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Crime And Punishment
Crime and Punishment Why did you think to lie, Knowing it does no good to hide, You have broken my trust, Giving into a night of lust. You were not happy with all I did give, So you wanderings from me you hid, When you surrendered, you said you be true, Now how can I ever believe in you. What can I do to show my disappointment, That you couldn't keep your commitment, Should I remove your collar and set you free, Maybe then you will be able to finally see. That this life to me is not a game, I respected you and expected the same, And no I can't just turn a blind eye, And let this hurt I feel just go by. So I will turn my back and just walk away, And not a word to you will I say, Until you finally decide to be true, And beg me to come back to you. But only once will this ever happen, Do it again and it will be the end, I will only except the surrender of one that is true, No matter how much I do love you. So my dear, it is best to never stray, An
Beautiful Rain
I shield from the rainfall, as a natural response under my umbrella, And I stay dry through the scene. I discovered you, Walking your harmonous soul on the waterlogged pavement, and wearing a smile so permanent. Well-chosen, bright, beautiful rainfall divine, And I must shield from the falling, He said: "Why do you hide yourself under an umbrella? Such a beautiful fille , 'tan bella' You're like a beautiful flower-- you need to bloom-- this rainfall is for you, Because flowers need water to live." And for once I smiled A smile of relieve...
Life Right Now And Life To Come
life has not been that great these past few months. but im hoping things are just going to go up from here. i dont see how they could fall i mean i was at a pretty low point in life a few weeks ago and i still am as far as my current mind set goes.oh what the fuck hahah the looking glass cant be this crazy forever
when I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustic and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take a little time for myself instead of being everyones maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be who I truely am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. YOU WON'T SUCCEED. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I
Leann's Poem
Flags flying half way up their poles in loving memory of thousands of lost souls smoke and rubble all over the place a look of horror on peoples face on lookers doing all they can to find their families and friends what do they think? what goes through their minds. when they search for love ones noone can find. Brave men marching in the middle of it all. Diggin to save lives when they hear the call. Prayers lifted up so does desperated pleas. Please God bring them back to me. Kids lookin for parents Parents lookin for kids. And none of knowing when this chaos will ever end. Watching tv not believing it is real. They have said over 5000 have been killed. it is a time like this when we need a prayer. Because without god in our hearts we are helpless and scared so take this time and cast your eyes upon the sky and say a little prayer for those who have died
Internet Relationships
Internet Relationships: This is everybody questions these days,Where you met them ? How long how they know them,and the top question is "Did you meet them on the net?"I came from a little hick town in the heart of Texas,where life is so slow that,before you know it you are wondering where you are heading to.A few seeks a new life outside of this old oil town,and some stays.Those who stays,never gets out of the box,and never see life outside a window,always looking in and never looking out.Those who leaves tries their damnest not to go back.Well,I am one of those that left and did'nt,and don't want to go back into a town,that roles the street up at six.The only bar scene is inviting your family over for Saturday night poker,and chips and beer,bring your on.Where family is suppose to help family , but, on their terms.Don't asked them for soda money,they have to save it for slot machines.Whatever you do don't never tell them, you are about to get into some money,because suddenly
Wake Up Kitty
What Vampire Boodline Am I
What vampire clan do you belong to? You scored as a Malkavian You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Malkavian 88% Gangrel 79% Tremere 63% Ventrue 58% Nosferatu 58% Brujah 46% Toreador 42%
Last Chance To Win Buc In Sexiest Man On Fubar Auction!!
here is what i am offering Rate all pictures 10's. Rate all stash 10's. Leave a comment daily or buy a gift daily. make 3 blinkies & morphs. Promote lounge of choice. Add to my family Add to my yahoo. Pimp winner out in my blog for as long as i am on this site. a blog entitled to the winner. a personalized salute- sfw or nsfw- their choice. Rate all pics during hh. also leave a gift fo r a friend or comment bomb them for a month. Also will put Fu-Owned by _________ in my name. also will be their crush for as long as they want. A yahoo pho necall or cell phone call(eithe r is fine). Coment bomb ya as many times as possible. And the pleasure of being owned by the winner! There ya go- my services are here. lol Click on pic to bid I take top 3 bids to consideration Interested???
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My Celeb Look Alikes?!
I ran across this on another site and thought I would do it for fun...quite an ecelctic group I look like O.o
Chapter 6
THE FINDINGS .6. The police get to the house and see Sammy’s body next to the door. The police go through the house and find Steve’s body. They go up stairs and find Ryan half alive on the floor. On the wall written in blood was a message: They shouldn’t have come. They shouldn’t have found out about my secret! The police take Ryan to a hospital to see if he’s all right. “Well, you only have a couple cuts. You’re lucky,” the doctor told him. “Thanks,” Ryan said shaken up. Ryan tells the police what happened and then his mom came and got him from the hospital. The next day I called Ryan to see how he was doing. Ring, ring. “Hello?” Ryan said. “Hey, how are you doing?” I asked. “I’m ok. Just a little scared,” he replied. “Yeah, me too,” I told him. “The police said that they didn’t find the diary or the letters.” “So,” he said. “So. We have to go back in there and find them,” I said forcefully. “You are crazy. After what happened last night you s
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Dell Inspiron
I am upgrading my system message me for further details. This is for the Tower System ONLY no Monitor no keybord Dell Inspiron 530Intel Core 2 Quad Processor Q6600 (8MB L2 cache,2.4GHz,1066FSB) Optical Drive16X DVDRW Drive Memory3GB Dual Channel DDR2 SDRAM at 667MHz - 4 DIMMs Hard Drives500GB3 Serial ATA Hard Drive (7200RPM) w/DataBurst Cache Video Card nVidia GeForce 8300GS 128MB Sound Card Integrated 7.1 Channel Audio DUE TO PAST EXPERIENCES OF THIEVES ITEM MUST BE PAID FOR VIA PAYPAL NO CREDIT AND NO PAYMENTS OF ANY KIND !!!
What Happened The Year You Were Born
In 1968 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US North Koreans seize USS Pueblo and 83 man crew in the Sea of Japan Communist troops attack Saigon and 30 province capitals in the "Tet Offensive" Martin Luther King is assassinated in Memphis, TN Senator Robert F. Kennedy is shot in California after celebrating presidential primary victories American troops destroy a town in South Vietnam in the "My Lai Massacre" Peggy Fleming wins Olympics figure skating gold medal The United States Congress repeals the requirement for a gold reserve to back US currency Student protesters at Columbia University in New York City take over administration buildings and shut down the university LL Cool J, Lisa Marie Presley, Jeri Ryan, Lucy Lawless, Celine Dion, Traci Lords, Tony Hawk, Kylie Minogue, and Sammy Sosa are born Detroit Tigers win the World Series Green Bay Packers win Superbowl II Montreal Canadians win the Stanley Cup 200
i am just me some like and dislike me but not going to change for anyone must true to myself i know am a good person
Da Frog (has 2 Accounts With Same Pic)
this ass had a problem bc i wouldn't give a person with no pic my yahoo or msn. im sorry guys like this fuckhead make it harder for the nice guys out there. i'll get back to ya'll with a link to him cuz he blocked me after his last remark. no loss to me lol
Have U Learned?
An epic adventure known as life filled with happiness served alongside with strife a double edge sword that saves the day but when its all over it takes everything away why do we try why do we pray because in the end we know we have a price to pay should I take two coins to cross the river Styx when I die at the end should I write a letter telling everyone good bye will my body give its last breath and just fade away into the sky is there an easy way out, that won't make me cry I think not, I believe life is harder then we think we make one mistake and it spreads out like ink it stains our souls well our innocence starts to shrink we are all on the brink of our bodies becoming extinct we never know when we will meet our end so what message will you leave, what lesson will you send to those who know you, to the ones who do not will they remember your life, will they know how you fought realize now that Life never ends, it only changes form like how a perfect sunny day
Beyond Tragic...
This past weekend, my best friend was attacked by her boyfriend with an axe. She managed to get away and run to the neighbor's house, bleeding from the head and upper body. While she escaped, he took their two-year-old and killed him with a screwdriver before dumping his body behind a shopping center. If that isn't tragic, I don't know what is. It takes a real fucking psychopath to kill a child, let alone his own. And in such a fucking brutal way. I am absolutely heartbroken for her but I know that I can't even begin to imagine her pain. Please consider giving to the memorial fund for the baby if you can: Andrew Bailey's family has set up a memorial fund for him. Those interested in contributing can go to any El Dorado Savings Bank branch and deposit funds to the Andrew Bailey Memorial Fund, account #263004173. If you do not have a brance in your area, you can go to your bank and they can wire funds to El Dorado Savings Bank. Your bank will need the account number o
Scattergories's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name: ........................Pórl 2. 4 letter word:..............Pens 3.Vehicle: ....................Pick-up 4. A city:.....................Peterborough 5. Boy Name: ..................Peter 6. Girl Name: .................Paula 7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Pernod 8. Occupation:.................Policeman 9. Something you wear:.........Pants 10.Celebrity:..................Paul O Grady 11. Food: .....................Pizza 12. Something found in a bathroom.......Panty liners 0.0 13. Reason for Being Late: ....Phone alarm didnt go off as it went flat over night... lol!
New Lounge Open
Doing Too Much By Paula Deanda
"Doing Too Much" Paula DeAnda(feat. Baby Bash) "I'm leaving messages and voicemails Telling you I miss you Baby am I doing too much (too much) Why you tryna diss me When I just wanna kiss you Baby am I doing too much (too much) Tell me what's the issue Who I give these lips to Baby am I doing too much (too much) This is turning into Something I ain't hip to Baby am I doing too much (too much) See you got me all alone Waiting right here by the phone For you to call me, Just to hear Your voice tone I keep on wondering if you was even Feeling me, I keep on wondering if This was even meant to be Tell me imma waste of time, boy You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on Ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind I keep on wondering if everything you said was true I keep on wondering if you were really coming through Now here I go again blowing you up, And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much Now here I go again blowing you up, And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing t
I'll Carry You By Halou
I’ll Carry You By Halou How does it feel To know that you are loved so much How does it feel to be accepted So completely How does it feel to know that you Mean everything to someone How does it feel to know that You’re exactly what i wanted How does it feel To know that you are loved I love you more than you can see This is everything you are to me
Heheh Heres Sandys Lol
What is your Sexual Obituary? Suddenly just before orgasm, Sandra died while in the sack with their lover, Justin Timberlake.Sandra will be terribly missed by Their favourite dildo. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at
What Is Your Sexual Obituary?
What is your Sexual Obituary? With and animalist roar, Porl died while in the sack with their lover, Paris Hilton.Porl will be terribly missed by Posh spice. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at
My Dj Bully
Mastering Murder!
If I were to kill someone, I wouldn't get caught. It's not because I think I can outsmart the cops...shit no...I couldn't outsmart a brain-dead mongoloid riding the short bus to Moronville. The reason I wouldn't get caught is because there's only one rule to follow...and it's simple - just don't kill someone you know. During any murder investigation the cops always put together a list of suspects which is usually made up of the victim's friends & family. Then the coppers interview everyone, and it's guaranteed the real murderer will say something stupid, or their story doesn't check out...or there was a ½ gallon of blood at the crime scene, and they magically have a huge gash in their arm which is supposedly from when they slipped and fell a few days ago...oh, they be fucked... What a murderer should do is just go to a town they have never been to before. Then walk up to someone's house, shoot them, and walk away. They would never be caught...well, unless they left eviden
Here's The Deal
I'mma start chargin' for the pictures I made... $5 Thousand a picture. So, If you would like one lemme know. P.S. There's examples in my folders Picture I Made Of Myself, And pictures I Made For Friends And Family...Thanx!!
Whickey Dreams Tag 5
New Update
Squirting and Anal Play I got my clit pierced on March 14th, 2008 and couldn't wait to see how it good it felt with my glass toy. Come on in and watch this BBW MILF us a curved glass toy in my wet pussy and round booty. There is a video clip as well. Keep an eye out for the 6-7 minute video that goes along with this set. It will be CUMing soon. This set has 89 photos and a video clip. My whole site has 849 photos and 3 mini videos. Two SC Videos coming soon. I have something for every one from FEET PANTYHOSE BIG BOOBS WET PUSSY ROUND BOOTY AND CURVY TUMMY If there is something you would like to see please let me know. Just shot me an email. -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame
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Good Advise :)
  relationship advise     1) Rigidly maintain that you are always right, even when you do not have all the facts! 2) Never apologize, even when you are proven wrong beyond a shadow of a doubt! 3) Be relentless in rubbing it in when you are proven right! 4) Dogmatically maintain that you know your partner's motives better than he or she does! 5) Assume that your partner should understand your needs and should respond immediately without being asked!  6) Totally ignore your partner's priorities and insist on your own! 7) Operate on the assumption that your partner's sexual need cycle is identical to yours! 8) Add deep psychological meaning to your partner's sexual disinterest, and take it very personally! 9) Do not ever admit hurt, but go immediately to the expression of anger! 10) Identify your partner's character flaws and family secrets and use them to make a point when logic fails! 11) Use guilt to manipulate, to get your own way or to punish! 12) Become prof
Whiskey Dreams Tag 4
Nightmares... Or Worse...
ok... so since i am totally random i am gonna let ya'll hear something... kinda... well read it actually ok.... so lately i've been waking up screaming... and if i am lucky... i dont wake anyone else when i do i cant really remember them i just know that there is something in them that terrifies me.., so i dont sleep much anymore.... am i bein silly for not wanting to sleep?
You know the saying There is a reason Exes are Exes... Well... Mine just showed me why it's great to be his ex! It's even worse when you have children because it's not U who gets hurt but the children always in the end. Why do exhusbands always feel that the best way to hurt the ex-wife is through the kids? I'm not hurt for myself but more for my kids. They are the ones who have to deal with it. They are the ones who cry out for a father and always denied. I love this line when it comes to child support from an ex. U will never see a Dime of my money... Okay.. fine.. I won't... but then again who does it hurt.. not me.. the kids.. they are the ones who have to go without that little bit extra..maybe one month it's that dinner or maybe it's that birthday present that they really want and never get because well, the money isn't there. I don't know how many times I have had to tell my kids NO, because the money is just enough to cover the bills. I have had to cut my boy's hair for
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Im Soooo Bored
    MENTAL HOSPITAL PHONE MENU:  Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital . Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you hav
I Am Leaving Fubar
Afterhours suck, really treated me like I pissed on their car in front of them, I am so done, goodbye to all my friends I didn't have the time to say goodbye this is it, you all take care of yourselves, God bless, I'm out.
Thank You Fubar Friends
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To All My Friends In Fubar
thank you everyone for making this the greatest birthday and thank you all for the kind comments,messages your all very awesome friends anyone could ever hope to have Hot Comments @ Hot Comments @
Amazing How Things Can Be Taken Differently!
These are actual clips from church bulletins. Thought you might enjoy them: Potluck supper Sunday at 5:00 PM - prayer and medication to follow. --------------------------------------------------------------------- The ladies of the Church have cast off clothing of every kind. They may be seen in the basement on Friday afternoon. --------------------------------------------------------------------- This evening at 7 PM there will be a hymn singing in the park across from the Church. Bring a blanket and come prepared to sin. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10 AM. All ladies are invited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the B. S. is done. --------------------------------------------------------------------- The pastor would appreciate it if the ladies of the congregation would lend him their electric girdles for the pancake breakfast next Sunday. -------------------------------------
Amused Me
    Click on peeping and run your mouse over the people standing at the bus stop .Peeping                    
Tell me one more time why why you removed the thorn from the rose don't you understand its necessity? it adds beauty and texture it protects what before was just a defenseless luxury of the eye yes, the thorn may have pricked you a few times but did it not save you from picking what turned out to be a dead rose? why did you cut it off when it's one of your greatest belssings? so what if it hurts sometimes if it will save you when it matters?
Its About Time !
Just an update to let my friends, fans, and family know what's been going on ! It all started in January, I was hospitalized 2 times with chronic pain in the lower left abdomen . Uncertain of what it was I have been in and out of the hospital several times. The pain got so severe that I went back to the ER March 9th where I was immediately yet again admitted ! I have gone through series of tests only to finally find out the verdict ! They found a tumor on my left ovary . My uterus is shaped differently then most womens , and I had a lot of inflmation causing all the problems ! I also have several gallstones, an infected gallbladder , just more sypmtoms to add to the compications ! Rapping this up in a sum, I had 3 experimental surgeries last week and Tuesday of this week I went through a complete hysterectomy . They did get the tumor and it's being sent in for a biopsy ! ( although, they assure me they are almost positive it is cancer~free ) ! Thank God ! I have
Such Large Hearts
I made this music player at THE POWER OF PRAYER AND GIVING. I know that eventually people will get sick of seeing bulletins from me on this subject. But as you can all see I am completely devoted to my cause. I wanna start by Thanking all of those that have shaved there heads or posted personal Salutes to my Brother. To Pappa, Phat Joe and Sonny Thank you so much for your touching, Moving and Thoughtful Gestures. And to everyone else Thank so much for you thoughts and Prayers for my Brother and our Family. Those that are sending Donations and Gifts your Truely Angels set from God. I don't know what I would do with out you a
~To Jeff~ From inside a heart that was broken And in what was once a darkend soul... You have filled my life with joy & love You've made me complete; made my world whole. The love that we share... So pure, so true... My soulmate, partner, bestfriend is you. You are everything I've always needed. Even tho I never knew Everything I've always wanted in life, love & happiness I found by being with you. I love you ~Tazy~
Random Thoughts
Here are some random thoughts going in my head at the moment:Where is this global warming? I just want local warming at this point.Being bald feels good, better then I expected.People in Cleveland, from Cleveland having on Yankees gear, not because they support the team, but just because it is cool. Ask those guys to name 5 players other then Jeter or A-Rod on the team.At least you can talk football with Steeler’s fans, they know their football. You ever try talking to a New England football fan, they really know nothing. Well they know stuff from the last 10 years. Now Red Sox fans, they know their baseball. I do one day want to see the Chicago Cubs win a World Series, just so I can quit feeling bad for that one fan with the headphones.I hate St. Patrick's day, people pretending they are "Irish" for the day. Try having Irish blood 365 days a year. Then try not blowing up every ten seconds.Sometimes being in charge means being alone.If your back is against the wall, maybe it is time to
To Make Him Smile
Who Wants To Buy Me A Blast.
