I liked it. Now if only i can figure out the rest of this website, i'd be doing even better! Thanks to those who already wanted to be friends, and thank you plp_djn for calling me and telling me to come here while we were on the phone. I tell you what, that mouse never felt so good!!! ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (by the way, MOO) Anyway, it might be a while before i can actually send messages to anyone here, only because i havent figured out how to do it yet. so, please be patient with me, im not the brightest crayon in the box, but, im not the dullest either.

Quick Little Story
You’re Such A Nose Picker My nephew, Mister as I like to call him, is a serial nose picker. The little bugger is only 3, but still it’s pretty icky. When I used to baby sit his punk ass I would tell him, each time I caught his little pudgy finger stuck up his tiny nose “Now eat it!” and he would remove said pudgy finger and swipe the fucking thing across his tongue and smile at me. So, I guess I’m to blame for the booger-eater in our family, but I don’t regret it. “Why” I hear you ask yourself. “Because,” I begin to answer, “When he does lick his booger and/or snot ridden finger, he smiles after. And since his smile is my oxygen, I’m perfectly okay with him eating his boogers.” See, simple enough, right? Also, there is an added bonus. You see, my dear old Daddy has the WEAKEST stomach known to man (or woman, haha). When he sees his grandson eating boogers, it makes him queasy and he makes the funniest face EVER.

Mumms Comments
JUST BECAUSE I ANSWERED A MUMM DOESN'T MEAN I WOULD DO THAT .. IT WAS JUST A COMMENT .. BUT HEARS THE THING IF YOU EVER ASK YOUR LADIES TO DO A THREESOME BE PREPARED FOR TWO (2) GUYS IN STEAD OF TWO(2) WOMEN ... LADIES THE SAME GOES FOR US .... YOU GET THE POINT . LOVE YOU ALL ,,,

Irish
Voted Best Joke in Ireland John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!' That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, 'I won the prize for the best toast of the night' She said, 'Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?' John said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife.' 'Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!' Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, 'John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary.' She said, 'Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.'

Jigsaw
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, 'Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get started.' Her boyfriend asks, 'What is it supposed to be when it's finished?' The blonde says, 'According to the picture on the box, it's a rooster.' Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, 'First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a rooster.' He takes her hand and says, 'Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then he said with a deep sigh... 'Let's put all the Corn Flakes back in the box.'

My Fu Brother's
A Big Brother is a guy that I love to be around he is a close friend found A Big Brother is a guy that I can go to for advice he is almost always nice A Big Brother is a guy that I know will always be listening he is never ever missing A Big Brother is a guy who has always seemed to care he is almost always there A Big Brother is a guy I may get mad at once and a while he leaves me with a smile A Big Brother is a guy that I can always look up to he always knows what to do A Big Brother is a guy who I am really happy to see he always understands me

Funny One-liners
Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenseless animals, especially in a good gravy If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? If you ain't makin' waves, you ain't kickin' hard enough! Mental backup in progress - Do Not Disturb! Mind Like A Steel Trap - Rusty And Illegal In 37 States Quantum Mechanics: The dreams stuff is made of Support bacteria - they're the only culture some people have The only substitute for good manners is fast reflexes. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy. Give a man a

Beautifully Morbid! Click Or Ticket!
~* GRAND OPENING *~ COME HANG OUT WITH THE BEAUTIFUL IN BEAUTIFULLY MORBID LOUNGE WE ARE THE BEAUTIFLLY MORBID WE ARE WHAT YOU WISH YOU COULD BE COME HEAR MALICIOUS BACK ON AIR 10 PM EASTERN TONIGHT BE THERE CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO ENTER!!!!!

Karma Your Voice
TO hear your sweet voice Gives to my heart a feeling thats warm And starts my day with my thoughts in a swarm To wake to the ring of the phone And know that I will not be alone For together we have joined our souls So we may help each other to fulfill our goals My love you is true and sure And you make my life feel pure Since we have started this wonderful tour Girl you know your true OKAY lol

Never Choke In The South
Never Choke in a restaurant in the South Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whiskey, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to! th e w oman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seen nobody do it!'

