My heart is breaking and theres nothing i can do about it. It hurts and its sad. I used to have a wall around it but that has broken down over the years and now there is nothing left but a bunch of bricks in a pile. I need to rebuild but i know its very hard and will take time. Its always hard to find the glue to hold them together. I need a change in my life. I want to start a family and be happy once again. Its hard to hold my head up when my heart is so down.