Hello everyone. Anyone want to be so kind and be a sponsor me My first blast so I can move up a level or 2 to post more pics. I have alot of pics to post. Greatly appreciated.
Cameron Needs Help
TO FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE IS ONE THING TO HAVE NO CHOICE IS ANOTHER. Most of you know me as Always Erica and some of you added me for the points thats cool to. It only means that I can get this out to that many more people. My family and I need your HELP. Below is a fyler made for my Brother who has a very rare form of Cancer. After all his Radiation and Chemo we thought things would get better. But now he is back in ICU fighting for his life. My parents are running low on funds and have to pay double for everything as my mom is currently living in Houston where my brother is being treated while my father is at home in Midland TX where his job and their home is. The thousands of dollars in Medical bills has forced them into bankruptcy and left them short for all the new costs coming. any help is greatly appreciated. Even if its just a forward or repost of this bulletin. i have never asked anyone on Fubar for help and though asking for help is not something I would normally do, it
Shes So Lovely
I love the way she feels her clothes i love those frekles on her nose i love the way she plays it cool i think that she is beautiful she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely your funny your yummy you wear tops that show a little tummy it's easy to tease me you never ever looked that pleased to see me [x 4] i don't know, i don't know, i don't know how we'll make it though this i don't know. i don't know i don't know.... i love the way she bites her lip i love the way she shakes her hips i love the way she makes me drool i think that you are beautiful she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely your funny your yummy i think your daddy makes a lot of money it's easy to tease me she never ever looked that pleased to see me [x 4] i don't know, i don't know,
Big Fish, Little Fish, Cardboard Box
today i sat in that coffee shop booth. i looked around. everything was exactly the same as it has ever been, and yet, it all seemed so hauntingly unfamiliar. it was like a negative; everything was the right shape, but the wrong color... the right place, but the wrong order. or something... and as i glanced at the other people in the room, each one usually so different from the others, i saw absolutely nothing. everybody was nothing, and it felt like truth. i think i'm grying to tell myself something, but because of you i'm refusing to listen to what i have to say. overexposed and underdeveloped, disregard me. i don't matter.
My Valuess
Sam, you're a Gentle Protector You've earned this title because as one who recognizes that you can make a difference in the world, you tend to be more mindful of your actions than most people are. You probably also find that you make concerted efforts to be helpful and giving to those around you. Because you like to feel that everyone is taken care of, you're one of those rare people who'll go out of your way to protect the vulnerable from harm. Whether a little old lady needs help crossing the street or a neighbor's cat is stuck in a tree, you're probably right there to lend a hand. You also seem clear about your responsibility to society at large. As a result, if you find someone doing wrong, you may go out on a limb and notify the authorities so that dire consequences can be prevented. Many Gentle Protectors also appear to be more personally concerned about situations that violate innocents' rights than many people are. If this is true for you, you may find yourself inv
One Of These Days
you ever have one those days where you want to do something and somethings else comes up and you can not get back to what your doing now hapen to me at times along with other poeple to you al have them days right
Spending 45 Minutes
We so NEED a National Health Care like other Counties too. I mean we are suppose to be the Most Powerful Nation in the World. And we can't even take Care of Our People? The Fellowing Message is taken from Psi"Ryn's Bulletin: About not only her Daughter, but as she says all Children. -------------------------------------------------- Spending 45 minutes (( for Governors office that LONG)) talking to someone about how if medicaid keeps taking away service from your daughter they will end up killing her and with you having enough guts to even take it to the news media and anywhere you can because it supposedly called preventive medicine but when they take that preventive medicine that may cost $200 every other month is better than the 10 of thousands that has to be paid for up to 4 days in the Peds ICU. This was after spending 36 minutes on hold with Medicaid until someone answered me. Then me talking to thier supervis
An Introduction
i used to write a lot... sometimes i still do... i will post some of my compositions.
If There Were No Tomorrow.
I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me with Your laughter, love, an
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.
My Owner, My Ownee, And My Sugar Daddy
FIRST OFF, I AM OWNED BY THIS MAN! If you're in need of some fu-bux he's paying for rates! @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar SECOND, I OWN THIS MAN He's a shadow leveler and just a wonderful person! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~@ fubar Last, but not least. Iceman bought me VIP this time around so go love all over his smexie azz! Iceman"Chill your Grill"™@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar
Second Chances
The Second Chance TestMy Result: RealistAre those sensible shoes you're wearing? All the better to keep both feet planted firmly on the ground. You're a practical person with a calm, assured way about you — and you've got a good understanding of human nature. That's why friends often turn to you when they need advice on anything from romantic relationships to career choices. Sure, you don't leave much to chance, but you're never boring. That's because you know how to make things happen on your own. With your mix of confidence and smarts, you're sure to be a success in everything you do. Way to keep it real!What are you? Sam, when it comes to second chances, you're a Realist Are those sensible shoes you're wearing? All the better to keep both feet planted firmly on the ground. You're a practical person w
Boris Vallejo Paintings/pics
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Whickey Dreams Tag 2
Whickey Dreams Tag 1
This Is Just Beautiful
Find A Way" Lay your head down just for now Space fills your mind and you dream awhile The sun floods your room as you drown Your lungs full of breathing Your true love believe One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way Move let the stars suck you in Hold tight, the night's air and breathe again Let go and be burnt by the moon Your hands full of feeling Your true love believe One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way I love you to death Could you love me to death I love you to death (I will love you to death) Could you love me Could you love me One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way Letting love find a way (I will lov
Tonight's Show Is Cancelled. :(
Our singer recently moved to Redwood City for a job, and apparently is placing some unforeseen obstacles for tonight's show... so... anyone who was coming out, don't trip, just stay at home and we'll do it next time. has the schedule, next date is April 18th unless anything else gets added.
Bully Try1 Whiskey Dreams
R.i.p Baby I Love And Miss You
I just wanted to say few things ...i have recently lost my wife chrissy...she passsed away on march 11,2008 and laid to rest on march 14,2008..she was diagnosed with M.S. little over a year ago and unfortunately it was the reason why she is no longer here now..the doctors fought it as much as possible but it was just out of control and i know they did all they could for her...........i miss you baby and i will always love you..i will never forget about the time we got to share together.........
World Cruise Boarding Pass Details
♫♪♫ ♫♪♫ Hello everyone, One of our newest members has made an official cruise boarding pass. If members would like 1, please click on that pic and contact Teresa. They look like this ... They do cast 5,000 fubucks or 100 rates, but aren't they cool/worth it? All crew members - please also click on the pic above as she has kindly made all of the crew 1 for free for all our hard work to keep this cruise a fun place to be a member of. They are in a Cruise folder. Thanks Teresa for taking the time to make them for us, they're great ;o) Thanks for reading Michelle xoxox
I have a pic that says "If you don't support Autism get the hell off my page" and I had it in my default album. Well someone went and reported it as NSFW and it got flagged. I had to move it to another album and mark it NSFW. Seriously, what the hell??? I don't expect everyone to support Autism, it's just something that's important to me because my sister's 2 daughters are Autistic. If you don't support Autism that's fine, but having the pic flagged as NSFW is kind of like saying fuck Autism. I'm sorry but I find it childish if someone considers that pic to be offensive. Autism Awareness is a big issue and supporting it is a great cause. It's something we really need to find a cure for. Btw....if anyone's interested in making a donation please contact agem4life, she teaches Autistic children and when you make a donation she makes you a cool pic about supporting Autism Awareness.
Just Something I Wanted To Share
Love's most Look up, tomorrow's another day, you never know who'll come your way. They might be nice, they might be true, they might even be very good for you. But if you don't play, then you can't win, you'll never know if your heart can love again. The thrill of the first kiss on a lover's night, or the wonder of birds beginning their first flight. Arms around you good and light, lips to kiss you late late at night. Things you can't buy and things you can't win, come on now let your heart play again. To open up and let it flow, it'll come back to you, you know. You'll meet the one who's meant to be, heaven help us, It could be me...........
Easter this year is: Sunday March 23, 2008. As you may know, Easter is always the 1st Sunday after the 1st full moon after the Spring Equinox (which is March 20). This dating of Easter is based on the lunar calendar that Hebrew people used to identify Passover, which is why it moves around on our Roman calendar. Found out a couple of things you might be interested in! Based on the above, Easter can actually be one day earlier (March 22) but that is pretty rare. This year is the earliest Easter any of us will ever see the rest of our lives! And only the most elderly of our population have ever seen it this early (95 years old or above!). And none of us have ever, or will ever, see it a day earlier! Here's the facts: The next time Easter will be this early (March 23) will be the year 2228 (220 years from now). The last time it was this early was 1913 (so if you're 95 or older, you are the only ones that were around for that!). The next time it will b
Good Bye Fubar
Family.. friends... I just wanted to tell you Good Bye.. I am leaving Fubar for a few days.. maybe a week. who knows.. a month maybe.. This place has gotten in my head too much.. and I am hurting so bad... I have lost so many friends on here.. my lounge isnt fun for me anymore.. I don't have any help with it.. NONE! It isn't growing at all.. I am feeling so alone.. I can't handle this anymore.. I see other girls get all sorts of help with everything they do here and I have to do it all alone.. and I just cant watch the young hot girls get everything any longer.. So, I am now on a mini Fubar vacation.. I hope you all have a Happy Easter and all that.. Cassie! Owner of the crappy as hell The Pool Hall Lounge.. See yas all around.
Helpy Help
The sexy Ms. Bratty Bytch is offering the sexy Ms. Cherry Pye and myself each a three day blast when we reach 7500 comments on each of our pics. A rate is worth five comments and comments are of course worth one. We'd love for you to come by and show us both a little luvin so you all can see us blasting in the corner for a few days. If everyone will help us out, it won't take us long at all. Thanks in advance, Mary (Just click on the pics) The sexy Cherry Pye Happy Country Girl-----Hey that's me!!!
May you be blessed with good friends. May you be a good friend to yourself. May you be able to journey to that place in your soul Where there is great love, warmth, feeling and forgiveness. May this change you. May it transfigure that which is negative, distant or cold in you. May you be brought into the real passion, kinship and affinity of belonging. May you treasure your friends. May you be good to them and may you be there for them; May they bring you all the blessings, challenges, truth and light That you need on your journey. May you never be isolated. May you always be in the gentle nest of belonging With your anam cara...(soul friend). "May you be blessed with good friends. May you learn to be a good friend to yourself�." (p. 36) AN IRISH FRIENDSHIP WISH May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your window pane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rai
Keeping It Real
Djsky6 Music Mega Boom Box MySpace Codes & KEEPING IT REAL WITH SOME COMEDY Check out this video: Suck My News: Eliot Spitzer Hearts Whores HEY MORE MORE CHIZAZ.... B-BOY (RUN DMZ scene) What can I say it's the weekend Enjoy Some Old School Moves B-boy theatrical trailer 2008 Yoza Yoza Yoza B-BOY (documentary feature). Early teaser.
The Real Deal
Naturally MySpace Codes B-BOY (documentary feature). Early teaser. PROFILEDESIRE.COM HEY MORE MORE CHIZAZ.... B-BOY (RUN DMZ scene) PROFILEDESIRE.COM
Amish Farmer
Amish Farmer An Amish farmer walking through his field, notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand. The Amish man shouts: "Trink das wasser nicht. Die kuhen haben dahin gesheissen." Which means: "Don't drink the water, the cows have done their business in it." The man shouts back: "I'm a Muslim, I don't understand your gibberish. Speak English, infidel!" ? ? The Amish man says: "Use two hands, you'll get more."
Best Of Both Worlds
i recently went out to a local bar in phoenix, and felt like something wild and crazy. i met up with this beautiful girl, and we started to make out. she invited me back to her place, but i was a little scared to go where id never been. we continued our make out in a quiet part of the bar, and i felt something strange comebetween us. this is when i relaized that SHE was a shemale, and i got all wet thinking how great this could be. she had big beautiful boobs, that would make most women envious, including myself. when i felt the bulge in her crotch i just knew i had to see it. DAMN!! she was bigger than any man i had ever had before. had to be 9" and as big around as my wrist. i then told her yes, i would go home with her. it was the most incredible nght ive ever had. when i woke up in the morning i met her roommate, another beautiful shemale that invited me to come back some time soon. i agreed and plan on visiting them again soon. i dont know if it was just the excitement of somethin
"As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough." - Frank Crane "Love all, trust a few." - William Shakespeare What is trust? Trust is: Letting others know your feelings, emotions and reactions, and having the confidence in them to respect you and to not take advantage of you. Sharing your inner feelings and thoughts with others with the belief that they will not spread them indiscriminately. Placing confidence in others so that they will be supportive and reinforcing of you, even if you let down your "strong'' mask and show your weaknesses. Assuming that others will not intentionally hurt or abuse you if you should make an error or a mistake. The inner sense of acceptance you have of others with whom you are able to share secrets, knowing they are safe. The sense tha
From Matt Hardys Offical Myspace About Jeff
March 20, 2008 - Thursday Matt Hardy Offical Myspace Site Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old
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Am Just So Tired....
Am just so tired.... Tired of our government screwing us over more than they are helping us. Of the war and endless bickering of who do we side with. Of the soldiers losing their lives for something that in my mind could be solved easily and quickly. Of the hatred of the world against our country. But those same countries that detest us, want everything we have. Am just so tired.... Tired of all the hate in our own land. Of the horrors that are done to our children. Of everyone thinking their own view or agenda is more important than anyone else. Of the rape, murder, and abuse that is dealt to the weak. Am just so tired... Tired of all the lies that people tell me. Of the deceit and deception. Of the manipulation. Of the pain. Of the confusion. Am just so tired.... Tired of being weary. Of being mistrusting. Of being forced to hatefulness. Am just so tired... Tired of people trying to change me. Of trying to mold me into what is their opinion of a per
I know its just points, but its OUR POINTS Right? Feel Free to leave a link to any and all DOWNRATERS here in this blog... a member had one today and he felt the WRATH... I go after them head on..PLEASE BLOCK THEM FROM YOUR PAGE>>>> killthedrama77@ fubar
New Orleans Is Calling Me Home....
NEW ORLEANS LADY I walk the streets dark and gray The wind is slighty blowing my hair to disarray. A smile on my face for the streets I love I feel the presence of the spirits around and above. The streets of New Orleans the music, the sounds I feel like I'm floating my feet off the ground. My senses are heighted I chant a sweet spell I walk with the knowledge great things will avail. So this New Orleans Lady in spirit and soul will carry this presence and watch for happiness to unfold... author...ME!!
Im Sorry
I'm Sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne
Is It That Hard?
To be real? To be honest? To be YOU? Why are there so many fake people? Why do people try to be someone they aren't? Why do you have to tell "me what I want to hear" and assume that is ok and then change suddenly and confuse the fuck out of me? Is that fair? I am a very understanding person and I don't judge. I don't care who you are, just be honest about it. Don't pretend to like me in fear of hurting my feelings...I'm a big girl and can handle the truth! INEEDLOVE too but I don't need fake friends or fake people in my life. I've been doing just fine by myself all this time and I will continue to do just fine. Let's just keep it real ok?
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Respect is a wonderful word. If you look it up in the dictionary it is attached to the words esteem and consideration. If more people had respect for themselves as well as others think of how the world would be. People would be more considerate, and maybe people would have a better selfesteem, so there for more self respect. I am trying to learn how to respect myself as well as be considerate to other people feelings and wants. I think we should all try it and see how the world will change. I think it would be for the better.
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Post It Notes
It just takes one to ruin it for everybody else. Good one, you idiot. I kick you in the shins.
He Was A Friend Of Mine
Guys >> Read . Im Gona Say It Once.