Totally Stressed Out!!!
I just need to vent a little. Life just seems to always find a way to get me down no matter how hard I fight not to let it bother me. Im a single mom, going to school myself fulltime and trying to make it on my own with bills and gas money to get to school. Project after project with school and with all the stress its really hard to concentrate on it and it doesnt help I have no way to relieve the stress on a daily basis. I was working up until last week when my job decided to only give me 10 hours, which with the way gas prices are i would have been paying them to work for them so I had no choice but to quit. sO there went the little money i had coming in. And then the only car i have is going to shit and no money to fix it really. Had my dad put new brakes pads on it tonight for me but thats just more money i owe to someone now. All the bills are due and no money coming in til i can get assistance or another part time job. I know what im going thrue is only temperary til i can get a

The Thought Of You Ms. Focsi
The thought of you Ms.Focsi starts me trembling A fire is raging deep inside my heart I can still feel your body close to mine The way you held me so tenderly I still taste your kisses on my lips Alone, I hunger for those kisses tonight My mind recalls the words you spoke The way your hands explored my body The time spent with you passed quickly but your loving has left a burning fire A fire that only your love can put out and I wait for your return with open arms. To My Friend Ms.Focsi PS: I know it sounded kind of freaky lol

Big Red
A Noob of course, has only one friend and only 2 profile visits, but I was the lucky one to be rated a '5'!! BigRed@ fubar As you can see from this screen shot, it hasn't been my night with rates, but at least they are 8's and 9's.

R.i.p Brother Red
Rest in peace my brother you did not die in vain Rest in peace my brother though we do not all know each other we all share a common pain Rest in peace my brother though they protest us one day they will understand Rest in peace my brother the people that you fought for will remember you allways Rest in peace my brother the world will miss you so Rest in peace my brother we will allways keep your memory alive Rest in peace my brother and do not worry we will finish the mision with you in our hearts. Rest in peace my brother we will carry you in our hearts for the rest of our lives Rest in peace now brother for you will not be forgotten We will always miss you R.I.P Red

Death
Floyd Henry Suek, 67, of Great Falls, a retired pipefitter, died of lung cancer Sunday at Peace Hospice. Funeral Liturgy is 11 a.m. April 8 at St. Joseph's Catholic Church. Schnider Funeral Home is handling arrangements. Survivors include sons Brad Suek of Portland, Ore., and Ted Suek of Miles City; sisters Jean Ladner of Long Beach, Miss., Darlene Wilson of Vaughn, Connie Burchek of Bozeman and Patricia Brown of Billings; brothers Raymond Suek of Sheridan, Wyo., and David Suek of Great Falls; and one grandchild. For those that know me this is my uncle's obituary. There is a pic in my family album. He looks a lot like my father. Out of my dad's family I have lost my dad and 3 uncles. There are still 2 more uncles and then 3 aunts. Our family started out being a big one, but is slowly decreasing in the original family. I guess that is what makes losing someone so hard, but more so a favorite. Out of a family this big, you will have favorites. He was one of my favorites and I

Don't Need...
I don't need: Sympathy Jealousy Hatred Drama Love Peace Joy Caring thoughts Daydreams Secrets Faith Hope Compassion Companionship I have all this in my heart. You may think I need this and more from you to be happy but I don't. This is how I know you can't hurt me...no one can. I'm above and beyond that. I'm a strong woman and all I need above and in my heart is all I need to raise my boys to be the better man than anyone else. I thank you for thinking I need this but I don't. All the extras are just a plus in my life...

