Can you feel the pain I feel?
Can you taste the tears I cry?
Do you know how long I've felt alone,
And know I'm the reason why?
Can you hear the words I try to say?
Can you help me begin?
Can you know the fears I have?
Can you help me escape this private hell I've been in?
Nobody can do these things.
Nobody really sees.
The pains and fears I have,
Are mostly due to me.
I live behind this wall I built...
At times, I want to come out.
But as soon as I open the door,
My heart and mind are filled with doubt.
My mind and heart are in a giant war.
I will always find a ways to hide my heart more...
At times it seems my heart is under lock and key.
Like I keep it wrapped up tight.
Though love is what I want to have...
It stays far out of sight.
So again, I ask... can you feel the pain I feel?
Can you taste the tears I cry?
Do you know how long I've been alone,
And know I'm the reason why?
~Tazy~