I have a boy friend in here and he is real and Im no cheater , im looking for friends is all. Hugz have a wonderful hunt finding what you look for all. diana
Easter Eggs, Pagan Or Not? Another Article
Easter Eggs: Pagan or Not? From http://paganwiccan. od/ostarathespri ngequinox/ p/EasterEggs. htm By Patti Wilmington A Symbol of New Life: In many cultures, the egg is viewed as the symbol of new life. It is, after all, the perfect example of fertility and the cycle of rebirth. In early Christian cultures, consumption of the Easter egg may have marked the end of Lent. In Greek Orthodox Christianity, there is a legend that after Christ’s death on the cross, Mary Magdalene went to the emperor of Rome, and told him of Jesus’ resurrection. The emperor’s response was along the lines of "Oh, yeah, right, and those eggs over there are red, too." Suddenly, the bowl of eggs turned red, and Mary Magdalene joyfully began preaching Christianity to the emperor. Pre-Christian Eggs: Mary Magdalene and the red eggs aren’t the earliest examples of eggs as a spring symbol. In Persia, eggs have been painted for thousands of years as part of the spring celebration of No Ruz,
Enough Is Enough Already (tysm "liberated Spice")
Let’s Get Her to Godmother!!!!! Only 694,543 to go. Jenn is always helping everyone so lets return the love. And make her GODMOTHER .... Let’s make her the next one on fubar. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"
Nwo From The Mouths Of The Elite
Dont believe in the New World Order or globalization, one world government? You will now.
Did Someone Say They Wanted A Hummer??
CAMP PENDLETON , Calif. Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 on March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield. 'I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die,' said the 39-year-old from Portland , OR. 'I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made.' Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several letters f
It's Time
It’s time to be happy, time to start anew time to grow time to love myself. It’s time to get over the past no more feelings of regret, no more tears of sadness no more pains of sorrow It’s time to stop being afraid and it’s time to be secure. Walls need to come down walls need to be broken. I must be strong I must be free it’s time to be happy.
Are Humans Meant To Be Monogamous? An Article
News of politicians’ extramarital affairs seems to be in no short supply lately, but if humans were cut from exactly the same cloth as other mammals, a faithful spouse would be an unusual phenomenon. Only 3 percent to 5 percent of the roughly 5,000 species of mammals (including humans) are known to form lifelong, monogamous bonds, with the loyal superstars including beavers, wolves and some bats. Social monogamy is a term referring to creatures that pair up to mate and raise offspring but still have flings. Sexually monogamous pairs mate with only with one partner. So a cheating husband who detours for a romantic romp yet returns home in time to tuck in the kids at night would be considered socially monogamous. Beyond that, scientists’ definitions for monogamy vary. Evolutionary psychologists have suggested that men are more likely to have extramarital sex, partially due to the male urge to "spread genes" by broadcasting sperm. Both males and females, these scientists
Of All The Luck!
Good luck that is. I'm so excited. Last night i found out that my favorite band is going to be at this festival that myself, ruby, and chris are going to!!! I had to cover my face with a pillow so i could scream. I know. Very teeny bopper. But this is ETID!!!!!!!!!
Cnn/dobbs: W Fulfills His Dad's Dream Ofa New World Order
The Illuminati And The New World Order
Happy Easter All;
Know this day many yrs ago Jesus was crusified for all you and me. He died that we may live thru belief .. Know he has risen and All was forgiven thru him ..As we do believe and know he crossed thru death to eternity and it is a gift to us .. That he bought and paid for our soulds to have everlasting life ..> All we have to do is choise to follow him with a pure heart and know his truth , love and kindness, adn his light . Amen hugz diana
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Incubus - Dig
- Incubus LyricsDedicated to my Broken damage heart.
Ok so I friended a person on here. And chatted once n a while as a friend and this guy went psycho! Always messaging me and bugging me. I finally tell him off cuz I'm sick of his psychoticness and the fact he's trying to find where I live and such...stalking me...and it's getting kind of scary! I hope he gets the point and leaves me alone...but yeah before I block him he re-rates me a '1' and then makes remarks about me being a fat cow, ugly, a bitch, no wonder I'm single, etc...Um yeah maybe because of assholes and psychos like you make me stay away from committments! Regardless... Watch out for this guy ladies...he has some serious head issues! When I told him I was sick and used a sick day to stay home and rest he gave me shit about what I use MY EARNED VACATION TIME AND SICK DAYS FOR! Hello buddy you are a truck driver and supposed to be out on the road but for some reason you haven't worked in weeks?!?! Get a life! And not to mention t
Come Join Us For Our Wedding
Club TooSexy's DJ SEXY BADBOY & DJ TOOSEXY Are Getting fu-Married Tonight! Only In Club TooSexy This Will Be The Sexiest Wedding Ever on fubar! Don't Miss It! It All Happens Tonight Thursday, March 20, 2008 11pm Eastern Only In Club TooSexy Just Click The Pics To Get There Wedding Will Be Performed By: GARY - Owner Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar (repost of original by 'MÿZtEr¥ ☆ Owned by Ŧím~§øu†hè®ñÖu†£äŵßíkè®~Ð-§-Ç~ ☆ I.B.I.C. ☆' on '2008-03-20 12:03:44') (repost of original by 'DJ SEXY BADBOY~DSC~FUENGAGED TO DJ TOOSEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA~' on '2008-03-20 12:06:41') (repost of original by 'SEXY NIKKI~"CO-OWNER OF CLUB TOO SEXY~FU ENGAGED TO MARK "ASST ENFORCER MGR @ CLUB TOO SEXY' on '2008-03-20 12:10:32')
I Am Back :)
It has been a while since I have been here. I got my first real adult, I lost 10lbs., I did my hair and bought some nice clothes for work. I usually feel great, but I have a stomach virus, so I feel rather crappy. I also need some new pics. Besides all that my married life is bleak and I am not sure that I want to stay in this marriage, but thats a long story, so I won't get into that. Until another time, BYE.
Sweet Friend
Where can I go, When I don't know where I am. I turn in circles, All I see open land. My heart and mind lost, Without even a clue. What will it take, To bring things back into view. I guess I need, To look deep in my soul. The answer there, Will tell me where to go. My heart will come back, To the place its always known. My heart will come back, To the place it calls home. Maybe this is a follow up
well i just found out today that im back in school. they were able to find that loop hole that i needed to get my loans for the rest of my classes for this semester. which just tops this day off, i am going to be getting my son for a little bit today too. so yes for the ones that enjoy seeing pics of my boy youll have more to check out later.
Optical Illusions
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Just Like Mommy!
this would be my youngest Isaiah.. he was not happy that I did a video with jules and not him while he was at school the other day.. soooo I wanted to say hi:D and call mel a cranky butt..IT WASNT MY IDEA!!!
Bristol, Tn (long Read) last weekend I went to Bristol, TN to the race...which, by the way ended in a big cluster fuck Here's why: We head West on I-26 and two minutes into our trip, we are pulled over for going 80 in a 70 zone...luckily, we got out of a ticket...woo hoo After that, we recover, chill and punch eachother when we see a blue truck. After stopping at the Kozy Kitchen for some grub and the navigation lady telling us it's an unauthorized stop we head to the track. We meet up w/our Nascar friend and he takes us in....walk right onto the track and to Kenny Wallace's pit. All went well that night..... Saturday we get up, head out after fighting the shower (combination we never truely got the grasp of) and get to the track. It rains, it stops, it rains some more but finally get the race in and they get past the half way mark and can stop the race b/c it starts raining cats and dogs. Did I mention we paid $50 to park? Oh my hell So, we know that our friend will be a while
1. Dont assume that a guy can get hard on command, their not flipping a damn switch okay. Getting him hard is your job so figure it out. It’s not rocket science. 2. Dont think that kissing needs to be all sweet & romantic all the time. Yeah pecks are cute, but i mean come one a little roughness never killed anyone. 3. Dont leave him responsible for your orgasm. If you know what you want, tell him! If you dont your gonna be the one pissed when he’s done & half asleep and ur still horney. 4. Dont expect to cuddle after sex, men & women are wired differently okay. Women wanna talk and bond & men want to sleep. If anything spoon with the tip of his (blank) in ur but. That’ll help kick up round 2. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn’t unreasonable, but when it’s time to actually sleep? An arm draped over you should suffice. 6. Dont expect him to be nice and romantic ALL the time, its okay now
Hey All
What A Week
well its been one hell of a week!! went to er today!! lucky to have o broken bones!! one woman told me she loves me!! and another says shes found happiness with someone else!! got a new job wednesday!! almost got into an accident on way home from hospital!!!and got a new job offer in georgia!! now i have to decide if im going to georgia or staying here!! what a week!!
WHY ?? By me My eyes are still wet from crying , my tears wont dry , can i forget ? . my thought go out to all brothers and sisters who are dying in countries where we do not belong , once i thought different , but now that i see that my country has left me alone with my fear , anger and pain , i see all different , maybe now i see right . so many friends came back in a box , i´ve seen many wives cry , children and perents cry , now its my time too cry. I´m the one with the rifle on the right , once i was proud , today im not, im just broken and sad. MRRCP 2008
Another Poem About Me
WAR By me War is like hell, After the bullet went through my chest, I felt the touch of death, Listening to bombs hitting the ground, Corpses hitting the surface beside me, I thought I was dying, Being dragged into a trench, Medics fixed me up, Back to the front I had to go, Watch my men run into minefields, Havoc, Horror, Pain is all I see around me, Soldiers and civilians fighting as one, Hand grenades flying in the air, I hated war but I was back for the 3rd time, Too many head shots to count, No hole big enough to put the bodies, No lake big enough to store the spilt blood, We ran out of places to put the wounded, Day after day, Night after night, The war raged on, The man who always fought beside me, He had enough, He put a bullet through his head, After two years, The last bullet was fired, The last bomb was dropped, The last civilian killed, I was the last man standing, Then I yelled out, War is like hell!
All I Need Is 100 Rates
I know not many of you read my senseless ramblings, but if you read this, could you please click on the above pic and rate it. If it says private, add PebblesinAZ, and then go rate it. I'm about 50 rates away, and need just a wee bit of help! Thanks, Jay
This Is Matt Hardy's Blog From His Myspace Page About Jeff And Beth's Tragedy
03/20/08 2:35AM Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old recording studio. I quickly jumped in my car, and drove down the back road that connects our two properties. As I pulled around the
Baz Luhrmann 'sunscreen Speech'
================================ Baz Luhrman - Sunscreen Speech ================================ Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ?9...Wear sunscreen If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh never mind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you�ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can�t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...You�re not as fat as you imagine. Don�t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be
A Small Poem Of What My Feelings Were After Being Injured In Iraq In 2004
My Blood By me. The sun is shining, But my eyes see no light. I see black, I see people laughing, But all i hear is the screaming. Whats wrong with me? all is wrong, im confused , whats just happend? All I feel is confusion and coldness?, in the desert? I see my blood gushing from my chest and mouth, why ? , what happend ? it does`nt hurt,no pain , but why , it should ?am i dead?,am i dying? My mind is yelling "dont die yet", Is all I think all day long, when I sleep I dream of death . The blood has covered the floor, I feel light headed The pain rushes through my body like lighting hitting the ground. they come in again ,operation again. I think of everything I have been through, my dead friends , family , me almost killed, Now everything is gone Its silent, the medications working and as i take a long deep breath I think "I guess this is all I have worked death!" Mrrcp 2004
Blow Me Up.....
Nowhere To Run
My work is done, 10 hours shift The house cleaned with fanatical drift The clothes are washing, shopping done All windows blinking in the sun Sitting a moment to unwind Desolation creeps up from behind Nothing to keep your mind from wandering No chores left to distract your pondering It's scary to relax, to touch the pain It's better to keep numbing my brain I am terrified of what I'll find lurking in the corners of my mind Conversations popping up in my head Images of you and me in bed And again I'm thrown back into dark The void overwhelming and painfully stark My heart swells up, through my eyes released Each thought, each tear, my pain increased Drowning in desperation, undiluted sorrow I'm terrified of the future, even tomorrow Then I fight the tears, the pain in my heart I must stop myself from falling apart But baby, I miss you, I miss you so This pain will remain That much I know ©dutch2lips August 20th, 2006
Wanna Own A Night Hottie
to own one of the night hotties you must be a mmeber of the night club. auction starts on april 1st so bring your fubucks and dont let these hotties down smack that a$$ miss bitch and there is more to come copsy and paste this to join the night club
as most that knows me I have court coming up./For custody of my kids.And my ex is making my life a living hell at home and work... I problay wont be on much do to stress and worrying....Please keep me in your prayers and wish the best for me... I need xoxox Honey
My Humor Iz
ok i joke i joke i kid i kid..most of the times..go flat like a 90 yearold hiney rocking speed do's im free with words..i dont draw lines in the sand cause..i cross them. no need 2 be mad when only care free is ur own outlook on self not others. i can admit words hurt only if they tures..and only lies will have laughing till face turn blue
Need Staff Please Apply
would u like to be a staff member of the sexest lounge on fubar. well just apply here post a comment on what job you want and you got it all staff job are open click here to become a member
Night Club Contest
come join us at the nighjt club
***friend In Contest Needs Help Please***
A great friend of mine is in a contest that ends on Saturday 3/22 and she needs some help to pull ahead. Here's the link to her contest pic, just click on it and it'll take you there: She's an awesome person so be sure to stop by her page and Rate/Fan/Add her if you haven't already. Everyone go show her some love and bomb the hell out of her pic!!!
1 Day Left To Own Me!!!
ok just got a little over a day left for the auction im in so please come and bid on me Im probably not going to do another of these cause its hard to get lots of bids for me at least but anyway thank you to all who have bid already and if anyone else comes and bids thanks in advance... OWN ME PLZZZ
For Maundy Thursday And The First Day Of Spring
I do try to get to everybody who writes me, but I’m not perfect about it. Besides the occasional computer glitch, with what I try to accomplish at work (serving customers, catching up on my reading as well as writing my own novel) and what I’m usually doing at home with my family, I don’t get online as often as I used to. But I don’t lose sleep over it; I like to think the people on the other end of the computer have lives too, and even the best of us – not me by a long shot – don’t have the time to post something genuine from ourselves. I’m no cut and paste fanatic, so you won’t find me sending forwards too much. I hate to thing I’m insulting people’s intelligence with them. Because I really want to work on my book today, I’m going to post a survey my MySpace friend Jamie Lynn did (with my responses, of course). You might find it interesting if you don’t know me very well, and maybe if you do! Jamie Lynn titled it “A whole lotta nuttin’ about me” but I disagree … I learne
Need To Get Out Of Head
KID ROCK LYRICS "Only God Knows Why" I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am Out strecthed hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around Yeah As it...hey And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've
The Night Hotties
Last Chance To Own Me
My first fu-auction!!! Who's gonna be my first fu-owner?I'm up for sale in Abby's auction!!! So, for those of you who may want to own me for a month, here is what my owner will get: 1)All stash rated 2)500 pix rated 11's during HH(if given VIP)if not 10's 3)Added to family for the month(if not already there) 4)Daily profile comments 5)Added as #1 friend for the month 6)Pimpout in bully 7)Profile Pimpout 8)OWNED by in my name for the month 9)permenant pimpout in blog 10)2 Morphs !!!!!!!!!AUCTION OPEN!!!!!!!! just click the pic to bid! This auction brought to you by Abby. stop and show her love (Albums are set friends only! Please rate/add to bid) Abby ~Screw the roses, Send me the thorns~@ fubar
Rusty James
Here it is I am very angery right now. I am trying to be nice. I can feel my blood boiling, I am not sure what to say or do. Rusty James is my 19 year old son. Now mind you teenagers know more parents. Even if we have been there done that. Well as most of you know my son was living with his GF and her parents ( bad combo). 2 or 3 weeks ago we had a snow storm here, her mother decided to throw my son out in bad weather. He calls home of course, I had to call my dad to go get him. Well on that note he comes here for about 4 days.Then goes back to live with her and her parents. Gesh, the whole time here I spoke to him about getting his GED. He dropped out of school. Not a smart move but I tried to tell him. So, while on the phone with his so called GF , she has nerve enough to tell him I cause her problems. Imagine that will ya me cause her problems? I have never carried on a conversation with this girl. When she would call if I answered , she would ask for Rusty, I wo
Nothing can be so amusingly arrogant as a young man who has just discovered an old idea and thinks it is his own. Sidney J. Harris
New Terror Group
I wrote this as a short story a few years ago. Since then I have moved a couple times, today I came across it and had to write it down. Hope you enjoy it. Not this time he promises himself, their Gestapo tactics won’t work on him this time. Every year they get him, like an annual attack or some sort of twisted anniversary celebration. Surprise is their ally. Unable to narrow them to calendar days, he is unprepared for them. Not like ti matters, there is no hiding from them. Like disciplined guerilla fighters they are everywhere. Your friendly neighbor one day, stealthy commando the next, only to return to their previous demeanor, cheerfully waving hello in spite of what they have done to you. Well he has not forgotten, and today… here… now he makes his stand. Today he will defy them. And not just for himself, but for all people everywhere who has been victimized by them. At least he can identify them. That uniform they are so proud of makes them stand out. He would sw
Get Out The Kleenex
Well so far so good, weather hasn't been the best but well as my friend sid its Oregon sunshine LOL. Now before I visited, my friend decided to seperate from her husband, nothing to do with me I assure you. Still it does make for some interesting times when he comes around. He didn't talk to me muh when i visited before though we tried, but now he totally blanks me. I just find it hilarious that he has to stoop this low. Well obviously he holds me responsible for the break up but I know there is more to it and I won't go in to here. Of course i expected this to happen, but if he wants to get down and dirty, then he should make sure he has no skeletons in his closet and there are some. Still one of these days I jut hope he realizes how to act as an adult with his wife, because then it won't affect any future relationship he makes with another woman.