Help Bigben With His Contest Plz
this guy is a sweetheart..please drop a comment or two on his contest pic even if u just have time to go rate him a ten...he gets five points for that! as always.... luvya, zoeygrl hugzzzzzzzzzzzzz

If You Had Me Locked In A Room
L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE

Maybe Im Being A Bit Premature About Phuck Q. All
cutie wit ...: thats fucked dude!! And with this greeting,I started my Fubar day. This chick was a friend of mine and posted a mumm about being a booty call.She asked if having 5 or 6 booty calls was a bad thing.And I voted yes. Sorry but booty calls arent my thing at all and if you dont like it then kindly delete yourelf from my friends list. Im a bit more old fashoined than that.I dont go around looking for some skank to put my dick into.Id rather let some chemistry grow first,get to know this person and see if she attracts me on more than one level.God forbid, that Im a guy with some fucking morals. I think thats why I hate,no hate is too kind of a word,its more like abhor these internet sluts that want blasts,VIP's,and bling in exchange for you to go see their nsfw pics.No offese,if I wanted to see tits and ass,Id go to a strip club. The way my day is starting,I may well bring back my asshole alter ego and create some serious shit before the end of the night.

Pit
THE NAME IS PIT LADIES KNOW I CAN WORK DAT CLIT WITH ENERGY THAT WOULD OUTLAST ENERGIZER AND A DICK THEY CALL THE SUPER SIZER PICK A BITCH UP ON THE TOWN TAKE HER TO THE CRIB AND LAY HER DOWN I MIGHT BE IN THE MOOD FOR A 69 OR MAYBE JUSS SOME BUMP N GRRIND BUT BEFORE ITS ALL OVER IM FLIPPIN HER FOR A LIL STYLE I CALL ROVER I LIKE A BITCH WHO CAN HOOVER A DICK DEEP THROAT THAT SHIT TILL IT MAKES HER SICK A BITCH WHO CAN WORK THEM HIPS IF I LET HER ON TOP PICK IT UP THEN TWIST AND DROP A BITCH WHO CAN MAKE THE TOES POP IF THEM TITS NOT BOUNCING AND SHAKIN THEN SHE GOT ME MISTAKEN I NEED SOMPIN JUICY AND THICK AND AINT AFRAID OF A BIG DICK SOME WOMAN SAY IM A DOG AND TREAT THEM SHADY I JUSS SAY SORRY ITS JUSS THE DOG IN ME BABY I FALL ASLEEP AND SHE FALLS IN LOVE THANK GOD I WORE THAT GLOVE I BEEN WITH EM ALL FROM SINGLE TO MARRIED TO LAME TO SO FREAKY THEY SCARE ME BUT ALL THE LADIES IN MY HOOD KNOW WHERE TO GO WHEN THE MAN THEY WITH DONT MAKE DEM JUICES FLOW

Any Takers?
PROFILEFLIRTS.COM Damn, it is April Fool's not Valentine's!!! Well, you could bid on me... and I would plaster your page with rates, comments..... Add you to my family/top friends Owned by/slave to in my name Possibly crush you during the month.... If the bid were to be a VIP and it was longer than a month then so would your ownership carryout. Any other ideas? Just ask I am flexible.

Only Two Choices!!!!!
Ok well everyone has been asking what's up with me......so here's your chance to find out!!!! I imagine you are wondering why this is titled Only Two Choices...and if you read on then you will get the answer to that question!!!! So shall we get started? ***************************************************** Hey Ladies and Gents!!!! I'm Lil Tiger aka Jess!!! Which i hardly go by!! Specially if you know me and know me well you don't call me by my name......you call me by the many others i go by!!! I am a 30 year old single mom who has 2 beautiful little boys ages 5 and 2!!! Those little guys are my world and the only reason why i am still on the face of this Earth!!! YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT!!!! IF it WASN'T for those two ANGELS......You wouldn't be reading this!!!! They are my Angels in Disguise!!!! I have been divorced for the second time for almost 2 years now and really planning on ever making that MISTAKE a 3rd time!!!! I'm not here looking for love or online romance cause pp

Rough Sex... Cold Vibes
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. from baby and beautiful... to youwarm lines became the coldest touch sitting silence in the breezeyour heart... my lipsyour eyes to my hipscold heatruns between usso close yet so farunsaidunseentouching my heat brown eyes and cool kissesdid i dream your presencewill god let me taste your heaven

