I used to be the biggest sap wear my heart on my sleeve and never know better. Now everytime Iget someone good in my life I can't do the simplest thing to keep them there. I think I show how I feel and I think I am doing right by them but then it turns out I am an asshole that doesn't know how to love someone. All i really want is to be in love or at least in like and have the other person know it. Instead I come across as a pervert or an asshole that is cold and uncaring. Maybe I have been burned...a lot but I always thought I got over it I guess not. You never can love like you did when you were 15 I guess.