How To Make A Woman Happy
How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2 . a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST
Painted Thoughts
Painted Thoughts By: Deborah Boyd The Painted Thoughts Are there each day Takes one imagination To see it that way They could be a cloud So high in the sky That looks like a rabbit Or a bird that flies It could be a painting So simple and rich That takes us away To places unpitched It could be just words So descriptive in terms That brings our thoughts there And makes our mind swarms Yet these Painted Thoughts No matter the cause Brings us such emotions And give our lives pause So cherish the thoughts These bring each day And life little treasures Are yours to stay.
#1 80s Remix
Welcome to the Weekly Music List for 3-20-08. Our first mix of music is a flashback to the 80s. Take a listen, flashback to the 80s and then comment your thoughts.
All 'bout Bubba
Guess Age Is Just A Number
I had a relationship a few months. Well, more like 4 dates in five weeks. I probably shouldn't have started it because she was 25 and worked in the same building but not for the same company. Still, I try not to get invlolved with someone at work, to complicated. I can't describe the first time I met her though. It was like, I knew that if I asked her, she would go out with me. I just knew she was attracted to me and I was attracted to her in a way that was not just looks. By the way, she wasn't smokin hot but to me she was beautiful in every way that counted to me. After we started dating we started talking on the phone and each time we talked it wold be for hours or until the cell phone would die. When we went out we had great times. I would never tell her what we were going to do on our dates and I would always plan something different, something fun. I made one mistake though, I told my manager that she may see me with this person and that I was dating her but that if she
Globalism And Foreign Policy
Globalism and Foreign Policy Written by Kerby Anderson A small but powerful group of internationalists is bent on bringing every aspect of our world society under one, universal political system. The philosophy behind this movement is known as globalism. In this article we will be looking at the subject and describing how it has been promoted by the Bush and Clinton administrations. First, I would like to begin by looking at the goals of globalists. Though they are a diverse and eclectic group of international bankers, politicians, futurists, religious leaders, and economic planners, they are unified in their desire to unite the planet under a one-world government, a single economic system, and a one- world religion. Through various governmental programs, international conferences, and religious meetings, they desire to unite the various governments of this globe into one single network. Although this can be achieved in a variety of ways, the primary focus of globalists
Another Gimptastic Original!
She is my rose among thorns In her my faith has been restored She is my shelter from the storm My heart finds rest on her shore Sincerity thats so refreshing The epitome of a true blessing She is proof that there is a God No greater treasure has any man ever sought Her beauty I will remember forevermore I thank the Heavens for this rose among thorns
Love Him For Keeping The Party Up!!!
Hello my friends. Go and show Chuckiiboo some love for always having a lot of Happy Hours up and rate, fan and add him. chuckiiboo@ fubar Please tell him cutemommy82 I'm the queen, who are you? Im your Diamond!!! ~*~ cutemommy82 ~*~@ fubar and pooh bear pooh bear,,@ fubar sent you! We wish you all a great day!!!
Please Help Im Out Of Comments
i need more help please if you could take a few mins of your time and do 100 comments if you can thank you
Just wondering,why is it that guy's leave nice comments on ladies pics all the time,but we don't get the love back?? It just seems like they have a problem making comments.I mean I take the time to make comments on ladies pics all the time. Can the ladies answer this for me??
Ncaa Tournament Time
Nothing like a little hoops and beer to get the day started off right. This has been a little ritual of mine since I reached the age of reason. Ahhhh.....the first day of the NCAA tournament. Memories that are sure as hazy as the guy smoking a little weed the night before. Used to, I would have to take a pair of vacation days just to sit back, relax and enjoy the fruits of my labor. But now, with two straight days off without having to waste that precious vacation time, it's amazing how much better the beer taste, and it goes down even smoother than before. So here's a toast to all of you ecletic early risers, a beer in one hand, and hopefully a widescreen HDTV in front of you!
This day seems to be dragging on forever! Probably because I am so tired. I'm just glad I have tomorrow and Monday off. Nice loooong weekend. Now if I can just win the lottery ..... :P
Woman Vs, Man
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM. Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM. I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
We are looking for maybe some fun not this weekend, but the next. I am ready to get a little wild, ya know. Any good places around here?
Love's Life
In the game of love everyone is looking for that one person that would make them happy for the rest of their life. We as people always look for whats in our best interests and when we look for love we want that special someone to come into our lives and make the world better. I know I am still very young in this world, but I have played this game of love and have only found dud players who weren't really into the game. I know that may sound harsh but only a very few of them (3 come to mind) have become my friends and stayed my friends after our break up. The one that stands out the most would have to be my closest friend Josephine Sandoval. We have been friends since we broke up, yah it was a rough few months/years (since we only started talking with one another again my Senior year in High School making it 3 years since we talked before we became close friends. Anyways in the game of love I was looking for girl who I could sweep up off her feet giving her the world the best way
For Me
Her beauty shines bright, Even though its not there. Does she even notice, Or really even care. To see her without it, Saddens me to no end. Does she want my help, Where would I begin? To put something back, I never took away. When will it return, When will come that day. Someday soon all things, Will be back in there place. And then a beautiful smile, Will return to her face.
My Mumm Was Deleted!
Ok - I don't get it. I didn't see anything offensive or NSFW in my MUMM. I asked if pick-up lines work. There were a lot of votes and responses. Seemed like a lot of people had some witty things to say. Then I get a message telling my that my MUMM has been deleted because it violated the TOS by either being NSFW or offensive. What the heck? Why would the fu-ministration delete the whole thing instead of the comments they may have found offensive? What a bunch of douche-baggery!! I see more offensive things on people's profile than anything posted on the MUMM. Look at some of the comments on people's profiles - showing people fucking on "Happy HumpDay", and women getting their pussy eaten on "Thirsty Thursday", yet I ask a question and some a-hole decides it is NSFW. Dumb-asses! You want NSFW? Go here or or THOSE are NSFW.
My Weekly Music - Intro
I will post in this blog a playlist of music each week that I just find interesting. It could be anything from 70s to Country. :) Please rate and comment on this blog, or any of my blogs. Let me know what you think.
Marianne Allison
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Listen Up Guys
1. The Female always makes The Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The Female is never wrong. 6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.) 7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.) 8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female. 10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.
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Ok so im just airing out my feelings here and i dont care who read this. I hate my job and i ant do anything about it cause of my last job firing me over bogus reasons that i proved were stupid. And proved them to a damn judge. I cant even take off the fourth of july this early in advance because its a blocked out day and because its afriday the whole weekend is blocked off. This sucks donkey dick i swear. I just found out my aunt has cancer and they dont know if it inopperatable yet. My cousin tony is getting married and im the only cousin invited because im not back woods. I want to buy a house but i have to get my credit back in order and im trying to set my prioritys straight. UGHHHHHHH i need a good massage any takers just strickly massage only i dont need any other drama right now ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have some really cool new friends on here that i will never let go and god that sounded so titanic lol anyways see how random i am shittt.
Rfa Perkkey!!!
Hey everyone!! Please stop and show this girl some love!!! You should at least rate fan and add her! Trust me she's definitely worth it!!! ~~Perkkey~~@ fubar Tell her Tempted sent you! This pimpout brought to you by: Tempted **Rate Spankers**Owned by ~~ Perkkey~~!!!**@ fubar
Microsoft Live Spaces
Are actually very useful for making and sorting lists. I made a search list of all of the musicians I actually like in today's world, and now I am starting to fill in the blanks at the ends - the links to the myspace and official pages for the artists.... Vroom Vroom Vroom -Chris Bradley
All Help Appreciated
i've entered BrattyBytch's Give away .. and would really appreciate it if ya'll would come by and show me some luv ... There is myself and My Friend Mary in this giveaway .. we need 7500 comments to get the 3 day blast .. So even if you dont wanna come and bomb me .. which i wont lie id love it if ya did .. please stop by and show Mary Luv too She's a Sweetie and i adore her to bits .. Here's the link to my pic so click click click and dont forget to shower Mary with luv too Muahs !!!!
My heart is breaking and theres nothing i can do about it. It hurts and its sad. I used to have a wall around it but that has broken down over the years and now there is nothing left but a bunch of bricks in a pile. I need to rebuild but i know its very hard and will take time. Its always hard to find the glue to hold them together. I need a change in my life. I want to start a family and be happy once again. Its hard to hold my head up when my heart is so down.
Can't Believe It Is Thursday Already!
It is Thursday already. This week has kind of gone by fast. I have been busy working and busy trying to keep my son on the right track. I am so not ready for Easter to be Sunday. I have not been into Easter for many years. It seemed like once the kids got older, it just lost it's appeal. There is always the dreaded family thing too. Taking a million pictures. When I was a kid, we got a new Easter outfit to wear to church. We hunted easter eggs and did the big family dinner thing. We always got easter baskets as well. I have been so lame the last few years that I didn't even get my kids an Easter basket. Aren't they a little old anyway? I think part of my not getting into it this year is that my daughter's birthday is Wednesday and Anthony's birthday is Saturday. Kind of makes it a pain. Also the whole thing of dealing with Anthony on a daily basis kind of takes the life out of me at times. We were supposed to have dinner at Peter's brother's house tomorrow nig
am sooooo ranting!!!!!! Apparently there have been some issues with my server. They had an ex-employee get onto their servers with the passwords and completely delete everything even back ups. (not a good ending) Basically our site is down completely right now. We have over 6 GIGs and will have to re-upload everything from scratch. It is going to take a few days even with our fast internet connection to get 100%. We are taking this opportunity to get a dedicated server since there is down time. The dedicated server will allow faster upload time (hopefully) and will give us more room to spread out!! But I am soooo pissed!!! Hubby says it will be a few days but we will get it up as soon as we can!!!
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The one who loves you will not make you cry alone at night thinking about him/her. They will be right beside you telling you it will be alright. My life has taught me one vital thing and that is: I came into this world alone. I shall leave it alone. And, if I have to live in it alone, so be it! I contend to live it in peace with myself. You cannot change anybody but yourself so don't try to change your partner . Love him/her as he/she is. You'll get better results. Love is action; not just a feeling. A real man doesn't make love to a million women. A real man makes love to one women a million ways. Immature love says "i love you because I need you". Mature love says "I need you because I love you". The way to love anything, is to realize it can be lost. If you want to be successful in life, be a wise. If you want to be successful in love, be foolish. Some people are like crystal. Pretty to look at, but you can see right through them. I love you not beca
Life's Journey
Life’s Journey By: Deborah Boyd How can I show you Just how much I care When walls are put up With nothing to spare You’re afraid to let go Let anyone one in Afraid of being crushed And hurt from within But life is a journey One we all must take A road that will lead us No matter the fate There will be highs And there will be lows Depending on you Is how it all goes You can crawl in a shell And hide from within Or let yourself go And live life again But what ever the cause What ever the fears I will be there beside you I will always be near So take my hand Let me show you the way Give me a chance Is all you have to say
No Way
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George And The Doctors
"Don't laugh!" said the patient George. "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," George said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest 'whoo-ha' the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been bigger than the size of a AAA battery. Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," said the doctor. "I really am. I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentleman, I promise it won't happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen," George replied
Jealousy And Hypocrisy
Often in our society we find Jealousy and hypocrisy. one person or another getting jealous because one person has something the other does not or because they feel one friend or another pays more attention to others than them. We also look at Hypocrisy, Not only on FUBAR but in real life pretending to oppose a belief or behaviour while holding the same beliefs or behaviours at the same time condemning another person for an act of which the critic is guilty. These are they types of people I am avoiding in my quest to enjoy myself on FUBAR and in my own life as well. Some people that were my friends before I left for awhile I found were not actualy my friends they were using me for their own benifit and when I left they showed the colors of Jealousy and hypocrisy. Now of course this is only my oppinion and some may disagree with me and that is their option But what I have found out is sometimes it is better to approach someone from behind and watch their actions and behavior
Happy Easter
R.i.p Momma :(
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Stop Bitching About Your Man!.. Here's Why...!
This is for all the girls out there who aren't satisfied with how their man treats them. First off, if you're one of those man hating women because you've had your heart stepped on, this might be why (notice the MIGHT). Some men, actually most men, are dicks and really only care about one thing (Themselves, geez what were you thinking? Maybe it's time to get your mind out of the gutter). A lot of women are attracted to these men. Why? Because these are the guys that have learned to play on girls emotions to get what they want, and they really don't care about her at all. These are also the guys who have it "all." They are sooo spoiled that they think the world revolves around them, so girls should too. So how do you find that perfect guy who will treat you the way you ought to be treated? If you aren't looking for a one night stand then STOP dressing like a skank and going to bars to see who the cutest guy to hit on you will be. If you want a nice guy, then look for the on
I`ve Found The Perfect One.
From The Brink Of Suicide To Saving Lives
From the brink of suicide to saving livesby CNN SAN DIEGO, CA (CNN) -- Twenty-three years ago, Scott Silverman found himself at an open, 44th-story window, on the brink of suicide. Two decades of escalating substance abuse, blackouts and depression had brought him to this moment. "I didn't think of myself as depressed, but then my drinking got so bad at the end, I felt my life was over," Silverman recalled. Just then, a colleague entered the room and asked him what he was doing. Silverman entered rehab the next day and has been sober ever since. Fast forward to 2008. Silverman has turned not only his own life around but also the lives of thousands of others. Rehab and volunteering brought him close to a community of others in need: people in shelters, those who were homeless, others who had come out of jail. They all shared one problem, Silverman saw: They were unable to find and keep a job. "I thought, I've been in treatment, I've lost jobs, but I got lucky and had a
Friday Funny...!! (21/03/08)
A big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural North Wairarapa. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence .... As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in New Zealand and, if you don’t let me get that duck, I’ll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don’t know how we settle disputes in North Wairarapa. We settle small disagreements like this with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three times and so on
You’re apocalyptic in your point of view The stench of death blankets the feeble mind The kiss of destruction lingers along the jaded soul Your words corrupt Your actions diseased But in your need to dominate.. to control You forgot the soul you left behind Where you see the end , it sees only the beginning As your venom poisons~ It whispers words of love In your disease , it shelters but one seed. Hope Nixy~ March 2008
Who Wants To Play.
Where are all the sexy older ladies? I am just dying to meet you all. Wish I could reach out and pull you all close to me. cmon, don't be afraid. Talk to me. It could be a lot of fun ;)
Bouncers And Comments
Today I was leaving messages on friends pages when the bouncer was showing up every 3 times then it got to the point it was everytime I tried to go to a page or leave a comment... Does it have to be everytime? I mean really once a bouncer checks you it should be done with instead of everytime you leave a message...4 times in a row the bouncer popped up after already checking after every 3 messages now its every message? WTF! Are they really that bored that they have to do that to every comment you try to send? I think it should be once and only again if you sign out and back in....But hey that is just coming from someone who is having PROBLEMS with the recently....First they mark pics that are not nsfw because they are jealous then they try to keep me from commenting because they are bored! WTF! No wonder so many people get sick of the bouncers if your gonna have petty bouncers instead of ones actually keeping the fakes off! Look for fakes and leave the real ones alone once they ha
Wet After Watching This One! =Fetish I want a suit just like this one!!! Just take the space out and enjoy!
Spread Those Camouflage Wings!!
She Needs Your Help!!! DROP SOME LOVE!!! One Rate = 50 Points Help Keep Her In The Lead!!! She has quite the competition in this and needs every bit of love and help she can get. If You Can Spare Some Time To Comment Bomb Her It Would Be Appreciated!!!!! She returns love along with her hubby, Domking. Spread Your Camouflage Wings Hunni!! This Request is brought to you by ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar (repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2008-03-20 08:21:26') (repost of original by '
If You Really Want To Know Me Then.....
If you really want to know me then you must understand the things that come alone with me . First there's a word that you must look up and study.That word is "ostomy"you will need to look in the medical dictionary for this. May find it others but to get the full meaning yep medical. Let me give the information for some of you anyways... it is An operation to create an opening from an area inside the body to the outside.The surgical construction of an artificial anus between the colon and the surface of the abdomen. There procedure is indicated as part of the treatment of some cases of diverticulitis, Crohn's disease, ulcerative colitis, colon cancer and intestinal obstruction. Ok out the list of reasons mine is colon cancer. I have dealt with this for almost 4 years. There's nothing they can do for the cancer but keep me happy and try to be pain free. Sometimes that works and sometimes it doesn't. Though out the last 4 years I have found some great friends with my family to help
Minor Surgery
Gonna be heading to the hospital in about a half hour for minor sugery. Its an out patient procedure so I'll be home today but I probably won't be back online. They told need about 3 days bed rest. My FRG leader is taking me and bringing me home and will be checking in on me to make sure I'm ok. She's also going to help the girls color Easter eggs Saterday. For those that don't know the military it would be hard to explain what an FRG leader is so I'm not going to LOL. I'll just say i'm in good hands and will be well taken care of between her and my daughters and I will be back on here soon. Hugs and Kisses Poki
Check Out Digsby
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Already Over
You never go Your always here (suffocating me) Under my skin I cannot run away Fading slowly I'd give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again I know it's already over, already over now My best defense, running from you I can't resist, take all you want from me Breaking slowly I'd give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again I know it's already over, already over now! You're all I'm reaching for It's already over All I'm reaching for! It's already over now I'd give it all to you I offer up my soul It's already over, already over now! Give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again! I know it's already over now! It's already over now! I know it's already over, already over
Thursday, March 20
Today we are heading south to visit family members in the San Francisco Bay Area... We will be staying in Campbell most of the time and also head out to San Francisco and to Santa Cruz for a trip. We will also visiting with my son and grandchildren at Travis AFB on Sunday. Going to a football game on Saturday night too. Cannot wait for the game. Will be back next weekend.