~lil Old And Lil New The Dream Team Is Looking For Free Style Bombers To Join There Team!
/> THE DREAM TEAM IS IN THE HOUSE! STOP BY AND READ OUR RULES TO BECOME A DREAM TEAM PLAYER! ~CHECK OUT THE HOME PAGE CENTRAL: ~THE DREAM TEAM~@ fubar

Jealousy
I look in the mirror. Scared of what I will see. The change happens so quickly. I don't mean to change but i do. The hideous crack in the former wonderful me. The jealousy comes out. It rears it's ugly head. Why do i fall victim? Why can't I fight? I know I am strong. You have told me so, yet I am still not convinced. I have something to hide. I try running, fast and fearless. Headlong into disaster. The monster consumes me. Chews the real me up and spits me out. Now I am an empty soul. Someone consumed with fear. Someone who is irrational and jealous of all. Why can't this monster leave me alone? I want to be me! I want to be the wonderful person once more. I fight a valiant fight. Somedays I win but somedays I lose. I am on the road to discovering where the monster left me. I need to find me. The woman I was and the woman I almost am. That combination can fight the monster and win.

Stunna Your Smile
Stunna your smile Unimaginable to queens and doves I was caught between soft gasps of delight and the privileged serenity of taking in your smile That solicitous smile delivered hope to my soul when soft swept words carried dusk into magic Then a trickle of light nestled your hair and I waited for the wind and tiny bells to ring the anticipating sound of surrender

Friends
Friends they come and go Some are true, some will play you Like your a hoe But sooner or later Your true friends will show And you will always know That the ones you thought was good Was the one's that you had to let go

Betrayal
I hold my head up high. Facing the laughing people. I try to hold the tears back, but they roll down my cheeks anyway. They all knew what was happening. They all knew what a fool i was making of myself. But did anyone care? The answer to that question is no. For now my heart is breaking, shattering into tiny little pieces. I thought I ment something to you. I thought I was more than just a cheap thrill. I was wrong, about you, about so many things in my life. I have nothing left. No illusions to see. Not even my pride, my one saving grace. Nothing you took it all from me when you played me for a fool. I hope you laughed and had a good time. Now i am crying and hurting. You did a good job. I once told you that you would make a great player. I never wanted to find out for myself, but i was right. The one time i wish that i had been wrong. I believed every word you said. I wanted to believe. I forced myself to believe. He cares to m

Oh To Be Loved, Cherished And Appreciated.
It's nice to know that you're precious to someone. This means that the person has a special place for you in their heart. It means that you're valued, loved, cherished and appreciated. Oh to feel like this once again. Isaiah 13:12 ~ I will make man more precious than fine gold, even a man than the golden Wedge of Ophir.

Your Eyes
I love your eyes, those beautiful twinkling eyes, They speak of a thousand things. It glows and I drown in its intensity, I would love to stay there forever. It evokes memories, And leaves an imprint on me To Always know That your eyes will be apart of me.

Ok An Update ! I Finally Know What All Is Wrong And Why It Is Taking Solong!
on my spine from top to botton the ones damaged in my crazy wreck. and why I am unable to be on here as I once was... Your neck normaly has a 45 degree curve to it when in its normal state, mine has a 10 % curve. ok here are the vertebraes that are messed up with one that is from age ,I will () it, so you know. Here I go from top to bottom! c-1 c-2 (c-4)bone spir! c-6 c-7 t-1 t-2 t-4 t-6 t-8 t-9 t-11 l-1 l-3 l-5 s-1 all of these bones inmy back are pinching nerves to different parts of my body and that is why I am having so much trouble. I have been going for over a week now and have 29 more sessions before I am back to normal. The Doctor stepped the sessions up yesterday and is doing more this week. We are working very hard on my neck since day one for I have bad head aces , get dizzy and sleep all the time. I have to have my ex drive me the 54.8 miles at least twice a week right now. When I feel ok ,I go one and get them done alone. but tomorrow I will have

Still...........
Be still my heart, you love me still. You need me still, you haunt me still. After all the years, and all the tears You calm my soul, you still my fears. Be still my heart, you love me still, You dream of me still, and always will.

Only If ...............
If I could have just one wish It would be to turn back time To go back into the lonely past To the days when you were mine. If I could have just one wish It would be to be with you Because I know that in my heart My love is forever true.

My Love
My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

I Hate.........
I hate to see you mad I hate to see you sad It makes me feel so bad What you feel, I feel That's because our love is real I hate to see you cry To always have to wonder why? I'm sorry I sometimes do the things I do That always make you feel blue I'm sorry if I hurt you so My anger is sometimes hard to control

Love You
I love you more than words could ever say, I feel it growing in my heart each and every day, All this love I feel Has never felt so real You give me something no one has ever given me, It's something you cannot see Love so strong, and so true It makes me think of only you This wonderful feeling you have given me Makes me want to be with you endlessly

Another Chapter Closed, And Yet I Hurt Still
Another chapter closed in my time on earth and in my life. This song hit me harder then anything, it seems like just yeaterday when I last spoke to em. Seems like the other day I end up curdling their name when I had the pain of finding their obituary in the paper. I live with their memory and the impact she had on my life, I hold it close to my heart or whats left of it. Not many folks especially my friend on here know the magnitude and torment I live with and the many regrets, I try vvery hard not to repeat the mistakes, but for some reason it seems like it rears it ugly head out every damn time I get close. I admit I don’t have a clue if I have my heart, probably will never know. Am I scared, yes, honestly I admit it. I prefer not to dwell on my mistakes and the past but the memory still remains, you can’t kill memorys, you can always let go, but the memory never fails to leave. I reach to the sky and wonder how far away heaven is. I guess me stronger drive to search and make a bett

Friends Stealing From Friends
Is there something in the water? I work in a cut-throat business, but damn, lately people have gone insane in my business and in the business world in general. I just got off the phone with a friend from college that lost $150,000 in a business scheme created by a mutual friend. Without showing my age, I’ll just say that we have known each other for a few years. Drank together, both of them were there for my marriage, and my divorce. We’ve loaned each other money back and forth. And now from nowhere, nameless friend #1 outright steals $150,000 from nameless friend #2. And then, they both call me to complain about the other one. And oh yeah, he had tried to get me into the same business scheme, so I would have been out the same amount. The whole thing smelled fishy to me, so I stayed out. Glad I did. And this is happening all over the place. The world is getting worse every day. Makes you wonder what they’re putting in the water these days.

828pm 4/1/08 Goodbye Ppl
what can i say....besides this fubar shit is a world of its own.... and many of u on my friend lists have become true ppl in my life.... some of u i have not met... but make me smile when i need it most...and others have become friends in rl f2f encounters.... so now that my work season is here.... i wont be on fu like i am now.... so ive decided to delete my fu page... so that i will not be distracted by computer drama...when i need to concentrate on work... (haha) april fools fukrs :) .....yah...im not deleting my page.... but its tru...i wont fu as much as i do now. so what the fu.... T-8 dayas till departure :)

Clog Blog
I live in an apartment complex and my studio balcony overlooks the courtyard. It's a lovely complex, filled with flowering plants, palm trees, banana trees and birds. It's unseasonably warm tonight so I went to bed with the windows open, snug and warm beneath the beautiful quilt my Mother made for me, surrounded by my warm fur babies. Nine blocks from the beach I hear the surf when it's late and quiet and the air is still like it is now. It's such a calm relaxing sound, carrying with it the smell of the sea. It nurtures my soul. A couple of hours ago the cats and I were all sound asleep, dreaming sweet dreams when suddenly we were awakened by the sound of high-heeled shoes clomping loudly thru the courtyard at a rapid clip. I lay there looking around, momentarily disoriented and saw the cats doing the same, blinking at me. I looked at the clock and saw it was 2:25am and thought to myself: when I'm wearing my boots with heels and I come home late, I walk on the balls of my f