Inner European
Your Inner European is Dutch! Open minded and tolerant. You're up for just about anything. Who's Your Inner European? Well, this is a bit stranged since I am German. LOL
Love is something far more than desire for sexual intercourse; it is the principal means of escape from the loneliness which afflicts most men and women throughout the greater part of their lives. * Bertrand Russell* Love has features which pierce all hearts, he wears a bandage which conceals the faults of those beloved. He has wings, he comes quickly and flies away the same. * Voltaire* Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly and without expectation. We don't love to be loved; we love to love. *Leo Buscaglia*
Love Find A Way
Find A Way" Lay your head down just for now Space fills your mind and you dream awhile The sun floods your room as you drown Your lungs full of breathing Your true love believe One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way Move let the stars suck you in Hold tight, the night's air and breathe again Let go and be burnt by the moon Your hands full of feeling Your true love believe One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way I love you to death Could you love me to death I love you to death (I will love you to death) Could you love me Could you love me One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way One more time to say I love you always And keeping faith letting love find a way Letting love find a way (I will lov
Worth Reading--gas
TIPS ON PUMPING GAS I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business
Thought For The Day Thursday 02/20/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And those whose love surrounds me, edifiy this spirit, this mind. Their love, true and deep spreads throughout this heart, yet still, the darkness pervades the light. It swallows everything within and forestalls the surfacing of clarity. Deep inside, the dark controls this embattled heart with a relentless grasp. The light, fondly embraced in memory. Up ahead in the distance somewhere it must be. No peace this day, as the day before, and those to come. The view ahead, ill-defined, yet hopeful. The future, yet to come and to be revealed. I wait." ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing
that girl with her eyes and smile and hair when i think of her it makes me smile everywhere her voice is birdsong in my ear as my day goes by it feels as though im floating and youre the reason why each passing day i yearn ever more for your touch,for your kiss when i go about living its your smile that i crave that i miss you and only you can be that girl that makes me soar the one walking beside me brightened by your light >
ok here it goes.....ive been on fubar for awhile but i kept changing my proflie.....the last one i had i met sumone we clicked.....till i sent him real pics of me .....yea i was nerves because i have had very low selfasteam bout myself......and very insecure to.....well after he had told me i was pretty ugly and a bitch i said fluck it im going to put my pics up on fubar cause all he did was make me feel better bout myself.....and me myself ive never said one wrong word bout his azz....and he told me oh im not shallow lord i cant tell....well like i told my hommie if noone likes the way i look dont look.....
Vacation Update: Enjoy The 'worst Of', New Boobs On Ratemywow, Animation Contest Continues, Ashley Alexandra Dupre On Girls Gone Wild? .. New
Happy Thursdee, kids! It's the middle of the week (sorta) and the Opie and Anthony Show is enjoying a li'l break from the action. That doesn't mean, however, that we don't have things to update you on, because the world does in fact, keep spinning, when the radio show takes a break. First off, if you missed any of The Worst Of Opie and Anthony, there are special episodes that were made just for this vacation that you can download via AUDIBLE: Download the O&A Show 3/17/2008 (Worst of Louis CK) Download the O&A Show 3/18/2008 (Worst of Jimmy Fallon) Download the O&A Show 3/19/2008 (Worst Of Mike Rowe) The Opie and Anthony Show NEEDS INTERNS - Sign Up To be an O&A Intern TODAY! (must get college credit) NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks again to our west coast buddies Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is promoting Load My Mouth, we have a GREAT new pair of perky nubs to share with you...(Ladies, get YOUR pics in TODAY, but remember: No WOW in Photo = Not Getting On Site): RateM
Low Maintenance??? Hm.....
You Are Low Maintenance Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight. Are You A High Maintenance Woman?
Another One
chevyguy@ fubar Rated my picture a 5
Looking In A New Way At Life!
Yesterday was my 26th birthday! I spent it with my dad, my fiance', and 2 of my friends! Alot has changed for me these past few months because I am getting older and am started to want to settle down in life. I aint a young kid anymore. I have someone in my life that deeply loves me and worries about me alot with the way my health is. We(Piers & I) both are hoping that next month we finally get to bring baby girl, Elizabeth,home.During our visit on Tuesday, we werent very happy with Dss plus the fact of another detail that made us both upset. But come April 21st, when we go back to court; hopefully we are able to bring her home to a real loving family with me and Piers,her daddy!
I Am Going Back To School!!!
I am so excited about being accepted into college and it's on-line where it fits MY schedule and I can work at MY pace. Here's the acceptance letter: 3/20/2008 Ann K Milwaukee, WI 53225 USA Dear Ann K, Congratulations! I am pleased to notify you that you have been accepted to American InterContinental University (AIU) Online, contingent upon review of your credits and/or prior degree. You are enrolled in the Associate's (AABA) - Business Administration program with a concentration in AABA09-Medical Coding and Billing, beginning on 4/28/2008. Business, Criminal Justice, Information Technology, Design and Education are in-demand career fields and among the fastest growing industries. I admire and support your decision to acquire this valuable credential. There's more but it's meaningless dribble to everyone else. Even though I have a full time job as a cellular 9-1-1 dispatcher for the Sheriff, I'd still like to get a degree in something. I think of it as a person
The Future's So Bright, Gotta Wear Shades
I am currently attending Ashford University's external education course, working towards a Bachelor's degree in Psychology. My future goals are to obtain a Masters and possibly a Psy.D in Forensic and Behavioral Psychology. I have been enrolled since October and if my figures are correct, in a few days, my recent class final grade will be posted, elevating my G.P.A. to a 4.0. This will be the first time I have ever seen grades this wonderful. Yea Me! :)
hadeshell76@ fubar This muthafucka juss rated my default picture a 1!!! And NO he doesn't have a picture.
Come Help Me Please
come and help me please i need 30,ooo comments to win if u can please send me 100 comments or more if not its ok i still love u all anyways :D...
Need Help Leveling Up
need help leveling up ok its that time ive help many of u level up in the past its time to return it
Not Feeling It!!
I'm in a crappy mood. Don't even know why... grrrr.. oh well :(
Something You Don't See Every Day!
I Can Still Make Cheyenne
Artist: Strait George Song: I Can Still Make Cheyenne Album: For the Last Time: Live from the Astrodome Her telephone rang 'bout a quarter to nine She heard his voice on the other end of the line She wondered what was wrong this time She never knew what his calls might bring With a cowboy like him it could be anything And she always expected the worst in the back of her mind. He said, "It's cold out here and I'm all alone, I didn't make the short go again and I'm coming home. I know I've been away too long. I never got a chance to write or call And I know this rodeo has been hard on us all But I'll be home soon And honey is there something wrong?" She said, "Don't bother comin' home. By the time you get here I'll be long gone. There's somebody new and he sure ain't no rodeo man." He said, "I'm sorry it's come down to this. There's so much about you that I'm gonna miss. But it's alright baby, if I hurry I can still make Cheyenne. Gotta go now baby, if I hur
Friends Are Jerks
so i have a friend whom said he would help me and as it turns out he cant because of the fact he is a wimp........a big pansy....what i have to say to him is this dont ask me for a thing you will not get it.for any reason at allyou my so called friend you let me down , and i will not forgive it or me when your friends need you you r there for them no matter told me one thing and did another all cuz you r a big pansy. i hope you r very happy with your just lost a good friend....
Old Survey
1. When was the last time you kissed someone? Does ass count? Cuz I have been kissing ass ALL DAY 2. How do you flush the toilet in public? By the handle, DUH 3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? As opposed to wearing a seatbelt while seated on my computer chair? Oh, wait. That could be useful for those particularly strenuous cyber sessions. 4. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are about to run out of it. Air 5. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? Hong Kong Phooey. After all, I am the number one superguy! 6. What is your favorite pizza topping? Coochie, but getting a woman to sit on steaming hot mozzerella is a challenge. If it burns the roof of your mouth, what would it do to your ass? 7. Do you crack your knuckles? They are a lot better to crack than my nutts 8. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head? You got a brand new key. I friggin hate that song. 9. Did just mentioning t
I've been working on getting a buzz on my blogs. Myspace is the best place to blog; sorry for all the Myspace haters, but it's the truth. I also have started my own website:
Texas Tornado
This song sounds a lot like what my ex can do. artist: Tracy Lawrence lyrics title: Texas Tornado album: I See It Now You called me up from Amarillo said you were coming to town I thought I'd like to tell you hello and drive and old friend around I pulled up to the airport confident and cool When you stepped off that plane I knew I was your fool My little Texas tornado blowing me away again I swore it wouldn't happen again but I looked at you and then I'm like a tumbleweed in a wild west Texas wind You're blowing me away again You're lying with me in Atlanta it's such a beautiful lie You play me like a piano I always let you get by I know I'll go through hell girl when you find someone else But right now I'm in heaven and I can't help myself My little Texas tornado... [ steel ] I'm like a tumbleweed in a wild west Texas wind You're blowing me away again Texas tornado blowing me away again I swore it wouldn't happen again but I looked at you and then
"dedicated To All Bikers"
Bob Seger - "Wait For Me" Video
If You Were A Myspace Friend
If you were a myspace friend My old page was deleted, please re=add me, or add me if you have not. Check this link:
Ill be cleaning all day today and then painting the bathroom- for now its about all i can afford. We had to put most of the redecorating/improvements on hold because not only am i broke, but I'm about $3,000 deep in credit card debt and i did have all of those paid off last year! ughh! Why is it when you cut up cc and return them they send ya new ones? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Ya just know im gonna use em. In fairness though all that ive put on em is groceries, clothes for the kids, and gas. For all my wonderful friernds who continue to rate my stuff and leave me comments despite my absence, it hasnt gone unnoticed and sooner or later I WILL make it up to you. *smooches and lix* ~Temptress~
Part Four
A little bit later... The beach was still deserted, the sky turning hazy. A lightly cooling breeze over her face awoke Helen from her gentle slumber in Phil's arms. She eased herself up, careful not to disturb him. He remained asleep, a contented look on his face. She smiled as she noticed the bulge in his shorts and hoped he was dreaming about her. As Helen pondered his state of arousal, she felt herself becoming turned on too and instinctively her hand reached down between her legs. She pressed her fingers firmly against the outside of her knickers, feeling the moistness, murmuring softly as the pressure she applied started to build her pleasure. She pushed the crotch of her knickers to one side and allowed her fingers to caress the lips. Groaning a little more loudly, her middle finger slowly stroked her clitoris in a circular motion. Phil stirred and opened his eyes. He looked at her and smiled, his expression indicating his approval that she should carry on. Helen decided
Part Three
The next morning... The late morning sun poured through the bedroom window of the hotel, illuminating the scene. Phil and Helen were laying naked on the bed in each other arms. As Phil stirred, he gave her a gentle squeeze to awaken her. Helen awoke to find Phil smiling broadly at her, and as she remembered the previous night's events she grinned sheepishly too. He leaned forward and kissed her passionately, awakening them both even more, particularly the yearnings from within. But before they could do any more a knock on the door startled them, and through a fit of giggles Phil managed to call out to housekeeping to come back later. Helen suggested they go for a nice romantic picnic at the beach as it was such a glorious day. Phil smiled approvingly at the idea. They enjoyed another lingering kiss before getting dressed and heading off in the car to buy some food. After leaving the store, Phil drove the hire car in the direction of the coast, the long straight road surprisingly
Part Two
Later that night.... Helen gently awoke in the middle of the night, her head resting on Phil's chest as it slowly rose and fell with his breathing. A lamp at one end of the room and a few almost burnt out flickering candles provided a break from the darkness. She got off of the bed and wandered towards the full length mirror. She stood admiring her naked form in it's reflection. She noticed with mock indignation the red marks on her neck where Phil had been biting her earlier and remembered how amazing their first ever lovemaking had been, so tender and passionate at the same time. She felt a growing arousal from within. She circled the redness on her neck with her slender fingers, then allowed them to snake down her chest. As one hand cupped a pert breast and massaged it gently, the other lightly brushed her soft downy pubic area. Suddenly, she was alerted by the sound of a single throat-clearing cough, and turned to see a bleary-eyed Phil grinning back at her. She continued
6 Questions Answered
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a good year. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... AND: Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARRASSMENT? A: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose.
I'm here again A thousand miles away from you A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard Thought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole I've come undone But you make sense of who I am Like puzzle pieces in your eye Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole! I tried so hard! So hard! I tried so hard! Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole So you can make me whole
A Special World
A Special World by Chris Baker A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.
Never Too Late
"Never Too Late" This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back
Tributes To Ira Bombing Victims
Tributes to IRA bombing victims Johnathan Ball and Tim Parry died as a result of the blast A memorial event is being held to remember those who were killed and injured in the IRA bombing of Warrington town centre 15 years ago. Tim Parry, 12, and Johnathan Ball, three, died and 56 people were hurt in the explosions on 20 March 1993. Town leaders, representatives of local organisations and the community will pay tribute to the victims. Flowers are being laid at the site, in what has been called a celebration of peace by Warrington Borough Council. When the bombs went off in Bridge Street, the area was packed with shoppers, many looking for Mother's Day gifts. Johnathan had been in the town with his babysitter to buy a card for his mother. Quite why they chose this town was beyond comprehension - I didn't know then and I still don't know now Colin Parry Tim, an avid Everton fan, had been shopping for football shorts when he caught the full force of
I Miss You
Hello there The angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim Of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally If we want Where you can always find me And we'll have halloween on christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends I miss you (I miss you) Where are you? And I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This 6 string's darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted The webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you And hear your voice of treason Will you come home And stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you) You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you)
It Doesn't Get Any Better Than This!
Just got any early morning phone call from Persia (its early for her, anyway). She just gave me the best news!!!! Our Fave Band Every Time I Die is going to be at The Bamboozle festival!!! We were already planning on going, but had no clue ETID was going to be there. This is going to be so awesome!
this is were i stoped
Nsfw Marked Photos
normally i wouldn't bitch about people marking my photos nsfw, but this is getting ridiculous. as i was uploading a few more pics this morning one of them was marked nsfw, and it wasnt even in my photo album for more than 5 minutes. i know who did it and she is now blocked. if all someone is doing is coming to my page to mark photos nsfw, then they need to move on, because i have no time for stupid asses like that, also if your looking at my phots at work and marking them that way, then your obviously not doing the job your getting paid to do, i mean thats a no brainer. anyway the pics that were marked are now in a folder named "marked nsfw by friggin morons" check them out and tell me what ya think.
There's A Lighthouse
This world's not my home I'm a stranger to the storm Save me Where the race is quickest The tide runs strong Save me A big sky above me West winds blow Sailing long distance Breaking the foam There's a lighthouse Shining in the dark A lighthouse Standing in the dark All the world's a ship Shipwrecked on the seas Breaking up in pieces We're clinging to the reef There's a lighthouse There's a sky full of trouble Lifetimes and fear Save me Talking the soundings Now the tempest is here Save me And daylight is breaking On out-stretched hands Lost on the ocean Reaching for land
This Is It!!!!! I Am For Real Some Of You Know Already!!!!!!!
Hi :)
Hi, everyone! Just created my first blog on fubar :) I'll wander here a little bit to sewe what is it all about :)
25 Signs U Have Grown Up
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is t
Wishful Thinking
I wish that I had enough money to buy the home that my mother wants, and the car that my dad dreams about. Putting some money away for my son's college fund, whatever he wants to become. Help my friends that I live with to do the things they dream about, so they can make them reality. My best friend, the money to buy the property he wants and invest in oil like he wishes for. And help my church with the upgrades that they need, to make it look like God cares about them, I know he does but you know it still would be nice. Me, even with all the money in the world can't give me some of the personal things I would like to have one being a wife to love me for me with all that comes with it the good and the bad, to have someone to share all of life with is worth more than all the money in the world. I know God can do miracles and to that special someone for me would be a miracle, I am not being negative just realistic. Some things that I would like to change about me can only done by God him
Just Got Started Loving You
60 Minutes: One Laptop Per Child
Thank You Everyone
Thank you everyone (way too many to name individually and risk leaving someone out) for helping me level. I appreciate every rate, comment and vote. You all Fu-King ROCK my socks. :-)
Here you go i found alot so hope you like!!!! Again, in keeping with my on-going losing battle with OCD, I wrote down all the outrageous, inspiring, offensive, enraging, insipid, bewildering, or hilarious statements made in 2007. Enjoy. -JPS "Yeah, they got the eyes like they're Oriental, and, you know, it's all pulled. So make sure you do it right." - Pat Robertson, noting that people like Fox News host Greta Van Susteren who get plastic surgery have strange-looking eyes "Welcome to Scotland" - Scotland's new slogan, which is what an ad agency came up with for a new "exciting" slogan after spending six months on the initiative and getting paid 125,000 pounds -- about $258,750 -- by the Scottish government "Since when did I become the spokesperson for nappy-headed hos?" - Wanda Sykes, on being contacted by every media outlet for her views on Don Imus. She also added, I "thought Imus died, like, nine years ago. ... [He has] one of those faces that belongs in the
You know the past two day have in a way been a nightmare for me. I am grateful for the pay raise I go at work. But it's the fact of the things I do, and when something has to be done who do they ask. And I wake up this morning and just feel like whatever. I do what I can to respect people. But why it feels like they expect you to treat them like a piece of garbage. How fucked up is that.