Update
Well I havent been around for a while so I figured id let my friends know where ive been! Well for those of you that dont know.. back in Febuary I went to Michigan for the second time to see RJ (aka Jeezy) and We got engaged. When I came home I went the very next day and got approved for an apartment and we moved in the next day. I got the keys that morning and he flew down that night. Since then we have been getting used to eachother which has had plenty of ups and downs but overall we are great together. We got a puppy named max! He is a golden retriever corgi mix, and he is super cute lol here is a pic... Jayden is getting so big! shes almost 7 months now and she says mama and daddy and nanny and linda and hey and baba and papa. No teeth yet but shes slobering like crazy so i assume they are coming soon. she loooooves to be outside too lol. I figured id include a few recent pics of her too :P Hmmm lets see.. what else... well we are in the

Poem
You can all say what you want to say I'm stronger then all of you Im gonna make something of my life So you all just keep sipping your drinks And talk your talk But let me tell you this You will never walk the walk You have no class All you do is sit on your ass I will move on to better things Then drinking Booze Take it from me it's not cool You kn ow what kills me the most? Is that you all can sit there and talk trash But when someone does it to you It becomes a completely different situation I think you all need to wake up And smell the coffee Life is'nt just about Rainbows & Sunshine You have to work to get where you want in life It just dont happen over night Your just abunch of Selfcenterd,Ignorant,Cowards You all hide behind your shame and lies You don't impress me or the world People like you dont deserve the things you get I might not be the perfect person But I deserve more then all of you So you guys live your lives in party mode We'll se

Pieces Of The Puzzle.... We Call Life~
So, April is Autisim Awareness Month, and I personally have a invested interest not only because I love children, but the love of my life, my whole world has to live with this on a daily basis. Show your support and below are some facts, Thanks~ Source: WebCareMD Articles : Autisim Autism Fact Sheet Autism is not a disease, but a developmental disorder of brain function. People with classical autism show three types of symptoms: impaired social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and unusual or severely limited activities and interests. Symptoms of autism usually appear during the first three years of childhood and continue throughout life. Although there is no cure, appropriate early educational intervention may improve social development and reduce undesirable behaviors. People with autism have a normal life expectancy. Autism Spectrum Disorders (Pervasive Developmental Disorders) Not until the middle of the twentieth century w

My Fu-owner Agem4life
I met Donna aka aGeM4life 5 years ago in CuChatlive we began chatting and never stopped talking to her.... If you don't have her as a friend you should add her because she is one of my best friends that cares about everyone. She works with children that has Autism she walks every year in November (I believe) to raise money for Autism and I respect that from her. She will Help out anyone that needs help. Her birthday is June 10th and 1 of her wishes is to be godmother before her birthday. She won me in a auction and I will rate all her pictures for the month 11's If you guys can help rate maybe she become godmother before her birthday. She is also a DJ online and she 1 of the best DJ's on the internet when I was listening to her. (Right now I can't hear her because I have no speakers at the moment) But when I listen to her I use to go in her whisper in chat or msn and just bother and tease her to make her laugh it could be a dance day and I will scream out TIM MCGRAW because she knows I

My Boys Of Fubar
SO SINCE FUBAR IS A FANTASY SITE FOR ME...I HAVE SEVERAL MEN THAT I HAVE FANTASIES ABOUT...ALL THE TIME....... (COOL GUY).....COOL GUY IS THE MOST AMAZING MAN I EVER MET...YES...JUST MET HIM THIS WEEK....IVE HAVE NEVER MET A MAN THAT TURNS ME ON SOOO MUCH JUST BY THE WAY HE WALKS...I HAD THE PLEASURE OF HAVING DINNER WITH THIS MAN.....HE IS HIGHLY INTELLEGENT....EXTREMELY TALENTED...AND IN ANOTHER LIFE.....HE WOULD MAKE THIS CRAZY BITCH HAPPY....I'VE NEVER MET SOMEONE THATS SOO HAPPY WITH LIFE...I FEEL TRULY HONORED TO HANG WITH HIM...AND I HOPE I GET TO AGAIN(I LEFT OUT ALL THE DIRTY DETAILS...BUT THERE WERE SOME)/ (THE TOUGH GUY)....TOUGH GUY IS A MAN WHO IVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT TIME ON THE PHONE WITH...A TRULY GREAT FRIEND...WHO I SECRETLY WANT(OK ITS NO SECRET)...THIS MAN AND I HAVE ALOT IN COMMON...AND CANT WAIT TO MEET HIM.....HE DOESNT TAKE ANY CRAP...KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS IN LIFE...HE IS A GREAT CARING MAN...AND HE IS VERY DELICIOUS.. (MY BITCH)......MY BITCH IS SOMEONE WHO IS

Stargazer
written by Wood and Mother Love Bone --- crazy, crazy i'm the boy who defies all lift me higher than anyone and hold my arms woman, woman she outta mind and simply out of soul she gets me higher than anyone i miss her so stargazer you call the shots and i take um stargazer won't ya kick with me (again) dancer dancer i'm all wrong she thinks she's young and wise she dance around my cable car and fix me up with a guy - why? chorus stargazer you cry in blue anything i've ever seen ain't as good as you i'm not trying to push your feelings (inside) but i know you hold me like a putty in yo' hands cry for me and rub it in cry for the saviors and the prophets son dream of me and julie ann ah xana come back again

In The Storm
Thunder rolls and lightning strikes Lovers touch in the pouring rain Face to face their passions rise above the clouds Breast to chest their miraculous caresses float Lips press gently together and bring Waves and chills down their spines Smooth skinned thighs wrap around one another Rhythmic pelvic movements bring moans and heavy breaths A moment of oneness cloaked in spring’s tornadic blanket Pressure builds as pulses pound They lay down in the wet grass Heavy rain unnoticed while groping and rolling silent screams of nature calls them higher Touch me! Touch me! Feel me! Hands work in unison to appease Light butterfly kisses become like a lion’s meal Ravenous bites add more fuel to the flame Soaked clothes torn in a ceremonious removal Thunder Rolls and Lightning strikes While both shake and groan Joyful reverence to the upcoming finale Her pink wet swollen lips pressed against him as the hairs entwine and still the

What Is Your Life Worth.. To Someone Else
When I came across This article this morning... I was speechless Man auctioning off his life — his house, job and friends By ROHAN SULLIVAN Associated Press SYDNEY, Australia — A painful breakup with his wife has prompted a man to put his entire life — his house, his car, his job, even his friends — up for sale online in an effort to start over. Ian Usher, a British immigrant to Australia, said today he would auction everything he owns and more on e-Bay starting June 22. "On the day it’s all sold and settled, I intend to walk out of my front door with my wallet in one pocket and my passport in the other, nothing else at all," Usher says on his Web site. Up for bid is Usher’s three bedroom house in the western city of Perth and everything inside it, his car, motorcycle, jet ski and parachuting gear. Usher says he is also selling a one-time introduction to his friends and a trial run at his job — a plan endorsed by his friends and his employer. In media intervi

Man Of Golden Words
written by Wood and Mother Love Bone --- i want to show you something, like joy inside my heart seems I been living in the temple of the dog where would i live if I were a man of golden words or would I live at all words and music - my only tools communication so on her arrival I will set free the birds its a pretty time of year, the mountains sing aloud tell me Mr golden words hows bout the world tell me, can you tell me at all words and music - my only tools communication lets fall in love with music the driving force in our living the only international language divine glory, the expression the knees bow the tongue confesses the lord of lords, the king of kings words and music - my only tools communication

Tyme4 Me 2 Level Up
Ok Thats It !! First person that gets me to Lvl 22 iz going to get a big Gift from me lol shyt I don't stress fupoints like that But daymmmmmm I been on 21 for over 3 mths lol HEllllllllllp......Luv Ya All....Amir Thanks MJ for the pointz