Out Of Reach..........
Out there....far away.... Wishing you were closer..... Wishing you were here with me.... A touch or even a look....... To see you smile.... To hold your hand..... To have you close..... But none of this may never be...... As you are so far away from me...... Out of reach......Out Of Reach......OUT OF REACH.. This is owned by me, please do not copy or use with out permission
Hi My First One
I'm in a GIVE AWAYS/CONTEST Just need ur help JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW: Rate and comments are welcome THANKS IN ADVANCE!!! ~~JaCk~~***Read my profile page before requesting or adding please@ fubar
Pre Advising Everyone Of The Auction Starting On Friday
Hello to all my friends and those who arent friends yet. I have entered an auction which starts tomorrow (Friday) and I am just letting everyone know in advance. Starting bid will begin at 50k and what I am offering is priceless. I am looking for new friends and would love to see yall come out and bid for me. I will be ataching the link to the auction on the next blog when I get it. Thank you all for your help in me leveling up and hope to make some new friends and have a some fun with this. Hope to see yall there.
For My Former Best Friend....
here's to my former "best friend" Jennifer, who thinks she is always right and who thinks she is better than me. I have to drive past her house every damn day. After all I did for you hun, you suck! Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down disgrace Drag my name all over the place. I don't care anymore. You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win. I don't care anymore I don't care anymore I don't care what you say I don't play the same games you play. 'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends And it seems to me there's a means to and end. They don't care anymore. And as for me I can sit here and bide my time I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind. I don't care anymore I don't care no more I don't care what you say We never played by the same rules anyway. I won't be there anymore So get out of my way Let me by I got better things to do with my time I don't care anymore I don't care a
No New News Just Some Homefront Happenings..
Good Morning and welcome to you. I looked and looked over MSN and nothing tweaked my interest. Not a thing interesting on the radio either on the way into work. Boring day to say the least starting out in my neck of the woods...I wonder where the head, body, hands, and feet of the woods are? Oh well it always intrigued me why people say in your neck of the woods…perhaps it’s just people around here that say that, I imagine you wouldn’t say that if you lived in a larger city. “How’s you neck of the city today?” Hmmm doesn’t really blow my skirt up…Oh , noooo I am not wearing a skirt… Just a saying. Floats your boat, unclogs your bog, Twists your… well we will leave that one for the R rated version of the show… Some note worthy things on my home front. Jax apparently was lured into a sting operation at the Bar she works at and they named her. Big fine for the Bar and she is suspended and may no longer have a job. My oldest Jessica had this happen to her too. Last not she (Jaclyn) was se
Ya know, I always hated Supertramp. la di di da la da da da de da de da hey yahoo hey yahoo hey yahoo hey yahoo wtf? UGGGH
One Of Those Days
Ever have one of those days were everything feels futile?
Gun Law
No weapon has ever killed anyone .. its the one pulling the trigger that does the killing. It matters little if you ban any weapon from the stand point of a criminal. I can make a weapon much more devastating than an AK or M-4 in my basement and a ban of any kind on any thing only keeps those that would never break the law from having them. It does almost nothing at keeping them out of the hands of those that have the intent to do bad stuff. Lets take some examples in to account. Name the areas that have the hardest weapon laws and bans. In each and every case they also have the highest violent crimes rates. In every area where Law Abiding citizens have the right to own and carry weapon the violent crime rates are far,far lower. When we banned alcohol with prohibition we allowed the criminal to take control and the violence sky rocketed. The Banning of Drugs have caused our prisons to fill and vast crime empires to flourish. Any time you Ban anything instead of regulati
My Boo
imikimi - Customize Your World
The Chestnut Tree Cafe
You know what's really odd? I was drinking clove-flavored gin not a week before it all came down on me.

Don't Pass This Over
TO FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE IS ONE THING TO HAVE NO CHOICE IS ANOTHER. Most of you know me as Always Erica and some of you added me for the points thats cool to. It only means that I can get this out to that many more people. My family and I need your HELP. Below is a fyler made for my Brother who has a very rare form of Cancer. After all his Radiation and Chemo we thought things would get better. But now he is back in ICU fighting for his life. My parents are running low on funds and have to pay double for everything as my mom is currently living in Houston where my brother is being treated while my father is at home in Midland TX where his job and their home is. The thousands of dollars in Medical bills has forced them into bankruptcy and left them short for all the new costs coming. any help is greatly appreciated. Even if its just a forward or repost of this bulletin. i have never asked anyone on Fubar for help and though asking for help is not something I would normally do, it
The Senility Prayer
THE SENILITY PRAYER Grant me the senility to forget the people I never liked anyway, The good fortune to run into the ones I do, and the eyesight to tell the difference.
My Island Cookie
She is sweet to kiss Soft to the touch A very velvety kiss Skin as smooth as silk Eyes as soft as summer sunrise The warmth of you smile The beauty that she holds Goes beyond looks It goes straight to the heart She is one of a kind I am glad that on this day March 19, 2008 Sarah has become my girlfriend!
I stand in front of the mirror And wipe the fog away My vision is still hazy From ridding myself this way My hair is all in tangles My eyes are filled with tears I wipe the warm tears away As if trying to rid myself of my fears I'm ashamed of what I have done But it hurts me even more I can't make myself stop doing it Even though I know what's in store It has taken over my mind It is eating away at my soul My throat burns with anger While my stomach growls even more I am still looking in the mirror Yet I don't know who I see All that I know Is this sad sight couldn't be me I grip the edge of the counter So tightly that my knuckles turn white I want to scream out in anger At this ugly sight It's your fault I hiss That I do this to myself If only you didn't look this way I would be in better health I cover the image in the mirror With the palm of my hand And notice a cut on my finger That I never knew I had I grab my hand in anger Or is it
So tonite I was checkin out porn on Altavista and accidentally ( I swear to God, honest) stumbled on a... horse show... pic. I don't think I have ever seen a more disturbing site. :(
What You Mean To Me ...
What You Mean To Me ... You turned my darkness into light; You made everything all right. You picked me up when I was down; You turned my life around. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A blessing is what you are to me. When I needed you the most, you were there; Even if it seemed like you didn't care. When I didn't think I could make it another day, You chased all my doubts away. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A treasure is what you are to me. The world is full of many people, it's true; But there is only one of you. You fill my heart with love; You're a God-sent gift from above. If I didn't have you, what would I be? An angel is what you are to me. Lost and alone, I will no longer be; Because you are here with me. There is no reason to be sad; You've taken away all the bad. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A best friend is what you are to me!! (Best friends just can't be replaced. They complement our lives so beautifully.)
Just Another Day Goes By...
I'm Sorry For What I've Done To You Can You Forgive Me? For You It's Over But For Me It's Not. I Still Love You... But Do You Still Love Me? All Our Memories Happiness And Loneliness. Tears Smiles Cry Laugh Please, Come Back. I Miss You A Lot. As I've Said, It's Not Over. For Me "Past Is Past" As Hard As That Past Might Be. If You're Dissapointed Sorry. I've Cried For You I've Laughed For You I've Changed So Much... Just For You. Now I Seem To Be Alone, Just Because Of You. And Now I'm Alone Without You. If I Died Today What Will You Do? Come After? Or Just Pretend Not To Be Affected? I Love You Even After You Don't Love Me. You're Important To Me I Don't Know If I'll Be Okay. You Traded Everything Just For Me. I Never Realized That. I Love You. I Hate You. My Only Wish For Now Is To Be With You. This Past Summer Had Been My Worst Nightmare. With This Life Of Mine Everything Had Change.
A Shade Of Love
A memory of you drifts like a shade in the night through my mind and in your enveloping embrace, my heart you will find and for you, it is always passionate, always kind, always yours until the end of time.
My Wonderful Girl Baby
Well here we go ladies and gents i'm starting a brag blog yes you heard me right a brag blog this will give me a chance to brag on the greatest and smallest person in my life or atleast one of them i am a grand mother of many and my newest grandbaby is now 9 months old her name is Abygalye Rose and like all 9 mo old babies she is doing alot of learning and falling the other day she was walking around the living room useing the sofa the ferret cage her toy and a rat cage well she got to my entertainment center/coffee table lost her balance and fell down and bonked her little head on the table thereby giving herself a goose egg on her poor wittle forehead well since i am out of ice i went old schoool and told her momma to get a bag of frozen veggies fr the freezer which only served to annoy her. but it did the trick now she is also at the independent stage where she want to feed her self so her momma being a good little gal gave her some food after stripping her to her diaper and let h
Whats Really Going On?
Hey, this is Loe's sister again. What happened to all the people that were supposed to be writing him, keeping his head up? If he was out, you would be calling and emailing, etc. off the chain. (you know who you are) I'm not begging, but if you were his true friends you would drop him a line or two every once in awhile to let him know y'all haven't forgot about him. I'm done bitchin 4 now. I love my brother and y'all aren't playing him right. Here's the address once again. Lawrence Awoniyi 6C 417 South Calhoun St. Fort Wayne, IN 46802
Csi Or Law & Order
I'm so sick of seeing this shit! I love em both...but DAMN!!! I'm just gone take the damn survey Isn't that spam???
When Shall I Do It???
ok i got one more HH pls let me know when would be the best times for u so we all could make a lot of points n we all could level up much love to all of ya and have a great day n a nice time till i decided when i make the HH love u allll kiiissssssssseeeeeeessssssssssssss
This Girl
i dnt know what 2 do ethier wait or not 2 wait.on this girl because i dnt wanna get wrap up in a blanket by anyone. but it is hard when ur not as close to them as u want 2 be. so i dnty know but i think ill wait 4 her 2 say sumthing. but the whole reason is be cuz i get attach eaisly. do u know how hard it is when u like a person and there is no way 2 know how they feel about u. i got alot of luv 4 u girl but i know just meet u 2weeks ago but damn when u text some 1 all night intill like 4 in the morring. u know i just dnt get it
Let Go And Let God
Just last weekend, I was a wreck. I was worried and scared of everything. One night, a good friend called and told me about her relationship with god. As I listened, one thing that she said stuck in my mind. She told me that it all starts when you tunr your life over to him. All you have to do is turn your worries and fears and problems over to him. I decided to do just that. Once I did, I started to listen to him. He told me to put just two quarters into a donation funnel at the mall here. After I thought about it, I did just that. After walking around the mall, Something told me to go to applebee's and order a drink. The waitress gave me a menu and told me she would be back to take my order. I politley told her that I was low on money and couldn't afford to order anything other than a drink. She told me there was no charge and gave me a job application. Now some of you may have your own ideas of why this happened, but I know that It was god's way of rewarding me for doing what he wan
"the 1st Day I Saw You"
one last poem for the nite.. since i jus wrote it... 4give the shortness of it jus know its how my heart achez az of this minute The First Day I Saw You The first day I saw you You were like a dream true. The first day I saw you I knew i loved you. The first day I saw you love was my world. The first day I saw you I just became your girl. And now that you know you're all inside my mind. You took advantage of that and left my heart behind. And though I will always love And cherrish every minute w/you The pain of not having you Pain of all you made me believe. The trust I once again had in words Simply hurts & right now Makes me feel as though Now I regret... the first day I saw you. Had I known the pain it'd bring Or been prepared for the heartache The emptiness of not having you The unsure feeling of not knowing If or when I will ever see you again. Though I see you every time I close my eyes. Feel you near me when I lay in the bed we shared. Ache fo
Asshats Of America feel free to message him with your own comments. The Broken says: i'm sure he desrved it and goodbye i cant talk to ppl who take part in this war, and are families of monsters out there raping little kids and killing innocent ppl ... i wont talk to you ever again. He'll learn not to run his mouth to me.
Eggd,carrot Or Coffee??
There are so many Godly lessons in the everyday things of life. Enjoy. Subject: Eggs, carrot or coffee? A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turnin
Fat Joe Feat. Ashanti - What's Love
Ja Rule Ft. Ashanti - Always On Time
Mariah Carey-all I Want For Christmas Is You - Live
"she Misses Him"
this iz a very old one... none the less.. seemz rather fittin theze dayz "She Misses Him" She misses being touched The way he used to touch her. The slight brush to her face.. A touch on the hand. A simple reminder He's happy to be her man. She misses his arms Holding her close in his hugs. She misses him being proud Of her being his Snuggle Bug. She misses the love That once danced in his eyes. Now she lays in bed at night And quietly cries. She misses the hunger That once was in his kiss The love he used to show for her She will forever miss I miss the me I used to be Back when he wanted to be with me. ~Tazy~
Headstrong By Trapt
Saliva - Click Click Boom
Warren G, Nate Dogg - Regulate (uncensored)
"sweetest Pain"
Sweetest Pain Your love,your kiss,your eyes so bright.. Helping me through another lonesome night. The love you gave made me happy.. Your time away makes me sad.. But you are the sweetest pain I ever had.. I miss the sound of your voice.. The touch of your skin.. I long for you To hold me .. make love to me again.. You showed me things I've never been shown.. You're the sweetest pain I've ever known... Standing at the edge of my heart.. I give you my love.. together or apart.. Because of you.. I feel pain so deep inside.. Cuz you are the sweetest pain.. I can ever hide... I love you... And I always will.. You will always be the sweetest.. Pain I will ever feel... ~Tazy~
Just wanted to say hello here and I may post stuff in here from time to time. I used to come here when it was CherryTAP and even when it was Lost Cherry, but I was a different person then and I believe everyone is constantly changing. As you have probably read my about me section, I really don't give a shit about rating people nor do I care about them rating me. I'm one of the few people on here who try to keep it real as best as I can and I don't want no fake people surrounding my online experiences. I'm in a committed long term relationship and have been for the past 11 years. I had some issues with this person and we have had our ups and downs, but he's my soul mate and no matter what has happened between us, I love him with all my heart. He's saved me from the depths of hell many times and no matter how much we hated each other at the time, he's never turned his back on me. No one online will ever risk that for me. I flirt alot, but I don't mean it. I'm very happi
"just Another Stranger"
"Just Another Stranger" Longing for another To try to fill the empty space Pretending pleasures of the flesh Can take its place. Just another stranger To distract us from our pain Someone there to make us feel A temporary feeling of being wanted again. Knowing that soon after We hear the footsteps of them going away. And again, we are left alone. Knowing we face another day Of being alone inside Showing people around us Only what we allow them to see. But knowing inside Your desire can never be.. Because of you ~Tazy~
Your Name
Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay
Sean Paul - Temperature
Ciara One Two Step
Ciara - Oh
Never Have I Fallen
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling
"i Am The Reason Why"
Can you feel the pain I feel? Can you taste the tears I cry? Do you know how long I've felt alone, And know I'm the reason why? Can you hear the words I try to say? Can you help me begin? Can you know the fears I have? Can you help me escape this private hell I've been in? Nobody can do these things. Nobody really sees. The pains and fears I have, Are mostly due to me. I live behind this wall I built... At times, I want to come out. But as soon as I open the door, My heart and mind are filled with doubt. My mind and heart are in a giant war. I will always find a ways to hide my heart more... At times it seems my heart is under lock and key. Like I keep it wrapped up tight. Though love is what I want to have... It stays far out of sight. So again, I ask... can you feel the pain I feel? Can you taste the tears I cry? Do you know how long I've been alone, And know I'm the reason why? ~Tazy~
Colorblind....using my creativty to my advantage Hey boys and girls.....So my Doc thought i would be a good idea for me to find an outlet for everything thats been goin on in my what do I do I start writing like a mad man and what was born from all these random rants and phrases I had written down in a book....Why something i never thought could happen.....A screenplay This afternoon as I was sitting is Chef Burger Downtown eating my lunch reading over everything I had put down it hit me almost like someone slapping me in the back of my head and screaming THATS IT!!!!!!!!! So allow me to tell you about "ColorBlind" This is a film set here in Kansas City and it tales the tell of 2 young people who yes are from diffrent Races, Backgrounds.....well not so much backgrounds both familys are very very well off...but get the point.....anyways These 2 (Brandon and Rebeca..the working names) find themselvs meeting each other and bla bla bla you know how mos
"my Love"
My love for you is something I can't explain. It's grows more and more every day, Yet, I can't seem to find the words for how much It can't compare to the words I say. I look into those eyes And I see the one I love and so much more. I kiss your lips and think of when they first touched mine. I hear your words and know you are who I adore. You are the one that makes me smile. You are the one that makes my bad days bright. I think of things we have done And how you make my dark days light. You mean everything to me And I hope that you can see The love I have for you Is really meant to be. I love ya Jeff
Still Trucking!
I have been with the same truck company for a year now. I only get to be on the computer when I am at my father-in-laws, or at my sister house. Which means I don't have a lot of free time on the computer, or much time at home. On the road it is a 24 hr. job, but the pay is ok. I just wish I could meet more like minded people. True friends are hard to find, no matter what a person does though. Hope to hear from some of you soon.
Networking, man things you think you left behind in your college days, I just heard from one of my grad friends hitting me up on some engineering opportunities Man gotta love the aggie spirit..Anyone else have any luck from your network?
A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.
are all girls wondering about teh water moccassin?i am black guys arent thqt endowed r they?
Now I know I'm pretty fluent in my English (cept for when I talk and have numerous brain freezes). But I work with numbers, and just recently have discovered that I can't process numbers in English when someone dictates them to me without translating them into Russian first. Like phone numbers, calculating revenues at work, typing in Credit Card numbers,etc. I feel like a retard when people tell me their CC numbers and I have a total brain overdrive trying to translate them and having to ask all over again. GHHHH
"these Days"
March 19, 2008 @ 5:16 am "These Days" ~For Ashley a/k/a DollFace~ There's not one day that comes along Where my body doesn't long For the soft feeling of your sweet kiss. The passion of your touch that I so miss. Not one day has passed me by That it doesn't take all I have not to cry. Where I miss you less then the day before Cuz w/every day I miss & love you more. Not one single night has come to be Where I don't miss you laying next to me. Where I look at where you once laid And wonder how I'll make it thru the next day. It seems w/every sound I hear It only makes me want you HERE. Every place I look & every where I go I see some part of you that helps me know... No matter how near or far apart we are The memories of us are never very far And you'll alwayz be a part of me... Of something that's truly meant to be. I love & miss my Dollface In so many painful but happy ways. Just thought you should know Some of the thingz I'm feeling these days. I love n
Have You Ever....
Have you ever been truly blessed enough to meet that special someone that you know God created just for you? Have you ever met that someone that made you feel so special? Have you ever met that someone that every time you hear their voice, you melt, and your legs turn into jello? You know, marriages and relationships don't last as long as they use to. It's too easy for people to get out of. Well I have found the most incredible man ever. And I am so blessed that he loves me so intensely and unconditionally. That is so rare. Jimm is my everything. My love, my best friend, my soul mate, and my forever companion. Yes, we met right here on Fubar. And a lot of people are disbelievers of meeting a true love on the internet. But I'll guarantee you that you can contact me in 30 years, and God willing I'm still alive and he is too, we will still be together and still be in love with each other, more intensely every day that passes. Our love already continues to grow stronger and st
i hate insomnia. im exhausted.
Welcome To Club Hallucination
WELCOME TO CLUB HALLUCINATION Lets make this the best rave in town
President Bush Pardon's Himself Against Potential Warcrimes
President Bush Passes a Bill giving himself and... (more) Added: January 18, 2008 President Bush Passes a Bill giving himself and his whitehouse retroactive immunity for possible war crimes! Don't you wish we could all do that? NO WAY I WOULD BE A CRIMINAL! AMERICA WAKE UP and FIGHT BACK!! against the NEW WORLD ORDER!
True Love
I love you, without a doubt; I love you, inside and out. Without you, I feel like nothing; But when I'm with you, I feel like something. In my heart, you'll be 'til the end; Let's just hope that we won't end. In your hands, my life rests; To me, you really are the best. Please don't let go.. Please never say no.. I'm afraid of losing you I've only had so few -- So few of great guys like you. I want to be with you through it all; So when I die please don't just watch me fall. Come with me to a place where we can be alone -- Come with me to a place to call our own. I love your hair, I love your smile; Please just hold me once in a while. I love your laugh, I love your face; Thinking of you always takes me to space. You may be grumpy at times -- But I love you all the same. I love you, without a doubt; I love you, inside and out. I wrote this Jamie
You Are Myangel
There is nowhere in this world that I would rather be Than at your side hoping that you can see That I love you with every inch of my heart That I would do and give anything just to make you smile If only for a little while As to see you smile fills me with happiness Just to know that through all of your sadness There is a little glimpse of happiness As most if not all of my life is you I've chosen to drown myself in you and your problems To do as much as I can to help you Always on hand to drop everything To be with you As I'm giving you all of myself and more Always being there for you as much as possible Doing what I can to help you through These dark times to show you're not alone As no matter how much you push me away I'll be waiting here for you To hold your hand and help you pull through You're an angel in my life I'm so glad to have found you I wrote this Jamie
This My Love For You
I love you more than my old soccer cleats, The ones I'll never give up. I love you more than the perfect field, The one i use to warm up. I love you more than my soccer ball, The one that's perfect for passes. I love you more than me running along Those different types of grasses. I love you more than the cheering crowds, The stands made out of plaster. I love you more than that perfect kick, That I have yet to master. I love you more than my soccer cleats, the ones that hold all reason. I love you more than my coach, my soccer team and my season. I love you more than winning that world cup, That we have yet to reclaim. I can't believe I love you more than I wrote this Jamie
***please Help My Good Friend Level***
She's one of my closest friends, we knew each other way back in the day, and she really needs some help leveling. Everyone please check her out and Rate/Fan/Add her. She's the best and she'll return the love!!! dj0220 bartender 4 club chaos@ fubar Thank you so much!!!
Into the night I sail away. Only to find myself so far away. As if someone lifting me into a world of unknown. Hoping to find myself not alone. Wanting more but getting less. There must but some kind of progress. Hope is not within me. Maybe one day will be seen and maybe it will be glee. By: Jenny-bear
They Said That Hell's Not Hot
I kill myself in small amounts In each relationship it's not about love. Just another funeral and just another girl I left in tears. And now I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... They said that hell's not hot I gave my soul to someone else She must have known that It was already sold. It was never about her, It was about the hurt. And so I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... And they said that hell's not hot...
My First Blog
ok so i ws wondring if we had blogs now i see that we do very cool! just kinda chillin at somefreinds house not much going on trying to find out as much about this site as i can.
Give Me Your #
Name: Number: Best time to call: text messaging (yes or no) phone service: I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me your #
Lil Tidbits About Me!
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Life Has Sume Twists Truns Init
my life so far well last year i lost a frend the jump of a brige then my my brutherinlaw bruthes wife dies of cancer after haveing a cot death muths ago then 3 days ago i here of persin found die on the tailway then later i find out its nuther frend he had jump of the ralway brige landed on the tracks and its freak me out both frends jump of briges stayd next door to euchuther and im wundering why my frends are killing there self sins i was say 20 ive lost ats lest 3 frends a year mind you lot was drugs hard drugs my school frends im siting here typeing this out cos i cant sleep just siting wundeing why all this well i dont have much real frends left most are losers rest are i dont see much of so people i do talk to on here are my frends or i see as my frends well who ever reads this can under stand it ty fo takeing time out peace beck
The Final
This is not mine but was Close to my heart.I just pray there are more people that under stand the American Solder/Military Man......and what he gives to his country....... GOD BLESS THEM ALL!!!!!!!! THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, ? Which must always come to pass. ? He hoped his shoes were shining, ? Just as brightly as his brass. ? 'Step forward now, Marine, ? How shall Ideal with you? ? Have youalways turned the other cheek? ? To My Church have you been true?' ? The soldier squared his shoulders and said, ? 'No, Lord, Iguess I ain't. ? Because those of us who carry guns, ? Can't always be a saint. ? I've had to work most Sundays, ? And at times my talk was tough. ? And sometimes I've been violent, ? Because the world is awfully rough. ? But, I never took a penny, ? That wasn't mine to keep... ? Though I worked a lot of overtime, ?
Polar Bear - Museum
Polar Bear - Cleaning
hey to all of u hope all is well with ya'll srry haven't been around much i have went threw allot of changes in my life so i just haven't had a hole lot of time too do the net but i post new pics of me and i will be add more stuff along the way i have changed my page as well add new stuff to it so that is sum thing different to see. I just wanted to let all of u no that i am gone be on more soon as i get all these changes in my life done k! Tell then enjoy the new photos n page stuff i did!!
Polar Bear - Sleep Walking
Polar Bear - Sling Shot
Polar Bear - Vending Machine
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Polar Bear - A Pizza
Sara Evans-perfect
Polar Bear - Marathon
Tooth Is Out, And People Are Hatin...
lol today i had people hatin on my pic but since they were newbs i passed on the favor and actoually ran out of 1's to give the guy, girl jabba the hut hell i dont know after having a tooth pulled im not in a good mood and i made sure i let that idiot know it. so blueeyebaby30147 heres a middle finger to you. bitch!
Polar Bear - Torch
Up Date On My Knee
right now am out for week of work after next thuresday. I wont know how long be gone from the internet til he get inside my knee see how bad its tore. Wish me luck guys. I hope while gone yaw miss me
Polar Bear - Mosquito
My Baby Lounge
Hi everyone I just wanted to let ya know even with all the lounges on fubar I have made a new one that if u like to rock out n have fun with the best peeps around fubar come join us at Willow's Place Thank You All For Your Time Hugs and Kisses to u all
Polar Bear - At A Store
Polar Bear - A Mouse
Polar Bear - The Unicycle
Polar Bear - In A Gym
Polar Bear - The Cart
Polar Bear - Contact
Polar Bear - Golf
My Birthday
Well today is my birthday. Well it was. I had to work. That is not good. But i got money for working. Thats a plus. it goes toward my hotel room for my party. We went to Ryan's for my birthday diner. It was bomb ass. Other than the fact that the whole ryans workers sang me the happy happy birthday song. Today at work the regular guy named Ernie....had me go to the middle of the store because he had to show me something or so he said.....and he sang to me on one knee in front of the whole fucking store and sang me happy birthday at the top of his lungs....people came up to me and gave me money after that though. All in all i had a pretty good birthday. It is going to continue this weekend though. I am a little intoxicated right now so if this is full of typos dont hold it against me. xoxox-candi
Please Read This....
You'll Always Be My Baby
Late Night Texting
ok for all those that i have there cell numbers and winder why you get all these wierd texts at odd times at nights its simple i work nights so i be up. if you would like to joing the texting club leave me a message preferably not on my blog with a nickname and a number. if i dont already know who you are.
Polar Bear - Ice Climbing
Polar Bear - Hang Gliding
Polar Bear - Holiday
Just Tryin Sumthin' Out
Glitter Graphics
Polar Bear - I Love Sky
Polar Bear - On A Treadmill
New Skins 3/19
I've added a few more public are the previews. As always, you are welcome to use the ones marked as PUBLIC, but please do not rip those marked as custom. All of my skins are best viewed @1024 "Born to Flirt" "Love Me" "Mad Tweety" "Chat Cat" "Snoopy Life" "Loaded Piggy" Cheers! -HS
So... What's the definition of a friend? Someone who's there for you through thick and thin. Someone who you know would do anything for you, no matter what. Someone you can cry or laugh with. So I have this friend... Or had... I'm still trying to wrap my head around that part... Anyway - this friend. We were pretty close, could talk about just about anything. We could hang out like we'd been friends forever, and have some (in my mind) pretty awesome memories... Anyone who knows me - (not that anyone on here really does) knows that I usually take things to a deeper level than they need to be at. It's not something I do on purpose, and it's not something I'm always proud of. I am, however, proud of my ability to give of myself pretty unconditionally. So much so, that I'm usually willing to bypass my own feelings for others... And just for background purposes, I should also throw out there that I'm not even close to perfect. Aww hell - I give up. I really real
If I Were Her Lover...
If I were her lover, I'd wade through the clover Over the fields before The gate that leads to her door; Over the meadows, To wait, 'mid the shadows, The shadows that circle her door, For the heart of my heart and more. And there in the clover Close by her, Over and over I'd sigh her: "Your eyes are as brown As the Night's, looking down On waters that sleep With the moon in their deep" . . . If I were her lover to sigh her. ...MJC
All Hail King Ass Clown
So I have been on Fubar for about three days now. Yesterday was by far the wildest, wackiest, strangest internet experience of my life. I mean it. I'm at work, on lunch bored as sin so i log on. I'm looking at the pics scrolling across the top and I notice a very handsome man in an army uniform. So i go check out his profile. He SEEMS just about perfect. He says he's a single dad, a widower, former military service man, completing a master's program in history. We chat and he immediately goes into this line about how he wants something offline with me. So i decide to push the envelope. I tell him, i'm kind of talking to someone, but its just an online thing and its rocky. He doesn't care...zooms right on like it doesn't phase him. So then i decided to tell him every bit of the ugly in my past to see when he would cop to being full of it and running game. I tell him about growing up in Foster Care, how my stepfather was abusive, how my sister died, about my mom's drug pro
What's Been Up With Me
It’s been a while since I have wrote anything. So much has been going on. The Tuesday before the girl’s birthday party, I woke up to learn that my back & hips where going to be a pain in my butt that day. I couldn’t sit up without crying my eyes out because it hurt so bad. The only thing I could do was lay in bed on my left side without moving. By Thursday I told Mama while I wasn’t hurting so bad I wanted to go out to garage and see the decorations for the girl’s party. I made it out there just fine. On our way back in the house, I went to step up into the house and my right leg gave way. Mama tried to stop me from falling but the way I was falling knocked her back and I hit the concrete breeze way in between the house and the garage. Mama begged me to let her take me to the ER but I wouldn’t go because of the girl’s party on Saturday. She got me in the house and cleaned up my cuts and scrapes. Thursday night I was trying to go to the bathroom and once again my leg gave way. Thank go
The *truth*
Who all agrees?
U2 - Beautiful Day
The heart is a bloom Shoots up through the stony ground There's no room No space to rent in this town You're out of luck And the reason that you had to care The traffic is stuck And you're not moving anywhere You thought you'd found a friend To take you out of this place Someone you could lend a hand In return for grace It's a beautiful day Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away You're on the road But you've got no destination You're in the mud In the maze of her imagination You love this town Even if that doesn't ring true You've been all over And it's been all over you It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away It's a beautiful day Touch me Take me to that other place Teach me I know I'm not a hopeless case See the world in green and blue See China right in front of you See the canyons broken by cloud See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out See the Bedouin fires at night See the oil fields at first ligh
Need Help Up For Auction All
Need Help For A Vip All
Twisted Tea
i wanna get drunk with my man and fuck all night long. but i cant because i have know one to watch my our son. this suck but tomorrow i will. just 12 twisted teas and ill be gone!!!
I would like some contest Ideas cuz I would love to and throw a contest again you know it is spring time and I would like to throw a bakini contest again in your will to tell me what kinda contest and you will have to be willing to participate in it and I am willing to give prizes and fubucks but you and your friends will have to give me or willing to give you high commenting all cash and prizes will be suported by me and there is only one stipulation oyou have to rate and comment during happy hour tell your friends about it if you find a con test I like you will be awaered 20k fubucks and you have to par-take in the contest you named so please think about one
Beyond Broken
I feel the remorse,I feel the pain i love my animals on god please help me. The nightmares the'll I will die in my mercy cause my brain is tainted my love is a disease that people cannot bear my soul is red but I'm bleeding blk for all the sorrow that I feel.I feel helpless and left to fend on my own .the music makes me feel whole almost complete so to speak . I hear the crow chrip in side my head as I open my eyes he dissappears .the love is not lost until you've lost the love .I'm the dirty angel you love to hate my mind is cluttered with uneless shit .I am weird because I am different I call it special I see red and gold mix isn't it lovely , my brain is tainted my soul is wounded my heart is beating my brain is tainted. I feel the poision running threw my veins I will die in my mercy can't you see? I'm broken and can't be fixed so don't try.I'll poision your mind next time .i am dyeing inside and there no cure .karma is the key my brain is tainted who is to blame? You give what y
Fucking Homophobic Assholes
what the fuck is the use of being able to post fucking pictures on here if everytime you do they get marked not safe for work they show no fucking skin or anything else just because its 2guys together or two women standing together dont fucking mean they are not safe for work add at the bottom they are your lover and bam there people know your gay and dont like it gay people have been around for 100s of fucking years get the fuck over yourselves already its nothing new and just besides you dont like it dont mean we are going the fuck away so get the fuck over yourself already this is a bunch of bullshit the one woman i know on here just had the same thing happen to her with her one picture just because she was standing beside her girlfriend with her gfs head on her shoulder it was just marked not safe for work tonight shes tired of the shit on and dont want to stick around and fight for whats right she has opted to close her account and say fuck all of fubar. this shit isnt right no
What Was Wrong
dreaming of you being near memories of yesterday burn and cut at me more today wondering whatever went wrong was it me or was it you or was it both of us in the wrong broken in the shadows thoughts of you still linger like dark memories that i dont know what to do with yet your there huanting me plaquing me with what could of been
Save My Day....
So tonight my ex came onto fubar.She's had a account here for awhile and we talk once in a while. What goes on... We're civil to one another, or I think we are. Anyways, as of late she's been telling me of her meeting so and so (and what happened or didn't) and her upcoming trip to see her ex bf. Wonderful. I used tact and diplomacy..hell, that's not true..I gave monosyllbalic answers. Such as...oh?,that's nice, great...and wonderful. I've always been the one NOT to rub things in people's faces. What you do is your business not mine. I never kiss and tell nor do I really want to hear about it. I've always been reserved and quiet....what I do and whom I do it with is my thing...not for public consumption. Sufficed to say,I'm in abit of a funk now. I mean, good g0d, things aren't excatly going my way now ...and I need to hear this? Ever get tired of being tired? I am. Really tired. Everyday is the same for me. Nothing changes. Other t
We Are In Need Of Everyone Tonight
Bush Caught Lying About September 11th
Denial Of Love
Hey, i guess you can say i have strong feelings for someone. But the feelings are not truely returned, yet they say they are but actions dont show it. sometimes i wonder if its a mistake, am i in denial? Thinking that he is just doin this to push me aways or he just doesnt know what to do? He has been put thru hell just like i have, we understand eachother better than anyone else i know, but can i believe the words that i hear, or step away. My soul feels so lost and hurt. Many times i have truely wondered y me, like many people have i know. I have heard the words i love you enough to last a life time, but ones that are true, i dont know if i have. My heart aches with each passing day. Not knowing the truth, watchin his pain just causes more to mine.
Hahah They Thought They Ran Me Off
hahah fuktards.. u didnt run me off that easy... yes all my lovely friends.. i am here and im staying.. love u all and for u fuckers that thought u could get rid of me.. THINK AGAIN!! MSBADDAZZ IS HERE TO STAY!!! AND BADDER THAN EVER!!
The Sky Is Up?
Tonight I spent the better part of the night repairing which was dismantled recently. For those of you in Fubarland who think this is a fun game to play, taking down people's external homepages, I assure you it is not a fun game and is taken relatively seriously by myself and others. We will have more than a full recovery in days, and your ip addresses (the tampering persons) have been reported to the appropriate abuse reporting agencies. Smile though, its all good... We are up and functioning, and its only a matter of time before we are at 110%. Noisecontrol
All Because Of You
Picture Slide Show
I Seriusly Want To Know ???
why are there over 800 nazi style internment camps in the united states and who are the people gonna be imprisoned there? these camps are equipt with gas chambers and incenerators big enough to euthanize 20000 americans a day? FEMA Concentration Camps: Locations and Executive Orders Friends of Liberty (undated) 3sep04 [ Below: U.S. Concentration Camps: FEMA and the REX 84 Program - The Awakening News (undated) 3sep04] note: It may be easy to find fault with the premise of this article. You may even know of numerous sites that are not used as camps. But the plain fact remains that the USA maintains illegal prisons around the world. It remains a secret only to imbeciles in the US. The rest of the world knows for certain that it's quite real. The way things are going in the US, it's not a matter of if, but when these underused facilities come online to serve the master — otherwise known as Moloch. Most likely, not many Japanese in the US doubt t
Song By Tantric
Is there something that you are trying to say Don't hold back now It's been a long time since I felt this way So don't hold back now I purposely forgot about Loving anyone Cause I'm the only one who has Who has been stepped upon Is there something that you are trying to say Cause I can take it Cause I grew up a man this way And if I'm hurt I'll shake it I'll crawl back into my cave That's how I'll make it Cause out of all this hurt we have Beauty thus become Beauty thus become Chorus: In the mourning I can see the sights No wonder I could never keep you satisfied In the mourning I can see inside Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide Repeat Wishing all the best for you And now I will say goodbye Cause all the shit that we've been through Put wisdom in my eyes So walk away, don't turn around Cause I won't be standing here Cause all the lies that I've been living through Are becoming very clear And beauty thus become Chorus
A Poem
10 Reason To Go To Work Nekked
1. Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. 3. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants." 4. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 5. You want to see if it's like the dream. 6. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume. 7. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 10. No one steals your chair.
I am expanding my life to a new area here next weekend. But for everyone who gets this, you will see that I will no longer be in this area. I am getting internet in the location but probably won't be on here much longer. So if anyone reads this... give me some love
Long Time No Here.
I know it's been quite some time since I've logged in here. I've been busy doing a lot of other things in life. Just wanted to let you all know I'm not dead just busy with school, work, the boyfriend, and the kid! Have a good week y'all!
Deleting Account
as you can see this account hasnt been up for to long. i am removing it in about 3 to 4 days. you can go to my origanal acount BIG POPPA J at this link.
Inspiring Story
This great story came with two awesome pictures of this man and his pet Eagle - a huge, magnificent bird. If you want the e-mail with the pictures, hit me up and I will send it to you. -Mike Freedom and I have been together 10 years this summer. She came in as a baby in 1998 with two broken wings. Her left wing doesn't open all the way even after surgery, it was broken in 4 places. She's my baby. Jeff When Freedom came in she could not stand. Both wings were broken, her left wing in 4 places. She was emaciated and covered in lice. We made the decision to give her a chance at life, so I took her to the vet's office. From then on, I was always around her. We had her in a huge dog carrier with the top off, and it was loaded up with shredded newspaper for her to lay in. I used to sit and talk to her, urging her to live, to fight; and she would lay there looking at me with those big brown eyes. We also had to tube feed her for weeks. This went on for 4-6 we
My New Acct
First let me say rate fan and add me this is a new new account lol... This is now my 3rd account (my 5th actually, the first two i thought the site was gay and deleted those) the 3rd one i got to 24 800k to go and all kinds of shit happened. stalkers drama that somehow i had involvement with yet had no idea wtf it was about some little things here and there, the stalker thing was the final straw on the acct. So than I had the 4th acct at 21 with 300k to go and because i from what the site thinks stupidly voiced my opinion it got busted down to an lc (last chance) acct and had like zero privledges. I now have this one and the other one which is vip'd with blasts running and has unused gifted blasts. I am not sure if I will be keeping this account. Hell I am not even sure that the other account will stay active they could delete it at any time. Basically what this all boils down to is IDGAF lol rate me here rate me there whichever but I am however undesided as to what i
My Life Soundtrack
heres how it works open up your media player get all your songs together hit random and whatever comes up put down. no cheating Opening Credits Bloodhound gang - the roof is on fire Waking Up Scene the beatles- all the lonley people Getting Ready Scene slaughter- fly to the angels Car Driving Scene lynard skynard- whats your name High School Flashback Scene staind- falling Nostalgic Scene bryan adams - summer of '69 (hahahaha) Angry Scene Metallica - Holier then thou Agony, Painful Scene sick puppies- nothing really matters Break-up Scene Metallica- the god that failed Sad, Breakdown Scene twisted sister- the price Buddy/Sidekick Scene ministry- new world order Dreaming of Someone Scene bryan adams- plese forgive me Contemplation Scene nicelback- fight for all the wrong reasons Love Scene iron maiden - aces high Kissing Scene evabescence- taking over me Relaxing Scene slayer- season i
Burning Guitars
I sat back today and watched a guitar crumble into ashes. A soft breeze carried them up and over the newly mowed grass. Softly they floated, I felt the idea of music twisting in the trees, whipping branches whistling to the birds, flowers setting a stage for the bees. Sienna browns glowed from a reflected coal, almost a radioactive neon, it too faded. The last of my old sketchbook was gone, all thats left in the middle of powdery ashes lays the silver coil; like a stretched slinky, broken, I left it to cool before bending it into random shapes and tossing it away. Parts of my life were wasted putting effort into the sketches, musical designs was my passion for that particular book. I had drawn close to 70 guitars, some with the same molded styles but never the same colors or scheme. But that's in the past, now all that remains are a few paper thin ashes dissolving like a bubble, although it's gone and we can't see it, they linger, and reproduce into the earth. Soon my ashes will become
would you like to see my equipment?
Stupid Stuff
why do people have to do stupid shit.... i am sick of all the nonsense. pisses me off, i should delete my yahoo, my myspace, and my god dam fubar... pissed off right now, and dont like it!
Bridge Over Troubled Water - Johnny Cash
When you' re weary feeling small When tears are in your eyes I'll dry them all I'm on your side oh when times get rough And friends just can t be found Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down When you re down and out When you re on the street When evening falls so hard I will comfort you ooh I'll take your part oh when darkness comes And pain is all around Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Sail on silver girl Sail on by Your time has come to shine All your dreams are on their way See how they shine Oh if you need a friend I'm sailing right behind Like a bridge over troubled water I will ease your mind Like a bridge over troubled water I will ease your mind
Just Write Here
girl right here,so,say hello to my friends.I'm a chinese,my english is very very poor,so you should care me,:p
Three Little Words
This is just for fun!! Repost and see what your friends would say to you! If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words. What would you say? Tell me and pass this on to see how many crazy answers you get...
From The Sky
They kicked me out of the parade I guess I had too much to say Couldn't bend to fit myself inside the lines And I have wasted all this time just trying Those pretty boys and pretty girls Live in their pretty plastic world They're so convinced that everything is black and white That we are wrong and they are right They always told us not to fight Kept us grounded when we should be flying Don't be afraid to fall You know the ground is never too far from the sky And they can have their walls The universe has bigger plans for you and I So baby hold up your head,now Don't ever let 'em see you cry I know you're caught up in the show And it's so hard to let it go To lose the mask you always hid yourself behind To live a life of your design To say what's really on your mind To come out of the dark and shine Don't be afraid to fall You know the ground is never too far from the sky And they can have their walls The universe has bigger plans for you and I So baby h
My 2nd Mum
to start off i dont write much, but have to get this off my chest, its about my grandparents i loved them dearly they were married 57 years up until last year, i lived with them my first 13 years of my life, they taught me life skillz , put me through school , n even bought me my first car, well the last 2 years has been hell to say the least, my grandmother found out she had pancreas cancer, n it caused her to go blind n paralized which was the hardest thing i ever had to witness, when that happend she was then put into a nursing home n i didnt approve of that at all, long story short she passd away last august n shortly after my grandad passed as well, they were the most kindest ppl u would ever meet , just wanted every1 to know who my 1st love was, my grandparents, august 28th 2007 rest in peace i will see yall soon , luv yah
Come Down To Me
Words fall out of my mouth And I can’t seem to trace what I’m saying Everybody wants your time I’m just dreaming out loud, I can’t have you for mine and I know it I just wanna watch you shine. Tripping up on my tongue, It’s all over my face and I’m racing Gotta get away from you Burning all the way home, Try to put it to bed but it chases Every little thing I do When the light falls on your face, Don’t let it change you When the stars get in your eyes, Don’t let them blind you. You’re beautiful Just the way you are And I love it all Every line, and every scar And I wish that I could make you see This is where you ought to be, Come down to me. Spell it out in a song, Bet you never catch on to my weakness I’m singing every word for you. Here I’m thinking I’m sly Then you’re catching my eye, and just maybe You’re thinking what I’m thinking too When you see it on my face, Don’t let it shake you I know better than to try and Take you with me
A Bikers Prayer...
3 Doors Down - Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It get
A Nightmare
" A Nightmare" A nightmare can happen anywhere. In your dreams or when your awake,everywhere. We all know that in our dreams at night, when a nightmare happens we can over come it. But when a nightmare happens when we are awake; its like time just slowed down like a slow moving ship. You really can't believe its happening. You have to blink a few times to understand it. Your shocked at first. But reality hasn't set in yet. Your so numb all over and everything around you is a blur at frist. You really don't get it yet. It plays back in your head over and over. Saying to yourself this isn't happening; it just a nightmare, and I will wake up soon, all it will be over. A nightmare... Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett
Help With Guitar...
Okay so my four year old son is apparently a natural so far with a guitar.. so now that I know this I need to buy him a guitar and get him in lessons only I have no idea what to get him for his first guitar.. Can anyone help me out with what I should buy for him?
Missing A Child Poem
this is for my daughter shaylynn dawn whom i lost 2 yrs ago and now my son evan is no longer living with me so i sat and wrote and this is what i came up with!! Another holiday without you it never gets easier passing time saddening tears makes me miss you all the more ~you are the brightest star in the sky~ Hear me baby hear your mommy as you live eternally I love you more than I can say I ache to hold you close to me ~your smile is at my rainbow's end~ Last night I listened to the wind fingers pressed upon the pane soothing comfort the mighty moon because I know you play there often ~across the heavens you light the world~ I can see you flying in my dreams you pick me up we fly away you show me love the comfort of death you show me there is nothing to fear ~you teach me the time is not ours to choose~ My heart will always have a hole that only your life could fit into life gives us pleasures then takes them away but with
Do You? Can You?
"Do You? Can You?" From one heart to another... Do you feel the pounding of my love for you? Can you hear my song of love for you? Do you feel the warmth that radiates through my entire body? Do you see my body glow with the love you give me? Do you see my eyes sparkle like diamonds with happiness? Can you see through to my soul that floats through me to you; wanting to hold you high above all? Can you hear my mind telling you my heart loves you; with such passion and understanding? Do you see my hands that want to hold you; through all eternity, with a love so true? Can you hear my thoughts of all the things I want to share with you? All my secrets are yours and yours alone? Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett
A Statement And A Little History Lesson..
..hrmm..that's what I have to say. I know what many of you are coming here to look for, some kind of reaction about like, what happend to my stuff. Apparently I wasn't alone in the purge, in all actuality, I consider myself lucky considering that I haven't been deleted or shut down in any way. See people, there's an unwritten, unspoken rule around Fubar that has been around since the Lost Cherry days: you can't publicly bash site admin here on the site. It is their site and they can do what they wish. That, more often than not, will result in you getting locked down, flagged, reset, deleted, etc. It doesn't matter if you agree with any changes, policies, features or not, it is how it is. How you react and adapt to the changes that take place around here usually determine your shelf life. Now, with that out of the way, speaking of adapting and reacting... like, based on what's happend, I'm taking a step back and determining what and how to approach things and what method to use
My Ex
March 19, 2008 @ 1:52 am Hey watch out for george he is a lier and cheater. He is my husband and has never been able to keep his in his pants. Im his third wife he has pictures up of my son his profile using him to try and find woman he is not his son and george has said he wants nothing to do with him. Watch out for him This is interesting coming from my soon to be ex I am going to court on the 7th of next month to hopefully get the marriage disolved . Now yes this is my 3rd marriage < no I am not using pic's of the little boyu i have helped raise to pick up women. I have several friend she has harrassed and sent out there phone numbers to guys on line I have had to create like 3 name in the last 7 months because she steals the passwords and make me look like a pedophile or major homosexual. I am sick how ppl can just go on and say stuff to make ppl look that bad when i am no doing what is going on GEORGE
One Little Word
One Little Word One little word... That one little word,it can make the world seem so cruel. It can hurt you before and after it is said.It's an alternative word. It can disappoint you or not. It can destroy someones' dreams,hopes,or fantasies. You always wish it was another word after you hear it or not. Because sometimes you like to hear it for different reasons. It can make a difference in someones' life or not. It can destroy faith in people or not. It has only two letters in the word,but its a strong little word. It can really shatter someones' whole world or not. It can be a very harsh word,but soft and tenderly at the same time. It can be a danger word or a safe word at the same time too. For such a small little word, big things happen. NO.... Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Dogget
::child Stars::
So I'm kicking back and watching VH1 [[as I usually do on my days off and I need some guilty pleasure time, LOL]]. So first off, I see a commercial for a new show called "Child Stars" where basically mothers are pushing thier kids to be famous and will use them for thier personal gain. And then, I was watching a documentary on Britney Spear's childhood and how her parents pushed her into the spotlight, even to the point of telling her to break up with her highschool sweetheart because her being single would sell more records when she got big. I really want to kick these parents in the ass and its pretty fucking sad when parents have to be so consumed by greed and selfishness that they have to use thier kids for financial gain. The moms of these stars especially should do us all a favor and get thier tubes tied. I just can't imagine what these kids are going through because I know if I pranced around tv in a sexy catholic schoolgirl outfit and shook my ass in front of thousands, I w
One Whole
"ONE WHOLE" Two pieces to a whole... One part starts the romance, the other starts the life. Romance to life... One to live... Two to tangle... Half a heart can never live a whole life. Thats why you need both to be complete. I am one half and your the other half, that completes me to a whole. As one heart beats for all eternity. You are what dreams are made of. You are making all my dreams come true. You make me happy through and through. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett
Time Time is like a clock always ticking; it never stops. It has no mercy or patience, As life and fate can be the same. It never knows when to stop. It keeps going on and on, no matter what happens. Life, fate, and time marches on. Time started long before we came along. It will be here long after we are gone. Ticking away forever and ever. Time. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett
" Happy Birthday Son "
New Walk
New Walk I am standing in a ray of light. With darkness only a few feet around me. Afraid to move in any direction. Because the darkness will envelop me. I hear and see the darkness calling me. Promising me hapiness,pleasures,and riches. Beyond my wildest dreams. I can feel all the evil lurking there. The sadness,loneliness,and even death. I stand there feeling deep inside my heart. Knowing within myself which way to go. Straight ahead where the light travels. I take my first step forward. The voices of evil start to disappear. Its always there in the distant darkness. Calling and tempting me. I know I am on the right path at last. Sometimes along the way. I can pick out a few lost and lonely people. Join me in my new walk! Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett
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Loved And Lost...again!!!
I met someone recently! He has beautiful eyes, brown hair & is the most wondeful guy in the whole world. Our love ran deep into me. Consumed me! Swallowed me! All I thought about was the day when he would be mine & I could be his. You see, I have this childish dream that I will meet someone and fall head over hills for him & he would want nothing more in the world to be with me. I thought that I had finally found him. I hoped that it was him. I prayed to GOD that it was him. I still don't know if I got my answer. If the answer was no, this is not him, it would make sense right now because last night he broke up with me. He completely crushed me. I am so sick of this shit. I hate it when someone gets in so close and then they just tear my lil heart to pieces. I don't know if I can take it anymore. Everytime this happens, I lose even more trust in guys. I don't think I can honestly trust any man ever again. My gaurd will always be up. Waiting on them to leave me.
Loneliness Loneliness is the depths of stillness. Silence is all around, but the noises are louder outside. The world outside goes on, as your life is at a standstill. There is no one to talk to. No one to share in a joke... No one to hold you when you need a hug. No one to snuggle up to, when your cold and lonely... Loneliness eats at you, but the tears that fall has no meaning. Its sad in the depths of stillness. You want to go where there is people. Just to hear someone elses voice besides your own. You look at everything around you, wishing to be apart of it, but you can not. Afraid and lonely... Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett
I replaced my burned out silver bullet, but now my vibe is going. GRRRRRR!!!! Guess I will have to shell out another $40 for a new one if I want to continue to have awesome orgasms LOL

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